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long road ahead

(a/n): @maddieeb3 wonderfully suggested this prompt to me (ages) ago, so apologies for *just* getting to it now, BUT, i am incredibly excited for this one!!!! the prompt is: is there a problem over here? for either judy x rosie or carrie x dougie, and for this, i chose judy x rosie!!! AND....i made it rosie's POV!!!!!! because c'mon, you know we needed a perspective of what rosie was thinking when he first saw judy!!!! almost a year ago, i wrote a perspective/prompt piece of what their first meeting was, but wanted to improve upon that and decided to write this *new and improved* version for your reading pleasures!!! SOOOOO, please enjoy rosie rosenthal's POV of captain dye's 25th mission completion party! <333333 (this will also be up on AO3 later!)
also! tags for those that had requested! @ronsenthal @rosies-riveters
Robert 'Rosie' Rosenthal's POV
The newness about everything was enough to make his stomach twist a bit uncomfortably. He wasn't a naturally intimidated and wary person in this sense. Usually, he moved about with quite a confidence that allowed him to enter any situation necessary to and face it without much questioning of himself.
He figured that was how he was able to face law school - how demanding, draining, and time-consuming that period of his life had been.
He figured that was also how he faced climbing into a B-17, a flying death trap, something meant to fight a war, to bring forward destruction into any sort of being beneath.
He thought them one in the same.
Law school had been a time of focus, remaining fairly independent, working for yourself and your future. Climbing into a B-17 was much of the same - learning and relying on yourself, focusing on every single thing you were doing, touching and looking at - keeping yourself calm in every situation. But they were also different. He had his classmates back then, but there was always the air of competitiveness and conniving turmoil that swept through each and every class. With his crew, they were family. Each and every single person.
Rosie Rosenthal reached up to slowly smooth his hair back into its perfectly and rather precisely gelled positions before stepping up into the flying club. The flying club; alive with life.
People, sounds, drinks, music.
Walking inside was a quiet affair, watching evidently close-knit groups laugh, slapping each other on shoulders, toasting drinks. Rosie, almost out of second-nature and naivety, smiled and nodded, even if people couldn't see him. It felt like being watched even if they weren't watching. They were one of the new crews. He had to keep that up.
Stepping inside, his head swiveled about, looking for his crew; the place was fairly crowded, a bit stuffy with plenty of intermixed colognes and perfumes, cigarette and cigar smoke hanging in the eves, the heavy presence of beer and alcohol about the place. The big swing music though brought a slight smile to his face, and despite not getting an eye on his men, he felt a bit of a jump in his step as he turned towards the dance floor.
"Well, look who it is." Rosie began to grin - and maybe it was purely coincidental that the music had swelled into full swing or that when he got around people like the men he'd trained months upon months with, he couldn't help but dance a bit.
"Watch out, fellas. Here comes twinkle toes." Nash chortled out, a few chuckles and wandering eyes moving towards Rosie - no doubt thoughts of who could this possibly be, this the new guy, and why'd he decide to dance like that - swirling their heads. Rosie couldn't help it.
He heard the music, the beat - he felt it damn-near down to his toes - he had to dance.
Like getting into that B-17 - he felt every fiber of movement, space and feeling in that flying machine. And he couldn't help but tap a tune.
"Okay, okay!" Speas offered - forever the one that encouraged and supported, even if he really didn't need to stick his neck out in the wind like that.
"No, no, don't encourage him. He's gonna scare off all the ladies." Nash murmured - Rosie couldn't help but feel the music up above, moving throughout him. A bit of a ceremonial spin was enough to end it off as he reached a hand forward.
"Gentlemen," he said, shaking Speas' hand, "what have I missed?" Briefly, Rosie took a look out towards the room and the dance floor - evidently filled with people just about every where. Some dancing, some sat at tables, sharing drinks, laughing and talking - spirits were high, people were in plentiful good moods and it was enough to settle what possible nerves were prevalent, for now.
"I'm eyeing broads while Pappy here is trying to dour the mood." Nash said, with a sultry tone to his voice - mild annoyance, with a hint of a teasing tone - which Rosie surmised that it sounded just like him to be in this situation. Rosie chuckled. Dour was a new one. "In other words, nothing." Rosie smirked.
"Sour." Rosie offered with a nod and a firm look, the corner of his lip careening upwards.
"Hmm?"
"The mood. It's 'sour the mood,' you mean." Rosie affirmed, watching as Speas chuckled.
"No, no. All I said is it's not a good sign for us." Pappy exclaimed, interjecting into the conversation waving his jello spoon about in a practical manner. Well, not a good sign for us indeed, Rosie seemed to wager in his mind - souring the mood of the current times when they had just gotten here? Barely even having set foot in a B-17 set for war, filled with enough ammo to destroy a small town? What was there to even sour the mood yet about?
"One crew making it merits a blowout bash?" Pappy said, waving his spoon around again. Rosie watched Pappy for a moment - whether it was the livelihood of the current number of pilots and their crews here or the percentage lost, to Rosie it made sense. Though, it would sour the mood. It showed the small percentages it took to even get to that point.
"You know they're on to you, right?" Speas said, knocking Nash in the shoulder.
"I hope they are." Nash said, staring past a few intermingling groups on the dance floor to a few Clubmobile ladies sat at a table at the edge of the room. Rosie chuckled to himself, eyes moving about the room again, taking in the people that were filled about the place.
