#But theres a big difference in my head
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the difference between Purple and King becoming friends/found family when Purple is portrayed as a teenager versus when Purple is portrayed as an adult
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Purple being an adult having experienced their entire childhood/teenage years already and learning their life isn't dictated by those years
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King seeing an adult Purple as an equal instead of as a parent and going from acquaintances to friends to family
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Found Family made up of Adults who had their own lives beforehand and are now learning to navigate around the past while still building a future together
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#Sammy8D says#Taking a break from my last final to think poetically about Purple and King#Theres just something about their dynamic that hits different when its between 2 adults instead of an adult and a child/teen#Like don't get me wrong one of my favorite tropes is troubled teen gets adopted by a jaded adult#But like#The vibes of 2 adults having already lived parts of their lives seperate from each other#and then coming together to form something akin to a family#A found family if you will#M a n#I don't know if this makes any sense#But theres a big difference in my head#avm purple#avm king#purple stick figure#king stick figure#Sammy8D Stick Stuff
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diversity win your spam emails are queer
#deltarune#spamton#swatch#art#doodles#pansexual#lgbt#bigshot spamton#stupid joke ive had sitting in my head for months whjbfghbjdfg. artist brain override gay brain (me too). good for him though!!#me refilling my printer ink tanks: omg my printer is pan... soooo coool....#and dont forget that he owned the mettaton dress of transgenderism either. arguably this has the trans flag colors too#wait theres a car joke here also. TransAm? more like TransPan. haha nice#+ his glasses fit the theme so Bonus Spam + i changed my 90s swat a little again#they're just gonna be different every time i draw them. for funsies. and thats fine. i havent even posted 90s queen yet SMFH !!!!!#there's something to be said about metaphors in their 90s fashion choices. something something more colorful design back then#something something not hiding their eyes yet something something Learned A Lesson....#you could read that a certain way. or perhaps not#obligatory 'my swatch uses they them' tag#obligatory 'fine to tag as ship if you want idc' tag#obligatory 'oh god i swear im trying so hard to draw and post more' tag#i saw a tag on a post from like 2019 that said 'man i only posted 9 times last month!' and im like. god. i wish i could post 9 times a#month Now???? honey you had a big storm comin#i just keep starting things i dont have the energy to finish. except for a silly gay color profile joke apparently#im sure the Smoke Smell goes reeeal good with the Dumpster Smell btw.
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what draws you back to your country what draws you back to your land when i was a kid i told myself if i ever left iran i'd never go back 2 years into living in the UK i started looking at news on iran again 10 years in and i visited it for the first time again and today i heard an iranian mother talk in farsi to her child on the train to london the way my mother used to and i wanted to cry i wanted to ask her whether they're still cutting the mountaintops whether the lakes are still drying today i showed the person i was with pictures of waterfalls and palaces and forests and snow-white north something odd pulls me back with increasing force i can't ignore it ever again
#i just dont know how else to tell you everything !!! santoor from a different room the large family gathering the black tea with saffron#drank out of delicate glass and gold vessels cold marble on hot nights big stars big rivers big mountains#visible from busy tehran roads the ease of conversation tension eased by sarcasm tall tall cliffsides you drive by#rushing to put on headscarves before the head teacher comes in a rave by the base of damavand massive sun pastel purple skies#disjunct architecture trucks on road sides with fresh fruits pomegranates watermelons oranges everywhere#the smell of golpar on tangerines beautiful girls in tehran holding hands bautiful boys in kermanshah speaking kurdish the janky#cars on the verge of breakdown held together by love caspian sea lighting up in spring staying up into the morning on noruz#my friends uncle sang and played setar his son played the violin a little fear a lot of love remnants of something#grand carved into the cliffside everything feels bigger taller the landscape swallows you it smells like#illegally imported wine and orange blossoms and auntie's tahchin soaking your eyes in warm tea when youre sick#tomatoes and salt concrete and stone something mandmade and something raw new flag old resilience#the anger getting to us bruised eyes big grin all i know is the north i feel sorry my mother asks if id be okay#if they got a place in tajikistan we love each other enough dont we? when we look in the mirror we see each other. theres a love letter#across the border and it says I MISS YOU IM GLAD YOURE DOING BETTER itll never be the same im not okay with it at all there are no more#stars i miss jumping over big fires i miss our fireworks im sorry we cant be happy anymore everyone#leaves the mint and rosewater and sunlight for a reason.#it's not pride it's just generational regret
