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I'm having my thesis trial next week and a pre-trial presentation today. Once I'm done with those, I'll be able to create all the fan content I want!! ๐ AT LONG LAST
I can't wait, I want this all to end already! I miss my friends too :(
just a little bit more for my paper... I might have to pull some all-nighters. All the procrastinating was not without consequence...
Btw I started playing aknk on my final semester. This whole blog is the result of me procrastinating. Yes even the low-effort fanart & doodles.. really sorry. The Nac one doesn't even have proper lineart in it smh.. and the smol Lamli is missing shadings entirely. Although even if I put in more effort, it wouldn't change much. I need more practice.
I can't help but waste my time daydreaming and watching animation tutorial too ๐ฅ my 18Trip brainrot is so severe... It might cure my Aknk brainrot (who am I kidding ๐)
i totally didn't just make an aknk animatic yesterday
#dear diary#Don't mind me I'm not mentally well rn#Don't worry about wedding party TL#Someone said they'd do it#Godspeed#If when I'm done the TLs is still not there I'll pick it up#Gotta keep my words
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Fucking tired of being nice rn if you're subtly rude to me I am clapping back I'm done
#screaming into the void#tw vent#vent#kinda pissed at this group project member right now#it's nothing major but they seem to criticize every fucking thing I do for some reason#I've worked with them before and they're usually great i don't know why they're being a micromanging dick#literally so mad i'm fucking dizzy right now#maaybe that's also because i haven't eaten lunch yet#like logically i'm definitely taking these things more harshly because i'm not in a good mental state rn and i haven't slept well and#i'm hungry#but it's so fucking obvious that they're using that tone you use when you're trying to collect screenshot evidence of someone's repeated#incompetence but EVERY PROBLEM IS ENTIRELY ORCHESTRATED AND FALSE#''oHh sEtTyPe iS aLwAyS CaLLeD'' IT LITERALLY FUCKING ISN'T LEARN TO READ MOTHERFUCKER#''oh your code is so sloppy'' ONE YOU ARE LOOKING AT OLD CODE I HAVE UPDATED IT SINCE THEN DICKWAD#TWO IT /WAS/ SLOPPY#*BECAUSE YOU KEPT FUCKING CHANGING YOUR MIND ON WHAT YOU WANTED*#first we agreed on using an arraylist of a custom class#then you said i should use a json#then you said actually i don't think a json is usable wouldn't an arraylist of custom class be better?#BITCH WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO THAT BEFORE YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND?!#so i change it#I get literally 4-5 hours of sleep for 3 days straight#meanwhile you're going to bed at like 11 and not responding to messages until 3pm the next day#AND *I'M THE ONE IN THE WRONG?*#OH OH AND ALSO#this whole thing started because they decided that they needed me to finish ALL of my work A WEEK EARLY and then DIDN'T TELL ME#meanwhile we had A LITERAL HISTORICAL STORM AND SUBSEQUENT POWER OUTAGE#I started on my work before then but didn't finish it#BUT I'M IN THE WRONG#because i didn't finish my work A WEEK EARLY
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guys, I feel really old knowing that when I make a reference to something, no one understands it.
who here knows what the x-men tv show series was?
What about Batman the Animated Series from 1992?
Justice League Unlimited?
Teen Titans from 2003?
Any of the old PBS Kids tv shows from 2012? (Cyberchase, Wild Kratts, oh my god The Electric Company-)
CD players?
Apparently no one remembers these?
Like, when I mentioned Teen Titans to a friend of mine, I had to physically restrain myself from screaming into the void when they told me they only ever heard of the reboot. Guys, the reboot's got nothing on the original, I swear.
I feel like I came from the 90's and not the current era, oh my god.
#sorry to bother#don't mind me#I'm questioning my mental capacities rn#go watch those shows if you haven't seen them btw they're really good#well the PBS ones are kinda mid but otherwise everything's great#I dunno man I just wanted to rant about the plot of my tv shows and no one had any idea what I was talkin abt
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SHE PLAYED PETER WITHOUT ME I'M GONNA KMS ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
#THIS IS TIED TOGETHER WITH A SMILE ALL OVER AGAIN ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ#LIKE I HAD ALREADY SEEN HER BY THE TIME SHE PLAYED THAT AND I'M NOT GOING TO ANY SHOWS THIS TIME SO IT DOESN'T EFFECT ME AT ALL#BUT ALSO IT DOES BECAUSE I'M DEVASTATED BEYOND MEASURE AND I CAN'T GO HOME AND DEAL WITH IT FOR ANOTHER LIKE HOUR AND A HALF#I'M LITERALLY SO UPSET RN I'M NOT MENTALLY WELL ENOUGH FOR THE ERAS TOUR MAN#abby's just rambling don't mind her#taylor swift#the eras tour
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god gives it's deepest strongest most debilitating dissociative episodes to his buisiest spldiers
#I'm the buisiest soldier#i have so much to do rn I can't be in this vegetative state#maybe i am dissociated because i have so much to do#well i love living on autopilot#don't mind me thinking#mental health
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Advantages and Disadvantages - Smoke x F! POC Coded! Reader x Stack BLURB - SINNERS (2025)
Smoke & Stack x F! POC coded! Reader
Summary: Thank goodness you got stuck with those two.
Warnings: All my fics are 18+ regardless of content. Reader uses she/her pronouns and is described to have a vagina. Reader's appearance is not mentioned, HOWEVER, I wrote this with women of color in mind!! NO SPOILERS! Mentions of vaginal fingering, dirty talk, probably out of character because I haven't seen the movie yet, dirty talk, reader is referenced to be a childhood friend of the twins, THREESOME, no incest between twins just sharing.
Word Count: 914 words (only a blurb sorryyy)
A/N: Wrote this while waiting for my delayed ass bus ๐ญ anyways it's unedited so I hope it's not so bad ! ! ! Anyways I need to watch this movie BADLY but I'm swamped in work rn ๐ need the lord to throw me a bone and let me watch this movie ASAP I need it ! Enjoy !
Being childhood best friends to twins had its advantages and disadvantages, as all things do. But lately it seems like it's advantages were outweighing it's disadvantages...
It's disadvantages included always having two people teasing you whenever you knocked something over or fumbled your words when ranting about your day. It included being scared not once but twice in a day, the same familiar face yelling out "BOO!" as you rounded the corner, making your heart fall down to your toes. It also included having not one but two people to constantly worry for, including both in your nightly prayers and under your breath curses.
It's advantages included having four hands, two mouths, two dicks, and two very beautiful sights.
You don't know who to thank or praise for sending you these two, for borderline attaching them to you since you were a child, making you the three musketeers in every situation. Their names were synonymous with your own, constantly being seen as Smoke and Stack and You.
You were never alone, no, not since those two came into your life. It was hard to ignore them, you definitely tried in your teen years after vicious hormone infused arguments. It only ended with brown eyed gazes, soft touches, and gentle cooes being uttered, buttering you up until you couldn't ignore them any longer.
It was unbearable.
It was like, at this point, they knew everything about you and exactly what buttons to press to get you to do what they wanted. Like how to sweet talk you into giving them another dessert after helping make dinner with their mama, how to get you to avoid lecturing them after they came clean about something stupid they did, and how to make you cum the hardest.
You made a mental note to come back to this thought, whether them knowing you so well was an advantage or disadvantage, you could care less right now. All you could think about was how good it felt to have a large hand gripping both your wrists behind your back, the other hooked under your right leg, holding you up with firm arms. Another pair of hands was on you too, one hook under your left leg, holding you firmly against his body, as his other hand worked your pussy just right.
"Ohhhh fuckkkk," you garbled, eyes screwed shut and skin shiny under the light of the candles in the room. The feel of his thumb pressing right up against your clit, rubbing messy circles as his middle and index fingers plunged into your drooling cunt made your mind start to go blank.
"There she goes," Smoke cooed, voice rough with need as his hand worked you.
Stack groaned from behind you, rutting his hips gently into you, "I want a turn..."
