#Balenciaga SS20

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Shoe on a Palm：02114 “BALENCIAGA” Space Shoe in Silver（SS2022） illustration by Jumpei Kawamura

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Comm_Proj: Husks

Image_series: 2/5 

Outfit_Name: Androider or Opiater(Alt/Rejected_Name: Suicider)

Theme: Self-Hatred & Overdose

Timeframe(in_context): April, 2023

Time_of_Day(for_shoot): Day or Night

Camera(for_shoot): DSLR or DSLR w/Flash

Main_Outfit_Aspect: “Cry Of Fear” Influence; Prenoxad/Nyxoid(Potentially)

Image_Site: Brunswick Monument in Geneva, Switzerland [Emergency/Ambulance_site(Avril)]

Outfit(Main)_ID:

Grey Zip-Up Hoodie [SMall_Hood_Up(Hiding_Hair(Anon))]

Lifelover “Erotik” Tee [TIght]

SS20 Balenciaga Trompe L’Oeuil Pants/Jean_Mod

FW19_Vetements Reissue “Karate” Shoes [Possible_Choice] OR FW17_Vetements_x_Reebok Multi “Genetically Modified” Sneakers [Most_Likely_Choice] OR FW17_Vetements_x_Reebok Black “Genetically Modified” Sneakers [Unlikely_Choice]

Blue Face Mask

Clear Rectangular Glasses [Possible Choice]

Medical Bandage Stuck To Left Forearm[w/Iodine and/or Red Fluid to Imitate Old_and/or_New_Blood]

Yellow Bic Lighter[Small] Held in Right Hand to Mouth

Black Fingerless Gloves_(Unpictured)

A Single Lucky Strike “Toniq” Cigarette Held in the Mouth[Lit By Lighter]_(Unpictured)

50cl Heineken 5% Beer Can[aka_“Tall_Boy”] Held by Right Hand, Loosely w/Lighter_(Unpictured)

Prenoxad/Nyxoid in Left Hand_(Unpictured)

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Besatt" (Posessed_in_English) by Lifelover, from their "Erotik" Album, Released in 2009; Cover of Stockholm, Sweden, Taken From Kaknästornet; DSBM and Melancholic BM

Lyric Excerpt[w/Translation_From_Swedish] from Besatt(tied_to_outfit)

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Syndafloden" (The_Deluge_in_English) by Apati, from their "Tomorrow Cancelled Due To A Lack Of Interest" Album[w/Translation_From_Swedish], Released in 2010; DSBM & Melancholic BM

Lyric Excerpt[w/Translation_From_Swedish] from Syndafloden(tied_to_outfit)

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Yellow" by And End... , from his only Project "Between Light And Lies", Released in 2013; Russian DSBM and Melancholic BM; Rest In Peace Roman Lomovskiy, CoD: Suicide Following the Project's release (15/02/1991 - 01/06/2013)

Auditory_Dimension(tied_to_outfit): "Anxiety", "Calm", "It's Over", and "Train Station"(From_Above_Compilation) by Andreas Rönnberg, Lead Developer and OST producer for "Cry of Fear" by Team Psykskallar, Released in 2012; Classical and Ambient Music

Outfit_Influence: Simon Henriksson, Protagonist of "Cry of Fear" Crying Alone on a Bench; he has Severe Anxiety and Depression

Outfit_Influence(and_Auditory_Dimension): Kim Carlsson(Lead_Vocalist_for_Lifelover) Performing a Tribute Under his Band “Hypothermia” to Friend and Co-Founder of Lifelover, Jonas “B” Berqvist, who had Accidentally Overdosed on his Prescription Medication(Benzodiazepines[Likely_With_Alcohol]) for GAD, on the 9th of September, 2011. This show was at “Autumn Depression”, a Black Metal festival in Germany on the 14th of October, 2011. Jonas’ Death Marked Lifelover’s End. The Song Playing is “Levande Vakuum, Otämjbart Ingenting” by Iblis Industries (Translated_From_Swedish_Meaning: Living Vacuum, Untameable Nothing)

