#Eliott R. W.

[thebutcher-5]

L'ultimo giorno sulla Terra

Benvenuti o bentornati sul nostro blog. Nello scorso articolo abbiamo fatto un salto nel tempo negli anni ’60 per parlare di una pellicola horror fantascientifica, co-prodotta da Italia e USA, e tratta da uno dei miei libri preferiti in assoluto, ossia L’ultimo uomo della Terra. La storia parla di Robert, uno scienziato sopravvissuto a una grave epidemia che ha trasformato tutte le persone in…

[wibzenadarksiderwithasoftheart]

Fandom URL Tag Game!

The rules of the game are to write one song for every letter in your url, then tag as many people as there are letters in your url.

I was tagged by @underacalicosky and @dark--whisperings thank you so much for tagging me 💜

This is one of those times when I regret my overly long URL 😅

W - Who's Laughing Now by Ava Max

I - I Don't Wanna Go by Alan Walker and Julie Bergan

B - Blinding Lights by The Weeknd

Z - Zombie by The Cranberries

E - End of Time by Alan Walker and K-391

N - Nightmares by WE ARE FURY with feat. Gallie Fisher

A - A Day At Sea by Everen Maxwell

D - Darkside by Alan Walker

A - Aurora by K-391 and Roxanne Emery

R - Rise Up by VINAI feat. Vamero

K - My Woman by Kim Larsen

S - Sing Me to Sleep by Alan Walker and Anders Frøen

I - In the End by Linkin Park

D - Dance Monkey by Tones and I

E - Enemy by Imagine Dragons and J.I.D.

R - Rainbow by Sia Furler

W - Walk With Me by Måns Zelmerlöw

I - In My Blood by The Score

T - Thunder by Imagine Dragons

H - Hislerim by Serhat Durmus with Zerrin

A - Across The Stars by Eliott Tordo Erhu

S - Stamp On The Ground by ItaloBrothers

O - On Top of the World af Imagine Dragons

F - Fuck U Love U af Alison Wonderland

T - The Resistance af Skillet

H - Hey Boy af Phillipa Soo

E - Euro Anthem by Kozah

A - Alive by R3HAB, Vini Vici, Pangea

R - Rule The World by The Fat Rat & Alexa

T - The Drum by Alan Walker

Phew 😮‍💨😅 30 letters later

The mix of songs (all from my Spotify playlist) probably says something about my poor taste in music 🤷

I am NOT going to tag 30 others, not going to happen! But feel free to feel tagged if you're reading this. ❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜

[lets-try-some-writing]

Oh my goodness my URL is so long. Well, I can't exactly turn down getting tagged now can I? Thank you Nova! I have pulled out music from my wide selection of interests.

L - SABATON - Lady Of The Dark 

E - Evenstar - Lord of the Rings

T - The Lord Of The Rings - The Riders of Rohan - Erhu & Violin cover by Eliott Tordo ft Victor Macabies

S - SKÅL! by Miracle Of Sound

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T - "Toss A Coin To Your Witcher" METAL COVER

R - Peyton Parrish - Ragnarök

Y - Sevak Amroyan - Yarkhushta / Յարխուշտա

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S - SABATON - Soldier Of Heaven

O - Enya - Only Time 

M - Enya - May It Be

E - Imagine Dragons x J.I.D - Enemy

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W - Imagine Dragons - Wrecked

R - RISE (ft. The Glitch Mob, Mako, and The Word Alive)

I - I Didn't Ask For This

T - The Hobbit - Misty Mountains

I - "I'll Make a Man Out of You" METAL COVER

N - Vicetone - Nevada (ft. Cozi Zuehlsdorff)

G - Sabaton - Bismarck

Yes I really really like Sabaton and have a wild sense of music taste. That said, I am tagging these folks with long URL's just because: @barb-being-mentally-ill, @spreadwardiard, @i-mean-technically, @justanotherperson1, @transformersgobrr

spell out your name or url with songs !!

