#BUT THANK YOU for the ask sorry if this was too much šš
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Left On Read - JJK Smau
chap2: why me? masterlist
warnings: slutshaming(directed towards you)
notes at end for those interested!
the minute you stepped into yutaās dorm, you felt like you had just experienced a breakup. a bad, traumatic breakup. there was already a bowl of your favorite candy on the bed, untouched for you to engross yourself in. on the bed held numerous pillows and blankets, too many to count, with a laptop ready to screen Smile.
āhi, yuta.ā you greet him with a friendly smile, a bit tense just by the atmosphere of the room. yuta seemedā¦ guilty. a sheepish smile on his face that didnāt seem all that genuine.
āhi!ā he greeted back, already yanking you down to his bed to watch the movie. āthis is a scary movie, itās great! weāll watch the second right after this with everyone else-ā
at the mention of the rest of the friend group, yuta began to trail off, going silent. he refused eye contact, instead blankly staring at the screen infront of him.
āyou okay?ā you asked, a bit concerned by the lack of energy he had just moments before.
āuh, actually, iāve been meaning to show you something..ā yuta begins after hesitating a few moments, fumbling with his phone.
āitās of the group chat, before you joinedā¦ā
your soul leaves your body as you read the messages on his screen.
you donāt know whether you should cry or laugh. maybe both. this was humiliating, and yuta was the only one trying to defend you?
āwhy would maki do that.ā is all youāre able to muster, voice shaky yet lacking emotion.
āā¦ itās a really long story.ā yuta sighed, running a hand through his hair.
āi honestly donāt know that much,ā he begins. āshe used to be in a friend group with just toge and panda, i joined a bit later. i was left out a lot, she was real mean to me but i never let it get to meā¦ after awhile, she just turned to panda.ā
panda? you had heard of him through toge. never met him though, and heās never been in the group chat. what did maki do to him?
āi guess she lost interest in me cause i never reacted, so she began to fat shame panda a lot..ā yuta gulped, sweat beading at his forehead. why did he look so guilty?
āpanda left the chat after awhile. the only one who still has his contact is toge. without panda, she mustāve gotten bored and chose to target you..ā
āwhy me?ā
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- yuji do NOT gaf šš a true sheep
- maki is mean for a reason btw i hate making girls mean i love girls girls so she will be explained soon!
- sorry if itās rushed i wrote this before bed.. teehee
- gonna do a poll for love interest! keep in mind, i will not write nsfw for canon underage characters regardless of the fact i aged them up to 19. for canon of age characters, they will either be the same age as this squad or a bit older, i will write nsfw for them probably.
okayy thanks for reading chat!! hereās whoās asked to be tagged <3 @shokosbunny @kalulakunundrum @tenthmilo
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk text fic#jjk texts#jjk x reader#yuji x reader#yuji x you#yuji itadori#nobara kugisaki#maki zenin#megumi x you#megumi x reader#megumi x y/n#yuji x y/n#yuta x reader#yuta x you#yuta x y/n#toji x y/n#toji x you#toji x reader#inumaki toge#megumi fushiguro#yuta okkotsu#jjk angst#x reader angst#jjk smau
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Hey I think I asked you about your Detroit become human au before a bit ago but I love the idea so much! I know youāre super busy but if you can I would love to see more about it!
Sorry for asking about it again Iām just really interested in it. šš
No please don't be sorry I love to talk about it whenever I'm not creatively bankrupt!! I'm just sorry it took so long for me to actually think of new stuff to add
I had some of these doodles already prepared but never really finished them up until I came up with a cute little idea
I didn't think of where to put in Flapjack until I remembered that android animals existed, and then I had a brain blast moment where I realized that Hunter can still talk to Flapjack! They are little android buddies, they can interface and talk and be friends!! I think it would also help to make him feel a bit more comfortable with his identity as an android to be able to have his little buddy to have fun private conversations with. Camila introduces them (maybe he had gotten hurt by a previous owner and she found him and let Gus fix him up) and Hunter is a bit tentative about it at first, but Flapjack is adorable and sweet and quickly wins him over
I just now had the idea that Gus, since he's super into android stuff, would probably be a big resource for software and hardware difficulties. Oh, you fell and your arm is working kinda wonky? Call up Gus, he'll crack you open and take a look. The dude doesn't mind in the least, he freaking LOVES going down mechanical and coding rabbit holes to better understand how androids work. I like to think that if Hunter ever got hurt and chose not to accept help because of body/species dysphoria, Gus would be a really good resource for him to try and feel as normal as possible while he's getting fixed. Gus is his brother and he loves him and they're just good to each other okay? Gus would probably crack some jokes or something to get Hunter's mind off it, or infodump about android organs or something (and Hunter would be begrudgingly interested because they are nerds, and Hunter is interested in androids too underneath all the problems he has with deviancy. Like dude they're robots, what's not to love?)
Also some Gus being so over Hunter's "androids can't feel love" phase featuring Vee and Masha being very adorable and very obviously in love :) Hunter is a very silly stupid man. He will find any way to make literally everyone exempt from the terrible rules Philip fed him, except for himself
I'm trying to think of a potential situation that would parallel Hunter's possession, and I think it would probably be basically the same thing that happens in Connor's deviant path (when he deviates and joins the revolution as an ally) where Amanda (a separate AI in his programming that's basically how CyberLife keeps him in check) takes over Connor's programming last minute to try and put a stop to the revolution.
So my current thought is that Philip is basically using Hunter as a trojan horse. His main programming is to act and believe like he's a normal human but similar to Connor, he's basically a sleeper agent without knowing. I imagine that once Hunter gains access to his software (thanks to Vee and Gus), he starts finding programs and files that are labeled as pretty scary things. He shouldn't have to know the most efficient way to shut an android down or incapacitate a human.
If and when Philip finally goes looking for Hunter and sees the first android he's seen in Gravesfield besides Hunter (aka Vee), he's not going to take that well.
I haven't drawn anything for it but so far I'm thinking that he takes control of Hunter's programming, maybe through some taking advantage of his interfacing system, and locks him in his own head a la Connor and Amanda to sic him after Vee and Flapjack (assuming that Philip's main goal, similar to both canons, is to eradicate deviants). It's likely that his friends will try to apprehend him, Vee or Gus will try (and maybe fail a couple times) to delete the programming while Camila deals with Philip. The guy is old and decrepit and Camila would absolutely whoop his ass with the ease of swatting a fly.
Things will be fine; Vee is all good and they manage to delete whatever programming screwed with Hunter's control, but that kid is going to be HELLA anxious about interfacing again from then on since he's afraid of 1) losing his own control and 2) potentially passing the virus onto someone else. It could go two ways at that point: Hunter could either kill Flapjack since Flapjack is technically a deviant android and therefore a target, or we can be nice and let Flapjack live to help him heal from this brand-new trauma.
So yeah hopefully that sates some curiosity! I'm glad you're interested in it because I honestly really love to think of new stuff whenever my brain decides to work hahaha
#the owl house#toh au#toh dbh au#hunter toh#gus porter#camila noceda#toh hunter#digital art#toh fanart#fanart#my art#ask#doodle#flapjack#flapjack toh#gus toh#toh gus#vee noceda#toh masha#vee toh#philip wittebane
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Just to make a small update:
Yes Iām working on asks š«¶ sorry itās delayed work kindaā¦..hit hard. I donāt even get more than a minute to get up 1 time a day hardly anymore because itās so much chaos and yada yada yada.
Asks are gonna be a bit slow (Iāll sprinkle through them here and there) but come January when things slow a bit for me Iāll be back to regular programming.
Thank you for being patient with me! You guys have given me so much inspiration and I wanna get it out but Iām so brain dead šš
That said, have a small not fleshed out head canon about Pranks!
Wukong and DO are the kind of guy that gets TOO competitive and too into pranks and shit.
You towel whip him? You better HOPE he doesnāt catch you. Your ass is gonna HURT when he gets you back with it or something else.
I advise you not to get into a pranking war with him. No. Justā¦for your sanity and safety do NOT. Because you challenge him? Heās going to make it so so much worse for you.
In my house, whatever is done receives 10x the payback. Thatās how I grew up and I can imagine Wukong/DO being WORSE.
While Wukong is obvious, DO youād think āNah he would be light on the pranks heās reservedā and thatās where you go wrong. See, I feel like DO being quiet means heās a thinker. And thinking people(monkeys) are dangerous. He has PLANS.
Him being in love with you wonāt save you. It might buy you time or a smaller prankā¦but in the end heās going to win the prank war.
While Wukong/DO wonāt HURT youā¦.will he put you in danger just for a bit/to watch you squirm? Yes. Sure he has the situation under control and you wonāt get hurt in the end butā¦heās committed to assert his dominance as a master trickster.
He LOVES the games and challenge.
But donāt get it twisted, heās all for good fun not genuinely fucking you up mentally or hurting you. If you tell him heās gone too far or tell him to keep it at a certain level - he would, just for you because he cares about YOU. Hes gonna annoy the hell out of you though because he always seems to have SOMETHING up his sleeve. You can get him good, surprise him, or one up him. But be ready for the consequences of that. He may be proud but heās going to show you who is better. Heās like a predator playing with his prey when it comes to tricks and pranks.
If you donāt think you can handle his full prankster attention try team work with him instead. He will be the most amazing partner in crime.
Slight nsfw thought:
When you one up him heās gonna reward you because it definitely turned him on that you got him gooooood. Gonna make sure you feel reaaal good about it too with how proud he is of you.
Honestly the tricks and pranks probably lead to playful/spicy play between you guys because itās kinda like flirting š¤£ especially for him.
#black myth wukong#sun wukong x reader#black myth wukong x reader#destined one x reader#bk kai writes
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Change Of Heart
The End - Part Five
Note - thank you for all your feedback last week, Iām glad weāre all on team Mason but hopefully our girl has a chance to redeem herself this week š feedback is appreciated like always and I hope you enjoy a bit of a lighter chapter š¤
Pairing - Mason Mount x Reader
Word count - 7.4k
Warnings - series contains angst & fluff
It seemed like no matter where you looked, Mason's name was in your face. His boyhood club dragging him through the mud and as much as you tried to keep in contact and let him know you were there for him, he was keeping his cards close to his chest.
