#But I'm still here bitch
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★ 071 // “it gets better”
#jjba#jojos bizarre adventure#steel ball run#sbr#johnny joestar#shrineofferings#tools used:#oil pastels#watercolor pencils#Copic Gasenfude brush pen#This is both the twin and antithesis of 070#The last few days have been really shitty. Yesterday and today especially.#070 was an exploration and acknowledgement of raw feelings and expressing that even if they're painful and scary#071 is still having the same feelings but creating something hopeful and bright to keep going#I keep a lot of the traditional offerings displayed in my room so I'm sure I'll find a good spot for this one#It's been hard to make offerings lately because I've been having bouts of depersonalization that make it hard to focus#But I'm still here bitch#So I hope when I look at this one in the future I remember how hard that day was and how I still got on the horse.#I can't let that version of me down. He's counting on me. Praying for me.
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I think if you're in a relationship that's anything less than ROCK FUCKING SOLID you should consider not messing with too many of your partners interests. You'll think ohh nooo I'm being a good partner engaging in the stuff they loveee we can bond over ittttt No. you don't want all your hobbies and shows and books covered in their stank.
#i have a huge fucking library of stuff that is tainted with BAGGAGE NOW#because we read it together. or watched it together. or they recommended it#or i talked about it with them a lot. bitch. i should have left some of that FOR me#do you want the fucking list because it's a long list and it's a bunch of shit that's unavoidable#and a lot of other stuff that i still really like but AGAIN. TAINTED. COVERED IN TOXINS.#i should have kept my interests separate bro i should be my own person. read your lil books listen to your own music#I'll be over here with my own shit#THAT'S what i should have said but since we've been best friends since we were both 16 i didn't think i had to worry#and i am absolutely getting drunk tonight dude i don't care about my body#sergle.txt#everything is fucked up and it's my fault because I'm the one who wanted to show that I'm putting in the effort#girl FUCK you. fuck my effort. make them osmosis YOUR hobbies and interests. i don't give a shit
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🏳️🌈???
#parksborn#spider man#peter parker#harry Osborn#its been like ages since I've interacted with parksborn stuff and I'm here again...#these bitches still make me insane its crazy
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Begging my fellow aros to realize that "x kind of love is so much better and more special than romantic love" is not actually fixing any of the problems with amatonormativity. That's just replacing one hierarchy for another. And you're screwing over atertiary alloromantics by saying that their preferred kind of relationship is lesser. You know, that thing alloromantics do to you all the time and you hate.
And of course God forbid anyone just doesn't do that whole love thing at all. We can't have that. Even if you're aro, love and relationships must be the most important thing.
#made the mistake of asking people for aro headcanons on my fandom blog#forgetting that most people's idea of aromanticism is still centered on love#and that they aren't going to have a take on it that matches my whole loveless abolish love sensibilities#and instead are just going for “obviously a QPR is so much better than a romantic relationship”#and everyone is allowed to have their own headcanons#and theirs match canon much better anyway#but also I'm so tired#and just was hoping this would mean I'd get to hear about sex instead of love for once#but nooooo people who feel love can't shut up about it i guess#which is fine#they're allowed#i didn't ask them not to#which is why I'm bitching here instead#so yeah anyway my point is not actually to make any point about how we should talk about relationships as aros#its actually just to bitch#aromantic#aro
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"as an x profession blah blah blah" ok buddy, that's cool. i got a bachelors degree too.
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I liked you right from the start
#GUESS WHO DID A PERRYSHMIRTZ ANIMATIC BITCHES#well technically is more of an storyboard than an animatic but still#animatic#storyboard#edit#I feel so sorry for all the non brazilians that don't get to listen to this song having brazilian portuguese as their first language#perryshmirtz#perry the human#perry the platypus#heinz doofenshmirtz#owca pnf#pnf fanart#phineas and ferb#my art#digital art#digital aritst#artists on tumblr#the word “caramassa” is not literally translated 'cause there isn't an word for it btw - I did what I could here#and I didn't render anything 'cause if I did I'd just give up on it#pnf#art#artwork#fanart#oh and I'm never making an storyboard of them ever again 'cause omfg they're so hard to draw - ESPECIALLY Perry#that goddamn fendora#comissions are open btw#pls see my other drawings on my page ✦#am I capable of doing it fully rendered? yes - would I do it for free? nop just not worth it#but i WOULD do it for money lol#human perry
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"Papanorth in 202x???" Yes bitch im stuck in here
#The yes bitch is in Dennis Reynolds' voice#And also no shade! i just think its funny. Yeah I'm still here. Somehow. Im as shocked as you are.#(Haha iykyk)#not a draw#Im not saying im BACK back i just also am never free
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Danny: Your mother!