P - Prom Queen (Beach Bunny)

I - I’ll Make Cereal (Cavetown)

G - girls (girl in red)

E - Empty Bed (Cavetown)

O - Oh Ana (Mother Mother)

N - No Surprised (Radiohead)

tagging: @angerycat @ast3ria-blue @swiftieannah @melancholy-melomaniac @melancholypessimism @whyybesocial @i-have-no-idea-111 @the-literary-anything-blog @underappreciatedtomato @livelaughlovebillzo @charlie-is-missing @chronic-stressed @v4nillaskies @nonsensical-space-ghost @alm0std34d and any other mutuals or people who want to join in !!

[salutmonmec]

It’s kinda funny, Eliott being a raccoon and raccoons being common roadkill, ya know, with all the people willing to throw him under the bus

[sweetbitterpdf]

if you're still up for writing something... 25 and 47 from the cute shippy starters? 💞

( cute shippy starters !!! )

i’m always up for writing something, especially if it’s about elu, love those two boys w my whole heart. thank you for sending this!! <3

also this got long, like... 2.5k words long. and both the quotes are really early on, so that’s a bit oof. in any case, i hope you enjoy!!

25. “I can’t believe you talked me into this” & 47. “No one needs to know.”

Lucas stands in the doorway, watching Eliott fiddle with what he’s been referring to as “the set,” which in reality, is only his bedroom. It’s in a cleaner state than usual— there’s typically significantly more dirty laundry littering the floor. It almost looks like an actual film set, but there’s something about it that looks too lived in, too Eliott for Lucas to think of it as anything else than his best friend’s bedroom.

“Okay, so here’s what I was thinking,” Eliott starts, turning back to face him. “You wake up alone in your bed. The person you slept with is gone. Part of you knew this would happen, but another part of you hoped that they would stay.” Lucas had already been told the premise for Eliott’s latest short film—  a project for his intro to filmmaking class— and he was too taken aback when Eliott asked him to star in it to even think about refusing. “You think about what you did last night, what you felt, and your hands trace the lines that their hands drew on you.” Eliott traces his hands along his own arms to demonstrate, and Lucas’ eyes follow the movement. “Think of longing, searching for someone that always seems just out of reach.”

And, naturally, his traitorous brain thinks of nothing but Eliott. 

Eliott, his best friend, who knows him more than anyone else. Who he can sit in silence with and still have a good time. Who he doesn’t need to make plans with, he can just show up on his doorstep with a text sent five minutes ago and come inside. Who he’s more comfortable around than he is around himself.

Eliott, who Lucas is madly, foolishly, completely in love with.

“I can’t believe you talked me into this.” He says, trying his hardest to tear himself away from his thoughts, trying to make light of the situation. It proves successful when Eliott chuckles at him— but unfortunately, it also makes something foreign flutter in the pit of his stomach.

“May I remind you, I didn’t have to do a whole lot of talking. I asked you if you would star for me, and you said yes pretty much immediately.” Lucas rolls his eyes and tries to brush it off. But he can’t help but think about the fact that he would agree to absolutely anything Eliott asked him. “No one needs to know— no one in my class knows you exist. I can request that my prof does a solo viewing, if that would make you feel better. Plus, I couldn’t imagine anyone else I’d rather have as my muse.” Lucas’ stomach does a flip when Eliott calls him his muse. It repeats in his head, echoing, my muse, my muse, my muse.

“I’m sure there are plenty of other people who would pay good money to be your muse.” Lucas scoffs, trying with everything in him not to blush. He shrugs, “Show it to whoever you want, I don’t really care that much.” Eliott nods, and then claps his hands together.

