#CATHERINE'S FACE IM DYING

[lonelyzarquon]

i am LOSING IT (post sponsored by jemma redgrave's laugh)

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Im also gonna put my little ramble here bc its silly (also go follow Catherine)

(Quick thing, i have kind of big problem with putting my thoughts into words so keep that inmind pls)

I wanna talk ab how sacrifice is a really important part of Wendy's character. Abigail is summoned in DS through blood sacrifice, which is now translated into DST with the shadow Abby buff by having Wendy murder mobs to boost her damage. Telling Wigfrid she can "take her heart" when she examines her ghost, implying that Wendy is willing to die to bring her back. Harming herself while trying to revive Abby with the new skilltree altar and by making telltale hearts for spectral cure-alls. Along with sacrificing her whole life by going into the constant just to be with her sister.

(We can also talk ab how Abby does the same, constantly getting herself killed just to keep Wendy safe, which creates a cycle BUT NOT THE TOPIC RN)

This all gives us a pretty good picture of Wendys view the world and on herself. Sacrifice is not only one of the only ways her bond with Abigail stays alive but is also a way to show Wendy's poor self image. She is willing to harm herself both mentally and phisically for the sake of the people close to her. We already know that in her own eyes, Wendy thinks she's worthless , so its not a really big surprise that she'd throw away her life to bring back someone that's "useful" and that actually wants to live.

AND THIS IS WHERE WEBBER COMES IN. The moon stone quote "Perhaps it thirsts for a sacrifice. Where's Webber..." MAY seem like a slap in the face to what i just said ab keeping ppl safe BUT ITS NOT.

From other quotes, its clear that Wendy values her life as much or less then the creatures around her MOST of the time. As much as she kills butterflies, she also wants monsters like bearger to kill her. To Wendy, death is the only present she wants.Cue to conclusion number 1. Webbers sacrifice can be seen as Wendy trying to give Webber the only thing she wants in life, which is dying.

BUT THERES MORE. Human sacrifice is a bit of a mixed bag, since it can either be "i will sacrifice someone dear to me" or "fuck this criminal im gonna send them to hell" depending on the culture. CONSIDERING THE "you could never be a monster, Webber" quote, the general dynamic and context, its clearly the first one thankfully. This leaves us with conclusion number 2. Wendy views Webber as someone dear to her and worth sacrificing.

But now we get into the deep shit bc this is Wendy. And like this is the most headcanon-y one so if this makes no sense idk beat me with sticks ANYWAYS.

We have to remember her fear of attachment. I've already talked in another post about Wendy's nihilism being a defense mechanism and all of that so im not gonna repeat it, (i havent uploaded that thread on tumblr and its 4 am rambles) but i feel like this can also be part of it. Webber represents exactly what shes avoiding, which includes moving on and vulnerability. While Wendy is constantly driving herself crazy over Abigail's death in fear of forgetting her, Webber tries to make the best out of his situation and enjoy his life, even when lets be honest, it also sucks ass. Its the opposites attract trope. BUT I FEEL LIKE IN THIS SITUATION THERES ALSO THE COMPLEXITY OF THAT AVOIDANCE.

In DS this mf considers bandages pointless because "she'll only get hurt again" and says in dst that its "too painful" to get a pet kitcoon because of that fear of losing it. From this we could easily point to the fact Wendy is probably not only scared of losing Webber, but also the fact being around him DOES make her happy. So the solution for that?

3. Sacrifice him. He's too good for the constant, so the least Wendy could do is try to free him from the pain of living, losing him both to try to do him a favour in her eyes, along with keeping herself safe by sticking to her miserable life instead of trying to work on getting better. BUT OOPS CLEARLY YOU CANT DO THAT SOOOO. That and the way dst has progressed their friendship over the years its kind of too late for that by now so L Wendy. BUT YEAH final conclusion, I think Wendy seeing Webber as someone worth sacrificing is sweet in her own insane way.Like that mf would probably die for Webber, kill for him and sacrifice him on an altar.

Gold star to whoever read all of this insanity ig

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Hola! Amo como dibujas, si no te molesta puedo preguntar si tienes algunos headcanon de Clone high. Es que no he visto por otros lugares headcanon de esta serie.

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gracias por tus amables palabras ♡!! Y por supuesto, no me importa compartir mi headcanon sobre estas tonterías. De hecho, agradezco que preguntes, aunque podría escribirlas en inglés porque mi español no es el mejor, así que espero que no te importe.

So let's begin with the headcanons (i might update this post from time to time)

•mr.b is everyone's therapist.

• joan talks to jesús about her clone mother and gets things off her chest with him, so yea they besties.

• Joan was both celo and jfk bi awakening.

•abe float through the air when he smells pie.

•confucius the type of friend to record the whole fight.

• topher yells at kids while playing video games.

• like one of my last posts I'd like to think that Vincent likes to practice facepainting on Julius's face bc he drew one time on his face in a sleepover and Julius thought the drawing was good and told him to practice more on it.

• jesús gets bushed into pool (or lakes) by others several times just to see if he can walk on water like his clone father.

• topher the type of guy to say " i wasn't even playing." When he gets caught in hide and seek.

• Frida and Vincent are drawing buddies + as an artist i think they would draw/Paint their crushs (especially frida with cleo).

• Catherine and Julius are still friends after breaking up.

• abe "accidentally" calls any short person he hangs out with 'Gandhi' and immediately apologize about it.

• jfk is the type of person to say "well well well, what do we have here?".

•celo and Gandhi are the type of siblings to be "get out of my room!!" And gandhi standing right outside says "im not even in your room"

•confucius love language is giving gifts especially expensive ones.

• Harriet dyed her hair pink so she can match with confucius's blue hair.

• celo tries her lipstick on fridas face.

• jesús and Julius lifts Vincent so they can talk to him and hear him clearly/ or lift him to reach to things he wants but out of his reach.

• Julius and Vincent start dating eachother in season 2 because they promised they'd do it if they were 30 and still single, which they technically were, but eventually they actually quite liked the idea of it, and also Vincent and anne boelynn looks like a cute couple as well. Vincent has TWO HANDS.

And btw I'm a multi-shipper so if you see ship a character with another and in the next I ship them with another please don't get mad at me for it.

well that's all for now ig but thanks again for your questions pal♡!!

[just-some-random-blogger]

IM HOWLING ROLLING ON THE FLOOR DYING OF GIGGLED WHAT THE FUCKKKK HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHH

I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK AHHAHAHHHAHAH

He knows who you are - he's seen your pictures everywhere. Heck, your face was plastered on the perfume that he bought for Aemma last year. He continues sipping his coffee - watching while you walked confidently inside the coffee shop. You weren't on the damn runway, but it seemed like you were. He has a keen eye on fabrics - but now that he was staring at you, he wanted that pink dress on his bedroom floor.

The way my giggles disappeared after i reread this shit HAHHAHAH

Men. Like stfu and be normal about women wtf

He stands up, walking towards you on the counter. "Which one do you like, the blueberry or the chocolate one?" he whispered - leaning slowly towards your body, but still giving you personal space. You turned to look at him - annoyed that someone was talking to you after your long ass flight. "I like chocolate - but I'd love it more if you stepped away." you tried to answer as politely as you could muster, but it was no use - he already felt your energy telling him to fuck off.

OOOOOOOOFFFFFF DESERVVVEE

possitai: WHY DID HE DYE HIS HAIR? WE GAINED PICTURES, BUT LOST A BLONDIE 😭💔

- machintamarden: Probably because of the security issues the Targaryen family faced last 2020, everyone kept bothering people who had silver hair 🤷🏻‍♀️

HAHAAHAHAHHAHHHSSHHAHHHHSHSHAHAAHAHHHAHAHAHAH THIS IS SO FUNNY i feel conflicted about it. Yeah Daemon would totally dye his hair to have people fuck off but also i feel like hed dye it pink ya know but then that would draw more attention 🤔🤔🤔🤔 also idk i feel like hed be too proud of his heritage to erase that idk idk idk

"It should be a sin to look as good as you," the string of words exit your mouth - turning him into a crimson hue. He was stoic and mean, but under the pressure of a pretty girl - he was as good as putty. "I've heard that a lot of times," he pretended to be unbothered. A soft smile finds its way on your lips - melting all his armor. "I like it when you play hard to get," you continued - staring deep into his purple irises. You wanted him to breed you - fuck you and love you.

WOW THAT ESCALATED 📈📈📈📈📈📈📈 SAUR QUICKLY I MEAN THAT LAST PART 💀💀💀💀💀🖐️🖐️🖐️🖐️🖐️ but same babes HHAHAHAHHAH

HRH PRINCE DAEMON OF DRAGONSTONE MARRIES MODEL, Y/N L/N IN A PRIVATE CEREMONY.

WAHHHHHAAATTTTTTTTTTTTT HAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHHAHAHAHAHAAHHHHAHAHA JUST LIKE THATTT HELLPPPPP NAURRRR HAHAHAHAHH

This morning Prince Daemon, the youngest son of late Prince Baelon and Princess Alyssa, married infamous supermodel Y/N L/N, in a private ceremony that only featured their close relatives and friends. The ones that are confirmed to be in attendance are Princess Beatrice of York, Catherine, Princess of Wales, Bella Hadid and Isha Ambani. Y/N L/N is currently trending in twitter for deleting all of her social media accounts. Her agency IMG Models confirm her retirement. The Dragonstone Castle is yet to announce the former model's titles.

First of all watchu mean infamous 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨 second of all

THIS IS SO KOOKY AND CAMP AND SO MUCH AHHAHAHA LIKE I WAS EXPECTING A SLOW BURN ENEMIES TO LOVERS BUT INSTEAD WE GET A SOCMED AU SOME MEMEY THEMES AND HONESTLY SLAY WERE THRIVING WERE LIVING WE LOVETTTTT HAHAHHAHHAHAHAH GO GO GO!! [RUFFA MAE QUINTO VOICE]

targaryenroyalfamilyupdates: First Picture: HRH Prince Daemon. Second Picture: Queen Rhaenys (left) and Lady Y/N (right) in East Dragonstone.

NAHHHH THIS IS SO FUNNY HAHAHHAHHH ITS SO KOOKY SO CAMP IM SO LUVET

grinchlover: I love how the Queen is like 🙂 & Y/N is like 😎

Her husband, HRH Prince Daemon, is third-in-line to the throne following Prince Laenor leaving the royal line of succession and Princess Laena's untimely death in '08. Prince Daemon overlooks the estate/island of Dragonstone, which is the capital of the country. Lady Y/N L/N is estimated to be worth $50 Million. Her title is set to change after HRH Prince Viserys ascends to the throne.

Why is he third in line??????????????? nsjsbsjsjisjejjens HAHAHAHAH ANYWAY SLAY GET THAT MONEY HAHAHAH

i'm a m*therfucking starboy | d. targaryen

Description: You meet the elusive Prince of Dragonstone, and he fucking hates your guts. [semi-enemies to lovers] Pairing: Daemon Targaryen/Supermodel!Reader Rating: 16+ [suggestive themes]

Models were fucking angels descended on earth - women who continued walking earth knowing that they looked amazing. Daemon swore that he'd never date models - his friends would make fun of him, and his reputation would be decimated. He swore that he wouldn't even look at a model twice - that was until, he saw you.

He knows who you are - he's seen your pictures everywhere. Heck, your face was plastered on the perfume that he bought for Aemma last year. He continues sipping his coffee - watching while you walked confidently inside the coffee shop. You weren't on the damn runway, but it seemed like you were. He has a keen eye on fabrics - but now that he was staring at you, he wanted that pink dress on his bedroom floor.

He stands up, walking towards you on the counter. "Which one do you like, the blueberry or the chocolate one?" he whispered - leaning slowly towards your body, but still giving you personal space. You turned to look at him - annoyed that someone was talking to you after your long ass flight. "I like chocolate - but I'd love it more if you stepped away." you tried to answer as politely as you could muster, but it was no use - he already felt your energy telling him to fuck off.

"Alright, alright." he repeated, taking a step backward and cursing himself. Daemon Targaryen reaffirmed his opinion. He'd never date models or even talk to them.

GalaxyButterflies: Late night. San Fran. 💗🕊

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targaryenroyalfamilyupdates: HRH Prince Daemon of Dragonstone was spotted outside of a club in San Francisco without security.

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possitai: WHY DID HE DYE HIS HAIR? WE GAINED PICTURES, BUT LOST A BLONDIE 😭💔 - machintamarden: Probably because of the security issues the Targaryen family faced last 2020, everyone kept bothering people who had silver hair 🤷🏻‍♀️

Of course he saw you again - you were sipping lazily on the drink at your hand, scrolling mindlessly through social media like all the kids did nowadays. A scowl found its way on his face - reminded of the altercation between you. Daemon didn't want to be a petty asshole - but your denial bruised his pride. You and your friends quickly made their way towards his table. A smile paints his lips - it was time for revenge. "It's nice seeing you again," your friend smiled at Laenor.

"It's been too long, I swear to god." Laenor exaggerated, pressing a soft kiss on both of your cheeks. You smiled softly at the man - quickly settling your bag on their table, and squeezing yourselves beside them. "Last time we saw each other, you were still married to Princess Rhaenyra - how is she?" your friend asked, and all of their chatter began to drown away from Daemon's ears.

