#Crowstiel BROTP

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Might be an unpopular opinion

Shipping Crowstiel knowing Cas' love for Dean isn't as contradictory as people think

The concept of OTP has always been about what ship the reader, viewer etc thinks works best. OTP don't need to be canon

I still believe Cas could have under the right circumstances loved Crowley in the same way Dean loved Lisa. Dean would be his priority, just like Sam is Dean's priority. But Dean's feelings for Lisa were genuine and strong, and that could have been Cas and Crowley during the times when it was just them working together. It isn't nothing or meaningless just because it's not the #1

However it is more than apparent canon wise Crowley has a major crush on Cas. The flirting, the desire to work with Cas even though Crowley technically could have collected all of those alphas and monsters to interrogate without Cas' help, because of Samuel and his team

So asking for Cas' help was really just an excuse to hang out with him tbh. Now Crowley may also have loved Cas, even as a full demon, in the only way he knew how, but that's less canon for me and more extrapolation from canon. But his crush on Cas? That is an observation not extrapolation

I think there is something so carthartic for me as the viewer about Cas having someone who views him as an equal and thinks he's hot and has a crush on him and thinks he is amazing. Because this is Cas with low self-esteem and who is treated like dirt by Dean. Dean said that Cas is kind of like a talking dog in Scoobynatural 🤬

It's carthartic that Cas has Crowley see him with positive regard AND Cas doesn't have to give anything in return for it. Cas doesn't have to GIVE Crowley reciprocation for Crowley to appreciate him. This is so refreshing in a dynamic were Cas always has to give back to Dean to be liked by him

I think there is also something carthartic about it for Crowley. Sure Cas wouldn't feel the same way for Crowley as he does for Dean, but Cas is fun to hang around with. Crowley has fun seeing what reactions he can get out of Cas when he flirts or riles him up. Crowley never knows when Cas will get angry and throw him up against a wall, which is attractive to Crowley's masochistic side. Or whether Cas will make him feel happy inside, like when Cas joked around with Crowley being agent Zappa

That is the face of a man that says okay that was hot. Do it again. I wish I saw Cas' face lol because I bet it would have caught him off guard 😂

Now if a different path was taken and we had a BROTP instead? Oh yeah for sure Crowstiel could have been a BROTP in canon if Dean was more mature. And I mean a real BROTP. Not just a wish fulfilment BROTP. It would have been a more realistic BROTP than Cas and Dean because:

Cas would have more sibling like vibes with Crowley than with Dean. Why? Because Cas wouldn't see Crowley as above him. He will fight with Crowley, call him out, joke around with him, just like Sam and Dean do all of that with each other. Cas sees Dean as a rolemodel, someone to admire, someone to worship, someone who is more like his king than his sibling. Dean is not submissive with Sam and vice versa, because they see each other as equals. Sam and Dean actually have sibling vibes and sibling vibes don't involve submission, but Cas is submissive to Dean

I think if the BROTP path was the path the writers went with instead, if they had treated Mark better so he stayed on the show? It would have been a better reflection on what an actual NOT co-dependent sibling relationship would look like

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Castiel's love for Dean is understandable. Often when we love we forgive their flaws and only see their good

Dean is good looking

Dean is relatable. Almost everyone can relate to pop culture in jokes and I believe for Cas he finds it fascinating and humorous to learn those aspects of humanity from Dean

Dean gives Cas just enough scraps to make Cas think it is possible to get more

Dean is ride & die for his brother whereas Cas' siblings would kill him if they thought they needed to. That would be another reason why Cas loves Dean because he imagines that being him, he imagines being someone who has that level of loyalty. Not to mention Dean called Cas family and Cas holds onto that statement even when there are times when he isn't treated like family

When Dean is good to Cas which isn't often but it does happen Dean has the most caring and worried look on his face. They would be the memories that Cas holds onto when Dean is being a dick

Dean is brave and strong and he is willing to tell beings much more powerful than him to go fuck themselves. That immediately has Cas' respect and admiration