“Now, shirt off.” Eliott is really making it hard for Lucas to keep his blush at bay. It’s just for the film, he reminds himself. You need to stop, he doesn’t feel the same. “You can keep your shorts on, since the sheets will cover them. Get on the bed— yeah, just like that. Get comfortable.” Lucas lays on his back, pulling the sheets around his waist, moving the pillows around until he settles down against them. “Just let me check how you look in the camera.” Eliot says, stepping away. He fiddles with the camera’s settings, before looking back around it at Lucas. “Okay, maybe try tucking one of your hands behind your head?” Lucas follows Eliott’s instructions, but tucking his hand under the pillow causes Eliott to scrunch his nose up. “Nah, actually put it back where it was before.” He obeys again, and Eliott nods, satisfied. “Lean toward the camera a bit? Don’t look into the lens, though.” He stares at one of the corners of Eliott’s bedroom, and wonders how he managed to get himself into this situation. Wonders if there’s any way to get himself out of it, back into safe territory. “Stay right there, that’s perfect.” Eliott moves the bedsheets around a bit before returning to the camera. “Alright, I think we’re ready for the first shot. Look off into space, you’re thinking of last night. You’re alone, and you really thought they’d be here with you when you woke up.” He conjures images of him and Eliott. They come easily. “Okay, now trail your fingers down your jaw, your neck, your torso. Remember, you’re tracing where they kissed last night.” He thinks of Eliott kissing down his neck, and his breath catches in his throat. “Think of the fact that you thought you had something— and now the morning has come, and they haven’t even left a note.” He thinks of the fact that this is all these thoughts will be— thoughts. “Roll over, and check your phone.” He obeys again, rolling over to check his phone. There aren’t any texts, he sighs, trying his best to act, and not to project his own emotions too much. “They haven’t texted, either. You think of reaching out to them, but you don’t. You’re scared.” He’s scared, of him and Eliott, “Scared of them not responding,” Scared of Eliott not feeling the same way, “Of them not feeling the same way.” Even more scared of the possibility, small as it may be, that Eliott does. “Cut.” Eliott’s voice rings through the otherwise quiet room, and it brings Lucas back down to earth. “Lucas, that was... wow, you’re a natural.” Lucas tries to ignore the way his heart pounds against his ribcage.

They shoot a couple more scenes in the same manner, and Lucas thinks of Eliott the entire time. He thinks of telling him, every time Eliott gives him a wide-eyed compliment, shocked at how realistically he’s acting. It’s you, the Lucas in his head says, it’s because I’m thinking of you. They finish just at the sun begins to set, and Lucas realizes, bittersweetly, that he’s spent all day in Eliott’s bed.

“Alright, I think that’s everything!” Eliott puts his hands on his hips, coming to the side of the bed. “That’s a wrap.” He says in his best mock-director voice. “Thank you for doing this Lucas, I... I really appreciate it.” The look on Eliott’s face is so sincere that Lucas has to look away.

“Any time.”

“I’m not gonna let you go home hungry— pizza and netflix?” It’s a sacred tradition between the two of them, at this point. Done an important assignment? Pizza and netflix. Having a shitty day? Pizza and netflix.

“When have I ever said no to that?” Lucas says, and Eliott grins, already dialing the number for the favourite pizza place.

---

They’re sat on Eliott’s couch shortly after, flipping through the different movies and TV shows, trying to figure out something to watch. The pizza is steaming on the table, and Lucas takes his first slice.

“So, what was the inspiration for this one?” Lucas asks. His favourite part of hanging out with Eliott when he’s in director-mode is hearing about his inspirations. He gets inspiration from anywhere and everywhere, and every film he makes comes from a completely different place.

“Oh, you know,” Eliott shrugs, “I wanted a different take on all of the cheesy romance movies that are always being made.” Ah, yes, one of Eliott’s biggest pet peeves. Sometimes they’ll watch a popular rom-com and point out all of the flaws, laughing together at every cringe-worthy moment. “Not every love story ends happily.” Lucas’ brows furrow in concern. Eliott doesn’t look happy as he explains. “Sometimes the love interest doesn’t feel the same.” Eliott looks... hurt. “Sometimes the longing never ends.” Why does he look so hurt?

“That’s dark.” Lucas says, trying his best to feign nonchalance. In reality, though, he’s planning a revenge plot again whoever it is that made Eliott feel this way, whoever gave him inspiration from such a dark place.

“It’s true, though.” When Eliott returns his focus to the movie, Lucas tries to do the same, but it proves unsuccessful. He flicks his gaze over to Eliott every couple of minutes, and his stomach lurches whenever he sees that Eliott is doing the same. They’re quiet for a long time, and during the silent moments of the film, Lucas can hear the way that Eliott’s breath shakes.

“I wasn’t being entirely truthful.” Eliott says, hesitantly. Every word feels like a step, and Lucas looks over at him, the screen illuminating his face.

“Hm?”

“When you asked about my inspiration.” He says, finally turning to Lucas. “That is my inspiration, but it was only part of it.” There’s something in Eliott’s eyes, something that he can’t place.

“Oh?”

