#Bellarke fam selfie night

[igotbellarkeforthat]

Happy BFSN Sunflowerkru!!! 🌻

Thank you @carrieeve and @ninappon for tagging me (this week and always)!

So, life/photo dump?? I feel like I blinked and 2023 was over. I did not make it to as many BFSNs as I hoped, but I still love y'all so much. ❤️

There's been lots of good and bad in the last year. We lost my sweet soul dog Abby in March, just a couple weeks after her 12th Gotcha Day. I still miss her dearly.

I spent a lot of precious time with my family and friends, and helped one of my besties get married in August!! And my older brother is marrying the love of his life in May this year! Love all around!💕

I got a promotion over the summer and it's been really good, but we're understaffed so it's been a looooot of work. We were just approved to hire some extra people, so hopefully things will ease up here soon. I really love the work I do, and I want to be able to do it for a long time. 😊

We had Snowmageddon a couple weeks ago! I think they said we broke every record for snowfall in our area back to around 1910? It was the most snow we've had in a single day since they started keeping written records, and then we had a deep freeze so it stuck around. I think final totals were between 10-12". Schools were out for 9 days!! It NEVER snows like this where I live, so we don't have the equipment and means to clear the roads quickly and get around safely. It was nuts. The picture of my car is from the end of Day 1, and it was still snowing at that point. The last snow picture of my yard at night was from the end of Day 8.

In the midst of Snowmageddon, my dad rescued me in his truck so I could go see the touring Broadway Wicked (twice 😃)! And it was magical both times. ✨️💚

And finally, the sunrise picture is from this morning. 🌄

I'll do my best do participate more often, I really do love BFSN and hearing all about how you all are doing! Sending so much love and tagging @togetherkru @roguetwelve @pendragaryen @infp-with-all-the-feelings @bookwormforalways @natassakar and everyone else that has been a part of the Bellarke fam over the years! ❤️

Happy Tuesday, sunflowerkru!

It's actually, sort of a selfie tonight. Spencer is sitting in my lap after all 😉

Big days for me. I have two weeks of holiday, my application for work appointment (so to speak) is proceeding and I signed a lease for a new office space today. I feel like such a grown up, it's strange and scary.

I hope you guys have a good night!

@pendragaryen @togetherkru @ninappon @natassakar @roguetwelve @jeanie205 @heartbellamy @julibernardo @okmcintyre @geekyogicheese @kizo2703 @immortalpramheda @writetheniteaway @infp-with-all-the-feelings @lee-em-dee @igotbellarkeforthat @bookwormforalways @travllingbunny

[nathanmillers]

booping all of my old the 100 moots and flooding their notifs like it's bellarke fam selfie night again

[immortalpramheda]

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[pendragaryen]

Happy new BFSN, lovely sunflowerkru! HOLIDAYS! 80% of my colleagues from my office had their share already, and now, finally, I have some time off too. And i’m so thankful for it! The weather is a constant bliss over here where i live and during these late summer days. I’m not travelling anywhere far, but my family and me are doing some day trips all around our own country. (The first photo shows a busy bee on my own terrace tho. But the other pics you can see here, i took on a trip to a lake nearby. ;) ) Tomorrow we will do a little excursion to the northern sea - i miss the ocean so so much! So maybe there’ll be some pics from this next week. ;) Hope you’re all doing well, fam, back in business or not and wherever you are around the world! Please stay safe and healthy! I am grateful to be a part of such a (STILL) busy fandom, that never fails to make me smile when i scoll through my dash. Still so busy, still so creative, still so full of love. Thank you!

Sending sunny tuesday-hugs to: @togetherkru @natassakar @bellamyblake @geekyogicheese @otp-armada @infp-with-all-the-feelings @immortalpramheda @ninappon @poppykru @goddess-clarke @kateemcintyre @kris-lulu @sometimesrosy @saracamerons @underbellamy @heartbellamy @burninghoneyatdusk @carrieeve @broashwhat @kizo2703 @lee-em-dee @igotbellarkeforthat @foolishnymeria @star-sky-earth @bookwormforalways @spacebell​  and all the others, who’d like to participate! <3<3<3

[immortalpramheda]

Thank you to @togetherkru @roguetwelve @carrieeve @natassakar @jeanie205 and @infp-with-all-the-feelings for tagging me! And thank you everyone else who has made this place so special ❤️

I've loved being a part of this community celebrating our love of Bellarke and The 100, and I can't believe it's been 2199 days since that episode aired! I still remember it like it was yesterday.

