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┊Impure Thoughts┊2
《Part 1┊Reader x Bucky Barnes
Bucky is getting more comfortable with going out without the prosthetic. You are getting a little too comfortable with the idea of using it...as a pleasure tool.
Warnings - smut, fingering, fisting, oral (f receiving)
Words - 2250
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Every secret of your mind is rendered up—from this new and intimate perspective, you have no choice, but to speak
“Lust,” you keep your voice pitched low “Lust is a deadly sin”
“And fucking yourself with my arm” His lips twitch, almost imperceptibly.
“I think that falls under lust” you whisper, sultry.
You catch yourself staring at the sensual curve of his lips, the impressive cut of his jaw, devouring every part of him with eyes.
“I think it should have its own category” he responds sweetly, allowing a shade of mockery to infect his tone.
He is looking at you with amused suspicion—you have to acknowledge this tame remark about the whole situation sounds way too perverse. You try to remain cordial and calm. You don’t want to give him the impression you are overbearing in fear he would judge you.
“Bucky-”
His jacket then goes to the floor, followed by his trousers, shirt until he is only in his boxers. His eyes dart over the surface of your face, exploring you from a distance with his unspoken desire and an innocent and mesmerizing smile.
“Jesus, snezinka…you are so filthy”(snowflake)
you hear a mute moan of human tenderness— his soul actually hanging around your naked body and is ready to repent. There is a pleasant sinking sensation in Bucky’s stomach as he contemplates how deliciously it would be to do it himself.
Your eyes widen at his choice of words and, much to your shock, you find that you love his dirty talk.
You are on your back—legs spread—the metal fingers still in you.
A little bit of kink is one of the most delicious of erotic pleasures
He stumbles forward to the bed and your body suddenly surges with the heat of concentrated humiliation—you feel disgusted—tired of the lust, but it's so hard to refuse it now.
He doesn’t speak, his expression doesn’t soften. But he is hard.
“The scent of your arousal is so-so sweet”
He speaks and you have a difficult time tearing your gaze away from his pelvis to meet his eyes.
His blue eyes almost glow, his voice lowered, husky. The scent of you, the scent of—pure filth.
Those scents lay around Bucky now, tempting him, drawing him.
Your thighs tighten, legs tremble at the sight of him coming closer to the bed. You hear him swear under his breath and reach down to squeeze tightly the imprint of his cock through the boxers—he senses your gaze now as he grips his cock over the fabric, the friction is absolutely delicious.
“Keep them open, it is too late for shame, baby”
He has never before felt so overwhelmed—nor experienced such appetite—such impatience for the night to begin.
He licks his lips, panting hard as you spread your legs further, his eyes barely glancing over the moisture glazed flesh.
He groans, the thought of his head between those silky thighs, his tongue lapping the sweet moisture that produced that intriguing scent is nearly more than he could bear.
Bucky licks his lips and bits back an oath.
When he climbs onto the bed, the bed cracking under his weight—as he crawls towards you—you close your eyes, take a deliberate deep inhale through your nose, hold it for a few seconds before forcing the trapped air out through pursed lips, attempting to calm down your accelerating heart rate.
And an affliction more than describes it.
Your feet fevered, skin sensitive, ready for his touch. It is unlike anything you have ever experienced. It is unlike anything you ever wanted to know, feel.
Bucky touches the back of your thigh, fingers grazing lightly down to the back of your knee, grasping it and lifting your leg carefully over his shoulder.
Through the fog of dizzying pleasure you open your eyes—a hitch of breath when his fingers slip in and out of you really quickly
—this bastard has reattached his arm.
He observes your face; your eyelids have dropped low over your eyes, bottom lip caught between your teeth. He squeezes your thigh, keeping your leg over his shoulder, his thumb gently tracing your skin and another low sigh leaves you.
You feel him withdrawing his fingers from your dripping centre. Then, one finger traces down your slit and starts to play with your tight rosebud.
You shudder from the pleasure that he is giving you. Feeling the pressure building up—your breathing becomes more labored. He keeps circling his finger in just the way that you love it and you can feel the beginning of the orgasm, when he pulls away.
Your gazes meet, he can see your eyes beseeching him to give you the release that you urgently needed.
“No, this is not what you have planned”
There is no fulfillment that is not made sweeter for the prolonging of desire
Two fingers glisten with the frothy cream of your body. After swishing his saliva around, he manages to clear his palate enough before bringing the fingers to his lips and sucking them slowly, his mouth watering from the irresistible tangy, almost metallic taste
—he has never tasted vibranium before.
You whimper as he takes them into his mouth, his eyes darkening on a sigh of both ecstasy and sin as he tastes you on his own fingers. His lashes lowered, becoming heavy with sexuality, his face is tense, tight with the needs that surges through his body as well.
“You always taste good—even better like that”
Bucky smiles, the curve of his lips tight.
He says as he runs the metal index finger along your slit, gathering some of the arousal, then circling it around your clit before dipping the digit insidе. Slowly he pumps, sending your hips bucking under his hand.
He adds another finger into her tightness and you mewls.
“Oh yes” The shocking words erupting from your mouth do little to dim the haze of need for more “Please. Oh please—” you are making little gasping sounds, Bucky looks down to watch his whole fist sinking in slowly, but surely.
“What the…how…” he murmurs.
The anticipation and confusion he feels at seeing his hand disappearing into you, also a kind of sensual pleasure, and surrounding it, like an embrace, a general elation—it is terribly inconvenient, no good might come of it, but he finds out for himself that he enjoys it, and it thrills him.
Your eyes lit up in glee, seeing his grimace of pleasure, the raw lust that transforms his face—as you finally get what you wanted.
Since he has done that for you, you suppose it was only fair that he wants it too.
“Fuck...please” you struggle to get out, overcome by what he has just done.
“Need to suck your tits”
He says, removing your leg from his shoulder, he leans downward to press a small kiss to the side of your neck and you gasp, head arching back as that rough, rasping tongue strokes over your neck. Slowly, he places open mouthed kisses up the of your neck, letting his tongue slip out occasionally to taste your skin.
His breathing increases in pace, coming out in a deep and fast rhythm, as he kisses his way across your throat to give the other side of the neck the same treatment and he registers that you have upped the volume as well, with quiet moans accompanying your sighs.
Oh, this will be so good.
Real good.
Hot, with a gentle abrasion that has you panting as he moves slowly to your breasts. He lavishes your tits with attention, his lips nibbling sporadically, which only adds to the arousal coursing through your veins.
The satisfaction of hearing your ardor-filled voice uttering his name with such need is indescribable. It fills him with such yearning that he could barely contain himself.
His cock aches to escape and fuck you—but is all about you tonight.
Bucky can only sigh, grinding a bit into the air, he makes himself elicit a growl against your skin in response, scraping his teeth lightly over the nipple. He groans, fisting into you harder now, hitting your cervix as your eyes, water up at the sensation of being so stuffed as he gives you more and more—him hand fucking you like that flips your brain inside out and turns your cunt to pudding.
You are mindless now. You can feel the sensations building—everywhere.
The wet squelches of your pussy make it clear that you are incredibly turned on. Bucky plays with your body expertly and if he keeps going you are going to come apart all over his hand. Your breathing speeds up and becomes ragged, broken moans interspersed between the gasps for air.
He meets your eyes as he pulls back and thrust his hand into you again. You are just blinking up at him, eyes wide as he bites his lip, trying to maintain a steady pace instead of pounding into you the way he wants.
Of course, you notice his reluctance—you shamelessly whisper—
“Faster”
“Tell me if it hunts, baby” he slurs the words as if inebriated.
He speeds up his pace, he’s panting, because he wants to fuck you so much—he feels the build of pleasure low in his abdomen as he slams his hand into you, the cool heat of your orgasm builds with each thrust—you clenching around him—shuddering against him.
It is not the easiest for the pace but the feeling of both your cunt getting filled by his metal hand and his mouth on your nipple have you coming, screaming out—his hand having slowed down to extend your pleasure—he feels you clench your inner muscles hard and your whole body starts to seize up, as the orgasm washes over. Lost to your pleasure, you ramble nonsensically; a combination of his name, pleas for more and thanking him for doing this.
He slowly removes his fingers from your cunt, giving the clit a small caress before raising his hand to lick off your slick.
“Different—” you try to catch your breath.
Shame is a soul eating emotion
“—different position”
Why drown in shame when you can have so much fun swimming in lust?
Oh, sweet fucking Jesus—Bucky wants to say, but stays wordless.
You are not ashamed of your needs—it overlays his heart with lust, too.
He immediately understands you and moves you like a rag doll—he maneuvers your legs so that you end up straddling him, your cunt is right over his head.
Bucky’s tongue rasps through the slit of your lips from bottom to top. You buck against him, greedily using his mouth and nose for your pleasure, compressing his face underneath your weight.
Slow, erotically rough and so hot you feel your flesh melting. His human hand grips your thigh, holding you down to his mouth—he slips his metal fingers inside of you, twisting and curling as he tirelessly works.
“Mmmm” his low moans of pleasure vibrates against your clit. You gasp for breath as he licks you, his tongue swirling around, gathering more and more of the taste as he groans in satisfaction merely from being suffocated, used—your enthusiasm, hoping the vibrations would likewise be your undoing.
Those sweet lips. Oh my, he could kiss those lips all night long.
He smiles mentally and continues the pleasurable torture, not playing on stopping until you finish. Bucky has to consciously remind both his hand and mouth to keep moving, concentrating the movements—your melodic sounds are way so distracting to his mind.
He raises his head for the last time and licks up the delicious slit, savoring the flavor, before focusing on your pleasure bud once again, his whole fuckin hand in your depths, fisting you, making you clench around the metal, your orgasm building.
Arousal is more potent than any drug on the planet as Bucky drowns, drinks you in as you start to tremble—endearing that you want to finish so badly, breasts sway as you choke, rapidly approaching your orgasm.
You cry out as tremors take hold of you, her body jerking and nearly slithering away—but the flesh fingers have you locked, his arm around your thigh, holding you in place. He keeps going until he can’t breathe anymore—you’ve managed to nudge him into the mattress, but he doesn't mind—he doesn’t mind at all.
He lets go of you and you tumble to his side. Bucky can’t help but grin as he turns his head to face you—his sultry lips and seductive—covered in your wetness.
Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. All Bucky wants is for you to feel good—you are, and always have been, his dream.
“Bucky?” you ask against your better judgment. “How do you—do you want me—“ you clear your throat. “Do you want to fuck me or—something else?”
You are confused and you are trying to catch your breath when you hear a dark chuckle—you meet his eyes then, all wide pupils and rich blue irises.
Darker than you’ve seen before
“Do you think that my dick will be enough after all that?” he asks, quietly.
“What about your dick and your hand in my—” you manage to whimper.
Bucky is amused. Or speechless. Maybe something in between there.
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CHAPTER 90: DEAD DROP
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Standing from your hiding place, you rushed through the smoke and back into the fight without a second thought. You barely took in the people that were coming at you before you fired.
One shot, one kill.
You were pretty sure some of them were wearing tactical gear, others were dressed as civilians, and others were dressed in expensive suits.
But it didn’t matter what they were wearing.
None of it mattered.
None of it, even as you stole weapons and used them as your own. Nothing mattered, even as bullets glanced off your chest plate with a spray of sparks. None of it, even as the smoke and flames licked up the side of the stairs and the far end of the room collapsed.
“Do you know who I am?” one man yelled, clad in a business suit with his tie askew.
“I don’t care.”
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Amazing fic !!
A Soldier Told Me... (Reader x Bucky) | pt. 1
pairing: reader x bucky barnes warnings: none yet but mentions of sex, alcohol consumption (drink responsibly!) summary: Steve rarely gets drunk but once he drinks the liquor Thor brings from Asgard, the man will tell you anything AND everything… a.n: hope y'all enjoy! And also be sure to send Steve a muffin basket for this 😉 if you’d like to be tagged on the next part, send me an ask!
part one | part two | part three | part four | part five | part six (end)
It was day three of your stake out with Steve and Wanda and it wasn’t a surprise that you were all bored out of your mind.
The three of you were holed up in a cabin in the woods, miles away from an alleged Hydra base, you three were doing recon, and if your sources were right, then the three of you would go to the base and dismantle their operation.
So far, it was radio silence meaning you became best friends with the ugly lamp in the living room.
“Can we go home yet?” You whined, Wanda was sitting next to you on the couch while Steve was preparing dinner, it was his turn to cook for all three of you.
“(Y/N) you know we can’t yet,” Steve’s sighs for the third time in an hour, he was getting tired of your whining, and the fact that he accidentally burned your dinner didn’t help his frustrations.
“Can’t go to the village, can’t even hike, the tv is broken, I’m getting cabin fever Rogers! The longer I stay in this state, the more annoying I’ll get.”
“So you’re tellin’ me this isn’t the worst of it?” Steve sasses back, earning a glare from you.
Wanda places down her sketchbook and nudges your shoulder.
“The two of you are worse than Sam and Bucky! Luckily Clint gave me something that will shut up the two of you. If you two promise to stop bickering up til after dinner, I’ll share.”
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Take It Back (Chapter 19)
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Summary: About five years ago, a one night stand with Y/N tore Bucky’s life apart. It was also the night before his wedding. Now he’s married to her sister and she needs a place to stay.
Chapter Warnings: Language.
A/N: Over my manic episode lol, now back to work. :) Here you guys go. Sorry it took so long to get my shit together. I love you. ALSO, i know a lot of you guys caught up with it on AO3, so just let me know if you no longer wanna be tagged in this. :)
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It had become routinary.
Like an immortal soul or a person without any malice and without non-malice intent, you’d carry on and on.
You’d wake up at five-thirty am, take a hot shower, go for a run, take another shower, get dressed for work, stop by your choice of restaurant that week, pick up cat food, feed Pebbles, clean the house, take another shower, put on your PJs, and binge-watch American Horror Story until it was too late to decide if it was actually too late to go to bed.
It took exactly one week into your emotional break down for you to realize that your life had to be this way in order for you to succeed. It was the only way you could keep yourself distracted from the other thoughts of guilt that would lead to ultimate heartbreak.
You had left Ashlyn’s life in a way that you didn’t see yourself doing.
At first, you felt wrong for it.
She was your only sister and the only closest family member you had left. You especially thought it was wrong for leaving without any explanation. But eventually, after much-considered thought, you decided that even though it was wrong, it was the best choice. It was something you had to do.
You had to do it because it would be wrong of you to hang out with her or have some kind of association with her without her knowing the evil thing that you had done behind her back.
It didn’t sit well with you.
You also realized that if you stuck around, you would probably develop some kind of hate for her that would be beyond your control; hate made out of jealousy and envy.
You wouldn’t be able to see them together ever again, you would not bring yourself to.
You had texted her a few days after your decision, explaining to her that new opportunities had arisen in your life and that you might be seeing less of her because of it.
Though you still reassured her that you would continue to stick around if she needed anything and she reciprocated vice versa.
As much as you disliked her, as much as you didn’t like the choices she’s made, or person that she had become, at the end of the day she was always your big sister. That was a kind of bond you couldn’t break.
After she’d wished you good look and good wishes, you wondered if you should contact Bucky.
You wondered if he would tell her.
That was the first time the thought entered your mind and it scared the shit out of you. You prayed that he wouldn’t say a thing.
You thought about Steve as well. You knew he wasn’t dumb but you were thankful that he never mentioned anything both that night. But for some reason, you couldn’t get that damn look he had on his face. You couldn’t forget the way he looked at you at the wedding.
He had chased you, and he looked hurt by you.
Like he knew.
Sometimes you wonder if maybe if it had been Bucky that had run after you if you would have stayed.
But it wasn’t.
After that conclusion, you begged yourself to move on.
That was when the routines began- it kept you busy and distracted.
It had been five months and two days since you walked out of his life.
After much time, it was going a lot better than how you thought it would. You started by distracting yourself with your own life.
You even picked up extra hours at work and spent endless nights learning new recipes.
You wouldn’t admit it out loud, but you ended up watching way too much of the news. Maybe it was the adult in your trying to peak out, or maybe you were just that desperate to get away from your own issues.
You and pebbles sat on your couch as you both mocked Trump’s face on CNN, softly caressing Pebble’s little black head.
Your sat on your legs, your little throw blanket thrown over your lap and Pebbles next to your feet on the couch.
You shook your head in dismay as yet another scandal unfolded itself.
“What a dumbass, Peb.”
Meow.
You gasp.
“What do you mean you would have voted for him?”
Meow. Prrrr.
You huff.
“That’s what I thought, you little nugget.”
Everything during the day got easier as time went by, including life.
Slowly, you had cut yourself out of everyone’s lives.
You didn’t want to, but you felt like it was the best choice in such a predicament.
You didn’t answer Steve’s calls.
Bucky never even attempted to reach out to you except for one night about a week ago.
You had stared at your phone in a trance, completely puzzled at first, before tossing it on your couch.
You went back to sliding on your sneakers for your daily run.
No.
You ran your emotions away until the sweat mingled in with your tears.
You didn’t even realize it started pouring until you had to stop on the side of the road, breathing hard as you attempted to catch your breath.
You let your head fall down as your hands rested on the knees of your bent legs. You sobbed relentlessly as the thunder clashed in the skies above you.
The overwhelming guilt consumed you.
You had done good, you did everything you could to distract yourself and to not think about him.
But during the nights it was the hardest.
Simply put: you were lonely.
You missed your friends, Steve, and Nat. You wanted to make peace with Steve, you wanted to tell Nat how sorry you were for being a coward, and most importantly, you missed him.
You’d wake up the next day and repeat it all again.
It was the only thing that helped.
_
The beginning months of their marriage had been rocky.
It had gone in any way you would’ve expected for a man who had just cheated on his wife.
Their wedding night had been a disaster.
When they returned to their room that night, in a mix of tight hand-holding and severe lack of eye contact, Bucky had allowed Ashlyn to go into their suite before him.
While inside, he sat on the bed, back faced to her, and he had been silent as he unbuttoned his dress shirt.
Ashlyn had stared at him, even though he couldn’t see her.
The silence had been unbearable.
She felt pain-filled tears in her eyes at his cold demeanor.
He was treating her not how a husband should, especially on their wedding night.
He was treating her like something was very wrong.
She didn’t understand why.
Their ceremony had been everything she had ever dreamed of, but during the reception, he had barely stared into her eyes. He didn’t look at her during their dance, and only once or twice after that.
They made brief eye contact once when his eyes had been cold and soulless. In an instance, a part of her heart hurt badly within her chest.
What’s wrong? She had wanted to say.
She wasn’t too oblivious. She knew that months ago something had happened with him and someone else, especially after she had been gone for so long on her work trips. She knew that they had gone through a big bump in the road.
And the guilt of that had eaten her alive and she promised to put it behind her, so she continued to strive for them - to make this work. Ashlyn wasn’t sure exactly what Bucky had done, but like a silent mutual agreement, neither touched the subject any further.
For some time, she had even believed maybe she was wrong because they started doing so well again.
But their wedding day and their wedding night went anything but well.
