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To Know YouâŠ
Pairing: Benedict Bridgerton x fem!reader
Summary: Benedict knows you better than anyone. But does he know himself well enough to know what he truly wants?
Warnings: none really⊠fluffy fluff. Childhood friends, class differences, marriage mart shenanigans, dancing, marriage proposals, Benedict being adorable while also a complete dumbass, unrequited to requited love, love confessions.
Word Count: 10.4k (yeah, it's a long one, folks)
Authors Note: this is a request fill for @curlsincriminology (ask HERE) about Benedict showing you all the wonderful things he sees in you, but will he figure out his own feelings before it's too late? Thanks to the complete trooper @colettebronte for beta reading this monster one-shot. Enjoy <3
I: To Know YouâŠ.
âI would rather not, Miss y/l/n,â the young man clips, walking away from you at a brusque pace.Â
You sigh and look down at your feet. Mrs Parsons will be so very disappointed, is all you can think.
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Benedict may not have heard the words spoken, but even from his vantage point at the other end of the ballroom, he could see the disdainful way the young man uttered his parting words to you. It makes anger flare hot in his chest, his fist forming reflexively at his side.
He watches as you look down, shoulders hunching, folding in on yourself physically, as if the rejection for a dance has manifested in a body blow. He feels a pang in his gutâof sympathy, indignance on your behalf and mainly at the injustice of it all. To him, you are a wonderful, intelligent, caring person worthy of a good match. Still, the circumstances of your upbringing seem to stymie your attempts to join so-called âpoliteâ society at every turnâŠ
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You look up with a defeated mien until your eyes land on one person who has always been able to ameliorate any of your more morose moodsâBenedict Bridgerton. Instantly, you feel lighter. You give him a polite nod across the crowded room, and, to your delight, he returns it, a hint of a sympathetic smile tugging at his lips. It is just so very characteristic of him to offer silent support, to understand, from witnessing a moment of interaction, precisely what you are feeling. A large part of you feels so wistful that there is no other man quite as nice as him. Suddenly, your overwhelming need is to leave this stuffy ballroom and catch some air.
You grew up under the tutelage of the kindly doctorâs widow, Mrs Parsons, whose house is not far from the vast Bridgerton estate in Kent. The naturally born daughter of nobody quite knows whom, you were taken in as her ward when you were abandoned upon her doorstep at a mere two years old. Her reputation for kindness towards young waifs and strays is likely why you were left there. It is an event you were too young to recall, so all you have known your whole life is her generosity and kindness, raising you as if her own.Â
And now that you are of age, she takes you to events around Kent in the hopes of securing you a respectable husband, the most prestigious being tonightâs Hearts and Flowers Ball at Aubrey Hall. The Bridgertons have always been gracious enough to invite local families, those without the means to partake in the London season, to events at their country estateâa kindness that allows for your attendance tonight. Itâs just such a pity that the one bachelor Mrs Parsons was so very keen for you to meet, one Mr Reeves, just rebuffed you so thoroughly.Â
You glance down at the remaining empty slots on the dance card tied to your wrist and sigh again. Now that you are out on the terrace in the fresh evening air, the light breeze is at least a partial balm, allowing you to recover from the sting of rejection away from the hubbub of the ballroom.
âI will never understand how the men of this county can consider themselves anything approaching mannered.âÂ
You would know that refined voice anywhere. It haunts your dreams. Just the sound of it making your ribs tighten. You turn to see Benedict sauntering towards you, two drinks in hand, that sympathetic smile still in place.
âYou are far better off without such rudeness,â he adds dryly as he pulls up beside you, arching an eyebrow for your entertainment.
âYou are far too kind, Mr Bridgerton,â you answer, taking the glass he offers with a meek smile, trying not to let your ardent admiration for him be too evident.Â
âMr Bridgerton?!?â he scoffs, âWhat happened to BenBen?â he teases gently, recalling your childhood name for him when you were a mere four and he was nine.
âWe are at a formal event; I should address you as such, should I not?â you reply playfully, a warmth spreading inside as it always does when you get the chance to have a witty, convivial exchange with him.
By gosh, if there is one man to whom you would pledge yourself without hesitation, it is him. But, of course, he is the second son of an illustrious family. To think you would have any chance to win his heart would be as likely as a future king to marry a commoner. Still, you can dreamâŠ
âAt least call me Benedict, Skylark,â he winks over his wine glass as he takes a sip, butterflies erupting in your tummy at the affectionate nickname he has used since you were small; you have to avert your eyes to avoid blushing deeply.
Just as he goes to speak again, his brother, the Viscount, materialises at his side. Looking to all intents and purposes as if he is trying to escape the ball as much as you are.
âMother is best avoided tonight, brother,â Anthony warns sagely, taking a large gulp of his champagne. âShe is under the erroneous impression I am suddenly in want of a wife.â
You can't stop the giggle that bubbles up from within at his wry observation of his predicament.
âHello, y/n,â he greets warmly, just noticing you are also there, his face morphing into a youthful, playful grin. If Benedict is the husband you have always dreamed of, Anthony is the elder brother you have always yearned for. In fact, that is always how he has treated you, akin to Eloise and Daphne, who you grew up playing with, being of similar age.
âHello, Anthony,â you chime back. âHow was the hunt earlier? Did the infamous Bridgerton brothers kill another prized stag?â you inquire, keen to engage both of them for as long as they will entertain you. Just being around them always lifts your spirits to no end.
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Benedict observes you as you listen intently to Anthonyâs recounting of the hunt earlier that day, impressed by your resilience. He has no doubts any other woman would feign an attack of the vapours had a man rejected her so harshly. But here you are, politely listening to his brotherâs boasting, even though he can tell you are hurting inside.
Perhaps it helps that your snub went primarily unnoticed. You are unknown to the Ton; any witnesses likely dismissing it as the business of âcountry folkâ unworthy of note. Which, frankly, he could scoff at, seeing as he holds you in higher regard than all of the other attendees combined.
âHow about you?â Anthony ends his story with a question to you, interrupting Benedictâs train of thought. âHow has your experience been at our fine event this evening?â
âOh, the house is splendidly decorated and the music wonderful,â you obfuscate behind flattery. Anthony appears to buy it, but Benedict sees behind your facade, the flame behind your usually bright gaze dimming a little, making something ache in his gut to see it.Â
Damn that idiot for ruining your evening! This just wonât doâŠ
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You can feel Benedictâs eyes upon you as you respond abstractly to Anthony.
âY/n here is too polite to say it, but she was treated harshly by that young Reeves chap from Tenterden,â Benedict edifies as you bow your head, embarrassed. âLetâs be sure to rescind his invitation to future events, brother,â he appends with a surly tone.
âDuly noted,â Anthony nods sincerely, a brush of confusion flitting over his face regarding his brother's vehemence.
âNo, there is no needâŠâ you begin to protest weakly but halt mid-sentence under the intensity of Benedictâs gaze.
âI bore witness. Believe me, He shall not darken our door again,â he states firmly.
It appears the matter is very much decided, and you donât want to put up much of a fight, seeing as it ultimately benefits you. You do, however, want to bathe in the warm glow inside whenever Benedict defends you. It's wonderful to have someone looking out for you, especially one so handsome and kind.
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Two days later, you are taking afternoon tea with Mrs Parsons at the local tea shop when Benedict breezes in, looking so majestic dressed in Bridgerton blues that you grind to a halt. Luckily, he has not seen you as he makes a beeline for the counter.
ââTis rude to stare, my dear,â Mrs Parsons lectures sotto voce, nodding to your teacup, frozen in mid-air.
You shake your head a touch and place said item back in your saucer as she turns briefly to look at what or who caught your attention. Then she reaches out, her lace-gloved hand gently patting yours.Â
âIt would be prudent to set your sights a little more realisticâŠâ she advises with a sympathetic air. âNot that I fault your choice,â she adds, so quietly at first you're not sure you heard her correctly, but there is a tiny playful smirk tugging at the corner of her lips. Your mouth falls open fractionally, and you stare as she shrugs. âI may be old, my dear, but I am not blind.â
Well, I never, Mrs Parsons!
As you take a bite of food, Benedict twists around from speaking to the proprietor, and he sees you. Thereâs a jolt down your spine as he breaks into a huge smile that claims his whole face. And you almost choke on scone crumbs as he makes a beeline over to you rather than the exit.
âGood afternoon, Miss y/l/n, Mrs Parsons!â he greets effusively. âWould it be terribly impolite to ask to join you briefly?â
Mrs Parsons' face is a picture of surprise. âNot at all; the pleasure is ours, Mr Bridgerton,â she responds affably, gesturing to the spare chair at your small round table.
As Benedict sits, Mrs Parsons shoots you an incredulous look. It's your turn to shrug fractionally.
âMrs Parsons, I feel it necessary to tell you Mr Reeves was excessively rude to Miss y/l/n here at the ball, and I wanted to assure you that he will not be welcome at Aubrey Hall again,â he divulges sincerely.
Mrs Parsons looks taken aback and turns to you. âWhy did you not tell me, my dear?â
âI-I did not think it necessaryâŠâ you twist your mouth into a bashful pout, biting your lip.
âMr Bridgerton, thank you for bringing this to my attention, and I thank you for your generous offer, but that sort of action does not seem warranted,â she replies accommodatingly.
âThat is what I saidâŠâ âThat is what she saidâŠâ
You and Benedict speak in unison at the exact same moment, and your eyes ping to each other, both laughing then bowing your heads immediately. You know your cheeks are flushed.
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Benedict loves the look in your eye sometimes. That spirited sparkle with glowing cheeks. In his opinion, that is the only look you should ever wear; no one, especially one as unworthy as Mr Reeves, should be allowed to rob you of it. He feels a strong compulsion to do everything in his power to keep you looking like thatâcarefree, happy, stunning. Itâs what motivates his subsequent words.
âIf it is not considered too impudent for me to do so, I have a suggestion for Miss y/l/nâs introduction into society,â Benedict offers sincerely. âI believe you should be able to find her an excellent, worthy match by casting a wider net.â
âWhat are you proposing, Mr Bridgerton?â Mrs Parsons inquiries, almost warily.
âThat Miss y/l/n come to London and partake in the remainder of the season as a guest of my family. My mother seems to think it an excellent idea, and I know my younger sister Eloise is already a good friend. I do not see why they could not attend events together,â he shrugs genially.
Mrs Parsons's face is a picture again. âYou have already spoken to the Dowager Viscountess of this matter?â she checks, unable to modulate the astonishment in her tone.
âOf course,â he confirms with a nod. âI made such a suggestion this morning when your names came up. She heartily concurs. Miss y/l/n here is too bright and good of a person to have her marital choice limited by geography or circumstance.â
His eyes fall on you, and his heart gallops at the searing look you are giving him.
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You donât even try to temper your doe-eyed expression as you look upon Benedict, him extolling your virtues to the audience of the tea room.Â
Even distracted by all the wondrous things he has to say, you can detect the noise level on the surrounding tables has reduced; everyone in town always keen to eavesdrop on a Bridgerton conversation. Especially one that contains such noteworthy gossip as a local young lady being invited to the London season at the familyâs behest.
âMy dear, I trust that Lady Bridgerton will look after you well,â Mrs Parsons professes. âI have no objections should you desire to seize this opportunity.â Her tone pointed, very much encouraging you to do so.
âThat would be just wonderful, Mr Bridgerton,â you exhale with a grateful smile. âI cannot thank you enough for even thinking to raise such a petition.â
âThink nothing of it, Miss y/l/n,â he smiles, standing up and giving you both a brief, shallow bow. âI shall see you anon, no doubt.âÂ
And with that, he sweeps out of the tearoom, your eye line tracking his concave outline through the curved glass as he rounds the corner out of sight.
âWell, well,â Mrs Parsons puffs out her cheeks. âI am not sure what you did to inspire such actions in a gentleman. But bravo, my dear, bravo,â she holds her teacup aloft in a toast.Â
You are a jumble of emotions and could not even begin to answer Mrs Parsons about what you could possibly have done. Mostly, you are just elated by the prospect of the chance to attend the whirl of the London season, even if there is also a small pang of regret that Benedict is so keen to see you matched.
II: âŠIs To Love You
The following Tuesday, as your carriage pulls up outside the grandeur of Bridgerton House, you have nothing but butterflies. And as Lady Bridgerton - Violet as she insists you now call her - and her ladyâs maid show you to your charming guest room, you cannot temper your excitement.
âGet yourself freshened up, my dear. There is a soiree this evening at the Queenâs new residence no less, and there is no time like the present to begin your introductions,â the dowager viscountess warmly counsels.
You nod your thank yous, and after they take their leave, you twirl excitedly around the room, taking in the elegant furnishings and airy sunlight flooding in. You pull up in front of a large sash window and are delighted to see bounteous gardens beneath. The rear of the property is very much an oasis of calm in the heart of the city. But one sight in particular draws your eye: a majestic oak with two swings attached to a stately arm. It looks like a place of refuge, and you feel oddly compelled to take a seat there.
Three hours later, walking into the palatial Buckingham House, you are in a different world from the one you know in Kent. Candlelit crystal chandeliers glint like towering clusters of jewels, spraying thousands of shards of light around the room. Every railing is bedecked in hundreds of drooping flower garlands, and the walls groan with enormous portraits of royalty. The mellifluous strains of a chamber orchestra fill the air. Your grip on Eloiseâs arm is tight as you try not to look agog at all the opulence surrounding you.
âAnd I thought Aubrey Hall was grand,â you murmur quietly, and she just guffaws.
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Benedict arrives late to the soiree from his bachelor lodgings, bustling in as stealthily as possible, knowing he will likely catch his motherâs ire for his tardiness.
But then he sees a sight that makes him temporarily stop dead in his tracks. There, hanging on to his little sister, surveying the room utterly lost in reverie at its grandeurâis you. He has not seen you dressed up as you are now, made over with the full attention of the Bridgerton staff. And he isn't afraid to admit to himself, at least, that it catches his breath. How they have applied cosmetics and styled your hair, emphasising your already evident beauty. And the dress they have chosen⊠well, he is almost ashamed of the heat pooling low in his gut; he has never seen you in such tailored, refined silks.Â
Whosoever marries you shall be quite the luckiest man indeed.
He doesn't miss the way you inhale sharply when your eyes finally land on him, his chest swelling slightly with pride as your lips part in surprise before breaking into that winning smile which always seems to brighten every room, tonight being no exception.
As he pulls up to the family, he hears his mother opining to you about the men attending the ball.
âY/n, I would like to introduce you to Lord Shelton; he is a fine young man with many interests, and he has a lovely estate near Hove,â his mother recounts as you listen intently.
âOh god, no,â Benedict immediately intervenes, âShelton has amassed significant debt at the Pudding Lane gaming hellâŠâÂ
Violet looks up surprised, then raises an eyebrow. âPray tell dear son, how do you have knowledge of such? Benedict Bridgerton, you had better not be frequenting the hells of the East End,â she threatens quietly, in that stern maternal manner that has any grown man quaking in their polished shoes.
âNo, of course not, mother,â he bristles, his eyes cutting briefly to you, not wanting you to think such things of him. âIt is an open secret at Whitesâ, and why he is currently banned from the card room there.â
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You cannot tear your eyes off Benedict as his mother side-eyes him.
Violet hums sceptically before declaring. âWell, not to worry, there are plenty of other options available for Miss y/l/nâŠâ She steers your attention towards another crowd of young men, all talking and sipping champagne. âBaron Corning, Lord Jennings, Viscount Tewkesbury,â she recounts, nodding subtly to each one. âAny would make a fine addition to your dance card, my dear.âÂ
âWe can do much better than any of them,â Benedict chides.
You are slightly taken aback at how very much he sounds like Anthony tonight; apparently very invested in curating who you should dance with. The problem is, with each additional suggestion his mother makes to you, he roundly dismisses them out of hand.Â
Is no one in attendance up to his standard?
âBenedict, dear, a word?â Violet states pointedly after a third round of his withering opinions. âGet yourself another lemonade,â she smiles at you, patting your hand before looping her arm in her sonâs and dragging him away.
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His motherâs arm is surprisingly strong when she needs it to be.
âDarling, may I remind you, while Miss Y/l/n is indeed a wonderful person, I do not think we can afford to be too picky for her prospects. Her background is rather⊠unestablished,â Violet points out diplomatically as soon as you are out of earshot.
âWe can do better than braggards, bores and philanderers,â Benedict shoots back, raising a pointed eyebrow.
She looks up at him and sighs. âWell, that is true.â
âAs I thought, mother,â he winks as she affectionately swats his forearm. âWhy not benefit from my knowledge? In fact, perhaps it is prudent I assist in your search for a suitor.âÂ
âOh, is it now?â Her tone suddenly filled with intrigue, her face entirely too scrutinising for his liking. âAnd does not my second son wish to join their ranks?â She adds entirely unsubtly.
âI have no time for romance; I have my art. I am most preoccupied.â He waves a dismissive hand, but even he knows his answer is tellingly brusque.
âAnd yet, you do not seem too busy to assist with the search, dearâŠâ she points out archly.Â
Benedict has no response to that.Â
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The day after the grand ball, you are sat in the dappled shade in the gardens of Bridgerton House, attempting needlework. It's never been your strength, frankly. You would much rather be allowed to partake in more physical pursuits, like archery or fencing, a want to burn off nervous energy as you await the arrival of any suitors. You did end up dancing with a couple of gentlemen, both of whom wereâŠ. fine⊠in your estimation. Â
After messing up yet another stitch, you throw down the embroidery hoop and emit a deep sigh when a familiar chuckle rings out behind you.
âNot your favourite pastime?â Benedict correctly guesses.
âYou can say that again,â you grumble, twisting to smile at him, a little frisson in your belly at his mere presence, alone as you are.
He rounds to take a seat opposite you, across the table.
âSo let me guess,â his face charmingly skewed into a thoughtful mien. âYou would prefer to be doing something, hmmmm, more athletic?â
You giggle and cast your eyes downwards briefly, abashed he seems to know you so well. âCorrect again.â
âI remember you being a crack shot in archery,â he smiles nostalgically before continuing with genuine curiosity. âWhy did you not continue it?â
âI was informed âtis unbecoming for a lady,â you rue, the mental image of Mrs Parsons deeming such things âunladylikeâ flitting through your mind.
He scoffs. âSince when did fearsome little Skylark care one jot for societal expectations?â he teases gently, with a wink, as again he invokes the nickname he bestowed upon you a long time hence.Â
You smile briefly before you become more sanguine. âSince I have been informed I must find a husbandâŠâ you sigh.
He frowns a touch. âAny man would be lucky to have a wife who can keep him company on the archery field. I know I, for one, would greatly appreciate a spouse with whom I could share such a pastime.âÂ
A bittersweet twinge in your gut that one day he will indeed be married to some deserving, no doubt elegant, lady.
âI would venture that you are not like most gentlemen in that regardâŠâ
âPerhaps not,â he agrees, looking thoughtful, âbut then you are not like most ladies, Skylark.â
âI am not a ladyâŠâ your counterpoint softly-spoken, almost ashamed.
âYou are more lady than any other member of the Ton,â he asserts, his gaze suddenly intense, as if he is willing you to believe his point. âAnd you should be free to pursue any pastime you wish.â
You say nothing, just smile wanly, wishing you could believe it was true.
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How you constantly doubt yourself causes a little stab behind Benedictâs ribs. A sudden burning need to prove that you should do as you please. He slaps his thighs and stands up swiftly.Â
âIn fact, I am going to go set up the archery targets right now,â he nods decisively, making a beeline for the far corner of the garden where he knows the targets are kept, hoping you will follow.
âComing?â he calls, twisting to look back at you. âI won't tell anyoneâŠâ he adds with a conspiratorial wink, seeing from the involuntary bounce of your leg how much you wish to join in.Â
He cannot help the smile that engulfs his face as you jump to your feet with a mischievous giggle. Nor can he help deliberately aiming badly, letting you roundly defeat him at target practice, basking in the victorious glint in your eye as you tease him gently for losing.Â
He also pretends not to notice his mother watching from a high window, her expression riveted and so very telling.
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Later that day, you are reading quietly with Eloise when Violet sweeps into the drawing room with her lady's maid.Â
âY/n, Sir Denton is here to see you,â she smiles brightly.Â
âOh, IâŠâ you stutter, sitting upright, surprised.
âI can send him away, Miss?â The maid offers, intuiting your disquiet.
âNo, no, it is fine⊠I am just surprised, that is all. âTis almost 4pm. I was not expecting that anyone would be calling, given the late hour.â
Benedict suddenly materialises in the doorway. As ever, thereâs that trademark flutter in your chest.
âAny reason Denton is lingering in the hallway?â he inquires airily, grabbing a teacup and pouring himself some.
âHe is here for y/n,â Violet breezes as his eyes cut to you, a wave of irritation seeming to cloud his face.
âWell, we should dismiss him,â Benedict sniffs, pausing in his action, his face souring.
âWhy?â Violet frowns.
âI had a chance to look into his past since I acquiesced to his dance with y/n last nightâŠâ
âAcquiesced?!â Violet scoffs, but Benedict ignores her interjection, save for a curt eyebrow raise.
âI have subsequently discovered he has vastly overstated his assets,â Benedict bristles imperiously.
âWho woke up and made you Anthony?â Eloise pipes up witheringly.
Benedict shoots her a look of irritation. âAnthony has deputised me to run family matters while he is away on business this week, sister,â he reminds pointedly.
âYes, but you did not have to adopt his personality as well,â Eloise shoots back, disgust evident on her face.
âI take finding y/n here, a suitable match, seriously,â he volleys. âDo you wish to see your good friend married to someone unworthy of her?â
âWell, noâŠâ
âThen kindly permit me to handle matters,â Benedict orders with finality, uncharacteristically forthright in his opinions.
âI do not wish to see her married at allâŠâ Eloise mutters under her breath as he stalks away to dispatch Denton before anyone can argue.
You just sit there mildly dumbfounded, unsure what to make of it all.Â
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The following evening, you are attending a music recital with the Bridgertons; Benedict is notably absent, which makes you a touch melancholic in a way you donât want to dwell on.Â
However, the evening turns for the better while you are taking refreshments at the interval. A friendly-faced young man strikes up a conversation with you after an introduction from Violet.
âAre you enjoying the music tonight, Miss y/l/n?â he asks genially.
âIt is very nice, Lord Glassborough,â you offer politely, trying to stifle your slight boredom. You enjoy music, but a two-hour concert is a little too much for you. You much prefer a short set of songs as they play at balls.
âI find it rather dull myself,â he opines quietly, leaning in. âI much prefer a lively song one may dance to.â
You know your face is a picture of surprise that his opinion is an exact mirror of your own.
âHave I offended you so?â he checks, looking mildly contrite.
âNot at all, my lord. I was actually just thinking the same myself,â you chuckle quietly.
He looks inordinately pleased and breaks into a friendly, toothy grin. He seems like a nice, agreeable sort. A pleasant, if not particularly handsome, face. Over his shoulder, you see Violet looking inordinately pleased you appear to be getting on so well.
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âI am not sure I can do this...â you sigh as Ms West genially taps the metronome.
âYou can, dear; just remember your finger placement,â she encourages as your fingers fall to the cool ivory keys.
And so you begin again. Attempting to master this tricky piece, your eyes tracing the lines of music as you play the pianoforte. Violet is so keen for you to brush up on your skills, given Lord Glassboroughâs interest in you yesterday. You could not find an adequate excuse fast enough, and so here you are, in a slightly reluctant music lesson, trying your best to recall how Mrs Parsons taught you to play a few years ago.
âMen do so appreciate a lady who can entertain them with exquisite music,â Ms West nods approvingly as you play.
Mostly, you are relieved when you make it to the end with no mistakes, at least none glaringly obvious.
âI much prefer to singâŠâ you admit tacitly as Ms West shuffles the sheet music.
She looks at you surprised, then shoos you from the piano stool. âSing for me then, my dearâŠâ taking a seat and beginning the opening bars to a song that, fortunately, you know well.
You begin to sing along, growing more confident with every note, allowing yourself to get lost in the words, the story of a lady awaiting her true love.
âExceptional!â she peals delightedly over the sound, and you feel bolstered to continue, her playing the perfect accompaniment.
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Benedict stops short as soon as he enters the house. The most lilting, beautiful sound echoing gently down the marble hall.
âWho is that Jenkins?â he asks of the butler who takes his coat.
âI believe it is Miss y/l/n, sir.â
He draws inexorably closer, finding himself watching you through the crack in the doorway, listening to you sing a touching tale of love that sounds so hauntingly hypnotic in your mellifluous tones. Your eyes are closed, and you sway to the melody, lost in reverie, in the narrative you weave.
The piano stops abruptly.
âCan we help you, sir?â an elder lady calls crisply.
Benedict realises the door has crept open slightly before him, enough for him to be seen by your music teacher. He watches as you swing around and look horrified that you may have an audience. It makes him take a resolute step forward into the room.
âDo you need us to desist? Is it perhaps too loud?â the lady checks deferentially, likely assuming him to be the head of the household.
âNo!â His reply is a touch too forceful. âPlease continue,â he modifies. âI was merely drawn by the splendid sound I heard. I am not sure I have ever heard such a wondrous voice,â he adds, keeping his gaze steadfastly upon the lady, not able to look you in the eye as he confesses as such.Â
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You are mortified when you realise Benedict heard you singing; you have always managed to keep it private, until now at least. But now your heart is suddenly pounding at his extolling words.
âShe does indeed have a most excellent voice,â Ms West concurs with his sentiment, looking at you expectantly as Benedict walks further into the room, his face with the same hopeful expression.
âI am not sure I canâŠâ you stumble, nervous for an audience, most especially him; his is the opinion that would matter to you the mostâyou would be crestfallen should he not like it.
âSing more for me, please, Skylark?â His ask is gentle, beseeching as if it were just the two of you alone.
âSkylark?â Ms West sounds enchanted.
âMy childhood nickname for Miss y/l/n,â Benedict explains as he takes a seat.Â
âSkylarks have a wonderful song,â she sighs wistfully.
âIndeed,â Benedict chimes, his eyes still upon you. âI never knew how appropriate it was until this very moment.â
Something warm cracks in your chest at his sweet words, making you courageous. At least enough to nod when Ms West looks to you again from the piano. And so you restart the song for your special audience, heart in your mouth. The words coming easily to you, an extra layer of meaning he will never know as you sing words of unrequited devotion, looking to him in your braver moments. His face is enrapt, leaning forward, his eyes soft and expressive.Â
As you reach a high note at the end of the song, holding it, Benedict bursts into applause, jumping up from his seat and taking you by surprise, grabbing your gloved hands in his.
âYou should always be singing SkylarkâŠâ he pronounces. âTruly beautiful. Please promise me, no matter what happens, that you will always, always singâŠâÂ
You duck your head briefly, unsure how to deal with his effusive praise. Ms Westâs face is a picture as you stand there, your hands still trapped in his, feeling a tingle where the warmth of his skin seeps through the layers to yours.
âI-I-I promise,â you reply meekly, a touch dazed as you raise your eyes again to meet his, the intensity making your lungs restrict.
âThank you.âÂ
Two words have never sounded so sincere or loaded with significance.Â
III: ⊠And I Do.
A few days later, it is the Trowbridge Ball, a decadent affair that is usually the most talked about of the season, apparently. You share a carriage ride there with Benedict and Eloise, trying your best not to stare at himâso handsomely dressed in a white cravat and black velvet cropped jacket that clings to his tapered shape. But mostly, you fail. Your skin flushes hot the more you look at him. You could swear that his gaze strays to you, too, subtly sweeping the fine teal silk Madam Delacroix has expertly tailored for you.
âYou look beautiful this evening, ladies,â he offers politely to both you and Eloise.
âWhat do you want?â Eloise cuts across your reply, narrowing her eyes at her older brother, instantly suspicious of his flattery.
âCan I not compliment without an ulterior motive?â he frowns, their usual sibling dynamic emerging.
âNot usually,â Eloise sniffs, with another suspicious glance, before looking out the carriage window.
You take the opportunity to mumble your thanks to him. His responding smile warms your entire being, his hazy eyes lingering in a way that makes your skin prickle. And when he offers a chivalrous hand to assist you down from the carriage, you could swear his hand lingers upon yours a few seconds longer than is necessary.Â
Around an hour later, as you go to partake in a refreshment, a sneering Lady Cowper utters something cruel under her breath as you pass, her sour-looking daughter smirking beside her. You do not hear all of the words, but you do not need to. One sideways glance tells you all that you need to know. It seems so unnecessarily cruel, never having even exchanged so much as a word with you, but even as you feel a lump in your throat, their attention is already elsewhere.
âAh! Mr Briddgerton,â her entire demeanour changing to oleaginous charm, âmy daughter looks particularly stunning tonight, does she not? I do believe you should secure a place upon her dance card before there are none left!âÂ
You watch Benedict blanch at the very words.