That's when he caught Major Egan and Major Cleven, headed right for them. He'd met them briefly upon arrival to Thorpe Abbotts just yesterday - both kind, welcoming, inviting. Major Cleven more cordial than Major Egan, who seemed to be quite witty and have a joke prepared at every corner.
And with them, was a woman. Taller, blonde haired curled to her shoulders, a small smile on her face, wandering eyes landing on their group. Rosie smiled, feeling his shoulders straighten a bit.
"Fellas?" Major Egan said as he approached.
"Gentlemen." Major Cleven offered.
"Major Egan." Rosie said with a nod to the both of them, his smiling growing wider, eyes darting to the blonde haired woman - a Lieutenant.
"Major Cleven." Nash said with a nod.
"Rosenthal." Major Egan said, pointing to Rosie - it was honored to be remembered, "Nash."
"That's right." Nash affirmed.
"Copilots uh, Sptaz and Lewis?' Major Cleven said, pointing.
"Speas. Sir."
"Speas."
"Lewis, sir. But people call me Pappy." Rosie smiled, chuckling a bit.
"This is Lieutenant Bradshaw. Annie." Major Cleven said, "Flies with Silver Bullets. 418th."
"Pleasure to meet you all." Lieutenant Bradshaw said with a smile, nodding to them all, "We're happy to have you all here."
"Thank you, ma'am." Rosie said and he watched as Lieutenant Bradshaw smile at him.
"You boys uh - you were pilots before the war?" Major Egan asked, posing the question to the group. Rosie cleared his throat.
"Lawyer, sir." Rosie said, nodding at Major Egan, the smile on his face still glowing.
"Lawyer?"
"I practiced uh-"
"Where'd you learn to fly a B-17?" Major Cleven asked. I practiced in Manhattan, Rosie's thoughts seemed to echo, dwindling away as he looked to Major Cleven - that always seemed to be the question.
Why'd you decide to wake up one day and climb into a B-17 when there were other things like business, literature and being a lawyer around?
"Laredo. Nine months, 12 hours a day." Rosie offered, meeting Major Cleven's calm and curious eyes, "Gunnery training. Lieutenant Nash too."
"Well, you boys, you come with a hell of a reputation." Major Egan said, looking to the four of them, "I'll tell you that." Rosie chuckled - they knew that?
"You talking about us flying in our skivvies, sir?" Rosie asked, watching as Major Egan's face tore into one of slight confusion and minor amusement. Lieutenant Bradshaw chuckled briefly.
Maybe Rosie had misread the situation entirely in that moment.
"I'm not following." Major Egan managed.
Okay, he definitely had.
"Well, we were known for flying in our underwear." Nash said with a chuckle and a wide grin on his lips, though Rosie could tell he seemed to try to not be dying of minor humiliation at Rosie's expense.
"All of you?" Major Egan asked and Rosie nodded with a slightly defeated chuckle - definitely not the right first impression to make or say.
"Yes, sir."
"That's what the kids are doing these days?" Major Egan asked and Rosie quickly smiled.
"In Texas, those forts get so hot, you could fry an egg on the instrument panel." Rosie surmised, a few chuckles to follow.
"Really?" Lieutenant Bradshaw asked, her voice gentle and quite quiet, her cheeks dusted pink - Rosie immediately feeling regrets about even bringing up skivvies and underwear and all the sorta stuff in front of one of the pilots of the 418th, of the 100th!
"Is that so?" Major Egan chortled.
"We hadn't heard about the-- the underwear," so Rosie should've just shut his mouth, "but we, uh-- we heard you're outstanding pilots."
"We're happy to be in the war, sir." Rosie said with a nod, firmly looking towards the two Majors and Lieutenant Bradshaw - which was the truth beyond compare, "We've been requesting a combat position for months. Now that we're here, feels like we're actually gonna do something."
"Yeah, you'll do something, all right." Major Egan said, eyes flashing to Major Cleven before looking back at him, nodding. A silent bit of unspoken communication seemed to flicker between Rosie and Major Egan in that moment. It twisted his stomach a bit.
"Enjoy yourselves." Major Cleven said, nodding to the group before following after Major Egan who had turned away at the notion.
"Yes, sir." they all chorused back. Rosie's shoulders fell a bit. Lieutenant Bradshaw was stood there for a moment, watching the two Majors, before looking back at the group stood there. Rosie smiled.
"Well, it's been a pleasure to meet you all," Lieutenant Bradshaw said with a smile, "my crew's all spread about in here somewhere." She smiled wider. "Might want to save the note about the skivvies for a later time point." And with that, she smiled, gave them all a nod and then moved away, following after the two Majors.
"She's funny." Pappy murmured with a chuckle.
"Oh boy, why'd he have to mention that?" he heard Nash say somewhere to his right. Rosie died a bit inside.
"I mean, what am I thinking," Rosie murmured, "talking about my skivvies in front of--"
"You're fine, you're fine." Speas reassured quickly from beside him.
"Pray for me, gents. I'm going in." Nash said, interrupting the blunder and handing Speas his drink. And then, Nash was off. To the ladies at the table.
"What's that about?" Rosie asked, looking to the other two as Nash departed them.
"He's hot and bothered, I don't know." Pappy said as Rosie chuckled, looking about the room again.
Just as his eyes were passing the left-most point of the stage where the band members were currently situated, playing their tunes, his eyes came to a pause on a woman, stood with a few others, in similar Class-A dress, hair done beautifully, smiles on their faces.
