#But I love it lots and I’m rlly happy w the product!!

[rusty-gloinks]

@sobredunia

Done! :D I hope this works!!

[violynt-skies]

Alright I gotta ask about the theater au bc now I’m obsessed!

What would the boys favorite show be to perform/be a part in?! I’ve done tech (set building and some flyrail mainly) and played in the pit for a lot of shows, Rogers & Hammerstein’s Cinderella and Sound of Music were some of my favorites (Shrek, Beauty and the Beast, and The Little Mermaid were also a lot of fun - my high school always did a Disney musical in the spring)

Would they each have their own favorite? Or would they all agree that one was the most fun? There’s so many good shows, I feel like Little Shop of Horrors would be a fun one for them to do!!

ooooh god there’s so many shows to choose from

(pretending copyright isn’t an issue at all)-

i think donnie would have a LOT of fun in making a set and doing tech for a show like Beetlejuice or Addams Family. the stuff they’ve got going on in those are INSANE and the music is great, dude def jammy jams to them

i think leo would love to do something like Legally Blonde bc that show is just ICONIC. he has a special attachment to the girlboss musicals, mamma mia, heathers, mean girls, you name it. he wants to BE heather chandler and you know he’s belting candy store during mic check much to donnie’s chagrin. but he’s def content with almost any show

I think Mikey would enjoy doing a Disney production, something like little mermaid like you said. but also any musical that has INTENSE dance numbers i think he’d have a lot of fun- something like Newsies. i think Leo would enjoy that a lot too

and i feel like Raph wouldn’t have too much a preference cuz he’s just happy to be apart of the team and isn’t one to get THAT obsessed w musicals themselves unlike donnie or leo, so u think it rlly depends on the cast and crews reactions themselves, he gets hyped over whatever they get hyped up on (this is prolly the same case for april, she’s fully supportive no matter what show they do. tho i do think she enjoys the horror based one’s the most)

but i think Raph’s favorites are prolly the disney ones too 😌

-

feel like they’d do that trend of putting a bunch of musicals on a board to reveal which one they’ll be doing next and it’s a fun tense game of elimination throughout a week or so

i do feel like they’d all have a mutual agreement that some shows were more fun than others ahahahah. there’s always that one show you remember best and w the fondest memories of

[sunset-bobby]

HSMTMTS S3 Ep8

Finale!!!!

Happy Birthday Ricky!!!

Biggie??

“I’m Ashlyn’s boyfriend” not Ricky’s bestie 😭😭

EJ you good?? Ricky asks

Oooo Where is Gina

Val’s a college student so ofc her and Ash won’t work

“The right person”

Ricky thought she was talking bout him

Sir how have you not read the script….Ricky you mess up and ruin this for my baby i will disown you

Miss Jenn my beloved

awww yay solo for Emmy…she sounds great

What in the Glee is this (not my friend said EJ looks like Finn)

me: Jet better sing this ep my friend: or be kissing ricky

Ahhhh Maddox and Ashlyn

Ugh fuck off Channing

EJ tryna get him to leave and everyone else could not see this

But we’re theatre kids

He’s trying so hard not be too much and she thinks he doesn’t care

It’s not a show if miss jenn doesn’t sing

Nini !!!

We all know she’s leaving

Kourtney you got this 😭😭

EJ put a lot of effort into this production value

Yess Carlos

It got crazy…it’s you

What are they talking about???

Omg they’re both gay!!

What are y’all thinking

yess representation of black mental health issues

oh clearly they are not thinking the same thing 😭😭

Kourtney I believe you

If Channing ruins Kourtney’s moment I will physically fight

Callback moment to the flashlight

Also will be fighting channing

Fight him Gina!!!!

Yes costume change

The fact he tried to ruin her solo was racially motivated 😒 but she pushed through as she should

Not claps from Corbin

Nini’s here - Ricky okay one girl this summer

Fight him Ricky do it

“Just Friends”

Why everybody look like they’re having a im in love moment during ricky’s solo 😭😭

Oop he looked right at her and the only thing i’m here for is EJ angst

EJ angst like i asked for

The daddy issues

I’m crying he hung up on him

Oh i asked for him to cry i ain’t mean it 😭😭😭

Not he ain’t get one

There was no Jet solo??? what was the point of casting him

Not she was gonna leave w/o saying goodbye to Kourtney at least

Ahhhhh omg not he remembered her

Why did no one punch him

What team?! crying

If Corbin Bleu starts singing to you EJ knows you stop walking

I’m sobbing they’re so good

They’re trending

She remembered

Okay, Hair, okay outfits

What did he do to his hair

oh this is gonna be bad

Oh wtf

Nah cause Jet said that too quickly for that to be edited

Big red rlly came out so easily

Good for him

 continuously I asked for EJ to finally slap him, and he finally admits that he wants to slap him and then they’re brothers and then he almost starts crying

Oh

I’m sorry no we did all see this coming except for you apparently

Yay Rina but also like justice for EJ

dude can you at least kiss her

oh shit oh shit oh shit

This is not disney wtf

EJ casual is a better person than me because I would slap the shit out of Ricky and we all know if roles are reversed Ricky would’ve slapped the shit out of him

[ivettel]

hi lovely!! idk if i’m remembering wrong and if I recall correctly, you used to be a sax player (and in that case, hi from a fellow sax player!!) but i wanted to get your thoughts on this: seb the trombone player

omg sorry i missed this i've been like Not On F1blr :crylaugh: but yesss hello fellow sax player!!

re: seb playing trombone/an instrument in general, bc i'm vaguely aware that's been a thing just hearing about seblr thru the grapevine.. it's a no from me! i'm not a band kid truther. reasons why below the cut ehehe

TL;DR: he may have been a flutist (doubtful but no real evidence otherwise) or a percussionist if he was a concert band kid, also zero evidence on whether he can play violin/strings or piano, but i'm skeptical about his woodwind and brass skills. absolutely happy to be proven wrong tho

prefacing this w saying i main piano and don't play a lot of these instruments but i've also been playing in bands for 10 yrs now so i've osmosis-ed a bit

