#Drug-Checking
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icarusinfreefall Ā· 3 months ago
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reminder that adhd medication isn't a luxury or preference, but a lifesaving medication. a 10 year long study in the usa showed that, when properly medicated, the rate of car crashes people with adhd get into goes down significantly--men's rate drops by 38%, and women's by 42%. the med shortage, denial of meds by doctors, rising prices, and the "war on drugs" has killed--with such a car dependent society, not driving frequently isn't an option, which means we need better healthcare and need it now.
https://shorturl.at/8VD8B
edit because i forgot to explain: short link is to an article by the washington post, it should be free to read
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bauerntanz Ā· 1 year ago
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Drug-Checking
Drug-Checking, das PrĆ¼fen von Drogen vor dem Konsum, ist seit wenigen Wochen erlaubt. Im Norden gehen die Meinungen darĆ¼ber auseinander, berichtet die taz Dass es niemandem hilft, Drogen-konsumierende Menschen gnadenlos zu kriminalisieren, dĆ¼rfte inzwischen selbst bei Konservativen angekommen sein. Doch die Zahl der Opfer illegaler Drogen steigt ā€“ deswegen wollen einige BundeslƤnder nun dasā€¦
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beheworthy Ā· 5 months ago
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Bastard! Didn't even blink! Hey, man, you're crazy or what? There's no magazine in it.
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meirimerens Ā· 7 months ago
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ai vist los lops e lo rainard danƧar
alt. colorways
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royalarchivist Ā· 1 year ago
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Pac: Everyone on the Island is gonna take the pills!
Fit: I don't think everyone on the Island's gonna take the pills, Pac. You know, it'sā€“
Pac: [In a low voice] Who you think is not gonna take the pills? Who is the maniac, who is the crazy one that doesn't want the pills?
Fit: Well, I mean just think statistically Pac, I mean, there's how many members on this Island? Not everyone's going to say yes.
Pac: Everyone's gonna say yes. Otherwise I thinkā€“ [whispers] I think Cucurucho might do something.
Fit: What do you think Cucurucho would do?
Pac: Uhhhhhmmmm... Probably make everyone take the pill! [Laughs] That's all! Or maybe kill everyone, I dunno! Or maybe kill the Eggs. [Laughs] Who knows! Who knows, who knows... Oh wait, the Eggs are already dead.
Fit: Wait, WHAT? Theyā€™re dead?!
Pac: Oh no theyā€™re not! Iā€™m just kidding! [Laughs and punches Fit] Iā€™m just kidding, Fit, Iā€™m just kidding! Theyā€™re probably all are alive and good, theyā€“
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kradogsrats Ā· 7 days ago
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I am Near, I am Here: Rayla, the Moon, and Love as Presence
I was originally going to add this to @raayllum's post about Rayla's lullaby and Ethari but then the number of screenshots I was taking before I even started to write indicated that it had gotten out of hand.
Rayla's lullaby ties in with a lot of stuff going on in s6, most of them related to her relationship with Callum, which has its last barriers broken down and leaves their bond stronger than ever. Surely so strong that nothing in s7 could possibly challenge it. Most of Rayla's life has been defined by absenceā€”the absence of her parents, her own forced absence from her community, her chosen absence from Callum. The lullaby, however, affirms that even when the moon appears to be absent, it is still there, and has been all along.
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This is an interesting facet of the Moon arcanum, which is usually focused on certain dualitiesā€”life and death, reality and illusion, presence and absenceā€”but also on the permeable borders between them, on change and cycles between those states.
We also actually have a window into Rayla's own understanding of the Moon arcanumā€”her first transformation into Moonshadow form in Bloodmoon Huntress. Look, just... bear with me, okay?
It's explicit that not all Moonshadow elves can achieve Moonshadow form, and that for most it takes months or years of meditation and training. I read this as that, while Moonshadow elves are born with an innate connection to the Moon primal, attaining Moonshadow form requires developing a deeper understanding of its arcanum. Runaan describes it as being about the balance of life and death:
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Rayla can't reach Runaan's understanding of the Moon arcanum, which is somewhat hilariously about recognizing yourself in your enemy (something Rayla winds up being very good at) and understanding why you have to kill them, anyway (something Rayla winds up being very bad at).
What does work for her to achieve Moonshadow form at a terrifyingly young age is focusing on her wingaling, and a statement from Ethari:
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Both are about love as being presentā€”something Rayla is conflicted about in her parents' absence. The wingaling represents a promise that Ethari and Runaan will always come for her when she's in need. Ethari's statement is originally made in the context of explaining that Runaan's devotion to his people may require him to make great sacrifices, but that devotion can also be the smallest act of presence, and both are necessary. Her understanding of the Moon arcanum is about that presenceā€”the moon that is always there, even at times when there is no light.
As Rayla is struggles with why her parents Runaan leaves those he loves to risk his life for others, Ethari explains that he and Runaan both know he may never come back, and that is something Ethari has to accept because Runaan can't be separated from that devotion and duty when it comes to loving him. What's missing from the conversation is acknowledgement of the trust and commitment that underpins that acceptanceā€”Ethari's trust that Runaan will come back, and Runaan's commitment to do so.