She had gone into their bathroom and slowly taken off her jewelry and dress. Soft tears ran down her face as she took the hundreds of bobby pins out of her hair, laying them down on the sink with shaky fingers.
She had refused to look at herself in the mirror, knowing that she’d start crying right away.
She slid on a pair of matching pink silk PJ shorts and a tank top.
Neither said a word as she slid up next to him on the bed.
It didn’t surprise her that he didn’t even make love to her that night.
It took time, but eventually, he had gathered her in his arms, caressing the sides of her waist as she breathed against him.
Her lingerie was tucked away and left untouched in her suitcase.
They didn’t talk about it, and Ashlyn swallowed back heavy tears as he laid motionless without saying a word.
It took them hours to fall asleep that night.
Early that morning they took their flight out to Mykonos.
He held her hand the entire flight, occasionally giving her a small smile that never reached his pretty blue eyes.
A pair of eyes that ones use to shy but were now a pit of no emotions.
Ashlyn tried to hold back more tears as he laid his head against the window, staring down at the puffy clouds and not at her.
She regretted it- the nightly escapades -what she had done with men on her work trips, what she had sacrificed to give them.
Their future was now filled with materialist fortune because of her filthy mistakes, and she most importantly regretted what she had done with his father.
She wanted them to be okay.
She wanted him to love her the way he used to.
She sniffed slightly as her throat grew tight. She laid her head on his shoulder.
The heavyweight of her head made Bucky look down at his lap, closing his eyes tightly together.
He felt awful.
Sure, he didn’t want Ashlyn anymore, but something just didn’t sit well with him knowing what he did and Ashlyn knowing damn well that he was acting strange.
On their honeymoon, when they did talk they argued.
They had gone to a little restaurant in a bay area but barely spoke a word to each other.
The air was tense and his kisses only lingered like a tangent poison on her lips.
Every night he had woken up shaking and sweating. He always dreamed of you and your gorgeous smile.
He could hear you saying his name in his dreams, and he could feel the bones of your hips on his hands as he guided you to move above him.
Then, he would hear you tell him you loved him and he would start crying in his sleep.
They were never loud enough to wake Ashlyn up, but it was strong enough to make him stir and awaken.
They didn’t make love until the night before they flew out.
It had been spontaneous and Bucky had done it more out of anger and stress after he had seen something in a gift shop that reminded him of you.
He had whimpered against Ashlyn's mouth as he held her against the wall of their little bedroom. It was a small room, about thirty by forty feet because they had wanted the trip to be as authentic as possible.
His hands helped to wrap her legs around his waist and he grabbed her harshly, forcing his tongue down her throat.
He shoved her beneath him onto their bed as they ripped each other’s clothes off.
Next, he had taken her brutally against the mattress.
Afterward, Ashlyn had been stunned.
He had never fucked her that way before. It had been purely carnal, dirty.
She laid shaking that entire night.
He woke up again that dawn, having dreamed of you again.
He knew he needed help, he knew that the guilt was eating him alive and so was the sadness of losing you.
Four five months, their marriage has been silently suffering and grew complicated. The other wondered how long it would be before one of them said something to make or break it.
They moved into Bucky’s father’s penthouse shortly after.
It was beautiful. It wasn’t as big as Ashlyn would have expected, and Bucky also had sworn it used to be bigger when he used to live with his parents. It had an average size foyer that would lead into the living room. The wood flooring was light and contrasted beautifully with the white walls. To the right was a large window that occupied most of the wall, and to the far side was a decent sized kitchen with dark brown cabinetry. Down the hall was a guest bedroom and a powder room.
On the left side was a dining room and then to the corner glass stairs that led up to the upstairs area where there were three other bedrooms, one full bathroom and a master bathroom that connected to the master bedroom.
The mere thought that Bucky was now sleeping in the same bedroom that his now-dead parents used, made something creep up his spine - a cold and chilling feeling.
It didn’t help their marriage and it certain didn’t help with the other emotions he had felt.
They would eat dinner in silence and then they would have silent meaningless sex on their dinner table in a tangle of confusion and unspoken declarations.
It got to the point where Ashlyn had left for work every morning without even waiting for him anymore.
She would feel used and empty, the bruises on her hips nagging and mocking her for the rest of the day.
Ashlyn considered just asking Bucky what was going on.
She wanted to, but she was afraid.
It had been going on for five months.
It’s a Tuesday morning when Bucky was having breakfast by himself in the kitchen. He hears a knock on his door.
He looked up from his phone, where he had been reading today’s news.
He perks a brow, not expecting anyone to have been at his home at this time. He hadn’t even seen Steve since his wedding day, their little awkward encounter not yet having been addressed.
It was evident neither wanted to.
“Come in.” He said loudly through a mouth full of honey nut cheerios.
The big white door swung open.
Bucky was slightly scared at who the intruder was until he saw a big head of red pop out from behind the door.
A long sigh escapes his lips.
The beauty spins her head around and gives him a bright smile, closing the door behind her.
She perks a brow.
“You didn’t comb your hair today, I see.”
Bucky runs a quick hand through his hair as he swallows down the cereal.
“What gives? My house, I can do I want.” He mumbles swirling his spoon in his milk.
He peaks a teasing eye up at Nat and smirks.
“Yeah, I can see that.” She laughs.
“What’s up?”
“How are things with you and Ashlyn?”
Bucky stalls for a moment, swirling his milk one more time, before responding.
“What do you mean?”
“Nothing, I’ve just noticed that you’ve been a bit different the last few months,” Nat states simply.
Bucky sighs, looking out towards the kitchen window and out into the city.
He gives into himself and sighs.
“It’s been better, Nat. Marriage isn’t as easy as we’d hope I guess.” He mumbles the end as he takes the bowl off the island and turns around to put it in the sink.
Nat sighs, “Yeah, I can imagine. Why do you think I haven’t gotten married yet?”
Bucky chuckles, “You’re right. You’re smart.”
There’s a small smile on his face when he says it as he spins back around, but Nat senses the pleading tone in his voice and both of them are quiet.
Nat eyes him up and down before she reaches into her bag.
Bucky narrows his eyes at her.
“Just know that if there’s anything you need, you can just ask me. If you need a friend, advice, anything. If you guys need any help-”
“Thanks, but we’re fine.” He cuts off curtly but not in a rude manner.
Nat ignores him and pulls out a white card and slides it across the table.
“Please don’t take this as an insult or me trying to pry or anything like that, because it’s none of my business. But I think this might help you both.”
Bucky takes the card.
Couple’s Therapist
Bruce Banner
34 6th Street
New York, NY
(212)***-****
Bucky looks at it for a second.
He contemplates it, really contemplates it, and he finds the gesture comforting and surprisingly sweet.
He bends the edge of it as he reads the name of the doctor repeatedly- over and over again.
“Thanks.”
Bucky could care less any longer about salvaging his wedding with Ashlyn. He should’ve known it was all an evil scheme for her since the beginning, so he was doing this for his own selfish needs.
Bucky wants nothing more than to rip his hand out of hers as they sit next to each other on the dark brown leather chairs. He hopes the good doctor doesn’t see right through his phony act.
Dr. Banner was soft-spoken and wore small glasses on the peak of his nose. He gave off a sweet soul that automatically piqued Bucky’s interest. From his first firm handshake, he knew that Banner would be someone he could trust.
Bruce gave the beautiful couple a small smile before sitting down directly in front of him.
The room smelled of aloe and mint, calming Ashlyn for the first time in a long time.
“Mr. And Mrs. Barnes please sit.”
“Thanks.” Both Bucky and Ashlyn said.
Bruce takes off his glasses and eyes the couple curiously.
“So let’s start by introducing ourselves. You just got married five months ago?”
“Yes. Sir.”
He lays his glasses down on the table in front of him.
“That’s very recent. I’m surprised.”
Ashlyn gives Bucky a side glance as Bucky continues to hold steady eye contact with Banner.
“Yes, we’ve had some issues in the past.”
Bucky’s jaw ticks.
Bruce notes this.
“Well, we’re going to discuss possible issues that maybe could’ve arisen and insecurities between the both of you. This will be a long process, but I will do in my best ability to help you both. We’re going to put all our walls down for this, do you understand? No secrets from me.”
Bucky swallows while Ashlyn nods. She looks once more at him and Bucky is still facing forward, jaw tight and tense.
“You see? He can’t even look at me.”
Bucky rolls his eyes.
“Do you not love me anymore?”
Bucky doesn’t respond.
“Do you want a divorce? We’ve been married for five months. You didn’t even have sex with me on our wedding night.”
Banner raises a comical brow at this.
“I can’t leave you.”
Bucky says fiercely. The silence that follows it is tense and questioning.
“So we need to make this work,” Ashlyn says, quickly letting go of his hand.
Their first session with Banner was an hour and five minutes long. It was the most the couple had talked to each other since their wedding day, and it solved absolutely nothing.
Dr. Banner sighed as he watched them walk away, not really knowing what the hell he was going to do with them.
He was just thankful that they were done screaming so he could take his small coffee break and read a bit.
Of course, that was cut short when he heard a small knock coming from his door.
“Yes?”
Bucky walks in slowly, a mischievous look in his eyes as he slowly closing the door behind him.
Banner raises a surprised brow at him.
“James? Something wrong?”
Bucky licks his lips nervously.
“N-no sir, I just…”
Well, this was interesting, Banner had to admit. He sits down on his desk, still keeping one foot on the floor.
He notices how upset and nervous Bucky is and it’s the first sign of emotion he had shown aside from anger all day. It intrigues the doctor.
“You can tell me.”
“If I ask to see you privately, as my therapist, would what me and you talk about be confidential?”
Bruce is silent for a second as he connects the dots. He notes Bucky’s fidgeting hands and his pleading eyes.
Something was killing the poor kid.
“Is there something you don’t want Ashlyn to know?”
“Yes.” It comes out in a whimper. His tone, begging.
“James, if whatever this has to do with your marriage, you should tell your wife. You're here to fix your relationship with her, but yet you want my help to help keep something hidden from her.”
Bucky is silent as he looks away, defeated. This stuns the doctor.
“You’re not here for your marriage.” Bruce says it like it’s not questionable, “you’re here for you.”
Bucky’s stance and tone become pleading as he steps closer to Banner.
“It has more to do with my health though. Look, I know it doesn’t make sense but I need help, please. I’ll pay you twice or ever three times as much. As much as you want. Please, doctor Banner.”
Bruce didn’t like this, but for some reason, he figured that maybe if he helped Bucky with his private issue, it could eventually fix the problem he had with his wife.
Maybe.
He regrets it a bit after he says it, but he does.
“Alright, I’ll help you.”
You had another episode last night and it was worse than usual.
You swore you could feel his soft hands on your hips as you moved on top of him.
You felt the whispers of his voice against your ears as he kept telling you he loved you, and it felt so real.
You were a ghost when you woke up, and your body robotic. The sun wasn’t up yet so you turned on your side lamp on your nightstand since it wasn’t too bright and wouldn’t hurt your eyes.
It took you a bit for you to come to your senses and for you to notice that you had gathered your personal belongings on your bed and that you were throwing things out.
Things that reminded you of Ashlyn. Pictures of when you were kids, T-shirts, gifts she had given you - everything.
Tears ran down your face as you skim your finger over one specific picture of you and your sister with your parents.
You sobbed and your sadness became anger as you continued to stare at her in the picture.
How dare she get the loving man, how dare he love her more than you…you were angry.
And you wanted to move on.
In a fury, you rip the pictures into tiny pieces until they’re scattered all over your bed.
Your breathing is shallow and heavy as you look at the mess you’ve made.
With a different kind of pain that you hadn’t felt in a long time, you bury your face in your hands and cry silently.
Everything around you was silent. The house was silent and so was the world outside.
You were alone.
Fifteen miles away sat Steve in his work office at Barnes Enterprises.
He had just put his two-week notice in and he couldn’t stop thinking about you.
He couldn’t stand to work for Bucky right now, not after the wedding night and not knowing anything about what was happening.
It distracted him too much and it made him upset.
He’d gotten a new job at a new company five blocks down. Steve had requested two weeks from his top guy so he didn’t even have to talk to Bucky directly to let him know he was leaving.
He was almost entirely packed except for some things that he still had to finish before he left.
It was early morning and he was finishing up one of his files when the image of you clouded his mind.
The image of you running out of his best friend’s wedding and crying haunted him.
He needed to find you.
That’s when he had stopped doing what he was doing and he pulled out his phone.
He found your name without thinking and clicked the little phone icon under your name.
Steve lets out a heavy breath as he brings his phone to his ear. With his other hand, he runs it through his hair and pulls slightly at the top.
ring.
ring.
Come on. Come on. He says in his head as he bounces his left leg up and down. What was he even going to say?
The ring cuts off and he sucks in a breath-
“I’m sorry but the number you are trying to reach is no longer in service.”
His heart falls into the pit of his stomach.
In your room, you had somehow fallen asleep through all your crying, and your phone laid silent and untouched on your nightstand.
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How Bucky would be with a pregnant reader vs. How the Winter Soldier would be
— PAIRINGS: Bucky Barnes x pregnant!Reader, Winter Soldier x pregnant!Reader — CONTENTS: exclusively fluff — WORD COUNT: ~900 — A/N: I'm working on a new story, but I want to keep posting for you guys, so have this cute little thing. I know impregnation kink is not uncommon with Bucky fics, but it is unusual or seems OOC for WS, so I challenged myself to come up with something. Enjoy!
How Bucky would be with a pregnant reader
When he finds out about it, he would be so happy he worries he's going to have a heart attack.
He'd probably be more afraid of it than you are. He would immediately start to plan what to buy, what to build, what books to read (because our boy is a bit of a bookworm, as we all know), and how to adjust his schedule for the next few months
because there is no way he's going on some mission on the other side of the world and leaving you alone. You're not even showing at this point.
And once you do start showing…
He gets up two hours early to get everything ready for you: all the foods you like for breakfast (the ones the doctor says you're allowed to have, anyway), the towels are warmed up for your shower, and you already have a whole new wardrobe of clothes for each stage of the pregnancy.
He goes to sleep only after you do, after pampering you in bed with cuddles and caresses and plans for how to raise the baby.
Tummy kisses, sooo many tummy kisses.
Even before you're four months in and you have that little bump, he'd lay kisses every time the mood struck him (which was often), and after you fell asleep, he would whisper to the growing little soul inside how he could hardly wait to meet them,
how much love he and mother were going to shower them with, their little living pearl, their tenderness given form.
Once there were images from an ultrasound, his praising would be ceaseless: how perfectly formed his unborn baby was (didn't matter that it was a hardly visible smudge), and already so clever, so intelligent to pose in just the right way for the pictures.
He would be only half-joking. It doesn't matter how much you'd laugh at him, Bucky would be your baby's biggest fan and nobody can change his mind that it was flawless.
He wouldn't even want to know whether it was a boy or a girl, because this way he could think of twice as many baby names, and buy all sorts of clothes.
Bucky wouldn't have that much experience building things, but he would become an expert in making baby cribs. He ends up making at least 5, and lets you pick your favourite.
After that, he gets some new ideas and ends up making two more.
You two would take turns reading to it, sometimes falling asleep mid fairy-tale.
Good-night tummy kisses. Good-morning tummy kisses. Kisses as you're getting dressed, kisses as you're getting undressed at the end of the day.
Soft and gentle and even a bit ticklish, you would never have felt more cherished, like liquid love flowed through you and into every part of your body.
How the Winter Soldier would be with a pregnant reader
He would be pretty stoic about it at first, like there was nothing special about it.
But just like one of those grumpy men who say they don't like cats until their family gets one, he would melt in short order.
It would catch you by surprise how protective he would get, how possessive, and so extra-gentle to make up for how he sees himself (a brute useful only for killing) that his touches would barely register, his voice would be so soft it's almost like another person (more like Bucky, not that you would know it), and even his smiles would be brighter, younger, very sweet,
because Hydra would never have thought to teach him how to love and be gentle — why would they? — so all the WS would know about loving, he would know from Bucky.
He would know what it entails, he's not that brainwashed, although he wouldn't know how he knows. Not that it matters.
Once he's come to terms with what has happened, and what it means, and what it means for him, he would be your ever-watchful protector.
He would read up on everything he needs to do, everything you need to do, and any doctors on the compound who refused to give you the very best treatment better get a last will and testament ready.
You woke up too early? Why are you up so early? Stay. Rest.
You're up late? Why are you up late? Don't you care about "our baby"?
That's all you're going to eat? You need to be strong, eat more. Oh you're feeling sick? That's alright, sweet girl, you don't have to eat more, you're doing very well, you're perfect.
He has never called you any pet names before.
Cuddling would come as easily to him as breathing, it would catch you completely by surprise. He would be warm as an oven, broad, soft, he is your new favourite cushion and he eagerly volunteers.
The resident staff better get you all the things you'd need for the baby. Do they want successful missions? Is the Asset the best they've got? Is he their most accomplished Soldier? They better comply.
Once you start showing, he can hardly keep his hands off you. On your back, on your waist, on your arm, just every time he's around you he wants you to know that he is there, he is there just for you.
He starts to kiss you every time you part, and every time he comes back: on the lips, on the cheek, on the forehead, all with startling innocence and care.
Tummy pets and kisses once it's gotten bigger, and he acts as if it's not a big deal, he is completely calm about it, he pretends to not notice how surprised you are.
Whenever you feel sick, whenever you are scared or panic, whenever you are worried, he is right there with you. He might be terrified inside, but he is all the calm and strength you need, and he keeps you steady through it all.
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The Ghost of You
The Ghost Of You
Summary: Y/N pulled Bucky out of a lot of dark places after Steve was gone. But when Y/N dies on a mission, he starts seeing her ghost. Is she haunting him for her death, or is she here for some other reason?
Word Count: 4.5k
Warnings: Death of Y/N, sad Bucky, sad-ish ending. This is basically just sad. Oh, and there's a few swears.
Note: Let’s just say I’ve been stuck in my feelings these past few days. My mom passed away a couple months ago and I just needed to take that grief and put it into some sort of writing.
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“Are you almost done? I’m starting to pile up bodies!” Bucky yelled towards Y/N as he continued to knock out enemy agents, throwing them on top of each other. He had ran out of ammo when they entered the large glass building so he had to resort to hand to hand combat. The building wasn’t supposed to have this many agents, but Bucky and Y/N never backed down from a challenge.
Y/N laughed at him, “Yeah, Buck, I’m almost done. Patience is a virtue!” She said with a smile as she watched the computer screen in front of her continue to download the information the team desperately needed.
Bucky rolled his eyes at her comment, “Patience is not a strength of mine, hurry it up! We gotta get out of here!” He yelled back to her, kneeing another agent in the stomach which followed with a punch.
“Three… two…one… We got it!” Y/N said, unplugging the flash drive from the computer and tossing it to Bucky who tucked it away in a zipper of his jacket. She looked at the pile of bodies then back to Bucky, “You weren’t kidding, what a nice pile.” She smiled at him, “C’mon, Soldier.”
The two ran down the hallways, trying to avoid as many enemy agents as possible. They entered a suspiciously empty hallway, slowing their speed as they looked around. Every other hallway and floor had dozens of agents, why was this one different?
