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c2-eh · 11 months ago
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fics masterlist
charlos (charles/carlos)
• been hidin' for too long - 2k, M
• feel so good, it's almost frightening - 6k, E
• the only thing that works for me - 10k, E
• I bloom just for you (i've been saving this for you) - 8k, M
• your touch's essential as sunlight - 1k, M
• a bouquet of unsaid i love yous - 12k, E, pt. 2 of strayed red strings
• you made flowers grow in my lungs - 12k, M, pt. 1 of strayed red strings
• jealousy, jealousy - 4k, E
• I'm just needin' a little space, I'm just needin' a little time - 2k, T
• bittersweet - 1k, T
• how did we get here - 3k, E
• floating on my lowkey vibe - 2k, E
• are you mine tomorrow, or just tonight - 4k, E
• un petit peu toi et moi - 1k, T
versainz (carlos/max)
• after the battles come the rewards - 4k, E
carc (carlos/marc)
• you tear down my reason - 3k, E
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preciouslittle-bhaalbabe · 4 months ago
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I just think it's cute that her violin makes her sparkle when she moves :3
It suits her! Also that final SMACK of a kiss is very satisfying and so is the cute lil face Asty makes afterwards ugh I love him ;w;
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coastercrushed · 2 months ago
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in all honesty, he was the last person he wanted to see. he could feel the blood coating his teeth, feel the blood clotting in his nose. his vision? blurry at best. though, he wasn't the best on his feet to begin with. "i'd love to rattle my brain for ya, bills but i'm sorry ta' say that jason and his goonies beat you to it," he's trying to catch his breath, keep his balance. "just---...come on!! help me out!"
continued from ( x ) @onslaughted
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aviiarie · 1 month ago
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also also while i'm at it, i'd like to say i have not forgotten about the love letter asks that i have in my inbox!! in hindsight, choosing to reopen that while i was busy with school was a really stupid idea, but i will get to them, i promise!! that goes for my other requests soon.....
honestly, idk if i can even consider this a break anymore considering how active i've been, but school is over soon so we'll be back to our regularly scheduled aviiarie posting soon enough.
thank you all for the continued support!! i passed 300 followers while i was away, and am getting close to 350 now, so a milestone event might be on the horizon 👀
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musescfmusic · 8 months ago
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"How the hell you gonna pull some movie bully shit and act like the victim when people give you shit for it?? You can't double down and act like you're still a good guy..."
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thoughtfulfangirling · 1 year ago
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October/Autumn Books
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Over the years, I've been trying to collect books good for reading around this time of year. I thought I'd make a masterlist of sorts. There will be categories, and books may be in several of them.
Each of these books I feel have something to offer in terms only that they fit what I feel is readings for the season within their vibes. Any YA books will be explicitly marked as such. Additionally, my actual opinion of the books will be marked with 1 through 5 asterisks (stars), and because I hate rating books, I'm going to preface by saying I'm being very loosey goosey with them XD
Autumn Vibes (weather)
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Autumn at the Willow River Guesthouse by C.P. Ward**
Feelgood fall read. It makes efforts to evoke autumn, having a bike trip be a part of her work routine sometime between the months of late August to October. I don't know that I personally thought it succeeded, but it tries, and I'll give it that. It also has themes of shedding an old life. In her late 20s, Lily loses in the span of a couple days her job, her apartment, and her fiance. She leaves the city to go back to her country home to figure out what she wants to do with her life. The book has the bones for a good autumn read, but the execution didn't do it for me. Judge for yourself if this sounds interesting. (I probably should just give it one star because it doesn't even MENTION Halloween, but I did like that it spent so more time with Victoria than the love interest XD)
The Coldest Girl in Cold Town by Holly Black *****
YA. Vampires exist, and the world knows about it. The world is dealing with it as best they can. Barriers between overnight workers and the public, habits to close all windows every night, avoid evening events, and the conversion of large towns into prisons for vampires and those who wish to become them. Within this world, Tana is just trying to have a normal teen's life, but that all changes when a drunken night at a friends and a forgotten open window results in her waking up seemingly the only survivor of a vampire attack. That's enough for a teenager to have to deal with, but as it turns out, not all the vampires are gone. (The audiobook for this one is exceptionally creepy and good.)
Doll Bones by Holly Black *****
Contemporary. YA. Kids try to keep the magic of youth alive by going on an adventure (running away) to a doll they want to believe is haunted to her grave site in early-ish autumn.
Cemetary Boys***
YA. Takes place during autumn, and much of the book is set outside, not infrequently in a cemetary no less. Pretty good for autumn vibes. It's been a while since I've read it, so it may be more just the general weather climate that's evoked than falling leaves and such, but still, definitely feels like fall and is a story about ghosts and witches, and blood rituals. How do you go wrong with that?
The Girl in the Green Silk Gown by Seanan McGuire *****
Sometimes, living is the true thing of nightmares. Such is the case for the hitchhiking ghost Rose Marshall. She's hitched the ghost roads for decades longer than she's been alive and content with her undead existence despite being haunted still by the man who killed her, demon-pact and all. When he curses her, she finds that only by living again can she remove the curse. It was only supposed to last one evening, the only evening the dead can return to flesh: Halloween night. (This is a book 2)
In the Woods by Tana French ****
In his childhood, Adam Ryan was out with his friends when those friends went missing. It became a huge story, especially because when they found him, he was so traumatized, he had no memory of what took place. They never solved his mystery, but he became an investigator himself. He thought that was all behind him, except he is put on a case that has a mysterious link to that cold mystery. Ryan shouldn't be working this case, but no one has linked him to it yet, and he can't help but try and see if this new case will reveal anything about his own.
The Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo ***
Alex Stern is in the fall Semester at a college that deals in magic. Normally, an outsider like her wouldn't have been recruited to help keep order among the magic houses that operate out of the college, but there's something special about Alex: She can see ghosts, a rare gift. At least that's how she's seen. To Alex, it can be more of a curse. One she will have to use though if she is going to find the mentor who mysteriously disappeared earlier that semester under supernatural circumstances.
Plain Bad Heroines by Emily Danforth *****
Half historical, half contemporary. Chunks of the book occur during autumn months and lovely descriptions of the weather and orchards, and a repeating motif of apples.
The November Girl by Lydia Kang ****
YA. Hector is a runaway, and he has planned his time hidden away until his 18th birthday perfectly to escape being in his uncle's custody any longer. On the last day a tourist island on Lake Superior is open, just before the November storms are expected to come and batter the island, he boards the fairy there and remains in secret. The island is expected to be abandoned and dangerous. It does prove to be dangerous, but what it doesn't prove to be, is abandoned. There is a strange girl also still left upon the island, and the creeping cold and raging storms only seem to give her power. She doesn't seem fully human.
Tithe by Holly Black ****
YA. Halloween approaches, and Kaye finds that her world may just be more preternatural than she expected as suddenly she is encountering fairies. Her encounter does more than open her eyes to a new world, it seems to be changing her too, and the stakes will reach a peak Halloween night.
Horror Vibes
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Alice Isn't Dead by Joseph Fink *****
When her wife goes missing and doesn't reappear, one woman gives up the life she knows to become a trucker. On the road, she expects to find herself... or her wife. What she finds are mystery and horror instead.
Dracula by Bram Stoker *****
Does anyone actually even need a summary? Look, if you like to read books for Halloween and haven't read this one, just do it. You're on Tumblr; make sure you know what all the Dracula Daily posts are going on about. They're excellent.
The Exorcist by William Blatty ****
What is more horrific than watching a beloved child deteriorate into self harm and bad health and getting no answers, having to trust to faith instead of anything you've trusted before. Or how about a believer faced with evil powers one never expected to truly come face to face with?
Juniper & Thorn by Ava Reid ***
The witch daughter of a cruel wizard is persuaded by her two elder sisters to sneak out of their carefully controlled home to see a ballet. For her, this is out of character to disobey her father, but she finds the show changes everything. She is enraptured by the performance, and more specifically, the lead, who she chances upon meeting while going out to get some air. For once, she has found something worth coming out of her shell for, but should she have left home when there are dark rumors of a man-eating monster stalking the night and the tentative tranquility of their home, and their voracious father, is as risk? Contains explicit sexual content.
Mexican Gothic****
Noemí leaves her bustling city of Mexico City to go to London to visit her cousin who married into an old family. Her cousin seems sick, having sent for Noemí to rescue her. It is believed her cousin is suffering the effects of a mental illness. Once there, Noemi is struck by how isolated the home is, how run down and mildewy it is. It is not at all what she imagined, nor are the people there, or the family dynamics she could never have guessed at. All she wants to do is get out of there as soon as possible, but first she has to her cousin, and then, she finds she simply cannot leave.
The Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo ***
Alex Stern is in the fall Semester at a college that deals in magic. Normally, an outsider like her wouldn't have been recruited to help keep order among the magic houses that operate out of the college, but there's something special about Alex: She can see ghosts, a rare gift. At least that's how she's seen. To Alex, it can be more of a curse. One she will have to use though if she is going to find the mentor who mysteriously disappeared earlier that semester under supernatural circumstances.
The Girl with All the Gifts *****
I was so hooked starting this book with zero information about it other than it was a good spooky read, and since it was such an experience, I simply cannot get myself to say much about this. It follows a special child student, her teacher, and the head of the locked down school's security team as they navigate a dystopian world behind walls, and attempts to reach the outside world have proven unsuccessful so far.
The Lamb will Slaughter the Lion by Margaret Killjoy****
Danielle is a hitchhiker headed to a socialist commune in Iowa that has largely been abandoned by government interests. The town takes care of itself, and they have a unique way of protecting their own against charismatic leaders who want to make this community their own. Danielle's friend had been living there before he comitted suicide, and so, she needs to know what has happened. A spirit of judgement and execution stalks the daylight hours, killing those with darkness in their hearts. But who doesn't have some amount of darkness inside of them?
The Mall of Cthulhu by Susan Cooper
Danielle "When Ted stumbles onto a gropu of Cthulhu cultists planning to awaken the Old Ones through mystic incantations culled from the fabled Necronomicon, calling forth eldritch horros into an unsuspecting world, eh and Laura must spring into action, traveling from Boston to the seemingly-peaceful suburbs of Providence and beyond, all the way to the sanity-shattering non-Euclidian alleyways and towers of dread R'lyeh itself, in order to prevent an innocent shopping center from turning into... The Mall of Cthulhu
The Only Good Indians by Stephen Graham Jones ****
Most people experience the past coming back to haunt them in some way, shape, or form. But three men who grew up on a reservation feel like they are being haunted by more than the memories of the past. They don't talk about the incident much, not since they were banned from that part of the reservation, but they feel like perhaps they should as they find themselves fighting for their lives against the ramifications of that day.
Plain Bad Heroines by Emily Danforth *****
Half historical, half contemporary. A haunted swath of land, or a curse? The deaths may seem natural, but are they? And why do all these wasps keep showing up every which way?