Cas' love for Dean is valid. It's understandable. The love does hurt him, unfortunately, but it also gives Cas happiness and Cas has decided that's worth all the pain

I respect Cas' autonomy which would include not getting annoyed with him for acting on his feelings for Dean, because those feelings are Cas' decision

Doing the above would be exactly like Dean telling Cas off for being friendly to Crowley and actually enjoying being a detective and a hunter with Crowley despite that I still believe Crowstiel is a valid ship in the way Dean and Lisa are a valid ship. Sam is Dean's #1 but he absolutely did love Lisa

If Dean hadn't interferred Crowstiel would at least be a BROTP which is still a ship

today seems to be the day i vent about spn (probably because my aunt is currently watching it and she keeps asking me about my opinion on characters and seasons, which is great, i like talking about stuff) but in all seriousness, i don't get why people defend dean winchester. if i look at him from the point of a writer, sure, he's a strong character with solid motivation and he holds onto his believes throughout the show, however, looking at him from the point of a human being, he's an absolute dick. and yes, sam has his shortcomings too but somehow i can forgive him a lot more.

continuously dean disregards sam and his opinion, like when sam wants to go searching for john / jessica's killer instead of solving cases; he lies to sam about nearly everything; he insults sam all the time, especially when sam says something that actually helps them in a case; he takes away his autonomy in tricking sam to invite gadreel in when he had decided to die etc. but above all, dean's a massive hypocrite. sam makes dean promise to not search for a way to get sam out of the cage at the end of s05 and live a happy life, which dean does but then he gets mad at sam when he does the exact same thing after dean goes to purgatory and sam lives his life. i really don't get why sam sticks around other than "because it's the show". the black point episode shows us that sam is probably an even more effective hunter when he isn't with dean.

bobby too gets treated like that, even though he's been doing this gig for longer than dean is alive. and additionally, bobby is always there when they need him and he almost never asks for anything in return. bobby is the one dean goes to when he needs to vent about sam.

not to forget castiel here. from the beginning dean uses him for his power but then when castiel might need help, he doesn't care (which is also why i don't understand how castiel supposedly loves dean). he even sends castiel away when he was human and trying to cope with the situation but instead of letting castiel stay in the bunker where he could figure things out safely, he is forced to leave. i get that dean was trying to protect sam but why couldn't he take sam to a motel or some other place? dean and sam were out and solving cases on the regular at that point and castiel would have had kevin around.

which takes me to kevin and dean's complete and utter lack of empathy for others bar sam and his mum perhaps. dean only cares if others are useful, once they aren't any longer, he stops. i'm not solely blaming dean here but i mean, how many have died because they helped the winchesters and were abandoned subsequently or died of mistakes the winchesters made?

but the one who in all probability gets it the worst is crowley. i'm not saying that crowley is a good guy and he always has ulterior motives but whenever crowley helps dean, he gets screwed over by him in the end. and regardless of the many good things crowley does, dean will never thank him or acknowledge them.

all this just to say: i don't understand why people like and defend dean and his actions. he's an effective character, i give him that though.

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Castiel

Sexuality Headcanon: Generally, I think he's indifferent to gender and could be considered pansexual. More specifically, I think his Kinsey scale ranges from "Dean Winchester" to "literally everyone else" and he's heavily weighted toward Dean Winchester.

Gender Headcanon: Again, I think he's generally indifferent to gender except as it applies to his blorbo Dean. He definitely went through a phase where he wished he had a female vessel so Dean would fuck him without having a crisis, but he's over that now.

A ship I have with said character: Aside from the obvious, I'm a crowstiel truther. They're exes. They hate each other. They kept fucking for years after they broke up.

A BROTP I have with said character: Sam and Cas, my beloved disaster duo 😭 No one is doing bad decisions like them. Unparalleled.

A NOTP I have with said character: That's tough bc I feel like he's a little freak that has sex for weird reasons... Jack, I guess? Bc he doesn't share the Winchester fucked up family dynamics.

A random headcanon: Under the right circumstances, would develop a hysterical pregnancy.

General Opinion over said character: He's a maniac and I love him very much. He's a weird little guy.