He turns to look at you - and you were staring at him. Eyes trailing up and down his body, presumably checking him out. "I'm (your name)," you smiled - joy not reaching your eyes. You offered your hand for his to shake, but he ignores you - and looks the other way. A small huff exits your mouth, before turning your attention to another thing.

It was a good thing that you lived in a democratic republic - no need for these snobby royals. "Forgive him darling, he's a little drunk from all the vodka we drank." Laenor apologized, glaring at his ex-uncle-in-law. Laenor wanted to be friends with people in Hollywood - and Daemon was shooing away his models. "It's alright," you smile uncomfortably, shifting around your seat.

It was the fifth round of drinks, and everyone began loosening up. To Daemon's surprise, you were a lightweight - already shifting around after your third glass of alcohol. You leaned your head on his shoulder, melting his thick wall of ice. "Lightweight," he scoffed, pushing your head down so that it would be resting on the chair. "It's a gift, actually - so I don't have to pay too much money to get drunk." you slurred - eyes softly flickering and closing.

"Sweetheart, we're drinking water and you're still getting drunk." he teased, taking a shot of vodka - which tasted like water at this point. A grunt escapes from your mouth, but nothing else - you were too tired and tipsy. At this point, you weren't sure if it was the vodka that made you sleepy - or the lack of actual sleep. "Not everyone is a drunkard," you managed to whisper, before getting knocked unconscious.

targaryenroyalfamilyupdates: Prince Daemon Targaryen, HRH Laenor Velaryon, Y/N L/N and Bella Hadid leaving Bar IX.

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y/nismommy: Princess Y/N L/N (let me dream)

watercoloredeyes: Who let Prince Daemon drive?💀

Every time he sees you - it doesn't seem like a coincidence. His eyes trail towards your body - walking down the runway. He doesn't know why he was invited to a fashion show, he wasn't exactly a fashion icon - but he's not complaining, if it means seeing you. He was annoyed with you - but he couldn't deny your sex appeal.

You continue walking down the ramp - stopping in front, and flashing him a wink. His eyes widen - taken off guard by the sudden action. He could pretend to hate you, but hate is love persevering.

Your hands play with the bracelet on your wrist.

"It should be a sin to look as good as you," the string of words exit your mouth - turning him into a crimson hue. He was stoic and mean, but under the pressure of a pretty girl - he was as good as putty. "I've heard that a lot of times," he pretended to be unbothered. A soft smile finds its way on your lips - melting all his armor. "I like it when you play hard to get," you continued - staring deep into his purple irises. You wanted him to breed you - fuck you and love you.

"I'm not playing hard to get, darling. I just don't want to be taken." he snapped, crossing his arms - trying to avoid your siren stare.

"Why are you so mean to me?" you pouted.

"I don't have to be nice to you, baby." he scoffed.

Your hands trail to his chest - up until you were cupping his cheek. "It confuses me when you bully me - and call me baby at the same time." you whisper, bridging the gap between you. It's been a while since the both of you had a good fucking - too busy with work and royal duties. It's time for carnal desire to rule.

His hands reach for your waist - pulling you closer and providing you a small kiss. He was igniting a fire within you - one that couldn't be put out with a simple kiss.

HRH PRINCE DAEMON OF DRAGONSTONE MARRIES MODEL, Y/N L/N IN A PRIVATE CEREMONY.

This morning Prince Daemon, the youngest son of late Prince Baelon and Princess Alyssa, married infamous supermodel Y/N L/N, in a private ceremony that only featured their close relatives and friends. The ones that are confirmed to be in attendance are Princess Beatrice of York, Catherine, Princess of Wales, Bella Hadid and Isha Ambani. Y/N L/N is currently trending in twitter for deleting all of her social media accounts. Her agency IMG Models confirm her retirement. The Dragonstone Castle is yet to announce the former model's titles.

targaryenroyalfamilyupdates: First Picture: HRH Prince Daemon. Second Picture: Queen Rhaenys (left) and Lady Y/N (right) in East Dragonstone.

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y/nfanbase: Our queen married a prince, but we lost her 😭

bananacakes: it's been a year daddy

grinchlover: I love how the Queen is like 🙂 & Y/N is like 😎

liverspread13: THIS IS MY REPUTATION ERA

wemissyouy/n: so i'll watch your life in pictures like i used to watch you sleep 😭 Y/N L/N as Last Kiss.

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LADY Y/N L/N SAYS THAT 'ROYAL LIFE' IS A PRIVILEGE

The 29 year old model was interviewed outside her family home in San Francisco. When she was asked about letting go of her modeling career, she affirmed that it was a privilege and a blessing for her. "It opened my eyes to the reality of the situation - that a lot of people are struggling in all the other parts of the world. As part of the royal family, I think it mobilized me to act on those and help as much as I could."

Her husband, HRH Prince Daemon, is third-in-line to the throne following Prince Laenor leaving the royal line of succession and Princess Laena's untimely death in '08. Prince Daemon overlooks the estate/island of Dragonstone, which is the capital of the country. Lady Y/N L/N is estimated to be worth $50 Million. Her title is set to change after HRH Prince Viserys ascends to the throne.

HRH PRINCE DAEMON AND DUCHESS Y/N L/N OF DRAGONSTONE WELCOMES THEIR FIRST CHILD.

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[monobleamour]

love is not for people like us - part one

HI IM ALIVE🙋🏻‍♀️

A/N: i’m a big fan of historical series and books so I decided to make a story about Harry being a prince and y/n a princess in the 15th- 16th century I guess. ALSO HENRY EDWARD THE 5TH IM DYING, the only one? Yeah. Okay and I might have borrowed some stuff from Henry VIII and Katherine of Aragon but they’re from my faves. OKAY BYE HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS s-word!!!!!!!!!!!

summary: Harry has to be king, but the only way to achieve this is by marrying y/n. 

pairing(s): harry styles x reader

word count: 2.5k+

WANT TO ADD THAT I STARTED THIS AS A ONE-SHOT THING BUT THEN MY INSPIRATION LEFT SO I DECIDED TO MAKE THIS A SOME-PARTS-STORY. part1:)

‘’But mother I do not desire to marry this woman. Not that I dislike her, but I do not want to get married. I can do that on my own. I’m a soon to be king.’’ Harry pleased his mother, trying to convince her that he would be fine by his own. Though Anne was already a queen and she knew that no king could command and rule a whole country on his own, they need a queen by their side, and so did Harry. ‘’Harry this is not about you. If you marry her, we’re going to have a more powerful country as well. Think about the profits young man. Love is not for people like us, love is for fools, we are royals. And if you want this country, you’ll want to marry this woman. End of the conversation. I have made my mind and decided what’s best for you and this country.’’ Anne said, sounded a little bit cold to her son, though her heart was breaking a little bit. Even though she was a queen, she wanted him to be happy, but happiness is not in their journal.

Harry’s destination had always been the same. Once he gets married, he’s the king. Since the day he was born, he was going to be the king of England. It was just a matter of time, till he gets married. He knew that he would not marry the one he wanted or will want. He’ll marry a princess, who has the same destination as his. Practically he knows that he’s marrying a country, not the woman. It’s a benefit. The country becomes more powerful, you take over and invade in more countries. Harry didn’t want war. He wanted to have a country so he could make sure everyone is fine, he wanted to put an end in those battles. Peace is what he asked for. And as much he was committed to this country since the day he was born, so much he was committed to Y/n. They had never met each other before, but they had been engaged since they were like 5. Y/n was the princess of Spain, one of Europe’s most powerful countries (I would like to add that if you don’t like Spain or sth, you can put whichever country you want to). She was not like all the other princesses she had ever met though. She was far different from that. She was really beautiful, she was. And also that was something men liked, except for her wealth. But she. She just admired how intelligent she was. She liked reading books, mostly poems so much, sometimes she wished she could be a poet. Y/n pretty much was the opposite of Harry. He desired to be a king, while she hoped she wouldn’t be a queen. She also was pretty much different from the other women. Because everyone believed in men, she believed in herself, she believed in her will and her power. A feminist someone would say. That was because deep down she knew that a king is useless without a queen, while a queen without a king is more powerful, moral of the story. Y/n had never met Harry in her entire life, but she liked to dream about him. She wasn’t thinking how his appearance is, how tall he might be. What colour his eyes were or his hair. She liked to dream about how kind he may be or if he likes to read like her. Maybe he wasn’t a cruel king like past ones, maybe this one was unique. Even though she sometimes liked the idea of Harry, she didn’t allow herself to love him. Not because she knew that royals that fall in love are few, but because she would be taken away. Away from her family and country. She wasn’t like the other ones who hoped one day they’ll marry a king and leave, she liked the idea of herself. In what she wanted to be. She liked to dream, a lot, and for a queen, that is dangerous. Harry never questioned how Y/n would be, because clearly, he didn’t even want it to be. He just wanted a kingdom to himself, to show people that he’s capable of doing something by himself. But even though he didn’t want to get married, that didn’t stop him from flirting. In fact, there was already a girl in his life, a woman he knew he would never marry. Being honest, she was just a maid, he was a king. But he actually felt like he loved her.

‘’Your grace?’’ a woman sounded behind the closed door that was knocked 3 times. At that very moment, Harry knew, he had lost track of time thinking about the whole situation. ‘’Come in.’’ he ordered sitting in the chair next to the desk he had been standing by for 30 possible minutes. ‘’Your grace, there’s a letter for you.’’ the young woman informed him. ‘’Maggie.’’ Harry sighed with a smile in his face. Margaret, or Maggie as Harry preferred to call her, was a maid in the castle. She was Harry’s maid. She was always there for him. Literally, every time and everywhere. As the years went on they kinda became friends, and one thing brought another so, in the end, they became kind of ‘’secret’’ lovers. She wasn’t with someone like most of the maids and the staff was, but she knew Harry was. She knew that Harry would marry one day a princess and they will rule the country together, but she also hated it. Why couldn’t she marry the man she loved, because of what she was. Why did people label other people? Labels are for clothes, not humans. And as Harry had a bright smile in his face as he saw Maggie, she was everything but happy. ‘’Is it true?’’ she asked eyes almost watery. ‘’True what?’’ a little bit confused he replied because he really had no idea what she was talking about. ‘’You’re marrying her, aren’t you?’’ she sadly sighed taking a big breath ‘’it’s not even a question I guess, huh?’’ ‘’Mag.’’ he tried to explain but there was nothing to explain, she knew this would happen so what’s with her now? ‘’Do you want to marry her?’’ she looked at him, just wanting to hear one word. ‘’I have to.’’ ‘’Yet, you didn’t answer my question.’’ ‘’I guess, I still don’t.’’ ‘’Harry, why are you marrying someone you don’t want to? It’s your life you decide. There’s always a second choice. And I know she is yours.’’ ‘’So what’s my first?’’ he knew he had no choice. Either way, in the end, he marries her and England unites with Spain, that’s his destiny. Always have been. ‘’Me, Harry, me. Please, I beg you, don’t marry her.’’ she was begging, her eyes could take it, but her heart no. ‘’Margaret, let me clear this up. I have to marry her, so my country, that I care, will have more power. I have to. It’s what it is. It’s my life, not my choices. They make them for me. You’re just a simple maid nothing more. I will be king, and I need by my side a queen. Not to love her but to rule with her.’’ he said with an emotion that wasn’t angry but neither sad, maybe disappointed probably. ‘’You’re choosing her over me?’’ she was angry she was, she had spent years loving him even though she knew it would never happen, she loved him, and she hoped he loved her. ‘’Not my choice.’’ Harry’s answer was also his final one. Margaret was a nice girl, but she didn’t want to be a fool, she didn’t. ‘’As I said before your Majesty,’’ her mood had completely changed ‘’there’s a letter for you.’’ she gave him the letter, and before he could even speak she stormed out of the room, shutting the door behind her.

As soon as Margaret vanished, Anne appeared. ‘’What’s going on, son?’’ she asked a little bit anxious seeing that her son had kind of turned into pale. ‘’Ugh, a letter came. That.’’ he replied, still sitting on his chair. ‘’What does it say? Is it from Catherine in Spain? When are they sending their daughter? Everything must be perfect, for a princess like her. A queen!’’ Anne seemed to really like the idea of Harry becoming a king, marrying a queen, and England becoming more powerful. Who wouldn’t actually? ‘’I-I still haven’t read it, mother. Let me open it.’’ he did as he said, and even though he didn’t read the letter out loud, Anne already knew that he would confirm her thoughts. ‘’So?’’ she asked, really nervous. ‘’2 days and she’ll be here.’’ Harry said, almost sounded like he wanted to cry. ‘’Great! We have to make everything look great. Harry, you have to look great.’’ ‘’And I will-’’ ‘’Everything Harry! Everything. She will marry you! She holds your whole future! Our future! Your heir! So be careful, please. We need this, we need her.’’ ‘’Yes mother.’’ he said as she left. He really didn’t know what was he supposed to do. But now, he wondered a little bit about her. How does she look? How does she act? What is she like?

