#Clinic Program

[mumpsetc]

Stick in the Mud

[cursedtulip]

This was my splatfest post 🫡

...now kiss!

[halo-lll-odst]

spring in webfishing

[florallylly]

that one au where steve harrington goes to nursing school and every week after clinical he pulls up to robin's dorm for fast food. drive thru. shared fries. parked at a "viewpoint" which is really just the edge of a fuckin cliff. deep talks until 3 am. deeply unwell

[knifekris]

every day i struggle to make choices

[jayjamjary]

People keep trying to get me to change my majorrrrr. Which in a way is good because it means I'm doing well and they like me but also guhhh idk.

Today when I was finished with my chem lab my lab instructor came up to me and said he was supposed to recruit me. So I went huh. And he said to the bio chem major and we spoke about it for a bit and okay sounds like a good idea.

Then ever since the like second lecture my bio professor has been trying to get me to change my major to molecular biology which hm I'm not sure I'll see maybe.

And then a week or so ago I got an email from the math department telling me I was slaying in calc and should change my major to math or at least declair a minor and to that I say no lol.

Im pre med so ill probably talk to one of the advisors about it and see what they thing but idkkkkkkkkkk. When I was applying to college I thought there were only two pre med options, bio and chem, but ig not.

[jrueships]

guess whos not going in at all this week, actually

[gorps]

My sister is making 100k now and she's 2 years younger than me 😭

[invisiblerhythmcat]

OT made my hip worse

which like, fine...

but I'm tired and sick of things not helping

and sick of people who think they know how to manage my pain better than me when they don't know all the trial and error I've done throughout the years.

Like, I told this person "I'm willing to try this, but historically, everything like this has made my hip worse" and, instead of asking about the pain or what I had tried, she just went "this will be different"

and when it did start hurting and she did finally ask, her response was "well, that's weird, because that's not how your muscle works"

and like? I know! I wish it made sense too! But I am long past worrying about how my body should work and would like to not be dealing with worse than usual hip pain please and thank you

[writterings]

shit man im going to england!!! im going to london in a few weeks!!!!!! fuck yeah!!!!!

[irhabiya]

good news i can go back to volunteering at blank hospital :)

[clancyycat]

hii besties sorry for being mia all week, pretty sure i have bronchitis lmfao

[pandemichub]

More information about Stanford research goals and the RECOVER Program/Initiative:

[gaysheep]

the other biggest takeaway is:

if you have debilitating chronic pain or fatigue, stop fucking getting specialist referrals in an attempt to figure out whats wrong with you. stop it ‼

the pain itself is its own condition. there is no isolated root cause that you can correct with medication or surgery that will fix your symptoms. please seek out pain rehab or similar programs in your region

i am on my hands and knees begging you to benefit from my experience with this and not waste additional years of your life on a snipe hunt

[pawsitivevibe]

Ah yes my doctor's (wait no nurse practitioner because I can't even get a doctor apparently) response to my frequent headaches, extreme exhaustion, numbness in hands and feet, therapist's suggestion that I get tested for iron deficiency, concerns about long-term memory/focus/concentration issues and questions about ADHD assessment was ... "Lose some weight, maybe you'll feel better."

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