Send me a character ask and I'll do this!

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4 , 2 and I for salty asks <3

2. Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?*

complex answer (of course) but crowstiel in that they're the opposite of a BroTP but they are also essentially an enemy-BroTP TO ME!!!! which of course doesn't meant anything but it means everything :)

4. Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?*

megstiel...... im sorry friends I see it and I look away... I feel like they are somewhat popular and I like it when my friends have fun but it is simply NOT for me

ask game!

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Cas for the character ask game :)

favorite thing about them

picking one thing about cas is impossible but im going to pick the cop out answer and say the depth of his character arc because its TRUE, watching him grow and change and get to know himself in new situations is endlessly wonderful. alternate answer: his autism <3

least favorite thing about them

replacing the trenchcoat was a bad call cas, the first one was the best one

favorite line

FREEDOM IS A LENGTH OF ROPE GOD WANTS YOU TO HANG YOURSELF WITH IT

brOTP

i just like when cas has friends. i want to see more of people being friendly with cas. top ideas for bffs include sam, meg, mary, charile, rowena, uuuuhhh. OH CAN FAMILY RELS COUNT AS BROTP jaaaaaaaaaaack. claire!!!!!!!! dad cas is so important

OTP

dean is thee one, as far as like. endgame, person to spend his life with, etc. however i also enjoy toxic exes crowstiel and megstiel is fun. and most cas ships i can look at and say "thats fun, thats a fun thought experiment" but none of them hit in a "oh this is REAL" way like dean yknow

nOTP

hmm. do people ship cas/kelly, i don't get that one. also obv any ships w like.... his kids. or tfw. im so glad tfw is no longer mostly used as shorthand for shipping all three of them

random headcanon

resisting making this about kink headcanons ok ok. i subscribe to the headcanon that cas eats things that are not traditionally edible as a stim, he likes textures much more than taste and his concept of taste is very different anyway

unpopular opinion

cas is vers, baybeee. open your minds

song i associate with them

84' sheepdog by as cities burn gives me big lobotomy vibes

favorite picture of them

literally any time he is bloody and has big eyes, god bless

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I agree. Look I love Crowstiel as both a BROTP and an OTP. Like either one would have done for me BUT Castiel gets mistreated by Dean whenever he has a positive moment with someone Dean disapproves of

So like for me to get angry at Cas for having positive feelings for Dean would be the same as Dean getting angry that Cas was seemingly developing positive feelings for Crowley

That wouldn't be fair of me. I worry for Cas. I believe Cas deserves better BUT I also won't rant at Cas for feeling what he feels, because that is something Dean would do.

So as someone who is anti Destiel this doesn't alienate me at all. I get it. I'm anti in the sense that I believe Cas deserves better but unlike Dean I don't want to make Cas feel bad for liking someone I disapprove of, aka Dean. That is what Dean did with Cas and Crowley when he thought Cas and Crowley were being friendly with each other and why would I do the very thing I hate Dean doing?

Castiel does not need to be fixed

This is in response to a reply to one of my comments to a post. It is very long, and if anybody actually even reads it, it will probably alienate me to every kind of SPN fan—the destiel ones and the anti-destiel ones alike. But why else am I on tumblr if not to express myself?  

My comment :  “Castiel doesn’t need a soul.  Also, his love for Dean doesn’t need to be fixed. and I say this as a certified Dean-critical Castiel fan.”

The reply: “How is Castiel’s love of Dean not something that needs fixing? Dean abuses Castiel (and Sam, and Jack, and honestly most people he’s ever met). Being in an abusive relationship is not okay, and Castiel deserves better. If you’re a Castiel fan, why would you want him to love an abuser?”

The short answer is, because I believe in Castiel, completely and absolutely. I don’t see his love for Dean as needing fixing, because I see it as Castiel’s choice.  A conscious, continuous, even if painful choice. 