âI do not dance, Lady Cowper, but I bid you ladies a good evening,â he responds, polite but firm.
You try your hardest not to giggle at the disdained look on their faces as he sweeps past them, and you feel light as air as, instead, he draws up to you and winks.
âThat woman does not realise she is doing her daughterâs prospects more harm than good with her brashness,â he comments dryly as he grabs a glass of champagne from the stand next to you.
âI am not so sure the daughter would do much better without her; she seems perpetually furious about her own hairstyle,â you opine sardonically, making Benedict snort loudly into his champagne glass. A lightness fizzles in your being as he shoots you a look of unmistakable admiration for that remark.
âI daresay you are a much better dancer than her,â he contends, not breaking eye contact, placing aside his drink before leaning in and continuing in a hushed voice. âPerhaps you would do me the honour of a dance, Skylark, to confirm my suspicion?â
There is a vault in your chest as he employs your private nickname in public and, not only that, is offering you a dance when, just a moment ago, he declared publicly that he would not.Â
You can only nod, heart hammering, as he breaks out into the most handsome smile, offering you his arm and leading you to the centre of the room as you hear a ripple go through the nearby crowd. Apparently the sight of one Benedict Bridgerton taking to the dancefloor is a rare occasion indeed.
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As he takes your gloved hand in his and curls an arm around your shoulder, he realises this was perhaps a mistake. An impromptu offer, the hollow thrill of petty revenge for the insult he observed the Cowpers sling at you. But now he realises it has rather backfired upon him.
He cares not a jot for the gossiping, people nodding and pointing to you both as you begin to dance. No, the problem is much more concerning than that.Â
It is how discombobulated he feels having you in his arms.
How your body seems to fit and move perfectly with his. How, when you dare to look up at him, his mouth goes a little dry. He has never truly noticed how striking your eyes are until seeing them this close. Indeed, the evident beauty of your face, the way you seem to glow from within, more tonight than ever. It makes his chest - and somewhere else on his body - feel entirely too tight.
â
Nothing could have prepared you for this.
The feeling of literally being swept off your feet. With Benedict's handsome face smiling down upon you as you seem to float around the dancefloor.Â
Surely, this is what dreams are made of?
You know it is a flight of fancy, but it seems as though the floor beneath your feet is a shower of diamonds rather than candlelight refracted through chandeliers. The warmth and strength of Benedictâs embrace caged around you, respectful but so close it makes your lungs feel too small to gasp the air you need to keep moving. But you never want to stop. A whirlwind of sensation as you twirl, carried away by the music, the man, the moment.
âThank you, Benedict,â you breathe, knowing you are likely looking up at him far too adoringly but unable to mask it, a burning need for him to know how grateful you are for this dance, not even noting your over-familial use of his first name at a society event.Â
His eyes flash and you could swear they dilate a fraction before you must turn your back to him, following the steps.
âI was right,â he rumbles cryptically from behind you now, his large hands wrapped around yours as you hold them aloft together, following the moves of the dance. âIt is indeed an honour to dance with you.âÂ
Your belly flares as you turn in unison and realise that you are now dancing right in front of Cressida, her expression murderous. It makes you bolder than you have ever been, tilting your head sideways a fraction so your cheek almost brushes Benedictâs, fuelled by the envy you feel seething from within her.
You could swear he sighs âSkylarkâ as his hot breath tickles your ear, your chest pounding, a flavour in the air you can taste, a powerful stirring low in your belly.
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Benedict knows this is a dangerous path and yet is powerless to do anything but walk it. Breathing your nickname into your hair as he inhales your scent, heightened by the movement of your dancing. A light, sweet floral perfume but underneath the smell of you, familiar from many years of friendship but altered now, more decadent, an undercurrent of tart berries that thrills and stirs deep within him. Even while knowing his ever-vigilant mother is watching, an inscrutable expression upon her face.Â
He is almost grateful when the music ends before he does something foolish. But then you are staring up into his face, all doe-eyed expectant beauty and his tongue feels unexpectedly tied. He is almost grateful when an interrupting hand wraps around his shoulder. Â
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You watch Will Mondrich whisper in Benedictâs ear, and before you know it, he is offering apologies to you with a shallow, polite bow before hurrying away. Coming back to reality with a bump, you drift awkwardly from the dance floor, feeling judgy eyes upon you, suddenly flooded with concern your behaviour was entirely too wanton.Â
Before your thoughts can spiral too far, however, someone materialises at your side.
âI do so hope your dance card is not full tonight, Miss y/l/n,â a newly-familiar, chipper voice cut in.
âLord Glassborough,â you breathe; your relief at seeing his cordial face is palpable. âI am available to dance right now,â you smile politely, taking his proffered arm and letting him lead you back out to the spot you and Benedict had just vacated.
As the music begins and you move together, the difference is⊠noticeable. Gone is the frisson over your limbs, that excitement as if your skin could vibrate off your bones. Instead you feel comforted, almost a brotherly presence as he leads you in the dance. He is technically proficient, but it feels lackingâthat tension, that heat burning in the space between you. It makes you yearn for Benedict even though he was just with you. It makes your stomach settle with a leaden weight you realise you will have to settle for less than what you truly desire.
Still distracted by your mental comparison, you absently acquiesce to his suggestion to take some air upon the terrace as the dance ends. You sense Violet, ever the vigilant chaperone, follow as he leads you into the cooler air outside.Â
âMiss y/l/nâŠ,â Lord Glassborough begins cautiously. You sense a nervousness in his being, pulling your full focus to him. âI think us most compatible, would you not agree?â
âWe make most excellent friends, indeed, Lord Glassborough,â you hedge, not wanting to appear overzealous.
âAnd friendship is the most appropriate foundation to build something more⊠tender,â he argues with a smile. âI do believe I could offer you a most agreeable life.âÂ
There is a strange twinge in your chest as suddenly, you realise what this is. The moment everyone, except perhaps yourself, has been awaiting all season.
âI would be honoured if you would consent to be my wife, Miss y/l/n,â he humbly offers a sincere kindness shining in his eyes.
And there it is. An offer of marriage from a perfectly nice, respectable gentleman done in an appropriate manner.Â
To one side, you see Violet clutch a hand over her chest, face delighted, even as you form fists within your delicate gloves, wishing this moment were not happening so soon after a truly breathtaking dance with the man of your dreams. Who is not the same man as the one before you, nervously shuffling from foot to foot, awaiting your reply.Â
âI am honoured, Lord Glassborough,â you answer cautiously, bowing your head demurely. âThis is a big decision to make. Please allow me time to give you my proper, considered answer?â
âOf course,â he bows chivalrously, his accommodating nature making this moment all the more bittersweet. He is indeed a lovely man.Â
He is just not the one you want with every fibre of your being.
â
That night, you cannot sleep. Knowing you have the most significant decision of your life to make. So, in the small hours, you find yourself drifting to the deserted kitchen of Bridgerton House to do what you do best when you need to think calmlyâbaking.Â
An activity you have grown up doing with Mrs Parsons. Many hours spent happily with flour dusting your hands, sun streaming into her grand but homely kitchen. A perhaps slightly maverick pastime for a lady of her social standing, with staff to do such things for her should she wish it, but so very enjoyable nonetheless.Â
Throwing a large, heavy baking apron over your nightdress and robe, you potter around, the flagstone of the basement floor cold underfoot, a grounding feeling that stops your mind from racing too much.
You have no idea how to respond to Glassboroughâs proposal. On one hand, he is a seemingly nice man, certainly of a good family. You are sure he would be a perfectly acceptable husband, unlikely to be mean or untoward. It is just⊠a nagging voice is telling you to turn him down despite him being an imminently sensible choice, your heart wanting, well, the impossible. A man that excites you, not just a safe, practical option.
You are onto your second batch of lemon and rosemary biscuits when a voice makes you jump out of your skin.
âWhat on earthâŠ?â
There in the doorway is Benedict, looking confounded to find you here. The very man who makes your heart skip, always. He is dressed the most casually you have ever seen himâ also barefoot, in a white frilled shirt and dark trousers, brocade braces slung around his hips. You swear you may have to grab the bench before you to stay upright.
âY/n! We have cooks you can call upon at any time should you need food!â he fusses, instantly concerned, moving to ring a bell on the wall.
âNo! Please do not!â You exclaim, rushing to stop him, grabbing his sleeve in your haste. âI-I enjoy baking. It is relaxing; it helps me to think.â
His brow knits and his eyes flick down to your hold on his sleeve, a warm vein pulsing under your fingertips. You snatch your hand away quickly, a blush staining your cheeks, mumbling an apology as you scurry back to your biscuit-making.
âAlright,â he concedes slowly, still appearing confused. âWhen I saw the sconces lit from the rear stairwell, I assumed one of the staff was still down here.â
You find it bemusing that he seems at pains to justify why he might also be in the kitchen, especially to you, a guest. This is Bridgerton House, and he is a Bridgerton. He may go wherever he pleases, surely? And yet here he is, doing so.
âI was rather hoping for some hot cocoa,â he explains with that soft, crooked smile that always makes your heart flutter.
âOh! Well, umm, I could make you some cocoa?â you look down, wiping your hands upon your apron and moving to do so.
â
That you would make such an offer, as if seeing yourself as unpaid help, spurs him into action.
âNo, you certainly will not!â He decries, moving swiftly towards the larder before you can. âI am perfectly fine with some cold milk,â he assures, re-emerges with a bottle and pouring himself a glass, leaning back against the sink to take a sip.
Despite the lateness of the hour, he finds your heretofore secret pastime strangely fascinating. A lady who bakes. By choice. So he watches as you return to making your biscuit dough, entertained as you begin to beat the mixture quite furiously with a wooden spatula.
âHave those ingredients caused you some sort of personal offenceâŠ.?â he jests lightly, nodding to the bowl.
He observes a flit of contrition across your face before you answer.
âI, umm, have a decision that I must make; baking helps me think,â you explain vaguely, then appear to rapidly change the subject. âI am, however, sure of one fact - some biscuits are a must to accompany milk. There is a completed batch over there.â
âGenius,â he opines with a wink, enthusiastically moving to grab one from the cooling rack you signalled to, delighting in the blush that darkens your cheeks. But he decides to push the topic you abruptly avoided. Concerned there could be a topic you are genuinely wrestling with. If his opinion on the matter can ameliorate your burdens, he would be most honoured to assist.
âWhat sort of decision must you make?â he inquires before temporarily losing the power of speech. There is an explosion of tart lemon and earthy herb on his tongue that melts into a buttery sweetness, utterly divine. âLord alive, these are delicious!!!â he exclaims around the mouthful.
âThank you,â you answer softly.Â
You are always so modest about your talents; it sometimes makes him want to grab your shoulders and shake you gently. To make you see what he does.Â
âTo answer your question, it is a perplexing matter that needs serious consideration,â you explain, stopping short of detail. It appears you are not yet ready to share the news with him. Something about that makes him a touch sad, but he also does not want to pry if you are reluctant to divulge.Â
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Benedict swallows the bite he has taken, and you find yourself staring at the movement of his throat as he does. Knowing one thing to be trueâif it were his proposal, you would not even hesitate for a split second. That wistful thought makes you suddenly melancholic, and you sigh, pushing aside your mixing bowl, realising this may be an issue baking will not fix.
âI do so hate to see you doubt yourself, Skylark,â he offers quietly after a beat, mien so earnest. âTrust yourself. You will find the right answer for your dilemma; I am certain of it.â
He is so remarkably supportive that, ironically, you almost want to scream at him.
âI should leave you to your thoughts,â his tone is gentle, reluctant.
âPlease, there is no need, Benedict,â you try to assure. âTo be honest, in all of this world, yours is the company I enjoy the very mostâŠâ
That truth is out of your mouth before you can censor it.Â
You sheepishly glance over to be met by a surprised look on his face. He takes a few steps towards you, probably without realising it, and suddenly, he is very close, faint wisps of his woodsy, citrus cologne tickling your nose.
âAnd I, yours, SkylarkâŠâ he rumbles, his gaze falling to your lips.Â
Time seems to stop, and you feel pinned under glass, staring up into his handsome face as he breathes slightly ragged, your body rioting as he engulfs your senses, definitely too close to be considered gentlemanly, politeâŠ
âŠBut then, he takes a sharp inhale and steps back as if coming to his senses. He turns heel with a hastily muttered goodbye, and before you know it, he is gone. Leaving you bewildered, your thoughts scattered.
â
The following day, Benedict is idly reading the paper, partaking in a leisurely lunch of tea and cake, when his mother swans in, reeling off a set of instructions for her lady's maid.
âOh, and lastly, do not forget, we should secure an appointment with the modiste, in case Miss y/l/n should know her answer todayâŠâ Violet concludes breezily as she takes a seat.
âYet another ball we must suffer, mother?â Benedict drawls drily, folding down his paper and taking a hearty bite of zesty lemon drizzle.
She shoots her son an exasperated look before neatly smoothing a serviette into her lap as she is served her usual afternoon Earl Grey by the butler. âMiss y/l/n will be in need of a wedding dress, Benedict, dear.â
He spits an array of crumbs onto his newspaper, coughing in shock. âShe will need what?!?â he wheezes, barely recovering.
âLord Glassborough proposed to Miss y/l/n last night, my dear, at the ball. She has yet to give her answer, but I am certain she will. They are a fine match,â Violet declares, taking a sip of tea.
âWhy did she not mention it to me?â he mutters, more to himself than anyone, his forehead creasing heavily in a frown as he swallows the rest of his mouthful.
âWhy would she have?â Â
âWe talked last nightâŠâ letting slip perhaps too much in his perplexed state, lost in his own tumbling thoughts.
âWhen last night? We returned from the ball very late,â a suspicious tone in his motherâs voice, belatedly releasing he should know better than to think aloud; she is sharp as a tack.
âI-I found Miss y/l/n baking last night⊠in the kitchen when I went for cocoa⊠she told me she had a dilemma she was wrestling withâŠâ he admits, looking down at the paper, the words now a jumble before his eyes. âMother do you think it is possible she will say yes??â Benedict's head snaps up, his heart suddenly pounding in his ears.
âShe would be a fool not to,â Violet points out, raising a perfectly arched eyebrow at him. âUnless there was another, perhaps more wanted, proposal she could consider. Do you possibly know of one? Son?âÂ
Even he can read between those lines.Â
âI-I am late,â he abruptly changes tack. âI promised to meet Anthony today to discuss the soil at Aubrey,â he bustles rapidly, standing and fleeing the room before he can allow his mother to see how much of a complete lie that is.
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Benedict spends the afternoon at Whiteâs, downing perhaps one too many whiskeys as he grills his fellow patrons upon the Glassborough family. Looking for any reason he can find to object to the betrothal while steadfastly refusing to examine why he feels so passionately about the subject. He also spends time checking the hefty tomes of Debrettâs the club holds.
He returns to Bridgerton House just as dusk settles in, the sky streaking red and pink as he enters.
âWhere have you been, dear?â Violet asks as he rounds into the parlour.
âResearching,â he gruffs economically.
âWhat? Or rather whom?â Violet inquires, revealing she already has a firm idea of what she asks.
âI can find nothing wrong with him!â
Benedict paces, an energy emanating from his being as if he is rattled by that very fact.
âThat is a good thing, is it not, son?â Violet reminds pointedly. âWe want y/n married to a good gentlemanâŠâ
Benedict shoots her an exasperated look but relents. âI supposeâŠâ
âIs not your reluctance perhaps for another reason, my dear?â Her question is gentle, if not particularly subtle.
He slumps into a wingback chair with a defeated sigh. âGo ahead. Say your piece, mother.â
âI have watched you, darling,â she begins gently, watching him tip his head back and screw his eyes shut. âI do not know exactly when, but your regard of Miss y/l/n has altered, and I am not the only one to observe it.â
Benedict's eyes fly open, and he tips his head down with a frown as his mother continues.
âEven Colin has marked a change in you. If you feel anything, my dear, then Miss y/l/n has the right to know. Before it is too late. The right to make an informed choice if you are bold enough to give her one. Son, I have only ever wanted my childrenâs happiness. And if your happiness lies somewhere that perhaps even you have not realised until nowâŠ. well then I encourage you to follow it. Follow your heart.â
Her impassioned speech suddenly makes the pieces of a jumbled jigsaw before his eyes arrange into a pattern, a way forward that is suddenly clear and sharply in focus.
It makes him leap to his feet, an urgency thronging in his being.
âWhere is Miss y/l/n?â he almost barks.Â
âI do not know,â Violet confesses, âbut I do know she has not yet seen or written to Lord Glassborough,â she adds.
âGoodâŠâ he rasps, headed determined out of the room to find you.
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The verdant lush grass is cool between your toes as you curl them over, sighing heavily, the night now dark, a twinkle of silver among the navy sky, soon to be black. The swing under the big oak, a refuge you have sought many times since staying at Bridgerton House, feels a particularly poignant place to be tonight as an internal war rages within you, your decision swaying back and forth as much as the wooden seat you are perched upon, the rope digging into your cheekbone as you slump against it, flummoxed.
You know what your answer to Glassborough should be. Indeed, what it should have been from the moment he asked.Â
A resounding yes.
In every practical measure, this is the best possible outcome of your London season. A proposal from a thoroughly decent, acceptable gentleman, way above the station you were expecting, given your less than prestigious certainty of lineage.
And yet.
And yet.
There is a large part of you, your heart, that wants to turn down the proposal, foolhardy as that may be. Wanting to feel akin to what you felt as you danced with Benedict last night. You are not so foolish as to believe he would ever propose, but perhaps there is someone else out there for you that may evoke something similar for you? Even if only half, it would be enough. Enough for you to build a future around and feel contentment in your heart, to not just settle for what your head knows to be a sensible choice.Â
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Having searched the house, he rounds into the garden and stops short, heart leaping into his throat as he spies you, swaying gently upon the swing, looking thoroughly lost in thought. It makes his chest ache that you are so melancholic about a decision that should indeed be joyous. The selfish part of him celebrating, hoping that perhaps you are not. His memory recalls with perfect clarity how you have looked as lost as he now feels every time you have been close. The unbearable lightness of hope seizes his legs and draws him inexorably closer.
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You whip around as you sense company and have to take a deep breath as your eyes fall upon Benedict. His face pinched with a restless intensity.
âI was hoping I would find you,â he exhales.
âYou have,â you shrug, still confused by his crackling energy, him seeming in a rush to say something.
âSkylark, you deserve the very best of everything. Sincerely. And part of that includes that you should know the truth in the hearts of those lucky enough to know youâŠâ a slight quake in his voice as he takes a step closer.
âAlrightâŠâ you respond cautiously, your brow creasing as you sense the nerves emanating from him.
You gasp as he rapidly drops to one knee before you, a hand clutched to his chest.Â
âI have been a fool to not see it before now. My own ardent admiration for you, for your talents, for your beauty. I realise now, perhaps too late, that you are truly the most wondrous, precious being in this world. You may not always see it, but it would be my greatest honour to show you, every day, if you will permit me, what I see when I look upon you. What I have always seen if I am honest with myself. A light that shines brighter than any other, a bird that soars higher and sings more sweetly than any other. A soul that it would be a privilege to be bound to. I know it is perhaps the worst possible timing, seeing as you already have a proposal from a perfectly acceptable gentleman. Still, I could not let you get married without letting you know the contents of my heart.â
You are stunned. Speechless.Â
Your heart pounds in your ribcage as you sit there stupified for what must be an age, Benedict looking upon you expectantly, breath slightly ragged from his long speech. Somehow, convincing yourself this could only be a dream. That the man you have adored since before you can remember has just made the most beautiful poetic confession of love you have ever heard. And itâs to you.
So, you do the only logical thing that comes to mind. Pinch your own leg. Hard.
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Benedict is momentarily confounded at your actions.
âOwwww!â you yelp. âNot dreaming thenâŠâ is your muttered follow-up, rubbing your own knee as his face morphs into the most enormous grin, a lightning bolt of joy tearing through him as he realises what you are doing, that you can scarcely believe this is happening any more than he can.
âIt is really me, Skylark,â he chuckles softly, seeing the way your eyes dilate rapidly as he can't help the lopsided grin that claims his face, a warmth behind his ribs that is just for you.
âI realise that now,â you sass back, and there is a stirring in his trousers at the tone you employ.
âI love you.âÂ
It's a reflex; he doesn't even realise he says it. But as soon as it's out of his mouth, it's like an invisible burden has been lifted from his entire being. The truth. Plain. Simple. Honest.
â
You know your face is aflame as you snap back at him, entirely without meaning to, but then he says three little words that tilt your whole world even more.Â
âI-I-I love you too.â
You are bewildered when you say it aloud.Â
 The truth. Plain. Simple. Honest.
âMarry me? Please. My darling, wonderful friend,â he implores, his bare hands grabbing yours, tingles shooting over you as your skin touches his.
âYes!! I will!!!â you answer breathlessly, not even a second of hesitation.Â
He leans in and captures your lips with his. They are warm and soft as they move gently with yours. And when he opens your mouth with his and his tongue rolls delicately over yours, it feels as if all the fireworks you have seen in the sky live now inside you, popping and exploding in a riot of colour. A whole new world of sensual pleasure is promised in that one move.
âAre you certain?â you murmur as you break apart for air, a flash of insecurity that this is happening so fast, even as there is a strong pull inside, a want to keep kissing him over and over.
He smiles, tilting his forehead to yours, a wistful look in his blue eyes.
âTo know you, truly know you, is to love you, Skylark,â he sighs, his words a blanket settling over your quaking heart. âAnd I do. I truly do.â
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How would Benedict Bridgerton court you... HCS
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You both first crossed glances at a ball, you were not a debutant, just passing around, just like his sister Eloise, you weren't much interested on claiming attention, but you catched his.
His first thought when he saw you in the back of the salon, tapping your feet to the rythm of the song while looking at a big painting was that he needed to paint you.
He spent the rest of the night, admiring you from the distance, until you both almost bumped into each other.
Inmediatly he took the chance and asked you to dance.
It was the funniest night you both had, cause after the dance, you talked about art, and drinked, and danced again, all night until your mother decided it was time to leave.
After that night, you didn't heard from him in a couple of weeks, you almost thought he forgot about you.
The thing was that he was collecting information about you, everything he could find that he knew you would like.
Then a bouquet of your favourite flowers came to your door, signed by the name of "Your artist", you knew it was him, but he surely wants to be romantic so you let him be.
A couple of days later, your favourite crystals, and then gems, and fabrics, and art supplies.
With this routine of secretism, a couple of months passed by with his gifts demostrating that he knows you.
You saw each other a couple more times during balls and dances, until you decided to approach him again.
"Why do you sent me notes but not talk to me?"
"I want you to see that i can know you better than anyone, plus i want you to be as crazy in love for me as i am for you."
A smile escaped both of your lips, suddently you had an idea.
You dropped your fan carefully and he inmediatly get down to pick it up.
"So... that's how you like to play then." he told you with a smirk.
"You said you wanted me to get crazy about you, who says i can't play that game too?"
"Then we both must play."
The once innocent game of knowing each other turned into a rollercoaster of temptation.
Small touches while dancing, innapropiate comments while talking in public, purposely moving to the corner of the room to have more privacy with your not so discreet behaviour.
(I firmly believe that Benedict is a switch with a very brat behaviour, so picture that)
Until your mother decided that you were going to marry a noble.
Thats when the game stopped and started to get serious.
Benedict distanced himself from you and you got so sad from the lonelyness that awaited your future that you wouldn't leave your room.
Your mother didn't let you alone in any social act, that means that you can't talk to him... ike that could make a change.
One week until the wedding and everything feels bad when suddently you received a bouquet of your favourite flowers with a note.
"I will not cut you like this flowers, but i will keep you to myself no matter how, with love Your Artist.
You almost broke in tears right there, your mother entered the room with your future husband to finish some business.
They didn't even care to ask you what happened, the just talked about your future like nothing.
One of the servants announced Benedict and everyone on the room turned around.
"I am here to propose."
"Too late, she is my fiancee." you couldn't believe what was happening.
"I double the endowment, my mother and brother approved it."
You know your mother will marry you to the best match she could find, which means the one who could provide more money.
After verifying everything was right, your mother inmediatly sent out your now ex-fiancee and welcomed with open arms your new husband.
"How?" you asked him, still processing.
"I intended to send you that flowers yesterday, i don't know why they got today." he sounded more concerned about his time planning that your tear, "Oh, you mean all the other things, sorry for ignoring you, once you got engaged my family forced me to separate myself to not staint your virtue... so i was convincing them to let me marry you."
"I..." you kissed him on the lips with passion, with all the emotions you've been keeping inside.
"I think we should wait to the weeding night, in a week." your eyes opened surprised while he justs smirks, "I didn't want any longer to kall you mine, so i managed to get a wedding licency too."
"I love you."
"I know, and i love you too."
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Five times I whispered 'I love you.' Anthony Bridgerton x Fem!Reader.
Summary; Being Daphne's best friend had its perks, growing up alongside the Bridgerton family, going to the balls with them, and falling in love with her older brother.
Warning; shit tone of fluff, little smut, angst. Family death; readers mother passed away and Father is ill with similar traits as the King. Readers last name is Taylor.
Distractions.
"Y/n,"
You pause, looking through the mirror at Daphne, your fingers run through your curls, a simple lilac dress hugging your frame beautifully.
"Dear, why are you running?" You laugh, raising a questioning brow at the oldest Bridgerton daughter.
"I need your help, the Duke is on his way and I need a moment alone with him-"
"Out of wedlock," You turn around to face Daphne, with a gasp, you place a hand on your chest with a teasing smirk, "How scandalous."
Daphne whacks your shoulder, passing you to take a lipstick from her vanity, "No, I need you to go downstairs and distract Anthony for me, mother has taken the others to the market and you are my only help."
"It will cost you three new books-"
"Of course," Daphne beams, pressing a kiss on your cheek, "Thank you."
You hum in reply, the two of you quickly scurrying to window as the carriage arrives at the front of the house. You both share a look before the two of rush out her room and down the stairs, hands held together as you try not too trip over your dresses.
"Go quickly, I'll distract him," You gently push Daphne towards the door before rushing towards Anthony's office.
Taking a deep breath, you straighten your dress and gently knock on his door. Hearing a faint, 'come in', you gently open the door, popping your head around the corner as he looks up from his desk.
"Lord Bridgerton," You greet with a smile, "I was wondering-"
"What are you up too?" Anthony frowns, placing down his work, "You have that look on your face-"
"I have no look upon my face-"
"You certainty do-"
"My face holds nothing but beauty,"
Anthony laughs, standing up as you smile teasingly at him, "You hold a lot of beauty, Lady Taylor."
You feel your cheeks blush as he gets himself a drink, he leans against his desk as he watches you. You hold his eyes for a moment before clearing your throat, "I was wondering if you wanted to walk with me in the gardens, Daphne is busy-"
"Of course," Anthony replies, taking his jacket from the back of his chair.
"Are you not busy?"
"Not for you," Anthony offers you his arm with a smile, "And I can't have my sisters dear friend wondering around alone."
You smile, taking his arm as the two of you head towards the gardens, you look over your shoulder catching Daphne followed by the Duke who gives you a cheeky wink to which you roll your eyes at playfully.
Anthony holds the door for you, and you head out into the gardens. Beautiful lines of flowers lead down the garden path towards the pond, where a tall white fountain sits in the middle of it.
"Its beautiful out here," You say, letting your fingertips run over tall pink flowers, "You should host a picnic."
Anthony hums in agreement, "And whom should attend?"
"Me," You raise a brow at him, making him tilt his head down towards yours with a smile on his own.
"You practically live here," He jokes, "But you are more than welcome."
Your hand falls from Anthony's arm as Hyacinth and Gregory come bounding towards the two of you, their nanny running close behind with bright red cheeks. You catch Hyacinth in your arms, placing the ten year old on you hip as she hugs you.
"Y/n," She beams, "Have you seen our new flowers, mother had them placed by the entrance, they are tall and purple and-"
"They are beautiful," You press a kiss on her cheek, Anthony watches with small smile, holding Gregory's hand in his own as the four of you continue your walk, "What are you two playing?"
"We were just running around," Gregory answers, gently swinging his and Anthony's hands.
"Sounds exhausting," You roll your eyes playfully as Hyacinth giggles at you.
"Anthony?" Gregory pauses, pointing over into the distance, "What is that?"
Your eyes go wide as Anthony looks over at you, then towards the carriage at the front of the house. Anthony races towards the entrance as you place down Hyacinth, taking hers and Gregory's hand as you follow behind him.
Reaching the entrance, the carriage is long gone, leaving Daphne stood at the doors with a small smile. Anthony skids to a stop, looking up at his sister with a questioning look. You stop beside Daphne, holding a cheeky smile as he glares at you, now knowing your true intentions for wanting to go for a walk.