She was the shortest of the trio stood there, her dark hair elegantly curled and pinned on her head, her eyes soft, from where he stood, crinkled at the corners when she'd laugh, a toothy grin on her face as she smiled. She looked rather beautiful in his eyes.
Radiant, evidently someone well liked.
She sipped on the drink in her hand, fingertips dancing against the straw protruding out of the cup, her long lashes making her brown eyes even more deep it felt.
Rosie felt his breath catch when he realized he was staring.
And at the instance, he watched as she turned a bit, as if feeling his eyes on her, from across the loud, crowded and bustling room, and found him staring.
In an instance, as if on instinct for her, she offered a wide grin his way, before blushing a bit, pink dotting her cheeks, before turning back to the other two women. He watched as she said something before pointing his way. And he found that he couldn't turn away, though the right thing to do in this moment was in fact to turn away. Especially with how much staring he appeared to be doing. He wondered who she was, her name, why she was here.
"Hey….Rosie." Rosie turned his eyes from the woman and found Pappy looking at him, Speas' staring from Rosie's peripheral quite intense, though as if slightly confused. The two were watching Rosie like a bug under a light; he was going to start that nervous tick thing he did with his mouth, or maybe start tapping his fingers near the crook of his currently crossed arms.
"Hmm?" Rosie asked, eyes darting between the two men, finding that they were still staring at him both quite intently and earnestly,
"What?" Between the two of them, it was a chorus of sighs, rather sarcastic exclamations, and knowing looks that were familiar to those of close friends - nearly family.
"You just missed every single word-"
"What we were you even looking at?"
"Is there a problem over here, gentlemen?" Both Pappy and Speas stopped immediately glancing to their right, while Rosie took the slow look to his own left, to find three women standing there, dressed in their Class A's, beautifully shined, ironed and washed, their pins glistening under the lights of the flying club, their rather knowing eyes it seemed looking between the three of them.
And in that moment, Rosie found his gaze moving from the first to women, to the last one - stood right near him. The woman - from across the room. Rosie couldn't help but feel his collar get hot when he suddenly made direct eye contact with her, finding her already looking up and over at him.
Her smile was kind and charming, spread across her thin face, the wisps of brown hair that were falling from the pins, laying against her forehead in a delicate manner. She had a spattering of freckles across her cheeks, where they ran into a tiny scar on her cheek near her ear. And her eyes - he couldn't help but stare - they were so bright and warm, despite their deep brown color. And she was still smiling up at him. She widened her smile up at him when she seemed to notice he wasn't looking away.
"You all must be the newbies, huh?" the Lieutenant, evidently, by the bars peeking out from her lapel, said, standing beside Pappy. Rosie found his voice in that moment.
"Just came in the other day," Rosie said, "figured we'd make our way here to the flying club. See what it was all about. Especially with one of your crews just making their 25th." The Lieutenant looked at Rosie and smiled.
"A long road ahead then." she said, causing Rosie's insides to twist, before she smiled and stuck out her hand, "Francis Montez, Silver Bullets' copilot." Silver Bullets - his mind went to Lieutenant Bradshaw who he'd just made rather interesting introductions with.
The all-female crew that was flying a B-17 during the war in the 8th.
This was them.
"Pappy Lewis. Rosie's Riveters' copilot." Pappy said, shaking Francis' hand, a smile on his face, "Silver Bullets, huh? What's that mean?"
"Folklore sorta stuff," Francis said, "our previous pilot though, she called it that because it's thought to be an unusual force of nature, but an important one. Being the first all-female crew, you sorta get that memo everywhere you go."
"Ah, okay, interesting," Speas said from beside him, "pleasure to meet you then. George Speas, pilot." Francis shook his hand, before looking over to Rosie.
"Robert Rosenthal," Rosie said, reaching forward to firmly shake her hand, being met with a just-as-firm handshake right back, "pilot. For Rosie's Riveters." Francis smirked at him.
"Pleasure to meet ya," she said to the three of them, glancing at her two counterparts, "let me guess. One of you go by Rosie, and the first two guesses don't count." Rosie's cheeks uncontrollably turned crimson at the statement and he found the woman beside him looking up at him with a shy smile.
"Bessie Carlisle. Navigator." the second woman said, sticking her hand forward to shake the three of their hands, Pappy offering a supportive clap to that, "And I'll be guessing that it's you, Lieutenant Rosenthal." Rosie looked to Bessie and cleared his throat.
"This guy," Pappy said, coming around to wrap an arm around Rosie's neck, slapping the front of his breast pocket, the metal spoon reflecting the light from above, "only liked to go by Robert, but suddenly you get him in a B-17 and it seems Rosie fits 100 times better." Rosie chuckled at his words and looked to the three women.
"Rosenthal and Rosie seemed to go hand in hand, and you could say that's how Rosie's Riveters was born." Rosie offered.
"That!" Pappy exclaimed, before patting his chest again, "And he's a damn-good pilot."
"Alright, Pappy," Rosie said, eyes watching Pappy chuckle before looking over at the last, rather quite member of the trio stood there, silently watching the exchanges.
It felt rude to stand there and not even know her name, especially if she felt she couldn't even interject. He looked to her, watching as she instead took to looking towards Francis and took a moment to simply trace his eyes over the curve of her nose to her lips, the way her eye lashes curled upwards, the dimple that appeared with a smile.
"And you must be….?" started Pappy, taking the words from Rosie's mouth. The woman smiled.
