#Balenciaga SS20

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🔵 Balenciaga SS20 Runway @ Cité du Cinema 🔵

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Comm_Proj: Husks

Image_series: 2/5 

Outfit_Name: Androider or Opiater(Alt/Rejected_Name: Suicider)

Theme: Self-Hatred & Overdose

Timeframe(in_context): April, 2023

Time_of_Day(for_shoot): Day or Night

Camera(for_shoot): DSLR or DSLR w/Flash

Main_Outfit_Aspect: “Cry Of Fear” Influence; Prenoxad/Nyxoid(Potentially)

Image_Site: Brunswick Monument in Geneva, Switzerland [Emergency/Ambulance_site(Avril)]

Outfit(Main)_ID:

Grey Zip-Up Hoodie [SMall_Hood_Up(Hiding_Hair(Anon))]

Lifelover “Erotik” Tee [TIght]

SS20 Balenciaga Trompe L’Oeuil Pants/Jean_Mod

FW19_Vetements Reissue “Karate” Shoes [Possible_Choice] OR FW17_Vetements_x_Reebok Multi “Genetically Modified” Sneakers [Most_Likely_Choice] OR FW17_Vetements_x_Reebok Black “Genetically Modified” Sneakers [Unlikely_Choice]

Blue Face Mask

Clear Rectangular Glasses [Possible Choice]

Medical Bandage Stuck To Left Forearm[w/Iodine and/or Red Fluid to Imitate Old_and/or_New_Blood]

Yellow Bic Lighter[Small] Held in Right Hand to Mouth

Black Fingerless Gloves_(Unpictured)

A Single Lucky Strike “Toniq” Cigarette Held in the Mouth[Lit By Lighter]_(Unpictured)

50cl Heineken 5% Beer Can[aka_“Tall_Boy”] Held by Right Hand, Loosely w/Lighter_(Unpictured)

Prenoxad/Nyxoid in Left Hand_(Unpictured)

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Besatt" (Posessed_in_English) by Lifelover, from their "Erotik" Album, Released in 2009; Cover of Stockholm, Sweden, Taken From Kaknästornet; DSBM and Melancholic BM

Lyric Excerpt[w/Translation_From_Swedish] from Besatt(tied_to_outfit)

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Syndafloden" (The_Deluge_in_English) by Apati, from their "Tomorrow Cancelled Due To A Lack Of Interest" Album[w/Translation_From_Swedish], Released in 2010; DSBM & Melancholic BM

Lyric Excerpt[w/Translation_From_Swedish] from Syndafloden(tied_to_outfit)

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Yellow" by And End... , from his only Project "Between Light And Lies", Released in 2013; Russian DSBM and Melancholic BM; Rest In Peace Roman Lomovskiy, CoD: Suicide Following the Project's release (15/02/1991 - 01/06/2013)

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Anxiety", "Calm", "It's Over", and "Train Station"(From_Above_Compilation) by Andreas Rönnberg, Lead Developer and OST producer for "Cry of Fear" by Team Psykskallar, Released in 2012; Classical and Ambient Music

Outfit_Influence: Simon Henriksson, Protagonist of "Cry of Fear" Crying Alone on a Bench; he has Severe Anxiety and Depression

Outfit_Influence(and_Auditory_Dimension): Kim Carlsson(Lead_Vocalist_for_Lifelover) Performing a Tribute Under his Band “Hypothermia” to Friend and Co-Founder of Lifelover, Jonas “B” Berqvist, who had Accidentally Overdosed on his Prescription Medication(Benzodiazepines[Likely_With_Alcohol]) for GAD, on the 9th of September, 2011. This show was at “Autumn Depression”, a Black Metal festival in Germany on the 14th of October, 2011. Jonas’ Death Marked Lifelover’s End. The Song Playing is “Levande Vakuum, Otämjbart Ingenting” by Iblis Industries (Translated_From_Swedish_Meaning: Living Vacuum, Untameable Nothing)

Outfit_Infleunce: Simon Injecting Morphine Into His Arm to Restore Health and Stamina in "Cry Of Fear". This Healing Animation Exposes Self-Harm Scars on his Left Forearm, which are not further explained. A Powerful Example of "Show, Don't Tell"

