#Billy Lemos

[beautiful-noises]

we’ll meet again eventually, darling

met you in dream

[listen here]

i. old soul saint motel/ ii. cold turkey lewis del mar/ iii. wait billy lemos & still woozy & blake parker/ iv. on time wallows/ v. mariposa del water gap/ vi. eventually, darling declan mckenna/ vii. i love you too ezra bell/ viii. backwards breathing the head and the heart/ ix. reason for dreaming the happy fits/ x. madly atta boy/ xi. science fiction smallpools/ xii. joyride cailin russo/ xiii. so my darling rachel chinouriri/ xiv. have we met before? tom rosenthal/ 

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"I Just Can't Be Alone" by Lexa Gates, feat. Billy Lemos

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Lexa Gates ft. Billy Lemos - "I Just Can't Be Alone" [VIDEO]

Lexa Gates releases “I Just Can’t Be Alone” single with Billy Lemos In a highly anticipated release, Queens-native Lexa Gates has released her latest single, “I Just Can’t Be Alone,” captivating audiences with its soulful production and introspective lyrics. Produced by Billy Lemos (Omar Apollo, Still Woozy), the track showcases Lexa’s unique blend of rap and silky vocals, offering a poignant…

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Lexa Gates & Billy Lemos - I Just Can't Be Alone (Official Music Video)

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SPRING MIX: An April 2023 Playlist

track #9: Billy Lemos ft. Monsune - Always

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Godly the Ruler - revenge (Prod. by Billy Lemos)

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i’m in a music recommending mood today, so i’ll just get right to it and share some albums/songs i’ve been loving lately:

Better in the Shade by Patrick Watson

this whole album is incredible and even though it is only 22 minutes total, it feels so much longer (in a good way)!! like there’s so much emotion and depth poured into these 7 songs that i just can’t even explain it all. it just does things to my heart every time i listen. the title track is my favorite, but Stay and Little Moments are close seconds.

Always by Billy Lemos and Monsune

this single is so freaking beautiful. not in the lovely, graceful, classical way, but in the simple way of just making you feel like you are in a car watching unfamiliar roads blur by you. it’s about the passing of time, the things that stay the same, and so much more. (plus the beat is really catchy)

A I A: Alien Observer by Grouper

this album has been an absolute lifesaver for me. it’s the perfect music to get me to focus: the lyrics aren’t too overpowering, the background isn’t too fast, and it calms me without making me feel tired. it’s hard to pinpoint a favorite song from the album though, since they all seem to blur together into one continuous song. there’s something about it makes me think of what floating endlessly in space would feel like.

that’s it for now but i’ll be back with more in the future!!! just wanted to share some of the ones that have been on my mind <3

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💞A different type of rec list ask game, to rep your own fics and other authors you enjoy.💞 Spell out your user name with fic recs. If the letter correlates to one of your fics you rec it (no duplicates use a different fic for repeat letters.) If you get to a letter you don’t have a fic title for you rec one you‘ve liked from someone else. 💖Send this to someone who might need a little love on their own fics or just like spreading the love.💖

Oh, my username is LONG, this is gonna be HARD (haha get it). Keeping it Harringrove to keep it simple (for myself. I have over 3k bookmarks on ao3)

The Green Hawkins Tigers Sweatshirt, by me. 1k, Steve comforts Billy after a run in with Neil.

Hook Possum, by @platypanthewriter. 16k, Steve's a camp counselor and there's a guy Possum Mascot he's very friendly with. This fic had me laughing and giggling from start to finish. It's ART.

I Had to See You, by me. Almost 2k, Billy and Steve broke up three weeks ago, and Steve shows up on Billy's doorstep. One of the fics I'm proudest of.

sad-eyed lady of the lowlands, by @whenyouwishuponastar7. 94k, Steve is a professional babysitter, and is hired to look after Max after she and her older brother move to Hawkins. This was the first fic I read from her and I FELL IN LOVE. Absolute masterpiece. Every time she posts new fics I run to read them so fast.

Shout At The Devil, by @writerwhowritesao3. It's actually a series (155k) that has me by the balls, but the first fic(68k) can be read on its own just fine. It's a retelling of season 2 and it's delicious. It also gives Susan a personality. I would tag just the first fic, but I don't have a J in my username and I HAD to.

Of Cats and Men, by @ihni. 39k, Billy hits a cat with his car, and has to take care of three little kittens. Steve helps. This fics is EVERYTHING to me. Billy and cats get me every time, right in the heart. You will need to hug your pet when you read this, though.

Run for the Shadows, by @shieldofiron. 36k, this fic is DELICIOUS. Friends with benefits to lovers, OBLIVIOUS STEVE. So oblivious. Pure of heart, dumb of ass. I had such a great time reading this fic.

Towel Talks, by @weird-an. 10k, after s3, Steve finds Billy in the community pool sauna. I love this one because An does caring Steve SO WELL. I was like this 🥺 the whole time I was reading it. It's so so good.

On Loving Billy, by lilpeas. I don't know their tumblr. 16k, this is THE break-up and make-up fic. It hurts SO GOOD, their emotions are so beautifully written out. It wrung everything out of me. Love.

for what you have tamed, by skoosiepants. Don't know their tumblr either. 10k. Billy is a cat and a dragon, and he keeps saving Steve's life. I LOVE magical realism, and this fic builds the world incredibly well. It's such a good read.

Sideways, by @robthegoodfellow. 46k. THIS FIC. It spins season 2 on its head so fucking well, oh my god. Rob is such a good writer, I've read this fic more than once and it gets to me every time. Their Billy is incredible.