Y/n’s carriage was already on its way to England. She had never been to England before so she was a little bit excited to visit the country. It was hard for her to say goodbye to Spain, but it’s her duty as a queen to leave. If only she could live the way she wanted to, things could have been much easier. It was time she arrived at the castle. Everything looked good. Perfect, just like Anne had wanted to. Everyone was waiting for her, the stuff, the royals, everyone. Everyone except Harry. He was still inside, in his room. Only this time he was looking through his window. To admit, this made Anne sort of furious, but in the end, the outcome will be the same, so she didn’t give much attention. Everyone stared as Y/n was stepping out of her carriage. Some people helped her and her ladies, by bringing them closer to the castle. As she was walking by, you could see clearly that she was pure beauty. Her dress was a mix colour of dark orange to light brown and pastel yellow. Everyone wore those colours, and for a princess, those colours should be stunning while she wore them. You couldn’t see her shoes because her dress was so big, that covered most of the floor that surrounded her. She had a necklace full of diamonds, they were shining, she was shining. Her face though was the one that you could just stare forever and adore it. She had those big bambi eyes and that colour of her eyes that suited her perfectly. A big bright smile of her red lips was showing, and it was impressive being honest. Harry couldn’t help but look through his window, opening a little bit that curtain of his. He really admired her. He thought she was beautiful, very beautiful. But he also thought that being a king would be beautiful, surprisingly beautiful. So he went out, to greet her, as he should. As he was walking down, or maybe even running though the stairs, he bumped into Margaret. He just looked at her, and actually tried to say something but he didn’t he just left. He liked Maggie a lot, he did, but he would marry Y/n. He thought that Maggie was one of the many girls that he has fun with, spend his time, but always it comes to end, it usually ends after 2 weeks. Maggie had been with Harry though 2 years. But what’s two years with someone when you’re gonna spend a lifetime with someone else? As he stepped out of the huge door of the castle, he ran immediately to his parents, noticing that they were talking with Y/n. And when he came closer to her, he swore he had never seen a more beautiful girl like her. He felt like he just forgot everything about Maggie, but he didn’t because he was still feeling guilty. And as Harry was really frozen by just looking at her, Y/n was not. ‘’Your Highness’’ she said doing a small curtsey. He was out of words, at a loss of words and really he had no idea what to do. ‘’We-welcome to, ugh, England? Ugh, I, ugh..’’ he had no idea what he should say, and he really did not know why this was happening. ‘’Y/n.’’ she said, introducing herself. ‘’Harry. They call me Harry, it’s actually Henry Edward the 5th but you can call me Harry as well.’’ he sounded upset, yet he was everything but upset. ‘’Great.’’ she said, giving him one of her big smiles and continuing her talk with Anne, going inside the castle.

‘’What was that?’’ a man sounded and Harry turned around to look at him. ‘’What was what?’’ he replied looking at his father, king of England. ‘’You were mesmerized, she had you mesmerized. Got to admit it.’’ Henry smirked to Harry. ‘’What? No. Absolutely no. I just had to come and meet her. She will be my future wife won’t she, and she holds our future. You- you said it.’’ he tried to say clearly, but who was he trying to fool? ‘’Ugh, then, sure I believe you.’’ he said leaving back to the castle, to continue one of the many duties he has.

After a while, Harry was alone in his room per usual, writing. He likes to write a lot. He writes songs and poems, mostly. ‘’Do you want my opinion on her?’’ Maggie appeared from nowhere, but she appeared and she asked. Harry nodded. ‘’She doesn’t look like a queen.’’ she pouted her lips and confessed ‘’ more like a whore to me.’’ ‘’Hey!’’ Harry sightly yelled at her. ‘’You’ve known me for two years, Harry, I don’t get it. You can be king by yourself, why do you need to marry her?’’ her words sounded kind of bittersweet. ‘’I can do it by my own. England, though, can’t.’’ he added ‘’And a king always needs a queen, a real one Maggie. And as much as I care about you, I have to concede that in the end, you could not handle it. You can’t come through being a queen if it’s even achievable.’’ And he left.

Being honest, Harry had fun with Maggie. But that was it, just fun. He didn’t consider marrying her or having a life with her. Not because she was a maid, no. Simply because he knew she was incapable of being a good wife. At the end of the day, a girl like Margaret is just a simple girl, a maid who’s going to get married to a simple boy, but a girl like Y/n is a simple girl as well, who’s going to be queen and marry a simple boy, like Harry who’s going to be king.

[valentinaonthemoon]

Ten of my favourite fictional women for women’s history month  

I was tagged by the lovely @ryder616, two weeks ago, thank you for tagging me! Your picks were perfect, by the way.

(in no order at all)

Estella Havisham from Great Expectations; she spends her childhood with a Lady who reflects all her past mistakes onto her and she doesn’t know how to escape. Her character is very interesting to me, and I wish someone would expand it in some way, maybe with another piece of literature or media in general.

Catherine Morland from Northanger Abbey; she’s sent in a different city, far from her family and she makes it her own adventure. She loves reading so much that anything she sees, she connects with things she read in books, and if that’s not relatable, I don’t know what is. She’s not so much a heroine like her peers Elizabeth Bennet or Emma Woodhouse, but I have a soft spot for this book, so I can’t not mention her.

Fleabag from Fleabag; she is so flawed that it feels like she was created with any flaw in mind. And yet, she’s relatable, and even forgivable. I just want to hug her sometimes.

Jemma Simmons from Agents of SHIELD; I can’t pick a favourite SHIELD agent: they’re all unbelievably cool. Jemma is a biochemist, she has always found a way out of dangers and threats by staying collected and practising what she had already studied in theory. She’s passionate about stars and she is naturally curious about any new thing she finds, and I relate to those things very much!

Gil Ra-Im from Secret Garden; this k-drama is trash, but it’s become one of my comfort shows. Ra-Im is a stunt-woman, she’s strong, fun to be around, and sensitive; even though the show’s focused on her relationship with a guy that comes from a totally different background, her character is well rounded and it’s nice to see her reacting in different situations.

Matilda Wormwood Honey from Matilda; this kid essentially had to grow up on her own. She learnt to read, to cook for herself, to count. She basically learnt everything she could have learnt in school, but without all the friendships that came with it. And without a care from her family. She is a smart girl that just deserves and needs all the love in the world.

Nadia Vulvokov from Russian Doll; it’s all about the interior growth for me. Nadia learns all about how precious life is by - there’s no other way to say this - dying a lot. She’s snarky, very pessimistic, and she also needs a hug. I choose my favourite characters very well, lol

Phryne Fisher from Miss Fisher’s Murder Mysteries; miss Phryne teaches that you can be whoever and do whatever you want at any age, while staying absolutely classy. Also she’s smart and solves murders.

Sandra Kaluiokalani from Superstore; Sandra has her own little victories in a mediocre worklife sometimes. She has her nemesis and she has a best friend who doesn’t consider her a friend at all. She mentioned that she can remember everything she has ever heard or seen, once. Also, she’s hilarious.

Alison Cooper from Ghosts; BBC Ghosts is my current obsession and comfort show, so obviously I had to mention it. All the characters are genuinely great, and I can’t find a favourite, but I do love Alison. She’s the only one who can see and hear the ghosts, and she’s often sidelined, because she’s the “straight man” of the situation. She tries to cheer everyone up, when needed, although she likes to have her own space; she’s determined, but a realist; she’s very much a relatable character, and I wish to know more of her own backstory, too, someday!

Thank you again for the tag! I’m tagging @infinitestarsintheskye, @2minutes2midnight, @not-the-face, @springmagpies, and @giorgiaink, if they all want to do this!

I hope you all have a lovely day! <3

[redroseworks]

Even MORE Jason and Dick hcs?!?

Okay?? I guess. But im running out of these my dude

During the whole coming back as red hood shit "Jason? What are you doing?" "Teenage rebellion." "Alright, stick it to the old people."

Dick covered for Jason a lot pre jason dying. Broken vase? Dick's fault. Broken window? Dick. Lost Jason's watch that bruce got him? Dick borrowed it and lost it. Not because Bruce is an asshole but for at least the first year jason was terrified when he made a simple mistake like that as if someone was gonna hurt him

Jason was always more comfortable talking about his mom, catherine todd, to dick compared to bruce

willis todd is lucky he got killed by two faced bc dick would have found him and beat his ass for how he treated his wife and son

Dick once had to baby sit 12 year old jason todd and he lost jason in the Gotham library

Dick is very protective of jason after jason died and came back but he tries not to show it

But sometimes it oblivious

Sometimes dick has dreams that jason died again and when he watches up he has to call jason just to make sure he's alive

Jason dying traumatized Dick. When tim came into the picture dick would be close to having a panic attack when he saw tim in really bad danger. Same with cass and damian and duke. Also Steph and Babs. And any other batkids

Jason is unaware of this

Dick and Jason still argue over whether superman or wonder woman would win in a fight

Dick use to give jason piggy back rides. Now that jason is taller and broader than dick its pay back time

Dick tried not to cuss around jason but jason cussed within ten mintues of them meeting for the first time

[kinkylittlebastardsuniverse]

tell daddy a secret.

warnings! ok, let’s go again: cursing; spanking; obviously a daddy kink so if you don’t like that kind of stuff just click away; NSFW w/ plot ‘cause you guys may have realised im a slut for both; i guess that’s all for today.

and yess, you have to be over 18 to be reading this. tumblr’s rules, not mine.

words! not that much. don’t be dramatic. (jokes on me, the number you are looking for is 2940)

this is a fem!reader x bucky barnes imagine and unfortunately it’s just fictional.

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You had a kink.

You had it for some time now. It was a bit obcsenioux. And dirty. Some may even consider it disturbed. But you liked it anyway. It was your kink afterall, nobody's business.

You had a daddy kink.

And a boyfriend as well. Although he didn’t exactly know what was going on inside your naughty little head. 

It wasn’t like you didn’t trust him. Nope. Neither as if you didn’t want for him to be the first man you’ve ever been with to know about your little secret. Nah. You were just scared, to be honest. 

'Cause he was easily the best thing in your life. Your whole world; the light in the darkest night. You never thought you actually could be this enamoured by someone until you met him. James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes. The Winter Soldier on the flesh and Captain America's best friend. And the love of your fucking life.

Ok, maybe you were more than just scared. Maybe you were terrified. 

Sex with Bucky was amazing. No, more than amazing: it made you transcend. But Bucky was a 40's man even though he tried his best to adapt to 21 century. He still was a man born and raised in 1940. And he naturally still had some assumptions and behaviors from that decade. And you had no fucking idea how a man from that age would react to you telling him you would like to call him "daddy" while he fucked you. 

And you didn't blame him for that. Far from it: you accepted Bucky as a full package, with every scar and flaw. With his past and ghosts. And if you had to control your deepest desires just a little not to make him uncomfortable, you would do it with a smile on your face.

As if it was that easy. 

You craved Bucky since day one. Since his built up, muscular figure walked through the Tower's door you just knew he was meant to be yours. He was just a sexual crush back then. Even though a little voice in the back of your head always told you that he wasn't just that. No. He was more. There was just something about the little glint hid in his cloudy eyes that fascinated you. That had you trapped. Since day one.

It didn't take more than a few words for you to know that he was the one. It was cheesy and almost ridiculous, I know. Even you kept telling yourself that you were just enchanted by him. It was just arousal, just a phase. You would get over it.

But you didn't. And what was just a tiny little crush became an huge liking you took for the sarge. Natasha was in shock when you told her about your - as she called - obsession for Bucky. She told you had gone insane; she thought it was some kind of fever, that you should probably get a break from missions or get laid. You knew him for what? Three months? You had spoke with him what? Twice? And about what? Missions?

How could your stupid ass possibly claim you were in love with the guy? 

Oh, but your stupid ass knew. It (you) just knew it was meant to be. He was meant to be.

So there was a day that you were suffering from a terrible insomnia and the idea of making yourself some tea just popped into your head. You got up, making your way straight to the kitching and when you found Bucky struggling to make the microwave work you knew it was the Universe sending you a sign.

You helped him, letting out some stupid joke about how for a man who had a metal arm on display he had no idea how to deal with metal stuff. It was a dumb, tired joke that you almost regret, automatically thinking that he could feel uneasy by your forwardness. Until he directed you a richful laugh that made your poor little heart skip a beat.

He was beautiful.

You both spend the rest of the night together, just talking bullshit and getting to know each other. It felt so natural. You learned that he  was fascinated by bikes and coincidently you had a Harley FXB Sturgis you proudly took care of. You told him you really enjoyed Glenn Miller and Jimmy Dorsey even though you never knew how to dance and he promised you he could teach you, if you allowed him.

After that each day was a different conquer. A different new fact about Bucky and you were just addict to it. What could you say? You guys just clicked. Before Bucky you never imagined you could feel so electrified to know something new about someone. It was like you were drowning your whole life, submerged, craving for something your lungs couldn't reach. Then came Bucky. And he was pure oxygen for your pained lungs.

So one thing led to another and when you blinked you guys were already a thing. More than a thing, you were a couple. And you couldn't fucking believe it. 

Fuck, you told Natasha you were right.

It didn't take long for you guys to fuck, the connection that pulled you together being away too strong for any of you to resist. And the sex was another thing with which you both clicked. Bucky liked to be dominant and possessive over you, and you just loved to please him.

But then your daddy kink kicked harder then ever and you didn't know what to do about it. Natasha - who was basically your sister - warned you it would be best for you to just tell him. That he would still love you. You knew it was kind of silly to think his feelings for you were fragile enough to break because of such a thing. But you were still scared. 

What could you do? Swallow your feelings and be the tough Avenger you were on the field? At least that was what Natasha told you to do. So you decided you should tell him, yes. Someday... Maybe... If it was really necessary.

No, you had to tell him. Before he found out by another way.

...

