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Another Mother | Part 4

Summary: your sickness is slowly passing and Scarlett is there for you through it all, although you’re still undecided if you want her to be.

Word Count: 2.2k

Warnings/content: little bit of sad reader

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Is was brighter outside when you next opened your eyes, yet you squeezed them shut to soothe your throbbing headache. Your stomach rumbled but the fear of not being able to hold it down kept you still in your bed. You no longer had chills racking your body, but the sweat beneath your clothes told you that your temperature was still too high. You groaned as you pulled back the duvet covering you. Your body felt heavy as you made your way to the bathroom, you could hear quiet rattling from the kitchen downstairs but you weren’t sure if it was breakfast or lunch. You rolled your eyes as you heard Scarlett shuffling around, this massive house and yet you could hear her on the ground floor all the way from the 3rd. When you finally reached the bathtub, you leaned over to turn on the shower. You whimpered unconsciously as the cold water hit your arm. It didn’t take long to wash yourself, you used what little energy you had to rush the activity, all you wanted was to get back into bed. In your hurried state, you lost your footing when stepping out of the tub. You landed hard on the tiled floor, groaning as you hit your shoulder on the cabinets.

It was almost immediately that you heard footsteps thumping up the stairs “y/n?” Scarlett frantically called. The blonde swung open the bathroom door, removing her gaze from your naked form when she found you. “Get out!” You yelled as you reached for a towel, accidentally letting out a pained cry at the action. “Hey, hey, try not to move okay” Scarlett said as she blindly found the discarded towel, using it to cover you “did you hit your head?” She asked as she finally looked over you, checking for injury. “No. I’m fine! Get out!” You screamed as you scrambled to your knees. “It’s okay sweetie, calm down. Let’s get you back to bed” Scarlett said, attempting to help you stand up. “Get off me!” You gritted as you finally found your feet “I already told you you’re not my mom!” You cried as you shrugged the actresses hold off yourself. “I-I know y/n” Scarlett said as she stood back, the frown prominent on her face “I’m just trying to help” she whispered. “I never asked for your help” you whimpered as you hobbled back to your bedroom.

Scarlett stood frozen in the bathroom, she knew you were sick so tried not to take your words to heart. She decided it would be best to leave you alone for a while. Although her heart ached to care for you. Scarlett had always had motherly instincts, it was what worried her the most when she met you. She knew that her heart would take over and whether or not you accepted her she would continue to push. Now she’d pushed you too far, but also herself. And she wasn’t going to give up on you. Scarlett decided to retreat to her bedroom but paused when she heard loud sobs escaping your room. She knew you wouldn’t like it but maybe she could push just a little more. “Honey?” Scarlett asked as she slowly opened your bedroom door. “Go away” you mumbled as you pulled the duvet up above your face to decrease the light streaming across your eyes.

The blonde stepped into room despite not being invited in “sweetie” she sighed “I know you don’t want me right now, but I do know how horrible it is to be sick and alone” Scarlett said as she gently walked over to your bed “but you’re not alone okay” she finished. “I want my mom, not you” you cried as you tightened your hold on the pillow soaked by your tears. “I know you do sweetheart, I’m sorry I can’t bring her to you. But I’m even more sorry that I’m not her” Scarlett said in sympathy. “She had the sweetest voice” you mumbled, letting the blonde pull down your duvet when you coughed harshly. “She would sing to me when I was little, then as I grew up she would just sing as she cleaned the house or when she was cooking” you continued as Scarlett sat beside you on the bed. “She made the best soup when I was sick, and she’d lend me her blanket, the one that smelt like her. But I can’t smell her anywhere anymore” you sobbed.

“That doesn’t mean she’s not with you anymore” Scarlett said with a hushed voice, you sniffled as you looked up at her with damp eyelashes. “Why don’t I make you some soup, I can’t promise it’ll be any good as it’s from a tin can but it might help your throat” Scarlett smiled. “How did you know my throat hurts?” You asked “I didn’t” she smirked “I won’t be long” Scarlett said as she stood from her perch on your bed. “Wait” you muttered just before she reached the door “can…can you stay…just for a little while?” You shyly asked. “Of course sweetie” Scarlett beamed, trying to keep her excitement at bay. The blonde came back to where she recently sat, she wanted to reach forward and tuck back the loose piece of hair falling over your face but she resisted the urge. You didn’t notice her itch, but in your sleepy state you stretched out your hand and slotted it into hers. Scarlett froze at the contact, she realised it was an unconscious seek of comfort but gave a small squeeze to let you know she was there.

