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reminder that adhd medication isn't a luxury or preference, but a lifesaving medication. a 10 year long study in the usa showed that, when properly medicated, the rate of car crashes people with adhd get into goes down significantly--men's rate drops by 38%, and women's by 42%. the med shortage, denial of meds by doctors, rising prices, and the "war on drugs" has killed--with such a car dependent society, not driving frequently isn't an option, which means we need better healthcare and need it now.
https://shorturl.at/8VD8B
edit because i forgot to explain: short link is to an article by the washington post, it should be free to read
#adhd#disability#medication#mental health#war on drugs#adhd awareness#in the least shocking turn of events the government trying to imprison people fucks everyone over#ableism#disability rights#pls reblog to raise awareness#please check the most recent version I reblogged for dementia info!!!
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Drug-Checking
Drug-Checking, das PrĆ¼fen von Drogen vor dem Konsum, ist seit wenigen Wochen erlaubt. Im Norden gehen die Meinungen darĆ¼ber auseinander, berichtet die taz Dass es niemandem hilft, Drogen-konsumierende Menschen gnadenlos zu kriminalisieren, dĆ¼rfte inzwischen selbst bei Konservativen angekommen sein. Doch die Zahl der Opfer illegaler Drogen steigt ā deswegen wollen einige BundeslƤnder nun dasā¦
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Bastard! Didn't even blink! Hey, man, you're crazy or what? There's no magazine in it.
#extraction#extraction netflix#tyler rake#chris hemsworth#netflix#filmedit#chemsedit#usermack#userpedro#gaybuckybarnes#userreh#dilfgifs#tuserlyn#userelysia#useraurore#nessa007#userquel#usergal#userdiana#usersugar#ik he promised nik he won't be drinking#but he's still so drugged up and checked out
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ai vist los lops e lo rainard danƧar
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#pathologic#pathologic 2#andrey stamatin#peter stamatin#farkhad pathologic#farkhad#Š¼Š¾Ń ŃŃŠ¾ŠæŠøŃ#oneirotects#drugs /#check out ''ai vist lo lop lo rainard la lĆØbre'' btw song of the summer#my art#i'm never painting bronze again bruh. (remembers it is by trying that one gets good at something) siggggh fine.#this would be my portfolio tag if i had a portfolio [portfolio tag]
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Pac: Everyone on the Island is gonna take the pills!
Fit: I don't think everyone on the Island's gonna take the pills, Pac. You know, it'sā
Pac: [In a low voice] Who you think is not gonna take the pills? Who is the maniac, who is the crazy one that doesn't want the pills?
Fit: Well, I mean just think statistically Pac, I mean, there's how many members on this Island? Not everyone's going to say yes.
Pac: Everyone's gonna say yes. Otherwise I thinkā [whispers] I think Cucurucho might do something.
Fit: What do you think Cucurucho would do?
Pac: Uhhhhhmmmm... Probably make everyone take the pill! [Laughs] That's all! Or maybe kill everyone, I dunno! Or maybe kill the Eggs. [Laughs] Who knows! Who knows, who knows... Oh wait, the Eggs are already dead.
Fit: Wait, WHAT? Theyāre dead?!
Pac: Oh no theyāre not! Iām just kidding! [Laughs and punches Fit] Iām just kidding, Fit, Iām just kidding! Theyāre probably all are alive and good, theyā
#FitMC#Pactw#QSMP#FitPac#Hideduo#NOT FRICKIN FUNNY PAC#I KNOW YOU'RE DRUGGED UP BUT MY HEART DROPPED INTO MY FRICKIN GUT LIKE A STONE BEING CHUCKED OFF A SKYSCRAPER#k last one for tonight goodnight y'all#fit#pac#I'll check messages tomorrow sorry I'm behind on things#<- me @ me: please stop treating this blog like a job. you are not getting paid for this#September 12 2023
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I am Near, I am Here: Rayla, the Moon, and Love as Presence
I was originally going to add this to @raayllum's post about Rayla's lullaby and Ethari but then the number of screenshots I was taking before I even started to write indicated that it had gotten out of hand.
Rayla's lullaby ties in with a lot of stuff going on in s6, most of them related to her relationship with Callum, which has its last barriers broken down and leaves their bond stronger than ever. Surely so strong that nothing in s7 could possibly challenge it. Most of Rayla's life has been defined by absenceāthe absence of her parents, her own forced absence from her community, her chosen absence from Callum. The lullaby, however, affirms that even when the moon appears to be absent, it is still there, and has been all along.
This is an interesting facet of the Moon arcanum, which is usually focused on certain dualitiesālife and death, reality and illusion, presence and absenceābut also on the permeable borders between them, on change and cycles between those states.
We also actually have a window into Rayla's own understanding of the Moon arcanumāher first transformation into Moonshadow form in Bloodmoon Huntress. Look, just... bear with me, okay?
It's explicit that not all Moonshadow elves can achieve Moonshadow form, and that for most it takes months or years of meditation and training. I read this as that, while Moonshadow elves are born with an innate connection to the Moon primal, attaining Moonshadow form requires developing a deeper understanding of its arcanum. Runaan describes it as being about the balance of life and death:
Rayla can't reach Runaan's understanding of the Moon arcanum, which is somewhat hilariously about recognizing yourself in your enemy (something Rayla winds up being very good at) and understanding why you have to kill them, anyway (something Rayla winds up being very bad at).
