#Desdemona x Sosu

[h-aknight5384]

Desdemona x fem!Sole Survivor

I did it. I-I betrayed my own son, blew him up, him and his whole Institute. The explosion took out all of the remaining parts of the CIT building. The building where he admitted I was nothing but an experiment. I should be happy, right? Everyone else is.  “Nora. That was so cool, we finally won, all because of you. You should be proud of yourself. You freed the Commonwealth, saved all those synths.” Tom excitedly chatters, the slight pink in his cheeks showing how much he drank already. Or maybe he’s just a lightweight.

Nora starts feeling sick, the weight of what she did finally beginning to set in. “Yeah, sure. Uh, I don’t feel well, I think I’m just gonna go to bed. Goodnight, Tinker.” The other agents happily talked and drank, celebrating their victory, not noticing the vault dweller sneaking off into the tunnel leading to Old North Church. “I swear, everytime I walk through this path, it gets more disgusting.” she mutters to herself, kicking a ghoul body to the side.

Her steps slowed more as she went up the staircase into the church, the majority of it was already destroyed, but some of the pews were still intact. I may not be religious, but it’s all I can think to do. She sat on the end of the nearest seat, leaning forward with her elbows on her knees and her forehead touching her clasped hands. “Lord, if you’re there, and I have my doubts,” I start, sniffling slightly as I realise I’m starting to cry. “I’m more than lost on how to move forward. Do I even deserve to? I murdered the last of my family without a second thought. He may have become a monster, but maybe I could have changed him. He was my son and I just abandoned him, what kind of mother am I?”

“The good kind.” A voice interrupts and her head jolts up. God?! Desdemona stepped out of the shadows of the basement doorway, cigarette burning in her right hand, leaning her hip against the wall next to her, casually. “The kind that understands what needs to be done and does it. You do deserve to move forward and be happy, if anything, you deserve it more than anyone else.”

The tears stream down faster now, as Nora tries to stop them, failing miserably. “I’m not so sure about that. I just wish I could have done something, anything, to change him. I hardly even tried.” I know, I know I shouldn’t be feeling sorry for myself and bringing down the mood of our victory today, but for the first time since I came out of that vault, I’ve slowed down enough for everything to catch up to me. She sits up, cleaning her face with the bottom of her shirt. “He was an accident, I never wanted kids, especially so young. It was a dumb, drunk mistake with another student. We were friends at the time, I guess, but Nate and I never loved each other.”

Des pushed herself off the wall and walked over to where Nora was sitting, kneeling as best she could in front of her. “This is gonna hurt like Hell when I get up. Look at me, Nora.” She tipped her girlfriend's chin up to make eye contact. “You are a good person, even if you don’t believe it. Ask anyone in HQ, at Sanctuary, The Castle, all of those settlements you helped. Deacon told me the extent of what you did, how many people you helped even after everything you lost. I never thought to help people, but you, you evacuated all of those people, most of whom probably didn’t deserve it. So if you’re a bad person, then what does that make everyone else in the Commonwealth?”

Nora slowly nods, she lips slightly upturned into a smile. “Thank you, Des. What would I do without you?” She leans forward to hug Desdemona.

“You wouldn’t have gotten that code to create the teleporter.” Des jokes, making Nora pull back to stick her tongue out at her.

“I think I would have, I just probably wouldn’t have been as scared as I was when I first found HQ. You were the only one that pulled a gun, while Glory had a bloody minigun, and somehow you were more intimidating.” She laughs before she even finishes her sentence, making the last few words almost indiscernible. Sniffling a little, she looks down at her hands, now sitting in her lap. “I have Preston looking after Shaun at the Castle, I was um, hoping you’d be a mum to him? No pressure, only if you want to-”

“Yes!” Des cuts her off, quickly, almost shouting her answer in her excitement. “I mean, yeah, I would like that.” Nora moves over on the chair and stands up, reaching her hand down to help Des off the floor.