“And I want to tell you the rest. But I only want to if you want to hear it, because it might... Change things.” Lucas can feel his heart start beat harder and faster. 

What?

“Change things?” He asks. Eliott takes a breath.

“Between us.” Another breath, “And I’m not sure I want that, but I also want you to know.”

“Well, I’d like to know.” Lucas says without hesitation. “But I don’t want you to do anything that you’re uncomfortable with, so you don’t have to.” He doesn’t want Eliott to do anything that he doesn’t want— he wants nothing but safety and happiness for him. And he doesn’t look very happy right now.

“Keeping this in is more uncomfortable than telling you would be, I think.” What? Lucas’ brain repeats. He doesn’t think that going back is a possibility, now. If Eliott doesn’t tell him, he thinks he’ll be left wondering for the rest of his life.

“Okay. Well then I want to know.”

“I wanted you to star in it because it’s about you.” 

Lucas is pretty sure that his heart stops.

“It’s... It’s what?”

“I wrote it about you.” Eliott repeats, and everything in Lucas’ body tenses, unable to process what he’s hearing. “Well, I wrote it about me, but I wrote it about our friendship.” All Lucas can do at this point is listen. “About how I don’t want to ruin things, about how I’m terrified of you not feeling the same. About how I’m scared that being friends with you isn’t enough, for me.” Lucas thinks of the content of Eliott’s film, all of the longing, all of the pining, all of the defeat. It makes him sick to his stomach, how they’re both been feeling the same thing but were too scared to say anything. “About how I feel closer to you than I do anyone else, but you always seem just beyond my reach.” They’re both quiet, then, and Lucas is speechless. He tries to find something to say and comes up empty, empty, empty. “Please say something.”

“Eliott,” is where he chooses to begin. “What are you saying?” Because, really, this can’t be happening. This is impossible, in every sense of the word. Before Eliott can say it, he’ll tell Lucas that he’s joking, or Lucas will wake up from the single most vivid dream of his entire life, or—

“I’m saying,” Eliott swallows, hard. “I’m saying that I’m in love with you.” Lucas’ eyes go wide, at Eliott’s words— but more than anything that they hang in the in the air, echoing around Lucas’ head, tangible and memorable and real. But then Eliott moves back, tensing up, curling into himself. “We can forget this ever happened.” No. “You know what? Forget I ever said anything.” No!

“What if I don’t want to?” Lucas says quickly, and suddenly all of the things he’s ever wanted to say to Eliott are back in his head.

“What do you mean ‘what if you don’t want to’?” Eliott asks, and Lucas is fairly certain that their expressions match, though he can’t see his own. Surprise, awe, this can’t be real, how is this happening right now?

“What if I don’t want to forget about what you said?” Lucas says, inching closer to Eliott on the opposite side of the couch. “What if I’ve been dreaming of a moment like this, for years?” Their thighs are touching, now. “What if I’m in love with you, too?” Eliott’s arms reach up, hanging in the air. Lucas takes them, gently, and places them on his waist.

“Let me know if you don’t want—”

“Eliott, please kiss me.” 

And then they are.

They’re kissing and kissing and kissing Lucas realizes that this is what kissing is supposed to feel like— distant stars exploding and everything aligning and warmth, so much warmth. Eliott’s hands move up to his face, cradling his cheeks, holding him like he’s something precious.

“Lucas, why are you crying?” He only realizes when Eliott asks him that hot tears are rolling down his cheeks. But he’s smiling, harder than he ever has in his life because this is better than anything his dreams could possibly supply him with.

“Because it’s you,” Lucas says, as if it’s the most simple and obvious thing in the world. “Because it’s always been you.” And it has. Lucas’ life is split into before and after he met Eliott, and his love— because that’s what it is, isn’t it?— puts all of his fleeting crushes on past classmates to shame. “Because I’m in love with you, and you’re in love with me.” He laughs in disbelief, kissing Eliott again. “What the fuck? What are the chances?” Eliott kisses the tears away as they fall.

“I don’t know.” He says quietly, pulling Lucas close. “Infinitesimally small, probably. But look at us— we still managed it, anyway.” Lucas nods at him, and they move together, one soul in two bodies as they kiss and laugh together, months if not years of tension finally dissipating.