Outfit_Infleunce: An Excerpt From One of the Multiple “Cry of Fear” Endings, Tremendous Relation to Outfit

Photo_Infleunce: A Photo of(Self) During Emergency Event(April, 2023) at the Brunswick Monument; Carried Away by Ambulance not Long After This Photo was Taken

Concept_Influence: My First View(POV) From the Hospital Bed After Waking up in the Emergency Department (and_Picking_up_my_Phone)-(April, 2023-EV)

Photo_Infleunce: A Meme of Simon Calling him Sick(i.e: Diseased)

Outfit_Infleunce: Behind_the_Scnes of "The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo", by David Fincher(Released in 2012) Showing Lisbeth(Protagonist) Contemplating Opioid Use. The Film was Shot and Set in Stockholm, Sweden

Outfit_Field_Wear(var): Posing in Outfit(w/Karate shoes), Testing Posture and Angle

Outfit_Influence: Prenoxad_w/Case

Outfit_Influence: “Suicider” Mob From “Cry Of Fear” who Shoots Itself When Low on Health or When Simon Comes too Close.

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Balenciaga SS20 Tyrex

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Indiah Lavers by Charlotte Hadden for Marie Claire France April 2020

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Balenciaga Spring 2020 Ready-to-Wear Fashion Show

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BALENCIAGA S/S 2020

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Description:

l1]Series(Husks)::

[-Brief: 

Capturing key events that shaped my identity, “Husks”, a photography series, breaks me down through 5 outfits-(

[-Outfit_1: Androider 

I’m burning; my hoodie unzips. Neck is tied, lungs are empty. It’s so hard to breathe. I have no face; my mask gags me. I cannot scream to the siren call - I fall. Comatose, plugged to machines, I. Can. Feel - Finally. For numbness hurts, oh how it hurts-(

[-Further Details:

Hollowed by anti-anxiety medication, only risk could give me life. Gone, together, to a grave, a lord’s monument, we drank. Drank for an escape. I knew I was hurting myself, but I couldn’t care. We listened to misery, pain. Ironic when we played Lifelover, for I was ending myself the same way as B. I thought back to my outfit; it was numb - was this my outro? I played Cry Of Fear, dressed like Simon, a mentally disturbed paraplegic taking antidepressants, full of spite. That was funny, too. In a way, I thought myself disabled; I couldn’t stand it anymore-(

[-Credits:

+Photography & Assistance: E.C

+Set Assistance: S.J & @000asche-(

[-Wearing:

+Surgical Mask

+Lifelover Erotik Tee

+SS23 Maison Margiela Chain w/Santa Muerte Pendant

+Gray Tailored Zip-Up

+SS20 Balenciaga Trompe L’Oeil Viscose Pants

+Black Fingerless Gloves

+FW17 VETEMENTS Genetically Modified Sneakers-(

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Rute Merk, BALENCIAGA, SS20, Look 7, 2019. Oil on canvas, 27 x 32 1/4 inches. Courtesy the artist and Downs & Ross, New York. Photo: Daniel Terna.

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Balenciaga S20 by Demna Gvasalia

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Leopard print ~ Spring 2020 ready-to-wear

Richard Quinn Halpern Balenciaga Dolce & Gabbana Dries Van Noten

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Comm_Proj: Husks

Image_series: 2/5[ALTernative_ver[sion]-Bonus/Could_Be_Posted_With_"Androider"

Outfit_Name: Kanin(Alt_Name: DavidER)

Theme: Mental Breakdown & Psychosis Induced by Substance Use

Timeframe(in_context): Not Realised[Concept]

Time_of_Day(for_shoot): Day or Night

Camera(for_shoot): DSLR or DSLR w/Flash[ALT_Cam: Digicam 2006, Damage, ETC]

Main_Outfit_Aspect: Nod to “Afraid Of Monsters”; Opiate/Oid_Packaging_in_Hand]

Image_Site(1): Quai 9 Substance Clinic(Sterile_Recovery_Treatment) in Geneva, Switzerland [Concept_DavidSite: Gare_Cornavin]