What does work for her to achieve Moonshadow form at a terrifyingly young age is focusing on her wingaling, and a statement from Ethari:
Both are about love as being presentāsomething Rayla is conflicted about in her parents' absence. The wingaling represents a promise that Ethari and Runaan will always come for her when she's in need. Ethari's statement is originally made in the context of explaining that Runaan's devotion to his people may require him to make great sacrifices, but that devotion can also be the smallest act of presence, and both are necessary. Her understanding of the Moon arcanum is about that presenceāthe moon that is always there, even at times when there is no light.
As Rayla is struggles with why her parents Runaan leaves those he loves to risk his life for others, Ethari explains that he and Runaan both know he may never come back, and that is something Ethari has to accept because Runaan can't be separated from that devotion and duty when it comes to loving him. What's missing from the conversation is acknowledgement of the trust and commitment that underpins that acceptanceāEthari's trust that Runaan will come back, and Runaan's commitment to do so.
The moon is there even when it has waned to invisibility, but it goes unstated that it also always waxes back to full. You can trust that it's there when it can't be seen, and you can trust that its light is coming back. You can trust that it's there when it can't be seen because you can trust that its light is coming back.
I am near, the lullaby says. I will be with you again soon. Until then, remember that my love is always here.
That's an understanding that Rayla crucially doesn't have when she leaves. In Dear Callum, she never once promises or even suggests to Callum that she will come back to him, even if she finds Viren. The closest she gets is the lukewarm:
I wish I could say that we will see each other again, but I donāt know if we will. I hope so.
So not only is she shattering the trust Callum had in her by abandoning him after she told him they would stay together, she won't even offer any real reassurance that she will return. Because she doesn't really think she will. Her only commitment to keep him safe, and as long as being separated accomplishes that, she will stay away. How is he supposed to accept that? What reason could he ever have to believe that she and her love are there, even when out of sight?
And yes, all of this does stem from things she learned from RunaanāMr. "I do what I must so those I love don't have to"ābut the key difference is that when push comes to shove, Runaan understands something else:
The same thing that Tiadrin and Lain did:
And that Amaya does:
That love is ultimately strengthened through presence, and through presence it strengthens us, in turn. When we open ourselves to strengthen those we love and trust them to strengthen us, then our love cannot be diminished by distance or absence.
Somewhere between Bloodmoon Huntress and s1, Rayla loses sight of that, and she doesn't rediscover it until confronted by Amaya over how her leaving harmed Callumāand how it harmed Rayla herself. Amaya isn't the first to tell her how she hurt Callum, but she's the first one to really convey to Rayla that keeping her secrets and burdens from Callum isn't sparing him from their weight and pain, only weakening her. It has always weakened her. Until she turns that around, she is denying both of them their best selvesāher as the light that will bring him out of any darkness, him as the anchor that will bring her home from any distance.
The end of s6 beautifully shows the culmination of all Rayla has learned in the slow return of her relationship with Callum, and to top it off, she gets to demonstrate it to Runaan. (Since Callum already knows.)
Trapped in the In-Between, Runaan is consumed by guilt and self-loathingāhe fights Rayla's attempts to guide him back to life because he doesn't believe he deserves to go back. He's too ashamed to want to go back. The way Rayla brings him back is twofold:
She reminds him of his promise to Ethariāhis promise to return. She made no promise to return to Callum when she left. She probably wanted to, but she believed that the sacrifices that might be demanded of her would be more important. It would at least be out of the question to return before finding Viren, but in the end that's what she doesāshe returns to Callum, even though she must do it defeated, ashamed, and alone.
She also tells him that she needs him. She needs her father. She's weaker with him not there for her. When she left Callum, she genuinely believed that things would be better that way. He'd be better off safely away from whatever danger her search brought her, and making sacrifices for the people she lovesātaking on difficulty and danger alone, so they don't have toāhas always been her duty. She's spent three seasons re-learning the strength she has with Callum, now it's time for her to do the same with Runaan.
Rayla is very different now than she was the last time they met, and Runaanālike Callumāis going to finally see the truth of her: that she was never meant to be an assassin, but not because of failure or weakness. She was always meant to be a hero.
#the dragon prince#rayla#rayllum#runaan#moonshadow elves#i just spent a ridiculous number of hours writing rayllum meta?#i think i need an adult#to check if i have a fever or maybe do a drug test#kradogsmeta
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#just saw the worst fucking take#tell me youāve never struggled with addiction without telling me youāve never struggled with addiction#god itās almost as if people struggling with addiction are *checks notes* ā¦people???#i love on the outskirts of east van#one of the hardest hit areas in North America when it comes to the opioid epidemic#i have seen people die of overdoses right in front of me#ive lost dear friends to addiction#itās not that hard to have an ounce of fucking humanity#addiction#drugs related#i hate that drugs aesthetics was the first thing that popped up when I typed that#nice people take drugs#drugs take nice people#harm reduction#recovery#mental health#self compassion
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The Past š Atlas
Upstairs, the club is already full and alive with music and lights and people. While the others walk out on the dance floor, making their way toward the DJ booth, I stay back, allowing myself a few minutes to acclimate. I find a spot in the back, out of the way, and watch the crowd on the dance floor as they smile and cheer and dance, some goofing off and laughing with friends, others serious and focusing only on the music as they move. It occurs to me that itās been years since Iāve been to a club. Dawn used to drag us out all the time when we were in college together, and I got kind of burnt out on it after a while, but Iām glad I came out tonight.
I look past the dancers to the booth and recognize the DJ as our co-worker Kamryn, her signature bright pink ponytail swaying as she dances behind the decks. I had no idea she did this kind of thing, but sheās good.