Bucky looked at Y/N, “I don’t like this. It’s too quiet.” He muttered, “I’ll go on ahead, check it out. You check the rooms.” He said before starting to walk down the hallway. He paused and looked back at her, “And please, be careful.” He said with a halfway pleading look before returning his focus ahead, his eyes scanning for any movement.
Y/N nodded at his plan, “Don’t worry, Buck. I got it.” She replied, watching him make his way down the hallway for a moment, then returning her attention to the doors. She opened the first one, it was empty. Second door, nobody inside. The third door gave Y/N a bad feeling. She stared at the doorknob for a moment, pulling a blade from the sheath on her thigh. She slowly turned the knob.
CLICK
Bucky turned immediately at the sound, “Y/N! Don’t!” But by the time he got the words out, it was too late.
BOOM
The door was rigged with an explosive and as soon as Y/N started opening it, the bomb on the other side exploded. Y/N was thrown back from the door, her back hitting the glass window with enough force to make it shatter. She fell through the window, her hands grasping for anything but only grabbing air. Then everything was black.
Bucky tried to run quickly down the hallway towards Y/N, but the blast sent him flying back down the hallway. He quickly stood, “Y/N!” He screamed out as he looked down from the 13th floor of the building, seeing her body below. Y/N had blood flooding around her body as she laid face up. Her eyes were open and staring back up at Bucky lifelessly. He knew in that instant that Y/N was gone just by the way her eyes looked up at him.
six weeks later
Bucky could swear he was being haunted. He kept catching glimpses of Y/N’s face everywhere, but when he took a second glance she was always gone. He blamed himself for her death, thinking of every way things could’ve been different. Maybe he should’ve been in charge of the doors. He could’ve survived the fall, and if not, at least Y/N would’ve survived. She was always a better person than him anyway. He had always admired her ability to find the light in dark situations. She had always been patient with him, especially when they first met. It took Bucky about a month to respond to Y/N with an answer other than ‘yes’ or ‘no.’ She trained with him in silence, always had an extra cup of coffee for him without needing a thank you, and always made sure he was in the right headspace for missions. The two became close friends. Sam was always teasing Bucky that there was something more than just friendship between the two but Bucky always denied it with a grumble even though he sometimes thought the same.
Bucky laid in his bed, sweating underneath the thin sheet as he had another nightmare about the day Y/N died. Every time he had this nightmare he tried to be quicker. Tried to get to her in time to stop her, but it always ended the same. With Y/N thirteen stories below, staring up at him lifelessly. He jolted awake in a panic, taking a few deep breaths and wiping the sweat from his face.
“Another nightmare?”
The voice caused Bucky’s blood to run cold. It was Y/N’s voice. He would know that voice anywhere. He turned his head slowly to see her sitting in the chair beside his bed, twirling a knife through her fingers with ease. She had a soft smile on her lips towards him as she usually did. Bucky rubs his eyes, blinking to see if he was still dreaming. But there she was, just sitting there like she hadn’t died six weeks ago.
“Y/N… How are you here?” Bucky asks, still in shock with what he was seeing.
Y/N shrugged, a small smile still on her lips, “Hi, Sweetness. Nice to see you too. No how are you? Nice knife you got there? You’re spinning it wrong?” She teased, but seeing no reaction she shrugs at his question, “I don’t know. Maybe I’m a ghost.”
“Are you haunting me?” Bucky asks in almost a whisper, his eyes staying locked on her.
Y/N narrows her eyes at him, the smile still on her lips, “Do I seem scary and haunting?” She asks in a soft voice and a tilt of her head.
Bucky shook his head, adjusting himself on the bed. He kept the sheet over his lap as he swung his legs over the side to sit on the edge of the bed facing Y/N, “No, not really. I mean, I’m not scared.. I just kept seeing your face everywhere and now you’re.… Here.”
“I don’t think I’m here to haunt you. I don’t have anything to haunt you for anyway.” Y/N said, standing from the chair. The knife had disappeared in thin air from her hands. She moved to sit next to him, looking up at him through his messy dark hair, “Maybe I’m here because you need help. And as you know, I’m very helpful. I’m pretty much your best friend.”
Bucky watched her. She talked and walked like Y/N. Even had the same knife tricks as Y/N. He wondered if he was going insane from grief, but at least he got to see her again if he was, “I kind of deserve the haunting part. I could’ve survived that fall, it should’ve been me checking those doors. Should’ve known better.” He said, looking down to his hands on his lap.
Y/N frowned a bit at Bucky’s reaction. This was something she helped him with when they were getting to know each other. She tried to show him not every bad thing was his fault and he couldn’t control everything but now he seemed to be slipping back into his old ways, “Don’t do that, Buck. It’s not your fault.” She reminded.
Bucky wanted to smile at her encouraging words. It was the same thing she always tried to tell him when he went to the dark places in his mind, “Even as a ghost you’re still trying to help me. Thank you, doll. But I still feel the guilt of it.”
Y/N moved to stand in front of him, grasping his attention, “Well, we will just have to work on feeling guilty for something you had no control over.” She said, placing her hands on her hips as she did when she would lecture him about such things, “It’s 2:30 in the morning. You should really try to get some sleep, I know you haven’t slept well since that day.” She said softly, returning to sit in the chair by his bed, “Don’t worry, I’ll be here.” She promised gently, the knife reappearing in her hand as she twirled it between her fingers.
Bucky watched her carefully, knowing she was right. He hadn’t slept well since that day and had only managed to get a few hours of sleep a night. He laid back on his bed, turning so he could face her as if to make sure she didn’t go anywhere. He watched her for an hour fiddle the knife through her fingers, a small smile on her lips. Bucky considered again if he was losing a grip on his mind from grief and guilt, but she felt so real sitting there watching him. He wanted to think she was real, but somewhere in his mind he knew the truth. Y/N was gone and this was the ghost of her.
When Bucky awoke, as promised, Y/N was still sitting in the chair waiting for him with the knife still spinning between her fingers. She gripped the knife to a halt when she saw his eyes open to look at her, “I’m still here.” She assured with a small smile, before standing and started pacing the room, “Okay, so I’m thinking a little sparring with Sam because I know it’ll make you feel better to kick his ass, after that you’re gonna need a good breakfast, then maybe a nice walk so we can talk about your feelings because we both know you aren’t going to share your feelings with your therapist.” She said, listing off the agenda.
Bucky smiled as he sat up. It was just like Y/N was alive again, always making an agenda to keep them busy for the day to keep his mind out of darkness. He couldn’t help but feel a little relief that he was seeing the ghost of her, or what he thought was a ghost. It was like she was still with him, “I’ve learned to never go against your plans.” He said softly, standing and pulling on some sweats and a grey t shirt that he could spar in, “You coming or what?” He asks as he walks towards the door.
Y/N smiles, she still had the ability to boss him around, “Of course I’m coming! You know my favorite part of the day is morning sparring. Punch the sleepy outta ya.” She beamed as she followed closely behind him down the hallways until they reached the training room. She stood at the edge of the ring, bouncing on her toes and throwing a few punches in excitement.
Bucky almost laughed at Y/N as he watched her bounce on her toes, but stifled it as Sam walked in. He was curious for a moment if Sam could see Y/N also, but when he walked right by her and didn’t acknowledge Y/N, Bucky had his answer about that. She was his ghost and his only.
Sam narrowed his eyes at Bucky. Something was different today and he couldn’t figure out what. Things don’t happen over night to turn a man form a sulking mess into someone who seemed almost normal. Well, normal for Bucky. Sam wrapped his knuckles as he kept an eye on Bucky, trying to figure out what he kept looking over at by the ring, “Everything alright, Buck?” He finally asked as he entered the ring.
Bucky snapped his attention to Sam, following into the ring, “Yeah, everything’s fine.” He said shortly, wiping the emotion from his face. He circled so he could see Y/N behind Sam out of the ring. He tried to keep from smiling as she made faces at the back of Sam’s head, she would always do that when she was alive when Sam pissed her off. Bucky kept flickering his eyes to Y/N, who kept yelling out hints to him of what Sam was going to throw at him next. The edge of his lips even curled a little to smile as she encouraged him.
When sparring was done, Bucky stood by Y/N until Sam was gone, before turning to her with a grin, “You’re right. Kicking Sam’s ass does make me feel better.” He said as he unwrapped the tape from around his knuckles on his flesh hand.
Y/N smiled at him, nodding, “I’m always right, remember?” She said with a laugh as she folded her arms, “Okay, next on the list, breakfast.” She said, then wrinkled her nose, “But first, you need a shower. I may not be able to smell you due to the fact I’m a ghost, but I still remember what you smell like after sparring.”
Bucky chuckled and shook his head at her, looking down. Of course she was making jokes, she was always making jokes trying to get him to smile or laugh, “Of course I’m going to shower, I’m not an animal.” He said, starting to walk out of the training room.
Y/N followed him, “Your name is Bucky, it’s not that from off from animal.” She teased as she walked with him. She paused at the outside of the bathroom door, “I’ll be out here. Don’t worry. I think you’re stuck with me.” She said with a smile.
Bucky looked down at her outside the bathroom door, listening to her talk. He hadn’t tried to touch her yet, he was a little worried of how he would react if his hand went right through her, “I won’t be long.” He said, before disappearing through the door.
Y/N stood in the hallway leaning against the wall. She watched Sam walk by on the way to the kitchen to start to make breakfast as he always did. He made the best breakfast, it was something Y/N missed as a ghost. She turned her attention to the door as Bucky came out, all cleaned and dressed in fresh jeans and a black shirt, “Sam’s making breakfast, c���mon.” She said, nodding down the hallway.
Bucky nodded and walked with her to kitchen, going over and grabbing a cup of coffee and plating himself up some bacon, eggs, and pancakes. He sat down in his normal seat, looking over to see Y/N staring at the bacon as if she wanted some. He watched her even try to sniff it.
“Well that sucks. Can’t even smell the bacon.” Y/N muttered before making her way over to stand by Bucky, “You enjoy that bacon. Every last piece. And a few extra for me.” She smiles at him, a knife reappearing in her hand and twirling it through her fingers quickly. It was something Bucky had taught her. He knew all the tricks with knives.
Bucky smiled a little at her comment, picking up a piece of bacon and taking a bite off of it as he looked at her, making a small ‘mmm’ sound of enjoyment at the taste. Sam raised an eyebrow at this, trying to figure out what he was doing.
Y/N scowled at him, “Rude, James. Rude.” She said, “I have a knife. It may be a ghost knife but it’s a very sharp pointy knife.” She said as the speed of twirling the knife through her fingers quickened.
After breakfast, Y/N walked outside the perimeter with Bucky, her hands behind her back with her fingers interlocked as she walked, “So, this is the walk where we talk about your feelings. Tell me about your feelings.” She said, looking up at him from the corner of eyes.
Bucky sighs, he wasn’t looking forward to this part of the day. It was always something she had to drag him to do when she was alive. Y/N made him get everything out into the open so it wouldn’t eat him alive, “I don’t know, Y/N.” He muttered, “I don’t know what I’m feeling. A lot of guilt and grief.”
Y/N pursed her lips together as she listened, nodding slowly, “Okay, talk to me about it. Tell me how you feel.” She said, an encouraging smile on her lips as always.
Bucky didn’t talk for a moment, just kept looking ahead as if he was focused on the view. He finally broke the silence with a sigh, “I lost everything. I found Steve again, but now he’s gone too. Then I had you but because of a stupid decision… you’re gone.” He looks over at her, his eyes filled with sadness as he remembered watching Y/N being blown through the glass with panic in her eyes, “When I looked down from the window at you… You were staring up at me, but I knew you were gone from the look in your eyes. That image haunts me. It should’ve been me that was blown out that window. Or we should’ve just gotten out of there. I made that wrong call.”
Y/N nodded as she listened to his words, keeping a steady pace with him as they walked, “You can’t blame yourself for everything, Bucky. Shit happens and even if you are a super soldier, you can’t save everybody.” She looks over at him, “I don’t blame you at all. It was a terrible accident. Death is very difficult. When my mom died, it felt like my world was over. But everyday after she died, the sun still rose and the birds still sang and I hated it. It felt wrong that the world kept turning without her. I hated every person I saw, wondering why it had to be her and not someone else. I felt jealously anytime I saw another person with their mother.” She paused, looking down at the grass. She had told Bucky her mom died, but never anything more about how it felt, “It felt like I had died too and they just forgot to bury me.”
Bucky looked at Y/N as she spoke, his eyebrows pulled together as he listened. He didn’t know she was affecting this hard by the loss, she never let it show. He wanted more than anything to just embrace Y/N into his arms, “I didn’t know it was like that for you, I’m sorry.” He said softly, realizing Y/N was always so busy focused on him that he didn’t see the grief she went through.
Y/N shook her head and gave him a small smile, “It’s alright, Bucky. You’ve been through more grief than probably anybody on the planet with what you’ve gone through. It’s alright to feel lost and scared about the future. But if you don’t keep moving forward and trying to make everyday better, then you’re, in a way, letting down those you’ve lost. They would want you to continue for them. I want you to continue living for me.”
Bucky stopped walking and looked at Y/N. He understood what she was saying to him, but it was easier said than done, “I’ll try, Y/N.” He said gently, honestly. He even offered a small half smile towards her.
Y/N smiled at his words, “Good. Now let’s finish our walk.” She said, continuing her strides. They talked about their past time together as they walked, laughing at memories they shared. Eventually, they went back inside and Y/N sat with Bucky as he ate dinner. She, of course, judged him for having a sandwich for dinner. Claiming it was strictly a lunch food and that Bucky was going to have to at least learn how to cook something.
After dinner, Bucky went back to his room with Y/N, watching as she laid back on his bed and spun the same knife in her hand. Bucky sat on the edge of the bed as he watched her, “Why are you always spinning that knife?” He asks curiously. Since he started seeing her, she always had that knife twisting between her fingers.
Y/N looked over at him, tilting her head slightly at his question. The knife came to a stop with the blade between her index and middle finger, “You don’t recognize it, Bucky? You’re gonna hurt my feelings.” She said with a soft smile.
Bucky narrowed his eyes as he examined the blade. He didn’t recognize it at first, distracted by the fact he was seeing the ghost of Y/N. But when he got a better look at it, he knew immediately, “That’s the knife I got for you after you asked me to teach you all my knife tricks… When you made me admit we were friends.” He said softly.
Y/N nodded, “There you go.” She said, looking at the knife that rested between her fingers, “I like to think this knife signifies everything between you and I. It was the start of our friendship, when you finally started opening up to me.”
Bucky stared at the knife, memories flashing through his mind from when he taught Y/N how to twirl it between her fingers effortlessly. She became almost as much of an expert in handling knives as he was from teaching her. He remembered the first time she cut herself as she tried to twirl it between her fingers, almost taking her ring finger off. Bucky was so concerned that he stitched her finger up himself and lectured her about always knowing where the blade was if she was fiddling with it. He smiled slightly at the memories as he laid back on his bed beside Y/N, turning on his side so he could look at her. Bucky suddenly felt sadness creep through his body seeing her laying there next to him. He wished she was real, he wished he could reach out and wrap his arms around Y/N. He was still scared to try and touch her, worried if he did she may disappear. As he stared at Y/N, Bucky suddenly realized why Y/N’s death was hitting him so hard. He had never told her how he felt for her because he didn’t really know until she was gone. It’d been a long time since he felt any sort of spark, but somewhere in him he knew that he loved her.
“What’s on your mind, Sweetness?” Y/N asks curiously, the knife disappearing from her hand as she turned on her side to meet Bucky’s blue eyes.
Bucky’s lips twitched into a small smile for a moment as she called him ‘sweetness.’ It was something she always called him, “Guilt, I guess.” He muttered over to her.
Y/N raised an eyebrow at him, “Guilt, huh? What about?”
Bucky sighs, “Guilt about all the things I’ve never told you.” He paused before continuing, keeping his eyes on Y/N’s face, “I have so many things I never thanked you for. Things I never told you because I didn’t realize them until you were gone.”
Y/N could see the sadness in Bucky’s eyes, but she kept a small smile across her lips, “I’m here now, Bucky. You can tell me.”
Bucky looked away from her for a moment, staring at the white sheet on the bed, “What if I tell you and you disappear?” He asks. He was worried Y/N was here to listen to his unfinished business and when he got it off his chest, she would disappear.
“Even if you can’t see me, it doesn’t mean I’m gone. I’m always with you, Bucky.” Y/N said softly to him, “I promise I would never leave you on your own, you know that.”
Bucky looked back to Y/N’s face. The way she looked at him, it made his heart feel heavy. He was realizing she was here because he needed to say how he felt. He reached out his right hand to touch her face, pausing before he got close enough to touch her. He was still scared she would disappear at his touch. Bucky swallowed his fear and continued his hand closer to Y/N’s face. To his shock, he could feel her cheek with his finger tips. His mouth parted a little in disbelief that he could feel her as if she was still alive and laying next to him in the bed. He pressed his palm to her cheek, stroking her skin with his finger tips. Bucky could feel some tears stinging his eyes as they welled up, “Thank you for never giving up on me, believing I was a better man than I thought I was.” He whispered to her.
Y/N smiled at his touch, lifting her own hand to touch his that rested on her face. She nodded slightly at his words, “You are a great man, James. Always remember that.” She paused as she watched some tears roll down Bucky’s cheeks, “Now tell me.” She whispered knowingly.
Bucky knew what he needed to say and what Y/N wanted to hear. He lifted his head from the pillow, looking down at her. He leans over, pressing a soft kiss to her lips, “I love you, Y/N.” He whispered against her lips.
Y/N kissed him back, lifting her hands to wipe away the tears from his cheeks. She pulled back from his kiss, “I know. I love you too.” She told him with a comforting smile, “Now let that guilt go. For me please.”
Bucky nodded to her request. He would try for her, he would do anything for Y/N. He kept his hand pressed to her face, not wanting to let go in case she would disappear when he removed his hand. The way Y/N spoke, it sounded like she was going to leave and as much as Bucky wanted her to stay this way forever, he knew he had to let her move on.
Y/N could see the gears turning in his head, she could see the worry in his eyes, “Don’t worry, Bucky. I’ll always be with you no matter what.” She promises to him, her finger tips brushing some of his hair away from his eyes.
Bucky listened to her words. They were genuine. He felt relief as he realized Y/N would always be with him, even if she wasn’t alive anymore. He promised himself he would carry her with him in everything he did. He leans forward again, feeling her soft lips against his. But as he felt her kiss him back, he felt her fade away. When Bucky opened his eyes again, Y/N was gone. He blinked a few tears out of his eyes as he stared at the pillow where her head had laid. Y/N may not be there anymore, but in the place where her head once rested, the knife Bucky had given her laid waiting for him.
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head over heels // b.b — [06]
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader [Female pronouns]
Warnings: swearing; angst [a lot of it]; mentions of drugs and drug abuse and explicit sexual references; mentions of anxiety, depressive thoughts, suicide, post-traumatic stress; fluff [in later chapters]
Follows events after Endgame, but Tony, Natasha, Steve, Loki are alive in this universe.
