#But when I hear everyone else in the lab talking about the molecular aspects of their work it genuinely makes me feel stupid
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I really need to think long and hard about the direction I want to go in science.
I’m really fond of animal behavior, and I love working with the fish, but...
In terms of what I like to read, what I like to chat about? My passions lie firmly in paleontology, despite my having no formal training in the matter.
And I have no idea how to balance those things.
#Weredrakka words#Just fretting again#When I say I have no formal training I mean that the closest I've come to a class is a seminar hosted by PRI that I attended when I was 8#Everything else I've learned by reading papers#And every time I go to a conference I attend a handful of behavior talks and then dive into the fossil symposia#Even my favorite genetics paper of all time deals with an extinct species#(It's the Wrangel Island mammoth genome paper; I fucking love that thing)#And the other thing is that it's not really dinosaurs and stuff that I'm invested in#Don't get me wrong; they're really cool and I do love me a good dinosaur#But I just accidentally spiraled down a research rabbithole about anomalocaridids for the last... 5 hours?#(Also some ichthyosaur phylogenies because where the HECKIE do they go)#Don't get me wrong; I love working with my fish#I love working with live animals even if they can be somewhat frustrating at times#But when I hear everyone else in the lab talking about the molecular aspects of their work it genuinely makes me feel stupid#Because that's just Profoundly Not Where My Brain Is#I can do genetics and I can do genomics (bioinformatics is eldritch science and you can't change my mind) yeah#But that's... That's not how I would answer a question#When someone asks me a question about an animal my first answers are how it behaves and what came before it in the fossil record#And I just. Don't know how to balance those two things into something that's respectable
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University AU - Lance!Baseball
So earlier I made a post about Lance being a baseball player, and I decided to ignore all of my responsibilities and instead just write this full fledged fic based on that post. Honestly I love the university au and I think I might do more, and have them all like connect. But only time will tell. So without further ado, please enjoy my little baseball au.
(Also if you were wondering, everything in this that is baseball related is correct, I’m from a baseball family and have spent years scorekeeping for my little bro’s games, ironically this fic got a little away from me because I got so caught up in the baseball aspect of it. I'd apologize but honestly, I miss baseball so much and this gave me the dopamine I needed, so guess you’ll just have to deal with it. *insert Arianna meme about “what about it” here*)
Lance getting a spot on the team was the second best thing that could have ever happened to him. Lance getting a starting spot on the team, that was the absolute best thing that could happen to him. Every practice, every skirmish, every drill just made him grateful for being a part of the team.
Yeah, the school’s baseball team wasn’t their prize sport, that fell on the football team. But that didn’t mean that it was any easier to get on, and even harder to get play time. So when Lance found out that he wasn’t going to spend his entire first season on the bench, let’s just say the boy saw God.
He just wished his friends were as excited as he was. When he first broke the news he got a few “wow, that’s cool.” or even “nice job Lance” but that was it. There was no genuine surprise or enthusiasm. It hurt, but knowing his friends, he couldn’t fault them. Not when Shiro was literally the starting Running Back for the football team, Hunk being the starting Offensive line, and Allura the starting forward on the girls soccer team. Pidge winning as many science awards as humanly possible, and Keith kicking ass in all his classes. Why would anyone care about some dumb baseball team?
Still he invited them to his first game, and though he hid how much it hurt when they didn’t show he still did extremely well. He made plays like they were second nature, which considering the 10+ years he’s been playing the sport, they basically were.
The longer the season went on, the less it hurt when they didn’t show. His mom, and some of his siblings would, and that’s what really matters. Some of his friends from class did, and that was nice. And his team was always there to keep his head in the game. He was grateful to have become close to so many of them.
Everything was going great, at least he thought they were.
They were having one of their study sessions in Shiro’s room, Keith and Lance studying chemistry while Shiro, Matt and Allura were studying for their Calculus 3 exam, and pidge and hunk doing some lab report for their molecular biology class. Keith was having trouble with one of the problems, huffing loudly every time he got stuck.
“You okay, man?” Lance asked, looking up from his notes.
Keith huffed again, “Yeah, I just can’t get past this fucking thing, I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.”