Mason had been linked with a few different clubs over the last few months, but the name Manchester United was one that seemed to be sticking. You didnāt want to get your hopes up that maybe soon enough heād be closer to you both but as soon as you saw the here we go you couldnāt wipe the smile from your face.
Mason had messaged you ten minutes ago asking if he could call you but so far you hadnāt heard a thing. Gee was up in her room playing while you were making dinner but as soon as you felt your phone vibrating you turned everything off and answered as quickly as you could.
āHey Maseā
āHey love, you alright?ā He answered but you could tell straight away how emotional he was.
āYeah, fine. You?ā You asked carefully. Hoping he knew it would be okay to talk to you and after a beat of silence you heard him sigh.
āYeah, I umā¦ I donāt know if youāve seenā he asked cautiously and you knew this was your time to step up and be the friend heād always been to you. It was as clear as day he needed someone and you were ready to be exactly what he wanted.
āIāve seen, Maseā
āOkayā he gulped, his voice timid and it made your tummy ache at how sad he sounded.
āHow are you feeling?ā
āDunno, a bit numb to it all I thinkā he chuckled but you could tell there was no joy in it. āI could really do with a hugā
āNext time I see you Iāve got the biggest hug ever for you, okay? Gee too, I promiseā you reassured him but you could feel yourself becoming emotional at how he sounded. Heād been through a lot lately but youād never heard him so downbeat.
āThank youā he laughed āIāll be seeing you soon I guess. Weāre leaving the trip early to travel up and Iāve got a hotel for the week but maybe I could pop by?ā
āOf course, you can stay with me the whole time Mase you know that right?ā You offered but you knew it made more sense for him to stay with his family.
āItās fine, the club are paying for the hotel and then Iāll be away on tour no doubt. And Iāll hopefully have a house sorted when I get backā
āWell you know you can come over wheneverā. You reiterated and after a beat of silence you could help but ask how he was again. āAre you sure youāre okay, Mase?ā
āIāll be fine, sorry I would say more but weāre in the carā he explained and you understood immediately that he didnāt want to say too much in front of his family.
āNo itās fine, listen I need to make Geeās dinner and sort her out for bed but why donāt you call me later? Like when youāre in your room and we can have a proper talkā you offered. Not wanting him to bottle it all up and make himself sick.
āAre you sure? It might be lateā
āIām sure Mase. I told you Iām always here, yeah? Even if itās 2am Iāll wait for you, okay?ā
āThank youā he whispered and you could hear the emotion in his voice. Trying to gulp it down as best he could before he let you go so you could sort Gee out.
It had just gone midnight when Mason messaged you to say he was ready. He knew it was late and said if you were too tired it could wait until tomorrow but you were high on adrenaline and knew you wouldnāt be able to sleep without speaking to him first.
āHeyā he breathed as he answered. A little more pep in his tone which made you feel better but you knew this was going to be a hard conversation.
āHey Mase, howās the hotel?ā
āYeah itās nice. Feels weird being in Manchester and not staying with you thoughā
āIāll see you soon though, yeah? Iām so sorry it didnāt work out how you wanted it to Mase, theyāre complete dicks I swear to godā you started but you could tell from his laugh on the other end of the line he was feeling better than earlier.
āY/n honestly, itās fine. Yeah itās sad and it sucks but Iāve had some time to think about it in the car and I think this is for the bestā
āYeah?ā
āYeah, like donāt get me wrong It's gonna be weird and will take some getting used to but itās a fresh start and is not like Iām completely on my own. Iāve got Luke, Harry, Rashy and Jadon there. Iām sure the other guys are nice too but itāll help having them aroundā
āYouāve got a couple of other people up here tooā you told him with a smile and itās like you could feel his radiating down the line.
āOh yeah, who's that?ā he asked cheekily and it was the most normal youād heard him sound all day.
āWell thereās me for starters. And thereās a little girl whoās asleep next to me who thinks the absolute world of you and I know sheāll be so excited to have you close by nowā you told him. Usually she would have been asleep in her own bed but you thought she was coming down with something and wanted to check on her so she was currently snoozing away peacefully next to you.
āHave you told her yet?ā
āNo, I thought we could tell her together? You know whenever youāve got time to come here and I can give you that hug I promised youā
āHow about tomorrow afternoon?ā He suggested and you nodded even though he couldnāt see. Happy that you were seeing him sooner than you thought youād be able to. āIāve got my medical tomorrow but I might need your help with something afterā
āLet me guess? Is it the fact you look like a highlighter right now?ā You laughed and even through the phone you could see his little embarrassed smile.
āA little bitā he giggled. āDo you think you could help me sort it outā
āIāll grab some dye tomorrow on my lunch break, okay?ā
āAnd thatās why youāre my best friendā
āThatās meā you gulped, the phrase rattling around in your brain a little bit and making you feel uncomfortable.
You werenāt sure if it was the fact you were feeling incredibly protective of him right now but the sound of best friend falling from his lips made you a little disappointed for some reason. You shook it off though and spoke to him for a little while longer until he sounded even more himself again before he had to go. You knew tomorrow would be a long day and he needed his sleep so with a quick goodnight you ended the call.
Mason came over at around 4pm the next day and you opened the door in a hurry. Excitedly pulling him into your arms and you didnāt miss the way he clung to you tighter than he ever had. A quiet sob falling from his lips but you heard it loud and clear and it made your heart break.
āOh Mase, come on letās go and sit downā you told him. Pulling him into the living room and popping him on the sofa but he was biting his lip to keep it all in and you didnāt want him to. āYou don't have to put a brave face on for me okay?ā
āI knowā he sniffed, but you knew he didnāt want you to see him upset so you pulled him into your chest and let him hide his face. āFuck I canāt believe itās just over and done like thatā
āThey donāt deserve your sadness. Just think of this as a new adventure okay? Itās not the one youād planned but life works in mysterious waysā you told him as you ran your fingers over his scalp
āI know, thank you loveā he mumbled sleepily. Relaxing fully into your hold and you knew this was the first time heād been able to be free with his emotions and not put on a front.
You both sat like that for about half an hour. Mason telling you all about his medical that took place and you were pleased to find out heād passed. He hadnāt managed to see many people at the club yet though and he was hoping he could meet some of his team mates tomorrow but before long the inevitable question came from him.
āWhereās Gee?ā
āSheās asleepā you told him with a laugh. āI should wake her up soon, she was just being a right grump so I put her down for a nap. I think sheās getting a little coldā
āAh no, poor thing. Can I wake her up?ā He asked shyly and you were in no position to deny him. Thinking youād probably do anything at this point to make him smile so you took his hand and squeezed it gently.
āGo on thenā you smiled. Following him into her room where he carefully tried to wake her up and you had to hold on your giggles at the way he was being so careful not to make any noise. Laying his face next to hers whilst shaking her gently to try and wake her and you watched in delight as her face lit up at the sight of him.
āMaseyā she mumbled sleepily. Wrapping her arms around his neck so he could lift her and you could see it as clear as day how much joy she gave him. Watching on from the doorway full of love at your two favourite people and from the way Mason was smiling at you, you knew he was feeling it too.
āSurprise, pickleā he laughed. āI thought you might not recognise meā
āSheās been calling you candy floss head ever since I showed her the picture of you the other weekā you laughed, walking over to the pair of them so you could brush your fingers through his grown out locks and you didnāt miss the way his eyes fluttered shut at your touch.
āWell I canāt be candy floss head anymore. Uncle masey is having his picture taken tomorrow so I need to sort the barnet outā he told her as she joined you in touching Mason's hair. āYou're working tomorrow arenāt you? Its okay I was just wondering if you wanted to come along with the rest of usā
āOh I would if I could Mase, but Iām down a few staff for holidays and if Gee is out of daycare for a day that Iāve paid for she might lose her placeā you pouted but he just nodded understandingly.
āItās okay, Iāll just send you updatesā he smiled. Looking back down at Gee who was smiling up at him happily. āCome on then, letās sort this outā
You made him sit on the edge of the bath with the towel around his shoulders as you applied the dye. Gee watching on as you coated his hair and it was good to see sheād perked up a little bit with Mason around. Singing him the new song sheād learnt that day whilst trying to teach him the actions but he couldnāt quite get it and she would laugh hysterically each time he messed up.
Once it was all washed out and he was back to being your Mason, you made a start on dinner so you could all sit together and once it was over you could see Mason was itching to tell Gee his news.
āHey Gee, you know how much you love having uncle Masey around?ā You started, watching her little head nod up and down enthusiastically. āWell what if I told you we might be able to see him a lot more often now?ā You told her but the reality suddenly hit that you didnāt know for sure if heād be able to see you guys anymore than he did. He just said he was moving closer and that was all. āWell I hope we will at leastā
āOf course you will, Iāll be bugging you everyday if I canā he told you sincerely but you just giggled at him before he turned to Gee with a smile. āUncle Masey is getting a new house not too far from here so Iāll be able to see you all the time. And we can have sleepovers and all sorts. Maybe I can come and get you from daycare sometimes? What do you think?ā
She couldnāt speak much, her mouth full of pasta as Mason was still feeding her but from the way she clapped her hands and tried to laugh excitedly you could tell she was over the moon at the idea.
āYou donāt have to do that, Maseā
āI want to though. You help me out all the time and itās no biggie if it gives you a bit of a break. Youāve been on your own up here but youāve got help nowā he told you sincerely and you felt your chest warm at how kind he was being. āPlus you guys know all the good places up here now. You need to teach me the waysā he joked but you couldnāt wait to take him to all your favourite places properly.
Mason couldnāt stay too much longer, claiming he needed his beauty sleep so he didnāt look rough in his pictures so you let him go with the promise that heād call you as soon as he could the next day.
You texted him that morning but didn't expect to hear from him until much later that evening though as you knew heād had a long day but you just stepped through the door, your phone began to ring.
āHey, Mase. How did it go?ā You asked excitedly as soon as you answered the phone and you heard his little giggle straight away.
āYeah really good thanks, love. Weāre just on the way back to the hotel nowā he told you and you could tell by his voice how much happier he seemed than yesterday. āDo you think youād wanna join us for dinner tonight? Weāre just eating there but I know Summer would love to see Gee and my mums asking after youā
āIf it gets me out of cooking then Iām all for it. Just let me know when and where and Iāll be thereā you told him and within the next half an hour you were on your way. Lewis meeting you out the front so he could take you to everyone and Gee was quick to run to Summer who gave her a big hug.
