#Bungou Stray Dogs: Lost Souls
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Well, at least Fukuzawa got his wish granted, I guess.... he's finally inside Fukuchi <3
#bungou stray dogs#bsd spoilers#bsd 120.5#please laugh i know i made myself laugh.... if only to keep from crying lol#the oocification of Fukuzawa will be studied in the history books for years to come#that's not my fukuzawa...... that's his discount twin fucksack#because his dick is so far up the ass of his dead pathetic dumbass crusty ex boyfriend it's not even funny#he is dickriding that fucker HARD#and here i thought the FANDOM woobified fukuchi out the wazoo. but oh my god no fukuzawa himself has them all beat this chapter#man is coco for cocopuffs and babying that grown-ass man like he's 5#it's truly pathetic and depressing to see i'm just beyond words#'you deceived him by keeping quiet the issues that would plague a union of mankind' NO??? LITERALLY ANYONE WITH A BRAIN WOULD KNOW#THAT THAT WOULD NEVER FUCKING WORK???? THAT IT'S THE STUPIDEST MOST NAIVE PLAN AND VIEW OF THE WORLD IMAGINABLE????#WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS IS A TODDLER INSTEAD OF A GROWN-ASS SOLDIER WITH YEARS OF MILITARY EXPERIENCE#Fyodor feels like the only one at this point that hasn't truly lost the plot in all this...... the only one with a goddamn brain#I HATE THAT I HAVE TO AGREE WITH HIM!!!!!!!!! I HATE THAT IT FELT SO CATHARTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!#and i hate even more that the series clearly doesn't want us to agree with him and instead believe that fukuzawa is still right#even though he was spouting the most naive braindead bullshit imaginable that early series Fukuzawa would NEVER SAY#WHAT ABOUT YOUR CHILDREN BRO??? WHY DO YOU CARE MORE ABOUT DEFENDING THE HONOR OF THAT CRUSTY MF THAN#THE SAFETY OF YOUR KIDS????#WHERE DID ALL YOUR INTELLIGENCE GO#i fucking hated the writing ever since fukuchi's plan/motives were first revealed and it was played completely straight (and gay lol)#but to hear fukuzawa actually come out and defend that ridiculous bs is just.......... again i have no words#it's insane. what happened. what happened to you fukuzawa. all i can do is laugh it's so sad it's so stupid. I WAS CRINGING SO BAD.#and was so glad when he finally died so he finally SHUT THE FUCK UP. i hate it here. i miss when BSD was good so bad man 😭😭😭#it would be one thing if it felt like he's so deep in grief that he's completely deluded himself that fukuchi was right and had pure motive#and wasn't an idiotic piece of shit himself just like fyodor#but nah again it just feels like we're supposed to side with him lmao even though fyodor was exactly right in everything he said#when your villain sounds more intelligent/correct than your hero and that's not an intentional writing choice..... that's not good bros!!!#anyway may your stupidity be purified in the soul of your dead bf fukuzawa 🙏 and we get the true you back
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Evil in the Night by Adam Lambert but it's Shin Shoukoku
#the vibes are immaculate#couple lines stand out to me#“lit up like a full moon”#“i heard you were the baddest on the street”#“i guess you're just a lost soul”#“when the moon comes out you turn into a beast”#“little criminal i'm calling the police”#something something weretiger moon#something something mafia criminal lost soul etc etc#anyways#vibes#bsd akutagawa#bsd atsushi#akutagawa ryuunosuke#nakajima atsushi#atsushi x akutagawa#atsushi x ryuunosuke#bungou stray dogs#more like bungou gay dogs HAHA#shin soukoku
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Bungou Stray Dogs
Fyodor Dostoevsky
Heyy! I hope this isn't a bother, but I'm absolutely craving some Fyodor x Reader! Sooo, imagine this—Fyodor was your husband in a past life, and now he finds you again in Yokohama, working for either the ADA or PM. Obviously, he can't just let his *wife* be with someone else, right? I’d love to see more of that whole 'immortal x mortal' vibe, ahh! And to keep it true to his character, he calls Reader 'Anna' even though they have a new name now. Hope you have a great day/night! 😊
(headcanon, fic, lines, wtv u prefer! I'm just craving for Fyodor ‼️🙏🏻)
Sorry, it took long. But I had test this whole month and I still have to give a test on saturday. But I wrote what came in my mind.
The Ghost of His Heart
Summary:
In a world where fate binds souls across lifetimes, Fyodor Dostoevsky finds the one he’s been waiting for—his wife from a past life, reborn and unaware of their shared history. Consumed by an eternal love, he is determined to remind her of the connection they once had, while she struggles to reconcile her current reality with the strange pull she feels toward him. As their paths intertwine, emotions run high, and the lines between devotion and destiny blur.
Content Warnings:
Themes of obsession and possessiveness
Past life/reincarnation dynamics
Emotional intensity and angst
Mild cursing
Subtle manipulation (non-toxic but deeply intense interactions)
GLIMPSE - “Are you crazy?” you whispered, the question slipping out before you could stop it.
His gaze softened further, and for the first time, there was no trace of his usual composure. He looked at you with a vulnerability so raw it made your chest ache.
“For you? Yes,” he said simply. “A thousand times yes.”
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The air in Yokohama was heavy with a tension that couldn’t quite be named. It wasn’t the usual weight of humidity, nor the pulse of city traffic. No, this was something different—something darker that seemed to thicken the very air the moment you stepped into the room.
Anna.
The name, like a whisper in his mind, cut through the veil of time with the precision of a blade. Even in this new life, with all its contradictions and chaotic intricacies, Fyodor Dostoevsky couldn’t forget you. His wife, his beloved Anna, whom he had lost so many lifetimes ago—yet here you were, returned.
Not as you once were, but as you now were. You didn’t remember him. You didn’t even know him.
He watched you, hidden in the shadows of the ADA headquarters, his obsidian eyes following your every movement. You were here now, part of the Agency, fighting against the very forces he was using to manipulate this world. To control it. You didn’t recognize the mark of your shared past, but he could feel the connection. It burned like a flame beneath his chest, an ache he could never escape.
Anna, though—you didn’t even acknowledge him.
You walked past him without a second glance, busy with your tasks. Your eyes were clear and focused, the same spark of determination he remembered, yet they weren’t directed at him. They were for others, for missions, for this life you were creating, one without him.
It was an ironic, cruel fate: to love someone so deeply and to be utterly forgotten.
He knew why you couldn’t remember. The human mind, fragile as it was, could not withstand the weight of eternity. You had moved on. You had lived without him for however many years it had been since your last meeting in another life. And he had been patient, waiting. It was a sickness in his heart, a poison that burned through his veins every day he was away from you.
But now, with a single glance, you had returned to him. He had only to reach out, to remind you of everything you once were. But that was where the dilemma lay.
If he reminded you, you would resist. Your heart would rebel against the truth he would show you. But that was not the most painful part. No, the most painful part was this: you didn’t want him. You weren’t looking for him. Your heart beat for the tasks before you, for your duty to the Agency, to the people you fought beside. And worse—there were others who saw you, others who thought you belonged to them.
He couldn’t allow that.
You brushed past him once more, and this time, your shoulder brushed against his.
A fleeting, soft contact. He didn’t even need to touch you to feel the surge of energy between you. The electric charge that snapped through his body, a violent, desperate pulse of recognition. His heart tightened painfully in his chest.
And yet, you didn’t pause. You didn’t stop. You didn’t even look up from the stack of papers in your hands, the files you were carrying.
Fyodor inhaled deeply, his expression cold, unreadable. His mind worked furiously, plotting his next move. His next step.
His hand clenched into a fist.
Later that evening, he appeared in the shadows outside your apartment. He was not supposed to be there, not in this life, not in this world where he had to hide his true self beneath layers of deception. But tonight, the need to be close to you was overpowering.
You were in your apartment, oblivious to his presence. You had closed the blinds, preparing for an evening of rest after the chaotic day at the Agency.
But he couldn’t allow you to rest. He couldn’t let you forget.
A soft tap at the door. Just enough to catch your attention, yet gentle enough to be mistaken for the wind. He knew you would come. You always did, no matter how much you resisted, no matter how much you ignored him.
