#DONT SAY IT LIKE MCR LMAOO

[absolutelyzoned]

LMAO TRANSGENDER MCR TO ULTRAKILL

WHAT. WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT. I CANT TELL IF YOURE SAYING LIKE. "lmaoo you used to be trans and an mcr fan and now you like ULTRAKILL and youre not trans now LLL" OR "there are two genders and theyre mcr and ULTRAKILL." LIKE I WAS ASSIGNED MCR AT BIRTH AND TRANSITIONED TO ULTRAKILL. HELP. I DONT THINK EITHER OF THOSE ARE RIGHT

[mikey-ways-waist]

omg hi guys!!! bro i used to have an account but then i got better but now idk i feel like relapsing lol. lowkey to be so real im not looking to go in too deep i just rly need to actually lose this weight this time lmaoo but anyways yall send me ur best diets pls 🙏

i’m hella emo and my th1nsp0 is 2000s pop punk icons hence the username. i dont rly have goal weights, im just looking to look good in tank tops and low rise jeans and maybe pass as a guy. wishing u all good luck on all of ur journeys, don’t give up!!! or else you’ll end up like me……..😔😔😔

also this is a side account, not saying my main so like i can’t like or follow lmao

info abt me

-trans boy (he/him)

-pansexual probably

-also diagnosed w depression and anxiety

-obsessed with mcr, green day, sarah and the safe word, 2000s pop punk in general

-trying SOSOSOSOO hard not to binge

[angeltiique]

OH MY GOD.

i just realised.

this is my blog.

i can do whatever i want.

so heres a giant fucking ramble with as many thoughts on Shenggou Ye as i can manage (who if you dont know is an oc belonging to my wonderful best friend reese aka rai aka rai.diate and her story universe Liar Liar Chaos Fire 😁 she doesnt know im doing this, this is for me):

if you dont know how did you NOT know shenggou ye accidentally became a biiiiiiit of a hyperfixation for me (exaggerating). reese and i can't exactly pinpoint when it started but we think its around the time we started a zombie apocolypse roleplay with us two and another friend <3

i love him so much i daydream and fantasise about him every moment i get. i see the colour red, or a wild dog or hyena, something to do with kung fu, or any obscure thing that i manage to tie him to and i go absolutely FERAL. hyenas are now my favourite animal because of him. i see a ricecooker and laugh at how he loves rice because his asian ass is so goofy (just like me fr). i love the colours red and teal which are his main colours. my favourite songs are loose cannon by set it off and mama by mcr which are his songs. he is TAKING OVER MY LIFE /POS

i feel bad that i dont get like this with other characters, especially my other friends and even my OWN, but thats just what ended up happening and i cannot seem to control myself lol

i even made up a list of why i kin him do you want to see it well too bad youre seeing it anyway i told you this is a megapost megalist mega fuckfest okay not a fuckfest but you get the idea:

SHENGGOU KIN MOMENTS:

- large hearts, both literally and metaphorically

- imposter syndrome (self-doubt, feeling like a fraud/liar)

- scared of being disowned/losing loved ones

- making jokes during serious moments (struggling to cope so makes light of the situation = ends up brushing it off/ignoring it)

- loving our best friend from high school fr fr /gen /pl and being so excited when we see them <3

- saying fucky ass and baybee (im the reason he says it LMAOOO)

- gayass motherfuckers (both bi)

- WE BOTH HAVE PUSSIES LMAOOOO and we aren't really dysphoric about it hell yeah (im trans and sheng is intersex 💪)

- lying lying chaos crying (i know a lot of them lie but shhhhhh)

- not being good at voice regulation/shutting the fuck up LMAO (apparently its a sign of autism... shenggou ye autism real!!? /j)

- having silly laughs <3 idk my mama makes fun of my laughs and he has a silly laugh it counts sshhhh

- he probably sits on surfaces weirdly or on places you wouldn't normally sit on, and i sit weirdly so YEAH

- sex jokes? yes please (they are funny !!!)

