#Chargestep

[reapersmarch]

FALLEN HERO: RETRIBUTION 2.10 EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD - dir. Malin Ryden

[godshaper]

playing chicken or something...

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[heartbreakincident]

its like. i was drinking coffee at a shitty diner and you saw me. its been years and all i ever did was try to be nobody but you recognized me. you look older than i remember but i recognized you too. youve spent seven years blaming yourself for the fact that i died and ive spent seven years wishing i'd died enough to stop thinking about you. you saw me and you remembered me fondly enough to want to hug me even though you would never touch me again if you knew, but i was sitting down so you waited until i was standing. you missed me enough to wait. i missed you too.

[bastardnoodle]

so i finished retribution....eve is now pansexual! everybody say congratulations eve! erm suggestive warning for that last pic

eve (sidestep) uses they/them

[kidhellion]

and then they lived happily ever after

[hadrassians]

some pose practice with chargentstep

[honeyglas]

Following a trail

[milkybishop]

"- but with whom can you sit in water?"

and who can hop in the bath with you to make a show of not caring about your tattoos, and how can you not find it hard to hide your disdain at the attempt.

because either this is a trap you have blindly walked into again . . . or he really does love you and could have loved you all this time. and despite all that-

you cannot turn from the path that you are on.

[andr0leda]

romancing ortega in 5 words

[escyn]

first kiss

[reapersmarch]

pov: ortega just showed u his broom closet conspiracy board

[b33tlejules]

imagine getting everything you've longed for only to realize you're terrified

[heartbreakincident]

thinking about the moment ortega realizes sidestep is different now. that exact moment where they realize that the sidestep they knew and cared about and loved just. isn't the same person. and they're not different in the way that time changes everyone, or in the way that ortega might have expected them to be different after heartbreak. there's a moment where they have to realize that there is something unavoidably wrong with sidestep now. they've been bent and broken down into a new shape that they can't come back from. and ortega still loves them, of course they do... but sidestep isn't really sidestep anymore. not like they were.

and of course the other side of this is steel realizing sidestep is different. he knows (at least more than ortega does) what happened, so he can put the pieces together a bit more. see the through line. but at the same time that he knows the exact fucked up thing that has demolished the person sidestep used to be, he is also seeing someone that he now... likes? is capable of having affection for? might even be falling in love with? but all of that is also so tied up in the guilt of knowing he gave up on them. that in a very real way, he shoulders some of the blame for what happened to them.

with ortega it's "i was in love with you and now you're different and i still love you, but it's different." and there's a grief in that, i think. with steel it's "i hated you because i couldn't understand you so you suffered unimaginably. and now i don't hate you anymore." and there's grief in that, too.

[bastardnoodle]

i'm on my knees begging for a healing montage. i crave hurt/comfort like a hotdog yearns for relish and mustard

[kidhellion]

@bastardnoodle DREW THIS FOR ME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM CRAZY IM CRAZY IM CARACNKSFSJLGGFGNG

i need to lie down im gonna faint

im having chest pains

[hadrassians]

cried a lil when i read this paragraph