The door creaked open, and there you stood—wearing the soft, loose-fitting clothes you often wore when you thought no one was watching. Your hair was slightly disheveled from the long day. You looked tired. Tired, yet still as breathtaking as ever. The kind of beauty that made him ache.
Your eyes were wary when they met his, cautious. “Can I help you?” you asked, your voice gentle but firm. The same tone you used with the others at the Agency.
His breath caught in his throat. His gaze locked onto yours, and he allowed the silence to stretch between you. He could see the flicker of recognition behind your eyes—only a moment, but it was enough.
“Anna,” he said, his voice low, coated in that familiar, almost musical cadence.
“Who are you?” you demanded, your gaze narrowing. “I don’t know you. You must be mistaken. I am not Anna. So, why don’t you let it go, sir?” You laughed at your own poor joke.
Fyodor’s lips curled into a thin smile. The mask of calm, collected indifference he wore was in place. But beneath it, something darker simmered. His eyes darkened with a possessive fire.
“I am not mistaken, Anna,” he replied softly. “You may not remember me, but I remember you. I always have.”
His words hung in the air like a noose, tightening slowly around you. You didn’t know what to make of him, this man who claimed to know you so intimately, yet his presence unnerved you. There was something too intense about the way he looked at you, as though he could see through your very soul.
He took a step forward, his gaze unwavering. “You are my Anna,” he murmured, his voice low and filled with an almost unbearable weight. “And I am your Fyodor.”
Your breath hitched at his words, a strange shiver running down your spine. It wasn’t fear—not exactly—but something dark and intense. You took a step back instinctively, not understanding why his presence made your pulse quicken in such an unfamiliar way.
“I don’t know who you think I am,” you said, your voice slightly shaking. “But I’m not... whoever you’re looking for. N O A N N A, sir. My name is Y/N.”
Fyodor tilted his head, his expression one of eerie patience. “No, you are. You are Anna. And no one can take you from me.”
And with that, he stepped closer, the distance between you shrinking as he closed the door behind him, trapping you in the silence of the room. There was nowhere to run now. He knew that—he wanted you to know there was nowhere to go.
Your heart hammered in your chest as you backed away, your eyes widening as you searched his face for any sign of a lie, any hint of his true intentions.
But there was none. Only the cold, implacable certainty of a man who had lived far too long, who had waited far too long, to let you slip away again.
The door clicked softly as it shut behind him, sealing you in the room with a man whose presence seemed to fill every corner, every breath of air. Your pulse quickened, and though you kept your composure, you could feel your resolve wavering under the weight of his gaze.
He stood perfectly still, his tall frame casting an elongated shadow in the dim light of your apartment. The faintest smile played on his lips—not smug, not cruel, but knowing.
“Do not be afraid,” he said softly, his voice like a lullaby laced with moonlight. “I would never harm you.”
“I’m not afraid,” you replied, lifting your chin in defiance, crossing your arms over your chest. “But you need to leave. I don’t know you.”
Fyodor’s eyes flickered with something indescribable, a storm that passed too quickly to be named. He exhaled slowly, his head tilting as if considering your words carefully, as though you’d just told him something patently untrue.
“You may not know me now,” he said, taking a deliberate step forward, “but your soul does.”
Your heart skipped a beat, though you refused to let it show. The strange pull you felt toward him, the way his words resonated in a place you didn’t understand, unsettled you. But you weren’t about to let yourself fall prey to whatever delusion he seemed to believe.
“My name is not Anna,” you said firmly, meeting his gaze. “I don’t know who you think I am, but I’m not her. And what the fuck. Like, what do you mean, ‘my soul knows you?’ No, it doesn’t, and neither does it want to know you, creep.”
For the briefest moment, his eyes darkened, a hint of anger flickering in his violet gaze. But it was gone as quickly as it appeared, replaced by the calm confidence that seemed to radiate from him like an aura.
“You are right,” he murmured. “Anna is not your name now. But names are fleeting, aren’t they? A mortal convention. What matters is what lies beneath—the essence of who you are. That… has not changed. And your soul does know me, baby.”
You opened your mouth to retort, but the words caught in your throat as he stepped closer. He was close enough now that you could see the fine details of his face—the sharp lines, the pale smoothness of his skin, the way his dark hair framed his intense, hauntingly beautiful eyes.
“Stop,” you said, taking a step back, your voice wavering despite your best efforts. “You can’t just show up and decide who I am to you. I have my own life, my own choices.”
“You do,” he agreed, his tone maddeningly calm. “And yet, every choice you’ve made has led you back to me.”
Your eyes narrowed, judging him harshly, every fiber of your being screaming skepticism.
“You don’t remember,” he continued, his voice softening. “But I do. Every moment, every word, every promise we made to each other… it has stayed with me, even as lifetimes have passed. And now, you are here. Do you think that is a coincidence?”
You clenched your fists, willing yourself to punch him in his nose if he uttered one more word. But logic warned you against it; if he was dangerous, that could provoke him. So instead, you tried to reason with him.
“I don’t believe in fate,” you said quietly, though even as you spoke, the words felt hollow.
Fyodor smiled faintly, a bittersweet curve of his lips. “You don’t have to. I believe enough for the both of us.”
The room fell silent, save for the faint hum of the city outside. You could feel the weight of his presence pressing against you—not in a threatening way, but in a way that made your chest tighten with an emotion you couldn’t name.
“Are you crazy?” you whispered, the question slipping out before you could stop it.
His gaze softened further, and for the first time, there was no trace of his usual composure. He looked at you with a vulnerability so raw it made your chest ache.
“For you? Yes,” he said simply. “A thousand times yes.”
For a moment, you didn’t know what to say. His words hung in the air, heavy with sincerity, and you found yourself unable to meet his gaze. You turned away, crossing your arms over your chest as if to shield yourself from the intensity of his confession.
“I can’t be what you want me to be,” you said, your voice barely above a whisper. “I don’t know you, and I can’t be her.”
Fyodor took a step closer, his movements slow and deliberate, as though he were approaching something fragile.
“I don’t expect you to remember,” he said. “And I will not force you to. But that does not change what is true. You are mine, and I am yours. Whether you know it or not, whether you accept it or not, that is the reality of our existence.”
His words sent a shiver down your spine. There was no malice in his tone, no threat—only an unshakable certainty that terrified and intrigued you in equal measure.
“I don’t belong to anyone,” you said firmly, turning back to face him.
He smiled again, a small, almost wistful smile. “No,” he agreed, his voice barely above a whisper. “You are not a possession. You belong only to yourself. But your heart… your soul… they have always been tied to mine.”
The room felt unbearably still. You could hear your own heartbeat, loud and erratic in the silence. Fyodor stood before you, his presence overwhelming yet strangely comforting, like a dark cloud that promised rain but not a storm.
“I will not hurt you,” he said softly, taking another step forward. “I will never hurt you. But I cannot—will not—allow anyone else to take what is mine. You are my light, my salvation, my reason for enduring this endless cycle of time. And now that I’ve found you again, I will not let you slip away.”
His voice cracked slightly at the last word, and the sound tugged at something deep within you. Against your better judgment, you found yourself wanting to believe him, wanting to understand this strange, otherworldly bond he seemed so certain of.
But you couldn’t. You weren’t some helpless girl who let herself be drawn into something she didn’t understand, especially not by a man who seemed carved from shadow.
“Leave,” you said quietly, your voice trembling. “Please.”
Fyodor’s expression didn’t change, but something in his eyes shifted. Slowly, he stepped back, his hands falling to his sides in a gesture of reluctant surrender.
“As you wish,” he said, his voice soft and steady. “For now.”
With one last lingering glance, he turned and disappeared into the shadows, leaving you alone in the oppressive silence of your apartment.
But even as the door clicked shut, you could still feel his presence, like a ghost lingering at the edges of your mind.
And for the first time, you wondered if he might be right.
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Bungou stray dogs except it’s not a bounty that’s placed on the tigers head. It’s a missing persons alert on Atsushi’s.
The story goes that a teenager was newly adopted that had either run away or been taken. A poor scared child who had an ability that he couldn’t control, please someone help him.
The kind, generous (and rich) Francis Fitzgerald who had previously lost a child now going out of his way to help another lost soul. Who wouldn’t eat up such a story, especially when they have no idea what he wants said child for.