- dramatic as hell but its because we are silly goofy

- annoying as fuck but its slash pos

and thats all i had but theres probably more in fact im doing things because he does them, like saying "L" LMAOO BUT i mean it in an endearing way 🫶

ive also been calling my mother mama a LOT more like thats WHAT ive been calling her exclusively and i know for a fact its because shenggou calls HIS MOTHER mama and the song mama by mcr again. tsk tsk this hyperfixation is legit taking over. but i love it so much.

hes all i want to daydream about. we (friends and i) have a running joke that he is my husband, i love calling him my dearest darling husband shenggou ye. its great. but i like thinking about him with me during the day, maybe doing something stupid or dangerous and laughing at him, him helping me calm tf down when im stressed. its a weird coping mechanism but strangely effective!! i prefer keeping to myself but thinking about him with me makes me feel more seen and heard and loved. and reese is a bit like him, so its also like having my best friend with me even if shes not really. i like to think i can tell shenggou anything because thats how i feel about her. again, its all really stupid and cringe but its really nice and fun

im only now realising this is probably just turning a friends oc into a para. or like. something like a para. i mean the daydreams do get vivid.. Huh!

anyway thats about all i feel like sharing, i dont expect anyone to see this like all my other posts, i just enjoy screaming into the void and seeing if anyone screams back. let it be known, having weird coping mechanisms is cool and youre so.valid. /gen biggest hugest thank you to my bestie reese for creating this goober i am obsessed with. without her art that captures his handsomeness and her writing that demonstrates his personality i would never have fallen so deeply in love with him to the point of delusion.

Now if you'll Excuse me. i am going to dream the Best dreams (shenggou will be in it). thank you and Goodnight ^_^

[strawbszz]

i just made up a little fluff fanfic-

the 2 main characters names are Frank Smith (not frank iero- this has nothing to do with mcr i just made this up in my head) and Gia Jones. 2 lovers who met in Boston in school in 10th grade. (also if it has some misspelling i’m dyslexic so it will have some problems-) (ALSO THE TIMELINE IS 2001-2005 so characters will use flip phones, and iPods not iPhones and that stuff) (also i did fail english so thats why sometimes it may not make sense-)

Genre: Romance/fluff (fluff definition if you dont know: Fluff is often used in fandom to characterize any pleasant, feel-good work. It is sometimes described as the opposite of angst. Fluff may lack plot; however, unlike a PWP the focus is not sex, but displays of affection between two or more characters, whether their relationship is romantic or not.) 

word count: 3,282

Chapter count: 3

Frank was laying on his bed staring at the ceiling. doing nothing. his phone goes off. he grabs his phone to see that Gia texted him. he sits up and checks the text. 

“hey Frank! good morning. what you up to?” “nothing. just laying down trying to wake up.” 

Frank is half awake, extremely tired from staying up all night.

 “i stayed up all night watching a movie.” “of course you did you night owl. what were you watching??” “i was just rewatching the IT movie because i got bored.” “i never knew you were such a horror movie fan??” “yeah i especially like the IT movies, they are scary but funny at the same time!” “i have to go now, i got work! bye Frankie!!” “lol bye G.”

Frank gets up and goes downstairs to make some coffee. he sees his roommate Toby chilling on the couch watching tv.

“hey mornin’ Frank! glad to see you’re awake!” Toby chuckles. “well good morning to you too, Toby.” Frank sighs. Frank sits next to Toby with a steaming cup of coffee.

“what we watching today, Toby..?” “just some football.” “ah..” Frank says unamused. 

Frank spills some coffee on his shirt “crap- DANG IT I WANTED TO WEAR THIS SHIRT!!” Toby laughs “SHUSH TOBY!!!” 

Frank goes up to his room and changes his shirt to a reddish blueish black stripe sweater. “really- some coffee got on my jeans..” he says unamused. Frank grabs some jeans with a basic black belt. 

Frank thinks to himself while staring at himself in the mirror “i wonder how Gia is doing..??” 

he grabs his flip phone. you hear the rattling from his charm that Gia got him around a year and a half ago. he starts to text her.

“hey Gia! you still at work?” “hey Frank! no i’m on my lunch break! what are you doing?” 