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The moon is there even when it has waned to invisibility, but it goes unstated that it also always waxes back to full. You can trust that it's there when it can't be seen, and you can trust that its light is coming back. You can trust that it's there when it can't be seen because you can trust that its light is coming back.
I am near, the lullaby says. I will be with you again soon. Until then, remember that my love is always here.
That's an understanding that Rayla crucially doesn't have when she leaves. In Dear Callum, she never once promises or even suggests to Callum that she will come back to him, even if she finds Viren. The closest she gets is the lukewarm:
I wish I could say that we will see each other again, but I donā€™t know if we will. I hope so.
So not only is she shattering the trust Callum had in her by abandoning him after she told him they would stay together, she won't even offer any real reassurance that she will return. Because she doesn't really think she will. Her only commitment to keep him safe, and as long as being separated accomplishes that, she will stay away. How is he supposed to accept that? What reason could he ever have to believe that she and her love are there, even when out of sight?
And yes, all of this does stem from things she learned from Runaanā€”Mr. "I do what I must so those I love don't have to"ā€”but the key difference is that when push comes to shove, Runaan understands something else:
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The same thing that Tiadrin and Lain did:
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And that Amaya does:
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That love is ultimately strengthened through presence, and through presence it strengthens us, in turn. When we open ourselves to strengthen those we love and trust them to strengthen us, then our love cannot be diminished by distance or absence.
Somewhere between Bloodmoon Huntress and s1, Rayla loses sight of that, and she doesn't rediscover it until confronted by Amaya over how her leaving harmed Callumā€”and how it harmed Rayla herself. Amaya isn't the first to tell her how she hurt Callum, but she's the first one to really convey to Rayla that keeping her secrets and burdens from Callum isn't sparing him from their weight and pain, only weakening her. It has always weakened her. Until she turns that around, she is denying both of them their best selvesā€”her as the light that will bring him out of any darkness, him as the anchor that will bring her home from any distance.
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The end of s6 beautifully shows the culmination of all Rayla has learned in the slow return of her relationship with Callum, and to top it off, she gets to demonstrate it to Runaan. (Since Callum already knows.)
Trapped in the In-Between, Runaan is consumed by guilt and self-loathingā€”he fights Rayla's attempts to guide him back to life because he doesn't believe he deserves to go back. He's too ashamed to want to go back. The way Rayla brings him back is twofold:
She reminds him of his promise to Ethariā€”his promise to return. She made no promise to return to Callum when she left. She probably wanted to, but she believed that the sacrifices that might be demanded of her would be more important. It would at least be out of the question to return before finding Viren, but in the end that's what she doesā€”she returns to Callum, even though she must do it defeated, ashamed, and alone.
She also tells him that she needs him. She needs her father. She's weaker with him not there for her. When she left Callum, she genuinely believed that things would be better that way. He'd be better off safely away from whatever danger her search brought her, and making sacrifices for the people she lovesā€”taking on difficulty and danger alone, so they don't have toā€”has always been her duty. She's spent three seasons re-learning the strength she has with Callum, now it's time for her to do the same with Runaan.
Rayla is very different now than she was the last time they met, and Runaanā€”like Callumā€”is going to finally see the truth of her: that she was never meant to be an assassin, but not because of failure or weakness. She was always meant to be a hero.
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james-p-sullivan Ā· 1 year ago
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lynzishell Ā· 2 months ago
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The Past šŸ’› Atlas
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Upstairs, the club is already full and alive with music and lights and people. While the others walk out on the dance floor, making their way toward the DJ booth, I stay back, allowing myself a few minutes to acclimate. I find a spot in the back, out of the way, and watch the crowd on the dance floor as they smile and cheer and dance, some goofing off and laughing with friends, others serious and focusing only on the music as they move. It occurs to me that itā€™s been years since Iā€™ve been to a club. Dawn used to drag us out all the time when we were in college together, and I got kind of burnt out on it after a while, but Iā€™m glad I came out tonight.
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I look past the dancers to the booth and recognize the DJ as our co-worker Kamryn, her signature bright pink ponytail swaying as she dances behind the decks. I had no idea she did this kind of thing, but sheā€™s good.
Itā€™s not long before I find myself moving my head and shoulders to the beat, the rest of my body itching to be set free and move as the bass thumps in my chest and a familiar warmth radiates through my limbs. As I expected, the tablet Lex gave us contains MDMA and something else, and whatever that something else is multiplies the sensation and I feel it hit me all at once as my entire body flushes with heat and a gentle euphoria lifts my anxiety up and away.
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I look around to try to spot Ash, and as if I manifested him with my mind, I see him walk out of the crowd right toward me. His black t-shirt is soft and thin and hangs on him just right, and my mind flashes briefly to the exposed skin underneath. Catching myself, I take a breath and look up quickly to see his playful smirk. ā€œAre you gonna come dance, or what?ā€ He asks.
ā€œYeah, I was just about to.ā€
ā€œLetā€™s go then.ā€
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He extends his hand to me, and I take it, letting him lead me through the crowd to the middle of the dance floor where the moving lights and loud music and energy of the dancers take over. I let it envelop me and flow through me as I let go and dance and become part of it all.
