Feeling butterflies in your stomach is a deadly disease, which only occurs when feeling mass amounts of affection and love towards someone. The more love, the quicker and and bigger the butterflies grow. They'll fill your stomach, killing you, then flutter out by any means necessary. The only way found to survive this disease is to stop feeling that love.
have you ever had a crush on someone? no, not the one whom you stalked and analyzed every footprint they left on the internet. not the one who makes your heart race and takes away your sleep. have you ever had a crush on someone whom you know so well that you didn't need to stalk them? a person who is so assuring that you feel safe and at home around them. that person inspires you to be the better version of yourself, not to earn their validation, but because they genuinely inspire you to make small reforms in lifestyle. you can talk to them about anything without any hesitation or fear of being judged. they are not the most beautiful, charming or popular person you have met but their kind heart or intelligence amazes you everyday. you think about them every night before sleeping and it makes you sleep better, more peacefully. yeah, that kind of a crush.
Han Qi Lu: "An Chu Xia! I like you! No matter how mean i am to you or what a jerk i have been, how bad of an attitude i have, please don't leave me or walk off by yourself"