Itās not long before I find myself moving my head and shoulders to the beat, the rest of my body itching to be set free and move as the bass thumps in my chest and a familiar warmth radiates through my limbs. As I expected, the tablet Lex gave us contains MDMA and something else, and whatever that something else is multiplies the sensation and I feel it hit me all at once as my entire body flushes with heat and a gentle euphoria lifts my anxiety up and away.
I look around to try to spot Ash, and as if I manifested him with my mind, I see him walk out of the crowd right toward me. His black t-shirt is soft and thin and hangs on him just right, and my mind flashes briefly to the exposed skin underneath. Catching myself, I take a breath and look up quickly to see his playful smirk. āAre you gonna come dance, or what?ā He asks.
āYeah, I was just about to.ā
āLetās go then.ā
He extends his hand to me, and I take it, letting him lead me through the crowd to the middle of the dance floor where the moving lights and loud music and energy of the dancers take over. I let it envelop me and flow through me as I let go and dance and become part of it all.
[music]
I look over at Ash and am immediately mesmerized by the way he moves, weightless and fluid. Iāve seen him dance dozens of times, and he always looks good, even when weāre just fucking around in his living room trying to make each other laugh, but this is different. His footwork is quick and smooth and hypnotic, his weight shifting, pulling him side to side, crossing over and back again. Itās a style so distinctly urban that I canāt help but wonder where the fuck in Brindleton Bay he learned to dance like that. I canāt take my eyes off him.
Part of me is tempted to reach out and pull him into me, but I also donāt want to interrupt him. I watch as someone else comes up behind him and tries to dance with him, but he shrugs them off and shakes his head, clearly wanting to be left alone to do his own thing. So, I leave him be and dance beside him, keeping my hands to myself. Itās probably for the best anywayā¦ I have an image of Lex popping up between us if we get too close, as if Iām a teenager again at a church dance being monitored to āsave room for Jesusā. Little did they know what Henry and I had gotten up to earlier that day. I smile to myself at the memory. He may have broken my heart in the end, but that dayā¦ that was a good day. It feels nice to be able to enjoy a happy memory without being dragged down by all the sad ones attached to it, even if only temporarily. I silently thank Lex for whatever she gave meā¦ and thank myself for only taking half. The night is already starting to blur around me as it is.
Soon, a song comes in that drags me gently out of my wandering thoughts and wraps around me like a warm blanket. Itās beautiful, layered and flowing like waves, the beat quick but more subtle than the others, a welcome reprieve. I look over at Asher and he smiles at me, nodding; he likes it too. Letting the beat guide me, I close my eyes and move to the music, feeling it wash over me as I lose myself again.
[1:50] The song slows and gets quiet sooner than Iād like it to, but I take advantage of getting a moment to breathe. Ash is grinning up at me, and I get the distinct feeling heād been watching me.
āWhatās that look for?ā I ask.
āHaving fun?ā He was definitely watching me.
I laugh a little, more flattered than embarrassed, āYeah, you?ā
He shrugs casually, but, judging by the size of his pupils and the grin on his face, Iād say heās feeling as good as I am.
āWhereās Lex?ā I wonder, realizing that I havenāt seen anyone else from our group in a while.
Ash searches the crowd for a moment before pointing to the far end. I turn to see her familiar mop of ginger curls, and smile when I see her laughing and dancing with her friends.
āEnjoying her birthday, I see.ā
āYep.ā
[2:20] The music dips quieter as the layers are removed bit by bit. When I turn back to Ash, my smile falters as I look him over, the image of his shirt lifting up refuses to leave my mind, and my body trembles from the effort of holding myself back from reaching out to him.
My desire (or desperation?) must show on my face because he peers at me through his long lashes, gives me a playful grin, and asks, āWhat?ā The way he says it comes out like a dare, and I watch as his eyes dip down and then slowly follow the lines of my body back up until they meet mine again, making my heart race and turning the last ounce of my willpower to dust at my feet.
[2:40] The music is starting to rise, so I gesture for him to come closer. When he leans in, my body reacts instantly, as if each and every individual cell is reaching for him, so I take his hand and I put my mouth to his ear and say the only thing I can think of to say, āI want you to kiss me.ā
Our cheeks are so close that I feel the disturbance in the air between them as he smiles. He pulls back, and holds up a finger, telling me to hold on. I watch curiously as he listens to the music, nodding his head to the beat, as if waiting for something.
[2:55] A second later, he looks back at me with an excited smile, and in one swift motion, he reaches a hand to the back of my head and pulls himself into me. The second our lips touch, I feel the energy rush through my entire body as the music drops and the crowd around us erupts in cheers and dancing.
Maybe itās the drugs, maybe itās the music, maybe itās him, or maybe itās the combination of it all, but itās the best kiss Iāve ever had.
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have 2 fucked up guys. Defying Amicable Management and Trite Decisions Left Unspoken (Swap au where he doesnt die LMFAO)
theyre both messed up!!! wow!!!!
#rainworld#moons - art#moons - rw art#moons - rw#rain world#rw fanart#rw ocs#rain world oc#iterator oc#rw iterator#rw iterator oc#cw blunt#cw weed#tw drug use#cw bright colors#cw eye strain#methinks#god#i hate them both#ill yap about them if asked but i dont think its nessesary loll just check out their toyhouse pages i guess!!!!#theyre fun i like them
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taking the adhd vitamin C post away from yall because you're still uncritically reblogging it and from what me and my friends could find the effects are at best negligible especially in normal food
unless you're chugging orange juice it can't reasonably interact to the degree implied by that post and it's more likely that you just built up a tolerance to your meds.
please consume vitamin C we really don't need everyone here with ADHD to get scurvy (half joking)
#i am at this point almost overcritical of any posts that is popular and goes YOUR DOCTORS DIDN'T EVEN TELL YOU#because yeah doctors suck but if you check trustworthy sources for actual drug interactions and read the information that comes with your#meds that's a lot more trustworthy than random tumblr post with one pdf linked that has not sources attached
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Don't Ask Me for QL Recommendations Because My Taste is BAD
Bad as in TRASHY.