You stirred a while later and your senses instantly picked out the familiar smell of vegetable soup. You groaned as you shuffled around the bed, trying to figure out where the smell was coming from. You reached over to your bedside table in the dim light and almost knocked over the fresh glass water in your path. It was then you noticed the display of food and tea beside you, coupled with some medicine for when you were finished. The soup was still steaming, meaning it hadn’t been there long. You were confused until your bedroom door gently clicked open. “Hey sweetheart, sorry I didn’t mean to wake you” Scarlett smiled as she carried in another bowl of soup. “No, no you didn’t” you muttered in confusion “I um…I didn’t mean to fall asleep” you said. “I know, but I think you needed the rest. You weren’t down for long, I just brought your soup up a few minutes ago, thought I’d have some too” Scarlett said as she pulled up the chair from your desk. “You were just gonna eat soup in my room while I slept?” You sceptically asked. “Oh I, I’m sorry I just wanted to keep an eye on you but I can eat downstairs” Scarlett said as she stood up again. “No” you called after her “stay” you smiled.

Colin was thrilled to finally be home, his day had felt so long. “I’m home” your dad called “shhhh!” Scarlett said from the living room. Colin tip toed quietly into the room, now confused at what he would find. “She fell asleep after the 3rd movie” Scarlett smiled as she came to greet her fiancé. The two shared a quick kiss as Colin looked over to find you asleep on the couch “you were watching a film? Together?” He asked “yeah I was just about to start the goblet of fire” Scarlett giggled as she grabbed the remote to turn the volume down. “You’re watching Harry Potter?” Colin asked, getting more confused by the second. “Yeah y/n convinced me, I don’t have the heart to wake her but I wanna start the next one” the blonde said, pulling the blanket up above your shoulders. “I’m sorry, did I walk back into the wrong house?” Your dad chuckled causing you to grumble slightly. “Colin” Scarlett sighed as you rubbed your eyes “hey dad” you mumbled.

You smiled when you realised Scarlett was still sat beside you “you weren’t gonna start the next one without me were you?” You asked with a faux pout “sorry I didn’t wanna wake you” she said. “Well if you’re waking me up for food or Harry Potter then I don’t mind. Will you join us dad?” You asked Colin. Your father was stood in shock as the two of you conversed in a civilised conversation. “Uh sure I’m just gonna grab something to eat first” he smiled. “Oh no honey come sit I’ve got it” Scarlett said as she paused her fiancé, quickly kissing him on the cheek. Your dad took a deep breath of relief as he came and sat beside you on the couch. “How was work?” You asked as you cuddled into him. “It was good, everyone wanted to know how you were as usual. How are you feeling?” Colin said. “I’m better, Scarlett’s a good nurse” you smiled. “Well it’s nice to see the two of you getting along, hopefully it’ll last” your dad said as he settled down with you. “I think it will, she’s a good friend” you smiled. Colin couldn’t stop the large grin forming on his face at your words “yeah she is” he said. “CJ, do I put the popcorn in the microwave in the bag or in a bowl?” Scarlett called from the kitchen. “She’s just a rubbish cook” your dad sighed as he fumbled back up to his feet. “Well she can heat up soup pretty well” you giggled.

“Did you read the instructions?” Colin asked as he came into the kitchen. “Oh yeah got it” Scarlett beamed as she placed the popcorn in a bowl before switching on the microwave. “So…what did I miss today?” Your dad enquired as he came to hug his fiancé from behind. “Not much” Scarlett said. “Oh really? I leave for work and when I come home the two people who are usually at war seem to have called a truce and I didn’t miss much?” Your dad laughed. “We were never at war, we just didn’t realise it” Scarlett smiled as she leaned into Colin’s touch. Your dad knew that there had to be more to this story but decided not to push straight away, he was just happy to see the two of you making civilised conversation. The blonde reached into the microwave to retrieve the now warm popcorn before the pair made their way back into the living room where you seemed stuck in your phone.

