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daedalusdoesstuff ยท 27 days ago
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Starting off strong with one of my favorite fics of all time from one of, if not my favorite fic author of all time!
Cover for: Bonnie & Klein by surveycorpsjean on ao3
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transparentbeardmentality ยท 2 years ago
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Bkdk fic rec
Bonnie & Klein
by surveycorpsjean
Time travel angst, pining, smut, self-love
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underrtheskinn ยท 2 months ago
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BIG LITTLE LIES
season 1
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rodyaaquata ยท 8 months ago
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Did you know that Sasha (and i think some others characters from pn) much higher than damn animatronics....
And idk i remember that Tumblr not only for psynauts stuff to upload ^_^
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generic-lab-assistant ยท 6 months ago
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More ref sheets
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solsticelosthermind ยท 2 months ago
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Completely unrelated to anything at all but what are yโ€™all favorite self-cest fics (literally any character, I need ideas lmfao) ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€
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colorlessjay ยท 1 month ago
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I don't know if you've mentioned this before, BUT what was the inspiration to your BTTFau?
I'M GLAD YOU FUCKING ASKED
OKAY SO
I used to be in the My Hero Academia Fandom and shipped Deku and Bakugo, so obviously I would be reading fics of them. ONE FIC, IN PARTICULAR, HAD A CHOKEHOLD ON ME
it was Bonnie & Klein by surveycorpsjean. And it's basically Deku and Bakugo being thrown into the future where they find out they're a married hero duo
And that's the main inspiration for the STORY (and interactions)
the actual original drawings were just me finding pictures on Pinterest and going "Man... I want long-haired Dean to wreck early-season Castiel"
But I couldn't stop that. It would be unfair. So I referenced that one Endverse screenshot we all know and love and slapped these two together into a half-hazard story (Not story) made from pure CRACK
and okay, maybe, JUST MAYBE, I thought we needed more future Dean interacting with past Cas. We already have a lot of future Cas going back in time, and I just thought it would be cool to throw my wrench into the ring
I know someone probably already had this idea before me (Pls tag me, I would love to read it) but the AU is fun
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teaboot ยท 2 years ago
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We get a lot of bad customers at my retail job but i think my favourites are the couples where the dude is like 45 years old wearing a snapback with the sticker on, "Cocaine and Caviar" hoodie with the Calvin Klein sweatpants and blown out hand tattoos and the girlfriend has the super saturated box dye lip injections full face Kardashian makeup inch long acrylics and platform heels and they come in together at like 3pm on a weekday to steal beef jerky, and when you find them on Facebook they've got 20+ heavy filter selfies together like "He's my King/She's my Queen" matching tattoos and if you confront them about hiding $3 energy drinks and false eyelashes in her purse they act like they run the streets but they drive a 1999 Toyota Corolla with one mismatched door no front fender and gold rims they bought on Amazon. Like girl he just got laid off from the Jiffy Lube and you were caught shoplifting from Dollar Tree, you're not Bonny and Clyde, you're Brandine and Cletus, and you're being removed from the Walmart
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ladiesonfilm-indices ยท 9 months ago
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Ladies A->F
Abella Danger โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.0
Abigail Mac โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.5
Abigaile Johnson โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Adria Rae โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 15.0 โญ๏ธ
Adriana Chechik โ€”โ€”โ€”|๐Ÿฅˆ| 19.5 โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ
Adrienne Rรณka โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 10.0
Agatha Vega โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.5
Airi Kijima โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.5
Akira May โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Alex Grey โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
Alex Mae โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Alexa Flexy โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.5 โญ๏ธ
Alexa Pearl โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 11.0
Alexa Tomas โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 16.0 โญ๏ธ
Alice Von V โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
Alina Li โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