[figure 1 - woodwinds] absolutely CANNOT hold a sax, so that's sax, clarinet, oboe, and other similarly held instruments out the window. embarrassing bc nico is closer to holding it correctly. palm keys mean palm on the keys 😭 i will say flute is still on the table bc it's just so wildly different in terms of embouchure n how u hold it, but as a flutist i doubt it bc the fingerings are scarily similar between the two instruments lol

[figures 2 & 3 - brass] see like this is so compelling to me bc if the audio is right then he's growling and that is NOT. something a beginner trumpet player should be able to do. like that is not the sound a trumpet makes naturally when u just start out and when u buzz. so EITHER it's post-prod audio dubbing with the actual trumpeter (most likely case if we look at the other ferrari fun vids in this time) OR in the span of the video production itself, seb learned not only how to buzz but how to growl, OR he already knew. but looking at the visual evidence, he is... rlly tense/stiff here. compare to like a real trumpet player, and unless he's playing 8 ledger lines above the staff or doing insane shit like this, i think most realistically he's just making spitting sounds or occasionally honking out some of the c harmonics series. but ahhh ling ling insurance i don't play trumpet i am only friends with trumpet players etc etc

and for the french horn--i mean. canskjfdfsnk a) that's like the textbook definition of how to not hold it b) embouchure isn't right c) he looks like he's going to break his neck 😭

[figures 4 & 5 - percussion] from my limited knowledge im like 67% sure that he's at least holding the drum sticks correctly, though his pointer fingers poking out are a liiiiil sus. it'd be slightly more convincing if there wasn't also footage of him not rlly doing anything creative w/ them. actually the 2015 one isn't too bad watching it again lol. i will however say that the way he shakes the tambourine between hitting w/ the heel of his palm is indicative of either someone who has seen someone play tambourine or someone who has played the tambourine, bc an absolute noob would just hold it and smack it with their palm

[figure 5 - plucked strings] if he played guitar on the regular like this he'd injure himself. also like, video footage of him being awful at it. and judging by the way he tries to strum i don't think he's a secret bass player either, rip sebastian fucking vettel

anyway in conclusion: jury's out on whether he can play flute or piano or string instruments, and percussion might be a stretch but. unless otherwise proven they're definitely possible.

[elysianslove]

hey sal im back!! ive been wanting to talk to u but uni assignments kept on taking the time i usually spend on this app >:( but anw!! how is ur ramadan going so far? i hope ur doing amazing bc in my case my brain barely works without food so with the amount of assignments + my brain’s lack of productivity + nsfw content restriction (bye bye my go to stress reliever) my life has been pretty challenging ,, but overall ramadan has been beautiful as always <3

i also have this random thoughts lately that id really want to share with u so pls do tell me ur opinion 😙 so i was thinking abt how haikyuu boys would join u fasting for a day — i imagine the msby 4 would ask u to wake them too so they could accompany u while ur preparing ur suhoor meal but they ended up eating along and asking if they could join u fasting since they dont have any practice for that day. bokuto hinata & omi would do it out of curiosity but tsumu, being cocky a gentleman he is, says that he’s doing it so u wouldnt starve alone. i think bokuto would be super whiny the whole day like he would keep asking what time is it and being super dramatic saying his patience has never been tested this much ; hinata would keep on forgetting that he’s not allowed to consume anything — u literally caught him unconsciously open the fridge multiple times and he would went from 😮 to ☹️ ; omi bb wouldnt complain even a bit he would say ‘dont worry’ while furrowing his eyebrows followed by the loud scream coming from his dying tummy ; and tsumu — sigh — this man would (not so) secretly eat which ofc u caught him and he would most likely say something like ‘babe i needed a time out 🥺’ he b rlly making his own rules.

honestly just thinking abt these scenarios makes me rlly happy and i’d be delighted to hear ur thoughts abt them!!

ig thats all ,, sorry for the long rambles 😣 dont forget to always take a proper care of ur beautiful well-being during ramadan && since being happy is p hard sometimes so im hoping ur doing okay and that u would find joy by taking pleasure in the little things u do everyday <33 *give a long warm hug and a kith*

- 🐬

hi lovely!!! i’ve missed you so much omg!! ramadan is going pretty well! i haven’t been able to properly enjoy it because of the amount of work i always have, but i’m trying my best to yk!! 

also oh my god,,, i was actually just thinking about what is the seijoh boys joined you in with fasting for a day, and then i see this in my inbox. on god i manifest some of the asks i get. 

but the msby fasting with you is sososo cute omg <3 like they’d probably see you wake up a while before fajr to go have suhoor and they’re so confused like ??? you woke up just so you can eat? and while you’re preparing some food for yourself you explain it to them and each of them like take a minute before they nod so determinedly and go, “we’ll do it,” like you’d just assigned some life threatening mission to them. you warn them and tell them to eat a lot but not too much, and not to eat anything too salty — bokuto chooses chips because :( he was craving them :(. you urge them to drink so much water and atsumu gets so bloated. ends up saying something like, “i’d look so good with a dad bod,” smh. kiyoomi is the only one that follows everything you’re saying but after fajr you catch him reaching for the bottle and he just winces like, “sorry, forgot,” like already!!! hinata lays in bed that night still so hungry even though he’d just eaten because now he’s stuck w the knowledge that he can’t eat, and goes and pokes you awake like, “can i have a small snack? that’s okay right?” 

and oh my god you know what’s even sweeter? if atsumu texts his brother about what they’re doing and osamu joins in too. at iftar when you go to break your fast, atsumu suggests his brother’s restaurant and then osamu has dates and soup made, as well as so much food ready for the six of you. he says a broken, practiced, “ramadan kareem,” when he’s giving a date to break your fast i :(

they eat. so much. and as soon as they’re done they’re like, “so what are we having for dessert?” and omg!!! getting them to try traditional ramadan desserts like kunafa with different things like kunafa with chocolate and kunafa with mangoes and basboosa and atayef and they eat it all. they better not have practice the next day because god they are all so bloated after. 

i love this so much :( i was thinking about the seijoh boys doing it w you too, but i’ve rambled on too long about the msby so maybe another time hehe