Don’t get me wrong.  I am not someone who swoons at destiel romance. I feel very bitter about it actually.  Yet, I do believe Castiel was in love with Dean ; and I believe Dean had neither the capacity nor the interest to reciprocate even though he had some attachment to Cas. I believe Cas knew this and loved Dean anyway.  I hate how Dean belittled and disrespected Castiel; I believe Castiel’s one-sided love for Dean hurt him; I am heartbroken for his affliction, and I see it as a part of Castiel’s tragedy.  But I also believe it is part of who Castiel is, and I love him for it.

(By believe, I mean this is how I experienced and interpreted the show)

You ask “why would you want him to love an abuser?”  My dissent with label aside, it’s not about what I would want for him.  He already does.  If I dismiss his choice, if I dismiss his emotions because it didn’t suit my sensibility;  if I write off his love as him being brainwashed as if he had no agency of his own, then I would be acting like Dean Winchester.

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2, 3, and 14 ? (Sorry if you've already answered these numbers I have a bad memory jfjdjf)

HII LINCOLN

2. Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?

besides the obvious one? i'm a big fan of megstiel fanart and fanworks but i see them more as a brotp for sure. same with crowstiel i think. ok i admit it i have a hard time shipping cas with anyone except dean.

3. Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

yes several times ldsjfklsjafkljdslk usually people who make a really big fuss over their headcanon for a character being the only correct one because it's the one they see the clearest (ex unfollowed someone once who said claire can't be interpreted as bi because we only see her show interest in a woman onscreen)

14. Unpopular opinion about your fandom?

i think sometimes in the spn fandom people get too comfortable in how they identify in the fandom (deangirl, heller, basically all of them except that one faction i won't name) and because of it you miss a lot of great analysis of the show. i'm guilty of this for sure.

salty fandom asks

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2, 22, and 26

ahhh ty! 💛

2. Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?

I feel like I'm more likely to have more ships than the fandom average but I guess I would say that I find Crowstiel more fun as Crowley one-sidedly pining after Cas while they are rivals for Dean's or Sam's affections than something fully requited. Their interactions are just better when Cas just straight up hates that guy (but sometimes begrudgingly views him as a friend).

22. Popular character you hate?

De- no okay it's more complex than that for him. If I say Crowley again is that okay. He tortured Kevin and homophobically cut his hair how am I supposed to like him?

26. Most shippable character?

Sam is in 500 million polycules but I suppose personally I will ship Cas with most (appropriate) people he talks to.

[pray4jensen]

I LOVED last weeks ep! I was so happy to see Gabe come back but my heart broke seeing the state he was in.. and it felt so right to see Team Free Will working together again.. And my other favorite characters? Where do I begin?? Crowley, Charlie, Bobby, Donna, Jody, Rowena, The Wayward Sisters, Jack, Kevin, Meg 2.0, Mick (BMoL), Eileen, Gabe... how bout you? And as for ships? I'm a BIG Sastiel girl (brotp for life!) Crowstiel is another brotp of mine & Saileen and Megstiel are my two main ships

Gabriel!! He’s definitely a character that I really loved back in the earlier seasons. For me, I loved him as the trickster (that first episode where he appears is one of my favourites), but I have to admit that I’m kind of wary about him returning. I feel, that as much as I missed Gabriel, his character arc was completed, and there’s a little bit of worry there, I suppose, that his return will change the way that I perceive him.

My favourite characters have always been Sam, Dean, or Cas, at different moments. I loved Sam first, from season 1-3 (I thought that Dean was…an asshole, because of the way that he behaved when he met Jess in the pilot; it made me really wary) but!! but!!!! Dean stole my heart towards the end of s3. just,,,the way that he handled the knowledge that he was going to hell (and also when Sam died the first time, back in s2, I think that was really a point where my feelings started to change about him). 

I loved him pretty fiercely from s4-s9 but I feel that the Mark of Cain changed Dean in a way from which he never returned. After that, s10 and onwards, Cas has been my fav. which has made me, I think, a lot less warm towards the show, because now the episodes that interest me are the ones where Cas appears, and it’s tough because even when he’s there, it’s almost as if he’s not because he doesn’t get much meaningful screen time.  