Smoke bit his bottom lip, eyes moving from watching the way your eyes rolled to the back of your head down to where his hand moved between your shaking thighs.
"Not yet, brother," he purred, "Gotta make her cum at least one more time, then you can play with her all that you want..."
Stack chuckled, lips pressed against your ear, his hot breath making you shiver.
"Shit..." you hissed when Smoke's fingers curled at just the right spot.
"Ohhh," They said in unison, eyes widening, sporting matching grins.
Your hips bucked, chest heaving as you let your head fall back against Stack's shoulder. He cooed, pressing his lips against your skin. He bit you gently, sucking before pulling back to kitten lick an apology onto the growing mark.
"Shit baby," Smoke murmured, admiring your cunt, "This pussy squeezes my fingers so well..."
Forget replying, the words couldn't even find your tongue with how foggy your head was. The only thing keeping you grounded was the slick, wet noises echoing the room as Smoke's fingers worked you closer and closer to coming.
"Oh babydoll, you close?" Stack whispered into your ear, eye gazing down to where your cunt drooled over his twin's fingers.
"Mmm look good enough to eat..."
You couldn't even tell who said that at this point, too lost in the feeling of the swelling in your belly, the pleasure climbing to its peak.
"Wanna cum," you managed to slur out between gasps, sweet sweet oxygen barely making it into your lungs with every quick breath.
"Oh she wants to cum...?" Stack chuckled, "You hear that? She wants it so bad..."
His teasing tone made you buck your hips, feeling his hand splayed against your thigh grip a little harder. Smoke was quiet, focused as his brother whispered teases into your ear, your head lolling to the side.
"Need it bad, baby? Can't handle a couple more minutes? Wanna cum all over my brother's fingers? Gonna let me lick that pussy up after?" you hated how smug he sounded.
Your bleary eyes managed to open to see Smoke in front of you, brows furrowed and lips parted as his hand moved. His gaze slowly swept up over you, locking with your own. It made you gasp the way you saw his pupils blown so large, eyes dark as his own chest rose and fell quickly.
"Let go for me baby," he muttered, "Need to feel you cum for me, need to see you..."
Stack continued his whispers between chuckles and bites of your neck, taking the sensitive skin between his teeth to mark his spot.
Okay so there definitely was more advantages than disadvantages to this "friendship".
#smoke and stack#sinners#sinners movie#sinners 2025#michael b jordan#smoke x reader#stack x reader#michael b jordan x reader#smoke and stack x reader#smoke & stack x reader#smoke & stack#elijah moore#elias moore#stack sinners#smoke sinners
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๐๐จ๐จ ๐ก๐จ๐ญ | ๐๐๐ง๐๐จ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ
summary: lando begins to panic when you don't want to cuddle with him
author's note: it's really hot rn where I live so i just wanted to write a cute little blurb inspired by my own suffering. vote here for who i write my next fic about!
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Lando was confused. He didn't think he had done anything wrong, and you didn't seem to be upset with him until now, so he couldn't possibly understand why you were refusing to cuddle with him.
It started off as most of your evenings did. After dinner, he washed the dishes while you dried and put them away, then you both moved into the living room to watch some tv before bed. Only, when Lando tried to pull you closer, you pushed his arm off you, moving away and leaving your boyfriend staring at you like a kicked puppy.
You didn't seem to think anything of it, settling back down on the other side of the sofa and pressing play on your favourite show. However, Lando was still frozen, mind reeling from your rejection. He wondered if you were ignoring him because you were mad or if it was just a mistake and you genuinely couldn't feel his eyes on you.
At last, the uncertainty became to much to bear and he decided to speak up. "Um...baby?" He asked tentatively, watching your face closely to see your reaction.
"Yeah?" You answered, glancing away from the screen.
Huh. That's weird. You didn't seem mad at all, and you obviously weren't ignoring him, so what was this about? Maybe you weren't feeling well suddenly?
"You feeling okay, sweetheart?"
Turning your body to face him, your equally as confused expression only eased his worries slightly. "Yeah, I'm alright. Why?"
Deciding it was probably best to be direct, Lando spoke again. "You pushed me away!"
You couldn't help but giggle at the adorable pout on his face, suddenly feeling bad for not explaining your behaviour earlier. "Lan, my love, I'm so sorry! I promise I'm not mad at you or anything, it's just because of the weather."
"The weather?" His expression changed, a slight frown settling into his brow as he waited for you to continue speaking.
"It's too hot," you explained. "It's my first summer in Monaco, I wasn't expecting it to be this warm. I didn't want to cuddle because I knew I would overheat."
Lando mentally slapped himself for not thinking of that as a possibility. He had lived here for a few years so he was used to the unrelenting sunshine by now, but you had only moved in with him recently so of course you weren't. He couldn't help but laugh at how much he was stressing over something so small.
"You idiot, making me panic like that!" The brunette scolded you playfully. You stared up at him innocently, batting your eyelashes with a smile.
Lando suddenly grabbed hold of your waist, and you shrieked loudly. You wriggled helplessly in his grasp, as he tickled you sides, leaning down to whisper in your ear.
"I'll stop if you say sorry."
"Never," you gasped, swatting at his hands. He merely shrugged, tickling you harder.
"You sure?"
"Okay, okay, I-I'm sorry!" You managed between breathless pants.
Lando grinned cheekily at you, allowing you a moment to catch your breath before he leaned in to kiss you softly. You threw your arms around his neck tilting your head slightly to deepen the kiss. When you finally had to pull away for air, he rested his forehead against yours.
"I thought you were too hot," he teased, causing you to groan again and smack his shoulder. Lando pressed another quick kiss to your lips before continuing, "and for the record, I am definitely buying you like 20 fans tomorrow."
#lando norris#lando norris fluff#lando norris fanfic#lando norris x reader#lando norris imagine#ln4 fluff#ln4 fic#ln4 x reader#ln4#formula 1#formula one#formula 1 x reader#formula one fanfiction#f1 fanfic#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 fic#f1
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Liking characters in media is funny because there's unfortunately this fun and distinct line between "Oh its like this character was made to appeal to my tastes (Affectionate)" and "This character was made to appeal to my tastes... (nononono noT AGAIN)"
#I've fallen for one of the Classic Blundersโข#Video games have GOT to stop making this type of character I'm losing my MIND#I have like 400000 mental pages of analysis on this character#I Will 100% Get Yelled At By The Fans For Them#If you know me well enough you can probably fill in the blanks but yea#not fandom tagging this because then its Too Easyโข#And mmmm I don't feel like debating w/ people rn#I wanna sob over my current hyperfixation blorbo in PEACE
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GET YOUR DREAM LIFE: A CHALLENGE



Welcome to this challenge, babygirls and babyboys ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ
So are you ready to manifest everything you desired in April? Then start up rn!
I'll show you 5 important, simple steps you can use to manifest your dream life!
This challenge will be done for 30 days throughout April. At the end of this month, the results are guaranteed!
You might be wondering if its gonna be hard... Buuuut! The steps are super duper simple, just follow them!
THE STEPS:
๐ค MENTAL DIET ๐ค
Y'all heard it right, maintain a strict mental diet, like literally stop wavering! Stop focusing on things you don't want! Don't accept things you don't want! It's that simple. Only focus on positive and favourable thoughts.
Your mornings should go like, 'uhh it's such a beautiful day. It's gonna be amazing day as always. But it's gonna be fun today! I literally love this life, it's freaking amazing, I literally don't know how to thank myself for this. The fact that I'm the ultimate creator is soo mind blowing for me even though I've always been for my entire life. I'm literally thankful for everything! My life's being too perfect and I get what I want everytime, everything's in my favour always. I literally look soo amazing in every outfit I wear, it's such a slay everyday. Uhh I'm soo lucky to have what I want. Literally my self concept is supreme' and blah blah blah. You can add whatever you want further lol.
So like literally throughout the day steady yourself in this mindset. If you catch yourself wavering, be like *sike there ain't no chance bitch* come back on track! Catch yourself waver ---> stop ---> drop ---> flip it into something positive or favourable.