[music]
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I look over at Ash and am immediately mesmerized by the way he moves, weightless and fluid. Iā€™ve seen him dance dozens of times, and he always looks good, even when weā€™re just fucking around in his living room trying to make each other laugh, but this is different. His footwork is quick and smooth and hypnotic, his weight shifting, pulling him side to side, crossing over and back again. Itā€™s a style so distinctly urban that I canā€™t help but wonder where the fuck in Brindleton Bay he learned to dance like that. I canā€™t take my eyes off him.
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Part of me is tempted to reach out and pull him into me, but I also donā€™t want to interrupt him. I watch as someone else comes up behind him and tries to dance with him, but he shrugs them off and shakes his head, clearly wanting to be left alone to do his own thing. So, I leave him be and dance beside him, keeping my hands to myself. Itā€™s probably for the best anywayā€¦ I have an image of Lex popping up between us if we get too close, as if Iā€™m a teenager again at a church dance being monitored to ā€œsave room for Jesusā€. Little did they know what Henry and I had gotten up to earlier that day. I smile to myself at the memory. He may have broken my heart in the end, but that dayā€¦ that was a good day. It feels nice to be able to enjoy a happy memory without being dragged down by all the sad ones attached to it, even if only temporarily. I silently thank Lex for whatever she gave meā€¦ and thank myself for only taking half. The night is already starting to blur around me as it is.
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Soon, a song comes in that drags me gently out of my wandering thoughts and wraps around me like a warm blanket. Itā€™s beautiful, layered and flowing like waves, the beat quick but more subtle than the others, a welcome reprieve. I look over at Asher and he smiles at me, nodding; he likes it too. Letting the beat guide me, I close my eyes and move to the music, feeling it wash over me as I lose myself again.
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[1:50] The song slows and gets quiet sooner than Iā€™d like it to, but I take advantage of getting a moment to breathe. Ash is grinning up at me, and I get the distinct feeling heā€™d been watching me.
ā€œWhatā€™s that look for?ā€ I ask.
ā€œHaving fun?ā€ He was definitely watching me.
I laugh a little, more flattered than embarrassed, ā€œYeah, you?ā€
He shrugs casually, but, judging by the size of his pupils and the grin on his face, Iā€™d say heā€™s feeling as good as I am.
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ā€œWhereā€™s Lex?ā€ I wonder, realizing that I havenā€™t seen anyone else from our group in a while.
Ash searches the crowd for a moment before pointing to the far end. I turn to see her familiar mop of ginger curls, and smile when I see her laughing and dancing with her friends.
ā€œEnjoying her birthday, I see.ā€
ā€œYep.ā€
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[2:20] The music dips quieter as the layers are removed bit by bit. When I turn back to Ash, my smile falters as I look him over, the image of his shirt lifting up refuses to leave my mind, and my body trembles from the effort of holding myself back from reaching out to him.
My desire (or desperation?) must show on my face because he peers at me through his long lashes, gives me a playful grin, and asks, ā€œWhat?ā€ The way he says it comes out like a dare, and I watch as his eyes dip down and then slowly follow the lines of my body back up until they meet mine again, making my heart race and turning the last ounce of my willpower to dust at my feet.
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[2:40] The music is starting to rise, so I gesture for him to come closer. When he leans in, my body reacts instantly, as if each and every individual cell is reaching for him, so I take his hand and I put my mouth to his ear and say the only thing I can think of to say, ā€œI want you to kiss me.ā€
Our cheeks are so close that I feel the disturbance in the air between them as he smiles. He pulls back, and holds up a finger, telling me to hold on. I watch curiously as he listens to the music, nodding his head to the beat, as if waiting for something.
[2:55] A second later, he looks back at me with an excited smile, and in one swift motion, he reaches a hand to the back of my head and pulls himself into me. The second our lips touch, I feel the energy rush through my entire body as the music drops and the crowd around us erupts in cheers and dancing.
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Maybe itā€™s the drugs, maybe itā€™s the music, maybe itā€™s him, or maybe itā€™s the combination of it all, but itā€™s the best kiss Iā€™ve ever had.
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moonsofmachinery Ā· 2 months ago
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have 2 fucked up guys. Defying Amicable Management and Trite Decisions Left Unspoken (Swap au where he doesnt die LMFAO)
theyre both messed up!!! wow!!!!
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barksbog Ā· 11 months ago
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taking the adhd vitamin C post away from yall because you're still uncritically reblogging it and from what me and my friends could find the effects are at best negligible especially in normal food
unless you're chugging orange juice it can't reasonably interact to the degree implied by that post and it's more likely that you just built up a tolerance to your meds.
please consume vitamin C we really don't need everyone here with ADHD to get scurvy (half joking)
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becauseimanicequeen Ā· 7 months ago
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Don't Ask Me for QL Recommendations Because My Taste is BAD
Bad as in TRASHY.
For your own good, don't ask me for recommendations.
I'm writing this because I've gotten some asks lately for QL recommendations and I wanted to spare you the pain.
If you still don't trust me (because to be fair, why would you? I'm just a random weirdo on the internet), let me tell you how bad my taste is so you'll know why I'm doing you a great favor by sparing you the pain.
(I also watch, and rewatch, series/films for ridiculous reasons, yet another reason not to listen to me. Iā€™ll come back to this in a minute.)
Let's start with a brief rewind to a couple of decades ago (because it matters in this context).