[seokmins]

elv i don’t wanna cry but,,, that performance, both of those links GOOD LORD! hoshi in the light a flame performance just oh my—uhm i’m not okay 😍 THOSE SHIRTS THE HAIR THE DANCE AHHHHH 😱

and abt biases, PREACH! i always keep noticing joshua a lot (ESPECIALLY THE RECENT COVER!!) but seokhao is just like “bish u THOUGHT!” like it hasn’t even been a full month yet but i still keep discovering more and more content and the more i find the more i absolutely melt for them 😭 i found in the soop links and i haven’t been okay since 🥺

ah i had nothing fun planned this weekend,,, i got out of going to a bday party that i rlly didn’t wanna go to so im very happy rn 😁 how’s your weekend been lovely?

also,,, i enjoy chatting with u, ur someone i can easily envision being besties with. so i was wondering if maybe just maybe i can reach out on main? do u think that’s okay? (i hope u don’t misunderstand me, i love anon-ing cuz it’s fun but sometimes i forget to check for replies and i also rlly wanna chat with u as myself lol)

happy weekend elv! mwah! 😘🥰-💎

i love your pun!!!! and i know hoshi is sooo powerful in light a flame like those fits were EVERYTHING hehe and fr in the soop is like. so powerful. it really makes me soft for all of them :(((( natural visuals were on point and their bond is touching tbh and the one thing i love (but sometimes it's overwhelming) is svt never fails to give us lots of content!!

wow!! getting out of events i don't want to attend too is the absolute best hahha i hope you got to rest and relax <333 my weekend's been pretty good, trying to relax but also be productive on my blogs 😅 easier said than done though

and aww omg you're so sweet i love talking to you too! and ofc you can reach out, you don't even have to ask I'm glad you feel comfy to wanna be frens w/ me hskdfj and even more so on main hehe look forward to chatting w/ you officially <3 have a good day/night !!! 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖

[jzixuans]

oh yeah it’s my night

good happy things:

read like 50 pages of a poetry collection today they were all very good

made fried spicy udon for lunch today and it turned out rlly well  :)))

mapo tofu

did some ~crafts~ today and while it turns out that my hands are still not very capable of fine motor craftsmanship (they are So shaky rn lmaooooo) the end products turned out pretty well!!!!

ordered some new resistance bands bc my physiotherapist says my fingers are like weak baby so i’m excited to get that semblance of productivity at least

strawberry green tea w grass jelly  :)

wandering around supermarkets

i think i have plans for this weekend!! very excited

been getting a lot of ig they’re crochet??? stuffed animals??? idk on my instagram explore but i saw this super fucking round one of a chicken and i loved him immediately

feng xin i love u

this web-weavings post  

relistened to hadestown today and even tho my musicals phase has long since left the station it still slaps so hard  <333

lots of yllz worms on the brain lately

also courtesy of hadestown i am now considering orpheus and eurydice!wangxian which is great bc wangxian could fit either of them easily

[jojo-reader-hell]

hello !! may i request some cute ass secco shit 👉👈 like (chubby?) reader is just rlly down on her luck and not feeling good at all (i recently was shocked by an electric fence and am still recovering!) and he just,, snuggles w them and makes them happy :)? i LIVE for ur writing and i binged it all last night

bREH. I DIDNT READ THIS FULLY AND I REALIZED THAT YOU GOT SHOCKED AND IM LIKE WHAT????? DID U GO TO THE DOCTOR???? ARE YOU OK???? WHA WHA WHA WHA WHAAAAAA?!? IM FLATTERED BUT DUDE??????!??????!???? ARE YOU OK?????

It’s moments like these, when his pupils dilate and amethyst eyes soften into a deep indigo, that it almost feels like old times again.

“I have something for you.”

He crawls towards you. Even though he doesn’t seem to remember anything about you, something in his behavior towards you makes you hold out hope. Maybe the love of your life is still in there?

“Gimme.”

It’s his voice. That beautiful, gravelly voice that would wake you up in the middle of the night craving your love like water. Even though his sentences are stunted, a toddler’s vocabulary, his voice hasn’t changed a bit.

Maybe there is one part of him deep inside that your ex hadn’t managed to corrupt.

Your ex had already decided that evidently if you couldn’t be happy with him, you wouldn’t be happy with anyone. And it hurt all the worse because you loved him, stupid idiot that you were you still loved your ex unconditionally from the first moment you kissed him to the fifth time he broke up with you. Years of taking you back and dumping you violently only to knock on your door and take you back into the madness again, it was starting to take its toll on your mental health. Yet when he ignored you for months, a hell of a lot longer this time than ever before, combined with the things he’d told you about your weight and looks, you hated yourself for wishing he would chase after you and take it all back like he used to.

Eventually you did move on. It was hard. But you had no other choice left. You got tired of his litanies of lies. Your ex wasn’t going to change, not when the problems he had had been there since the beginning and stayed for nearly seven years. You moved on, heartbroken after he yet again told you about what he thought was wrong with you and why you needed to go. This time it was because you were too fat. No one would love a slob like you he said. Big words coming from a man with a PHD that still dyed his hair and did his makeup with dimestore product.

“Then I’m done with you, and this time I mean it!” You screamed at him. “I’m tired of never being good enough for a loser like you.”

Evidently he was a sore loser. Of course he was. It was him causing all this pain, you realized now that it never was you to begin with. He tried to take you back. Did his usual spiel of knocking on your door with flowers in his hands and a promise on his lips only to find himself speechless when your new boyfriend answered the door to tell him to back off. Your ex had a fragile mental state, a god complex that required constant feeding. This only made it worse, and your blatant ignorance of his obsessive behavior to win you back made him spiral out of control. The last straw had been when your new boyfriend proposed to you, taking a muscular knee on the pink sands of Spiaggia Rosa, a modest ring with a pink diamond in his large hands.

Your ex would have never done anything so extravagant.

“I… I made this for you…”

Your fiancé’s eyes were soft because you were holding out a small token to him. A folded paper ring, something you made from a scrap of lined paper you’d managed to fish out of the trash littering the prison your ex kept you in. You’d tried to reason with your ex, bargaining the release of your fiancé if he couldn’t let you go too. You were so proud of the way your lover fought back in the beginning. He scratched, clawed and bit like a rabid cat to protect you, until one day he came in crawling into the closet you were held hostage in, licking your ex’s shoes like a mongrel and honest to god growling at you like a beast. Whatever your ex did to him, be it give him a stupid new name to match his or something worse, you would never know. All you knew was that instead of holding you to his chest and murmuring about how much he loved you and would protect you until the day he died, he now threw sharp objects at you and bit at your skin hard enough to draw blood.

