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lunarharp · 1 year ago

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scrappy stuff...suits.. & abrupt kiki au doodles

#witch hat tag #orufrey #one of those quantity over quality days.................. juice man is back #still glad that since men wear skirts & dresses in witch hat world ermile could technically be counted as a butch in that world. glad #sorry i didn't draw alaira in the cool suits women club i think it's cause i've drawn her in suits before. but im sure i will draw her soon #btw agott is obvs the snooty girl kiki meets and she'd have a snooty black brushbug. probably ppl have drawn this before. .#thanks for enjoying last few posts as always ^o^

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bunnyboy-juice · 2 months ago

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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr #me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel #and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need #space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time #but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single #Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was #much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh #i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups #and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that #definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him #its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh #cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did #like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess #guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here #and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno #we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff #that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting #i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it #i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu #anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu #publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago #n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus #being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the #stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)

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stinkrascal · 1 year ago

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hes just a little guy (a crazed murderer trying desperately to suppress his natural urge to kill)

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #oc: daveth #that one tiktok audio that's like #HE WAS THE BEST GUY AROUNDDDDDDDDDD #what about the people he murdered?#WHAT MURDAAAAAAAAAA?#me talking about daveth #maybe hes a murderer to you but to me hes just misunderstood hes just a guy. i forgive him for murdering all those ppl #dark urge run is really fun im glad i caved n made this save <3 #im basically done w the game in amarie's save anyways so if for some reason i make it to act 3 with durge before i beat the game w amarie #i'll just finish it in her save real quick. yeah yeah #will i ever beat this game idk i mean really whos to say #🌱

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melancholyfleurs · 6 months ago

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little self esteem brag i knew i have made progress in the body image department when i tried on an old pair of shorts from like 3 years ago today and they didn’t fit and instead of having a breakdown i just shrugged and went on with my day. yes i looked great but i cried when i had to use oil and didn’t eat pasta for 2 years so was i really enjoying my life when i wore those??? absolutely not. and im still hot as fuck now most importantly so who gives a fuck. not me! happy saturday

#idk i don’t like to talk to people irl about this stuff but i needed to celebrate this with someone lol #recovering from an ED has been really hard and i still struggle but today was a win #the way ppl praise u when u get an ED as a fat person is so fucking sick and twisted actually #those were the darkest times of my life. i was so physically sick by the end of it too and ppl would still be like omg u look.. SOOO GOOD!!#well only if it’s the one kind of ED. god forbid it’s the other kind !#im so so glad to not be in that cycle anymore and i wish peace 4 all of us who struggle with our bodies #cw body image #cw ed #kind of ? but not really

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straycalamities · 1 year ago

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i havent been active in a typical fandom (besides the onceler/askblog one but its not typical so it doesnt count anyways uh) since like..2016? bc when i tried to dip my toes in the last time i tried, everyone was doing this weird... fanon >>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything and coming up with all these weird rules why you couldnt ship this or that or do this concept or like that and it was AWFUL

it literally put me off of doing fandom at all anymore besides w like friends. anytime i get into anything anymore i just talk to my friends who know it, or want to know it, and that's it

#txt #like..im glad over time ppl have been calling out these weirdos more and more #so maybe ill feel comfy doing a fandom Lite or smth like that again #but as of now? uhh lmao idk #ppl take their headcanons so fkn seriously Especially when like #not to be a bitch #but to be a bitch #they fkn suck dude #ive always been a hater of most mainstream fandom opinions its the grouch in me #sorry thats my ugly side it showed up #sometimes fandoms have good ones not gonna say ive never seen a fandom have some good popular headcanons #but usually those fandoms are very niche too so uh

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sengenism · 8 months ago

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just realised how i usually dislike or feel indifferent about shounen mcs but senku and gon hxh are the only ones who actually manage to enter my top fave characters of their respective fandoms... they're so well written

#like i dont consider every other character in dcst well written tbh theyre quite one dimensional #but it doesnt affect their likeability to me i still enjoy their characters v much #me being a danganronpa fan might play a part actually dcst characters r all talent based like them #but senkus the only dcst character who has rly good writing imo and im so glad for that #hes so hopeful but not in a way that i find annoying idk #he has such a deep trust in humanity despite his character being all like ughhh affection ugghh i only care abt science #but he loves humanity so much and i just RAHHGHHH cant relate but it makes me want to believe in it too #i wanna reread dr stone but i dont rly have time but i wanna re-experience that hope #senku's relationship with his dad.... the way his dad struggled for the future bc he believed in his son #and as for gon i could never be a gon haterrrrr #like ppl hate him for his selfish tendancies but that just makes him more unique to me #he is like. 10 and now 12. dudes a child he does things based on his emotions yeah #the way he lacks the gift of discernment bc of his childlike manner and all #just makes him better #rant post ig bc i rmbr i have this acc and now instead of annoying my irls w my talks and i can speak to the void here #what prompted this was seeing one of those x > y twt post involving senku #LIKE DO NOT SPEAK ON HIMMMM