“I haven’t done anything like this.” Lucas confesses, “I’ve never been in a relationship. I don’t know how it works.” If this had happened a few months earlier, Eliott would have been his first kiss and everything. But at a party earlier in the year, he had been drunk and frustrated— going mad with how he couldn’t stop thinking of Eliott— and kissed the first semi-attractive boy that came on to him. “But I want to figure it out, if it’s with you.”

Eliott nods, kissing him again. “We’ll figure it out together, okay?” Then they’re holding hands, and Lucas doesn’t think he ever wants to let go. “No assumptions, no expectations. We’ll take things one step at a time, day by day.”

“Hm,  no, I don’t think so.” And Eliott looks scared for the briefest of moments. “I think we’ll do one better. I think we’ll take things minute by minute.” He kisses Eliott’s cheek, because he can— because he can do this as much as he wants, now.

“Minute by minute.” Eliott weighs it, testing the way it sounds. “I like the sound of that.”

[fatoujallovv]

ellie’s 400 follower celebration ❊ for @eliotts-eyes 

make me choose: watermelon sugar or lights up

[maggielindemanns]

ALT ER LOVE WEEK 2021

DAY TWO ⇨ FAVORITE CHARACTER OR SHIP

⤷ ELIOTT DEMAURY & LUCAS LALLEMANT (ELU), SKAM FRANCE

(INSP.)

[skambigbang]

SKAM BIG BANG 2021 CALENDAR

M O N D A Y S

STRANGERS by anaisanais, art by Chiara                                       premieres 21 June, Isak/Even, Rated E, one-shot, COMPLETE

LEARNING TO LOVE by xJane, art by Antania                               premieres 21 June, Lucas/Eliott, Rated E, 6/6 chapters, COMPLETE

MIDNATTSSOL by Lokkanel, art by Naesheims                             premieres 21 June, Isak/Even, Rated M, 6/6 chapters, COMPLETE

THE SCEPTIC AND THE TIME TRAVELLER by evakuality, art by Lilacpotter   premieres 5 July, Isak/Even, Rated T,  6/6 chapters, COMPLETE

THE SET UP by recklesslee, art by Peacestew                               premieres 2 August, Isak/Even, Rated E, one-shot, COMPLETE

T U E S D A Y S

EVA SWIFT-SWORD AND THE SILVER SEER by Midlifecrisis, art by Laika_the_husband premieres 22 June, Eva/Noora, Rated M, 8/8 chapters, COMPLETE

SEASON 3: JONAS by Laika_the_husband, art by Kr-Yoongi   premieres 22 June, Isak/Jonas, Rated T, 7/7 chapters, COMPLETE

IT’S ALL A BIT IN-TENTS by HedwigsTalons, art by Sorchas         premieres 29 June, Isak/Even, Rated E, 7/7 chapters, COMPLETE

W E D N E S D A Y S

LOCKED INSIDE MY HEAD by Marobah, art by Endingsnotthestory premieres 23 June, Isak/Even, Rated M, 40 chapters, COMPLETE

SEASONS (WAITING ON YOU) by MinilocIsland, art by Memine   premieres 23 June, Isak/Even, Rated E, 8/8 chapters, COMPLETE

KEEP ON (GOAL)KEEPING ON by Nailpolish3638, art by Sunnywithachanceofmitch premieres 30 June, Isak/Even, Rated T, 5/5 chapters, COMPLETE

ALL ROADS LEAD TO YOU by Mrs_Robinson, art by Thais           premieres 7 July, Isak/Even, Rated E, 9/9 chapters, COMPLETE

T H U R S D A Y S

RETURN TO ME by cami_soul, art by Chio                                     premieres 24 June, Isak/Even, Rated T, 10/10 chapters, COMPLETE

NUMB WITHOUT YOU by writteninthesewalls, art by Stewit234 premieres 1 July, Isak/Even, Rated T, 6/6 chapters, COMPLETE

TEMPERED GRACE by Hodgeheg002, art by Ymajae                     premieres 8 July, Isak/Even, Rated M, 4/4 chapters, COMPLETE

GRUMPSAK by Ye_Olde_Hedgehog, art by Artvandeley             premieres 19 26 August, Isak/Even, Rated T, one-shot, COMPLETE