So yeah, overall though, I do love them near equally because at some point or another, they’ve all been my favourite character. Apart from TFW, I loved Bobby, and Rowena and Eileen are two characters that I also enjoy a lot. Cassie, Missouri, and Kaia have also been favourites.  

ahhhhh sastiel!!! Yes, that’s a brotp that I can get behind. And saileen,,,i die for saileen. I ship deancas pretty hard, but saileen is definitely my number 2. 

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Can I do this? *Goes ahead*

Fave male character: Crowley but especially season 8 Crowley

Favourite female character: Meg 2.0

Favourite actor: Mark Sheppard and Misha Collins. I like Mark's acting better [ Misha is a great actor though ] but I like Misha's personality better [ I love Mark's sass though ]

Favourite actress: Rachel Miners

Favourite episode: With a 15 season long show? Yikes gonna have to choose one episode per season. I know it's cheating but it's hard to choose one out of 300+ episodes

Season 1: Devil's Trap

Season 2: Crossroad Blues

Season 3: Jus in Belo

Season 4: Yellow Fever

Season 5: The Devil You Know

Season 6: Caged Heat

Season 7: Survival of the Fittest

Season 8: Clip Show but if I don't want a dark episode then Hunter Heroici

Season 9: King of the Damned

Season 10: Soul Survivor [ because he knows his worth and breaks up with Dean ]

Season 11: Hell's Angel. I don't like that he was beaten up by Lucifer, but there is something ironically hilarious about Sam using an exorcism [ a weapon used against demons ] to save Crowley's life

Season 12: LOTUS

Favourite quote: Also might have given said toad the impression that you left your post last night because you and I are... wait for it... Lovers In League Against Satan. Hello, darling

Favourite season: 4 and 8

OTP: Crobby and Crowstiel [ Crowstiel more in the sense of potential which we see during LOTUS ] but honestly if the writers didn't want to explore that potential then Megstiel would have been good

BROTP: Gavin and Crowley but rather than brothers they are father and son. Cas and Crowley [ also for the potential ]

NOTP: Sam and Lucifer. Sam has fear on his face whenever he sees Lucifer. I don't want Sam to be with someone he experiences only fear and PTSD with. Becky as well for the same reasons. Any Dean ship after season 5 Dean. Before season 6 Dean was okay and I shipped him Jo, Lisa etc. But as the seasons go on and he gets angrier I don't want to ship Dean with anyone

Favourite demon: Crowley

Favourite angel: Cas and Balthazar

Favourite monster: I find demons to be the most fascinating monsters, because they are spirits so they can learn powers like ghosts can, but they also have a better aesthetic with their eyes and smoke and can travel longer distances

How did I discover Supernatural? I don't remember

Have I ever been to a con? No unfortunately

If you make me choose between Crowley and Cas? Depends on the episode. It would be choosing who was my favourite out of those two for that episode. For example 6x22 Cas would be my favourite because he's bamf, intelligent and scary in that episode. "I will save Sam" *boss music plays* but Crowley would win the majority

Make me choose between two ships - Crobby. While Crowstiel is my main OTP/BROTP it's hard because Dean being around will have an affect on their relationship. Bobby doesn't really care about Dean's opinion in the same way later seasons Cas would imo

Top 5 characters: Crowley, Gavin, Cas, Meg, Bobby

Top 5 ships: I have about 3 ships

Top 5 angels: Cas, Balthazar, Gadreel, Michael with Adam and Samandriel

Top 5 demons: Crowley and Meg

Top 5 Spn creatures: angels the season 4 version, demons, ghosts ummm hellhounds and the trickster before we found out his true identity

Favourite fanfic: idk but it was written by @vaicomcas

Most hated character: Lucifer because of the events in The Vessel and Beyond the Mat

Favourite antagonist: Crowley in season 8 and Cas and Godstiel in season 6 and 7 Sam and Dean are the protagonist by default. Protagonist doesn't mean "good or bad" it just means the MCs. The antagonist are anyone who oppose them. Most people call antagonist villains but they don't have to be

