#Cuz Rob is fucking emo

[b0rateen]

Tally Hall Welcome to the Black Parade cover when

[seireitonin]

Nina and toby shoplift as a date

“Hey emo, wanna rob that Hot Topic?”

“Tobes, we were gonna do that regardless”

They look around together seeing what they want

Nina is more subtle with her stealing, doing it quickly but neatly so no one even sees her doing it

Especially because she’s so talkative and friendly while she does it

But she steals less than Toby because mainly she’s the distraction

Making small talk and being friendly with the employees and asking tons of questions

Leaving most of the stealing to Toby

No one suspects him anyway, he’s just a run of the mill looking guy when he wants to be and he’s handsome so people are biased towards him

Toby just takes stuff no matter whose looking

Who’s gonna stop him?

He’ll put on the stuff he wants to steal

Literally putting on the shirts, belts and even piercings

Along with slipping stuff into his many pockets

Both of them leave super quickly assessing what they stole when they got home

“Hey got you this. Reminded me of you”

Toby takes off the belt he stole and hands it to Nina

“Oh my god! You got it for me?! I couldn’t do it because the employee was all on my ass!”

“Mhm. You’re a good distraction”

“Thank you Toby! You’re the best!”

“ I know!” Toby likes the praise. He likes Nina’s praise especially

Nina hands him some new earrings with hatchets on them

“Couldn’t leave you hanging”

“Damn…these are amazing! Edgy, but amazing! Just like you!”

He twirls the hair of her fringe in his fingers

“Got you this too, get yourself pretty for our next date”

He hands her a Hello Kitty eyeshadow pallet

She gasps happily, swatching it on her arm

“Ugh Hot Topic pigments are always so shitty. Barely shows up on me and I’m not even that dark. It’ll take forever to blend! But I’ll use it cuz a cute emo boy stole it for me!”

She touches her forehead (fringe) to his forehead (fringe) and smiles, scrunching her nose playfully as she looks into his eyes

“You better! I worked hard for that! Now let’s see the rest of our little haul.”

He empties his pockets, revealing rolled up t shirts, belts, makeup, pins, jewelry and arm warmers

“How?!”

“I’m fucking incredible huh?”

“Mhm! We gotta do Sephora next time! I need more foundation! Shade 430 in Fenty Beauty BTW!”

“Don’t know what that means…but okay!”

They go through their haul and Nina kisses him for every item that she loves (which is all of them)

They got pizza after and listened to Taking Back Sunday

It was a great night

[cherrywperson]

OKAY SO UHH UR HCS(and opinions) ON ROB, IDAHO AND WILLIAM!!! HAND THEM OVER!!!

OKKAY 🫡🫡 im mostly gonna copypaste from my hc list in my notes

rob:

nonbinary but also hes kinda apathetic abt allat cuz no one would gaf to ask his prns and theyd probably forget + the void made him kinda more dysphoric mannnn

autistic + 8928 mental illnesses

knows how to cook and is pretty good at it ^__^ (he just doesnt rlly get the chance to cook anymore cuz yk....)

would bite ppl prevoid and still bites ppl postvoid (even more!!!)

likes plushies bcuz yk he had daisy in his bed in the nobody

gets nightmares about the void damn.. and he has this frequent dream of gumball actually saving him when he was in the void AGHH !!!!

was friends with molly (THEY WERE BFFS!!) and tobias too lol (i like to think they were eachothers dates in the party) . couldve also been friends with anais and tried to be friends with william at some point

perhaps... maybe.... theres someone out there who never forgot him .. (who is that person? i leave that up to you)

sometimes wears shitty shirts he finds at the dumpster

speaking of the dumpster he goes scavanging on it and finds silly shit like cds and other shit he keeps and takes "home"

all his money comes from wallets he found on the ground/stole

was def a theater kid . dramatic ass!!!! ACTUALLY hes an edgy emo fuck bro thinks hes a lone alpha wolf 💀💀

never takes a shower bro HE STINKS!!!!!!!!

has back problems cuz he sleeps on the cold concrete floor with no mattress 😭

hes mexican 🔥🔥 intolerant to spicy stuff though STUPID

his body hurts the whole time cuz of the constant static and glitching . and also he hears static the whole time he can NEVER catch a break

fucking loves loud music YAAHAHAHAHGD

due to him being a background character he doesnt have any family/relatives !!!! 😁

opinion on this stupid guy: when i got back into tawog this guy gave me rabies all the time, rn not so much unfortunely 💔 i still rlly like him though hes a fave of mine !! i like bullying him a lot ❤️

idaho:

when he saw bobert for the first time he thought he was going crazy bro was tweaking 💀💀

ppl throw him all the godamnn time like hes a rock

opinion: I NEVER THINK OF HIM SORRY 😭😭 i think hes funny idk man . i didnt know his name was idaho for years cuz they call him "papita" in the latam dub . the potato episode confused me SO BAD

william:

neutrois demiromantic aceflux (he/it)

connected to thr boid in a way? hes related to it?? either that or hes one of the first ppl to get sucked into the void 💀

he keeps trying to figure out a way to communicate with people without hurting them. like damn give him a notepad and a pen im sure he can hold a pen with his telekinesis . or have him carry around a tiny speaker

bobert could understand what hes saying and translate ^__^ juke could also try to be friends with william and bond over not being understood !!

hes good friends with teri too !! she takes the time to understand it and and theyre buddies and and yeah

he probably listens to weird obscure creepy music and plays it out loud to scare people sometimes lmao

opinion: someone SAVE BRO 😭😭 help him poor thang

[time-to-write-and-suffer]

Top 5 ros in if/video games/vns. Im super curious.

Ok so ... apologies but it's BioWare all the way down baybeee. I think I might have to make a separate VN post, cuz it's kinda fun to talk about some pretty anime boys I guess? And maybe one for IFs also. Sorry, they're all different categories in my brain lol.

Anyway.

Zevran Arainai, from Dragon Age: Origins. Just like. All of it. He's perfect, what can I say? Best meet-cute, best design, short king, assassin, bisexual, devoted and loyal, can't pick locks, I love him<3 He can truly do it all. Unproblematic fave. You agree.

Anders, from Dragon Age 2. He lives in a sewer. He's a doctor. He's a failure. He's the sexiest man alive. He's a fugitive. You're his sugar daddy/mommy. He loves cats. He's bisexual. He's doomed. He's the savior of a generation. He'll drown you both in blood to keep you safe. Tragic white boy who's so fucked up and such a meow meow that even fans of the games hate him <3

Fenris, from Dragon Age 2. Hardcore emo elf with anime hair and sword. He's so fucked up but he's chill about it (lying). I wanna roll him into a ball and keep him in my armpit. He's so fucking anime.

