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you guys remember that one meme that goes "wow. these people are so weird. thank god im the only normal person here”? yeah the isat cast is like that but the reverse. in my opinion
#i hope this is comprehensible?#anyway. ive only drawn isabeau once before this#cus i was certain i couldnt draw him. as it turns out hes actually super fun to draw#this entire group is super draw-able im general#suuuupppperr mentally stable. all five of them#i was tempted to draw loop too but lets face it they dont look like theyre doing fine#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#isat mirabelle#isat odile#isat bonnie#isat memes#drawinsometimez
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🫡 (wasnt sure abt some of these but. others im v sure abt dmcbdmdj)
#cookie run kingdom#crk#dark choco cookie#pure vanilla cookie#clotted cream cookie#dark cacao cookie#milk cookie#im not tagging everyone forget it#meme#shitpost#i actually originally was just gonna do this w milk choco + yam bc they fit so perfectly into the 3 categories but decided to go further#it was actually rly hard to fill in the first category kdjfn like i put the obvious emo ones then i was like. damn who else#i had filled up the other 2 categories (last one was the easiest lmao) so the top one looked empty so i had to think abt it#i actually think financier is p stable but i put her into the first category after thinking abt it bc i feel like shes the type#to be hard on herself... shes def v strict in mindset#raspberry too i feel is strict w herself (but it was still a stretch mdfn)#and tea knight uhhh he prob had survivor's guilt so#wildberry is the least mentally ill of the odyssey quartet KDJDK its bc hollyberry raised him <3#bro is like dark choco w/o the depression <3#also madeleine is silly but i feel like hes not super mentally ill either but#its funny putting him next to espresso jdjfd at least his attitude fits the last category#O ALSO i rly wasnt sure abt sea fairy lmao#but i wanted to put all 3 crk legendaries so i just... put her somewhere...#i think 2nd category for her tbh
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Batman #186
I love it when Bruce just does rich people things. He decided that kids that Dick was working with needed ice cream so he got a ice cream truck and brang it to them.
#this is the first time ive seen Alfred too. so far ive read just Detective Comics but this is Batman's stand alone comics and i think silver#age? so Alfred is now in it!#comics#dc comics#robin#batman#bruce wayne#dick grayson#nightwing#alfred pennyworth#jonathan crane#scarecrow#im reading Batman Arkham: Scarecrow so that why all my post are about Scarecrow#bRuCe dOesNt dO aNYtHiNg fOr GoThAm hE jUsT bEaTs uP tHe mEnTaLy iLl 🙄🙄🙄#pick up a comic. he does plenty and you act like those mental ill people arnt committing crimes! its not like he just goes into a hospital#and beats up the people in the psych ward. they mentally ill people he fights are robbing people or killing or committing crime#and do you think Batman is mentally stable? look at him! normal people dont do that
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Okay children, gather around. It's "Spencer Complains and Acts a Little Mad" Time:
I have been raw dogging life for 1 month without my adhd/depression/anxiety/mood stabilizers medication and without a single Therapy appointment
I haven't left my house in 1 month, I haven't spoken to any of my (in person) friends in over 1 month, I haven't seen my family in 1 month, I haven't seen my bloody cat in over 1 month, I've barely left my bloody room in over 1 month, and I've been listening to my bloody voice almost every day for 1 hour so I can finish editing the bloody podcast for over a month
To top it all of: I haven't had a decent night's sleep in about 4 days now (in which I just don't sleep or I have extremely vivid nightmares with my departed mother and/or scenarios where I die over and over and over again but can't speak to ask for help before it happens - fun for all the family, if you ask me) and I might or might not be completely and absolutely going insane, with only Good Omens season 1 (6/6) and season 2 (5/6) and the existence of Crowley/red haired Fire Pokemon David Tennant Edition being my sole producer of any amount of serotonin
How am I alive? Good question. Beautiful genderfluid demonic content can be some very nice very distracting content for individuals that simp for Fire Type David Tennant Pokemon like myself
I am quite sure my only contact with anything mental health related in the past weeks has been my best friend whom is very very annoying and refuses to leave me the heck alone and whom is a nurse and is working extra time to advice my stupid ass the best she can, bless her heart
So, with my personal nurse's permission, I have doubled my sleeping medication for the night and, as Fall Out Boy once wrote for the song "Alone Together" in one of my favorite albums to have ever been created "Save Rock and Roll": I'll check in tomorrow if I don't wake up dead
