#But im by and large obsessed w myself + anything morbid anyway so. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ritzcuit · 6 months

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just that Out of the ppl i know whose dads have died, mostly its "dad was present in their lives" or "dad was a shit freak rest in peace bozo" so i dont hear a lot of "actually i would have loved to gotten to know him but unfortunately Lol" ... i know its not rare at all tho

#And it kinda sucks cus i really could have been reaching out more but #well hindsight and whatnot. you think you have time and then you dont and thats crazy.#i blamed myself a little bit early on for not connecting to him but like...shrug #it cant be helped! he would have died either way KFBSHFJD #he died crazy young too like relatively speaking...who tf dies at 45 or whatever #....Exceot for um you know who in soj LOL #dad death cw #im not sad about it so much as I want to talk about it so much.#but its the kind of thing that ppl dont like hearing about And also i dont even have a lot to say.#im just like hey my dad died. crazy. Did you know?hey #im like obsessed with my own grieving process.#But im by and large obsessed w myself + anything morbid anyway so.

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