You didn’t notice the two had reentered until the popcorn was delicately deposited onto your lap. “Thanks” you said as you quickly pulled your phone into your chest, making your dad weary as to what you were looking at. You avoided his gaze and brought your own back down to your phone as you continued to scroll through the old photos of your mom. Your mind started to wander as you switched from photo to photo, you couldn’t escape the feeling that you were betraying your mom. Scarlett had been so nice to you since you’d gotten sick and at first it was too much. You wanted to fall into her arms but it was too hard because you knew you could never truly be safe there. You’d already let her too close and you wanted nothing more than to hate her but her warmth was something you so desperately craved. “What you looking at kid?” Colin called as he noticed your intense focus “nothing” you snapped as you closed your phone “just some old pictures, o..of mom” you whispered. “Can I see?” Scarlett asked, “I’ve heard so much about her it would be nice to put a face to the na-“ she continued before you interrupted her “no. I’m gonna go take a shower” you said as you passed the snack back to the blonde. “You feeling warm again?” She questioned. “No, I’m fine. Thank you for looking after me” you said as you made a quick exit.

“Teenagers” Colin sighed, seemingly confused at your actions. Scarlett forced out a small chuckle before turning to her fiancé “you know what, I’m gonna go lie down for a bit” she sighed defeatedly. Every time Scarlett started to feel like you were finally accepting her, the tables would suddenly turn and she was back at square one with you. “You haven’t caught y/n’s but have you?” He asked as he placed his hand onto Scarlett’s forehead. “No no I’m fine I promise, I’m just tired” she sadly smiled. “I’ll wake you in a bit for dinner, what do you fancy?” Colin asked as he dragged his hand through her hair. “How about you wake me when you’re hungry? You’ve been at work all day I should at least cook” Scarlett said. “How about, you let me take care of dinner, as a thank you for looking after y/n” Colin countered. “You’re too good to me” his fiancé smiled, still with a hint of sadness behind her eyes. The two shared a kiss before Scarlett made her way upstairs, she paused outside of her bedroom door, looking up past the second flight of stairs wondering if she should speak to you. Scarlett wished you would feel safe with her, she didn’t know how much more she could take of you pushing her away.

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A/N: I’m in love with this story yall

- Astara Bell

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natashaslesbian · 8 days ago

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Dads and Fathers | SJ|CJ

Summary: it’s your fathers weekend to look after you but you quickly realise who your dad truly is

Request: Could you do one about Scarlett's daughter with Ryan Reynolds. The daughter is autistic. She is with her dad's but her mom is called when she has a meltdown.

Word Count: 1.8k

Warnings/Content: Some swearing / Autistic meltdown (written from my personal experience with my own autism)

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“I don’t wanna go” you whined as Scarlett zipped up your backpack “y/n he’s your dad and you know how the custody situation is set up” your mom said. “Why can’t I just see him for a day, I don’t wanna stay overnight” you argued, pulling your bag away from Scarlett’s hold. “Y/n” your mom sighed “please mom, it’s not like you want me to go for the weekend either” you pleaded. “It doesn’t matter what I want” Scarlett said, taking the bag back “and me neither right” you shrugged before storming out of your bedroom. Your mom frowned as her eyes followed you, she knew what your father was like.

Most kids would be thrilled to have the actual Ryan Reynolds as their dad and then gaining Blake Lively as a stepmom, but not you. You were always a mommy’s girl and when you were old enough to realise what your dad had done to your mom, you hated your father for it. Ryan wasn’t truly a bad man but he’d made mistakes and it was evident that he loved and cared for you, but he didn’t truly know you.