Outfit_Infleunce: Simon Injecting Morphine Into His Arm to Restore Health and Stamina in "Cry Of Fear". This Healing Animation Exposes Self-Harm Scars on his Left Forearm, which are not further explained. A Powerful Example of "Show, Don't Tell"

Outfit_Infleunce: An Excerpt From One of the Multiple “Cry of Fear” Endings, Tremendous Relation to Outfit

Photo_Infleunce: A Photo of(Self) During Emergency Event(April, 2023) at the Brunswick Monument; Carried Away by Ambulance not Long After This Photo was Taken

Concept_Influence: My First View(POV) From the Hospital Bed After Waking up in the Emergency Department (and_Picking_up_my_Phone)-(April, 2023-EV)

Photo_Infleunce: A Meme of Simon Calling him Sick(i.e: Diseased)

Outfit_Infleunce: Behind_the_Scnes of "The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo", by David Fincher(Released in 2012) Showing Lisbeth(Protagonist) Contemplating Opioid Use. The Film was Shot and Set in Stockholm, Sweden

Outfit_Field_Wear(var): Posing in Outfit(w/Karate shoes), Testing Posture and Angle

Outfit_Influence: Prenoxad_w/Case

Outfit_Influence: “Suicider” Mob From “Cry Of Fear” who Shoots Itself When Low on Health or When Simon Comes too Close.

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Balenciaga SS20 Tyrex

[specsenvogue]

[lemondedelamode]

Indiah Lavers by Charlotte Hadden for Marie Claire France April 2020

[glamrockandlove]

Balenciaga Spring 2020 Ready-to-Wear Fashion Show

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Eliza Douglas

for Sleek Magazine | March 2020

shot by Nadine Fraczkowski

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BALENCIAGA S/S 2020

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Instagram Upload: https://www.instagram.com/p/CwQbxFBtg-w/?img_index=1

Description:

l1]Series(Husks)::

[-Brief: 

Capturing key events that shaped my identity, “Husks”, a photography series, breaks me down through 5 outfits-(

[-Outfit_1: Androider 

I’m burning; my hoodie unzips. Neck is tied, lungs are empty. It’s so hard to breathe. I have no face; my mask gags me. I cannot scream to the siren call - I fall. Comatose, plugged to machines, I. Can. Feel - Finally. For numbness hurts, oh how it hurts-(

[-Further Details:

Hollowed by anti-anxiety medication, only risk could give me life. Gone, together, to a grave, a lord’s monument, we drank. Drank for an escape. I knew I was hurting myself, but I couldn’t care. We listened to misery, pain. Ironic when we played Lifelover, for I was ending myself the same way as B. I thought back to my outfit; it was numb - was this my outro? I played Cry Of Fear, dressed like Simon, a mentally disturbed paraplegic taking antidepressants, full of spite. That was funny, too. In a way, I thought myself disabled; I couldn’t stand it anymore-(

[-Credits:

+Photography & Assistance: E.C

+Set Assistance: S.J & @000asche-(

[-Wearing:

+Surgical Mask

+Lifelover Erotik Tee

+SS23 Maison Margiela Chain w/Santa Muerte Pendant

+Gray Tailored Zip-Up

+SS20 Balenciaga Trompe L’Oeil Viscose Pants

+Black Fingerless Gloves

+FW17 VETEMENTS Genetically Modified Sneakers-(

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[black-is-no-colour]

L'Officiel Russia June 2020. Jacket, Balenciaga. Shirt, Maison Margiela by John Galliano, Défilé Spring 2020 collection. 

Photographer Mariusz Roguski, Model Gigi Skubis

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Rute Merk, BALENCIAGA, SS20, Look 7, 2019. Oil on canvas, 27 x 32 1/4 inches. Courtesy the artist and Downs & Ross, New York. Photo: Daniel Terna.

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Tanya Katysheva at Balenciaga Spring - Summer 2020.

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balenciaga ss20 rtw

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Balenciaga S20 by Demna Gvasalia