But sometimes, like now, he would come to you. Soft steps, gentle as a kitten walking on dainty paws, to accept what little trinket you gave to him. It was little things like this, folded paper, trying to remind him of the little gestures you did together as a couple. He was so dexterous with his hands, precise, wanted to be a visual artist or a film editor. Something he could do with his hands or his talent with precision. Whereas before your previous relationship would only spend time with you after pulling teeth, your fiance always came over to do something creative like this, teaching you to cook a new dish or to paint or to build, even teaching you new ways to show affection with your hands.

He taught you to make the paper rings before he proposed. Maybe to give you a hint? Excited when he saw the gleam in your eye as you successfully made a (rather wretched looking) paper ring during your date.

Now his eyes looked almost familiar. Pupils dilated, holding the paper ring in those familiar big hands.

“Pretty.” He told you, placing it on the finger where in another life you would have put a wedding band. “It’s pretty.”

You were so hopeful. He hummed, putting a battery back in a video camera and pointing it everywhere except at you.

He looked to you after a while, and you whispered his old name.

“Nuh-uh…” he grunted, then tapped his chest with his hands. “Secco...! Secco!”

Your heart sank. After all you tried, it seemed that he’d never drop that new persona your ex gave him. At the beginning you’d press it, keep reminding him that he was yours and you loved him, but when it just ended up in you being hurt physically and mentally, you stopped.

What can you do? What else can you say? Your life is this now: existing in this closet and being tortured in the worst possible of ways, and there’s nothing to make the one you love come back. He’s trapped in that facade.

The world is hopeless. The world is dark and there is no light to be found.

You want to let it swallow you whole, until you feel something wrap around you, a whimper in your ear of your name that you only heard when he wasn’t Secco.

“Please…” he murmured in your ear. “Secco… I’m Secco… Need to be Secco… For you. I love you. Need to… have to keep you safe…”

[seijch]

ANNOUNCEMENT: NOT A HELLO, BUT NOT A GOODBYE EITHER

omg hi ... im like . ashamed to come back after saying brief hiatus in october and then disappearing off the face of the earth til FEBRUARY but under the cut i will be explaining myself and the following, if youre interested (and a tl;dr at the very bottom if you don’t wanna scroll thru this obnoxiously long post):

the reason(s) i was gone for so long

what i was doing during that time (its just a personal account yall can scroll past this idrc)

the status of those um . halloween requests

the future of this account

i. so . Hiatus .

i know. i know . i probably mentioned it when i made the announcement post, but my mental health likes to go on one of those rides. yknow the ones where you go like up rlly fast then down maybe and then up then DOWN .... its like that. i needed a break and every time i wanted to come back or thought about it, something would happen and i would get stuck in my own head.

a big reason for getting stuck in my head was (and i hate to admit this ... i hate to admit that i have Insecurities On The Internet) my feelings of inadequacy regarding my writing. i love to plot fics, i love concepts and characters and making little headcanons but i dont ... know if i love writing rn. and i thought for the longest time that like . whatever ill just push thru it its fine ill be fine but it kinda wasnt lmao you can kinda see it in my halloween reqs and what become of them when i get to that but i began to feel like nothing i had put out or would put out would hold up prose wise (and normally i dont feel like this im much more “idc its my life im living it” but thats not a rant for tumblr LMAO). i still feel like that -- like im better as a reader than a writer. but . You Know :-)

tl;dr: mental state go brrrrr

ii. anywhere here’s wonderwall

when i left, i was in a steadily decreasing mental and emotional state, made worse by a situation at work that really was a case of petty jealousy on my end and rlly isnt very consequential now despite how much pain and resentment it gave me when it Was a problem so i wont get into it. the tl;dr of november and december was me using work as an crutch and distraction -- i know my job, i do it well, it helped me not think about my responsibilities and obligations and inadequacies. of course, as the holiday season grew busier n busier i was scheduled so often that i moved 88 or so miles (according to my apple watch, which i ONLY wear at work since im never anywhere else outside my house) and fell into a cycle of showering n sleeping at my house before going back the next day. (theres definitely something to be said abt capitalism and “grind culture” here but once again its not the time or place snsjkdfds)

at the turn of the new year, i happened to remember a birthday card i hadnt filed away for safekeeping from a friend of mine that id been horribly out of touch with til that point. i started crying because i realized how out of touch id been in general up until that point. the month of january was great for me: i was focused, happy, and in a much better place than i had been before. the end of it brought me down focus wise and im hoping that enough time away from my distractions will refocus me bc i ... need it LMAO and though ive burned out from that level of productivity and gotten distracted again im ... trying to stay positive which i think is the most i can do 😁👍🏼

media wise, i got real into stardew valley (but burned out bc i played it extensively as a way to wind down after work), the pokemon platinum romhack renegade platinum (still havent finished it bc of school n i played it w the intent to see if i could nuzlocke it ... bitch its so hard but its so fun bc of it), briefly assassins creed: odyssey (im one of those ppl who completes an entire region before i move to the next so you can tell i burned out of that one + wouldnt have the time to properly devote to it even if i didnt), got back into genshin impact after pulling for xiao (after not touching it for like . months), and danganronpa. yes . danganronpa 😐 i Know. i stopped playing it after the second trial of the first game bc i was so hurt by the outcome and picked it up in late january only to get sucked in (thank god i had the foresight to buy the second and third games during the steam winter sale). rn im at the start of chapter 4 if anyone wants to come in my asks and um . talk to me abt danganronpa

tl;dr: I’m Into Danganronpa Now

iii. you realize halloween was three months ago right

i mentioned this in the first section, but i love to plot things. every request is plotted or at least has a solid foundation. i had fun detailing what concept i wanted to go with considering what i was given, and there were some bangers i might touch up in the future. but heres whats going to happen to the requests themselves:

there are two finished requests. one will be posted tomorrow and the other will be touched up (just bc i finished it doesnt mean its good 🧍‍♂️) and scheduled for next saturday. as for the ones i never got around to ...