Vlad: My mother is dead, Daniel.
Danny:
Vlad: She shoved me into a closet while saying that we were playing hiding and seek, and me, the oblivious boy I was then, obliged and was excited, not at all questioning that she knew where I was hidden.
Danny: Vlad-
Vlad: Then I watched on helplessly through a crack in the closet door as she was brutally stabbed to death right before my very eyes, terror running through my veins and fear gripping my mouth to keep it closed. I couldn't turn away, as I had a front row seat to each and every scream that they tore from her as blood slowly melted into the carpet.
Danny: Dude-
Vlad: Then I saw the life drain from her eyes and leave nothing behind but an empty husk that once was and the killer standing on top of her body. Before they left, I remember staring at her for an unknown amount of time before the police came and escorted me outside.
Vlad: Sometimes I wonder what difference it would have made if I stepped out of that closet.
Danny:
Vlad:
Danny:
Vlad: Anywho, enough about that. Would you like some cupcakes Daniel?
Danny, disturbed: Uh.... sure....?
Vlad: Great, vanilla or chocolate? Or perhaps lemon with some buttercream?
Danny: Lemon with buttercream please.
Vlad, going to his kitchen: Wonderful, wait one moment.
Danny is currently questioning how the hell a simple your mother joke forced him into a lore dump of his mother's death. On the bright side, at least he'll get some cupcakes out of it?
Dick: So, is your godfather always like this?
No matter what anyone says, Danny did NOT scream because he genuinely forgot that Dick was there, nor would he ever admit to being scared, because he wasn't scared.
#dc x dp#dp x dc#dpxdc#dp x dc crossover#dcxdp#dc x dp crossover#I dunno I just thought it was funny#This is a redeem!Vlad this here#I have no idea what happened to Vlad's parents in canon#But we'll just wishwash this as an au#I was also considering Vlad ending his lore dump but saying “And she was a bitch” or “I'm surprised she still loved me”#But#Shrugs#Mah
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emmetposting
#pokemon#subway boss emmet#pokemon bw#yeah hi are the funny train guys still popular here?#bc this one lives rent free in my head#customer service smile? check.#resting bitch tone of voice? check.#prefers double battles? check#will fight god on behalf of a sibling? check#he's just like me fr#also I HAVE TO WEAR A TIE TO WORK THIS WEEK#and i'm NOT looking forward to it#autumn.art#autumn.fandom#submas
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Can't fucking stand Black Butler antis, YES my favorite scene was the fucking asthma scene bitch AND???? I'M WEIRD? WHY DID YOU WATCH AN ANIME WITH CLEARLY SUGGESTIVE SCENES LIKE THAT HUH???
SPEAK UP.
#talking as if we didn't all know what the undertones were with the corset scene#if you hate that shit so much rhis isn't YOUR space#it's OURS#I remember the fanart. bitch i remember the sebaciel MEMES I'd scroll through on Pinterest#with comments laughing about how funny or adding on to it#i remember the youtube compilations and the bitches all swooning at the sebaciel scenes#and now youre going to sit there#and look at me like I'M the freak for still being like this. mother. fucking. bitch eHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE THEN?????#why are you WATCHING why are you READING without SOME DEGREE OF *TOLERANCE* FOR SEBACIEL#I'm sorry. it's not like I've been even too involved in Kuroshitsuji in recent years just#it feels like.. entitlement to me? it rubs me the wrong way#proship#proship rant#sebaciel#pro ship#pro fiction#do i tag this as shotacon?#proshippers please interact
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I love this show btw like, how many more things you think it will twist and showcase in a different light as the story goes on? What other secrets is it hiding? What other lies and truths lay out there? What seemingly threatening or innocent actions will mean more or less than what it first seemed?
Can't wait to find out!