The first queer content of any kind I can remember watching was Xena: The Warrior Princess in the late 90s and early 00s (I was a child/pre-teen at the time). It was such a pivotal point for me, which is why I remember it vividly. Not only was Lucy Lawless (the actress playing Xena) the most beautiful human being I had ever seen at that point, Xena was also queer and I loved her.
The series, though? Itā€™s bad.
Itā€™s over-the-top, contains ridiculous humor, face-palm-worthy fight scenes, etc., etc. (But, it was also the 90s, so it was quality television at the time, no matter what anyone else says.) It was so bad that it was ridiculously entertaining. I would watch it today (if I could find it anywhereā€¦). Thatā€™s how bad my taste is (or how attached I am to bad shit).
Thatā€™s when the groundwork for my bad taste was laid. I blame THANK Xena: The Warrior Princess for it.
Then there was a huge skip until July last year when I found the Asian QL world, because I had no idea it even existed (Iā€™m from Europe, btw).
(My personal story is that I fell into the queer/gay film world before the QL world, and the queer films I could find were made and released very sporadically. But ever since I found the treasure trove of Asian QL series in July 2023, Iā€™ve watched 291 series/films as of right now.)
The reason I fell into the Asian QL world was thanks to a Short on YouTube with the main characters from Roommates of Poongduck 304 kissing. (Want to know what convinced me to watch it? One of them was wearing blue and the other pink, two of my favorite colors. Yep, thatā€™s the reason. Told you it would be ridiculous.)
Since then, Iā€™ve been exploring this rabbit hole and loving every second of all the bad shit thatā€™s out there (thereā€™s some great shit too, and some great things that arenā€™t shit at all, but theyā€™re not really my taste because my taste is trashy, remember?).
I quickly noticed what my taste was pulling me towards and, in some cases, the trashier it was, the more I liked it.
(Iā€™m talking about fiction here. Iā€™m mature enough to be able to separate fiction from reality. Just because I enjoy watching a series/film that depicts a problematic topic, and sometimes do it in a problematic way, doesnā€™t mean I condone it in real life. Iā€™m just putting this here as a disclaimer because people on the internet are easily offended nowadays. And I honestly donā€™t have time to respond to people who are venting their anger after purposefully misinterpreting what Iā€™ve said, unless thereā€™s a very valid reason, which there usually isnā€™t.)
So, what are some of my favorites that I absolutely do not recommend you watch?
Unless you want to watch trash, then, have at it. Just don't say I didn't warn you.
(Btw, if you like any of these, I apologize for calling your taste bad and trashy. But, if you like any of these, I think you already know your taste is bad. Also, if you like any of these, hey, bestie!)
Letā€™s start with the less extreme ones so I donā€™t scare you away from the start. After that, theyā€™re in no particular order.
(With the issues/TW section for each series/film I include possible trigger warnings, taboo topics, what viewers/commenters have brought up as problematic, my possible issues with the writing, etc. I wonā€™t list everything (because some of them would have looong lists) but Iā€™m including some of the major ones.)
Kiseki: Dear to Me (Taiwan)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, age gap, ā€œadoptiveā€ brothers becoming lovers, etc.
Both couples in this series have their own set of issues. Ai Di and Chen Yi are the ā€œadoptiveā€ brothers who become lovers while Ze Rui and Zong Yi have an age gap (I canā€™t remember how big of an age gap but I think it was close to 10-ish years).
(Before I move on thereā€™s one thing you should know about meā€¦ I was born into a family with a varying degree of age gaps within marriages, from 2 to 23 years. Even though weā€™ve talked about the bigger age gaps occasionally, itā€™s never been an issue. I donā€™t mind age gaps as long as theyā€™re legal. Does that mean I would hook up with someone in their late teens or early twenties? No. I would rather hook up with someone who has a fully developed brain, which science suggests doesnā€™t happen until somewhere in the mid-to-late-twenties. But it does mean that age gaps (as long as theyā€™re legal) arenā€™t something Iā€™ll be bothered by or judgemental of.)
Kiseki: Dear to Me is one of my favorite series because:
Itā€™s from Taiwan, and the Taiwanese QLs are generally great at dealing with more difficult and taboo topics.
Ai Di is the feistiest, most colorful, and pettiest bitch and I love him with my entire ice-cold heart.
Chen Yi looks amazing in black.
The neon lights (because Iā€™m a slut for that).
Also, the kissing (from both couples) is great.
You know, I did say that these would be series/films I absolutely do not recommend you watch. But Iā€™ll actually recommend this one. Watch it. Itā€™s great.
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Unknown (Taiwan)
Issues/TW: Age gap, ā€œadoptiveā€ brothers becoming lovers, etc.
This is another one Iā€™ll actually recommend you watch because itā€™s great.
The main couple (Qian and Yuan) are the ā€œadoptiveā€ brothers becoming lovers while the age gap is most prominent between San Pang (Qianā€™s business partner) and Lili (Qianā€™s younger sister). Thereā€™s also the fact that San Pang is part of their chosen family and has seen Lili grow up and stuff. So, if that bothers you, then donā€™t watch it.
The biggest reasons I would personally recommend it to those I know arenā€™t particularly bothered by taboo topics are because:
The yearning is palpable (and I love shit like that).