“i’m just chilling in my room i had to change my outfit because i spilt coffee on it..” “haha of course you did. i remember you did that in class back in 11th grade!” don’t remind me of that Gia.” 

“your silly. oh! my lunch break is over! i have to go! bye Frankie!!!” “bye Gia!”

i love Gia so much. she makes my day so much better when i get to chat with her. i do miss her.

 i kinda don’t remember how she looks now. she told me a week ago that she dyed her hair black! i also dyed my hair black with red tips! 

someone knocks on Franks door. “who is it?” “its just me, hey do you want to get some lunch?? i know you’ve been feeling down but we should go down to that coffee shop and get some food there!” 

“eh.. i’m not feeling that hungry..” “you sure?? you haven’t eaten any food today, you only drank half of your coffee.” 

“i just need to lay down for like 5 minutes.” “okay! Well meet me downstairs when you’re ready!” “okay..” 

he just lays there scrambling in thoughts.  

“what if Gia does not love me anymore.. what if she does not want to see me anymore.. maybe thats why she moved away from Boston to Jersey! wait no no.. am i a bad friend...?” 

a knock comes from Frank’s door. “Frank!! come on! its been 10 minutes!! we need to go eat!!!!” Frank sighs “fine, we can go now.” “sweet!”

Frank grabs his black dirty converse and puts them on. he grabs his dark green zip up hoodie and goes downstairs.

“hey, Toby you probably will need a jacket or hoodie it’s pretty cold outside.” “oh, right.. thanks Frank!” 

Frank and Toby walk outside, Frank looks at the orangey yellowish red leaves falling from the trees. Stepping on the gravel has a nice sound to Frankie. Frank’s favorite seasons is fall and winter, he hates hot weather because it makes him sweaty and gross feeling and he does not have cool clothes for hot weathers.

They get in the car and drive to the coffee shop. “ooh!! i can smell the coffee from here Toby!!!” Frank says in a excited voice. “okay okay.. calm down Frank.” Toby laughs.

“Hi! what can i get you two??” “hi ma’am, i’ll get a BLT and a diet coke.” “okay! and what would you like sir?” “psst!! Frank- the lady asked you what you want!!” Toby whispers to Frank. “i-uhm.. i- i’ll get a croissant and a coffee!” “okay! your drinks will be on the way!” “thanks!”

 Toby smiles at the nice lady. “Frank!! what was that?!” Toby Whispers to Frank. “sorry Toby, i didn’t hear her, i was listening to music on my iPod.” “well next time we order you HAVE to have your headphones out.” “fine fine..” 

“when do you get to see Gia??” “i-uhm.. i don’t know yet..” “oh.. okay” 

“heres your drinks and food! be careful sir this coffee is hot!” she smiles. “thanks ma’am!” they eat there food and drink there drinks.

time has passed and Frank got a text from Gia. Frank smiles in excitement.

“hey Frankie! guess what!” “what?” “i’m moving back to Boston!!” “REALLY?!” “yeah!! maybe we can meet somewhere for dinner to hangout?” “yeah!! i’ll text you where we should go! when are you moving down here??” “Tomorrow!” “oh nice!! i’ll see you then!! bye!” “bye Frankie!!”

Toby snaps his fingers at Frank. “hello! earth to Frankie!!!” “shit man- you scared me! i was just texting Gia!!” “of course you were. what were you chatting about??” Toby Smiles. “she’s moving back down to Boston tomorrow!!” “oh! sweet! i haven’t met her yet!” “yeah she’s really nice! i haven’t seen her in 2 years!! she said she dyed her hair black!” “oh cool, and i guess she hasn’t see your new hair??”

 “yeah! uhm.. what time is it??” “10:36pm.” “well, i should get some sleep.” “yeah, same. goodnight Frank!” “night.”

Frank walks upstairs to his room. he opens his closet and changes into his pajamas. he grabs a dvd of harry potter and puts it in the dvd player and turns on the tv. Frank gets in his bed and presses play on the remote.

“o..kay.. time to watch some harry potter!” 1 hour and a half later Frank’s phone rings. its Gia!! he grabs his phone and clicks answer.