Alina Lopez โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 10.5
Allison Parks โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 9.0
Ally Tate โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.5
Amia Miley โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 11.5
Amirah Adara โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 16.0
Amy Shine โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 8.5
Anastasia Martzipanova| 10.0
Angel Dark โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 16.5 โญ๏ธ
Angel Hott โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.5 โญ๏ธ
Angel Youngs โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
Angelica Bella โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.5 โญ๏ธโญ๏ธ
Angelina Crow โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 15.0 โญ๏ธ
Anita Bellini โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.5
Anita Blond โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.0
Anna Polina โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 9.0
Apolonia Lapiedra โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 15.0
April Olsen โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 15.0
Ariana Cortez โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 11.5
Ariana Marie โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 17.0 โญ๏ธโญ๏ธ
Ashley Tervort โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
Aspen Rae โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
Asuna Fox โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 10.0
Athena Anderson โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 11.0
Autumn Falls โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 9.5
Ayaka Mutou โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
Baby Nicols โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Bella Bellz โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Blondie โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.0 โญ๏ธ
Bonnie Dolce โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 9.5
Bree Olson โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.0 โญ๏ธ
Callie Calypso โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Candee Licious โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 11.5
Carter Cruise โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 15.5
Cayenne Klein โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 15.5 โญ๏ธ
Christen Courtney โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 11.0
Christina Bella โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
Cindy Shine โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.0
Cindy Starfall โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
Clara Trinity โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.5
Claudia Jamsson โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.0
Claudia Rossi โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
Clรฉa Gaultier โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Cris Bathory โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 10.0
Crystal Greenvelle โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.5
Cynthia Fox โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 10.0
Destiny Cruz โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.0
Dharma Jones โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 10.0
Dora Venter โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0 โญ๏ธ
Elena Koshka โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 8.0
Eliza Rose Watson โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Elsa Jean โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Ember Snow โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.0
Emelie Crystal โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.0
Emily Willis โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.0
Emma Bugg โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Emma Hix โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 16.0
Eva Elfie โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 9.0
Eva Lovia โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 14.5
Evelina Darling โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Florencia Onori โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 9.5
Francesca Dicaprioโ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 12.0
Freya Mayer โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”| 13.0
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insteading ยท 2 months ago
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Doing a big batch cook for the week with my housemates this weekend (pineapple peanut stew; chana masala; cabbage Parmesan; red curry with eggplant and tofu).
I've been listening to my 12 Days of Christmas playlist. It is mostly not Christmas music. Instead, it starts with one song about a pear tree, then two songs about doves, then three about chickens, then four about colly (coal-black) birds, five about gold rings, etc. I had to get all the way to geese before I hit a song that I'm "meh" about ("Surrey with the Fringe on Top"-- if you have another suggestion of a song with a goose in it, let me know!).
Anyway: thank you past self, this is hitting the spot. Full list below if you're curious! All of it's on YouTube.
