#BUT GOD ALSO THESE SHOTS ARE INSANEEE

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*THE DEEPEST INHALE*

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tged webtoon ep 166 spoilers and thoughts that are late again sorry about that it's starting to get really cold and my hands are freezing but it's fine below cut

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ALICIA AT THE END OF THIS EP SHES SO. PRETTY SO SO PRETTY HELP OH MY GOD IM . HEL P . HELPPPP YUOR MAJESTY UR TOO GORGOEUS

committing to the fake dating / fake engagement bit is CRAZY HELP ?? ??? HJELP ???? ? ??? WHAT IS HAPPENING

back to the top of the insanity

genuinely i am so glad that we r getting snippets of javier and alicia interacting i know its really brief but this episode rlly cemented in my mind that they're besties . they talk shit and poke fun at lloyd but also they both rlly just want him to fucking live . the besties ever

they're gonna beat the SHIT out of lloyd with so much love and faith and care and genuine hope for him and they're both gonna team up for it and lloyd cannot escape. JAVIER AND ALICIA TEAM UP IS CRAZY. I LOVE IT

also speaking of lloyd HES GOING. THRU IT GOD FUCKING DAMMIT WAAAHHHHH

losing my mind at the untouched food bc i figure he's absolutely taking it just to ease the minds of his family/friends who are bringing the food to him but he cant even bring himself to actually eat it to sustain himself this fucking hruts to look at . even when he's at his lowest he doesnt want to worry people (which kind of failed but damn did he try) IM GONNA EAT MY HAND

it was really REALLY sweet to see his summons and the system message box trying to get him to get up, to live again,,, is today's ep the like tagteam episode or smth they keep teaming up on lloyd . good i need that mf to LIVE

also sorry saying again but gghghh this moment too where even when lloyd doesnt feel like eating or living, he'll do whatever he can to make those around him happy . he keeps doing that, the things he chooses to do always end up being for somebody else, not just him. it's never just for him. he doesn't really admit or realize that though god he's the most selfless bastard ive seen in my fucking life I WANT YOU TO WANT TO LIVE

AND THEN THE FUCKING. COUNT AND COUNTESS ADMITTING THAT THEY KNEW JAVIER WAS LYING GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I SHOULDVE KNOWN JAVIER REALLY IS A TERRIBLE LIAR OF COURSE THEYD FUCKING NOTICE

and at that we FINALLY see a panel of lloyd that shows at least one eye . now he knows that they know,,,,,,,

i really really like whenever the illustrator pulls stuff off like this, where we dont really See them until really hardhitting moments . for the entire time before this panel it was as if lloyd was just,,, shut down. barely even there. not being able to see his face cemented that, and then lloyd hearing the count and countess talk,,, it's like a flip of a switch, both for him and for the reader, and i really REALLY like that. god my HEARTTT GHHH

especially when the count n countess choose to believe in him anyway. to wait for the truth ghghalsdkjflahsdf their patience and their willingness to . listen for the truth my heart my heart i cant .

AND LLOYDS REACTION TO THAT I . GOD THERE HE GOES AGAIN LIVING FOR OTHERS JESUS CHRIST LLOYD GOD FUCK. EITHER WAY HE'S GOING TO LIVE HE'S GONNA LIVE HE WANTS TO LIVE HE WANTS TO LIVE AAAAAAAAAAH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

i need u guys to understand i started fucking shaking when i saw this

the difference in lighting and framing in these panels compared two the other shots we've had of him i feel INSANEEE WWWHWHHHH

like the one on the left god it's so SO bright now . the fact that the count and countess are waiting for him, are being so patient with him, they want the truth from him so he needs to live to give them the truth and that's just like a window being open to let the stale air out and new fresh life fresh air inside im gonna . feel sick

and the panel on the right he still looks a bit worse for wear but theres that determined look in his eyes again, they're solid and bright and warm and they're not shaking or blank and i feel so so fucking happy HES GONNA LIVE EVERYBODY HES WANTS TO LIVE HE WANTS TO LIVE

taking things one step at a time, ,,,, even when its hard he's so fucking determined god ohhhhghhh my heart you can do it lloyd u can beat it!!! the summons are so sweet too they look just as determined to help him get to his feet again i feel so sick

OVERCOME!!! OVERCOME!!!! OVERCOME!!!! LLOYD!!!!!!