Garrus Vakarian, from Mass Effect. Cop. Hate that for him. Giant bird lizard cat man. Love that for me. Also best friends-to-lovers in any video game PROVE ME WRONG.

Josephine Montilyet, from Dragon Age: Inquisition. ROBBED. WE WERE ROBBED. BEST ROMANCE IN THE GAME AND IT BARELY HAD ANY CONTENT. AUGH. She makes me question my sexuality and she's ignored by fandom and the game

[rbthestoryoftherubynecklace]

Moonstone

Tw: Step siblings relationship,toxic relationship,angst,break up,shows emo side of a character, cheating

Moon had a hard time during her childhood. Her mother, Aria resented moon and neglected her. Moon had resented her mother, she wasn't stupid she knew her mother didn't want her. Aria still loved moon though. (mostly moons mother ivory)

Moon was alone through her earlier years, she earned two friends from the orphanage nextdoor /Shadow and Leo. During they're breaktime they would talk from the windows and they became very close friends.

Aria was aware of this and thought of a bright idea of letting shadow and Leo live at their house so Moon wont be as alone,she didn't adopt them legally though. Moon was so happy with this news.

~

She grew up with her bestfriends, they treated each other as siblings and called themselves sis/bro. Moon was a vocalist in a big/ HUGE HUGE band but she retired early. She was a damn millionaire at the age of 19. Shadow was a hot guitarist in the band and shadow and moon were most adored by fans.

Everything was good with her, as she grew up in her earlier stage. She developed some feelings for her older brother, sweet home alabama right? But she Leo and shadow knew that they weren't real siblings...so it ain't a problem... right..?

_

Each sibling has a talent,

With shadow growing up learning about ninja dark magic because of one scholarship that one of Arias boyfriends gave to Shadow.

Moon possession of the powers of the ruby necklace, but she doesn't know that yet. Also, moon still keeps on the necklace even though she doesn't know anything about it. It's a pretty necklace and it suits her, SHE NEVER TAKES IT OFF.

Leo is like, better at everything. Smarter than everyone,faster than everyone..hotter than everyone? Etc..

_

Shadow,moon,Leo had moved in together in a luxury apartment that shadow and moon could totally afford.

Even when shadow and moon were like the hot couple of the decade it was toxic. Shadow played with Moon's feelings most of the time before getting a relationship with moon and moon was just head over heels in love..

To much love.

~

One night, Leo went out drunk and robbed a bank. Shadow and moon went out to help the police find him cuz he's not going far drunk.

While searching around the city, Shadow and moon were separated and shadow and another police officer, Casey. They talked about stuff while searching for Leo and exchanged numbers,They quickly became the bestest of friends and shadow would flirt with her time to time.

They found Leo in a arcade using the bag of coins to pay for arcade coins.

As shadow and Casey were saying they're goodbyes moon jumped on shadows back like a fangirl, "Ofcourse, I was a fool to think he didn't have a girlfriend he's to.... Everything for me! I was a food to think he'd every like me.." Cassey thought.

~~~~~~~~~~

Days, weeks, months to 2 years passed.

Moons and shadows relationship is a mess.

Moon was obsessively in love

Shadow was the same, but not to moon..

To cassey..

Shadow went out of the house, moon told him to take a walk because he was getting way to pale, like a ghost.

moon finds shadows phone ringing from a someone... "Cassey❤" she didn't answer the call, but she went through the messages.

What the FUCK!?!?

She scrolls through the messages

You know, I wish you were my girlfriend instead

Shadow, you have a girlfriend! Oh common, sometimes she could be a brat and a creep. She's probably madly in love with me

Still, she's still your girlfriend!

Whatever.

Her eyes dwell up in anger.

Good night cassey babe <33

Goodnight shadoww❤❤

He barely says goodnight to me..

Happy valentines day cassey! I sent you flowers<3 I think I hid it behind the door, sorry I can't greet you in person my girlfriend would murder you haha.. You really gotta tell her.. I appreciate all this but I would date you if you were single. Don't worry cass, I'll break up with her if she doesn't get useful anymore.. Like... You know... Doing all of the things! Hahaha! okay..

THAT BASTARD!!

She reads the earliest chat.

I think I'm gonna break up with her today.

shadow, please let her down gently...you don't know how she'll react.. Especially of all your lovey dovey stuff on me the past 2 years.. Dont worry bunny...we'll be together soon

CHEATER!!LIAR!!

moon shakes and crys angrily on the floor. She was madly in love with this dude, she did everything in the relationship. Shadow never really commit to the relationship, never called moon a nickname, never greeted her on her birthday, valentines or any holiday!

Shadow comes back with a smile.

"Moon, I've got something to tell you.."

"What...?

They sat down on the couch

"I've been meaning to tell you...we should break up- "

"Yeah so you could go to your side chick who you were hiding for 2 FUCKING YEARS, WHILE I LOVED YOU IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE"

"How did you-"

"YOU FUCKING PLAYED ME!! 2 YEARS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME WHILE YOU LOVED SOMEONE ELSE, YOU DID EVERYTHING THAT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO DO WITH ME TO HER!"

Moon teared up

"I DID EVERY FUCKING CHORE I DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU! YOU USED ME LIKE A FUCKING TOY, I DID EVERYTHING TO PLEASE YOU, I LOVED YOU WHILE YOU DIDN'T PLEASE ME."

"i-if y-you love her more than me.. I'LL JUST HAVE TO FUCKING ELIMINATE THE COMPETITION"

Moon raged, probably over reacted...but unfortunately, she did overreact, suddenly the ruby necklace was shaking, like it's about to burst. The gem cracked, just a small crack.

Moon and shadow was stunned to see the purple light of energy coming out of the necklace, but in a flash. The energy ball got bigger and surrounded moon.

Something changed when she was seen again, her hair became purple with lighter violet highlights, a energy scrapped halo... A brand new fit! And.. A scythe..

The ruby necklace turned into another form.

something also came out... Or a someone..? a girl who looks like a demon.. Red hair red skin tone and stereotypical devil wings and horns

She was arguing with moonstone, she turned around to see shadow.

??? : shadow you should go and find your chick and protect her...

M: NO!! I'M GONNA KILL HER... HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!

Moonstone~

"Hahahaha..... HAHAHHAHA!!! I'm finally out! NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW...."

"OHHH~ is that moons love interest? HAHAHAHAHHA! Pathetic!! But whatevs!I'm gonna fucking kill your pathetic girlfriend~"

"moonrock don't do this!"

"Dont be so sensitive charlotte! I'M JUST DOING MY JOB~"

"I am to! Your crossing the line!!"

~

Moonstone chases after shadow with a big grin, shadow runs as fast as he could to cassey and protect her.

"now now~ don't be so protective~ this is what you get for being a CHEATER! HAHAHAHAHHA-"

moonstone raises her hand to the sky where a ball of energy forms and was about to kill them with it.

*wooosh*

Moonstone fell to the ground when an energy blade was stabbed into her.

Shadow and cassey screams on the sight of moonstone and the demon girl.

Don't worry, energy Blades are basically a power sleeping pill.

She helps shadow and cassey and let them go, she picks up moonstone which is slowly fading into moon and takes her to moons home

~~~~~~~~

[vlct0gram]

Actually I'm in a writing mood so I'm just gonna throw a whole bunch of silly quotes of out of context stuff from my various AUs into the void after the cut cuz it's a long one.