Thirteen Storeys by Jonathan Sims ***
The apartment complex must be haunted. What else explains the series of horror visitations that happen upon 13 different residents who live in the building? Each storey is unlike the other. Almost a series of short stories, except... they do seem to be connected. Everything seems to point in the direction of the apartment's landowner as each resident receives an unexpected inviation to a dinner at his top floor penthouse in too timely a manner with the unexpected.
Under the Pendulum Sun *
Gothic Horror. What happens if the fairy are real and known of during the Victorian era? Well, we must preach to them of course! But it may just be that within the strange land of fairy a brother and sister find themselves in for their purpose of the gospel, the lords and ladies of fairy are more interested in the sins at the heart of the people than their hope for their souls. Very Victorian Gothic. The prose was gorgeous, and an atmosphere of eerie unease was well painted; however, beyond the stunning prose, I did not find the stories or the characters' choices all that compelling. The plot/character work wasn't for me, but if one is in the mood for eerie, haunting prose, then this would be the perfect read.
A Winter Haunting by Dan Simmons ****
Separated from his wife and broken up with by his lover, a professor returns to his home town in the Midwest in late November where the snow has already accumulated. He finds himself lingering over the death of a childhood friend and haunted by his past. Isolated in a small town with wanna be skinheads probably isn't the best time to suddenly feel like shadows are moving in, and he feels like the target.
Eerie Vibes (Horror Light)
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Carmilla by J. Sheridan Le Fanu *****
Only a novella in length, Carmilla is a fascinating read. Follow a lonely girl outside of her country of origin come to have a visitor, Carmilla, stay at her estate under mysterious circumstances. She quickly finds herself enamored with Carmilla and quickly grows ill with her worry over unhappy events which seem to plague Carmilla overnight. Despite them however, Carmilla seems just as robust as ever despite her habit to sleep away the mornings. This book predates Dracula, and it strikes me that it lent much of its lore to Stoker's later novel.
Cemetary Boys****
YA "In an attempt to prove himself a true brujo and gain his family’s acceptance, Yadriel decides to summon his cousin’s ghost and help him cross to the afterlife. But things get complicated when he accidentally summons the ghost of his high school’s resident bad boy, Julian Diaz – and Julian won't go into death quietly. The two boys must work together if Yadriel is to move forward with his plan. But the more time Yadriel and Julian spend together, the harder it is to let each other go."
The Coldest Girl in Cold Town by Holly Black *****
YA. Vampires exist, and the world knows about it. The world is dealing with it as best they can. Barriers between overnight workers and the public, habits to close all windows every night, avoid evening events, and the conversion of large towns into prisons for vampires and those who wish to become them. Within this world, Tana is just trying to have a normal teen's life, but that all changes when a drunken night at a friends and a forgotten open window results in her waking up seemingly the only survivor of a vampire attack. That's enough for a teenager to have to deal with, but as it turns out, not all the vampires are gone. (The audiobook for this one is exceptionally creepy and good.)
Doll Bones by Holly Black *****
Contemporary. YA. A child's parent keeps an eerie doll locked up in a cabinet, and the children's playtime has turned her into a queen of sorts. Then suddenly one of the children has a dream; a girl was murdered and her ashes placed in the doll. Her soul is restless and wants to be laid to rest in her grave, and the kids — her subjects — must find it and take her to it.
The Dead and the Dark by Courtney Gould ****
YA. Why is it that the worst of humankind can flourish so proliferous in the most beautiful of places? The small town of Snake Bite is littered with shadows and mystery, and it seems to be targeting the town's teens. First, Ashley's long time boyfriend goes missing, and then newcomer and outcast Logan's new friendly acquaintance is found dead. The town might hate Logan, and Ashley might come from the most prominent family in the town, but the two girls can't help but investigate the odd happenings that disappeared Ashley's boyfriend and implicated one of Logan's dads in that disappearance. The town believes he killed him, Logan is determined to prove him innocent, and Ashley still believes he's alive. She can feel his presence still all around.
The Best of Edgar Allan Poe
I have never read an author that, in so little time of story, manages to dredge up so much feeling of dread. If you want to set a dark and dreary mood, Poe's your man. In today's age, I don't know that his stories come off nearly as spooky as they once did, but they certainly evoke a sort of low mood spooky stories often aim for. It's like the counter of a thriller which often evokes high, frantic energy instead of the low, desolate mood of Poe's work.
Frankenstein by Mary Shelley ****
For current readers, I don't know if this quite works as horror, but there is definitely something to the carelessness of men who create without considering their creations.
The Girl in the Green Silk Gown by Seanan McGuire *****
Sometimes, living is the true thing of nightmares. Such is the case for the hitchhiking ghost Rose Marshall. She's hitched the ghost roads for decades longer than she's been alive and content with her undead existence despite being haunted still by the man who killed her, demon-pact and all. When he curses her, she finds that only by living again can she remove the curse. It was only supposed to last one evening, the only evening the dead can return to flesh: Halloween night. (This is a book 2)
The Lamb will Slaughter the Lion by Margaret Killjoy****
Danielle is a hitchhiker headed to a socialist commune in Iowa that has largely been abandoned by government interests. The town takes care of itself, and they have a unique way of protecting their own against charismatic leaders who want to make this community their own. Danielle's friend had been living there before he comitted suicide, and so, she needs to know what has happened. A spirit of judgement and execution stalks the daylight hours, killing those with darkness in their hearts. But who doesn't have some amount of darkness inside of them?
