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eb-byestelle · 5 years ago

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Hi there !! ❤️

Oh lord……….. 😵😅 There is a lot of it! But in some way it flatters me 😂💖

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?

I do. It seems to be sth unpleasant but I like that tbh. It’s a very refreshing feeling.

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?

Ofc I’m 😂

6: do you keep plants?

Generally no. I prefer to have an ornamentation which are long-term like a paintings or various types of souvenirs. But every now and then I love to buy some roses or lilies.

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?

Sometimes.

13: what’s something that made you smile today?

A few things for sure ^^ For example some new epizode on the channel of one of my favrite youtubers. I usually don’t care about youtubers, but there is few guys who I really like. He is one of them. Besides of reviewing and mocking of a bad movies, he started to make a program when he laughs of his inept cooking skills and in a funny way he tries to do the various dishes. It was the epizode when he tried to do some dish created by Gordon Ramsey. With his brilliant joke and a chill style of being, as usual it was great. Another thing which comes to my mind is a very tasty breakfast 😋

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?

I guess it would be like in case of a lot of roommates. A separate rooms for each of us. Each one would be the own part of the fridge. The bills would be divided in half for each.

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?

Right now I have a color I like (dark chocolate).

22: are you a morning person?

Not exactly xD I love mornings! It’s my favorite part of the day. But at the same time I love to spend all night without sleeping xD At night we have the best ideas and the biggest inspiration ❤️ sometimes I call myself „a night animal”. But I still love mornings, this fresh air, very pleasant atmosphere. But because of my love to being „a night animals” my morning is only sometimes in the correct part of the day (like 7.00 – 8.00 am).

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?

Like today xD Eg. replying to messages (like right now xD), cleaning, some activities like a cycling, trips or swimming, watching a movies, finding an interesting things or creating sth like a new poem or taking a new photos to my albums.

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?

Yes, she is ❤️ She knows more than anybody.

28: sunrise or sunset?

Sunrise ❤️

29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?

Eg. when there is my birthday time and some my friend always gives me the gifts which perfectly suits to my interests and my personality ❤️ It’s the sign for me that someone knows my well and I’m important for him/her.

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?

I think I have… But I’m not sure when exactly. It was a long time ago…

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

You mean a mascot, right? I still have my dear bunny ❤️ Its name is Niunia (a girl name). I got it for my fourth birthday. It was one of my biggest inspiration for the next 10 years xD Thanks to this bunny I created my first tales, comics, novels, and arts. It was like an one big inspiration bomb xD

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?

Yeah, I like it. I use it very often.

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?

Rather clean.

38: tell us about your pet peeves!

It would be probably when someone is too sarcastic. Many people love sarcasms. Some are funny, when don’t laugh of somebodies in some mean way, but generally when it’s sth too personal, directed directly to me, then it’s sth very painful.

I also really don’t like when someone is a religious fanatic. I’m not an atheist and I totally respect all religiouses but some part of them are just insane… Some of them even try to say, that the homosexuality is a disease and that the contraception is a killing. Maybe we should claim that the religious fanatics is a disease xD 💀😂

Oh! And I hate this obsession with diet and exercise. It’s great to feel attractive and healthy but it started to be the one large international persecution mania 😅💀💀

40: think of a piece of jewelery you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?

Ahh, ofc! I have a lot of jewelery, many of them remind me of some memories. My the most precious thing is my ring which I bought from my first scholarship (the scholarship I got in 2015, while I bought it in 2016). I wear it everyday. Later I went to the some steep hill and at the top of this hill I’ve done a kind of oath to myself that I will never make some mistakes once again, i.e. that I will always respect and love myself and I will always be faithful to myself (Sth a bit like a self-wedding xD There was even the cross xD).

41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?

Generally I read book quite rarely, I choose much more the watching the movies/anime, but when I think about a books like this, eg. now I’m reading some really great book. It’s called „Sophie’s World”. It’s about a teenage girl which one day came back from school and inside of her letter-box found a letter addressed to her, where it was one question „Who you are?”. Later, after she started think about who could give it to her and wonder about that question, another anonymous letters with philosophical questions began to be put into her letter-box. After a short time, after stimulating her curiosity towards philosophy, still without knowing the identity of the mysterious philosopher, the girl started a philosophy course, this time receiving a lot of long sheets full of new knowledge. More and more she began to delve into the world of philosophy, while at the same time trying to find out who is that mysterious teacher. At the same time, every now and then for some reason in various places, she found some things for the another girl she had never met. So far, I’m halfway through, history is getting more and more interesting. This is not a romance, as might be suggested by that “mysterious man” xD is a novel which is a kind of textbook of philosophy inserted into the story of the main character, written in a style that is one of the best literary styles I have ever read ❤️

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?