It was an ordinarily enough Saturday night. Tony was throwing an "we survived this time, may not survive the next so you better enjoy" party; Clint and Pietro were on a drink-or-die contest; Steve was doing it all day; Thor was laughing loudly enough to sound like sparkly thunders through the night; Loki was probably scheming; Bruce was... well, Bruceing; Nat and Wanda were betting who would pass out from drinking and how they would manage to drag Pietro to his room at this time of the night. The good ol' Avengers.

Oh, and Bucky was about to fuck you.

You two lovebirds couldn't just resist. Your dress was just too tight, fitting your gorgeous body away too nicely. And you knew Queen Catherine from France had so much lovers because she never saw Bucky on a suit. 'Cause dear God that was a sight.

So that leads us here: you already naked, legs spread widely when Bucky had just teared your thong apart, your poor Calvin Klein's thong being shattered into pieces. That wasn't such a loss though; you were sure your dripping core had ruined it already.

"Shit, doll. You are soaked." Bucky's husky voice told you while his pinky lips hovered over your whimpering pussy. "All that for me, hum?" He continued, his grip tightening on your inner thigh.

"Yes! Yes..." 

Daddy. 

You bit your tongue. "...Bucky." You meowed softly, your desire for call him daddy hitting you like a thunder.

"Yeah? So put that ass up in the air. Wanna see it while I make you cum." He demanded and you obeyed eagerly. Oh, if he just knew the things you would do for him...

"Look at that." He grabbed one of your ass cheeks roughly and you moaned at the suddenly contact of cool metal on your flaming skin. "My babe got such a pretty ass." He groaned, his fake thingers now teasing your wet hole.

"Tell me, (Y/N). Tell me who this pretty cunt belongs to." His fingers easily entered your pussy, pleasuring your insides.

You, daddy.

"You, Bucky." You speaked in a muffled tone not just by the mattress your face was currently buried in but also by your firm attempt to not let yourself go so much and end up saying something you shouldn't.

Bucky put one more finger into you, making it three, and pumped harder into your pussy.

"I'm sorry, doll, I guess i couldn't hear you since you are moaning so loudly." And you were. You could almost feel his cocky smirk ranging proudly on his handsome face. Although you couldn't care less with his fingers buried deeply inside you, beautifully flirting with your orgasm.

You daddy. I belong to you.

"You, Bucky. I belong to you." You said loudly this time, your voice dying on your throat at the end of the sentence. You couldn't say it, not now.

But Bucky didn't seem to get enough of you and the slap that hit your ass made you lose control from all your senses for a second.

"YOU, DADDY!" 

A tiny little second. 

Bucky stopped dead in his tracks. Did he hear you right? Daddy?

Oh dear God. Did you just say it? 

Did he hear you? Of course he did, asshat! You just screamed it out loud!

You started to debate which were the chances of the music outside being too loud for him to hear you (you were panicking as you can see). But when you felt his fingers getting away from your pussy you just knew he had.

God, you were screwed now. And not in a good way.

Your blurred brain quickly started to think about possibly excuses and explanations for the current situation. You were right between "I'm sorry, you shouldn't find out like this" and "hey there, as you noticed I have a daddy kink, please don't push me away because of this" when you felt Bucky's metal arm clench around the back of your neck, pinning you into the bed. Your arms were beside your head in a submitted state when he leaned in, whispering into your ear with the most lustful voice:

"Did I hear you right, babygirl?" His grip hardened and you feel his knee spreading your legs apart, leading you to wonder which would be the size of the poodle in the middle of them since this man was driving you completely insane.

"Tell me. How long have you been keeping this little secret from daddy?" Oh, dear.

He caressed your pussy again with his free hand and you lost it.

"I'm so sorry, daddy!" You moaned loudly, your voice sounding more acute then normal.

“And here I was thinking so good of you… Guess I was wrong, hum?” He seemed almost hurt if it wasn’t for the strong scent of lust and superb on his tone, showing off his intentions. 

“I’m so, so sorry, daddy…” You meowed one more time, hoping for him to forgive you. 

Bucky made a disapproving sound with a snap of his lips. You squirmed under him, anxious for more.

"No, babygirl. I am sorry." His grip left your neck and you felt empty all sudden. And guilty. As if you had really disappointed him.

But then his touch travelled through your back, his hand caressed the whole extension of it before landing into your ass cheek. He stopped for a moment, right before

"Because now that you have been a bad girl I will have to punish you."

a slap. A hard one. Harder than any other he had ever disfered into your body during sex. And you fucking loved it.

"Count for daddy, pretty girl. I wanna you to take ten." You moaned a yes before the second slap came.

"Two, daddy!"

Who would ever say James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes,

"Three, daddy!"

the Winter Soldier on the flesh and Captain America's best friend, and the love of your fucking life 

"Four, daddy!"

would love your daddy kink so fucking bad?

"FIVE, DADDY!" This one was harder, making your skin burn; the scream leaved your mouth without permission - a mix from all the pleasure, pain and suppressed desire that you had boiling into you.

"S-six, daddy!" Your eyes were wettering right now and you bit your lower lip not to sob a pained whimper, not from slaps but mostly from your aching core which Bucky had abandoned a while ago and now was crying for some of his attention.

"Can't take them all, babygirl? First you lie to me. Now you are being disobedient. I'm starting to think you don't want to be a good girl for daddy anymore." 

You could almost touch the fake disappointment in his voice.

"No! No, daddy! Please! I want to be good for you!" 

But you were in for it anyway. 

"So keep counting while daddy spank that tight little ass."

Another slap.

“Seven! Daddy!”

And other.

“Eight!” A moan. “Daddy!”

“N-nine,” Your voice softened as a tear dropped from the corner of your eye. “Daddy!”

“TEEN, DADDY!” 

And there you were: ass all burning pink, your pussy aching wet and tears streaming through the corner of your eyes. You swallowed the gulp on your throat when Bucky’s chest came near your back. You were in ecstasy.

“There she is. My good girl.” His voice sounded warm on your ears as his flesh fingers came to clean some tears from your beautiful face. 

“Was I good, daddy?” You purred when his touch leaved your sensitive skin, placing a gentle peck where his fingers once were.

“You were, babygirl. Now open those legs, daddy is gonna fuck that pussy nicely.”

You spread your legs as open as you could, trying to make Bucky proud. He fitted right into the middle of them, opening you up a bit more. Bucky took his hard cock into his hand and slipped into you smoothly, your wet cunt greeting him warmly. 

“God, you are always so tight for me, babygirl. Taking daddy’s cock so good…” He groaned after a few thrusts, making your pussy clench around him. You both moaned at that.

“You are just too big, daddy!” You moaned and you swear you heard an animalistic growl coming out from Bucky´s chest. Jesus Christ.

“Oh, yeah? But you love it, don’t you? Such a cockslut my babe is, squirming all around daddy’s cock.” Bucky pounded harder on you this time, your pussy struggling to fit his whole cock all at once. His words made you shiver and your orgasm started to show up.

Bucky seemed to feel it too and managed to go even deeper into your sore pussy, making a bunch of loud moans to leave your dirty little mouth. He was fucking you senseless and your couldn’t help but love it.

“Daddy!”

You moaned loudly into one deep thrust of his and the dirty laugh that left his mouth was nothing but unexpected. And hot as well.

“Wanna cum on daddy’s cock, babygirl?” You nodded eagerly, the knot on your belly being away too strong for you to stop it. “So you better ask for it.”

“Please, daddy! Please I wanna cum so bad!” 

He slapped your already bruised ass to that and you almost screamed if the pleasure he was giving you hadn’t cut your voice. His pace became sloppier although his thrusts were still hard enough to hurt, making you inevitably squirm under him while your high was getting closer and closer.

“So you better come, babygirl.”

And you did. Hard and almost painfully. Waves of pleasure washed your body as Bucky managed to reach his own reach, spreading his white cum all over your ass. You moaned as you felt his orgasm reaching your skin so warmly, the thought alone increasing your own climax.

Bucky pecked your shoulder sweetly, getting out of the room for what felt like an eternity. You were about to stand up and look for him when you felt something fluff cleaning your skin. The sarge had came back with a towel and was taking care of you while you melted to his touch. Such a gentleman he was.

You the leaned down; Bucky with his back to the mattress and a hand under his head while you curled your self, leaning into his broad chest. You started to make little silly drawings into his skin when you felt him clearing his throat. Your shining gaze met his beautiful face right before he spoke. 

“So…” He began softly, shifting his curious blue gaze to yours after he cleared his throat once again. “ A daddy kink?” And something on his away too eager tone told you he was up to learn more about it.

“Yeah…” You said almost shyly. “Did you like it?”

Bucky laughed at it and your heart died for an instant. 

“If I like it?” His voice sounded darker this time, dragging you in. Bucky moved on the mattress, bringing his enormous body upon yours, caging your naked, vulnerable body to the bed.

“Doll, I wanna hear every single thing you have to say about that.” His predatory gaze met yours and he bit his pink lips, making that eager sensation on your low belly starting to rise all over again.

It was going to be a Hell of a night.

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tried to make this one more into (Y/N)’s perspective. what did you guys think about it?

[five0mcdanno]

Spoilers!!!

This is a big dump of some of my thoughts while I watched the finale. I have a lot so I thought it might be better to just write it all down incoherently in one post. 

I’m keeping this 90% positive because I really did LOVE the finale!! It was so good! I was on the edge of my seat the whole time. I laughed, I cried a lot, a smiled so much. It was great and I wanna talk about it. 

For the most part I loved the finale. There are only a few things I’d change. 

1. I’d cut out the last 5 minutes. There’s no appearance by Catherine. Steve said his goodbyes, left, boarded the plane and got the text from Danny. He smiles looks out of the window and that’s it. No Catherine.

2. I’d give that extra time to the Danny and Steve goodbye but I felt a bit disappointed by it.  I think if there was more “I’ll be back before you notice I’m gone” type of banter and some heartfelt hugging between both of them and Danny wishing Steve well and telling him he’d better come back soon then I’d be 100% content. Maybe even Danny coming back inside the house with Steve cause he knows the team is coming next and his boy is gonna need some support. I can picture him just sorta of hanging off to the side while Steve has his moments with the team. Then they ALL say goodbye as he leaves. That would have been perfect.

3. I also didn’t like that Steve left only a week after Danny almost died. That’s crap. He’d leave while Danny is still healing? Yeah right. Could have at least made it a month. I could have been happier at that.

With that said, here’s my live reactions as I watched:

Flashback with Victor and Wo Fat planning the pilot!! WHAT!

Oh shit Daiyu Mei is watching them at the cemetery from last episode. Ahh yes see Steve did drive to the cemetery. It's like people forgot he has a truck and doesn’t always drive Danny’s camero.

LINCOLNS CONTACT ISN’T CATHERINE OH THANK FUCK!!!! I was so sure she’d pop up and be in the whole episode. Phew!

Okay Steve looks kinda nostalgic but not quite wistful over her. Good, good.

HAHAHA!! Steve immediately said bye and pulled out of there to go save Danny, not even telling the contact anything. Gotta go save Danno. Sorry dude.

Also, love that Danny was in trouble with the tail and thought "I need my husband. He'll take these guys out" and calls him.

Oh fuck! Steve's face!! Hes so worried! The gunshots and Danny not answering! Ahh!

STEVE RUNNING STRAIGHT INTO THE FIRE BECAUSE HE THINKS DANNO IS IN THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Steve: "Danny Williams. You know who he is. My partner."

Even kidnapped and tortured Danny makes a joke about his car and exchanging insurance information 🤣

STEVE IS PUTTING THE ENTIRE POLICE ON FINDING DANNY INCLUDING EVERYONE WITH A BADGE AND EVERY HELICOPTER!! IM DYING!!!

I LOVE THIS TROPE!!!!! The bad guy calling the loved one and showing them a video of whumpee in chains covered in blood. So fucking good

"I HAVE THE ONE PERSON THAT YOU CARE ABOUT MOST IN THE WORLD”    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

“Don't make the same mistake as you did with your father”  !!!! Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!

Dammit Adam of course Steve is going to follow her directions and go alone. He'll do anything to save danny.

No messing around. Get the address, confirm hes alive, give the cypher and hes out

Danny telling the bad guys he better call his family and say goodbye because he has no idea what's coming for him is AMAZING! 

OH FUCK DANNO YOU FUCKING BADASS!!!! LOOK AT YOU!!! HOT DAMN!!! Climbing up the chains like spiderman and breaking them off and then killing nearly every bad guy!? Fuck!

Oh shit!!!! Theres the shot!!! Danny’s down!!!

Ahhhh everyone's here now!!

STEVE IS CARRYING DANNO OUT!!! AND SPEAKING TO HIM SO SOFTLY AND GENTLY! "You gotta crawl in there buddy"

HES CRADLING HIM IN HIS FUCKING LAP!!!!!! IM NOW OFFICIALLY DEAD!!!!!

IM CRYING!!!! He wants so desperately to go in the room with him 😭😭😭

MY HEART!!! IM SCREAMING!!!

Oh my god hes praying. Steve is literally asking God to not take Danny. "You want someone you take me. Not him. You take me"

FUCK ME

Steve’s heartbroken. He doesn't care about the cypher. Not with danny in the hospital

Oh I love lincoln. Hes a good egg.

"That was very mcgarrett of you" HA! 

Ohhh here’s the doctor. “Hes not out of the woods yet” “Can I see him”

MY HEART CAN’T TAKE THIS!