The Agency takes the case because despite Fitzgerald being American, the teen and was adopted from an orphanage in Japan. Apparently he met the now Headmaster of the place many years ago on one of his adventures.
They’d stayed in touch and Fitzgerald had visited the place to meet up with his old friend. Which is where he met his now missing ward.
It all seems above board and yet Ranpo and Dazai sense something off.
Atsushi running away from visions of a tiger and seeing missing posters for himself. He doesn’t get it, he was kicked out he knows he was kicked out. Why are people looking for him?
He’s not sure who this man it says to return him too is. But Atsushi knows immediately that he’s dangerous. He starts to avoid the police along with what he believes is the tiger.
It’s part of why he doesn’t try to steal from anyone. Because he can’t and because if he does and he’s caught they’ll take him away. And Atsushi would rather be dead and free than alive in captivity.
But then he gives in and saves a man to rob him, who turns out to be a detective.
Dazai wordlessly convinces Kunikida to play dumb and though both tell Atsushi their profession they act like they know nothing about his case. Or that they’re the ones on it.
They convince Atsushi to stick around and get to know him. Dazai nullifies his ability so he doesn’t transform that night. Atsushi is subtly questioned and eventually he tells them everything.
That he doesn’t know who this man is. That he’s not adopted and he never was, he was kicked out. And it doesn’t take a Ranpo to know Atsushi’s telling the truth.
He still joins the Agency and Dazai goes off to the Port Mafia to do some digging. They are still after Atsushi, let’s say Fitzgerald still pays a large sum for the safety return of his ‘son.’
It’s not the Port Mafia’s usual job but money is money.
Everything goes semi smoothly until the man himself shows up at the Agency and is overjoyed to see Atsushi safe and sound. And demands he return with him, and lo and behold he has official adoption papers naming him Atsushi’s guardian.
And Atsushi’s signature is on them, it’s identical and doesn’t look to be forged. Legally there’s nothing the Agency can do and Atsushi is taken away.
Before he’s taken, Dazai promises him that they’ll figure this out. That Atsushi’s home is the Agency and it always will be. It hurts all of them to watch Atsushi, clearly terrified leave with this man.
And it’s only after he leaves that Dazai and Ranpo put it together that Fitzgerald is part of the Guild. A mysterious criminal organisation that doesn’t exist to the outside world.
So that’s why they wanted the Agencies special ability license, to make them legitimate and legal ti uphold this charade.
And they just let him walk out with Atsushi.
Atsushi who glares daggers at the man before him who smiles cruelly “oh don’t look at me like that boy you’ll break your father’s heart.” Fitzgerald says sarcastically and Atsushi only glares more, trying to free himself from his shackles.
“Shut up! You might have everyone fooled but you aren’t my dad!”
Fitzgerald chuckles “no but I’m probably a step up from him, aren’t I? After all, he abandoned you and I came back for you.”
“How do you….?”
“I know you. I know you were treated horribly by your parents. That the headmaster tried to kill you and how he did it. And I know you’ve got a powerful ability that will find the book I need.”
“You couldn’t just ask a librarian?” Scoffs Atsushi trying to hide his panic. Fitzgerald scoffs “again with the snark, you must get it from your mother.” His eyes glint dangerously as he walks up to the bars separating him and Atsushi.
“And no, you are the key to finding this particular book. Tell me or don’t, I’ll get you to show me where it if it’s the last thing I do.” It’s so casual it’s almost friendly and yet Atsushi knows he’s in trouble. He has no idea what Fitzgerald is talking about.
Fitzgerald grins, cold and amused and his next words could’ve made Atsushi’s heart stop.
“I hope you said goodbye to those friends of yours, because unless they’re fireproof it’ll be the last time you ever see them. And know that it’ll all be your fault.”
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Fuck you list of my favorite amputees canon or not
Edward Elric - Canon. His missing limbs are essential to his story, and while people view and treat his prosthetics as a disability, they don't see them as a limitation but rather as a tool.
Paninya (I forgot her name and had to look it up) - Canon. She lost her limbs in an accident and now she too has prosthetic limbs that conceal weapons that she can use to her advantage.
Lan Fan - Canon. She loses her left arm in a duel and gets it replaced by a prosthetic with a knife in the elbow because fictional prosthetics are allowed to be cool.
Tamatoa - Canon. Diversity wins! The giant killer crab is missing a leg.
Jamil Viper - Headcanon. He has no reason in canon for me to give him a prosthetic, but I felt like there should be more "canonical" diversity in Twisted Wonderland, so now his right arm is an incredibly high end prosthetic with all the bells and whistles.
Jose Baden/First Officer - Canon. His right hand is actually a prosthetic.
Violetta/Soul Weaver - Canon. Full body amputee, although her "prosthetic" is a bit unconventional.
Weeping Clown - Canon. He is missing his right leg.
Kalawea Tui - Canon. He's my Twisted Wonderland oc based on Tamatoa, so naturally, he too is missing a leg.
Diluc Ragnvindr - Head canon. The Head canon comes from the fact that he was in Shneznya for a long time, likely unable to find food, resulting in him eating his own arm for survival.
Franis Scott Key Fitzgerald (Bungou Stray Dogs) - Head canon. Another one where I have no reason for it in canon. He's just missing his leg.
There's probably a lot more but I can't think of any so add your head canons or more canon characters in the tags or comments
#rambling from the berry bush#twisted wonderland#bungou stray dogs#disney twst#twst#oc#twst wonderland#twst oc#bsd#bsd headcanons#twisted wonderland headcanons#jamil viper#twst jamil#genshin impact#diluc ragnvindr#disability#disabled
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if your open to requests can you do the reader x bsd characters,that the reader has hetrochromia eyes plss!
I feel like it’s my a good idea! Please don’t stress out on other things I hope you stay safe! Eat and drink lots of water! Have a nice day/night!


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1. [The ones who use it as an excuse to flirt. they just talk about it and admire it to no end... they can even write a poem about it. (Someone please shut them up)]:
• When his s/o has heterochromia, he can't help but get lost in the difference between the colours of their eyes. When he looks into their eyes, he feels a sense of calm wash over him and a feeling of comfort. It's almost as if he could stay there all day, drinking in the sight and not getting tired of it.
• {"Heterochromia.. Ah how beautiful! When I saw your eyes of different colors, I immediately find a special affection for it. My beloved, you have eyes like a clear ocean and a stormy sky, I would love them more than anything in the whole world!"}
• He is fascinated with Heterochromia eyes because he always thought they're so beautiful. And now, he is dating a person with Heterochromia and found that they were the prettiest person he'd ever seen. Even when he's busy at work, he still stares at their eyes and their beauty always brings a smile to his face. He loves his s/o so much and doesn't know what he would do if he didn't have them in his life.
Chuuya || DAZAI || Sigma
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2. [Those who are a little more normal and don't act crazy]:
• He finds people with heterochromia eyes very fascinating. He loves observing them, and often wonders what it must be like to see through them. He tends to stare at people with heterochromia eyes for a bit longer than normal, trying to decipher the colours, and thinking about how the eyes work differently. He sometimes even tries to find ways to get them to be in a particular mood, just so he can get a better look at the colours, especially if it is someone he is close to.
• His partner usually notices that he's stares at their heterochromia eyes several times, when they ask why he does it, he just say: {"Sorry, I find it really beautiful... Can i take a closer look?}
• His s/o’s eyes are seen as unique and beautiful. He likes looking into their eyes, which to him is almost an aphrodisiac. He finds them so captivating that he can't take his eyes of them. His s/o eyes are a reflection of their soul, one eye representing what they show the world, while the other represents their true self.
Tetchou || Akutagawa || Fyodor || Atsushi
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3. [The ones who doesn't give a F*ck. Because one of them has Heterochromia eyes himself, and ther other one, is blind]:
Nikolai || Jouno


#𝚂𝚞𝚋𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜–[📩]#𝙰𝚛𝚒𝚊'𝚜 𝙼𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚋𝚘𝚡–[📮]#bsd fluff#bsd x reader#bungo stray dogs x reader#bsd atsushi x reader#bsd dazai x reader#bsd chuuya x reader#bsd akutagawa#bsd fyodor x reader#bsd nikolai x reader#bsd sigma x reader#bsd hcs#bsd tecchou#bsd jouno
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TW. chapter 109 and bungou stray dogs. angst angst angst. sad.