I love this little corner of tumblr 💖

Hi Sunflowerkru, it's Thursday ;-)

It's been 2199 since the Praimfaya episode and I may be the first to launch the BFSN. Thanks to @as-inevitable-as-morning for suggesting the date, it's a great idea to remind us a bit of what brought us together for several months/years. Meanwhile, please appreciate my face in my garden…

I hope many of you will answer the call this evening ! @as-inevitable-as-morning @pendragaryen, @natassakar, @roguetwelve @ninappon @carrieeve @bellamyblake @okmcintyre @astridandoddsandends @loveforbobandeliza @immortalpramheda @kizo2703 @jeanie205 @sometimesrosy @gabbagabbadoo @isweartobreathe @poppykru @infp-with-all-the-feelings @igotbellarkeforthat @famousflowermagazine @asroarke @kris-lulu and a very special thought to @geekyogicheese and @julibernardo. Maybe I forgot some of you, but if you want to joins us, consider yourself tagged.

[she-who-the-river-could-not-hold]

A day late to this, but thank you so much to @gansxythethird for tagging me in the new era of BFSN! I love that we’re just sharing various photos but especially flowers and such?? so many beautiful nature shots I’ve been seeing! These are from this past weekend, had a chance to finally see some friends again and get away from the city and the heat for a bit! ☕

no idea who’s interested in joining in so for now just sending a hello out into the universe and feel free to do what you wish! @the-most-beautiful-broom, @carrieeve, @burninghoneyatdusk, @kinetic-elaboration, @poppykru, @nathanmillers, and @thelittlefanpire​!

[monachopism]

pls can we start a buddie fam selfie night. pls.

[t100fic-for-blm]

Happy BFSN!

Big thanks to everyone who has and continues to support this initiative.

As of right now, we’ve officially raised $727 for organizations that support the BLM mission. You can check out the donations page for a breakdown of the organizations donated to and links to their websites for more information (link in reblog).

Tagging our current list of writers participating. I encourage you all to continue submitting prompts to our writers. You can check out our writers page for their AO3 links and fic preferences (link in reblog). If you don’t have a writer preference, always feel free to send the prompt to this ask box and I can task out the prompt 😊

@burninghoneyatdusk | @nakey-cats-take-bathsss | @elora-lane | @sassmasterblake | @bellarkestitchdelena | @animmortalist | @useyourtelescope | @cominguproses13x | @changingthefairy-tale | @queen-of-the-wallflowers15 | @river-kom-spacekru | @queentheea | @that-english-nerd | @fanfictionworlds-blog | @excuseyouclarke | @bellarke-addict | @kletiworld | @ravenreyes-0g | @bellamythology | @asroarke | @mobi-on-a-mission | @easilydistractedbyfanfic | @osleyakomwonkru | @mareap

Also a special shoutout to @silvernyxa & @broashwhat for helping out with moodboards and fanart for the prompts!

It’s important that we keep the intiative and general movement moving forward, even as media coverage of protests and hashtag trends fade - this is not over. Every donation helps, no matter how small, and there are countless non-financial ways to help. This is a marathon, not a sprint, but we need to keep our feet on the gas.

For BFSN this week, here are the faces of why we are doing this. To be clear, this is a drop in the ocean regarding the ongoing injustices. They are only the most recent deaths and the ones making the headlines. There are countless others who don’t.