#Like how Su Hyeon was presented as a perpetrator first and now it's not like his actions are justified but they're explained because he's#Also a victim of his own circumstances and Jaemin's manipulations#Who btw was introduced as a kind mentor but now we can all agree it's probably a control-obsessed abuser but also Daon would probably not#Believe that because Jaemin hasn't acted directly against him in a sense so why whoul he think any different#Ahhh but maybe if he compares his actions against Seong Hyeon's he'd obtain a certain clarity...#Except Seong Hyeon's actions are also not great. Albeit in the Big scheme of things he's the least red flag of them all he's still doing#Things here and there that make me go like “Oh boy. Ohhh boooyyy''#And aaaalso. What does Daon mean with the “greediness'' he was talking about at the beginning. Does he. What's he's hiding. Is he hiding#Something too?? I'm just. Ohgghghghhg love this bitch of a show absolutely#properly watching#Properly watching Secret Relationships with Benka#Secret Relationships the series#Secret Relationships
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❝ And KENDALL needs to stop talking back to me after everything I say! ❞
#WOE INAUGURAL TRASH BLOG REVIVAL KENDALL KNIGHT GIFS BE UPON YE!!!!! IT'S ONLY RIGHT OFC PEACE AND LOVE ON PLANET EARTH 💖🕊️🌍#i hope this atones for all the immediate shitposting i did right outta hiatus;;; the shitposting will continue though but still#i'm not even capping i have so many random solo kendall gifsets that i never posted. the chokehold this man and his eyebrows had on me 🐕#also heck it why not i'm leaving the embarrassingly unhinged og (2022?) tags i had for this post as well here are They:#TOP TEN DEVASATING INCIDENTS THAT GOT ME HOLLERING HE'S MY BABYGIRL FR DOT GEE EYE EFF!!!!!!#THAT 3RD GIF SPECIFICALLY GOT ME ACTING UP SOME KINDA WAY;;; PURE ATTITUDE ALL WRAPPED IN SASSY FLANNEL DIMPLY BITCH BOY UGH HE'S SO VERY !#'Chill pill!' bro was so proud of getting the last word that gustavo made sure it ended up on his gravestone 💀💀💀#brb omw to be kendall knight's b-b-b-b-b-boyfriend <3 that's what that song was about right he's looking for a one so babyyy imma be that#idk if this is any good it's my first time attempting gifs in gīmp and i have zero idea .-. the filter is babygirlifying ken good tho#but it also looks like some fever dream mf sequence which um. isn't too far off from what my subconscious mostly looks like tbh :^/#i prolly shoulda grided this bUT DANGIT I SPENT TOO LONG ON THIS AND MY MANS BEAUTIFUL FACE DESERVES TO BE APPRECIATED IN 4KHD SOZ LONGPOST#if it looks like a mushy grainy dithering mess with 4 pixels across the boards that's on tumblr so pls click on it hopefully it's better???#btr#big time rush#kendall knight#kendall schmidt#s02e08: big time guru#all my btr episodes are locked away and i can't fact-check if that's the right one so i really hope i'm remembering it right ༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ#edit#tvedit#gifs#gifset#btrgifs#rusher#mine#turn that thing big time!#my rusher besties aren't really on tumblr but imma use their friendship tags anyway bc. i Love them sm 🫶 kenny is liz hehe#stop it forever#big time eps#tv gifs
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OK SO HI long time no see (er post? or at least post like this)
my brain worms have been on and off for a bit but THE POSTER FOR SEASON 6 HAS GOT THEM ALL FIRED UP
so as I do when my brain is doing zoomies I'm gonna point at things!
right off the bat OMFG I LOVE THIS SO MUCH
like the vibes here are just *chef's kiss* good shit right there
I know it's just typical wwdits promo stuff that guillermo has a wtf is going on what did I just get dragged into face but in this context with everyone looks like enamored to some degree with the house is giving character discovered big bad thing/the reason why things are fucked energy
also just over all love how guillermo looks here (like slay you horrified king <3)
WHY IS THERE 5 BATS!?!?
like ok only 4 of the main 6 cast are currently able to turn into bats so like HMMM?
save me vampire guillermo endgame vampire guillermo endgame vampire guillermo endgame save me
part of me only thinks that the bat is only there cuz guillermo used to be a vampire and the farthest bat is him moving on from wanting to be a vampire
buuuuuut that's not as fun so LET ME DREAM
speaking of the bats the grouping of the bats are ALSO interesting
just saying IF the 5th bat is supposed to guillermo that means the 2 paired off bats are probably nandermo given how they tend to stick together (I mean they're literally RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER in the poster)
now off the top of my head it could be referencing how nandor will be following guillermo as he tries to get a normal job or something like that next season (given that the lower of the 2 bats looks like they're going after the top bat who's going off somewhere away from the rest)
but come on we all know that we're low key hoping this means nandermo world trip part 2: it actually happens this time (like one bat is leading and the other is catching up)
if FOR SOME REASON isn't nandermo bats going off to do god knows what my only other theory is that it represents the guide and guillermo given that they're kinda outsiders?