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munchboxart · 2 months ago

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All orders have been shipped out, thank you all for your patience 🙇‍♂️ I'll re-open my shop sometime in December hopefully. The rest of the left-overs will be be there + Tangerine charms that I made on a whim because I'm insane. There's a chance I might add other new charms too but don't count on it, I just make them on a whim

#im glad i halved the stock for these openings #its way easier for me to manage #those floppy backing cards take abt like 5-10 mins to make individually #and the agent backing cards r hard on the hands since ur always cutting #i cant lie i hate cutting the agent backing cards the most. even if theyre the prettiest LOL #ty all for ur interest tho. it makes me very happy seeing ppl like my stuff #i can see why no one rlly gets into packaging design. theyre a nightmare for 1 person #etc

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skrunksthatwunk · 5 months ago

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last minute pre-grandparent-visit room deep cleaning has revealed that within the drawer i tend to assume just has old, off generic birthday cards and theater/concert programs there are also many, many going away cards and letters and things from the last couple of times i moved away. i guess i always thought of it as such a lonely thing, and i talk a lot about how i don't think i made Real friends until recently, and not to get choked up on main or anything but i think maybe i was completely fucking wrong

#Real friends = deep friends and admittedly it's hard to have deep connections with ppl when you're like 10 #and also hard to have deep connection with people when you don't understand yourself at all (bc how could you share it?)#but i was so profoundly loved.#and it's not like the bday cards and stuff aren't a part of that they're just so.. obligatory? whereas such cards from friends is. guhhh #like they missed me. maybe they still do at least a little bit. ahhhhhhh #like i was a shithead but i meant something to a lot of good people and so many of these aren't from just one person #they're a bunch of them coming together and bringing along inside jokes i only half remember and drawing my fucking ocs like GUYS.#GUYS I LOVE YOU GUYS. i may not remember all of you but you were like. goddd i think you made this bearable #and im so glad i saved these. i didn't know there were so many #speaking of which i also found THREE count em THREE decks of cards i know for a fact i have never used bc i have a favorite deck and it's #not those. what off the wall madness was i planning where i needed three non-matching decks of cards within sleep-reach at all times #anyway im reorganizing bc like 10% of that drawer was stuff i actually needed regularly (literally Just the knives) and it's a nightstand #so it should be like. stuff i frequently need like pens and junk. idk #like it's not as if i don't think about how my moving away hurt ppl like i've been abandoning ppl against my will my whole life #but i guess ive been thinking of it as some kind of responsibility or guilt thing? or painful in a me-centric way. they sent me off #with well wishes though they poured their hearts into these. they drew and printed photos and made little crafts bc they loved me #and that's what you do when someone you love has to go away. waughhhhgghhghbn

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impossible-rat-babies · 3 months ago

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puppets bunker and ddos attacks have never been so much fun

#me holding my alliance like a squeaky toy and only getting one commend for it #I held you together. I raised u. I saved u and this is the thanks I get #but no I fuck around and find out for funsies and it’s like. six commends #anyway I was telling my friend like. I don’t have to think—#okay both healers die in alliance C and I rez one #I look back at my own alliance and half of everyone is dead. co-healer included #and then a bunch of them die again on the same mech #we almost die to the flyers not being killed bc the other alliances are dying #we get to the alliance split and our tank has an issue come up so he has to afk #so I’m keeping this ninja alive on a prayer #then half of the alliance dies again bc they went the wrong way w the arrow chaser aoes #that happened twice. there was a 30 percent boss health percentage difference going on #the icing on the cake tho was after the phase change in the final boss—boom ddos attack #so many people disconnecting. so many dying #alliance B lost everyone but the dps #it was carnage and I’m sitting here like. trying to keep everyone alive #tho like. Im not mad or upset about it tbh #it’s the sort of healer chaos where you’re sitting there juggling a bunch of stuff #that scratches the peanut of my brain #it’s much better chaos compared to CT raid chaos #mostly bc shield healers are the most fun at those levels compared to regen. to me at the very least #I have more resources at 80 w whm compared to 50 when shit hits the fan #but also pressing more than two buttons is more fun #CT just becomes utterly unbearable when you have people causing problems on purpose #when it is not an agreed upon clown time #ppl always talk about how bosses in nier have too much health when im like #im glad for it bc i like seeing mechanics #I love myths of the realm but when the final boss of the first raid can be killed before the most interesting mechanic is kinda #it’s kinda dogshit #owen talks