GEORGE FLOYD

BREONNA TAYLOR

AHMAUD ARBERY

REGIS KORCHINSKI-PAQUET

RAYSHARD BROOKS

[igotbellarkeforthat]

Finale BFSN

Wow. It's kinda hard to believe I just typed that. We have finally arrived at the end of our journey. In honor of the past 7 years, I've included a selfie from 2014 when the show first aired and one from this past week. Tagged by these wonderful, marvelous, beautiful humans @geekyogicheese @alexmaanes @nathanmillers @bellamyblakru @natassakar @bookwormforalways @kylie-in-the-sky @gansxythethird @wonderingwhyy 💕❤🥰

Y'all I have so many thoughts and feelings. So many things I could say. But what I want to focus on is how amazing it's been to be welcomed into this community. I found this show during a really difficult time in my life, and it very quickly came to be very important to me. To have found so many wonderful people who shared my love and passion for this story and its characters was something I never expected. I can truly say that I have made friends and interacted with people from all over the world. How crazy is that?? So while the end result was different from what so many of us expected, the journey was still so sweet for me. I wouldn't have wanted to do it with anyone else. To quote LOTR, "I'm glad you're with me [Bellarke fam], here at the end of all things." Much love to all of you. ❤

Tagging/sending hugs: @infp-with-all-the-feelings @hellyeahbellarkee @ravensluna @is-a-bele @kombellarke @katkomskaikru @kelsalynne @a-story-written-in-the-stars @clarke-kom-eden @realistic-breadstick @youremyfamilytoo @queenofwhateverwewant @shaeheda @whatscaitdoing @bellamysgriffinprincess @katersann @nvermindiseeyou @river-runs-on-insanity @bellarkyy @buttered-rice1 @clo-heda @kykru @queen-of-the-wallflowers15 @poppykru @together-is-my-favourite-place @talistheintrovert @eyessharpweaponshot @captainxdaddy @shippingenthusiast @is-bullshit @dontknoworcare @kizo2703 @emoreeblue @burninghoneyatdusk @changingthefairy-tale @sebsluckycoin @lost---focus @howl-kom-whitelotuskru @bellarkesurvivestogether @angstybleuskies @mycaptainbellarke @dayo488 and anyone else who wants to participate! It's the finale, consider yourself tagged by me and please tag me in your selfies! ❤

[carrieeve]

Happy finale night, fam!

We've been through a lot together, you and I. I never in my wildest dreams expected that we'd end up here, like this, but it is what it is. I wish I could say that I hate this show but I don't, I can't. For over six years, it, the characters, the fanfiction had seen me through the worst, most difficult moments of my life and you, the fandom, the wonderful people I've met thanks to the show, are a great reason why I managed to get through it. You and our ship have given me a place where I could open up and enjoy myself, surrounded by people who understood me. Regardless of what happened this season, whatever might still happen in the finale, they can't take that away. 

Just as they can't take away the six beautiful seasons and the relationship between Clarke and Bellamy. In a few hours, we'll all be free and so will they. And they'll be ours forever. 

I worried about this show ending, over the last few months. I have a tendency to overreact and to get a little too attached, so I worried that this end would be hard for me. I thought I would want to just leave it all behind, that I'd lose the inspiration to write. In a way, I guess it's not such a bad thing that I've given up on canon weeks ago. And in a way, by destroying his own story like this, Jason helped me to realise that this simply will not be the case. I'm nowhere near done.

I'm so grateful for this fandom, for all the wonderful years we've had together and for all the things coming for us still. This isn't a goodbye, this is a new chapter.

Oh! And thank you for voting for my fics in @bellarkeficawards! I'm absolutely floored and amazed that you like my stories so much.

I was tagged tonight by @talistheintrovert @together-is-my-favourite-place @peterstarkss @eyessharpweaponshot @nvermindiseeyou @infp-with-all-the-feelings @poppykru @wankadi @justalittlebluetiefling @gansxythethird @bookwormforalways @natassakar @pendragaryen @smokyy-mountain-rain @goddess-clarke @bellamyblake @she-who-the-river-could-not-hold @broashwhat ❤❤❤

Tagging @changingthefairy-tale @chase-the-windandtouch-the-sky @burninghoneyatdusk @bellamynochillblake @useyourtelescope @icantloseyou-too @nakey-cats-take-bathsss @aspeckof-stardust @star-sky-earth @clarkgriffon @sometimesrosy @jeanie205 @travllingbunny @cosasrandomdemivida @katersann @kombellarke @irisouy @hostagetakerandhistraitor @kizo2703 @julibernardo @otp-armada @thetravelerbewithyou @historyofbellarke @asroarke @marauders-groupie @craniumhurricane @johnmurphysass @niylah @pawprinterfanfic @kindclaws @fen-ha-fuck-you ❤❤❤

How is that it?! Tumblr won't let me tag more (and also ate my notifications, so I might've missed someone) but just know that I love you all. I'm abysmally bad at human contact but even if we haven't spoken, just having you there was enough. That meant everything. Thank you for six wonderful years.