i will not be finishing those requests. i hate to be That Person, but i feel like we all expected this 🧍‍♂️ what i will do is post all of my notes for each request in batches -- requests that have an @ to go with them will be mentioned in the post proper, but anon asks will be pictured. (there are some asks that came from blogs who are now deactivated but i wrote down all the prompts and remember most of those askers so ill cross that bridge when i get there) there will most likely be an excerpt or two simply bc i think i mightve written a few plot points or interactions in the form of bullet points. i rlly am sorry about doing this but i remember looking at my notion doc with all the prompts and feeling ... like i wasnt measuring up n it wasnt just to myself or to some intangible concept of “other” id constructed but it was instead to those who requested n actually WANTED to see and hear and read my writing and i ...... im gonna admit thats another big reason i avoided this site.

regardless, youll definitely get what i have (and likely more than just my bullet points and illegible handwriting).

tl;dr: im sorry. what i have in terms of plot, concept, and interaction for every request will be posted, but i cant say ill ever complete them and mean it.

iv. so what now?

well i mean . im not entirely sure how sold i am on haikyuu in the content creation department (as a creator n to a lesser extent, as a consumer). as mentioned previously, its no longer my primary focus. it doesnt mean im not into haikyuu anymore; i have a lot of love for those boys but i cant rlly say im even caught up w recent fandom activity and also havent even finished s4 pt2 LMAO thats on my to do list

and despite all that, i still want to share my plots n concepts and snippets and maybe even fics. it wont happen anytime soon. it might not even happen. but i mean . its better than me saying i wont write ever again shjdkfs but either way ill probably use this blog as a personal blog w the occasional ask game for dialogue prompts (those are always so fun i love making up aus to fit like . the most mundane prompts)

as for my works (past and any potential future), ive opened an ao3 acc here n ill be editing n possibly expanding on my old works to post there. tumblr, to me, is The x reader hub, but i figure more x reader fics on ao3 is never a bad thing.

ill be deleting/posting drafted posts to the queue since they were all meant to be queued anyway as well as (sorry again 🧍‍♂️) deleting or answering asks in the inbox. (moots if you get a notif from me saying i rbed your post from months ago ... mind your business) im very hard to get ahold of and its ... a problem. expect an overhaul of the nav n shit to reflect my new direction n also because i feel like i cant tell if my passion for carrd is shared by the majority HSDKLFS maybe its better to read my info in a normal post ykwim .......

and of course . if youve read all this n decided im no longer worth the follow, i sure as hell cant stop you. thank you for wanting to, at some point, hear what i have to say -- it means more than you think.

tl;dr: writing will be edited and reposted to ao3, this blog will be a personal blog with a hint of writing (sometimes)

the tl;dr to end all tl;drs:

im back! i wont be as active as i used to due to a lessened interest in haikyuu in general, but i have an ao3 acc now where all my past work will be edited, possibly expanded, and reposted. any future work will also find itself there. my halloween requests will be posted in batches as incomplete concepts, plots, and snippets of scenes; i wont be promising to finish any of them.

there are still fic concepts im attached to and want to finish, but i cant promise any more writing on my end. this blog will be a personal blog with maybe writing, not a writing blog with my personal thoughts all over it.

regardless if you stick around or not, its been crazy sexy cool (equal emphasis) being on haikyuu tumblr even tho i wasnt around for long ... even tho its not my main focus anymore, im still excited to see what the future might hold 🤝

love, ari 💌

[timextoxhajima]

NOO i swear you're not taking any of my time huhu i love talking to you😭😭 tbh i usually have time at nights but i'd rather use them to sleep or watch some tbz content bc my a test every 3 weeks schedule is still going but i have a lot more to do now so i'd usually spent the first 1 weeks with taking as much rests as i can 🥲

and no worries ur not making me feel pressured to reveal myself!!!! im just saying this bc i really wanna be friends w u,, but if i ever leave tumblr then i WILL OFC I WILL TELL U

hehehe yea i love trying new hobbies no matter how bad i may be at them just to find the feeling of joy when i feel like im truly enjoying them, and with writing even when what i write has nothing to do with my thoughts it really help in keeping my minds busy instead of drifting away into bad thoughts🥲🥲 i do video editing too sometimes, photography, but its kinda hard thanks to the pandemic so yeah,,, editing sunwoo video it is for me😭😂 i hope you found ur getaway too!!! or did u already?

I C THE NEW ENHYPEN POST OMG IVE BEEN SEEING THEM A LOT LIKE A WHOLE LOT EVERYWHERE not to mention im also a shawol so i know that ni-ki was one of the shinee kid?? in shinee's japanese concert😭😂 but i havent found the time to know abt the other members yet so--

ANW I RLLY LOVE THAT FOR UU its good that you're getting a lot more comfortable❤️ so does that mean you are currently on a holiday? yea coming back to uni really sucks sometimes i hated it a lot too but these days i've gotten a lot closer to my friends and i miss them so much now that we havent seen each other for months🥲

i'm pretty good! all the preparation has been kinda a lot and my research supervisor has been kinda laterep lately which is making me super anxious most of the time bc i really need to get everything done by august😭😭 but yeah writing has helped me A LOT in shifting my thoughts and making me feel better, i hope i am taking care of myself enough

how about you dana? are you taking care of yourself ? - 🍋🍋

omg just sleep LMAO just fkin sleep it's fine tumblr isn't worth your physical health HAHAHAHHAHA yeah your 3-week test schedule sounds disgustang fam idk how you do it so props to you

omg... tbh photography is a great way to ?? learn about life?? does that make sense lol i started photography in 2013 and now i've shifted more into filming, writing and editing so it was a very nice shift and transition for me. i guess my getaway definitely includes writing fics, i'm on a video production intern right now too so i get to shoot in studios and edit the footage later on. i was supposed to go on a chill photoshoot with a friend but covid said fuck you LMAO but i might get paid to help my freshies do their committee photoshoot at the end of the year so that'll be a blast. i love brainstorming themes for photoshoots and like templating designs - i think i'm an all-rounded creative person, as in into creatives [not boasting about... my creativity] but i definitely love the freedom in expression and i'm starting to realise that i'm picking up every single medium i could possibly utilise to exploit this freedom of expression thing: writing, dancing, filming, photography, creative designs, you name it LOL