"Oh, how terrible!" Victor exclaimed dramatically as he burst into Henry’s room. "My best friend, dead and forgotten!"

"Princess Victor of house Frankenstein, his royal highness"

"Do you always doodle anatomically incorrect hearts in your notes?"

"Ah, a drunk wedding, how prim and proper of us."

"You two better cry at my speech."

"I’m going to explode," Victor said.

"I made an excellent dragon, thank you very much."

"His whole face turned red at the mere thought of Henry getting… an education. Heaven forbid!"

"That man would commit murder for you, Vic."

'Much easier to say than ‘demoniacal corpse to which I have so miserably given life’ that was for sure.'

"I am going to tear our Mr. Krempe’s spine with my teeth."

'A scream rang in his ears. This… wasn’t the right balcony.'

'Victor sighed. If only murder was legal.'

"I’m not fucking every male I know."

"You jumped off the roof?!"

"Right, I’ll just go frolic in the woods for a few days."

'So that’s why everyone screamed when they saw him.'

"I didn’t think he… had one of those."

"Woe is me, my security has been breached!"

'They had definitely not meant to walk in on someone skinny dipping.'

'He wasn’t wearing pants.'

'Fuck birds.'

"You’re much more of an emo."

"Grave robbing? Victor, you fiend."

"Oh dear twigs in front of me, light yourselves on fire!"

'The clay broke away into a slimy organ.'

"Do you think they ate Victor?!"

"I figured I was the only one without a face who came to this pub."

"Enjoy this number from a random mixtape I found in the dumpster!"

Half of these don't make much sense in context either-

oh well

[plainvanillapotato]

the 100 diaries S3 E1

quarantine diaries: june 20 2020

Season 3 episode 1: “Wanheda: Part 1″

chris? oof chris is dead

ok so this explains where the dead body went but where did these guys go??

murphy does not look good at all. he would do so poorly in quarantine. locked up murphy also reminds me of jess from breaking bad

what is going on. ummm 

too many people. thanos?? Dwight??

so they just did a time skip through john murphy?? they could have chose a more interesting character but also 86 days is nothing murphy. but i do i like how hes vlogging his experience tho. likes hes the shane dawson of the 100

oh my god! jaha is carrying murphy..lincoln and octavia who??? umm yes the ship is still strong even after the separation. 

what a way to start a season tho but like kinda in a bad way. murphy is not my favorite character so yeah this intro was not really for me.

ok so why was it closed in the first

looks like they’re sticking with the same intro :/

woah this is what i like to see! yes bellamy fight lincoln!!! reminds me of the sherlock home movie intro. 

ICE NATION?! are we going to meet Katara? 

look at kane with a beard talking about real peace lol ok kane with these writers i just know that this wont last

MONTY!! looking good in a uniform

jasper shaved his head?! awww maya

bellamy and this girl?? theyre just gonna throw in this ship with no build up?? bitch waht?? ok fine but im calling it rn i bet this girl dies just for bellamy’s character development cuz there’s literally no other point to having this girl. but i will admit it was cute that she gave him a book

i wonder how many takes the water bucket to the face jasper’s actor had to do

hey hey hey chill jasper dont do that to my boy monty

lol i love jaspers salute into slapping bellamy like was that in the script or did the actor just come up with that on his own either way it was good

on the contrary raven i think that prettyboy bellamy is too good for her/whatever her name is

woooooow jasper blames monty? come on bro it was mostly bellamy and clarke

really who gave octavia a horse? but also since when did she learn how to horse ride because she her as hell didnt learn that on the ark

arkadia?? because of the ark?? ok

look at jasper just being an emo boy with his earbuds in. but also is that an ipod shuffle??? is raven steve jobs now? or where the heck did jasper get it?

what was that look jasper had with raven? ....ship?

wait that arm touch while miller sings let me make love to you...monty and miller a ship? you know what i ship it! 

aww and look at bellamy with a smile kinda reminds me of this cat

this scene is just giving me all the feels!! i love it! 

i gotta say tho i still really dont like octavia. i hate her even more on a horse i just find it pretentious 

bellamy said screw protocol. love this chaotic energy. whatever the hell we want he said

but also bellamy said millers boyfriend?? waht?? so that like means that monty and miller might actually be come a thing tho right??? sorry not sorry that im literally shipping everyone with everyone

i dont like murphys hair now either. way too much gel

what a waste of an apple. that wasnt necessary at all murphy

we’re all kings said jaha. yes i like this attitude

stop it jaha. i dont think you can justice killing that many people

imo this is a very solid group even with octavia. like this is my favorite squad so far it has all my favorite characters bellamy, monty, miller, jasper, and raven (yeah thats right octavia is not my favorites list and neither is clarke)

the ice people with the white war paint remind me of that one racist movie that johnny depp was in 

woah there jasper pretty bold and reckless there

lmao bellamy yells hold your fire after shooting the first shot

umm okaY OCTAVIA. nice throw.

oo bellamy said monty youre with me. yes yes yes monty and bellamy are my dream duo

what a beautiful black panther...what the heck clarke. clarke really is a crazy bitch to hunt a black panther 

also i really hate her hair rn. like im getting such bad vibez but also clarke really became fluent in 3 months??? huh?? what is that about?

ooo the wristband. 

if raven couldnt get down from the horse how did she get up there in the first place??

clarke is wanheda the commander of death umm really this is what the grounders think of clarke

that is not a good picture of clarke its like flynn rider and his wanted posters

question: i thought only the warriors knew english so why does this merchant know english 

contraceptive implant removals??? calm down jackson that isnt a life or death procedure. but also damn these people really want to bring in new life into this crazy world?

side note where the hell is wick???

yeah abby fix yourself. preach raven

clarke and niylah... waht?? also the music choice for this scene was straight up weird. like watch the scene and tell me that it wasnt weird

octavia what is this?? octavia stop being salty bitch to lincoln. this is just such a weird dynamic. also octavia if youre gonna tell lincoln that “you can wear their jacket. but you’ll never be one of them” can you please fucking apply this about you really want to be a grounder. such a hypocrite

why does jaha need him? cuz it doesnt seem like murphy has an skill other than keeping himself alive