[thelittlefanpire]

bellarke fam, may we meet again.

I’ve been thinking about this post for a few weeks now, I’ve looked over my list of fandom friends and fandom greats, all the people who have enhanced my shipping experience, and I just want to say thank you. Not to a terrible showrunner, or writers who seriously let me down with wasted potential, but to the ones who truly loved Bellarke.

Bob & Eliza, with all their faults, pulled me in with their chemistry and talents. And I’m so grateful that they brought these characters and the most epic ship to life before my eyes.

I started watching this show after I saw random gifs on tumblr and a Netflix suggestion that wouldn’t go away, when my son was a few months old and I was in a pretty dark place. I binged before S4, spent the summer getting lost in fic, and officially joined the fandom in S5. I slowly began to find my voice again with these space babies and I’m so proud of all I’ve accomplished in this fandom. The 100 has kept me afloat in the deep waters and been a light on the dark days. I will miss it so much.

But mainly I want to say thank you to all of you. thank you for your metas, your gifsets, your videos, your fanart, your reviews, your liveblogs, your playlists, and your fanfics...you have made this fandom so special for me to be a part of.

Chopped has about 8+ more events planned so we hope you’ll continue to write with us. @chopped100challenge

I have like 50+ fics I still want to write so I, and this blog, will be here for awhile. I can’t wait to see what the rest of you go on to do. You will be great!

so one last tag:

@the-most-beautiful-broom - Christina, you sweet beautiful soul. ilysm. | @dylanobrienisbatman - Bails, we truly created magic together and I am so glad to call you friend | @chants-de-lune @baellamy @youleftme-clarke @asroarke @octannibal-blake @captainmmarvel - the discord delinquents, thank you for including me when I first joined this fandom. your love and support meant the world to me. | @pawprinterfanfic - Essie, I want to steal your word count power. Keep writing, you’re amazing. | @probably-voldemort Kee, you’re like tumblr famous and I think you’re one of the best storytellers ever. | @sometimesrosy - I really wanted you to be right about this journey. | @johnmurphysass Tricia, you are the sweetest. | @chase-the-windandtouch-the-sky - thank you for always loving Wells with me. | @she-who-the-river-could-not-hold - your talent is astounding | @kinetic-elaboration - you’re my absolute favorite writer in the whole damn fandom. | @hiddenpolkadots - thanks for being such a babe | @captaindaddykru - you kept me laughing through it all | @marauders-groupie @kindclaws - it was a pleasure reading your works. it was always better than canon | @tabatharich @sly2o @grumpybell @galaxyblake @thetravelerbewithyou @twd-is-life-98 @grifffinclarke @peterstarkss @clarkegriffintitties @daeneryskairipa @charmanderdiyoza @talistheintrovert @widonotts @llysandra @morleybobs @mamabearsdontthink @selflessbellamy @hopewolves @andthelightbulbclicks @el-corazon-y-la-cabeza @catastrophic-chloe @lovethyblakes @ellaalyse @eyessharpweaponshot @clarke-kom-eden @viviansternwood @thefangirlingbarista @justbecauseyoubelievesomething @goddess-clarke @harpermiller — you all are part of the most talented fandom I have ever seen. Thanks for including me. and to all the other bellarke fans that I couldn’t tag (because tumblr only lets me do 50...) share a selfie and let’s love on each other today.

[hellyeahbellarkee]

Happy BFSN(the last one!)

