#BUTNIM SO TIRED OF EXISTING
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#i just feel tired in a way that i have never experienced before#and it feels even worse cause i literally have no reason#i’m not working#i’m mostly only doing things that bring me joy outside of job hunting#BUTNIM SO TIRED OF EXISTING#i’m tired of it. i’m tired of every single piece of existence feeling futile and hopeless#like if i was still as depressed as i was a year + ago we would be in scary territory methinks#but like if i was like in a clean room of existence i would be happy which is new. so. i’m just tired
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NCIS season 18 episode 6 (spoilers!!):
No brain cells. They ran into holding cells. Dumb fucks
Leon, make him talk to McGee
"How are you moving your toilet right now?" This show has so many lines like this that out of context, you show me a correct quote and an incorrect quote, I may not know which is which. Thats the level of crack this show is on
Well, I dont like that tibit of information, so thanks for that Jimmy. And oh hey! Look at that! The episode is called 1mm! This show is evil
McGee!
Okay, but. Like. Someone has to have writen fanfic about the team visiting him in the hospital. There has to be. If it exists, I will find it, if it doesnt.... I may have to make it.
Gibbs you are sounding like a broken record
Jimmy you are nerd and I adore you
I dig Kasie and Jimmys friendship. I like her calling him J
Gibbs' brain short circuited there
Talk like fucking adults you emotionally constipated idiots (in this instance, im referring to Gibbs and McGee. Butnim sure this will apply to Bishop and Torres in a hot minute)
Im getting real tired of this show blowing up or trying to blow up characters.
Probably
For fucks sake, just confess your feelings already
Okay, so he's useless at technology most of the time
I dig that Jimmy is the moral voice of reason. Tim is probably the rational voice of reason tbh
Dear lord the sexual and romantic tension is killing me
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There better be more and longer conversations about this. The emotion in the final scene in McGees apartment tho is insane. Like, hot damn. Thats what I call quality acting
#NCIS#season 18#spoilers#1mm#nick torres#ellie bishop#leroy jethro gibbs#jethro gibbs#timothy mcgee#tim mcgee#leon vance#jimmy palmer#kasie hines#jack sloane#liv watches shit
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im in the worst mental place ivr ever been and idk what to do or how to function it just hurts a lotsnd im mostly made up of anxiety and everyone gets tired of it and i understand because i'm tired too and i can't apologize enough butnim hurting so much and i'm so tired and touch starved just hugme just lay your head onnmy shoulder or something just ground me enough so i know exist im so tired im sorry i dint know how to make thisnresd more i don't know what to tag this as im so tired i just csnt help but feel that if imade myself smaller and far away and distant and gone it wouldn't hurtthem as much when i have my milkion crises and i wish i was strong enough and most ofall i wish the way i help people or try to wasenough but i seem to just fuck it up everyr time
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