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#precure#pretty cure#nagisa x honoka#nagihono#black cure#white cure#art#my art#Damn i have new fix....damn...
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alright gang what we thinkin Ive been doing this without a reference this entire damn time and its KILLING my consistency.... sigh... me when i have to follow the properties of a character to draw them correctly.... (bwomp)... /j
is he fucked up enough
#his jaw was NOT being tapered and his face was a tidbit too wide and it makes all the damn difference#fuck this guy hes so weird and unusual and hes a pain in the ass to draw right and i cant for the life of me /aff#i cant do the asks because every time he looks so off and its been really bothering me honestly#his wack ass arm length vs leg length is on purpose im trying to mimic the sprite a little. I want him to be a freak and somewhat triangula#[you've got mail!]#i did this because i was sketching the next ask and like... his chest looked weird asf so i tried to do a full body underneath to fix the#proportions and it was pissing me off so i just opened a new canvas#I CANNOT believe i do not have a reference sheet. Its been like 4 months since i made one this is criminal
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I dislike takes that Danse would be just as conservative in modernized aus when it's clearly shown his staunch views of things come from his time in the Brotherhood and his deep-rooted desire to belong to something with a greater purpose.
Not to mention lines that show much more open-mindedness that get overlooked for his harsher sentiments when you first meet him. Like the oppurtunity to be a part of something is why Danse fell so far into Brotherhood dogma and it doesn't negate the offense things he does but I feel like it's just lazy to be like "hmmm he'd def be racist" just so it aligns to his BoS beliefs.
#like i genuinely think he would like not fall into the military if he was in modern times because of all the other things he could do#he clearly has a passion for tech and mods and likely would find himself more useful as like a mechanic like at most hes one of those range#types or something but I feel like people equate his seriousness and him being a military man to closemindedness when its like having to ge#a new view point like we really dont know what he believed in before the BoS if he believed in anything at all outside of selling scrap to#survive before basically having an army recruiter have him join one of the scariest factions like why is the BoS so fucking violent???#like the BoS operates in such a way cause there is no civilian population like everyone is something or training to be so they arent really#fighting for anything but themselves at this point which is just a feedback loop of gaining more power and is not equatable to real#military people due to the fact most of the recruits are really born and bred to be soliders while say irl you have a family and country to#fight for and return to outside the military which is def grounding as Danse wouldn't be in the army 24/7 like in canon#idk its odd to me when a character that is has fantastic racism ergo the trope of bigotry to fake races people try to translate it to real#life especially when those races have not equivalent like tell me what is the irl equal to a fucking ghoul or super mutant like????#racism is not like a funny headcanon like making him a defrosting prude or by the book is whatever but he would not be a bigot just like a#narc or some shit hed tell on me for loitering but I know hed tear apart each voting party and likely the military for being self serving#and like knows all about it and it makes him sound like a politics nut but its more annoyance like I have such strong feelings about#characters who would be marginially better if they were not victums to the military like yes I believe we can fix Danse he just needs to#be around not war/the military for like a week and see people be happy existing like he doesnt know how to do that but this is a weird take#ive seen mostly from white fans that makes me super uncomfy like ur weird#anyway still fuck the brotherhood everyone is so rude like damn i know its the east coast but can we get a little hospitality fuck you#maccready was right brotherhood of squeal more like it dont worry porky we'll get you out (danse is porky btw)#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#paladin danse
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hi muse how's it going muse
#damn i should have redone his piercings in white or orange maybe ill go back & fix that#new haven wards#esquisse#NOT drawing him soaked in blood for once???!?!?
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Genuinely intrigued by the potential of Peri and Irep's dynamic but only in a platonic way so I end up not vibing with the fandom's portrayal of it 馃様馃様馃様
(No but listen LISTEN they were kinda-almost-friends when we last saw them in FOP, yeah? Now they're enemies, with both actively fighting each other, and Irep going so far as to try and kill Peri's parents. What happened? When? What influenced it? Did they ever become friends, or did it nosedive the moment the cameras turned off? What about Sammy? How do Irep's parents factor into this? Could it ever be fixed? There's just so much we haven't seen, and romance just feels like too easy a solution to me. Let their friendship be easy to break, fragile. Let them have to work to keep the connection. Fairies and Anti-Fairies are literally made to be opposites, so what happens when two genuinely and truly become friends?)
((and yeah I guess a lot of this could factor into a romantic angle but ALAS the fandom seems to be leaning heavily into the funny toxic yaoi angle 馃様 I don't mind it! By all means, please have your very harmless fun! But it ain't my jam :P Perhaps I'll have to write a oneshot myself...))