"I best excuse myself," You press a kiss on the two youngest's head before pressing one on Daphne's kiss, who whispers a thank you. Making your way down the steps, you lean up to press a kiss on his cheek, "Have a lovely evening, Ant."
Anthony watches you walk away, fingertips brushing over his cheek as Daphne laughs, he glares up at her, "You are unable to question my love life if you are unable to sort out yours, brother."
Anthony watches as his sister ushers his little brother and sister inside the house before looking over his shoulder in the distance you had wondered off too.
2. Always.
"Lady Taylor,"
You jump in surprise as The Duke bursts into the room, eyes wide, breathing heavily, cloths in disarray. It was late a night, your home library only lit up by a few candles. You place down your book, heart pounding in your chest as catch onto the worry in his eyes.
"Daphne has gone into labour, Y/n," He hurries, offering you his hand as you rush with him through your house.
"What is happening?" Your father questions, stepping outside of his office.
"It's Daphne papa," You quickly explain, slipping on your shoes, "She has gone into labour."
"Wish her my best," You father smiles, looking over your shoulder at the Duke who takes your hand again gently pulling you along, "And you too son, you'll be a fine father."
The Duke smile quickly, closing the doors behind you before climbing into the carriage, "Are you alright?"
Simon nods, knee bobbing up and down, his face written with anxiety, "I am worried."
"Daphne is a strong woman, I have grown up alongside her and she will be a wonderful mother," You reassure him before teasingly adding, "So will you."
Simon laughs, "Thank you, Y/n. She asked for you, she needs you beside her."
"Always."
"As did the Viscount," Simon says, you open your mouth to reply but he beats you too it, "He trusts you, I have never seen Anthony so infatuated."
The rest of the carriage ride is sat in silence. Your heart pounding in your chest as you arrive, Simon rushes out before you, you quickly following as you rush towards Daphne's room. Reaching the hallway towards her room, The Duke runs past the siblings who sit scattered outside the in the hallway. Anthony pushes off the wall he was leaning on, quickly taking your hands as Daphne's scream echoes down the hall as Simon walks back into her room.
Your eyes stay onto his, squeezing his hand, "I have too-"
"I know," Anthony nods, pressing a gently kiss on your hands, "Be with her."
You walk past the siblings, pressing a quick kiss on Hyacinth's head as you pass. Anthony watches as you close the bedroom door behind you, before sighing, slumping back down beside Benedict.
"Are you ever going to come to your senses?"
Anthony frowns, looking at his brother, "Pardon?"
"Y/n, she has grown with us," Benedict leans his head back against the wall, "You don't look at her like how Colin and I do, you look at her as if she holds your world."
Anthony shakes his head, "I do not wish to burden Y/n with our family-"
"She is family."
Hours had past. Gregory and Hyacinth had gone to bed, the rest of the siblings fallen asleep in the hall. Benedict passes his brother a drink as he rubs his eyes tiredly.
"I believe it will be a boy," Benedict mumbles tiredly as Anthony hums in agreement.
Their heads shot up as you quietly come from the room, gently closing it behind you, you smile brightly, "It's a boy."
Anthony and Benedict share a laugh, as the other siblings startle awake. They celebrate together as Anthony walks towards you, gently wiping away the happy tear that rolled down your cheek. He placed a gentle kiss on your forehead as you rest your hands on his chest as holds you close.
"Thank you, Y/n."
"Always, Anthony."
3. Take my hand.
Aubrey Hall looked stunning under the summer sun, the garden decorated with numerous tents, surrounding a platform for dancing, a band siting in the corner.
"It looks truly beautiful," Daphne mutters as you nod in agreement, watching as Lords and Ladies began to dance under the evening sky.
Anthony and Colin walk up to the two of you and Anthony takes a moment to take in how breath taking you look. A sheer black dress sat over a burgundy one with think straps, sheer black gloves reach over your elbows, dark hair curled and pulled into a perfect bun. He smiled gently as you thank him for the drink he passed you, the four of you stand on the steps watching down on the garden party.
"Is that Lord Elton your father is talking too?" Colin asks, squinting under the sun as the three of your follow Colin's gaze, "Why would your father be speaking to Lord Elton, the man that has been rumoured to be the biggest prick of the ton."
Anthony reaches behind you, smacking his brother around the back of his head, but none-the-less doesn't disagree.
"Why would your father be talking to Lord Elton?" Colin asks as Daphne and yourself share a worried expression.
"I will be back in a moment," You rush down the steps and hurry towards your father.
Anthony watches with a heavy feeling sat in his heart as you gently interrupt their conversation. His stare hardens as Lord Elton gently presses a kiss on the back of your hand.
"Stop glaring," Daphne gently nudges her older brothers arm.
"Lady Y/n looks beautiful tonight, I am sure he is hoping for much more,"
Anthony smacks his brother again as Daphne rolls her eyes at the two, "Anthony, you truly need to see that Y/n would be a fine wife for you."
"She is your closest friend, Daphne," Anthony replies, swallowing thickly as he watches you, "She is family-"
"She makes the world stop for you, doesn't she?" Daphne rhetorically asks, "She makes you happy and you make her happy too, I only wish for the two of you to be happy together."
Anthony looks down at his sister, mirroring her soft smile as he presses a gentle kiss on her forehead.
Colin chuckles, "In other words brother, be a man and tell her how you feel." Colin ducks before his older brother could smack him.
You pull your father to the side as Lord Elton walks away to get himself a drink. Your father was the only family you had after your mother's passing a few years ago. Recently, your father had been having these spells as your father calls it, moments where he forgot about the world around him and focused on the stars, believing your mother was calling him from the stars.
"Lord Elton is a good man-"
"Father, I understand you are worried but he is not a good man, I wouldn't be happy-"
"But you would be safe and have money, the children you have will be looked after," You father gently argues, cupping your face he brushes his thumb over your cheek, "If I can not remember you, my darling, I want to forget with you secure and with someone I trust."
"You trust him?" You ask, brows pinched together as you look at your father, "Don't you want me to be happy?"
"Lord Elton is hardly around, he is wealthy," You father answers, "You would have my inheritance-"
"That he would take, he is a wicked man-"
"You mustn't think the worst of people," Your father's gaze harden slightly as he sighs, shoulders dropping, "I don't know how long I have left and I need you to be safe when I pass."
"I will-"
"Lord Elton will provide for you, and he has enough to do so," You father finalizes, "I will be giving him my blessing."
Your father walks away as you watch with a sudden pit of anxiety sat in your stomach. Looking over your shoulder the Bridgeton siblings had disappeared which your thankful for as you rush up the stairs and into the house.
You rush further into the house, away from the garden party, you finally sob, pressing a gloved hand over your mouth as you slide down the wall, falling into tears.
Outside Anthony watches as you quickly walk away and into the house, passing his drink to Benedict before quickly following. He smiles politely as people greet him before rushing further into the house. Anthony frowns, falling beside you to bring you into a hug letting you sob into his chest.
"My father is ill," You whisper, as you wipe away your tears, moving to lean your head on his shoulder.
"I am sorry," Anthony replies, pressing a kiss on your head, "What is wrong?"
"He has these spells," You quietly say, "He believes he can hear my mother and she is telling him to meet him in the stars, he has fits and spells of anger where he locks himself in his office."
"What can be done?" Anthony take one of your gloves off, lacing your fingers together.
"Nothing," You reply, wiping another fallen tear, "He wants to marry me off to Lord Elton so he can pass knowing I am safe-"
"Lord Elton is a wicked man-"
"Please tell my father, Ant," You lean your chin on his shoulder as he peers down at you, "I don't want to marry him."
"I know," Anthony presses a kiss on your forehead, "I won't let it happen."
You breath a laugh, tightening your hand in his, "And how will you do that, my Lord?"
Anthony swallows thickly, before resting his forehead on yours, "Whatever to make sure you are happy."
4. Our final moment.
On a warm summers day, your father hosted a game of croquet, inviting the Bridgerton family, The Duke and Lord Elton for a friendly game. Taylor summer house was grand, your favourite home; tall tower like structures either side of the grand entrance, a library with bookcases from the floor to the ceiling and a garden that reached for miles, the house surrounded by trees. It was simply beautiful.
"May I say," Lord Elton says, pushing back his thick dark hair off the thin line of sweat, "This house would be magnificent to raise children in."
You share a look with Daphne after Lord Elton winked at you. Anthony glared at him as the Duke nudged him, raising a brow at him to which he rolled his eyes at. You gently tugged the sleeves of your lace sleeves over your knuckles as your father awkwardly chuckles, breaking the slight pause at the Lord's comment.
"I think Lord Taylor and I will sit the rest of this out," Violet gently smiles, placing a comforting hand on your arm sensing your uneasiness.
"I agree, I grow tired quickly now I grow old," You father jokes, smiling gratefully as Benedict passes him a drink before he sits.
"You've been old for awhile, father," You press a quick kiss on his head as you pass, smiling as Anthony passes you a blue mallet. The sibling's yourself and the Duke, carry on with the game, walking down the garden hill to the next match.
"What a quick tongue," Lord Elton jokes, taking the yellow mallet from Anthony's hand, "I am sure we can fix that when you'll be mine."
"I am no object you can claim," You take the yellow mallet from his hands, passing it back to Anthony as you pass, "And I do not need to be fixed."
Anthony shares a smirk with Simon as Daphne and Eloise share a laugh hidden under their hands. Benedict pats your shoulder with a proud smile before you take your shot perfectly.
As the game continues, you stand beside Anthony and Daphne, laughing gently at Colin's misfortune and bad aim. Lord Elton follows on, whacking the ball and Anthony's out the way making Anthony's roll down the hill. Anthony glares as you roll your eyes at Lord Elton's smirk. Daphne goes next, sending a cheeky wink to her husband as she hits your ball, coincidently making it follow Anthony's.
"I guess we need to go for a hunt, Lord Bridgerton," You smile cheekily, taking Anthony's arm.
As Lord Elton goes to object, Anthony smiles, "We will catch up, continue."
Simon wraps an arm around Daphne's shoulders as the two share a knowing smile.
Anthony and yourself walk down the hill, your hand falls into his in a more intimate moment, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. The two of you found your croquet balls stuck in mud at the edge of the tree line.
"Come on,"
Anthony watches as you walk into the mud, bunching your dress in one hand. You whack the ball out of the mud, before looking at Anthony with a raised brow. He chuckles before sighing as he steps into the mud, whacking the ball out of the mud and beside yours. Anthony takes a step out of the mud, sighing at his new black shoes now covered in mud.
"Anthony,"
Anthony looks over at you, who is struggling to get out of the mud, your mallet now fallen beside you as you try and pull your foot out. Anthony steps back into the mud, hand catching yours, as he gently pulls you into his arms.
Looking down at you, you hold onto his arms, tugging gently to try and free yourself, "May I lift you?"
"You may,"
Placing his hands on your waist, you wrap your arms around his shoulders as he lifts you out of the mud. As he goes to walk out of the mud, he finds himself stuck making to two of you tumble forward. You back hits the mud first, his body falling on yours. The two of you gaze at each other, before breaking into a fit of laughter, your arms wrap around his shoulders, legs slotted together.
"Your covered in mud," Anthony murmurs as the laughter dies, bright smiles gracing your faces.
"My back and just your knees," You wink, "How scandalous."
Anthony laughs again, eyes searching yours as his cheeks blush pink, "A rumour that may save you from marriage."
"So that was your plan all along,"
"Possibly."
His eyes flickered over your face, before falling onto your lips, you barely tilted your head at him, raising your brows when you let your eyes level at his mouth, at those pink lips.
"Anthony," You breathlessly whispered.
His lips meet in the most romantic kiss, one full of passion and unspoken love. A muddied hand cupped your cheek as Anthony leaned down on his elbow beside your head, you hands fell to cup the back of his head, fingertips running down his nape as you pulled him, if possible, closer. You moaned into his mouth as the hand that once cupped your cheek gripped your hip tightly bunching your dress in his fist as instinctively hitch your leg over his hip.
The kisses turn more hungry and needy, his tongue dancing over yours as his hips press into yours. His hand runs over your ankle that sits on his hip, running his hand down the length of your smooth leg before resting it on your upper thigh.
"Lady Y/n! Anthony!"
The two of you quickly pull apart as Colin comes bounding down the hill. Scrambling to your feet, Anthony helps you out of the mud before picking up your mallet passing it to you before picking up his own. Colin stops, looking between the two of you with a wide cheeky grin.
"You have a little mud on your cheek," Colin points to your cheek making your eyes go wide as you quickly try brushing away the mud off your cheek.
"We will be there in a moment," Anthony tells his brother.
Colin nods, unable to take the smile off his face as he sends you a cheeky wink before walking back up the hill. Anthony takes his handkerchief from his pocket, standing in front of you as her cups your cheek, gently cleaning the mud from your cheek. His eyes never leave yours as he does. Shrugging out of his jacket, he wraps it around your shoulders, helping you slide your arms into his jacket.
"To hide the mud," He quietly jokes, making you blush.
"Thank you," Anthony smiles, pressing a lingering kiss on your forehead.
5. 'I love you.'
Lord Elton held a ball in order to celebrate your engagement. Though it was a little beforehand as you had yet to be asked for your hand in marriage. The hall was decorated beautifully with white flowers, tall champagne towers and a band playing on a stage.
Anthony was unable to look away from you; a white dress with lace detailing and long sleeves that fell over your knuckles, flower embroidery decorating the skirt. You hair was long and curled, half of it pinned back with delicate pearls.
"You are staring again," Eloise nudged her brothers arm.
"I can not help it," Anthony admits, eyes meeting your as you look over your shoulder, you send him a kind smile though your eyes betray you true feelings.
"This is your last chance to tell her," Eloise tells him softly, taking a sip of her drink, "Or Lord Prick will marry her."
Anthony chuckles, looking down at his sister fondly, "Stop listening to Colin's foul language."
"I believe I learnt that from you, brother."
You grasp your father hand in your own as his began to shake. Lord Elton rambles on about something, but you pay no attention, focusing on your father.
"Lord, I hope you don't mind but I think my father has had enough for tonight," You smile gently at him, "I think its time to go home."
"Of course, I will accompany you-"
"That isn't necessary-"
"When you are mine, I will not let you out of my sight," Lord Elton pulling your father closing to him and out of your hand, "I will take him to the carriage, get whatever you need."
You watch helplessly as he takes you father away, worry sitting in the pit of your stomach as you gently push through the crowd. The announcement that the ball is over is shouted as you take Daphne's hand, gently pulling her aside.
Her worried eyes meet your own, "My father is about to have a spell and Lord Elton is coming with us, possibly to propose, what do I do?"
She squeezes your hand, "Talk to him, quickly. My brother loves you, go before it's too late."
You nod, quickly pressing a kiss on her cheek before quickly walking towards the eldest Bridgerton brother. He stands alone, waiting for his siblings and mother to collect themselves before getting into the carriage. His eyes widen as you approach meeting you halfway, placing his hand on your shoulders as his eyes meet your worried ones.
"What happened?"
"I am taking my father home, he is unwell," You rush out, "Tell me you love me."
"Pardon-?"
"The prick will propose with my father's blessing in his state, he is playing a wicked game and I know it, so tell me you love me as I love you and be the man my father wants me to marry, be that man I feel safe with."
Anthony's brain pauses, his heart stopping as his hands fall from your shoulders. You heart hurts, taking his moment to mean rejection. You look over your shoulder as a butler calls your name, telling you a carriage has arrived.
Looking back at Anthony, he stares, eyes glazed over as you nod once before walking away, brushing past the Bridgerton siblings, ignoring Daphne as she calls your name.
"He missed his chance," Eloise sadly mutters, head falling onto Benedict's shoulder as he watches his older brother crumble.
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Holding your father's hand tightly, you guide him through the house as he mutters quietly to himself. Taking him into the office, you sit him down into the chair before pulling the curtains closed, closing your father away from the heavy rain and sudden shout of thunder.
"What is happening?" Lord Elton asks as you father mutters to himself, head in hands as you kneel beside him.
"He is fine," You defensively dismiss him, "Thank you for your assistance but you may leave-"
"He is losing his mind," Lord Elton laughs, watching as your father gently rocks himself, looking up at the ceiling, muttering about your mother and the stars, "Look at the man."
"Don't you dare-"
"Do what?" Lord Elton rhetorically asks, taking a further step into the office, "You are simply a woman and he is a freak."
"You are simply a beast of a man, one that is cruel and heartless," You spit, clutching your father hands tighter in your own as a tear rolls down your cheek, "I will never except your hand in marriage."
Lord Elton glare down at you, before spitting horridly at yours and your fathers feet, "I wouldn't touch the Bridgerton's whore anyway."
"Leave before I write to the Queen herself, describing how much of a prick you truly are, and then no woman will want to touch you."
Lord Elton snarls before slamming every door on his way out. You turn to your father, letting go of one of his hands to gently cup his face, he tiredly blinks at you as you wipe away a tear.
"I am sorry," Your father quietly whispers, "I am so sorry, my dear."
"Do not apologise, you wanted what was best for me," You reply with a quick pained smile, "But I am afraid what I thought was best for me, doesn't want me."
"Anthony knows, he is just scared." Your father gently rests his forehead on yours, "Your mother was everything to me, when you where born you became everything as well, I want what is best for you and I got carried away in my own worries that you would be alone when I pass that I was unable to see how I was going to marry you with a man that was going to do more harm than happiness."
"You need to rest," You pull away, standing up to help him, "I will ask the cook to get you something warm to eat-"
"I can do that, darling," You father squeezes your hand, giving you a warm smile, "Go and find your happiness."
"I can not leave you like this-"
You father presses a kiss on the back of your hand, "I will be fine, now go."
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"I froze, how could I be so stupid?"
Benedict sighs, sitting beside his brother, who holds his head in his hands, cheeks stained with tears. Daphne kneels in front of him, placing a hand on his knee as Violet sits the other side of him, placing a comforting hand on her son's back.
"Love makes us do stupid things," His mother gently whispers sadly.
"I have loved her for so long and Y/n tells me she loves me and I suddenly do not know how to reply," Anthony finally breaks, looking at his mother as a tear runs down his cheek, "I have lost her."
"No, no you have not," Violet brings her son in her arms, pressing a kiss on his head, "You can still go to her, tell her before it is too late."
"Lord Elton-"
"Do you honestly believe that Y/n would chose Lord Elton over the one she truly loves?"
Anthony looks down at his sister, who offers him a knowing smile. Benedict pats his brother's shoulder, mirroring Daphne's smile.
Violet nods, squeezing her son's hand tightly, "Go and get your happiness, Anthony."
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The maids shout after you as you rush out of the house, hands gripping your dress tightly as you run through the rain. You hair sticks to your neck, the white dress ruined but you couldn't find yourself to care.
The Bridgerton siblings and Violet watch as Anthony rushes out of the house, smiling happily as they watch Anthony run down the street. Simon takes his wife's hand in his own, pressing a kiss on her head before gently taking his son out of her arms. Eloise beams as Colin wraps an arm around her shoulder as Benedict wraps his arms around the two youngest. Violet wipes the tear off her cheek as she finally watches her eldest son chase after the purest love.
Rounding the corner, the streets are empty, only lit up by the golden glow from the house windows. You suddenly stop as he does, standing opposite sides of the road. His hair sticks to his forehead, white skirt sticking to his arms as his blue waistcoat is soaked in rain.
Your chest heaves as your heart pounds in your chest, the two of you clash into a hug. His arms wrap around your waist as your wrap around his shoulders, holding you close to him, he presses a light kiss on your neck before pulling away slightly.
"I do, I do love you," Anthony breaths out, "I am sorry I froze, but hearing you tell me you love me, I- It was all I have ever wanted to hear."
You smile, gently pressing a hand to the back of his nape, resting his forehead to yours, "There are many reasons why I couldn't marry Lord Elton, not only because he was a prick but because I couldn't imagine marry anyone else but you."
"Then marry me," Anthony says, nose brushing against yours as he smiles, "Let me call you my wife, let me have children with you, grow old with you, let me kiss you when I want, let me love you."
You share a kiss under the stars, one full of spoken and knowing love, one of passion and understanding. His hand holds the back of your head as your hands slide down his shoulders, resting on his chest, his heart thumping under your touch. He holds onto desperately, kissing you with all his love, before gently pulling away, resting his forehead on yours with a love sick smile.
"I love you," Anthony whispered against your lips.
"I love you too."
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Guilty as Sin
Fandom:Â Bridgerton
Summary:Â Benedict Bridgerton asks you to accompany him to his private studio, to show you some of the art he's been working on. You find a little more than you were expecting.
Length:Â 3k
Pairing:Â Benedict Bridgerton x fem!reader
Content Warnings:Â Oral sex (female receiving), Penetrative sex, Unprotected sex.
a/n: find pt 2 here!
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"Good evening, y/n," A proud voice echoed behind you, discovering your hiding spot in the darkest corner, admiring Lady Danbury's art to appear busy. You didn't bother to turn and greet him, he always seemed to find you at these social events, even if you weren't outwardly interested in him, he persisted. Benedict Bridgerton slid into the space next to you as if it were designed for him, cheekily scanning you face for a reaction.
You met at Lady Danbury's ball 3 seasons previous. Your brother was holding out hope for a match this season, ignoring your contentedness for your own company. Benedict had never shown any interest in any young lady - he did, however, find amusement in torturing you this way.
"Bridgerton," You barely mumbled a response, hoping he would find another to bother this evening. Yet there he remained, exchanging his attention for the painting you were looking at.
"There are far better paintings in this ballroom" He remarked, a little scoff sounding off.
"Yes, I am sure there are. However, this one is positioned perfectly" Still, you avoided eye contact and angled your body away from him. He was definitely not the same as the other Bridgerton men. Benedict was frivolous and artistic, lost in his own hedonistic world of luxury and pleasure. Perhaps it was jealousy that ruled your opinion of Benedict.
"Ah, yes. I truly have never seen a damp, dark corner without you in it, you know?" He chuckled, "Why do you pretend to be interested in art, when you could be watching whatever is unfolding behind you? I'm sure the numerous scandals and embarrassing events you would witness would be far more interesting" He asked, there was even a hint of genuine curiosity in his words.
You paused for a moment, contemplating even continuing this conversation or leaving to find your brother or mother.
"Actually, I rather enjoy art. I am more interested in sculpture or ceramics, but I will endure whatever I have to to get through this evening and every other evening like it this season" You spilled. Benedict was stunned, his eyebrows raised and his blinks steady in shock.
"I didn't know you had a like for such things" Benedict said serenely.
"Of course not, I am certain you thought my only interests were embroidery or pianoforte, like every other simpering mess in this ballroom" You thought your snarky remark was under your breath, but Benedict did manage to hear. He breathed a heady laugh through his nose and took a sip of his lemonade.
"Would you be interested in viewing some of my works?" Benedict pondered aloud, finally dragging your eyes to meet his. It seemed sincere - which was not something you often saw from him. Whilst he was a shameless flirt, you never indulged him like some of the other young ladies. It was obvious that he viewed you as some sort of challenge, but you would never give in.
"Is that a serious invitation?" You asked, taken aback.
"Yes, absolutely. Art is potentially the only thing I do take seriously. I would love to show you, if you would like to see it" He almost bowed, as if the pursuit of his art was the most noble thing about him. This shift in his personality made him less repulsive, it intrigued you. Turning to face him, for the first time in so many months, throwing off his balance slightly, you held your hand out for him to take.
"You would like to see it now?" His brow furrowed, eyes asking permission to take your hand and lead you out to the carriages.
"Why not? We've been to this ball numerous times before, it will not be getting any more interesting" With the softest of smiles decorating your normally sour face, Benedict took your hand and began walking outside with you, watching nervously as people ignored your presence.
"Will this not be damning to your marriage prospects?" Benedict leaned over to whisper in your ear, an element of concern riding along his words.
You gave him a pitiful smile, "What prospects?". Not a single soul noticed the two of you leaving the ball. Benedict held the carriage door open for you and held your hand as you stepped up into it.
"I've never slipped out of an event quite like that" He remarked, closing the door, sitting opposite you.
"Well, in truth, I thought perhaps someone might have stopped us, just because of you⊠But, I suppose, my power of invisibility is shared with the person I am escaping with" Your eyebrows flicked up. Benedict could not discern whether you were happy or not to fly out of the view of the ton. While it was a blessing most days, you were afforded your privacy and peace. Perfect silence. There were many other days filled with loneliness, the madness of having to hear your own voice in your head just to fill the quiet.
The carriage ride was slightly uncomfortable, the two of you had never had to be alone like this. You were delivered to Benedict's college where he had been studying art and he led you towards his private studio. Benedict's hand reached out for the door handle, stopping short, and spinning to look at you, back pressed against the door.
"I presume you understand I don't bring people here," He paused, his demeanour was soft and vulnerable, "Be gentle with me". He waited for acknowledgment on what he was saying, and with a nod of promise from you, he opened the door. You both walked inside in sweet silence as you took in the most beautiful sight. The room was littered with parchment, sketches, canvases. Drabs of colour, charcoal and lead lit only by low candlelight as Benedict struck the match. This was the most personal gesture of friendship you had ever experienced, it was like peering through window into Benedict Bridgerton's mind - a place he only has the keys to. Several desks were patterned around the room, a small platform in the centre of the room, drying racks on the far left. You were surprised by this unapologetically intimate space, and even more impressed by the immense talent you were witnessing.
"What are you working on currently?" You did not mean for the excitement of the room to fill you up so keenly. Benedict had such a hard time trying to read your reaction, your manner and tone were thrilling to him.
"Oh, please" He gestured towards a far table, where an easel stood facing the window, "I am learning about portraiture this semester. This is something I am doing for my youngest brother, Gregory, for his birthday" His hand sailed past your lower back, shuffling you both around. A deliciously electric pulse passed over your body, goose bumps erupting in a rolling wave quickly trailing behind.
"Benedict, this is incredible" You gasped, your hands covering your mouth with astonishment.
Oddly, he stepped back from you and placed his hand on his heart.
"What did I say?" You smiled uncomfortably.
His face softened, his eyes fluttering peacefully, "My name. That is the first time, you have ever said my name" A flash of teeth in his grin made your heart jump its next beat. There was a flush of embarrassment in your cheeks, your eyes flicked between Benedict's and the floor.
"I apologise" Admittedly, you had never given him a chance to show how utterly human he was. When he had asked you to come to the studio, you wondered whether the room would be filled to the brim of paintings of naked women. How wrong you were - finding yourself surrounded by paintings and scrawling's of every member of his family. You dug around, flicking through sketchbooks, diaries.
"Have you found a favourite?" He meandered around the room after you, hands tucked behind his back like a gentleman, observing.
"This one, is my favourite" You held up a side profile of Violet Bridgerton, done entirely in variants and shades of their family colours.
"I am yet to show her that one, do you think I should?" He asked, and you sensed he truly valued your opinion here.
"Yes! If I had half your talent, I would have filled my family's home with my work" You chuckled, laying the canvas down on the current desk you were visiting.
You moved around the other side of the room, noticing a section of the room more damp, and darkly lit, compared to the rest of the studio. There stood an easel with a large drape thrown over it, and several canvases stacked betwixt it and the wall. This struck a chord of curiosity in you that could not be contained, you almost dashed forward to pull the drape down.
"No! Wait, not those!" Benedict rasped, darting forward to try and stop you. It was too late, the cream-coloured drape had coiled to the floor and revealed what Benedict did not want you to see.
Brow furrowing, you stood back, taking in what you were seeing for the first time. Here, on the easel, an unfinished portrait, of you.
"That's -- That's private" Benedict cleared his throat uncomfortably.
"Is this⊠me?" You didn't know whether to be flattered, impressed, or worried. Had he done this from memory? That was when it occurred to you to look down. Picking up, and flicking through the canvases, they were all you. There were maybe six or seven of them, all in different poses, of differing angles. Had he taken such notice of you to be able to do this from memory? The detail in your face, your hair and even dresses you had worn in past seasons.
"This isâŠ" You shook your head, placing the canvases back. Benedict stood behind you, leaving a distance so as not to make this more uncomfortable than it already was. His hands were pressed together at his lips as if he were praying, wearily hanging on for your next words.
"No one has ever seen me like this, or rather, at all" You sighed.
"I see you as you are" Benedict replied too quickly.
"And how is that?"
There was a long pause, an internal struggle between what he wanted to say and what he should.
"I see⊠the raw soulfulness of your gaze. The divine sway in your walk. The sensual ruthlessness of your words. The confidence of your acceptance. I have watched, and waited, and wallowed in avaricious longing" Benedict heaved in a deep breath, "Every line, every curve, every shade I fear is a figment of my imagination until I see you again, just so that I might commit a little more to memory".