For your own good, don't ask me for recommendations.
I'm writing this because I've gotten some asks lately for QL recommendations and I wanted to spare you the pain.
If you still don't trust me (because to be fair, why would you? I'm just a random weirdo on the internet), let me tell you how bad my taste is so you'll know why I'm doing you a great favor by sparing you the pain.
(I also watch, and rewatch, series/films for ridiculous reasons, yet another reason not to listen to me. Iāll come back to this in a minute.)
Let's start with a brief rewind to a couple of decades ago (because it matters in this context).
The first queer content of any kind I can remember watching was Xena: The Warrior Princess in the late 90s and early 00s (I was a child/pre-teen at the time). It was such a pivotal point for me, which is why I remember it vividly. Not only was Lucy Lawless (the actress playing Xena) the most beautiful human being I had ever seen at that point, Xena was also queer and I loved her.
The series, though? Itās bad.
Itās over-the-top, contains ridiculous humor, face-palm-worthy fight scenes, etc., etc. (But, it was also the 90s, so it was quality television at the time, no matter what anyone else says.) It was so bad that it was ridiculously entertaining. I would watch it today (if I could find it anywhereā¦). Thatās how bad my taste is (or how attached I am to bad shit).
Thatās when the groundwork for my bad taste was laid. I blame THANK Xena: The Warrior Princess for it.
Then there was a huge skip until July last year when I found the Asian QL world, because I had no idea it even existed (Iām from Europe, btw).
(My personal story is that I fell into the queer/gay film world before the QL world, and the queer films I could find were made and released very sporadically. But ever since I found the treasure trove of Asian QL series in July 2023, Iāve watched 291 series/films as of right now.)
The reason I fell into the Asian QL world was thanks to a Short on YouTube with the main characters from Roommates of Poongduck 304 kissing. (Want to know what convinced me to watch it? One of them was wearing blue and the other pink, two of my favorite colors. Yep, thatās the reason. Told you it would be ridiculous.)
Since then, Iāve been exploring this rabbit hole and loving every second of all the bad shit thatās out there (thereās some great shit too, and some great things that arenāt shit at all, but theyāre not really my taste because my taste is trashy, remember?).
I quickly noticed what my taste was pulling me towards and, in some cases, the trashier it was, the more I liked it.
(Iām talking about fiction here. Iām mature enough to be able to separate fiction from reality. Just because I enjoy watching a series/film that depicts a problematic topic, and sometimes do it in a problematic way, doesnāt mean I condone it in real life. Iām just putting this here as a disclaimer because people on the internet are easily offended nowadays. And I honestly donāt have time to respond to people who are venting their anger after purposefully misinterpreting what Iāve said, unless thereās a very valid reason, which there usually isnāt.)
So, what are some of my favorites that I absolutely do not recommend you watch?
Unless you want to watch trash, then, have at it. Just don't say I didn't warn you.
(Btw, if you like any of these, I apologize for calling your taste bad and trashy. But, if you like any of these, I think you already know your taste is bad. Also, if you like any of these, hey, bestie!)
Letās start with the less extreme ones so I donāt scare you away from the start. After that, theyāre in no particular order.
(With the issues/TW section for each series/film I include possible trigger warnings, taboo topics, what viewers/commenters have brought up as problematic, my possible issues with the writing, etc. I wonāt list everything (because some of them would have looong lists) but Iām including some of the major ones.)
Kiseki: Dear to Me (Taiwan)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, age gap, āadoptiveā brothers becoming lovers, etc.
Both couples in this series have their own set of issues. Ai Di and Chen Yi are the āadoptiveā brothers who become lovers while Ze Rui and Zong Yi have an age gap (I canāt remember how big of an age gap but I think it was close to 10-ish years).
(Before I move on thereās one thing you should know about meā¦ I was born into a family with a varying degree of age gaps within marriages, from 2 to 23 years. Even though weāve talked about the bigger age gaps occasionally, itās never been an issue. I donāt mind age gaps as long as theyāre legal. Does that mean I would hook up with someone in their late teens or early twenties? No. I would rather hook up with someone who has a fully developed brain, which science suggests doesnāt happen until somewhere in the mid-to-late-twenties. But it does mean that age gaps (as long as theyāre legal) arenāt something Iāll be bothered by or judgemental of.)
Kiseki: Dear to Me is one of my favorite series because:
Itās from Taiwan, and the Taiwanese QLs are generally great at dealing with more difficult and taboo topics.
Ai Di is the feistiest, most colorful, and pettiest bitch and I love him with my entire ice-cold heart.
Chen Yi looks amazing in black.
The neon lights (because Iām a slut for that).
Also, the kissing (from both couples) is great.
You know, I did say that these would be series/films I absolutely do not recommend you watch. But Iāll actually recommend this one. Watch it. Itās great.
Unknown (Taiwan)
Issues/TW: Age gap, āadoptiveā brothers becoming lovers, etc.
This is another one Iāll actually recommend you watch because itās great.
The main couple (Qian and Yuan) are the āadoptiveā brothers becoming lovers while the age gap is most prominent between San Pang (Qianās business partner) and Lili (Qianās younger sister). Thereās also the fact that San Pang is part of their chosen family and has seen Lili grow up and stuff. So, if that bothers you, then donāt watch it.