Seeing Mason's parents made you realise how much you missed your own. You saw them every so often when you made the trip home or they came to visit but being surrounded by so much love made you feel a little homesick. Geeās birthday was coming up soon though and you knew youād be seeing them soon which cheered you up slightly.
You sat and listened as they told you all about their day. Mason chiming in when he could but he was sitting in between Gee and Summer so he had his hands full but every so often heād send you a warm smile that made your heart melt.
āGee, you wanna come up and see my room?ā He asked her as you were finishing up your dessert and you could see her nodding up at him. āIāve got a little something for you up there too if youāre goodā
āWhat have you done? You laughed but he just looked at you with his usual cheeky smile and you couldnāt figure out what he was up to.
āMe? Nothingā he winked, shrugging his shoulders before leaning over the back of Geeās chair so he could talk to you a little more privately. āWhat about you anyway, have you been good?ā
āIām always goodā you chuckled. The question suddenly making your neck and cheeks feel hot and you didnāt miss the way his eyes flashed to your lips before he chuckled light heartedly.
āI know you are, thatās why Iāve got something for you tooā he told you with a wink and you had to look down into your lap so no one could see how much you were blushing at his silly comment.
You bid his family farewell before he took you up to his room. Mason holding Geeās hand as they walked in front of you down the corridor and your heart melted at the way she kept looking back and smiling at you like she was the happiest girl in the world to be with him.
Mason had that effect on people though.
Once in Mason's huge room, he sat Gee on his lap as you sat next to them as he did his best to explain to her that he was part of a new team now so he had a new kit before producing a little shirt for her. His name and new number proudly sitting on the back and after youād helped her put it on over her dress she was straight over to the mirror to admire herself in it.
āNumber seven, yeah? Mason thatās hugeā you told him. Your voice emotional and you finally saw it in the flesh but he grabbed your hand and squeezed it gently.
āI knowā he chuckled. āBig responsibility but Iām up for it. Theyāve been really good to me, you know? I wanna pay it back to themā
āCome hereā you whispered. Opening your arms and pulling him into a hug that he gladly accepted and you couldnāt get over how much you needed him close right now. The feel and smell of him brought you comfort more than anything and it was like you needed the hug just as much as he did. Knowing youād been worrying about him for weeks but now you knew things would finally be okay made your shoulders relax.
āI got you one tooā he mumbled. The words almost getting lost in your neck but you pulled away with a quizzical look before he was reaching over to hand you another new shirt. āI know it might be weird, youāve always supported me at Chelsea so I get if you donāt wanna wear it-ā
āHey, Iām a you fan, Mase. Iāll support you in whatever way you needā you smiled. āPlus I think I prefer the red anyway, it matches my lipstick. The blue always clashedā
āI mean I think you look good in whatever, but Iām glad you agreeā he shrugged and you felt heat rising up your neck at his compliment.
Mason stayed in the hotel for the next few weeks until he went on tour but you knew he wasnāt happy there. People had figured out where he was and would follow him home from training so when he got back from America and he told you his house wouldnāt be ready for another week or so, you practically forced him to move in with you.
It was nice having someone to come home to, someone to cook for who wasnāt almost two years old and someone you could have an adult conversation with.
Most of the time anyway.
Gee loved having him there too by all accounts, but ever her perceptive self she knew he was about to leave soon and her mood on his last full day with you took a plumet. She couldnāt understand why he wasnāt staying with you forever and she spent most of the day in a mood on the sofa refusing to eat. The only time she came out of her shell a bit was when Mason laid down next to her and put his head in her lap and she couldnāt resist him. Giggling as she tried to hug his head and kiss it sweetly and the whole interaction made you feel softer than ever for them both.
āYou donāt need to be upset about me going, Gee. You know weāll still see each other all the time. Even more so than we used to, okay? Iāll only be down the roadā he assured her. āI canāt stay away from my favourite girl for too long so Iāll be back all the timeā he explained and you felt your heart thudding in your chest during their little conversation.
Mason had always been good with kids, but to see him like this with your baby was something completely different and as much as Gee was moody that he was going, you couldnāt exactly blame her as you were feeling the same.
āYouāre so good with herā you smiled, watching him blush slightly at your compliment as he came into the kitchen a few moments later. āThough I am a bit mad at youā you huffed playfully but he took your words seriously. His face dropping as he looked at you carefully and you could see the confusion in his big brown eyes.
āWhat did I do?ā
āI thought I was your favouriteā you pouted. āI know sheās just a baby but Iāve known you longerā you teased. Trying your hardest to look upset but he saw right through it. Giggling as he grabbed your waist and when he pulled you into a hug you relaxed as he held you.
āYou know youāll always be my number one girlā he told you softly. The words getting lost in your hair but that didnāt mean they lost their effect. Your skin breaking out in goosebumps as you tried to stop the giant smile at the thought of still being his favourite person but before you could tell him he was your number one too, he carried on speaking. āBut since you decided to clone yourself, unfortunately youāre gonna have to share meā
You didnāt know what it was, but the thought of sharing Mason with anyone but Gee made you feel uncomfortable. Your smile dropping instantly as you instinctively held him closer but he squeezed you back just as tight before dropping a kiss on your head and pulling away.
Mason was yours, no one elseās
You remember thinking years ago that youād have to put up with the person chose as his his own one day, just like Mason had done for you with Jack but now the prospect filled you with dread.
You didnāt want to see him with anyone else. The thought of him touching anyone else, kissing someone elseā¦ you hated the idea of it to the point it made your skin feel hot and clammy.
You knew you were being selfish, Mason wasnāt yours and youād told him you didnāt see him in a romantic way but the thought suddenly hit you that if no one else could have him then what did that mean?
Did that mean you had to have him?
Youād never given being with him much thought, yes you knew he still harboured some feelings for you, at least heād admitted as much around a year ago now but Mason had always been your best friend and you never really had time to sit and think about how your relationship had grown.
But now?
He was your safe place. Your light in the dark when things were going wrong and you felt hopeless. The boy that made you laugh when you needed it and held you when you needed that too.
The boy whoād taken on your plus one like she was his own and did everything he could in his power to keep the both of you happy and safe.
He made you feel like a family
You loved Mason. Loved him more than you realised or could possibly explain to anyone else as it only made sense to you but the possibility of now being in love with him was smacking you in the face.
He was over by the stove and you turned to steal a glance of him. His brows pinched and lips pouty as he stirred the pot youād abandoned and you were filled with that same warm feeling. Like he was human sunshine and all you wanted was to bask in his glow but clearly youād gotten yourself wrapped up in your feelings a little too much until the sound of his voice was snapping you out of your trance.
āHave I got something on my face?ā He asked, wiping his cheek softly but you just smiled shyly at him.
āOh, n-no youāre goodā
āStop looking at me like thatā he laughed, wrapping his arms around your shoulders but you were thankful that you could hide your face and the blush that had taken over your cheeks. āWhen Geeās gone to bed, do you fancy watching a movie? Just usā
āYes pleaseā you whispered. Excited about the prospect of some alone time with him and with a quick kiss to your head he walked back over to the stove.
You had a few veggies left to chop so you asked him to keep on stirring the sauce whilst you chatted lightly and clearly he got a bit too confident as he went a bit too quickly and slopped some sauce on the side which he quickly cleaned with the nearest cloth.
āOh Maseā you huffed. āThat's a clean tea towelā
āSorry loveā he gulped, looking more guilty than he should but you just took it from him with a smile.
āItās fine, between you a Jack Iāve gotten used to it over the years. Must be a bloody boy's thing to stain everythingā you told him as you chucked it by the washing machine. When you looked back at him though he was facing away from you however his neck was red and you could see his shoulders were tense. āMase? You alright?ā
āYeah fine, Iām gonna go set the tableā he told you and without another look he was gone.
In typical Mason fashion he fell asleep watching your movie that night so you coaxed him onto your chest so he could get comfortable but you also used it as a bit of an excuse just to look at him for a bit. His adorable cheek squished as he laid there with his lips slightly open and you had to stop yourself from leaning down and kissing him. Shaking yourself out of your trance as a wave of confusion rolled over you and you sat there blankly looking at the screen.
This new found need to comfort him and love on him was overwhelming but you hadnāt vocalised anything yet and you knew you needed a big gossip session with Ell before you took any next steps. The kissing part was new though and you couldnāt tell if you were thrilled or horrified by it.
You couldn't stop thinking about him. Flicking through all the pictures heād sent your way lately when you were in bed every night but the more you thought about being with him and everything it would entail, the more you realised it might not work.
You didnāt even know if he still felt the same after all these years. Yes youād overheard him talking to Gee over a year ago but that was then and this was now. It has been years and youād never shown him any inkling of wanting anything more, at least you didnāt think you had, and you were pretty sure heād told her that he was learning to move on. He must have done that by now surely?
You were snapped out of your thoughts soon enough as you heard your front door being opened. It was a Wednesday so that meant Mason was picking Gee up from daycare and they were back for their dinner.
āHello love!ā Gee called excitedly as soon as she saw you. Storming over as quickly as her little legs would carry her and you chuckled at Mason's bemused face as you picked her up for a cuddle.
āLove? Have I missed something?ā He asked but little did he know he was at fault for it.
āSheās been calling me that for the last few days. I think sheās picked it up from youā you told him. Kissing her cheek softly as you placed her on the counter so you could carry cooking.
āOh Geeā he laughed standing in front of her and she sent him a giddy smile as he trapped her in between his arms that were leaning on the side. āThat's mummy, not loveā he explained but you werenāt sure she was even listening properly. āSheās my love, but your mummyā
My love.
You hoped he didnāt hear the little gasp that fell from your lips at his words or the way you almost dropped your spoon into the sauce you were stirring but thankfully when you finally looked up Mason was still talking away with Gee and seemed none the wiser.
āDo you think you could help me out for Geeās party?ā You asked, trying to change the subject so you didnāt fixate on what had just been said and even though he was playing it cool, you could tell he was happy youād asked him.