“pain hate envy those are the abcs of me”-murphy. who is this guy Eminem??

emori?? murphy is like i really dont want to go with jaha but i really into this girl shes the only person that doesnt hate me.

is that shaw mendes?? like is that really him because to be honest shawn mendes has a common face? i really dont know and i dont feel like looking it up. if it was a cameo then it was as weird as ed sheeran popping up in game of thrones

really octavia really. sleeping on the ground underneath the night sky?? bitch who do you think you are? you’ve been on the ground for less than a year and youre acting as if this grounder culture is all that you are. I also don’t like how she is trying to be more “grounder” than lincoln who literally grew up in that culture. idk guys i just get really weird vibes. 

oooo get’em jasper that music was annoying me too

side note: but also who the fuck taught these kids how to drive a car cuz its not like anyone on the ark knows how to?? i get that its easy to drive a car but honestly my real beef is that we dont see them learning how to drive cuz i think that it would be funny af...unless please tell me they have flashbacks to them learning how to drive. if not, we were robbed.

great job clarke way to get yourself caught

this is the weakest season opening for this show ever like i gotta say that i really dont like this direction of this season rn

[cachekakusu]

K, so ya girl made the trip to see Anastasia on Broadway because WHY THE FUCK NOT also I needed a much needed vacation lmaooo (RIP MY $$$ but I’m here for a good time, not a long time!!! And worth going to see the show alone!) I also saw it twice because I’m so Extra(TM). But anyway, here be a reallllyy looooooong ass flail-y recap and thoughts for prosperity!!! I’m also combining both nights because I can!!!

So the first night, I sat center orchestra so I can IMMERSE MYSELF IN THE SHOW and the second time, I sat mezzanine right and HONESTLY the theatre is so small that as long as you’re not super to the side, you’ll get an amazing view wherever you are.

ACT I

When the EMPRESS WALKS IN, THAT SHIT SPARKLED LIKE A FUCKING THOUSAND DIAMONDS!?!?!? WOW LINDA CHO WAS ROBBED. The audience also gasped audibly during her entrance

People laughed when they took pictures IDK WHY IT’S SO FUNNY KJDSFS

The Attack (as I’m dubbing it) is so intense and visually stunning, especially the end

Also the “In The Dark of the Night” melody playing!!!! 

I also loved the Romanov Sisters “AAAAAHHHHHHH”  before the run away 

Ok MAX AS GLEB!!! I LOVED HIM he really was more awkward and less poised than Ramin was, at least in front of Anya but just as terrifying and intimidating.  I thought he was also funnier sdjfhdsjkhf. The tone of voices were pretty similar too so it was kind of easier to focus on his portrayal, which was amazing overall. 

Uhhh once Dmitry comes out, you can’t stop looking at him. JAWLINE. And also he gesticulates a lot sjkfskjj.

Christy really forreal literally has a sparkle in her eye whenever she sings and it’s amazing to witness SHE REALLY IS SUCH A SPECIAL PERFORMER 

ISTG, one of these days Derek and John are forreal gonna end up flipping Christy over when they lift her THEY ALMOST DID THE SECOND NIGHT AND I WAS STRESSEDT you legit could see her feet up in the air lmfaaooao

After Anya chases off those hooligans, she points the stick at Dmitry and says, “Come at me, I won’t hurt you.” in this playful almost flirty voice and it gave me......thoughts......

DEREK GETS SO SWEATY AT THE END OF MY PETERSBURG AND IT’S SO FUNNY KFHSKJF also he kind of warbled the last note in both nights but I  find it kind of endearing lmao bless him

There are a number of moments where Dmitry just kind of stares at Anya and then kind of catches himself and shakes himself out of it and it’s adorable like “hahahahaha idiot you’re falling in loooooooooooooove”

Uhhh OUAD is even more amazing because the ghost projections extend to the sides of the theatre so like SENSORY OVERLOAD I cried metaphorically

Watching the ensemble is so fun, when you can look away from Derek/Christy for a few seconds (WHICH IS HARD TO DO) lmfaoo, and in “We’ll go from There”, when it’s Dmitry’s turn to sing and he’s just hanging on the train rails, I was watching the two smoker girls (one played by Lyrica aka Odette/Ballerina), and at first, they have these disgusted looks that slowly turn into “Oh no, he’s hot” and LYRICA ESPECIALLY had that “gosh, he’s actually really cute” AND IT’S HILARIOUS (and I told Lyrica when I met her at stagedoor and she laughed a lot, saying she and Sarah have a lot of fun doing that scene)

OTP: DMITRY x BATHTUBS FOREVER

Stay, I Pray You gets me on a deep personal level because the immigrant connection is real (”You are all I know. You have raised me.” WHEN WILL I NOT CRY!?!?!?) , also I love numbers where everyone just sings classic choral style also the harmonies at the end PHEW

Also CONSTANTINE’S VOCALS

Journey to the Past. No words tbh other than MAGICAL. 

ACT II

PARIS HOLD THE KEY TO YOUR HEART IS SO FUN AND THE ELEVATOR RIDE UP TO THE EIFFEL TOWER IS SO FUCKING FUN!!!

I appreciate Land of Yesterday so much more as a visual performance because Caroline O’Connor is amazing. Her wit and her PHYSICAL STAMINA

MBP is one regal HBIC and Close the Door made me EMO

TCATCM is always such a hoot and John and Caroline are amazing together, the audience really just eats it up

IN A CROWD!!!! OF FUCKING THOUSANDS!!!!

I love arm

Christy’s delivery of “I remember” has gotten much softer it seems, and then they both kind of stare at each other for awhile, as if really realizing who each other is before they CRASH INTO EACH OTHER RIP ME 

both gasp lightly between “I’d find you....” “again”

*cue the disappointed sounds of the audience when Dmitry pulls back. SAME, MY DUDES*

also they both let out really audible gasps before Dmitry pulls back and it’s so !!!!!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!?!?!?

When Dmitry kneels down, the background turns into this starry sky AND THE FULL EFFECT OF IT IS BEAUTIFUL AND I WAS AWESTRUCK

I always get so emo when character’s leitmotifs play but ANYWAYS when the Dowager came out, you can tell she just looked so done and tired AND IT BROKE MY HEART (she looked regal af though)

When Dmitry comes RUNNING OUT and just kind of looks around and you know he’s searching for Anya THE silly boy and then Vlad spots him and he’s fixing him up while he acts like a disgruntled son lmflaks

ANYA’S ENTRANCE IN THE ICONIC BLUE DRESS fuck, the sparkles on that dress is so mesmerizing and SHE WAS GLOWING but she only had eyes for Dmitry right when she found him and has this fond look on her face AND SDKJFHSKJ SHE LOVES HIM FLALSMA

(release “When She Walks In”, you cowards!)