OH MY GOD YOU’RE KILLING ME WITH THE INA PAHA SONG RIGHT AS STEVE GOES IN TO SEE DANNY!! AS HE SITS DOWN AND TAKES HOLD OF HIS HAND

I CANT TAKE IT

Oh no Lincoln’s contact is dead. That means Catherine right? Well fuck. Shit. No. Dammit I don’t want to see her.

Yay! Danny's awake!! Did he just say something along the lines of “why’d you stop holding my hand?” CAUSE IF I HEARD THAT RIGHT I’M SERIOUSLY GONNA EXPLODE

“If I had a dollar for every time you've saved my life I'd have like 20 bucks” DANNY!

“Reminds me of what I went through with my dad” Oh Steven you’re making me cry babe.

NO CATHERINE SO FAR!! YES!!! They cracked the cypher and still no her!! Woo!!!

Ugh. Of course something was hidden in Doris' crypt. Keeping her bullshit secrets until the end. I hate her so much.

The is the most romantic McDanno episode I've ever watched. 

I’m always here for a badass ohana shootout scene and this did not disappoint. I screamed when Lincoln took down that guy. So fucking badass.

Ugggghhhhh fuck doris. Wo Fat really is her son. So dumb!!!

These flashbacks are awesome. Wow. John talking to wo fat was crazy.

That goodbye with Danny was shit. Super shit. I do love Danny saying that he loves hawaii now and blaming Steve for it but the rest was bleh. Danny was so angry and sad that Steve is leaving that they didn’t properly say goodbye. At least Steve said it's not forever and that Danny has a phone.

The goodbyes with everyone else made me sob like a baby. That was 100% the cast saying goodbye to Alex wasn’t it. Cause that shit hurted. Started sobbing at Lou’s goodbye and I’m still sobbing now as I type this.

"Missing you already" MY HEART!!! THAT’S SO CUTE. LOOK AT STEVE’S SMILE. It’s like Danno went “shit I can’t let him go thinking I’m mad at him. I know. Let me send this true but kinda funny text.”

Fuck its Catherine. Fuck. That sucks. SO MUCH! WHYYYYYYYY!!! WHY IS SHE HERE!!! At least Steve didn’t expect her or call her or something. She wasn’t on his mind. She just wormed her way back into his life like always. God I hate her. And I hate Lenkov for having a hard on for this ship.

I generally thought that Danny was gonna sit down next to Steve on that plane up until we saw Catherine’s hair. Even when he got the text from Danny I still thought maybe cause that’s something Danno would pull but nope. I’m a clown. 🤡

Just gonna pretend those last few minutes didn’t happen. The show ended with Danno’s text. 

Annnnd I’M A FUCKING MESS OF TEARS!

[yellowjckets]

What's ur fave thing about your fave show?

I MADE THIS IN OCTOBER AND LEFT IT IN MY DRAFTS OOPS stuff has changed & i added some stuff to this list but

a list of (some of) the best things in six bc i would die for this show (myth is my fave show but six is my fave actually RUNNING n current hyperfixation lmao)

also if u want audios u KNOW i have those

the REAL best thing abt six is that it’s full of references to other theatre n pop culture but also like …… it’s super self aware n doesn’t take itself too seriously when it does

as of the new run the band have costumes and it’s SICK

the lighting ???? holy shit. also the way the lights creep up on the beats into no way ... powerfuk

JOAN ON THE KEYS (cue greensleeves)

“the only one he truly loved”“RUDE”

the way aimie RUNS forward with “PRICK UP YOUR EARS” it’s SO funny i’d die for her

YOU SAY IT’S A PITY CAUSE QUOTING LEVITICUS I’LL END UP KIDDILESS ALL MY LIFE tht line just goes so hard okay

oh, you don’t remember? (daughters are so easy to forget!)

every single pop culture reference bc it’s the RIGHT amount of self aware n hilarious ………. 

i only found out what the pret joke means like YESTERDAY but im actually including it bc if you know You Know (it’s in don’t lose ur head)

every single harmony

anne’s little heel click dance in don’t lose ur head…. it’s so cute millie o’connell i would die for u

GREW UP IN THE FRENCH COURT OUI OUI BONJOUR (esp the way millie says it… also her delivery of like EVERY line)

how hard everyone goes on “WHAT WAS SHE MEANT TO DO” (they WILL scream in ur face)

“everybody chill it’s totes god’s will” 

everyone making fun of jane seymour just Because (bonus shoutout to the suddenly seymour joke they threw in) 

WOW YEAH WHAT A STRESSFUL SITUATION THAT NEVER HAPPENED (which has since been cut. pour one out)

“what hurts more than a broken heart?” “a severed head”

“he had to……adjust his location settings, if you will”

HANS ……… h o l b e i n …………..

HAUS OF HOLBEIN …… neon glow rave fever dream 

IGNORE THE FEAR AND YOU’LL BE FINE WE’LL TURN THIS VIER INTO A NINE

YOUUUUUUUR HIGHNESS YOUR HIGHNESS YOUR HIGHNESS !!! 

the airhorn in haus of holbein ………. it makes me lose my shit every time

AH, HENRY THE EIGHTH AND HIS FAMOUS FOUR WIVES

“….. woof”

millie being the footman in get down (& how FUNNY her & aimie are on the “some boys make an advance” line just. please watch them)

OKAY LADIES LET’S GET IN REFORMATION

NO ONE TELLS ME I NEED A RICH MAN DOING MY THING IN MY PALACE IN RICHMOND

“oh yeah, the least RELEVANT catherine!”

“dying of natural causes? WHEN WILL JUSTICE BE SERVED!!!”

all you wanna do is my personal fave song but it does go very very hard n i would say…. it’s MUCH MUCH better live than on the cast recording esp re: line delivery

aimie screams some of her lines in all you wanna do n every time i’ve seen her (i’ve seen grace as k howard too!) she literally CRIES …. fuck me up

i could make an entire post just abt aimie and k howard but we aren’t abt to do that …..

the staging of all you wanna do just ….. it’s a LOT okay

tall. large. henrytheeighth 

“oh my god, me too! nice NECK, by the way!” (cue anne boleyn and katherine howard high fiving each other)

catherine moral high ground parr (also a cut line pour one out)

“tudor womanhood. would recommend”

gold star for cathy parr ?????

the dancing in six MIRRORING the dancing in ex wives ... also the dancing in aragon’s part is the same as no way but the dancing in howard’s part is the OPPOSITE of all you wanna do ... powerful

we can redefine how we tell our stories but we can’t rewrite them (now slightly changed)

also this was cut but “i was the bewitching, beguiling one, because i was smart, witty and... not a man” was one of the most iconic lines (it was only in for one maybe two shows pour one out). also that entire conversation was great n called out literally every historian ever 

[sixcastappreciation]

sixcago gave me my gay rights

alternative title: review of the evening sixcago show on july third

this is like almost 4k and its mostly just rambling but i need to express how much i love sixcago

like at least half of this is just me being gay so i bolded some of the things that i found really interesting and isnt just me like, freaking out

so to start off: holy shit. the energy of the entire show was amazing, it was really funny and fun and the acting/dancing/singing was on point like i cant think of a single complaint on the part of any of them.

so to get into the actual show

ex wives

when the curtain came up and the smoke started pouring out i actually felt my soul leave my body it was such a good moment

less than thirty seconds in brittney mack made eye contact with me and i swear to god my heart stopped and i honestly had trouble focusing on the rest of the song

i am not exaggerating that is the whole truth and nothing but the truth

shes............. literally so good im still shaking as i write this like three hours later

the third repetition of the rhyme where they all sound kinda pissed off? they nailed that

adrianna was so cute when she said “you wont try that again”

andrea holy shit. thats really a wrap on that

abby got that like, kinda head in the clouds thing that i feel like is janes Brand during this part

when he saw my portrait he was like JaaAAaaa

i love brittney mack

courtney knew what she was doing with that prick line. get it girl

anna has the most angelic voice i swear to god

the six of them work really well together on stage???? like i know its all choreo and stuff but you could Feel the energy that they had together it was good

oh man the choreo for the end. im so gay

intro thingy:

adrianna with that riff!!!!! we stan

annas face after “herstory” was iconic. she knew what she had done wrong

you couldnt hear the intro for maggie bc people were cheering so loud

the way adrianna says maria made me gay

abby also knows what she had to say. she knows how cursed janes sense of humor is and she was really playing it up

protestent............ protestant

“we’ll tell you what you want what you really really want” this made me laugh so hard i dont rly remember the next like thirty seconds because i was dying

“the biggest.... the firmest......... the fullest..............” im. i cant

no way

“maria” AGAIN adrianna please. please i cant handle it

“OH muy bien aHHah” not to be Lesbian On Main but fuck this was so cute

her emotion during the monologue was SO funny

it was peak, it was so good

she really gets it. i dont totally know what it is but this aragon monologue gets it

when she said “really trying” she did like, a motion. i cant go into more detail but Fuck

so after “move me into a convent” everyone like, gathered around aragon and adrianna did a

well idk what youd call it but a like

her entire torso swung around in a huge circle right before “i dont think i’d look that good in a wimple”

and idk what it was but that part just made me Lose It

adrianna had this way of making it all a little funnier?

like catherine is usually pretty Serious, i think but it felt like adrianna knew she was playing a character who was Like That, if you will, and was kinda leaning into breaking the fourth wall a little

i can probably elaborate if that doesnt make sense

you say its a pity cos quoting leviticus ill end up kiddiless all my life

she said that with such conviction goddamn

oh, he doesnt remember

this was so good

the “sh-”s were really funny

the fucking. i dont know what it is but the *ting*

holy shit

i cant put into words

how much i loved that part

the pause after “i’ll go” was............ expansive

i just checked it was 10 whole seconds

that doesnt sound long but it felt like forever

she went high on “end of my life” and thank u for mine adrianna hicks

the amount of no’s was impressive and im heart eyes for it

adrianna just had really good stage presence

like i caught myself looking at her during the dance breaks of all the songs when i wasnt looking at brittney

it was just so fun to watch her go!

dluh

during the intro of like “yeah, you know, the really important one” andrea was doing some Dumb Shit in the background

like i dont know exactly what it was but she was just like

idk like noodling around in the back

and i caught her eye and she like, smiled a little

the gasps the rest of them did were....... cute

then andrea busted out a full on fucking witches cackle

then she stuck her tongue out and looked like she was taking a selfie and it was so cute

like, her tongue was OUT

“not my thing” had the BIGGEST uwu energy of anything ive ever heard

i thought people were kidding when they said andrea boleyn had uwu energy

they were not

pret a manger barely came across as a real line it was more like, an experience

the sorry not sorry choreo. its so funny and cute and simultaneously cursed

the way andrea delivered her lines here was just

it was like, cutesy and fun but also kind of cursed

uwu

when she said “are you blind” andrea like, gestured to herself, in a like “look how hot i am” kinda way

which might be the standard? either way it made me laugh a lot

don’t be bitter/cos im fitter was the only line in the entire production said with a british accent and it fucking slayed me on sight one hit ko

i actually like that they changed “mate, what was i meant to do” to “wait, what was i meant to do” because

it implies that anne had no other train of thought than the one she was on and thats very funny to me

i think it fits w andreas portrayal too

everyone was like, fake crying when anne fake walked down the aisle and it was really funny imo

and as soon as she got to the end anne like, turned, yk?

bro just shut up

the entire audience gasped after that

andrea had actual like, panic on her face

then she led into “i guess he just really liked my head”

and there was a beat after that, where everyone laughed

it was long enough that everyone got the joke

then she mimed the blow job

her riff on “hell”? iconic

“wait, didnt you actually die” no jane she was beheaded but she was fine

abby seymour said dumbass rights she has the Dumbest Bitch energy god

“catherine of aragon had tragically died” catch adrianna looking like, yeah it was so sad for me, how terrible, right?

then boleyn goes off

the. fury, passion, anger, zest, contained in andreas “MASSIVE-”

“over my dead body” andrea gave her this look like, youre damn right it will be

heart of stone

oof

okay so the monologue

oof

“i was lucky. okay, i was really lucky” o o f

“edwina” is still cursed tho

i dont know what it was about this. i dont know if it was abby, or the dialogue, or just it being live but

this made it clear that jane had been Through It

like, this monologue came across (to me at least) as unquestionably a “woman who was abused trying to justify it to herself” kind of situation