The biggest reasons I would personally recommend it to those I know arenāt particularly bothered by taboo topics are because:
The yearning is palpable (and I love shit like that).
Qian would move heaven and earth for his family.
The great story.
The even more amazing acting.
Some moments made me bawl (and since I'm an ice queen, I get obsessed with shit that shatters my ice and makes me cry).
I know I said my taste is trashyā¦ but I would actually give myself a gold star for loving this one.
Now, back to the real trashā¦
Love in the Air (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, SA, rape, MAME, etc.
Everyone and their aunt (or however the saying goes in English) seem to have an issue with MAME (the original creator of LITA and several other trashy BLs) and for good reason. (I would say that she improved a lot with Wedding Plan, which is the least problematic thing Iāve watched from her and itās the latest series of hers, as of right now.) If sheās grown, remains to be seen. But it doesnāt change the fact that LITA has some issues.
Honestly, I just watch this for the visuals, as in the motorcycles and the neon lights. Thatās it. Thatās the reason.
I mean, if you look at the whole first sex scene between Sky and Prapai, you get what I mean with the neon lights. Itās divine. (I recently rewatched LITA for this very reason. A waste of time, you say? Not when youāre a slut for neon lights.)
Donāt watch this though! Just enjoy this gif insteadā¦
I just saved you 13-ish hours of your life. Youāre welcome.
TharnType and TharnType 2: 7 Years of Love (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, homophobia, domestic violence, MAME, etc.
Donāt watch this. This is bad. As in, really bad. And all the issues are in the main coupleās relationship.
But, since my taste is really bad, I rewatched this recently for horny reasons (itās Mew, after all, and heās got me in a chokehold for some reason). Itās still as bad as I remembered it, but I would still rewatch it for Mewās sake (and because Techno is ridiculous throughout both seasons, which means I love him).
To be fair there are other, a lot spicier, series that I watch more often for horny reasons (yes, some of them are in this post because theyāre trashy too), but none of them include Mew. And since I have to get my dose of Mew from time to time, I return to TharnType (especially the second season).
Big Dragon (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, blackmail, etc.
This isnāt that problematic in my opinion, but there is definitely a drug-induced sexcapade thatās taped and used for blackmail for a while. And that's how the series starts.
I recently did a rewatch of this and it was still bad (in a good way) and I loved every second of it.
What I love about this series are:
The visuals. The set designs are beautiful (especially Yaiās home and the bar, before he demolishes it). As a visual artist, this is speaking to my soul.
The chemistry between Yai and Mangkorn.
Pong and Park. Two idiots I love with my whole ice-cold heart.
And the title track because itās addictive as hell to listen to.
Also, the sex (which my horny ass needs). Let's not forget the sex. Those scenes were also visually stunning, which made me love them even more.
Honestly, I'll kneel and bow down to this shit because it's that great.
Donāt trust my judgment, though, because my taste is trashy.
Only Friends (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Manipulation, stalking, promiscuity, etc.
This series is messy in terms of intrigue (especially from Boston and then Boeingās part). The ending had some issues. The sex isnāt everyoneās cup of tea, either. I, on the other hand, would drink a whole pot of this.
Overall, I loved this trash. Mainly because of:
How visually stunning it is.
Sand. Heās a hardworking, good person. Heās also a proud bi!
How they depicted and handled Rayās addiction and recovery. (I know some watchers were upset that the focus of the series landed on Sand and Ray towards the end while neglecting the other characters, which is a valid point. However, setting that aside, the way they portrayed Rayās addiction and then his road to recovery in the last couple of episodes was realistic, and I loved it.)
The promiscuity, because I loved it and the mess it created.
Boston being a slutty asshole. The more of a slutty asshole he was, the more I loved him. (I know, itās a me-problem.)
Boeing coming in and kissing (almost) everyone.
Itās trashy, itās messy, and I love it!
But, I donāt recommend it to anyone.
My Beautiful Man 1, 2, and 3 Eternal (Japan)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, obsession, bullying, lack of (or no real) communication, etc.
I love this series (2 seasons + 1 film), but I honestly donāt see it as particularly problematic. But I know others will disagree with me, so here it is on my list of trashy QLs.
I donāt mind Hiraās obsession because I know Kiyoi is just as whipped for Hira (even though he doesnāt know how to communicate it to Hira at first, especially in a way that Hira understands). Would I be okay with someoneās obsession and stalking in real life? Of course not. But, as I mentioned before, Iām mature enough to separate fiction from reality.
Also, I love miscommunicating characters, especially when the misunderstandings they create bring out all the emotions (angst, hurt, anger, sadness, embarrassment, etc.) and even the flight response. I especially love miscommunicating characters when they learn to communicate throughout the series/film. And this series is especially delicious on the miscommunicating part.
But, itās also problematic, apparently. So, donāt watch it.
The End of the World With You (Japan)
Issues/TW: Blackmail, biphobia, cheating, etc.
Iāll be honest and say that Iāve only watched this series three times. And thatās because the biphobia is fucking annoying. In this series, the bi character is depicted as a cheater (which is common in QLs, btw). Itās an exasperating stereotype. Cheating has nothing to do with your sexuality and everything to do with who you are as a person.
(I mean, you can be a proud bi like Payu in LITA or Sand in OF. They have eyes only for one person as soon as theyāre pursuing or dating someone. Give me more bi characters like this, please.)
We could discuss how cheating can be used as characterization in certain stories. But not in this one. Here, theyāre basically using Ritsuās bisexuality as the reason heās cheating (since heās sleeping with Masumi while having a thing going on with a girl, and then sleeping with a girl when he has a thing with Masumi), which is why itās bothering me in this series.