"Judy Rybinski." the woman said, reaching forward to shake his hand, before moving onto Speas, and then turning and looking up towards Rosie. She grinned wider and then stuck out her hand. The corner of Rosie's lip curled upwards and he stuck his own hand forward to shake her own.
"It's a pleasure to meet you, Judy." he said, his eyes holding her gaze for longer than he had intended. Her smile only seemed to grow, even as their hands dropped.
"Sorry for going quiet on you all," she said, peeling her eyes from him and looking to the rest of the group, "I was too busy listening to the song. By Elling-"
"Ellington." Rosie said at just the same time and tambor as Judy. In an instance, she looked up at Rosie with a glowing grin, her eyes practically shining. Rosie felt a nervous laugh leave his lips as he watched the others take a few glances at one another.
"Big Duke Ellington fan, are you, sir?" Judy asked him, as her eyes fell to his lapel for a second, "This is one of my favorites." Rosie's heart thumped.
"Yes, I am." Rosie said with a nod, resting his arms behind him and looking to Judy again, suddenly enamored by the look on her face, the twinkle of the Ellington song above them wavering in their ears. He couldn't help but smile wider.
"You don't happen to be an Artie Shaw fan-"
"Alright, alright, alright," Pappy said, meeting Rosie's gaze with a chuckle, but an even seemingly-deeper and knowing look underneath, "you two can chat about musicians later." Rosie smirked, chuckling, before looking over towards Judy again. It was like he couldn't keep his eyes off her. Even just a few looks, a few mere sentences between them. He couldn't look away. She was looking up at him still as well, her cheeks pink, her eyes soft, and her own gaze lingering pleasantly on his own.
"What position are you?" Rosie asked her, his voice sounding somewhat awkward, a little too curious, and quite honestly, high-pitched. Judy looked to him and grinned, her eyes shining with excitement. She laughed quietly and then stepped closer to him.
"I'm sorry," she said, her voice quite quiet as she appeared there in front of him, "I can't hear anything over the music and Lieutenant Montez yapping about the temperature of the plane when you get her flying. But I saw you say something." She smiled. Rosie felt his cheeks burn for a second as he watched her.
"Oh, I, uh, was wondering what position you were." he said with a small smile.
"Ball turret." she said quietly, her voice gentle as she watched him, "It seems being tiny does wonders for a gunner trapped in a floating ball above the ground, sir." Rosie chuckled at her words, dipping his head down as he looked back up at her again.
"And you're a pilot." Judy said quietly with a small smile, "Were you one before the war?" Rosie smiled slightly, suddenly feeling somewhat shy in her presence.
As a kid, sure, he'd wanted to be a pilot; seeing them glide through the sky, the skill it took to guide such a beast through the air. But as he grew older and saw where opportunity had led itself, that almost seemed the last thing on his mind. Becoming a lawyer, all his years of preparation, schooling, and mental toughness to get here. Just for a war to come knocking on their doorsteps and suddenly he was out the threshold, flying a B-17, and now in a combat position.
"I was a lawyer." Rosie said to her, watching her eyes grow wide in fascination, "Then the war picked up….and to say the least, I couldn't sit back. Let it happen just right out there in front of me."
"That's real brave of you, sir." Judy told him softly this time, her eyes shining as she looked up at him.
"What about yourself?" he asked her, "How'd you end up in a ball turret?" Judy let out a yelp of a laugh, clasping her hand over her mouth, the drink in her cup swirling around quite a bit (he thought for a second if she had laughed any harder it would've gone everywhere), and she looked up at him.
"Where I come from, let's just say, the most a person does is because a really skilled pig farmer or somehow has made really profitable goat soap." Judy said with a smile up a him, a joking tone in her voice, but a sadness underpinning it - was it something else he couldn't quite pinpoint in this moment?
"I worked at the local grocery store," she said, her tone dimmed this time, a small smile striking itself across her face, "then I saw the 'It's Your Fight Too' posters, joined up the USAAF to help work on planes, fixin' them, painting the noses. Then I met Captain Faulkner. She changed my life, sir." Rosie knew who Captain Faulkner was in the back of her mind - the first female pilot of the USAAF. The first one to then have died on a combat mission, shrapnel through the front window. The story had been in all the papers. His stomach twisted as he looked at Judy's sad eyes again.
"I'm sorry….about Captain Faulkner." Rosie said, his voice morose as he watched her face fall the slightest bit before shrugging it off it seemed.
"It's okay," Judy said, the corner of her mouth attempting to turn upwards, quivering for a moment, "it's the war anyway. Just….she was one of the first. Makes it hard." Rosie watched her.
"But she got you in that ball turret, she trusted you. You should be proud. It's a brave thing to do." Rosie said, a small smile growing on his lips as she looked up at him with a wide grin again.
"Thank you, sir." Judy said genuinely, like she had meant it. Her genuineness and comforting nature seemed to pull Rosie in from the second he had caught her eye across the dance floor, to the point where he almost couldn't get enough of it. She looked so perfect there in front of him; uniform, drink in hand, her eyes big and soft, staring right up at him.
"Hey, Rosie!" Rosie turned from Judy and found Pappy coming up to him patting his shoulder, "Taking Lieutenant Montez here for a swing, I'll be back, don't have too much fun!" Rosie chuckled, watching his friend offer the Lieutenant a hand before they started dancing around the floor. In that moment, Rosie knew he should've then asked Judy for her own hand - but for some reason, his palms grew sweaty, he felt like he needed cold air, and possibly a drink, and there was something about the way she was eagerly looking up at him still, like she wanted to continue talking, that made him halt.