Mexican Gothic****
Noemí leaves her bustling city of Mexico City to go to London to visit her cousin who married into an old family. Her cousin seems sick, having sent for Noemí to rescue her. It is believed her cousin is suffering the effects of a mental illness. Once there, Noemi is struck by how isolated the home is, how run down and mildewy it is. It is not at all what she imagined, nor are the people there, or the family dynamics she could never have guessed at. All she wants to do is get out of there as soon as possible, but first she has to her cousin, and then, she finds she simply cannot leave
Our Wives Under the Sea****
Miri's wife returns after having been missing on a submarine dive deep into the depths of the ocean, and she must contend with the fact that her home now feels a host to a stranger. She feels lonelier as ever as Leah slowly seems to turn farther away from the woman Miri knew into something completely Other.
Sparrow Hill Road by Seanan McGuire *****
Follow a hitchhiking ghost over the breadth of the continental US. She was run off the Sparrow Hill Road in 1952 on her way to prom and never made it there. Instead she haunts the highways of the US, hitchhiking her way from roadside diner to roadside diner. She finds a calling in spending time with someone before their last moments, fated to die on the road. Sometimes though, she gets to alter that fate. But there is one out there who has an unpleasant fate in mind for her, and he haunts the roads in his immortal demon car, determined to get the prey who escaped him in the early 1950s.
Sorrowland by Rivers Soloman****
Vern escapes the cult she was brought into pregnant with twins. Her escape only extends to the forest surrounding the commune though. A single young woman shouldn't be able to survive with two children alone like this, and yet Vern does with ease. Something is different about her. Her body starts to become foreign in parts, to change, and she realizes something was done to her. Something that haunts her and alters her. It helps her protect her children, but can will she survive it?
True Irish Ghost Stories by St. John Seymour & Harry Neligan***
Interested in 'true' ghost stories? Well find here collected stories Seymour and Neligan sought out from real people in Ireland who vouched to the veracity of their accounts. The stories are disjointed and with no real beginning or end, but read much like tales told around the campfire in the dark of night.
The Vampyre; A Tale by John Polidori**
Vern "A short work of prose fiction written in 1819" "often viewed as the progenitor of the romantic vampire genre of fantasy fiction." Our protagonist becomes fascinating by an intriguing gentleman and takes up with him only to begin to suspect a dark explanation of the man's behaviors.
Dark Stories
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A Dowry of Blood by S.T. Gibson ****
A letter from one vampire to her maker whom she has murdered. The story is their story, the one of living under a man she thought a savior, who turned her into a monster, and showed her an initial love that hid a vindictive, controlling menace amidst the monotonousness of his vampirism. Explicit sexual content.
Fledgling by Octavia Butler****
What if vampires were born and not made? And how fun would it be to have a book that's a thriller, complete with a justice system, but all made up of vampires and their symbiotic humans? If that sounds appealing, it might be for you. Just check the trigger warnings if you are one who benefits from that!
The Girl with All the Gifts *****
I was so hooked starting this book with zero information about it other than it was a good spooky read, and since it was such an experience, I simply cannot get myself to say much about this. It follows a special child student, her teacher, and the head of the locked down school's security team as they navigate a dystopian world behind walls, and attempts to reach the outside world have proven unsuccessful so far.
Juniper & Thorn by Ava Reid ***
The witch daughter of a cruel wizard is persuaded by her two elder sisters to sneak out of their carefully controlled home to see a ballet. For her, this is out of character to disobey her father, but she finds the show changes everything. She is enraptured by the performance, and more specifically, the lead, who she chances upon meeting while going out to get some air. For once, she has found something worth coming out of her shell for, but should she have left home when there are dark rumors of a man-eating monster stalking the night and the tentative tranquility of their home, and their voracious father, is as risk? Contains explicit sexual content.
King of Battle and Blood by Scarlett St. Clair **
The princess and heir to a kingdom besieged by a vampire army finds herself preparing for her father's surrender to the Vampire King. An unexpected and unpleasant stipulation of the treaty of surrender is the princess's hand in marriage. For her people, she agrees, but her people expect her to assassinate her new husband despite his immortal durability. Fairytale elements. Intrusive thoughts. Contains smut.
The Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo ***
Alex Stern is in the fall Semester at a college that deals in magic. Normally, an outsider like her wouldn't have been recruited to help keep order among the magic houses that operate out of the college, but there's something special about Alex: She can see ghosts, a rare gift. At least that's how she's seen. To Alex, it can be more of a curse. One she will have to use though if she is going to find the mentor who mysteriously disappeared earlier that semester under supernatural circumstances.
The Only Good Indians by Stephen Graham Jones ****
Most people experience the past coming back to haunt them in some way, shape, or form. But three men who grew up on a reservation feel like they are being haunted by more than the memories of the past. They don't talk about the incident much, not since they were banned from that part of the reservation, but they feel like perhaps they should as they find themselves fighting for their lives against the ramifications of that day.
Rosemary's Baby by Ira Levin***
Talk about a book that feels like horror for me in particular! You can tell that this is an older book, but for those who knew what it was like for a married woman then, that adds all the more to the horror. This is a slow and quiet horror for the most part but very poignant. I anticipated that after all the buildup, the ending wouldn't be able to live up, but I actually quite liked it. Though don't let that allow you to suspect a peachy resolution XD
Thirteen Storeys by Jonathan Sims ***
The apartment complex must be haunted. What else explains the series of horror visitations that happen upon 13 different residents who live in the building? Each storey is unlike the other. Almost a series of short stories, except... they do seem to be connected. Everything seems to point in the direction of the apartment's landowner as each resident receives an unexpected inviation to a dinner at his top floor penthouse in too timely a manner with the unexpected.