Word count: 1686
Author’s Note: Short chapter, but a lot goes on here! Let me know what you think, ya’ll~
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Most mornings, Bucky could wake up before noon. That morning, Bucky woke up rather early, dreaming of a certain barista, feeling utterly hopeless and miserable with regard to his actions the previous night, and feeling stone-cold all over his body.
Bucky was awake at 6:45 a.m. that morning but he couldn’t move a muscle until after noon. He knew he’d usually visit BlueBell’s Cafe at around 11:30 a.m. and he wondered if (y/n) thought something was wrong with him coming in so late. Bucky knew she wouldn’t care, she’d care as much as a regular barista would, but ever since figuring out something deeper about her, Bucky’s heart ached when he didn’t see her on even a single day.
He moved to his bathroom in a slow snail-like pace, and took almost thirty minutes to even get started doing something for himself. His mind was blank, and he wasn’t feeling anything; he was feeling slow, if it was even considered a feeling. Bucky stared at his reflection in the bathroom mirror before noticing how he hadn’t shaved in the past week, and his stubble was more than just a short layer now. He groaned before rubbing his hand across his beard, before shutting his eyes and thinking of his long lost past.
He then thought of Tony’s parents. He remembered the look on Tony’s mother’s face as he choked her to death. He remembered how Howard begged Bucky to save at least his wife, and how he had ignored both their requests. He remembered Tony’s enraged face as he learned it was Barnes who had killed his parents. He remembered the anger, and thought it was justified.
He would be lying to himself if he thought it wouldn’t be the best thing if Tony had killed him right then.
Bucky then decided that he would not go in to BlueBell’s that day. He figured he could tell (y/n) that he was busy at work, being part of the new Avengers and everything. They didn’t take him on for missions, and he knew he couldn’t call himself that either, but he wasn’t new to lying.
Turning back on his heels, Bucky quickly walked back to the bed, with the pace that was missing when he woke up, and fell back into the covers. He felt regret, he felt nothing but sorrow at the thought of leaving her behind when she needed him, even when Bucky had promised himself that he would try and help her. But, what good could he do when he couldn’t even help himself?
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That morning, Bucky did not visit the cafe.
Things were fine the previous day, especially with how suddenly inquisitive Bucky had gotten. She was scared, a tad bit, wondering if Bucky had somehow realized her secret. There was no way, she thought before putting the cups away from a used table. He could not know what it was, but maybe… she felt the tips of her fingers turn blue at the thought, Maybe he knows something is wrong.
The entire cafe broke out into a fit of gasps and aweing when the door chime was heard. (y/n) turned over her shoulder, holding the crate of used cups and plates, and her eyes widened. It was Captain America, with a soft smile on his face as he nodded to everyone who clapped at his arrival. (y/n) scurried to her spot after placing the cups in the sink and stood in front of the counter.
“How can I help you today?” She asked, forgetting to add in his title at the end.
Steve chuckled before looking at her kindly, “A cup of coffee would do, ma’am.”
“Would you like cream in your coffee?” She immediately thought of Bucky, and missed his presence dearly.
Steve nodded before going over to take a seat. (y/n)’s eyes followed the Captain’s, before getting on to making his coffee. After sometime, the cafe turned quieter after having accepted Captain America in its presence. As (y/n) walked over to Steve’s table, she noticed no one else, she thought of nothing else but how Bucky had smiled at her the previous day.
I may be mean, but I’m here for you, doll. Right here. With a cup of coffee, waiting for those masterpieces.
She shook the thoughts off her head before greeting Steve again. He smiled at her, but he was definitely here for more than just coffee. As she poured the coffee into his cup and then went on to add cream, Steve thought it was appropriate to ask.
“Ma’am,” (y/n) looked up at him and smiled, “Do you happen to be friends with Bucky Barnes?”
Her eyes didn’t widen and her smile didn’t falter. Several thoughts wandered around in her head, but the time she took in answering surprised Steve.
“He comes to the coffee shop as a regular. He has his coffee and leaves. Is there a problem, Captain America?”
Steve chuckled before saying, “I was hoping you’d not call me that, really. I��m here as Steve. Bucky’s best friend.”
Her heart eased at his words.
“Is there something wrong?” (y/n) asked, worry on her face.
Even if she wanted to hide it, she couldn’t. Steve noticed and smiled back at her, because what more could he do?
“I’m sure you must have realized that things aren’t going too well for him, ma’am.” Steve said, mixing his cup.
She stood by his side, unmoving. A second later, Steve gestured for her to sit in front of him and (y/n) blinked before nodding and taking a seat.
“Things aren’t going too well for any of us, though, is it?” (y/n) asked, smiling a sad smile.
“No, but…” Steve placed both his hands on the table before leaning forward, “In Bucky’s case, I mean… He’s not opened up to anyone since… In a long time. And you’re the only person who—”
“And you think I can save him, is that correct?” (y/n) asked, her eyes suddenly cold.
Steve’s eyes widened as he stared at her.
“You think I can walk into his life because he drinks coffee at my store regularly and save him from himself? Mr. Rogers, and because you’re here as Mr. Rogers, Bucky’s best friend, let me tell you this. I am not responsible for anyone else. I am merely Bucky Barnes’ barista. I serve him coffee, I—”
“So you don’t care if he sinks deeper and deeper into a darkness he can’t come out of?” Steve asked, confused.
(y/n) froze.
“You’re saying you don’t care about Buck? That’s it, right? I’m sorry, ma’am, but I understand when Buck has trouble letting me know if he’s found a friend. Because I know his story. I don’t know your’s, but I can tell you that I see the same problem here. I’m sorry to have bothered you—”
“What do you mean he has trouble letting you know he has a friend?” (y/n) asked, narrowing her eyes.
“Well,” Steve’s eyes darted to her nametag, “Miss (y/n), he was never someone who’d deny when he found someone special.”
With that, as Steve finished his cup of coffee and left, (y/n) sat and thought. She couldn’t understand what she was doing wrong, but she felt it—she felt like she was committing a big mistake. Sighing, she ran after Steve, who had not gone off too far, and grabbed his sleeve. Steve turned around and looked at her, and she looked at him.
She was done running away.
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Bucky hadn’t eaten in close to an entire day.
He looked up at the time and saw that it was 11:45, but he was sure that the clock had stopped working and that the hands stood still. He lay in his bed, beard and all, and stared at the ceiling, thinking of her.
All he could think about was her these days. The way she smiled, the way she poured cream in his cup of coffee, the way she drew those silly things on his cup, how sad her eyes looked, how tired she looked, how she forced herself to keep going merely because of some invisible force that compelled her to do so. The same invisible force that was absent in him.
He wondered what it would feel like if he got to know her more. He wondered if he felt better, he wouldn’t have hesitated in asking her out for a cup of coffee, he’d try and make her smile, he’d want to know what’s bothering her.
He never could allow himself to break those walls.
A knock sounded at his door and he groaned. A moment later, his phone pinged and he knew it had to be Steve. There was no way he could shake Steve off, and he knew he would do the same for his best friend if the tables were turned. He took his phone in his hand and saw Steve’s message: open the door. He sighed before getting off his bed and going to the door.
He knocked back from inside and groaned, “Steve, I told you, I don’t want help. I’m fine. I don’t want you to try so hard.”
There was no answer from the other end. Just a soft knock, sounding one after another. Three times. Bucky groaned before clicking his tongue.
“I’m not gonna open the door, Steve. Please, go back.”
There was no answer. Only three more knocks. Bucky’s eyes narrowed before he pulled down the three door locks from his door and opened, and he swore right then his heart fell to the ground. His eyes were wide on (y/n)’s form, as she looked at him with no smile, no emotion other than a callousness Bucky found familiar.
“Will you let me in, Bucky?” She asked, her hand slowly reaching for his.
And the minute her hand touched his fingertips, Bucky’s eyes filled with tears. He was sure that she didn’t mean letting her inside the house. He was sure that she meant more than that.
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CHAPTER 89: DEAD DROP
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“If we leave now, we might be able to head her off.”
His eyes narrowed, “You said you didn’t know where she was heading.”
“But the closer we are, the faster we can respond when she pops up.”
Barnes licked his lips, keeping his voice low as he turned back to Oliver, “We’re still cleaning up here—”
“I’m not sayin’ bring everybody on this one,” he said, stealing a look at Romanoff, Barton and then even his own men, “You were right. We backed her into another corner and she retaliated. Four was too many and she spooked.”
“Just us?” Barnes asked, nodding slowly as Oliver nodded.
“Might as well give it a try.” He shrugged, “You’re the only one that can talk to her. I think you’re the only one that can end this.”
He scoffed slightly, looking up at him once more before rising from his seat, “Let’s move.”
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The Little Dragon & the White Wolf
A Bucky x Reader Fluffy One Shot
Summary: You were the little dragon of the group, hoarding gold (whether it’s from Iron Man’s suit or not), snapping at anyone that threatened your Avenger family, nestling down in comfort as often as you could, and falling for one Bucky Barnes.
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Warnings: One tame and short fight scene, beside that just pure FLUFF!
Word Count: About 2k
A/N: The summary is pretty much what you get! Cute little dragon-like you, being adorable, kicking a little bit of butt, and loving Bucky (who may just love you back...). I wrote this on a long drive home so please don’t go in expecting a flawless work of literature here people, but a fun lil romp lol.
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“Y/N, what the hell are you doing in here?” Tony asked, startling you out of your glassy-eyed, euphoric little haze.
Your head snapped to him in an instant, arms completely full of shining gold odds and ends, all taken from Tony’s workshop that he now found you sneaking around in.
Undeniably it was pieces from his Iron Man suits, some coming from the reject pile, some very much snatched from the new suit he had been working on. You, in your greed, were overtaken by the beauty of so much gleaming gold, not realizing Tony had walked in on you in your little clepto session.
Your mouth dropped open slightly, causing the gold-plated piece that looked to be a finger from his suit fall to the ground as, running out of room to hold anymore, you had placed it between your lips. In your (and his) shocked silence it clattered loudly to the ground, echoing through the dimly lit workshop.
Your expression turned in an instant from one of satisfaction at your hull, to a half-blank, half-guilty look as Tony confronted you.
“Um, I uh,” you started. “I didn’t uh…”
Tony just rubbed his eye’s with a sigh before pointing to his work bench. “Just put it all back. Now.”
You went from shock to anger in a second, muttering and cursing darkly under your breath at Tony. In an act of defiance and grief, you opened your arms in a huff and let everything fall to the ground right there where you stood.
Tony sputtered in anger, smacking his forehead. “What the hell was that? I was going to let you keep some of it, but I can’t have you just ripping off parts of my brand new suits here Y/N.”
“I didn’t even want it.” you said hotily, quite stupidly and clearly lying.
You kicked one small gold object clean across the room in an angry huff before turning on your heels and storming out, leaving the mess to him.
“Wait, isn’t this Thor’s?!” he called out after you.
You decided not to respond to that.
Besides gold, you certainly had other loves, though nothing as strong as that one (much to the teams occasional annoyance). And just like the majority of the whole world, chocolate was certainly one of them.
On team movie nights you always particularly enjoyed little bite-sized pieces in with your popcorn. It was sweet and salty and comforting, plus nestling down with cozy blankets and plush pillows, you couldn’t think of a better way to spend a Wednesday evening.
Usually, in your excitement, you were there earlier than everyone else, always wanting the best seat on the couch. Somehow Bucky always walked in just moments after you did, and always sat right beside you despite the large number of spots wide open.
Today though Bucky was no where to be seen, the rest of the team already milling around in the adjacent kitchen or hunkering in for the movie already. And a feeling of discomfort settled in you as you got more anxious by the minute, waiting to see him and wondering when he would arrive.
Sam was on popcorn duty tonight, with various sized bowls in a rainbow of colours set out on the kitchen island, dumping the freshly popped bags into them as the microwave beeped. He was on his last couple bowls and the team was just about to press play before Bucky sprinted in. The sight of him spread a smile across your face, enabling you to turn back towards the screen contently, Nat smirking at you unnoticed from across the room.
The smile stayed on your face as he walked over everyone’s legs up on the coffee table to get to you, getting quite the look from Steve as Bucky decided to squeeze into the three inches of space between you and Cap.
“Thought you were going to be late,” you said to him, smile growing as he plunked down, both of you ignoring the huff from Steve. “We were just about to start. Where were you, anyways?”
The corner his mouth turned up as he took the bowl of popcorn from your hand (which was rude) and passed it off to Tony as he walked behind the couch, who was instantly elated to have two bowls in front of him now.
Before you could protest, he gave you the large bowl in his hand, watching your expression light up at the contents.
Sprinkled in throughout the fluffy bowl of popped, pale yellow kernels were little oval chocolates wrapped in a thin gold foil.
You positively beamed, pushing yourself in deeper to your blanket cocoon with absolute delight. You shimmied excitedly as you took the bowl from Bucky’s hand, clutching it to your chest, humming with delight as you looked down with sheer contentment to the bowl. Your happy little dance shuffled you closer to Bucky who sat beside you, bringing his arm up around the back of the couch by your shoulders.
The pair of you missed the first ten minutes of the movie, munching away and looking at each other (your goofy smile to his side smirk) before realizing it had already started.
Just like the main character in that action movie you watched several nights ago, you were out in the intersection of a usually busy downtown city street. The civilians and cops long since backed away as you and the Avengers came to take down the baddies.
Unlike while you watched the movie though, there were no remarks on improperly done moves during the fight sequences, or completely reimagining the protagonists “brilliant” plan to one that would actually be a lot more reasonable.
Now it was all hands on deck, fighting side-by-side both on the ground and in the air to take down masked men with guns, and drones with heavy artillery, all enhanced by black market alien tech.
More shots rang out near by, you pulling a masked man on top of you briefly as cover, before flipping him over and slamming a fist down on his face, knocking him out.
A small explosive rang out at the corner and you ducked down to the ground, eyes zeroing in on the enemies through the chaos around you as Tony and Vision whizzed by overheard and Nat and Steve tag-teamed just down from the intersection.
But instead of launching into another attack of the two men only a couple feet away from you, more shots rang out from behind a glass bus shelter to the left of you, where you knew Bucky to be. Instinctively your head snapped to him, watching as Bucky dropped to the ground with heavy, laboured grunt.
That was when you saw red, a fire from deep in your chest spreading across your body and lighting up a fury that would not be contained.
In a flash you sprinted in behind the shooters, wrenching one back to the ground and pounding in the first man’s face with the butt of his own gun. Lightening fast you moved to the second man before he even turned around, too distracted by the explosions to realize you were there.
You grabbed the back of his head and slammed it against the metal corner of the bus shelter before kicking in the side of his knee and breaking it. You brought your elbow to his spine, using not a small amount of force, and a loud crack rung out before he crumped to the ground. Your heel hitting his temple was the last thing he would have felt before being completely knocked out.
They both were incapacitated now, but you did not and could not stop. That fire in your was not close at all to quieting down, needing them to feel your wrath and burn them to ash with it.
But as you moved back to the first man who was still unconscious- though that hardly mattered to you- you felt a familiar grip encircle you from behind, pulling you down to the concrete sidewalk.
Arms restrained to your sides, you turned your head, hitting a stumbled jawline and the familiar warm smell of Bucky. His arms remained around you as your chest heaved with angry breath, billowing out of your nose like an enraged bull.
You could barely contain yourself so he was here to do it for you, only with his grip around you to keep you from stopping your attack. You were overrun with fury at Bucky being hurt, feeling such a deep seeded need to protect him that all else- the mission or your safety included- fell instantly by the wayside. It was making you positively steam.
“Shot through the calf,” he murmured to you, having seen your reaction shift from enjoying this rousing fight to murderous fury. “Went clean through, I’ll be just fine, doll.”
But your breathing came just as hard, anger through your lungs and veins and showing clear as day in your eyes like a blazing sunset. Nothing of what you were feeling you could voice, your instinct to protect him having fully taken over every piece of you, including the reasoning side of your brain.
That feeling stayed well after the fight was over, you still holding onto Bucky on the quinjet back to home base. You held fast, practically growling when anyone got too close to him.
At one point Sam tried to inch closer to take a look at Bucky’s leg, but you practically bit his head off. Even with Bucky cooing in your ear you only barely calmed down, watching the others with furious, intense eyes constantly.
It was no better back at the compound when the doctors tried to look at him. You wouldn’t leave his side, clutching to him and creating a barrier blocking anyone from getting to him (doctors included) with your own body. Eventually Bucky had to sit you on his lap facing him, metal arm around your waist to keep you from turning, his flesh hand feeling almost cool against your burning cheek.
He held you in place, eyes locked to yours and binding you into him while they patched up the super soldier. After the fact, when you had in fact finally calmed down enough to use your brain again, he didn’t seem all that upset about it...
“You know, she’s pretty protective of you,” Nat said, heating up some of Clint’s leftovers (unbeknownst to him) after an overnight mission.
“So,” he shrugged casually, leaning back against the counter as the morning coffee was brewing. “I’m pretty protective of her.”
Neither had to specify who they were talking about. Every member- including Bucky- already knew what was happening, even though no one- including you- had said anything about it.
“Uh, she’s protective in a different kind of way.” Nat pointed out, trying to be coy about it.
Particularly after the last mission you guarded Bucky almost like he was your gold now. And it was not escaping the notice of everyone around. The two of you were attached to the hip even more now. And both seemed to like it.
Bucky didn’t say anything to her comment, just turned before his face could betray his feelings, pouring himself a cup as the coffee maker beeped.
“Makes you wonder how she’ll do when you’re on your two week Wakanda mission, huh.” she added, not bothering to be coy about that.
Again not responding, Bucky took a few long strides out the kitchen with his cup in hand. Natasha smirked as she watched his figure vanish down the hall, his silence confirmation enough for her.
“They didn’t know! We can’t exactly have him take it back now anyways,” Sam muttered to Nat.
They were huddled together, concentrating and intense as you casually wandered down to them. You really didn’t know what brought you down to this part of the compound anyway, you just felt drawn to it for some reason or another. The two of them were halfway down a corridor, creating a blockade of sorts, making you wondering what was on the other side.
“Well it’s already been two days, she’s going to smell it on him soon enough. We need a better plan than-”
“What’s going on?” you asked loudly, breaking their concentration.
The pair, who were lost in serious thought, turned to you with a modicum of shock before plastering what looked to be fake smiles on their face. You frowned ever so slightly at that, now really wondering what was happening.
“Nothing, Y/N,” Nat said quickly. “Just figuring some details of our the next mission.”
You were about to ask more when suddenly Steve emerged with Bucky (you didn’t even know they were even back from Wakanda yet) from a room just down from Nat and Sam.
Sam made a choking “no” sound, but it was too late. You had already seen it.
Your eyes dilated visibly, locking your black gaze instantly onto Bucky’s arm. The metal there was surprisingly different from his silver one now, appearing to be almost blue in hue. Clearly he had gotten quite the upgrade in Wakanda.
And laced between the blueish metal panels were ribbons of gold.