"I'm going to get another drink, sir," Judy said, "are you interested?" Rosie placed his hands in his pockets, glanced towards the bar, where he pinpointed Lieutenant Bradshaw who had previously the front row seat to his complete, total embarrassment of his skivvies mention and balked for a second.
First impressions always seemed to stick, didn't they?
"Yes," Rosie said, and then offered her a smile and a wink, "on me." Judy blushed slightly and glanced up at him.
"Thank you, sir." she said with a smile, before turning to look at him fully, "And to answer your other question, yes, I am an Artie Shaw fan. Big time."
#this is for you judy x rosie girlies!!!!! <333#judy x rosie#judy rybinski#rosie rosenthal#rosie rosenthal x oc#silver bullets#mota writings#masters of the air#masters of the air fic#mota fic#I CANT WITH THEM#AND ROSIE'S POV#DIED DONE DEAD#LIKEEEE#the awkwardness/cuteness/observational skills of rosie are unmatched truly i really tried to bring that out through this piece right here#and i hope it worked!!!#this was SO MUCH FUN!!!!!#i could envision that this would exactly how rosie would be in a situation such as this#HEEEEE <333333#also judy just being her sweet/adorable/awkward/caring self like JUDY U ARE SO PRECIOUS NEVER CHANGE BB!!!!!#anyway#dont mind me crashing out over them its a normal thing atp#HAHA ANYWAYYY#I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED!!!
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thinking about you laying in bed with bakugou and lightly tracing the messy edges of the scar in the middle of his chest, hardly able to comprehend how deep that wound runs. it had already been there for years by the time you'd met him, but sometimes you see it and are unable to swallow the fact that—at one time—you were alive and he wasn't.
very quietly, you say, "it's crazy to think how easily i could have missed you,"
because it's not every day you meet and fall in love with a man that's died and come back. if fate is destined and soulmates are real, you imagine the two separate paths of your lives traveling parallel, in sync—and his breaking away for one horrible moment, torn from you before you even knew it.
bakugou is half-asleep, you know, but he shifts until his chin is lightly nudging your forehead, and speaks into your hair. "nah," he murmurs, voice thick and slow and slurred. "would'a found you eventually."
and somehow, you can't find it in your heart to doubt him.
#just#imagine meeting a man and loving him and knowing that he'd died and come back#like fully DIED#not almost not kind of but dead done-zo#that's just so insane#how easily you could have never known him#could have never known him the way you do now#waaaahhh#not to diminish his pain and suffering and death and resurrection and trauma and only acknowledge it for a romantic scenario#but you very easily might have never known bakugou katsuki#and that is not lost on you#✿ willow writes#✿ thoughts: bakugou#✿ theme: domestic bakugou
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vague-posting about this here cuz i don't feel comfortable yapping about my su takes on twitter, but after everything that's happened the most interesting thing about the su fandom to me is that so many are 100% there for applying the "everyone can change and deserves a second chance" message to everyone, even the diamonds. except for one ☝️ she doesn't count. cuz she's dead.
#personal#very extremely delete later#ok cutting the vague post this is about a “whose the worst cartoon mom” twt post with pink diamond in the running#and a bunch of people pointing at her. the woman who died in childbirth and never got to meet her child. and she's literally next to#mother gothel. the baby kidnapper who kidnapped a baby#i'm always gonna be a pink diamond nuancepilled defender. she was a shitty entitled teen who grew up with a silver spoon in her mouth#then got self-radicalized and rebelled for both selfish AND selfless reasons#“this show is great because everyone makes mistakes and learns from them. except the pink one. she's bad and dead forever.”#anyways this is a crit towards the fandom not the show#“she had steven so she could selfishly escape her mistakes and put all her burdens on her child” or she wanted a child#“she abandoned her family” or she died during childbirth#“she started a war that got thousands of gems killed and mutilated” and if she hadn't nobody on earth would exist#the fact that some fans are more willing to jump to white diamond’s defense when talking about her reformation and redemption#white diamond—the architect and supreme ruler of a 10000+ year old fascist empire—has 10000% done worse more unforgivable things than pink#guys even blue diamond has shattered gems before. like not just kill them but permanently split their souls into pieces.#ruby called her a “SHATTERER.” she was INFAMOUS for murdering people. pink never shattered anyone#for fans of a show that explicitly says nobody's truly a villain you guys sure do want a villain really badly#anyways “we need more compelx female characters y'all couldn't even handle rose quartz” etc. etc. etc.
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On my knees begging for anything trans!Obi-Wan :') love your work btw

your wish is my comand lovely anon, here's obi-wan having a nice peaceful moment training
#art requests#i got perhaps a little carried away i cant lie buuuuut im very happy with this#first thing ive really drawn in like 6 months#i came up with a silly over complicated lore for the tree in the background because .. well you gotta think about something when you draw#its a short lived species that picks a direction and grows in it until it falls over and dies and lots of smaller ones grow up in its place#and yoda plants them around the creche / training areas/ gardens / wherever and they act as a lesson in attachemnt for younglings :)#like yes this tree thats been around all your life (10 years or less) is dead but look it dying has made new trees and new opportunities#and maybe sometimes he gifts them to younglings he likes or ones he thinks could use the reminder sometimes that things ending isnt the end#new stuff happens after everything continues its all fine#anakin definitely recieved one or ten#probably was still recieving them into knighthood because yoda is a troll#he doesnt know theyre supposed to collapse and die though he just thinks hes really bad at looking after plants#anyways#yep#done with that#my art <3#cal draws#obiwan kenobi#trans obi wan#trans obi wan kenobi#trans! obiwan#star wars#star wars fanart#fanart
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"average lesbian dies 3 times per story" factoid actualy just statistical error. average lesbian dies once per story. Dead Lesbian Nav, who lives in cave and dies 10,000 times each year, is an outlier adn should not have been counted
#someone has probably done this already but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#the locked tomb#gideon nav#my favorite precious dead lesbian who dies three times before breakfast#alexa play a thousand years by christina perri
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Danny and his haunt are more than a little distressed to find out that Pariah Dark can’t be destroyed and can only be sealed away due to being the Ancient of Darkness. Danny is worried about someone trying to wake him up again, while his friends are more worried about the ghost going after the newborn Ancient of Space again.