Lance leaned over to look at the problem, the lightbulb in his head lighting up full force when he recognized the question. He spent the next few minutes explaining to Keith how to approach the problem and walking him through it before Pidge interrupted.
“I thought you sucked at Chem!”
Lance laughed, “I do, but I had the same trouble with it, and my tutor taught me how to do it.”
“Since when did you get a tutor? I thought they were all too expensive?” Keith asked
“Um...the baseball team pays for a tutor for whatever class you need.”
“Wait,” it was Shiro this time, “You’re on the baseball team?” the entire room looked at Lance with a mixture of confusion and shock.
Lance reached up and rubbed the back of his neck before sighing, “Yeah, I told you guys the day the list came out.” he said simply, he didn’t know why, but he was starting to feel a little embarrassed about the situation. So he kept his eyes from looking directly at anyone. “I..um...even invited you guys to a few games at the start of the season…”
Pidge broke out into a fit of laughter, “What? No you didn’t!”
He didn’t mean to wince at her outburst, but he couldn’t help it. It hurt. And he was ashamed that he was able to show it so easily in front of his friends.
“Yeah, I did. You said something along the lines of ‘but it's literally soooo boring’” Lance let his shoulders sag before pulling his phone out of his sweater pocket and checking the time. “Honestly, its no big deal, but I do have to go. Got practice before the game tonight.” he quickly packed up his stuff and made a hasty retreat from Shiro’s room, mumbling his goodbyes.
The group sat in the silence for a few too many seconds. Their eyes trained on the door that their friend all but ran out of. How did none of them realize it? How did they not know? Lance, the guy who literally never stops talking, who’s so excited to share his most recent life update. If what he said was true, then what kind of friends were they?
Lance went to as many football and soccer games as he could to support his friends. Was always up for celebrating Pidge’s success, and never failed to congratulate Keith on his recent exam score.
Matt was the first one to speak, “Anyone else get the feeling that we’ve royally fucked up?”
“What do we do?” his sister asked, it was clear that she was the one who felt the most guilty, she remembered saying just that to Lance. She didn’t mean anything with it, she was just talking, and it was true, she didn’t really like baseball. But he seemed so hurt by it.
Shiro got up and took his phone off of the charger that sat on the other side of his bed.
“Shiro?”
“I’m checking the game schedule.” He said, typing into his phone. “He has a game in two hours.”
Everyone took that as the deciding factor. They were going to continue studying for another hour before heading down to the baseball field. They were finally going to watch their friend play.
It was much too easy for Lance to forget everything that had happened in his friend’s room once practice started. He went through the drills and ran his laps with a clear head, his teammates joking along with him.
He was way too engrossed in practice that he didn’t even notice his friends make their way to some seats behind home plate, snacks in hand.
They watched him through practice, none of them really knowing what was happening.
“They all look the same.” Keith grumbled, “Which one is he?”
Hunk looked at the program he had managed to grab on their way in, “Number 15, damn, apparently he’s starting short stop and plays 2nd and Left field!”
“I’m going to be honest, Hunk” Shiro laughed, “But 90% of us don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Hunk joined in on the laugher, taking a bite out of his warm pretzel which definitely needed more salt “All you guys need to know is he’s really good.”
Hunk was right, once the game started, it was clear that Lance was insanely good. The times that a ball was hit to him, you could count on that guy getting out. He never dropped a catch, all of his throws were precise and even from where they sat, they could hear the power the ball held once it hit the target glove.
“Coming up to the plate, Straight from Varadero Cuba, Shortstop and Second Baseman, #15 Leandro Serrano!”
Hunk leans forward, his attentiveness surging everyone else to do the same as they watched Lance swing his bat a few times before stepping into the box. He swings his bat a few more times keeping his eyes on the pitcher as he finally settles into his stance.
The first pitch was much too low, Lance knew it the moment it left the pitcher’s hands. “Ball” he heard the umpire behind him. He waited patiently, the guy wasn’t throwing hard, and honestly if he wasn’t so focused he probably would have smiled. If the guy were to throw at the right height, he’d have no problem launching the ball out into the outfield bringing in one, maybe even two runs and leaving him on second.