“Y/N,” Steve said with his hands up to you. “We need to set some rules here about this. First of all, no stealing his arm in the nigh-”
But with almost a yip, you were racing down the hall, too quick for either Nat or Sam to grab you, while Steve didn’t bother to put up a fight, knowing this was a lost cause the second you saw the gold.
You launched yourself into Bucky’s arms, wrapping around his neck. Instinctively he wrapped his arms around you, holding you securely up off the ground. Your eyes just about glowed as you hastily and without at all thinking planted quick kisses on his lips in quick succession with sheer pleasure.
After a moment he dropped you down to the ground, still holding tightly, now looming over you. His hand snaked up to the back of your head, and instead of the quick pecks you were pressing on his lips, he held you still and deepened the kiss, holding you fast. It was an intense and wet and intoxicating kind of kiss, the heat of it flooding and drowning you both.
“Well, they’ll be inseparable now, that’s for sure.” Nat said, not wholly shocked or unhappy with this turn of events.
“He didn’t ask for gold on his arm... did he?” Sam wondered, still shocked as the trio stepped back.
“No... there’s... I mean, he wouldn’t...” Steve started blankly, voice fading away as the pair of you finally broke apart, both looking happier than either had ever looked before.
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Take It Back - Official Soundtrack
As promised to my lovely readers on AO3, and now my new readers here on Tumblr, here is the official soundtrack for Phase 1 (Chapters 1 - 17 of TIB). : )
You can read it here if you haven’t:
Take It Back on Tumblr | Take It Back on AO3
Summary: About five years ago, a one night stand with Y/N tore Bucky’s life apart. It was also the night before his wedding. Now he’s married to her sister and she needs a place to stay.
Spotify official link to soundtrack: TIB Soundtrack
Poetry - Wrabel
Crash Into Me - Dave Matthews Band
Chance - Five For Fighting
Apologize - One Republic
Lost In The Moment - NF, Andreas Moss
Here’s to the Night - Eve 6
Drops of Jupiter - Train
Superman - Five For Fighting
On The Other Side - Augustana
If You Could Only See -Tonic
Solider- Fleurie
Starlight - Jai Wolf, Mr Gabriel
Alone Made Of Ice - Maldito
Still Falling For You - Ellie Goulding
Breathe - Lauv
Kiss Me - Ed Sheeran
Come Away With Me - Norah jones
What Goes Around/ Comes Around - Justin Timberlake
Chariot - Jacob Lee
Never Let Me Go - Florence + The Machine
Wait - m83
The River Has Run Wild - Mads Langer
Gravity - Sara Bareilles
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How Bucky would make love to you VS. How the Winter Soldier would make love to you
— PAIRINGS: Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader, Winter Soldier x Female!Reader — CONTENTS: NSFW, smut both rough and sweet, love, obsession, a bit of WS angst, suggestions of dub-con, creampie, overstimulation — WORD COUNT: 1.5k — A/N: This is the first time I am doing one of these headcanon things, with the bullet points and everything. I have no actual idea what I am doing… I just had this idea of comparing Bucky with the WS and how they would be and why they would be that way… I don't know. Anyway, enjoy!
How Bucky would make love to you
First of all, he would get to know you — more out of a sense of "this is how it's done" than anything else.
He'd go through all the motions of flirting, courting, flowers and little gifts and cute dates, making you understand that he likes you, wants you, loves you.
He'd want you to know he can take care of you (even if, in reality, it strains his resources).
And even when he has you right where he wants you, he's still trying to impress you — making sure he looks good, that you have everything you need, and everything is just how you like it.
Long foreplay. Slow, soft kisses. His hand, warm and heavy, caressing your thigh, your waist, holding your head back so that he could kiss the column of your throat, making you whimper and shiver for him.
You reach the point at which you're begging, and he can't help but smirk at hearing it, chest swelling with pride at hearing how good he is to you.
He asks how you want him to take you, just because it strokes his ego to hear you say it.
He wraps your legs around his waist, crowds you in with his arms on either side of your head, his lips moving from kissing yours to kissing your neck and your shoulders and your breasts
while he teases you, plays with you a little bit until you're wincing, then thrusts inside you hard, and deep.
He gives you a few seconds to adjust, pressing down against the arching of your back, kisses you to calm you down, but after that he chases after the thing he's been searching for in you from the beginning.
Lost in a fog of desire, you're not sure whether the pleasure is greater than the pain, because you have never felt more wanted, more important, more absolutely central to someone else's world.
He doesn't rest and doesn't let you rest, because he knows you can take everything he gives you.
When he lifts his head from nipping kisses into your skin, Bucky looks into your eyes and smiles tenderly at what he sees:
his best girl, dishevelled and panting and completely a mess because of him.
He holds your face still with one trembling hand and leans down to kiss you, your lips barely staying together from the force of his thrusts pushing you up, higher, every time,
until he needs to grip you and hold you there for him to ravage.
His other hand goes down between you and however sensitive or swollen you are, he flicks you roughly, teasingly, relentlessly, using your own wetness against you, and swallows your moans
until he feels the trembles heighten, and peak, and die down to little twitches of sensitivity.
With a satisfied sigh, he rests his face against your neck, teeth gritted against your skin as he chases his own pleasure.
He tries to bite back his groans, pained and urgent sounds, almost as if he's wounded, but he allows himself to moan your name, to let you hear how much he wants you.
Skin sticking against skin, his big broad chest rubbing against yours, arms encasing you, and legs braced against whatever they can find to push himself in deeper, he pours his release inside your body while you feel every strong twitch of his member, every hot wet spill,
and against your lazy-limp legs you feel the muscles of his body flexing with effort to push himself deeper in your body, to get closer to you, to reach your core and come to rest in you.
How the Winter Soldier would make love to you
When he first sees you, and for a long time after, he isn't sure he has a right to you.
He doesn't even allow himself to think of you as something other than… just another person, indistinct from all the rest and so different from him — the Weapon, the Asset.
Until he can't think like that anymore and he can't ignore how the sight and sound of you lingers in his mind after you're gone
and every vicious training session is now done with the little ghost of you at the back of his head, wishing you would be there to see how strong he is, how ruthless, how undefeated, for you,
and with every successful mission, he wonders if you would be proud of him,
and every return back to base is made in a cloud of anticipation not of food or rest or a patching of wounds, but of you.
You could be a nurse or one of Pierce's secretaries or just a general assistant, it doesn't matter, because once he catches your name — overheard from someone else — you take even firmer shape in his mind.
It's easy for him to hide the way he feels from everyone, including you, but at some point that isn't enough. You have to know how he feels — that he feels anything at all might come as a shock to his handlers, but it slips into him so easily and naturally as if he'd had a lifetime of experience before.
He enjoys the sight of your wrists, your ankles, the line of your neck, any little part of you that he thinks is so delicate, so distinct from his world of metal and gunpowder, so easy to kiss, so easy to hold.
By now, you've started to notice his lingering glances, and he can tell you've noticed, his eyes smiling more than his mouth at the sight of your rush of breath, your parted lips, your disbelieving curiosity at getting to see this part of him.
As soon as he gets the chance to, as soon as you're alone, he finally gets close enough to you that he can taste your scent. And when he sees you're not afraid or ready to run away from him, he dares bring one hand up in a gentle, barely-there touch against your cheek to brush away a tendril of your hair — as if he needs an excuse to touch you.
He leans in closer and at the last minute remembers — thinks? — to turn his head just slightly so that he can slot his lips against yours. Has he ever kissed someone before? He doesn't remember. He hopes not. He hopes it's only ever you.
You take his kiss, which is so warm and tender, and when he feels a little moan come out of you, he moves closer, closer, moving you backward with him until you reach a surface. You undo, or take off, only the minimum amount of clothes and buttons necessary.
One hand grips your hip to hold you there, the other is around your ankle, keeping your legs spread enough for him, and then he finds, with an unusual instinct, your hot and glistening core, and slowly, achingly slowly, pushes in.
His own moans of pleasure take him by surprise, drowning out your own, his head sinking into his chest from the shock of just how good you feel, messy long tendrils of hair hiding his face.
But then he looks up, and he knows he has to kiss you, and does so all through him reaching as far inside you as there is, and staying there all through your winces, muffled by his mouth, and gasps of pleasure.
His hold is firm and his manhood splits you open, but he is so careful, so gentle, making sure you are not hurt
because his days are filled with hurting and it matters to him, more than anything, that you never experience that, that you’re safe and not in pain.
It surprises you when he starts to moan your name, with eyes closed and soft lips loosely parted — how long has he known it for? He says it with a hint of begging, and his eyes open once he feels your fingers threading through the hair at the back of his neck, and at the sight of you so loving and happy and his, he smiles an awkward, boyish smile — it's rough and almost ugly, because when does the Winter Soldier need to smile anymore? the muscles for it are all dead.
You smile back too, reflexively, but then it dies when you feel him start to thrust, and he gives a smug little smirk at seeing that. He rubs the tip of his nose against yours and teasingly slips in little kisses while he thrusts harder, and deeper, but slow enough to keep you safe.
And the surge of heat and slick between the two of you crests against a curtain of sound, of panting and the fall of wet kisses, and your name more and more urgently called by the Soldier as he reaches the height of his pleasure in you.
He releases inside you such a wave of liquid heat, so deep and so thick and he pushes it as far as it can go, feeding it to you, making sure that part of him stays there, and your body opens up to him and then clenches to hold him inside and pulses so hard your whole body shivers, and takes him.
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Lost Souls, Kindred Spirits Chapter 3
Bucky/Reader
Chapter 3
Chapter summary: You and Bucky meet up the next day and learn hidden truths about each other.
Bucky paced around the park nervously. Why was he meeting her again? Sure, he wanted to, but he should know better. He should know better than to get someone involved in his life. He should be on the run, keeping to himself, staying under the radar. He should have moved on from the city by now. But he just couldn’t bring himself to stay away from you.
So many times, he actually picked himself up and started to walk away, only to feel guilty at the thought of you waiting all day for him. So, he came back and sat down by a large rock and waited for you, ignoring every instinct in him screaming for him to leave.
He looked over at a big clock near a food stand. Still a half hour until you would show up. His eyes drifted over to the food stand and he found himself wondering what type of foods were your favorite. Did you prefer sweet? Spicy? Salty? Bucky took in all the smells coming from the stand, hot dogs, cotton candy, pretzels. He decided to use the rest of his time waiting to go pick out something for you.
A half hour came and went, and Bucky saw no sign of you. He scanned the crowd over and over looking for your face. Another ten minutes went by and he started to get worried. Was he found out so fast? Did something happen? So many questions raced through Bucky’s mind as he continued to search the crowd.
And then he saw you.
You had your usual bag over your shoulder and you appeared to be holding another bag in your hand. Even from a distance, Bucky could see you looked tired. You looked up and made eye contact with him and smiled brightly. The sun was high in the sky, but still did not shine more radiantly than your face. You waved at him as you made you way over.
“Hey, sorry I’m a little late, busy night at work and I overslept a bit,” you sounded out of breath as you ran over to the park as fast as you could as soon as you finally shut your alarm off. “I hope I didn’t keep you waiting long.”
“No, it’s fine,” Bucky gave you a slight smile as the two of you sat down next to each other.
“That’s good,” you pulled you bag off your shoulder and reached for the smaller one in your hand, “I got us pretzels. I wasn’t sure what you liked so I went with something safe. Pretty much everyone likes pretzels” you pulled them out of the bag.
Bucky looked wide eyed at the pretzels and then reached in his bag, “I was thinking the same thing,” he pulled out two pretzels.
Both of you let out a hearty laugh. Bucky couldn’t remember the last time he laughed. He didn’t remember the last time he had a reason to. It felt good for him, and in his mind he thanked you for it.
“I guess great minds think alike,” you said.
Bucky only smiled at you in response.
“Hey, that’s the first time I’ve heard you laugh,” and what a smile, you thought to yourself, “it suites you.”
“You too,” Bucky replied as he took in your features in the sunlight.
“Well thank you, Bucky,” your tone was playful as you blushed slightly.
You two fell into a comfortable silence as you ate your pretzels and watched the crowd: children running with balloons, couples walking by holding hands, someone painting the sky, a few people with laptops writing. Between the people watching, you both stole quick glances at the other than you weren’t looking.
Once you finished your pretzels, you reached for the bag you had over your shoulder. “I brought my laptop today to try and help you find out about yourself.”
Bucky watched you in silence as you opened and turned on your computer.
“So, Bucky… there a last name to go with that?”
He paused for a moment, “Barnes.”
“Ok, now I can try to find something on you. You have a Facebook or Twitter or something?”
“What?”
“You know? Facebook?” you opened your browser and brought up your page to show him. Your profile had some selfies you took, nature photos, food photos, and your profile picture was you holding a big black cat, “That’s my coworker’s cat. He a big baby, I love him so much,” you chucked.
Bucky’s face went blank. He had no idea about any of this. Technology, he knew, but nothing like this. But he couldn’t let you know that.
“So, no Facebook?”
He shook his head.
“Twitter?”
He shook his head again.
“Instagram?”
Bucky shrugged.
“Do you even know what any of those are?” you finally asked.
A heavy sigh escaped his lips, “No,” Bucky confessed.
“Wow, totally off the grid I see. That may make it harder to find you, but there’s always Google.”
Bucky said nothing and watched you type on your computer. You typed in his full name and to your surprise, the first thing that came up as a link to the Captain America exhibit. Confused but intrigued, you clicked the link and skimmed through a short article on Steve Rogers’ story about how he became the first superhero and how he fought in the war along with his group called “the howling commandos.” One name on that list stuck out to you: James “Bucky” Barnes.
“Bucky…?” you turned to him and showed him the image on your screen: an old photo of him from World War 2, “Is… Is this you?”
He furrowed his brows. No, she can’t get involved anymore. She can’t know. He said nothing as he stood and started to walk away. I’m sorry. It’s for the best, he thought to himself as he tried to leave.
But you weren’t going to let him go that easily. “Hey!!” You shouted as you grabbed your bag and laptop and quickly went after him. He may be fast, but you got good at weaving through crowds after living in a big city for so long. You were able to catch up with him in no time.
You stood in front of him and held your hand to his chest, “Don’t run away from me,” you were a little out of breath from moving so quickly, “That is you in that picture isn’t it?”
Bucky sighed at he dropped his gaze to the ground. There was no use denying you, even only knowing you for a short time, he could tell you were stubborn and wouldn’t be satisfied until he answered you, “Yeah.”
Your eyes widened. How? How was that possible?
“Listen, forget you knew me, ok?” Bucky tried to back away from you, but you grabbed his right hand to stop him.
“Why?” you were scared and unsure, but you couldn’t even image how Bucky must be feeling. To be all alone in a world that he knows nothing about must be terrifying.
“Just,” he tensed up at your touch, and was grateful you didn’t grab his other hand or else there would be more questions that he did not want asked, “Trust me, it’s better that way.”
“Isn’t it hard to be all alone?” your voice was a plea.
Bucky let out a deep breath as he looked up from the ground into your eyes. He found a sadness there that he did not expect. It made his heart skip a beat to think that you cared for him even a little.
“Just listen to me ok? Our circumstances may be different, but I know what it’s like to be alone. I’ve lost both my parents and I spent all my time working to I don’t really have anyone I’m close with. Even in this huge city surrounded by people, I always feel alone. So, let me help you not be alone. Because I know how much it sucks,” you squeezed his hand, “So don’t run away from me.”
He relaxed his posture. You were right, it does suck to be alone, but he does it for the good of everyone around him.
Your voice cut him out of his thoughts, “How about I tell you a secret of mine?”
Bucky looked confused.
“To even us out. You tell me something, I tell you something, remember?”
“Ok,” he finally let himself relax a bit more.
“You know what I do for work, Bucky? I’m a stripper,” now it was your turn to be nervous, “It’s not what I imagined I’d be doing with my life, but I’m not ashamed of it. I make better money that way. I just don’t like to tell people because either they immediately want something from me, like ex-boyfriends have, or they judge me, like ex-girlfriends have. And it’s just easier to keep to myself that way,” you fidgeted with your hands as you spoke. Clearly you had made this confession before and it did not go so well.
That was a confession Bucky did not see coming, but to him it was all trivial. You were you and that was all that mattered to him. He looked into your eyes and saw the sincerity and vulnerability there. “I would never judge you like that,” his voice was soft. Maybe being around you wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world. At the very least, he felt like you both understood each other.
You smiled up at him, “Thank you Bucky.”
He smiled back at you, but then his face dropped, “How come you’re so ok with this? I mean so ok with me?”
In your head, your answer was that you felt something there with him, like a connection or something. But you weren’t ready to say that out loud yet. “Well when you live through things like aliens invading, a guy who wears iron armor battle suits, a guy who flies around the city like a spider, you kinda just start to roll with things,” you shrugged.
You looked up at Bucky and laughed, causing him to laugh too.
“Come on, there’s lots of new foods I’ve got to introduce you to!”
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Notes: Thank you so much for reading so far! The story is going to pick up from here after these few intro chapters! And I was a little self indulgent and gave my cat a cameo lol.
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The King and Queen: Chapter Five
Summary: Y/N is the Queen of Guns and James ‘Bucky’ Barnes is the King of New York City. She wants him as a buyer, but Bucky wants her to be his queen. After all, every King needs a Queen.
Word Count: 3.5k
Warnings: +18 only, AU, Mafia!Bucky, Dark!Bucky, sexual content, drugs and guns mentioned, swearing, heart problems, pregnancy, lots of torture ( I put anything in that could be considered a trigger warning. If I missed any, let me know )
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Chapter five - The Uncooperative Queen
Natasha and Steve watched Bucky go on a rampage through the new club with the wooden bat, smashing anything he could. Steve had never seen Bucky in such a rage to the point of destroying something he worked so hard for, “What are we going to do, Nat?” He asks softly to the redhead.
Natasha watched Bucky closely, the phone with the live stream of Y/N still in her hand, “You are going to take James home.” She said as she looked up to Steve, “You’re going to try and calm him down so he doesn’t destroy everything in his path.”
Steve’s nodded at her words, wondering how she could be so calm in a situation like this, “What are you going to do?”
“I’m going to do my job. I have to call the IRA Kings and the cartel to let them know what happened.” Natasha told Steve, passing him the phone, “Find a charger for that, don’t let it die. Try not to let him watch, but keep a close eye on it. She may try to give us some hints.” She finished before walking out the doors of the club.
Steve looked at the phone for a moment at the unconscious Y/N, before putting it in his pocket. He approached Bucky carefully, not wanting to be on the wrong side of the bat he carried, “Buck,” He said, “Let’s go home, see what we can figure out.”
Bucky turned to Steve, angry veins pulsing from his neck. He gripped the bat before swinging at glasses that were on the bar, “They fucking took her, Steve!” He yelled, “I let her get taken! I should’ve taken her to the hospital myself! Dammit!” He took another swing at a mirror on the wall, shattering it.
Steve stood in his spot, watching Bucky swing the bat, “Look, Buck,” He began, “Nobody’s home to feed Alpine. You should go feed the cat, for Y/N, right?” He asks, hoping to center his friend back from the rage that had built up.