F R I D A Y S

FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE by panaesheim, art by Silviarucci.artcraft premieres 25 June, Isak/Even, Rated T, 17 chapters, COMPLETE

THE FALSIFICATION PRINCIPLE by eirabach, art by Frangipaneee premieres 2 July, Isak/Even, Rated E, 9/9 chapters, COMPLETE

I NEED AN EASY FRIEND by Treehouse, art by Parallel-univers   premieres 2 July, Isak/Even, Rated E, 2/2 chapters, COMPLETE

S A T U R D A Y S

A CHEMICAL PHENOMENON by kapplebougher, art by x_skam.art_x premieres 26 June, Isak/Even, Rated T, 15 chapters, COMPLETE

NO BODY, NO CRIME by womenstan, art by Hyceate                 premieres 3 July, Robbe/Sander, Rated M, 6/6 chapters, COMPLETE

TO ALL THE BOYS I’VE LOVED BEFORE by eliottlallemants, art by Baz premieres 3 July, Lucas/Eliott, Rated T, 4/4 chapters, COMPLETE

HIM AND ME by ashotofjac, art by Evenshands                           premieres 17 July, Isak/Even, Rated M, one-shot, COMPLETE

S U N D A Y S

THE ART OF TREASON by TheGirlNoOneKnows5, art by ofmanderley premieres 27 June, Isak/Even, Rated M, 8/8 chapters, COMPLETE

REST EASY by Ghostcat, art by Sergiospastries                             premieres 27 June, Isak/Even, Rated E, 18 chapters, COMPLETE

STRIKK TO SAMMEN by Ane_Rikke, art by Mazarin01               premieres 4 July, Isak/Even, Rated E, one-shot, COMPLETE

[cryptspren-moved]

me: can i eat these guitar strings?

eliott: NO THEY ARE NOT SPAGHETTI

me: THEY'RE MUSICAL SPAGHETTI

eliott: DON'T EAT THE MUSICAL SPAGHETTI, YOULL GET MUSICAL W O R M S

[sotorubio]

I'm really confused cus ppl are attacking tiff for taking control of her life, saying she doesn't need to be rescued. I thought that's a good thing? But people are saying it's fake feminism because she was so mean to lola before. But isn't that the whole point of skam? People have this "shame" in their life that they grow from? Like how everyone wanted lola to be forgiven for stuff she did to other people in s6, (eliott, lucas, daphne, etc ,) because she had her own struggles but had grown /was growing from it? But with tiff we're not supposed to support her? It's hilarious how people have decided there's a right and a wrong way to react to clips and it you don't fit the "right" reaction box then you're some kind of heathen 😔

well if we're talking real life ofc something like that is a good thing, finding ur strength after going through trauma is always good n a common "feminist" trope is that a girl recognizes that she needs no man or whatever. i haven't been that active on here recently so i haven't seen the reactions to it but this season has not been a feminist one in the least no matter how many catchphrases they throw in there

above all this season is abt a cis, white, straight and rich girl so. failed step one. ppl need to understand that if feminism isn't intersectional it's worthless n this doesn't just mean they should've picked someone else for the role (which they should've, but there's more to it) u can't make a feminist season abt a white girl if ur gonna villanize all ur woc especially the black women. u can't make a feminist season abt a cishet, rich girl if ur gonna make the bisexual poor girl ignore the fact that this is the person who played w her trauma just a year before. u can't make a feminist season abt a rich girl if the previous season she was overworking her privilege to show how classist she was (which the fans love to forget bc they don't see poor ppl as oppressed lol) and again u can't make a feminist season abt a white girl if all her Cool Feminist Moments only happen when she's talking to a black man such as her snarky "that wasn't an invitation" when aurélien tried to kiss her or her physically attacking him bc he? cares abt their daughter? being consider a Powerful Mom Thing

if all this didn't exist sure it would be considered feminist for her to not need saving, but when we put it in the context of literally everything else we can see that this is yet another poor attempt at taking a cliché feminist phrase that u could see written by a male avengers movie director for woke points. ppl need to understand that tiff has huge amounts of privilege over both aurélien (being white) n max (being cis) so her being a woman doesn't even automatically place her social status "beneath" these men. even just outside of fandom shit ppl should understand that supporting certain women will inherently be anti feminist, just bc ur cheering on a woman doesn't make u feminist.

