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revenantghost · 1 year ago

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are you in any public trigun discord servers? ive been wanting to join one for a while but i’m Scared

ALAS, I'm not really big into Discord because I've had some really, really, really godawful experiences over in those there parts, so I'm not a part of any active, open, general Trigun communities! I do see people sometimes post about them in the general Trigun tag though, you should keep an eye out! :D

#Anon #Ask #Yadda yadda #By awful I mean a traumatic experience with severe bullying and having folks trigger me on purpose #And NOT in this fandom #A bad time but nothing that anyone here needs to worry about #Could happen anywhere I'm just #Very cautious

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mozart-the-meerkitten · 4 months ago

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*rolls up 15 years late with Avatar the Last Airbender thoughts*

So I've been rewatching clips from the show lately to refresh my memory while I'm writing my Zuko Alone fanfic. And last night I rewatched the clip where Iroh teaches Zuko how to redirect lightning and I have had thoughts about this scene for years so I might as well finally throw them into the void of tumblr.

So, this scene is insane to me, because at the end of learning how he could-hypothetically- redirect lightning, Zuko looks at Iroh and, completely seriously says "okay I'm ready to try it with the real thing now". Like, Zuko, the boy with a massive scar on his face from where his father burned him just looks at his uncle and says, "shoot me with lightning".

And yes, he's 16 and not thinking but that's part of the point because the amount of blind, complete trust Zuko has in Iroh to look at him and say "shoot lightning at me" after the insane trauma he had at the hands of his own father- that is WILD to me. Zuko literally trusts Iroh so much that he just assumes, without even having to think about it, that no matter how volatile and unpredictable the lightning is, Iroh won't hurt him because Zuko cannot fathom his uncle hurting him.

And of course, Iroh's appalled because Zuko's standing there with a massive scar on his face from when his father misused firebending against him and likewise, Iroh cannot fathom hurting Zuko. And since IROH knows how volatile and unpredictable lightning is and how it could literally kill his son nephew he is absolutely NOT going to use it just to let Zuko practice redirecting lightning, but he's so flabbergasted that Zuko would even ask him that that he just kind of splutters angrily that he will ABSOLUTELY NOT shoot lightning at Zuko. (it's also just another layer of how messed up Ozai is because he shot lightning at Zuko without a second thought later)

But I hope Iroh thought about it later and realized the amount of pure, unthinking trust Zuko has in him because ;-; the child didn't even THINK about it. "Okay uncle shoot lightning at me now. I know I'll be safe because it's you." I love them so much 😭😭

#avatar the last airbender #zuko #uncle iroh #have literally had these thoughts rattling around in my head for YEARS #makes their reunion at the end of season 3 even more heartbreaking and sweet because zuko was so afraid #that iroh would be mad at him ;-;#the consequences of the crossroads of destiny really haunted him haha ;-;#their dynamic isn't even in my story I was looking it up just for lightning redirecting reference but the scene brought back thoughts #I love avatar it's one of my dormant hyperfixations that can become a current hyperfixation at any moment #which is. actually what's happened to me xD #this could potentially be relevant considering netflix is doing avatar tv show things now #but I doubt they'll do the subtext anywhere near this well #*writes an avatar fanfic 12 years after I first watch the show* 16-year-old me would go feral over the story I'm writing haha #anyway enjoy my ramblings

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u5an5 · 2 months ago

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spanish dub this, french dub that

why is no one talking about the fact that in polish dub Wade on their first meeting straight up asks him out for a date?

#i dont remember if it happens anywhere in og but im pretty sure it doesnt #his exact words could be translated to “hey sweetheart I'm inviting you on a date. and I mean right now”#he also instead “common in wolverines after 40” says “its common during menopause” not even half minute later #i dont have acces to the full thing rn but when i do ill watch it if only to catch all things theyve added #deadpool and wolverine #poolverine #deadpool #wolverine #deadpool & wolverine #wade wilson #logan howlett #deadclaws #edit: im gonna be honest i didnt wanna watch the dub cause they changed wades va and quips from one trailer i watched were awfuly executed #but somone generously gave me a link to the og film with subs based on dub so i wont have to go trough it fully!#it may take away from some nuances like tone of voice or intonation but if i do watch the full dub then ill just add them

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travelling-hydaelyn · 5 months ago

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Lahabrea possessed Thancred before this questline even started which means these are back to back Laha interactions. Here is how he greets the WoL in the Waking Sands immediately after his Disney villain introduction.