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weezerlvr228 · 5 months ago

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do u want me 2 kill that guy @ ur bfs party 4 u. guy sounds like literally the worst an I will have no issues doing it 4 u

thank you anon. i would love nothing more 💗

#i love you anon 😞 this is so sweet #YESSSS PPL READ MY TAGS!!!#but for real he’s just a weird person in general; once i was not spending lunch with my boyfriend since we were fighting and he had lunch #with his friends but our mutual friend stayed with me because usually the three of us have lunch together #but since me and the bf were fighting he didn’t want me to be alone; so it was. nice and the following day i had lunch with my other friends #and he had lunch with my boyfriend and his friends (since my boyfriend still wasn’t super happy / willing to have lunch with me)#and the same guy who was being mean at the party asked our mutual friend if ‘the backshots with lyss were good’#IN FRONT OF MY BF ??!!#like what ?!!!#he’s just a gross person but it’s okay #his hair looks like #the brown scene hair from roblox and he’s one of those stereotypical guys you see online the #omg she looks like a deftones song…. i love cats >_<!!! oh i dropped my feminist literature…. sorry….#he just made me a bit upset but it’s okay now!#im glad you are so kind about this anon; it makes me feel a lot better about the whole situation :)#i would do the same for you ; given the situation were to ever come #same with any of my followers!!!! i will fight to the death for any of you #LOL OKY enough ranting but for realsies; YOU ARE SO SWEET ANON I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH MY LITTLE BAESAUCE 🥹💗#baesauce is one of my epic vocab words; mix of awesome sauce and bae.#i forgot my ask tag uh oh #FRICK #ask!#that was so simple how did i manage to forget that #also btw if any of you ARE those stereotypical deftones + feminist literature people i’m sorry. it was just the best way to describe it #i bet you are wonderful

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ruporas · 2 years ago

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wait. wait. wait. ive been staring at ur latest comic for awhile now and i think i've noticed something about the colors? which are amazing, first of all- just gotta get that out there cuz i adore that soft pink and deep green combo

but i just realized that throughout most of the comic u use both in equal parts it seems. to separate bg + fg and such, to highlight characters/objects, etc.

but then when vash gets back to their room, all the walls are that dark green. and, bit by bit, the pink totally falls off. by the end, it's nothing but constant dark green as vash starts to cry

but then wolfwood slams in and he's backed by that soft pink. and suddenly the comic is nothing BUT pink. soft lines and whites and gentle pink tones EVERYWHERE to just. SO tastefully highlight the little details.

LIKE. WAS THIS INTENTIONAL?! i almost wanna guess that it wasn't since all those green panels w vash crying are all closeups focused on his expression so it makes sense to just put the simple green behind it and all attention on him so the pink just isn't Needed

BUT AT THE SAME TIME THE EFFECT IS SO MASTERFUL THAT I WANNA BELIEVE IT WAS ABSOLUTELY INTENTIONAL

HEHE..... first of all, thank you for looking at my comic so closely, THAT'S LIKE... REALLY SWEET and a huge compliment to hear, thank u thank u

and yes, it was intentional, especially more towards the end!!! in general, the colors are meant to serve as a mood indicator, so a balance of them in a scene would just mean a neutral "okay-ness" and have a functional serve to separate background / foreground / subject matter... deep green signifies introspection or incoming sadness (especially on pg5 when vash cries), and pink signifies wolfwood, which, not an emotion but he is happiness, someone that helps vash lose his doubts in a matter of seconds -- which is why those last few pages are just pink white and lines, and the panels are gone for the majority of it. i wanted to show their unity and togetherness!

while vash still has his issues of just Not saying anything about his loneliness, his feelings are alleviated temporarily with wolfwood's presence and he's just grateful that his paranoia didn't become true, and that wolfwood is genuine, true to his word, when he means he'll be following vash/staying with him. even though it's mission-bound, vash would probably still feel guiltily comforted by that fact.