You've always wondered what you would do in the last moments before the world caves in.
Gaze into the sunset as the economy falls into ruin? Find a good book as humanity morphs into mindless monsters?
Run and fight for the love of your life?
You weren't sure. You've never been. Everything passed by like the sigh of dawn. Hasn't it been, always? You were having an outing with him. He was smiling, and you were too. Then he was gone. Then everyone else was gone. Then the world started to crumble, and you are left with nothing but blisters on your feet and soul.
Was there even anything left? Of this world and of this sick death maze? Of this twisted war and of the reality that you've all lost?
Nothing.
Nothing?
No, there was something. Your everything.
That was why you run. That was why you're here. Are you not?
You run you run you run. You don't care. You don't care. About the cracked walls, the blood staining the floor, the calamity that might as well struck the world by now. You don't care about all that. One thing only rings in your mind.
Dazai.
Dazai. Dazai. Dazai. The curious shell of a man. The pitiful, lonely man. The man you love.
Then you find him.
There he lays against a cold white wall. Deformed, broken, splashed with cracks and glistening maroon and oh God!-
It was sick. Horrifying. Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.
He just sits there. Why is he just sitting there? In front of him stands a person. No, you don't care. Your mind only rings about one thing. Dazai. Dazai. He is alright. He must be. He always has. This must be wrong.
So you ran. Like all your life depended on it. Maybe it did. Your life is his life. You are his. He is yours. The man in front of him resembles someone you know. A vacant gaze in his eyes. A gun in his hands. But it doesn't matter. None of it does. In your mind only rings one thing.
"Dazai?" you whisper. tentative, scared. His warmth in your cradle is familiar. But not the seeping coldness. not the dampness of the crimson.
"Dazai? Dazai?" his cheek is cold and for a split second, his eyelids seem to flutter. But even your gaze is getting blurry. What of? Of tears? But why? Dazai is alright. He always is.
A slight squeeze on your arm. He is too frail. Has he always been? That doesn't matter.
He is alright. You will help. You will help him.
"You'll be okay," you whisper again as you appraise his wounds. "You'll be okay," you choke as you realize his broken bones.
"You'll be okay," you rip a piece of your own, bloodied and tattered clothing, desperately dressing up whatever mess out of his body. "You'll be okay," you appraise him, again, perhaps to convince him once more. Or to convince you. It doesn't matter. None of it does.
He looks so frail. Hasnt he always? But he looks too frail you feel the beats of your heart escaping you.
"I'm sorry." you press another piece of ripped fabric into his wound." I'm sorry." The wound on his shoulder continues to bleed. It must've hurt. "I'm sorry." Then you patch the one on his side. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Dazai hated pain. It must've hurt. It must've hurt. "I'm sorry."
Then you stop at the wound on his brow.
"I'm sorry, darling."
And maybe, at that point, you felt like your life is spent, too.
this took more time than I thought. i haven't written anything properly these days qwq (and i don't know if you guys rmb but) thank you @white-heartt @extemporeies @muderdrones! for encouraging the completion of this piece heh
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COMPANY
⟡Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
⟡Characters: Chuuya Nakahara x Dazai Osamu.
⟡ Genre: Smut. Protective Dazai Osamu.
⟡About: Post-Corruption usage,Chuuya fight an enemy and ended up bad. Dazai saves him and bought him to the hospital. Smut and also bonding moment.
⟡Words: 2k
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Yokohama was safe.
That’s all Chuuya could think after using corruption against one of the strongest ability user,he has ever fought with. Several Port mafia men were sent to deal with the threat and aniquiliate it, but all of them ended up losing their lives.
Mori told Chuuya that he didn't have to worry about such matters, he had executive business to attend to. That was what subordinates were for after all. However, Chuuya could not stand idly by while his men lost their lives. He was not in the habit of ignoring his people when they needed his help. And he wasn’t going to start now.
He ended up fighting a huge beast that could have destroyed the entire city in one hit. And he won. Unfortunately, the threat was bigger than he thought and he had to use corruption. The problem was that Dazai was far away from him. And Chuuya was too self-sufficient to seek that bastard's help.
He knew that no one was going to save him,no one could,but Chuuya didn't stop, something more important than himself was at stake. Yokohama's and everyone's life was in danger,so he couldn't afford to worry about trifles. As long as everyone was alive and well,whatever happened after wasn't important.
So he gritted his teeth, recited the words to activate corruption, and annihilated the enemy.
After the euphoria of battle had passed, the chronic pain that comes with corruption began to affect him unbearably, and his mind was no longer under his control.
Then suddenly something happened. Soft, warm hands cupped his cheeks, and all the pain, the rage, was then gone. Chuuya's body couldn't take it anymore and fell, but the same person who put an end to his suffering , was the one who caught him. It was the person who always caught him at the end.
That person was Dazai.
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Chuuya ended up waking up in a hospital. It was the first time he had been taken to the hospital after using corruption, since the port mafia doctors are always the ones who put him back together.
It wasn't important though, the person who did the job mattered little as long as they fixed him.
Chuuya got up and made himself comfortable, his body was sore but it was nothing he couldn’t bear. He looked down at his arms; one was injected with serum and his hands were bandaged. Chuuya thought that all these precautions were tedious. It’s not like it was the first time he ended up in this kind of state. With a sigh he removed the IV bag and ran his hands through his red curls.
Noises emanated from the door as Chuuya struggled to regain control and prepare to attack. Before he could, the person entered the room. It was Dazai.
Beautiful brown hair that was as unmanageable as its owner; and mysterious eyes as dark as dusk, looked like they carried both; secrets and the torment of carrying them. If eyes were the portal to the soul, Dazai’s soul was something unattainable and untouchable. It made him even more alluring.
Chuuya tried to keep himself from showing any reactions but he wasn���t able to stop the way his breath was caught the second his eyes laid on Dazai. He didn’t want to deal with Dazai mockery so he faked an angry expression and started rambling.
“What the hell am I doing here? Why did you take me to a hospital? You should have taken me to the extraction point,bastard.” He said.
Dazai gave him an unimpressed stare as he made his way into the room.
“Oh, hi chibi! we're doing a silent exchange of telepathic greetings now? I like it!“ Dazai said,with a painfully fake voice. To anyone hearing it would sound like a funny throwback,but Chuuya wasn’t having it,the undertone of his rage was loud and clear to him. After all, he knew Dazai better than anyone.
The ability user he fought was a telepathic one;he used his ability to inflict mortal pain to his opponent's minds,and destroy their body with his anormal strength. Chuuya was forced to see things in his head that he never wanted to face again. He was forced to do things like a damn puppet,deprived of his own anatomy. He hated being controlled. It made him feel sick,like he wasn’t a human being. So he activated corruption to make it stop. Losing control of his mind to one or another. At the end it was his faith. So he chose to lose himself to corruption.
If he was going to die,at least it would’ve been for Yokohama. It was worth it.
However, Dazai didn’t allow it. Like always he saved Chuuya. Not from the enemy,but more importantly; from himself.
And now he was angry and Chuuya couldn’t think of a way to defend himself,before he could speak again,Dazai was already crossing the room and reaching him within a couple of seconds.
“What were you thinking? Or,were you thinking at all?” He said.
“I was thinking about Yokohama. About everyone who lives here. And if you haven’t noticed,your precious “Detective agency” is in this “everyone” as well. I risked my life and I won. So what?”
“Dying to win and risking death to win are completely different things,Chuuya. Your stubbornness may be your strength,but it’s also your weakness. If you don’t find a way to understand this,you are going to die.”
Chuuya didn't say anything, but Dazai's words reached a dark and hidden place in his mind that he didn't know existed. They burrowed deep into his soul and many more years after that,as it often happens, Dazai's prediction would’ve come true.
“You could have died.” Dazai said,his voice hidden a rage that only him could manage to contain underneath,and not burn at the sight.
“ I could. I didn’t. “
“That’s because-“
“You came.”
Chuuya swallowed hard and shut his eyes,searching for enough strength to say the crucial words. It was difficult to admit that someone else had saved him,because if he needed to be saved it means that he was hurt,being hurt means that there’s a weakness that can be exploited.