Meanwhile in Minfilia's solar:

presumably he took a brief break from running Alphinaud's errands to go dramatically laugh at the WoL

#enjoying all this with Pandaemonium context #there is a lot to unpack here #OK LETS GO PANEL 1 #based on the follow up he's really just testing out the person who killed ifrit - not too different from elidibus' test later.#he comes across as goofy but i gotta ask if he taunted panda critters the same way before experiments #moreever hydaelyn is busy going “Eeeeeevvvilllll!!!” in your ear while laha chatters #I assumed this was direct line to the WoL consciousness the first time #but based on 5.2 she might just be bullhorning to anyone with ancient powers which means lahabrea is listening to her shout “eeeevviilllll”#hilarious I hope that is what was happening #PANEL 2 #not shown is laha opening with “oh hi <player name>”#like he sounds more like panda laha here than almost anywhere else nearly #in which of these two panels is he acting more I ask???#I'm thinking its an even split per emet-selchs reckoning of his lost personality #if he could hold out as long as he does hanging out there in the Waking Sands hall then #it becomes very easy to see emet-selch felt like he was getting enough sanity out of him at the time. hes surprisingly functional #in spite of that intro #PANEL 3 #we were SO ROBBED to miss alphinaud investigating ascians with lahabrea. so robbed #alphinaud is still unsocialized at this point so extra annoying to laha for sure #thinking about how lahabrea acted around themis in the far past fills in a few blanks. can draw a couple of parallels perhaps #rotating that thought #ffxiv #ffxiv spoilers #Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn #lahabrea #alphinaud #minfilia #ffxivedit #gamingedit

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they-didnt-last · 4 months ago

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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??

#okay incoming rant about this series #i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized #the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock #and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them #anyway #flashforward to a couple of weeks ago #i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it #and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it #to find out what the fuck happened afterwards #long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days #and i haven't stopped thinking about them since #it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book #i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards #i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence #truly character of all time #but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series #rather than before #make it a true enemies to lovers #and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it #like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong #i think it would have been very interesting to read #although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough #gallagher girls #okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series #my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it #and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi #nothing really happened #and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after

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kyouka-supremacy · 11 months ago

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This art is doing things to me

#Are they... You know......... 👉👈#atsushi nakajima #osamu dazai #dazatsu #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd s1 #mine #Yesterday I spent one hour cleaning this but I'm really nowhere near to done #The canvas is just too large (834px of width) and the image way too grainy.#I can't redraw stuff if it's this grainy and even cloning wasn't getting me anywhere #Not even noise correction works...#After sleeping over it‚ I resolved that it's probably for the best to reduce the image size.#Hopefully then the lineart will be compact enough for me to draw over it #It's just. WHO HAD THE INSANE IDEA of putting illustrations under text.#Not only it's a huge shame it covers the art‚ but also... When reading the novel‚ I was seriously struggling to read the text–#that overlapped with black areas #That's such an incredibly poor editing choice I have no idea how it could get through publishing.#Publishing houses are truly insane the only way something like this could have happened is by overworking and understaffing. It's crazy #THERE'S NOT EVEN A WHITE OUTLINE. C'mon peoples.#Alright sorry rant over. Dazatsu is SO real tho ♡♡♡

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kyluxtrashpit · 9 days ago

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Every time I try to write lately, I just can't get anywhere with it :/ I can string words together but they feel empty. Events happen, but what story are they even telling? There's no emotion, no depth, so substance at all. I just can't make anything that's about or says anything at all and idk why :/

#it's starting to get really frustrating #I've got 3 wips that are all different stuff that I keep coming back to and none of them are going anywhere #it's like there's no substance to any of it #the events feel soulless and empty #what am I even saying with anything that happens #'oh this story is about intimacy' where's the intimacy then bitch #like yeah they're touching but like what's intimate about it where's the emotions #goddamnit I just want to make something and I just can't #like maybe I could make something that's shit and soulless but I don't want that I want it to be good #and I keep trying and trying every week and I get nowhere with it and then I'm like :/ well fuck now I don't know what to do with myself #and then the bad feels get worse cause the thing that's supposed to make me feel better isn't working and I can't manage to actually do it #ffs #idk what to do but sometimes complaining helps so I'm trying that lmao #who knows maybe it'll help #shut up nerd #text #misc

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mic-check-stims · 6 months ago

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Walkshipping board for that one anon from forever ago who asked about my ships