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"Funny enough I—like, if street hockey, ministicks, I always wanted to be a goalie too! Like, for some reason I always wanted to go in net. You know, probably because of [my Dad] and then, um, you know, once you get dinged a couple times and the shots get too hard you realise—then it's not so much fun after all so... Yeah, it was great he'd always—" "You probably wanted to be goalie 'cuz you're fucking crazy, man! Those guys are bananas! I actually went as a goalie in morning skate one time when I was suspended in the coast, and it was the scariest thing ever, bro. It's nothing like blocking a shot because you're literally just standing there, and these guys are shooting right at you. It's unbelievable!" "Yeah! You gotta get in the way of the stuff to save it! That's crazy! I know, and like obviously gear is like great and they don't really feel—but there is, like, that psychological thing going on where, like, you know, you wanna move out of the way 'cuz it's gonna hurt! I get—I mean, it must not hurt that much, like, 'cuz Bob's crazy, man! Bob loves taking—Well, I wouldn't say loves taking it off the head, but he doesn't hate it, like he—" "Feels good?" "You know, every once in a while—they hit him in the head and you go up and say sorry he's like, 'No, no! It's all good! I love it, I love it!!' and like, kind-of shoos you away so."
The Buzz Pod | 8.7.24 (x)
so speaking of banking pucks off bobbys head and how much he loves it flashback to that day in october of 23 where bobby was doing that for practise and managed to rope in matthew to the shenanigans to the utter confusion of everyone involved (x)(x)(x)(x)
#ryan lomberg#sergei bobrovsky#matthew tkachuk#florida panthers#why can i perfectly imagine i love it i love it!! in bobbys voice#i love our resident maniac#goalies are a different breed#but especially bobby#theres still something so funny about asking the nicest guy on the team#to aim dingers off ya head absolutely knowing itd put them at odds with themselves#psychological warfare#i dont want to hurt him but also i love being a good teammate and helping my friends :(#absolutely diabolical for bobby to take advantage of matthews midwesternisms like that#every cat tries to be nice to their pretty princess but shes an actual lunatic#“we try to go up to say sorry but hes all like its all good i love it!” and other lore to add to the great big book of panthers#HE SHOOS THEM AWAY FROM THE CREASE AFTER THEY ALMOST CAUSE HIM A CONCUSSION OKAY????#LIKE OKAY OFF YOU GO IM FINE NOW GO BACK TO HITTING ME#bobbys a different breed truly#you know when they praise his work ethic i dont think they had this mind#i love lombo bringing this up during the goalies are fuckin crazy eh boys? segment#its so amusing to see how appalled he sounds when he says “they hit him in the head...” quote#like he just had to bring that up because hes still soooo about how egregious it is LIKE HE JUST SHOOS US AWAY???#phenomenal work here lads truly
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I went to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately... I wanted to live deep and suck all the marrow out of life! To put to rout.. all that was not life, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived. - Henry David Thoreau
#this is so painful…. borderline homophobic#idk if theres a big overlap of these fandoms cuz they are WILDLY different from each other#one uses poetry as a metaphor for love and the other uses cannibalism lmao#but i thought of the snow scene first and then i couldnt get it outta my head#my gifs#yellowjackets#dead poets society#dps fandom#jackieshauna#anderperry#tusersimone#yellowjacketscentral#tvedit#filmedit#tvandfilm
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What if Asmo got gum stuck in his hair, like really in there and somewhere he cant see easily
But MC helps him get it out and they manage to without damaging or cutting his hair