#i took so long writing this nonesense for no other reason other than the fact its 2 am and no one makes good decisions at 2 am#that i am actually already feeling sleepy#if my best friend actually manages to give me 1 good nights sleep i will kiss that woman in the mouth and get hitched with her in ibiza#jk shes straight as shit and shes like a sister to me so that scenario is making me cringe but the sentiment prevails#alas dont do drugs unless your doctor tells you to kids#or your nurse best friend#bro im getting so sleepy the word “nurse” aint even looking right anymore#is that even a real word#yes#google says it is#it is not about viking mythology like a thought for about 2 seconds#okay good good nice nice#anyway#i talked about you know what so i have to tag this post for my adhd sake#good omens#crowley#anthony j crowley#david tennant#there#in case anyone cares about a post that mentions crowley for 1 second while in rhe middle of a whole ass sleep drug inflicted rant#lowkey kinda sure ive writen more in the tags now than the damn post jesus christ#hopefully ill be able to have money to buy my medication on the 12th and ill be somewhat mentally stable by the 14th#which means i might actually upload my fanfic next tuesday if my brain is working again#night peeps dont let the bed bugs bite#idk what im saying anymore#my closet just banged by itself and now im scared#sully?#mike?#bo?
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thinking about knights on the clock
#THINKING ABT. THEE KNIGHT#im seriously considering inquiring abt becoming a jouster next year...#they'll train you from the ground up... and yea its Florida but like.......#i think travelling around doing ren fests all year + otherwise being around horses and shit would fix my mental health#the only PROBLEM. is fucking. MEDICAL AND STUDENT LOAN DEBT#idk what the pay is like and im gonna be so real w/ you guys i do need a stable paycheck rn#not to mention the fact that if i DID like. get hired by them. then thats critical exposure to Thee Knight#who i am quite literally giggling and kicking my feet abt right now#hes so fucking gorgeous im insane about him hes like quantifiably Just Some Guy but hes MY Just Some Guy#he doesnt have a hole in his chainmail skirt anymore... sad day for me. a faggot#the newly darkened armor does look REALLYYYY good tho and i do love the scale on him#SOZ EVERYONE. IM ILL
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um. tfw your life is about to change massively very very soon and it still doesn't even feel real yet and still feels like somethings gonna pop up and it won't actually happen and also you're scared as fuck that you're too stupid to actually do it and it'll all be for nothing
#like what do you mean full time salaried w benefits and paid vacation just to do. school.#what made you so enthusiastically think i was the perfect one to do this#when the last approx 20something other guys were like ummmm no you cannot do it#tbf like all that other shit up there aside#this did actually come at the perfect time#i look back on who i was during my masters and i legit do not recognize that person#i barely even remember it i have to look at pictures to think back on who i was#in a strange roundabout way being forced home to stay for a while#kind of re centered me and gave me time to come back to myself in a big way. i was really lost before#and chaining something like this directly after my masters would have been disasters#even like this time last year i did not have this level of mental clarity#and i think thats why i didn't get any of the other positions i was just in a fog and i think people could tell#so as much as like im super scared and nervous about this big change and big exit from my comfort zone#and a little sad and mournful that im leaving my family and wont hear my native language all day every day anymore#im the most ready ive ever been#2019 me was NOT ready im scared of her tbh!! idk what wave i was on but it was weirdo shit!#im also proud that i essentially rawdogged and brute forced a lot of introspection and improvement#entirely on my own#like i really can only just describe it as clarity i feel like i matured 10 years in 4 and cleared all the fog#i feel so good about the way i handle things and react to things now vs then#im like 500x more unbothered and actually know how to put myself first now#anyway uh this prob could have been its own post in and of itself#but woteva innit im proud of how much internal repairs i did on myself over the last few years#became a stable genius as it were#whos a lot more clearly defined and present#but fuck man! i am still scared of being 2stupid
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Every time i stumble upon another "omg Manfred Von Karma was a good father!!!!!1!1!1!" post i kinda want to scream? Like are we all talking about the same man.