Literally robotic affirming is the only way you can keep your thoughts in check. So go bestie! Keep your head high, keep a check on those thoughts inside your pretty/handsome head ๐ฉ keep slaying everyday โจ
๐ค ROBOTIC AFFIRMING ๐ค
Keep affirming babygirls and babyboys! Like literally don't even stop (unless you're doing smth important, then stop affirming for a while lol) y'all got your dream lives already ๐
so why y'all telling yourself that you don't?? Well y'all do have it, so tell yourself the ULTIMATE FACT that you have your dream lives already ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ tell yourself whenever you're free, like even doing your daily chores such as taking a shit or shower, or brushing your teeth, eating, scrolling through the phone, or walking, waiting in a queue (I'd never wait in a queue... Cus I don't go to places with long ass annoying queues ๐ญ) or listening to music or watching TV, doing the dishes or doing self care (I love my babygirls and babyboys taking care of themselves like there's no tomorrow ๐ฉโ๐ปI'mma give y'all a nice smooch ๐) just do it my babies! It's the ultimate way to get (which you already have it) your dream lives! So get tf up babies! ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ
๐ค LIVING IN THE END ๐ค
This step shouldn't be missed at all babies! So focus on the end! Focus on having it! Focus on thinking from the end! Like you already are living yor dream lives, you have that car you wanted cus you already drive it everyday! You have that sp that loves you till death, that spoils you with their love, money, and what not?! You have that house you've been dreaming of! No, I mean living! You're living in that house already! It's yours my love! You got that perfect sculptured summer body ody that the normal human beings are jealous?? Like you have that body effortlessly ๐ฉโ๐ป FOCUS ON HAVING IT BITCHES ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ
๐ค USING SLEEP TO YOUR ADVANTAGE! ๐ค
Listen here, my babygirls and babyboys! You sleep 7 to 8 hours a day, and sleep, according to medicals, is a state of complete rest. That means you're not aware of your surroundings. You're just being a black, quiet, space like floaty state (the void actually) so things are easier to manifest Instantly in this state! So why not do psych k or sats or the lullaby method before bed and after you wake up my loves?? It's so much more effective that what you do in the day time! Trust me! Go prepare yourself well for the bed babies ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ
๐ค PERSISTENCE ๐ค
Since you already affirming that you have your dream lives, you have it already! But you can begin to doubt that why is it not in the 3d... BITCH DON'T EVEN THINK LIKE THAT. Be like 'bitch wtf my life literally feels like a dream come true moment everyday ๐ญ๐ญ like I'm literally living the life I wanted, I already am experiencing it wtf are you talking about' like literally GASLIGHT YOURSELF INTO THINKING LIKE THAT (cus you already have your dream life) like literally decide that you already have! Hold onto the new story no matter what! ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ
So ig I've told you what you needed to do... So all you gotta do is follow the fucking steps babies ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ
Okay, take care, love y'all babies! Byeee



- olivia ๐ค
#dream life#law of assumption#neville goddard#reality shifting#loa success#affirmdaily#frequency#manifestations#manifestyourreality#scripting#nonduality#nondualism#void thoughts#voidstate#void#void success#loassumption#loassblog
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Hashiras x reader who doesn't know how to show emotions.
Plot : The Hashiras (from Demon Slayer (not all of them)) x a stoic, inexpressive reader. Headcanons.
With : Giyuu Tomioka, Muichiro Tokito, Kyojuro Rengoku, Shinobu Kocho, Mitsuri Kanroji.
tw : giyuu's backstory is briefly mentioned. kyojuro's part involves anger and sadness. shinobu's part can be seen as slightly suggestive, but there's nothing explicit.
gn!reader. reader feels emotions just like everyone else, but they're just not too fond of displaying them.
hi ! so, uh, it's been a while. tbh, i completely forgot about tumblr. lots of things (not in a bad way, rest assured) are happening in my life rn, and i hadn't much time to spend time on tumblr. i won't promise you anything about me definitely coming back on tumblr, as i don't want to give you guys any hopes that'll eventually reveal themselves false, but i'll try.
my english has improved a bit, but i'm afraid it's still shitty, so i apologize if what i say isn't always coherent enough.
one last thing : i'll often mentions headcanons about when the both of you are going to bed to sleep together, but of course, these are when the characters in question aren't assigned on a mission.
Giyuu Tomioka
Giyuu himself doesn't like to publicly showcase his emotions, so you being inexpressive as well is kind of a gift for him. Don't make me say what I haven't, though ! He'd love you just as much if you were someone expressive by nature, but you being inexpressive suits him even better, because he knows you'll understand how he feels about this subject.
Both of you being a stoic couple doesn't prevent either of you to show your love for the other, though. You're just... not doing it outside closed doors. Hugs and kisses are at the rendezvous once both of you find yourselves in a quiet place where you know you won't be disturbed.
However, Giyuu isn't too fond of being overwhelmed of affection. Sure, he enjoys feeling the warmth of your body as you lay your head on his chest, his arms wrapped around your waist, and I'll tell you, he even enjoys being the one to lay on your chest. Hearing your heartbeat acknowledges him with the fact that you're still alive and not leaving anytime soon, so he won't be having a mental breakdown about losing one other person he cherishes. He loves the feeling of your hands grasping his, your fingers intertwined together as you enjoy the peacefulness and calmness of that loving moment... That said, I can't really imagine Giyuu being so touch deprived that he'd want affection all day long. He needs a bit of space sometime โ not in a "Leave me alone" way, but in an introverted way, if that's the correct word โ, and he knows you'll respect it as you're not one to make a scene about such things.
I can see Giyuu enjoying to read in your presence. He'd especially love it if both of you were lying on your double-sized bed, wrapped in each other's arms as he's holding a book for you both to read as you readjusted your position to make yourself more comfortable on his chest. That'd kind of be your dates, I guess ? I mean, Giyuu isn't someone to willingly go outside and take long walks at night.
You're the type of couple to either have deep, philosophical talks at night, rambling about your lives or something intriguing that happened during the day, or the type of couple to stay silent even when you're together, just silently enjoying the other one's presence and the amount of joy they're bringing to your life, no in-between.
If you're the second type of couple, however, that doesn't mean you'll never talk at all. If there happens to be a problem within your relationship, as mature adults, you'll talk through it and find solutions together. Neither of you will leave until you've both found a solution. Giyuu wouldn't mind doing compromises for your relationship to work better โ he's not risking losing you just like he did with Sabito, Makomo and Tsutako โ and so would you. Despite not showing him at all times, you love him with all your heart, and you know it's reciprocal.
Overall, you being stoic suits Giyuu just fine, and he loves it even better. He knows you won't question his lack of emotions on his face at any times, and that's probably what's keeping him in your relationship. Outside of his undying love for you, of course. He's undeniably the best one to go to if you want some calm and peacefulness.
Muichiro Tokito
Despite his age, Muichiro is a mature boy, and he knows better than to question whether your lack of expression is due to the fact that you're growing tired of him โ which you clearly aren't, quite the opposite actually โ, because he's in the same situation as you are. Just like everyone else, he's able to grow attached to someone, to cling onto them, just like he can feel joy, sadness, anger, etc.
He knows you're mainly showing your love physically, and privately, and he respects that. Not that he isn't too fond of PDA, but he doesn't crave it, and so do you. So, just like with Giyuu, you both keep your love within closed doors.
However, unlike Giyuu, Muichiro is much more clingy. Whenever he can, he'll go on and hold your hand, immediately intertwining his fingers with yours, he'll stand on his toes and kiss one of your cheeks, having the satisfaction of bringing a faint blush to the inexpressive being you are, he'll snuggle in your arms and rest his head on your chest, immediately closing his eyes to appreciate your warmth the best he can, he'll play with your hair after asking you if you were okay with it... You got it, he's quite the clingy boy.