āOf course, what do you need me to do?ā
āWell I was hoping you could take her out for the morning? Ell said sheād come over and help me decorate and then you could bring her over when itās all done? Like for the big surprise?ā
āOh thank god, I thought you wanted me to blow balloons up and as much as I love her I donāt think Iāve got the lungs for itā he chuckled. āOh wait, I thought your parents were coming up, do you not want them to have her?ā
āNo that's a surprise tooā you nodded. āIf she knows theyāre here then sheāll be suspicious. I want her to see everyone all togetherā
āOkay, yeahā he smiled, nodding enthusiastically before turning back to Gee so he could plan their day together.
When the morning of the party came Mason was over early to get Gee and once she was all packed up they were off and out. Mason promising heād message you with updates as soon as he could but you werenāt expecting one half an hour later no matter how cute it was.
You and Ell were the dream team. Decorating your house in record time with giant animal balloons and bunting that looked like giant leaves. You were going for a jungle theme as youād managed to pass down your love of the outdoors to her, and the most important decoration was the giant giraffe balloon that you had tied to the back of her chair.
Gem the giraffe was Geeās favourite toy. Her little comfort animal sheād had from the day she was born and she was rarely seen without it much to Mason's delight. Telling you all the time it was a good job heād found it in the gift shop and it was the best Ā£15 heād ever spent but clearly today he was out to spend even more.
That's how most of the morning went. You and Ell working away as Mason sent you lots of updates and you wondered if it was because he was feeling nervous about his first time looking after her properly. He had her once a week all on his own but this was for a lot longer and you could tell he was worried about doing something wrong.
Soon enough guests were arriving. Noah and Tommy were the first to arrive as theyād been to pick up the cake and after your parents arrived you couldnāt contain your emotions. It had only been two months since youād seen them but you missed them terribly being so far away and you always felt whole when they were up here with you.
You didnāt invite too many people, just a few of Geeās little friends from daycare with their parents and Mason asked if Luke and his kids could pop by so you were excited to have them there. Luke had always been a sweetheart to you and you were excited to meet Anouska and talk to her about the little one she was currently growing.
Youād packed Gee a dress in her bag and you asked Mason to put her in just before they got back. Hoping that the pair of them could avoid staining it if she didnāt have it on all day and as you watched them walk up the drive hand in hand, you couldnāt contain your laugh as heād kept on her new trainers with it.
She looked adorable though and when Mason walked her into the living room her face was a picture. Not knowing where to look as there were so many of her favourite people in one room shouted surprise but she was straight to you so she could show you her new shoes.
āVery nice, babyā you giggled. Kissing her cheek and wrapping her up in a big hug before everyone else came over to say hello and hand her a present. You could have cried from the soft little fank yews she gave everyone and the big smile she kept sending your way. Knowing she wasnāt 100% sure what was going on but she was happy nonetheless.
Gee wasnāt exactly shy, but you could see how much she loved being the centre of attention. Eventually going to join her little friends from daycare along with Lukeās kids so you could start the party games and before you could even think Mason was by your side with the gift youād wrapped for pass the parcel. His phone already synced to your speaker and you could see Luke laughing at the way he seemed so into everything out of the corner of your eye.
āGo sit next to her, Iāll do this bitā he smiled and you quickly kissed his cheek before joining her. Only noticing around halfway through that he had a massive kiss mark on his cheek from your red lipstick but when Lewis turned up he was quick to wipe it off whilst teasing him.
Throughout the afternoon he was the perfect host. Constantly clearing up any mess he saw and making sure all the snack bowls were full. Doing the rounds and making sure both him and Gee got to speak to everyone and you almost lost it when you walked into the kitchen to find him wearing your favourite pink washing up gloves. He was so in the zone as he scrubbed away he didnāt see you looking at him until you approached and you knew his cheeks were burning.
āMason? What are you doing?ā You giggled but he just looked at you shyly before going back to washing up.
āJust getting some of this done so thereās not loads to do laterā
āI didnāt invite you here to wash upā you laughed. āCome on, I know you love a bit of pin the tail on the elephantā
āYouāre not wrongā he laughed, placing the final plate into the drying rack and peeling your gloves off. āCome on letās 1v1, I bet Iāll beat youā
āYou haven't changed, have you?ā
āNever have, never wellā he told you proudly as he swung an arm around your shoulders and you felt your love for him consume you.
āGoodā you whispered, the pair of you seemingly getting lost in each other's eyes a bit but Mason ruined the moment by flicking your nose playfully before roughing your hair up.
āI really like the theme youāve gone withā he told you as you walked back to join the rest of the party. āReminds me of the parties we had as kidsā
āI just wanted her to have good memories like we did growing upā you told him and you hoped she would. She seemed happy enough running around with all her friends whilst your mum fed her snacks every so often and as you looked around the room you knew you were right where you both needed to be.
āWell with you as her mummy I know she willā Mason told you. Snapping you out of your thoughts quickly but your eyes welling up immediately at his words. āIām serious y/n. Sheās the sweetest, funniest little girl and you should be so proud of yourself. Youāre doing such a good job I promiseā
āOh Maseā you blubbed. Not realising how much you needed to hear that from someone and you quickly covered your face with your hands so he couldnāt see you cry.
āWell that wasnāt meant to happenā Mason laughed. Pulling you into his body so he could hold you tightly to chest as he rubbed your back.
āSorry, it just means a lot you knowā you told him and he nodded. āIn the interest of saying thank you, then I need to tell you the same. I didnāt realise how much I needed someone until you got here and I appreciate everything you do for the both of us. I love you so much, Mase. You know that, right?ā
āAnd I love you just as muchā he told you softly. Wondering if he still meant it in the way he used to but his eyes were blurry from his tears and you couldnāt tell.
Once the pair of you were presentable again you re joined the party. Mason beating you at pin the tail on the elephant which he was more than happy about and you knew when it came down to just the pair of you for musical chairs he let you win. You still took it though and lauded it over him for the next hour until you needed his help. Taking his wrist and pulling him into the kitchen where he was looking at you with a surprised smile.
āIām gonna do the cake nowā you told him. āWould you grab Gee and sit with her at the table so I can bring it over?ā
āYeah? You sureā he asked with a coy smile. This felt like a big deal to him, like he was the special person who got to share this moment with her but you knew there was no one else you wanted sat with her. āDo you not want to sit with her? Or your parents?ā
āNo I want you to do itā you nodded. āIāll only be a few minutes so be quickā you told him and he was off before you could say anything else.
Once the candles were lit, you quickly chanced a look around the corner to make sure everyone was ready but the sight in front of you made your heart flutter. Mason sat to the table with Gee in his lap but all the other kids were around him as they listened to him telling them all they had to sing really loud so the whole street could hear them and they were nodding excitedly as they got themselves ready.
You gave a quick nod to your mum. Letting her know it was okay to turn the light off before you came in with the cake. The whole room singing to your baby as she clapped along with pure joy written all over her face but when you caught eyes with Mason you were smiling even wider. Popping the cake down in front of her as Mason was trying to teach her how to blow the candles out but she didnāt quite have the lungs for it. Both you and Mason helping her out in the end but you made out it was her and she was pretty proud of herself.
You cut up the cake so there was enough to go around and by the time everyone had a bit Gee happily munching away at hers so you joined her at the table with Mason.
āMumma, you wanna come sit with Gee?ā Mason asked but there was no way you were interrupting the perfect scene in front of you.
āNo itās okay, you carry onā you smiled enjoying watching him feed her little spoonfuls of cake but as the pair of you began to chat a little more he slowed down and she began to huff. His multitasking skills clearly failing him at this moment and you covered your mouth as you smiled at them.
āQuick Masey, moreā she told him. Tapping his wrist gently to get him to speed up but he just laughed and rested his head on top of hers.
āSorry babyā he chucked. Rolling his eyes at you at her sassiness but he sped up. Smiling as she hummed in satisfaction and rubbed her tummy like it was the best thing sheād ever eaten but you could tell Mason was missing out so you loaded up a fork and held it up to him. His cheeks flaming as he caught onto what you were offering him but he gladly accepted. Eyes boring into yours as he wrapped his lips around your fork and the moment was more intense and intimate that you could have imagined.
āI can see why you want me to be quick now, Gee. That's some good cake, huh?ā He asked her, looking away as you coughed awkwardly and began to tidy around you as not to arouse suspicion as you knew you were blushing a little bit. You could see his eyes following you as he smiled softly though and the next time you looked his way you shared a soft giggle.
It was around an hour later when the last guests started to leave. Only Mason, Lewis and your parents remaining as you tidied up the last few plates but Gee was eager to play with her presents so you all sat In the living room
āHey, Gee? You wanna come get the surprise with me?ā Mason asked quietly as he sat with her on the floor. She was currently dressed in the vet dressing up set one of her little friends had gotten her as she gave her Gem a check up but with an excited giggle, Mason led her to the back room where she emerged moments later with a bag almost as big as her.
āWhatās this?ā You laughed. Taking it from her before she fell but as soon as you spotted the red box you knew what was going on.
āFank you for birfday mummaā she laughed, clapping her hands as you took the box out of the bag.
āThatās okay babyā you beamed. Kissing her cheek as she pulled you in for a hug but soon enough she sat next to you in anticipation. Your eyes flying up to Masons immediately who sent you a quick wink and you dived back in to pull out the green Nikes that matched Geeās and Masons. āReally Mase?ā You laughed but he just shrugged.
āWhat? Canāt have you feeling left out can weā he joked. āAre they okay?ā
āTheyāre perfect, thank youā
āThats okayā he beamed. āI got you a little something else actually, come with me?ā he asked as he held his hand out to help pull you up and you practically ignored everyone else as you followed him into your kitchen.
You spotted it straight away. Sitting in your windowsill proudly in a new pot and your heart was hammering in your ears at the sight of it.
āIs that an orchid?ā
āYeah, I donāt know what happened to yours but I saw it was missing the other day so I replaced itā he told you proudly and you felt your eyes sting.
āOh Maseā you pouted. āI accidentally killed the other oneā
āOhā he laughed. Wrapping an arm around you so he could pull you flush against him and once he had you hid yourself on his shoulder. Feeling his lips on to crown of your head as he peppered small kisses there and the action made you hold him even tighter. āConsider this a second chance thenā
Thats all you were asking for, all you needed from him.