(((see tags for more rambles i guess. whoops a bitch spoke too much in there as he always does)))
#i'm banned (self inflicted) from writing long fics until i finish this one i'm working on#and honestly I might keep the ban afterwards i am SO BAD at working on long fics. never finished one ever#oneshot guy thru and thru. but painfully. disastrously. i have so many long fic ideas...#anyway I like to think that they did become friends#and then not friends. and then friends again. and then not friends. and then-#and sometimes it was Peri's fault but a lot of the times it was Irep not feeling like he was allowed to be Peri's friend#and doing something to break it off#but Peri would keep trying to be his friend or Irep would realize that he still wants to be#but one day. Peri just gave up#he was tired of this back and forth. of never knowing if he was gonna be friends with this guy tomorrow or not#so he stopped trying. decided that if Irep wanted to be friends again HE would have to be the one to try and repair it#and also give him an apology maybe. not for breaking off the friendship again just for all the fucking murder attempts#(''if i die you die too dumbass-'')#unforch this happened to line up with Irep finally reconnecting with Anti-Cosmo and Anti-Wanda again#and with them discouraging being friends with fairies + peri not trying to fix it this time... it. uh. kinda broke it off for good#('maybe not for good. maybe there's a chance. maybe Irep would-... ugh. it's not worth thinking about...')#Sammy's still friends with both of them though. It is Not Fun#gives Sammy my childhood experience of my two fighting friends wanting to sit with me at lunch but refusing to talk to each other#okay damn this post got long af. did not realize i had thought about this so much until i practically dropped a fic down here#anyway. actual tags? actual tags#fop#fairly oddparents#the fairly oddparents#peri fop#irep fop#peri fairywinkle-cosma#uh. do ppl search irep's full name... augh#irep anti-fairywinkle-anti-cosma#congrats elkniwirep your name fucking sucks. it's awful#a new wish
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New game interest unlocked
(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)
#ramarl#phantasy star online#long tag warning lol i rambled#so i was introduced to phantasy star online#i think its safe to say i really enjoy the game#thank you mr crow for showing me this game :D i have new creatures to scribble now#there shall be more of these doodles#i promise you that#meant to post this wayyyyy earlier today but uh#my car broke down :') ....again :')#last week it wouldn't turn on and the headlights weren't working so we were like ''ok this is a battery issue and i need a new one''#because jumping the car didnt fix it#so we took my old battery to a shop and they tested its charge before showing us which new one we should get#but the battery had charge???????? so we went back home to troubleshoot#and then found the hooks(?idk what they're called) that connected the battery to the car had something corroded on them#so we grabbed a can of coke and scrubbed away#hooked the battery back up and bam car was working#so the issue was those hooks#until two days ago when my car didnt work again#looked at the battery again and the hooks came loose; tightened them up and bam car working again#and now at this point I'm scared to go anywhere cause what if i get stranded on my own??#so this morning i said ''alright I'm gonna drive myself to church just to be sure that my car works''#AND WOULD YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED#at this point i just wish the damn battery was dead and that i could replace it and move on from this#i know they're a bit pricey but jesus this is exhausting#but i can't just buy a new battery if im not sure that's the actual problem because then I'd have a battery and nothing to do with it#i hate having a car sometimes i just want a bus system#or a jeep#but preferably a bus system#sorry rambles thats a long way of saying i didnt post this earlier because ive been working on my car lol
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Me: *decides to just do with poses that already exist, combined with poseplayer add-on I'll be fine, i just wanna play and not make 6 poses first*
Me: *is extremely frustrated at things not being like in my head*
Nvm i am gonna make some more coupleposes tomorrow
#rambling#i really have to diy it all hu#there was also a nice pyjama i wanted to use but bone issues#gonna fix them myself cus damn they're nice but ugh#perfectionism= new skills
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tagged by @curls-cat
rules: post the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have wips
uhhh. WIPs (parentheses means I have comments on it XD not part of the title, to be clear)
Shadow and Light (wowwww no one saw that one coming /sarcasm)
Interludes (S&L related)
The Afterlife (also S&L related)
Moondark (eyyy not S&L. haven't touched it in ages tho)
Angel of Music (also haven't touched in ages, title needs an update)
AtM: Faerun
Blurred (also needs a title update)
@alls-fair-in-pride-and-prejudice @odd-dragon @shiniestcrow @indigo--montoya @dyrewrites @seastarblue aaaaand @that-disabled-princess
#i don't often do the tag games but sometimes#the writing ones i like#hi new writing friends and old writing friends#and indi#Thou Hast Been Tagged#i feel like these are the only things in there that can actually be classed as 'in progress' lmao#so so so much in my writing folder that i have given up on. or it's snippet scenes or smth#i have a 'damn i need to fix/add more to this scene' document that's named a joke from the aary blog#that doesn't count bc it's not a wip but it maybe has my favorite title out of all my docs#ignore that the title and tag numbers were mismatched for a minute there i can't count
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gnawing at the bars of my cage
can we please Stop telling SU blind reactors all the fandom drama and SU crit that came out of every episode so we can allow them to just enjoy the show like a normal person at their own leisure and make their Own opinions thank u