“h-hello??” “hey! Frankie! i just moved in and some of my furniture hasn’t came it yet- can i stay over at your house??” “u-uhhm sure.. sorry you just woke my up..” “sorry i woke you up” Gia giggles. “its okay my address is-” “okay! thanks I will be there in 20 minutes!!” “okay bye..!” “bye Frankie!!” 

Frankie gets out of his bed in excitement and goes downstairs to the little door in the stairs and grabs a deflated air mattress and air pump. he goes upstairs and Toby opens his door to see Frank going to his room.

“h-huh..? w-what are you doing Frank..??” Toby says half awake. “Gia just moved in and she needed some where to sleep because her furniture has not came in yet!” “oh- uhh.. okay.. i’m going back to bed.. night Frank.” “goodnight!”

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CHAPTER 2!!!! yes i am doing chapters! i thought this was gonna be a one shot but i’m doing chapters! idk how many yet but this is chapter 2!!

Gia’s pov: she opens the door to her house “woah! it’s spacious in here!!” she sets her luggage down and turns on the lights. “right.. the moving truck is coming in 2 days..”

 she grabs her flip phone and calls Frank. “h-hello??” “hey! Frankie! i just moved in and some of my furniture hasn’t came it yet- can i stay over at your house??” “u-uhhm sure.. sorry you just woke my up..” “sorry i woke you up” Gia giggles. “its okay my address is-” “okay! thanks I will be there in 20 minutes!!” “okay bye..!” “bye Frankie!!”

 she gets in her car and drives to Frank’s house and gets out of her car.

 she walks up to his house and rings the door bell. Frank answers in excitement “Hi Gia!!!” Frankie has a big smile. “hey Frank!!!” they share a hug. Gia can feel that Frank is jittery from 2 cups of coffee that day. “aw! i missed you!” “same here!!!” she looks at Frank’s black hair with red tips. “ooh!! you dyed your hair!!” “same with you!! i love yours!” “thanks!!” “you’re still short like i remember!” she giggles. “and you’re still tall.. maybe a little bit taller by an inch..” (there height difference is Gia’s 5′7 and Frank’s 5′5 btw) “well come in Gia!” Gia walks in and sees the living room. “ooh! nice house!” Frank grabs her by the hand and runs upstairs to his room. “let me show you were your gonna be staying!!” “i-uhh- okay!!” Gia’s caught off guard. “well it is my room because my roommate Toby is next door in that other room but theres your air mattress!!” “nice!” Gia looks around. “yeah.. i got dvds for movies, cds for music, books. and yeah!” “oh sweet! well i really tired..” “okay, want an extra blanket?” “oh sure!” “okay well goodnight!” Frank smiles. “night Frankie”

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Frank’s pov: i wake up to see Gia laying there. So peaceful. So pretty. I just want to kiss her right now. RIGHT! time to get up! Frank hops out of bed trying not to step on Gia and walks downstairs and brews some coffee for him and Gia. Toby walks downstairs to see Frank making some coffee.

“uhh.. morning Frank.” Frank gets spooked a little bit. “JEEZ TOBY!! DON’T SCARE ME LIKE THAT!!” Toby giggles. “sorry- hey uh- who’s that girl sleeping in you’re room on an air mattress..?” “oh! thats Gia! sorry that i could not introduce her to you- she came here at like 2am-” “ah, okay.” 

Gia comes downstairs wearing not many clothes only like a loose t shirt, and nike shorts. Her makeup was smudged. She looked so cute. 

“h-hey! morning G!” Frank smiles and goes over to her and hugs her. “h-hello to you too clingy..” Gia giggles and hugs Frank back. “you doing okay, G?” “y-yeah..! I smell coffee!” Gia smirks at Frank. Frank sighs. “kay, i’ll get you a cup of coffee.” Frank grabs a mug and fills it with some hot coffee. “here you are m’lady.” Frank giggles while handing her the mug of coffee. “thanks you dork” Gia smirks at Frank. Frank grabs himself a mug and fills it with coffee and sits next to Gia.