A second chance.
To tell him how you really felt now. That he was your one and that you were sorry you never saw it sooner and if he let you, youād make him so so happy.
You were just praying that moment would come for you soon.
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Hello! Been a big fan of your stuff for a while now i must say and always looking forward too the new stuff you come up withšā¼ļøš„
Been finding myself super duper drawn in your bimawen au as of late and the art you've made for it is so cute i must sayš„ā¼ļøšš¤ and so very thought out too with the designs! GUH! generally had me so inspired too wanna draw them myself- oh but i was wondering what type of bird does wukong transform into? š¤ and have you drawn the messenger horses at all? Just curious about their design! Since the dragon horses look sO COOLLL! ššš¤ SORRY FOR THE LONG ASK HOPE YOUR DAY IS GOING WELLLLLš„ā¼ļøš§” ..*crawls away*š¦
Aw thanks!!! š
I'm happy you like the bimawen au ! I don't draw often but I'm glad you like my silly lil doodles!
So Wukong transform into a songbird, I never truly thought about what type until now, but after some research he definitely transform into a Chinese bulbul :
I wanted his bird form to inspire peace/joy and to not be too threatening or predatory (like eagles/falcons ect...). I chose the Chinese bulbul cause first it's cute, then because in Chinese culture it represent joy, renewal and reaching old age together, which is the vibe I'm going for. Fun fact, in Chinese, chinese bulbul is written bai tou weng which means :
Bai - white/clear
Tou - head
Weng - old person
So the bai tou weng literally means the white-haired grandpa, and with how much Wukong call himself grandpa sun in JTTW I thought it was very fitting.
For the heavenly horses, you can picture a Pegasus but with way more feathers, and more fluffy. Ig you can create as many heavenly horses as there are birds, š.
Here are some doodles :
Inspired by a cockatoo :
And here I tried a peacock even if the trail gave me so much troubles, š:
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Therians are indeed, people who feel a very spiritual connection with a certain animal! They can't choose which animal it is though, they just feel it. Some of them make masks of this animal to feel a bit more connected, and then there's...THOSE therians (with all due respect because i'm a therian too and no one deserves to be disrespected) who eats food for animals (for example cat food, dog food) and/or runs away from their home because their family doesn't accept they are therians...
I'm sorry for my own community but like being a therian isn't TRYING TO BE that animal you feel connected to š we're still humans, we're always gonna be humans- we don't TRY to be that animal, we just feel connected with them...I'm sorry but I find it a bit funny when they get to that point, though it's concerning when they start eating dog or cat food like please don't do that you could get seriously sick
Anyway that's therians for you! :3
Ohhhh thank you for this Anon! I was kinda right yaaay
Though I don't think I'm allowed to say this since idk much about it, it is a bit weird thinking you are FULLY an animal I guess? But then again I won't make judgement, but also, DON'T EAT DOG/CAT/ANY FOOD FOR ANIMALS YOU'LL DIE ššššššš THINK ABOUT YOUR TUMMIESSSSSSS
- from someone who ate dog chow religiously as a child and is insane now
Edit: turning off reblogs for this post because apparently this is starting some discourse within this community. With all due respect; I am NOT a therian, nor am I aware of how things work for you guys. I just know basic knowledge, and if the anon is wrong, then that's fine. Someone actually corrected me on it, which is FINE. But for the love of god, please do not pull ME into your discourse. The origins of this was someone asking me what my opinion of therians is, and my statement remains; I don't care what you do, if you're not a bad person then do what makes you happy, I am not going to judge you. Someone said it isn't just a spiritual connection and it's actually feeling like the animal, and that's FINE. I still think it's weird but I also know this is from my OWN ignorance, so please stop coming to yap at me about this rudely, because you're only giving me the impression that you guys are rude. I'm not going to pretend I know anything, and if you wish to disagree with Anon, do so POLITELY. Otherwise, please stop interacting with the post. Calling the anon out on misinformation is fine, but again, do not bring ME into this. As far as I'm aware, I'm watching different sets of people who are stating what they know of therians from their own experience. š§ It's fine that you wanna point out misinfo but also. Be nice. Because it feels like you guys are yelling at me and it's not nice
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Hiya!! Love your new blog theme btw. Please tell me about your OCs!! I wish to know about them because you love them sm <3
HIHIHIHI IāM SO SOrry that this took so long to answer i kept THINKING about it but never got the chance to answer it so HERE WE ARE!!!
obviously i got a bunch of ocs but the ones Iām currently fixated on (like MAJORLY fixated) rn are some vampire ocs š§š„š„š„š„š„ (some vampires some not lololol)
okay i kinda went crazy so this got long šš so all the lore + art under the cut
okay so iām not gonna go TOO in-depth but basically vampires who are turned (were human before but were bitten) are basically roadkill. when ur turned ur not immortal so over 70% of turned vampires die in the first few days (in-universe statistic)
but uhh there are also vampire hunters who donāt really take that into account and just think of them as potential murderers. and hereās one! our protag, angel ensworth!
his family + best friend (who was also his codependent homoerotic situationship kinda but thatās another topic) were killed by a vampire, and he was basically taken in by this vampire hunting corporation. angel lived comfortably in suburbia so he really never questioned anythingāso he took all this vampire hunting ideology at face value (also he was in a really vulnerable situation poor guy.) but he only starts questioning stuff whenās heās assigned to kill our secondary protagāoliver āollieā robin! (iām obsesed with him.)
so ollieļæ½ļæ½s just a chill trans dude who likes to partyācurrently studying social work at college. long story short heās making out w/ this dude who turns out to be a vampire, who accidentally bites him. ollie then kinda roughs it in the forest until angel is assigned to himā¦but just cant kill him. i mean heās just a guy shaking covered in blood in a shed like how could he hurt anybody?? heād more likely hurt himself
good thing tho that the vampire hunter corps angel works for has a highly underfunded vampire rehabilitation center!! featuringā¦
esperanza āespyā cabronāthe head of the programāa hyperactive, rabid researcher who Never Sleeps. very passionate about her work. wears contacts but forgets to take them out. always wears her ponytail too tight. also lesbian. theyre all lesbians. most of the characters are sapphic in some way.
and enid hawthorne!! she basically does everything else in the programāresearcher, therapist, front deskā¦on the internet too much, taught espy abt neopronouns (enidās are she/star and espyās are she/her/fae/faer) asexual lesbian who tries her best to dress butch but is preoccupied and overloaded with work.
so they take ollie in and a bunchhh of other stuff happens like these guys have been in the COOKER. they are ROTATING in my brain like no oneās business. thereās another vampire named trixieāaromantic lesbian ā goth w/ tourettes (i love her)
oh and ollie has a sister who we meet later!! (sheās a high school theatre kid named summer)
(NAHH I FORGOT THERE WAS AN IMAGE LIMIT IāVE DRAWN HER SO MUCH šššš)
anyway idk if ANY of this made sense but these guys are my current hyperfixation
#iām too lazy to add image descriptions iām sorry šš#its late where i am#BUT THANK YOU for the ask sorry if this was too much šš#i just love them too much#and iāve been drawing them so much iām like gotta post SOME art right???#anyway. done yapping. for now.#answered asks#liz :)#oc tag#doodles#sketches#my art
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Hey, I started reading Robin son of Batman because of your recommendation (I literally have a print of your post on my phone to not forget lol). Honestly? One of the best things I ever read!!!
Thank you for opening my eyes! Damian has been one of my favorite characters for over a year, but I didn't read/watch much of him because of school, life (and probably an executive dysfunction in the mix).
Maya is incredible. I loved her.
I haven't finished all the issues yet, but do you have any other recommendations?
WAH this makes me so happy, i'm glad you still gave it a shot even with how busy life is!! ;v;
iād love to give reccs, and iāll try to go a beginner friendly route! tbh you can pick up whatever here, but since you've read R:SOB iād immediately follow up with Batman and Robin (2011) #1-8! this first arc is whatās referred to in Mayaās introduction, and it's just. so good.
Main Books
Batman and Robin (2009)
Dick as Batman with Damian as his Robin!
#20-22 Tree of Blood: Dark Knight vs White Knight arc is done by Tomasi and Gleason, the team for the next Batman and Robin series
*Batman and Robin (2011)
Bruce and Damian figuring out their relationship as both Batman & Robin and father & son
imo you can enjoy the ride and read straight through this but iāll add context to avoid as much confusion as possible since thereās the occasional tie-in or offscreen events, like Damianās death nbd
Batman Incorporated (2012) #1-10
events leading to Damian's death - affects Batman and Robin (2011) from issue #18
kind of a tough read especially with how Talia's written, but a lot of iconic bits like Batcow, Damian's vegetarian declaration, Alfred the cat, "We Were the Best, Richard."
Robin (2021)
another self-discovery adventure, particularly after Alfredās death and a fallout with Bruce (and questionable writing choices from his last Teen Titans run)
Batman and Robin (2023)
currently ongoing! after a number of events, Bruce and Damian are back as a duo
Damian Dynamics!
Batman: Streets of Gotham (2009) #7, 10-12
arc where Damian meets one of his first Gotham friends, Colin Wilkes
Batgirl (2009) #5-7, #17
Steph and Damian dynamic! "the bad cop, worse cop" dysfunctional duo
Red Robin (2009) #13-14
early Tim and Damian dynamic that of course includes fighting haha. funny enough, accidentally my first intro to Damian LOL
Teen Titans (2003) #89-92
Dick!Batman has Damian join the Teen Titans. Start of Damian and Rose Wilson dynamic thatās extended in Robin (2021)
Batman: Gates of Gotham (2011)
Damian meets Cass and has a brief team up
Gotham Academy (2015) #7
Damian meets Maps Mizoguchi! they have a few other meetings, but outside of that the series itself is a great read!
Robin War Event (2015)
Robin War (2015) #1, Grayson (2014) #15, Detective Comics (2011) #47, We Are Robin (2015) #7, Robin: Son of Batman (2015) #7, Robin War (2015) #2
Duke and Damian dynamic! not exactly beginner friendly but these are the main issues in order for the event! you can also read the TPB version for everything including Tie-Ins
Nightwing (2016) #16-20, #42, #43
#16-20 Nightwing and Robin arc!