(just a random selfie and some pics i took that remind me of s1 lol)

So it's really the end huh?! I wasn't planning on posting anything cuz it hasn't really hit me yet tbh and I'm terrible at expressing myself but after reading the posts i was tagged in(@geekyogicheese @broashwhat @natassakar @igotbellarkeforthat @wankadi @poppykru @realistic-breadstick @talistheintrovert ) i felt like i couldn't just let it pass without joining this last bfsn.

Firstly, the biggest thank you to @igotbellarkeforthat who was the first person i ever sent an ask, right after i created this blog(after s6 finale), and encouraged me in such a sweet way that i felt welcome in my first fandom experience ever and I'll remember those interactions forever. 💞

Secondly, a special thank you to the bellarkes on discord who made my journey in this fandom 100% better and worth it and brought me a bunch of amazing&lovely people that i hope to keep in touch even after this is over cuz you guys gave me the sense of belonging I had been wanting for a long time and didn't expect to find it online. 💗

Thirdly, a thank you to all of the incredible-freaking-talented content creators who dedicated tons of their time and always got our backs when things got rough, and will be the ones keeping the fandom alive from now on, you guys are immensely appreciated 💖

And lastly, a thank you to my old followers/mutuals who liked my blog even before i posted any original content, and ofc my newer followers who like/rb my edits and wallpapers, y'all made me feel worthy to be a part of the fandom as a creator and i love you! ❤

I didn't wanna write too much cuz there will probably be a lot of posts today but i just want y'all to know that this has been a great ride, although painful sometimes, and that this "social experiment" was one of the best experiences in my still-new fandom life. Sending love to you all and may we meet again 🖤

Tagging: @thebraveprincesspure @sallysimpsons @ruggedmurphy @octaviadblake @taylor-morley @aainiouu @angstybleuskies @animmortalist @bellamyfknblake @johnmurphysass @pendragaryen @shaeheda @broashwhat @swainlake @biblarke @icantloseyou-too @madmultiverse @charmainediyoza @iishallbelieve @queen-of-the-wallflowers15 @queenemori @goddess-clarke @mobi-on-a-mission @historyofbellarke @foreverandalwayscrysis @captainwilldameron @hiccuph-is-a-magical-creator @helloeurydice @eyessharpweaponshot @important-metaphors @slyth-princess @queenofwhateverwewant @ms-mojo-risin71 @captain-effy @hostagetakerandhisgirlfriend @famousflowermagazine @aspeckof-stardust @changingthefairy-tale @constellationbellamy @sparklyfairymira @the1oo

(sorry if i forgot anyone or if idk your new urls, feel like you're all tagged here!!)

[rhcenyra]

happy LAST SHOW DAY EVER BFSN 😩💔 I feel. so many things and also at the same time feel nothing? agdhsjaj. I’m not planning to watch the ep live tonight, I want to read some spoilers for so I know what I’m in for LMAO - and hopefully it’s not too bad for me to finish the show bc I’d hate to leave it unfinished. this show has been one of my favorites for the last 7 years. I remember the first time I watched it I stayed up all night because I could get enough! I was sobbing in the dark in my room at 2am watching Murphy’s law for the first time,, and then they hit us with that Tor Lemkin sacrificing himself for his daughter?!?! oof 😪 I’ve projected so much of myself onto Clarke griffin (and bellarke) and vice versa lmao, she was such a great strong female character inspiration for teenage me!!! I didn’t mean to turn this into a novel lol but this show has meant a lot to me over the years and all the drama aside, the tumblr fandom has been a pretty great place! So after the ep tonight is over hopefully we can all go back to making happy edits and continuing the love for this show we’ve all loved and hated together!!!! ❤️

[pendragaryen]

The things that stay with us...