Characters I think I'm like: idk

Dream crossover: Supernatural and Buffy

Character death that I'm not over yet: Crowley and Gavin's

Most layered character: Crowley

Character I have a crush on: none

Actor I have a crush on: none but it would be Misha and Mark if I didn't have a significant other who outshines the both of them

Scariest moment: My scariest moment was when I found out Crowley didn't put Lucifer back in the cage because I was scared for Crowley

Favourite moment: Crowley and Gavin in 9x21 especially the deleted scene with them because Gavin is hilarious

Funniest moment: Dean and the cat in yellow fever

Saddest moment: Crowley losing Gavin I mean I can HC that Dean asked Jack to bring Crowley back but they can't show it on camera without Mark, but with Gavin? That really hit Crowley hard. Also Rowena screaming about how it's not fair!!! That scene was heartbreaking. Crowley being a pet is sad but makes me mad more tbh

Most beautiful scene: Gavin forgiving Crowley and telling two demons they must be angels. Shout out to the demon bodyguard in the back able to have a neutral face with Gavin around lol

Unanswered questions: Crowley before season 5

Couple I would like to become canon: Crobby

Most boring plotline: any episode without independent!Cas or Crowley. Independent!Cas is when Cas has his own missions and he might invite Sam and Dean into that mission, but they are helping him rather than he helping them

My least favourite season 11 to 15 with some exception episodes that are favourites

Fave relationships: Cas and Balthazar, Samandriel and Cas, Gavin and Crowley, Bobby and Crowley, Godstiel and Crowley and season 12 Cas and Crowley

Top 3 *crack ships*

Dean and Baby

Sam and his laptop

Gavin and books [ I just made that ship up now ]

Who would you want to bring back? The MacLeod family. A new sequel show "Keeping Up with the MacLeods"

Characters I wish they had met: Crowley and Balthazar

Demon!Dean or MOC!Dean: They are both equally problematic in different ways, but not-demon Dean didn't push Crowley so I will go with that

Soulless Sam or boyking Sam: Boyking. I hardly remember boyking Sam, but if it was anything like this Sam, then yup boyking

SAM looks at CASTIEL in wonder and a smile crosses his face. [ From the transcript ]

CASTIEL:

Hello, Sam.

SAM:

Oh my God – er – uh – I didn’t mean to – sorry. It’s an honor, really, I – I’ve heard a lot about you.

Jimmy Novak or Emmanuel? Jimmy!

Godstiel or Misha Collin's Lucifer: Godstiel. I hate Lucifer and what he did to Crowley in season 11

Crowley or Lucifer: Crowley

Did I join Tumblr because of the show? No I have an old blog I can't remember the info for

Did I watch the show because of Tumblr? No

What characters from other shows I would like to see on the show? Rocket and Groot from Guardians of the Galaxy and Buffy from BTVS

Do you still like the show? Depends on the episode

Did Supernatural ruin my social life? Nah

Is my blog just about Supernatural? No but Spn is a priority. But sometimes really special Tumblr posts I just have to reblog on an account that has more followers so more people see that

Do I have cast members I really don't like? Yes Mark Pellegrino. He's made rape jokes then got mad at people for being upset rather than just apologizing

Characters that deserved better? Crowley, Gavin, Cas, Samandriel, Balthazar, Sam, Meg, Sarah [ I'm not a Sam fan but he spent thousands of years being tortured in a way I wouldn't wish on my worse enemy. I'm not wishing for Sam to be rewarded just wishing that he never got abused ] and Dean. Yup Dean. Hell was the starting point of Dean's gradual then fast fall from complex character to the embodiment of rage. Again not saying Dean should be rewarded I just don't think either Sam or Dean should have gone through Hell and childhood abuse. When I say better I mean more in the sense of things they shouldn't have experienced rather than in the sense of things they should get

Early seasons or recent ones? Seasons 4 to 8 so early to mid

Top 10 Supernatural blogs on Tumblr? I don't want anyone feeling left out

5 things I love about Crowley? Gorgeous, intelligent, accent, funny, manipulative, charismatic, badass and brave

Human!Cas or angel!Cas? Angel with his wings esp the s4 version of Cas

Who I'd like to play human!impala? Idk

Did Spn change my life in anyway? Nah

Found this Supernatural ask meme by funnycas or whoever they may be now cause god knows how old this is.