#bestie have you taken a single look at miles edgeworth and franziska von karma. do the people he raised look mentally stable to you.#like murder aside. do u think that a Good Father would dig up dl6 fifteen years later to try and frame miles. look deep into my eyes.#do you think that just because he didn't physically abuse them he was a good parent.#plus the fact that they both looked up to him is hardly proof of his good character????#he literally thought himself a god of course his kids admired him??? im??? they aspired to be everything he was???#because that was literally what he demanded of them????#Al's ramblings#ace attorney#absolutely maddening.#like some people demonise him way too much sure i agree with that. but be for real.
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#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before#is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things#the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the#weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad#not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a#prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country#my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for#treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad#as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain#shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing#to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird#when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk#i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach#out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like???#this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home#somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms.#but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long#term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting#whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot#i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors#i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival#unrelated
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hi ♡ i guess i'm back? 🥹
here's a little life update! i think you guys deserve it after my absence that lasted longer than even i expected it to last ;( i am very sorry about that. i miss everyone here and bangtan so much, you have no idea. the reason for all that is that for the past months i have been going through a lot of things and changes in my life. there were good and bad things happening, time flies extra fast, days melt into one and i didn't even notice the past half a year pass. although i think my absence was unavoidable in these circumstances i just thought that you guys deserve to know what's been up with me for the past months haha i have received a lot messages and reminders that people remember about me and that they miss me and i just want to send all of you my biggest apologies for leaving you for so long with no response, as well as all my love and gratitude! 🥺 i think i've been always fairly transparent on here so if anyone wanted to know more I'll leave some more details in the tags but basically I just hope that soon i will be able to become more active again and respond to messages ❤️❤️❤️ i hope everyone is doing great 🥰
#honestly... it was yoongi's comeback that made it happen. that made me have motivation to come back. i didnt expect it but here we are LOL#because for the past months i have been struggling a lot and i almost lost all the connections with my friends family and bangtan#i lost all my feelings and thoughts#i didnt miss anyone i didnt want to do anything i didnt want to be anywhere. i was completely submerged into my own head#i still am. it didnt exactly get better but.. its just yoongis impact jasbhdjdjd he made me remeber a lot#in october last year i developed a very agressive eating disorder and its gotten a lot worse at the begging of this year#and it has taken everything from me. it sucked me dry and still continues to do so. it made my mental health so much worse on every level#but im still here and thats what matters in the end right ❤️#from the good things - after long unfortunate and very stressful job hunting i finally got a stable job 🥰 and i continue my uni so far#that's why i was absent here most of the time. i decided to focus on my life and on trying to change something and to fight a little more#after jin's enlistment announcement... it was a wake up call for me#and maybe soon i will be back on track but im taking things slow. especially that its not easy for me at all#but i just wanted you to know that theres been a lot happening here so ❤️ im not just getting bored of tumblr and bts haha#i never stopped following the fandom i never turned off my notifications from media i never stopped looking up what they're up to each day#i just didnt have time and motivation to be active. because of my health i wanted to be quiet and away from eveyone and everything :/#even from my comfort people and activities#that sounds sad but. it's alright so please don't worry about me ❤️ I'm holding on just fine. got used to some things ❤️ trying to heal#so yeah i think thats that haha i think its enough and all basically#it may seem like very little but my life has always been very slow when it comes to big actions haha#anyway. love you all so much ❤️ thank you for not forgetting about me ❤️#soon i will try to answer some mesdages from my inbox. please wait for me just a little bit more ❤️ im very overworked right now#but im so sorry that you have to wait so long ❤️