I didn’t really cry cuz during both performances (I was TOO HAPPY TO SEE THIS ALL COME TO LIFE BEFORE MY EYES) BUT I did get super emotional when Vlad sang “Meant to Be” becaue HE JUST LOOKED SO HEARTBROKEN FOR BOTH HIS CHILDREN!?!?!?

QUARTET AT THE BALLET is one of my favorites AND I LOSE MY SHIT EVERY TIME!!!! Also LYRICA!!!!! What an amazing dancer and I found it really nice that it was a show within a show and they had their own curtain call for this

Seriously, which of the writers hates Cleveland sdkjfhsdjkfh that joke will never not be funny

DEREK’S CRESCENDO AND DESCRESCENDO IN ETW!! BITCH!!!!

Also, DMITRY BOUGHT ANYA A FUCKING DOLL!?!!? WHY IS HE LIKE THIS!?!?!? Let me stare off into space while I continue to process that information

Uh, when Dmitry checks in on the Dowager and Anya during their reunion, he has a little smile on his face before he angstily walks away (and out of Anya’s life forever!!! Or so he thought, haha that fool)

The Anya/Gleb confrontation is always such a cool and emotional scene, especially when the Romanov ghosts also step back behind 

After Gleb decides to let Anya go, and the Romanovs/Officers leave and you see them carry a body, as if physically and metaphorically burying the past IT’S SO. WOW. HAUNTING AND EVOCATIVE AND I THINK ABOUT IT A LOT

When Anya finds Dmitry and he kind of takes her in for a bit before going all emo on her and Anya kind of has this fond smile before getting all sad once he says, “I can’t be in love with someone I can’t have for the rest of my life” like GOD, YOU’RE A FOOL BUT I LOVE YOU!?!?!?

“*softly* I’m not your prince, Anya.”

*cue my tears*

THE KISS!!! SO MUCH CHEERING And lmao whenever Christy grabs his suitcase to step on it, IT’S SO HILARIOUS because even in her heels she’s almost eye level with Derek (a real testament to how big of a height difference they have) 

After Dmitry pulls away, they both have dazed smiles on and kind of look at each other for a beat longer RIP ME

EVEN AFTER ANYA TAKES HIS ARM AND THEY KEEP SMILING AT EACH OTHER AND IT’S SOOO!!! CUTE!!! I LOVE ROMANCE!!! 

The finale gets me so emo, the Dowager’s “Still...” and her opening the music box AND THE ROMANOV SPIRITS ALL COME OUT AND THEN THEY ALL ROTATE LIKE AN ACTUAL MUSIC BOX!!!! IT’S BEAUTIFUL

Also the bridge in the background changes from being real, to a PAINTING as if to really add to the fairytale effect of DIMYA WALKING TO THEIR FUTURE and then when it goes, “Far away...” IT CHANGES TO A SNOWY SCENE AND I!!! LOSE MY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stage door. K so honestly, I appreciate all of them so much they are all so nice and gracious AND DESERVE ALL THE LOVE AND PRAISE!!!!

Max was so nice (SUPER HANDSOME) and I told him that he was really funny as Max and he laughed skdjskjf

Nicole came out next and she’s adorable, protect her forever!!!!

Lyrica is WOW BEAAUTIFUL TBH and I told her she’s an amazing dancer and she said how she has so much fun doing the ballet (also she has the most legible signature and I respect that lmaoo)

Caroline O’Connor is a delight and is so nice and I told her that I love her jokes and her high kicks skjfhskdjfh and she laughed and she thanked me for buying the program lmfaoo that was cute

Mary Beth also came out and is so elegant and precious and Zach was following after her because he was carrying some box (??? hers??? WHO KNOWS) 

I’m lame and exclaimed, “You’re the music box!!!” when it was Zach’s turn to sign and he was all, “How did you know!?!?!? We have an avid fan over here, guys!” sdkjfhskjfh and I honestly would love to see his Dima cuz he’s really witty and a good egg.

I told John that he was the real winner in my heart and he laughed and said how they really enjoy making the vlogs and I jokingly asked when the next season was and he was very ;)))) about it SO THAT’S EXCITING BECAUSE I WANT MORE ROYAL MISFITS FOREVER!!! I also told him he deserved a full pack of gum sjkfhsjk and he said that he doesnt even like gum sjkdfsh 

Derek is unreal beautiful and lmao the thirst for him by everyone is real but he’s so nice with everyone. I just told him that his vocals in Quartet are particularly amazing sdfjhsjkfh and he laughed adorably (ok, everything he does is adorable lbr). I was kind of a mess trying to take a pic with him but he was really patient while I got my shit together and flkaoska he’s so tall he had to crouch down quite a bit (sorry for my shortness, my dude). Anyway, both pics turned out slightly blurry because???? He just has that effect, I guess!

Christy went last and lmao, I wonder if they purposely plan it that way  now because of how long she takes interacting with each fan. Even the security guard was impressed with how much she loves doing the stage door lmao. She really is as precious as you expect and I pretty much babbled my love for Anastasia and for her AT her because SHE’S EVERYTHING AND IS A LITERAL PRINCESS and emanates so much love and kindness. I asked for a pic and I’m such an awkward ass turtle, trying to decide which way would provide better lighting lmao she offered to do hold the phone instead and I didn’t even realize she was taking so many pics lmao. Then I told her I loved her and thanked her for being THE BEST ANASTASIA  A FAN CAN HOPE FOR and we hugged and she thanked me for coming and told me my hair smelled good sdkjfskf. The second night is when I gave her my gift (lmao, it’s supposed to be a giant easter egg that I painted with some candy in it but the top half came off when she was taking it out, hence why she’s only holding half of it in the picture akhad) and she’s honestly like a little kid with how excited she was about it and even held it out so the other peeps could see lolol. She saw the treats inside and I told her how I know she loves snacking and she kind of went on about the pocki sticks she was eating backstage (which she pronounces, “poke-y” lmaoo so I didn’t know what she was talking about til like, a day later) and how they’re so addicing lmao I love one (1) backstage snacker. And she keeps saying how they have the best fans and I’m like, “UH!!! YOU GUYS DESERVE IT, HONESTLY!!!!” and she does the “Awwww!!!” face (y’all know the one). OH she also tried guessing where I was from but I kind of blurted it out before she could and she was so “SEE, I WAS GONNA SAY ‘CALIFORNIA’! I shouldn’t have even asked!” lmao. I gushed at her again, thanked her and probably told her I loved her again before I finally said goodbye lmao. 