They scour libraries, search high and low in both the Ghost Zone and the living world for a solution before finally just asking Clockwork.
And well, they feel like just a bit of idiots but also elated.
Because if Danny can become the new embodiment of space, then what’s to stop them from giving the power of darkness to someone else that’s not Pariah Dark?
They make a list of requirements, ask both ghosts and living friends. There’s nothing in their world, no one quite right, but what about other worlds? The realms are supposedly infinite right? So there had to be someone out there.
And while it takes a long, long time, they eventually find one when a small bloodied ghost of greens, golds, and reds comes forth shyly, eyes burning with determination. He speaks of heroes and villains- far more than their own world- of a city cloaked in shadow and of a single man trying to help despite it seeming impossible.
Who better to become the new Dark besides the dark knight himself after all?
#Batman Becomes The New Ancient of Darkness Au#Look he's died or nearly done so enough times to be counted liminal at the *least*#yes the ghost is lil Jason shh#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp#danny phantom#batman#dc#dcu#danny fenton#cryptid batman#prompts#ghost jason todd#jason todd#honestly up to the writer on if he stays dead or not#bruce wayne#imagine waking up one day to a green sticky note with multiple writing styles saying ur slated to become the literal embodiment of the dark#so don't be afraid when you get some abilities or something#oh btw here's out number :)#Bruce:#Bruce: ALFREEEED
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#literally excuse the shitty anatomy and cell shading i was thinking abt chuuyas reaction to what he'd done and i decided to make it skk#bc skk copium :')#the way i've hated dazai so fucking much but i still cried like a bitch when he died#he's not dead the bsd fandom has this phase like the elevator chapter where we're like ''dazai's not gonna make it he's done for!!''#and then he comes back next chapter like surprise bitches yall thought i was dead lmao#this chapter fucking HURT for skk shippers tho like we rly lost this time around huh#deluding myself into thinking that chuuya used gravity manipulation to slow the bullet#bc we didn't see a bullet hole behind dazais head like when chuuya shot his shoulder even though the bullet to his skull was fired at close#the reason theres a wound is bc the compressed air that was still fired was enough to wound him#and the shock wave that followed caused him to pass out bc of the sudden tension to his head intermingled with the blood loss and poison#we also know dazai can control his heart rate at will so maybe he can drop his pulse to zero for like thirty secs#enough to make fyodor believe he's dead#in the event that all of this is untrue and dazai rly does die the way my entire being will go numb and cold and dead#knowing that fyodor will most likely use dazai's death as a weapon against chuuya effectively chaining him to his side#like bffr chuuya may dislike dazai but that's his partner his reflection the boy that makes him desperately want to be human#dazai is the embodiment of chuuyas humanity and once chuuya loses that tether to his human side he will snap and the facade will shatter#and we will truly see chuuya unhinged with nothing more keeping him bound to his mortal shell#this wasn't the skk reunion we wanted asigiri what the fuck :(#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#skk#soukoku#lotus draws
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thinking about Dan in CFAU and just how different he needs to be (in my opinion) in order for Danny's whole thing to work. Canon Danny with Dan's influence, would never even consider thinking of killing anyone even after losing people close to him because he'd be scared of becoming like him. CFAU Danny however has been festering in this hurt and anger for years and wants the Joker dead and is plotting it. I don't think he'd do that with Dan's influence.
I explained how Rath came to be in this post here. Things happened in TUE as normal -- Danny's family dies, he lives with Vlad, Vlad rips out his ghost half. The difference here is that not only was Danny in a grieving state (something exclusive to banshees that the post goes into) but he also doesn't end up fusing with Vlad.
What happens instead is that Danny's ghost half, consumed already with grief and now enraged by being murdered and lied to by Vlad, destroys him completely and disappears into the ghost zone. He traps himself unintentionally in a negative feedback loop of grief, and as a human spirit banshee, cannot mentally handle the constant agony and sorrow he's experiencing. What happens is that he ends up driving himself insane with misery.
So the difference here, ultimately, between Dan and Rath, is that at the end of the day; Dan is fully aware of his actions. He knows what he's doing is wrong, and delights in it. He acknowledges his lack of humanity and feels no remorse in doing what he does.
Rath? He's... not. Not really. Dan is a hulking mass of muscle; tall, towering, terrifying. He loves what he does and does what he loves. Rath, however, appears as a scrawny young boy in raggedy clothes far too big for him, hunched in on himself while dirty, unkempt hair curtains his face and hides whatever he doesn't have ducked down in his curled-in form.
Rath is locked in a constant, unending state of sorrow and misery. He, for lack of better words, is unable to perceive the world around him properly and lashes out terribly and violently at anyone or anything that catches his attention. The only thing that he knows is that his family is gone, his other half is gone, that everyone he loves is gone, gone, gone.