#42 Dick on a mission to save Damian! the one appearance of "Wiggles" the dragon
#43 Dick, Roy, and Damian team-up
New Talent Showcase 2018 "Catwoman: Pedigree"
Selina, Damian, and Alfred the cat
Batman: Prelude to the Wedding - Robin vs. Ra's Al Ghul (2018)
Selina, Damian, and Cheese Viking - Damian's fav game shown in Nightwing: Rebirth (2016)
Monkey Prince (2022) #1-4
Marcus Sun Shugel-Shen's main comic, but Damian features as a fun dynamic here before they're in more serious circumstances in Batman VS Robin (2022)/Lazarus Planet event
Superman (2016) #10 - 11
the beginning of the Super Sons! featuring Maya!
Super Sons (2017)
solitary arcs but thereās a few event tie-in issues later
Adventures of the Super Sons (2018)
literally more Super Sons adventures lol galactic shenanigans yeehaw
Challenge of the Super Sons (2020)Ā
Super Sons time shenanigans feat. the Justice League
Robin 80th Anniversary (2020)
"Boy Wonders" - brief Damian feature as Tim considers his next step in life
"My Best Friend" - Jon's thoughts on Damian and their dynamic
"Bat and Mouse" - refers to Damian's unfortunate Teen Titans (2016) run at the time of release which follows up with Teen Titans Annual #2 where Damian briefly gives up Robin
Extra Comics!
Superman/Batman (2003) #77
Kara and Damian in a Halloween team-up! also the appearance of "Li'l Matches" lol
DCU Halloween Special '09 "Cavity Search"
Damian out on a solo mission for Halloween night. Immediately after is Tim's Red Robin story "Then and Now: Our Father's Sins" which is more somber in contrast but also a good read!
DCU Halloween Special 2010 "Robin the Vampire Slayer"
a Dick!Batman and Robin story featuring the vampire Andrew Bennett
Cursed Comics Cavalcade (2018) "The Devil You Know"
Halloween themed comic with a sweet short story of Damian alongside Solomon Grundy
DC's Terrors Through Time (2022)
"Trick or Treat" a Super Sons Halloween story
"The Haunting of Wayne Manor" Damian and Deadman story - in the end, Boston kinda refers to Nezha's possession of Damian in Batman VS Robin (2022) which was happening at the time of this release
Batman: Li'l Gotham (2013)
lighthearted series that instantly makes me smile with the silliness and Dustin Nguyenās art i love this dearly
Secret Origins (2014) #4 "A Boy's Life"
a retelling of Damian's origin story
Detective Comics (2016) #1001-1005
Batman and Robin vs the Arkham Knight (unrelated to the game)
Truth & Justice (2021) #6/#16 - 18 Digital First version
cute story of Damianās birthday! Juni Baās art is so fun!!
DC Festival of Heroes: The Asian Superhero Celebration (2021) āSpecial Deliveryā
short story about Damian! and poisoned pizzas. completely forgot the artist Sami Basri drew Rebirth Damian here before catboy Damian lol Cassās story āSoundsā is also cute! Marcus makes his first appearance in "The Monkey Prince Hates Superheroes"
DC VS Vampires (2021)
Damian makes appearances throughout this elseworlds book, but the one-shot DC VS Vampires: Hunters (2022) is vampire Damian-centric!
Batman: Black and White (2021) #5
āFather & Son Outingā short story written and drawn by Jorge Jimenez!
Batman: Urban Legends (2021) #20-23
#20 āMy Sonā Talia and Bruce focus
#20 - 23 āThe Murder Clubā 4 Parts
Tiny Titans (2008) #33, #39, #45, #47
a few appearances but SO CUTE, LOOK AT HIM
*Batman and Robin (2011) reading guide
i'm mostly trying to avoid the "what did i just walk in on?" kinda feeling when i first started reading comics LOL i'll list the comics where events take place, but you don't necessarily have to read them to go through this book since things are usually explained as quickly as possible in the first page or so
#0 Someday Never Comes
Talia and baby Damian before he grows up to meet Bruce
#1-8 Born to Kill
just an incredibly solid arc for Bruce and Damian!
#9 Court of Owls Tie-In Issue
Damian VS a Court of Owls Talon. While Bruce is occupied with a home invasion of Talons, Alfred makes a call for allies to protect targeted Gotham public figures from Talons. During Batman (2011) #1-11
#10-12 Terminus
Damian challenges the previous Robins sans Steph
Batman Incorporated (2012) is occurring at this time where Talia has placed a bounty on Damian and there's small mentions of that
#13-14 Eclipsed/Devoured
mostly solitary arc! end of it leads into the Death of the Family event
#15-16 Death of the Family Tie-In Issues
Damian and Joker face-off... Alfred's been kidnapped by the Joker, and Damian goes looking for him. During Batman (2011) #13-17
#17 Life is but a Dream - Death of the Family Epilogue
a sort of subconscious check-in through the dreams of Damian, Alfred, and Bruce. Nightwing (2011) #17 features Damian encouraging Dick after Death of the Family events
#18 Undone "Requiem"
Bruce dealing with Damian's death from Batman Incorporated #8
other reactions to Damian's death: Dick in Nightwing (2011) #18, Tim in Teen Titans (2011) #18
#19-23 Denial, Rage, The Bargain, Despair, Acceptance
Bruce through the stages of grief with some batfam appearances in each. also introduces Carrie Kelley into continuity as Damian's acting tutor.
Batman (2011) #19-20 also addresses Bruce's loss
#23.1-23.4
these could be skipped - villain stories, also related to Forever Evil event.
#24-28 The Big Burn
optional Batman and Two-Face/Harvey Dent arc, #23.1 is part of this story!
Damian's resurrection and return
#29-32 The Hunt for Robin
Ras took Talia and Damian's bodies from their graves, and Bruce goes after him.
-> Robin Rises: Omega
continues events from #32. if you don't want to jump to this, basically, Glorious Godfrey and a bunch of parademons from Apokolips are here for a chaos shard which Ra's put in Damian's sarcophagus. at some point, Bruce gets a hold of the shard where he sees a vision that leads him to believe Damian can be resurrected. Godfrey ends up taking the shard, along with Damian's body since it was emitting the same energy.
#33-37 Robin Rises
Bruce hellbent on retrieving Damian from Apokolips and reviving him
-> Robin Rises: Alpha
necessary to read and continues events from #37! Damian's back with a bang lol
#38-40 Superpower
Damian adjusting to having superpowers and being alive again
Annual #1 2013 Batman Impossible
sweet (and funny) one-shot of Damian sending Bruce on a meaningful scavenger hunt around the world while Damian gets to be the cutest Batman for a bit
Annual #2 2014 Batman and Robin: Week One
one-shot takes place during Damian's absence. after Bruce and Alfred find a mystery gift left for Dick, Dick recounts a story he had told Damian from his Robin days.
Annual #3 2015 Moonshot
one-shot Batman and Robin adventure on the moon!
...and of course after Batman and Robin (2011), Damian's story continues in his first solo Robin: Son of Batman (2015)!
#damian wayne#ask#sorry for R:SOB promo again but i need this title attached to Damian's name as much as B&R 2009/2011š#thank you for the ask anon!! really am so happy you were able to find the time to read RSOB and enjoy it!! i genuinely cheered š#i hope some of these comics give you many emotions and/or a smile!! <3#if anyone would like to correct something or include some Damian comics please feel free to comment or add to the post!!#sorry if the reading guide is an intimidating wall of text hhh after i finished it i was like...this does not look beginner friendly LOL š#Damian's Teen Titans run is beginner friendly but it's so frustrating to read his character being regressed especially after RSOB#ig i would only recc the first 5 issues just for Mara asdsfg#super/bat 77 comic rlly made me wonder how Williamson could've made Damian sound so stiff now compared to his first time writing him?? rip.#also i love how there's so many Halloween stories here lol#maybe?? i'll do a guide for Damian's intro since those were the most confusing for me when i really got into his comics#i think his most recent appearances are a bit easier to figure out on your own but i don't mind doing a guide for that too if needed!#OOF tags got long lol i may be a bit nervous posting this bc i'd like ppl to read more Damian but worried i may have goofed somewhere#but hopefully this is helpful to anyone curious about peeking at his comics!!
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Hi do you have a favorite moment between Joe and JaāMarr ?? Also how would you describe their relationship Iām new to this fandom and they are just so close and adorable
hi there!! thank you sm for coming by and sending this ask bc now there's like 2k+ words under the cut š i feel like i should apologize profusely for the unchecked word vomit oh my god
to start off, like would you believe me if i said iāve been a fan of the bengals for like a month :')) started ts during the week leading up to the first regular season game when jamarrs contract literally gripped me with the drama of it all. so for all my word vomit below feel free to fact check me ahaha
you asked me for a favorite moment for joemarr and i start describing their entire life together i am so very sorry, but:
on the top of my head literally just two weeks ago. this 63 yarder jamarr and joe made that led to an mildly feral celly where they just. didnāt know how to act right and got made fun of for not doing a cool celly?? this insane anon ask i sent before i caved and made a sideblog was actually just my word vomit over it š. And also last weeks celly, a whole lot softer and more tender with jamarr skipping then walking straight towards joe who held his arms out for him? thats crazyyyy he was expected! he was welcomed!! he was loved!!! the way one of the fired up coach just let joemarr have their intimate little moment before slapping jamarrs shoulders in joy is also crazy to me šµāš« and just this screenshot of that celly where theyāre just wrapped around each other right in front of their sidelines. the fuck. watched that shit sick to my stomachhhh i had enoughhhh.
this edit with the compilation of their post-tds pinky shakes oh my goddd. just every time they do pinky shakes!! who does that!!!! the softest possible way they can make a handshake (since college my god) in a status quo where you make the most elaborate handshakes to look cool and spread joy and burn up adrenaline but these two chose to do a quick twist of their pinky fingers (the symbolism of it alllll how dare theyy) and pressing knuckles together for however long they want to. the roty award where they did their pinky shake is one of my favorites huhu
the lakers dateā¦..the way i had no idea sam and dj reader were with them on this date until i see a full vid of lebron meeting them š and the lore goes crazyyy for this whole thing bc apparently joe was having the shittiest week in arizona and jamarr made an obscure ig story that he arrived in az before deleting it (like whyyyy would he do that) and then boom. theyāre in the lakers game in lsu/lakers colors. and jamarr did that arms around shoulder thing that blows my mind because what the fuck is wrong with him why would he do that in front of lebron james and anthony davis and like national tv idk. joe also clapped (??? for whatever reason this fucking dork my godd) his hands right in front of jamarrs face when jamarr was being introduced to the stadium.
