#David Kurofsky

[kurtbastian-land]

A Different Kind Of Friendship

Pairing: Kurt Hummel/Sebastian Smythe

Summary: Kurt forms a friendship with a girl he just met. He has never seen her before but something about her that makes him unable to stay away.

Warning: Hints of an eating disorder mentioned

A/N: Found this buried under my notes so I decided to post it because my lecturer decided to cancel class an hour before and I'm already heading to school.

Kurt stared warily at the girl who took a seat opposite him during lunch. He has never seen her around McKinley High before, so he doubts she was in his year. Most probably a freshman, judging by the way she looked, slightly frail-looking as though a simple blow of air in her direction would turn her into dust, constant look of fear and anxiousness. He wanted to ask her to go away and leave him alone, not interested to have another problem weighing him down but instead, curiosity took over him.

"Do I get a name for having you sitting with me?" Kurt asked, raising an eyebrow when the girl has done nothing but stare at her fingers on her lap.

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"Odds are by the end of the school year, I'll have Blaine, a nationals trophy and you'll have khakis, a Lima Bean apron, and that gay face."

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Only then did the girl looks up, a small smile gracing her face and a slight glint in her eyes. She stuck out her hand to Kurt for s handshake, "my name's Ana. Pleased to meet you, Kurt."

Staring suspiciously at the outstretched hand, Kurt debated internally with himself if he should accept the handshake. Because deep down he knows, a friendship with this girl, it's one that isn't easy to let go. Call it a gut feeling or maybe it was the way Ana's fingers curled around Kurt's hand, the tightness in grasp, and the coldness in touch when he did finally accept the handshake.

Whatever it was that caused alarm bells to start ringing in his head, Kurt knew that things were only just the beginning.

"Now that we've already had our introduction, I want to get to know you a little more," Ana said as she stood up from her seat, never letting go of her grip on Kurt, "follow me, I know just the place to go."

And with that, the pair dashed off, out of the cafeteria and into the hallway, leaving nothing behind but a tray filled with Kurt's lunch, barely touched.

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"And you give the gay community cutting edge fashion that's usually only seen on Puerto Rican pride floats."

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Kurt laid down in the nurse's office, deciding that Glee Club was a little more overwhelming than usual. He was taking slow, deep breath as he tried to ignore the slight panic in his mind when he realised he can't hit his high F anymore.

I mean, he can but he can't sustain it without the feeling of puking or getting so lightheaded that he'll start to see black spots in his vision. It can't be normal. He has always been able to hit the note with ease. He was able to hit the note so well that he could afford to throw the note away when he wanted to.

"What's up pal?" A soft lilt of a voice spoke up from his side.

Kurt shut his eyes tight, hoping that his visitor would take the hint and go away. He has been friends with her for weeks and life has been nothing but hell for him. She was the reason why Blaine broke up with him, she was the reason why he can't hit his notes anymore.

"Aww, come on Kurt, don't be mean to a friend," Ana cooed slightly as she gently stroke the latter's cheek.

"Go away," Kurt choked out as he clutched onto the mattress he was laying on, "We're not friends anymore."

"But Kurt," Ana protested slightly. She inched closer to Kurt's ear as though she was about to share a great secret that no one else deserves to know, "I'm the reason why Sebastian Smythe doesn't make fun of you anymore."

Kurt felt his heart drop at the mention of a certain Warbler's name. The name that caused it all. He was the one that caused him to befriend the girl watching him ever so carefully. Feeling sick to the core, Kurt leaned over his bead and dry heaved into the empty space. He felt his stomach clenched at the emptiness but still feeling the need to get rid of something, anything.

Soon, nothing but choked sobs and dry heaving could be heard in the room. Kurt was more than certain he could hear snickers ringing in his ears.

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"It's all fun and games until it's not."

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"I fucked up... didn't I?" Sebastian softly asked as he stared into Kurt's eyes, pretending that he was in his usual flamboyant and out-there clothes, instead of a hospital gown and having hooked up to the iv as an accessory.

"Nope, he didn't," Ana sang out, swinging her legs as she sat on the chair, leaning close, next to Kurt's hospital bed, "he made us friends."