Benedict's eye cast low, his discomposure becoming more and more apparent. You were not to know that the one person you had been avoiding for the past several seasons had been perceiving you exactly as you had always dreamed. Perhaps it was not Benedict's personality that made you keep him at armâs length, but rather your own.
You bound forward, slightly tripping on your gown, throwing yourself in the second Bridgerton brother's arms. In the instant he caught you, you planted the shyest of kisses on his unsuspecting lips. Benedict chuckled sweetly, lifting you to stand on your own two feet again, wrapping his arms around your waist, pulling you into to a longer, more fervent kiss. His lips were much softer than you were anticipating, gentle and cool against your own. Benedict's tongue dipped into yours, his kiss still passionately intoxicating. You parted for a moment, both of you breathing a little heavier now. Benedict took a step back, straightening his dress clothes and composing himself.
"I apologise, miss y/n"
"Why do you apologise? I am the one who owes you" You stammered.
"I am just glad that no one saw us, I will not have you ruined. I will not be the one that ruins you" Benedict stumbled over his words, words filled with such consideration and respect for you and your standing in society.
Panting still, bosom heaving over the corset, you thought about what he was saying. You thought about your "prospects".
Taking one large step forward, pressing your body against his, you leaned up as if to kiss Mr Bridgerton's cheek goodbye.
"Ruin me" You breathed, begged, into his ear, hands wrapping around his neck, your breath hitching in your throat as Benedict swooped you into his arms, carrying you to the nearest desk. He placed your behind on the edge of the desk, moving to sweep every piece of art clattering to the floor before turning his attention back to you. Your legs wrapped around his thighs, his lips crashing into you, his tongue fiercely caressing yours. Much to Benedict's surprise, you slipped your arms out of your dress, pushing the fabric down around your hips.
Stunned and dramatic shock shot across his face as he looked upon your upper body in your corset. Benedict blinked furiously, as if trying to regain control of his sense.
"May I?" He took hold of the fabric around your waist, pulling it out from under you as you lifted yourself slightly, signalling a loud yes. Sitting in your undergarments, Benedict wrapped his arms around your body, expertly fiddling with the laces as you nodded fervently into his delectable kisses. You grinned into his mouth, feeling the corset loosen quickly â he had done this before. Your fingers fumbled along the seam of his pants, unfurling the tucked fabric of his dress shirt, fiddling with the buttons of his overcoat.
Benedict stopped, throwing his coat across the room and removing his dress shirt as frantically as possible. It took only seconds for his eyes to widen at your naked body, sitting on the desk before him.
"Holy God" He exhaled, lunging forward, thrusting his hand into your hair, pulling you into a devilish kiss. His hands curved under your behind, lifting you forward to the very edge of the table before falling to his knees before you as if you were divine, and he, a devout worshipper at the altar. Littering kisses down your inner thigh, his nose nestling into the soft nest of hair at your mound, he breathed heavily, groaning with pleasure. Benedict's tongue slipped between your folds, circling the most sensitive spot on your body, your hands sliding into his hair, pulling gently as his pace quickened and steadied in a repetitive manner. Never had you felt so safe and yet so powerful, holding Benedict's head in place between your thighs. Letting out soft, melodic moans, tangling your fingers amongst his hair, finding your hips having a mind of their own as they ground against him. The sheer coarseness of Benedict's dawning facial hair and the soft, warmth of his darting tongue were plenty enough to push your mind to the edge of the human experience. Your head turned dreamy, light, whilst your body convulsed and squeezed Benedict's head between your thighs.
Panting softly, Benedict remained, placing delicate kisses where his tongue had just performed. As your body relaxed into him again, Benedict appeared from the floor, kissing you again, to lay you backward on the table, your own sweetness on your tongue now. He stood before you, bare torso, undoing his dress pants. Excitement pulsed through you, propping yourself onto your elbows to watch. You had heard other ladies discuss this in the depths of their personal conversations but had never really learned anything from them. It was a topic of great interest.
Freeing himself before you, your enlarging eyes took in his length as he held himself in his hand. "Allow me?" Benedict looked down at you, sordid passion aflame in his eyes. You gave a clear, concise nod. Benedict moved closer between your thighs, adjusting your legs, and placing himself at your entrance. With both hands sprawled over the space between your belly and your hips, Benedict slowly pushed forward, eliciting guttural moans from your lips. But he never looked away from you, he never closed his eyes for more than a half-second. His desire burned out of him, his eyes searing down on you and in helplessness, you exuded wanton need in return.
You wished this act were eternal, completely unending. Every thrust an indiscreet attempt at conveying his affections for you. His hand found its way to caressing your cheek, his teeth nipping at your neck as you moaned his name.
âBenedictâ You sighed without inhibition. The sound of your voice sent Benedict into a frenzy, his thrusts harder now and full-fledged. His sinful grunts, echoing across the studio, came to a hot, explicit apex as he buried himself as deeply as possible inside of you.
He looked down at you dreamily, his eyes heavy with pleasure, running his thumb over your bottom lip. Benedict stepped away, reaching for his dress pants, and sitting on to the ground in front of you â you moved to sit next to him, surrounded by the tables previous contents.
âYou are wonderful. I could never capture such an essence, in any art form. You are transcendentâ Benedictâs words were slow, the ruse of his silly exterior worn away.
âI much prefer this version of youâ You gave a smug smile, both of you avoiding eye contact.
âAs I do youâ He retorted, chortling alongside you. The long, comfortable tired silence between you was broken only when Benedict cleared his throat.
âY/n,â Benedict spoke up, âI thinkâNo, I am quite certain, I love youâ He admitted, holding his hand out, bridging the space between your mostly naked bodies, waiting for you to take it.
âI do believe I too am guilty of loving youâ You responded, laying your hand gently in his. Leaning to meet in the middle, sharing a sentimental, sweet kiss and smiling into each other. Benedict jumped up, pants still undone around his waist, he pulled you to your feet.
âCome, I should like to draw youâ He posed you naturally on the platform in the centre of the room. You watched him scramble about the room, looking for his implements.
âLike this!?â You gestured to yourself, completely nude on the dais.
âYes, precisely like thisâ Benedict growled ardently, putting his pencil to his parchment.
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teach me the rest
description; unable to withhold your feelings any longer, you confess your more than friendly and familial affections for the second-born bridgerton.
genre; fluff, slight angst, friends to lovers, mutual pining, love confession
pairing; benedict bridgerton x fem!reader
word count; 0.8k
warnings; implied masturbation (non-explicit), slight corruption kink, suggestive themes, overly dramatic period drama love confession
a/n; please donât come for me if there are inaccuraciesâi have seen one (1) full episode of bridgerton (i know) but i have read like 50 benedict fics so thereâs that? but as an sea, i WILL be imagining myself in sophieâs place when their season comes out so more content on the way in the near future?
âBenedict Bridgerton, if you do not wish to marry me right this second, I will wait until the next minute, day, week, month, season, year⊠I will wait for every desert to flood, for every ocean to lose colour. I will wait until the earth destroys itself again and again because there is no amount of time in which I could no longer love you. I beg of you, take me as I am yours, but do not take me if you are not mine. Spare me the embarrassment of my confessions.â
You feel as though you cannot breathe each time you avoid his gaze, but once yours return to his, you inhale more oxygen than you could ever dream of. Benedict looks just as breathless as you are, and you can only hope that that means he too feels what you so unceremoniously conveyed.
But unfortunately, youâve turned him speechless, so you continue speaking in fear of his rejection of your affectionsââI realize my father, although ever the artist and drinker of the elixir of life, would prefer Anthonyâs hand over yoursâyou may recall my frankly naĂŻve crush on your older brotherââ
You both wince at that.
ââhe is no longer the one I foolishly love, and my father would not argue against someone he treats as his own son, one whose passions for painting are one and the same. Please, Benedict, for the love of God, shut me up like youâve always wanted. I fear I am incapable of not embarrassing myself.â
Benedict, on the other hand, believes he has just taken his first good breath since you first began your declarations. âIs that your wish, darling? To be shut up by me? Because I am afraid it is not mine. I would listen to you waxing poetic about me every second I continue to have ears. And I do believe I will not lose them anytime soon. Even if I lost oneâhopefully not my left one, so I may continue to stand right by your sideâI will hang onto your every word, as your pretty lips haunt my dreams, waking or sleeping. I did not before desire marriage because I had yet to understand what it does to soulsâI thought Anthony would never marry, and yet, here we are. I worried for him after father died, but now, I know that love can melt even the coldest of hearts. Teach me, my heart, each and every way I can love you, for I am now nothing but your student.
âTeach me the art of loveââ
In an odd turn of events, you initiate the kiss, the first since the many you shared before either of you quite knew the weight of them, or love. You had once seen Anthony in the Bridgertonsâ backyard many, many years ago, lips locked with a girl whose identity you never found out. Thankfully, you think now, you did not stay for very long, or else you mightâve tried to sway young, sweet Benedict into an experiment beyond either of your comprehensions.
After your first kisses as children, he soon learned of the passions people could have for one another and of the cost it could have to your dignity. So, regretfully, dear Benedict would never again know the touch of your lips until now.
âDo not,â you begin breathlessly, achingly, âthink for a moment, you have not learned every way in which to please me.â
âIf I am out of line, I do sincerely apologize and will let you slap me if only you could forgive meâbut I have not yet learned every way to please you. Should we marry, I will learn each sound youâre capable of making, every taste of you, every touch you will learn to take from me. I will offer all of lifeâs greatest pleasures and indulgences, and I know of no one in this universe more deserving of them.â
You believe that he is the only person who could make you feel better than you dare to yourself, alone in the silence of your bedchambers, masking your pleasure through a trained, quiet mouth.
âI have only known touch through the stories I indulge myself inâŠâ Embarrassed, you continue, âAnd through my own hand.â
The sound your beloved makes should be quite shameful to the ears of any maiden like yourself, but you canât but hope to hear it over and over.
âYou know, then, only a fraction of what a person can feel.â
âTeach me the rest, so that I may be fulfilled?â
Benedict groans loudly, suppressing it with the palm of his hand. You both pray no one is awake at this hour. Youâre oblivious to the double entendre you voiced in your yearning, which for some reason, grows his aching need for you.
He so earnestly murmurs your name. âI will marry you, only if you will marry me.â
âI believe that is how it works,â you tease him.
âBut you had such little choice since we were children, so I want you to have this one.â He then admits lowly, âAnd I wish to hear it from you again.â
âI will marry you, Benedict.â
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The Artist and the Flower
Pairings: Benedict bridgerton x f!reader
MDNI/NSFW
Sexpollen
Masterlist

Summary: A mysterious flower brought back from Colin's travels put you and Benedict in a curious predicament. Resulting in sex and other things.
Word count: 4.9k
Warnings: sexpollen, friends to lovers, passionate sex, pinv sex, oral sex (female recieving), rough sex (blink and you'll miss it), choking, praise, pet names (princess, girl, woman, lady.), "I love you", mating-press, missionary, creampie. (Think that's all)
AN: not yet proofread! Hope you guys enjoy!

Approaching footsteps roused my mind, they thudded dully against wooden floorboardsâpausing only to whisper mutely, 'This is not funny. Where are you?'
I tried to focus on my breathing, fingers working sluggishly as they wiped themselves clean against the bottom hem of my dress.
'Woman!' The voice came shrill and urgent this time, ringing terribly in my ear. The sounds of it's accompanying steps diminished as they hurried past my position on the floor, all dizzy on my hands and knees.
'Benedict!' I hissed. The bright interior blurring as I made to stand up, legs wobbly beneath the unsteady weight of my torso.
There was a muffled squeak through the wall, shoes whirling against polished wood. Indicating him turning on his heel. 'Most, esteemed woman?' He tried again, punctuating the words as he half joked, half didn't. Simply hopeful hollow flattery would spur me into giving further clues to my whereabouts.
'Get in here at once!' I threw my finger toward the floor as if he could see me do it, successfully conveying the sense of urgency. But there was a wall between us, and my world suddenly spun. I staggered a few steps until I caught myself on the nearest wall. The window I'd opened wasn't doing much except chill my damp skin with the occasional draft.
With a few last steps, he darted toward the door that separated us, and four quaint knocks rapped aginst it. I gritted my teeth, annoyance taking over the hand. 'Yes, come on in.' Still, I willed my voice into the least irritable tone I could muster. This was not his fault, after all.
'Ahâ' he sighed and pushed the door open. 'âgodess. . .' There was a mocking tone to the word and a satisfied grin on his lips, but it quickly fell as his eyes scoured over my appearance, and utter devastation replaced it.
I wiped my forehead free of the beading sweat, and it too, began to tingle just like my fingertips hadâto my horror, I realisedâI'd probably just added more of whatever that dust was into my system. Now seeping through my skin and diluting my blood, impairing my usually keen senses with whatever toxins it provided.
He hurried to my side in big, worried strides to lay and arm around my back, steadying me when I couldn't steady myself. 'Wha-' He couldn't even form a word of surprise, his jaw slack as he gestured with his free hand to my dishevelled appearance. 'Why are you in Colins room? In this, state?' He quickly added. If I wasn't mistaken, which I might very well have been considering I didn't have full use of my mind. But, I could almost detect jealousy in his tone.
He would get the wrong idea, about Colin. 'Well,' I tried being nonchalant, tried to act like the places he made contact with my skin did not burn for him. I screwed my eyes shut and pulled all my focus into an answer. 'The wine got to my head, and I realised,' My words came out sluthered and slow. 'I hadn't been in here before, and. . .' My head began nodding of its own accord, already finding my unsaid words agreeable. '. . .it had to be remedied.'
'Of course, of course it did.' Benedict sighed, his shoulders shrugging in exasperation as he began looking around, presumably to find something for me to sit on, but his eyes fastened on something else instead. I cringed, for his eyes darted from the open rucksack, then back to me. The look he gave me was nothing but disapproving. But goodness, he was stading so close. His breaths warm against my cheek and mildly stained by alcoholic bevrages, much like mine must've been. But oh, the fire in his eyes gave me quite a start, not that I was fearful of it. In fact, I found the opposite to be true. It almost felt as if I had abaorbed it, and it traveled downward. . . 'You went through his belongings?'
My mind froze, the newfound aching in my body too distracting. 'I. . .' I felt my eyes narrow and forehead furrow, my dull reflexes attempting a poor pretence of thoughts. 'I couldn't help myself. I'm sorry. But there was this box, with some strange flower inside. . .' I trailed off. An amused, tipsy smile making it's way onto my face as I noted his incredulous expression.
His hands slid down my arm, and the sensation traveled straight to my core. Causing the need to stifle a moan arise.
'And you thought it a good idea to touch a foreign plant of which you know nothing of?' He spoke fast, too fast for me to keep up. Especially when goosebumps ran rampid in the wake of his touch, when my core ached for him to continue, to push his body further into mine. My heart beat too fast, his hand too close to the pulse point on my wrist.
My hand found it's way beneath his jaw, a wide grin splaying across my face. 'Wine will do that to a gentlewoman.' I explained, sluthering slightly. But feeling no more explanation to be necessary.
He screwed his eyes shut and stood completley still for a moment, I could almost see the thoughts swirling in the crammed space of his mind. 'Well,' he looked at me once again, searching my eyes. 'What gentleman would I be to leave a woman in need to her own devices?' He opened the box and grabbed the flower without hesitation, feeling its vevelty petals, rubbing the dust between his fingertips and then- tasted it.
Currents of static electricity zapped beneath my chest, spreading throughout me body. Everything happened so fast. And all I could do was watch, very intently, as the pads of his middle- and index finger made contact with his tongue, swiping clean against it. Lips then closing around them to suck whatever remained off. The heat building in my body was nothing short of sinful, and the thoughtsâmy thoughtsâwere even worse.
'Let's go.'
'Pardon?' Precious air left my lungs, leaving me breathless.
'Dinner with the Bridgertons.'
'I figured it to be out of the question.' My expression confounded.
'Colin is already downstairs, and we must find out what exactly that plant is-' He stopped. Eyes all of a sudden distant as they grazed over my features, landing on my lips. He still held my wrist, stroking the inside with gentle circles.
'Ben?' It was summer in the country, this much I knew. But surely, the temperature could not rise as fast as it just did. Sweat was pooling at my back, beneath my bust. And I began to wish, that he would simply. . . Lick-
'We must go.' I declared, clearing my throat. Hoping the words would snap us out of our trance.
'Right, of course.' He nodded, a blush sweeping across his cheeks. His eyes suddenly keen to examine the floor. But he kept his han his hand on the small of my back, urging me down the halls of the big house. Ocassionally, he'd scrunch the fabric of my dress, feeling the flexing of my back beneath the tips of his fingers. It pulled my attention to the sensitivity of my skin, and the pleasure his small, simple action gave me.
The next thing I knew, I was being helped into a chair at the center of the dining table. Benedict laid a hand on my shoulder that was meant to be reassuring, but it had an impact much more wicked on me. He took the seat across from me, and oh so conveniently placed himself next to Colin. Conversation grew heavy as Violet became quite inquisitive with her children. Eloise's debut, Anthony's proposal plans, and who he was planning on the recieving end. I would usually have been elbow deep in the gossip and drama, but my mind was elsewhere, muddled or perhaps tainted, as I couldn't focus on much of anything. Their voices grew sharp in my ears, the candlelight too bright for my eyes.
Ben leaned in to whisper in Colin's ear, who's eyes grew wide. Looking at me with growing worry, in fact, he almost looked like he would be sick.
I could understand why. Slouched in my seat, looking generally ill and doing more drinking than eating. Which was most likely only adding to the growing problem rather than subduing it. But oh, was he handsome. Flushed, he combed a hand through his hair. Slicking it with the dampness from his forehead, his eyes darting over my figure every now and then. Whatever that flower was, it seemed to be getting to him too. Colin opened his mouth to answer Ben.
'How are you dear, you look a little I'll.' Violet asked with genuine worry, interrupting the boys hushed conversation and turned them onto me with anxious eyes.
'I'm well.' I smiled, feeling as though my own voice was not mine.
Ben's eyes creased, a grin spreading over his lips, and then began giggling.
The conversations cut, and everyone stared at him. 'Are you quite alright, dear?' Violets eyes were full of concern, now placed upon him instead. I didn't yet know if it was warranted or not. But I was glad he pulled any lingering eyes from my current state.
'I apologise.' The words were strained as he pushed them out between more fluttering giggles, leading him to cover his blushing face. 'Her lady just told me something stunningly funny, that is all.' Benedict gestured to me, his eyes glinting with mischief. That little-
'Truly?' Violet smiled expectantly, something like understanding in her eyes. That cunning look she always gave her children when she knew something they didn't. Perhaps she'd taken my demeanour as that of a girl with a hidden crush, only anxious under the gaze of her love. She wouldn't be entirely wrong. Long had I known the Bridgertons, and even longer had I liked Ben.
I cleared my throat, blinking away the haze in my eyes. 'I'm uncertain of its propriety. . .' I tried to redirect, a drop of sweat sliding down my temple as I nervously glanced around at the members of the family. And ufortunately, I felt a bubbling up inside my chest, a composition of my own laughter. 'It was, uhm. . .' I paused, working hard to keep a smile from creeping onto my lips. Trying desperate to think of something to say. Anything, really.
'Well, let's hear it.' Anthony said with a grin, and the rest of the table agreed. Eloise being little more than a heap of snickers, Colin seeming to be the only one who gained little to no amusement from the situation.
Watching my struggles and deeming them incredibly funny, Benedicts giggles evovled and he burst out laughing. I was second behind him, but the table quickly joined in with a chorus of incredulous chuckles and wild looks of incomprehension. 'What is the matter with you two?' Eloise asked, her eyes watery as she clutched stomache.
We locked eyes, Ben and I. Both now scorching, judging from the trickling sweat on his neck and the tickling down my back. Warmth spread throughout my chest, and something fluttered in my stumache. Something was terribly wrong with the flower for me to feel so deeply, so suddenly.
Colin took his chance when Benedict had calmed himself, leaning in to whisper in his ear. Ben's face offered an array of reactions ti every word spoken. Confusion, surprise, anger. It was enough for me to conclude that something was not right, and that was when his eyes went wide. 'Then why would you not keep a lock on it, brother?' He shouted, his voice much louder than anticipated. Worry grew in me as I carefully studied their expressions, replacing all my previous feelings of joy. Colin whispered again, his lips moving eratically as he shook his head, clearly distressed and displeased. Ben's eyes locked on mine a second time, again, they were full of fire. However, something told me it was not of the same sort I'd seen earlier today, this was not anger. No, it was something else entierly. 'Pardon us, drar family. But the lady and I must be excused.' He claimed suddenly, turning to his mother and Anthony. 'We have urgent business that need tending to.'
'âmy parents estate. . .' I cut in, sensing the graveness behind his words. It cant be good if his mood had changed so quickly. The family gave me an odd look, and I scrambled further, not wishing for them to get the wrong impression. 'The art- the art in their estate. We had a Lively discussion before dinner. . . Hence the art. Because he's an artist.' I paused my rambling lips, they did me more bad than good. I stood hastily, the rich pulsing around me as I did so, almost knocking the chair to the floor. I smoothed my dress out and exited the diningroom with an "excuse me" and a unecessary curtsy.
Rushing down hallways, I brushed my hand along the wall for support. Benedict's footsteps only a pace behind my own. He placed a hand on my hip, to brace me or simply because he wanted to fell me, I did not know.
Stopping outside my rooms, I urged him to explain. 'Apparently,' he began, rubbing the nape of his neck. I knew that tell. 'It's not, good news. . .'
I leaned back against the doorframe, my body drenched in sweat. The wafting of my fan doing nothing to help. 'Benedict Bridgerton, tell me immediately.' I growled.
'Its an aphrodesiac. It means-'
I expelled a strained breath. 'I know what it means, Ben. Continue.' The air blew against the exposed skin of of my chest, cooking it effectively.
Benedict hesitated, none of this was proper. Yet, his eyes lingered on the growing goosebumps over my breasts. His gaze sliding to my throat, watching it bob as I swallowed a big breath of air. 'We are friends Ben, discussing such things educationally does not betray social rules.' I tried to convince us both.
He nodded absentmindedly, his eyes snapping back to mine with a newfound reverence. He himself staggering as his balance perception had been knocked down a peg. It was really starting to get to him, so I grabbed his jacket to steady him. 'Its pollen is poisonous in large amounts, If consumed and left untreated, lethal.'
I swallowed again, the world spinning as my mind fumbled his words, turning them over and over in my head. 'Considering the side-effects,' I gestured with the fan between the two of us. 'I gather we have large amounts in our blood.'
To this he nodded, the uncertainty in his eyes replaced with a wicked smile spreading across his lips. 'Clever girl.'
His praise felt like a punch to the gut. Although not knocing the air out of me, it did leave me in pain. 'And how do we cure it?' I tried to distract myself, my breathing was growing uneven, my thoughts a haze. And Benedict Bridgerton, looking more and more like something I'd like to devour.
His hand braced against the doorframe above my head ti stabilise him, his tall frame nkw looming over me, our faces stopping only a few inches appart. 'By working it out of our systems, by executing certain activities,' he murmured, studying me under hodded eyes and parted lips. 'The burning needs to be sated. If not, it will develop into fever, the throat will close and-'
'Alright, that's quite enough.' I gestured for him to stop. My lip trembling, my body burning as I looked at him through my lashes. 'What exactly are these activities?' I had a feeling, a hunch, where this was going.
'You must forgive my crudeness.' He took my hands in his free one, managing to wrap his considerably larger one around both of mine. 'By love making.' He was even closer now, his nose touching my cheekbone as he whispered in my ear. 'Sex.' His breaths were ragged, on edge. His tongue darting out to wet his lips. He stopped himself, closing his eyes. His forehead lulling against mine. Most likely taming himself jusy like I had to, trying not to think of the multiple worst case scenarios.
'We cannot stay out here, somebody will see us.' I warned, my nose rubbing against his. My body so taunt, tense, it needed desperate release. My spine was still recovering from that word. It had shaped a ball of anticipation in the pit of my stumache. It could ruin me, my prospects. I only just debuted. But- sex. . . That was all I wanted in this moment, and I wanted it with this man.
I looked him in the eyes and opened the door to my bedchamber. 'I love a tragedy, an epic story of true love ending in death.' I whispered, moving my hands around his. 'But we are not lovers.' Taking a few steps back, I led him inside. 'So, lets make this count.' He followed me willingly, his eyes loyal and round like a puppy's as he gazed at me with adoration. And the door fell shut behind him.
'What if we were?' His voice was low and burdened with lust. One hand coming to stroke a few strands of hair from my cheek.
I blinked, barely comprehending his touch. 'We shall not perish, Benedict. I refuse.'
'No, but we could love.'
'What?' My brows furrowed.
'Perhaps, you could find it in your heart to love me, as I have always loved you.' He paused. The next words were heavy as they hung from the tip of his tounge. 'Let me make love to you.' His voice vibrating from the strain of on his chest. He took a step closer, his chest pressing flush against mine. 'Let me teach you.' His voice was pleading, and I had to crane my neck to keep his eye contact. 'Marry me. . .' His hands cupped my face. '. . .marry me.' he leaned in, whispering the words against my lips.
I nodded slowly. 'Teach me.' And our lips clashed together.
Years worth of structural limitations evaporated, society and politics a thing of the past as Benedict raised my skirt, found purchase under my thighs and pulled me into his embrace. His skilled tongue finding its way into my mouth with ease.
He walked us backward, gently laying me down on my bed despite the urgency of our lust. 'What do you need?' He asked through muffled moans, his lips busy with mine. I could not think, nothing about my being would work with me. 'Talk to me, what do you need?' He breathed, voice almost a whimper as his hands squeezed my hips, urging me to answer.
'You,' I managed. 'I need you.' I could feel him smile against my lips.
'Do you trust me, love?'
'Always.'
He pushed off me, hooked his hands under my knees and pulled me to the edge of the bed.
Then kneeled.
Benedict, the man that he is, stood on his knees before me. Between my legs, he smiled a wicked smile. My body was limp in his touch, completely at his disposal. The aching cravings of my core did not care what he did, as long as it was he who did it.
His hands dove under the hem of my skirt, tracing my legs upward, hitching the fabric on his wrists. He stopped above my knees, kneeding them thoughtfully as his eyes searched mine. It took my mind a second to wrap around his request, it was already so painfully clear to me that I would agree at any given moment of our time together that I could not fathom him wanting further confirmation. 'Yes. . . Please.'
He wasted no time. He was hungry. He flipped the skirt over my abdomen and got to work. Immidietly lowering himself onto my mound, lipping a stripe from my core to my clit and he moaned.
A shuddering whimper left me, if it was from his reaction or the sensation of his tongue I would never know. Proudly, he wrapped his lips around me clit and vegan sucking, licking and nipping. It was unlike anything I'd ever felt before, my fingers could never compete with his expertise. My body wriggled involuntairly, compelling him to hold my hips down with one hand, and taking it as a sign to slide the other along the inside of my thigh and burry a finger inside me, pumling it in an out.
I cried out, covering my mouth as my free hand dove into his hair. Pulling and scratching, I urged him to continue. But somewhere inside me, worry built. What about him? My eyes glanced over the still beading sweat on his forehead, afraid it might be the fever Ben had spoken of. 'What about you?' I whimpered, stroking his hair in a gentler fashion as he continued his contrasting assault on my mound.
'What about me?' He moaned, voice muffled by my skin and shrugged, sliding another finger inside me. His eyes studying my reaction, the way my body moved. I cried out again, biting my lip this time to stifle it as my other hand entwined with the one he held at my hip.
'Is it enough for you?' The words were expelled on an exhale, my voice pitched from continously pleasure, but beneath there was worry. And he noticed.
He chuckled breathely against my clit. 'I do not care about me.' His eyes met mine, and a strike of lighting shot through me, a whimper escaping me with furrowed brows. And he continued with a groan. 'Giving you pleasure is all I need.' And added a third finger, curling them inside me. Their size was admirable, especially as they hit some special spot inside me.
My back arched and a tidal wave of pleasure rolled over me, the pressure that'd been builing in my stumache finally released.
He watched me intently. 'Let me hear you.' He requested, continuing to move his fingers as he helped me through my orgasm, palming himself through his pants with his free hand. I obliged him. A string of curses unbefitting of a lady left my lips in whimpers.
'It takes talent to make such vulgar words sound pretty.' He licked another stripe along my folds, gathering my orgasm on his tongue and swallowed greedily. A strained grunt left him, and he collapsed into my lap, a shiver running through his body. My hand left his to brace myself on my forearm, gathering a better view of him as I combed my hand through his hair soothingly, and that's when I noticed the wet spot on his pants. I gasped. 'It was truly enough for you?' I ovserved him in awe, the aching beginning to roar inside me yet again.