THE WEIRD CLOTHES PAIRING THING IS INSANE TO ME TOO. they do it in such subtle ways that you just think its a coincidence and you're delusional and it probably is but!! but??? they went to the game wearing yellow and purple (color coordinating lakers colors!! if i were on a date i would also do that cringy shit!!) that is also coincidentally lsu colors! another theory is they each chose to wear lakers colors without the other knowing of which this is just another case of soulmatism. the matching shoes during week 3! the sort of matching color schemes for their away game airport fits! last week both wearing rick owens apparently idk?? no idea if they've done this before this season btw i just got here lol. this is reaching ofc but very fun to think of!
jamarr being batshit crazy with his words abt joe. 'he's like a god to me' 'trying playing without my favorite quarterback' 'i told him dont scare me like that again. he knows how to slide he's just hard headed' 'im here for the future, for him. i want you to be here for the future' (this was abt joe playing through an injury :)) etc etc. something about 'just keep winning as many championships together' or like 'me and him come as package' or something fairy tale ish like that idk man he's crazy i could make something up only to be bamboozled because he has in fact said shit like it before. and like his refusal to consider anyone but joe for the no. 1 qb hhh. somebody needs to put him in an mri and study his brain when shown a picture of joe burrow bc like?? the way jake had to prove himself before jamarr even followed him on ig is ??? pls be normal jamarr i beg of u (he's perfect the way he is).
while jamarrs insane with his words, joes insane with his actions!! the lsu sec championship ball he gave to jamarr. that little look like āhey you want it? okay its rightfully yours' mkayy crazy ass!!! jamarrs lsu championship game worn jersey joe asked for and worn for their first game back in nola. just what the fuck went through joes mind that led to this. their dads (both named jimmy both close since lsu too, cute!) were asked about their fav joe game day fit they said the jamarrs lsu jersey š! in laws approving your partner of choice etc. this is jimmy chases interview regarding joemarr too btw haha. anyway back to joe being insaneāthe demented way joe runs to jamarr and hops around him and slams his helmet to his when jamarr makes plays. and like again this is speculation as in no citation sorry but jamarrs reason for going to cincy is definitely in part because of joe?? joe being the one to text him pack your bags youāre going to cincy is crazyyy. firmly believe joe talked him up and asked for him! when they last parted before joe went to cincy did they make a pact that they would play in a team together again? did jamarr reach out when joes 2020 season ending injurys news reached him? did he watch him go down that first time?
also during their lsu days they interviewed the wr core and they were asked abt who joe likes best (stupid ass question in my opinion btw. why would they ask that), it was so....sooooo......like jamarr was so shy and unsure!! he's like 'is it..me?' and terrace going 'he does like throwing to jamarr most' and then jamarr bursting into embarrassed laughter like okay??? okay šš fine okay be cute or whatever. in my mind back then jamarr was a whole lot more unsure of his presence in joes life because hes super young, his qb is literally 3 years older, its their first year playing together etc but i think being joe being upfront on asking jamarr to play with him in cincy (again speculation on my part no idea if this is true ha) just cements the little gremlin in his head that believes he has to be crazy about joe
their 2021 preseason jamarrs drops were apparently disgusting enough for people to shit on his entire life idk and crucify the bengals for drafting another wr but joe was so firm on his belief in jamarr! that's devotion babyyyy his clap back in the first post game presser was very much what were u saying abt the loml coded love that for them
last feb probowl dramaaa rumors of jamarr moving to houston bc he chirped at cj stroud that he knew cj wanted to play with him or smtg so he had to post this very emotional very sincere tweet and speak abt it in an interview šš just head empty no thoughts mouth racing! joe probably teased the ever living shit out of him 'so youāre moving to houston without telling me :( i had to find out through twitter :(('
just teasing each other in numerous occasions over each others speed??? that mic'ed up moment when joe teased jamarr over being slow! yelling out his name so many times just to say that he was a little slow and jamarr shooting back instantly with an incredulous ābe serious. be serious.ā vs jamarr nagging joe over being slow ass hell during his 20 (?) yard rushing attempt and joe defending himself in the whiniest voice i have ever heard from him saying he had to wait for ted to block before him (ted then going what did i do? ted Iām sorry you had to be dragged into their weird mating dance banter) and also this gem of a jamarr tweet
speaking of jamarrs twitter, 17yo himās curiouscat answers that insanely aligns with joe is nothing short of crazy. they have not met or heard of each other then i don't think. but according to it he likes them older, smart, doesn't mind if they're taller, but he doesn't fw long distance so he flew his ass to ohio š®āšØ. (also whooo be sending these asks high schoolers dear lordd š). the soulmatism between them is kinda crazy like joe being well over 3yrs his senior yet still they had a moment chance to play together during jamarrs freshie/sopho (?) year in college because joe chooses to transfer to lsu, and coach o taking a chance on him despite not playing for how many long, winning a championship (!!) together for that one year that they could play together, and saying fuck that only one year bullshit before flying jamarrs ass right to cincy so they could play 4 and counting more years together.
jamarr talking abt where it apparently clicked for joe and jamarr that joe can throw to jamarr and jamarr would be right there to catch it haha. like he didn't give a shit if people thought it was joes big life changing moment hes just insisting that that was when he and joe really clicked!
literally my favorite mic'ed up moment between them. the teasing! the nagging! 'you see the big blue thing' 'don't do me that' 'that's the endzone' then the laugh!!!! āheās gonna get mad at me when i tell him this shit' then gesturing joe over like hes a cat my god jamarr 'you couldnt overthrow me?' a very affronted 'my guy you were wide open' aughuhghuhhguu joy love laughter etc. (side note can't help myself sorry pretty sure the reason joe teased him about the endzone is bc jamarr couldāve gone for it but got tackled bc he was kinda slow to start sprinting and when he did he just sat there legs out shoulders dropped looking disappointed but cute as all hell i love him sm)
sooo many other moments because theyve literally been in each others lives for over five years!!!! recently joe saying jamarr playing is fun to watch šµāš«, jamarr saying numerous times that joes a tough mfer but also hard-headed and how he's also hard-headed but at least he listens (my guy....reflect again), that article of jamarr knocking on doors for a house near joe that he denied i think but he also said that he kept his stuff in joes house before he got his own, that jamarr gq shoot where he went insane and lied (or did he?) about buying joe clothes that just led to the ridiculous clothes saga that is still unsolved to this day and that tb and tee very obviously teased him over and somehow the socmed team clowned him on too š
etc etc stop me please
AND ANYWAYSSS MOVING ON:
how i would describe their relationship is ride or die with incredibly similar way of living by which i mean they live and breathe a sport theyāre so talented in and they play to win and beat themselves up for doing bad in but also with the awkwardness of knowing theyāre two vastly different people with different ways of seeing things and handling things but also even with that steadfast difference of being they also believe in each other in a truly outrageous way that it translates to them saying and being insane about each other (hence the list above) with little to no shame. (i hope this makes sense because im not reading all that over again wow)
like theyāre so complicated to me!! by all means i donāt actually know these two or what theyāre really like, but surface level theyāre so different! their temperament is literally 180, joes cool and steady persona, incapable of being ruffled, closed off, moments of silliness he brings out only in certain situations, smart little quips he gives out at times like he canāt help himself vs exuberant open extroverted blustering to hide his shyness runs his mouth always down to fight jamarr chase. they couldnāt be more different! so how can they read each other so well? how can they run routes and plays with minute changes whilst running from men trying to take them down between one heartbeat to the next? how is it that jamarr is so down bad for this man that he can just say the shit he does about him? how much trust does joe have in this man that he shuts down every bad shit anybody tries to tell him or coax him to say? something about /always/ choosing the other despite everything is always a thing that attracts me to a ship.
also after that infamous kc game shove, i definitely think they had a very tough heart to heart where jamarr maybe spills his full feelings over the contract and how he hasnāt been getting the ball to actually make big plays and how his worth as a wr1 is being brought to question and joe probably spills on his own feelings on how jamarr held out so long and had last minute (?) changes of playing that week one ramps up joes own anxiety and hang ups like i definitely feel like he had some unchecked anxiety over playing with his wrist that first game that jamarr probably said something incredibly insane yet uplifting about in response. the next game its like they mended some unseen frayed stitch of their connection! first drive banger of a 41 yarder td for jamarr, two tuddys for the game in fact lol!! joe gets him his deep ball, then the insane way joe rushed at him after his 63 yarder in the next game, its like that first touchdown against minnesota again. i just wish the very best for them, to keep making these insane passes and insane runs they've been making since lsu.
anyway i feel like a lot of my rambling is for jamarr sorry š heās like a drug to me such an interesting person i base my thoughts around him. I feel obliged to say i wrote my first ever fic and its them lmao and i link this just as a fair warning to everyone that i very obviously write and ramble in the tags like im in love with jamarr, definitely with some bias, and Iām learning how not to be ashamed of that !