Qian would move heaven and earth for his family.
The great story.
The even more amazing acting.
Some moments made me bawl (and since I'm an ice queen, I get obsessed with shit that shatters my ice and makes me cry).
I know I said my taste is trashyā€¦ but I would actually give myself a gold star for loving this one.
Now, back to the real trashā€¦
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Love in the Air (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, SA, rape, MAME, etc.
Everyone and their aunt (or however the saying goes in English) seem to have an issue with MAME (the original creator of LITA and several other trashy BLs) and for good reason. (I would say that she improved a lot with Wedding Plan, which is the least problematic thing Iā€™ve watched from her and itā€™s the latest series of hers, as of right now.) If sheā€™s grown, remains to be seen. But it doesnā€™t change the fact that LITA has some issues.
Honestly, I just watch this for the visuals, as in the motorcycles and the neon lights. Thatā€™s it. Thatā€™s the reason.
I mean, if you look at the whole first sex scene between Sky and Prapai, you get what I mean with the neon lights. Itā€™s divine. (I recently rewatched LITA for this very reason. A waste of time, you say? Not when youā€™re a slut for neon lights.)
Donā€™t watch this though! Just enjoy this gif insteadā€¦
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I just saved you 13-ish hours of your life. Youā€™re welcome.
TharnType and TharnType 2: 7 Years of Love (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, homophobia, domestic violence, MAME, etc.
Donā€™t watch this. This is bad. As in, really bad. And all the issues are in the main coupleā€™s relationship.
But, since my taste is really bad, I rewatched this recently for horny reasons (itā€™s Mew, after all, and heā€™s got me in a chokehold for some reason). Itā€™s still as bad as I remembered it, but I would still rewatch it for Mewā€™s sake (and because Techno is ridiculous throughout both seasons, which means I love him).
To be fair there are other, a lot spicier, series that I watch more often for horny reasons (yes, some of them are in this post because theyā€™re trashy too), but none of them include Mew. And since I have to get my dose of Mew from time to time, I return to TharnType (especially the second season).
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Big Dragon (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, blackmail, etc.
This isnā€™t that problematic in my opinion, but there is definitely a drug-induced sexcapade thatā€™s taped and used for blackmail for a while. And that's how the series starts.
I recently did a rewatch of this and it was still bad (in a good way) and I loved every second of it.
What I love about this series are:
The visuals. The set designs are beautiful (especially Yaiā€™s home and the bar, before he demolishes it). As a visual artist, this is speaking to my soul.
The chemistry between Yai and Mangkorn.
Pong and Park. Two idiots I love with my whole ice-cold heart.
And the title track because itā€™s addictive as hell to listen to.
Also, the sex (which my horny ass needs). Let's not forget the sex. Those scenes were also visually stunning, which made me love them even more.
Honestly, I'll kneel and bow down to this shit because it's that great.
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Donā€™t trust my judgment, though, because my taste is trashy.
Only Friends (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Manipulation, stalking, promiscuity, etc.
This series is messy in terms of intrigue (especially from Boston and then Boeingā€™s part). The ending had some issues. The sex isnā€™t everyoneā€™s cup of tea, either. I, on the other hand, would drink a whole pot of this.
Overall, I loved this trash. Mainly because of:
How visually stunning it is.
Sand. Heā€™s a hardworking, good person. Heā€™s also a proud bi!
How they depicted and handled Rayā€™s addiction and recovery. (I know some watchers were upset that the focus of the series landed on Sand and Ray towards the end while neglecting the other characters, which is a valid point. However, setting that aside, the way they portrayed Rayā€™s addiction and then his road to recovery in the last couple of episodes was realistic, and I loved it.)
The promiscuity, because I loved it and the mess it created.
Boston being a slutty asshole. The more of a slutty asshole he was, the more I loved him. (I know, itā€™s a me-problem.)
Boeing coming in and kissing (almost) everyone.
Itā€™s trashy, itā€™s messy, and I love it!
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But, I donā€™t recommend it to anyone.
My Beautiful Man 1, 2, and 3 Eternal (Japan)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, obsession, bullying, lack of (or no real) communication, etc.
I love this series (2 seasons + 1 film), but I honestly donā€™t see it as particularly problematic. But I know others will disagree with me, so here it is on my list of trashy QLs.
I donā€™t mind Hiraā€™s obsession because I know Kiyoi is just as whipped for Hira (even though he doesnā€™t know how to communicate it to Hira at first, especially in a way that Hira understands). Would I be okay with someoneā€™s obsession and stalking in real life? Of course not. But, as I mentioned before, Iā€™m mature enough to separate fiction from reality.
Also, I love miscommunicating characters, especially when the misunderstandings they create bring out all the emotions (angst, hurt, anger, sadness, embarrassment, etc.) and even the flight response. I especially love miscommunicating characters when they learn to communicate throughout the series/film. And this series is especially delicious on the miscommunicating part.
But, itā€™s also problematic, apparently. So, donā€™t watch it.
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The End of the World With You (Japan)
Issues/TW: Blackmail, biphobia, cheating, etc.
Iā€™ll be honest and say that Iā€™ve only watched this series three times. And thatā€™s because the biphobia is fucking annoying. In this series, the bi character is depicted as a cheater (which is common in QLs, btw). Itā€™s an exasperating stereotype. Cheating has nothing to do with your sexuality and everything to do with who you are as a person.