I'M GLAD IT WAS PARTICULARLY EFFECTIVE IN THIS COMIC because i definitely could've pushed it more... i figured it was a minor thing that not a lot of ppl would care for, but more ppl enjoyed it and noticed the colors than i thought, so i'm glad it worked out!!!

#asks #thank you for sending this!!!#and for being so observant and putting it into words -- its really sweet!!!! hehe #ok this bit here is a bit off topic but. i forgot to mention in my original tags. very minor hc but on #p4 when i drew their beds -- ww bed is the left one vash is the right one and his blankets are all folded #bc i feel like vash would develop habits of being able to leave somewhere quickly + abruptly. so he cleans up after himself #everytime he wakes up and has to leave for the day. i feel like he's ran into enough trouble that he's grown accustom to making #sure he's ready to dip whenever necessary. and id imagine he'd leave payment if he books a room for more than a night so when he has #to leave suddenly - the room owners get their pay still. just preparing stuff in advance to not make trouble for the kind ppl #that houses him. idk its a small thing! i just recall those times in the manga where after accidentally destroying a part of the town #vash makes sure to join the clean up crew and help build things up lmfao he takes responsibility. its cute #ww sees him do this for the first time once and goes “that's stupid. we're not going anywhere and we're staying for the 2 nights”#and then he'd realize soon enough that they do have to prepare to book it at any random point of the day if vash gets caught up in trouble #regardless he doesn't fold it all up like vash does since its not habitual to him and in a way hes testing vash to NOT run off and do smth #thatll get him in trouble during the day. rare hopefulness. when they start sharing beds wolfwood doesn't let him fold up the sheets #very minor thing hc sorry for rambling in This space hub all of a sudden.#in the comic also vash gets pink bg panels every time he calls out to wolfwood. happy happy #it's really not a long enough comic to push those aspects... but im glad it was noticed at all -- but ok ok im done done

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carnival-core · 6 months ago

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Yknow what I'm vaguing a post here instead of directly getting into discourse

Hey did you know fun fact you can go 'hey transmisogyny is a problem this site has and you all really need to examine it and make sure you're not contributing' without calling other trans people 'cis people who don't wanna call themselves cis' .

You can express grievances over the way language made by transfems for transfems gets stripped away from them without deciding to punch down on nonbinary people too did you know that wow cool fantastic whoda fucking guessed that one huh. Amazing god damn news

#behind the tent #I guess as a nonbinary person with a weird relationship to girlhood I took some replies a little personally but lmao be glad Im vaguing here #and not getting into shit with other ppl #the entire post was a good one too i wouldve reblogged it if it wasnt immediately soured by the notes </3 #I mean I can readily admit Im not transfem or a trans girl and even if I wish I was Im just not . Im TME and AFAB and I do not feel rigbt-#-calling myself that . Im not gonna police other ppl but I do not want fo steal those words for myself #but just because you dont understand how someones gender works doesnt mean theyre 'cis who wants to feel special'#Policing other trans people scuks fucking in general but #hhghgh Ive been fighting both feeling ljke a Fake Tranny and at the same time realizing I think I do actively feel dysphoria and #It just got me angry to be fucking shot down after slowly accepting the former finally bloke cant feel confident abt shit for fuck anymore #im sorry I know its prob mot my place to speak on issues ljke this but im mad #turning reblogs off just in case i dont want this shit spread this is a vent post and does not need to be made mpre important than it is #neg

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lanshappycorner · 1 year ago

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#little ramble but today i visited my friend who just got out of the hospital <3 she was in critical care #its been like that for abt 3 weeks now and like it was bad to the point where her dying was a very real possibility #anyways shes better now although shes still in the recovery process but my other friends and i decided to visit her #and we all wrote her letters and compiled it into a book for her to read #and my friend group consists of like 8 ppl excluding her and we all have very distinct personalities so #the book of letters was a whole roller coaster😭 one of my friends was all poetic and she was talking and heaven and earth or whatever #and the next page is mine and its like hey man im so glad ur not pregnant bc i thought u were when u told me u were in the hospital #and theres also the last pg where the letter was so long we couldnt fit it into a pg so we just shoved a whole separate envelope in there💀#the personalities really show 😭 i hope she has a fun time reading those #shes going to have a Time reading it but at least she knows shes loved!!💖💖#delete later

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sweetsweetbumblebee · 1 year ago

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unrelated but i DO kinda feel guilty for my little crush for reasons i will not explain. but. yeah its wild over here tonight