#Camilla the sixth

[tigerbaulm]

our dearest camilla

[drawerbread]

cam, my favourite jerd (jock nerd)

used vinesh phogat as a reference for her, as suggested by @threesday here :)

[ydteus]

Thinking of… her… after a workout..

I feel like Camilla could fix my depression

[tombgirls]

Camilla Hect. Loudly.

[moldofthewater]

Camilla Hect's Morning Routine. she's absolutely my favorite.

[threesday]

vinesh phogat is literally exactly what i imagined camilla to look like. specifically this photo. someone who can draw please use this as a reference for a camilla drawing

[bugcowboyart]

Blades of the Cavalier Primaries Displayed for your Appreciation

In house order from top to bottom. I’d be happy to explain the choices if anyone is interested!

[sunfloowerlatte-art]

gracelessly uncompleted things

[thegothicchangeling]

I once saw a post talking about how Cam Pal and Pyrrha, believing Nona is either Gideon or Harrow, are operating under the belief that her personality is different because she hasn't been traumatized. I would like to add on to this by pointing out how differently Nona is being parented.

Harrow had enormous guilt and pressure placed on her by her parents. Nona's only responsibilities are to eat and recall her dreams. Gideon was beaten as a child. Not only do Camilla, Palamedes, and Pyrrha never hit Nona, they are endlessly patient with her.

They live under poor conditions on a war torn planet in a horrible situation, but they never take it out on her. They plan to give her a sixth month birthday party.

It may not have lasted forever, but Nona knew she was loved, and you can't take loved away.

[future-crab]

I know I just made a post about it, but "You can't take loved away," fucks me up SO bad. Nona, who's known that she's dying for ages, facing the fact that regaining her memories is a form of dying that she hasn't prepared for. Nona, who isn't afraid of dying but is so, so scared of becoming someone who doesn't love Camilla, Palamedes, and Pyrrha. Nona, who is love - deep, vibrant, endless love, for the whole world but especially for her family. "I won't love anything... I won't know how."

And Paul. Paul, who's already done the thing Nona is afraid, or at least a version of it. Two people who Nona loved more than anything in the world died and became Paul, and Paul both is and isn't Camilla and Palamedes. Paul, who regardless of whether they are or aren't the people Nona loved, loves Nona. Paul tells her, "Camilla and Palamedes were loved by Nona. Pyrrha was loved by Nona. It's finished, it's done. You can't take loved away. We loved you too. Palamades and Camilla loved you."

And I'm just supposed to be okay after that.

[rapace-mordace]

Cavs taking it too much or too little seriously

[tigerbaulm]

camilla hect save me

[automatonwithautonomy]

paul is like - so they're an abombination, right? a monstrosity, imperfect because there is no way lyctorhood can be anything other than a deep perversion. but, they're a success. a big fuck you to john, a unison of two people who only ever wanted to be together anyway and went loud. you can't ever seperate cam and pal now. they're a last-ditch effort, the only available choice to make in a sea of shitty options, the only choice they could ever make, the best and worst thing two people can do, they're a meticulous and thought-out procedure and a mistake and a terrible thing made of love and a perfect person born out of viscera and desperation. they are a contradiction because of fucking course they are. what else could they be?? they are two people so wrapped up in each other they're one and it's - a beautiful tragedy, and a horrible triumph.

[idle-lark]

Thinking abt them all the time

[tapiocats]

GO LOUD

Available as prints on my Etsy shop

[moldofthewater]

Riding home. hurts me each time to read Camilla get hurt... and OH MY GOD it's such a well written scene, I loved it so much.