“Hey pumpkin” Colin said as he emerged from Cosmos bedroom, having just put the young boy down for his nap. You paused in your journey at looked up at him with water filled eyes “what’s wrong?” Colin asked before you came crashing into his arms. “Hey, hey, hey, what’s happened sweetie?” He questioned, tightening his hold on you. “I don’t wanna go to Ryan’s house this weekend” you mumbled. “Aw kid, c’mon we talked about this huh?” Colin said kindly “you gotta give it a try y/n, if you go in with a negative attitude it’s never gonna work is it? Okay so chin up, he’s your dad right?” He finished. “No, he’s not, you are” you whined, pushing your face into his neck. Colin sighed as he rested his chin atop your head, you basked in the pressure he provided, he knew just what to do to calm you.

All of a sudden, Rose came running down the hallway “daddy Colin my Lego broke!” She screamed. You groaned as the sound invaded your ears, pulling your hands up to cover them. “Rosie sweetheart, Colin will come help you soon okay, go back to your room darling” Scarlett said as she appeared behind the young blonde, giving her a quick peck on the forehead “Come on kid we gotta get going” your mom said, carrying your backpack. You looked up into Colin’s eyes and begrudgingly pulled away. “Did you pack little Natasha?” You asked. “Of course” Scarlett sadly smiled, reminded of your beloved stuffed bear dressed as her iconic character. “Okay” you mumbled, finally ready to leave the safety of your parents. “I’ll see you on Monday kiddo” Colin said.

You were silent the whole journey to your fathers house, you wouldn’t even let Scarlett turn on the radio. All Scarlett wanted to do was turn around and take you home, but she had an agreement with Ryan and like it or not you were his daughter, he had every right to see you. Your leg bounced anxiously as the car rolled to a stop, you could see Blake and her forced smile waiting to greet you. Scarlett passed you you’re things while you were still in the car, she of course wanted nothing to do with Blake. “Got everything?” Your mom asked. “Mhm” you mumbled, struggling to speak. “Okay. I love you” Scarlett smiled, not truly being able to wish that you would have a good weekend.

You felt bad not being able to connect with your mom and hug her goodbye, all you could do was watch the car pull away. “Hey y/n!” Blake falsely cheered as you came up the front path. Your stepmom pulled you into an awkward hug and the feeling made your skin crawl, it wasn’t necessarily her, you just didn’t want to be touched right now. “Your dads just at the store, think he’s grabbing some chocolate ice cream” the woman said, talking to you as if you were no more than 5 years old. “Ok” you hummed, forcing the words. “Why don’t you head up to your room and I’ll call you down when your dad’s back?” Blake said. Your room? Those four walls felt nothing of the sort.

It was a few hours later now, your dad brought back lasagne for dinner and you appreciated the effort to make your favourite meal. “Y/n dinners ready” Ryan called up the staircase. You winced at the sudden voice echoing throughout the walls, you’d told him time and time again that you didn’t like raised voices. You dragged your exhausted body to the end of the bed, making sure to grab little Natasha from your pillow. You padded lightly down the stairs, almost crashing into Blake at the bottom. “Woah watch it y/n” she said. You laughed uncomfortably, not sure if she was joking or not.

You followed the blonde into the dining room, cringing at the clattering of china plates. “Oh for goodness sake y/n” your dad said as he turned around “you’re still dragging that thing around?” He sighed. You followed his eye line down to the brown bear in your arms. You wished he was just annoyed that the stuffie was dressed at black widow (everyone knows how jealous he is of the characters success) but you knew it was something more, he was embarrassed by you. “Sorry, I’ll go put her away” you mumbled. “Good, you’re not sitting at this table with a stupid teddy bear, what are you five?” Ryan snarled.

You fought through dinner with gritted teeth at every scrape of metal against the plates. You desperately craved the familiar softness of your stuffed bear and the distracting sound of Colin’s voice. Your leg was bouncing underneath the table as you struggled to swallow each mouthful of food. Your brain was so loud, it sounded like there were ten thousand conversations happening, when it reality it was just the two voices at the table with you. Everything was too much. Too much sound. Too much light. Too much air. It was all too much.