yes niki was a shawol!! he went for a tokyo dome concert of shinee's and key hugged him while he cried LMAO he said it was like 2014 or smth which meant that niki was fucken... 9... stanning enha has been a JOURNEY for me because all this while i've been stanning groups that are generally older than me. even with skz jeongin i began to feel a tad awkward because he's younger, and with txt i basically couldn't whole-heartedly stan them because 3/5 of them are younger than me... then you have enha whose maknae is younger than my sister?! like... fam... how... why... am i that old now... omg

yeah i am on holiday! my sem ended in late april and since then i've been pretty much rotting at home, handling my intern projects, writing, learning some choreos for more covers and sobbing over kdramas owo the tissues wasted LMAO i love this break for myself honestly cause the sem was such a shitshow and i lost a friend or two over some nonsense and i had conflict with a couple of others too so while i do miss their nonsense, i really need the time away from these idiots who act like 5 year olds sometimes

omg i hope your supervisor knows not to pressure you too much, like work-life balance is a thing there right... >.>

i'm so happy you're writing that shit out. back before i began to write i felt so suffocated and i can't imagine my life if i didn't go into writing so i'm glad you found this portal to escape, even if it is for a moment!

i'm taking of myself... by keeping myself at home LMAO i haven't seen friends for like... weeks now, which is pretty surprising given the circumstances, because we're not on lockdown and you can still go out in pairs and i've had friends trying to get me out of the house to hang but i'm... so lazy... and frankly just uninterested in a social life now. idk how i shd feel about that, it's like the introvert rlly hopped the fuck out after i spent majority of the past sem acting like an extrovert.

if you consider sleeping at 4am every night taking care of myself then HEY i guess im fit as a pickle HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

[kuroosweakness]

Hi luv! I saw ur post abt trying to feel motivated again and I get that:( it’s so hard esp bc everything is closed w regulations and stuff, I find myself staying inside and just laying in bed like a blob rlly often lmao. Recently what I’ve been doing to try to be more productive, is giving myself smth to look forward to the next day. (It gives me a good reason to get up n start my day) Like I’ll wake up, eat smth, give myself time to~fully~ wake up (lol), then do some studying or smth for a couple hours. Then, I’ll go out and like reward myself?? I’ll buy myself a coffee or get a cookie or smth LOL; or maybe I’ll make plans with a friend the day before, so that way when I’m done my work stuff, I have smth to look forward to!! Or, if you have internet friends, maybe set up a time u can play games or watch a movie or smth with them! Since a lot of places are closed now, my friends and I meet up and take our dogs on walks really often too, it’s fun n doesn’t really feel like exercise lol. Just giving yourself smth to look forward to, I think really gives me a lot of motivation to carry on. I hope this is helpful🥺💘 this feeling of being stuck rlly sucks but know ur not alone n I’m sure this feeling will pass💝 stay safe n healthy luv💕

hi love! it gets harder and harder with each day :’( lmao a blob is a great description of the feeling :’) oh okayy that sounds like a really smart idea. one of the things i look forward to the most is going to bed and sleeping because i get to imagine all these scenarios with kuroo in my head...which leads to me staying in bed all day fdjksldfkj 

okay okayy instead of cookies, i shall reward myself time to rewatch haikyuu :) so the most important part is to find something to look forward to everyday....got it. *watching cooking videos* 

okiee 🥺 i’ll find something to look forward to everyday ... but what if the thing i looked forward to never followed through? :’ 

this is really really helpful <33 the feeling has gotten a lot better! (i think i might’ve overreacted a little...i’m gonna blame it on period mood swings :’) 

i love you :’ 

thank uu 🥺 make sure to stay safe and healthy and happy too!! <3 

[skzshortcake]

hey! i would like to get the ship thing too kk so basically aside from kpop i rlly like goth (like vampire and pirate aesthetics) and spooky things etc other than that i like museums and history and like conservative and restoration and learn new languages and mythology i also really into make up and fashion and art n poetry n mitski!!! im shy so don't rlly feel comfortable w pda. i like anime alot especially the untamed and i think im may be like the 'baby' of my group of friends??

hello! I ship you with seungmin!

I think whoever he ends up with will be one of two things, either very soft just like him, or literally exactly the opposite

and I think you’re kinda the opposite!

he totally hones in on you always being the baby (we know how he acts with jeongin) and takes any chance he can get to mess with you

he loves how your aesthetics crash, and wants as many pictures of it as possible

i’m talking like he wants to try to do your makeup (he does pretty well!) and dress up in halloween costumes together, but they’re completely the opposite

literally loves it so so much

wants to hear about anime all the time, he loves sitting with you and hearing you talk about your interests because he feels like he learns a lot about you and about what you’re talking about!

seungmin loves to learn, and I think you both would totally bounce off of each other with new knowledge all the time!

is totally fine with you not liking pda, he just wants you to be comfortable!

but he will also let you know that he’s there for you! probably through tapping you to try and get your attention only for him to stare at you then go back to what he was doing

but if you’re ever in need of some attention he’s very happy to give it to you! 

“tell me more about that museum we went to, I think I missed that last part...”

y’all totally learn a language together!! couple goals!!

nicknames he calls you:

pumpkin, flower

a date you would go on:

shopping date!

mostly you two pretending to be like siblings who only want to mess with each other only for him to be very focused as he helps you pick out makeup, letting you test products on his hands. he really doesn’t care that his whole arm is covered in lipstick, he just wants you to be happy. seungmin will give you his opinion whenever you ask for it, he’s trying to be helpful I promise!

honorable mention: jisung

[kachinnate]

(me when i see you've reblogged the ask game: ahHh yes now i can ask her questions :DD) if i could tell her, so big/so small, finale, a little bit of light, connor murphy?