#Not to be thirsty early in the morning but i think thst would really get him going#but seriously i was imagining this scenario in bed this morning#like making him sit in a chair (or on a pillow on the ground next to his bed)#whatever works for you#using hair clips to pin the nonstuck hair out of the way#theres like several different ways that can help remove gum--including peanut butter#Anyways mc is just searching up what to do and is like “okay...”#“we got this 👍”#and theyre so gentle when handling his hair cause they know how much he cares about it#obey me asmodeus x mc#obey me asmodeus#asmodeus x reader#My question tho is how gum got stuck in his hair like that lol#He let his guard down for 3 seconds and laid his head against a wall outside or something without thinking maybe#Or some silly cartoon shenanigans#Where someone is just blowing and big gum bubble and it pops and gets everywhere lmaoo#I like the cartoon one#Cause its silly#i pray for whoever did that tho cause ik he was mad mad#but seriously hes so thankful and pleased#like staring at you with sparkly anime eyes type shit#(//☯^☯//)#maybe something like this lol#and probably kisses and hugs too#....i think asmo would use emoticons actually#hes an XD user so i dont think its far fetched#let him send emoticons in the chat it would be funny and the brothers would probably want him to stop#except levi actually#levi joins in#ahhh my brain is so cute this morning WOW
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turning my overhead lamp upside down so it lights the ceiling was one of the best choices ive ever made, turning it off and watching just how BRIGHT my glow-in-the-dark stars shine makes me so ridiculously happy every time
#shut up dave#ive got various glowy things on my ceiling from different packs from different years#got the colorful stars n then the uncolored ones (various sizes+ more celestial bodies!!) weve had since childhood#the uncolored thingies glow way more but for a shorter time#esp this one big comet Right above my head (placed in the center of the lamps light) that guy stands out sm. to me.#im like woah... this is just like my dear friend lux#theres a smaller shooting star just as bright but placement n size put it in 2nd place....#i think the blue stars keep light for the longest time#though very faint.#anyways. i think my instinctive placement of decorations a few months ago was foreshadowing.#for how im now insane abt dawns ocs <3
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its crazy how espresso by sabrina carpenter is THE emmajacob song
#emmajacob#jacobemma#?#the quarry#og#i know they literally broke up but its fun to imagine life before and if they didnt break up because they're both such complex people that#writing that out for me would be like a character study for the both of them in their unique situation. a pairing that never shouldve been#a thing. a relationship that couldve been more if things were different. in a game of choices and specifically in the quarry where theres a#lot of depth to certain dynamics its really fun to play out different scenarios in my head of what could've been and emmajacob have a#particular flavor because its a fresh take on a new trope and the nuggets of character we got about them and how they mush together is SOO#interesting and in my opinion unique. for me my fandom of characters is really about what relationships people have and how they play into#each other and emmajacob got some spice is all im saying#emma mountebank#jacob custos#i feel like emma fans might not like talking about x jacob while with jacob fans thats a big part of his thing and that itself is a good#example of the flavor of their setup#Spotify
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Since you mentioned it, what did you think of Speak No Evil? I was thinking of watching it myself :0
i really liked it ............ my friend scoffed at me when i told her i was watchin it so take my opinion with a grain of salt tho </3
#snap chats#SHE DIDNT EVEN WATCH IT BUT W/E SPOILER FREE QUICK REVIEW DOWN HERE HIIII <3<3<3<3#ive been made aware my tastes are. Questionable so proceed with caution vlklvjv im so sorry if i convince you to see it and you dont like i#moving on I Have. done nothing but listen to Eternal Flame for the past week its been stuck in my head ever since#BUT FR as i said I Really Liked It. i heard that theres another/original version so i wanna watch that at some point#if i care to remember and find it vjaelkjeakl but as This Movie On Its Own i had a swell time !!!#it does a really good job of teetering that line of#'this is just a quaint little sometimes-awkward get-together' and 'this is so stressful i just might throw up'#it did a good job of keeping me invested and on my toes i guess- it bitters innocuous scenarios really well which i like#like i wasnt sure WHEN whatever scene i was watching would turn sour but i always had that feeling it /would/- that lingering feeling#the horror in this is more psychological than violent- it only gets crazy by the last quarter honestly#which isnt bad! i like psych horror and Christ. the amount of times i was just grimacing in my seat like Suspense Is The Word#like imagine a dinner party where people only say controversial things and you dont want to blow up the situation#so you just try to be really polite about pivoting from the topic. but they keep going. thats basically the horror of this movie at its cor#i do have SOME comments about some bits but i wanna rewatch the movie at