Mystery
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The Dead and the Dark by Courtney Gould ****
YA. Why is it that the worst of humankind can flourish so proliferous in the most beautiful of places? The small town of Snake Bite is littered with shadows and mystery, and it seems to be targeting the town's teens. First, Ashley's long time boyfriend goes missing, and then newcomer and outcast Logan's new friendly acquaintance is found dead. The town might hate Logan, and Ashley might come from the most prominent family in the town, but the two girls can't help but investigate the odd happenings that disappeared Ashley's boyfriend and implicated one of Logan's dads in that disappearance. The town believes he killed him, Logan is determined to prove him innocent, and Ashley still believes he's alive. She can feel his presence still all around.
Fledgling by Octavia Butler****
What if vampires were born and not made? And how fun would it be to have a book that's a thriller, complete with a justice system, but all made up of vampires and their symbiotic humans? If that sounds appealing, it might be for you. Just check the trigger warnings if you are one who benefits from that!
In the Woods by Tana French ****
In his childhood, Adam Ryan was out with his friends when those friends went missing. It became a huge story, especially because when they found him, he was so traumatized, he had no memory of what took place. They never solved his mystery, but he became an investigator himself. He thought that was all behind him, except he is put on a case that has a mysterious link to that cold mystery. Ryan shouldn't be working this case, but no one has linked him to it yet, and he can't help but try and see if this new case will reveal anything about his own.
Mistress of the Art of Death by Ariana Franklin ****
Under the rule of King Henry II, within Cambridge, there is amongst the people a deranged serial killer targeting children. The people point the blame at the local Jewish population, but after a raid sequesters them within the castle walls and the killings don't stop, a woman of the station of what we might call today coroner is summoned from out of the country to learn from the dead children what she may to uncover the identity of a serial killer eager to target those who would try to track them down. Historical fiction. Some explicit sexual content.
The Witch Elm*****
Toby experiences a series of devastating events, the first of which is a break in and assault that leaves him with literal brain trauma, hazy memories, and a sense that he is no longer himself and will never be so again. So when a corpse shows up in the old summer home he and his cousins stayed at and it turns out to be an old pal from school, he is left absolutely untethered from all he understands in his world, and every attempt to make it makes sense seems to send him down the wrong path. The later part of the book does take place in the autumn months, but I didn't really get the sense that this took up a whole lot of the story
Classic Halloween Elements
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The Coldest Girl in Cold Town by Holly Black *****
YA. Vampires exist, and the world knows about it. The world is dealing with it as best they can. Barriers between overnight workers and the public, habits to close all windows every night, avoid evening events, and the conversion of large towns into prisons for vampires and those who wish to become them. Within this world, Tana is just trying to have a normal teen's life, but that all changes when a drunken night at a friends and a forgotten open window results in her waking up seemingly the only survivor of a vampire attack. That's enough for a teenager to have to deal with, but as it turns out, not all the vampires are gone. (The audiobook for this one is exceptionally creepy and good.)
Carmilla by J. Sheridan Le Fanu *****
Only a novella in length, Carmilla is a fascinating read. Follow a lonely girl outside of her country of origin come to have a visitor, Carmilla, stay at her estate under mysterious circumstances. She quickly finds herself enamored with Carmilla and quickly grows ill with her worry over unhappy events which seem to plague Carmilla overnight. Despite them however, Carmilla seems just as robust as ever despite her habit to sleep away the mornings. This book predates Dracula, and it strikes me that it lent much of its lore to Stoker's later novel.
Cemetary Boys****
YA, Featuring ghosts and witches and blood rituals. What is more Halloweeny? "In an attempt to prove himself a true brujo and gain his family’s acceptance, Yadriel decides to summon his cousin’s ghost and help him cross to the afterlife. But things get complicated when he accidentally summons the ghost of his high school’s resident bad boy, Julian Diaz – and Julian won't go into death quietly. The two boys must work together if Yadriel is to move forward with his plan. But the more time Yadriel and Julian spend together, the harder it is to let each other go."
Dracula by Bram Stoker *****
Does anyone actually even need a summary? Look, if you like to read books for Halloween and haven't read this one, just do it. You're on Tumblr; make sure you know what all the Dracula Daily posts are going on about. They're excelle
The Best of Edgar Allan Poe
I have never read an author that, in so little time of story, manages to dredge up so much feeling of dread. If you want to set a dark and dreary mood, Poe's your man. In today's age, I don't know that his stories come off nearly as spooky as they once did, but they certainly evoke a sort of low mood spooky stories often aim for. It's like the counter of a thriller which often evokes high, frantic energy instead of the low, desolate mood of Poe's work.
The Exorcist by William Blatty ****
What is more horrific than watching a beloved child deteriorate into self harm and bad health and getting no answers, having to trust to faith instead of anything you've trusted before. Or how about a believer faced with evil powers one never expected to truly come face to face with?
Fledgling by Octavia Butler****
What if vampires were born and not made? And how fun would it be to have a book that's a thriller, complete with a justice system, but all made up of vampires and their symbiotic humans? If that sounds appealing, it might be for you. Just check the trigger warnings if you are one who benefits from that!!
Frankenstein by Mary Shelley ****
What can have more than classic Halloween elements than a classic horror tale??
The Gilda Stories***
Vampires always fit this season. Follow a girl willing to kill to obtain freedom as she merges into life as a vampire and seeks out her people and a place to call home. 200 years of finding places for herself allow for a nice exploration of what it means for a vampire to live for a very, very long time.