If Iām going to tell you why I like this series, however, itās for 2 reasons:
Itās about getting a second chance, a topic I love.
The sex (laser-focused horny Ritsu is my favorite Ritsu).
Check Out (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Biphobia, cheating, lazy writing, etc.
(It should be mentioned that Iāve read some comments about some issues involving the company behind this series. I havenāt dug deeper into this so I donāt really know if thereās any substance to the comments Iāve read (like official statements from the company or the other people involved, etc.). But Iām putting this out there in case this might be a potential issue for you (even though Iāve already told you that I donāt recommend you watch any of these because theyāre all trashy).)
When I first checked this out at the beginning of this year, this series seemed to have created a storm of bad comments and reviews on MDL since it first came out. So, obviously, I needed to watch it because my taste is trashy.
And, you know what? I loved it!
Besides having the bi character depicted as a cheater (again, the use of this biphobic stereotype is so fucking annoying) and the sporadic clunky and stale scenes, I loved this series because:
Itās about second chances. As I mentioned before, I love that topic.
Best (the actor playing Daonuea) is the best in this series. Thereās just something about him that grabs my attention every time. He has me in a similarly tight chokehold as Mew.
Thereās sex (and my horny ass needs it).
But, itās also trash, so donāt watch it.
Pit Babe (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Domestic violence, non-consensual, SA, age gap, etc.
This became popular. Really popular. I saw people comment about it everywhere. And usually, when stuff becomes popular, itās more than likely reduced to trash quality by the general public. So, obviously, I had to watch it.
Did I end up loving it? Yes.
Honestly, the biggest issue this series had for me was the whole omegaverse thing (this was a new thing for me because I donāt come from an erotic fiction background, my head was rather stuck in fantasy fiction). And, from my limited understanding of this, they didnāt seem to fully commit to the omegaverse thing in Pit Babe, which was unfortunate.
The racing was also so-so for me, which hurt my soul because I usually love racing (cars, mcs, boats, etc.).
What I did like, however, was:
The chemistry between Pete and Kenta (and Iām so sad I only got crumbs of this).
Pavel (the actor playing Babe). I would watch and listen to him recite product placement scripts for toothpaste all day long.
The sex, especially the scene with Babe and Charlie in ep. 9 (even though it was mixed with clips from the racing) and Jeff and Alanās scene in ep. 13 (because it was sensual, if we ignore the music).
The neon lights (have I mentioned that Iām a slut for neon lights?). I mean, just look at this:
I can watch that pinkish light all day long, even though Babe and Charlie are trying to distract me. (Especially Pavel!)
Dead Friend Forever (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Grooming, bullying, suicide & suicide attempts, etc.
Besides the issues listed above, this also suffered from lazy writing at the end. BUT, I fucking loved DFF anyway.
I never expected to love this series because itās just a bunch of teenagers stuck at a house in the woods. How interesting could that be? Turns out, very.
DFF wasnāt perfect (perfection doesnāt exist anyway), but what I loved about it was:
The morally ambiguous characters.
The revenge plot.
The poetic justice.
The questioning of what was real vs hallucination.
The visually stunning shots.
The mask!
And Tanās mask!
The beheading scene.
I could go on, but you get the point. I just love this piece of trash.
But, please, donāt watch it. You will suffer from brain rot. Trust me.
I, however, am currently rewatching this because I choose the brain rot. And my taste is trashy, remember? Or, perhaps I just love watching chaos unfoldā¦
HIStory 3: Make Our Days Count (Taiwan)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, age gap, tragic ending, etc.
Everyone and their aunt and even their dog have an issue with the ending of this one.Ā And itās understandable.
I donāt necessarily like or dislike the ending. Obviously, the bury your gays trope is tragic in itself, and, tragically, itās still being used. Thatās why I couldnāt find myself liking the ending, even though I donāt mind tragic endings. (Romeo and Juliet is one of my favorite classics, which people tend to forget is a tragedy and not a romance, btw, but I digressā¦)
At the same time, though, this series made me cry for a whole episode before tragedy struck because I could feel it. And you have no idea how obsessed I get about shit that makes me cry (since Iām an ice queen).
(Another side note: one of my favorite BLs is Once Again, which made me bawl throughout the whole series. Itās not on this list because itās neither trashy nor bad, but itās still one of my favorites because it broke me in the best ways. But, anywayā¦)
The best part of this series from beginning to end was the other couple, at least for me. This couple is the one with the age gap (which, again, doesnāt bother me) and I fucking love them! One, because Wilson Liu (the actor playing Bo Xiang) is such a gem. Second, because their first time was such a spur-of-the-moment thing fueled by a desire that went from 0-100kph in less time than a Ferrari would. And I loved it (just as much as the squeezing of boobs from behind, which, for some reason, appeals to me).
Also, the twins are so pretty itās annoying.
Do I recommend it, though? No, because I donāt have time to respond to the clap back Iāll get when you come to the end.
HIStory 4: Close to You (Taiwan)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, SA, obsession, age gap, stepbrothers becoming lovers, etc.
This one has some problems (especially the relationship between Yong Jie and Xing Si), but I love both the series and its problems (yes, Iām trash). You could say that Iām as obsessed with this series as Yong Jie is with Xing Si. Would I get this series drunk and fuck the living daylights out of it? No. But I would watch it once every 3 months or so. Oh, waitā¦ I already do that. Because Iām trash.
What do I love so much about this series (other than what I mentioned above):
Itās from Taiwan.
Li Cheng is ridiculous, which is exactly why I love him.