Bucky looked at Steve at he spoke, nodding slowly at the mention of feeding Y/N’s cat. He drops the bat on the floor, “Right, Alpine.” He muttered out, at least there was something he could do for Y/N even it was just making sure her cat was taken care of. He followed Steve out of the club, getting in the car.
The ride home was silent, Bucky just staring out the window as he processed what was happening. Y/N was somewhere, probably freezing and being tortured. He couldn’t get the images of her out of his brain. He needed her back with him. How is a king supposed to function without his queen? When they got back to Bucky’s home, he walked inside in silence, immediately finding Alpine and scooping the cat up into his arms and walking over to the food bowl. He fed Alpine, stroking the white fur softly as he was lost in his own thoughts. Steve watched Bucky closely, wondering when the rage would hit him again. Natasha walked in a few moments later, clearing her throat to grab their attention, “There’s some things we need to talk about, James.” She said, keeping her face straight and emotionless.
Bucky and Steve both looked to Natasha as she spoke, curious what information was about to come out from the redhead. Bucky walked towards her, tucking his hands in his pocket as he narrowed his eyes, “What do you know, Natasha?”
Natasha watched Bucky carefully as he approached, “What do you know about the cartel deal that Y/N has?” She asks.
Bucky’s face twisted into confusion at the question, thinking he knew everything about Y/N’s business but now feeling unsure on how Nat’s question was presented, “I think the better question is what don’t I know?” He asks through his teeth.
Natasha let out small sigh, looking around the room as she thought about the information she was about to divulge before her eyes landed back to Bucky, “The cartel. Did Y/N ever tell you how she got the deal with them?”
Bucky kept his narrowed eyes on Natasha’s face, pulling a hand out of his pocket to run through his dark hair, “Her second husband wanted out of the deal, she didn’t. They decided to keep the deal going with her instead.”
Natasha bit her lip at his words before speaking again, “That’s technically true.” She said, “But what she couldn’t tell you is that when her second husband wanted out from dealing guns to the cartel, Y/N was approached by two deep undercover CIA agents in the cartel. Even the United States Government has a side in the cartel war. They told her if she didn’t keep the pipeline to guns open as the new boss, they’d ruin everything for her. Throw her and every affiliate of her’s in jail for the rest of their lives. So they offered her a deal- keep the pipeline open as well as keeping the secret of the CIA agents and she would be considered untouchable by any law enforcement agency unless there was indisputable footage of her committing crimes. Why do you think no agency has investigated or came after you two since you’ve met? Y/N was going to have you meet the two CIA agents in a few weeks during a gun exchange, sort things out with them.”
Bucky’s nostrils flared in anger at the new information, he had no idea. He thought it was odd nobody ever asked questions when Y/N and himself committed their ruthless crimes and now he knew why, “She’s been working hand in hand with the CIA and hasn’t told me?!” He suddenly yelled at Natasha, his hands gripping into fists.
Natasha stayed calm at Bucky’s anger, “She was going to tell you. Nobody knows except Y/N, myself, and now you and Steve.” She told him, her voice even, “I’ve informed them what happened. The CIA agents are doing everything in their power to try and figure out where the stream is coming from so we can find Y/N but it is bouncing through different VPNs all over the world.”
Bucky brought his hand to his face, taking deep breath. This information was a lot to process with everything going on. Y/N, his wife, was pregnant, kidnapped, being tortured, and was working with agents of the CIA. He could feel the rage slipping in, but didn’t want to disturb Alpine from eating the food. He points his finger suddenly at Natasha, “You will tell me immediately if the CIA come up with any information.” He hissed out at her. He walks over to Steve, holding out his hand for the phone with the live stream of Y/N on it. Steve handed it over willingly, not wanting to be on the other end of Bucky’s rage if he denied giving it to him, “I’ll be in my office.” He muttered out, opening the phone to see Y/N still sitting in the chair unconscious and alone. Bucky walks to his office, shutting the door behind him and sitting in his chair. He propped the phone up on his desk and sat back in his chair, staring at the live stream.
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Y/N opened her eyes slowly, lifting her head as she looked around the room. Her cheek stung, figuring the blow to her face had opened up a small cut on her cheek bone. She looked around in the darkness, the only light in the room from the blinking red light on camera in front of her. Y/N stared into the lens of the camera, wondering who was watching. Her eyes flickered down to the tight ropes around her wrists, trying to pull her hand to get the ropes to give any leeway with no avail. She clenched her teeth as she took a deep breath, trying to stay calm. Y/N closed her eyes as she focused on her breathing, plans plotting her her head for the next time Walker would come in.
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Bucky didn’t sleep, instead watching Y/N all night on the phone. He had gotten a charger for it so it didn’t die. He sipped on a glass of whiskey as he watched her breathe, knowing she was trying to stay calm and keep her heart rate down. He wished he could help calm her down, know she was going to be okay. But Y/N was out of his grasp and all he could do was watch and hope she knew he was there watching over her.
Natasha and Steve came into Bucky’s office in the morning. Steve sat in a chair across from Bucky, trying to get a read on how he was holding up. Natasha walked around to stand by Bucky to look at the phone, just in time to see John Walker approaching what looked like an unconscious Y/N, “As long as she doesn’t piss him off, he won’t hurt her too bad. He has to keep her alive for the red room.”
Steve almost scoffed at Natasha’s words but held it back, “Have you met her? She specializes in pissing people off.”
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Y/N heard the steel door start to open, slumping her head down and holding her breath. She relaxed her body, making it look like she wasn’t breathing and she was lifeless.
“Shit, get the doctor.” Walker spat out thinking Y/N may have had a heart attack. He walked over and pulled Y/N’s hair to prop her head up to see if she was awake. He leans his head down, his ear by her mouth to listen for any breathing.
Y/N opened her eyes when she felt him close to her face, leaning her head forward and biting down hard on Walker’s ear before pulling her head back. She heard him scream and pull away, causing the ear to tear from his head. She spit his ear onto the floor, then spit again to get the blood out of her mouth, “Sorry not sorry.” She hissed out at him.
Walker brought his hand up to feel his ear which was now missing, looking at it on the floor, “You fucking cunt.” He screamed at Y/N, moving toward her and kicked her in the chest, causing Y/N and the chair to fall backwards. He was on her in seconds, throwing punches to her face. He was eventually pulled back by another man.
Bucky tensed at the sight of Y/N getting punched out of his view. He couldn’t see where Walker was punching her but prayed it wasn’t the stomach. Steve had stood and moved around the desk to watch also, his lips parted in shock at the sight. Bucky grips the glass of whiskey hard enough that the glass started to crack in his hands. He listened intently to the sound, hoping for any sign Y/N was alright. He felt a little relief when he saw a doctor enter the view of the camera.
A doctor came into the steel container, “Oh my god.” He gasped as he saw Walker without an ear and Y/N tipped over. This was the same doctor that had told Y/N she was pregnant the day before, he had been taken due to him knowing about Y/N’s heart condition and was tasked with keeping her alive, “If you get the dismembered ear on ice, I can stitch it back.” He told Walker, who picked up his ear and exited the container followed by the rest of his team. The doctor walked over to Y/N, “Hey, hey Y/N. It’s me, Doctor Avery.” He told her as she looked at the ceiling. Y/N’s face was all red, her eyebrow bleeding, her lip split, as well as a blood vessel popped in her right eye. Doctor Avery could tell that she had a broken nose, and knew that she was going to have large bruises and black eyes all along her face based on the fact that her face was already red and turning deeper shades of purple already, “Let’s sit you back up.” He told Y/N, pulling the chair up to the sitting position again. He noticed some blood on the back of her head and a laceration caused when she fell backwards and hit her head on the steel floor.
As soon as Bucky saw Y/N’s face, the glass in his hand cracked apart in his hard grasp. He wanted to throw everything off his desk at the wall, but contained the anger as he had to see if Y/N was okay. Natasha leaned forward to get a better look at Y/N’s injuries on the screen of the phone. Steve was promptly handing Bucky a towel for the mess of whiskey from the shattered glass.
Y/N let out a deep breath as Doctor Avery sat her back up, looking over at him, “I know you said no strenuous activities, but I just couldn’t help myself.” She breathed out with a small smile towards him, slightly wheezing as the air passed her lips.
Doctor Avery couldn’t help but smile a slight bit at her comment. At least she was awake and responsive which was a good sign. He walks over to the bag he brought with him, pulling out a machine to monitor her heart rate, oxygen, and blood pressure. He connects it to her finger and watches the stats go up on the screen. Her blood pressure was a little high, but her heart rate and oxygen were low which was of some concern, “Well, not great but alright given the situation we are in. Your oxygen and wheezing are concerning, could’ve punctured a lung when he kicked your chest.” He told her, hearing her wheeze with every breath and looking at the forming bruise of a footprint on Y/N’s chest.
Y/N blinked tiredly, her vision having black spots from the beating she just took to her face. She looked at the doors to see if anybody was coming before leaning as close to the doctor as she could, “You brought an emergency medical bag, “ She breathed out towards him quietly, not loud enough for the speakers on the camera to pick up, “I’ve stolen enough of those I know there’s some sort of phone in there, probably satellite for emergencies.” She swallowed hard, it felt hard to breathe and some pain filled her chest with each breath, “You weren’t blindfolded when you came in, you know where we are which means they’ll kill you when you aren’t useful anymore.” She informed him, her voice still low, “I need you to make a call.”
The doctor promptly dialed the number on the phone in the bag Y/N had told him, quickly putting it in his pocket without letting the camera see. He left the line open and went back to treating Y/N, cleaning up the gash on the back of her head so he could apply some stitches.
“What are they saying? I can’t hear them!” Bucky hollered as he watched Y/N talk to the doctor and then fumbling in his bad. Natasha’s brow furrowed as her phone started ringing, looking at the screen. She didn’t recognize the number, but answered. She held the speaker to her ear, hearing Y/N’s and the doctors voice. She quickly put it on speaker and pressed the mute button so nobody would hear her voice on the other side of the line, “It’s Y/N. The doctor must’ve had a phone in his bag.” She informed Bucky and Steve, placing the phone onto the desk. They could hear Y/N wheezing with every breath, listening intently on what she and the doctor were saying.
Y/N kept blinking hard to keep her eyes open, the spots in her sight growing in size. She took deep breathes, each hitched with a soft wheeze, “Where are we besides in a shipping container?” She asked the doctor in a hushed tone so the camera audio wouldn’t pick it up but only the phone would, wanting to get information out of him and hoping that someone on the other end of the line was listening.
The doctor cleared his throat, trying to sound as normal as possible to not give any Hydra men outside the container suspicion, “The Sheepshead Bay, Brooklyn.” He answered softly so the camera didn’t hear but hoped the phone would, slowly stitching up the laceration on her skull.
Bucky stood immediately as he heard the location, “Let’s go.” He demanded. Natasha shook her head as she heard the steel doors opening, “No wait, look, somebody’s coming in."
Y/N snapped her eyes open when she heard the steel door open, looking wide awake as Walker walked in. She sat herself up not wanting to show any weakness to her captor. Her eyes narrowed to look like she was glaring but she was really just trying to focus her vision. Her heart rate jumped a little bit on the monitor, causing it to beep quickly, “What? One bite out of you wasn’t enough?” She hissed out at Walker coldly, trying to hold back the soft wheezes.
Walker glared at her. He had a large gauze bandage where his right ear should be, “You’ll pay for that, bitch.” He warned lowly as he walked towards the table which had various tools and knives placed on it. He picked up a black knife slowly, admiring it, “Zemo wants to know where your gun warehouse is. But more importantly, he wants to know where Barnes keeps his drug supply.”
Y/N rolled her eyes and laughed a little, “Is that the demands? You want to steal our supply?.” She said shaking her head at him, “I’m not telling you shit. I won’t be commanded or controlled by some man who has to tie down a woman just to get her in her underwear.”
Walker walked up to her, wrapping his hand around her throat roughly and glaring at her, “I know that you know everything. Kings tell their whores every detail.” He growled out at her, running the knife along the inside of her bare thigh with just enough pressure to draw blood in small lines, “Now tell me.”
Y/N winced slightly at the feeling of her thigh being sliced, but kept a glare on her face to the man who held her throat in his hand. It was already hard to breathe and this wasn’t helping, “Fine, fine.” She managed to hiss out at him, causing him to remove his hand from her throat.
Bucky frowned slightly, wondering what Y/N was going to say. Whatever information she was about to give, he would have to prepare to take care of and switch around as to not let Hydra get their supply.
Y/N took in a deep breath before speaking again, “You want information on James? Fine… If you….” She breathed out softly, her head down. A slow smile painted across her lips as she continued, “If you call him ‘daddy’ he’ll make sure you have an extra orgasm.” She giggled softly.
Bucky almost smiled at her reply. That was Y/N, quick with the comebacks and a sharp, savage tongue. But his expression quickly turned to rage again.
Walker smiled darkly as if this was the reaction he was hoping for, an extra reason to cause Y/N pain. He forcefully stabbed the knife into Y/N’s left thigh, twisting it a little. He watched Y/N scream at the pain as the blade twisted in her leg. The heart rate monitor started beeping rapidly as she screamed, her heart rate jumping into the hundreds in a split second.
“You better just kill me.” Y/N growled out, “Because when I get out of here, and I will, I am going to lock you up in my basement!” Y/N screamed at Walker, “I’m going to keep you alive for weeks. I’m going to burn all the skin off of your body slowly, pull out your eyes with a grapefruit spoon, and feed them to my cat.”
Bucky looked at Natasha, “We are leaving. Now!” He yelled at her, not wanting to see Y/N be put through anymore than she already had. He didn’t know how much more her heart could take, not to mention the possibility of harm to his unborn child.
Natasha looked at him, putting our her hand on his chest to stop him, “No, you aren’t going in there. You will be killed on sight and with the state you’re in, you won’t be stealthy about it. The CIA agents have arrived in the state. The two of them and I will take care of this. You can wait in the car or meet us at the hospital.” She told him sternly. This was the best option to keep everybody alive. They couldn’t go in there guns blazing in a situation like this. Walker could kill Y/N as soon as he heard a commotion.
Bucky glared at her command, “Are you fucking kidding me?! Wait in the car?! Do I look like someone you can boss around?!” He screamed at her, pushing Natasha’s hand away from him aggressively. He was ready to force her out of his way when Steve got between them.
Steve got in between the two, facing Bucky, “Go Nat, I’ll keep him here.” He said, knowing this was the best option. Steve was going to have to do everything he could to keep Bucky out of this situation for his own safety and Y/N’s, “Sorry Buck, it’s for your family’s own good.”
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Someone Like You [1/6]
Summary: In which Sebastian tries to win you back a year and a half after your relationship’s rupture, but only because there’s a new man in your life.
(Mini-series)
Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Latina
Warning: Angst (lotssss), language, sexual content, 18+. NOT PROOFREAD.
Word Count: 1.1k
Sebastian missed the way his hands would perfectly wrap around your throat, constricting your breath but still bring a tingling and yearning sensation upon you. He loved your pink pouty lips, kissing, biting, sucking them but especially when they were wrapped around his cock.
And the way you let him fuck you senselessly? God, he missed the way your tightness squeezed him and took him so well; he loved being inside you. Leaving behind traces of bruises and love bites throughout your neck and back and the slight red marks for his spanks on your ass. He missed tracing his hands through your arched back, the unbelievably smooth skin coming alive with goosebumps, stopping at the small venus dimples that adorned your lower back which always prompted him to grab handfuls of your ass.
He was completely taken by you, your every aspect. Your dainty hands would grasp at the sheets or grab fistfuls of his short hair whenever he was too rough, but he knew you could take it. You always did anyway, he was always rough and you loved the loudness he brought out of you. You always gave him a feeling that was like no other, some out of body experience he had no words for.
He still vividly remembered your soft and desperate moans bounce off the walls of your bedroom. Most of your nights together were shared in your apartment to draw less attention to himself. He didn’t want his personal life out in the open like that, and maybe it was to protect you as well. But it was mostly because of his lack of commitment to you. Being away for months at a time made it hard for him to be monogamous. Not that you guys had been exclusive or even in a relationship for the year your little arrangement had lasted for, but it was what you yearned for the most. A place in his life, an ounce of commitment from his part. You didn’t want exclusivity so he could show you off or to become famous through him, you would do that through your own merit. You just wanted him.
At Sebastian’s vagueness, nonchalance and refusal to give you a place in his life, you quickly grew tired of the cycle he had you in. You grew tired of waiting for him, of simply being the girl he fucked whenever he was back in town. That’s all it seemed you were good enough for anyway. You felt inadequate and the feelings you harbored for the dark haired and steel-blue eyed man had to be obliterated. So you’d ended things through a simple text, proceeded to block his number and all of his social media.
Now a year and a half later, Sebastian sat with his good friend Anthony and other set mates having a few drinks after a long day of filming. It’d been a year and a half since he’d last seen you. Today was one of those days when you’d randomly cross his mind. His heart would constrict slightly at the thought of you, yesterday he’d thought of you as well and quite honestly the last few weeks too. Your career had catapulted to the top within the last few months with a critically acclaimed film. As the lead actress, you’d been praised for your talent. Your name was out there now, being uttered by much of the world. Your beautiful face was everywhere, etched on billboards, magazines and throughout social media. It’d been a shock to him to see your face everywhere, not that he’d doubted your immaculate talent, hard work ethic and he knew you’d make it big, but because it had been so long.
You were ruthless and stoic when it came to protecting yourself, so you’d blocked his number and all his social media within a minute. It’d come as a shock when you texted him a simple “don’t come looking for me anymore. It’s over” on a weekday that was the culminating day on set for his latest movie. It was as if you knew he was planning on visiting that coming weekend. You were really the only person he went to when it was time to go back to New York. Fooling around with girls on set wasn’t anywhere near as exciting as being with you and that was clear as day for him, but his commitment issues were a roadblock to your possible relationship.
He had not heard from you for over a year, but now you were everywhere. Maybe, Sebastian thought, this was how it’d been for you for so long: unable to avoid him even though you hadn’t seen him for so long. He appeared in ads, movies and magazines and just seeing his face, and hearing his voice through tv probably brought the same deep searing pain you’d felt all those months ago. Now it was his turn to see you, hear you and cope with the fact that he couldn’t avoid you.
“Man, isn’t this the chick you were seeing last year?” Anthony asked, his eyes glued to the large phone in his hand. As one of his closest friends, Anthony was one of the few people who knew about you. The first time he met you, he’d been left impressed and didn’t understand how Sebastian couldn't do such a simple thing like commit to you. He’d swore under his breath he’d commit to you within a second causing Sebastian to send a sneering glare at him. The dude had some serious problems, he thought.
“What?” Sebastian said, his blue eyes snapping towards his friend who even with his question wouldn’t take his eyes off the damn phone. Scooting his chair closer to him, he craned his neck down to see what he was referring to. Was he talking about you? He’d dated a few other girls throughout the last year and a half, unable to really stick with just one because nobody really compared. Though at the moment, he was currently exclusive with a nice girl without really meaning to. He hated his private life being out there for the world to see and judge, but it had just happened on a random outing of the pair and the photographs were out there now, meaning his personal life wasn’t really private anymore. But you’d been the only one Anthony ever came to have a liking to, always chastising him for letting you end things so easily like that.