I’m probably missing a lot of stuff, honestly it’s a blur and I’m trying to finish this up before I pass out from a food coma but ANYWAYS! 20/10 would fucking recommend, I love this musical so goddamn much and the cast and literally every one involved they’re all so talented and it will always hold a special place in my goddamn heart!!! *a million crying emojis*

[disengaged]

got tagged by @skold to answer these fic questions, hello!! 💛

fandoms you write for: ok nowadays it's basically all guns n' roses, metallica, megadeth and led zeppelin etc .... but i started off writing for emo/hardcore bandom and for YEARS i basically only wrote about pierce the veil, so that's uhh. Yeah

where you post: primarily archive of our own cuz it's hella user friendly, although lately i've branched out to rockfic as well :-)

most popular one-shot:

by hits: let me fix your overdrive (1,576)

by kudos: cryptosporidium (159) ... lmao this is from 2015 and not even good

by comments: quicksand jesus (11 threads)

by bookmarks: what sleeps next to me (8)

most popular multi-chapter fic: is anybody waiting (at home for you?) ... it is 14 chapters, 43k words, has 175 kudos and 2971 hits and a part 2 and i DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT because i WROTE IT WHEN I WAS 14

favourite story you've written: definitely varies, but at the moment i think it's probably devil in a midnight mass. which is kinda funny, cause at the time i posted it i definitely thought it was a total piece of shit

story you were nervous to post: leave a scar for sure! it was the first time i tried writing some really dirty, filthy porn and i was ... a little embarrassed about it ?? safe to say i've gotten past that lmao

how do you choose your titles: godbless azlyrics

do you outline? HAHA no. i typically have a vague idea of what i want to happen, but then i just let the story take me where it wants to go. i generally never come up with proper plot trajectories beforehand. which may be why i have so many unfinished and abandoned WIPs, but let's not go there

complete: my ao3 lists 48 works, but the real number is probably closer to like .... 60 or so? idk, i've orphaned a whole bunch

in progress: i don't want to jinx it, but i'm currently working on a lil Rolling Stones phone sex pwp, so hopefully that will get posted in the near future? 😬 i also have a really lighthearted axl/slash enemies-to-friends-to-fucking thing that's been in the works for a year and a half, but uhhh. we'll have to wait and see on that one. (and a teensy little kirk/rob fic, but it's only in the baby stages)

coming soon/not started yet: ok listen. my brain is mush rn but if i swear if i don't write a mustaine/hetfield "old man reunion" fic soon i WILL die

(also the next instalment of the patience series. that is a promise)

do you accept prompts? i mean i try to, but sometimes my brain just... Does Not Work Like That. i'm a horrible gremlin writer and unfortunately i tend to lose motivation very quickly if it's not an idea i've firmly latched onto, so i hate disappointing people by saying "yes" and then not having the time/inspiration :-(

upcoming story you're most excited to write: lately i've been having this massive urge to write a chaptered fic..... dunno know what it's gonna be yet, but i can feel it looming on the horizon 👀

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i tag: @thebyegonedays @marauderofworlds 🤘

[thisboydreamsoflife]

I don't even listen to music anymore, it's all just noise. But uhhhh, enough of my depression edge, here we go -

1. Hurt - Nine Inch Nails

I just like the songs, feels sad and I won't pretend I didn't think that old country dude sang the original before I found the truth through Rick and Morty

2. Dragula - Rob Zombie

Iconic, all that needs to be said

3. Welcome to My Life - Simple Plan

Just,, I like this song. I ENJOY Simple Plan,,, (Scooby Doo has led me into this type of music, okay?)

4. Dead - Beartoooth

An old friend of mine got me into Beartooth, and I really miss them, so I just binge Beartooth now. I'm a punk emo fag

5. Don't Fake This - Chevelle

Same friend got me into Chevelle, and it makes me feel good

6. Make It Stop - Rise Against

I like rebel-against-the-government-and-our-society music. Plus fuck bullying

7. Little Weapon - Lupe Fiasco

This song is important. My dad made sure I knew that, and growing up, I've come to understand the lyrics a bit more each time I hear it.

8. I'm Just Your Problem - {Cover by annapantsu}

Adventure Time and its music make me happy

9. Massacre - Escape the Fate

My exboyfriend got me into ETF, and I just stuck with them even if some of the songs give me Bad Vibes(TM)

10. It's Time - Imagine Dragons

I used to hate this song, lmao. Then I got super into it, and I use it for vocal practice now

Bonus: I always start my playlists and then set it to shuffle with either Lost at Sea by In This Moment (cuz it makes me long for something, I dunno what) or Hellfire, as a cover by annapantsu, cuz I'm gay for The Hunchback of Notre Dame

I tag @person3triple0 cuz I only know 2 people on tumblr, lol

Playlist tag

RULES: We’re Snooping your playlist!! Set your entire library on shuffle and report the first 10 songs that play; then choose 10 mutuals 

Tagged by @lunar-fenrir!

1. Float- digitalluc

2. Ashes to Ashes- David Bowie

3. I Want You Back- Jackson 5

4. Dragon Attack- Queen

5. 9th Floor- Moo Latte

6. Smoke Break- Brock Berrigan

7. Wham Bam Shang-A-Lang- Silver

8. Suffragette City- David Bowie

9. Could You Be Loved- Bob Marley & The Wailers

10. Cherry Bomb- The Runaways

@thiccestybutolder @spookydot @xoacexo @quonit @ameovo @heyparadiamonds @acecartoonplatypus @behereorbesqueer @squishable-amethyst @carlyoshawott <3

[survivormarmoreal]

Episode #14: "i literally hate attention (i say as i broke out into song unprompted)” - Bryce

I can't believe that I am here. I made it to the Final 4. It is very crazy. I thought that I was toast in the Final 6. So to be here now is very exciting and shocking. The final 3 is going to depend on who wins immunity. I am really hoping that I could win this immunity to secure my spot in the final 3. If not then I hope that Matt doesn't win it. He needs to be an option just in case. I'm very nervous. I just finished my rites of passage. and its crazy that its almost final tribal.