Speaking of hair. If you have long hair, he'll gladly brush them and style them for you. Just know, he especially love braiding your hair, he thinks it looks good and cute on you. However, if you have short hair, he'll ask you to brush his instead. He's gifted with natural, long, beautiful hair and he knows it, and he wants to keep them maintained. As you do so, he'll probably sit on your lap, crossing his legs as he hums a melody, trying his best not to move too much so as not to complicate you the task at hand. When you're done, he'll reward you with a small kiss on the lips and a warm smile.
When it's time for you to go to bed, you already know he's clinging onto you as if it was the last thing he'll ever do. You're usually spooning. He doesn't mind being the big spoon, but he usually prefers being the little spoon. It just brings him a sense of comfort, he can't explain why exactly, but all he knows is that he loves it. He'll wrap his arms around your waist, snuggling his face in the crook of your neck to smell your scent. It relaxes him and helps him to go to sleep.
You're often training together. As a Hashira, he acknowledges his strength, and he'll go easy on you. The last thing he'd want to do is to hurt you. In that case, he'd act more as a teacher for you, helping you with moves you're struggling with. However, if you're strong enough to keep up with him โ first of all, he'd be proud of having such a strong S/O, and that'll make him relax about knowing you can protect yourself โ but ultimately, he won't hold back as much as he was planning to. He'll still do his best not to hurt you, but he'll be having fun training with you. It brings him a strange sense of pride and satisfaction knowing that he can freely showcase his strength while you're keeping up with him.
Overall, one of the best Hashiras to be inexpressive with. He's someone understanding, but that said, it doesn't mean he'd hold back at all. You're his and he's yours, so why restraining himself when it comes to showering you with affection ?
Kyojuro Rengoku
Well... He's the complete opposite of you. That man is full of energy and always seen with a smile on his face. He's loud and always up for a challenge, while you're... well... usually quiet and stoic. But, in his eyes, that's what makes your charm !
He's completely respectful of your boundaries. If you don't want to do something he wants to do, then be sure he won't do it. Despite how hard it would be for him to not do it, he's putting your health and well-being before his own needs. Don't want a hug ? That's fine, he can settle for your presence instead ? Don't want to go outside ? He's just as fine staying at home with you ! Don't want to cook ? Just rest in bed, he'll take care of everything !
You got it, he's very respectul of your boundaries and doesn't want to pressure you into anything that could make you uncomfortable. That's the last thing he'd want to do, to make you uncomfortable.
Whenever you need some calm, some relief or simply to talk, you can count on him ! The moment you appear to be sad or angry, he's already sitting next to you. He'll gently rest his hand on your shoulder, or your thigh if that's okay with you, and he'll ask you what's wrong, and if you want to talk about it. He'll wrap a warm arm around your neck, bringing you closer to him, and he'll run a hand through your hair, putting you at ease the best he can. He's someone quite skilled with his words, he'll always find the right words to comfort you, and he'll be careful with his choice of words. He doesn't want to accidently say something that'll make you feel worse than before.
When it's time to go to bed, he'll sneak in the blankets and wait for you to get ready as well. Just know, he's a man who usually sleeps without a top, his torso and strong, muscled, well traced arms displayed, for your eyes's pleasure. If you don't want to cuddle, be sure he'll at least kiss you on the lips. If you want to, however, he WILL cuddle. He's not missing the opportunity ! He likes to be the big spoon, it brings him a sense of protection knowing that you entrust him enough to let him carry you in his arms in such an intimate way. He isn't someone to fall asleep so quickly, so he'll admire the peaceful look on your face as you're deeply asleep, wandering how such a beauty could have fallen in love with him, someone who's so different from you.
When you both are going out, he's always having an arm wrapped around your waist. Not to display affection or to show to everyone that you're his, but to protect you. He knows you can protect yourself, but he's an overthinker, and wants to make sure you're always by his side. You never know what could happen, especially in public places, so he makes sure to at least have an arm wrapped around your waist.
Overall, Kyojuro is someone very understanding and respectful of your boundaries who'll make sure to protect you at all cases. He loves you very much and is always there for you. Probably the best one if you're feeling down, as he's the most skilled one with his words.
Shinobu Kocho
That woman is such a tease. If you agreed to be in a relationship with her, you also silently agreed to be made fun of at all times. Not in a mean way, of course, she just likes to tease like no one ever did.
You kind of remind her of Giyuu, that's probably one of the reason she's "bullying" you at least as much as she does to Giyuu, if not even more. With a playful smile on her face, she'll often do remarks about how you're not smiling enough, and how pretty you would look for her if you had a smile on your face. She's probably the one who leaves you all blushing and flustered the most out there, although you're usually not used to blush and be unsettled that much. You kind of hate her for that, but oh how you love it as well. Kind of like a love-hate relationship.
On a more serious tone, she's always reminding you that it's all for fun. She doesn't want you broken and saddened because of her playful personality. If it ever made you uncomfortable, she'd immediately notice it and stop her remarks. She'll feel remorseful, although not showing it. She doesn't want you to know that.
As the insect Hashira, she possesses lots of medical and pharmaceutical knowledge to make up for her lack of physical strenght โ although that doesn't mean she's physically weak, she's actually pretty strong, her physical strenght is simply not enough to cut down a demon's neck โ, she's the best one to go to whenever you feel sick. Whether you've returned of a mission and you're full or bruises and cuts, you're having a fever or a simple headache, she has all the best medicines already prepared for you. It won't take much before she finds the medicine she's searching for, and she'll immediately administer it on you. If your case is serious, she'll make sure you're lying on a bed and moving only for the necessary. And trust me when I say that if she has to tie you up on the bed for you to stop moving, she'll do it. She always has some... accessories ready for these cases.
As one of the doctor of the Demon Slayer Corps, she's often busy healing slayers and creating medicines. However, if you need to talk to her about something important, she'll make sure to talk to you while doing the task she's assigned. If she's healing a slayer, you both will talk standing up while she's doing her job. However, if she's producing some medicines, which often happens in her personal office, she'll grab a chair for you to sit. Whether the medicine needs constant attention or not, she'll prioritize you first and will be sure not to make you feel ignored. Although she may not always look at you in the eyes because of whatever she's doing, she's attentive and listening to you, and you know it.
Despite her petite figure, she's not one to underestimate. If, for some reasons, you decide to tease her back and acting bratty on her, may the Lord forgive you, because she won't be holding back. She'll remind you of your place and punish you suitably to how much of a brat you've been. She's not afraid to use radical solutions to get what she wants โ as long as you've given your consent of course โ and to prove to you that her height doesn't mean shit. It might be publicly, also reminding to everyone that she's not a woman to mess with, or it can be in a private setting, where you won't get disturbed. Rest assured, though, she won't hurt you... much.
Sadly, you're often sleeping alone. As I mentioned before, she's a doctor, and is often busy working on medicines or injured slayers. Even though she's sneaking into the bed at night and you both ultimately sleep together, you rarely fall asleep together. If that's hurting you at any point, she'll find a solution, whether it's to stop working for the night to sleep with you, or to bring you to her office, letting you sleep on her lap as she keeps working, she'll make sure to find a solution not to make you feel abandoned and neglected.
One thing she loves to do with you, even going as far as making it a daily thing, is having breakfast with you. Whether she has slept or not, she'll make sure to take ten to twenty minutes each morning to have breakfast with you. It is a must in your relationship, and you're happy with it, as she's probably the one out of the other Hashiras you'll see the less. She'll ask you if you've slept well, how was your night, etc. If you're not a morning person, she'll just restrain herself from talking that much, but she at least wants you to be there with her.
Overall, she's the best Hashira to go to if you feel sick. She's a busy woman but she makes sure to fulfill her duty of keep the relationship healthy and maintained as your girlfriend. She's not one to mess with, so as long as you respect her, you're fine. She's making sure you know she loves you very much and wants to keep you in her life for a long-term relationship, she doesn't like short relationships where y'all break up over a small argument, she's a mature woman who's talking through everything and makes sure to find a solution while doing her best at work.
Mitsuri Kanroji
Do I really need to specify she's the complete opposite of you ? Even worse than Kyojuro, she's a cheerful and happy being who always showcases her emotions. Rare are the moments where she isn't seen with a smile on her face. The difference between the both of you is so obvious that people can't help but ask how did you two ended up together.