“so.. what do you wanna do today??” Frank puts his arm slightly around Gia. “hmm.. lets go get lunch later! you pick the place!” “okay!” Frank takes his arm away from her shoulder. he puts his hands in his lap and sits there in silence. “you okay, Frankie..? Got something on your mind..?” “u-uhmm..i know that we haven’t seen each other and i just wanted to ask if its okay if i can..kiss you..?” “i-uhhm.. sure! i-i mean its okay you can if you want. i don’t mind!” “u-uhhmm... okay..!” they both share a soft kiss. “y-you’re really pretty..” “shh.. dork” Gia smiles at frank wrapping her arm around his shoulder and cuddling him. “you’re warm..” Gia smiles as a response. “i love you Frankie..! you’re so sweet.” Gia kisses Frank on the head. 

they just chill on the couch with their half cold coffees and watching boring tv. 

Toby sighs. “i’m going to work you two. i’ll be back at 7:30pm.” “kay.. bye!” 

Frank fell asleep on Gia. Gia grabs from her pocket her iPod and puts her headphones in and turns on some music. Gia checks the time on her flip phone. its 11:23pm. 

Gia rubs Frank’s shoulder. “hey.. wake up sleepy head..” Frank wakes up. he looks very soft and cute. “h-huh.. hey..” “we should get going to lunch! i’ll let you wake up while i get dressed. you need to get dressed too.” “right..! hold on.. it will take me a minute to get up..” “okay! i’ll be upstairs!” “kay..!”

Gia runs upstairs to get ready. Frank sits there for a while to wake up and rubs his eyes and gets up. he walks upstairs. he sees Gia in the bathroom with the door open putting on makeup.

Frank goes behind Gia and raps his arms around her waist to hug her.

“hey my little Cuddle Bug.” Gia smiles and puts her hand on his hands. “i love you...!” “love you too Love Muffin.” Frank has always loved Gia’s little nicknames she gives him. it makes Frank feel safe and happy. “kay.. i gotta get in some real clothes!” “okay!” Gia giggles. 

Frank walks to his room and grabs some baggy cargo pants, a shirt with flowers, and a black hoodie. he grabs his hight-top converse and puts them on.

Gia walks into the doorway. “hey! how do i look?” Gia is wearing black skinny jeans, a nirvana shirt, and a dark green zip-up with black high-top converse. “you look good! ready to go??” “mhm.” “kay! lets go!” Frank smiles.

they go outside to the car and get in and drive to the restaurant. they arrive to the local coffee shop. 

“ooh! this place looks nice!” Gia smiles. “yeah! me and Toby go here sometimes.” 

they go inside and sit down. 

“so hows your day Love..?” Gia grabs his hands to hold hands on the table. “u-uhhmm..” Frank is very flustered right now. “i-it’s good..!” “thats good!” Gia smiles at Frank. Frank is beat red right now. “you’re so cute when you’re flustered.” Gia rubs his hand with her thumb. “i love you Frankie..” “i love you too..!” 

Gia takes her hands away from his when she sees the waitress coming their way. 

“hello! what can i get you two??” “uh.. i’ll get a grilled cheese with a coke..!” “okay! and what can i get you ma’am??” “i’ll get the BLT, with a water.” “okay! your food and drinks will be here soon!” 

Frank and Gia put there feet on each other and just sit there in silence for a second. “wanna go cuddle when we go home Love??” “mhm..!” 

they get there food and drinks and eat and then they pay. they are walking to the car while holding hands.

“you’re my favorite person.” “really...?” Frank sounded kinda surprised. “mhm!” 

they drive home and go upstairs to go lay down. Gia sits on the bed and lays down. them Frank lays on her and they cuddle for a while.

 Frank falls asleep. Gia gets up and puts the covers over Frank’s small thin body. 

she walks downstairs and grabs a soda and walks upstairs to lay back down.

 she sees Frank laying there sobbing a little bit. 