Scarlett and Colin were enjoying a quiet night together after dropping off their two youngest children at the actress’s moms house. The two were partly focused on a movie while conversing over light day to day topics when Scarlett’s phone began to ring. “Three guesses who” Colin sighed, referring to you and your siblings. The blonde giggled softly before reaching for her mobile “Ryan?” Scarlett asked, confused and worried, it was only in certain situations the two had agreed to talk over the phone. Colin instantly stood to attention when he realised what was most likely happening, he knew you weren’t okay and now he regretted ever letting you go to your fathers.

Scarlett didn’t even wait for the car to stop before she ran out towards Ryan house, only slowing her pace when she wakes through the door. “Where is she?” Your mom asked “dining room” Ryan sighed. Colin finally caught up with his wife as they both came into the dining room. You were huddled in the corner, rocking back and forth slightly “where’s little Natasha?” Scarlett asked, not seeing the bear in your arms as she had expected. “It’s upstairs, she’s not sitting at the table like a three year old with a teddy bear. That’s what all this is about” Ryan gritted. “What the hell is wrong with you?” Colin huffed as he left to retrieve your bear.

“sweetheart” your mom cooed quietly, her heart broke as you flinched back slightly. “What actually happened, she’s never like this” Scarlett angrily whispered, walking back over to her ex husband. “I don’t know! She’s been in a mood since she got here and now she’s acting like a baby, she just wants attention” Ryan shrugged. “She’s autistic Ryan! How many times have we gone through this” Scarlett said, calming herself before returning to your side.

Colin came back into the room, little Natasha in his arms “I packed her bag” he said. “Oh hell no this is my weekend!” Ryan shouted, causing you to whimper from the corner. “I don’t care, if you can’t look after her properly then I’m taking my daughter home” Colin said. “Your daughter!” Blake chimed in. “Stop it!” You cried. “It’s ok sweetie, we’re going home, come on” Scarlett said, helping you to stand.

You sat in Scarlett’s lap in the back seat on the way home, she was lightly scratching your scalp while squeezing you gently in her arms. The exhaustion of your meltdown finally caught up with you and you fell asleep a few blocks away from your house. Colin opted to carry you back inside, he took you straight up to your bedroom while Scarlett grabbed your things. Your mom made sure your room was safe for when you woke up, she unplugged all the electronics and pulled down the black out blinds, she put your safe playlist on her phone and switched on your sensory light.

“Come here babe” Colin said with an outstretched arm, attempting to calm Scarlett’s frantic pacing. Your mom sighed as he sat on the bed, close to you but not too close. “She told me she didn’t wanna go. Why did I make her go?” The blonde whispered. “It’s not your fault babe” Colin said, tightening his grip on her hand. “I have to fix this for her” Scarlett sighed “we will, I promise” Colin sadly smiled. Your mom leant over and moved little Natasha bellow your chin, allowing more air to flow through your lungs.

It was around 30 minutes later when you woke up and you were instantly settled by the company of your parents. “Hey sweetie” Colin whispered, attempting to gauge how you were feeling. “Hi dad, hi mama” you mumbled. It was a good sign that you were verbal, your parents had got to you just in time. “I’m sorry you had to come, you were supposed to be enjoying your night” you frowned. “Hey, no, no, no, nothing is more important to us than you and your siblings okay. You needed us, so we came” Scarlett said, lightly brushing your hair. “Why doesn’t he understand me?” You cried, talking about your father. “I don’t know baby” your mom said.

You looked up to Colin with sad eyes “why isn’t he like you? I wish you were my dad” you sniffled. “I am your dad sweetie” Colin frowned with a questioning look, you had never disputed that he was your dad before. “Will you adopt me?” You suddenly asked on a whim. “Is that what you want?” Colin asked, you nodded weakly in response. “Then of course I will baby” your dad said, pulling you into a tight hug. “Looks like we have a lot to talk about” Scarlett smiled, shuffling closer to both of you. “I’m gonna call Ryan in the morning and we’re gonna sort out when he gets to see you, then I’m calling my lawyer because Colin’s your dad play” your mom smiled. “Okay” you whispered, pulling both of your parents into a tight cuddle.

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A/N: sorry I feel like I made this more about Colin x reader instead of Scarlett but I love this fic so much!

- Astara Bell

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