With my music xD 🎵🎇

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?

It was some time ago, on my last ride by bicycle.

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

The meat from the dogs 😱😭😭👎

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?

In case of this, I’ve really changed. As a kid I was scared by a storm, altitude, public appearances, spiders, darkness, although at the same time since childhood I’ve liked to challenge myself. Then there was a time when there were many strong negative experiences in my life, after which I came up with some simple thought: “Once I was afraid of a storm, but then I found out that there are more terrible things than a storm.” Now I’m afraid of only few things. I was able to go in the middle of the night through a dark forest, perform in front of a hundred people or run away from a stranger who chased me with a log in hand and even then I didn’t feel a fear. But there is still something I’m scared. It’s a bad people. I divide bad people into “culprits” and “intruders”. These first ones are people aware of their faults who have made mistakes, but they have a goodness within them that helps them to be better. Those second ones are totally evil. They are persuasive. People love them and follow them. They’re often completely unaware of the quantity of evil that is within them. Their boundless ruthlessness, combined with their eternal state of repression and alleged innocence, make them worse than the most dangerous lion.

I’m also afraid of losing humanity. I have the view that human is a creation between an animal and a device. I don’t want to get lost totally in lusts and instincts, like an animal, I don’t want to lose myself in logical cold action, like a device. It’s important to not forget about the instincts and the logical thinking, both skills are very valuable. But the extreme transition to one of these parties is bad. And very simple in a present times. While there is still humanity in the middle, specifically this what is metaphorically called “the soul” (feelings, weaknesses, sensibility). I don’t want the present world to deprive me of this.

50: what’s an odd thing you collect?

I guess I don’t collect any things like this.

54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?

Some my friend from studies. She has a very hard time right now…

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?

It’s hard to say… But I guess it was some „skill” I had to learn, ie. more „sharp” kind of speaking and behaving, more agressive. Ofc not as a kind of speaking everyday, but it were a situation which forced me to be cruel to someone who hurt me. It was my final attempt to prove that this person very hurts me and deserves my contempt. It worked. Now this person is completely different to me. But I don’t hide that it was difficult. In a way, I had to move my scruple and find within me something what I call “wildness”.

56: what are some things you find endearing in people?

When someone still has inside sth from a child. Specifically, I mean a children’s sensitivity, curiosity about the world, the ability to dreaming, child’s innocence and a kind of enjoying something like a child. Imo it’s very important to cultivate everything this within us, at the same time having sth of an adult, like eg. an emotional maturity (there are ofc also children who can do it ;3). I like when someone is not afraid of being themselves. I also value a tenderness. I also like when someone gets involved in something with a passion, in some of their interest, or even in the anime episode xD

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?

I can to listen to this AGAIN AND AGAIN 💖🎵🎵

59: what’s your favorite myth?

I don’t have any.

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?

I like ^^ My fave poets are Adam Mickiewicz and Jan Lechoń. From my poetry my fave poem is called „The Shine” about how to recognize the true great love and not to confuse it with sth worse, some fake. It resembles a dialogue by a man with a personified „Mrs Love/Goddess of love Venus” (there is even sth mentioned about Venus). The man falls in love with someone, but he hesitates, doesn’t know if she’s this only one. Love tells him that yes, this is the only one. Love also tells him what he should to do to not lose her and how to realize the enormity of his feelings and distinguish the “first place / podium” from the others ones.

61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?

I gave one day for one my friend a cup with picture of Rei from Free! in a butterfly costume. Have I received some stupid gift? Maybe that bright green headphones for music in the shape of little monkeys that looked terribly and worked even more terribly XD

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?

I think that to some level I’m fussy, but not very much. I love the most to listen sth what it evokes some feelings me and emotions inside me or inspires me to sth. When it doesn’t do it, it’s not a big deal but on the first place I put a kind of music like above.