X-X X-X X-X

#i call i walkshipping because i'm pretty sure their only interaction together was walking bakura home #the dynamic to me is unrequited crush -> friends -> fake dating -> possible qpr -> crush x2 combo -> awkward maybe-kinda-unofficial-polycul #i think since mihos crush on bakura was solely aesthetic‚ it'd start to fade once she started actually viewing him as a friend #and i think once that happened and bakura got more comfortable they would end up hanging out a lot #i think miho would love tabletop games (you cant convince me her enjoyment of capsulemon didn't just come from rping with the pieces)#and her immunity to traditionally scary things means bakura could get her into a lot of his other interests as well #anyway i like the idea that eventually they decide to fake date each other purely to get the girls to leave bakura's demi ass alone #which in turns leads to honda third wheeling them a lot bc 'ur just fake dating right ur not gonna catch actual feelings right'#the idea of this going anywhere romantic hinges on my belief that finding out abt mihos weird strange interests makes him even more into he #and that realizing how many traits she shares with bakura is‚ unfortunately for him‚ how he finds out he might in fact be bi #so now he's still desperately trying to romance miho AND coming to terms with the idea that his jealousy of bakura might have deeper origin #meanwhile the two are like 'hey honda likes us isnt that cute. wanna see how many trinkets we can get him to buy us'#<- (i warned you. i warned you about the extreme yapping that came with this)#moodboard #yugioh #yugioh s0 #miho nosaka #honda hiroto #ryo bakura #ryou bakura #tristan taylor #walkshipping #hands #dice #flowers #planchette #ouija board #jewelry #puzzle

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dawnthefluffyduck · 4 months ago

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New game interest unlocked

(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)

#ramarl #phantasy star online #long tag warning lol i rambled #so i was introduced to phantasy star online #i think its safe to say i really enjoy the game #thank you mr crow for showing me this game :D i have new creatures to scribble now #there shall be more of these doodles #i promise you that #meant to post this wayyyyy earlier today but uh #my car broke down :') ....again :')#last week it wouldn't turn on and the headlights weren't working so we were like ''ok this is a battery issue and i need a new one''#because jumping the car didnt fix it #so we took my old battery to a shop and they tested its charge before showing us which new one we should get #but the battery had charge???????? so we went back home to troubleshoot #and then found the hooks(?idk what they're called) that connected the battery to the car had something corroded on them #so we grabbed a can of coke and scrubbed away #hooked the battery back up and bam car was working #so the issue was those hooks #until two days ago when my car didnt work again #looked at the battery again and the hooks came loose; tightened them up and bam car working again #and now at this point I'm scared to go anywhere cause what if i get stranded on my own??#so this morning i said ''alright I'm gonna drive myself to church just to be sure that my car works''#AND WOULD YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED #at this point i just wish the damn battery was dead and that i could replace it and move on from this #i know they're a bit pricey but jesus this is exhausting #but i can't just buy a new battery if im not sure that's the actual problem because then I'd have a battery and nothing to do with it #i hate having a car sometimes i just want a bus system #or a jeep #but preferably a bus system #sorry rambles thats a long way of saying i didnt post this earlier because ive been working on my car lol

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sillyfreakx5 · 3 months ago

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WHY AM I SUDDENLY THE TYPE OF BEING WHO NEEDS ATTENTION

i swear i wasn't like this a couple months ago TwT

#is it maybe from that one lowkey codependent relationship I'm in now?#and I'm channeling needing attention from him into needing attention from anywhere?#i wouldn't THINK that's a thing that happens but maybe???#because likee that's the main thing that changed?#or it could actually be because I'm grieving and I'm overthinking #like i always wanted attention i just want it a little more now #and also I'm just more aware of it #radqueers please interact #radqueer please interact #radq safe

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sirenvrse · 7 months ago

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Sj2 au where bugs didn't come back for MONTHS

#I'm just thinking of all the baffy angst possiblities tbh #just daffy initially thinking bugs will come back sooner or later and it's only a matter of a few days #And then days pass on and the paranoia seeds are being sown in his mind #as more and more time goes on its dawning on him that there *is* a possibility bugs might never come back #the first time he's having doubts he mentally (or physically) slaps himself in the face #because there's NO possible WAY that bugs can just vanish like that right??!!#the next time he starts feeling bad because he's looking around and bugs. is. not. anywhere.#he hesitantly will go up to the poster stack pinned to that tree (just because he wanted and absolutely no other reason at ALL)#and he'll start pulling off the posters bc OBVIOUSLY he's just messing around and being lOoneY and it's definitely not a silent plea #for bugs to come back #A month and a half passes and he starts PANICKING #Too much time has passed with not much happening and the Burrow's still empty and the furniture's collecting dust #and there are cobwebs in the corners #and it's all too much because bugs loves cleaning but he's not here and his burrow is clearly as affected as daffy is #because daff's pretty sure cobwebs are forming in his heart too #I could write paragraphs about this it's so interesting #I'm so unwella about them #bugs bunny #bugs x daffy #baffy #daffy duck