some point to be thorough on my comments jglejlakj#yk do a rewatch where im. NOT jokin bout with my brother- THO TBF DESPITE THAT I was still invested#like its premise is so. simple? in concept imo. but 'simple' isnt automatically bad in my eyes and i really liked how it played out#i dont watch movies much tho so maybe its been done different but there is ONE thing tht definitely made me like. HUH#but its nothing super major i dont htink? I MEAN IT WAS KINDA BIG BUT there were signs to it being revealed. still it made me vjLJ like god#i cant explain tho cause SPOILERS but ... Yeah. its not that crazy it just definitely took me by surprise for how quick the reveal was#tldr: if you ever wanted to watch an awkward dinner party where you couldnt do anything about it this is the movie to watch#and i like that. i like that because i hate myself apparently jVLAEKJVAEKLJ#coupled with horror it was also funny at times which i felt did help with that underlying 'when will this be tainted' horror#i really liked that ... when normalcy or the feeling of safety can be taken away in an instant#if you watch it and wanna talk bout it more in depth ill prob have rewatched it by then and id like to give a more. Detailed review#OR AT LEAST ONE NOT SO RAMBLY VELKAVJEALKJ im not good at reviewing things .... i just know when i like or dont like somethin ..#ive only had my bro to talk bout this with and he doesnt really. Give his thoughts or opinions too much like i do#so id be happy to talk bout it and get your perspective !!!! but only if you want Again if you dont like it im so sorry erlakjaekl#god theres so much more i want to say but im just rambling and i wanna be brief for you my friend vlakjlakvlkj#anyway yeah. those are my quick thoughts. i was Very Normal about james mcavoy for most of this movie ty for reading
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i poke my head out of the gutter for one freakin second and fate shovels shit in my face!!!!!!!!!!!
#this is going to be a vent in the tags post sorry. i just kin this quote from now on i think. no vice city mentioned otherwise#so much bad stuff happened over the past 24 hours I'm just looking forward to an anvil falling on my head and killing me randomly#like some good stuff happened too but the bad stuff outweighs that so greatly#for one good thing 3 bad things happen#how do people endure shit like this on daily basis. im just so tired#i just want to live and let live but everything and everyone on my way has an issue with me#its like theres a big marker above my head that says im different or theres something wrong with me and i shouldn't be allowed to just. be#.txt#needed to get this off my chest somehow
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 164
Adjective: Small
Noun: Devil
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Small: of a size that is less than normal or usual; not great in amount, number, strength, or power; not fully grown or developed, or young; (of a voice) lacking strength and confidence; used as the first letter of a word that has both a general and a specific use to show that in this case the general use is intended; insignificant, or unimportant; little, or hardly any; (of a business or its owner) operating on a modest scale; (archaic) low or inferior in rank or position, or socially undistinguished
Devil: (in Christian and Jewish belief) the chief evil spirit, or Satan; an evil spirit, or a demon; a very wicked or cruel person; a mischievously clever or self-willed person; fighting spirit, or wildness; a thing that is very difficult or awkward to do or deal with; (informal) a person with specified characteristics; expressing surprise or annoyance in various questions or exclamations; an instrument or machine fitted with sharp teeth or spikes, used for tearing or other destructive work; (dated) (informal) a junior assistant of a lawyer or other professional
#work has been pretty hectic lately (i mean when is it not when you work in the field of domestic violence advocacy?)#but ive been dealing with a lot of interpersonal issues (misgendering of myself and clients being the biggest) with the company i work for#that im trying to work with people higher up than me to find ways to resolve these issues and prevent them from happening in the future#and thats all stressful but these changes need to happen and theres a part of me that feels like im making a difference in a big way#or i hope so at least#anyway i like the possibilities with this prompt#more specifically all the combos ive been coming up with in my head sound fun and exciting to work with in a poem#as per usual my main issue is going to stem from which combo to pursue#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least
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SASHA LUNDY CLUTCHING ONTO EACH OTHER FOR DEAR LIFE HELLO
THE INHERENT ROMANTICISM THAT IS IN BURYING YOUR FACE INTO EACH OTHER AND CRADLING ONE ANOTHER'S HEADS
CAN YOU HEAR MY WAILS?????? CAN YOU HEAR THEM AT HOW LUNDY IS SQUEEZING SASHAS WAIST??? HELLO?????