Kurt took a deep breath as he tried his hardest to ignore voices he didn't want to hear. He was tired of them, he was tired of everything. It's been two days since Kurt has been sent to the hospital after fainting during Glee rehearsals and refusing to regain conscious. It's been two days since he was admitted to the hospital for being severely malnourished. His dad somehow managed to find his calorie diary and with his pleas, Kurt agreed to be treated as an inpatient until he could get the proper help to be out-treated.

"I'm so sorry Kurt, I didn't m-" Sebastian hesitating for a second.

"You did," Kurt said softly, breaking their eye contact. He gripped his blanket before letting go immediately, continuing with the action, trying to keep calm and not let his conversation with Sebastian be overpowered by someone else.

"What hurts the most was that it came from you, an out and proud gay guy. The bullies at Mckinely, they didn't get me. It was fear and ignorance that makes them want to hurt me. But yours was just... just plain malicious."

Azimio, Kurofsky, and all the other football players made his life in school hell because he was gay. Sebastian decided to do the same because he was Kurt.

"But it wasn't your fault. I lost control over the thing I thought I had the most control over," Kurt chuckled unhumorously.

And it was true. After all the shit he's been through where things were spiralling out of his control, food was something he could hold on to. He can't force the bullies to hate him less for liking guys. He can't magically make his dad's heart okay. He can't make Blaine fall in love with him again. But food... he chooses how much he wants to eat, how often he wants to eat. It just so happen that it slowly became inadequate, insufficient, unsustainable.

"The things I've said..." Sebastian paused, wanting to reach out and hold Kurt's arm reassuringly but they weren't that kind of friends who do that.

Ana's eyes widened in panic at the look Sebastian was giving Kurt, a look of remorse, of someone hoping for forgiveness. She quickly stood up and stood in front of Kurt, as though trying to shield the Sebastian away from him. Her stance firm and stiffed, arms outstretched but she knows it was useless.

"They were rude, tactless and plain mean," Sebastian continued, paying no heed to the girl that was desperately shaking her head, silently pleading for him to shut up. "But your comebacks were always good and I just wanted... that... it was nice to finally have someone that was quick-witted and sharp on the tongue."

"He's lying Kurt!" Ana shrieked hysterically, turning around to face him, her hair swinging behind her as she continuously shook her head. "He's just trying to break our friendship! He didn't even apologi-"

"I'm sorry."

Kurt blinked in surprise at the apology, though he knows he shouldn't. Sebastian has apologised before, after David's attempted suicide, to the New Directions, to Blaine. But then again, he never did apologise to him personally. For once, in Sebastian's presence, he was speechless. He then noticed that Ana's voice was reduced to a whisper he could barely make out.

She was still there though. And he was still here, in the hospital for an eating disorder he developed but for the first time in months, he felt slightly hopeful.

"Thank you," Kurt finally settled on saying, knowing that it was a lie to say it was okay when it wasn't. While he did say a couple of mean things back to Sebastian for every insult being tossed at him, it didn't make those words hurt less. "I would say I'm sorry too but you kinda admit that you like my comebacks."

Sebastian allowed a small smile to grace his face as he nodded in agreement, "yea, they were good. You should probably get smirky little meerkat patent. That was a good one."

Letting out a snort, Kurt lifted his arm up to draw a check mark in the air. Sebastian rolled his eyes at the action before reaching out to gently clasps the latter's hand. He allowed his hand to hover, waiting for Kurt to pull away if he isn't fond of any contact. When Kurt showed no signs of objecting, Sebastian finally relaxed his arm. He wanted to say so many things, words itching to jump out of his mouth and make their presence known but instead, he just settled for a small smile and a gentle squeeze of the hand.

It was then Kurt knew things were going to get better eventually. While it didn't get better in a couple of days, or weeks, or even months, he's getting there. And Ana... Ana would just remain as a whisper at the back of his mind that he'll just have to learn to ignore.

And something tells him that he won't be so alone this time.

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by Wingless_Swan

Death isn't new to Kurt Hummel. Neither is depression. In fact, numbing his own feelings is the only way for Kurt Hummel to stay strong on the outside. For everyone else. That is, until someone pushes Kurt to finally let himself mourn his own brother's death. Sebastian remembers spotting Kurt alone after David Kurofsky's suicide attempt. He also remembers how sickly he looked while he was coping. The fire in his eyes that enchanted Sebastian Smythe was gone. That being said, when he hears news of Kurt Hummel suffering a true loss, he rushes blindly to Kurt's side, determined to make sure that the light inside of him doesn't go out.