#anyways if i see a SINGLE person comment anywhere from SU s3 to s5 that 'warning the end of s5 is rushed' i will rush right in with#'IN YOUR OPINION'#bc like i know i've beaten this dead horse against the wall a million times but It's Not Rushed Honey it's literally just Fine#it's an Ending#it's Entirely Serviceable#rushed would be if steven pulled a deus ex machina out of his ass at Garnet's wedding and magically healed all corrupted gems by himself#with the power of uwu or whatever#but NO he has to work for his healed corrupted gems#the ones that caused the damage Fix the damage as reparations for the harm they perpetuated#steven learns he is Not His Mom and gains a more stable sense of self#that's all p good and thought out shit to me#i think the ONLY thing that i can remotely point to as potentially 'well damn that was a lot all at once'#was the new fusions one after another. but like come on. why you gonna be mad about that. just enjoy it and have fun brenda#they thought they literally had No More Story and wanted to leave the fans this one last gift#and instead what they get is fans whining that it's 'rushed'#rushed has a shit ass connotation these days#why can't we just say what we mean and call it 'lean storytelling'#it's all the story we needed to get a cohesive ending but without any fat#and like i LOVE me some fat sometimes#but like!! even non fatty meat tastes good!#my god#jen rambles#edited tags to clarify my meaning ahahah
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#before anything else i must warn this is going to be. unorganized thoughts mostly#in the last year or so ive tried to regain confidence that i am in fact plural and am not just faking it#or mistaking other symptoms for DID. shake off the denial y'know. as is so signature for this damn disorder#a diagnosis probably wouldnt even make me feel more sure lol. and also getting diagnosed for this specifically is like#the final boss of psychiatry to put it lightly lol#but when it quiets down in headspace ur always gonna feel like. maybe its over. whatever that was#it was just me and brandy for a while#but guess who had a godawful night and then a godawful morning and split a new alter 鈥硷笍鈥硷笍馃敟馃敟馃敟馃敟#he hates it here! he might hate me for creating him! im not sure !#hell im not even rly sure if im juno or brandy rn lol. my mind is just so messy today#i woke up.. when did i wake up. like 9:30 i think and its 1pm now and i haven't gotten out of bed#i don't even remember all that time passing . i couldve sworn its only been like an hour. two at most#on the one hand this has all been kinda terrible and mentally exhausting but at the same time. hey cant say im faking now LMAO#the other hand is brandy. the other hand is absolutely brandy. i am tired lol#im only posting this here so i can just like. process it i guess#ive had a weird time finding an outlet to just spew random thoughts into since leaving twitter so. sorry#idk if anyone's expecting this of me but i always kinda feel like i need some level of professionalism on this account#keyword some. i know this is tumblr#but idk if these very open posts are. annoying? weird? uncomfortable? entertaining somehow?#i know I know theres no point in worrying abt how others percieve you . knowing that hasnt stopped me from doing it lol#i dont remember where i was going w this. maybe i didnt have a goal in the first place#idk if you read this far i dont rly need u to act like u didnt see it cuz like. wouldnt have posted it otherwise#but idk why i am posting. idk what i want out of anyone who has read all this#maybe just. interact w this post in some way idk. it's actually kinda grounding for me if you can believe it#bleghh im thinkin of cheating on my weed break just to treat myself after all this. weed + a long walk would fix me
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i havent finished da3 yet so maybe this will be explained but i literally just dont understand why the hell I'M the inquisitor. like just coz i was ambiguously At Some Place where some important shit happened and i have a mark on my hand that can close rifts, that gives me a licence to run literally everything?? what if the random guy who showed up from the rift with no memories is shit at running things??? or just evil???? not to mention why is the top dog the one to go on every single mission ever like why am i doing frankly insane amounts of busywork if im theee guy of this organisation? like it would've made far more sense for there to be an inquisitor who's, yknow, actually experienced at running things, who stays back in skyhold while i go out to close rifts and collect 15 elfroot and 5 black lotus like surely this should not be the inquisitor's job
#like all the logistical issues would go away if i wasn't the inquisitor the game wouldn't even have to change all that much#can you tell trying to finish every quest in every region is getting to me. every time i find a#new region and it's just as big as the previous 20 i lose a little bit more of my mind#75 hrs of in game time not counting savescumming . google says it takes 60 hrs to beat and 120 to 100%. let me go#i wanna play the 4th game so bad but not til i finish this. but dude holy fuuuuckkkk enough fetch quests...#it's incredibly impressive how big this game is like there's So Much Content and all the#regions are so different even tho there's so many of them like damn that's so cool. but also GOD why#like im aware that if i get annoyed it means im playing it wrong but unfortunately i have ocd i have to maxx it out.#also sunk cost fallacy like even if i replay it im never gonna 100% it again and im this far into it so i might as well do it now but 馃槶#i wanna play the 4th game how is this the longest game everrrrrrr.....#on the other hand hopefully they'll have fixed some bugs by the time i get around to downloading da4#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#da3
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Pulling the seeds off more milkweed fiber. I've been distributing most of them outside so far, and will probably continue to toss them on empty dirt nearby as I do more.