“and that’s not because i was scared,” she said, wearing an absolutely terrified expression

this is where she started tearing up i think

okay i gotta take a moment here because

abby was fully crying before the song even started

like somewhere about halfway through her monologue she started tearing up

i was looking for it specifically

i wrote this before the last part so see above

so by the first fucking like of hos you could hear her voice breaking

holy shit ms meuller what the fuck

im not kidding who gave her the right

at the stagedoor she said that after this she was like, “well thats it for my makeup” when someone complimented her song

she is crying. the first chorus and she is actively crying. in the breaks between her lyrics you can hear her crying

abby went high on a couple of notes in here

she riffed on “truthfully” and it was, wow

she didnt go for the whistle tones which was, honestly? the most relatable thing in this entire show

but a couple of the other notes she went high on and they were so killer

there was a second or two of pause after the end where everyone just, absorbed things before the applause

i have some questions for abby about this actually because i dont know if its just because the monologue was different than im used to but

i just want to know if abby meant to have everything come off like That but god

the mental gymnastics jane is doing here are so intense

this performance genuinely changed how i listen to hos forever

i dont think i can ever peacefully listen to this song again

this song gave me so many layered emotions thank u abby mueller

haus of holbein

hans................................. *holbein*

the chaos

i honestly barely remember most of it it was

i had no idea who to be looking at

but i remember it being beautiful

i dont have the words to express how

fucking funny it was

the accents were hilarious

like they werent great german accents, but that made it far better

they were leaning into the ridiculousness of it all

the way abby said “but we cannot guarantee that you’ll still walk at forty” had me on the ground

ive spent the last 24 hrs trying to figure out exactly why it was so funny and i think i got it

she dropped the german accent

and she straight up sounded like she was reading off the side effects of a pharmaceutical ad on tv

the freeze frame? legendary

anna and courtney (im pretty sure?) managed to look so genuinely offended that henry swiped left on them

your highness your highness your highness

god adrianna please

actually every h sound that came out of their mouths

but adrianna Got It

get down

oh god i gotta talk about “didnt live up to his expectations”

brittney like, half took off her jacket and gestured to her body and like, body rolled a bit and honestly? i was fucking dead

the sarcasm really jumped out here. brittney went off in the best way possible

she was fully fake sobbing right before “tragic”

fucking legend

brING me some pheasant!

the woof line is always a good moment but their facial expressions really made it work here

this song has the most outwardly complex choreo (ofc i cant speak to its actual difficulty) and every single one of them crushed it

brittney made eye contact w me again on “looking cute” and im deceased

oh god after “take my fur” she whispered “thank you. honestly” and gestured to herself again and like, i was dying

iirc brittney was like, skipping across the stage or something on “i look more rad” and snapped into position for “lutheranism”

we gotta take a moment to appreciate the operatic talent of that one “get down you dirty rascal” instead of the slo mo

like, ofc the slo mo is a good moment but

brittney went full opera and it was,

wow

shes got a voice on her holy shit

so much talent in such a tiny body

aCHYEAH

she picked the person sitting next to me to dance w her and

they did their cute little dance thing and then brittney gestured like, go sit down, and the person did, then stood back up and started dancing again

not like, in a bad way i dont think

it was super fuckin funny and after the song brittney was like “oh that was cute you think youre funny”

but i heard them talking at the stagedoor and like, brittney was chill it wasnt like a violation of anything

im not explaining it very well but it was really funny in person

everything about her on stage was just, so enrapturing

i dont have too many specific notes about this song because it would probably turn into just, me being gay, which is enough of this already

anyway! get down was good brittney mack is a stellar cleves

her fake crying is next level tho

the confrontation

boleyn, unprompted: i lost my head!

the beheaded cousins high fived after “nice neck” and like, stuck out their necks a bit it was so funny

seymours “i died”

we all know abby is gonna kill her line delivery

but GOD

and then after, she like, realized what she had said and struck a pose like, shit please still think im regal

the line itself was actually pretty, uhhhh, sad

theres something about boleyn roasting khoward in andreas voice

courtney with that “and your songs” had perfect timing

also “when will justice be SERVED” had such good punch to it

after she did that she like

rubbed her hand on janes face

and abby looked SO offended

theres something so, sincere about courtneys delivery of her roasts that i hadnt been getting and its SO much funnier to me

i forget exactly where but at some point boleyn aragon and howard were arguing

and in the background it really looked like seymour and cleves were having a normal conversation and i lost it like. they were just chattin

there were a couple moments of like, cleves and seymour interacting and it was interesting

aywd

courtney! mack! took! no! prisoners!

jesus christ

okay so i dont know if other howards do this or if it was just because i was seeing it live and up close and that made the difference but

for me the most compelling part of this howard was the fear

like yes there was the sadness/anger/etc like there was good emotion but

from the “he says we have a connection” re: henry, and then on, everything about courtneys body language just screamed that she was afraid

idk i might expand on this in a separate post because its a darker topic but yeah. holy shit that was emotional

not a single person clapped after the last line. they all waited until after “yeah, and then i was beheaded” before clapping

like the theater was dead silent. DEAD silent

it was like, so haunting because it was just courtney on stage at that point, with just the white spotlight on her, it was a Moment

im not sure i have the heart right now to get too deep into this

if it would be particularly interesting to anyone feel free to ask, im happy to get more into it but idk its just Emotional

actually this is already so long ima go for it

so on each “we have a connection” it was uhhhh parr and aragon (i think) who each put a hand on like, her clavicle

and for the first two verses she grabbed one of the hands and was like, flirty? ig

but on the one about henry seymour also put a hand around her waist and she like

she freaked out

and listening back to the audio i can

unpopular opinion perhaps but the actual emotion of her on stage didnt come thru in the audio

because it was so physical

like you could see how scared she was

which made it more relateable to me honestly

like she looked so so scared

it was heartbreaking

the confrontation part ii

oh BOOH OO MISTERESSES

“okay catherine, babes” is CUTE fight me

anna looked like, progressively more concerned as that beat went on, and then she just kinda like, deflated? it was really funny tbh

idk her parr feels Different than the parr im used to

during “oh im catherine parr i draw the line in arbitrary places” courtney was playing with her hair it was hashtag cute

BACKING VOCALS RIP CATHY PARR

idnyl

a cute little b flat major 7

yeah anna parr seems

hmm

she seems like she’s just, over henry

like from the start she just has no time for him

idk im Conceptualizing

anna uzele is

her voice is next level

she put survived in the “got married to the king became the one who survived” in air quotes which i think is an interesting note

anna got really physically into the “remember that...” bit of it and everyone in the back was also having a good time with it it was Good

andrea. she stuck her pointer finger between two of her other fingers on her other hand for the “my sixth finger” line and it was SO funny

khoward keeping aragon in line was

not the hot take i was expecting but nevertheless the one we deserved

both for “dissolution of the monasteries” and “well actually”

idk it was a cute character moment

one of *unsure, disgusted, vaguely annoyed* siiiIIIiix

abby was right in front of me and she looked SO uncomf

yeah, i read

iconique

andrea like, threw her head back for this line

the pause after “theres not much we can do about it now” is

painfully long and so so so funny

i was only really looking at brittney but she was like, arms down head up no body language it was SO funny

also her “yeah?” ended my life

she raised the mic up to her mouth while not moving an inch of the rest of her body

the part where they get all meta. has me dead

it was about halfway through this second part that i realized cleves had her coat back. i dont know when that happened. if anyone else knows when exactly anna of cleves gets her coat back after it gets taken off in get down please tell me. i genuinely want to know

this actually distracted me

i got vibes that they genuinely hated henry during this part

first off, mood

secondly, good

annas riffing. god.

she is so talented

dsfjksdf they all straight up left

six

the opening moment is really sweet and kinda funny

abby again killing it with janes cursed lines

courtney howard is actually so cute

when shes not being heartbreakingly sad that is

like her “bye!” was so cute

theyre all so supportive of each other its very cute

megasix

adrianna and abby both looked into my camera and like, i died

at the end anna and brittney were doing some dumb shit as they walked off stage and it was SO cute

after the show

i went to the stagedoor and it was a really fun experience! ive never done that before

it seemed like everyone was being pretty respectful and stuff, thank u six fans for being sane

i got four signatures on my program dklfjsldfjds

abby was such a sweetheart, we actually talked a tiny bit

i told her i loved her line delivery (because uhhhhhh i do) and she said that she tries to get in that comedic timing when she has Those Lines and like yeah

she was seriously the nicest

the ladies in waiting came out as well and everyone cheered for them and lets be real they DESERVE it

lemme sidebar here actually and talk about the ladies in waiting because

they killed it

bessie on the bass was living her best life at literally all times

brittney was also super sweet! i told her she had good energy (because uhhhhhh she does) and she was very nice about it!!!

i didnt really talk to anna or andrea but i got their signatures!

also speaking of my program im still losing my mind over “remembered for: headlessness” and “remembered for: staying alive”

thank u sixcago program

in conclusion! this was such a great+special experience!!! all of the actors were incredible, it was so wonderful

im also not claiming any of this stuff was unique to this performance or to sixcago in general this was just the stuff i noticed as i was watching it. if you clown on this post ill end u

[elizabethmasen]

okay so im rewatching twilight (2008) but its missed recording up until the carpark "everyone is staring" scene but imma still share my thots:

"since im going to hell" can you believe how much i would absolutely die for this cocky fuck i love him

why did they make him sit in the rainpour why whats the meaning???? hes just a soggy boi now!!!

lmao the absolute drama of the first movie. like yall are big Moody huh

also robs voice in this ✔✔✔✔✔

that peacoat was really doing the most sjfhjdjshebbrbd

holy sgit i forgot (jk i didnt really) how good this movies was

jtjejfhsjfj5 THAT DRIVE BY OH.MY GOD

theres so much breathing in the foley

'not the motes' no esme has better taste than that but still how i c o n i c

AHHHHHHHH THE COOKING SCENE IM SO FUCKIN HAPPY

EMMETT AND ESME AND CARLISE ARE SUCH A TEAM!!!!!!!!

ALICE!!!!!! MY BITCH!!!!! ICONIC ENTRACE INCONIC DIALOGUE WOW LOML

the relationship between alice and edward is so fuckin good and warm im dead

also edward anothony masen cullen more the king of consent i stan

"thats kinda miserable-repeating high school over and over" right???? like uni would be wayyy easier to deal with

".........uhhhh...........yeh this is my room......" oh my god thats so awkward fam

"no bed" BELLA omfg yall are horny teenagers i see

"i dont sleep" "ever??" "nah notatall" thats so fuckin funny ideky

the music im dying his face

also what fuckin 17 year olds wear a chambry button up???? like???? no?????

oh god "spider monkey" why???? the book scene was so good why??? this??

ed scaling those trees will be in my nightmares thx catherine

okay but using 'bella's lullaby' for the first movie and then during bella's transformation is a motif of cinematic brilliance

stephanie meyer queen of cameos

okay so renee is pretty shit but you gotta say her 'mothers intution' is pretty gold

i love see my boy smiling!!!!!!

props to rob for not breaking saying sme of the most hilarious lines "i like watching you sleep" sure dude go for gold your valid nejkkwkjduajhdndhd

"bella i just wanna try one thing" me, immediately: *gripped* nrjdjjfndjdjd oh boy!!!!!!! djjdkekdnue *on the VERY edge of my mf seat*

okay but showing up just for a pash is ICONIC and Very Valid

those curtains are ugly af

"dont move" *moves instantly and a lot* confirmed: bella is awful at following instructions same hat girl

tangling your fingers in the hair of a highly unstable apex predator is such a power move i love this ballsy hoe

she in the pit  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

what does that head movement mean???? i still dont know!!??

[squirrelly831]

Jaehwan Mythical Creature: Hunter and a Fairy {Part I}

Masterlist

Words: 2558

KEN’S CHAPTER

The cold air slapped his face as he tried to keep hold of his older brother’s hand. His bare feet slipped on the snow covered grass. “I don’t want to run more” he panted. Tears pricked his eyes. Lungs hurt from the inhale of frigid cold winter air. His brother’s warm glove-less hand tightened around his. He shot a quick glance back and grinned at his brother. “We have to hide really good. So no one can find us. We’re almost to our hideout. No one will find us there, okay Jaehwan?” He pulled his brother closer with silent apologies. They couldn’t stop until they reached base. Their secret base was the only way either of them would make it. Their pants and the snow crushed below their feet were the only sounds the two could muster. Jaehwan’s brother stared at their next obstacle with determination. That hill before them was all that stood in their way to survive this. He paused to catch his breath. His chest hurt from the cold air. Each breath felt like a sharp blade. “You climb first and get in the base.” He helped his brother get his footing and guided his tiny eight year old body up the hillside. Slippery numb hands clawed into the dirty beneath the snow. Dirt and rocks dug under his nails. “I don’t wanna do this” Jaehwan whimpered.

“It’s okay. Look up, you’re almost there.” He gave his brother one more shove up the hill and Jaehwan hit the top.

Jaehwan scampered to the side of the hill and stared down at his brother who prepared to leap. There one moment and the next all that remained was his embedded shoe prints. “Jason!”

A shrill scream echoed through the tree filled field. “RUN TO BASE, JAEHWAN--!” His brother’s voice died down as the sounds of slouches and sucking drowned him out.

There was a heavy silence as the tearful Jaehwan stared off in the distance. Shuffles of feet in snow and a cackle laugh echoed through the dead silence. “One kitty down. One to go.”

Jaehwan scrambled to his feet and ran to the base. He pushed the snow off the wooden door, but before he could pull it open Jaehwan was pulled back.

He was thrown back and screamed as he plowed into the snow, “I found you, kitten.” A lengthy man grinned. Fresh blood dripped from his mouth and blood stains covered his lower half of his face. His sharp canine teeth protruded out of his mouth. He wiped his hand over his mouth and gave a sheepish grin, “Sorry, I’m such a messy eater. I’ll be sure to eat you slower to savor the taste!”

The vampire lunged at him and Jaehwan screamed in horror. He shielded his face and turned away from the vampire. There was a scream of agony from the vampire that caught Jaehwan’s attention. He looked just as the vampire was consumed by a black flame. He disintegrated before Jaehwan’s eyes before the ashes were blown away by the wind. Past where the vampire stood, three people in cargo pants, a black shirt, and a black vest stood with weapons in hand. Each wore masks that covered their mouths. Jaehwan was near tears. Were these enemies? Allies? His next killers or his saviors?