64: what color is the sky where you are right now?

Black (We have a 2:15 am so .. xD).

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?

It’s not sth what makes me feel worse. I just try to accept any weather and to be above it. But sometimes there are a moments when I feel sleepy.

68: what’s winter like where you live?

It depends. Sometimes it’s light and warm, about 0oC, sometimes we get even -20oC O.O … The snow is every year but not during all winter.

70: have you ever used a ouija board?

So far I have not.

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?

Some things yes. I love to create a lists concerning various things. Thanks to this some stuffs and things to do are orderly in my head. But not everything. There must be a place for being spontaneous lol xD without this we don’t live xD

73: what are some of your worst habits?

No comments XD

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.

Friendly, kind, tender, open-minded, full of passion and amazing ideas, funny, inteligent, positive, shy, sensitive, as much pervert as me (or more xD), with a golden heart 💖💖💖

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?

Yhm, Sleeping? (2:40 am while tomorrow morning I go to work xD sometimes I have to turn off my inner „night animal” xD)

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?

Eg. when one my friend gave me on my birthday ALL collection of „X/1999”, all 19 volumes which cost a lot of money and which are also very hard to find. I’m truly grateful for that, it’s one of my favorites manga serieses ever! In case of guys, eg. one kissed my hand only in a winter glove, claiming that he’s not worthy to do it without this. From myself (I do for myself A LOT of sweet things xD) I’ve gotten a gold statuette for happy birthday with an engraved wishes 😄🏆🥇

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?

The walls of my bedroom are in a creamy color. I didn’t chose it but creemy it’s for me very neutral color so it’s alright. In my future dreamy bedroom the walls would be white or in a powder pink color.

81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.

Yeah, this is perfect xD

82: are/were you good in school?

In those subjects I liked. That was my rule xD About the rest I didn’t care.

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?

I guess not.

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?

The scientific movie “Journey to the Edge of the Universe” (2008) It’s one of the most beautiful and profound movie from this kind, I’ve ever seen ❤️❤️ „100 girls” when the main guy has absolutely brillant reflections about a women and men, everyone should to listen to him! :D And „Lucy”, about the potential of our brain. And perhaps also „The Devil’s Advocate”, it’s a food for thought.

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?

Music for sure and a bit the painting world.

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.

Let my own photos and those from the Internet will tell instead of me.

Yeah… That’s Wroclaw 💖

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?

INFJ/ENFJ, pisces/aries , none of hogwarts houses.

98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?

Last week, It was very nice. I really like this kind of spending time.

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?

I think that none of them. I don’t want t change a past, I like the state of things which is now and love some special memories which could to not happen If I would go back 5 years. I also don’t want to jump up the 5 years which can bring something special.

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It reminds me some trend which we were in the primary school, called “The golden thoughts” where some person created a 100 question, wrote in a notebook and later others answered her question in that notebook. It looks exactly the same ❤️

Thank you for your message! 😘

#tag game #ask #answer #E.B. - by Estelle

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eb-byestelle · 5 years ago

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Ask: 39, 41, & 80! 😍😄

Hi dear! 😘

39: what color do you wear the most?

Mainly white, light pink and black. Often also red and light blue. In a winter, I don’t know why, but I love the most various kinds of brown color, like the „cappuccino”or „dark chocolate”. I love also to wear jewellery in the golden color 💖.

41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?

Generally I read book quite rarely, I choose much more the watching the movies/anime, but when I think about a books like this, eg. now I’m reading some really great book. It’s called „Sophie’s World” ( @aphrodytevalentine , you have no idea, how amazing is book about you xD ❤️). Ok, now on serious xD It’s about a teenage girl which one day came back from school and inside of her letter-box found a letter addressed to her, where it was one question „Who you are?”. Later, after she started think about who could give it to her and wonder about that question, another anonymous letters with philosophical questions began to be put into her letter-box. After a short time, after stimulating her curiosity towards philosophy, still without knowing the identity of the mysterious philosopher, the girl started a philosophy course, this time receiving a lot of long sheets full of new knowledge. More and more she began to delve into the world of philosophy, while at the same time trying to find out who is that mysterious teacher. At the same time, every now and then for some reason in various places, she found some things for the another girl she had never met. So far, I’m halfway through, history is getting more and more interesting. This is not a romance, as might be suggested by that “mysterious man” xD is a novel which is a kind of textbook of philosophy inserted into the story of the main character, written in a style that is one of the best literary styles I have ever read ❤️

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?