Pear tree: Olya Fryz, "Posadzhu Ya Hrushechku (Pear Tree)" Turtle doves: Jess Klein, "Little White Dove" Prince, "When Doves Cry" French hens: Mussorgsky, "Ballet of the Unhatched Chickens" from Pictures at an Exhibition Fairport Convention, "The Hen's March Through the Midden" Louis Jordan, "Ain't Nobody Here but us Chickens" Colly birds: Beatles, "Blackbird" XTC, "Rook" Alan Parson Project, "The Raven" Arthur Baynon, "When Rooks Fly Homeward" Gold rings: Beyoncรฉ, "Single Ladies" Boiled in Lead, "Step it Out, Mary" Leah Jenea, "Gold Ring" Kimbra, "Plain Gold Ring" (both this and previous are riffs on Nina Simone's "Plain Gold Ring") Emmylou Harris, "Golden Ring" Geese a-laying: Rodgers & Hammerstein, "Surrey with the Fringe on Top" Pigpen Theatre, "Goose Song" Kate Rusby, "The Wild Goose" Debussy, Prelude Book 1 L 117, arranged by Dan Golding for Untitled Goose Game Jethro Tull, "Mother Goose" Ravel, "The Fairy Garden" from Mother Goose Suite Swans a-swimming: Carl Orff, "Burning Swan" from Carmina Burana Camille St. Saens, "The Swan" Tchaikovsky, "Dance of the Little Swans" from Swan Lake Dua Lipa, "Swan Song" BTS, "Black Swan" Loreena McKennitt, "The Bonny Swans" Jean Sibelius, Movement 3 of Symphony 5 (I vaguely remember reading that Sibelius was inspired by seeing swans in flight, if I'm wrong I'm wrong) Maids a-milking: Three Gaelic milking songs performed by Kate Nicholson The Longest Johns, "The Milkmaid" The Red Krayola, "Dairymaid's Lament" Donatan ft. Cleo, "My Slowiaenie" Heather Breeze, "The Dairymaid" Paddy Roberts, "Poor Little Country Girl" Sean Maguire, "The Dairymaid" R. Langgaard, "Saeterjenten" (Dairymaid) Ladies dancing: Dua Lipa, "New Rules" Boston College Dance Ensemble dancing to "Hallelujah" Sasha dances to "Istanbul, not Constantinople" on Bunheads Ballet sequence from The Red Shoes "Cell Block Tango" Beyond Words Dance Company dancing to "Closer to Fine" Fourth and final part of Martha Graham's "Appalachian Spring" "Canned Heat" from Center Stage Beyoncรฉ, "Formation" John Gardner, "Tomorrow Shall be my Dancing Day" Lords a-leaping: Alvin Ailey Dance Ensemble, "Sinnerman" Kriss Kross, "Jump" "Candy Canes" from Balanchine Nutcracker "Candy Canes" from Debby Allen's Hot Chocolate Nutcracker Donald O'Connor, "Make 'em Laugh" from Singing in the Rain Gregory Hines and Mikhail Baryshnikov, Duo Dance from White Nights Turf Feinz soloists No Noiz, Man, BJ, and Dreal dancing to music by Yung FX, Erk tha Jerk, and COOP Virsky Hopak soloists of the Ukrainian Dance Company Alvin Ailey Dance Ensemble, "EN" Pipers piping: Medieval Baebes, "Old King Cole" The Rogues, "Gravel Walk" Big Country, "In a Big Country" (yeah I know it's actually guitar, but it's the best pipe approximation I've ever heard from guitars) Migos, "Pipe it Up" "Scotland the Brave" Loreena McKennitt, "Mummer's Dance" Paul McCartney, "Pipes of Peace" (also "meh" on this one) "Toss the Feathers" and "The Bunch of Keys" Pointer Sisters, "Banging on the Pipes / Steam Heat" Pipe Guy (Adelaide) playing a 10-minute house / trance / techno set on PVC tubes Charles Widor, "Toccata" Drummers drumming (okay, this is where the actual Christmas music disproportionately comes in): "Patapan" Sally Avant, "Reel Around the Sun" Leslie Odom Jr, "Little Drummer Boy" Morehouse College Glee Club, "Betelehemu" Bindley Benjamin, "Parang Soca" Chieftains / Elvis Costello, "St Stephen's Day Murders" Christopher Tin, "Baba Yetu" Arlindo Cruz, "Natal Diferente" XTC, "Stupidly Happy" Kwadwo Donkor, "Afehyia Pa" Duke Ellington / Tchaikovsky, "Danse of the Floreadores"
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cervinae-canine ยท 7 months ago
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Do the tf2 mercs have any special nicknames for Morale?
Most of them would refer to Morale both professionally and casually but I think after a few months or so, they would get comfortable enough to refer to Morale with nicknames.