(oh i LOVE u ur so sweet ;0;;)(also i’m sorry in advance for how much i’ve RAMBLE u picked all the big boy questions 4 me >|D!!) if i could tell her: describe someone you care about or look up to.ok there’s so many ppl i could pick rn bc i am so full of love atm but!!! i’mma do my old theatre director just bc i’ve been thinking about him a lot lately ;;;okay, so mix will roland with like, a sterotypical high-school theatre director that you’d see on like tv or in a movie, and that’s.. p much my director :’D his name is ragan and he was like…. definitely the reason i kept doing theatre in hs. i cannot go into detail about all the things this dude has done for me, but.. ghhh. he is so sweet and so compassionate and like, the way he teaches acting is kind of beautiful?? he gets so into it and is so passionate about it and aaaHH ;; i remember every night before a show we’d circle up and do like little tradition things and right before we left to go do last-minute preparations he’d give us this spiel about how theatre was the only temporary form of art - how a movie or a piece of artwork or a song would always be in existence, but this particular showing of this production of this play? would only be a one time thing, something really special that you’re sharing with a group of people who, despite any differences y’all might have, are all tied together for a common cause, and that we should enjoy it for that very reason and um?;;; im CRYIN… i feel like he taught me more in two years than any other teacher ever could and i’m going to be forever thankful for that so big / so small: how do you wish people would comfort or show care to you?talking me through things but in a way that’s not like !! pitying !! u kno? also i said this before but literally any acknowledgement to something i did/said/even just my Existence In General in my eyes is a huge sign that u care abt me which will make me 🥺finale: write a letter to yourself (only saying kind things!).dear kayla [redacted],you !! are !!! so much more !!! than you EVER give yourself credit for !!!!!! literally dude you’ve gone through this magnitude of SHIT and yet somehow you’re always still smiling at the end of it all, and despite everything you are ! so kind!! you are kind and full of love and no one can ever take that away from you! you genuinely didn’t think you’d live long enough to see the end of 2019 but guess what? you fuckin did! and you’re so much stronger in the aftermath…. the people who have hurt you are missing out on the lovely person that you are, but at the end of the day that’s their loss dude. you deserve people who care about you and love you and nothing less - and for the first time in a while you can say that you feel like you’re finally surrounded by nothing but that. that’s dope. ur dope.a little bit of light: describe a happy memory.kind of a bittersweet memory but!: very recently a super upsetting thing happened to me irl regarding someone who i thought was one of my pals, and i found out while i was hanging out w a couple of my other friends,,, and like i was Really Upset and i hate crying like in front of other people, so i very much was trying to like laugh my way through it as if it didn’t bother me while very obviously being on the brink of tears (and like 4 seconds later sobbing)and my friends super just dropped whatever it was that we were supposed to be doing and they were like “okay! it’s loving kayla hours™ rn so we’re all going to go around the circle and say what we lov about her” and like. every answer made me like Sob omg ;;;; one of the girls is like a grade underneath me and she was like “you were the first person i ever acted w/ in theatre and that’s rlly special to me bc u made me want to keep doing it” and aaAHhHhhtldr; i love my friends a lot,,connor murphy: what is one thing you wish people understood about you?already answered! :D

[jooohoneybee]

Rule: you can only repeat one artist and only one time, so we can all kind of spread new music to the people we tag. Try to listen to at least one of the songs people rec here

Thank you @penicillinjimin for tagging me!!! This was rlly fun to think abt!!!! It was actually rlly hard too skaksskakk. Let me know if you hear anything new from this!!!

1) one song you loved the first time you listened to and never got tired of?

Moon - bts

2) one song you cry every time you listen or makes you emotional?

Breathe me - sia

3) one song that always makes you happy/smile?

Cat and dog - txt

4) one song that you would dedicate to your best friend and/or your family?

This is the only one that I literally have no idea for skakks

5) one song with a production (the sounds, the beat, the mood) you love?

Gypsy - Stevie nicks demo

6) one song with perfect, amazing, outstanding lyrics?

The last - agust d

7) one song that you would recommend to anyone?

Requiem: lacrimosa - mozart LISTEN IT SLAPS OKAY

8) one song you don’t understand why you like so much but you do anyway?

I'm going to say Africa - toto for this one skakksk it's like my favorite song bc the alto line is just absolutely incredible but like there's other songs w good alto lines so why do I like this one in particular 🤷‍♀️

9) one song that you think people in general wouldn’t like but you do?

The book of nook - starbomb I'm going out on limb and saying that maybe people wouldn't like it skakska

10) one song people normally like and you don’t like or hate?

I don't rlly like a whole lot of those pop songs that get like REALLY big like that havana song or like any song where it's just the same 3 chords and the same lyrics over and over

11) one song you would call a masterpiece?

The ride of the valkyries - from Die Walküre, WWV 86B, act 3 by Wagner. Listen the man was a goddamn composing genius

12) one song you recently (last 30 days max) discovered and really liked it?

nightmare - victon

13) one song you listen to to get pumped like you wanna tear down the fucking government or something?

SMILE AT YOU - STEVIE NICKS

[artnerd1123]

Arty. Arty. Arty. Friend,,, I know like two things about fnaf but please yell at me abt ur crossover. I lovm it so much,,,

:D !!!

*paps table like bongo cat* I will happily screech about my crossover au cuz I’m having so much fun with it—

Ok ok so— first things first— some details may change as I work more stuff out??? But??? This is stuff I have figured out for sure so far

Aiden works at this place as a mechanic. He used to be a night guard, but has since swapped positions since others (including Journal) were able to fill it for him

Aiden fills ph/one guy’s role if we’re taking game mechanics

Journal is a new security guard who just started doing the night shift. He’s easily frightened, a bit anxious, and real nervous about his job, but he’s doing his best. He took the job cuz he’s low on money, and his friend Aiden convinced him it wasn’t so bad

Journal takes the role of player/night guard here!

Evangel made this place, and the animatronics. Unsure exactly why, but it’s still vaguely Chuck E. Cheese like in terms of what the establishment is

Evangel went wacko for some reason and ends up cursing said animatronics Bc reasons

She’s like. A weird combo of the higher ups in f/naf and also maybe pur/ple guy??? She doesn’t murder anyone but she did make the place n does Heck around w/the animatronics. Idk, I’m not up to date on current fn/af lore, so I can’t be sure ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Roo is actually the oldest animatronic. He’s got a lot of wear and tear, and his jaw doesn’t shut all the way anymore, but he’s still functional. He was recently taken off the main stage for repairs. He may look scary, but he’s actually jus rlly anxious n needs reassurance that he’s safe n ok.