Image_Site(2): Emergency Psychiatric Check-in at HUG[Hôpitaux Universitaires de Genève], Rue-Gabrielle-Perret-Gentil 4 in Geneva, Switzerland

Outfit(var1)_ID:

“Kaniner, Alla Älskar Kaniner"(Rabbits, Everyone Loves Rabbits[:3]) Cry Of Fear/Team Psykskallar Shirt[SMall]

SS20 Balenciaga Trompe L’Oeuil Pants

FW17 Vetements “Genetically Modified” Sneakers[Black_Colourway]

Mock Painkiller Bottle in Left Hand(Likely, as Per The Theme)

Old Phone(Blackberry, For Instance), With A Working Flashlight Held In The Right Hand OR A Small Black Flashlight Instead_(Unpictured)

Backpack[Black_OR_Dark_Gray_Colourway]_(Potential_Choice_And_Unpictured)

Outfit(var2)_ID:

David Leatherhoff’s Stripe Hoodie(Pullover) From “Afraid Of Monsters”, by Team Psykskallar[SMall]

“Kaniner, Alla Älskar Kaniner"(Rabbits, Everyone Loves Rabbits[:3]) Cry Of Fear/Team Psykskallar Shirt[SMall]_(Part_Of_The_Front_Print_Exposed_From_Under_The_Hoodie)

SS20 Balenciaga Trompe L’Oeuil Pants

FW17 Vetements “Genetically Modified” Sneakers[Black_Colourway]

Mock Painkiller Bottle in Left Hand(Likely, as Per The Theme)

Old Phone(Blackberry, For Instance), With A Working Flashlight Held In The Right Hand OR A Small Black Flashlight Instead_(Unpictured)

Backpack[Black_OR_Dark_Gray_Colourway]_(Potential_Choice_And_Unpictured)

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Second Coming" by Brainbombs, Released in 1999; Experimental; Punk; Noise - Decay; Disorientated_[Sweden]

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Trnový Labyrint"(in_Eng: Thorn Labyrinth) by Trist, from their "Zrcadlení melancholie"(in_Eng: Mirroring Melancholy) Album, Released in 2007; Experimental; DSBM; Noise - Hopeless_[Czechia]

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Bloody Melancholy" by Life Is Pain(Made Up of Trist And Kim Carlsson), from their "Bloody Melancholy" Album, Released in 2006; Experimental; DSBM; Noise - Agonia_[Czechia_And_Sweden]

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Sobald Der Wolf Blut Geschmeckt Hat, Stoppt Es Nicht, Ihnen Zu Folgen"(in_Eng: Once The Wolf Has Tasted Blood, It Won't Stop Following You) by Anti Humano(SHOUTS 2 SZZMO), Released in 2023; Experimental; Black Metal; Noise; Drone - Internal Rage_[Poland]

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Failure" by Lifeless, Published in 2014; DSBM - Spite_[Mexico]

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Words" by Low(R!P Mimi), from their "I Could Live In Hope" Album, Released in 1994; Slowcore - Despair

Lyric Excerpt from Words(tied_to_outfit[Distress]); "Three inches above the floor / Man in the box wants to burn my soul / And I'm tired, and I'm tired"

Outfit_Influence: Kim Carlsson(MySpace_Photograph[Date_Unknown])

Outfit_Influence: Paraphernalia Edit By Lifelover(MySpace_Photograph[Date_Unknown])

Outfit_Influence: 2011 Lifelover Interview by HMHTV, Timestamp About Influences/Ethos

Outfit_Influence: “Kaniner, Alla Älskar Kaniner"(Rabbits, Everyone Loves Rabbits) Meme From Team Psykskallar's Game: "Cry Of Fear" (2012)_[Ultra_SWAG_Reference]

Outfit_Influence: David Leatherhoff From Andreas Rönnberg's Solo Project and (Canon) "Cry Of Fear" Predecessor, Called "Afraid Of Monsters" (2005). In the Game, David Has An Addiction To An Unnamed Painkiller, And Spirals Into A Violent Psychosis Upon Checking Into A Hospital

Outfit_Influence: David Leatherhoff Character Model

Outfit_Influence: David's Alt; A Mirroring Entity Fought To Free Himself

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Balenciaga Spring 2020 Ready to Wear PFW