(also please note that english is my first language and my knowledge of speaking other languages is limited so if i fuck up on some of the nicknames, that is why)
Order is chronological (oldest to most recent):
Pyro: Mmpmm (N/A)
Soldier: Maggot, Sweetheart, Cupcake, Sunshine (self-explanatory)
(i have a headcanon that soldier would either refer to his partner as the nicknames above or would just call them military titles like 'private' or 'corporal'. and maybe the higher the rank, the more respect he has for someone)
Scout: Pipes (nickname; casual) Pal (not personalized to specifically Morale; very casual)
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Demoman: Pipes, Lass / Lad (used interchangeably) Bonnie (means pretty or beautiful; usually said as in โ€œbonnie lassโ€ or โ€œbonnie ladโ€), Pretty Little thing (self explanatory), Braw (used affectionately and positively; means excellent or pleasant)
Wee Lamb/Sweet Lamb and others similar (i got no explanation for this one I just think it's cute-)
Engineer: Partner, Hun, Sweetie, Darlin, Pumpkin, Honeybee, Sugar/sugarplum, Attagirl/Attaboy
Heavy: ะ—ะฐะนั‡ะธะบ/ะทะฐะนั‡ะพะฝะพะบ; Zaychik/zaychonuk (means little rabbit / bunny)
(I hope thats how i spell it. this was after 5 minutes of research and I'm not sure of this at all)
(Heavy uses a lot of Russian nicknames at first because he'd probably be too embarrassed to call Morale โ€œlittle bunnyโ€ in English)
Pipsqueak (the only English nickname he usually calls Morale; reminds him both of her smaller stature and the first part of her name; doesnโ€™t know it could be considered as derogatory or demeaning in english)
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Sniper: Mate (used colloquially; casual), Pipes (nickname; casual), Bugger / lil Bugger (used colloquially; casual; affectionately), Mad / Sick Cunt (used colloquially; very casual; VERY positive)
(also for anyone concerned: the word "cunt" is not exclusively used in a derogatory way in australia and specifically โ€œmad cunt or sick cuntโ€ can be used in a positive way)
Medic: Liebling (means darling; romantic; generally used more casually), Schatz (means sweetheart; used more generally and was also used before their romantic relationship; romantic), Singvogel / Mein Singvogel (means songbird / my songbird; he thought of the Pied Piper story when he heard her real name), Kleines Taube / Tรคubchen (means little dove / pigeon; self-explanatory)
Spy: My Dear / Mon Cher (used interchangeably), Jeune Rose (affectionate; means young rose; rose can mean both the flower or the color pink, since Morale wears a pink suit; romantic), Mon Petit Artiste (means my little artist; teasingly
proships dni
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bkdkdump ยท 3 months ago
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this ending feel like bkdk from bonnie and klein before time travelling, which if you haven't read you should, if you read it, go re read it
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hahskeleton ยท 1 year ago
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I miiiiiight put Ballora into Solar Judgement AUโ€ฆ Iโ€™ve gotten into a weird need to draw her more often.
Solar Judgment lore(?)/ details
Every animatronic that is in this fic is either a god or demigod. Hereโ€™s the list of gods I have so far (it will be updated):
Freddy: God of the Overworld (used to be Heaven reaper)
Monty: God of the Underworld (used to be Hell reaper)
Chica: Goddess of life
Roxanne: Goddess of Beauty and Lust
Ballora: Goddess of Dance and Poetry
Puppet: Goddess of Witchcraft
Sun: Heaven Reaper
Moon: Hell Reaper
Bonnie (fnaf 1 base design): God of Weather
Nightmarionne (also goes by Nightmare): Spirit of Nightmares
Thatโ€™s all for now!
Not god-like characters:
Y/N: Kid of the village mayor
Vanessa: Mother of Y/N, also kinda rude
Klein Children: Y/Nโ€™s friends (Liam, Sammy, Charlie, and Gabriella)
Other people from y/nโ€™s former home: Tia, Abigail, Ivy, Mrs. Belle, Mr. Jacob, Mr. and Mrs. Christianson, Mr. and Mrs. Klein
Old Papa: Heโ€™s kinda dead
New Papa: Heโ€™s also kinda dead
Nanny: Her real name is Isabella, but nobody has to know that
Eclipse: [content not available]
William (also called Afton): Heโ€™sโ€ฆ yโ€™know.