eh still team nandermo bats
lighting go brrrr
that's it that's the comment
ok but like the house looks fucking evil here
I know they're prob going for a evil house on a hill/dracula's castle thing with that angle but with the way everyone is facing it and the way they all kinda look hypnotized by it the house ITSELF looks evil
the house is the real bad guy and controls everyone reveal next season!?!?! /j
and that's about all I have to word vomit for now
AHHHHHH CAN'T BELIEVE WE HAVE A FUCKING RELEASE DATE NOW
#looking too deep into shit how I missed you#(well I mean I have still been just on discord not on tumblr)#*insert I abandoned my boy gif here*#what we do in the shadows#wwdits#wwdits season 6#wwdits s6#word garbage™#DJOWHIIWEFVIWRHFEGFHIWPEGUOEWHIFEHEWOPHIFOHIWPIBJOWHIPIFEBO WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK BITCHES#GAY VAMP HYPE MODE WENT FROM JUST ON TO SO ON IDFK IF I'M GONNA SLEEP TONIGHT
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sorry everyone, I'm very much alive 🏃♂️
sorta homeless, staying with a friend. got a house in my name from the 19th onwards so that's chill! chronically ill, too fatigued to do a lot of things but I'm trying 🤟 kind of accepting that I'm joining the disability club.
trying my hand at art again, but very very slowly easing back into it. appreciate those who reached out to me <3
thinking about you all. missed my moots :)
#cheeky life update x#very. very sorry for not being active here#i hope you're all doing well#want to start posting about things I like again :') like wayhaven. mass effect. lotr. etc etc etc etc there's too many to list shhshaha#i am very much okay btw aside from the chronic stuff. like I'm safe with my friend. signed the lease to my house for 2nd year at uni!#just. ill. and fatigued. not hospital sending ill but still trying to recover from january. it's going slowly :(#ed mention -> an*rexia is a bitch to deal with. am trying! like I said recovery is. v slow. but I'm trying 🤟
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#I struggled so hard today#and for no apparent fucking reason#I struggled with something at work that I've done for the first time while also constantly task switching#and I STILL NOTICED MY MISTAKE#but the fact that I made a mistake in the first place is fucking killing me#I feel like I will be executed for it#it makes my skin crawl#and to know that I'll have to go up to another human being who I respect deeply and be like hey I made a mistake please don't hate me#is the first fucking thing#BUT IT DOESN'T NEED TO BE#part of science is noticing your own mistakes so why is this so terrible to me#I know upbringing bla#yes I was raised to believe that among all other things I'm smart#and I have had this proven to me over and over and over growing up#so when I actually struggle with something I can no longer be smart therefore I am nothing#utterly worthless#and nobody even meant me any harm by telling me I was smart#this is such a STUPID FUCKING problem to have#uh I was told I'm smart#bitch what#yes being yelled at from 10 through 28 by my father for completely unpredictable reasons did not help with me thinking this is terrible#BUT STILL#get your shit together#see and even now I'm beating myself up for struggling with something#URGH#I just want peace and not existential dread whenever I make a mistake that is definitely my fault#personal#so and if you've actually made it till down here I'm giving you a big hug#we'll make it somehow
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#i gotta go get my T bloodwork done tomorrow#which is fine but like#last time i was there the nurse was REALLY weird and they were pretty annoyed with me#because i hadn't come in for a long time#because life shit happened including breaking my ankle#and it's the same situation now but like so much fucking worse#and i don't want them to be assholes to me about it or about how i kind of miss shots quite a bit#like that's A Thing#it's a problem for me#but i don't deserve AT ALL to get scolded for it or treated like I'm doing something wrong#ugh i just have a chip on my shoulder#i know it has the potential to go fine and i am bringing backup with me#but EVERYTHING has gone wrong lately!#and if this goes wrong there is every chance it'll drive me to getting the stuff online and not getting bloodwork AT ALL#and I want to tell them that but I feel like they'd just be shitty about it because ultimately they may be an inclusive clinic#but they are still medical professionals and gatekeepers at heart and you can't trust medpros and gatekeepers further than you can spit#idk man I'm an adult just leave me alone to do my thing and accept that I will be in once a year for sure but no promises on more than that#i'm tired in advance#idk i just got the feeling last time that they were accusing me of getting my T illicitly and it's like bitch im not but even if i was#aren't you supposed to be a place people can be honest about their situations? am i not here jumping through your hoops to do it legally?#im doing what you wanted but the thing is I DON'T HAVE TO and if you keep acting weird im going to have to STOP#because i don't have energy to deal with my disintegrating life AND gatekeeping judgy bullshit#do cis men have to dance like this?
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