Thanks for your message!! 😉

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Athena

Hello! 😃When I think about what I think it’s a wisdom, these are definitely some views and quotes that I esteem, admire and which inspire me. I see in this case also my own thoughts, more often in the form of poems. Unfortunately, in English they won’t rhyme T__T but the point is sharing a wisdom, so here the rhymes aren’t necessary. I also have some thoughts contained in my fanfick. So here we go!

Here I’ll show you some my favorite quotes by other people:

I have also some favorite theories. One of them is the Plato’s theory about how our point of view looks like. He said that we live in the metaphorical cave and we’re turned away from the light symbolizing the truth, we see only the shadows, which means just the outline of what is true. We don’t see the fire that sheds the light. We also don’t see what is beyond the cave, the absolute truth that we would be able to see if we would able to exist eg. without our body and limitations etc. etc.

From my own thought, I’d like to share this ones with you:

Because it’s worth remembering, keep in mindThat the role would not become a personality.Let nature rule us, living in equilibriumWith adversities, temporary incompatibility.And let the hardships not take over us,To settle only for what fate will bring,On an acceptance permanently the unconfortable role,To experience the convenience in the world, instead of looking straightOn the face touched, on the neck wrapped by a shawl,Hands cold, body hungry.I want to have a right to be weak.I want to get these privileges.Let not the heart become an Egyptian mastaba,In which weaknesses, frolics, own possessions will die.Let strength help, always within us guests,To achieve success without a moment of doubt.But does the key to happiness look like that too?Do I should to desire the strength in this?Here you can see the differences, real, clear evidence,That the success is given by a strength, and the happiness is given by a freedom.

The part of poem “Goal”

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When sweetness blends with bitterness, something indigestible arises,And hence, not good and dangerous,What should be banned, but no one has evidenceFor the existence of this taste that gives so many reasons,To shed a tear, while smiling with this.Do I have to feel this indigestion to become a sated human?

The part of poem “Deserter”

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(…)What role do you have? Who are you for me?Why do you exist here, so freely, with impunity?You are an adviser, support, explanation,The personalizing of my unknown sides?I don’t know if anyone can answer these questionsWithout any hesitation,But I know for sure, standing in front of your doorstep- You are not my friend, but the biggest enemy.Your name is Fear - fear to pronounce it!You are tormenting my soul, you create your crops,Weeds, ruins that can be easily resumed,Because the perfect fertilizer multiplies.(…)You probably have been forgotten in the list of sins,While you should be there as a number one.Your destructive, cruel forceHe wants to hunt my weaknesses.You catch memories, you stimulate fantasies,Which are just a stupid thing.Hovewer you create a huge creations from them,Which become a war field.(…)

The part of poem “Uninvited guest”

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(…)There is no life, if not death.There is no silence, if not a storm.We would not exist in the sun either,If not the shadow at our foot.(…)When we have something within of our mind,What worries us, so much grieves,Let better not deny it,Because it will come back to us just like the boomerang.(…)

The part of poem “Journey”

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(…)The world is created by a thought that is arranged from a lettersAnd the letters create all kinds of words,In which power lies uncontrollable,It is from them that various images are created.Thoughts, fantasies, colors created,You can see the fillings by a words.Their forms are transformed by us,Shaped so much by the fullness of inspiration.

How was something so big created,And also small and neutral,Something so global,And at the same time unique?Is there a recipe for getting to know to the endAll of this immensely huge power,Force that exists from the first sunrays,The energy of the word, so big, steadfast?The answer really arises by its own,Although it transcends the limits of human understanding,So the many people avoid it, do not grab attention,But everybody knows it because it catches them anyway.This Something that is approaching relentlessly straightAnd it’s hard for a person to believe This,

Is a world created by the words stack,Because the word is magic that cannot be measured.(…)

The part of poem “Voice”

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I hope these parts of poems were nice for you to read and gave you some new subjects to the reflections.At the end I’d like to show you some thoughts from my Vampire Fatum 😉.