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Feeling a debilitating sense of dread and despair 🤨 Which probably means nothing😍👍
#girl help i cant get out of bed i feel so so awful for no reason at all#literally my soul is gone or something#i have no desires and no joys and no sense of being blessed#which is crazy bc i love life and im so blessed ! usually.#ig i should do something abt it tomorrow if it doesn't get better#alternatively get back into therapy bc tbh... after that horrible sex thing ive felt kinda off#like even after i was able to eat and sleep and function normally without the tremors and head jerks and whatnot#like its not dramatic anymore but i kinda feel drained of life and joy#moments of genuine happiness and fulfillment are ... ? idk. i did feel happy once this week and that was nice but it didnt last obviously#but like ! im not depressed in a depressed way. i take good care of myself and i read my books and eat food and hang out with friends#i just kinda dont recognise myself ig. i mean i know ill get my spark back but maybe i need some professional help#idk !! it kinda feels very silly tho#like ive been in and out of therapy for more than half of my life. and being one year therapy free was a big step for me !#so going back for this little ridiculous freakout feels like a setback#kinda like im making up things to be wrong with me just so that ill have someone to talk to ? or to have attention idk#it doesn't make sense bc i really was proud for getting bettter and i rly dont want to be in therapy anymore#but who knows 🤷♀️#there is also this slight risk. just clinically speaking by purely looking at symptoms of certain things. with no stake in the matter! lol#that there might be something bad and [lets not think too hard about it] that lies as a root cause of my little mental breakdown#like according to my sex having friends losing your virginity is awful but not THAT awful and not in THAT way#and my friend kinda said i scared her with how i was acting when i talked to her abt it. like my demeanour and body language and whatever#and i do trust her to know whats normal versus concerning when i dont have my own stable grip of reality#plus. if i was an outside party and applied my psych education on myself. i would say its not looking super good#but i cant really do that bc im not some random patient. im me myself and I 😩✋️ thank you#but whatever. itll be fine. tomorrow will be a better day ! yay !
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My brain is broken as fuck today I haven't been able to make myself do anything other than get groceries. Thinking about responding to certain people is making me tired to even think about. I just want to sleep for a week straight and not have to think about anything
#why!!!!! nothing happened and ive been eating well this weekend and going outside so its not like ive been neglecting my bodys needs#ive been actively doing things in an attempt to keep my health stable#like reading books more instead of looking at a screen all day and getting a headache#ive been trying so hard!!!! but im still depressed!!!!!!! fuck#and i knowww i KNOW its bad to compare ur mental health to others and be like 'its not that bad' but like#some of my friends are going through legitimate crises rn and i dont want to talk about my problems to them atm#but at the same time i dont want to ignore their messages without explaining why. ughhhhhh#hate#vent#negative#skele says stuff#theres never enough time. theres never enough time to rest#and i spend all my resting time anxious because theres other things i need to be doing on my weekend! in order to live!#im just so tired. im so tired
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ended up buying start again to play after i 100% isat to the best of my ability and i Also got the artbook bc the bundle is on sale for less than just the games usual price so why not. and im glad i did bc i got to see concept art of siffrin getting fucking impaled 👍
#i was just checking it out to make sure the files working without seeing too many spoilers or whatever#IT CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD TOO#like its just concept art of gameplay where instead of tears youd use spikes to loop regularly which would be . ow????#thats almost worse than the other optional one in the main game. got damn#it looks kinda funny. but its a lil awful to think abt yknow#isat#hm. should i use both the isat and sasasa tags in the future i wonder. theyre probably different enough to warrant that#also love the way sasasa sounds in my head :)#im now more mentally stable so i might be able to start doing stuff in isat again. but that may depend on external influences so we'll see#i cant remember if they said why they scrapped the spikes idea but logically itd be bc that wouldnt kill them immediately right#like thats probably Not the reason but. damn thats wild to think abt. fun fic idea
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People always like to theorize who in the cast Silver is a descendant of and ignore the truth: he's related to all of them.