Every time I rewatch it, it gets funnier.
The chemistry between Li Cheng and Teng Teng is amazing.
As well as the chemistry between Yong Jie and Xing Si.
The kissing is just as amazing.
The main fujoshi girl, Mei Fang, is so cute I canāt handle her.
And the bathroom scene! In that lighting! Itās iconic!
I donāt care what anyone else says. This is fucking gold to me. But, then again, my taste is trash. So, donāt listen to me.
KinnPorsche (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, SA, torture, Stockholm syndrome-ish, etc.
This is some next-level trash, and I fucking love it.
Two of the major relationships in this series (Kinn & Porsche and Vegas & Pete) are problematic at some point. Especially Vegas and Pete who have this whole captor/captive, torture, BDSM-ish type relationship. Of course, I love Vegas and Pete because my taste is super trashy (yes, itās a me-problem, but I donāt force my taste on other people, so, for the love of all that is holy, donāt watch this!).
Other reasons I love this series and rewatch it from time to time:
Itās visually stunning! The cinematography is amazing. As I mentioned before, Iām a visual artist, so this is a very valid reason for me to watch it again and again. And again.
The neon lights.
The whole mafia thing.
The sex (because my horny ass needs it).
Playboyy (Thailand)
Issues/TW: SA, homophobia, suicide, etc.
I was debating whether or not to add this to my list solely based on the ending. However, up until that point, I really liked it.
The fact that every episode starts with a whole ass list of trigger warnings tells me this is my shit. And it was.
At times, it was so bad that it was good (until the ending, which was just so bad it was bad). The things I liked were:
The mystery.
Win (who played Nuth). His acting was great.
The chemistry between Nuth and Phop.
The tattooed daddy thatās Aob and his chemistry with Puen (thereās also an age gap here, btw, but as Iāve mentioned before, itās fine by me as long as itās legal).
The weird ass sex scenes (and the underwear).
And the not so weird ass sex scenes (like the ones between Aob and Puen and the ones between Nuth and Phop).
But, this series is trashy. Keep as far away from it as possible. If you still decide to dip in, donāt say I didnāt warn you.
Red Wine in the Dark Night (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Obsession, blood, human blood bags, etc.
This is a queer film thatās BL-ish with some dark themes. Mainly, itās about how far Wine would go to help the person heās fallen for (or become attached to).
What I loved about this film was:
Fluke (who plays Wine). Heās such a great actor and I love him in everything he does.
Wine who is so desperate to love someone and be loved that he ends up doing some weird shit.
The darker and sadder vibe, which I love.
Irresistible Love 1 and Irresistible Love 2 (China)
(This is also called Uncontrolled Love.)Ā
Issues/TW: Obsession, homophobia, codependency, adoptive brothers becoming lovers, etc.
This is another queer film (in two parts) that is more BL-ish than the films Iām getting into below.
This depicts a weird relationship dynamic between Xie Yan and Shu Nian where Shu Nian was basically adopted into the family to become Xie Yanās friend/babysitter/lackey. This is some weird ass shit, and I love weird ass shit so I really enjoyed this rare, uncensored, gem from China.
But, itās also trashy. So, donāt watch it.
The next couple of films Iāll mention are (obviously) trashy, but also complex and deep (which is why I love them).
One Summer Night (South Korea)
Issues/TW: Obsession, dependency, oppression, etc.
This is a low-budget film from 2016 (so, production-wise, itās definitely nothing like the usual stuff from South Korea you can watch on Netflix), but I love it.
Itās gritty, itās raw, itās explicit (an emphasis on explicit because youāll see dicks), it deals with being a North Korean defector but ending up in an impoverished situation in South Korea, and it ends with a dubious ending you can interpret in different ways.
This is definitely not for the general QL viewers who watch QLs for the cutesy stuff.
And it's trashy. So, donāt watch it.
Dangerous Drugs of Sex (Japan)
Issues/TW: All the trigger warnings! Seriously. I feel like itās better to say that so youāll look up the TWs for yourself (if you choose to watch this, which I'm asking you not to) rather than me mentioning a few and forgetting others.
With this film, what others see are all the trigger warnings (and, yes, I see them too, theyāre fucking obvious). However, I can see beyond that and watch it for what it is at the core: Two characters dealing with incredible grief.
Grief is a topic that often affects me and I can relate to it because Iāve had to deal with a lot of grief in my relatively short life. Watching a film like this where grief pushes the characters to their very limits will (often) get a special place in my heart, especially if done well. And itās done very well in this film.
Do I condone the charactersā behaviors? No (especially not Yoden Ryojiās). But I do understand that grief can send you over the edge (and in some cases throw you off the edge) because Iāve experienced it. I do understand that grief can cause you to make horrible decisions because Iāve done it (though, not this extreme). I do understand that grief can be self-destructive because Iāve been there. This film shows it all. Thatās why I love it so much.
Do I recommend you watch this, tough? No. Donāt do it. This is not for everyone. Itās definitely not for those who watch QLs for the cutesy stuff.
But it is for me because I love trash. Especially good trash. And this is the best trash Iāve ever seen when it comes to gay films.
Anything by Scud Cheng
Lastly, I want to mention any film by Scud Cheng becauseā¦
And Iām an artist so art means everything to me.
Cheng is a screenwriter and director from Hong Kong. His films, the ones Iāve seen, are gritty, nude, and real. They are more on the art side than the others Iāve listed above, which is why they have a special place in my heart.
Theyāre also deep and explore themes like introspection (are we doing things because we believe theyāre the right thing to do, or because external forces have ābrainwashedā us to believe theyāre the normal thing to do?), the porn industry and how it exploits young and queer men, death, politics, and love, to name a few.