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Perhaps until now you knew the regret only “by definition” … Maybe you’ve never loved before … - Arisuu Hitori

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And if I loved. How can I know that? - Kori Sofiya- It’s just knowed. - Arisuu Hitori

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When we often hear something unanimously from different sides, especially when it’s something about us, then regardless of whether it’s true, we start to believe in it. People around us are starting to give us a *social proof of righteousness. Our enemies, lovers, people close and unknown. If each of them says the same opinion about us, we begin to question what we felt before their judgment. We forget the old truth, recognizing the acquired knowledge as a new, correct truth. And this illusion becomes our reality. - Kazuki Tenshi

*Social proof to righteousness - in psychology it’s the concept which means that if many people do/think about sth and claim it’s right then I also can think it’s right because other people think like this.

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Culture and genes… Like a gods, they determine every move. - Arisuu Hitori

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We want, we desire, we love. That is our nature. This one thought overpowers us, from which we are unable to free ourselves. How does our desire arise in us? We start by looking for what we want the most. Don’t you feel how this unexplained force within you guides every move you make? Are you looking for fulfillment in this every day? - Arisuu Karina

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Unawareness … Fear is created by it, and a lie or unknown is its creator. Unawareness - we should be afraid of it! - Arisuu Karina

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- From where is so much goodness inside you? - Kori Sofiya- Because more than anyone, I know what evil is. - Arisuu Karina

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- What if I go mad while the way? - Sofiya’s friend- … Then choose someone who will go crazy with you. - Kori Sofiya

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Everyone has a Kiriniwa* within them. Residents of the nation of weakers didn’t take advantage of this. That’s why they are dead now. - Arisuu Karina

*Kiriniwa - it’s a land where lives so-called “the nation of barbarians”, the vampire line which is very agressive and dark.

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Passivity is also a form of evil. Only a bit different … Please remember this for the future. - Kori Sofiya

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- What was the best day in your life? - Arisuu Karina- The day of my birth. - Kori Sofiya

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Ok, done! 😉 I hope my answer is satisfied for you and it has inspired you even a little bit to reflections.Thank you for your message!

#E.B. - by Estelle #piece of wisdom #philosophy #friedrich nietzsche #plato #aristotle #quotes #philosophical quotes #reflections #quotes from my poetry #and from my VF ^^#game #answer

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eb-byestelle · 6 years ago

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Yume Secret Santa 2018

Our first love has disappeared from our lives... But together we can deal with it and change everything...

A gift for @yuliamarks ! I hope you like it ^^ Shizuka & Sara ~ Shira ship

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Apollo Ares Hestia

Hi! 😃

I. Music is my life, my air, my happiness, so thank you forthis choise!

From the types of music, my favorite piece of music I trulylove the film music ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ Eg. Hanz Zimmer and his soundtrack to “Inception” is just incredible.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpR4p41F8G4

And eg. to my present movie of the month, „The Red Violin”.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6o9ybXDrOw

And to the movie „The Legend of 1900”. Ahh, I love it too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4jLY_d2Iyg

Etc., etc.

The music created to various anime serieses is wonderfultoo! Eg. soundtrack to:

Magic Knight Rayearth

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLWxn4xeA54

Death Note

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcwQoOsQQJ8

Shingeki no Kyojin

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8HVUoSilik

Etc., etc.

Just an amazing piece of music! ❤️

From the composers, my number one is Tchaikovsky ❤️

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fHvnMi9_9mM

From the artists, I have my top 5:

Freddie Mercury

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNhhAEupU4g

Michael Bublé

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AUW07Q-1vg

Robbie Williams

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVaRHJn_dgM

Bruno Mars

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SR6iYWJxHqs

Bryan Adams

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hq2KgzKETBw

From the bands, I love Colplay, Black Eyed Peas and GoodCharlotte

Good Charlotte

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vVxWBtBarM

Coldplay

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1G4isv_Fylg

Black Eyed Peas

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9LH_y159sg

I should to mention ofc Queen ❤️ but I already told about Freddie and I guess it’s enough to show that I love them.

And from some random songs, eg. now I love to listen to thesong „Se puede Amar” by Pablo Alborán. I love a lot of Brazilian songs and thisone is right now my favorite.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NMYdSqx98lo

I added the links because I wanted to show you that these songs are my favorite orone of my favorite songs by those artist I mentioned. I hope that at least some of those amazing pieces of music made you enjoyed.