'I told you,' He panted, sucking his fingers clean between his attempts to catch his breath and tilted his head to look up at me. Such a sinful act embedded so innocently. 'You are enough for me, pretty girl.' Now it was not only mor core which ached, but my heart also. Still on his knees, he let himself regenerate in my lap whilst his adoring eyes romaed my face. A show of devotion, of resignation, of love.
I moved to sit, his head still in my lap as he circled his arms around my waist, gaze still locked on mine. 'I love you.' I whispered, brushing the damp hair from his forehead.
His eyes softened impossibly more. 'I've always, always been in love with you. Since the first week of our meeting.'
My chest ached. 'Why have you never told me so?'
'Throwing our friendship away based on chance was not odds I was willing to risk.' He hugged me tighter, then stood up. 'But im afraid, that were not out of the woods yet.' He said, un buttoning his shirt and pants. 'Im feeling quite feverish.' His eyes glistened with mischief, and let the coat fall from his shoulders.
'If you want me again, you need only say so.' I smiled, now it was my time to look up at him with loving eyes.
'I want you again.' He removed his shirt, and I hade to collect my breath for a second. 'Stand, my love. We will do this properly.' He took my hands and helped me to my feet, turned me around and undid my dress and corset. Again, It made me realise just how much experience he had.
When I stood in only my chemise, feeling naked and vunerable. He stood in only his breeches. Nothing my nervous state, he said. 'We can leave it on, love.' Searching my eyes.
But I shook my head, if I was to have all of him, he was to have all of me. 'Please.' I whispered, motioning for him to take it off me. And he did, it slid down my body easily. Gradually exposing every inch of skin only me and most likely my maids had seen.
He stood struck for a moment, unmoving, unspeaking. Until- 'I do not deserve you.' He awed, 'Beautiful, beautiful woman.' Reaching his hand out to stroke my biceps, my abdomen, eyes searching mine before they traveled further up.
'You do, if any man ever was to. It would be you.' I promised him, and at this he blushed. I grabbed his hand and laid it atop my breast. With a groan, he stepped closer. His free hand cupping my face as the other massaged my breast, and his lips met mine. Softly, his hand slid around my back, guiding me back knto the bed, laying me carefully down on the pillows. 'Princess.' He breathed, sat back and removed his breeches. I did not have time to fawn over his size until he was on me again. Hooking my leg on his knee, he spread it wide. Bracing on a forearm, his face was inches from mine as he lowers himself on top of me. His thick length grazing my clit. Sensitive and burning, stillâI noticed. The polled had yet to leave our system, perhaps it deadliness had subdued, but it's symptoms were yet in full effect.
Benedict nuzzled my cheek. 'Tell me what you want.' He whispered in my ear.
'You, all of you.'
'Be more specific, dearest.'
I swallowed, my breathing growing heavier. 'Sex.' I murmured, and his lips formed a smiled against my jaw. 'I want sex.'
'I would want nothing more than to give it to you.' He breathed, and lined himself up with my entrance. Then pushed himself in, gently, but consistently. My whimpered only spurring him on, not stopping until he reached the hilt. He'd done his job well, since I easily adjusted around him. 'Good girl.' He whispered, tracing kisses from my lips to my neck. 'Taking me so well.'
I ached, arching my back, I needed more. My skin was growing more and more sensitive. 'Please, Ben. . .'
That was all he needed to hear. He pulled out and thrusted into me again, moving my entire body with each stroke and it was like nothing I've ever felt before. 'Holy-' I interrupted myself with a moan.
He chuckled, but truthfully it was more of a moan. 'Feel so good.' He murmured against my skin, kissing the tender spot between my shoulder and throat. 'Like I imagined.'
Pause. He's thought of me? In this way? With. . . women, by himself?
'When, tell me when.'
'Always. I thinn of you when I lay with other women, I think of you when I touch myself.' His hand ran down my body, squeezing my breast as he drove himself deeper. And I had to wonderâwere those acts specific details of his dreams, desires? 'You occupy my mind, always.' He said quite breathlessly.
'Show me, show me how you want me.'
He pulled out if me, hooked my legs over his shoulders and thrusted back in. Every rut of his hips hitting that sweet spot inside me, wrecking me over and over again. Strained breaths against my throat became the outcome of his efforts, as the power behind each thrust pushed me deeper into the mattress. 'What else, show me what else. I'm yours.' I moaned.
His lips found mine, and his hand my throat. Gently, he enveloped it. Softly, he squeezed. 'Say it again.' His lips murmured against mine, kissing them between every breath he labored.
'I'm yours.' I whispered, and he groaned. A particularly forcefull thrust was made into me. He was never rough in anything he did, but he put his back into it. Always the gentleman, never the brute. I've never been happier for a man to be so contrasting.
The burning, the aching, the pressure. It was all towering, waiting to be pushed over at any second. 'Mine,' he moaned. 'My love.' His pace quickened and ruts hardened. He was as close as I was. 'I love you. . .' He whimpered and spilled himself inside of me. And I came a second later, irregular thrusts carrying me through my blinding orgasm. 'I love you.' He told me over and over again as he let my legs fall to his sides, and collapsed onto my smaller figure. With his head on my chest, I held him. 'I love you too.'
'Marry me, then.'
'Give me a ring, then.' I giggled. He made to stand up, to slither out of my embrace. 'Not now!'
'Tomorrow, then?' He laid back down, this time wrapping his arms around me and pulled me close.
'Tomorrow, then.' I confirmed. Id never been so happy as in that moment.
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benedict bridgerton x eldest daughter! reader
summary: Benedict Bridgerton has been the least tolerable Bridgerton since you arrival to the ton. You are a lady of respectable means, though nearly forgotten by society due to some extenuating circumstances. But no matter how hard you try, you canât stay away from him.
cw: time period typical treatment of women in society. btw when i say eldest daughter i mean SHE IS THE FIRST BORN OF HER FAMILY SHE IS NOT RELATED TO HIM NO INCEST THAT IS NASTY !!!! also no smut
a/n: iâm writhing on the floor foaming at the mouth im dying dead. my girlies from the books know that Benedict is a Tier One Yearner (tm) and im utterly obsessed with the dynamic of elizabeth bennet and fitzgerald darcy so i bring you the bridgerton version
i wrote this before i watched season two so shhhhh i didnât steal her backstory from Kateâs i had no idea they were gonna be so similar T-T
please excuse the crazy long playlist my brain is infected
songs i listened to while writing: Somethinâ Stupid by Nancy and Frank Sinatra, Bewitched by Laufey, Line Without A Hook by Ricky Montgomery (these fools are yearning CRAZY) Amore mio autami by Piero Piccioni, Valentine- Live at the Symphony by Laufey & The Iceland Symphony Orchestra, Someone to Say- Reprise from the Cyrano Motion Picture Soundtrack, Hopelessly Devoted to You by Olivia Newton-John, The Way I Loved You (Taylorâs Version) by Taylor Swift, A Lovely Night by Ryan Gosling and Emma Stone, The Swan by Camille Saint-SaĂ«ns, Sebastian Comberti, and Miriam Keogh
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title taken from Bewitched by Laufey (GO LISTEN TO LAUFEY)
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In your short time at the ton, you have met every Bridgerton. Eloise in particular is your favorite- her determination to carve her own path despite the vice grip societal standards have on her is nothing less than refreshing and inspiring. Violet, their mother, is the most likeable of all the ones you have met. Anthony is respectable, Colin is nice, and the children behave well enough for their age. That just leaves one left.
Benedict Bridgerton is the least tolerable and easiest to dislike out of his siblings and family. His cavelier disregard for anything of true substance âbesides the art he covets so dearlyâ grates on you. His smirk prickles your skin whenever he flashes it at you (which is, of course, much too often) and his general manner of being make you desire nothing more than to leave whatever party or ball you are at and never return.
And he, no matter how hard you try, does not seem to get the message.
"Ah," He bows slightly as you enter, "The lady doth grace us with her presence."
You give a tiny curtsey âenough to appease Portia Featherington, whom you have arrived withâ and a thin smile, which drops the second she is out of earshot.
"Mr. Bridgerton," You greet, purely out of formality and however might be eavesdropping, gossip is especially rife in this town, "How... nice of you to leave the comforts of your canvas to charm us ladies at this party. I'm sure there is someone else here in attendance who would wish to speak to you more."
Indeed, there are several ladies eyeing the pair of you. To Benedict, with very obvious heart eyes, and to you, barely contained sneers.
If only you could assure them you are of no threat to their dear Benedict. Not a threat to any gentleman well and truly looking for a wife, to speak plainly.
"But who would entertain you? It must be difficult, being here, so far away from your friends and family in..." He trails off, leaning in to you expectantly.
"Cheltenham," You respond, smile paper-thin.
"Cheltenham," He nods. "I hear they have the most magnificent gardens. We do have some impressive ones here in London, but we are not quite known for them."
"Oh, yes. You must be quite familiar with these gardens by now. I must suppose this is our third time having this exact conversation."
There. Right there, his smirk almost falters. As usual, your sharp-tongue and quick-wit catches him off-guard. It is the easiest way to disarm a one Benedict Bridgerton long enough to make a quick escape.
Except this party is rather boring (even though you have just arrived) and well. With almost no chance of possible suitors approaching you and your usual preference of lingering on the fringes of parties and analyzing what happens in them, there is little better to do than subject Benedict to whatever mood you are in.
"You'll forgive me," he affirms, "It is hard to find topics of conversation when one's partner is adamant on not continuing past formalities."
The usual flame begins to spark in your chest. "Oh? Then let us continue, if that's what you desire. I had believed you would want to save your best conversation for the ladies who are much more... diverting."
"My, my," He tilts his head, smirk widening. "Do you consider yourself plain?"
"I consider myself un-agreeable," You remark, words rolling so easily off your tongue. Something about arguing with Benedict specifically always makes your words easier to find, easier to say. "I think you will find that most, if not all, of the gentlemen here agree. Even Lady Whistledown writes of my abilities to repel any and all suitors."
"So I have heard," Nearly in sync, you both pluck glasses of wine off a passing tray, "I do worry, my dear Lady. You sound almost proud of this feat."
"I am. I have worked tirelessly for the title."
He takes a sip of his wine. "I recall several suitors calling upon you back when you first arrived, at the start of this season."
"Ah yes, well," You take a sip of your own, "Nothing makes a woman think of marriage like being fought over like a shiny new toy."
Benedict chuckles, looking down at his glass and then back at you. "I see now why you and my sister get along so well."
"I believe that was evident from the moment we met. Not just anyone deserves the right of befriending Eloise Bridgerton."
"Ah! There we go," He raises his glass as if toasting. "Something we both can agree on."
The conversation lulls into silence, neither of you bothering to start it up again. You merely stand, an appropriate distance apart, and watch. Benedict, likely watching his brother, who has taken to the dance floor, and you, watching a young lady who bears a rather striking resemblance to your one of your sisters.
A stab of homesickness plunges deep into your chest, so sharp and so quick you almost suck in an audible gasp. You havenât seen your sisters in quite some time. Each of them married and in love and happy- something you worked so, so hard to achieve.
Even if it meant you yourself are likely to become a spinster.
Benedict notices your momentary grief. He follows your eyeline, and when he speaks next, it is surprisingly soft.
âDo you miss your sisters?â
You sip your wine, at the same time using the glass to cover the slight shine of tears that has risen in your eyes and to take a moment to gather your words.
âDo you miss Daphne?â
âOf course I do,â His voice is firm, almost vehement. âBut I gather that the bond between sisters is different than sisters and brothers.â
The wine begins to settle in your stomach, rich and heavy.
âIt is,â You say, nearly a whisper, âMy sisters and I were all very close. I miss them a great deal.â
You allow your words time to hang in the air before continuing. âBut they are all married now, and they are happy. Most of them have children of their own. Theyâve all gotten fine lives for themselves.â
Benedict makes a noise in the back of his throat that has you turning to stare at him.
âYou are the eldest, yes?â He asks, something you canât identify in his eyes.
âI am.â
âAnd you have not yet married,â He continues, âI would think that the eldest would get married first, and her sisters would follow her lead.â
You stare down at your gloves. This topic of conversation has come up several times over the course of your stay âEspecially because youâre staying with the Featheringtonâs, being old family friends of your father, and Portia does love a good piece of gossipâ and it never gets easier.
âMy mother died before any of us entered society. I was raised by our governess, and my sisters were raised by me. Our father has⊠little interest in the affairs of match-making and courtship and everything it is young ladies get up to.â
Benedict is silent while you speak, eyeing you curiously.
âAnd my mother had always spoken of how she wished for her daughters to marry for love. And with her gone, well,â You swallow harshly over the lump in your throat, âSomebody had to ensure that came true. How could I prepare my sisters for society and guide them to their matches if I was busy and married?â
He doesnât respond for several long moments. When he does, thereâs an edge to his voice that wasnât there before.
âI had not considered you so selfless.â He admits, eyes flicking over your face. âI must say, I am quite surprised. So many layers to the tonâs most infamous suitor-fighter.â
And just like that, all the air seems to return to the room, and whatever momentary tension was there leaves, and you remember that you are speaking to Benedict Bridgerton.
You give him another fake smile. âWe canât all be so one-dimensional, Benedict.â
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Youâre not sure how you have found yourself a seat at the Bridgerton dinner table.
Of course, you are not surprised at all to have found yourself at dinner with the Bridgertonâs. Eloise is always insisting you come to dinnerâ the dowager Bridgerton has heard of her pleas so often that theyâve almost come to save you a seat- you are there at least once a week.
The surprise falls in the matter of who is sitting next to you.
âMr. Bridgerton,â You say, voice just loud enough for him to hear, âYour wine glass is a bit close to mine, donât you think?â
The smile he sends you âthat you can barely see from the corner of your eyeâ is sharp and full of teeth.
âNonsense. Iâve found that a little proximity is good for things every now and then.â
âEvery now and then,â You repeat, voice firm, âSomehow I find myself seeing you more and more.â
âOh, surely there are worse fates.â
âHardly.â
âTell me- are you this sharp-tongued with all whom you meet?â
âOnly the ones that deserve it.â
He raises his wine glass to his lips. âAnd what have I done to deserve such cruel wit?â
âOh, donât play ignorant to your intentionally aggravating behaviors.â
Benedict rests a hand over his chest in mock pain. âYou wound me. Truly.â
The sip of wine you take is a little too large to be considered a sip. âSomehow, I find that hard to believe.â
âTell me,â He tosses back a generous gulp of wine, âWere you born this stubborn and sarcastic or did it come naturally over time?â
âHmm,â You pretend to think, âI suppose Iâd consider myself that of a fine cheddar. Only tasting sharper with time.â
Benedict laughs, a private thing, clearly already tipsy. âThat doesnât even answer my question.â
âWhy do you even want to know?â
âI want to know what your sisters endured during their childhoods. My word. I can only imagine why you havenât had any suitors since arriving here.â
Fear races up your spine at his words, a sudden a rather unwelcome reminder of why your father sent you to London.
âYes, well,â You answer, your mouth suddenly dry and your hands sweating in your gloves, âThey should know there is no accounting for someoneâs personality.â
Heâs silent for a few moments. It makes you nervous his silence, so you turn your head, just a little, to see what expression heâs wearing.
Only when you turn, heâs already staring. Not even the half-head turn that youâve done. Heâs staring. Right at you.
His brows are furrowed, little creases on the skin in between them, and his eyes are bright and searching.
âAre you alright?â
You have been in London for two months, one week, and three days.
Benedict Bridgerton is the first person to ask if youâre okay.
âFine,â You say, smoothing out your features with force, âWine does not always agree with me.â
He doesnât believe you. But he doesnât pry, either.
âShall you be giving the wine a thorough lecture, then?â
âWine does not have ears. A lecture would be wasted on it,â You pause, âHowever, if we can track down the winemakerâŠâ
Your words have their desired effect. He laughs, this time a little louder than something just for the two of you to share, garnering a couple glances from Anthony and Eloise, so you sip your wine and pretend you did not just make Benedict laugh. A real laugh, not the fake one he does when youâre arguing.
You suppose there are worse ways spend an evening.
â
It is an almost pleasant day in London. Almost being that the temperatures are fair, but the weather overcast.
You find garden parties the most interesting of all the parties to be had by the high society families because it means you get to escape to the gardens. Of course, there are others milling about in them, but they offer much more privacy than a ballroom and have the added bonus of reminding you of your home in Cheltenham.
âWhat is it liked to be overlooked by society?â Eloise asks, ever lacking decorum. It is, honestly, refreshing. She does not beat around the bush or sugar-coat her words.
You think on her words before responding, taking the time instead to eye some rather nice roses. âHonestly? It is not as terrible as you might think. Everybody always says that spinsterhood is a fate worse than death, but if itâs anything like this, I canât think it to be that painful.â
She nods, thinking over your words. âBut didnât you want to marry? You must be lonely.â
You elbow her side as you walk, arms entwined. âHow could I ever be lonely with such incorrigible friends?â
You both laugh, raucous and cackling and nothing close to lady-like.
âIs there a pack of hyenas roving about the gardens?â
You hear the rush of footsteps swishing across the grass, then feel the brush of fabric on your arm.
âMr. Bridgerton,â You sigh, cutting him a glare, âWhat are you doing here?â
He loops his arm through yours, the same way that Eloise has done to you.
âMr. Bridgerton.â You warn, tone sharp
âOh relax,â His smirk is in high form, today, âI am protecting you ladies from those hyenas. We havenât found them yet, have we? Itâs the gentlemanly thing to do.â
âEloise,â You pause, craning your neck about the garden, âDo you see a gentleman around here?â
Eloise snickers behind her glove. âI canât say that I can see any.â
Benedict rolls his eyes. âHumor me, then.â
You continue walking. âI suppose we will. Itâs good to engage in charity, dear Eloise. You must not think yourself above those less fortunate.â
He scoffs. âSince when do you consider yourself charitable?â
You flap your fan a few times. âI have a great many qualities. Do not fault me because you are so caught up in yourself to notice anything other than what you want.â
His fingers flex. âAnd what is it you think I want to see?â
You shrug plainly. âMe as I present myself. Unbecoming and, probably by the standards here, vile.â
âNo.â He says, the word more of a sound, sort of ripped from his chest.
You look at him in alarm and he meets your gaze evenly. âYou are a great many things- stubborn and irritating, but never vile.â
His words and the vehemence in which he said that stun you into silence. Youâd never imagined Benedict, of all people, to take such an issue with that word. Vile. Youâve been called vile often over the course of your life, by mothers and suitors and other debutants and even on occasion your father. Its meaning has been mostly lost on you, the cruel nature in which it is said no longer barbed and painful. It is just a word, like every other word.
Heâs staring at you, an almost pained expression on your face, so you figure you should say something.
âI see,â Eloiseâs arm tightens on yours, âI suppose I should take your words to heart. I am glad to know that there is at least one gentleman who does not think me a vile woman.â
Benedict smiles, but thereâs a flicker of something else in his eyes for a moment, something you donât manage to place before it is gone.
âAh! You called me a gentleman. Have I won you over?â
âFor now, at least.â
â
You miss dancing.
Since you are the most un-agreeable lady in the Ton, you are seldom asked to dance, and since a partner is a requirement for the activity, you tend to spend most parties on the fringes, either talking with Eloise or merely observing.
Or arguing with Benedict. But youâve found it a little harder to truly poke at him with any real malice or criticism since he defended your character so passionately that day in the gardens.
âYouâre watching the dancers like they personally offended you.â
He always finds you at parties. Actually, he always finds you no matter where you are.
You gaze at him out of the corner of your eye. âIâm envious. Pay me no mind.â
He snorts. âEnvious of the dancers? Whatever for?â
âI miss dancing. The only problem with scaring away all your suitors is that you also scare away all of your potential dance partners.â
You both observe them quietly for several moments, eyes tracking the flowing and sweeping movements.
âDo you,â he pauses, clears his throat when his voice cracks over the last syllable, âLike to dance?â
âYes,â You admit, a tad embarrassed, âI always have. Most of societyâs expectations for women are quite sedentary or still. But dancing is⊠its movement and passion. And sometimes, when your partner is agreeable and the music fair, it can almost feel like youâre not dancing at all. That there is no one else there, just the two of you.â
Your face heats, the realization that youâve been talking so long about something you really do care about striking you. âOr so Iâve heard. I havenât actually experienced that last bit.â
He inclines his head. âWhere did you hear about it?â
âFrom my mother, as she regaled me on the day she met my father.â
You both stand, shoulder to not-shoulder, more like mid-upper arm, observing the spins and steps of the pairs of dancers.
âWould you dance with me?â
You snap your head to him. âDance?â
âYes,â He says, voice a little breathless. âI have yet to do my duty dance for the evening and it would be unfair to keep a lady from the dance floor.â
He extends a hand. âEspecially if she longs for it.â
You stare down at his hand. âPeople will talk of you dancing with me. I would not want to bring reproachââ
âDance with me,â He says again. âPlease.â
Who are you to deny such an earnest request?
He marks a spot on your dance card- your first and only of the night.
As the next song comes a close, he leads you onto the the dance floor, and for the first time in awhile, you feel⊠conscious, of the eyes on you.
Everybody always watches for the who the Bridgertonâs dance with. Except now Anthony has Kate, and he is much less interesting than the second Bridgerton brother taking a partner to dance. Especially a partner with the reputation you have.
The song begins, and you glide your way through the steps.
âYou didnât have to dance with me. Iâm sure weâllââ you pause, spinning, ââappear in Lady Whistledownâs review in the morning.â
He grasps your hand tightly. âLet them talk. I have never been the brother anyone is well and truly worried about.â
You begin to feel more and more alive and the song plays on. Movementâ real, fluid, passionate movement thrums in your veins, the music jumping through the air.
But all good things must come to end.
Eventually, the music comes to a close, and you must curtsy, and allow Benedict to leave the dancefloor.
âYou dance well,â He praises, eyes alight, âI see why you miss dancing. You glide like a swan.â
The smile that tugs at your lips is entirely involuntary. âYou are too kind. I do not dance that well. I just have a passion for it.â
He raises a brow. âOh come now, accept the compliment.â
You shake your head, chuckling a breathy laugh. âThen I must pay you one in return. Not once did you step on my toes or lose your way. Color me impressed.â
His face lights up, joy evident. âAnd the night grows better! A compliment from our dear spinster.â
âI have always proclaimed myself a fair judge, have I not?â
Benedictâs expression is alight with amusement. âYou have. But that doesnât mean Iâve been all that inclined to believe you.â
You canât help but roll your eyes. âWell, thereâs no accounting for opinions, even if they are wrong.â
âI thought opinions above being right or wrong.â
âOnly sometimes.â
Benedict looks all together too pleased with himself as he gazes at you, lips quirked up and cheeks still a little flushed from the dance.
He extends a hand.
âCare for another dance?â
You smile down at your gloves. âI couldnât possibly. Dancing with me once could be forgiven, but twice? What would your mother think?â
âMy mother happens to like you a great deal,â He says smoothly, âAnd I think I might enjoy dancing with somebody who actually dances.â
How could you refuse?
You place your hand in his.
âIâd be delighted.â
â
As has become a particular habit of yours recently, youâre lying away, staring at your ceiling and pondering Benedictâs actions.
Why did he ask you to dance? Why did he allow you the joy of two dances?
Why did he care?
Why canât you stop thinking about it?
In your heart, and probably your mind, you know why. The warmth of his hands through the gloves and the dappling of the candlelight on his flushed cheeks is stuck fast in your mind for the exact same reason youâve hated him since the moment you met:
You love him.
You didnât love him when you met, but you know yourself. You know he is the type of man that you would love- the type that would break your heart because he is charming and kind, and he will never choose you. And why should he? Youâre sharp and sarcastic and nowhere near the shining qualities and perfection of this seasonâs diamond- any of the seasonâs diamonds, really. Youâre a spinster in the making with an attitude and standards.
It is a most unfortunate combination. For your upbringing to have made you so hard to love and have also instilled such a deep want for love and romance in your heart. You know you were not made for it, not for the kind your father sent you to London to get.
He wants you married to whoever will take you- only problem is, now no one will. Especially not Benedict.
But⊠could he?
You turn over in bed, smushing your face into the pillow.
No, you tell yourself, Donât go down that road. Donât even think about it.
You barely sleep a wink, that night.
â
The morning brings the post, and the post brings a letter from your father.
Not even Portia Featheringtonâs threats of grounding stop you from racing into a carriage to Bridgerton house.
You enter through the back entrance and upon seeing your disheveled appearance and tear stricken face, a servant rushes inside to fetch Eloise immediately.
The girl herself looks harried and concerned as she meets you in the back garden, a million questions etched in her face and streaming out of her mouth.
âMy father,â You half-sob, âHas found me a husband. Baron Dunsmoor. He isâ heâs horrible. He has had two previous wives, and then all died in childbirth. He is disgusting and revolting and treats women like, like cows.â
Eloiseâs expression crumples. âWhat is, what can be done?â
You shake your head, pressing the back of your hand to your mouth. âIt is too late. Heâs ordered me to come home at once so the proposal can be made official.â
The younger Bridgerton girl grasps your shoulders. âWhat if you were to get a proposal? Here? Now?â
âEloise!â You say, âWho are we going to find to marry me before tomorrow?â
Her eyes shine when she answers. âMy brother. Benedict.â
The cruel, twisting stab to your gut that hearing his name, now, here, gives you is nothing short of agonizing.
If you were not crying before, you certainly are now.
âHow could you say that?â You ask, breath hard and stuck in your throat, âHe wouldâ He will never marry me. That is, itâs cruel to even suggest that.â
âNo, no I promise, he loves you, I am sure of itââ
âEloise, please do notââ
âHe has painted you, drawn you, I swear he must have illustrated your likeness more thanââ
âEloise!â You snap, patience thin and tears thick, âThat is enough. Benedict will not marry me. I cannotââ
âMarry me.â
You snap your head up at the sound of a familar, rich voice, eyes meeting Benedictâs as he marches over to you eyebrows drawn tight and lips set.
He looks⊠distraught. Utterly wrecked.
âMr. Bridgerton,â You gasp, âYouââ
âBenedict. Please. You never call me Benedict.â
His words come out like a dying manâs wish, despite you being the one stuck in a hopeless situation.
âBenedict,â You start, âI cannot marry you.â
âWhy not?â He snaps, words and expression immediately becoming sharp and confused, âYou would rather live a life with that wretched man?â
âOf course not,â You retort, âBut itâs not that simpleââ
âYes it is!â He cries, throwing his hands up and taking another step towards you, âTell me, honestly, if you wrote to your father and told him I had proposed and you had accepted, would he not choose my proposal over the baronâs?â
âYes, butââ
âBut what?â
âBut I cannot accept!â You shout, aware of Eloise standing only a few feet away and servants no dough crowding to watch from the door, âI can endure a loveless marriage to a loveless man. I could not endure a loveless marriage to a man that I love.â
Benedict sucks in a gasp, and you refuse to meet his gaze. How can you, after saying that?
Birds chirp overhead. There is the distance noise of carriages moving about in London. Somewhere distant, a dog barks.
âDo you truly think our marriage would be loveless?â He says, voice scraped raw and quiet, âHow could you not know the depth of my affection for you?â
You look up, taking a half step forwards, searching his face for any hint of a lie, for deception.
You find open, painful, vulnerable honesty.
âWhat reason would I have to believe that I had a chance?â You ask, voice hushed, âAll we do is argue. I have been cast out by society and you are a Bridgerton.â
He reaches forwards, grasps your hands in his. Your breath hitches.
Neither of you are wearing gloves.
âI am so in love with you it makes my chest hurt and my bones ache. Eloise was right. I have drawn you hundreds of times because there is just so much inside of me and it has nowhere to go,â
His lips quirk up a little, almost sad, âI loved it when we argued, because it meant you looked at me. It meant I held your attention. And you are remarkably smart and so, so much more wonderful than you give yourself credit for. I would sooner burn everything Iâve ever drawn than let you marry that man, than let you believe that you can never marry for love.â
He squeezes your hands once.
âPlease, marry me.â
Your eyes are burning with a fresh wave of tears, but thereâs something warm and alive unfurling and beating in your chest, something that glows with every word he says.
You laugh a strange noise, somewhere between a chuckle and a sob.
âYes,â You gasp, your smile practically splitting your face in two, âYes. I will marry you.â
Benedictâs smiling too, the both of you looking like fools, smiling and laughing in his garden.
Eventually, he turns to Eloise. âYouâd better go tell mother she has another wedding to plan.â
Eloise scoffs. âOh, please. Sheâs been working on this one for ages. Iâm absolutely positive everybody knew this was only a matter of time except the two of you.â
He looks baffled, and you note in the back of your mind that heâs still holding your hands, âWhat? I wasnât that obvious.â
âYou danced with her. Twice. In a row.â
âSo?â
Eloise rolls her eyes. âYou donât dance with anybody, especially more than once. Youâve been making love eyes at each other over verbal spars for ages. Itâs been disgusting to watch.â
You snort. âThen look away.â
âAbsolutely not. You insult my brother too well.â
You laugh again, then look back to Benedict.