Your lack of expression doesn't bother her in the slightest ; Trust me, she'll make up for the both of you, as the emotional person she is. She finds your lack of expression charming, cute and hot at once. She loves this side of you, seeing you so calm and unbothered makes her heart melt. All she wants to do is to pamper you and shower you in hugs and kisses. But if you aren't too fond of it, that's okay too ! She'll make up with other things she knows you tolerate, such as hand holding, words of affirmation or buying you gifts, often food.
Just like Shinobu, having breakfast with her is a must... except it's not only breakfast. In fact, she wants to spend the three dinners a day with you, she'll find herself all saddened and upset when she can't spend even one dinner with you. She wants to be by your side at all times, even though she knows it isn't always possible and is more of an utopic desire of hers.
She knows you're not talkative, and that's fine by her. Just like for your emotions, she'll make up for the both of you. She's the yapper to your listener. She'll often talk for hours and hours about her life, her day, about that one stray cat she crossed paths with on her way to a restaurant and how she couldn't resist the temptation to caress him, about that new, young and prodigious slayer called Tanjiro she sympathizes with, etc. Sometimes, she's afraid she's talking too much, but you assure her she's not, and in fact, you love listening to her.
Obanai was jealous of you at first, but eventually he realized you were treating Mitsuri well enough after lots of conversations with Mitsuri herself, so he kind of gave up on the idea of seducing Mitsuri and entrusted you with bringing her the joy she deserves to have. Be wary, however โ if he hears ONE bad thing you did to Mitsuri, he'll knock your ass, going on and on about how she deserves to be treated like a princess and all. But Mitsuri often gets in his way, stopping him before he goes too far. Eventually, he stopped loving her, realizing you were the one who got her heart, and started acting just a little bit more friendly towards you.
When it's time to go to bed, she's often the one lying in the it first, tired of her day. Yup, whether she has done something or not, that's what makes it funny. When it's your turn to sneak under the blankets, she'll immediately snuggle to you, it goes from simply hugging you to spooning you โ she doesn't mind being the little one or the big one, it's honestly up to you โ to lying on top of you and resting her head in the crook of your neck. She'll whisper a weak "I love youuu" before quickly falling asleep. She's a quick sleeper, unlike her master Kyojuro, so you're often the one finding yourself admiring her angelic traits as she's peacefully sleeping next to/on top of you.
Overall, the sweetest Hashira to be in a relationship with. She's the one to go to if you need affection and for a sunshine to invade your life.
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PICK A PILE READING- what does your pet want to tell you?
welcome back my loves, i wanted to thank my wonderful community/readers for participating in my poll (the results were all pretty much the same with the pet reading winning by 34%, i am so glad to see that everyone is interested in different topics that my mind comes up on the spot with). thank you, thank you and thank you again for your support, your love and the kindness you have shown towards me. <3
as always my love, this is a collective reading so take what resonates and leave what does not. much loveee <3
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pile 1: this could be a very observant, curious, likely younger pet. i'm feeling parrot/cat energy (or if it's a dog they might not look much like one lol). extremely intelligent, alert, they LOVE watching you or follow you around just because. they might be the type of pet that tilts their head at you when you talk, follows your every move, or even seems to anticipate your emotions before you express them. they are fast and sometimes restlessโalways needing mental stimulation. perhaps theyโre the type to zoom around the house unexpectedly or respond quickly to sudden noises. what your pet wants you to know: i love our little routines, i love it when YOU feed me, thank you for giving me tasty treats, please stop doubting your passions, follow your newfound hobbies, i see the way you light up when you start practicing those hobbies, please stop bedrotting so much, move more, i love the way that you engage with me, please play with me more. (this was so sweet it almost made me cry ahhh please play with your baby <3)
pile 2: this is definitely a dog and not just a dog but a soulmate companion who was sent on earth specifically for you, medium to large sized, floppy ears, on the rounder side or VERY well-fed hahahaha
they are incredibly loyal, deeply attached to you and you specifically (even if you live with other people), they always wait for you by the door to greet you. i'm literally about to cry rn because they LOVE nostalgia, things that remind them of your scent like your socks, your blanket, your pillow. what this pet wants you to know: you don't need to fight so hard to prove yourself, they might not understand you the way that you think they do (related to parents specifically?) so don't take it personal, you are enough as you are, i understand even if you don't say things out loud, i'll always be right here for you, i watch over you all the time even if you don't realize it, i'm your protector, please trust yourself more, you are my home. :')
pile 3: this pet has been through something heavy, might be a rescue or a pet with some trust issues related to their past. they tend to absorb your energy and that's why they might seem to be sad sometimes, they want to help you heal. probably an older soul, i'm picking up more of a cat vibe. thin, fragile, worn frame, might have some aging signs. very slow and deliberate movement. they're sensitive, intuitive and they act a bit like your shadow, always nearby but never demanding. they are your healer. what your pet wants you to know rn: you don't have to follow the rules so much, you are meant for more, i don't want you to hold onto guilt or regrets or words that hurt you in the past, you are so much more loved than you realize, thank you for being my friend, i love it when you brush me, please take care of yourself the way you take care of me, you deserve softness too, you're my baby (not me literally crying right now i'm never doing pet readings again, i am too attuned to their energy ahhh), i love the way you love me, please share your thoughts with me, trust me with your emotions, i am here for you, also i don't like your toothpaste (THIS IS SO RANDOM I KNOW).
as always, thank you so much for reading. let me know if this resonated with you <3
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hi maaami so just a lil req if u don't mind, write this if you're up to it if not just ignore, care to write a sevika x reader fem where r had a really rough day and has been acting really down and won't even bother to smile or move much anymore had a smiliar day like that rn maybe it can make me feel better.
- love lots, ๐ฆ
Don't Be Sorry
Contains possibly depressed!reader, comfort, soft Sevika, mention of gun

The birds were chirping, rushing back to their nests as sunset was occuring outside the window. The faint traces of orange and yellow lights seeped through the gaps in the curtains, illuminating the dark apartment.
The water was running in the sink as Sevika cleaned some kitchen utensils she'd used to prepare lunch.
Today was her off-day but she knew you had work today until afternoon so she decided it would've been a nice change if she did the cooking for once. After all, with the few months you both had spent living together, Sevika barely cooked. She heard the door open and close when you walked in but you didn't say anything.
You didn't greet her or give her that bright smile that you usually did. Instead, you kept walking until you reached the bedroom where you put your bag down, slumping into bed, still fully clothed. โBabe,โ Sevika turned the stove on low heat before she left the kitchen to enter the bedroom instead, โWhat's up?โ She helped you turn over, brushing the hair off your face. โYou okay, sweetheart?โ
You only hummed a small, โUh-huh,โ in negative to her.
Sevika sighed, shifting so she could pick you up and set you in an upright position, โTell me what's wrong.โ
You looked at her for a second longer than intended before shaking your head. โโS nothinโ.โ
You pushed up from the bed and waddled to the bathroom, closing the door behind yourself. You splashed water on your face before looking at the mirror, your sunken eyes and dark circles were peeking out of the thin layer of foundation you hoped had hidden them.
Your lips didn't curl up in the small smile that they always formed when you simply even thought about the fact that you were living together with your girlfriend, Sevika.
It was the dream life but recently, you'd been mentally burnt out. It started with the simple feeling of sadness and emptiness, leading into smaller portions of food until you started skipping all the way. Sevika didn't know.
Or atleast, you thought she didn't know.
But Sevika saw it all, she saw when you are a little lesser, lost the happy glow on your face and started lying to her about having eaten. That's why she was cooking. โCome on out soon,โ she called from somewhere outside the bathroom.
When you stepped out of the bathroom, the immediate fragrance of your favourite meal hit your nostrils and your stomach may have rumbled from hunger, but your insides would've felt empty whether you ate or not.
So, what was the purpose of it?