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II. My opinion on war, hmm. Generally I say „NO”. But when Ithink about the word „war” as sth like a conflict or some fight for sth, Ithink there are the situations where this conflict or fightis are necessery. Thesesituations I call „extremity”, where absolutely every other solutions failed. Sogenerally I choose the negotiations and sth what doesn’t hurt the others, while incase of „extremity” we have to act and fight for better, for the justice and forthe liberty.

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III. My ideal house, ahh… I think about it many times. Iwould like to have some small hause, on the outskirts of the city but with aconstant, easy access to the center. The whole house would be bungalow. to theentrance it would lead a short walkway and a few steps. Between the whitecolumns the entrance door.

It would be house in the colours of the cream and chocolate.In the case colors I see the kitchen and dining room. There, ofc some coffeemachine, cabinet with alkohol, always a fresh fruits on the table, etc. etc..

Everywhereon the floor the panels. The sitting-room would be in some light colors, white, grey withsome cream and chocolate accents. The sound system for listening to my music. Someromantic lights, candles, roses, trinkets, a small coffee table in the middle,a big TV opposite, on the walls some pictures with beautiful places, generallysimplity and romantic climat.

The bathroom in a white and carem colors, with some goldaccents, obligatorily the big bathtub and the big mirror. Next to them a shower. Besides this one, some another place with the toilet for a guests.

The bedroom is some pastel colors, mainly in a light pink, white and lavender. A big, high bed, some little dressing table andanother big pictures of the beautiful places on the walls. Some little pretty trinkets.In the room behind the door visible in the bedroom, wardrobe.

And in wardrobe some secret entrance to my lab, my sanctum,my best part of house xD ❤️And there it would be totalny different than in the restof the house. The anime posters, the honorary items, like the Dragon Balls ormy mangas, movie collection, sound system for my music, computer, exerciseequipment, game console, maybe some hammock xD this round swivel armchair,which the stereotypical antagonists have, maybe disco ball, the drawing place,a place for writing, maybe keyboard (I think about learning the play piano), generallyone madness xD Everything that makes me happy would be in this room. Ofc therewould also be a door through which we could enter from the hallway, butsupposing that I would be living with someone else, it would be locked, andaccess to this room would only have me through my secret door, also locked.

Behind the house some little place to rest. A rocking bench,maybe a table with chairs in the gazebo.

I don’t have a pictures which would be well enough to showthis house, so I hope that this description is okey enough for you and you can thanksto it to imagine, how this place would look like.

I had a lot of fun while writting this answer 😃 I hope youenjoyed too while reading.

Thank you for your message! 😉

#E.B. - by Estelle #game #answer #my favorite music #opinion on the war #my ideal house

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eb-byestelle · 6 years ago

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Yume Secret Santa 2018

Ichiru... Next time... I’ll show you a sweet dream.

Second gift for @yuliamarks. I hope you like it ;3 Maria & Ichiru ~ Ichiria/Maichi ship

#yumesecretsanta2018 #yumeevents #maria kurenai #ichiru kiryuu #ichiria ship #maichi ship #vampire knight #aesthetic #e.b. - by estelle

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eb-byestelle · 6 years ago

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Ship game

Tagged by @fuzzykiddreamer (Thank you 💖 !!)

Shipping and Fandom Ask

Embrace your inner shipper! Answer questions about your favorite ships or fandoms. Reblog to participate and let your ship flag fly!

1.What are your top 10 manga/anime ships of all time?

Top 10 anime/manga:

Yuuki x Kaname - Vampire Knight

Victor x Yuri – Yuri !!! on ice

Mirai x Akihito - Kyoukai no Kanata

Izumi x Ryouma - Love Stage!!

Shiomi x Orina - Psychic Academy (very unpopular but really sweet ship ;3)

Emeraude x Zagato - Magic Knight Rayearth

Okabe x Kurisu - Steins;Gate

Edgar x Lydia - Hakushaku to Yousei

Yori x Iku - Boku wa Imouto ni Koi wo Suru

Valentino x Ranmaru - Ikoku Irokoi Romantan

I’m not very “shipper type”, but from anime/manga I guess these ten ships are sth I will always remember 💕 💖 💕 💖

2.What gif or screenshot most sums up your ship?