A year ago I thought my life was all, watching my husband get shot and my son taken from me, and waking up in a strange new world. Who would have thought that I’d meet such an amazing woman and have a synth child? I wouldn’t trade it for anything though, the Railroad’s definitely crazy, but they’re my crazy family now.

[fallout-drabbles-n-stuff]

Romanced Companions Caring For F!SoSu While They’re On Their Period

Cait:

Knows the pains of the certain time of the month and tries her best to help you out.

Offers you some strong liquor and maybe some med-x occasionally to help numb the pain.

She gets angrier during her time of the month so she understands if you do too and becomes more tolerant if you lash out at her.

Ummmmm...period cramps have a fun trick that helps soothe the pain. Ever heard of orgasm relief? Well she has and she has found that it makes all the difference so she is more than happy to help you out. After all, as a fighter she isn’t worried about getting a little bloody.

Curie:

She always knew about the menstruel cycle and what it entails but..she didn’t really comprehend how bad it was until she got one herself after being transferred into her synth body.

After that whole fiasco, she becomes extremely concerned with your well being as soon as you tell her what’s going on.

As silly as it sounds, she actually charts it out months in advance and tries to prepare for the both of you. Might be kind of gross but she thinks it’s sweet if you both sync up.

Thank goodness she actually has some medical background.

Danse:

He has little to no idea on what to do, but he wouldn’t dare leave himself ignorant for long. Sure, he’s had plenty of women under his charge but he didn’t know any of them intimately as he did you. Haylen would’ve been the closest but she kept all that “period” talk to herself and soldiered through.

He hates seeing you in pain, especially if it’s something he can’t do anything about. However he’ll badger Captain Cade for pain relievers until he finds something that makes you feel better.

It’ll probably be gross as hell but he’ll swipe you some of the field ration candy bars after he learns that chocolate usually makes cramps feel better.

More than anything, he’ll be there for you to cuddle for as long as you want. And yes..as strange as it is, he’ll make sure to put in for an official temporary leave of duty for the both of you so he can be there for you and you can rest up.

Deacon:

Asks Glory and Desdemona what they’d want their significant other to do for them during their time of the month...which resulted in him getting a glare and questioned.

He’ll do his level best to satisfy your cravings if you have them, knowing just the right spots in the ‘wealth to score some halfway decent grub.

Probably the worst idea he ever had but he often times ask Tinker Tom for help...instead of the actual doctor..poor Carington.

Gage:

If you happen to be the kind that gets pissy, he’ll know to back tf off. Come on, he’s been in close work with Nisha..and that’s not a woman that you want to piss off even on a good day.

Because of his experience with these kinds of things, he’s shockingly empathetic.

Makes comments about how “badass” you are for being able to bleed out so much and still hold your own in combat and lead the parks.

Once he discovers that orgasms can significantly reduce pain...expect to be “bedridden” for a while until you feel better.

Hancock:

Period pains? Say no more, Sunshine. He’s got you covered. Be it meds, foods, or sex- he’ll give his all to you.

Macready:

Given the fact that he was married before, he knows the ins and outs of period pains and how to help out.

Though he might moan and bitch about it later, he’ll happily do the mundane chores around your shared abode to keep you happy.

If your pain is really bad, he’ll physically stop you from trying to go out and about the wealth. Look, he loves you so much, but you aren’t about to go walking miles all while trying not to double over in pain.

Maxson:

Okay..he’s a 20 year old man who likely can recite and teach the most intricate of military tactics and know little to nothing about the female body and what goes on during “that time”

However, if you take out the time to let him know what’s going on and how it affects you- he’ll be receptive and considerate to what’s going on. Just tell him what to do and he’ll do it.

He can’t exactly take leave of his duties every day so instead, he’ll perhaps leave you his beautiful coat so you get the feel of cuddling with him even when he’s on duty and away. (The only time Maxson is seen without that coat on deck..)