But politeness was a bitch so you sat your ass down at the table and watched as Sevika made a plate for you, the steam curling around the plate as she served you. You tried to force a grin, โThanks, babeโฆโ you mumbled before picking up the fork, and pushing the food around.
You didn't want to eat, really but you didn't want to put Sevika's hard work to waste as well. You wanted to appreciate her but your body didn't want to. What the hell was going on?
โBaby,โ Sevika sighed, pulling a chair close to you and sitting down, she placed a hand on your knee, โYou can talk to me,โ she said in a gentle voice.
You looked up, eyes starting to water at the sudden outburst of emotions that threatened to overwhelm you. โI'm sorry,โ you choked and sobbed, you felt Sevika's strong arms wrap around your body.
She pulled you into her chest, kissing the top of your head. โYou're okay, shhhโฆโ she stroked your hair as she whispered words of comfort against your ear.
You were tired of everything. The constant routinely waking up, going to work and working under your cranky boss had taken a toll on your mental energy, โI jusโ wanna take a sick day and relax,โ you mumbled against her skin.
โThen we can do that,โ Sevika said gently, โBut you have to eat first, okay? You need proper physical energy first. Eat, get a nap, I'll arrange the rest.โ
You knew Sevika saying she'd โarrange the restโ meant she'd pull up at your bossโs doorstep with a possible Glock and demand you get a sick day, but oh wellโฆ right then you didn't have the energy to refuse so you just nodded.
โThats my good girl, now don't be sorry, okay?โ
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I really love your Yandere!Cecil stuff and its kind of my favorite rn! But was was wondering if you could do something soft-ish Yandere?? I gues??? I don't know what I'm talking about. Like ___ has Superpowers and Cecil and them got together after he was made the Director of the GDA. ___ Has been a hero so long that they're tired, exhausted even, and then they talk to Cecil about it. Cecil would be surprisingly okay with the idea of hiding them away so they could have a break. Cecil knows they can take care of themselves but can't help but panic and obsess over them. Cameras watching the house and town (not everyone's a spy cause she knows a lot of the agents from working with them for so long) as well as a secret tracker implanted in them after a really big kidnapping accident as a hero (came in handy?) But like a soft but dark yandere Cecil.
I'm sorry if this really long and detailed but if you give it the time to think it over, thank you so much! ๐
hello my silly!! long and detailed is what i like best :) pause...
i honestly see cecil is a pretty soft yandere unless he's panicky and you're getting on his nerves. (or just not listening/understanding him)
i see what you're cooking tho so lemme see if i can expand on that. also fun fact: im supposed to be studying rn... but... i cant get cecil out of my head so...
cw // yandere, kidnapping (not cecil initiated), nonconsenual body modification, nothing too coo-coo in the fic (just... implications of coo-coo if u read into it), kinda voyeurism
crazy yan!cecil headcanons at the end so cw // manipulation, emotional/financial abuse, abuse of power, gaslighting (kinda... from me lmao)
"i need to get out, cecil." you were tired. it was exhausting, this job. everything has fallen onto your shoulders with the guardians gone, omni-man a murderer, and now a viltrum takeover on the horizon. you were drained, physically and mentally. "i know, you need me, but invincible and atom eve and all the others are adults now. so..." you look to him and cecil stares at you, his face unreadable. "please... say something."
"(y/n)... if this is what you want, i'll do it for you." cecil sighs.
"really?" your bottom lip quivers as you hold back your relieved tears. cecil smiles slightly, reaching out to cup your face. you lean into his warmth.
"honey, i'd do anything for you."
you wash the dishes, mind wandering to your lover. cecil had come over as if knowing you had missed him. you feel his lips touch your neck as he wraps his arms your waist, "we can finish the dishes tomorrow, how about you come to bed..." his lips trace down your neck to pepper your shoulder.
you giggle at the feeling, "i'd rather get it down now, so we can sleep in tomorrow." he sighs, giving in quickly. cecil rubs your arms, massaging your biceps as you finish up. you turn in place, throwing your arms around his neck, "now, let's go have some fun."
cecil couldn't think straight, you had been missing for 4 days now. every hero was searching for you, but he couldn't do anything. all he could do was wait for the assholes to reach back out with their demands. all he could do was sit around and wait. "what the hell kind of partner am i, donald." he rubs his scar, his reminder.
"sir, we're going to find them." donald's voice is calm, but nothing could settle cecil's heart until he could see you again... alive. hours pass before the first demand comes in.
his heart burns as he sees your face, you were beaten and bloody, almost unrecognizable. "play the video." cecil's voice was thick, holding back his anger and fear. donald tries to say something, but cecil could barely contain his rage, "play the fucking video, donald."
the first second was silent before the screams started, cecil couldn't breathe, the agony and pain in your beautiful voice. you were sobbing as they started to beat you once more. "we're going to keep fucking up your pretty little hero's face until we get what we want. 10 million, a jet, and some nice...." someone whispers, "yeah! some nice machine guns too, add those in. you guys get 2 hours or we kill this bitch." someone whispers again, but the sound of a train passing covers it up. "oh yeah, bring it to-" cecil can't listen, his brain focused on you. his love, his world, you were mouthing something. the video ends with another warning.
"they're giving us the location." cecil's eyes widen. before long, the GDA had sent your location to every hero they had. you were unconscious when you were brought in and cecil couldn't rest. what if this happened again? what would he do if the next time, you couldn't help them figure out where you were? what if the next time, you were brought back in a body bag?
"mr. stedman?" the doctor looked nervous, "i did what you asked, the tracker. are you sure they want-"
"where is it in them?"
"left bicep, they won't feel anything, they won't even know its there. but... are you sure they wanted-"
"are they awake yet?" cecil didn't have time for the doctor and her moral conundrum. she nods, stepping aside for cecil. cecil stops to lean in, "if i hear you breathe a word about this to anyone, especially them, you won't live to see another day. are we clear?" she nods, shaking.
"hey neighbor!" dave smiles at you as he waters the flowers in his front garden. you wave back, grabbing the mail. "your husband left already? i wanted to meet him." dave frowns, playfully.
"oh- he's not-" you pause, "yeah, he has another work trip, unfortunately. i'll invite you and janet for dinner when he comes back!" the two of you chat for a second before you go back inside. cecil smiles, hearing you call him your husband. donald clears his throat behind him.
"what." cecil sighs, moving his attention away from the cameras in your town.
"immortal and dupli-kate want to talk to you about their retirement."
"christ, donald... fine. give me a minute..." cecil sends you a quick text 'i miss you.' "you know (y/n)'s neighbor, dave... butler. is he one of ours?"
donald taps at his tablet, "no, sir, that's one of the civilians." cecil hums, satisfied. 'i miss you too, come home soon <3'
this is unrelated to your ask, but someone asked me what they think would happen if you tried to run after figuring everything out (in the case of civi!reader but ill touch on supe!reader too cuz i love u guys)
cecil has a tracker in you. and i mean that literally. it's pretty easy to make people do things if you're the leader of the GDA lol
if you run, cecil will know. he has cameras, not only in your house, but all over the town you're in. he has all of your financial activity monitored and also this man has/had (depending on what season we're talking here) the strongest superheroes in the world following his orders
there's no where you could go that he wouldn't find you especially if you're a regular person
you could try, if you cut the tracker out of you or smth, but like... why would u... he's not hurting you or hurting your family :( he's only watching your every move and isolating you from the real world so he could be the only one who gets to be with you :((( is that so bad???
i feel like if u did run, u couldn't go to your family for help
cecil would probably reach out to them first talking abt some "mental break" and he needs to get to u first before u do something crazy
and why wouldn't they believe the kind government man that you've only ever spoken kindly about
anywho i love cecil and i want him to impregnate me WOAHHH WHO SAID THAT
#like and reblog <3#yandere#x reader#yandere x reader#gender neutral reader#yandere cecil stedman#yandere cecil x reader#yandere cecil#yandere invincible#cecil stedman x reader#cecil stedman#yandere!cecil#tw body modification#truman show vibes#tw voyeurism#tw financial abuse#tw manipulation#tw emotional abuse#tw gaslighting#cecillll <3333#i want you baddddd#i love you cecil <33333#cecil x reader
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Our Forsakened Destiny.