#anton lundell#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2324#playoffs 24#im never getting over benny holding sasha face in his hands while lundy waits his turn#and lundy gets a good craddle and squeeze in too before ekky comes barreling in for his personal love sasha session#a team that loves each other a lot#also peep mikksy and luosty in the back#anyways whatever sasha and lundy have got going on is sooooooooooooo#its sooooooooooooo#“yeah i attended a cats game in finland and i saw kuli playing and later got drafted by the same team and we became teammates (sasha)”#and “yeah i attended a cats game in finland and i saw sasha play and later got drafted by the same team and we became teammates (lundy)”#but also add “when i first came over he housed me as well and acted like my tour guide”#and also “and now our 2 way playstyles get compared so much because we are countrymen despite how difference our focuses are in said style”#“and despite how much it should annoy me how conflated we are together im actually honoured by the comparison”#and also “i like being mean (in a loving way) to this kid because his head is too big but i will praise him when he deserves it”#“but also because of that his ego will never not be inflated”#these two are so special#idk i think theres something romantic in watching your future teammate from the stands and winning a cup with them#(the cats are filled with that narrative)#MOM HELP IM CRYING ABOUT THESE TWO AGAINNNNM
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Why would I draw or further flesh out the other members of Chou's party when I can instead think abt how all of them play in game and spiral out into making up a shit ton of other game mechanics that do not matter to the actual story
#rat rambles#stars posting#this is my new favorite playground I need large stick lady to cast spell of hit you really hard#well ok shes more of a defensive unit in my minds eye but she will also hit things with her big stick#I do imagine her as the type of character that Can do some mad dps but shed be an extremely selfish dps unit which doesnt work well with#the rest of the party since most of them are quite frail#her damage scales off of her shields which scale off of her hp which means that to do her max damage shed need to not be hit oftem#which goes against most of the rest of her kit as shes mostly about taunting enemies and intercepting attacks with some parry abilities#so generally shes a unit that wants to get hit but can also do good damage if you need to take a more aggressive route with a fight#the other girl is the local multihit gambler queen who is also the speedy speedster of the party#shes a much more selfish unit with basically only attacking abilities#she can do pretty good damage if youre willing to get her buffs set up but she rly starts to shine once she gets access to equipment that#lets her hit more times and abilities that can raise her own stats or lower enemy stats#chou is more of a commander type character here if that makes sense? theyre mostly about buffing allies and turn juggling#they have like 3 abilities that allow them to give away their turn each buffing different stats#later on they ofc shift their playstyle completely but for most of the initial journey that was their role and playstyle#aaand Im still working out the other two because Im not sure if I want the party to have a proper healer or not#because on the one hand chou and the girl™ are both rather frail to start off with so they'd appreciate a healer but on the other hand they#already have big stick girl and I feel like giving them a healer would make this hypothetical game too easy#so Im thinking maybe a more stable dps unit like odile is? one who has access to all craft types early on and can consistently do damage#and for the kid Im imagining them as having a similar role to bonnie but a bit more reliable but also less impactful#as in you can actually tell them what to do but they take a while to charge their action after you tell them what to do and they have less#that they can do with them mostly managing excess items#oh important context Im imagining a item pouch system here where party members each have to carry their own items into battle and can only#carry a couple at a time so you have to fill your item slots wisely and be careful how you use your items in battle#and theres also a bunch of other miscellaneous mechanics I imagine being around too but its mostly typical rpg stuff#look its my au I can make a fake video game of it in my head if I want to#anyways I time to crash gn gamers#new game+