then second abt the shame thing & lola. the "shame" in all skam seasons has always been smth "innate" due to the lack of a better world. smth that the society shames u for. the isak seasons r abt being gay bc society makes ppl ashamed of gayness, but u don't think being gay is a "shame" do u? neither is being a muslim, but the sana seasons r abt that bc again the "shame" is smth society perpetuates. the fact that tiff was "mean to lola" (she was a classist, she told her to kill herself, she made her trauma n mental illness into her own little joke) is not her "shame" bc that was her choice....that's smth she chose to do she isn't misunderstood or oppressed bc she hates poor ppl lmao. if they made made a season abt the nico character would u say his shame is sexual harassment? i doubt it. bc that's not smth he's involuntarily shamed for that's an action he chose to take.

also tiff n lola's "forgiveness" or lack thereof isn't comparable. first of all i'm not sure why u mentioned lucas? she never rly did anything to him but he on the other hand has a shitload to apologize for to her. abt eliott & daphné i also don't quite understand bc as for daphné they had a mutually toxic sibling dynamic, both failing at communication n treating each other badly but like.. even in that situation daphné was literally stalking her sister so again not sure what blame lola has on her here. n for eliott i also don't get what she should've apologized for like if u mean the club clips then u r in the wrong place bc lola didn't even do anything bad other than be rude which every other character is also guilty of smfjlskd

like see the difference? tiff & lola's conflict wasn't mutual, tiff chose to harass n stalk her based on nothing at all, she was only able to do that bc of the privilege n power she (a white cishet rich girl) has over lola (a bisexual mentally ill poor girl). i don't see how those two r in any way comparable.

so i guess that's my explanation for it. as for ur last point i do agree i don't know why it's anyone else's problem how others react to clips but even then i do think we need to understand that skam remakes take pride in their "diversity" n "representation" so sometimes certain reactions actually r objectively wrong. like saying "i liked this clip" or "i didn't like this clip" is all cool n no one should get hate for that but if ppl watch a clip where certain stereotypes r used unironically n their decision is to actually enforce the harmful message n not waste any of their three braincells for critical thinking bc It'S jUsT FiCtiOn then u r not immune to me thinking ur a brainless idiot

[killherfreakout]

ok fuck it i need to get this off my chest before i explode ajdjdkkd

so you know how eliott’s passion project lux & obscurus was like his most special thing to him and how he wrote it about his life and his love with lucas? and even before that, polaris, which was all about being alone until you find the light and you’re not scared anymore?

so in season 6 the writers basically said a big fuck you to everything eliott stands for and holds dear, by making his film part of yet another unnecessary plot line where his actual character had nothing to do with it bc absolutely everything about the film itself was overshadowed by drama or useless shit and i am so furious it’s insane

like. the kiss in the film (don’t even get me started) was upstaged by the mayla kiss lmao (AND FOR WHAT you can kiss any other time and place .) like why tf have it in there at all !!!!!!!! and THEN after the film it’s more about mayla/lamifex goofing off and jo talking eliott’s ear off about a fucking princess ninja movie????? nah dude. he just had 4 complete strangers (who are teenagers, with no film experience) mess around on a project he cares so deeply about and we don’t even get to see any of his reactions or excitement basically. I KNOW it was lola’s season. but like come on. especially with everything we were ‘promised’ lmfao like i can’t

the W O R S T part is that after everything eliott did for lola, including making her the star of his film that is SO special to him, she got to experience something that not even lucas, who was originally written for the role, could experience with his boyfriend. AND she took everything away from him that night at the club and didn’t even take responsibility. and no her ‘apologies’ did NOT fucking cut it lmao

so imagine having a character who is introduced almost immediately as a filmmaker with such a personal and passionate project that parallels everything about his love story with another main character, just to use his interest in film for a fucking plot device for a DIFFERENT love story like i could scream at how bad this writing is and how terrible his character and relationship with lucas was treated.

and especially bc it means so fucking much to me. like if you know me, or have read any post on my blog, or can read my fucking url, you know that i love storytelling and the medium of film and ofc eliott and his film, so yeah i needed to get my feelings out before i combust! i could actually go on for literal days but i’ll end it here

[starryfreckles]

lucas x eliott:

tell me something i don’t know and lead me to the place where no one ever goes. let me under your skin and let me find the demons that drive those heavenly limbs

beige - yoke lore (1 of 2)

[flying-elliska]

tag nine people to learn about their interests : thank you @sinterblackwell for tagging me !

i suck at picking favorites tbh so this is going to be mostly based on recent stuff

MUSIC

fave genre? pop/folk/rock fave artist? florence + the machine fave song? achilles come down, gang of youths most listened to song lately? distorted light beam, bastille song currently stuck in your head? getaway car, taylor swift 5 fave lyrics?