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vynnyal · 1 year ago

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Unga bunga these take 3 hrs to make

#Artfight #Art #Hollers into the sky I'M MAKING AAART #Glad I still got it #Also was on vacay for the first two weeks of AF so thats. Great #Is it update time? Sure here's a quick life update #So I work at this tiny mom and pop shop right. Because they were so small they liked to take advantage of their workers #Aka me and literally 2 other people ever. I've been here for a year lmao #I always knew they were suspicious but it really came to a head when they accused me of stealing money #Btw they issued me a 1099 (the wrong tax form) so they already stole from me #I talked to the bank and had the delightful experience of slapping their account across the face with my guilt free hands #Metaphorically unfortunately #I'm gonna quit this week. I'm tired of these people. The drama was fun tho #Let's see. Ah! I just passed 1 1/2 years of Sky the other day!#More than the game itself I've become engrossed in the modding community hahaha #It's the weirdest little cranny of a fandom I've seen for such a large project #It's basically ONLY passed via word of mouth. And there's all sorts of fun drama happening within the discord(s) too #Idk this is just so funny to watch. Might get banned sooner or later but oh well. I've spent hundreds #It's their loss 🤪 and mine. Mostly mine. But also their loss 🤪#.... You know. My blog is small enough that I could post some funny stuff that I don't dare post anywhere else #Hehehuhuhu I just might. I have a lot of videos #OH SPEAKING OF VIDEOS I'm thinking of cleaning up all my old vids and publishing em to youtube #Apparently I just never did that #May as well dust off the ol' tube of yube and my handful of subs #I'll just post the unfinished ones unlisted as well. Why not!#Till next time. Hopefully soon

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icewindandboringhorror · 4 months ago

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Lineup of all of the characters that appear long enough to need a visual representation of them in the game lol

#I added a few people that you can randomly run into around town (like at the inn or in the forest or etc) and have very short conversations #with just to kind of flesh out the world a little more in a more natural-ish seeming way. Like nobody in the main cast would really #have much reason to talk about the actual city you're in or anything. Since most of them havent lived there that long anyway.#But if there's a ''city inspector'' that you can run into whilst he's writing up notes examining the local inn. then maybe there could be a #few dialogue options with him where you can ask about things like that. since he would know more about the area as an offical Government #Worker or etc. Optional of course. since I have to be so wary of my natural inclination to lore dump lol and am trying extra hard to make i #all stuff thats easily avoided/skipped. But for the people like ME who deliberately choose to exhaust every possible optional dialogue #option and explore every single inch of the world and try to collect as much information as possible - then there are a few extra places to #do that. Though obviously not all of them just give exposition for like 15 paragraphs blandly. Some you don't really learn anything from #and it's kind of just.. random flavor to make the non-shop map locations more ''lived in'' feeling. Like the random #little girl you can talk to in the park doesn't bizarrely start reading out the wikipedia description of some War that happened 10 years ag #or whatever. she's just complains about school a little and asks if you've tried the nearby ice cream cart treats and etc lol #ANYWAY..#some of the art is so so evil but I'm not going to spend 800 years trying to clean it up and update it. whatever the hell mess I sketched #out in 2018 or whatever is just what I'm keeping lol... it is what it is #One of the many trials of the whole 'briefly work a few months on something and then abandon it almost entirely only to pick up work #on it literally like 4 - 5 yrs later and now you must contend with trying to decipher whatever weird shit you did years ago' experience lol #Also given the population breakdowns of the world in general I think there's an unrealistic amount of jhevona in this lineup since #they're a much rarer species to just see out and about anywhere but.. it IS a global trading center type area. and the game #takes place in the north (the country of Asen. near the coast. for the maybe 2 or less people who actually keep up with my worldbuilding #enough to know where that is lol (the same continent as Navyete (where the avirre'thel live)) and there's a decent concentration #of nothern jhevona only a short ways away so... tee hee..I shall pretend it makes sense and not merely me just wanting #to represent more of that species because I think their lore is interesting lol #I MEAN also realistically there would NOT be a human here because humans are extremely isolated species that don't even know the rest #of the world exists really and human territories are extremely protected from the outside world but... of course it's like.. well we need #at least One of them to be there for the Optional Lore. Same with the Ythrili. But at least those are like.. PLAUSIBLE.. not nonsensically #outlandish. If I had a Verrucalt or something in there THEN that would be truly lore-breaking almost lol #ANYWAY.. rambling that only means anything to me because nobody else knows what I'm even referencing but hbjh #also I think my character designs are so funny in the sense that I really do just love to do the same thing over and over again ghbjh #wow... random asymmetry and belts and arm straps and high collars where the neck is completely covered?? you dont say..how novel