“baby! are you okay??” Gia grabs Frank and cuddles him on the floor. Frank just lays there sobbing a lot now and can’t even get a word out. “baby.. please tell me what happened!..” Frank can’t really get a word out but mumbles “m-my..”

~~~~~~~~TRIGGER WARNING: DE@TH~~~~~~~~~

(Chapter 3)

“m-my dad called me a-and said.. m-my mom is.. dead..” Gia hugs him tightly and tears up a little. “oh my god.. baby.. i’m so sorry..!” “i-it’s not you’re fault, G..” they cuddle there for a sec. “here.. let me go make you some tea, baby..” “mhm..”

Frank sits there in disbelief that his mother is gone now.. he gets up to go to the bathroom and wipes his tears up with a tissue. Gia comes upstairs with some hot tea and sits it on Frank’s nightstand. she goes to hug Frankie from behind. 

“i made your tea, Love.” “thank you Gia..” Gia kisses his shoulder and goes to sit down on his bed. Frank goes and grabs his tea and sips it. 

“mmm..! it’s good..!” Gia smiles at Frank. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 3 months later ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

(month: may)

they both go visit Frank’s mother’s grave with flowers in hand. Frank just stares at his mother’s grave for a moment holding back the tears and sits the flowers in front of his mother’s grave and walks over to Gia and they go to the car.

 they just drive home in silence. 

Frank grabs Gia’s iPod from her grove box and turns on some music that you can hear from the headphones. Gia hears the faint sound from the iPod of some nirvana. Gia puts her hand on Frank’s leg and rubs it for a sec before Frank looks at her. 

“what do you want?” Frank sound Irritated at Gia. “nothing! just loving on you.”

 Frank moves his leg and Gia’s hand falls to the seat. Frank holding back the tears and pressing himself against the car door not wanting to talk with Gia at the moment.

“d-did i do something wrong..?” Gia sounds worried. Frank just stays silent for the rest of the drive home.

they get home and Frank gets out of the car immediately and slams the car door shut and stomps into the house while slamming doors. 

Toby looks worried. “y-you okay Frank?-” Frank cuts off Toby. “NOT NOW TOBY!” he yells. Frank stomps upstairs and slams the door. he lays in bed sobbing hard.

Gia walks in the house with a concerned look on her face. “i-is Frank okay, G..?” “i don’t know right now.. i think he’s made at me..” “oh..” Toby mumbles.

Gia goes upstairs and knocks on the door. “Frank? you okay..??” she tries to open the door but it’s locked. “Frank please open the door..” Gia tears up and gets really worried about Frank. 

she starts knocking really hard on the door. “FRANK! OPEN THIS DOOR!!!” she hears Frank sobbing on the other side of the door. “p-please don’t h-hurt me..” 

Gia unlocks the door and busts in to see Frank bawling on the floor. “Frankie!” Gia grabs Frank and hugs his tightly. “did i do something wrong..?” “i-i don’t know..” “I’m sorry if I did..” “mm..” Frank snuggles up to Gia and lays there for a bit while they listen to some music.

Frank is really tired from that crazy day and is still shaking like a child that had coffee for the first time.

“Here.. let’s go to bed Hun..” “mhm..” Gia lays Frank in bed and she gets in bed with him and they fall asleep.

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Frank wakes up to Gia half way on him being a big spoon. Frank can’t really get up and get coffee or grab his iPod.

“Gia.. can you get off my me..” “mmhhhmm..”

Gia won’t budge. She’s half awake. She has her arm draped over Frank and her leg over his where he is pinned down to the bed.

“Gia.. please get off..” “mmmhhhhmn..” “I need to make coffee babe..” “fineee..”

She gets off of Frank and lays on her back sweating from all the blankets.

Frank puts on some sweat pants so Toby does not see him in his underwear, and walks downstairs.

“Morning Frank.” “Hey Toby.”

Frank is brewing some coffee for him and Gia.

“How’s you and your girl? She gonna live here now or something?” “I.. don’t know yet..” “well if she does she gotta pay rent too.” “I’ll make sure if she does live here.. hey and.. remember to keep it down next time..” “I- uhh- okay.. sorry.”

Frank was embarrassed from what Toby said to him.

Frank grabs 2 mugs and fills them up and brings them upstairs.

“Hey.. I made us coffee if you wanna wake up and not lay there.” “Mmhhhmh.. okay..”

Gia turns over to grab her coffee cup and sits up. She takes a sip from her coffee.

“Mmm.. thanks..” “and uh.. Toby said to keep you it down next time..”