"breathe so hard I thought I drowned" (biting down, lorde)

"be like the love that discovered sin" (be, hozier)

"à force d'y croire c'en est fini de vivre dans le noir" (comme si j'y croyais, pomme)

"clothe yourself in beauty untold and see life as a means to a triumph" (achilles come down, gang of youths)

"be the light in the dark of this danger, 'til the sun comes up" (a safe place to land, sara bareilles)

radio or your own playlist | solo artists or bands | pop or indie | loud or silent volume | slow or fast songs | music video or lyric video | speakers or headset | riding a bus in silence or while listening to music | driving in silence or with radio on

BOOKS

fave book genre? fantasy fave writer? hhhhhh right now i really don't know fave book? mexican gothic by silvia moreno-garcia fave book series? right now, the bone season series by samantha shannon, i'm obsessed comfort book? sally lockhart series, philip pullman perfect book to read on a rainy day? six of crows/crooked kingdom, leigh bardugo fave characters? evelyn from the seven husbands of evelyn hugo (taylor jenkins-reid), lyra from the His Dark Materials series (philip pullman), the Fool from the Realm of the Elderlings series (robin hobb), jane eyre (charlotte bronte), ronan lynch (the raven cycle, maggie stiefvater) 5 quotes from your favorite book? unfortunately i don't have any handy right now hardcover or paperback | buy or rent | standalone novels or book series | ebook or physical copy | read at night or during the day | reading at home or in nature | listening to music while reading or in silence | reading in order or reading the ending first | reliable or unreliable narrator | realism or fantasy | one or multiple POVs | judging by the covers or by summaries | rereading or just once

TV AND MOVIES

fave tv/movie genre? hmmm don't really have one fave movie? ????????? i can't choose btw moonlight, portrait of a lady on fire or the handmaiden atm comfort movie? star trek II-III-IV (most of all the one with the whales) movie you watch every year? none fave tv show? black sails comfort tv show? star trek most rewatched tv show? skam france s3 5 fave characters? eliott demaury & lucas lallemant (skam france), jonah simms (superstore), james flint (black sails), jesper fahey (shadow and bone) tv shows or movies | short seasons (8-13 episodes) or full seasons (22 episodes or more) | one episode a week or binging | one season or multiple seasons | one part or saga | half hour or one hour long episodes | subtitles on or off | rewatching or watching just once | downloads or watches online

tagging @beeexx @bremmommye @summersinpuglia @peoniesandsmiles @hellswolfie @petitspaceling @kissjane @laurenkmyers @dorkdumplings if you want to !

[sweetbitterpdf]

I’D RECOGNIZE THAT FUCKING WALK  A N Y W H E R E 

ELIOTT BEAT HIS ASS!!!

[fatoujallovv]

eliott demaury as harry styles songs: sunflower, vol. 6 and golden

happy birthday @ffriluftslivv 💛🌻

[im-a-fookin-child]

hey ya, how ya doin’?

My name is Eliott, my pronouns are They/Them but i also feel comfortable w He/Him, so u can use whichever u like. I have mental health issues and i’ve been on the psych ward multiple times and i wanna help people who have mental issues 2.

i’m part of ed tumblr :,)

i wanna be someone that people can talk to when they need it. So, if u have any mental illness like Depressn. , 4nxiety, Bpd, Anorksia, sptd, Adhd(those are the ones that i know more thingz bout cuz r the ones that i suffer to) talk to me and i’ll answer <3

Also if u just wanna know thingz bout mental health issues and LGBTQ+ community, or u just wanna talk to me cuz u’re bored, u can ask me 2

Luv y’all take care of urself and stay hydrated 🤍

Att. Eliott🫐