also nobody asked but scrolling through the hell that is my photo gallery i just have to share my favorite tee photo which is coincidentally the mock photoshoot the bengals socmed team made them do to clown jamarrs gq shoot ahaha
hearts ā¤ļø thank u for reading all the way through :"))
#this is.....so much.....sorry..........hyperfixations go crazy for me#just. using this as an archive for my fav joemarr moments ig šš#also humbly asking you all who fully read this to ignore how many times i use the word insane or crazy. thank u :')#didn't reread to check anything esp the last bit so if u see spelling mistakes wonky links format etc look away too please thank you#a lot of these i didn't bother to link bc it was hell for me to even do it in the first place so :')#ask#joemarr#joe burrow#jaāmarr chase
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Mira shenanigans
#Sheās named after Princess Miracle Pemberton from the Five Kingdoms series#I was obsessed with it during Covid but it doesnāt have much of a fandom š#Srsly weād get her own toys but the dogs keep eating them š#No I do not leave pencils around unless Iām watching her and sheās never eaten them#only chews on them a little and I always take it away when she starts to I promise I take care of my baby girl#I should get her catnip thoā¦ sheād love that#I kinda have to make my own toys for her with string and sticks šš#Sorry my voice sounds weird too#Iāve got the plague (Covid)#Thanks fam for bringing that back with you from Yellowstone XDXD at least it hasnāt hit me as hard as it did them#My lungs r struggling tho..im out of breath#and have a cough that just sits low in my lungs and throat#its really annoying#Just realized me telling her have a copic could sound like a rich girl pick me#I am in no way rich or a pick me please trust Iām so paranoid after someone called me a pick me as a ājokeā at school once#it was just the closest thing next to me I could distract her with I practically sleep with them I cherish them so much#Mom bought those for Christmas for me#I hadnāt even asked for anything related to them considering she has my three brothers who are asking fo stuff like Xboxās and nintendos lo#š I love my mom
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i am freeeeeeeee [collapses into a pile of dust]
#the last hour went okay bc we were just playing a card game and doing gifts/cards phew#also i found out theyre celebrating my bday on... august 25th? hewwo?? they didn't tell me until now šš#my sister will be back at uni in sept and my parents are leaving on a trip the first day of sept so i'll be alone again for it fsdjkl#which. mixed feelings about that. i won't have to be afraid of them interacting w me but also :'( a little sad to be home alone for it#for the third year in a row fsjdkl#OH WELL. i should just be grateful tbh fdsjkl#the one thing i'm very sad about though is i can't go upstairs anymore bc the new security system has motion detectors#last year i watched jerma on the TV up there and sat on the comfy chairs... it was so fun fdsjkl. can't do that this year though AUGH#alas!!! i will somehow make it fun anyways maybe i will just ask if i can use the oven so i can make myself a cake again this year#SORRY FOR PERSONAL POSTING SO MUCH TONIGHT BTW. its been rough this evening fsdjkl but im going to go draw now :3#dandy.cmd#vent //#ALSO CONGRATS TO ME FOR BEING RLY QUIET AND AGREEABLE AND NOT ADDING ANYTHING NEW TO CONVOS HURRAY#finally i have gone back to highschool me thank GOD i've gotten too comfortable having opinions around them since i graduated fdsjkl#being around people (in the workplace and going to a counselor) who treat you like a Real Human Person will do that! wow!#abuse cw
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sending hugs! anything related to college is stressful and scary but you're trying your best and it'll all work out <33 remember to take it easy on yourself and focus on the next step in front of you :)
Thank you so much!!! You are so kind šššI really hope it works out too š I feel bad for stressing everyone around me cause of this mess.
I really needed to hear all of that to be honest. Iāve been lax on myself, but not at the same time. Itās a day of āyay, itās overā and then another problem arises. I just wish my future was like what I had pictured it to be, but so many things got in the way, and itās been overwhelming trying to salvage it all together again. And writerās and readerās block has made it so much harder lol, so yeah. Math makes me sad and I gotta take another math test š it is what it is I guess. Hopefully itāll be worth it, and Iāll pass!
Thank youuu again š«š«š« hugs to you as well! Iām so happy you got the tickets!!! And even though Iāve never been to a concert, I feel like youāll still enjoy it, no matter where youāre at because of the vibes, the people, and the music! And maybe try all the camera tricks to zoom in up close, cause some of them are genuinely so clear, haha! And maybe everything happens for a reason, and this one was a blessing in disguise (Iāve been trying to think of lots of things this way)! I hope you have tons of fun there!
#Oops sorry for the rambling#I feel like I overshare too much in general š#I will stop next time but I really needed this off of my chest#Asks#Mutuals š«¶#jade-efflorescence#Take care and I hope all goes well for you š«¶ thank you once again ššš
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hey. hope this message doesn't bother you. I love you. I love your work. you are one of my favorite fic authors, I am absolutely obsessed with everything you write. reread everything ten times over, drarry or not, fluffy or angsty - even when it absolutely shatters my heart (e.g. for lack of wanting, SUCH a great fic btw i'm so obsessed with it). the four doors? life changing. two to lie and one to listen? engraved into my brain for eternity. what's mine is yours? what a ride holy shit, im VERY normal about it. wrapped? my comfort read. and so it goes.
if I could aggressively smother you with kudos and love I WOULD!!!
awhile ago you said that there's no such thing as "big deals" in fandom and I 100% agree but at the same time you are a big deal TO ME!!! not in the sense of any kind of hierarchy but purely based on the fact that I think you are such a cool person and your writing is amazing and poignant and your presence in fandom makes it so much better. it's been a pleasure following you here on tumblr and just reading your tags and posts.
idk I just think you rule. that's it. thank you for hanging with us. MWAH š
ahhhh anon sorry for leaving this message sitting in my inbox for a couple of days but !! i have zero idea how to react to this!! you're so kind!! thank you!! please discard any and all inclinations u have that i am a cool person bc i can assure you i am NOT!!
#tumblr tag essay time? tumblr tag essay time#why can't i do this in the main body of a post u ask? pure obnoxiousness ig idk#scarier when it's not greyed out and in a little whisper innit#1) anon i love and appreciate you + your kind words so so much but i rly cannot stress enough that literally nobody here is a big deal š#like i know u don't mean it in That Way but even so!!!#this is a hill i could write another 1k words about before i die on it again but i will spare u š
#2) ur also v v kind to say the thing abt my presence in fandom#but unfortunately i'm coming to terms with the fact that my presence in fandom is v much on the sidelines#a non-presence#i'm embracing my role as the crotchety old hag who does not attend the functions#i have a hut in the woods and u can find me there (here in tumblr tags) muttering to myself#occasionally i'll wander into the town square (ao3) and present an unnerving thing i made from mud and twigs (a fic) and then i'll fuck off#that's about all i can handle in terms of group settings i think š
#but the door to my hut (my DMs) is always open if u want to stop by!#3) i can't even begin to acknowledge all the nice things u said about my fics kjhsdf you are truly too generous š#let me smother YOU with love!!! cmere!!!#4) this is the second nice anon message i've had in the last couple weeks which is !!!!#anon(s) i'm kissing you wherever u consent to be kissed!!!#but ofc now i'm paranoid ppl will think i'm sending these to myself skdljf#can't stress enough how open my DMs are on here/twt/discord if ever u wanna chat in a way that i don't have to post publicly to reply to š
#5) i'm soooo sorry about these tags#could have just said āthanks!ā couldn't i#please put me right in the bin#anyway sorry again thank you again ilu very much ā¤ļø
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š im pretty sure every person has a bug experience they'll never forget... TELL ME URS
I know this is pretty recent but last month when I was visiting my family in Europe I got to see all these maybugs (I found out they're called junebugs in other places?) come out while I was staying in the alps and it was pretty special!! we don't have them where I live and I've never visited my family in the springtime so I'd never seen them before and I might never see them again.
a less recent one is the tiny baby snail I found in my apartment when my cat disappeared for a few days and I kept them in an open jar with some veggies and egg shell and when I'd come back to sleep after staying up all night searching for my cat outside I could hear the snail eating the eggshell. I released them after I found my cat but I still think about them š
(volume up 4 egg eating sounds)
#sorry if this was too much unforgettable bug stories it was hard to chose i have a lot more š#thank you for the ask š«¶š«¶š«¶
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what are your favorite yaksha headcanons? and/or do you want to hear mine?
they tease minu for his little circle symbol on his forehead. when their designs were revealed in that cutscene i was like wow. bosacius drew on his face like he did on xiao but it just never came off! /JJJJ
pretty sure it was already implied but given that new lantern rite lore has been released i still think it's interesting about how the karmic debt amplifies their original like instabilities or conflicts; bonanus was complaining abt her skirt length and menogias was like No I Will Not Change It and then the one scene we got with them is them killing each other.... sighs and sobs. her + bosacius vs minu's design choices who would win
i think it would be neat if bonanus could talk to insects and calm plagues (does teyvat have locusts) but also be an incredible dps (if she was playable). also if bosacius was a catalyst (4 fists do a lot of damage but conjuring thunderbolts do more)
none of these are really favorites but they are at least thoughts
to the and/or: YES give š¤². i need the hcs so they can feel more like rounded and then I can be thoroughly devastated that they're all dead
#waves at you hello this is obscenely late! thank you for the ask <3 sorry this answer is ... a lot shorter than i wanted it to be š#tbh i unfortunately dont have many headcanons they're not occupying much of my brainspace rn </3 i need to absorb more info to make#new thoughts lol. give yours JSDKFJSDKFJ#paradoxspaceheater#asks#the five yaksha#oops wiki says fushe was using a polearm during the cataclysm too bad i retconned that in my head#genshin impact
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NESS <3 i hope youāre having a lovely wonderful day i just wanted to drop by and share this song from a small band that i feel like youād like !!! if u donāt like i never said this but it gave me heavy tonics vibes
EGGY!!! I'M SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO GET TO THIS I'M SO SORRY AAA </3 PLEASE KNOW I READ THIS TWO DAYS AND KICKED MY FEET AND IT MADE ME DAY 100X BETTER!! AND I listened to the song immediately AND I TOTALLY AGREED AND LOVED IT!!! I'm such a sucker for songs about like being young again or getting old yk AND I think it fits SO SO WELL WITH WHAT I HAVE PLANNED THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING THIS TO ME AND I'M ALWAYS SO HAPPY TO SEE NEW SONGS IN THE TONICS PLAYLIST FROM YOU <333
#ONCE AGAIN SO SORRY FOR HOW LATE I AM#idk??? i have a thing about going in order of answering asks from oldest to earliest but maybe i shouldn't do that š#IDK I FEEL SO BAD THOUGH I'M SO SORRY#I HOPE THAT YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD DAY TODAY!!!#THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN FOR THIS SONG <3#i'm planning to like actually write down these tonic albums i made and the lyrics that i'm really focusing on from each song#and i'm super excited for it!!! :DD#BUT ALSO I KEEP FINDING NEW SONGS THAT FIT WELL AND LIKE THIS SONG'S IN THERE TOO NOW#so i might have to make ANOTHER ANOTHER new album#BUT I DON'T MIND!!#I'M SO EXCITED#answers <3#i heart eggy <3
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