Chuuya couldn’t afford to be weak or vulnerable,not even if he wanted to. He was the port mafia asset,the strength part of the invencible Double blacks. Everyone counted on him; His subordinates,who respected and admired him to the grave. His friends, Koyou and even Mori,expected a lot from him. He couldn’t afford to disappoint them,no matter what.
However, there are two humble and worthy phrases in one's life that must be said; otherwise, one will end up saying them in tears.
“Thank you.” He said. “And I'm sorry.”
Dazai's eyes widened in surprise,it was the first time in all the years they knew each other,that Chuuya had said those words to him. Dazai seemed to be wondering if this had something to do with the telepathic monster that he fought,but he didn’t say anything.
“Don’t mention it,partner.”
“Ex,partners.” Chuuya corrected,with a smirky smile.
Dazai ignored the lie and laid down on the bed. Since the hospital bed was really small,they were pressed against each other,to the point Chuuya could see the barely noticeable handful of freckles,that decorated the tip of dazai's nose. He didn’t have them when they were younger,he was too pale and sick to have them.
That was another sign of how much Dazai had changed by being in the ADA.
Chuuya would never say it aloud,and he would never admit it to himself,but he was glad that Dazai had found them,they were the family he always needed and deserved.
A soft sigh escaped Chuuya's mouth,shaky and low,mixing with the brown haired one. He watched the way Dazai’s eyelashes shake,as he traced his pale face. The nose,where the little freckles were laying down,like sleeping stars, looked like a beautiful constellation. Then he slowly lowered his finger,caressing the cupid bow,before his fingers could reach Dazai’s lips,a kiss was being bestowed upon him,it was delicate,like the gentle touch of a butterfly wing. It felt ethereal.
Then the intensity of the kiss increased,to the point it felt like a soul consuming flame. Chuuya skin was burning all over,not even the cold hospital air was enough to appease the heat.
"Dazai". Chuuya said, with a trembling voice. He felt his whole body screaming for more, thinking was difficult and speaking even more. He just wanted Dazai to touch him. God, why wasn't he touching him more?
A small smile appeared on Dazai's lips. He knew exactly what he was doing to Chuuya's sanity. And he was enjoying it, the cruel bastard.
"What a desperate,greedy little slug.” He said innocently, as if he wasn’t purposefully turning Chuuya into a mad man. “It seems like you really want something. Right, Chuuya?”
"Yeah." Chuuya somehow managed to stutter.” “And you want it too, so stop playing around and do it.”
After hearing him, Dazai smiled for a moment and then in a fast paced movement,he got on top of Chuuya,looking at him with a scrutinizing gaze. His expression was serious, he looked straight into Chuuya's eyes and spoke.
“I will do my best to restrain myself. However,you’re still in a vulnerable condition,therefore it won’t be entirely painless. The choice is yours,Chuuya.“
Chuuya's mind was too far gone to care about the possibility,so he shut his eyes and nodded.
He could feel the fond smile that emerged on Dazai’s lips,as he started taking off the hospital robe out of Chuuya.
Slowly he spread Chuuya's shorts legs apart, his hands were firm but his breath was shaky. Chuuya knew how much he was trying to control himself, and the fact that he was doing all of this to not hurt him, even though Chuuya was in no position to stop him in his actual conditions, made the moment even more intimate.
There was also something special about someone like Chuuya,who was stronger than most,being vulnerable in the hands of the person he trusted the most. It felt liberating.
At this thought,a primal instinct possessed Chuuya and he suddenly arched his back, opening his legs even wider,to the point it seemed vulgar. But no matter how far he spread them, Dazai's larger body didn't fit. It was pathetic how hard Chuuya got at that. However,no matter how hot it was,it was also exasperating. He wanted Dazai inside him. Fast. But his body wasn't cooperating.
"Why are you that fucking big? You damn waste of good bandage.''Chuuya complained,but it sounded more like a plea than a real protest.
Dazai let out a small laugh. While still holding Chuuya's waist,he lifted him up to accommodate himself. Then he lowered his body onto Chuuya's. Now they were perfectly aligned, as if their bodies had been made to fit together.
Dazai kissed Chuuya with a firm but soft grip,like he was scared Chuuya would disappear under him. The thought was laughable, considering how harshly tangled they were. Then they kissed until they couldn't even breathe. Slowly,Dazai separated them,but before Chuuya could catch some air, Dazai's mouth was already searching for more.
"I'm going in". He said, with a serious but calm tone,nonetheless he didn’t make any move. He was giving Chuuya an option. But Chuuya didn't need one, he already knew the answer to Dazai’s silent request since he appeared at the door minutes ago. He knew the answer before he even knew it was a question.
��Yes.” He whispered.
In his partner company,being vulnerable didn’t feel like a disappointment or a weakness,it felt like a simple option. A yes or no question. And even at that time,Chuuya knew that as long as the option was being held by Dazai,the answer would always be yes.
#chuuya nakahara#dazai osamu#dazai x chūya#dazai x chuuya#soukoku#fanfic#bsd skk#bsd smut#chuuyabsd#post-corruptionfanfic#bungou gay dogs#protectivedazai#smutshot#bsd chuuya#bsd oneshot#oneshot#bungo stray dogs manga#bungou stray dogs#skk fanfic
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Something that's been interesting me a long time is the sword Solslevni? Sosevly?
So the sword was originally a human, with the ability to fuse a body and ability. Which means it's incredibly valuable in the hands of Aya, who has iterated that she is a normal girl without abilities, with nothing but her heart ("which is why I need help from the people of that world") and her determination to never turn away from justice. It gives her a level playing field.
(It could also potentially give her an ability. Personally, I like the idea of a normal girl helping to save the world, without having to develop superhero abilities. Aya has trained every day, has devoted herself to justice, is determined to be brave and never cowardly, and I think that should count as much as any ability.)
Bram also references the Holy Crest, meaning a sigil burned onto the hand of someone, who can then wield the sword. This is the second time he's been impaled on it. We aren't given many details on the first occasion, weirdly don't even see the sword, just know that he lost his fiefdom. He obviously cares about them enough that as a literal muppet he's begging for them to have ownership of their land.
But remember that flashback? 'Because I'm not interested in the World'? With a girl who looked exactly like Aya?
There are theories of reincarnation with that, of Aya being the soul of Bram's wife/daughter, but I don't think reincarnation fits super well? Bungou Stray Dogs treats death seriously. When someone dies they don't come back in anything other than a hallucination, and we don't get references to heaven or hell, just angels and demons. Even Fyodor, who is the most vocally religious speaks more about a god blessing his endeavours and respecting his efforts, not about his final reward or anything. Fukuchi recited Buddhist doctrines and philosophy, but they're more introspective than religious, on his own character and perception of flaws and sin.
(This is to my understanding, I'd love to hear anyone else's perspective on the matter as I am not Buddhist.)
What if Aya was a past wielder of the sword? Someone dear to Bram, who took out the sword after the owner before her died, or some other circumstances. Someone he cared about, and someone who saved him. Someone who utilised the sword to give herself the ability to send her soul further forward in time, to whenever Bram may need her.
Imagine Aya, with no memories or knowledge, but the vindication to protect people. Imagine her forever knowing that there is someone she has to defend. Imagine her with a dead mother and sister, but the knowledge that she has to train, has to be brave, has to fight.
Fukuchi may not be the only the Holy Crest, because years ago, someone loved Bram so dearly that she made sure there was a chance that should he ever be hurt again, she would be able to help him.
And imagine what Aya could do when she uses the Holy Crest to use the sword. Could she tear away Fukuchi's ability? Shred Brams vampirism? Give herself the power to save the world? Take away the power of the book?
Who knows? Every child wants to change the World, let's see what happens to a child who can.
#bungou stray dogs#bsd chapter 110#bsd chapter 102#bsd spoilers#bsd meta#bsd aya#bsd bram stoker#bsd theory
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Fanfiction masterpost
I have written for five fandoms:
Genshin Impact
No. 6
Bungou Stray Dogs
Bastard!!
Honkai: Star Rail
In all non-erotic character x reader fics, the reader is gender neutral.
In all erotic character x reader fics, the reader is either sex-neutral or has a penis. The reader's gender differs per fic, although pronouns are always they/them. Erotic fics are marked as erotic.