Also I’m bored as fuck at work at 4:25 AM.

Favorite male character - Crowley my beloved

Favorite female character - Jody

Favorite actor - Mark Sheppard, Jared Padelecki and Jensen Ackles

Favorite actress - her name escapes me but its Jody’s actress.

Favorite episode - All the monster of the weeks from seasons 1-11. Plus season 8 finale and episode before the S8 finale.

Favorite quote - “No one in the history of torture will be tortured with the torture you’ll be tortured with.” Or however that line goes. Deleted wise: “Even when I lose, I win.”

Favorite season - 1-5 plus 8

OTP - Crobby and Crowleyxmyself

NOTP - Sam and Becky

BROTP - Dean and Benny + Dean and Crowley

Favorite demon - My main babe Crowley

Favorite angel - Cas and Gabe

Favorite monster - Does Garth count considering…

How did I discovered Supernatural? - Netflix suggested it to me ages ago when season 8 either was still airing or just finished.

Have I ever been to a con? - Yep in Pittsburgh!

Make me choose between two characters - Crowley or anyone? Who do you think?

Make me choose between two ships - No.

Top 5 characters - Crowley, Sam, Dean, Cas, Bobby

Top 5 ships - I don’t have that many ships for the show

Top 5 angels - Cas, Gabe, Balthazar, Gadreel, and the douchebag Metatron.

Top 5 demons - Crowley, Crowley, Crowley, Crowley, and Crowley. I genuinely don’t care about other demons except maybe Meg 2.0

Top 5 monsters - Ghosts, Werewolves, demons, shapeshifters, and changelings were freaky

Favorite fanfic - ….no.

Most hated character - Casifer

Favorite villain - Crowley in season 8. Lucifer in the early seasons

Character I think I’m more alike - probably Sam and Charlie

Dream crossover - Supernatural and Psych even though it makes zero sense and different channels and all.

Character death that I’m not over yet - Crowley :(

Most layered character - Crowley

Character I have a crush on - Crowley

Actor/Actress I have a crush on - Mark Sheppard

Scariest moment - Dunno off the top of my head.

Favorite moment - Crowley being hugged and thanked for once in his sad demon life. And Dean telling him family doesn’t end with blood or however that scene went.

Funniest moment - Dunno

Saddest moment - I think we all know the saddest moment for me

Most beautiful scene - when Bobby got to go to heaven

Unanswered questions: Literally anything about Crowley before season 5

Couple I’d like to become canon - None tbh

Actor/Actress I’d like to see on the show - can’t answer it’s over now

Do I own anything related to the show? - a bunch of shit I have laying around.

Do I have any tattoos related to the show? - no

Most boring plotline? - the Leviathans and season 12 as a whole

My less favorite season - 12-15

Most well done character death - Jo & Ellen

Most well done character development - Dean’s

Character I wish I could bring back - Kevin Tran

One thing I really hope to happen - Nothing since it’s over

Favorite relationship - None

Top 3 crack ships - *Shrugs*

Characters I wish they’ve met - Crowley and Charlie. Actually Crowley and anyone he hadn’t met yet.

Demon!Dean or MoC!Dean? - MoC!Dean

Soulless!Sam or BoyKing!Sam? - BoyKing

Jimmy Novak or Emmanuel? - Jimmy

Godstiel or Casifer? - Godstiel. Fuck Casifer and what he did to my husband.

Crowley or Lucifer? - Crowley

Did I joined tumblr because of the show? - No

Did I watched the show because of tumblr? - No

What characters from other shows I’d like to see on Supernatural? - Psych. Be weird with Cain and Zachariah being Lassie and Woody

Do I still like the show? - Absolutely. Even though I was done with it for several years after the season 12 finale. My recent reoccurring dreams of Crowley brought me back to it.