Frank’s face is red from embarrassment.

“O-oh.. uh okay..” “yeah..”

They sit there in silence for a minute.

“Hey.. I’m sorry if that was embarrassing or anything like that!” “No no, your fine!!” “Okay..”

“Hey! Wanna go on a picnic by that lake?” “Sure! I’d love too Frank!” “Okay!”

They get up and grab clothes and go in separate rooms (bathroom and bedroom) and get dressed.

They go downstairs together.

“Hey Toby! We are gonna be gone for a while!” “Kay bye you two!”

They walk to the coffee shop and order to-go sandwiches and go to the lake.

“Okay! We are here!” “Ooo! It looks pretty here!!” “Yep! Here, let’s eat our sandwiches!”

They sit down on the slightly damp grass and eat there sandwiches.

“I love you, Frank!” “Love you too, Gia.”

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OMGG YESS IM FINISHED WITH IT YAY!! I HOPE YOU LIKED IT :D

[foundationsofdickay]

MCR Portland 2022

(As always, was not actually there, etc)

Setlist: foundations na na na give em hell best day ever summertime deathwish venom boy division hang em high wttbp teenagers mama the world is ugly not okay famous last words sleep - helena desert song

- first off y’all I’m like three days away from my mcr show holy shit

- they had a pre show thing on the screens saying “make some noise for vacuum guy!” lol

- it sounds like “pony” was playing in the background while he was vacuuming lmaoo

- drum says Athena (such a win for elementary school me)

- Gerard camo jacket

- “this is a song I wrote about my fucking sweetheart” Gerard, before summertime

- Gerard dedicated venom to youth code (he’s also wearing a youth code shirt btw)

- frank green jacket he is sooo like me (also has green jacket. and is scientifically the most like frank for a variety of reasons including Birthday)

- gerard had to read something off their phone but i cant find anyone saying what it was lol - "mama, we're all full of lies... your turn!" aka he had the crowd sing the "you could've raised a baby girl" bit

- "i guess in a lovely fucking world, be a butterfly. be a butterfly!!"

- the streamer apparently went "just kiss him already.. whys he looking at him like that" re: frank and gerard. no comment as i dont know how he was looking at him but wow in the year of our lord 2022... frerard truthing...

- one of the streamers is putting random filters on the video and one of them was a filter to make you have frank's revenge era makeup and they put it on frank lol

- gerard threw the mic stand on the ground during sleep

[randombubblegum]

How do you feel about the “Emo Renaissance” thing? I personally believe it’s too soon to think of these bands as a revival, not to mention IDKHOW is above P! in almost every sense, and FOB’s shoes are a bit too big for Waterparks. Same with MCR’s.

hmm emo renaissance in what way?? bc throughout 2020 and 2021 there was a huge revival of emo/scene music and fashion from the early 2000s or so that i thought was cool!!! but if you mean newer bands like parx and idkhow i dont consider them emo revival at all?? i mean parx was sort of slated to be a new wave (hah) of emo/neon pop punk sort of spiritual successor to bands like mcr and fob but obviously that didnt happen. and theres no way any band alive today could fill their shoes LMAOO…..

also idkhow is really a very different niche from panic!!! its almost like if the timeline diverged after vices & virtues?? if you see what im saying… its very much dallons vision. it has way more in common w the brobecks than panic imo!!! but also its not even a fraction as big yet…. hopefully someday

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10 questions !!

Rules: Answer ten questions, write your own and tag ten people i was tagged by @131-vibe ty for tagging me <3 ! and sorry for taking so long hhhh What’s your favorite fairy tale/myth? hmmmm id probably say the little mermaid just bc i was OBSESSED with ariel when i was little, im awful at picking favourites but sentimentality helps lol What’s your favorite movie genre? ooo i love horror movies ! i also really like historical movies and anything thats mainly character driven Describe your go to outfit jeans, belt and a crop top w white sneakers and a bunch of necklaces and probably mismatched earrings asdfg  What’s your comfort movie? oooo thats kind of difficult, i dont tend to rewatch movies much so instead ill give a comfort show. i rewatch the nana anime a lot when i need something familiar, it was one of the first anime i watched bc i found the full series in eng dub on youtube lmaoo and even tho i prefer subs now i always watch nana dubbed for the nostalgia Favorite odd fact you know ill give a personal fact bc why not, my family is from a small village in ukraine and my baba was the first woman in the village to wear pants/shorts, queen <3 asdfgh (she was also the first to bleach her hair and get multiple ear piercings, we love a rebel)