#its been 200 years and if the main sonic cast all have kids then those kids will grow up together so more likely to get together themselves#look i dont ACTUALLY think most of my sonic ships would be parents but in this case its funny so i allow it#silver the hedgehog#sth#sonic the hedgehog#i genuinely cant see sonadw having kids sorry no shade if you do#i just think endings where the whole cast is married and has kids is boringgggg#also i REALLY dont want kids so that makes it harder for me to see my ships as wanting kids#there will be no Babies Ever After in ANY of my fics#you think my version of Infinite is stable enough for kids??? HELL NO#i could see metmy and knuouge MAYBE having kids#metmy because yeah i can see amy wanting kids and metal can download like... good parental programming#and knuouge bc i can see knuckles wanting to continue his culture via his children also rouge wanting lil proteges#just the mental image of Rouge saying ''aw babys first heist!! im so proud!'' and Knuckles yelling ''babys first WHAT'' is comedy gold#also think of the chaos if silver took a 23 n me in this case
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my mind is so funny for making me relive my worst nightmares and memories everytime I go to sleep
#my uncle is threatening to harm me and my family again but especially me this time for some reason but this time we're making a case#and if it goes to trial ill have to testify even though he hasnt come up to the house and ive never seen the text messages#and i have all my end of year assignments due rn and im dying from stress#and i still havent passed my drivers license its all so#overwhelming#and then i have to go and dream about the christmas i went to visit my bff and ex in germany#and crashing at my bffs house he got drunk and assaulted me over and over and in my sleep as well#and then i went to my exs and we stayed w her family for xmas eve and they were horrible to me and then we broke up that night#and she just cried forever and said i deserved better and i just sat there in bed like how did i even get here totally detached#you invite me to xmas with my family in another country only to realise that you'll never be mentally stable enough to move and be with me#and its been like 7 months since i made that decision and you could've told me something before? but you didn't?#life was good when i was the one making all the sacrifices. right.#life was good when i did all the work. but as soon as you have to enforce your own boundaries its too hard.#do you ever believe someone when they say theyre getting better? and then look like a fool?#every now and then i remember something about that relationship that makes me fucking angry#its all very. art installation i just cant help myself
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Some random private number called, apparently they got my son or something
Couldn't understand properly but I only have $1 in my bank account so I hang up, sorry bud, won't be saving you this time 😭🥲🙃 wish you all the best though
Jokes on them!! My only offsprings are dogs and birds, and although my tiels speak fine like crazy, they haven't learned to cry for their mama's money — yet
#jokes aside this is so funny LOL#bro im on my 20's#doI LOOK LIKE I HAVE MENTAL STABILITY TO HAVE A HUMAN KID?#this is the “daddy??” meme#DO I LOOK LIKE#Who said that im financially stable to deal with a mini human???#i want money though#why no one scams me offering money 😔 smh
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I need to go scream in a field or just scream along to some death metal right this minute
#smol has a vent#seriously like i was doing FINE i was in my normal state of Complete Lack Of Any Feeling#and I try to draw a lil something and BOOM i want to rip my own throat out of my mouth#yknow tomorrow is Monday ppl should be at work including neighbours maybe i can get a little screamin done#but if im not as good as the singers ill feel bad too :) i think i might actually be in a depressive state lads#unfortunately its not good enough to write poetry about FUCK i shoulda just published those poems shoudlnt i#i never could figure how to format the fuckin things but maybe i should!!#just self publish two small (and i mean SMALL) poetry collections on Amazon and make like 2 quid every 3 months#would yall like that? i say yall like more than one of you looks at my blog (hi Sky!!)#all my poems are like themed on flowers and either girls or murder or both :) i had a kild fixation on murder ballads and flower symbolism#half of my shit aint publishable but the ones that are? ooh i went OFF on em#i have like 3 really good ones i still love a lot#HOOO BOY I LOVE BEING MENTALLY STABLE
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