Genshin Impact: Various men x Reader
First kisses (On AO3) / Eerste kus (Op AO3)
Surviving public transport
Telling the secret (On AO3)
Genshin Impact: Alhaitham x Reader
Brilliant (Erotica) (On AO3)
Home is where the hearth is (On AO3)
Genshin Impact: Diluc x Reader
Don't leave me (On AO3)
Falling slowly (On AO3)
Home is where the hearth is (On AO3)
In safe hands (On AO3)
Kinktober 2024, Day 1: Bondage (Erotica) (On AO3)
Kinktober 2024, Day 10: Tight (Erotica)
Kinktober 2024, Day 11: Strappado (Erotica)
Genshin Impact: Wriothesley x Reader
Aftermath (On AO3)
Kinktober 2024, Day 4: Cocoon (On AO3)
Kinktober 2024, Day 6: Distraction (Erotica) (On AO3)
Kinktober 2024, Day 8: Doll (Erotica) (On AO3)
To soften the pain (On AO3)
Genshin Impact: Zhongli x Reader
A thousand more years (On AO3)
No. 6: Shion x Nezumi
The eyes are the window to the soul (On AO3)
In Quarantine (Erotica) (On AO3)
Justice (On AO3)
New Year's Eve (On AO3)
Teaching you to see (On AO3)
Bungou Stray Dogs: Chuuya x Reader
Kinktober, Day 3: Beg (Erotica) (On AO3)
Kinktober, Day 7: Obey (Erotica) (On AO3)
Love and gravity (Erotica) (On AO3)
Bastard!!: Dark Schneider x Reader
I can be a woman for you (Erotica) (On AO3)
Kinktober 2024, Day 2: Lost (Erotica) (On AO3)
Honkai: Star Rail: Aventurine x Reader
Kinktober 2024, Day 9: Game (Erotica) (On AO3)
@devotion-disorder's OC: Noel x Reader
Kinktober 2024, Day 5: Sneak (Erotica) (On AO3)
Kinktober 2024, Day 12: Consequence (Erotica)
Taking care of his sick darling (Erotica) (On AO3)
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Survivor! Akira: *to Morgana while lying facedown on his bed regretting everything* –and then I called him Dad.
Yozo: *to Kyoushi while trying not to cry* –and then he called me Dad.
#aiden's aus#rau#oc#incorrect quotes#persona 5#bungou stray dogs: lost souls#persona 5 morgana#survivor! akira#yozo tsushima#kyoushi verlaine
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🎭✨ WELCOME TO THE CHAOTIC WONDERLAND OF TEDDY, MY LOVES! ✨🎭
💫 NAMES? OH, DARLING, I HAVE MANY, AND ALL ARE ICONIC! 💫
👑 Officially? Theodore. (I know, it sounds so regal, doesn’t it?)
🎉 Casually? Teddy! (Call me anything, but do it with flair.)
🕺 Feeling fun? Theo, Ted, or... wait for it... The ICONIC Tedster! (Come on, you KNOW you want to say it.)
👑 Level 23 of the Great Existence Game. Yes, I earned that, thank you very much. 🎮✨
✨ FORMALITY IS SOOOO OVER-RATED, LET'S VIBE AND LET THE CHAOS UNFOLD! ✨
🌈 GENDER?
Well, darling, that’s a fun game of “Guess Where I’m At on the Spectrum Today!” 🎉✨
🚀 Any Pronouns? Oh yes, honey. ALL of them. 😎
💃 GenderQueer? You bet your glitter I am!
🌠 GenderFluid? A lil’ sprinkle of that too! (Fluid like the cosmos, darling.)
🦄 I’M A WALKING, TALKING, MULTI-PRONOUN MYSTERY. Use what feels right, baby. They/He/She/It/We – take your pick, mix it up. I’m here for it. 🦋💫 🎥 I’M A PROUD BACHELOR OF SCIENCE IN FILM. (Because I’m not just a pretty face, honey. 😉) 🎨 DIGITAL ART EXTRAORDINAIRE. Buckle up for a visual feast—wild visuals, darling! 📝 Secretly a writer... Shhh 🤫 (Don’t worry, soon I’ll drop my masterpieces, and you’ll see the magic…/j) 🌈 SO GAY IT’S PRACTICALLY MY JOB TITLE. (Like, LOVE, DRAMA, SLAYING~ it's a whole vibe.) 💖 💫 Certified Autistic – Seeing the world in HD. (It’s like I’m living in a beautiful, vibrant technicolor movie, darling~)
💫 Certified Hellenistic Pagan (I’m all about those divine energies and ancient deities. 🌟) 🌟 Apollo, Hermes, Hades, Athena, Ares, Aphrodite, Hecate, Artemis. (And yeah, Apollo and Hades... basically my dads. Hermes? Oh, he’s like my little bro...loveable, chaotic, and a bit annoying. /hj 😌)
🎭✨ THE FANDOMS THAT HAVE TAKEN OVER MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE: ✨🎭
(Darling, these aren’t just fandoms, they’re the fuel to my daily madness, the essence of my soul. 🌈)
It Stranger Things The Goldfinch Ghostbusters Bungo Stray Dogs Bungo to Alchemist Sk8 the Infinity WindBreaker MHA (Yes, I’m basic, deal with it 😔) Oregairu Moriarty the Patriot The Case Study of Vanitas Buddy Daddies Demon Slayer Smosh Rise of the TMNT Camp Camp My Little Pony Harry Potter Sherlock (BBC) Umbrella Academy MCU (Mostly Spider-man & Iron Man... but really, is that even basic?) Community Henry Danger Be More Chill Dear Evan Hansen Falsettos Epic: The Musical South Park Steven Universe Hazbin Hotel Helluva Boss Others… Probably. I’ve lost track, honestly. 🤷
🤍 KIN LIST TO DIE FOR- LITERALLY MY SPIRIT ANIMALS.
(If you’ve ever wondered, “Who is Teddy?”…Well, honey, here they are in all their chaotic glory.)
Richie Tozier Mike Wheeler Donnie Raph Steve Harrington Steven Universe Jeremy Heere Evan Hansen Reki Kyan Peter Parker Henry Danger Sherlock Alexander Hamilton Dazai Osamu Odysseus Hermes Apollo Percy Jackson (Not fully embraced the fandom yet, but... I vibe with his energy.)
(I swear, I’m perfectly mentally stable. No, really, I am! …Wait- Please don’t call my therapist! )
🌈💌 SHIPS THAT FEED MY SOUL- AND I’M NOT SORRY ABOUT IT. 💌🌈
(If it’s gay, it stays. PERIOD. My ships are like a buffet, and I’m all about variety. ✨)
🐶 Bungou Stray Dogs: Soukoku Fyozai Ranpoe Decay Trio Mersault Odango FukuFuku FukuMori
🏔️ South Park: Style Staig Stenny Creek
😈 Hazbin Hotel: RadioApple RadioStatic AppleMedia
🚲 Stranger Things: Byler Jopper Stoncy
🎈 IT: Reddie Stozier PolyLosers Stenbrough
🕵️♂️ Sherlock (BBC): Johnlock
🛹 Sk8 the Infinity: Renga CherryMacha
🔥 Moriarty The Patriot: Sherlock x William Moriarty
🦸 MCU: Parkner IronStrange
🦅 The Goldfinch: Boreo
💊 Be More Chill: Boyf Riends
🌳 Dear Evan Hansen: Kleinsen Sincerely Three Treebros
🧳 Book Of Mormon: McPriceley
🌈 Falsettos: Whizvin
⚔️ EPIC: The Musical: Odypoli Odysseus x Penelope x Polites Odysseus x Hermes OdyPen Odysseus x Eurylochus x Polites Hermesias
📜 Hamilton: Jamilton Hamilsquad Lams
🔥💻 SOCIALS & COMMISSIONS- LET'S GET SOCIAL, BABY! 💻🔥
👀 Wanna stalk- I mean, FOLLOW me? 📌 @AA_Socials for my personal chaos! (Trust me, it’s worth the follow.) 🖌 @AwkwardAnxiety_CommissionInfo for my glorious art commissions! (You won’t regret getting on this wild ride. Trust me, it’s ICONIC. And my prices are very fair… so please, pay me/j 🎨)
🎭✨ I’m ALWAYS OPEN TO ROLEPLAY, BABES! 💖
Let’s get our creativity flowing, dive into new worlds, and create some magic together. Whether it’s casual or deep, I’m down for whatever vibes you’re bringing! Hit me up anytime!