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started love&deepspace cuz fatys posts about it. met tara. fell in love. thought about her being very in love w the mc. and ofc proceeded to think about how with both gran but especially akira i like the whole....other side of the pair being Way more dedicated LOLT_T those muse1-><-<-<-muse2 energies. i just think its funny for some of the most popular ships with akira, but i think theyd be very sweet & attentive in relations. they alrdy are anyhow......... but i just nvr think of either of them as Yearning Big Time ykno which feels like a joke considering how much of a romantic akira is........... gran however spends more time forcing romantic affection into friendship. perhaps theyd be more intense once they Are secure in a relation but even then..............i feel both are in the "im very happy to spend time alone with you^^" casual comment genre
#stardust speaking !#i dont talk about my akira romance hcs a lot but ive thought a lot about their first love being that teen experience#of liking a guy who is 1) straight 2) dating someone. and that being yearning enough for a lifetime#'what about gran' gran has too many issues in every timeline to even have the confidence to let a crush grow#well ig modern is easier..............but. i always say this. idealistic views & a knowledge u dont wanna settle down hinders them Immensly#if its not estalucia its space#akira just has the average relationship issues congratz akira#except that i imagine it could get difficult as time goes on since theres something that akira very obviously does not talk about#EITHER WAY not all of this is applicable to rp its just when i think about scenarios in my head#rp is different......................akira could start yearning big time for all i know........#surely tara will get a romance hopium. for me.....
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i keep thinkinh about knives and crying god head in hands
#mielmbles#hes awful truly yeah whatever but imagine you were one of three in your specific species that could walk around or whatever#and you’re different yeah from the humans on the ship you look similar but you know youre like the power sources on the ship#and you find put about the third and its like oh god these ppl will do the same to me i have to protect my brother and myself#THESE PPL WILL DO THIS TO ME HOW FUCKED IS THAT#three fucking hell THREE#aughhh theres a better way to phrase this i think but im going insane#SO SCARED HE PASSED TF OUT CAN YOU IMAGINE ONE YEAR OLD like yes theres knowledge about the world but not a ton like click click youre one#and developing so fast compared to humans the world is so big and also just the ship#AND YOUR SISTER AUGHFHGHHHJ FUCK#id go insane too#the absolute lashing fear in knives is so good holy shit and its blinding#he has to see himself as superior cuz the second hes not theyll have him on the chopper#but thats not true or maybe it is i mean he is rockin it w/ conrad and the guns#anyways#trigun spoilers#trimax spoilers#i think#in the tags obvi#AND SEEING HIS BROTHER LIKE THAT HOOOOO IT ONLY CEMENTS IT THAT MUCH FURTHER ITS FUVKING AUGHHH#CAN YOU IMAGINE CAN YOU FUVKING IMAGINE head in hands
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thinking abt my ocs for layton and vibrating bc i dont have motivation to draw or write them right now
#the problem w me talking/drawing/writing abt them is that i only imagine once and a while and i dont write my ff ideas down bc#im really self conscious while i write things that are self indulgent#and i overthink my writing bc i think of the big over arching narrative i havent made yet but i have these cool scenes in my head#and then get excited and over simplify the diction into ‘he said this she did that’ and while a simple first draft is a good blase to start#i want the process to be over so fast that i get agitated eith myself its not finished/perfect on the first try i get really tired from#*myself bcs#from the last two emotional processes i just mentioned that the gears in my head stop and i cant write for the rest of the day#and theres a difference between yapping on tumblr and writing#its not even like im angry with the drawing i made its more like the physical process of it makes me tired#probably bc i do t have a proper computer desk and i do everything from tha bed via lap desk and an a tablet pillow on my criss cross legs#hmm… maybe im just uncomfortable then…#btw guys i dont have my own room so i have like zero privacy#at least not yet >:)#thats it thats the post#byeah
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