âMy father, and the Baronââ
âI will write to him today,â he soothes, âAnd have the letter sent with the fastest post carrier. Youâre my wife now. Iâm not going to let anyone else have you.â
Your cheeks heat. âIâm not your wife yet.â
He shrugs. âOnly a matter of time, my love.â
Eloise retches in the background, and Portia will be an absolute nightmare to deal with when you get back, and part of you still wonders if Benedict is serious, but none of that seems to matter.
Not with how heâs looking at you now. Not with your hands in his.
Youâre really looking forward to that first kiss.
â§Ë°.
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b.b. | With child
Summary:Â He was so absorbed by his own created misery; he hadnât actually thought about what you could be thinking. How hard was it for you to congratulate all of your friends on their pregnancy, to watch over all of his nieces and nephews? It was all within easy reach and never really yours.
Pairing:Â Benedict Bridgerton x f!reader
Warnings: angst ('cause I can't write anything else), alluding to sex (no description whatsoever), discussions around pregnancy, pregnancy, mention of alcohol.
Words Count: 2.1k
Author's Notes: Had this in the work for the longest time. I was actually thinking to publish it for his season (#4 I hope!). But we got new stills of Season 3 and it's nearly Valentine's Day so... Enjoy!
âAre you-â you asked when you noticed your sister-in-law had let her glass of wine and her plate untouched.
Your words stayed lost on your tongue, yet Daphne, sat in front of Benedict and next to you, knew exactly what you were about and nodded slightly, tears in her eyes. You let out a small cry of excitement and leant in to hug her. While you wore the most delighted expression, Benedictâs heart sunk a little at the news.
His sister was with child. Again. She was the second women of his family to be expecting this year, while he had yet an exciting news to share himself.
You both had wed a little over than a year and a half ago now and were yet to be blessed with a child. You were doing your best, of course, but none your efforts had been fruitful so far. Benedict did not mind; he had waited his whole life to meet you, he definitely could wait a little bit longer.
He did not mind, or so he thoughtâŠ
Tonight, he thought life was particularly unfair to him. Every pregnancy announcement was only nourishing this harrowing feeling in his chest. All he could feel was his siblingsâ bliss and it made him sick to the stomach. Yes, he was sick with jealousy - and ultimately selfish. He just couldnât wait to feel your belly growing, to hold your children, to watch them playing around with their cousins, for them to grow older and become adults themselves. Just this simple thought made his very own heart felt extremely heavy.
Politely and quietly, he raised his glass wishing his sister a healthy pregnancy, before drinking away his sorrow.
The ride home that night was particularly quiet.
Silence had never been a thing between the two of you. Benedict was usually the most talkative, telling you about his days, about whatever painting he was going to paint, about that book he had been reading. You would listen, looking back at him with your big bright eyes and a soft smile onto your lips. Other times, he would watch you pacing back and forth in his study while passionately debating about politics. He would be drawing imaginary circles on your soft skin as you were lying in bed, you telling him about another one of your days chaperoning one of his sisters. He would listen to your laugh at one of his jokes. Even your fights would be followed by soft apologies, quiet words, whimpers, and love.
On the contrary, that night, the air was thick with something he couldnât quite describe, and the coach was wrapped up in dark clouds, a genuine storm in the awakening. Sat on the opposite side, you were looking through the window, your face only light up by the few shines of the full moon. Benedict was so focused on his own thought that he didnât realize you hadnât had a word for the rest of the night.
He was so absorbed by his own created misery; he hadnât actually thought about what you could be thinking. How hard was it for you to congratulate all of your friends on their pregnancy, to watch over all of his nieces and nephews? It was all within easy reach and never really yours. It only made him angrier at the entire world. Why couldnât they let you live this as well?
He would have liked to discuss this with you - his regrets, his hope - but he was too afraid you would realize what a failure he was. How disappointed with him you were. How you would hate him for not being able to offer you this. So, he sat back in his seat and watched out of his own window.
When the coach stopped in front of your residence, Benedict got out first, offering his hand to help you getting down the small step like he always did. You smiled at him, thanking him politely, and let go of his hand as soon as your two feet were on the ground. It didnât mean anything, he tried to reassure himself, you needed both of your hands to grab the tissue of your dress to prevent the hem from getting wet and dirty. Yet, he couldnât help the sharp pain in his chest.
Silently, he followed you inside, hat in his hands, jaw locked. You were welcomed as usual by your housemaid, who got both of your coats and stayed there, in the uncomfortable silence, arms full, waiting for one of you to dismiss her. As you took off your gloves and didnât dare look at Benedict, he nodded sharply to let her know she could go and watched her somehow disappear in an instant.
Suddenly, it was only the two of you again and it was all too much for him. He couldnât breathe properly; his chest being crushed by the invisible weight of his sorrow. He couldnât bare staying with you one more second. He needed to get out of here.
âGood night,â he said firmly, before walking to his study.
Would he have looked back he would have seen you watching him disappear in the corridor. You, all alone in the middle of the hall, arms dangling. He would have seen the frown on your face and the hurt in your eyes. Would he have looked back he would have run back to your side. Instead, he did none of that. He continued marching, head up high, trying to escape his own misery.
You sighed before turning in the opposite direction and to your shared bedroom.
Benedict went to bed less than an hour after you.
He had been haunted by guilt as soon as he had reached his study, sadness evaporating once he had stepped inside the room. Instead of turning back and chasing after you, he had tried to put his head in order. He then had tried painting whatever he was feeling, but he could only stay in front of his white canvas, terrified of laying his brush on the cotton. He had tried writing it, but he couldnât concentrate enough; his thoughts always drifting to you, alone in your bedroom. He had then settled on having a drink to wait long enough for you to fall asleep before he could go to bed - his other option would have been to sleep in his study if he got too drunk, which he did not.
He had thought long about the whole situation. It wasnât like you were not trying. Sometimes, even with doing the right things, it didnât happen. He would need to accept this. And he couldnât continue being a terrible husband. It wasnât your fault; it wasnât anybodyâs fault actually. What he knew more than anything though was that he loved you. Whatever would happen, he could not afford to lose you.
He had decided he would come clean tomorrow, but for now, he only wanted to sleep with you by his side.
In the dark of your room, Benedict undressed and lied besides you as silently as possible.
All he could hear was your uneven breathing; whatever dream you were having did not seem to be pleasant. He reached out to your arm, hoping that you could feel his presence through his touch and know he would always be there for you.
It wasnât until your body was rocked by a hiccup that he understood that you were not having a bad dream, you were crying.
âY/N?â he asked, lying on his side to face your back.
âI am so sorry,â your voice was only a whisper.
He gently made you roll on your side. Even in the dark, his right hand was able to find your face and his thumb to rub the tears away. Before he could ask what was wrong, you spoke:
âI am so-â You chocked on â yet â another sob and it took you a couple of seconds to even out your breathing so you could speak properly: âSo sorry- for not being able to get you- get you what you ever wanted.â
âMy love,â he sighed, grabbing the back of your neck to bring you closer. Instinctively, you hide your face in his chest, and he started stroking your hair to try and calm you. âMy love, do not ever feel guilty on this.â
âI have tried every tea, every method that is supposed to help,â you cried some more.
It broke his heart to realize the burden on your heart - of course, if he was feeling it, you would have too. He finally understood how selfish he had been, how centred on his own pain he was and so oblivious to yours. It had never been a subject between the two of you, but it was slowly crushing you both.
âMy love, this is not your fault.â
âYou donât see the pity in their eyes. You donât hear them whisper.â You sniffled against his chest, arms wrapped around his waist. âWe are even blessed Lady Whistletown has not written about us.â He heard the frustration in your voice and the ton of it made him understand how you had tried to suppress the guilt but failed. It pained him that out of all of this, it was you who were the one being charged guilty by everyone - you included. As if you couldnât imagine it being his own fault. As if you couldnât imagine it being anyoneâs fault but yours.
âPerhaps, I-â he stopped, running a hand through his hair out of frustration. âI drink loads of Colinâs stupid tea; I paint with all sorts of chemicals substance. Perhaps, I canât-â
âBen, of course, no!â       Â
âPerhaps we wonât ever-â he confessed, but he couldnât even say it out loud. It was all too much.
You moved against him, and he felt both of your hands grabbing his face, your forehead resting again his. He felt your hot breath against his skin, and he hugged you tighter, crushing your bones, making sure you were close.
He had you, he kept repeating himself. It was all that mattered. Of course, it was a dear wish of his to see mini versions of yourselves running around, but not at all costs. He wasnât willing to sacrifice what you both had, right here, right now.
âWe are both healthy, it is more than all I could ever wish for.â
âWill this ever be enough for you, though?â you asked so quietly he nearly did not hear you.
Benedict frowned. Was it really what you thought? That he would leave you? That your own self was not enough for him? He had been an even more terrible husband he had thought to lead you thinking this. He had failed you on so many levels.
âI was so absorbed by my own desire of having my own family,â he whispered back like he was telling you a secret, âI never asked if you also desire to have children of your own.â
âBen, of course, I want your children!â
Benedict wanted to express how grateful he was to have you in his life, but no words came to his mind at that moment. He only reached out to your lips, trying to express how much he loved you.
If he could not tell you, he could still show youâŠ
Hours later, while you were lying in bed, your head on Benedictâs chest, his left hand drawing invisible love words on your back and the other holding you close, he thought that there was nothing else he would like to do than stay with you, like this, forever.
âWe should just take some time away from here.â
âWhat do you mean? The season only began-â
âTo hell with worldliness. Some time away, just the two of us.â The sun was slowly peeking through the blinds, its yellow light was painting on your naked skin a glowy spectrum. âI heard South of France is particularly beautiful, this time of the year.â
Your chin on his chest, you looked back at him, eyes bright. He was looking at you the same way you had catch him do a million time: a soft smile on his lips, his eyes filled of this spark, shinning only for you. You didnât care how beautiful France would be, he was the most beautiful view you had ever laid eyes on.
His hand brushed some hair out of your face, and you grabbed it to kiss his knuckles.
âFrance, it is then.â
Little did you know, you would be coming back home a few months later, bearing your own little miracle.
One of the many to come.
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The Painterâs Secret

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Fandom: Bridgerton
Summary: Â Benedict has been sketching you in secret for weeks, his affection growing with each stroke of the brush. One day, you stumble upon his hidden artwork and realize how deeply he sees you.
Pairing: Reader/Benedict Bridgerton
You always knew there was something different about Benedict Bridgerton.
While his brothers concerned themselves with duty and the rigid expectations of the ton, Benedict existed slightly apartâwatching, sketching, as though the world he saw was entirely different from the one everyone else lived in.
Perhaps that was why you had always felt drawn to him.
And perhaps that was why, when you stumbled upon his greatest secret, it felt like stepping into a dream.
It was by accident that you found it.
You had been wandering through the halls of Aubrey Hall in search of quiet when you noticed a door slightly ajarâa room you had never paid much attention to before.
Curiosity got the better of you.
The moment you stepped inside, the scent of oil paint and parchment filled your senses. Sunlight poured through the tall windows, casting golden light over the cluttered space. There were stacks of canvas, half-finished works propped against the walls, and a wooden easel in the center of the roomâits latest subject still hidden beneath a cloth.
And then you saw them.
Sketches, scattered haphazardly across the desk.
All of you.
You froze, your breath catching as your fingers brushed over the pages.
In each sketch, you were captured in moments so intimate they stole your breath awayâlaughing softly at some long-forgotten joke, gazing out of a window lost in thought, absently tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
Benedict had drawn you as if he had memorized every detail of your face, as if he had studied the way your eyes softened when you smiled and the precise curve of your lips when you frowned.
It was overwhelming.
It was breathtaking.
âYou werenât meant to see that.â
The deep, familiar voice sent a shiver down your spine.
You turned sharply to find Benedict standing in the doorway, his figure framed by the light behind him. His hands were stained with charcoal, the sleeves of his white shirt pushed up haphazardly. There was something raw in his expressionâsomething caught between vulnerability and hesitation.
Your heart hammered in your chest.
âYouâŠâ Your voice faltered as you gestured to the sketches. âYouâve been drawing me?â
A muscle in his jaw tensed.
âI suppose thereâs no use denying it now.â
He stepped forward, slowly, as if uncertain whether you would run.
You turned back to the sketches, unable to tear your eyes away. âHow long?â
Silence.
Thenâso softly you almost didnât hear itâ
âSince the first time you smiled at me.â
The confession was a whisper, barely louder than the rustling of the wind through the open window.
Your breath caught.
You had always known Benedict was kind. Witty. Charming. But this? This was something else entirely.
You looked at him then, truly looked at him, and saw the way his hands clenched at his sides, the way his gaze flickered between your face and the sketches as if bracing for rejection.
You swallowed hard. âWhy didnât you tell me?â
He exhaled, running a hand through his tousled hair. âBecause I was afraid.â
The words hung between you, heavy with meaning.
âAfraid of what?â you whispered.
Benedict let out a breathless laugh, shaking his head. âAfraid that if you saw the way I see you, you would never look at me the same way again.â
Your heart clenched.
Because he was right.
You would never look at him the same way again.
You stepped closer, your fingers tracing over one of the sketchesâa softer one, a portrait of you looking away, lips parted as if caught mid-thought. It was intimate. Loving.
You looked back up at him, and for the first time, you let yourself see what had been there all along.
Every lingering glance. Every stolen moment. Every time Benedict had looked at you as if you were something more than just a friend.
Something precious. Something his hands ached to touch.
Something his.
You took a deep breath, your voice barely above a whisper. âBenedictâŠâ
He was watching you so intently, as if he was memorizing this moment, sketching it in his mind.
And then, in a breath of movement, he reached for you.
His fingers, stained with charcoal, brushed against yours, hesitantly, searching.
âI should have told you,â he murmured. âI should have told you a long time ago.â
Your pulse pounded in your ears. âTold me what?â
âThat I never wanted to sketch anyone else.â His voice was rough, full of something you had never heard from him before. âThat every stroke of my pencil, every painting, every shadow and lineâitâs always been you.â
Your breath hitched.
His gaze flickered to your lips, then back to your eyes. âTell me to stop,â he murmured. âAnd I will.â
But you didnât.
Instead, you did something reckless. Something inevitable.
You leaned in.
And Benedict met you halfway.
The moment his lips touched yours, it was like stepping into one of his paintingsâsoft edges and blurred lines, all color and warmth and want.
His hands, still dusted with charcoal, cupped your face, tilting your chin so he could kiss you deeper, slower. It was not urgent, nor frantic. It was a confession, a promise in the shape of a kiss.
When you finally broke apart, your forehead rested against his, both of you breathless.
Benedictâs thumb traced your cheek, smudging a bit of charcoal across your skin. âI suppose Iâll have to paint you properly now,â he murmured, a teasing lilt in his voice.
You laughed softly, your fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt. âI think Iâd like that.â
And as he kissed you again, the unfinished canvas behind him stood waitingâready to capture a new masterpiece.
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Fandom: Bridgerton
Pairing: Benedict Bridgerton x F!Reader
Summary: After your father finds out you've been writing under a male pseudonym, he threatens to marry you off to an atrocious man unless you find yourself a husband within a month's time.
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Too Good
Pairings: Anthony Bridgerton x fem!reader, Benedict Bridgerton x fem!reader (threesome), modern AU
Summary: Sequel to Too Much. Anthony and Benedict take on another challenge you set them.
Warnings: 18+ smut, minors DNI, MMF threesome, no incest. Dom/sub dynamics - sub!Bridgertons, domme!reader, use of play names/titles (sweet prince, lovely boy, goddess). Mild restraint (leather cuffs), masturbation, smidge of foot worship, mention of cock rings, handjobs, unprotected vaginal sex, creampies.
Word Count: 5.9k
Author's Note: This is a long-awaited request fill for both Anon and @avidspicystoryreader - see the next posts for their asks. Thanks as always to the wonderful @colettebronte for beta reading. Enjoy! <3
You want to bathe in the sound both men make when you emerge into your living room, dressed in your favourite lingerie set. Swaying your hips, revelling in their undivided attention, elated as their pupils dilate rapidly, spying the subtle shifts in their hips, excitement stirring in their jeans as they wait upon your sectional sofa. It's a few weeks into your new playful dynamic, and tonight, they've agreed that you're in charge.Â
âWhat are those?â Anthony queries as you get closer, dropping a pair of leather cuffs onto the coffee table, keeping hold of a second pair as you approach him first.
You step between his splayed knees, his eyes slowly travelling up your body until they reach your face. That's when you choose to answer.
âThey are for your wrists, my sweet prince.â
An array of reactions ripple over his handsome face as you invoke your chosen play name for him. They have already agreed to any name you choose to bestow; tonight, Anthony will be your sweet prince, and Benedict shall be your lovely boy.Â
âWhen did I agree to this?â Anthonyâs brow creases in wary confusion as you tower over him, snapping the leather between your hands, a challenging eyebrow raised.
âLast night,â Benedict pipes up from the other end of the sofa, looking thoroughly entertained, âafter about four whiskeys.â
âI didnâtâŠâ he counters hesitantly, but itâs more of an uncertain query than a statement.Â
âYes, you didâŠâ both you and Benedict answer in unison, your eyes darting to each other and a knowing smile exchanged.
Anthony swallows hard, his eyes fixed on the glint of the buckle on the leather cuffs. âWell, if I am doing this, he is going to have to tooâŠâ he gruffs, pointing to his younger brother.
âOh, I agreed to it immediately, brother, and sober,â Benedict counters, shooting you a molten look before holding his wrists up obediently for you.
You saunter over to him instead, glancing pointedly at Anthony over your shoulder before taking Benedictâs wrists, binding them quickly in the cuffs using the buckle and crawling onto his lap.Â
Making a show of it, you push his bound hands high above his head and dive in for a ferocious kiss, your tongue running possessively into his mouth, unashamedly rubbing yourself over his lap as he moans so prettily under you.Â
âLovely boy,â you purr as you break away, and there is a huff from nearby.
âI want to playâŠâ Anthony pouts fractionally, jealous already.
You cut your eyes sideways at him, goading him by lightly running your tongue down Benedict's cheek, enjoying the hitch of sound he makes against your ear.
âYour brother here is the perfect little switch for me, but I wonder if you can be too? Because if you cannot, then I'm afraid, my sweet prince, you will just have to sit there. Just sit and watch as I fuck him utterly senseless...â you tease, knowing you are provoking him now, as Benedict murmurs a curse beneath you, already so very keen.
Anthony emits a light growl. âYes, yes, I can do thatâŠâ he replies impatiently.
You smirk and drag yourself against the growing bulge in Benedictâs jeans as you address Anthony. âCall me your goddess,â you prompt.
âYes, goddess,â Anthony mumbles, realising he is definitely the one missing out.
âWas that so difficult?â you chuckle, giving Benedict a peck on the lips before standing up, swiping the other set of cuffs and climbing into Anthonyâs lap to give him the same treatment.
He is silent as he holds his wrists together for you to bind, just a slight puff of his breath tickling your hair. But when you push your knees wider and rock against his pelvis, pulling him into a kiss, he is pliant under you in a way that makes your stomach swoop with excitement, a softness in his eyes as they open when you end the kiss.
âPerfect, my sweet prince,â you compliment, a little bloom of colour dusk creeping across his cheeks. âOh, we are going to have so much fun,â you add before hopping off his lap.
âA few rules for tonight, my darling boysâŠâ you drawl, walking over to dim your lights so the room is more atmospheric. âYou may only touch me or yourself when bidden; the cuffs should help with your obedience,â you chuckle before continuing. âI, however, can touch you both wherever and however I want unless you invoke your words. What are they?â You pause and look at them expectantly. You already know them; this is just reinforcement.
âByron,â Benedict immediately pipes up, enthused.
âBitcoin,â Anthony mutters quietly.Â
âGood boys. Now, I decide everything tonight: when or if you come, when, where and even if you get my pussy. Do you understand?â
âYes, my goddess,â they both reply in unison, a frisson over your skin at all the possibilities.
âIf you disobey, I won't touch you again,â you warn, turning so you are facing away from them, running your hands over the globes of your bottom, teasing them. âAnd you definitely won't get any of thisâŠ.â
You bend over, widening your stance, knowing the opening in your peekaboo lingerie set has parted, so they can see your bare slit, already damp and shining from playing with yourself while getting ready. There are two beautiful moans from behind as you straighten up again, a triumphant smirk as you whip around and order them both to stand up. They spring to their feet, athletic enough not to need their bound hands to do so. Your clit throbs at the prominent outline in both of their jeans.Â
Goading Anthony yet again, you approach Benedict, one hand sliding into his hair, pulling his face down to meet yours in a fiery kiss as your other hand falls to his jeans. He makes a delightful sound into your mouth as you grab his cock through the denim. Then, as your tongues parry, slowly pull down the zipper tab. Surprised as your hand encounters steely smooth skin.
âYou slutty boy,â you scold mildly as you pull back from his kiss, palming his naked erection.
âAll for your convenience, my goddess,â he fawns, breathing slightly laboured.
You smile and turn to Anthony even as you keep teasing Benedictâs cock.
âThis here, my sweet prince? This is a very good boy,â you provoke. âUnless you can convince me otherwise, he is getting me firstâŠâ
Anthony scowls, not used to being second at anything, rocking impatiently on his toes, his bound hands limp in front of him.Â
Benedict whines as you release your grip, moving to push his jeans down. They pool around his ankles, and you nod approvingly when he steps out of them. You spider a hand up under his t-shirt, walking each fingertip over the light swell of each abdominal muscle, him staring down at your lips, his glistening, eagerly awaiting another kiss. Instead you demand his wrists that he presents to you so sweetly. You unhook the metal clasp between them.
âArms up,â you murmur, so pleased when he instantly obeys.Â
You have to push onto tiptoe to get his t-shirt up over his head, but he assists you, stripping the last of it and tossing it aside so he stands before you completely naked. He is all lithe ropey muscles and pale skin, his chest rising and falling a little rapidly, his cock standing proud. He brings his arms back down, and you re-hook the clasp on the cuffs as he shoots you that soulful look through his lashes.
âSuch a lovely boy,â you whisper, grabbing him again for just one pump before ordering him to sit again.
He whimpers but obeys, bound wrists resting on his lap as you turn your attention to Anthony. You take two steps, so you are standing before him, envy seeping through his pores. You lean in to run your tongue in a teasing stripe over his cheek, loving the slight drag of stubble as you do.Â
âYou are so handsome when youâre jealous,â you needle, unable to resist poking this bear, something about his struggle to fully submit makes it even more delicious. âDon't even try to deny it,â you add quickly when Anthony goes to open his mouth, and he snaps his jaw shut, mollified. âLet's see what treat you have in store for meâŠ.â you dusk as your hand drops to his groin.
You don't kiss him as you pull down his zipper, just gently teeth his earlobe. His bound hands flex against your belly, struggling not to touch your naked skin as he is forbidden to do.
âNothing is sexier than a beautiful, powerful man at my mercy,â you murmur as your hand slides between his fly, encountering his boxer briefs, the hot swell of his cock straining against them. âAnd, my sweet prince, they don't come much more powerful or beautiful than youâŠâ
He seems to bloom at your compliment, a stuttering exhale into your hair as he meekly requests a kiss. You allow it, pulling him in for a fiery kiss as you assist him in pushing down his jeans. He groans loudly into your mouth as you slide your fingers into his underwear and grab his cock, pumping him slowly as you pull apart.
âYou are the beautiful one, my goddess,â he stutters with blown pupils as you squeeze him gently.
âOh, now you are getting it,â you smile triumphantly, releasing him to shove his underwear down his muscular, fuzzy thighs, then unhooking his wrists to strip him of his shirt until he is naked too.
You pull him in for another biting kiss, your fingertips running up his chest into the thatch of dark hair there, scratching lightly on his pectorals as he whimpers over your tongue.
âTake a seat, my sweet prince,â you counsel, as you break apart, nodding for him to resume his place.
Reluctantly, Anthony does as bidden, shooting you a puppy dog look, his cock bobbing as he takes a seat.
âNow, my darling boys, don't forget you cannot touch yourselvesâŠâ you remind, looking at each of them in turn.
They nod as you take a seat on the coffee table between them. Their attention is undivided as you slowly open your legs out wide, your knees almost touching each of theirs, knowing they cannot resist the sight. Your underwearâs slit reveals just enough to have them licking their lips, something so illicit about the peek rather than being able to see everything. You make a show of swirling your fingertips over your inner thighs, their heavy gaze tracking every motion as you inch closer.
They both make a hungry noise as your fingers swirl over your pussy lips and you throw your head back and moan, a little theatricality never hurts. You arch your spine, your other hand sliding over the glass table behind you to brace yourself as you play with yourself. Even with your eyes closed, head tilted back to show the lines of your body, you can sense their salivation, how they both lean in. When your pointer finger slides over your clit you groan loudly and tilt your head back down to see an erotic sight. Both sets of eyes boring into you, barely contained lust as they both fight the urge not to touch themselves.
âYou truly are a goddess,â Benedict opines huskily, likely a tactic to curry favour, but one you donât mind in the slightest.
âAnd don't you forget it,â you shoot back before plunging a middle finger into your pussy and sliding backwards to lay on the coffee table, hooking your feet up onto the corners of the table, legs splayed wide. You bring your other hand to rub your clit as you ride your fingers, inserting a second now, pumping slowly.
You donât need to see them to know what sweet torture this is for them, the scent of your arousal no doubt swirling thick in the air as they watch, powerless to do anything about their hard, leaking cocks unless you bid it so. The slick sound filling the air as you ride your fingers, coating your hand with your arousal, the only other sound their panted breaths.
âMay I touch your foot, goddess?â Anthony implores, a new deference to his tone that has you tilting your head up.
He is leaning forward, his bound hands hovering above his knee, not far from your toes curled over the glass edge of the coffee table.
âYou may,â you concede. âOnly my foot for now,â you add sternly.
Warm hands cup your foot, massaging your skin insistently in a way that has you emitting a light stutter of pleasure, somehow easing the ache from a day on your feet with just a few well-placed fingers. Murmuring encouragements as he draws your foot into his lap, massaging in a way that has you languid, your fingers slowing.
âMay I do the same, goddess?â Benedictâs bashful question has your head swinging to him.
âYes my lovely boy,â you allow, revelling in the look of excitement as he too grabs your other foot. He cups your heel in his bound hands and lowers his head to kiss the tendons atop before flexing your ankle to place a gentle kiss onto your arch that is almost ticklish. No one has kissed your feet before but it is oddly fitting for a night where they are in your command.
Also, something about their tender treatment as you slowly fuck yourself with your own fingers is such an exquisite contrast. Anthony groans his approval as you slide a third finger into your pussy. Not as good as their cocks, obviously, but the perfect hors-d'Ćuvre. You emit a louder moan as Benedict opens his mouth wider, lathing his tongue then gently biting the underside of your foot, his eyes glued between your legs.
Anthony's hands stray up onto your calf, and you snatch your leg away, placing it upon the round of his shoulder as Benedict chuckles and kisses the tip of your other big toe.
âNuh uh,â you cluck, stilling your hands and pushing Anthony with your heel.
âPleaseâŠ.â He sounds wrecked as he falls backwards and you glance down to see his rigid cock weeping slightly in his lap.
You decide to take pity upon him a little, shooting Benedict a look that has him releasing your foot obediently. They both pout as you withdraw your fingers from within yourself and sit up.
âMove closer,â you gesture with your hands for them to shuffle closer.Â
When they settle a couple of feet apart, you stand up, both of their heads tilting to gaze up as you tower over them - a bloom of joy that they do so without you even having to ask.Â
You bring your wet fingers up to both of their handsome faces and trail your juices over their lips. Both of their tongues dart out immediately to lick the essence, groaning deeply, wrapping their lips around your tips and sucking covetously, as if a life-giving nectar you are bestowing upon them.Â
For a few beats, you bask in the wet pull of their mouths, suctioning you clean, drawing your fingers deeper into their heat, both of their tongues lapping enthusiastically. You reluctantly withdraw from their mouths, quickly reaching behind to unhook your bra, tossing it aside and painting their saliva over your nipples as they groan gently at the sight.
âMy beautiful boysâŠ.â you exhale, tweaking your nipples as you stare down at them, bound and rapt by the sight of you.
âPlease let us touch you some moreâŠâ Benedict appeals besottedly, his hazy eyes blown wide, his lips dark pink from sucking your fingers.
âWe will do anythingâŠâ Anthony chimes in breathily, his face slack with complete submission, a spike of want racing down your spine that he is now pliant.