These are not for the average QL watcher. Theyāre not for the faint of heart. Theyāre not for those who want an entertaining watch.
These films require multiple viewings. Iāve watched some once, some twice, and some more times, and I still find new themes and meanings woven into the stories. So, theyāre complex and deep.
But, donāt watch them because I know youāll come at me later. So, to spare us both the time and energy it would take to argue about this shit, just donāt watch any of it.
Now, if you still want to ask me for recommendations after all that, don't tell me I didn't warn you!
#kiseki: dear to me#unknown#unknown the series#love in the air the series#tharntype#big dragon the series#only friends the series#the end of the world with you#my beautiful man#utsukushii kare#check out the series#pit babe the series#dead friend forever#dead friend forever the series#dff#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#history 3: make our days count#history 3: modc#history 4: close to you#playboyy the series#red wine in the dark night#irresistible love#uncontrolled love#one summer night#dangerous drugs of sex#taiwanese ql#taiwanese bl#taiwanese series#thai ql
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Ok so this is based on @cyrwrites prompt of Danny being Willis Todd. A very delicious angsty prompt btw. Especially @faeriekit additions. Chef's kiss. Anyway, that got my little gears turning and I thought up an alt version. What if Danny was Jason's grandpa?
Hear me out: Despite all the hardships of losing his family and identity, Danny still manages to get a wife and settle down. Then the GIW tracks him down again and while he's in the ghost zone taking care of a few things, they break into his house and kidnap his wife.
Danny goes ballistic and decimates all of their bases trying to find her but by the time he does, it's too late. She dies in his arms and there isn't enough ambient ectoplasm for her to become a ghost. This is the last straw for Danny and he retreats to the Infinite Realms, sealing all portals and summonings (perhaps he's starting down the path of becoming Dan).
Unbeknownst to Danny, his son got dumped off in an orphanage (he thought the baby died with his wife) and is named Willis. From here Willis can either be the way that he is because his core is not getting everything it needs and that's causing physical and mental side effects or he's just an asshole with secret ghostly powers. Either way, everything from there continues down the path of Jason's story.
Flashing forward, after taking an involuntary bath in ectoplasm, Jason's proto core gets activated. He was mainly human with no ambient ectoplasm around before so his core was inactive while his body did all the work. Now that it's active however, his body is slowly but surely giving his proto core all the functions it was meant to have. The problem with this is that his proto core is too weak and can't actually sustain these functions. For example, he'll randomly stop breathing but his core can't take over properly which leads to him suffocating instead until his lungs take back over. Fun times right?
Bruce is getting increasingly desperate so when Constantine mentions the ghost king might be able to help but they would have to go to him directly, he suits up and says lead the way.
For Danny's part, when he meets these three men, he is confused for two reasons. How did they even get here? And why is the youngest one putting out a feeling of family when he should have no one left?
#dp x dc#dc x dp#dpxdc#dcxdp#next thing you know i'll ve coming up with the idea that danny is jason's great-grandfather#or even uncle#don't tempt me#seriously got check out faeriekit's additions#they're amazing#unless you're sensitive to child abuse or neglect#as well as drugs or drinking#then you should probably give this one a pass#hyper prompts
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WHUMPCEMBER day 20:
Prompt: "Drugged"
ParamparƧa 68. BƶlĆ¼m
@whumpcember
#whumpcember2023#day 20#drugged#paramparƧa#Burak Tozkoparan#turkish#turkish series#whump#male whump#whumpedit#kidnapping#sedated#checking pupils#face touching#restrained#weak
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You got drugged!!!??
Yeah it wasn't great lol
I spent most of that day in the medical tent (I went as soon as I felt *off*) and the health workers took great care of me and were super nice so it worked out in the end. First time going to a music festival was really an experience huh
#ive already typed out what happend in some chats so idk if i want it on tumblr fully but uh yeah#ill process that trauma later or not at all im pretty chill about it#more like it just sucked#but i was given food water medicine and air conditioning and a cot so i was taken care of for those hours#they also gave me a blanket#i was alone but the workers checked up on me consistantly and were super non judgemental and sweet and one held my hair back as i threw up#so those online things talking about trusting medics at festivals are no joke they were 100%#tw drug mention#tw vomit mention
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If you hated the new Velma show go watch The Solve It Squad Returns, a one-act play by The Tin Can Bros. Thank me later.
#velma hbo max#velma#velma dinkley#scooby doo#tin can bros#the solve it squad returns#its basically the scooby gang on drugs#while youāre here go check all the tin can brosā productions#and team starkidās#and shipwrecked comedyās#yes thatās joey richter aka ron aka starkid guy#yes thats lauren lopez aka malfoy aka starkid girl#666#satan is a real man
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luke being mean to these babies iāll kill him
#jj and kiara as half siblings#larissa had jj with luke and kiara with another man#like obviously feels some time of way about this especially after larissa left him with not one but two mouths to feed#and one of them aināt even his so heās extra mad#thinking of jj protecting his baby sister from luke#feeding her when thereās no food in the house cause luke spent his check on drugs instead of groceries#walking her to school before he gets his dirtbike even though kook academy is a good distance away from his school#comforting her when the lights go out cause luke spent the money for the light bill on beers#telling her to stay at the chateau while heās out doing hoodrat shit with his friends#when she gets older she of course wants to tag along with the poguesā which leads to many arguments#they either end with her crying and pope and john b telling him to let her tag along or him telling her to go home#when jjās arrested he tells her to spend the night at the heywardsā#thinking thoughtsš
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