He is a zombie apocalypse wrapped up in the form of a malnourished child, wandering the world in search of people who are not there, and becomes furious if you're not them. He is constantly crying, but he's been crying for so long that he's all but lost his voice. Meaning anyone trying to keep an ear out for him has to listen for soft, pained gasps and quiet whimpering, and wonder if the sound they're hearing are hurt survivors, or the very thing they're running from.
As a result, Rath's influence on Danny isn't that he's scared of doing something bad and becoming like him. He's scared of losing control of himself and dooming himself and others to eternal misery. As a result, he's adamant that things that he's done were not done out of pure emotion, but were active choices he made.
Up to and including killing the Joker. There's enough grief and rage behind his views on him that anyone could argue, especially knowing that Danny's a ghost, that he was not in the right mind when he did it. He was blinded by his emotions and was not in the right mental capacity, he had no control over himself. It'd work as a convincing argument.
If it weren't for Danny himself arguing against it. Killing the Joker was a choice he made, fully and willingly. It was autonomous, premeditated murder and he won't accept anything else -- it was not a fit of passion, it was not act of insanity, it was a decision. He won't accept it being anything else but revenge either, and if anyone tries to claim that it was a necessary evil he will yell at them. He didn't do this for the betterment of the public, that was just a fortunate side effect. He did it for himself and Jason. If you wanted it to be a necessary evil, then you should've killed him yourself. It was a selfish evil and he knows it.
In the end, Dan’s existence would prevent Joker’s death. Rath’s existence only solidifies it.
Rath's complete difference from Dan is one of my favorite parts about this au even if he never makes a direct appearance.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc au#childhood friends au#cfau#dead on main#while cfau danny does not believe that killing is the answer to anything and taking a life should not be something done easily the joker is#the only exception to this rule. and that's because much like how danny will never escape his grief because he died with it. he'll never#escape the rage he feels over Jason's murder and the hatred he feels against his killer. he will never not want the joker dead and he will#never not want to rip him apart with his bare hands. but *wanting* and *needing* are two different things. there is still a choice in#danny's hands and in the end he decides that killing him is what he wants to do. it is an inherently selfish evil that is ultimately done#out of love. it's complex and yet so simple. 'you killed my best friend. prepare to die'.#'i could move on but i cannot and i will not. not until this injustice is righted. only then will i find peace'#in the end. jason todd is not the vengeful spirit -- danny is.
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kay oh bee dee
#arting#transformers#kobd#knockout#breakdown#megatron and starscream are also here but this ain't about them...#idk if i like my breakdown human ver but whaaaatever...#i was pretty set with knockout.... hmm hmm#I AM STILL PISSED AT THE CHARACTER DEVELOPEMENT FOR KNOCKOUT BTW... like 😭#also with breakdown's death 😭😭😭😭😭 aagagahahahhhh whhyyyyyyyyyy#i'm not even pissed actually he died but the way knockout reacts to it is like 😭 ok. sure. call him your partner and shit and you dgaf 😭#like. ok at first i was like ''ooh he is trying to ignore it but later they will show his reaction to it!''#THEY DON'T!!?!?!?!? it's just ah yes.. my fellow comrade died... oh welll i will avenge him! 😭😭😭😭 fucj you#it pisses me off especially arcee gets multiple moments remembering cliffjumper and tailgate#you know... her previous partners? yeah..#i understand budget stuff and shit but come on... you could've done more with knockout? idk...#i heard bd was supposed to become an autobot which is so cool but they didn't do it due to budget stuff. kms....#😭😭😭😭😭#idk they just had so much potential and they threw it down the drain..#man even dreadwing had a similar motivation of avenging with his dead brother 😭#ok... anywya yaaaaa 😭
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Man, rdr2 has really cursed us with mourning a man that died theoretically 125 years ago
#arthur oh arthur#listen I sobbed hard at johns death and everyone else's death#but arthurs?#a part of me dies when I see clips of his last breaths#irreversible damage has been done to my brain#oh arthur#mick squeaks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers
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I will never get over how insane Apollos punishment is.
Like Zeus what was the reason? What did you expect Apollo to learn from that other than that you are insane?