Spinning around, you turn your back to them, their breaths huffing onto the dip of your waist before lowering yourself slowly to sit between them. Intentionally slowly, you hook your legs over each of their thighs, hard muscle under your skin as you turn your head first to Anthony and pull him into a deep kiss as your hand slides down Benedictâs torso to grasp his cock and he practically howls.
You pump Benedict gently as your tongue parries with Anthonyâs, both of their cuffed hands limp in their laps.
You swap, swinging your head to draw Benedict into your mouth, abandoning his cock, that hand instead curling around his jaw as your other slides down to grasp Anthony and pump him too.
âI could tease you boys all nightâŠâ You lilt over Benedict's cupid's bow as you pull back, him chasing your lips as you do so.
âHave mercyâŠâ Anthony gasps as you squeeze his cock near the base, loving its heat and girth trapped within your palm, the trickle that coats your knuckles as your fist raises to encase his tip.
âMaybeâŠâ you tease, curling your foot around his calf where you have your leg draped over his thigh, âif you ask nicelyâŠ.â you add, drawing his brother into another kiss, just to test Anthonyâs resolve a little more.Â
âPlease, goddess,â he appeals deferentially, but with a thread of desperation that has you break from Benedictâs lips.
Releasing Anthonyâs cock, you undrape your thighs from over theirs and grab the clasp on their leather cuffs. You guide their hands to your hips, hooking their fingers into the side of your lace underwear and nodding for them to pull it down.
Goosebumps break out over your body as they slowly tug down the material over the flare of your hips, their fingertips sliding over your skin intentionally slowâa little payback for the tease you have made them endure. Anthony lightly scrapes his blunt nails down your outer thigh, but you let him, as it just adds to your arousal.Â
Completely naked now, you use your foot to fling the underwear across the room, which they huff, amused, both falling back into the cushions, bracketing you with their muscular torsos, looking at you expectantly. Their stares are hungry, barely contained lust now that you are as naked as them.
âYou may kiss my neckâŠâÂ
You can barely get the offer out before two sets of lips suction onto the tender spot under your earlobes, a lushness that has you gasping and grabbing their muscular thighs, your eyes fluttering closed.
Their dual groan is like music to your ears, their tongues more insistent, sliding lower to your collarbone, which you don't fight, too drunk on both of their mouths upon you, a heavy tug low in your pelvis.
âMay weâŠ.â Benedict begins, and you just nod sharply, biting your lip as you wrap your arms around the back of their necks, pushing up, your hips lifting off the cushion, encouraging them to slide lower.
Your moan echoes around your high warehouse ceiling as they capture both of your breasts in their mouths, tugging gently with a slight bite of their teeth, their need telegraphed by their tongues lapping hard, teasing your nipples into stiff peaks. Your hands spider upwards and grab both cocks at once making them stutter, their mouths going slack on your chest.
âI should have made you both wear cock rings,â you attest, beguiled by the sudden mental flash of them struggling in cuffs and rings, leaking, thighs trembling.
âHappily my goddess,â Benedict breathes, moving to claim a kiss without permission.
âDid I say you could kiss me?â you admonish over his lips, and he freezes.Â
âPlease forgive meâŠâ he stumbles, hanging his head even as you keep palming his cock.
âI will this time,â you offer conciliatorily, nuzzling his face until he tilts his chin upwards, his contrite expression filling your field of vision. âBut, my lovely boy, I will need you to pay penance.â
âWhat do you need, my goddess?â he blinks, his lashes batting so alluringly, biting his lip as you squeeze his cock in your fist.
âYou may touch yourself,â you allow, guiding his cuffed wrists to replace yours.
âHow is that penance?â he asks, his brow knitting adorably as you remove your hand, guiding his into its stead.
âYou will have to watch quietly as I fuck your brother...âÂ
Benedictâs face is a kaleidoscope; you can see the envy, the desire, the defeat and the acceptance. Anthony making a victorious noise next to you, his cock pulsing in your other hand that now goes slack.Â
â...first,â you add belatedly, seeing Benedict light up again, settling back into the sectional corner with a coy nod of acceptance.
You twist around and swing over into Anthony's lap, pulling him into a kiss that is instantly intense, excitement rippling in his muscular form under you.
âThere are rules, though, my sweet prince,â you sigh over his lips, guiding his hands behind his head.
âYou may not move your hands from there,â you warn as he cups the back of his own skull.
He pouts fractionally but that morphs into a picture of euphoria as you shuffle forwards in his lap, running your glistening slit over his tip.
âCan you feel that?â you murmur, his nod so enthused that a lock of hair flops over onto his forehead.
You reach and twirl the strand between your fingers as you keep teasing him with your damp heat, rocking your engorged clit against his frenulum.Â
âBeg for it,â you command gently, hooking your other thumb tip into the corner of his mouth.
âPlease, my goddess, take me. Please do not tease me anymore.â
Anthony sounds so pretty as he fights the instinct to take over, to throw you down onto the sofa and take you roughly as he does so well when he is the one in charge.
âI have the right to tease you all night, sweet prince,â you caution. âI could just edge you for hours until you are a trembling wreck.â
âYesâŠâ he concedes. âBut please do notâŠâ His brown eyes shine as he beseeches in such a demure way that it makes you suddenly desperate for him.
A melodic noise escapes his lips as you tilt your pelvis and sink a fraction onto his steely cock. This is the first time you have gone without a condom with him since you started this dynamic, and the sensation is almost overwhelming. This was agreed in advance of your play tonight, but still, the reality of it is so intense. Your eyes meet as you sink slowly, the leather cuffs creaking as his hands flex behind his head. You pull him in for another kiss as you are fully seated, held open in that way that makes your eyes want to roll - no one else youâve been with seems able to do this quite as well as these Bridgerton brothers do.
âMy goddessâŠâ he whispers back, face devoted.
âI will never tire of you calling me that,â you sigh, almost rhetorical, turning sideways to look at Benedict. âBoth of you,â you add for his benefit as he smiles crooked but modestly, his bound hands wrapped loosely around his cock.
Maintaining eye contact with Benedict as you rise up and back down on Anthony, who moans so prettily under you. Having the rapt attention of one as you fuck the other is something else you could never tire of.
âMy beautiful boys,â you exhale indulgently, bringing your attention back to the Viscount, looping your hands through the crook in Anthonyâs arms to grab the top of his shoulders.
Arching your back slightly, you begin to ride upon him. You pull up and sink onto his mass, biting your lip about and closing your eyes how good it already feels. His gaze falls to your breasts, his warm breath panting across your sternum. You know he is fighting the urge to tilt forward, capture them in his mouth as you rise. But he is aware he cannot do so without your permission; the twitch in his thighs between yours as you set a pace. Tilting your chin down, you soothingly request he look at you, and sweetly he does. Raising those ardent brown eyes to yours, so much conveyed without words.
âMy sweet prince, you are doing so well for me,â you whisper, squeezing your pussy tight around him.Â
He groans loudly, the leather of his cuffs rasping again, a flex in his bicep that betrays their latent power.
âYou feel divineâŠâ he utters, thick and low.
âAs I should, for I am your goddess,â you return with a hint of sass, raising an eyebrow as you begin a faster pace, moving your grip to the back of his head, placing your hands over his bound wrists as if to emphasise your point.
He is passive as you ride harder, a slight burn in your thighs as he whimpers under you, gaze roaming your body as you undulate upon him, a heat notching up your spine as your pussy swells from that repeated delightful friction, a slight burn in your thighs as you just cant stop riding him, chasing bliss.
âI won't last,â Anthony gasps in warning, rueful almost.
âThatâs okay my sweet prince, come for me,â you goad, riding harder, glancing over to Benedict as if reminding him he is next.
âI need you to come too,â Anthony pants, eyes wild, hands flexing in his cuffs as if he cannot bear the idea of you not getting your pleasure too.
âI will,â you assure, winking then releasing your right hand from its grip around his wrists to fall between your splayed thighs, not stopping your rhythm as you fingers slide over your swollen clit.
His stare tracks your hand then he curses, head flopping back, thighs clenching, bearing his teeth as his face contorts, so close to release.
âGive it to me, sweet prince,â you pant into his ear, your fingers a rapid tattoo against your swollen pearl.
That is what breaks him. His whole body goes stiff and there is a gargled noise in the back of his throat then a pulse that runs up his length inside you just as you crest a similar wave. It is what pulls you over too, calling out as you shatter around him, pussy fluttering around his spurting cock, milking him of his cum, dripping down your walls as you slump onto him, wracked breaths, your mind floating blissfully above.
âPlease untie me,â he begs quietly as you both return to the room.Â
You reach behind him and unhook his arms, unfastening the cuffs as he slips from inside you. You rub his pinkened wrists gently, even as you glance over to Benedict, intuiting his impatience for his turn.Â
âHelp me to your brother,â you entreat Anthony.
Tenderly, he assists you to your feet, your legs wobbly from exertion, uncertain whether you will be able to do the same again, despite a burning desire to. You cling to him as you take the few paces to Benedict, who raises his bound hands from his cock as you climb into his lap and snuggle into him, still in the afterglow of your orgasm.
âSurely a goddess deserves some rest,â he murmurs in your ear, able to read your tiredness. âIf it is acceptable, perhaps you can lie down and be worshipped in the way you deserveâŠ.â
His lilting, velvet words have you nodding enthused, a ripple of excitement at the idea that you will receive pleasure. Benedict gives a nod to his elder brother, who is now pulling on his underwear, his hands being free. Without a seeming word exchanged, Anthony assists, rearranging your body so that your hips are at the edge of the sectional chaise. Then he places a cushion in his lap and lays your head upon it, his hand soothingly massaging your scalp.Â
You stare down the plane of your body, watching Benedict slowly kneels between splayed legs, impressed with his balance, seeing as his wrists are still bound. You keen softly as he rubs his cock over your swollen pearl, the cuffs creaking as he does so.
âDo not tease your goddess,â you chide but it has zero heat, for he chuckles and demurely looks at you through his lashes.
âYou wish is my commandâŠâ he rumbles, a touch cheekily, before he lines himself up and ploughs deep into your swollen pussy, in a way that has your toes curling. Itâs the first time you have felt his unsheathed cock too, and it also steals your breath, so much heated mass pressing into your walls.
âYesssss, thatâs it, my lovely boy,â you commend, reaching for his bound hands pressing low on your belly.
You lace your fingers with his and nod for him to move, Anthony leaning down to capture your lips as Benedict withdraws and snaps back into you. Your cry is muffled around Anthonyâs questing tongue.
âYou will make him jealous if you get so many more kisses tonight, my sweet prince,â you warn quietly over his lips.
Anthonyâs smile is handsomely devilish. âThen he should have gone first,â he sasses, then schools his face. âMy goddessâŠâ he belatedly adds.
âYou always do fight being a good sub for me,â you snark over a moan as Benedict begins to set a pace. âI think your brother is so much better at it than you. In fact, maybe he gets a privilege you didnâtâŠ.â
You just love to provoke the proverbial beast in Anthony, especially on nights where he must do your bidding.Â
âBe still, my lovely,â you decree and instantly Benedict freezes, holding still buried to the hilt within you. âGood boy,â you flatter, reaching for his wrists and unclipping the hook between them.
âYou may touch me anywhere you wish,â you offer, throwing a side-eye to Anthony.
âThank you my goddess,â Benedict inhales sharply, blooming beautifully at the privilege you have bestowed.
Given the greenlight, his fingertips instantly sweep up over your ribs to your nipples, teasing them expertly as he begins to move again. Your feet curling up off the floor to nudge his shapely bum, encouraging the snap of his hips driving into your, your whole body rolling with his athletic thrusts. Â
âKiss me, lovely boy,â you call out, watching Anthonyâs face above you cloud with envy as his younger brotherâs face hovers into view, his lips meeting your and pulling you into a passionate kiss.
âThank you for letting me touch you, my goddess,â he lauds, nuzzling your cheek, smiling with boyish enthusiasm.Â
âOf course, my lovely boy, now earn your privilege,â you challenge, your fingers dancing down the lithe musculature of his back, running your lips over to his ear, âmake me come again.â
And, good boy that he is, he does as commanded. As you lay back and enjoy the sensations coursing through you, he grabs your hips, pulling you down onto his driving cock, you moaning with each thrust as he pushes you open, his cock feeling huge inside your swollen soaked channel.
Your eyes drift to Anthonyâs again over Benedictâs shoulder, âMay I have your hand, my goddess?âÂ
As soon as you nod, Anthony grabs your hand, the one you had made yourself come with when fucking him, and brings it to his lips. He sucks the fingers clean, his stare boring into you, a fiery challenge glinting despite him obeying your rules.
To have both of their undivided attention rockets you so fast. Anthonyâs strong tongue swiping and suckling your fingers deep into his hot mouth, Benedictâs hands clamped around your waist, the leather of his cuffs tickling your skin, his sizeable cock boring into you with remarkable, athletic alacrity.
âIâm closeâŠâ you rasp, that telltale quiver deep in your belly, not needing much to take you over the edge for a second time.
âWait for me goddess, please,â Benedict petitions, a little bead of sweat forming on his brow above you.
âYou fuck me so well, my lovely boy,â you praise, knowing word of affirmation are such a catalyst for him, running your free hand over his cheek, caressing his jaw, then pinching his chin in a tighter hold. âNow give me your all, donât hold back, I need to feel it.â
Benedictâs nostrils flare and he nods decisively, always eager to follow ample instruction. His thrusts become almost punishing, his slender hip bones snagging your inner thighs as he notches you higher, each time crushing into your engorged clit, grunting with the exertion now. You pull him down onto you, loving the feel of his heated flushed skin over yours, whisper praises into his ear. All as you stare Anthony down, your fingers still in his mouth, him gently scraping his teeth over your knuckles, knowing a slight roughness will help you over the edge.
As your fingers fall from his mouth, Anthonyâs hand reaches down and pinches the nipple closest to him. It has you yelling out, your body arching off the sofa at that rough spike of sensation, propelled into Benedictâs torso just as you start to clench around his cock, coming for a second time. That wondrous sensation fanning out from inside to inflame your whole being, dimly aware his thrusts become erratic and then he stills, speared deep as he too reached his peak. You feel the warmth of him spread inside as you float back down into your body.
âThank you my sweet boys,â you slur, as Benedict withdraws and Anthony bends down to kiss your forehead, this second orgasm making you drowsy.
âYou are welcome, goddess,â they both seem to chime in unison.
A few moments later and you have removed Benedicts leather cuffs and the three of you share a lazy intimacy, your head still in Anthonyâs lap as Benedict curls around you on the wide chaise, resting his cheek on your belly.
âYou, particularly, did so well,â you smile up at Anthony as your fingers card through Benedictâs hair.
âI donât mind being your sweet prince⊠on occasion,â he confesses. âJust as long as you will be my baby girl just as often.â
âOf course, sir,â you wink up at him, that infectious, breathtakingly handsome smile inhabiting his stubbled face.
Benedict chuckles from his perch on your tummy, twisting to kiss the dewy skin above your belly button. âAre you sure both of us aren't too much, kitten?â he goads, even though he already knows the answer.
âI did a good job of making you both do my bidding tonight, didn't I?â you point out, and he concedes that you did indeed with just a humourous shrug. âAnd besides, something too good could never be too much,â you wink to him.
Something about the moment feels decisive, so you decide to declare yourself.
âWe are only just getting started with this adventure, boysâ you state boldly. âWell, that is, as long as Eloise is awayâŠâ You modify, knowing this sort of thing is only possible when your flatmate, and indeed their little sister, is away, as she is now.
âIâm going to buy her a bloody flat,â Anthony growls decisively, his hand scooping behind your head and hauling you up to meet his lips. âThis place is yours alone now, baby girlâŠâ
Well, you're not going to argue with that.
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Little Words | Benedict Bridgerton x fem!Reader
Summary: A cosy, loved-filled evening at My Cottage turns into playful chaos as you and Benedict try to coax your baby's first word, only for your mischievous little one to sneak into his father's art studio. Pairing: Benedict Bridgerton x fem!wife!Reader Rated: PG Warnings: none really, this is tooth rotting fluff!, domestic bliss, Benedict makes a suggestive joke, babies/parenthood, no-Sophie!AU Requested: Yes/No Author's Note: Thank you so much for this request! It was so cute and fun to write!
The evening enveloped you in a comforting warmth. You were settled into the soft cushions of the couch at My Cottage, wrapped in a cozy knit quilt, as snowflakes gracefully fell outside. The room was filled with the comforting scent of black tea mingled with the aroma of the honey scones you baked earlier. Your baby son was nestled between you and your husband, Benedict, who was reading to him, making the little one coo with contentment.
Benedict, the ever-romantic artist, was reading from a collection of Shakespearean sonnets to both of you.
"My dearest, mightn't you consider that he would find something a bit moreâŠspirited to his liking?" you queried, observing as your little one chewed on the corners of the book.
Benedict flashed a knowing smile, gently grasping your son's tiny hands. "Ah, but it is never too soon to be introduced to the ways of love. Charlie, my boy, will be quite the catch with the ladies, you shall see."
Your baby babbled joyfully, tiny fingers wrapping around Benedict's much larger one, as if signaling a pact with his father. You could only let out a resigned sigh, recognizing the inevitable lifelong competition that lay ahead.
You and Benedict had both been eagerly anticipating the moment when your son would utter his very first word. The two of you had playfully debated whether it would be âMamaâ or âPapaââŠor perhaps something entirely unexpected.
Gazing down into your son's deep blue eyesâso strikingly similar to his father'sâyou began to gently encourage him. "Mama, can you sayâŠMama?" you urged.
Benedict, not one to be outdone, joined in with a playful grin on his face, leaning over to engage in some friendly competition. "Papa! SayâŠpapa! How could you not say papa? I carried you across the lawn just this morning when your little legs couldn't manage it!" he exclaimed, speaking in full sentences as if little Charles could grasp every word, full of affection.
Charles giggled and babbled in his adorable baby voice, yet he hadn't picked a side to settle on. He squirmed out of your laps, lifting his hands to indicate his desire to crawl. You gently placed him on the floor, understanding his strong urge to explore. He wobbled towards his beloved hiding spots, inviting one of the games you enjoyed playing with him. His pudgy legs and arms carried him behind the table and then beneath a chair.
He was giggling wildly, his laughter echoing through the living room as you and Benedict joined in the game, feigning exaggerated confusion in your search for him.
âOh no! Husband, wherever could our son be? Perhaps we have lost him forever!â you exclaimed, widening your eyes and placing a dramatic hand over your heart. Benedict, standing beside you, stroked his chin with mock seriousness, his fingers brushing over the faint stubble as though he were contemplating with a full beard.
âAh. Well, perhaps we need to make another one,â he mused with a sly grin. You playfully swatted his arm with the back of your hand, shaking your head and laughing, unable to maintain the pretense any longer. You marveled at how Benedict's eyes sparkled whenever he talked about fatherhood. The thought of introducing a new little sibling for Charles had been a dream you had quietly nurtured, envisioning more tiny feet pattering around the house.
You turned to him, a playful smile dancing on your lips. "Perhaps we do," you murmured, stepping a little closer to him. Your hands glided up his strong shoulders, feeling the warmth of his skin through the fabric of his shirt, and your fingers found their way to the back of his neck, gently twirling the soft strands of his hair.
He leaned down, his breath brushing against your cheek, unable to resist as he pressed a tender kiss to your lips. "You know," he whispered, his voice laced with a teasing tone, "making the baby is the fun partâŠ"
A soft laugh escaped your lips. "Well, easy for you to say, Mr. Bridgerton," you retorted, shaking your head with amusement. "I don't recall you being the one who was miserable for nine months," you added, your eyes sparkling with mirth as you playfully nudged him.
You spun around, your heart skipping a beat as you realized Charles had completely slipped out of sight. Anxiety crept in as you and Benedict exchanged worried glances, both of you instinctively starting to search the sitting room.
âCharlie?â Benedict called out, his voice carrying a hint of concern as he crouched down to peer beneath the piano-forte. The thought struck both of you that Charlie might have toddled off down the hallway.
By the time you and your husband tracked him down, he was happily ensconced in Benedict's art studio. Blue and green paint was smeared across his pudgy little fingers, and a perfect baby-sized handprint marked his forehead. He was sitting amidst the scattered tubes and brushes, giggling with delight.
Benedict sighed in resignation, though a slight twitch at the corner of his mouth revealed his amusement. Without hesitating, you bent down and lifted Charlie into your arms, unfazed by the oil paint now staining your dress. Tenderly, you wiped a streak of green paint from Charlie's nose. At that moment, Charlie's bright eyes flickered between you and Benedict, a joyful grin lighting up his face.
"Mama," he giggled.
You gasped, your eyes lighting up as you showered his tiny face with a flurry of kisses, not caring about the smudges of paint left behind on his cheeks.
Benedict placed a hand over his heart with theatrical flair, his face twisted in mock agony. He then turned to Charles, a playful glint in his eyes. âBetrayed!â he exclaimed, his voice filled with exaggerated woe. âIn my own home! By my own flesh and blood, he has forsaken me!â
You spun around, a playful laugh escaping your lips, as Benedict bent down, his lips brushing gently against your temple. His eyes sparkled with affection as he turned his gaze to his son, a proud smile stretching across his face. âYou made a good choice, my boy,â he said, his voice warm and approving. "Indeed, she reigns supreme within the hierarchy of our family, does she not?"
Together, you and Benedict attended to the delightful yet mischievous little one, joining forces to bathe him in his modest silver tub. Unlike the typical gentlemen of the ton, who might never deign to assist their wives in such domestic endeavors, Benedict was different. He took great joy in being as involved as his duties permitted, cherishing these moments with his little family.
Once Charles was changed into a pair of warm, footed pajamas, you all nestled under the soft quilt on the bed, with him snugly resting between you. The room was dimly lit by the soft glow a few candles.
âI know he cannot sleep in the bed with us, but I donât want to place him back in the bassinet,â you whispered, your voice barely more than a breath as you ran a gentle finger along Charlesâs smooth, rosy cheek. It was astonishing to think that your love with Benedict had brought this tiny, perfect being into the world. You then rested your head on Benedictâs broad shoulder, feeling the rise and fall of his steady breathing.
He leaned down, pressing a tender kiss on your head before brushing your hair back with a gentle hand. "I never dared to imagine such happiness could be mine, y/n. Not in my wildest dreams, not ever.â he murmured, his voice full of sincerity.
Sleepily, you traced your fingers across his hand, feeling the warmth and reassurance it offered. âWe built this happiness together, my love,â you replied softly.
Benedictâs smile widened as Charles let out a contented sigh in his sleep, his tiny fist gripping a handful of his father's soft cotton shirt. Benedictâs heart swelled with joy, and his smile only grew as he noticed you had drifted into a peaceful slumber as well.
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Hi! I love all of your writing, could please do Benedict and best friend reader at a ball and he over hears some girls bullying reader and goes OFF and reader runs off and he thinks heâs embarrassed her but when he finds her she explains she found it super hot and then some smut please! đ
You are in love 1 || B.B
Part 2 of " you are in love"
Pairing: Benedict bridgerton x best friend! Reader, + Polin
Warning: fem! reader, no description of reader, friendly flirting and teasing, mutual pinning, use of inappropriate words, reader has a step sister. Fluff and angst, part 1 of you are in love. Part : 2 will be smut
Rigel's note đȘ©: Thank you for requesting, and the compliment<3333 *smooches* I hope you don't mind me doing it in two parts :) the title is taken from Taylor Swift's song " you are in love", it popped as soon as I read best friend reader, hope it's not as bad as it's in my head, sending love back, also part 2 soon.
" Perks of being a woman, you don't have to dance with Eloise bridgerton." You remarked when it was the fifth time Eloise stepped on lord White's toe.
Benedict snorted on his lemonade as he looked at you sideways, his iconic lop sided grin plastered to his smug face.
" I was her dance partner, " Benedict fake sniffed, wiping the fake tear, ", that too, before she started lessons."
You winced at the idea of Eloise before her lesson and gave Benedict a pat on his back for being ever the sacrifice.
" I thought that's why you danced wierd " you told him, smiling when he looked at you scandalously.
" Excuse me ?! " He narrowed his eyes, " you take that back ! " He slammed the glass down with force.
" Will not, you dance like...like a snowman ! " You beamed, slamming your fan down and glaring back, nose to nose, eye to eye.
" That never stopped you from dancing with me." He said smugly and retreated to his space with a satisfied look in his eyes when your jaw slacked slightly.
" You don't dance like a snowman with me." you told him in a small voice and that's when it hit you how gracefully he twirled you around when he was practically running away from other beautiful young ladies.
Benedict smiled, his eyes twinkling at you as he raised his brow, like in a question.
" And why would you think that ? " His mouth twisted and you didn't know what to say.
" Perhaps because I dance well...? " You tried and despite it being not the answer he expected, he laughed all the same.
" You dance like a ... a Kangaroo." Benedict thought hard and a muscle in his jaw twitched, he smiled proudly when he got the right word to annoy you.
" What's a kangaroo ? " You asked, you had heard it somewhere but it was easier to ask him than think hard.
" It's like..." Benedict motioned with his hands something like a vase," it's a cute animal." He finally said when nothing more could be made out from his gestures.
"Oh." You nodded and then it hit you, " Did you just call me an ANIMAL ?! " You snarled at him and he shaked his head with a chuckle.
" I called you cute too." He squabbled.
" Kangaroo's aren't cute ! " You jabbed at him and he chuckled, grabbing your wrist firmly, a spark so bright jolted inside you and you felt your face grow hot.
" Then I don't dance like a snowmanâ" you sticked your tongue out at him and he was lost in words, just looking, you saw the opportunity and yanked your hand away from his grip. He relented like a gentleman.
" You are always like..like running away and leaning off while dancing and it's so so snowman like." You argued and Benedict's eyes twinkled like moon.
" Have you seen a snowman waltzing ? " Benedict asked and you shaked your head, while clutching at your chest, you couldn't help the giggling.
" Yes if we are talking about a tall, handsome and smug snowman."
" You think I am handsome ? " Benedict ducked his head closer to your face and you felt your breath hitching in your throat, like air was punched out of your chest.
You rolled your eyes when it became too apparent that no word would come out of your traitorous throat and you couldn't help but gaze back at him, he looked back just the same, all fire and blaze.
" You didn't answer my question." He said slowly, each word carefully and it squeezed your heart how close his face was, how beautiful those eyes were, and that nose, and those cheeks, those lines when he smiled, he oftened and it was so warm and gorgeous, how you never noticed how captivating he was, every atom of his body was tied with an invisible thread with yours, a golden one. And you would be damned to think of that mouth, your lips parted at the ethereal site and Benedict smiled at that.
" No." You just said it, eager to say anything and break this moment, it was swirling you around in a storm.
" No ? " He questioned, frowning and he was handsome at that too, you were so doomed.
" You are silly like handsome, like some lord Byron poetry." you murmured softly, safe guarding the hammering heart in your chest and blinking at the sudden burn from his gaze on you, drinking you in, his brow knitted in funny way, a mock annoyance crossed his face.
" Lord Byron ?! Really, " he dropped back to his seat and you finally took a breath, then he covered his face like a damsel in distress and when he glanced sideways at you, he was smiling his brightest, oh, you just realised how goofy and precious and mesmerizing his smile was, you wished to stop time and paint it under your lids so everytime you close your eyes, you could meet him there, in your secret gardens and then a death like that would be sweeter.
" What ? " You exasperated when he refused to look away, even when your nose wrinkled and face basked in it's warmth, he wouldn't let go of you, taking each and every detail in like he was wishing to stop time too and paint you. He could, he was an artist.
" You called me poetry..." His mouth quirked up in a delightful grin, like it explained all the merry and you groaned, looking away as you huffed the tingling in your body that wouldn't go, your eyes landed on a very eventful moment.
" Is that our Colin ? " You raised your brow at Benedict who sat up straighter and turned his gaze to the other side of the hall.
" Why is he eye murdering lord Debling ? " You asked him, he winked and pulled your chair closer, not caring if any mama saw or perhaps lady whistledown herself.
" Penelope is dancing with lord Debling, and well she's laughing at something too, ohâ" Benedict whispered in the shell of your ear and you barely nodded, Colin looked like he had enough, he was making his way through the crowd towards Pen.
" Forty shillings if he punches lord Debling." You piped up, Benedict shaked his head.
" You are gonna lose cupcake, he's gonna take Miss Featherington's hand andâ" you gasped when Colin stopped abruptly, said something urgently and took Penelope's wrist between his hand, Benedict cocked his head to his side and winked smugly.
" And ? " You drawled and it amused Benedict beyond limits, like he has been waiting for it.
" Birds and bees." He said in a code like hushed whisper, you smacked the back of his head.
" I don't have a mother, you know." You told Benedict and he touched his upper lip with the tip of his pink tongue, he nodded along knowingly.
" Well, someone's gotta teach you."