The Girl in the Green Silk Gown by Seanan McGuire *****
Sometimes, living is the true thing of nightmares. Such is the case for the hitchhiking ghost Rose Marshall. She's hitched the ghost roads for decades longer than she's been alive and content with her undead existence despite being haunted still by the man who killed her, demon-pact and all. When he curses her, she finds that only by living again can she remove the curse. It was only supposed to last one evening, the only evening the dead can return to flesh: Halloween night. (This is a book 2)
The Girl with All the Gifts *****
I was so hooked starting this book with zero information about it other than it was a good spooky read, and since it was such an experience, I simply cannot get myself to say much about this. It follows a special child student, her teacher, and the head of the locked down school's security team as they navigate a dystopian world behind walls, and attempts to reach the outside world have proven unsuccessful so far.
The Mall of Cthulhu by Susan Cooper
Danielle "When Ted stumbles onto a gropu of Cthulhu cultists planning to awaken the Old Ones through mystic incantations culled from the fabled Necronomicon, calling forth eldritch horros into an unsuspecting world, eh and Laura must spring into action, traveling from Boston to the seemingly-peaceful suburbs of Providence and beyond, all the way to the sanity-shattering non-Euclidian alleyways and towers of dread R'lyeh itself, in order to prevent an innocent shopping center from turning into... The Mall of Cth
Mexican Gothic****
Noemí leaves her bustling city of Mexico City to go to London to visit her cousin who married into an old family. Her cousin seems sick, having sent for Noemí to rescue her. It is believed her cousin is suffering the effects of a mental illness. Once there, Noemi is struck by how isolated the home is, how run down and mildewy it is. It is not at all what she imagined, nor are the people there, or the family dynamics she could never have guessed at. All she wants to do is get out of there as soon as possible, but first she has to her cousin, and then, she finds she simply cannot lea
Rosemary's Baby by Ira Levin***
Talk about a book that feels like horror for me in particular! And though a lot of the book has a veneer of the mundane, don't be deceived. There are witches and blood rituals and demonic entities tipping the scales. Perfect for those who love the spooky elements of Halloween! Also, I anticipated that after all the buildup, the ending wouldn't be able to live up, but I actually quite liked it. Though don't let that allow you to suspect a peachy resolution XD
The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson***
One of the classic horror books has to go among classic Halloween! You think you know this story, but if you haven't read it, you likely know less than you think! This is the perfect time of year to check out the original.
Sparrow Hill Road by Seanan McGuire *****
Follow a hitchhiking ghost over the breadth of the continental US. She was run off the Sparrow Hill Road in 1952 on her way to prom and never made it there. Instead she haunts the highways of the US, hitchhiking her way from roadside diner to roadside diner. She finds a calling in spending time with someone before their last moments, fated to die on the road. Sometimes though, she gets to alter that fate. But there is one out there who has an unpleasant fate in mind for her, and he haunts the roads in his immortal demon car, determined to get the prey who escaped him in the early 1950s.
Thirteen Storeys by Jonathan Sims ***
The apartment complex must be haunted. What else explains the series of horror visitations that happen upon 13 different residents who live in the building? Each storey is unlike the other. Almost a series of short stories, except... they do seem to be connected. Everything seems to point in the direction of the apartment's landowner as each resident receives an unexpected inviation to a dinner at his top floor penthouse in too timely a manner with the unexpected.
True Irish Ghost Stories by St. John Seymour & Harry Neligan***
Interested in 'true' ghost stories? Well find here collected stories Seymour and Neligan sought out from real people in Ireland who vouched to the veracity of their accounts. The stories are disjointed and with no real beginning or end, but read much like tales told around the campfire in the dark of night. I mean what is more classic than ghosts, poltergeists, banshees, and the like?
The Vampyre; A Tale by John Polidori**
Vern "A short work of prose fiction written in 1819" "often viewed as the progenitor of the romantic vampire genre of fantasy fiction." Our protagonist becomes fascinating by an intriguing gentleman and takes up with him only to begin to suspect a dark explanation of the man's behaviors.
Nonfiction
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From Here to Eternity: Traveling the World to Find the Good Death by Caitlin Doughty*****
Is the west too disconnected from death thanks to a 20 billion dollar industry that makes loved ones disappear nearly the moment they leave the world of the living and their bodies corpses? What if we returned to a not so distant practice of taking part in death rituals, to have a purpose, be a link, in a loved one's passing from this world and the next? Doughty explores those rituals and more from cultures across the world and asks us to imagine a more fulfilling grieving process that included the body of those who've passed on.
Haunted Wisconsin by Michael Norman, Beth Scott****
Collected from around Wisconsin, this book contains tales of an "assortment of ghosts, apparitions and other supernatural occurrences."
I'll Be Gone in the Dark by Michelle McNamara***
"A masterful true crime account of the Golden State Killer—the elusive searial rapist turned murderer who terrorized California for over a decade—from Michelle McNamara, the gifted journalist who died tragically while investigating the case."
Penguin Book of Hell by Scott Bruce **
Let's talk about hell. That's what this book is all about, from the ghostly afterlife of the Greeks to the hell we force on others. This follows in a pretty straight line from the Greek/Roman concepts thru the Christian concepts, to attitudes about endless punishment held today.