Questions Iโ€™ve gotten previously:
THEREโ€™S AN ECLIPSE?! - yesโ€ฆ! But we donโ€™t talk about him.
How long will it be? - I have no clue
Can I make fanart? - YES!! Iโ€™d like that very much.
Can I use your characters as inspiration?! - Yeah just make sure if you use my AU or characters as inspiration, give me credit.
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asktaskforce141 ยท 6 months ago
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What is most ridiculous nickname that the boys would call their S/Os?
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Either bonny wee baby, or little pint, if they're shorter than myself... ๐Ÿคญ
- your friendly neighborhood Scotsman ๐Ÿงผ
I don't think I really have one that's ridiculous, necessarily. I mean, I'd most likely use the usual nicknames for them: love, pet, darling, etc. ๐Ÿค”
- 141's resident Ghost ๐Ÿ’€
I mean, it's not ridiculous really, but probably "angel baby", or something similar. ๐Ÿ‘€
- Keegan "The P is Silent" Russ ๐Ÿ˜Ž
Probably something like "pretty little poppy" or "little dove", honestly.
- Gaz ๐Ÿงข
I would most likely call them my "kleine Kleinigkeit", or "kleiner Fisch", if there was much of a height difference. ๐Ÿคญ
- Kรถnig ๐Ÿ‡ฆ๐Ÿ‡น
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generic-lab-assistant ยท 2 years ago
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Kinda late motherโ€™s day art because moms
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derjungeohneherz ยท 2 years ago
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Ich bin nicht der Mensch der seine Gefรผhle klar in Worte fassen kann. Ich war auch noch nie gut darin. Dabei verdienst sie so viel mehr, als mein halben antworten wenn ich รผber Gefรผhle spreche.
Mir ist klar das sie dass hier lesen wird. Sie soll wissen das sie mir die welt bedeutet. Aber das ich in meiner Wort Wahl rum stolper wenn ich versuche das zum Ausdruck zu bringen.
Es ist nicht ihre Schuld das ich mich nicht ausdrรผcken kann. Ich werde unsicher und nervรถs, wenn ich versuche Gedanken und Gefรผhle klar aus zu drรผcken. Vor allem wenn es mir so viel bedeutet, wie sie es tut.
Ich weiรŸ noch nicht einmal ob es ihr was bringt wenn ich es schaffe das aus zu drรผcken was ich fรผhle. Im ersten Moment vielleicht schon, im anderen Moment raubt ihr ihre Unsicherheit den glauben in meine Worte. Ist es dann dumm von mir es zu tuen? Oder es zu lassen?
Als sie mich ansprach war ich verwundert, was will eine so wunderschรถne Frau von einem verkommenen jungen wie mir? Sie war sehr unsicher, ich war es auch. Wir wechselten ein paar Sรคtze. Als ich ihr in die Augen sah lรถste es was in mir aus was ich nicht verstand. Aber da war mir klar, ich muss diese kleine, sรผรŸe, zierliche Frau einfach kennen lernen, egal wie blรถd die Umstรคnde waren.
Umstรคnde wurden geklรคrt und bei Seite geschafft, es war nicht immer einfach. Aber mir war bewuรŸt das ich nur sie will. Wenn ich etwas will, dann Kรคmpfe ich dafรผr!