" Mm.. you are my best friend." You would look anywhere but at him but your eye's were locked in his, he was being brave then so can you. One step, not much.
" I can not tell you birds and bee." Benedict said sincerely.
" Colin helped Pen ! " You said, nose flaring as he worried his jaw but didn't say anything.
" He told her how kids are made, something like going to a farm and then...well he kissed her but that's not the point." You blurted in a whisper, he listened intently.
" He kissed her already ? "
" Well a gentleman doesn't kiss and tell but a lady can, but that's not the point! " You pouted, his resistance crumbled but then again, bloody bridgerton.
" That's not my place cupcake." He was breathing hard, his mouth would open and snap close again, taking back all the things left unsaid.
" Well thenâ" you hated how choked your voice got, you tried, didn't you, it's not like you left it on god's cue, this was the biggest hint you could have given him and if he didn't got this, then only bricks might work.
Give him one more, a small voice said in your head, it was yours, but stronger and braver than you.
" âthen you can tell me about love."
Benedict laughed on that, like it was the funniest thing you had said.
" You know what? I take it back, I am gonna ask someoneâ" you smoothed your skirt and began to get up when he pulled you down.
" Sorry, I didn't mean that, sorry, don't go leaving me stranded." He pleaded.
You looked at him hard, looking for any sign of humour and you found none, he was glittering when he clapped his tongue and opened his mouth, his soft tongue resting like a tired cat.
" Love," he began," is like music."
" Like music." You repeated, struggling with the fit laughter that shook your shoulders.
Benedict glanced at you offended but when he spoke next, it was how the poets said, with longing and desire, like bleeding for your beloved and when no blood was left then it was ink and parchment.
" You can hear it in the silence." He said, you remembered those afternoons when no word was said between you and your bestfriend and yet nothing was hidden and left unsaid.
" You can feel it on your way home." He said, penetrating his gaze in you eyes and he remembered damn well that night after he rescued you from the lake when you almost drowned, the terror of losing you, the spark of holding you closer than ever.
" You can see it with the light's out, it's so bright and golden." Everything is more beautiful with you Benedict, you told him one Sunny afternoon, basking under a tree while he read you poetry, Better than Byron.
" Loving that one person will make you love yourself, with them, you are enough." He was whispering now, chest heaving as his hand trembled and unknowingly yours found his under the table, locked eye's and joined hands and sacred whispered chants. It was enough.
" You aren't too much, or too little, or loud or boring, you don't have to be interesting or witty or anything, being youself with them is enough." I like myself with you, he had told you when you were sixteen.
" That's love, being safe with them is love, being their home is love, to be able to leave all shades behind and be naked in just body and soul and not being afraid, not being embarassed is love."
" Benedict..." Your voice was soft and sweet and it took him a moment to realise he was crying, when you gently wiped it's proof with your handkerchief.
" I...I will be back in a momentâ" he stumbled out, still smiling a small smile and oh god what you have done, you have ruined him as well your self and nothing will ever be the same.
" Yes...." You said, because he was waiting for your approval, he nodded back when he got it and disappeared amongst the crowd as you watched him leave.
Love was indeed like music, the one you liked, it could be light as bee buzzing and sharp as thunder roaring in clouds, it could be slow and rhythmic and soft like water flowing, it could be the sound of his laughter and the way he drew his breath, it could be how he whined and joked and played and teased, for you, love was the music and muse of Benedict bridgerton and yes, you were very much doomed.
" What a pleasant site, a spinster smiling on her own, have you planned some scandalous plan of yours to bag some noble man ? " Claire wheezed in a duckling like laughter, shared with Asha Patil and Gissele Turner.
You refused to say anything, it only further added spice to their boring marital lives, with their husbands out and wombs empty.
" Would you look at her ? She's giving us that attitude, no wonder she's still unmarried ! " Scowled Asha, with her frizzy hair and crooked nose, her eyes coated in loathing of most tainted kind.
" She might had gotten the ring if she wasn't being Mr. Bridgerton's bitch." Gissele whispered it down to you and anger shot up through your veins and your eyes snapped to her, it didn't matter if she was your elder sister and the rage that blinded you was so fierce that you didn't feel when two big tears rolled down your cheek.
" Don't cry now, you can always be his mistress atleast." They all laughed, loud and big and white teeth flashing, with their fake diamond rings rubbing in your eyes but it was too blur, you saw nothing, you heard nothing, everything was drowning around you.
" Speaking of mistresses, Lord Hasting has bought a bigger estate for his mistress than your home in east London and I wouldn't blame him lady Hasting."
You can hear it in the silence.
It was your love's voice, it was your Benedict speaking and you lifted your mascara stained lashed eyes at him.
If you had known him less than you couldn't have known of the terrible anger that was shaking him, that smile was no ordinary, it was feral and stray, wanting to tear anyone who dared to come near, he was burning in anger that was beyond words.
Claire sizzled at that remark, turning her hand to her palm side and only moments ago she was flashing her ring and now, she was hiding it.
" Don't ruin your reputation by showing ungratefuls such as her your pity Mr. Bridgerton." It would've hurt less, were it Claire or Asha, but it was your own half sister, be it half blood but blood all the same.
" Lady Turner, i have no wish to speak to you, you have hurt my best friend beyond words, you had taken her affections for granted so if someone's ungrateful then it's sorely you, you don't deserve a sister like her, she's too good for all of us." He was carefully placing the word and his anger slipped between, his teeth grinded and breath hitched, you stared, just at him and him, everything was getting dimmer but you knew in that moment, you would know him in darkness.
you can feel it with the light's out.
He had done many things for you, Benedict stole Anthony's horse to take you out on a midnight ride, he nicked Colin's sword and taught you fencing, bought ribbons of your favourite pastel silk, saved your favourite sweets, and so many and so more, but this was something you couldn't have done yourself if you wanted, he had done it, he had stood up for you and it was the most gleaming moment of your life, he wasn't playing hero, he wasn't being mean, he was protecting your with your honour and Benedict, the gentleman who wouldn't hurt a fly, he was going to dagger them down with words alone.
He was speaking and speaking and they were all quiet, their eyes low and nose bowed down, he was speaking and speaking, words clear with pure affection and respect and then your felt it.
The warmness aroused in your womanhood and an inaudible gasp parted through your lips as you felt the slicky wet feeling caress your inner thigh and the sensation was so electrifying that you had to close your eyes in order to take a breath and even then, you could feel his words, soft and praising, " ......if you were half good as a woman she is....." He was breathless and he wasn't stopping and something inside you wanted to cup his face and tell him, don't Stop, never stop.
And then his eyes looked for you, he found your gaze and held it and you felt the shame, you couldn't do this to him, this burning desire would take you both down in flames and what it would be to become one, only in ashes, it was scaring you.
And before you could think of say anything, you were already on your feet, stumbling through the crowd with your gown kissing the floor behind you.
You didn't know where you were going but far, away and this feeling wouldn't let go, you knew well but you wanted air, the warmness that was spreading was maddening and the hunger was tugging under your skin.
He was calling out your name, you hated yourself but you needed to run, this love would ruin you, what if Benedict hated you if you told him how you felt, how you thought about him, would he call you a whore along with Gissele, would it hurt more ?
More than anything.
His voice turned to pleading as crowd thickened and you were getting out of his sight. You wouldn't look back, because if you did then you wouldn't be able to stop yourself from doing something very stupid.
You were out of the gates, descending down the stairs as one heel slipped out but you didn't care, you were on a run.
Johnny was already motioning the horses as you frantically climbed in, you could see Colin chasing down Penelope's carriage in a distance as you opened the window to inhale heavy gulps of air.
Would Benedict Chase you down too ? Would he come and look for you ? And if he did, what would you tell him ?
You are my best friend.
Part 2
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Endgame
Fandom:Â Bridgerton
Summary: Six years after you were married off to your Father's friend, you enter a period of mourning. As soon as it is societally acceptable, Benedict Bridgerton is in your foyer with a bouquet of flowers, amending a mistake he made all those years ago.
Length:Â 3.8k
Pairing:Â Benedict Bridgerton x fem!reader
Content Warnings:Â Death, mentions of sex work, penetrative sex, vaginal sex, unprotected sex, oral sex (f receiving), orgasm.
a/n: This is part iii to Wildest Dreams & Loml, requested by anon here! This is the final part!
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Your father stood acrost from you, tears in his eyes, which seemed genuine, though they did leave you confused. He was more devastated by your elderly husbandâs death than you were â they had been friends a very many years, even with an age gap between them. It was six years since you were married to Lord Roger Howard, six of the most gruelling years of your life, pretending to care remotely for such a wretched man.
âI apologise for this displayâ Father wiped his tears from his eyes.
âFret not, he was your friend after allâ You replied nonchalantly, your father never caring enough to pay attention to your words, let alone the tone of your voice. He nodded sadly, blowing his nose in his handkerchief and stuffing it back into the waistcoat pocket.
âYour mother is thrilled at the prospect of you coming homeâ He asserted.
The shock of his audacity displayed in full force upon your face, âThis is my home, I will not be returning to your house in Mayfair. I have an estate to care for until its heir comes of ageâ You shot back at him, far surer and more confident in your own voice than you had been when he bullied you into a match you did not want.
His weepy eyes filled with exasperation, you were not sure anyone had ever spoken back to him in such a manner, it sure looked as though they hadnât. He stuttered over jumbled consonants, words unforming as they bowled out of his mouth. Never in your young life had you seen your father so beside himself, so baffled.
âIs there something you wish to say?â You asked brashly.
Stern eyebrows grew rigid over his unpredictable eye line, âHow disrespectful! I do not recall raising a child with such an attitude! You will do as your father tells you, and your father demands you return to Mayfairâ He almost shouted, the corrosive tone of his voice scared you as a child, even just a few years ago; but he had set you on a journey down Danteâs nine rings of hell. No longer afraid of small men feigning omnipotence in comparison to you, your father was no better nor worse than the husband you had just lost.
Your harsh statuette figure remained still and unblinking, unimpressed by his temper tantrum. Sweat formed on his brow line, rage simmering just below the surface. He was a volcano, ready to erupt in exaggerated self-importance. âIt is obvious to me that perhaps you are confused. I was married to Lord Howard; I am Dowager Lady Howard. I do not belong to you, nor am I required to hear this nonsense any longer. I have land, and staff to account for. I will be remaining here. Would you like me to escort you out?â You asked calmly, your heart thumping in your chest, prepared for his next outrageous onslaught.
Father shuffled on the spot, puffed-up and fragile, dancing between continuing this argument, or storming out of the room. With a defeated, heavy exhale, he turned swiftly on the ball of his foot and stomped down the stairs. Staff peered around corners, having heard the yelling, worried for your safety.
Making your way out to the landing, subtly triumphant smile on your face, you watched as your father barged past someone standing in the foyer. You could not believe your eyes, unsure now of whether this was a dream or not. Benedict Bridgerton stood tall in the foyer, a big bunch of flowers in his arms, side eying your father as he passed. He looked just like you remembered, just like you imagined him every day since you last saw him. His eyebrows high, his crowning glory, that cheeky smile adorned on his face. There were small changes, delicious smile lines around his mouth and across his forehead. He looked neat, and very well dressed â you thought perhaps he finally had taken some advice from Anthony. The door slammed violently, and Benedict jumped slightly, pursing his lips together in a look of amusement.
âMr Bridgerton, to what do I owe the pleasure of your company?â You hummed in soft interrogation.
âI have come to offer my condolencesâ Benedict tried to wipe the smile from his face.
âAlas, it has been six whole months since my husband passed away. Would you not consider these condolences to be quite late?â You retorted audaciously.
âOne⊠might consider my visit late, yes. However, I do believe I am right on time. I would like to point out that it is but seven hours into a societally acceptable visit for a single man to call on a widowâ He feigned checking his pocket watch, nearly dropping the bouquet on the floor, beaming at you as you started descending the stairs. Rushing down the stairs with enthusiasm, you threw yourself into his arms, flowers crushed between your bodies as your kiss landed. There was that sense of delirium you had missed so dearly. Your stomach dropped excitedly, your heart skipped a beat, your smile uncontainable as he pulled you into him tighter and tighter.
âWorried I would not come?â He asked between kisses, his eyes joyously lit.
âNot one bitâ You groaned as his teeth took your lip, sucking it into his mouth, âCome upstairsâ.
Benedict took your hand in his, leading you to the only place he knew well in this house, your bedroom. It was strange feeling this way after so long, so much glee in such a solemn house. You had not a care in the world at this moment, everything was finally right as it should have been.
Shutting the door forcefully, Benedict grasped at your arms and pulled you toward the bed, shifting behind you to undress you. Not a second later, Benedict gripped two sections of material and reefed them apart, tearing your dress from your body, his clamorous grunt igniting something within you. The fabric fell to the ground around you in a pool, embarrassment telling you to turn to Benedict, but his forceful hands stilled you where you were. Bending you forward, you rested your elbows onto the bed, the sound of his breeches unbuttoning behind you made your mouth water, wonderment tensing your mind.
Kneeling behind you, Benedict pressed his finger to your pussy, sliding it in as slowly as possible, coaxing soft moans from your lips. You so greatly wanted to spin around, eager to see what he was up to.
âGod you are so wet and ready for meâ Benedict commended, slipping that same finger between his lips, sucking the taste of you off it, moaning in unbridled thirst for you. Benedictâs hands snapped to your hips grasping at generous handfuls, reefing you back into him, running the tip of his cock along you.
He plunged into you without a moments notice, sinking to extremity unexpectedly. Gasping in wretched recognition as your body adjusted, his velvet skin sliding in and out of you, images flashed through your mind of all the times you had done this before. His large hands slid into the pocket between your belly and your hips, thumbs goading you back into him, savouring every thrust back into you. Benedict laced into your hair, firmly pulling you back to meet him, the starving kiss in his arsenal his best yet. That is what it had felt like, these last two years in particular â like surviving in a baron desert, aridity only quenched by a singular person, and that person being unattainable.
Benedictâs hardness sunk into you again and again, particularly rigid on this occasion, you did not recall him filling you quite this much, but every moment was felt like a spiritual experience. His thrusts became vigorous, and he had that look in his eye that you knew all too well, his efforts quickly moving toward fruition. His pelvis slammed into yours with the most gloriously barbaric force, his moans and grunts animating, pleasure absolutely carved throughout his body and face. The eagerness of his movements made you squeal out as he reached deeper places, you hips bounced back encouraging his release inside of you. Benedictâs hands constricted in place; his body unyielding as waves of intensity rolled through him.
Desperately trying to inhale deeper breaths, Benedict rolled onto the bed next to you, stretching out his arms as if he had a stitch in his chest. You giggled at him, lying down too.
âNot as young as you once were?â You chortled.
Benedict flashed you a look of sunny offense, âIf I⊠could breathe⊠right now, youâd be paying⊠for that commentâŠâ Benedict chuckled through his panting. You placed your hand on his chest, feeling his heart thump against your hand, your eyes went wide with awe.
After catching his breath, you laid together in the bed for the rest of the day, slipping in and out of each other and conversation. Benedict was enjoying exploring your body again, as it had been two years and another child later.
âI cannot believe we are finally hereâ Benedict chuffed, his head resting on your navel, staring up at the ceiling.
âSix years later, my darling. To be fair, we did think we would be apart longerâ You remarked.
Benedict paused, fingers circling your forearm wrapped over him, âY/n⊠There are rumours circulating the TonâŠâ He uttered kindly, approaching with gentility.
âI suppose you should know what happened to Roger,â You sighed, more embarrassed for yourself than for the old codfish, âI received news six months previous, that Roger had passed at an establishment⊠during intercourse with a working womanâ You pursed your lips together, trying not to laugh. This was the first time you had explained the situation out loud, to anyone at all. The hilarity was not lost on you, but it felt wrong for the widow to relish the death of her husband outwardly, no matter the kind of man he was.
Benedict was silent for a few more moments, his eyes squinting in reserve, white flashes of teeth peeking through his lips, trying his hardest not to burst into laughter. âAt least, he died doing what he loved?â Benedict knew he could hold up the façade no longer, resigning to his impish personality, eliciting a perpetual and free laugh from you. You ruffled his hair merrily, giving playful shoves for saying something so outrageous.
âPerhaps so! It is difficult to explain to the children, not that he had much interest in them anyway. I am hoping they will adjust quickly; they are quite young stillâ You gave Benedict a gentle smile. You knew he had been waiting to bring up the children, only having seen them a handful of times over the last 5 years.
âWhen can I see them?â Benedict asked keenly.
âTheir nanny took them for a walk in the gardens when I was informed my father was on the grounds⊠He is not particularly fond of them eitherâ You shrugged, âThey will surely be returning soonâ You reached out to stroke Benedictâs face, his excitement uncontainable.
Benedict continued to talk about the children, taking guesses at their heights and how they walked. He asked about their favourite foods and favourite colours, he wanted to know everything. More than anything, he had wanted to be there to see them grow and change. He had spent their lives memorising details in letters, their descriptions and little personalities, so desperate to know them. Benedict was recently thrilled to learn that Benjamin had lost his very first tooth at just five years old. He was also filled with pride when you wrote of Beatrice climbing down the stairs for the first time, all be herself â she was three now and while Benedict felt like he had missed so much, he knew how much more there was to come, that he would get to be a part of.
âMy apologies, I am just overjoyed to finally be hereâ Benedictâs eyes watered lightly.
âDo not apologise, they will be excited too, you know they love youâ You smiled, wiping away his singular tear. You leant down to place a kiss on his forehead, which he intercepted, stealing yours lips away with his own, warm and full.
Benedict rolled onto his front, lifting your thigh over him and snuggling himself between your legs. His nose rested in your tangle of pubic hair, nudging gently at your slit. Without meaning to, you laid back in anticipatory relaxation, Benedictâs arms wrapping around your thighs.
âYou are unreasonably delicious my loveâ Benedict moaned from between your thighs.
His fingers danced around your outer flesh, tickling and pleasing strokes slowly replaced by his tongue, wet and pleasantly heated. Your eyes rolled back in your head, your lungâs feeling collapse was just moments away. It had been so long, and you were well and truly voracious for him, you had thought about this every single day.
Writhing under his ministrations, Benedict gently lapped at your clitoris, hardly touching it at times. You whimpered in hopeless desperation as he teased and circled exactly where you wanted him to press. There was no doubt Benedict was a connoisseur at this fine art and you were thankful for it. His hands slid up under your behind, lifting you up and into his face, you gave a slight squeal at his strength. The smile in his eyes melted your core, watching the lower half of his face flex and move, buried in your pussy. With every flick of his tongue, every suck of his lips, you could not stop yourself from grinding back onto his face.
Your face strained, trying to conceal the loudest moans these walls would have heard, Benedictâs ravenous tongue lapping senselessly, your knees shaking either side of him. Every moan from Ben vibrated through you, your hand flew violently to the back of his head, demanding more and more of him. Sucking your clit between his lips insistently, his teeth grazing your sensitive nub, Benedict allowed you to orgasm. Your hips bucked against his face, the hot friction of his stubbled face a godly addition to your unleashing.
Remaining still, Benedictâs soft eyes peered up at you, taking in every moment of your completion, committing it all to memory. You could tell just by the look in his eyes that you were a transcendent idol, sent here only for him. His tongue dallied, sensually slipping between your lips a last few times before he released your thighs.
âGod, I love it when you do that!â You almost yelled in exotic delight.
âYou taste marvellous, truly otherworldly. I could spend the rest of my life tending to you like thatâ Benedict smiled widely, subtly licking around his mouth to take in the rest of you.
You remained on the flat of your back, drunk on your adoration of him, âI wish you wouldâ You laughed, half joking. It occurred to the both of you at separate times, that there was no longer a need to rush, nor savour these moments. There was nothing to keep you apart any longer, no one to hide from.
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Benedict suggested bathing before dinner, so you loosely dressed, calling for the housekeeper to fetch the ladiesâ maids to sort some baths. Once the both of you were dressed and ready for dinner, you descended the stairs, you arm linked over his, his gentlemanly stature reinstated upon leaving the bedroom.
The children sat on the rug in the dining room, surrounded by the petals of the flowers Benedict had arrived with this morning. Benjamin looked up, playful excitement lighting his face as he noticed the two of you.
âMama!â He exclaimed, running into your legs, wrapping his small arms around them.
âGood evening my boyâ You hummed, bending down to swoop him up into your arms. Benjamin remembered Benedict from visits previously, but he had not been around in some time. He outstretched his tiny hand, offering a handshake to his father. His sweet little teeth biting into his bottom lip, the centre one missing.
âAre you going to be staying for tea?â He asked curiously, the way children do.
âYes, my small friend, I am,â Benedict took his hand and shook it properly, âMy name is Ben, I do not know if you remember meâ.
âMy name is Ben as wellâ Benjamin gasped in innocent surprise. Without thinking, you passed your five-year-old son over to his father as they continued to talk, Benedict instinctually taking him on his hip, just like he had Gregory and Hyacinth not all that long ago. You travelled across the room to Beatrice, who gathered handfuls of pink rose petals and threw them into the air above her head, clapping as they rained down upon her. You scooped your smallest child into your chest, meeting Benedict and Benjamin at the table, placing her in her little chair. Her dark curls framing her face in sweet disposition, she waved happily to the strange man at the table. As the staff served dinner, Benedict took his place at the head of the table, with encouragement from you. You could see joy filling him right to the brim, happiness pouring out of him without a hint of regret. This was what you had both worked for. The housekeeper stopped by you on her way back to the kitchen, gently pinching your cheeks just like a mother would, she had not seen you smile like this in such a long, long time.
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The family spent one week together at the estate before Benedict thought it was time to travel to Mayfair, to tell him family of this news. He was not sure how they would handle him marrying a widow, nowhere on his list of objectives was there a point to explain the children and why they looked like him. Benedict had slotted into their lives perfectly and without incident, the children already slipping and calling him father at times. His heart nearly beat right out of his chest with pride.
Arriving at the Bridgerton house, Benedict carried Bea on his hip from the carriage, entering to his family waiting in the entrance hall eagerly awaiting whatever the news in his letters could be.
The first thing Benedict noticed before he had even introduced his family, was his mothers all knowing smile, and the happiness reflected in her eyes.
âFamily, this is Lady Y/n Howard, and we are to be marriedâ Benedict announced loudly, a slight echoing ringing through the entrance hall. Anthony and Collins eyes bounced between Benedict and each other, confusion ruling their faces. Everyone else littered them with congratulatory hugs and kisses.
âAnd who are these darlings?â Violet came forward, kissing Benedict and reaching out to rub Beatriceâs small hands on his chest.
âThis is Beatrice, and this young man is Benjaminâ Benedict introduced his children to his mother, watching her crouch down to take Benjamins outstretched hand for a handshake.
âHow gorgeous! What a fine gentlemanâ Violetâs smile was sunlight, her demeanour so utterly welcoming. Beatrice leaned out of Benedictâs arms, shuffling herself across to Violetâs chest, snuggling into her grandmother. The both of you knew then that Violet had caught on as she rocked gently from side to side, Beatrice fitting perfectly in her arms as all the Bridgerton babes had before.
âPlease, come to the sitting room, I will fetch the teaâ Hyacinth directed everybody up the stairs to the second floor. As you and Benedict were about to follow behind the children and the other Bridgerton siblings, Colin and Anthony sequestered your arms away to an adjacent room.
Anthony closed the double doors to the dining room, and benedict slid his hand into yours in solidarity. Colin circled the both of you like a shark in open water, his normally cheery face overrun with suspicion. Anthony frowned pensively in front of you, rubbing his face, well and truly confused.
âThis is all happening rather fast, do you not think?â Anthony asked sceptically.
Benedict licked his lips in preparation, âBrother, you know I was in love with y/n all those years ago. We have simply reconnected since the very sad death of her late husbandâ Benedict portrayed the sympathetic friend, the shoulder to cry on in a time of need.
âI see, and your engagement taking in place exactly six months after the death of Lord Howard is simply a coincidence?â Anthony questioned, logical suspicion stirring up his role as caretaker of the family.
âYes. Benedict was very considerate, giving me my time to grieve my husband before coming to visit and offer his condolences. It can be quite confronting when one is bombarded with flowers and well wishes all but a day after a lossâ You lamented, doing your best to act your part, the sullen widow.
Anthony nodded, having experienced such a similar event after the death of their father Edmund, âI understand, I am glad that you have reconnected with each other after all these years⊠I do just have one more question, and I will only ask once. I do not wish to offend you, however if I found out either of you had anything to do with the death of Lord Howard, I ââ Â
âLord Howard died in the bed of a prostituteâ You blurted out, interrupting Anthony quite rudely. He was inferring the two of you had murdered Lord Howard for his estate and potentially as a crime of passion. That was not the case, your true secret seemed to be thoroughly unnoticed by the eldest brother.
Anthony and Colin stood side by side, their mouths gaping at the same time, blinking in uneasy embarrassment. There had been several rumours circulating the Ton regarding the death of Lord Howard, this was not the one they had expected to be true. Anthony snapped back to reality, shutting his mouth and nodding uncomfortably. He gestured toward the door, Benedict pulling you out of the room, heading for the stairs.
âIt is strange⊠Those kids look a lot like Benâ Colin muttered to Anthony as they followed on behind you, not a far distance away. Benedict turned and met Anthonyâs gaze in his peripheral as the whole thing dawned on the eldest Bridgerton boy. Dropping your hand, Benedict darted up the stairs, headed for the safety of his mother.
âBenedict, get back here!?â Anthony shouted, the vein in his forehead violently protruding, he stormed up the stairs after Ben.
Colin slipped into the space Benedict left, holding out his arm for you to take, âCome on, Iâll show you to the sitting room. They are going to be a while. At least you will not have to endure two dead husbands⊠Anthonyâs going to kill him before he gets to the altarâ Colin chuckled, your arm clinging to his as he escorted you up the stairs.
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One happy marriage.
Benedict Bridgerton x wife!reader
Summary: the reader lies about something important and finally breaks down to tell her husband about it.
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"I have started our marriage with the most audacious lie, Benedict!"
He looked up from his sketchbook with a curious look, "Whatever are you talking about, my dear?"
Y/N covered her mouth with a quiet sob. The lie was eating at her every day and she knew sooner or later the truth would reveal itself. Too bad she revealed it on her own.
Benedict frowned and stood quickly. He raced towards her and sat down cautiously on the sofa next to her. One arm gently pulled her to him, "Darling? I'm sure whatever it is can be forgiven."
She shook her head quickly and spoke through hiccups, "NoâŠ. It's unspeakable. Pl⊠please don't leave me."
This started to worry the poor man.
His hands gently ran up and down her arms, "I promise you, my dear. Whatever has happened, we will be as we are now."
She pulls away from him and wipes her eyes. "I am so sorry, Benedict."
He felt his heart break at the sight of her tears and pleads. "You must tell me what has troubled you this badly."
She shakes her head again, "I don't know if I can."
Benedict sighs.
He was a Bridgerton. And Bridgertons are nothing if not stubborn.
He gently takes her face in his hands. "How then, darling, am I to help fix this issue if I do not know of it?"
She stared up at him. How could she deny him? He was her heart. "I⊠I have lied to you so dreadfully."
He nods in thought, "Alright?"
She takes a deep breath, "I am an artist."
Benedict's head tilts. "Oh."
She looks up at him to gauge his reaction. "When we were courting, you asked if I was an artist. I said no. I⊠I lied to you."
He nods again with his lips in a tight line, "Yes. So you did."
She felt awful.
Silence fell over the two before Benedict broke it, "And your work?"
Her head perked up. "My work?"
He gave a slight smirk, "Yes, my dear, your work."
She nodded, "The⊠the paintings in the parlor⊠I lied. I do not collect them⊠I ma... I made all of those."
Benedict smiled widely. A small chuckle escaped his lips as he leaned forward and kissed the crown of her head, "I know."
She stiffened. "What?"
He leaned back and his smile only grew, "I knew, darling. I've always known. I was waiting for you to tell me."
Now it was her turn to feel a bit speechless.
Benedict continued, "I understand why you lied. Those pieces are gorgeous, and the last thing you wanted was your courter... well... your husband... to feel⊠lowly of his own work-"
"-but your work is lovely, Ben." She quickly interrupted.
"Ah, yes, but not like yours, my dear."
"But how did you know?"
He shrugged, "John Marques is not a real painter." He leaned close to her ear, "And yet, his name is on every plaque in the house."
She let out a laugh so happy, Benedict swore he had never heard one that matched.
She jumped into his lap and held him close.
And he was beyond happy to hold her so near.
He pulled away just to kiss her.
They could feel each other's smiles as their lips pressed together.
She broke away, just close enough to feel his breath on her lips, "And you truly aren't upset at me?"
He laughed, "How could I be? My very own wife, a most talented painter? How on earth could I ever be upset? I'm the happiest husband in the ton!"
Two artists make one happy marriage.
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