“Ya know, the one who got away?” He smirked fashioning his trademark gap toothed smile.
“Stop quoting Kary Perry and give me your damn phone, Ant.” Sebastian snapped with a roll of his eyes. He snatched the grey iPhone out of his friend’s hand and brought it up to his face. And there you were in front of his face, separated by a phone screen. You were barely clothed in flimsy, delicate lingerie with your dainty hands wrapped around another man’s neck.
(To be continued)
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THE END!!!
THE END?!?!
OMGGG MY HEART!!
THIS…I LOVED THIS SO MUCH AND I JUST BINGED READ IT CAUSE WHY NOT!!
AND IT SAYS THE END!! 😭😭
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Sweeter Than Honey • 3
Pairing: Mechanic!Bucky x Fem!Personal Assistant!Reader
WC: 8.2k
Summary: It all started with a failed attempt to buy your boss a new phone, and then suddenly you're in the middle of nowhere crying your eyes out in front of a handsome mechanic who would do just about anything to make you smile again...
Note: That's all, folks! Thank you so much for reading this mini series of mine. I had WAY too much fun thirsting over our favorite Irish mechanic. If I were a famous children's author with all the money in the world, I would by you all plane tickets to Ireland to find yourselves a hunky bae <3 Banner photo taken by *moi* ;)
You woke to the feeling of Bucky’s hand cupping your face, thumb stroking your cheek.
“Come on, love,” he whispered, and though your eyes hadn’t yet opened, you could hear the smile on his face as he spoke. “We got a big day ahead of us.”
God, his morning voice might actually be the thing that killed you.
He kissed your forehead and you let out a small, content sigh, eyes slowly fluttering open.
Bucky was, in fact, smiling. Eyes looking at you as if you were everything good in the world.
The sun was just beginning to rise across the vast fields before you. Bucky had originally offered to drive you back to the hotel as the late evening transitioned to early morning, but you were so happy, so lost in this magical little bubble the two of you had created together, that you said you wanted to stay in the back of the truck and watch the sunrise.
So, here you were, safely secure in the arms of the man who made your chest ache and your head spin, your leather jacket from the night before replaced by one of his flannels he kept in the truck as backup. The air was a bit chilly this early in the morning, but you barely registered it thanks to the furnace that was Bucky’s body and the blanket wrapped around you.
His smile grew as he watched you wake up, and he leaned forward to give you a slow, chaste kiss.
“Morning, love,” he murmured into your lips while pulling away.
Another happy sigh. “Morning, Buck.”
“Ready to see the sunrise?” You nodded and he kissed your nose before pulling you up to sit along with him. “Right then, we need to get moving then.”
You let out a soft whine and he chuckled, rubbing his hands up and down your arms at a quick pace and then caging your face between his calloused palms to pull you in for a deeper, hungrier kiss.
That woke you right the fuck up.
He guided you down the bed of the truck, then grabbed a few bottles of water from the cooler and you smiled as he handed one to you. Never in your life had you had someone who was so attentive to your well-being, and Bucky seemed to do it so effortlessly.
His cheeks turned pink as you continued to stare at him fondly. “What?” he asked.
You shook your head. “I’m going to be really fucking sad when I leave tomorrow,” you responded, your voice light but coated with bitterness.
Bucky frowned, then pulled you in for a tight embrace, his chin leaning on the top of your head. “Can I be honest with ye?”
Your heart skipped a beat as dread spread through your body in an instant. He was going to say that he couldn’t wait for you to leave, or that you leaving wasn’t going to affect him at all.
You braced yourself and nodded against his chest and he sighed, hand running up and down over your hair.
“I know it hasn’t been a full day since our paths crossed, and I don’t mean to startle ye,” he said, “But I’m pretty sure that the second you’re not within arms reach of me, my heart is goin’ to cleave in two. Colors will be less bright, the air will be less sweet, everythin’ will be dim because you’re not there.” He chuckled. “I must sound like a nut, don’t I?”
You squeezed him tighter before pulling away to look into his eyes, moving a hand up to trace along his jaw and cup his cheek.
“No,” you said softly. “I think you described it perfectly, Buck.”
He smiled, moving forward for another deep kiss, a light breeze pushing the tips of his hair into your face and you reveled in the feel of it, soaking up as much of the experience as you could.
After another passionate makeout session that made you breathless, Bucky took your hand and led you down the field and up a small hill that ended up providing a perfect view of the sunrise. You sat there between his legs, back leaning against his chest as he wrapped his arms around you. He kept his cheek pressed against yours, moving only to press his lips to your temple, your forehead, your jaw, every spot of your skin he could get to.
You turned to look at him once the rays began warming your body, admiring the way his skin glowed in the light. The way the orange/yellow hues mixed with the blue of his eyes made your breath hitch, and with the way they sparkled when he looked at you, you knew he felt the same.
As much as you would’ve liked it to, the moment could not last forever. You still had a job to do and Bucky had one more stop planned before dropping you off. He took you to a cafe, where you had the best coffee and soda bread of your life, the two of you sharing stories of your childhood, your friends and family back home, learning as much as you could about the other person.
Then, your time was up, and suddenly his truck was pulling up to the hotel. His hand was interlaced with yours, and he lifted it up to kiss your knuckles.
“See you tonight?” you asked with a smile.
He nodded. “I’ll be countin’ down the hours, love.”
You scrunched your face and he scrunched his back, the two of you giggling as you got out.
When you reached the door of the hotel, you turned around to find him still parked, eyes locked on you, smiling.
You pulled open the door and winked at him, and you could hear his chuckle perfectly in your mind as he shook his head, switching his focus to the road and driving away.
A small groan escaped you as you noticed Quentin standing against the wall by the door to your room, his arms crossed in front of him. The sound caused his head to shoot up, and he scoffed.
“Where the hell have you been?” he chastised, standing straight.
You rolled your eyes, digging through your bag for your key. “I was out.”
His hands waved around in the air as he let out an even more dramatic scoff. “Out where? With that mechanic Tony said you met yesterday? Are you even capable of doing your job, Y/n?”
You whipped your head at him, eyes filled with rage and momentarily startling Quentin.
“Quentin,” you said in a cool, calm voice. “Was there an emergency last night involving Tony?”
He huffed. “Well, no but-”
“Did Tony ask you where I was at any point last night or this morning because he needed me?”
“No but-”
“Then I don’t understand what the problem is.” You held up a hand, pressing one finger at a time as you listed off facts to the brat in front of you. “I got him his phone, I got him to his event last night, I got him back to the hotel, and now I’m here an hour before his press schedule begins. And had Tony called me at any point last night, I would have dropped whatever I was doing and taken care of it. Now unless you have some actual constructive criticism about my job performance, I would ask that you let me change and get ready so that I can get Tony where he needs to be, alright?”
He clenched his jaw, stepping toward you and you narrowed your eyes in defiance, showing no fear as he leaned down to meet your eye. “Listen here, you little-”
“Y/n,” Tony said, voice slow and questioning as he watched you and Quentin jump back from each other, eyes both on your boss with much lighter expressions. “Beck…everything okay with you two?”
Quentin let out a chuckle, seamlessly switching into his Tony’s in the room time to schmooze mode. “Of course, Tony, just making sure Y/n here got in okay. Looks like she had a wild night.” His hand patted on the flannel Bucky told you to keep covering your shoulder and you flinched.
Tony nodded slowly. “Right….uh, Y/n, can I talk to you for a sec?”
Knots formed in your stomach and you nodded, forcing yourself not to look over at Quentin’s smug expression as he walked away.
This was it, you were actually going to get in trouble for being out with Bucky last night.
He walked over to you and smiled. “So, I take it you had fun last night?” His eyes went down to the flannel covering your arm.
You grimaced, wrapping your arms around yourself. “I’m sorry boss, I should have come home and been here if you needed anything. This was so unprofessional-”
He shook his head. “No no no, Y/n you’re fine.” He smiled. “I’m glad you had a good time! I love that giant bastard. Pretty sure I got lost in those sweet baby blues of his a couple of times yesterday.”
You laughed. “They are quite hypnotizing.” Your eyebrows furrowed. “So, you’re not mad at me? And I’m not fired?”
His eyes narrowed, head jumping back in confusion. “Absolutely not. Why on earth would I fire you?”
Biting your bottom lip, you explained to him the reason for your panicking. “Cause of the fiasco yesterday with the phone and the car, and I’ve just spent the night galavanting off with some random guy I just met.”
Tony cocked his head to the side. “Was Quentin just giving you shit for all of that?”
You blinked, not wanting to put yourself into a deeper hole with Quentin or causing Tony any unnecessary stress.
It was enough of an answer for him though and he rolled his eyes. “Clearly he never told you about his first year on the job. Kid forgot to convert my international tour schedule to the appropriate time zones. I don’t even want to talk about the number of flights and events I missed because of that.”
Your eyes widened and you breathed out a small chuckle as Tony continued. “Y/n, you are seriously doing a fantastic job. Yes, yesterday got a little crazy, but this whole job is fucking crazy. And you handled it like a champ! As far as the Bucky thing goes, you’re an adult! And though the hours for this job get a bit nutty, I hardly expect it to be a 24/7 gig. In fact, I would hate that for you. So if you meet a cute guy in a foreign country and decide to get safely swept away by him during the time I’m not asking you to buy me a new phone that I dropped off a cliff, who am I to get in the way? I am the cool boss, after all.” He winked and you laughed again.
“Thanks Tony. For this job, this trip…everything. You’re seriously probably the best boss I’ll ever have.”
He grinned. “Damn straight.” Then, he lifted his arm to check his watch. “Alright, I should go back to my room and let you get ready.” Walking backwards, Tony made a peace sign with his fingers and went back into his room.
A small smile lingered on your face as you walked into your own, checking the time yourself.
Technically, you should start getting ready for work now so that you didn’t have to scramble to meet Tony on time.
Or….you could scramble and still make it on time….after laying in bed and pressing your face against Bucky’s flannel for five more minutes.
Yeah, that would be a good idea.
When Tony first told you about the fancy dinner you would be attending to raise money for child literacy programs, you had originally gone shopping for fancy gowns and sparkly dresses. It wasn’t everyday that you got to attend such a high society event, so why not go all out with the glam and live out your Princess Mia Thermopolis dreams?
But then, two weeks into your job you worked your first event, and you were glad that you hadn’t bought an outfit yet because you were hit with a sudden realization.
There was no way you were going to wear a dress while running around every which way for hours on end. Your thighs would never forgive you.
So, you went with pants.
A green sequin jumpsuit, to be precise (you were in Ireland, after all).
It was now the greatest thing you owned. So sparkly and chic, yet incredibly comfortable. The quarter-sleeve piece hung loosely around your body making it easy to move around without fear of anything ripping or tearing, and its tie belt wrapped around your middle to give your figure shape.
In this outfit, you felt hot as fuck even as you were lugging stacks of chairs across the large ballroom, a thin sheen of sweat forming over your brow as you hustled to put everything together.
You had thought that Quentin had set everything up last night, seeing that he used it as an excuse to skip Tony’s event. It turns out that he had set up the tables….and rolled the racks of chairs into the room.
That was it.
So when you showed up an hour before showtime to a half-empty room, you asked one of the servers setting up the bar for a free shot of scotch before getting to work, scrambling to decorate the tables and put up the seating cards and make the fundraiser that was supposed to raise millions for children’s literacy program into something that looked worth investing in.
Luckily, after a month of working for Tony, you had grown used to the chaos and you were able to shift to total work mode and get things done quickly. Within thirty minutes, the tables were dressed and decorated. You were so focused that you barely noticed the stack of chairs being lifted from your hold for a moment until you realized that you were walking towards a table with empty arms.
You stopped short, staring at your hands confused until you heard a soft chuckle behind you. And then Bucky was walking past you toward said table, chairs in hand. You took a moment to ogle at the giant irishman, dressed in a tux that fit his body extremely well. So well, in fact, you felt slightly concerned that if he turned too quickly he might tear the fabric. The thought made you instinctively run your fingers over your mouth to make sure you weren’t drooling.
“Ye gonna stand around all day while I get this place situated, love?” he asked, giving you a side smile as his eyes looked you up and down hungrily. “Not that I’m complainin’ if ye do. Ye look too gorgeous to be doin’ any work, in my opinion.”
You grinned, running forward to give him a quick kiss before grabbing another stack of chairs. “I love the flattery, Barnes, and I owe you many more kisses for coming to my rescue to help set up, but we have twenty minutes before the big wigs show, and this place needs a lot of work.”
He nodded, expression going serious. “On it, boss.” Then he smiled again. “Ye look beautiful, Y/n. Just gotta make sure ye know.”
Your smile grew. “And you look devilishly handsome, Bucky. Now let’s get this party started so it can be over that much faster and I can finally rip that bowtie off of you, undo a few buttons, and mess up that gorgeous hair of yours.”
This time, when Bucky nodded, he stayed silent as you watched his Adam’s Apple work.
By the time the first round of guests arrived, the room looked stunning, as if an entire team of workers spent hours making sure everything was perfect, instead of two now very exhausted people running around last minute in a panic. As soon as the final napkin was placed on the table, the head bartender of the evening placed filled glasses of whiskey in yours and Bucky’s hands, congratulating you both on achieving the impossible.
The two of you made eye contact as you downed the drink, laughing in complete shock that you had finished the job.
Tony and Quentin were one of the first to show up, Tony looking around the room in awe as they walked up to you.
You pulled on Bucky’s arm, silently asking him to lean down until his ear reached your lips and you whispered, “That’s the deck I was telling you about. Quentin.”
Bucky let out a low, almost silent growl in the back of his throat and his jaw clenched. When he stood straight, you saw him roll his shoulders back and puff his chest out, looking larger and more intimidating than ever before.
You knew he was trying to look frightening, but to you, he had never looked hotter as the Irishman went into full protective mode.
“I gotta say Quentin, you really outdid himself with this one…I swear it’s never looked this good before,” Tony said as they approached, patting his employee on the back.
Bucky furrowed his brow, opening his mouth to argue but you elbowed him in the gut and smiled, nodding at your boss.
“Just doing my job boss. You know I’ve always got your back!” Quentin narrowed his eyes as he looked Bucky up and down, sizing your date up (even though your date towered over him easily). “So,” Beck said, “You must be Bucky…”
Bucky nodded, one hand reaching around to rest on your waist as the other extended out to shake Quentin’s. “And you’re Y/n’s colleague. Heard a lot about ye.”
Quentin cocked his head to the side and shook his hand, fighting back a groan as you watched his fingers get crushed within Bucky’s tight grip. All he could do was bob his head in response, desperate for his hand to be free. When Bucky finally let go, Beck’s fingers flexed a few times to allow the blood flow to move once more.
“Anyways,” Quentin said, forcing a smile, “I should start chatting with some of the investors. You should do the same, Tony. You know they love ya.” He patted your boss on the back and Tony rolled his eyes.
“I know how to talk to people, Beck. You do your thing and I’ll do mine.”
You and Bucky exchanged glances as soon as the two of them left, then burst out into a fit of giggles.
“Bucky, you’ve done a lot of stupidly hot things over the past 24 hours. But the look on Quentin’s face as you crushed his hand? That takes the cake, babe.”
His eyes lit up and he winked. “Listen, that deck has to know that as long as you’re my girl, he better be on his best behavior. Even if ye weren’t my girl, he should respect ye as the fierce, hard working woman ye are.”
You bit your bottom lip, fighting back the urge to kiss him senseless in a room full of people that weren’t his closest friends like at the Golden Elixir. “Well, Buck, ready to meet Dublin’s elite?”
He stayed by your side the majority of the night, chatting with various investors with so much charm and wit that you had to force yourself to stop staring at him and make eye contact with the other people you were chatting with.
It worked out for Bucky as well, because everyone you spoke with took a liking to him immediately, and as soon as he mentioned that he worked at Wilson’s, most of them remarked that they would be willing to check the shop out, complaining about the shit work “high end” mechanics did around these parts. Bucky was overjoyed at the idea of potential new business, and you beamed when he offered free tune-ups to anyone who contributed more than five thousand dollars for the fundraiser.
“Bucky,” you whispered, hand wrapping around his forearm.
He shook his head, smiling. “It’s alright, love. It’s for a good cause. Plus, we’re good at what we do, so if we can lure them in with free work, we’ll most likely get guaranteed business forever. It’s all about the investment, right?” He winked again, and you couldn’t stop yourself as you stood on your tiptoes and kissed the now blushing man on the cheek.
“Oi! Barnes!” a deep, rumbling voice echoed through the room and you saw a blond head bobbing through the crowd. “Is that you, mate?”
Yesterday, you had first thought that Bucky was the tallest man you had ever seen in your life.
Then, you met Steve, who managed to stand over Buck ever so slightly.
But now, as the blond man stood before you, you were certain that he was an actual giant, a literal skyscraper next to anyone who ever crossed his path.
Bucky smiled from ear to ear, moving forward to pull the large man in for a hug. “Thor! It’s so good to see ye, brother! How are ye?”
Thor grinned back, shaking Bucky’s hand when they pulled away. “Absolutely grand! Even more so now that I know someone fun is at one of these things.”
Bucky turned to you. “This is Thor Odinson, part of Asgard Electric. His family’s company lights up almost all of Ireland. We went to primary school together. Thor, this is Y/n, she’s Tony’s assistant.”
You extended your hand to shake Thor’s, only to let out a small yelp as he wrapped his arms around you, lifting you in the air as he hugged you with a hearty chuckle.
“Y/n! Lovely to meet ye!” He lowered you to the ground and you stumbled back to Bucky’s side. “Ye sure have a lovely woman on your arm tonight, Barnes.”
Bucky shook his head, smiling as his arm made its way back around you. “Aye, she is lovely, but I feel as if I am her arm candy for the evening. She’s quite an impressive woman. Practically put this whole thing together.”
Thor’s brows raised and he nodded. “Well, you’re lucky to have such an impressive lady.”
Bucky nodded back, squeezing you against him. “That I am.” He looked at you with a fond smile before turning back to Thor. “So, are ye here alone or is the rest of the clan here? I’ve been meaning to talk to yer mother to see how her car’s been holding up since we changed the battery last month-”
His words were cut off as the two of you were jostled by a figure bumping against your arm. Quentin.
He let out an incoherent apology as he worked to stand up straight, alcohol sloshing around in his glass and he gave you a mischievous grin.
“Well, Y/n,” he slurred, completely ignoring Bucky and Thor as his arm waved around to gesture at the crowd. “Welcome to your first party filled with the dumb, snobby rich folk. Now I know you came here with your own date or whatever,” Bucky pulled you closer to him and out of Quentin’s reach, “But you should really consider hitting up some of the old crones who are looking for a fun time. I’ve managed to add a few extra thousand dollars to a donation thanks to my generous attention to some of the guests who are looking for a little something extra.” You looked over to Thor and Bucky who were both frowning, clearly uncomfortable with what your trashed coworker was saying.
