#Current party: Faust and Heath -> Shino -> Nero

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Those days I can never go back to.

The tale of hero Alec and holy wizard saint Faust.

※ Frieren AU | References from episode 2

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I keep thinking back to Alec and how he is somewhat like what Himmel. How he could have been what Himmel is to Frieren towards Faust if he did not burn him.

Alec leaves bit and pieces of himself—- well practically the whole central country for Faust to come back to. The stained glass. The painting. The religion. The tale of the hero, Saint Faust. The whole central country. but unlike Himmel, where he leaves his mark behind eg statues and all so Frieren won’t feel lonely, this one it just comes back to haunts Faust.

Thinking back to Alec, the guilt Alec has is one thing, the stuff he does urg he believes(?) Faust will see or notice them one day. that Faust will even come back to Central country. I think he knows it’s beyond forgiveness. maybe it’s just for himself. That at least he done something, that he did what he could to make up to Faust. A place for him in central country (bitter laughs)

There’s also something about how Faust can never escape his presence because central country is literally Alec’s country so there’s part of him everywhere. worsen with the fact that Alec actually leaves stuff behind for Faust. then there’s Arthur.

But Faust still holds those days close to his heart.... Alec still lives in Faust's memory just like how how Himmel is to Frieren despite Alec and those days being the cause of his trauma.