This was supposed to be my last BFSN-post while the show is still airing - the last BFSN-entry right before the series finale. But now it’s just... a FSN-post? Call it a Big-Hug-post. A Hug-Gratitude-post. Or whatever you prefer. Though in my heart Bellarke will ALWAYS be canon (and nothing can ever change that): They didn’t give it to us in the actual show (a show, whose narrative clearly told us otherwise all this time, but well.. whatever...). It’s too much honour to grace such a disappointing last season with a BFSN, dearies. (Or... even more so now? ;P ) So, call it what you like i guess! ;). Honestly, i didn’t want it to end.. just like that... without any last words to you, the kindest, most tolerant and beautiful minded fandom i’ve ever been (proudly!) a part of since 2016. (The selfie lies. It’s not current. I’m sorry, i can’t show you my face these days.. This is from the day just before it all went inevitably down with this season: BB’s death. So... enjoy: That smile’s for you, fam! ;) 2nd pic: The tattoo i got almost two years ago now, on Sept. 22nd 2018, and that never fails to remind me of my emotional support person and the fact, that after every “down” in life there will come an “up” again <3<3<3 )

What makes the whole experience of this last ever season of The 1OO for me so incredibly sad is.... Well, please bear with me if you will... My english STILL isn’t the very best... But i’m trying to put my feelings into words:

Last year, when we got the news that S7 would be the final season, i DREADED this moment. I was AFRAID of this last day (and the hours) before the actual finale. And why so? Bc I am a person, who’s an incredible loser when it comes to let go of the things i love so dearly. Like The 1OO. I... in times i was OBSESSED with it, with the story, with the chacracters and the way they’ve been written, so credible, so tangible in their actions, nothing was just bad or good and even the villains actions had been understandable to some extend. It was amazing! I felt with almost every character! I LOVED it. (And to be very clear here: I’ll never STOP loving The 100′s 6 seasons, that are still existing for me!)

But what i wanted to say is: I dreaded the moment when l would have to let it go. THat inevitable moment, when this show with all its storylines and characters, that have been a part of my life for the last years and that i love so dearly, really ends. Forever. It would end and i wouldn’t be ready to let go, bc it means the world to me. Bc it changed me in more than just one way - no, even better, bc it made me want to change myself! “To do better...” *ugly crying...* THis show SAVED me in a way and in a time, where i was in a very dark place in life, in a very dark mind space (constant illnesses, termination of my job due to these illnesses, an ugly lawsuit etc. pp) , this show and its actors, especially one Robert Alfred Morley (yes), who helped me to look at myself and my mental insecurities and illness from a whole new point of view. I wasn’t ashamed of myself anymore. I felt... relieved. Understood. I even felt kind of loved for what i am, even with my anxieties. (There may or may not come a point or even a person in everyones life, that helps to develop this new kind of view on themselves. And for me this person was and always will be Bob Morley. And whatever happens, i’ll always love him for his open- and kindness and be thankful for his inspiration. I still call myself lucky to have talked with him a couple of times. I treasure these moments. Always.)

So, i was AFRAID of this day, when this all would come to an end. I KNEW it would wreck me, i would be devestated, i would be so incredibly sad, that i won’t be able to put it into words.

And here i am now. I AM sad. I AM devestated. But for so very different reasons that i could never imagine in my wildest nightmares... This last season... Season 7--- no i won’t start again. Not AGAIN. But... just that: What they’ve been creating for us here... it really overshadowed my joy of watching this show throughout this last season, yes even BEFORE that horrible murder of my all time fave and comfort character. I take back whatever i said about S6 or even S5. THIS... S7 was the season, that didn’t feel like the show i fell in love with anymore. Though changes CAN be refreshing and exciting... these changes haven’t been that for me.

Look. The thing is: Even WITH Bob’s request for time off and everything... There would’ve been PLENTY options for the writers to actually make it all make kind of sense! THEY COULD’VE DONE IT BETTER! If they’d really wanted to, that is... And here’s the point: I think they didn’t WANT it. For whatever reasons, whatever happened bts, they decided to do it like they did. And no-one’s able to understand their choices or the characters anymore - those characters we used to know so well, these characters i felt with over the course of so many seasons - who i could understand! EVEN THE VILLAINS! And now... look at the thanks we got. I can’t understand shit anymore when it comes to S7. Bc nothing makes sense. When i see even the GREATEST meta-writers among us surrender in their posts - than it’s really sad times for this fandom...