Quentin, completely oblivious to their being upset by the conversation, kept going, and he whispered loudly in your ear, “I think I’m gonna go for the wife of the electric company guy. That hag Freyja looks like she hasn’t had a good time in decades-”
Thor roared, grabbing Quentin by his jacket and lifting him up in the air, face red with rage. “What did you just say about my mother?”
Quentin whimpered. “I’m sorry, I didn’t- I wasn’t-”
“What is going on here?” Tony emerged next to you, brows knit together in anger.
Bucky jumped to action, moving to Thor’s side and whispering something in his ear. Thor grumbled back, but then lowered Beck to the ground, his hands still clenching his suit. He looked the terrified man in the eyes as he responded to Tony. “This little maggot just disrespected my mother, Stark, and I’m half inclined to rip his mouth from his face so that he never gets to speak ill of her ever again.”
Another whimper from Quentin. “Tony,” he pleaded, “Ya gotta, ya gotta believe me man I was just joking around of course I would never-”
“Are you drunk, Beck?” Tony asked, crossing his arms.
“N-no,” Quentin stammered, hands out in an I’m innocent manner. “I mean, I’ve had s-some drinks here and there-”
Thor let go of Beck and stood back as Tony stormed over to him, silencing his employee and you heard him murmur. “I want you out of here, Beck. Don’t pretend like you’ve been acting like a real piece of shit these past few months. I thought the new role would give you more responsibility to finally get your head out of your ass, but looks like I was wrong.” He gave Quentin a long, cold stare before saying, “Pack your bags, you’re fired.”
Quentin stared at Tony, horrified for a few seconds before he regained composure, standing straight and buttoning his suit jacket. “Fine,” he said, feigning nonchalance. “I’ll go, and see how long you last without me.” His glassy eyes bore into yours and you glared at him. “Good luck with this incompetent loser managing everything on her own-”
He yelped as Bucky’s hand grabbed him by the back of his hair, the seething Irishman now dragging him by the scruff toward the exit. Nobody had noticed the scene playing out before, but now all heads were turned to the two of them as they cleared a path to the exit.
Bucky was back by your side in less than a minute, his hand interlacing with yours and squeezing it as he leaned down to whisper in your ear. “You okay, love?”
You nodded, squeezing back. “Thank you…for being here and taking care of that.”
His jaw worked. “Believe me, I’ve been wantin’ to do that ever since I realized he was the root cause of ye cryin’ yesterday. It was a pleasure to toss him around a bit.”
At that, you let out a small giggle, and Bucky finally smiled for the first time since the whole ordeal.
Afterwards, you went into damage control mode, starting with politely asking the servers to hand out a new round of drinks to everyone and escorting them to their seats so that speeches could start to hopefully prevent gossip from spreading too far. Then, you, Tony, and Bucky went to issue a formal apology to the Odinson family (Bucky, of course, had nothing to actually apologize for, but he still offered to do a full detail of each of their cars for free). Per your suggestion, Tony offered to donate five signed full sets of his books for the libraries at the schools of their choosing.
Thor gave both you and Bucky a big hug for dealing with Beck. “Barnes, the way ye dragged him out with his tail in between his legs was just grand! Wish it could have been me doin’ it, but I probably would have done way worse and for everyone’s sake, I’m glad I didn’t.”
Bucky nodded, shaking his hand and you smiled up at the man at your side, grateful to have him here to keep you grounded after feeling you were going to pass out from the panic racing through your veins.
You were definitely still in shock, not totally believing that Quentin had just been fired.
Thank fucking God.
The rest of the night was a roaring success. Tony went up to the stage shortly after the chaos died down, being his usual charming self and completely winning the crowd over. Bucky kept his hand in yours for the rest of the night, never wanting to leave your side.
There was one moment that the two of you had to temporarily part ways at the end of the night – much to both your disappointment – when you had to square away payment for the bartenders and caterers.
When you returned, you noticed that Bucky was standing in a circle with Tony and a few of the investors that were heading out, smiling and laughing as Bucky shook one of their hands. He turned to you as you approached and his smile widened, excusing himself to head your way.
“Making friends, Barnes?” you asked, tilting your head to the side questioningly.
He wiggled his eyebrows up and down. “What can I say, love? Everyone wants a chance to talk to the handsome mechanic who can get them a deal on good-quality service.” He leaned closer and whispered, “Becca and Sam are gonna shite themselves when they start getting calls from some of these folks.”
You laughed, rolling your eyes. “Alright, Mr. Hotshot Mechanic, how about the two of us get out of here?”
His eyes lit up in excitement and he extended his arm out, the other finding its way back around your waist right where it belonged. “Lead the way, love.”
You both bid your goodnights to Tony and then Bucky went to grab the truck, leaving you and your boss outside the venue by yourselves.
“I’m so sorry you had to deal with all this shit, Y/n,” Tony mumbled, face apologetic. “I should have fired him long ago. I guess I never realized how much he sucked until I actually hired a good assistant.”
You gave him a small smile, nodding. “No worries, Tony. I’m just sorry he wasn’t who you thought he was.”
He shrugged. “Well, I’ll be much more mindful of that when I look for a new Brand Manager. Until then, your workload might get a little nutty. That okay?”
You laughed. “If it was anything other than nutty I’d honestly be a bit concerned.”
Tony laughed with you, resting a hand on your shoulder. “Ain’t that the truth.” Headlights hit his face and you turned to see Bucky’s truck pull up. “So….are you two like, officially a thing now?”
You turned back to Tony, smile turning bittersweet. “Who knows. Kind of complicated, you know, living thousands of miles apart and all.”
“You never know. Sometimes things change.” He paused for a moment, then grinned. “Speaking of change, I got asked to go to breakfast with one of the investors from tonight right before our flight home. It’s right by the airport and it would honestly be a waste of time for me to go there and then pick you back up at the hotel.” His eyes flickered to the truck then back to you. “Do you think you might be able to find a ride to the airport and just meet me there?”
You fought back a gasp, eyes widening. Not having any morning obligations with Tony, nor driving with him from the hotel to the airport meant so much more time with Bucky. It wasn’t much, but any amount you could get with him was now a precious gift. You nodded, seeing the knowing look in his eyes and feeling like you’d never be able to adequately express your gratitude.
He nodded back, patting your shoulder before stepping away. “Right then, go have a good night and I’ll see you tomorrow.”
You grinned. “Have a good night, boss!”
His fingers moved up in a waving motion as he walked toward the valet pickup area, and you wasted no time turning and running to Bucky’s car.
The first stop was to the hotel so that you could both change into sweats and pack up your things. You nearly squealed with delight when Bucky let you remove his bowtie in between kisses, and then nearly dropped all of your toiletries when he removed his shirt, finally getting a peak at the hardened muscle all those terrible layers of clothing had been hiding all this time. Bucky let out a soft chuckle when you pouted as he threw on his red henley before he began to help you pack.
Helping turned out to be more like a series of constant derailments caused by him wrapping his arms around you from behind and kissing your neck every five minutes.
Once that was done, you checked out of your hotel and Bucky put your belongings in the truck, and then it was time to drive to your new favorite spot: a field in the middle of nowhere Ireland where the stars shone brighter than the streetlights in New York.
In the arms of the man you had fallen for before you even had a chance to stop yourself.
There were many moments when you wanted to crumble and burst into tears, as his hand cradled your face, or when his lips brushed against yours so tenderly. But you knew that as soon as you started you wouldn’t be able to stop, and you didn’t want anything to ruin this perfect moment.
Still, there were a few tears that managed to slide down your face, but Bucky kissed them away before they could leave streak marks on your skin.
You held onto each other, through the stories you shared, the silence that lingered as you stared into each other's eyes, the desperate kisses that made you wish you could stay in this moment forever.
Forever wasn’t an option, but the emotions you had felt the last two days would at least last you a lifetime.
You tried to stay awake all night, arguing that you could just sleep on the flight home. But the work from the last few days left you completely exhausted, and your lids grew heavy as Bucky’s hand moved along your arm in a hypnotic motion.
What really did you in was the moment he started humming an unfamiliar ballad, his perfect, soothing voice coaxing you to sleep.
When your eyes opened back up, the stars were gone, replaced by a purple sky.
You turned your gaze to the side to find Bucky awake, staring at you, a small, sad smile on his face.
“Morning, love.”
Things moved by in more of a haze the rest of the morning. You watched the sunrise, but your focus was more on the feel of your cheek against Bucky’s shoulder. The green fields passed you in a blur as you passed them on your way to the airport, your attention solely on the profile of Bucky’s face as he stared out at the road ahead, the way his fingers wrapped around the steering wheel of the truck, the way his hair blew in various directions from the wind.
Everything you could memorize about him, to paint the clearest picture in your head so that no matter where he was in the world, you could find him in your daydreams.
When the airport finally came into view, you felt knots form in your stomach, bile rising in your throat, dread puncturing your heart. Bucky noticed your distress and took your hand, giving you a comforting smile as he parked the truck.
You both sat there for a moment in silence, looking out at the crowds of people moving about outside, unable to make eye contact.
“We never spoke about it,” you finally whispered, taking a deep breath and turning to look at him. “About the after. After I leave…and what happens then.”
“Well,” Bucky started, clearing his throat, “I’m probably going to go to the pub and drown in my sorrows for the day after I make sure you’re settled and kiss ye senseless. And then, I’m gonna sit by my phone and wait for ye to call me when ye land and tell ye how much I miss ye.”
You smiled, tears welling in your eyes. “I know you said that you don’t have plans to visit New York anytime soon, but if you ever find yourself with a free week or something and feel like taking a trip across the pond…I would really like that.”
He bit his bottom lip, grinning. “That sounds grand.”
“And I definitely have to go back to the Golden Elixir to hang out with the hot redhead,” you said with a wink.
Bucky groaned, a low chuckle rumbling in his chest as he shook his head and you laughed along with him.
Your phone buzzed and you looked down at it, smile dropping from your face. “That’s Tony. He just got here. Guess I should go meet him.”
Bucky nodded somberly, then reached out to grab the back of your neck to pull you in for a sweet, tender kiss.
The two of you moved slowly as you grabbed your bags and made your way to the airport entrance, Bucky’s hand around your waist, thumb stroking your side.
Once you got to the double doors, you stopped and Bucky followed suit. You could see Tony through the glass windows scrolling through his phone, the one that you had been so desperate to get for him only two days ago.
The memory of Bucky’s small smile as he handed you the small rectangular box, as if he was truly so excited to do something that would make you happy. To fix whatever was going wrong in your life.
Oh how you wished he could fix this moment for you.
You turned to him, tears starting to fall. “I-”
“I have somethin’ for ye,” Bucky said nervously, lowering your bag to the ground and reaching into one of his pockets.
You breathed out a laugh. “If it’s another phone Bucky I might slap you.”
He shook his head. “No, it’s not that, love. Although if you want one let me know and I’ll give Sarah a call.” You lightly shoved his left shoulder and he grinned. “It’s nothin’, really, and if ye hate it you’re more than welcome to toss it in the bin as soon as I turn my back. I erm,” he shifted on his feet, “That day we met, I was finishin’ up a job near ye, and as I was walkin’ back to my truck Becca called asking me to head over to BHOD to help a panicked American lass out.” He smiled fondly at the memory, then pulled something out of his pocket, holding it out to you.
It was an Irish penny, a circular piece of metal punched through it and attached to a black leather cord.
“As I was talkin’ to Becs, I saw this coin right by the front tire of my truck. I don’t know what the custom is in the states, but it’s good luck to find a penny on the ground, so I took it. I never realized how much luck I was going to get from the blasted thing, but it led me to ye, and now I feel like the luckiest bastard on the planet for getting to spend these last few days with ye. They’ve been the best days of my life, and no matter what happens when ye walk through those doors, I’ll cherish the memories forever. I just want ye to remember that.”
You took the necklace, brushing your fingers over the coin, more tears falling down your face. You looked back up at him with a smile.
“I love it.” I love you, you thought, but couldn’t find the courage to say it. You figured he knew, though, and you figured he might feel the same.
“Grand,” he said, beaming. Then he moved behind you to tie it around your neck, leaning down to brush his lips right above where the leather rested along your skin.
When he was back in front of you, his hands caged your face between them, and he wiped away your tears with his thumbs.
“This isn’t the end, love, okay? I reckon we’re too good together for that to be the case, aye?”
You nodded. “And miss a chance to see this pretty face again? Never.”
He scrunched his nose with a smile, then pulled you in until your mouths found their way home.
No matter how long it might be before you crossed paths again, you knew you’d never forget the mesmerizing taste of Bucky Barnes’s lips.
They were sweeter than honey.
He pulled away to envelope you in his arms, embracing you to the point of almost crushing your body, and you still felt like it wasn’t tight enough.
“Until the next time, love,” he murmured into your ear. “I’ll be counting down the seconds.”
You nodded, moving back until you locked your eyes on the beautiful cerulean ones before you.
“Remember what you said to me that first night? About your lips being mine as long as I’ll have them?”
He smiled, eyes glistening. “I do.”
“Remember what I said after?”
A tear fell down his cheek. “That ye’d have them forever.”
You kissed him again, then whispered into his lips, “I’m holding you to that, Barnes.”
His smile widened. “Sounds like a plan, love.”
You smiled back, rubbing your nose against his and running your fingers through those soft, gorgeous chestnut locks.
Then, you grabbed your bags, took a long, deep breath, and moved to the double doors.
As soon as you got inside the airport, you looked over your shoulder.
Bucky was still there, smiling at you with tears in his eyes.
With one small wave, you turned and kept walking, heart cleaving in two.
FOUR MONTHS LATER
“Listen Y/n, are you sure you can’t come with us to D.C.? We’re meeting the President and everything!”
You chuckled, looking both ways before crossing the street. “I know, I know, but it’s my best friend’s wedding this weekend. I know the President is a big deal, but he wasn’t there with a sewing kit when I had a wardrobe malfunction at junior prom.”
Tony sighed. “That asshole,” he joked and you both laughed. “Well, I hope you have fun this weekend. Maria and I will sing all the karaoke without you.”
You nodded, even though he couldn’t see the movement through the phone. Maria Hill was Tony’s new Brand Manager. At first, she terrified you, her seemingly tough and serious demeanor incredibly intimidating. But then Tony took the two of you out to a karaoke bar after the first event she worked, and you realized that she was actually just the coolest, funniest person ever. She even helped with setup and breakdown, and complimented you when you did your job well. Basically, she was awesome, and you did feel a tinge of disappointment that you were missing a chance to hang out with them this weekend even though you saw them almost everyday. “If y’all sing any Spice Girls I will be devastated, you hear?”
He gasped, acting as if you had just accused him of murder. “I would never.”
“That’s what I thought, Stark.” You checked the time on your watch. “Has your car picked you up yet? They should be there within the next five minutes.”
“Not yet,” he said. “I’m bringing my bags down right now though so I’ll be ready when they do.”
“Do you have everything? Wallet, laptop, boarding pass, Invisalign-”
“Y/n, you have to let the Invisalign thing go. I forgot it one time-”
“And then I had to overnight it to Texas for you, where it got held up at some warehouse and took twice as long to redirect it back home. I’m sorry boss, but until those pearly whites are straight and no longer need a fancy retainer, it is permanently on the checklist.”
He sighed. “You know, sometimes it’s annoying how good you are at this job.”
“Just trying to make it impossible for you to fire me.”
“Well, you already nailed that one. If you ever threaten to leave me I might actually get on my hands and knees and beg you not to. Or I’ll make Morgan give you her best pouty face.”
“That’s not fair. You know I can’t resist a Morgan pout.”
“Neither can I.” He paused, then continued. “So…the wedding. Got a date or anything?”
“Nah, I usually go stag to these things. Besides, the only person I’d want to go with is thousands of miles away.” Though your tone was joking, you felt the familiar ache return in your chest, and your free hand moved to grab the penny resting on your chest.
You and Bucky had talked non stop since you left Ireland, either texting almost 24/7, late night phone calls, FaceTiming, or sharing funny TikToks with each other. You had wished that the two of you could have reconnected in person by now, but with your chaotic schedule and him focusing on applying to schools, there didn’t seem to be enough time for it to work out. Nor did it seem like it would anytime soon…
“Gotcha,” Tony replied, “Probably for the best, anyways. I bet you’re going to be too busy making sure the bride doesn’t have her own wardrobe malfunction.”
You giggled. “Exactly.”
“Oh, car’s here. What are you up to right now?” Tony asked.
“Almost home. Why? Do you need something?”
“Well, I did have something delivered to your place that should be there by now. Just want to make sure you get it.”
You furrowed your brows in confusion, rounding the corner to your building. “What is it-”
You stopped short, mouth agape as you stared wide-eyed at the door of your apartment.
At the ocean blue irises that were now locked onto yours, the sheepish smile just below them.
“Bucky?” you breathed out.
“Oh, good,” Tony said, and you could hear the smile on his face. “Delivery got there. I’ll leave you to it then. Have a great time, Y/n.” He hung up, but you couldn’t move the phone away from your ear. You couldn’t move at all.
Bucky walked slowly down the stairs and toward you, hands buried in his pockets.
You finally lowered the phone to your side. Your heart was pounding, head dizzy.
He stopped when he was a few feet away from you, and you noticed a pink hue form along his neck and up to his cheeks.
“Hello, love,” he said softly.
“W-what…what are you doing here?”
His shoulders moved up and down as he released a deep breath. “Well, I kind of live here now.”
Your face scrunched in confusion. “Wait, like in New York?”
He nodded. “Classes start in a week, so I just moved into my new flat.”
Your brain felt like it was moving 100mph and yet the idea of forming a coherent sentence seemed impossible. “You- classes? You do school here?”
He grinned at your words. “Columbia. Studying engineering. Also managed to snag a job as the personal mechanic for some rich author or whatever.”
Bucky was here. He was in New York. And he was staying? “I..”
“Listen, love. I know this was sprung on ye and I’m sorry I didn’t tell ye sooner. I had actually been wantin’ to apply before we even met, but I didn’t want to say that in case it made you feel any kind of pressure between us. And I honestly didn’t think I’d be able to get in because this school is so damn nice and I didn’t want to get yer hopes up. But Tony introduced me to some people in Dublin who knew members of the admissions team and..well, here I am.”
You tried to speak again, but there were too many words trying to push themselves up and it caused what could only be described as a traffic jam in your throat.
The silence made Bucky uncomfortable, so he continued. “We can talk about what this means. Obviously this is a very different scenario than what ye first imagined all those months ago. If ye wish our paths didn’t cross while I’m here, that’s…” he took another deep breath, “That’s fine. But I’d love to take ye out on a proper date if you’re interested. Many dates, if possible. Of course, I don’t know any of the places around here to eat so ye’d have to tell me what place ye like to-”
Without warning, you had finally regained control of your motor functions, and you jumped to close the distance between you, lips crashing into his.
He let out a gruff moan, arms wrapping around your waist and pulling your feet off the ground as he held you tightly to him.
And just like that, it felt like you were back in Ireland, surrounded by fields of green as the light of the sunrise kissed your face.
His lips were just as you remembered. Soft, tender, hungry.
Sweeter than honey, and all yours.
Forever, just as you wanted.
The End 🍀
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