(I mean, you can be a proud bi like Payu in LITA or Sand in OF. They have eyes only for one person as soon as theyā€™re pursuing or dating someone. Give me more bi characters like this, please.)
We could discuss how cheating can be used as characterization in certain stories. But not in this one. Here, theyā€™re basically using Ritsuā€™s bisexuality as the reason heā€™s cheating (since heā€™s sleeping with Masumi while having a thing going on with a girl, and then sleeping with a girl when he has a thing with Masumi), which is why itā€™s bothering me in this series.
If Iā€™m going to tell you why I like this series, however, itā€™s for 2 reasons:
Itā€™s about getting a second chance, a topic I love.
The sex (laser-focused horny Ritsu is my favorite Ritsu).
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Check Out (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Biphobia, cheating, lazy writing, etc.
(It should be mentioned that Iā€™ve read some comments about some issues involving the company behind this series. I havenā€™t dug deeper into this so I donā€™t really know if thereā€™s any substance to the comments Iā€™ve read (like official statements from the company or the other people involved, etc.). But Iā€™m putting this out there in case this might be a potential issue for you (even though Iā€™ve already told you that I donā€™t recommend you watch any of these because theyā€™re all trashy).)
When I first checked this out at the beginning of this year, this series seemed to have created a storm of bad comments and reviews on MDL since it first came out. So, obviously, I needed to watch it because my taste is trashy.
And, you know what? I loved it!
Besides having the bi character depicted as a cheater (again, the use of this biphobic stereotype is so fucking annoying) and the sporadic clunky and stale scenes, I loved this series because:
Itā€™s about second chances. As I mentioned before, I love that topic.
Best (the actor playing Daonuea) is the best in this series. Thereā€™s just something about him that grabs my attention every time. He has me in a similarly tight chokehold as Mew.
Thereā€™s sex (and my horny ass needs it).
But, itā€™s also trash, so donā€™t watch it.
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Pit Babe (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Domestic violence, non-consensual, SA, age gap, etc.
This became popular. Really popular. I saw people comment about it everywhere. And usually, when stuff becomes popular, itā€™s more than likely reduced to trash quality by the general public. So, obviously, I had to watch it.
Did I end up loving it? Yes.
Honestly, the biggest issue this series had for me was the whole omegaverse thing (this was a new thing for me because I donā€™t come from an erotic fiction background, my head was rather stuck in fantasy fiction). And, from my limited understanding of this, they didnā€™t seem to fully commit to the omegaverse thing in Pit Babe, which was unfortunate.
The racing was also so-so for me, which hurt my soul because I usually love racing (cars, mcs, boats, etc.).
What I did like, however, was:
The chemistry between Pete and Kenta (and Iā€™m so sad I only got crumbs of this).
Pavel (the actor playing Babe). I would watch and listen to him recite product placement scripts for toothpaste all day long.
The sex, especially the scene with Babe and Charlie in ep. 9 (even though it was mixed with clips from the racing) and Jeff and Alanā€™s scene in ep. 13 (because it was sensual, if we ignore the music).
The neon lights (have I mentioned that Iā€™m a slut for neon lights?). I mean, just look at this:
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I can watch that pinkish light all day long, even though Babe and Charlie are trying to distract me. (Especially Pavel!)
Dead Friend Forever (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Grooming, bullying, suicide & suicide attempts, etc.
Besides the issues listed above, this also suffered from lazy writing at the end. BUT, I fucking loved DFF anyway.
I never expected to love this series because itā€™s just a bunch of teenagers stuck at a house in the woods. How interesting could that be? Turns out, very.
DFF wasnā€™t perfect (perfection doesnā€™t exist anyway), but what I loved about it was:
The morally ambiguous characters.
The revenge plot.
The poetic justice.
The questioning of what was real vs hallucination.
The visually stunning shots.
The mask!
And Tanā€™s mask!
The beheading scene.
I could go on, but you get the point. I just love this piece of trash.
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But, please, donā€™t watch it. You will suffer from brain rot. Trust me.
I, however, am currently rewatching this because I choose the brain rot. And my taste is trashy, remember? Or, perhaps I just love watching chaos unfoldā€¦
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HIStory 3: Make Our Days Count (Taiwan)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, age gap, tragic ending, etc.
Everyone and their aunt and even their dog have an issue with the ending of this one.Ā And itā€™s understandable.
I donā€™t necessarily like or dislike the ending. Obviously, the bury your gays trope is tragic in itself, and, tragically, itā€™s still being used. Thatā€™s why I couldnā€™t find myself liking the ending, even though I donā€™t mind tragic endings. (Romeo and Juliet is one of my favorite classics, which people tend to forget is a tragedy and not a romance, btw, but I digressā€¦)
At the same time, though, this series made me cry for a whole episode before tragedy struck because I could feel it. And you have no idea how obsessed I get about shit that makes me cry (since Iā€™m an ice queen).