Sorry for the terrible lighting, but I have also been spinning a blend of some. This is ry氓 mixed with it--I've done two rolags so far, the first one with only a little milkweed and the second that about half and half, and they're both spinning up super well. They also mixed in very easily and obligingly.
Unfortunately woke up and the spindle tip had snapped, so I have to take a break while the glue dries.
#my bought spindle (the blue one with a captive whorl) also broke a few months back#and i went to fix it at the same time but the tip is no longer in the box. argh.#i might just whittle it shorter its already broken so many damn times#keeps breaking in new places too like its just too long and thin and weak to not shatter repeatedly#its actually broken more than any of my handmade spindles and i use it the least#so i think keeping the thin tip as short as is still comfortable to spin on might be key because most of my other spindles#have broken once if it at all#spinning#handspun yarn#milkweed#ry氓 lambswool#supported spindles#supported spinning#foraging
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THE BOOPPOCALYPSE IS BACK
(and my tumblr is too broken to enjoy it properly 馃槶)
#ive got that bug again where theres a 50/50 shot of any given action just straight up Not Going Through At All#and my sidebar indicators are stuck saying i have nothing going on except for 13 alleged new posts on my dashboard#its bullshit but i dont remember how i fixed it last time#ive tried relogging. browser restarting. computer restarting. cache clearing.#everything short of Deleting And Reinstalling My Whole Damn Browser.#...oh. and i guess i might not have sent a support ticket to tumblr. maybe. i thought i did but i cant find any emails about a response...
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I didn't mention it when I was on earlier but I'm making a dedicated webpage just for phoenixclan and phoenixclan only because I figured that would be better than just having an open access link to my whole personal website xD It's not done yet but when it is I will switch the links in my pinned post lol
#nothing against anybody looking at my site of course it's there to be looked at#but i think it's better to have a dedicated phoenixclan website alongside my personal website just in case#partially because it makes everything cleaner for ppl only interested in phoenixclan#and partially because i want this blog to be as void of real world politics as possible#and considering i have a blog section on my website just for venting out my feelings i think it's better to just move phoenixclan#to a new website entirely lol#that and also from an admin perspective this means i can fix my horrible mistake of having too many damn folders to sort through
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I'm... glad, I'm glad Richas, Chayanne and Tallulah can give their own proper goodbyes instead of quietly leaving. Still hurts to see them leave. I had this same feeling when ccJaiden said qJaiden died in the explosion during purg.
Missa never got to see Chayanne and Tallulah when they woke up, did he? He never got to see Tallulah walking around with her new look, looking just like her apa Missa ...
I'm grateful for the eggs being able to tell their story and making so many people smile 馃┓ it still hurts greatly whenever someone leaves but. Yeah
#talking as someone who doesnt even catch up with qsmp streams except for the occasional event if it falls on a Saturday#living in ass tinezone means i wake up to news like this#that being said. damn im really gonna miss those crazy kids#i remember when phil had that enderking lore and chay and lullah were confronting him about it lorewise#and then richas came running in giving phil tips about how to fix his back :DD#all while chay keeps punching him trying to signal to MOVE IT bc theyre doing lore 馃槶馃槶鈽狅笍鈽狅笍鈽狅笍鈽狅笍#funniest memory i have of richas honestly#but yeah. god i hope things work out#qsmp
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Anyway damn its been like 3.5 years since Ive posted to this blog and I've been getting back into rvb now that its over and MAN do I have horny thoughts about those marine men again
#damn time to dust off the ol armor drawing arm#lots of stuff happened these last couple years uh#I got a new car!#i got into granblue fantasy#my car broke down :(#I got toP SURGERy#i got my car fixed! :)#we have gotten Into RvB this past week and im having a lot of fun#regardless of doc being not alive#bc I'm ignoring it :)
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