Hence why he fills f/oxy’s role!!! (need to keep an eye on him via cameras or he’ll book it down to ur office to murder u for snuggles)

Roo and Aiden are close bc he goes to the mechanic a lot for fixing

Second oldest is ruffy! He was sort of started in production, but when evangel realized he’d probably scare more kids than he’d entertain, she set him aside for scrap metal. Oddly enough, he still manages to function. He crawls around everywhere, knows how to get into vents, and is often seen on the ceiling. He’s a helpful guy tho!!! He just wants to make people happy, even if evangel was convinced he couldn’t

He fills a role similar to mangle here! (Static comes out instead of a voice, broken parts, haphazardly shoved together n looks like a mess of parts, crawls on ceiling, still wants to be loved)

Aaaand last but not least, we have seraph!!! She’s the newest animatronic, and she’s a singer/dancer!!! There was a malfunction when evangel was making her eyes, so she can’t open them v much or see well, but uses touch/a form of echolocation to find her way around. She’s very kind and gentle, and just wants to do her best to entertain and keep kids happy. She looks up to and admires Roo a lot.

(Roo absolutely loves her singing too!!! Someone let them perform together I’m begging u—))

Seraph fills a role similar to ba/llora here!!! (Shut eyes, makes music all the time which is used to locate her, dances, fancy n shiny n new)

Aaaaand I’ve got more that would go along with how the actual “game” would work (ex: how the nights go, what u use to keep track of em, do they kill or do they not, what happens as stuff progresses, etc) but I’ve... prolly rambled enough in one ask ‘^^

[gaspdl-blog]

ok hi im late to the partay mostly bc my shit wasnt together but now it is!!! so hi im kenny, im 21, in the cst & i prefer she/her pronouns. this is my tragic texas baby boy jamie!!! he’s basically the product of me stress watching breaking bad and becoming v interested in fall from grace tropes lol. but there’s a bunch of details about him under the cut if you want to learn more about the vipers’ mechanic, otherwise tldr;; like this and i’ll hit you up to plot !!

﹄MIN YOONGI, CISMALE, HE/HIM, TWENTY-FOUR ﹃  a new car has been dispatched in search of JAMIE KIM. he is known for being a MECHANIC for the VIPERS, for about six months now. he has proven to be resourceful and quick-witted, but also reclusive and arrogant, please proceed with caution.

more in-depth bio of me rambling here, please for the love of g*d dont read it

the gist ---- tiny bi chaos gay got a lucky shot out of the deadend future of running his family’s auto shop in texas via a full ride to ucla. mechanical engineering was the route he was set up on, + a stable friend group + a boyfriend, but he got hit with a big wave of depression and things spiraled downward from there. he walked in on his boyfriend cheating on him with his best friend a week before finals, failed all his exams, failed out of college, the ex kicked him out and he ended up on the street for a long while.

eventually, bc irony is so, so cruel, he ended up working in an auto-shop wondering how the fuck, after all that, he was going to end up just like his father. jamie was sleeping in the backseats of cars saving up that tiny min wage paycheck to eventually get his own place. he lucked out, though. jamie had done work for the right person, and got a cryptic phone call offering him a job that he took without a second thought - he’s been the vipers’ mechanic ever since.

he’s quiet, southern, a smart ass. jamie thinks he knows more than anyone about cars, which sometimes he does. he’s mostly motivated by the fear that he’ll end up on the streets again, and fullass refuses to put trust in people or spend any of his money until he feels sure that he won’t end up cold again.

random hcs;;

has a tiny bit of a texas accent but it only comes out when he’s angry or really happy.

part time JOBS - he used to work as a night guard at a museum (mostly as insurance to have somewhere to stay if things fall apart again, he’s really scared of being on the streets a second time and it feels inevitable when hes mega anxious) he wont give up the job bc hes scared he’ll need it in a pinch so he volunteers two nights a month to guard for them for free

hasn’t talked to his family in a really long time

spends a lot of his day alone // if you cant find him he’s probably asleep on his skateboard under a car

old hands

gross and sweaty and covered in grease

cap sun cancer moon taurus rising

has a couple weird quirks he picked up when he was experiencing homelessness - wears a lot of layers, eats fast, scared of cold weather

definitely an asshole at times , if he feels like ur bein a meanie to him and making fun of him he’ll def go into arrogant piece of shit mode where he’ll try to make you feel stupid ,, mega yikes

he’s the kid asleep in the back of class that the teacher calls on to be like GOTCHAbut jamie says the right answer even though he was snoring 10 seconds ago

can’t flirt so if he likes you he’ll fix all your shit & try to take care of you

skeeeeny repair man smart boy typa shit

hes a human cigarette when he’s stressed which is most of the time

GRUMPY TIRED NERDY

he’s a lil bit of a pacifist, so he doesn’t attend any of the fights. he knows speaking out against them would be stupid, so jamie keeps his mouth shut, but the violence sort of makes his skin crawl

he’s gotten meaner as the vipers have gotten more successful, he doesn’t let people fuck with him so he knows how to defend himself - he tries to inspire the intimidation and fear that would come with his reputation, but he thinks saying less is better and more effective (ie less scary).

playlist;; just his vibe kinda

001. I THINK – tyler the creator 002. baby boy – kevin abstract 003. this life – vampire weekend 004. the louvre – lorde 005. sunflower seeds – bryce vine 006. love$ick – a$ap rocky 007. waiting on the warmth – mormor 008. hold on – alabama shakes 009. cringe - stripped – matt maeson 010. empty – kevin abstract 011. o-o-h child – the five stairsteps 012. feel good inc – gorillaz 013. WEIGHT – brockhampton

wanted connections;;

a friend, pls give the kid a friend

someone outside the vipers who pays him to do work on their car

someone who rlly exposed him to something violent, ie jamie avoids them and prob freaks n thinks they’re the antichrist

the ex bf?? 

i’m open to anything!! it’s a lil tricky bc he’s a mcisolato but pls plot w me <3