Is lowkey kind of freaked out that you can bleed out like that without passing out.

Nick:

Really sweet...but then again, he usually is anyways so why would you expect any different?

Somehow manages to provide you with a heating pack to help the pain.

Is the type of boyfriend that is unashamed to buy you tampons and does so like a boss.

Old Longfellow:

He’s an old man, so he is a little rusty when it comes to romantic care in this respect.

Will some booze suffice? Helps him feel better when he gets shot so surely it should do something to help you out...right? He sure hopes so because that’s his go to, sweetheart.

Preston:

Those settlements can wait for now.

He takes your comfort and well being very seriously, especially in times like this where those two aspects can actually be altered. So you so much as say that your back is aching and he’ll tell you to sit your ass down and give you a sweet massage.

Might even be a little annoying with it, but he will baby you. Nothing too extreme, but he might offer to feed you or just other peculiar act of services in general.

Piper:

Also happens to own a uterus and experience the hell of a period, so she knows what’s up.

The house is stocked with power noodles just for this type of event.

Offers to just stay in for the duration for your cycle even if it is a little absurd. Shit, she usually does for her’s so she doesn’t get why youre laughing when she proposes it.

Come on, blue. Flat Nuka-Cola, some Power Noodles, and a typewriter never been so alluring. Give in.

Sturges:

He tries his best to stay on his toes, not wanting to piss you off in anyway shape or form. So, for once..he won’t walk into the house with his Grady gloves and dirty boots messing the place up.

Honestly wishes that he could just make it go away for you....well, at least in a way that wouldn’t result in you getting pregnant..............unless...

X6-88:

“Can’t you just remove your uterus? We have a plethora of surgeons back at the Institue that would be able to competently go through with the procedure and eliminate this pain.”

[pyratetm-a]

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x. Winter’s End:  He might, on his deathbed (and that’s the joke, we all know he’s probably going to die a quick, violent, and sudden death with no time for goodbyes and leaving a gaping vacuum in the squad where he used to be c:), finally reveal why Elle is not allowed to have alcohol.  In all seriousness, though, he doesn’t keep that secret because he’s embarrassed - he keeps it secret because he knows if anyone were to ever find out about it, they’d probably rescind his ban on Elle and drinking hoping for a round two to catch him in the act of having to do it.  (I love how even the headcanon is vague about it, like it can’t even be mentioned oocly.)

x.  Modern Fallout:  He’s going to come to see that drunken mistake in two different ways:  One, it’s terrible.  It puts him in a high profile position which is exactly where someone like him absolutely does not want to be.  His whole ability to do his job depends on him being regulated to background scenery and shadows.  Also he knows it is absolutely going to paint a target on his back with the Chairmen, who absolutely know who he is because he doesn’t play sides between them and House.  On the other hand, it’s going to put him in a position to absolutely take advantage of just who Elle is, because while their situation makes him look like he is picking sides, it also means he’ll have an ear to the ground very close to the source.  And also Elle’s Elle, and we both know how they always manage to find some kind of easy relationship with each other no matter the verse.  Unless it’s Hector’s canon verse because reasons.

x.  Companion Verse:  I don’t think it’s going to come as any surprise that he’s not necessarily going to agree with every decision she makes, but he’ll - in his own way - support her in making those independent decisions.  Mostly here I’m thinking about FO4 and the Railroad (he might be RR-aligned in his own SoSu verse but he had less than honorable reasons for picking them over the Minutemen).  He views the Railroad as very tunnel-visioned, and less useful than they could be except for as cannon fodder.  And if she wants to back them, that’s fine, he’s along for the ride, but he’s not going to actively go out of his way to assist.  His skills are really the kind that would be super useful, and he knows that, but he has issues with Carrington and Desdemona and won’t be as...I don’t know.  Polite as Elle when it comes right down to it.  Instead he probably bounces a lot to Goodneighbor when she has dealings with them.

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