✨ AND SO, THE LEGEND OF TEDDY CONTINUES... 🎭💖
(Stay tuned for all the fabulous things coming your way, babes. You won’t be disappointed.)
🎨 Art Masterpost
📔 Roleplay Request Masterpost
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"she is a broken soul, lost in a corrupted world"




The girl sits silently, lifting up the cup of jasmine tea and take a small sip of it. She knows she shall strive for empathy and courage towards others, but it seems as if the outside world is not worth the time for someone like herself. Henceforth, she decided to make a move - no longer care for what she pretends to care for, even though in fact, she does not. [...]

☆ This is an AU where there's another organization - The Root, besides the organizations (ADA, Decay of Angels, Port Mafia, etc) in the original manga.
☆Based on the current timeline, where Dazai and Chuuya is 22 and Dazai is an ADA member
☆All characters are from Bungou Stray Dogs (author: Asagiri), except from my OCs, their relationship with others and people's OC if they want to roleplay with my OC.
☆I will balance between posting my writings about my OC and roleplaying through asks, my apology if I make you wait
~ About "The Root" - 根本 ~
꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦ ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦ ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦
ᡣ𐭩 An intel gathering center, with a reliable source of internal information.
ᡣ𐭩 Works in the gray area. So basically it's just like "You pay and you receive the information you need, but we can't promise you that your information won't be revealed to someone one day."
ᡣ𐭩 The Root's headquarters + members: [On update] - [Open for your characters to join, just comment on my post or DM me]

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So, I couldn't sleep so I decided to went through my notes and there was a period when I translated song I liked (english cover for example) and I translated Reason Living at some point (and English cover).
Guys, I think you have no idea how crazy this opening is to me.
(Beware, spoilers ahead, don't read if you don't want to be spoiled)
The symbolism behind it is just awesome.
Dark Era is really one of my favourite arc. It made me cry and grieve FOR MONTHS before I was even able to listen to the opening without wanting to cry.
And I KNOW how BSD works, it's about the characters but also about saving the world and crazy people trying to change everything with the page.
But if you think about it, BSD is also about people finding themselves. I think we can all agree that some characters for whom we got backstories or even explanations DID find themselves are at least, they are going in the right direction (they clearly are not Zoro). And Atsushi is the main character for a reason because he is still finding who he is and why he is worthy.
And Reason Living? It's just pure hope and angst at the same time it hurts. They PLAYED IT while Odasaku was fighting Gide and I HATED that because the irony of it always made me cry. Playing REASON LIVING when Odasaku LOST his reasons to live??? I know maybe he could have try to keep on living because he wasn't alone but that's not the point and I fully understand Odasaku okay. That man lost his ideals, his ideas of a brigther future because of Mori, how was he supposed to react in other ways than wanting to kill Gide?
But playing this song, about not knowing why you are alive, why you should stay alive but still wanting to find a reason, wanting to find hope?? Yeah that was a horrible experience.
This song describes so much characters. We can obviously state Dazai who's still trying to find himself (I personaly think he is about to have his answer in the manga but it's not the topic here), but it also describes Atsushi who is still learning about his ability and how to deal with it and how to deal with his past. Maybe we can also include Kyouka, even Kunikida because I'm quite sure he is as lost as everyone.
They act but they don't know why, they just know they have to and that maybe they'll find why they have to keep on living.
And I swear this opening hit HARD. I never questioned why I was alive, I just want to be alive because I don't like death at all. It's scary and the end of everything so yes, I never thought about it. But this opening? It takes your feelings and crushes them under the pain, the hope, the despair and everything the characters feel.
BSD is really one of my favourite manga and it really hit me how this manga is about people searching themselves and trying hard to create a brighter future.
Yeah, it might be stupid because Reason Living is probably not the only opening talking about all of that, but it's still my favourite out of all of them. Also, it's clearly stated in the title "Bungou Stray Dogs" how the story is not going to be a walk in a park.
And yet, this story is absolutely amazing and the influence of Dark Era, of Odasaku in this universe is crazy because he's not really a good man (this scene in the novel traumatised me, the one with the vacuum cleaner) and his influence is clearly less important than Natsume's, but we can all agree that it is weird how in every universe, he can't live if Dazai's alive.
Anyway, I really went too far, I just wanted to vent about why Reason Living is a really good opening and how soul crushing it felt to hear it during the fight. Even without speaking and understanding japanese, I felt its meaning deep within my soul.
Thank you for reading!
(I'm really sorry if it's seems a bit..weird to read, it's late where I am from (like, 2 in the morning) and my hands were going ahead of my brain).
#bsd spoilers#bsd#reason living#bungou stray dogs#opening#oda sakunosuke#dazai osamu#atsushi nakajima#armed detective agency#port mafia#dark era bsd#beast bsd
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Personalization Prompt #2 – Ketchup
BLACK: what face claim from an anime, comic book, or cartoon do I associate with you?
Oh, this was a hard one! Of course, there’s that sort of lean towards your icon or plain out just seeing you as Apple, but just taking a step back, I think I have to go with a cartoon character here instead of an anime character, but Audrey Ramirez from Atlantis: The Lost Empire, is probably the closest I could come to how I picture you!
WHITE: what flame type and box weapon do I think you’d have in the khr!verse?
I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this before, but there’s a couple different ideas I do have for you as far as Flame types go. Of course, because of your impressive creativity and interesting ways of thinking, there is the desire to put you as a Mist Flame, since you are someone who could easily create things with that brilliant mind of yours. However, overall, I do think you give off the Aura of someone with a Rain Flame slightly more, so I do have you as a Rain Flame type. As far as box weapons go, I definitely think a Rain raven box weapon would be what you use, because of the obvious spiritual, emotional, and intellectual beliefs around the bird. In my head, it normally perches on your shoulder but it can fly around, spreading the Flames over a fairly wide area or it has the added ability of being able to calm and almost tranquilize whoever it lands on that is not you.
RED: what aesthetics do I associate with you?
The smell of home-cooked meals and the act of making food alongside friends or family, with shared laughs and memories to treasure forever. Backpacking abroad, new adventures with every step of a hiking boot clad foot. Calm and peacefulness. Kindness, always choosing to reach out a hand to those in need. Intelligence and compassion mingling beautifully. Thesis papers. Always having multiple things on the go, always moving and doing and thinking. Soft music in the background, soothing the soul. Bright smiles and sun-bathed skin. Soft faux-fur.
BLUE: what are three songs I’d put on a playlist for you?
LOST BOY, ruth b.
A CLOSE FRIEND, james newton howard
I SWALLOWED HARD, LIKE I UNDERSTOOD, 65daysofstatic
YELLOW: what fictional world out of all my fandoms would I picture you in?
Obviously, hands down, it’s Katekyo Hitman Reborn. However, I could easily see you fitting into both the Nanbaka, Servamp, and Saiyuki universes!
GREEN: who would I pair you with out of all my fandoms?
Obviously, for KHR it’s Reborn. For K Project, it’s Munakata. For Nanbaka, it’s Jyugo. For Welcome to Demon School, Iruma-kun! it’s Goemon. For Bungou Stray Dogs, it’s Akutagawa. For Servamp, it’s Tsurugi. For Saiyuki, it’s Hakkai. For Eyeshield 21, it’s Kid. For Ronin Warriors, it’s Rowen. For Kekkaishi, it’s Makio. For GetBackers, it’s Emishi. For Black Cat, it’s Train. For Karneval, it’s Gareki. For Gangsta., it’s Nic. For Bleach, it’s Byakuya. For Naruto, it’s Kakashi. For Deadman Wonderland, it’s Nagi. For Ouran, it’s the twins, both of them. For Durarara!!, it’s Kadota. For Yu Yu Hakusho, it’s Kuwabara. For Gintama, it’s Kondo. For Mystic Messenger, it’s Yoosung. For Ikemen Revolution, it’s Kyle. For Blush Blush, it’s Cashew. For Date Warp, it’s Nathaniel. For Hatoful Boyfriend, it’s Sakuya. For The Outsiders, it’s Sodapop. For Class of the Titans, it’s Neil. For Ultimate Spider-Man, it’s Harry. For Gravity Falls, it’s Stan. For The Mighty Ducks, it’s Adam. For The Covenant, it’s Tyler. For Jungle Fury, it’s Dom. For Ninja Storm, it’s Cam. For Mystic Force, it’s Nick.