AND THEN WHEN. ALICIA ARRIVES. ALL OF THEIR REACTIONS HONESTLY ME FUCKING TOO I WAS SO FUCKING SHOCKED

im so so happy though im so glad things are looking up and the sillies are back lloyd lloyd lloyd you can do this alicia and javier will help you!!!! the count and countess will help you!!!!!!

step one lloyd back to himself, step two beat the shit out of fate, step three ??????, step four PROFIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHERE THEY GO WITH THIS IM SO EXCITED javier what do u have to say for urself. alicia u too. whose idea was this

anyway that's all from me rn i think if i get more brainworms ill add onto this post lol, sorry its not a lot! ill see yall next week (aka tmrw) (this is late lol)

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My Stand-In, Ep 8 Reactions

Ok so I sped-watched eps 5-7 and then came back for reactions w ep 8 bc OH. MY. GOD!!!

Wut’s first instinct to punch Joe in the face once he knows it’s him is soooo relatable aljdkajdkajdka he has older sibling syndrome and I love him for it

“Do you know how much everyone misses you?” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 WUTTTTTTT he’s easily one of my favorite characters, I never expected to be so endeared to a straight man in his early 40’s

Sometimes found family is really a kpop idol, an overworked movie producer, and a reincarnated stunt double, and I think that’s beautiful 🥺

SOL GONNA SHOOT HIS SHOT NEW BODY WHO DIS??

HELPPP the mom and their maid watching a cdrama together akdjkajdajjd i love them

I am not over the fact (and will not get over the fact) that Joe *so naturally* became her son, almost *instantly*!!!!! It really drives me INSANEEE I LOVE THEMMM

ALSO SOL JUST GAVE YOU THE OPTION TO BE DEBT FREE AND YOU CHOSE TO STAY W MING!!! DO NOT ACT LIKE THIS IS JUST FOR MONEY JOE IT’S FOR FEELINGSSSSSS!!!!!!

Ming’s third (evil) eye is finally open lmaooo it only took 72 hours in the woods

Ok how the fuck am I just learning that buzz cut (better known as the guy that was in love w the guy who’s lines were dubbed in My Engineer, shoutout) is Ming’s brother??? This whole time I thought he was just some random dude w an Audi lol

GASP MING STILL HAS JOE’S CAR!!!!!!

OH NO HE HAD TO FUCK HIM TO SEE IF HE’D SNEEZE AHHHHHHH THIS SHOW IS CHAOS I LOVE ITTT THE FUNNIEST DETECTIVE WORK OF ALL TIME!! Joe’s like ‘damn he’s got me there’

AND THEN THE ENDING??? AHHHHH!!!!!!

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whats your top 5 characters of All time? uwu

of ALL time?! this is crazyyyy Mai! i have had so many beloved blorbos. but OK. let me give this a shot

hange zoe (attack on titan) - first time i was ever able to look at a character and say omg that is me. literally me. and then it turned out she/he is also a genderfluid baddie? fucking sold. will live in my heart forever

darlene alderson (mr robot) - for years i did my best to emulate darlene's bad bitch fashion style but also just ... first time i was able to look at a female character and just went yes!!! she's crazy she's flawed she hates capitalism and she is just amazing and complex. 11/10 would not change her for anything in the world

sasuke uchiha (naruto) - another INSANEEE bitch. i know he's a recent blorbo but truly ... will live in my head rent free forever. it's funny because i disliked him at first, like throughout most of the og naruto!! and then i fell in love w him when i saw him being a bad bitch in shippuden and my understanding of him just clicked after a certain scene lol.

eddie kaspbrak (it) - i love him so much. clung to this little guy during tough period of my life dealing w/ anxiety. characters choosing love to overcome fear every day my beloveds

ivan karamazov (the brothers karamazov) - not a fandom blorbo but i get him and he is mine and if i project my existential anguish onto a character from a 19th century russian novel that i actually learned about through a spn fanfiction when i was 12yo well then. that is between me and god