This Fanfic is for those starving Forsaken Fans out there by the way!!
(( same here ngl... ))
[ Forsaken x Isekai'd Reader ]
[ Gender Neutral Readerย ]
TW : Cursing, Touching Jokes ( only mentioned once ), DoubleFedora Mentioned but It's not something that will happen during the actual story.
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[ PROLOGUE ]
READERโS POV.
Clouds up in the skies, in a bustling city during the afternoon as they woke up to the sound of ringing.
โ..What time is it already?โ
Stated the individual, picking their phone up from the stand as they glanced at the upcoming discord notifications and a call from their friends. Their messages flickering in the channel as the Voice channel looked to be active as well. Looks like Peanut is the most active in the channel as of late.
MENTAL ASYLUM
The NUT :
@Loser101
Join.
Naps :
They might be asleep nut..
The NUT :
at 2 in the afternoon
I donโt think so
Their waking up bc
I said so!
Loser101 :
Boo
Hobo :
Oh my goodness me
Toilet
Menoes :
WAITT THEIR BOTH ALIVE
Hobo :
Im pooping rn
Loser101 :
Hold your horses I jst woke up..
The NUT :
Did you
stay up late..
again
Loser101 :
Yeahโฆ
Menoes :
I think we might have gotten [ Y/N ] addicted to Forsaken..
The NUT :
GOOD
Now join us!!
@Loser101
Naps :
Donโt forget to join VC as well!
Stupid Idiot :
[ Sent an Attachment. ]
Loser101 :
Hold on I still need to get up dawg..
The NUT :
well be quicker
Menoes :
Veen Iโm gonna touch you.
Stupid Idiot :
Yeahhh Iโm switching out of 07..
Menoes :
WAITT NO I'M SORRYโ
Naps :
Oh my days, Just play the game already the match is starting!
[ Message #general ]
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Right, Your dear friends. A few days ago, they seemed to pull you into a game called Forsaken on Roblox. Usually, you don't play games such as Roblox, preferring Identity V over games like that. But they somehow pulled you into a Roblox Game that had somewhat of the same mechanics as Identity V, hence the heavy persuasion from Peanut especially.
โImpatient as always.โ
You quoted, knowing how impatient Peanut can be. They already seemed to have started before you, but nevertheless they can wait a little longer. After all, you just woke up and you at least needed to get ready for the day.
THIRD PERSON POV.
Getting up from the bed, slipping into your bunny slippers as you walked to the Kitchen. Turning on the Coffee Machine.. It was just a normal day like always, Thankfully there was a Holiday during Friday meant it was gonna be a Long Weekend. You didnโt need to worry about going to work for now, thatโs for sure.
Peanut and the others are still waiting, but they wouldnโt mind waiting for a little while longer. Even though you played the game, you didn't know much compared to how the group knew the Techniques and Story for each character. Maybe the basics of the gameplay you definitely grasped, but the Story behind the characters? Not so much. Maybe the simplified version, but even so it's still limited knowledge about the game itself.
Maybe one day youโll finally find the time to actually start reading and looking into the story itself.
Ding! Seems like the coffee machine is done making your coffee, you can actually start going through your day.
READERโS POV.
As you were about to take a sip of your freshly brewed coffee, a notification rang in the air once more.. Right, Peanut and the others were still waiting for you. As you opened Discord, you didnโt bother to read the messages in the channel as you immediately joined the VC.
โOh my godโฆ The whole entire server is targeting us at this point!โ
Stated Naps, seemingly frustrated at the current situation she had at hand.
โWeโre healers, of course they would target us because we are practically a whole healing buffet for the survivors if we keep surviving!โ
Meos replied to Naps, At this point not taking everything seriously as he laughed it off.
โFinally, [ Y/N ] joined the vc... Join us right now in Forsaken or else Iโm gonna fucking loose it.. Iโm about to be killer right now and may Zeus strike me down if Iโm lying, IโM GONNA MURDER THIS FUCKING GUEST-โ
Peanut suddenly shot out, before muting her mic. She doesnโt usually open her mic unless it's to call something out or rant about a player, either way Peanut is just.. being Peanut.
โAlright, alright.. Just give me a moment to open my PC then Iโll join.โ
You, along with Meos and Naps continued to chat in the call as you joined the server. Looks like Veen was in here too, but he didnโt have his mic opened. Either way, you managed to join in time as the Round loaded in, With Peanut being the Killer as Mafioso.. While you played Chance, unable to switch characters either way since you joined as soon as the round started.
โWAIT OH MY GOD THEREโS A 007N7 IN THE ROUNDโโ
โMeos, No.โ
Surprisingly after that whole thing as well as Peanut killing off the Toxic Guest she wanted to kill, The round was a friendly round as Peanut didnโt seem to want to kill anybody else.. Other than the fact that she was approaching you slowly of course.. She shipped DoubleFedora, but was very open to other ships of course. The pinnacle of being a Multishipper..
โNo, no, no. Stop being gay...โ
Naps stated, trying to body block Peanut away from you, definitely done from Peanutโs shenanigans.. You couldnโt help but stifle a laugh, this was the usual events that happened during your gameplays with your dear friends. Sadly, Caleb and Debt didnโt seem to be able to play today, but there were still plenty of times to play with them either way.
โSorry guys, I prefer 1x1x1x1 x Sonic the Hedgehog as my OTP..โ
Veen suddenly stated, jumpscaring everybody with how randomly timed he opened his mic. Earning a questionable silence in the voice call before the collection of sudden screams replied..
โ..WHAT-โ
After the round ended, A Message popped up onto your screen. It quoted..
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[ team c00lkidd join today! ]
- [ YES ]
- [ NO ] [ YES. ]
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โ..Guys, do you know what this message is?โ
Although it seemed to be somewhat in themed of what youโre playing, considering there was a Killer that was themed around c00lkidd, but you couldnโt help but feel wary about the message. After all, none of your friends ever mentioned a message like this.
โWhat do you mean by a message? Did someone message you?โ
Meos asked, seemingly clueless about the message you received. His tone feigned concern, earning you Naps and the otherโs attention as well.
โ..No, it's a message box that popped up in the game. It says `team c00lkidd join today`.โ
Before you could even get a reply from any of your friends, your PC started crashing as multiple errors seemed to come out while everything else was becoming glitchy and distorted. Your friends tried reaching out, feigning even more concern when you didnโt respond.
โ..[ Y/N ]? Aโ-re yo[] there?โโ
โCan yo[] 6ear uโโ
The voices of your friends glitching out before an uncomfortable silence lingered in the air, their voices long gone as the only thing you seemed to be able to hear was a static noise coming from your PC. Suddenly, there was a force pulling you in specifically from the Monitor itself. No matter how hard you tried to pull yourself away from it, the harder it was to get out of this predicament. Eventually, the force overpowered your feeble strength as a human, getting sucked inside the Monitor as everything around you seemed to crumble apart and glitch out even more.
You were scared, frightened to say the least. After all, You still had so much to live for. Looking at your hands as you fell into a black abyss, you can see yourself glitching out as well. Although it was painless, it sent a wave of sickness through you. As the further you fell, the more it was a struggle to even open your eyes. The last thing you could see before you passed out was a pop up in red stating..
[ Welcome to your new home. ]
:)
Whether that message was meant to comfort you or not, It definitely didnโt help. Whatever was happening to you, it was far from normal against Human standards if it werenโt so obvious enough. Cursing yourself as you couldnโt open your eyes any longer, succumbing to the abyss that pulled you further and further as your little life was about to take aย turn.ย
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[ ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED. ]
Welcome to Hell.
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Onto the next chapter..
Chapter 1 :
NOTES
I'm starving so I decided to cook food myself.. It might look like a bit of a joke first but we can take some jokes then and there! Especially since this is just the prologue :3
Right now, this is a small introduction to a series so do hope in mind that everything might not stay the same!