It’s not even just about Bellarke anymore. Sure, i AM disappointed that they’re not canon now. But then they shouldn’t have arranged the whole story around these two! “The backbone of the whole story”!!! I am laughing. In that case S7 was SPINELESS! Let me tell you. Everyone’s just... flailing around... great little side storylines, but somehow... disconnected from each other and all over the place. That’s how it felt for me to watch this season. And i’m feeling so exhausted by now... I never stopped hoping... I always thought, at some point it would make sense. I’ve read all your great metas AND I WANTED TO BELIEVE! It made perfect sense! (I seriously felt like Fox Mulder from time to time this season... and the lack of sense in the storyline as well as the complete absence of my personal faves (yes i include Clarke (Eliza) here, bc heck, she was so sidelined this season too, self inflicted or not) - all these things had been the “UFO’s or aliens i was hoping to see” one day... Guess i was wrong.)

I’m babbling... Sorry. But it will be for the last time in that kind of form. Promise.

At the end of the day (at the end of all things.. sigh, Frodo... i see you... *blinks back tears*) I am so glad that you’re all here with me, in the same boat. That I’m not alone feeling this kind of lost and baited and betrayed. Bc whatever you like to call it: The narrative promised us otherwise. Did JRott OWE us canon Bellarke? NO. Of course not. But HIS STORY did. The story he’d been telling us for SIX GD YEARS! THAT is what makes me so mad. But most of the time (and despite the selfie above) i’m just sad. Sad and disappointed. I know it will pass one day. And that i’ll find joy in watching S1-4, even S5 except for a couple of scenes, and certain episodes of S6 again. But now is not the day. Even IF they’ll give these characters a “happy ending” in some transcended form or whatever, in the afterlife maybe,... S7 is ruined for me. It wasn’t even a bliss for me before, but it was certainly ruined after they killed “The Heart” - pointlessly (THIS is what will haunt me even years from now..).

Today is the day for saying goodbye. It aches my heart, that we’ll have to do it the way we have to now. But at least we are together. So let’s raise a glass in honour of all the hours of joy and excitement this show brought us over the years, maybe even the tears and laughter, let’s raise a glass for the outstanding performances of the cast and the great storylines some writers developed for us. I am thankful beyond words. Let’s raise a glass to this awesome, talented fandom! I’ve met and talked to dozens of you guys througout the years, and it had always been a pleasure! I hope we’ll stay in touch! <3<3<3 And last but not least: Let’s raise a glass for Kass Morgan. This is HER baby in more than just one way. Without her vision... there wouldn’t have been a show. Or even Bellarke. CANON Bellarke, that is! ;) And i LOVE it!

These are the things that stay with us, these are the things we will remember.

So, have fun with the finale tonight guys! Or should i say: Good luck? ;) I won’t watch now. I haven’t watched since 7x13, and i won’t start again tonight. Not even for the finale. BUT... i’ll probably do it some day in the future. I’m still kind of curious after all. And there are still some characters i want to know how it ends for them. It‘s just... i don’t want to support any ratings. I don’t want to support JRott anymore. But i’ll probably get back to it - if what y’all will write about it afterwards looks promising or not... ;)

See you on the other side!

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Hugs and love to you, dear fam! Tagging @together-is-my-favourite-place @natassakar @geekyogicheese @immortalpramheda @carrieeve @bellamyblake @angelbellamy @burninghoneyatdusk @iwearplaids @wankadi @katersann @nvermindiseeyou @ruggedmurphy @clarkgriffon @poppykru @broashwhat @malclmbright @kizo2703 @cominguproses13x @clarkeindra @tenmonologues  @shialablunt @sometimesrosy @zavens @wonderingwhyy @charmainediyoza @the-suns-also-rise @lee-em-dee @bellamynochillblake​ @junebugninja @songhyeri @underbellamy @talistheintrovert @jeanie205 @bellamys11thfreckle @doontpanic @clarkegriffinblake @goddess-clarke @eyessharpweaponshot @hostagetakerandhistraitor @infp-with-all-the-feelings @theatre-steph @historyofbellarke @as-inevitable-as-morning @bisexualbellamyblake @little-oxford-st @delicatebluebirdruins in no particular order (i am so sorry in advance, if i should’ve forgotten someone... >.<), and yes, i include you too @merlination my Danny, bc without you, i wouldn’t have started watching The 1OO in the first place... ;)

[sunshinechay]

Happy BFSN everyone! The last episode ever. I wish I could say I was excited for it but I’m really not. I do hope that the ending is a good one and makes everything make sense. It’s kind of crazy to me that we have gotten here, the very end. The last of it forever. The good, the bad, and the ugly. It’s all over tonight. These characters that we love so much will finally have their peace, one way or another.