(Another side note: one of my favorite BLs is Once Again, which made me bawl throughout the whole series. Itā€™s not on this list because itā€™s neither trashy nor bad, but itā€™s still one of my favorites because it broke me in the best ways. But, anywayā€¦)
The best part of this series from beginning to end was the other couple, at least for me. This couple is the one with the age gap (which, again, doesnā€™t bother me) and I fucking love them! One, because Wilson Liu (the actor playing Bo Xiang) is such a gem. Second, because their first time was such a spur-of-the-moment thing fueled by a desire that went from 0-100kph in less time than a Ferrari would. And I loved it (just as much as the squeezing of boobs from behind, which, for some reason, appeals to me).
Also, the twins are so pretty itā€™s annoying.
Do I recommend it, though? No, because I donā€™t have time to respond to the clap back Iā€™ll get when you come to the end.
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HIStory 4: Close to You (Taiwan)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, SA, obsession, age gap, stepbrothers becoming lovers, etc.
This one has some problems (especially the relationship between Yong Jie and Xing Si), but I love both the series and its problems (yes, Iā€™m trash). You could say that Iā€™m as obsessed with this series as Yong Jie is with Xing Si. Would I get this series drunk and fuck the living daylights out of it? No. But I would watch it once every 3 months or so. Oh, waitā€¦ I already do that. Because Iā€™m trash.
What do I love so much about this series (other than what I mentioned above):
Itā€™s from Taiwan.
Li Cheng is ridiculous, which is exactly why I love him.
Every time I rewatch it, it gets funnier.
The chemistry between Li Cheng and Teng Teng is amazing.
As well as the chemistry between Yong Jie and Xing Si.
The kissing is just as amazing.
The main fujoshi girl, Mei Fang, is so cute I canā€™t handle her.
And the bathroom scene! In that lighting! Itā€™s iconic!
I donā€™t care what anyone else says. This is fucking gold to me. But, then again, my taste is trash. So, donā€™t listen to me.
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KinnPorsche (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Dubious consent, SA, torture, Stockholm syndrome-ish, etc.
This is some next-level trash, and I fucking love it.
Two of the major relationships in this series (Kinn & Porsche and Vegas & Pete) are problematic at some point. Especially Vegas and Pete who have this whole captor/captive, torture, BDSM-ish type relationship. Of course, I love Vegas and Pete because my taste is super trashy (yes, itā€™s a me-problem, but I donā€™t force my taste on other people, so, for the love of all that is holy, donā€™t watch this!).
Other reasons I love this series and rewatch it from time to time:
Itā€™s visually stunning! The cinematography is amazing. As I mentioned before, Iā€™m a visual artist, so this is a very valid reason for me to watch it again and again. And again.
The neon lights.
The whole mafia thing.
The sex (because my horny ass needs it).
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Playboyy (Thailand)
Issues/TW: SA, homophobia, suicide, etc.
I was debating whether or not to add this to my list solely based on the ending. However, up until that point, I really liked it.
The fact that every episode starts with a whole ass list of trigger warnings tells me this is my shit. And it was.
At times, it was so bad that it was good (until the ending, which was just so bad it was bad). The things I liked were:
The mystery.
Win (who played Nuth). His acting was great.
The chemistry between Nuth and Phop.
The tattooed daddy thatā€™s Aob and his chemistry with Puen (thereā€™s also an age gap here, btw, but as Iā€™ve mentioned before, itā€™s fine by me as long as itā€™s legal).
The weird ass sex scenes (and the underwear).
And the not so weird ass sex scenes (like the ones between Aob and Puen and the ones between Nuth and Phop).
But, this series is trashy. Keep as far away from it as possible. If you still decide to dip in, donā€™t say I didnā€™t warn you.
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Red Wine in the Dark Night (Thailand)
Issues/TW: Obsession, blood, human blood bags, etc.
This is a queer film thatā€™s BL-ish with some dark themes. Mainly, itā€™s about how far Wine would go to help the person heā€™s fallen for (or become attached to).
What I loved about this film was:
Fluke (who plays Wine). Heā€™s such a great actor and I love him in everything he does.
Wine who is so desperate to love someone and be loved that he ends up doing some weird shit.
The darker and sadder vibe, which I love.
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Irresistible Love 1 and Irresistible Love 2 (China)
(This is also called Uncontrolled Love.)Ā 
Issues/TW: Obsession, homophobia, codependency, adoptive brothers becoming lovers, etc.
This is another queer film (in two parts) that is more BL-ish than the films Iā€™m getting into below.
This depicts a weird relationship dynamic between Xie Yan and Shu Nian where Shu Nian was basically adopted into the family to become Xie Yanā€™s friend/babysitter/lackey. This is some weird ass shit, and I love weird ass shit so I really enjoyed this rare, uncensored, gem from China.
But, itā€™s also trashy. So, donā€™t watch it.
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The next couple of films Iā€™ll mention are (obviously) trashy, but also complex and deep (which is why I love them).
One Summer Night (South Korea)
Issues/TW: Obsession, dependency, oppression, etc.
This is a low-budget film from 2016 (so, production-wise, itā€™s definitely nothing like the usual stuff from South Korea you can watch on Netflix), but I love it.
Itā€™s gritty, itā€™s raw, itā€™s explicit (an emphasis on explicit because youā€™ll see dicks), it deals with being a North Korean defector but ending up in an impoverished situation in South Korea, and it ends with a dubious ending you can interpret in different ways.