The next pitch was a little outside, but he knew if he were to skip this one it would be counted as a strike anyways. He watched as his bat tipped it and sent the ball flying to the left, never crossing the foul line. He took a step back to shake it off, loosen up his muscles before reentering the box and taking his stance back up. He heard the count, 1-1 as he did so.
Somehow, he knew the next pitch was his. Something in his stomach just told him that no matter what, he had to swing. So he did, timing it perfectly he watched the ball make contact and fly off of his bat. The second it did so, he dropped the bat and ran to first, looking up as he rounded the base just in time to watch the ball completely clear the back fence. He never stopped running as he kissed the necklace that hung around his neck and pointed a number one up to the sky, the stands erupting into complete joyous chaos as player after player crossed home plate safely.
No one was expecting to see something like that. To say that the group of teens were surprised was an understatement. They cheered and remained in awe of their friend, who seemed so in his element on the field. The first two pitches made them anxious, but the third, man the third sent all of them out of their seats as they joined the rest of the stands to celebrate what the announcer stated as a three run homerun.
As the game progressed, it became evident that Lance was one hell of a player, catching three fly balls, starting three double plays, and launching a throw from left field all the way to home, just in the nick of time to get the runner out.
In the end, Altea U won with a score of 8 while University of Galran made out with a measly 2.
The group of friends waited outside the locker rooms, still jittery from the excitement of the game.
“Who was it that said that baseball was boring?” Keith joked, poking the clearly excited Pidge in her side.
“Hey! All I know of baseball comes from the few times I would walk in on my grandpa watching it on TV, and it was definitely boring then!”
A few minutes later, the team exited the locker rooms, still dressed in their uniforms, but in a much more casual way. They quickly spotted Lance, his jersey unbuttoned and showing his light blue undershirt, shouldering his bag, with a bat in hand. He was joking with some other guys as they walked before he heard his name.
“Lance! Lance!”
“Yoooo, you guys came?” He walked over to them, no one missed the way his eyes held a different, happier kind of light.
Everyone took their turns hugging him and congratulating him on his game, and he'd be lying if he said he didn’t feel like crying of happiness right now. His friends were here, they had seen his game, they sat in the stands and watched him play. It was such an unreal feeling.
“Dude, how come you never told us you were a fucking beast?” Matt all but yelled, pulling Lance into a tight hug.
“No wonder you guys are undefeated, they had no chance!” Shiro exclaimed, clamping his hand on Lance’s shoulder.
In the end, they decided to go out for some cheeseburgers in honor of Lance’s win. Everyone hopped into Shiro’s car, and those who didn’t - Keith, went with Lance. They had walked to the car in silence, not completely awkward, but one that Keith at least thought was a little unsettling. But whenever he looked up at Lance, that stupid beaming smile of his, it pushed the uneasiness away.
“...You know...that first hit...that was awesome” He said, sliding into the passenger seat as Lance put his bag in the trunk. He almost thought the boy did hear him- almost. Lance quickly slid into the driver’s seat, buckled his seat belt and started the car before turning to Keith.
“Thanks man, honestly I’m so glad you guys got to see that!”
The burger place they chose wasn’t too far, and soon they were all taking a seat at a table, laughing and joking. Lance being his goofball self. He had just told the most obnoxious yet hilarious joke that had the entire table keeling over in laughter when the cashier called his order number. Keith watched as Lance got up and walked to the counter, he hadn’t even noticed what he was doing until Pidge elbowed him in the ribcage.
“Baseball pants, right?” She asked jokingly, sending the entire table into another laughing frenzy and Keith’s cheeks an embarrassing red.
#lance serrano#lance mcclain#vld lance#baseball au#I love two blue bois and lance is one of them#my boy#honestly this was just me missing baseball#like I've been following it on twitter but#its not the same#my boy be looking good is them baseball pants though#Keith agrees#if you didn't listen to I don't dance from hsm2 while reading#did you even read it right?#also lance's walk up song is shellshock if y'all were wondering#its just a perfect walk up song#university au
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