The quote in the gif reminds me so much of this past season. I’ve never expected The 100 to end with sunshine and rainbows but, I don’t think I ever excepted this either. It’s a show that has always reminded me that hope is fragile, but worth protecting with every fibre of your being, because at the end, hope is all that you have left. I’m the first to admit that this season has left me feeling bitter in so many ways, but I’ll always be grateful to the show, because it came into my life at a dark time and gave me hope, something to look forward to and some of the best friends I’ve ever had. I’ll always have my memories and for that, I’ll always look back on The 100 positively, even if I didn’t enjoy all of it.

I want to say, I’m so grateful to everyone I’ve meet through The 100. You all are so amazing and I don’t know what my experience with The 100 would be if I didn’t have y’all to freak out with, both over Bellarke and just general T100 stuff. I hope you all are doing amazingly and that you are safe and happy and that your next show/fandom treats you well. I love each and every one of you!

It’s been a hell of a ride and I love that I got to make it with all of you! I’ll see you on the other side.

Oso gonplei ste odon

May we meet again

Tagging: @she-who-the-river-could-not-hold @shaeheda @joanna-lannister @lameblake @swainlake @constellationbellamy @octaviadblake @icantloseyou-too @talistheintrovert @nvermindiseeyou @wankadi @natassakar @smokyy-mountain-rain @goddess-clarke @broashwhat @geekyogicheese @hostagetakerandhistraitor @junebugninja @hellyeahbellarkee @animmortalist @johnmurphysass @helloeurydice @moonshoesreyes @daenerya @chase-the-windandtouch-the-sky @clarkgriffon @famousflowermagazine @charmanderdiyoza @ruggedmurphy @loveisalwayswise @poppykru @changingthefairy-tale @bellamyfknblake @the1oo @sparklyfairymira @thetravelerbewithyou @queenemori @fen-ha-fuck-you

[infp-with-all-the-feelings]

One last BFSN

I'm a pretty sentimental person, and though I haven't been involved in this fandom for very long (only months?) I'm incredibly grateful for those I've interacted with and gotten to know! I always expected to just linger on the edges and not actually try to be involved, and honestly, it was nights like BFSN and BWC that made me think "man, these people are having so much fun and actually forming friendships! Maybe I should try it out!" And then I still didn't for a while longer haha, but I'm so glad that I finally stepped out of my comfort zone and did.

This season really went in ways we never expected, but if nothing else, we get to give Bellarke the ending they truly deserve -- over and over again! And in so many different worlds!! Thank you fic writers for your time and energy that you put into crafting such wonderful stories for our favorite characters! (Oh and don't forget to vote in the @bellarkeficawards people!! And donate/request to @t100fic-for-blm!!)

I'm not sad this season is coming to an end, which is weird to say. But I am sad that I only had a few months with all of you. While I'm not leaving, I expect some of you may move on to bigger or better things and, if that's the case, may you only look back on this little fam and remember the joy and support and love you experienced. Because that's been my favorite part of this fam -- you guys have gone above and beyond what I ever expected. So thank you, truly.

Bellarke is ours, forever.

Much love, Bellarke fam✌🏻

Tagged tonight by some of the kindest and most gentle souls I've come to know: @pendragaryen @bookwormforalways @kylie-in-the-sky @gansxythethird @wonderingwhyy @igotbellarkeforthat

Tagging/ sending love and hugs: @otp-armada @slick-as-hell @pawprinterfanfic @burninghoneyatdusk @changingthefairy-tale @nakey-cats-take-bathsss @poppykru @ruggedmurphy @katersann @carrieeve @edgelessness @angstybleuskies @together-is-my-favourite-place @eyessharpweaponshot @communicationnskills @elora-lane @animmortalist @thefangirlingbarista​