Yume

https://www.deviantart.com/jams-yy/art/Kaname-X-Yuuki-295424796

http://www.fanpop.com/clubs/vampire-knight/images/34332617/title/vampire-knight-fanart

(I add the links because for some reasons these gifs make that post is not able to be saved)

3. Describe your favorite ship in seven words or less.

Yume - Passionate, complicated, eternal love, above everything.

Victuuri - Harmonious, colorful, eros, agape, perfect duo,

Mirai x Akihito - Sacrifice, understanding, monsters in love.

Izumi x Ryouma - I love each part of you.

Shiomi x Orina - Innocent, lust, slow exploration.

Emeraude x Zagato - Protect your freedom - everything else can die.

Okabe x Makise - Time and space don’t matter.

Edgar x Lydia - Secrets, courtship, caramel hair.

Yori x Iku - Pure love, dirty love, love forever.

Valentino x Ranmaru - Opposites attract.

When I think which details connect all these ships, I’m gonna say: Romantic, unconventional, imperishable, full of mutual love and acceptation.

4.What’s your go-to episode or scene when you need ship feels?

Generally In this kind of situation I want to watch some moments when the love between couple is the most visible, usually when between the couple there is some intensive moment full of love.

Yume:

From manga VK: the whole vol 19 (including the cover 💖) - My heart melts when I look at each chapter T_T 💖

From anime VK: VKG - ep 2, 8 (I’ve always been in love with my own brother ;3) and 13 (this last scene T_T 💖 ..........)

Victuuri: the whole ep 10 - I.LOVE.WHOLE.THIS.EP !

Mirai x Akihito ; Shiomi x Orina ; Okabe x Kurisu: first kiss scenes (there is sth really moving in first kiss scenes ;3)

Izumi x Ryouma ; Yori x Iku: first time (both are just amazing...)

Lydia x Edgar:

Ep 1 and some peculiary scene in ep 9 (bishounen + whiskey Jack Daniels + loved one = have fun! 💀🔥)

Emeraude x Zagato:

Two last eps of season 1 (romantic and horribly tragic at the same time...)

5.What song or songs remind you of your favorite fandom, character or ship?

Seal - Kiss from the rose 💕

It was a song when, while listening to it I read VK for the first time in 2010. In that moment I read first volume and I said: “Wow - This is great!” Later, after many years, after deeper listening, It turned out that the words of this song perfectly suit to the yume ship. From then on, I associate this song with both the first time when I was charmed by this series and with yume pair.

6. If the creators of your favorite fandom asked you to write the ship canon-confirmation episode, what will you write/how will it happen?

VK / Yume: A lot of things have already been said and done. However, I would doubtless make Yuuki and Kaname be together again (in the normal sense, not like now xp) and that Yuuki would say straight what we see while the whole series, but what hasn't been said directly - that Kaname is the love of her life and that she have never loved anyone so much as she loves Kaname. Such an expressions of feelings and the connection of these two after all these things they have survived (like in the case of Okabe x Kurisu or Mirai x Akihito) would be just a wonderful last chapter. In the case of anime series, I admit that I like the ending. And as for the continuation, we both know well how I would do it ^^

7.Do you prefer to indulge in (consume or create) fanart or fanfic of your favorite ship?

I prefer to indulge in create fanarts and fanfic but usually not related to my favorite ships.

8.Smut or fluff? (VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION xD)

I like both eqally ;3 Or remix 👀!!

9.What ship are you embarrassed to admit you like?

I guess none.

10.What task are you most likely to procrastinate so you can indulge in your ship or fandom?

Sometimes I’m able to not sleep all night because to the morning I’m talking with fans of sth I love, I’m watching my favorite serieses or watching/reading sth depends on it, don’t mentioning about when I’m writing sth by my own. Then the time doesn’t matter 💀 then anything doesn’t matter. It remind sth like a state of trance. - I recommend! 🔥🔥🔥

11.How many hours of the day do you spend reading fanfic or looking at fanart or other media?

In case of fanfics and fanarts, none. I choose to look for some nice edits or news about real series. I can spend from few minutes to few hours, but not everyday, only sometimes.

12.How many memorabilia’s do you own of your favorite fandom or ship (clothes, plushies, etc.)?