Only The Freaks Come Out at Night, by shippingmyarmada (idk their tumblr). 67k. GREAT post s2 fic. You know I cry from happiness when I find a post s2 fic. This one is really, really well done.

Rotten Apples, by @weird-an. 14k. It's. a. WITCHER. AU. Do I need to say anything else???????? I love this so much. So much. You have no idea.

Camaro, by @lovebillyhargrove. I'm cheating a little on this one bc I don't know the name of the fic and I wanted to include it, and it's about the Camaro coming alive after season 3 and going on a killing spree to avenge Billy. It gets EVEN BETTER from there. Ana wrote this so well, whenever a chapter dropped on tumblr I lost my shit.

every night fucks every day up, by anonymous. 8k. It's a modern AU, and you know I love my modern AUs. Steve and Billy interact through snapchat. I have a soft spot for snapchat because i first heard about this app reading a Sterek fic in january 2014. This has nothing to do with the fic.

Read to Me?, by lemonlovely (idk tumblr). 12k. Someone leaves books with marked passages at Family Video for Steve. It's SO CUTE. SO CUTE. I love it.

Yeah, It's Me, by @callieb. 29k. Another fic that's between s2 and s3, and this one is SOOOOO GOOD in that their relationship starts as a FWB that's kind of unhealthy and I just about died reading this. Happy ending though. Trust me, it's worth it.

And that's done! It took me over 2 hours to put this together lmao so go give these fics and these writers some love! They deserve it.

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august 2024

lunar vacation - sick

sydney sprague - tell me

esme emerson - fade out

brye - chasm

illuminati hotties - power

chloe lilac - supermoon

orla gartland - the hit

rainbow frog biscuits - forget about you

beeson - swimmer

allie - radio shower

alix page - girlfriend

tokyo tea room - no rush

taska black - walk away

kississippi - smaller half

soccer mommy - m

michelle - mentos and coke

kenzie - face to face

clairo - add up my love

towa bird - ew

remi wolf - frog rock

tiffany day - kansas

tiffi - hell

abby holliday - steve martin

hannah cole - massachusetts

tilly louise - restart

hippo campus - paranoid

toe - close to you

options - had my share

i love your lifestyle - fickle minds

gulfer - cursed

jack m. senff - snake

haley heynderickx - seed of a seed

hannah cottrell - ~palmtrees~

teen daze - in the rain

silas - love line(s) ii

sumin - why, why, why

hailey knox - innocence

frey - just sad

jewel owusu - b-day

thủy - hair down

newjeans - right now

maya randle - set me free

slumberjunkie - teach me how to fly

kučka - cry cry cry

baobei - how you like me now

jessica hammond - lonely

sophi - bestie

take van - if we had another day

ceci - rocket

ariia rose - retrograde

edizzy - hiding

klurax - pretend

sycco - monkey madness

annie-dog - violence'66

vi0let - blue blood

tominthechamber - rollercoastering

kelz - guitar + peaches - mkstn remix

bcee - makes me feel alive

nude - maybe

lava la rue - second hand sadness

sudley - exhale

jon santana - where did you go

charlotte plank - nightshift

ema sakura - tell me

earth to emily - she kinda looks like me - elio x billy lemos remix

blondeting - control (watch me)

snoozegod - gave it all

wenszy - 5am

kruu - caramel

fuvk - handlebars

hkfiftyone - my purgatory

janghoon - moss

ilykimchi - lol

vally.exe - the rest

gaburyu - summonsense

porter robinson - is there really no happiness?

shiori novella - sirens

hakos baelz - 818

[sluttycheesefries]

Holy shit

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Chuva doce.

Gostaria de me importar com a chuva que caia sobre minha cabeça, ou com minhas roupas encharcadas grudando em minha pele. Você se importaria, com certeza. Diria para sair da chuva, parar de chorar ou o que seja, porque você faria aqueles chocolates quentes com marshmallows.

Você é doce, muito doce, você era doce. Muito teimosa, despreocupada sobre tudo, menos eu. Me pergunto se eu te dei preocupação o suficiente para causar seu estresse. Queria ter te dado mais, um carinho, um colo e um abraço quentinho, até um dizer bonito com um te amo no final. Talvez aí, você teria ficado.

Eu me acostumei demais com sua presença, ter você aqui, cuidando de mim e dizendo que me daria um pé na bunda se eu não te desse flores no nosso aniversário de namoro. No fim, não deu tempo.

Eu ainda mantenho seu anel que eu iria lhe pedir em casamento, e aquelas luvas para jardinagem que cheiram a guardado agora. Escutar aquele seu espirro fofo seria engraçado, ver seu nariz vermelho e sua expressão irritada.

Eu não poderia me importar menos com o frio, porque nada se compara ao sentimento de não te ter comigo. O vazio no peito não seria substituído. Eu não escutaria sua risada e passos pesados entrando na porta depois de um longo dia de trabalho, ou sua expressão feliz com minhas comidas.

Você se foi e agora eu estou perdido novamente. Me dizem que você está em um lugar melhor, e de certa forma gosto de pensar assim também. Também gosto de pensar que somos almas gêmeas e que iremos nos encontrar em todas as vidas.

Com esse pensamento, tiro e retiro a terra molhada com meus dedos firmes. Um pequeno buraco é feito, e eu substituo a terra com suas luvas e nossos anéis que você nunca chegou a ver. Não queria te dar tanto trabalho ou lhe fazer esperar na próxima vida, eu poderia esperar mais um pouco para fazer uma surpresa.

Com passos sólidos e desconexos ao mesmo tempo, eu lavo as mãos e faço um chocolate quente depois do banho.

Eu estou tentando seguir, mas nunca vou conseguir sem você.

Até a próxima vida, meu doce amor.