What’s your take on mint chocolate things? i LOVE it !!!! mint chocolate ice cream, candy, cookies whatever ill take it ! Do you have a favorite Ghibli movie, and if so which one? howl ! im a sucker for a good romance and i just love the aesthetics of it. spirited away is also a fav just bc it was the first one i ever saw (and bc its amazing obv) Go to hype song this changes a lot for me but recently ive been listening to a lot of mcr so id say thank you for the venom or boy division rn Corner bed or not? yessss 100% !! What would you do if you were able to do absolutely anything, no limitations? this is boring but honestly probably just get a nice house in toronto in like kensington or smthing and just like ,,, live my life w/o having to worry about money and shit asdfg its mundane but honestly i dont really want a lot ? (tbf asking for a HOUSE in toronto is already asking for a lot sooo lmao) finding a job i dont hate would be nice too since im kind of lost in that department

MY questions !

1. you can have any hair colour but it has to be unnatural, what are you choosing ? 2. if you had to live for one year in a country other than the one you currently live/were born in where would you choose and why? 3. how do you usually keep your nails ? (like length? nail polish or no? if so what colour? etc) 4. what colour are the walls in your room and do you want to change them or no? 5. we’re going for a drive and i ask you to pick a song, what are you putting on ? 6. go to coffee/tea order ? (or other drink if you dont drink either) 7. describe your height w/o using feet/inches/the metric system/any official measurement (yes i stole this from that tweet shhh) 8. do you put things on your walls ? (ie posters, art, random shit idk) 9. last book you read and would you recommend it? 10. off vibes alone (not skills/talents !!!) what role would you have in a band (like vocals, bassist, rhythm guitar, or even like ,, leader, manager, etc idk have fun with it lol) im tagging @seritydoll @j7nhui @handshake @stonebutchpiss @jadethirwall @chainerayuta @cignateez @1yanan @my-enlightenment @kunmunist and anyone else that wants to !pls dont feel pressured to answer if ur not feeling it <3 !

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rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to get to know better.

name: snake or silas or i dont know give me a name i like it when people give them to me

star sign: gemini

height: 5'4"

time: 10:30pm

birthday: not giving even tho its the best birthday number sucks to suck

favorite bands/artists: green day, mcr, printing shed, the altogether, fin, andrea gibson, vi hart

last movie: alien

last show: spn for alter reasons but before that russian doll (just finished s1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

when did i create this blog: november of 2019 p sure

what i post: sometimes words

last thing i googled: list of works by mary shelley (PS she did write more than frankenstien)

other blogs: danger days/emo blog @glitching-desert-snake DIY punk and sewing blog @seamripped OCs and WIP projects blog @faultlinefables not active hiking/nature blog (ps username up for trade!) @wanderling-finds and plural blog makingyourselfupasyougo

do i get asks?: very occasionally but please say hi or tell me about what you did today id love more mail

following: 343

average hours of sleep: 6-10 but in the late to bed late to wake up summer depresso way

instruments: guitar like actually and hopelessly learning piano

what im wearing: pj pants thrift store shirt that says the lost boys on it but is some band not the movie and jacket with studs and a few pins

dream job: theater tech by night and UBI artist/programmer by day

dream trip: camping trip with close friends

nationality: american....

favorite songs: no. 1 will always be Jesus of Suburbia but after that I'l do top three of Sleep, Numb, and Fast Car

last book that i read: reading The Joy Luck Club rn

top 3 fictional universes i’d like to live in: the boiling isles, everything everywhere all at once, and over the garden wall

tagging whoever