so im getting 4th. FJKASDHFKJh this comp is so hard and like im literally not gonna be able to do endurance so i need to do well on the other stuff but i just dont see that happening... like this puzzle first try was 70 minutes FJKASDHFKAJS. AND I KNOW COUNTING WILL MESS ME UP BC IM NERVOUS WRECK i didnt even mean to caps that but its tea. like flash game i think when i played this once before i wasnt bad but maybe i was who knows. im so emo like no one is talking to me anymore FKJASHDFKJ like i guess bc its just 1 vote left they dont wanna pretend they wont cut me FJAKSDFH like my game not even that good im gonna get dragged by sharky/nathan/keaton/nicole/ everyone but brian... maybe even brian who knows NNNN. my nnn. is so iconic.. maynor who?. idk like ok so if i win immunity (which i wont) idek what to do like i feel like voting matt is the best option maybe. bc i WONT be voting maynor bc i love him (not that i dont love anna and matt) but i just feel like we've had the best relationship of the f4 and im confident that the jury will like my game more than his (maybe they wont tho... i say confident but i mean 2% (not skim) sure they will) but ok so annabelle prob is hated by jury at least from brian and maybe even sharky? but like she didnt play bad she literally made most iconic move at f6 and i respect that but idk if jurors do like ppl keep saying shes a goat  so maybe she has no chance. and then theres matt where like ppl cant be mad he voted them when everyone and their mom in this game has voted him ASDKJFHASDKJ. like so hes prob liked by jury but i just dont know if hes done anything to deserve to win. he found 2 idols successfully played 1 but that was more on anna/nicks weird sense of leaking when it didnt really benefit them.  but like ok he was least threatening member of trio who got to the end so underdog edit is there even tho he literally wasnt underdog tbh u know who was an underdog... ME. i had NO ONE but nathan for a lil.. then dennis... then he got ROBBED. so then i had brian... but he got ROBBED. and now i have maynor like ive literally flipped and flopped to better my game and idk like i am physically able to meaningfully say ive done anything good ever in life or orgs but like i didnt do too bad i think! KJFAHSDKJF... idk maybe im getting 0 votes 3rd place no matter what and if thats the case im still so happy bc ive had a lot of fun in this game and met some true friends (and keaton) but like im getting 4th anyway so doesnt matter! ugh that sounds like a final goodbye confession but i know me and im gonna confess like 10 more times before this round is over so if i do get 4th/3rd just know that this was my true end...

So like.... I do not think i'm winning immunity. like at all. which makes me pretty nervous ngl. I really want to be there at the finale cause i think I have a good shot. If Bryce loses, i'm fairly sure i'm good to get to FTC but otherwise im scared. Making FTC would be really good for me cause I think i can out argue Maynor and Annabelle fairly well, but otherwise with bryce there idk. So like, BRYCE CAN'T WIN IMMUNITY. Also this FIC is disgusting like no thanks. I've already fucked up the 2 live ones so uh ya am annoyed :(. woo final juror here i come!

Bryce won immunity. Im glad. I wouldnt want to be in the position to vote Bryce. I had to abstained from the counting part cuz it triggered my anxiety. I tried tho but i couldnt. This vote is going to be said. Matt is going to go 4th. And i feel really bad. We got to know each other more during every tribal. This really sucks. I just dont want to give him false hope where there isnt any. Im going to help tomorrow.

I am so getting final juror. fuck. i knew it would happen if bryce won immunity and it fucking is. I am so sad about this. I have worked so hard all game to get here and its just being tossed away like that. I am SO sad. I have fucked up my sleep schedule for this game and now its getting me final juror. ugh. i just wanted to get to the end and like argue my case. but now? not happening :( i hate this

I WON I REALLY WON IMMUNITY ASKDJFHASKDJF I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA LOSE WHEN I GOT 12 POSTS ASJFKHKASJFDHASDKJF THATS SO NNNNN IM SO HAPPY BUT SO SAD BC NOW I TRIED TO TELL MATT IM VOTING HIM BC I WANT TO BE HONEST BUT HE SAYS HES TALKING TO A BRICK WALL LIKE???? SORRY FOR NOT WANTING TO GIVE U FALSE HOPE AJDSFHDKAJ its honestly so rude like ive been in that position before so i know what its like when ur pleading ur case and the person doesnt seem to care and im NOT doing that. but obvioulsy i didnt just make up a plan on what to do at f4 so obviously i have thoughts and plans and im not just gonna switch it up bc u plea to me now. idk KJASHDFKJ also im so scared im gonna lose now NNN hes saying anna played so well and tbh she kind of did maybe i lose no matter what...

So like i am leaving but its ok! why? cause i will preserve my legacy by dropping a whole ass fajita recipe here so that I can feel like i have made an IMPACT on the season. Even though like im still sad its me, im going out with a bang baby! I don't use this recipe personally ( I am a broke student) but its v.good!

Ingredients: 2 large chicken breasts, finely sliced 1 red onion, finely sliced (ready to make you cry) 1 red pepper, sliced 1 red chilli, finely sliced (optional) For the marinade 1 heaped tbsp smoked paprika 1 tbsp ground coriander pinch of ground cumin 2 medium garlic cloves, crushed 4 tbsp olive oil 1 lime juiced 4-5 drops Tabasco

Method: Heat oven to 200C/180C fan/gas 6 and wrap 6 medium tortillas in foil.

Mix 1 heaped tbsp smoked paprika, 1 tbsp ground coriander, a pinch of ground cumin, 2 crushed garlic cloves, 4 tbsp olive oil, the juice of 1 lime and 4-5 drops Tabasco together in a bowl with a big pinch each of salt and pepper.

Stir 2 finely sliced chicken breasts, 1 finely sliced red onion, 1 sliced red pepper and 1 finely sliced red chilli, if using, into the marinade.


Heat a griddle pan until smoking hot and add the chicken and marinade to the pan.

Keep everything moving over a high heat for about 5 mins using tongs until you get a nice charred effect. If your griddle pan is small you may need to do this in two batches.

To check the chicken is cooked, find the thickest part and tear in half – if any part is still raw cook until done.

Put the tortillas in the oven to heat up and serve with the cooked chicken, a bag of mixed salad and one 230g tub of fresh salsa.

hope the random person reading this uses it otherwise gj future me reading this you've officially gone insane! yeet ig?

This is going to be a sad day. I really like Matt and dont want to vote him out but its the best option from the people available. It really sucks. I feel his pain and ahh.

I’m literally going to cry. I want to help Matt. I wish we could all be final 3 but we can’t. I’m dying emotionally. Final 4 always has so much pressure cuz theres only 4 people left. I hope Matt doesn’t hate me. I hope he understands thisnis a game move because he techinically was the underdog in the beginning then was on top then back to underdog. I just hope he doesnt take it personal that I don’t think tie-ing it for him would be good for my game.