Did Supernatural really ruined my social life? - Did I even have one to begin with?

Is my blog just about Supernatural? - My blog literally changes with my latest obsessions.

Do I have cast members I don’t really like? - Not really

Characters that deserved better - Crowley

Am I excited for the new season? - ….

Early seasons or the recent ones? - 1-5 plus 8-10

Top 10 Supernatural blogs on tumblr that I really love - I think they are all dead.

5 things I love most about (insert character’s name here) Crowley: Hot, Charming, his accent, his beard in later seasons, He’d kill for you if you’re his friend

Human!Cas or Angel!Cas? - Angel with his wings

Who I’d like to play human!impala? - god damn I wish this happened.

Did Supernatural changed my life in any way? - Not really.

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If anyone ever needs proof that Cas had or has a soft spot for Crowley, Crowley threatened to kill the Winchesters in season 6 and Cas still let him live. Cas even went into protective mode when he told Crowley "The Winchesters won't get to you"

And imagine just imagine how close Cas and Crowley were that Crowley trusted Cas enough to know that he could beg Cas to kill Sam and Dean and knew Cas wouldn't smite him for it. Like can you imagine how strong of a relationship you would need to beg for Cas to kill Dean, who he loves, and still live? Like really think about that

Cas is smart, he could have figured out how to open purgatory himself. Fact is he wanted to work with Crowley. Fact is if Cas didn't want to work with Crowley he could just not. That's why Cas says "I will tear it all down. Our arrangement. Everything." because Cas didn't **need** to work with Crowley. If he needed it, "tear it all down" would not have been an option. He WANTED to work with Crowley

Crowley is funny and I think even characters who hate him are secretly amused by him. It's really hard not to enjoy hanging out with him, even if he is threatening to kill your besties and happens to be what you've been programmed into seeing as an abomination. Even Sam smiles when Crowley makes the S-A-M into S&M joke. So it makes sense that Cas is reluctant to break their partnership when Crowley is, in spite of his flaws, interesting and funny

The above is not the kind of thing Cas could ever admit to himself. Cas gave his reasons for working with Crowley when he said "Raphael was stronger than me. I wouldn't survive a straight fight."

But Cas' inner reasoning is built upon a foundation of being programmed to see demons as abominations and the knowledge that Dean who he loves would be disgusted that he is working with Crowley which means there are certain things Cas won't admit to himself. Feelings that Cas would rather suppress than admit he likes the demon more than he is willing to admit, because even just acknowledging he might actually like Crowley makes him feel wrong. This is especially because Dean would hate it more than any other reason

But as an outside viewer I have a more objective view of the situation because I'm not programmed to hate demons or to feel shame over what Dean Winchester will think of me. Cas made it clear he could tear down the arrangement, yet didn't. Cas made it clear he could kill Crowley, yet didn't. He even gave Crowley the option to flee and call me crazt but actions speak louder than words. If he truly needed Crowley for Raphael, tearing down their arrangement wouldn't have been an option

OTOH Crowley could have straight up daggered Castiel and dug that angel tablet from his dead body. But instead he shot Cas, giving Cas a fighting chance at survival, because Cas isn't human and can somehow secretly dig the bullet out then heal himself

And honestly Cas and Crowley are intellectual equals. They really are. Cas is somewhat literal which can make Dean think he is dumb but he tricked the Winchesters into believing Crowley was dead, he hid the angel tablet in a place that anyone with lesser intelligence than Crowley wouldn't think to look, and he had dog blood ready just in case Crowley tried to get the powershake from him

And Crowley does not underestimate Cas. In fact he even called Cas a pip which means an "excellent and attractive person" he doesn't see Cas as a baby in a trenchcoat. He sees Cas as freaking brilliant especially when he found out how Cas hid the angel tablet

Their dynamic in every interaction is dynamic, multi dimensional and multilayered. Their dynamic has so much depth and complexities and it's wonderful to watch

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He looked at Cas like this. Look how soft and affectionate his eyes are 😭 and the way he said "hi, Cas" was so gentle 🥺