Ich wurde verarscht, verletzt und betrogen. Hatte dieses verkรผmmerte Ding in der brust was sich Herz nennt eingemauert und versiegelt. Wollte niemanden mehr an mich ran lassen, wollte dieses leid nicht mehr spรผren. Diese Welt ist nicht mehr gemacht dafรผr wahre Liebe aufleben zu lassen. Jedem geht es nur um Geld und einen schnellen fick. Man findet immer jemanden der besser ist. Ich nicht. Ich gehรถre nicht zu diesen Menschen. Ich mรถchte sesshaft werden, eine familie grรผnden, ein haus bauen bis ans ende ihrer tage, blindes vertrauen, durch Hรถhen und durch Tiefen, so ein bonny und clyde ding, fรผr den anderen durch die Hรถlle gehen und wenn es sein muss fรผr einander sterben.
Als ich in ihre wunderschรถnen Augen sah, glaubte ich das zu sehen. Ich hab mich selber fรผr vollkommen naiv gehalten. Aber ich wollte wissen was dahinter steckt.
Je mehr ich dieses wundervolle Wesen von Frau kennen lernen durfte umso mehr fรผhlte ich dieses komische Gefรผhl was ich nicht definieren konnte. Wollte es nicht wahrhaben da ich die Hoffnung dafรผr aufgegeben hatte. Liebe.
Heute bedeutet sie mir mehr als ich in Worte fassen kann, mehr als sie sich vorstellen oder wahrhaben kann. Sie ist meine kleine Welt. Ich sorge mich mehr um ihr Leben als um mein eigenes. Ich habe es nicht fรผr mรถglich gehalten das mir sowas nochmal widerfรคhrt, umso mehr Angst habe ich das sie wieder geht.
Fรผr mich ist sie eine atemberaubende, faszinierende wunderschรถne Frau. Klug, wort gewandt und sexy zugleich. Sie lรคsst meine mauern die ich Jahre lang gebaut habe einfach so schmelzen. In ihrer Gegenwart bin ich ruhiger, ausgeglichener und angekommen. Ist sie nicht da schau ich pausenlos auf mein Handy ob sie sich gemeldet hat, angespannt und bei weitem nicht so glรผcklich und lebensfroh wie wenn sie da wรคre. Durch sie ist mein Lachen wieder echt. Wegen ihr wage ich den Kampf mit mir selbst weiter um eine besserer mensch zu sein, ein besserer Mann fรผr sie! Sie ist meine Welt und ich wรผrde ihr die Sterne vom Himmel holen und die Welt zu ihren FรผรŸen legen wenn ich kรถnnte!
Sie gibt mir so viel ohne es nur zu wissen, ich bin ihr unendlich dankbar. Dabei hat sie ihren eigenen Kampf nie aus gefechtet. Sie trรคgt so viel balast mit sich herum, versteckt hinter einem wunderschรถnen Lรคcheln und manchmal hinter zu viel schminke fรผr das wunderschรถne Gesicht... Ich wรผrde ihr so gerne helfen. Ihr einfach etwas davon abnehmen von dem Leid. Ihr einen safeplace bieten kรถnnen wo sie das alles das gar nicht nรถtig hat, wo sie sein kann wer sie ist, wo sie sich nicht verstellen muss um anderen zu gefallen. Ich versuche ihr einfach das zu geben was sie braucht, aber ich bin auch nur ein Mensch mit 1000 Fehlern.
Ich Liebe sie aus vollem Herzen und es tut weh sie leiden zu sehen. Sie tut sich so viel Leid an was sie gar nicht nรถtig hรคtte. In meinem Augen ist sie perfekt, in ihren diskriminiert sie sich weiter. Sie sollte sich einmal mit meinen Augen sehen. Dann wรผrde sie sehen wie sehr ich sie an himmel, wรผrde sehen wie wunderschรถn sie ist.
Ich hoffe das wir das zusammen hin bekommen. Ich hoffe das ich ihr so viel bedeute wie sie mir. Ich hoffe das ich ihr das geben kann was sie braucht. Ich hoffe das ich keine Enttรคuschung fรผr sie bin. Ich hoffe das ich ihr ausreiche. Ich hoffe das ich sie glรผcklich machen kann. Ich hoffe das sie bleibt, fรผr immer.
In Liebe dein Mann!
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