“Aw, he’s shakin’ like a twig” a high pitch feminine voice came from the one farthest to the right. “It’s ‘ight, kiddo, we aren’t gonna hurt ya.” She pulled down her mask from her face to reveal a face of freckles and she took off her beanie. Her hair rolled down her back and spread out. Her pale skin was a stark contrast to her purple dyed hair. She made her way toward Jaehwa with a gentle smile graced on her lips.

“Stand down, Hillary. He could be a trap.” The middle one commanded. It was obvious that the middle one was a man. He’s voice was deeper than any Jaehwan heard before. Though low, his voice carried a wave of leadership and authority in it. His muscles were visible even under the multiple layers he wore.

The one on the left took hold of the middle man’s arm and shook their head.

Jaehwan had so much he wanted to ask. About his family, his brother and parents, his grandparents, and his village. However, Jaehwan’s adrenaline had other plans as it fell. He held out his hand towards the approaching woman. The mental exhaustion over took his small mind and his body felt heavy. His eyes rolled as he gave to gravity. He was caught before he plummeted into the snow.

A gloved hand brushed his hair from his eyes, “Poor, kiddo. Royce, let’s take ‘im in.”

The two approached Jaehwan and Hillary. “What are we going to do with some kid?”

Hillary glared up at Royce, “Raise ‘im, dumbass. Like ‘ow master raised your ungrateful ass.”

“Why you br--”

“That’s enough you two” the two stilled at their partner’s cold voice. “Hillary’s right. We can’t leave him. His family and village are gone.” Their partner pulled off their hood which revealed a black with bits of gray pixie cut stoic woman in her late 40s. She kneeled by Hillary and inspected Jaehwan.

“Master, are you serious about taking him with us?” Royce scoffed. He yanked his mask. His hair cut short in the back and sides was styled nicely and barely ruined from the wind or hood. His jaw looked sharp enough to cut bread. His arms crossed and his muscles were even more defined than before.

The master took out a veil of liquid and poured the contents into Jaehwan’s mouth. After a few moments the master stood back up, “Are you satisfied now, Royce? If he possessed any magic, he would have been destroyed like our vampire friend.”

Hillary’s eyes lit up, “That means we can take ‘im?”

The master nodded, “Let’s take him to headquarters. When he wakes, we’ll see if he wants to be a hunter.” She stopped and looked back at her two pupils, “You’re always complaining of not having kids, maybe this boy was a sign to you both. He could be your first son.”

Hillary grinned widely as she picked up Jaehwan and held him close. Royce, on the other hand, cleared his throat in embarrassment. “Do you really want to adopt him?”

“Course I do. We’ll give ‘im a great life. He’d be our lil Kennie!” Hillary rocked Jaehwan and Royce sighed. He knew he couldn’t tell his wife no even if he didn’t like the idea.

18 years later

He patrolled the forest with weapon in hand for the fifth week. After years of poisoning the forest, the mist it produced dissipated and it was accessible for all non-magic folk. He was on a quest. He searched for the rarest tree in existence. The Tree of Magic that was protected in the mist. He was sent to destroy the tree. If he destroyed the tree, fairies, nymphs, and wood spirits alike would vanish from the world. One less species that Ken and his family sought to destroy. Along with the quest of the tree, he sought for the fairy queen. The fairy queen’s death would bring a permanent end to the fae species. In his quest of the tree, he had run ins with elves, pixies, and nymphs alike. Some escaped, but others’ last image was the poison arrow that became their undoing.

The snap of twigs caught his attention. Crossbow in hand, he sprung to action. He spun around and pointed his weapon at his unwanted guest. His unwanted guest was in fact a woman who looked about his age. Long straight light gray hair around her face down to her mid-back. Her fearful hazel eyes pierced his. Pleaded to his. She wore a short tube dress with a colorful cardigan thrown over her arms. Her arms beside her head and cardigan bunched up at her shoulders with a basket overturned with weed like plants thrown about from the basket’s obvious fall. He lowered his weapon as he eyed her, “Why are you out here? Humans aren’t allowed this far into the forest.” The woman’s face paled as she looked down at the badge patched onto his leather jacket, “A hunter?!” Her eyes widened as she stumbled back. Eyes flicked to his and he saw the fear only deepen. He lowered his weapon entirely, “Relax” he loosened his pose. Crossbow shifted in one hand fell to his side, “I don’t kill humans. Just those creatures.” She flinched at his dark undertone. The hatred in those two words left her in shivers. “I-I was gathering herbs for a friend, but I ended up further into the forest--I got lost.” She gave a wry smile as she stooped down to pick up her herbs and basket. “Those are herbs? They look like weeds” Jaehwan tilted his head. “Let me get those. It’s my fault I startled you.” He moved towards her. He noticed her slight jump but kneeled beside her to gather the crushed herbs. “Are these any good?” Her hair cascaded down the side of her face as she looked at the ruined herbs in his hands. Hesitant, she reached out and picked up the herbs in his rough battered hands. Her pinky brushed against his hand and a spark was sent down both their spine. With a gasp, she jerked back and stood up frantic. “What is it?” He dropped the herbs and reached for his crossbow. He looked back behind him with bow in hand. Nothing was there. When he turned back the girl was gone. All that remained was the overturned basket and the herbs. He picked up the basket and put the crushed herbs in it before he stood with it in hand.

By nightfall, he drug himself through the front doors of headquarters. The mechanic doors slid shut and the hunters already inside stopped. Their eyes went to their unannounced guest and the aura thickened. However, when they noticed it was one of their own, their stiff shoulders fell.

“Ayyyeeeee, it’s Kennie!” Jeffrey ran up to Ken and wrapped his arm around his shoulder. “Bro, where have ya been? Steven, Catherine, and Benny have been lookin’ for ya all damn day.” Ken brushed off Jeffrey’s arm and bypassed him towards the artillery room as he pulled off his gloves. Jeffery was fast on his tail, “You had another solo mission, ya? Where to this time? A vampie den? Nymph infested--”

He collided with Ken’s back as he came to an abrupt stop. Jeffrey rubbed his nose and groaned. Ken smirked, but didn’t look back at him, “That’s what you get.” He walked up to the door and pressed his ungloved hand to the fingerprint scanner. The doors slid open and Ken went in to put away his crossbow, “If you need to know-” he started with a grunt “-I was out at Mystic Forest. Testing out the new poison and looking for that rumored fairy queen.”

Jeffrey slapped Ken on the back, “No kiddin! How was it? Any of those blasted fae folk?” Jeffrey held his hands out like he held a gun, “Any kills?”

Ken smirked as he slapped Jeffrey’s hands, “Who do you take me for? When have I not come back without a few kills?” Jeffrey gave him two thumbs up and grinned. “Couldn’t find a fairy though.”

There was a pop behind them and the duo turned. There stood a girl up against the wall by the doors decked out in a black tank top covered with a similar leather jacket with the hunter emblem and a pair of torn up shorts with fishnets that covered her legs down to her combat boots. “I’d be surprised if you found and killed a fairy.” She made her way to the two and pulled out her gun. “They are known to leave the one who kills them with a curse. A curse that many took to suicide to end the torture.” She placed the gun to her head with a grin. Jeffery watched her with lustful eyes and Ken rolled his. Her eyes met Jeffery’s and returned his lustful gaze.

“Get a room” he scoffed.

Jeffery shrugged him off, “Whatcha doin here, Cath?”

Catherine chewed on the gum in her mouth before she blew another bubble and let it pop around her bright red lips. She put her hand gun with the other ones like it then met Ken’s eyes. “Your mom is in the lab. She says she has something for your quest.” She strode past him and reached for the shotgun. She flipped the gun and grabbed her silver bullets then one by one until she couldn’t put another in. With a grin she yanked the pump, fore-end, of the gun and a click rang out. “Gotta go, Steven found a werewolf den and we’re planning to attack.” She held up a peace sign and walked out the room.

Jeffery went for some handguns, “I’m gonna go too. I’m not missin’ the action!” He ran after her and Ken shook his head as he headed out to the lab.

“Ma? You here?” Ken called out as he headed in the lab. It was empty rather empty with the exception of about five scientist.

A pair of arms flew in front of Ken’s face and encircled him, “‘UNNY! Ya ‘ome safe and sound. Did you eat yet?” A gray haired older woman grinned as she hugged him tighter.

Ken chuckled and hugged his mom back, “I ate before I got in. What’d you call me here for?”

His mom let him go and pulled him to her new invention, “Ya know ‘ow you are on that solo? I gots a way to kill off those damn trees fast.” She picked up a large handheld container with a hose and nozzle. “You can throw it up on ya back an pulled this an poison sprays. Ten times mo’ potent.” Ken took the tool and his mom pulled up a strap to help him try it on. Once on, she eyed it with a gleam in her eye.

“I’ll take it with me next week when I go back to the forest.” He nodded as he looked over the gadget. “Also, have you ever seen another human in that fae folk forest?”

His mother shook her head, “Ain’t no one been in, but you. Why?”

He shook his head, “Nothing. I just ran into one and she said she could find herbs out there.”

“Only way a girl like us is in there is for two reasons. One, she’s been taken an don’t know it.” She held up her index finger. “Or two, she ain’t one of us.” She held up a second finger. “You can’t be trusten out there an if she one of us, you need to save her cause she doesn’t know who she is.”

Ken nodded absentmindedly. He knew she was right. If that girl he saw was human, she was swapped with a Changeling. His eyes narrowed as he looked down at his hand. That spark he felt still laid remnant on his hand. Ken clenched his fist. He wanted to go to the forest faster. His need to see that woman again only deepened. [Continuation]

-Moodboard and writing by: Squirrelly831

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[artstrolabe]

I was tagged by @everythingisincorrect thank you so much! ❤❤This is a long one haha Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. Last: 1. Drink: Milk 2. Phone Call: ToonBoom technical support 3. Text: To mom: aww 4. Song I listened to: I just discovered Kishi Bashi so everything by him 5. Time I cried: over a year ago Have you: 6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: Fortunately, no 10. Been depressed: 😎 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no List 3 favorite colors 12. Blue 13. Green 14. Pink In the last year have you: 15. Made new friends? Yes! My coworkers! 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until I cried: probably but I can't remember any 18. Found out someone was talking about me: I feel like I am not hip enough to understand what this means. 19. Found out who my friends are: Nobody was two-faced to me if that's what this means? 20. Kissed someone on your Facebook List: The friends list? No General: 21. How many of my Facebook friends do I know in real life: yes 22. Do I have any pets: Too many cats 23. Do I want to change my name: yes 24. What did I do for my last birthday: it's tomorrow 😎last year I was playing pokemon all day dressed as the magikarp salesman 25. What time do I wake up: 6:30 26. What was I doing at midnight last night: watching my roommates play dot hack 27. Name something I can’t wait for: to have a house 28. When was the last time I saw my mom: today 29. What is one thing in my life I wish I could change: my appearance 30. What am I listening to right now: Kishi Bashi 31. Have I ever talked to a person named Tom: had an old science teacher named tom but we called him mr. T 32. Something that is getting on my nerves: chapped skin 33. Most visited website: tumblr unfortunately 34. Moles? A notable one is built into my dimple 35. Mark(s): yes 36. Childhood dream: I wanted to run a cat safari 37. Hair Color: dark brown 38. Long or short hair: short 39. Do I have a crush on someone: No 40. What do I like about myself: my vast knowledge of pokemon 41. Piercing: fortunately no 42. Blood type: dont know 43. Nicknames: every derivative of catherine 44. Relationship status: thinking about attempting to date 45. Zodiac: Scorpio 46. Pronouns: they/them 47. Favorite T.V. Show: stranger things rn 48. Left or right handed: Right 49. Surgery: uhh I had surgery on my jaw once because a tooth fused to it 50. Hair dyed a different color: No 51. Sport: pokemon 52. Vacation: we go to the beach 53. Pair of trainers: I think this means shoes so yes I am a converse gay More General: 54. Eating: nothing but 5 second junk food 55. Drinking: milk, coffee, water 56. I’m about to: sleep (in!) 57. Want: something to want 58. Get married: its unlikely but sounds nice 59. Career: im a storyboard artist 60. Hugs or kisses: hugs unfortunately im afraid of germs 61. Lips or eyes: what does this mean? I like my eyes better than my lips..? 62. Shorter or taller: im fugkin 5'1 63. Older or younger: Im the eldest of 5 64. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms? 65. Sensitive or loud: loud but also Trained Out Of It 66. Hookup or relationship: relationship 67. Troublemaker or hesitant: multi track drifting Have I ever: 68. Kissed a stranger: no 69. Drank hard liquor: no 70. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no 71. Turned someone down: yes 72. Sex on first date: no 73. Broken someone’s heart: no (hopefully) 74. Had your heart broken: no 75. Been arrested: no 76. Cried when someone died: once when i was a kid 77. Fallen for a friend: still figuring this stuff out but probably™ Do I believe in: 78. Yourself: no 79. Miracles: no 80. Love at first sight: no 81.Santa Claus: no 82. Kiss on first date: im sure it happens? Other: 83. Current best friend(s): Anna Timmy Jenny 84. Eye color: Brown 85. Favorite movie: Kingsman rn I guess that’s all the questions. Idk where the rest went? *touches the soil* something terrible happened here. The number is 85 now. good luck my dudes. Alright im not gonna tag anybody because that was a pretty long list. But if you want it you can have it! I know some of my mutuals are ask lovers ( @the-goofus-is-here 😉) so go for it!