True Irish Ghost Stories by St. John Seymour & Harry Neligan***
Interested in 'true' ghost stories? Well find here collected stories Seymour and Neligan sought out from real people in Ireland who vouched to the veracity of their accounts. The stories are disjointed and with no real beginning or end, but read much like tales told around the campfire in the dark of night. I mean what is more classic than ghosts, poltergeists, banshees, and the like?
Vampire Forensics: Uncovering the Origins of an Enduring Legend by Mark Collins Jenkins*****
An "engrossing history draws on the latest science, anthropological and archaeological research to explore the origins of vampire stories, providing gripping historic and folkloric context for the concept of immortal beings who defy death by feeding on the lifeblood of others. From the earliest whispers of eternal evil in ancient Mesopotamia, Greece, and Rome, vampire tales flourished through the centuries and around the globe, fueled by superstition, sexual mystery, fear of disease and death, and the nagging anxiety that demons lurk everywhere."
The World of Lore Books by Aaron Mahnke ****
These contain the books Dreadful Places, Wicked Mortals, and Monstrous Creatures. I haven't actually read Wicked Mortals yet, but the other two were perfect for the season and am confident so too Wicked Mortals will be too. Follow Mahnke as he explores the history of these folk tales and spoopy histories! They also work as great audio listens.
It's October, so get ready to see this even more! I still have books I want to add to it that are pending, and more will be added as I read. But I'm always looking for more books to queue up for some spoopy time (and/OR Autumn reading), and when I find there's something I wish there was more of out in the world, I find it helps to put out into it what we'd like to see.
That is to say, please feel free to add to this! I will excitedly look forward to more spoopy recs.
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keets-writing-corner · 10 months ago
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😭😭😭
I JUST WANT TO WRITE MY LUCIFER FIC
NOW I HAVE TO RETHINK EVERYTHING IN CHAPTER 1
do I just tweak it slightly so I can get the chapter out and ride the hype so I can actually finish the fic and not need to just row the boat myself or
do I allow myself to completely rewrite 70% of it because it'll hurt more to have given the Elders and Lucifer a family dynamic in which case he was "loved" but that love was conditional, and he couldn't meet their standards/was the weird child and it'll make the fall from heaven so much more painful than I was already making it but huuuuu that'll take up so much more time, and for characters we know NOTHING about
Chapter 1 is already like 10k words like HELP that is so much rewriting
here just take a smol snippet of the final chapter while I figure out chapter 1
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arvandus · 2 years ago
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Comfort bred confidence, and confidence bred interaction.  Like the changing of seasons, from winter to spring, Kai began to gradually unfurl, the first bloom of a cold, inexperienced heart.  No longer was his body rigid at your presence.  No longer was he stuck in stubborn silence or short, awkward answers. Instead, his words began to come with the ease of dandelion seeds picked up in a summer breeze.  His posture was no longer as stiff as the broom he held; now, it was loose, pliant like the bamboo that bent in the breeze.  He was content.
And most importantly, he smiled.
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starryshinyskies · 7 months ago
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how can i live laugh love in these conditions :(
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tashaclown · 8 months ago
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Those that know will know to not see
Desire their Desire they Desire to be
Forbidden by forces far older than thee
And so sealed in a suitcase inside of a tree
A human will find that a page can gleam
Be pressed upon with velvet dreams
Fortel the one to haunt the scenes
Beneath the sheets or between the sheaves
As easily as reddened leaves invite and/or produce the freeze
And kills the last impurities of god’s��� discomfort at oddity
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reagan-the-saunders · 1 year ago
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Ugh, don't get me started. Gale is a gentleman, Gale is private, and he is monogamous. What he does with his partner is between him and his partner and that should be respected. Just like any other sexual preference, that shouldn't be mocked. He values what he has with one person rather than wanting to throw himself around or watch his partner do the same. There is nothing boring or old-fashioned about that, he just values love, not debauchery. An ideal I myself hold to.
And to call him "pathetic", whether it be for his sexual views or otherwise, is cruel and awful considering how long he's spent feeling inferior, as he put it. I never had the heart to select mean choices in dialogue like that.
(When Z'rell called him pathetic I wanted to kill her.)
Abt the gale fatherhood post: the thing about fandom dismissing gale's boundaries is spot on because every single boundary he has about your relationship gets mocked it's so annoying. Like the drow twins scene gets made fun of when he literally had to Remove Himself and refuses to talk about it because it made him uncomfortable, and people call him old fashioned and controlling for the crime of. Not wanting his partner to sleep with other people. It's insane.
i get you, anon. in a way, it is expected that fandom is merely reflecting the treatment certain characters face in canon. (i.e. the whole "gale is pathetic" train)
sadly the mockery that is directed at gale in-game isn't restricted to his boundaries regarding relationships either. he is repeatedly made into the butt of the joke by other npcs, and in some occasions even a romanced!tav/durge themselves. now, this would be another topic entirely if gale wasn't the only target of repeated cruel/demeaning remarks, but those dialogue options appear to be restricted to him. at least based on what i have seen so far.
perhaps i will go further into detail on another occasion, as of right now some of the examples that come to mind are:
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player: mock me as you will, but i have a thing for gale.
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player, after requesting "boring sex": i don't need to pay for sex like that. i could just ask gale.