OMG IDK WHATS GONNA HAPPEN MATT GO HOME PLS BUT I FEEL LIKE ANNA IS VOTING MAYNOR IM GONNA BE SO SAD AHHHH DJSKFHSDKJF

Matt is voted out 3-1. He becomes the final juror.

ok so i had the worst day of my life today and didnt plan my speech at all so thats where im at NNN time to fake smile and hope the jurors like my ad libbed speech ASFKUHDFKJ ftc starts in 4 minutes.

well.. that was interesting adsjflhasdkfj. Like i always have 0 confidence in myself so i think im gonna lose and i really do respect the game that anna and maynor played. im just sad that i dont think i articulated myself well bc like im so bad with words anajsfhakj and ppl were saying conflicting things and its just not in me to like chime in with my pov to possible sway it in my favor bc i literally hate attention (i say as i broke out into song unprompted) but yaaa like i truly think that maybe i kind of did play super well and deserve to win but either way ill be happy bc i made *some* genuine friendships and also like had so much fun voting ppl out KFADHSKJASHK. i wish i like wrote what all my confessionals were so i could reference sth i said on day 1 but it was prob like i hate my tribe they ignore me so maybe ill just say that again FKJADSHFKJ. we love coming full circle... im so hungry i didnt eat so i will now stop typing to get dinner maybe i will write another confessional. omg wait gotta have some line thats iconic in case theres an episode title... think... love talking to myself FAKSDHFKj im so funny when i was like "i realized hey i respond to myself ill take me to the end" its such a mood KFJASDHFKJ ok but hm... ok. maybe im a snake who doesnt actually care about people and use them to my advantage to get my way but at least im not jayden. OMG jk thats so mean even tho he deserves it ALSO i was gonna like comment on keaton being like "saying the n word doesnt make u racist" but then he was kind of nice to me so i didnt.. love being as fake woke as me... not being confrontational to get a jury vote... so gross NNNN wooh idk how to end this but watch waves music video normani literally snapped so hard is being as slept on as me. omg wait... maybe im a pillow bc i sure am being slept on. iconic line.... i love the hosts so much ignore literally every cringe thing i wrote in this confessional pls FKJADSHKFJ

IM VERY DRUNK AND I DNT KNOW IF I HAD TO. BUT EITHER BRYCE OR ANNA WILL WIN CUZ IM A MES AND DONT DESERVE TO CUZ THEY WERE BOTH AMAZING FOR LETTING ME GET TO FTC. I WANNA THANK ANNA THE HOST FOR BEING AMAZING AND GREAT. I LIKED THE ALICE THEM CUZ HEART CUZ ICANT  EMOHJI, ,LOVED THIS SEASON AND UR ALL AMAZING HOSTS.

Im happy I made it to the final 3. And even though FTC was bad; I enjoyed it. I know I’m probably getting 3rd which is fine. I have so much respect to Annabelle and Bryce and everyone in the jury. I’m more excited to be able to talk to all of them again. Let’s see who is our winner will it be Bryce or Annabelle!? The hosts you guys were amazing and i had a great time this season. Im glad Jones pushed and convinced me to apply. Thank you for giving me a spot in this season. And Jones you da best. 💖💛💙

confession time. everytime i write one of these i put the day as who are u and my name as what day is it.. my mind always having to go change it. but um didnt think i would be writing another one of these FJKSADF but i have no self control and winner reveal is in 4 and a half hours and im literally sick FAKJDSk i feel so anxious and nervous like even if i lose im gonna be happy but i just really want to win also im still trying to process ppl not liking me or my gameplay and saying i played with their emotions FJKASDHFJ i had a blast. anyways this is the anthem of the day apparently https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhzN7SfnNeY

WHATS GOING ON?? IM TIRED IS WHATS GOING ON IM SO ANXIOUS! im sooo anxious i want to win. pls...

Bryce wins Celestial Marmoreal in a 4-3-0 vote!

[ill-litshipsinthesunset]

Been a Hell of a Year

Yo, I haven’t updated this in over a year? Wild.

The Blood Tour continued to rule — NJ date in particular.

28 was easily the best age.

I had to cut out half of the friends I had out here — don’t fuck your friends.

I quit my job of 4 years (minus a six month break).

Worked the job after that for about a month, then quit cuz I was getting sick of getting hit with surprise 11-15 hour shifts.

I reached a point in my life this year where I stopped telling people where I work cuz weirdos can’t be knowin’ that.

I think I ruined a marriage?

After that I banged some other girl who has a boyfriend. It was only once, and it happened under the weirdest of circumstances. She’s wanted it to continue, but I ain’t tryna mess with taken girls anymore. She’s down for a threesome, though, so if I find another girl who’s willing, I’ll probably relapse for one evening.

Single girls got no time for me, but taken girls stay tryna get at me.

I tried Tinder for 7 months and that shit was fuckin’ weird. I could write a post that would be way too fucking long on that alone. Instead, I’ll just say that I spent $438.16 on it over 7 months.

Back in November I gave myself a deadline of 7/1/18 to play a show with the condition that I move should I not make it happen. We are about two weeks out and it hasn’t happened.

I fell hard for a girl last summer — as hard as you can without having ever ending up meeting. We just Skyped for, like, three months (some days for as many as 11 hours straight), and then, when we were weeks away from meeting, my inherent need to be honest ruined EVERYTHING. We haven’t spoken since and I legitimately felt destroyed for the first time in my life, and I am definitely not entirely over it. It’s fucking bizarre.

I know I seemed fucked up after Caitlin broke up with me, but that was more being distressed about the situation I found myself in than the “loss” of her. I never thought I’d open up to as many people about that whole thing, but I have and people get why I was the way I was about it. I’m sure she’ll continue to leave dudes in the situation she left me in.l — be they aware of it or not.

I stopped talking to a fucking BEAUTIFUL, seemingly cool normie there was mutual interest with because I saw on her IG story that she went to Emo Nite.

I had a Snapchat for a few days cuz of one girl. I have since deleted the app and the girl.

Went to a show without earplugs (TSOL/Guttermouth) in Vegas and left wondering how anyone willingly goes to shows WITHOUT them.

Sick of It All finally came to Denver. It was neat to hang out with them for two days. They are still the best live band in case you were wondering. Drove to Vegas to see’m six days later cuz I just love’m that much.

I’ve been to all 5 Misfits reunion shows. I planned to stop at 5, but heard something about a 6th that I simply would not be able to turn down.

Finally got a Nerve Agents tattoo.

WWE fuckin’ suuucks right now.

I don’t fuck with subculture girls anymore. One keeps tryna get at me and I could see myself relenting, but I do not plan to at the moment. I’d hang out with her, but I don’t know that I could trust her to not try anything funny.

I finally-er got my All Hallow’s cat with the carrot tattoo.

I bought almost 30 2017 releases last year.

I have purchased 0 2018 releases so far.

The new AN was a major let down and I haven’t heard anything else yet.

I don’t think I’ve gotten a single CD this year, actually. Weird.

Oh! I was in a store in Vegas while it was robbed on New Year’s Eve! Ended up missing Good Riddance’s set cuz of it.