Words: 558, Chapters: 1/10, Language: English

Fandoms: Glee

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Major Character Death

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Other

Characters: Kurt Hummel, Sebastian Smythe, Burt Hummel, Blaine Anderson, Rachel Berry, Quinn Fabray, Carole Hudson-Hummel, Finn Hudson, Tina Cohen-Chang, Mike Chang, Mercedes Jones, Sam Evans, Santana Lopez, Brittany S. Pierce, Nick Duval, Jeff Sterling, Wes (Glee), David (Warbler), David Karofsky, Other(s)

Relationships: Kurt Hummel/Sebastian Smythe, past Kurt Hummel/Blaine Anderson, Rachel Berry/Quinn Fabray, Carole Hudson-Hummel/Burt Hummel

Additional Tags: Episode: s05e03 The Quarterback, season 5, Not Klaine Friendly, Not Hummelberry friendly

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by Wingless_Swan

Death isn't new to Kurt Hummel. Neither is depression. In fact, numbing his own feelings is the only way for Kurt Hummel to stay strong on the outside. For everyone else. That is, until someone pushes Kurt to finally let himself mourn his own brother's death. Sebastian remembers spotting Kurt alone after David Kurofsky's suicide attempt. He also remembers how sickly he looked while he was coping. The fire in his eyes that enchanted Sebastian Smythe was gone. That being said, when he hears news of Kurt Hummel suffering a true loss, he rushes blindly to Kurt's side, determined to make sure that the light inside of him doesn't go out.

Words: 558, Chapters: 1/10, Language: English

Fandoms: Glee

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Major Character Death

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Other

Characters: Kurt Hummel, Sebastian Smythe, Burt Hummel, Blaine Anderson, Rachel Berry, Quinn Fabray, Carole Hudson-Hummel, Finn Hudson, Tina Cohen-Chang, Mike Chang, Mercedes Jones, Sam Evans, Santana Lopez, Brittany S. Pierce, Nick Duval, Jeff Sterling, Wes (Glee), David (Warbler), David Karofsky, Other(s)

Relationships: Kurt Hummel/Sebastian Smythe, past Kurt Hummel/Blaine Anderson, Rachel Berry/Quinn Fabray, Carole Hudson-Hummel/Burt Hummel

Additional Tags: Episode: s05e03 The Quarterback, season 5, Not Klaine Friendly, Not Hummelberry friendly

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Spread the News

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by Wingless_Swan

Death isn't new to Kurt Hummel. Neither is depression. In fact, numbing his own feelings is the only way for Kurt Hummel to stay strong on the outside. For everyone else. That is, until someone pushes Kurt to finally let himself mourn his own brother's death. Sebastian remembers spotting Kurt alone after David Kurofsky's suicide attempt. He also remembers how sickly he looked while he was coping. The fire in his eyes that enchanted Sebastian Smythe was gone. That being said, when he hears news of Kurt Hummel suffering a true loss, he rushes blindly to Kurt's side, determined to make sure that the light inside of him doesn't go out.

Words: 558, Chapters: 1/10, Language: English

Fandoms: Glee

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Major Character Death

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Other

Characters: Kurt Hummel, Sebastian Smythe, Burt Hummel, Blaine Anderson, Rachel Berry, Quinn Fabray, Carole Hudson-Hummel, Finn Hudson, Tina Cohen-Chang, Mike Chang, Mercedes Jones, Sam Evans, Santana Lopez, Brittany S. Pierce, Nick Duval, Jeff Sterling, Wes (Glee), David (Warbler), David Karofsky, Other(s)

Relationships: Kurt Hummel/Sebastian Smythe, past Kurt Hummel/Blaine Anderson, Rachel Berry/Quinn Fabray, Carole Hudson-Hummel/Burt Hummel

Additional Tags: Episode: s05e03 The Quarterback, season 5, Not Klaine Friendly, Not Hummelberry friendly

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[gleekship1]

To The KPirates

So I'vr never been a Kurtofsky shipper, but I follow many that are. The thing is, I kee seeing the word 'KPirate' tagged onto Kurtofsky posts in reference to the shippers. But why are Kurtofsky shippers called KPirates or Pirates?