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a*tar*on: i am not interested in being in any love triangle that involves gale.
and of course the one comment we most likely are all aware of:
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viridianeyez · 1 year ago
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okay, but hear me out, because i may do something literally insane here, but i'm kinda digging the idea --- i'm thinking of hybridizing fenrir from norse mythology and derek together. like he'll still very much be derek hale, but he's also fenrir reincarnate. it could take place at the end of season 4 where derek "dies" and comes back "evolved" but his evolution is literally being the next body to house fenrir's godly essence whether it be from some divine ritual or bs like that. the take away from all of this is that he'd very much will become a norse god and even though he's still Derek in Midgard, in any other realm, he'd be recognized instantly as Fenrir.... and oh my god, his appearance would be altered too....like he'd be sprouting fucking majestic ass antlers, even in his human form, he can grow to the size of a fucking mountain in his wolf form.... he would have zero need to be an alpha because what is that to a god at this point... idk i'm just rambling and spewing out word vomit but i'm getting all bubbly with this idea omgggg
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giantkillerjack · 1 year ago
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Jack talking to himself post for organizing thoughts about the day's energy allocation don't mind me:
Man, I'm tired in a 'deep brain migraine-threat full-body muscle exhaustion' kinda way. I guess that means I need to be extra careful with myself today. -- Even if that is... not an unusual status quo for me. (Even if that means I must simply continue strengthening my habit of being very gentle with myself almost all the time. Jokes on you though - doing so makes me even more powerful! I may be in a shitty situation, but it is already WORLDS better than where I was and it WILL get WAY BETTER still because I will MAKE IT SO NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES. And in the meantime - and in the warm golden future: gentleness, on purpose.)
Food will help. Food prep is high-cost when pain is like this. Esp in my inaccessible kitchen. But wife can help, and there is no use denying that I will once again spend a large chunk of the day's spoons just getting enough food in me. But some days there is no way around that. Food is essential, and as far as I can tell, it always will be as long as I am alive. And I want to stay alive and I want to thrive. And so i must eat when I am hungry, even when I rather wouldn't.
(This is basically just how I journal, huh)
I have a message from my physical therapist about scheduling. Seems like responding to that today would be a good idea. [Update: Task completed! Achievement unlocked: "Super Calendar Boi"]
Gods, i fucking love Adderall.
Okay so I have my next meal planned, and I can probably hang with my wife and dog and watch TV while I eat. That's good. I can't really worry about dinner until after that. One thing at a time.
I have taken my medication. I have nausea medication standing by if need be.
Pain management: I have stretched and showered, but cardio is still needed. I will use the treadmill. And maybe do some more strengthening exercises.
I may go out to a lesbian bar tonight and meet up with a cute boi. I don't know yet. It is so hard to plan. But my wife says we have the money for me to do a night out. She doesn't want to go, but wishes me luck. 👌
I think I will be a happier Jack if I go out tonight. Just have to make sure I actually eat enough before I go this time. I always forget to have dinner before I go and then I get there like oh fuck!!
I'm really trying not to take an edible today because if I take them every day to manage my pain, they become less effective, and that's not great. Also they cost money lol. But if that ends up the only way I can find relief, so be it.
If I go out today, that will use and stretch muscles that don't normally get used. That is definitely a good thing. I think I will go out unless my condition worsens. If only because then when I come home it will feel really good to watch TV and chill.
There are other messages and voice-mails to respond to. I may do one or two more today. Nothing too urgent, it seems. Just... a lot of things to keep track of. It is overwhelming.
There's nothing I can do today to make money. It's a shame, but I simply have to continue taking care of myself day to day.
There are many creative and fun things for me to engage in if I want to write or draw or play video games or edit video or organize my concept art files. None of those things have to happen today, but some of them will and that is vital.
Okay, so here's the plan: get dressed, get food, watch TV, light cardio, rest, play Dragon Age Origins, go out to be gay in a location with the big couches i can lay down on! And then! Probably more Dragon Age, baby!!!! And also Princess Weekes' YouTube channel she is so good at explaining things! Or maybe the Musical-splaining podcast! Let's GOOOOOOOOOOO 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🎆🎇🎆🎆😤😤😤😤😤
Achievement unlocked: "Journal Boi Ultra!"
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deadph0bic · 8 hours ago
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to say that siobhan was very inexperienced whenever it came to this was an understatement. sure, she had many boyfriends in her short life but she had never fooled around with a girl before. nothing beyond a chaste kiss or even a drunken make out session with one of her friends because 'they wanted to draw the attention of the boys'. though, nothing else other than that. she felt comfortable with vic, which was way she sat on her lap without much thought.
though, she wasn't confident in what she was doing. if vic had been a boy? oh, she would know exactly what do to. though, with vic? well, it should be second nature, right? though, it's hard to gauge whenever she didn't even know what she liked.
though, she knew she liked being here with vic. fingers curl around her wrist, her hand resting on her breast. she'll finally breath out as she gently massages at her breast, leaning forward to press her lips gingerly at the corner of her mouth.
can i touch you here? — @deadph0bic
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if she weren't already dead, she's pretty fucking sure her heart would be beating hard enough — fast e-fucking-nough — that she might get close, if not keel right on over altogether. never in a million fucking years did she think she'd get this lucky; in fact, she'd kind of figured that with her luck, she'd end up turned down and so embarrassed she had to die all over again.
instead, she's lucky enough to be here, siobhan in her lap, dainty fingers hovering barely an inch from her chest. it feels like there's fucking miles between them right now. vic is going to lose her mind if she doesn't actually get touched soon, she's pretty sure.
"you can touch me wherever you want," she breathes out, fingers curling around siobhan's wrist to guide her into cupping one breast. "however you want."
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thoughtfulfangirling · 1 year ago
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While I'm perusing TikTok, @docholligay when you're back home and next writing for Minako, here's this! XD
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walshball · 2 months ago
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Fuck it, Arsenal women as reductress/onion headlines
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