#forsaken x reader#forsaken#roblox forsaken x reader#forsaken roblox x reader#โ
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You are making me EMOTIONAL thinking about baby kakashi losing his teeth and not having his dad around to ask about things now, not even specifically for fang reasons either ๐ญ๐ญ
I think I was late and lost my first took when I was almost seven and idk exactly when Sakumo died officially but. Idk. Something something the tragedy of potentially not even having a parent around to explain what is going on when you lose a tooth for the first time
I'm so glad u sent this actually bc I was thinking ab wanting to write a post ab this premise but wasn't sure how to phrase or start it
Kid Kakashi struggling through starting to lose his baby teeth after his father dies <33
Google tells me that children start losing their baby teeth around 6, and the general age I've seen for Kakashi when Sakumo kills himself is usually around that same number, so, it works out!!
You bring up such a good and fun point actually in just. Does Kakashi know what's happening to him? Has anyone explained to him that your teeth just naturally fall out when you're little?
One day, Kakashi goes to class and sees Obito, who's a few years older than him, bragging about how he "just lost my tooth the other day"
And Kakashi quietly goes to himself, "wow this guy is so bad at fighting, he got his tooth knocked out and he's happy about it. What a weirdo."
Obito is IGNORING the judgmental stares coming from Kakashi's direction, assuming Kakashi is just jealous of his super cool milestone of growing up
Thinking maybe Obito even comes over to try to brag about it, but Kakashi just goes "??? Why are you bragging about losing your teeth ??? God, you're such a freak"
And Obito is like, "I know ur just jealous BAKASHI. Because you are still a BABY while I am on my way to being a MAN"
And inside Kakashi, still deeply confused and weirded out, is like, 'why the fuck would I be jealous' but outloud he just glares and goes, "I've never lost any of my teeth because I never lose."
To which Obito loses his mind because he's like 9 and to a 9 year old that sounded kind of sick and how DARE Kakashi try and be cool about this
(In the background, Minato is well on his way to losing his mind trying not to laugh. Rin meanwhile is squinting and doing mental math as she tries to tell if Kakashi is joking or not)
But anyways like. Kakashi later losing his own teeth and freaking the fuck out about it. Is he sick? Is he dying? Should he go to the doctor?
Oh my god wait ok but Kakashi cornering Rin after a training session and demands she help diagnose him bc he doesn't want to go to the actual doctor or ask Sensei for help. And Kakashi admitting she's a "good med nin" and Rin is kinda going omg Kakashi conpliment,,,, life goals,,
But also like Kakashi thinks he's dying and she's SUPER flattered he thinks she can help but she's like. 10. And a med nin in training.
So she's kind of sweating like "omg what are ur symptoms, why do u think ur dying?"
And Kakashi is like my "fucking teeth are falling out !!!!!!"
And Rin is like "woah that sounds super scary and seriouโ Hold on a second."
Kakashi goes as far as to take off his mask to show her, which goes to show how desperate he is rn because he'd usually never do that.
And Rin is torn between being tempted to pinch his cheek and pull at it like it's Mochi and also like. She's struggling SO hard not to laugh at this point because she knows if she does Kakashi will literally never forgive her
So Rin has to break it to Kakashi as gently as she can (and without laughing or cooing at his cute kid naivety) that don't worry, you aren't dying, this is normal
Kakashi doesn't believe her at first. But when he does he's suddenly overwhelmed by embarrassment. He will never recover. Hes so fucking glad he didn't actually go to the doctor or to sensei because at least Rin he can swear to secrecy FOREVER
Kakashi has to deal with his suddenly too big for his mouth adult fangs and keeps going to Rin to help heal the cuts they keep leaving on his lips ,,,,
Somehow Obito catches wind of this, and hears "Rin + helping with Kakashi's lips (???)" And thinks they're kissing and loses his goddamn mind in spectacular fashion.
Toddler drama....
Idk where Im really going with this, it ended up taking a life of its own
Uhhh anyways. Moving this conversation entirely:
You can copy pasted this exact concept onto Naruto for a really funny (and kind of awful) au where Naruto loses his first tooth and becomes convinced he's dying
He does actually try to go to the hospital but they try to turn him away, but when he blurts out that he's scared he's dying a particularly mean spirited doctor pretends to examine him then goes "oh no. You really are dying and have a week to live. Boohoo."
Naruto loses his fucking mind and makes a "things I want to do before I die" bucket list and then spends the next week desperatley trying to complete it bc hes convinced he's gonna die on the final day
This list includes but is not limited to:
- become Hokage
- start a family
- eat every single different kind of ramen on Ichiraku's menu
Idk how to make the first and third especially funny but like.
"Starting a family" ending up somehow leading to Naruto very aggressively trying to get literally anyone to hold his hand in a similar fashion to "Uchiha Sasuke's 10 step plan to get revenge" where Sasuke tries to get Shikamaru to marry him in his quest to "live a good life" to get revenge on Itachi, while Naruto hears Sasuke is looking for a husband and very loudly tries to get him to pick him instead
Which is actually a really fucking funny one on its own and now I'm just thinking about that instead, so I'll leave this post here
I got a little distracted, but. Thank you for ur ask !!!
#note to self: make this a future scene in chasing shadows. itll be cute.#kakashi hatake#birds fic talk#birds asks#hatake kakashi#obito uchiha#uchiha obito#naruto#naruto shippuden#kakashi#rin nohara#nohara rin#minato namikaze#namikaze mimato#team minato#naruto uzumaki#uzumaki naruto#sasuke uchiha#uchiha sasuke#naruto au
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this is the weirdest question ever but in your most recent post you mention crying on Aphrodite's lap. how do you do that with a deity because I could definitely go for a good cry sesh with apollo rn
This isn't a weird question at all!
I think it's very important to be comforted by your gods when you need it the most:
The gods often send me images in my mindโs eye that have an aura attached to them that feels neon. That's how I can tell the difference between my own thoughts and their messages. Like I'll be doing something, ask a question and get a mental image with a neon red aura pop up and it's Ares answering my question so sometimes when I cry I'll often get an image with a neon pink aura of me crying on Aphrodite's lap sent to me. That's how me and the gods communicate, but you can do this simple exercise to have your gods comfort you when you need it most.
Quick disclaimer: be very gentle with yourself if you suffer from intrusive thoughts or if it's hard to differentiate your thoughts from the ones the gods send you. For now don't worry about if it's your imagination or the gods sending images because you're building a new way for them to communicate with you. When you get more used to doing this, they'll start to send you images now that you've built an avenue for them to send mental messages to you.
So for this exercise we're gonna be using your imagination.
1) First, pray to your god and tell them you wish to be comforted by them.
Apollo is very kind and likes being a source of comfort so I'm sure he'll be okay with it but I'm putting it here for anyone else who wants to use this method and feel weird doing it without asking their gods for permission first.
2) Next, I want you to have a clear image of the god you wish to be comforted by.
Imagine their hair length, hair color, skin color, how tall they might be, eye color, eye shape, nose, mouth, chin, body shape, body size, are they wearing clothes and if so what kind? (I've never seen Aphrodite wear clothes when we talk so I hope you don't think this question is too weird), are they wearing shoes? What kind? Etc. Or you can imagine an animal version of them if that's easier.
3) Now hold that very clear image of your god and imagine them sitting while your head is on their lap.
If you want, you can also imagine them stroking your hair and saying comforting things. Aphrodite often does this and tries to help me understand the situation or help me sort my feelings.
You can also play a song that really hits home for you at the moment if you want to vibe to the music while holding this image as well. I often play a Billie Eilish song when Aphrodite comforts me (Lovely ft. Khalid is usually my go to).
4) I want you to get in the habit of imagining this image of Apollo comforting you everytime you need it.
Feel like crying? Lay down in your bed or a couch and imagine your head is on his lap and he's comforting you. Put on a song, and talk to him about what's upsetting you. You can also imagine them hugging you if that's what you need. Just use this same method plus a pillow or stuffed animal that helps you hug them back because:
Apollo also gives the best hugs.
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