PURPLE: what gif reminds me of you?
PINK: if you were an AU, what type of AU would you be?
Maybe I’m being influenced by recent conversations we’ve had, but I do think it would be an isekai AU, based around platonic bonds and building a found family 😊
RAINBOW: if i were to write a khr sequel, following Tsuna’s demise, and could only use my reader’s as characters, who would you be?
Okay, I have two ideas…bear with me as they’re both kind of implausible, but I like to believe fun nonetheless. We’re going to set aside the fact that going canon means there will be no future generations of Arcobaleno, but if there were, I’d see you as the next Rain Arcobaleno. Otherwise, I see you as part of the Vongola, as one of the medical team…as in, someone finally realized how important mental health is in the Mafia and you work alongside the doctors and nurses helping the Family members maintain their mental health and you have friends and family and loved ones and your life, despite being a part of the Mafia goes nice and peacefully and you’re treasured and valued and it’s all nice and soft and peaceful and I like that for you.
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GL doing a mashup for a Project, Bungou gang hear part of it while still in the game. Play video when Part 2 is spoken. (Don't own video or other images)
It was another day for the Bungou cast. When they tune in to see what GL was up to today. Logining in they noticed that GL wasn't alone, other than her there were three males and one other female. Also, music was playing in the background, but it sounded.....off?
"Hey, what's GL doing? Who are those people?" Atsushi asked. "Not sure but whatever is going on, I think were about to get a clue." Ranpo said.
It suddenly went dark, before words showed on a board behind them. "Is this what I think,"Kunikida.
Part 2: Wild & Free (GL, Female, Male) "Huh, whatever this is, is being done in movements," Dazai speculated.
Baby, this is what you came for Lightning strikes every time she moves
We're all bored, we're all so tired of everything We wait for trains that just aren't coming We show off our different scarlet letters— Trust me, mine is better I was so much younger yesterday
You're a real life fantasy, you're a real life fantasy (huh!) But you're moving so carefully; let's start living dangerously
Deep in my bones, I can feel you Take me back to a time only we knew Hideaway, I… (I wanna feel you un—feel you under my body) We could waste the night with an old film Smoke a little weed on the couch in the back room Hideaway, I… When I'm low, low, low, low I, oh, I, oh, I Got me feeling drunk and high So high, so high (Ah Ah Ah) Oh, I, oh, I, oh, I Now I'm feeling drunk and high So high, so high (Ah Ah Ah)
Can't keep my hands to myself I thank God every day (u-huh) (My hands to myself) That I woke up feelin' this way (Can't keep my hands to myself)
"wow, this isn't just one song is it," Chuuya remarked. "This is an amazing talent."
Don't give up, I won't give up (woo-hoo) Don't give up, no no no (I won’t give up) Don't give up, I won't give up (woo-hoo) Don't give up, no no no
Cause I got that sunshine in my pocket Got that good soul in my feet I feel that hot blood in my body when it drops, ooh (I’m a cool girl) I can't take my eyes up off it, moving so phenomenally (I love cheap thrills) Hey Room on lock the way we rock it, so don't stop (I love cheap thrills) We're gonna be alright
Baby, don't you know All them tears gon' come and go Baby, you just gotta make up your mind That every little thing is gonna be alright You don't gotta go to work
Gimme the ting and make me rock in a dance (work, work, work) Gimme the ting and make me rock in a dance (work, work, work, work) Mash it up, hot step in a dance (work, work, work, work) Gimme the ting and make me rock (work, work, work) Light it up
He won't touch you like I do (Let me love you) He won't love you like I would (Let me love you) He don't know your body, he don't do you right (woo) He won't love you like I would Love you like I would You’ll never bring me down (woo)
(He) Oh oh oh here oh oh oh here (woo) Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself (oh) Like we used to do… (He) Oh oh oh here oh oh oh here (woo shit) And I can't wait till we can break up outta here ("Nah" to the "Ah" to the "No", "No", "No")
Here oh, oh, oh He better call Becky with the good hair
As that part faded, new words showed up.
Part 3: Hurt & Lost
(I) Paradise, paradise, paradise, paradise (War zone, war zone, war zone, war zone) There's no use crying about it Darling, all I know is we're hiding away from this tonight Sad song, Oh, this tonight, sad song
I'm praying to catch you whispering (Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) No easy love could ever make me feel the same I got high as your expectations Last night, I came to a realization And I hope you can take it No, I'm too good to you
But, baby, don't get it twisted You was just another man on the hit list Tryna fix your inner issues with a bad bitch Didn't they tell you that I was a savage? Fuck your white horse and a carriage Bet you never could imagine Daddy told me “Go, go ahead now.”
[Shot gun] I know what you did last summer (ah-ah) Just lie to me there's no other (he-ey) I know what you did last summer Tell me where you've been You needed me (hoo-woo hoo-woo-woo hoo-woo) On that, it's almost shocking Gone, gone (ho-yeah)
In the night she hears him calling (woo) In the night she's dancing to relieve the pain That's why I need a one dance Got a Hennessy in my hand With you in the middle (we don't have to go out) I'm just a sucker for pain
(Oh) Soon I'll be sixty years old, will I think the world is cold Or will I have a lot of children who can warm me? (Oh) Soon I'll be sixty years old (you were so perfect) You were a, you were a perfect illusion (ah)
Ah-ah
"AH WHAT'S GL DOING," Kenji yelped in shocked, as GL was now the only person being shown, sadly smiling at the camera.
GL: True love brought salvation back into me. With every tear came redemption, and my torture became my remedy.
Part 4: Relief & Reminiscence
(Something bout you)
I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her
This was all you, none of it me You put your hands on, on my body and told me Mmm That was what you told me
I'm giving you up I've forgiven it all You set me free
Are we out of the woods yet? Are we out of the woods yet? Are we out of the woods yet? Are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet? Are we in the clear yet? Are we in the clear yet? In the clear yet? Good
Can't you see there's no other man above you? What a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you Hold up, they don't love you like I love you Slow down, they don't love you like I love you
I hop up out the bed and get my swag on Baby I just need one good one to stay (Ba ba ba ba ba) Hey
I'll stop time for you The second you say you'd like me too (Ah ah oh ah ah) I just wanna give you the loving that you're missing Baby, just to wake up with you Would be everything I need and this could be so different Tell me what you want to do (standing with the army)
Dark times Baby when we were young There was nothing to make believe (Bright side) And the songs that we sang They were written for you and me But yet it's everything So don't change a thing We both know what they say about us Now you need to forward and give me all the…
Work, work, work, work, work, work He said me hafi Work, work, work, work, work, work He see me do mi Dirt, dirt, dirt, dirt, dirt, dirt! And so me put in Work, work, work, work, work, work
(Woo) Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol' days When our momma sang us to sleep but now we're stressed out (Woo) Are we out of the woods? Hey!
Remember when you hit the brakes too soon? Twenty stitches in the hospital room When you started cryin', baby, I did, too But when the sun came up, I was lookin' at you Remember when we couldn't take the heat I walked out and said, "I'm settin' you free," But the monsters turned out to be just trees And when the sun came up, you were lookin' at me
It was just like a song My God, this reminds me Of when we were young
If you're ready, if you're ready (send my love to your new lover) If you're ready, I'm ready (treat her better) We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts We both know we ain't kids no more
Come on, let it go (If you're ready, if you're ready) Just let it be (If you're ready, I'm ready) Why don't you be you (If you're ready, if you're ready) And I'll be me?
I'm only one (my youth is yours) Call away (wild wild) I'll be there to save the day (wild wild) (We ain't ever getting older) You're driving me wild, wild, wild (Shake, Bend and break, but I can't turn away) You're driving me wild, wild, wild (and it's driving me wild) We ain't ever getting older
It was just like a movie It was just like a song When we were young
Silence, before cheers erupted from the cast. they got so hyped they started spaming the game in text feature with gifts and outfits.
"Hey GL, you're phone is spasing out, you got a date or something," a male said, grabbing GL attention.
"No, wonder what's going on...huh what in the?" GL was shocked to see she had new gifts from her Bungou game, out of nowhere. It was a mystery.
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