[snushiie]

she told the story

There's nothing else but the truth to face: I'm dying. I'm going to die. My children have grown into their thirties with children of their own, my beautiful grandchildren. My family and friends have passed before me, and I'll see them soon. My Philip. . . my Alexander. I lovingly caress Angelica's cheek with a weathered hand, worn by age and what I've done to preserve the story, the way I once did for my husband. "My love," I wheeze, "it's nearly time. I'm going to see Papa." Her eldest son, Vincent, who's only fourteen, stares at me with tears in his eyes. "Please don't cry, Vin," I murmur, a smile on my face. "Must you leave, Mama?" sobs my youngest, a boy I've named Philip. His daughter, Catherine, clutches my hand as if it is her lifeline. I can feel my own tears roll down my face, as the doctor and everyone else lets me have space with my babies. "Oh, yes, Philip. Don't fret; I'll be with your brother soon. Your father's waiting for me, you know. You all remember how impatient he is." I smile humorously. My children chuckle. Margarita places her child, a mere toddler, at my side, and George clutches my arm without understanding that his grandmama would be passing into the next world within minutes. "My only regrets will not be seeing your children grow, and that I haven't done enough for our family." I take a shuddering breath, and Angelica strokes my white hair. I look up at her. I'm nearly there, I can feel it. For a second, my child is my sister, and my youngest is my oldest child, freckles sitting on his face, and my husband is at my side and he's smiling at me, 'My love, you're almost there. I'm so proud of you.' "I'm almost done," I murmur. My eyes focus again, and I kiss Angelica's hand. "You will continue this family for us, Angie," I breathe softly, smiling with tears running down my face. "It's only a matter of time." Then my heart stops, and the last thing I do is gasp loudly as the visual of thousands of people sitting in front of me, weeping, flashes before my eyes, then my hand is being grabbed, and my eyes open again. "Alexander!" I cry in relief as I throw my arms around my love. "Oh, darling." He tucks his face into my hair. "You've done so much for us." A hand is on my back, and there's Philip and Angelica, smiling at me. "Eliza," she breathes, taking me in her arms. "Christ, you've worn yourself out over there." She grins. "Mama," Philip says, running into my open arms. "Quatre, cinq, six, sept, huit, neuf." It's seconds later when I realize that he continued the count from his last moments with us. I'm then hugged by three pairs of strong arms, and I laugh tearfully as I clung onto Gilbert, Hercules, and John. "Oh my God, you look like my son!" I look between Philip and John and I giggle. "Thank you, Mrs. Hamilton," George Washington says sincerely, smoothing my hair. I notice that I'm so much younger now; my hair is raven colored and my skin is clear and unblemished, and I'm in the dress I was in when Alexander died. "Oh, we're dead, aren't we?" I ask, looking to Alexander. He laughs. "You never were one to sugarcoat much." He presses a hard kiss to my temple. "Eliza, I love you so, so much, you marvelous woman." I wrap my arms around his waist, and I feel Angelica and Philip and my friends wrap their arms around us until we're all hugging one another. "I love you, too, Alexander Hamilton." - HI IM ON MOBILE AND IT'S 2:30 AM AND I WOKE UP AND THIS POPPED INTO MY HEAD IM CRYING AND NOW GOING BACK TO SLEEP NIGHT

[racealle]

Til We Meet Again

It was my special day... with my special someone... my friends and family are all here... smiling happilly for me...     I've been dreaming of this day... walking down the aisle...  a bouquet of flowers in my hand... looking at the man waitng for me in the altar...   He was my best friend... She was my best friend... He was my savior... She was my partner...   Its the song I made just from him... singing it right now feels surreal..   I asked her to sing... Hoping it to be the first but not the last.. -------- Time Check : 2:02pm My head perk up with the sound of the door opening hoping to see the person i was supposed to meet.  We were supposed to meet at 1:00pm, today is Saturday, its not even traffic... Where the hell is he?    *looks at the reader* Oh Hi! I was waiting for someone, which happens to be late AGAIN. *reader: ahem who are you??* Ooppss sorry I kinda forgot to introduce myself :) Hi! *waves* my name is Catherine, 23 years old. Occupation: freelance model, instrumentalist, singer, and teacher :) Yip! that's me :) No Boyfriend SInce Birth... I'm still young and... boys kinda makes my head hurts, like this one im waiting rignt now.. so in the relationship aspect.. i think im good. :) thanks but no thanks.  hmm but you know what, I've been inlove like seriously inlove.. its the same man from fifteen years ago... the same boy who became my savior.... "Kitty!" a man's voice can be heard in the entire cafe.  Oh man! how embarassing! It's him, the guy I am talking about. Meet Steven, my prankster of a friend, a lunatic but my most trusted friend. :)   It quite funny to remember how we met 15 years ago...   Flashback *15 years ago* I was in my 3rd grade in Elementary, I used to be a chubby little girl, the same reason why most of my classmates often picked me to be bullied. One day, I was happily muching on my big candy while walking down the streets to school. I heard someone calling my name.   "kitty kitty little kitty hahahaha!  I looked back and saw my bullies. Way to go aiming to have a very nice day.    "What do you want Mark? I asked them grumpily.  "Give us you food, you pig!" They shouted at me. "I dont want to, Its mine. Why don't you tell your parents to prepare something for you?" *Smirking* "You don't want too? Hold her guys, let's get her lunch box! "No! Please stop! I shouted back, but to  no avail, they're still trying to get my lunch then I started crying.  "STOP what you're doing! Mr. Officer arrest them! The kids ran as fast as they could while i was left crying on my own. I didn't notice the person standing in front of me. "Stop crying now, here take this its smaller than the one you had earlier but its delicious, its actually my favorite"   I looked up at the person speaking, there I saw a boy smiling while peeling of a candy.  He hand it over to me and said "Here try this, its really good." When he noticed me staring at the candy in my hand, he nudge me and said. "Eat up!"  "Thank you." I started tasting the candy he gave me. "Hmm.. its good indeed." I said to him.  "See?! I told you so.. my name is Steven, starting today, we're friends, okay?" Don't worry those kids wont bother you anymore, I will protect you, promise!  "Okay! We're friends! Thank you once again! Starting that day, I found myself a friend, my most precious friend. :)     Present Day That's how we started our friendship and until now, we're still together.  "Kitty!"  "Speaking of the devil, here comes the trouble maker." "Kitty Friend!" He shouted again. "Argh! Do you enjoy shouting my name that much? Now the entire cafe knows my name." I said playfully.  *dear readers, meet my friend and long time lovelife (he doesn't know thay btw) Steven Salazar.*  "I missed you Kitty my friend!" he said while hugging me tightly.  ("Damn this man, dont be like that man, I've been trying to hold myself back from kissing you moron!"  silently grumbling myself.) "kitty, do you have a fever, your face kind red. What happened, I can hear your heartbeat and its really fast."  ("Really damn this guy, does he want me dead? Arghh and you my dear heart, you want to come out of my chest? arghh!!! Calm down!") "I'm fine, Im just startled because of you, you moron! We've seen each other last week, You called me as if we haven't each other in ages. hahaha" (He finally broke the hug and went to sit in front of me. He's still smiling widely while doing that flower pose, he's cheeks becoming more evident, he's looking so cute. I think I falling too hard again. Dont be like that.) (I stopped myself from writing and carefully removed my eyeglasses *clears my throat*)  "What happened to you? You seemed so happy. Did you win in the lottery?" Yah! share with me your prize! You let me wait here for an hour, I deserve a share of your winning!" (As if he didn't heard me, he's still smiling like an idiot he is.) *hitting him at the back of his neck* "Uy! You look like a a creep! What's with you? Are you in heaven?" "Ouch! That hurts Cath! and Yes, I'm in heaven and I've seen an angel."  "Wow, you're crazy." I went back to what I am doing. "Catherine" (I was surprised when he called me by my full name, he rarely use my fullname unless he will tell me something important. I put aside my files and looked at him properly this time) "Why?"  "I want you to meet someone." "If its another guys you want to set me up with, No thanks. You know what will I say." I said while rolling my eyes at him. "Idiot!, When will you have a boyfriend then? Anyway, Its not a guy. Its an angel. My angel."  "Angel? Who..."  (I wasn't able to finish what I am about to say when i notice a woman approached our table) "My dear friend, Kitty Cat, meet my Lisa, my GIRLFRIEND. Lisa this is Catherine, my BEST FRIEND." ------------------------------- (I was left speechless... Girlfriend, he said GIRLFRIEND) *waves in front of my face* "Hey dude, are you alright?" "Oh, girlfriend? Wow you had a girlfriend? I didn't know and i thought we're bestfriends?" (I told him jokingly but damn my heart feels like it dying.) "Yes, buddy, we've been together for quite long already but we need to keep it a secret because of her family, but now we're telling everyone about us. and I want you to be the first one to know." He said while still smiling happily holding his girlfriend beside him." "It's nice to finally meet you Cath, Steven has been telling me a lot of stories about you." (I looked at the girl while smiling, I hope they wouldn't notice how I truly feel. You're strong Cath, You can do this" "Its nice to meet you, Lisa. You're really beautiful. What kind of stories does this idiot told you? Come and sit with us." (I smiled and reached her for a hug. She was really beautiful and kind, I'm glad my idiot of a friend found her. It's nice to see them smiling at eacch other lovingly, but why do i feel like this? Damn, my aches while looking at them. tsk I've been cursing in my head too many times today.) (I reminded myslef of my role in this situation. I am the guy's bestfriend. I need to be happy for them. Forget your pain. I am nothing but the GUY"S BESTFRIEND.) (The couple informed both of their families of their relationship, they we're really surprised :) some of Steven's family said that they thought the two of us would be together because we were always together since 3rd grade. They didn't know tho how i feel tho...) --------------------------------- A month had passed, I'm stil the guy's best friend. but unlike before, now we rarely get to meet often. Well in my defense, I've been really busy, an offer from a Fashion Company sent me a letter for the France fashion event. I was reluctant to accept the offer at first, but after sometime, i realized maybe God is giving me this blessing to help me as well to forget and move on. Its a 1 year contract, maybe by the time I came back I already have a boyfriend to introduce to my family. Just maybe. :) That's why I've been really busy too.  I purposely didn't inform my family and my friends, specially Steven about my plans. I flew to France without informing everybody.  ______________________________________ Welcome to France!!! When I landed I called my family of what happened to not worry them so much. They were very mad at first. But i explained to them my purpose and supported me. During the 1st month, Steven and I were constantly updating each other through chats. He even told me, "Why did you have to leave like that? I didn't even have the chance to say goodbye. You're cruel, you know that? When you get back i want to have my presents. got that Kitty?"  But then after sometime, we lost contact with each other, I've been busy maybe he is too. After our rehearsals, I always go straight to my laptop to see if he sent me a message but nothing. Instead of message, what i saw in my TL are photos of hin and Lisa, they look so happy. I didn't notice how my eyes are filled with tears, tears rolling down on my cheeks while looking at those beutiful photos of Lisa and Steven.  It continued for the rest of my stay in France. I just glad that we are busy with the Fashion Shows. When I got home, I continued torturing myself, browsing my TL then I saw this qoute. "I'd rather live the consequences of the things I've done than regret the things I haven't done." It was like a wake up call for me. I'd rather suffer on my own than destroying my friends' relationship. I don't want to be selfish and beside they are happy. He is happy. I don't want himt o loose his happiness. That night, I cried myself to sleep, I didn't notice the creaking of my door. I felt a weight on my bed and someone hugging me. It was my friend Rose. I cried harder this time.  "Cath, its better to tell him, he might be with someone right now but atleast it will help to be free from what you are feeling. If you don't you might end up regretting not figthing for your love. We'll be in the Philippines by next week, grab the chance and confess your feelings to him. If he won't accept you so be it, atleast you let out what you truly feel." That night longer sobs and tears were my answer...  --------------------------------------------------------- Philippine Airport... *rings* "Mom, We just landed here in Ph, don't bother fethcing me anymore, Papa might be tired already, I just go home on my own. and its already late. Don't wait for me okay?" (When I arrived in front of our house, I stopped for a while and look at the surroundings, its still the same, my home.) I quitely opened the house, lol i still found the spare key under the rag, better tell Papa to hide it somewhere else.  "WELCOME HOME CATH!"  I was startled by their loud cheers, i thought everyone is asleep already. but here they are, my family, my friends and the most precious person in my live right now... STEVEN. I was enveloped in a tight hug by my family. Then someone took me in his arms and hugged my tightly.   "I missed you a lot, my best friend? how have you been?  (I allowed myself to melt in his hug, this will be the last time i promised to my self,) "I'm fine Steven, France has been good to me for the past year, I missed you too" I replied and hug him even tighter. "How is Lisa by the way?"  (There i saw the glint in his eyes again, the same time i heard my heart shuttering into million pieces once again. He smiled widely) "Let's meet tomorrow, same time, same place. I will tell you something important."  "Oh Sure, I need to tell you something too. See you tommorow then?" "Yes, my friend, you need to rest now. its a long flight. We'll see each other tommorrow okay?"  (He hugged me again my kissed my forehead." "Goodnight." (Yeah tommorrow, I'll tell you...  I LOVE YOU.)       ------------------------