#rick riordan#trails of apollo#lester papadopoulos#apollo percy jackson#percy jackson universe#I know Rick needed a reason to make him human#and Zeus also has punished Apollo unreasonably in the past#but still#and I kind think he wanted him dead#in the other hand what would’ve done with Artemis if Apollo had died?#I feel like she would’ve lost her mind
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I love how bro was experiencing the horros and I unknowingly had the same exact facial expression while looking at him
#I’M ALMOST DONE WITH DUAL DESTINIES#I think#GOOD LORD I’m so pissed about this episode (no I’m not) I loved Fulbright (this was such a great plot twist I had NO IDEA)#HE WAS ALREADY DEAD???#I’m so curious to know how he died#ace attorney#phoenix wright ace attorney#pw:aa#apollo justice trilogy#ace attorney trilogy#phoenix wright: ace attorney#apollo justice ace attorney#ace attorney memes#ace attorney shitpost#bobby fulbright#ace attorney phantom#pwaa#pw aa#dual destinies#ace attorney dual destinies
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For vaggie that spear is her support animal/therapist
For charlie, it's a rival she'd like to throw in lava but can't cause, it's vaggies support 'animal'
silly headcanon plot twist- Charlie's jealously at the spear ISN'T silly or irrational at all, it's a subconscious manifestation of Charlie's desperation for her girlfriend to actually open up emotionally to HER instead of to a WEAPON, confide fears and problems in CHARLIE, and a very frustrated, very also-emotionally-constipated-in-her-own-way Charlie doesn't wanna pin that frustration on Vaggie directly so she deflects all her anger to the spear, which as an inanimate objects, can't get any hurt feelings over this or decide Charlie is too much and dump her
we've done it. we've cracked the silly headcanon and found the angst waiting underneath XD XD XD
or maybe the above is all just what the hazbin crew speculates together, in their weekly "there's no way those two idiots don't have shit going on in their relationship" chaggie hotel gossip meet-ups
#hazbin hotel#chaggie#charlie morningstar#vaggie#making angst out of a silly headcanon#Husk probably both founded and runs said meet ups#t's like his support group he can vent and not lose his entire mind#at the hotel that's a front row seat to chaggie#and their obliviousness to their own unaddressed drama#angel dust treats the gossip meet-ups like a weekly soap opera and comes up with the most ideas which are pretty much garbage#including one where vaggie has an evil twin sister up in heaven#pentious takes it the most seriously#after every chaggie gossip session he picks their room to sneak into and anxiously watch them sleep (until vaggie kicks him out)#he's so WORRIED#but also sssstudying them. for tipsssss#niffty acts out all the chaggie speculation ideas in real time with dead bug puppets#other than that she just likes speculating on how many people vaggie's probably killed and how she might have done it and#how charlie would scream in horror if she found out#alastor is NEVER invited to these meet ups#he always shows up anyway#and brings heartbreak-themed snacks no one else at the meet-up ever touches#he tried bribing Razzle and Dazzle into joining in with an offer of doughnuts in exchange for their own unique insight into chaggie#they burnt the doughnuts to ash but#silently DID promise not to tell chaggie about the meetings#keekee uses the meetings to make rounds and get as many pettings as possible#chaggie drama as a spectator sport is a hotel tradition that its founder and manager have NO IDEA exists and no one has died for (yet)
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𝜗 Hunger Pangs & Bloody Fangs ﹕On AO3
☆ Several illustrations made in contribution to the SONIC BIG BANG !!
@sthbigbang
Writer ;; @the-gnome-zone
Artists ;; @sharks3ye @soulsofthewicked @suzylind
I spedrun this one in basically just one night right before posting date bc I had an idea yeah.
(The gif quality is an absolute NIGHTMARE OMG... so heres a still frame as well)

Aaannd another full illustration wahahaha,, guess I was extra motivated cuz its a FIRE FIC AND YOU SHOULD TOTALLY READ IT (#not an ad (I lied go read.. it has vampires..))
And more extras;;



This was really fun and im VERY happy to have been apart of this WOOO THANK YOU EVERYONE AND THANK YOU STHBB MODS FOR MAKING SUCH AN AMAZING EVENT HAPPEN<3
#FINALLY ITS DONE i havent slept. dead absolutely died hoo#sonic big bang 2024#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#cream the rabbit#my art
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jason accidentally trauma-dumps to this masked vigilante who he’s somehow immediately comfortable trusting while willis todd who is not dead and is very much still alive (but still hasn’t told his only living child yet) is internally screaming “WHAT DID THEY DO TO MY PRECIOUS BABY BOY?!?!?!?”
#dc comics#dc universe#dcu#batman#red hood#jason todd#jason peter todd#jason was never the angry robin#wingman#willis todd#nah because why does dc make poor people be completely awful people?#look if willis todd was awful why does jason love him so much?#good parent willis todd#jason is different from the rest of the bats because unlike them he grieved his parents (especially his mom) long before they died#jason probably found out that willis was presumed dead long after it happened (because he was living on the streets for quite some time)#anyways willis is listening to jason nonchalantly speak about his trauma and is resisting the urge to beat bruce up#willis while carrying a 220 lb crime lord and sobbing: my precious baby what have they done to you?#danny todd (jason’s canonical older brother) is watching beyond the grave wondering why willis won’t tell jason who he is#jason starts talking about willis and willis is trying his hardest not to cry because he thought jason would hate him but it’s the opposite#like jason has so much love in his heart and honestly i wish someone would actually appreciate that
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I think that Levi's following orders without questioning them, in a way being a dog of orders, is one of the biggest disrespect to himself.
Even Erwin asks for his opinion and thoughts before asking him for something, but Levi has lost his self-respect to the point that he only wants to be ordered around. Before Survey Corps he was really a free individual who could make his own thoughts, choices, decisions. Survey Corps really destroyed his mental health to the extent that he lost his personality, his self-respect.
Because of the way Isayama portrays him, fans/shippers/fanartists always portray him as humiliated, dragged on the ground next to they favorites.
Particularly by reducing him to a "promise" by injuring him and throwing him away in S4 just because an important side character died, he throws away his huge potential.
#Sometimes I think about what exactly Isayama sees him as in his story.#I think he sees him more as a kind of action/fanservice/mascot character that will bring excitement to the scenes.#And a supporting character of an important character.#Then when he died he must have thought he was done with him#bcs he kept trying to kill him and dragging him on the ground#giving the shippers a great ingredient fodder#“Omg Levi is dead and depressed without him 🥺”#If he stopped seeing him like that maybe we would see a Levi who is him own independent character.#Because Levi was more than that...#aot#attack on titan#levi aot#levi#thoughts
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