Now I know Dave would love to see Kurt at full mast or to let Kurt tour his poop deck, but I can't find any relation from Kurtofsky to Pirates. Anyone care to explain how Pirates or KPirates came to be the name for Kurtofsky shippers?

[officialjenniferlawrenceano-blog]

Watching "On my way" episode

[onecutekat]

On My Way - David Kurofsky

Alright this is ~offensive blogging~ because I'm disagreeing with some of the widely popular opinions on this, so...

The David pain and suicide storylinie -

While I agree it WAS rushed and they could have worked on it more, I don't think it was about 'shock value'. I think it's trying to reach out about all the LGBTQ suicide going on right now, and being LGBTQ I can extremely relate.

And no offense but I'm tired of everyone complaining he was 'weak because it only took a few facebook comments' and that that 'trivializes suicide'. You don't know how much one person can take and it's not fair for you to judge. And while it was only a few comments this was literally David's biggest fear and in a way I think there WAS some lead up to it.

Should it have been developed more? Yes.

Should you all be putting down his motives for it? Fuck no.

And for the people agreeing with Quinn that it's 'selfish', fuck you, too.

I've attempted suicide several times. No, if they really wanted to do this MAYBE they should have picked another character or AT LEAST developed David out far more than the few times we've seen him over the past 3 seasons. But when all of you people are like "omg this is unfair to me to make it look like we suicide over little shit". Guess what? Some people do. Or attempt to.

YOU'RE trivializing suicide victims because you're trying to mandate what can make a person upset and how much someone can take of said thing or whatever. And that's not fair.

Yes, I am very upset over Kurt blaming himself but a lot of people around the victims, even ones who aren't very attatched to them, usually do feel remorse or blame themselves.

Yes, being a Kurt stan (as well as other characters) I would have really preferred this to be about someone like him from the main cast or maybe someone like Santana or someone who has struggled a lot and we've actually seen more of it. And yes I really wish Kurt would have admitted to having these thoughts I really thought it would happen and that he was going in that direction when he kept telling everyone to back off David.

But, the point stands that you have NO RIGHT to go around judging what can cause someone's depression let alone how much they can take of it. There are people out there with conditions or issues that might make them overly sensitive or emotional and therefore triggers could be greater, more sporadic more frequent and again YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO JUDGE.

Just because you went through more/are going through more does not mean you can put someone else down, even a fictional character. It's great that you can persevere like that. Hey, if you EVER need to talk I will talk to you and I know other great people who can talk to you to. I can relate.

But it's completely unfair to attack David's motives. Because the people that ARE out there that go through this, no matter how 'small', are going to be put off even more by these opinions. You're now making them feel worse because 'how dare they be upset over this'.

Also, we don't know HOW much else goes on David's life other than him being gay. There could be other factors that led up to this. Do you forget he's been closeted and hating for at least 2 years now or more?

And people complaining he went to Kurt.

HELLO. David is great but he's a side cast character, he's not main cast like someone like Tina or Brittany or whatever. So they probably had to have reach out to someone from the main crew and make it connect with the main characters. Who does he have the most interaction/history with? Kurt Hummel.

So STOP.

[billieroan]

"I think the thing to remember is that he was so suppressed. He was unable to be himself and there was nobody to talk to. I think as human beings, you need to express yourself. It truly does get better. There is a future, and there are people that do accept you for who you are, and what you want to say, and what you want to feel. It's much more universal than just being gay."

[likelovelikesuicide]

it is taking a bottle of soco and am 1/8 of nug to get over this episode of glee

because my ... Dave... 

didn't make it 

fuck you glee

[ironbuddhaempress]

I just realized: Santana and Brittany both went out with gay guys before.

Beards unite!

[hisjuliets]

[officialjenniferlawrenceano-blog]

Crying so fucking hard right now

[gleeks]

Kurt: Now is your moment.

Dave: What?

Kurt: Come out, make a difference.

Dave: I can't.

[likelovelikesuicide]

what you should know about me before Tomorrow's GLEE episode airs::

I have lost a loved one to a car crash

I have lost a loved one to suicide 

          There is nothing funny about this