VK: The uniform of night class which I was sewing every day for two weeks so it’s really important to me 💖 I also have all 19 volumes, all DVDs, postcards, posters and badges. I will have soon also a fanbook ^^

Death Note: postcards, posters, badges and ofc. death note ;33

I have also a lot of some little details from various another serieses like all volumes of Love Stage. But mostly I focus on VK.

13.If you could own one authentic item from your favorite fandom world, what would it be?

All dragon balls xD or at least Goku’s four-star ball 💖

And the Kaname’s bed - with Kaname in the set! 🥂💕🔥

14.What fandom have you found to be too toxic to deal with?

Since I have been on Tumblr, I got involved in only one fandom, so tbh, I can't answer it, because I have no comparison with another fandoms. I also don't have an intend to get too involved in other fandoms, at most superficially.

Nevertheless, withouth doubt the continuous ships-war is tiring and ridiculous. I've always wondered, why among zekis the some of them are still such stubborn, that they can't just get over it and admit that Yuuki's first choice was always Kaname, and Zero on the end turned out to be only the "consolation prize". This is a sad truth, but these are the facts. I think that the only way to real, honest coexistence is to accept this truth on the both sides. Just like when yume accepted that zeki is also a canon and Zero to a degree was also loved by Yuuki in a romantic way, though by not as strong love as Kaname.

It's all simple and transparent, it's enough to notice it.

The answer: "She loves both equally." is no solution ... "She loves one the most." - this is the only acceptable solution in every LT. Even in Arabic harems there is a division on the "first wife" and "next wives". So it's a natural state of things - one the biggest choise. I think that this is the point of attachment and the right, healthy way to resolve this conflict.

It's interesting that when the VK manga was still published, among my native fandom there was also a clear division between yume and zeki. There was no hatred in this. It was just something like a gulf. Then I saw the same for MAL and here. It inspired me to create a theory that this division is not only a division into ships, but also a division based on a systems of views. And in such a situation it's quite difficult to blur the boundaries... That's why I think that determining ONE plot is the most reasonable way. Later we can at most see, how much my theory works in practice, and in how many cases it's jusr an ordinary, superficial choice of a "more cool ship in someone's taste".

15.Do you have or would you consider getting a tattoo depicting your favorite ship or fandom?

I don't think so I would ever have a tattoo, but I for sure wouldn't walk past indifferently next to earrings or necklace with the symbol of Cross Academy ;3 - I love this symbol, it's so beautiful !!

16.What is the strangest thing you’ve done to honor your favorite fandom, ship or character?

It’s hard tbh... One time I created with my friend some dumb “event” which looked like “A night with Kaname” xD She prefered Kain, but she also liked Kaname so it was no problem to do it with her. All night we created a funny or pervert memes, edits, posts, games, and we came up with that we would print the posters of our fave. As a result we didn’t do it but... when I think about it right now, this wish is still “alive” xD ...

It was also one night, when I wrote some poem about sth like “how it would be, if I would kiss someone like Kaname”. I mean, although I know he’s not real, it can’t be denied that It’s sth really pleasant to imagine that in our world there might exist someone such amazing like Kaname. This poem was sth like a vision of kiss with the potential, “real” Kaname. It’s a bit embarrasing, when I think about it because this erotic was incredibly personal and intimate, showing not just a kiss but some feelings accompanying to kiss the real love. So yeah, it was very personal and some kind of mix my deep symphaty and love to Kaname character + the description of my feelings while a real passionate kiss with someone, when my knees are bending, face is burning etc + the showing an experience of romantic moment with someone I love. So it was about Kaname and not about Kaname, sth between in other words xD

I also love to say about VK and Kaname in some serious discussion on studies. I think it’s nothing weird or embarassing to mentioned about some aspects from mangas on such an discussions. I think this manga are not just vampire and dumb LT thread but there is sth really deep and interesting, forcing as to think and reflect about what is love, sin, desire, death, will of life, etc... I love this in VK.

I’m tagging @eternalyumelove, @astharoshebarvon, @aphrodytevalentine

I know you guys love ships so have fun ! ;3 (If u want ;3)

#Tag Game #E.B. - by Estelle #Personal #VERY personal ;3 #Top 10 best couples

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