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einaudis · 3 months ago

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#I just think it's ironic how I spent so much time thinking about leaving this country. but the moment I said: hey maybe I could make it work #if I find a good job and income maybe I could make it work. because I don't /want/ to leave #because this is my home and I know I won't be able to find myself anywhere. the MOMENT I decided to stay here and fight for my own future #and MAYBE be able to get my own place and just be at peace... THE MOMENT I decided that #things went to hell. and now ALL I think about 24/7 is where am I going to go? what should I do to leave? how much will it cost?#where do I begin?#and I'm lost and I feel like I'm trapped and running out of time because I don't know what's going to happen #and for the first time in a while I'm feeling /desperate/#it's like I'm grieving this country even before leaving it. but also grieving my life here #and the worst thing is that I don't even think I will (leave). I just want to. but I can't (hence the 'trapped' feeling)#I really wish I could go to sleep tonight and wake up in a safe place where I could be happy #my own little place is all I want. I don't even ask for endless fortune or beauty or love or anything #just a way and a place to be #random #personal #my shitty English #ohhhh... to be free to cry. what a dream. instead I have to take deep breaths and keep moving #where to? no idea. but moving it is

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halfdeadwallfly · 1 year ago

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the scary thing is that i don't even need to fail to fail out of school. i just need to do poorly enough that i lose my financial aid and then bam i'm out

school is my thing, it always has been. i've been told it over and over again. i practically don't have anything else. so why do i feel like i just can't do it now

i need more time than i could ever find, to recuperate from some nebulous thing that i can't even identify

i'm disappointing my entire family and doing worse than i ever have before, and i want so desperately to have the gumption to care about what i'm trying to study and learn and to make myself do it, but all i want is for it to stop. i hate that i can't appreciate or find enjoyment in where i am, because i wanted it so bad and because i know that just having this opportunity is a privilege in itself, but i just feel like i'm constantly spiraling and all i really want is a break. i just want a hug and for someone to tell me it's ok

#vent #sorry #it's just #i'm just like #not vibing atm #i wish i could #stop #for a year #and then come back to where i am #i just feel like there's no way out of this #of anything #i don't see myself ending up anywhere really #i can't think past this semester #i can't even think past tonight to tomorrow morning #i'm seriously fucked for tomorrow morning #i'm so behind #i'm doing worse academically than literally anyone else i know #i don't have like friends i can go to #and really everything shitty that keeps happening is my own fault #it's my own irresponsibility and lack of motion and direction and commitment #i'm selfish #and useless #i just don't get where this is going #i don't know where i go now #i don't know how i get anywhere else #i don't know how to get through the next seven hours to tomorrow #i'm sorry #and i'm probably going to delete this #if i post it at all #y'all did not sign up for me being a self involved asshole like this

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moonbowcats · 17 days ago

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My GF LBGTQ+ Headcanons!

Mabel - she/her (cis), pansexual (for the longest time, thought she was straight but later realizes she's pan.)

Dipper - he/him (transmasc), straight ally

Stan - he/him (cis), bisexual

Ford - he/him (cis), demiromantic asexual (gay), although I can also see him being grayromantic.

Soos - he/they, straight ally

Melody - she/they, straight ally

Wendy - genderfluid, bisexual (confirmed bi!)

Pacifica - she/her (cis), lesbian (I prefer shipping lesbian Pacifica with Mabel in my own headcanons/AUs, but if we're going with the canon route of Dipcifica, she would be bi.)

Bill - triangle/unlabeled, but the most accurate would be genderfluid (doesn't care what pronouns, yet everyone's accustomed to he/him) and aroace. He's an ally; took the "be gay do crime" quote a little bit too literally.

Fiddleford - he/him (cis), gay (mostly just for Ford, which is why the whole messed up ditching/divorcing of his wife happens)

Tyler Cutebiker - non-binary (I'm blaming @zhenni12 for this getting me into this one /j)

Blubs and Durland are both gay :D

Love God - transmasc, genderfluid, pansexual

For the rest of the characters, I don't have any particular headcanons

#please lmk if I made mistakes anywhere!! i'm not fully knowledgeable on LGBTQ+ yet.#keep in mind these are just my HCs. everyone's entitled to their opinion!!#i also really love aroace/cupioromantic mabel. it's something i could also see happening #gravity falls hc #gravity falls #moo rambles

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