This is definitely not for the general QL viewers who watch QLs for the cutesy stuff.
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And it's trashy. So, donā€™t watch it.
Dangerous Drugs of Sex (Japan)
Issues/TW: All the trigger warnings! Seriously. I feel like itā€™s better to say that so youā€™ll look up the TWs for yourself (if you choose to watch this, which I'm asking you not to) rather than me mentioning a few and forgetting others.
With this film, what others see are all the trigger warnings (and, yes, I see them too, theyā€™re fucking obvious). However, I can see beyond that and watch it for what it is at the core: Two characters dealing with incredible grief.
Grief is a topic that often affects me and I can relate to it because Iā€™ve had to deal with a lot of grief in my relatively short life. Watching a film like this where grief pushes the characters to their very limits will (often) get a special place in my heart, especially if done well. And itā€™s done very well in this film.
Do I condone the charactersā€™ behaviors? No (especially not Yoden Ryojiā€™s). But I do understand that grief can send you over the edge (and in some cases throw you off the edge) because Iā€™ve experienced it. I do understand that grief can cause you to make horrible decisions because Iā€™ve done it (though, not this extreme). I do understand that grief can be self-destructive because Iā€™ve been there. This film shows it all. Thatā€™s why I love it so much.
Do I recommend you watch this, tough? No. Donā€™t do it. This is not for everyone. Itā€™s definitely not for those who watch QLs for the cutesy stuff.
But it is for me because I love trash. Especially good trash. And this is the best trash Iā€™ve ever seen when it comes to gay films.
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Anything by Scud Cheng
Lastly, I want to mention any film by Scud Cheng becauseā€¦
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And Iā€™m an artist so art means everything to me.
Cheng is a screenwriter and director from Hong Kong. His films, the ones Iā€™ve seen, are gritty, nude, and real. They are more on the art side than the others Iā€™ve listed above, which is why they have a special place in my heart.
Theyā€™re also deep and explore themes like introspection (are we doing things because we believe theyā€™re the right thing to do, or because external forces have ā€œbrainwashedā€ us to believe theyā€™re the normal thing to do?), the porn industry and how it exploits young and queer men, death, politics, and love, to name a few.
These are not for the average QL watcher. Theyā€™re not for the faint of heart. Theyā€™re not for those who want an entertaining watch.
These films require multiple viewings. Iā€™ve watched some once, some twice, and some more times, and I still find new themes and meanings woven into the stories. So, theyā€™re complex and deep.
But, donā€™t watch them because I know youā€™ll come at me later. So, to spare us both the time and energy it would take to argue about this shit, just donā€™t watch any of it.
Now, if you still want to ask me for recommendations after all that, don't tell me I didn't warn you!
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hypewinter Ā· 2 years ago
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Ok so this is based on @cyrwrites prompt of Danny being Willis Todd. A very delicious angsty prompt btw. Especially @faeriekit additions. Chef's kiss. Anyway, that got my little gears turning and I thought up an alt version. What if Danny was Jason's grandpa?
Hear me out: Despite all the hardships of losing his family and identity, Danny still manages to get a wife and settle down. Then the GIW tracks him down again and while he's in the ghost zone taking care of a few things, they break into his house and kidnap his wife.
Danny goes ballistic and decimates all of their bases trying to find her but by the time he does, it's too late. She dies in his arms and there isn't enough ambient ectoplasm for her to become a ghost. This is the last straw for Danny and he retreats to the Infinite Realms, sealing all portals and summonings (perhaps he's starting down the path of becoming Dan).
Unbeknownst to Danny, his son got dumped off in an orphanage (he thought the baby died with his wife) and is named Willis. From here Willis can either be the way that he is because his core is not getting everything it needs and that's causing physical and mental side effects or he's just an asshole with secret ghostly powers. Either way, everything from there continues down the path of Jason's story.
Flashing forward, after taking an involuntary bath in ectoplasm, Jason's proto core gets activated. He was mainly human with no ambient ectoplasm around before so his core was inactive while his body did all the work. Now that it's active however, his body is slowly but surely giving his proto core all the functions it was meant to have. The problem with this is that his proto core is too weak and can't actually sustain these functions. For example, he'll randomly stop breathing but his core can't take over properly which leads to him suffocating instead until his lungs take back over. Fun times right?
Bruce is getting increasingly desperate so when Constantine mentions the ghost king might be able to help but they would have to go to him directly, he suits up and says lead the way.
For Danny's part, when he meets these three men, he is confused for two reasons. How did they even get here? And why is the youngest one putting out a feeling of family when he should have no one left?
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how-much-for-a-whump Ā· 11 months ago
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WHUMPCEMBER day 20:
Prompt: "Drugged"
ParamparƧa 68. BƶlĆ¼m
@whumpcember
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You got drugged!!!??
Yeah it wasn't great lol
I spent most of that day in the medical tent (I went as soon as I felt *off*) and the health workers took great care of me and were super nice so it worked out in the end. First time going to a music festival was really an experience huh
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lizzstarkiller Ā· 2 years ago
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If you hated the new Velma show go watch The Solve It Squad Returns, a one-act play by The Tin Can Bros. Thank me later.
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futuremrscameron Ā· 22 hours ago
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luke being mean to these babies iā€™ll kill him
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