#BUT DONT YOU. DONT YOU SMILE AT ME AND ASK ME HOW IVE BEEN
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Would you even understand...would you even get it...
#JUMPSCARE GO GO GO JUMPSCARE GRRRRRGRGRRRGRRRRGRRRR.#lowk i dont know where ive been.#but i did this today.#i worked on it for an egregious amount of time.#i am going to use him as my pngtuber. for upcoming things.#(smiling devil emoji.)#ANYWAYS UM SORRY FOR GROWING DISTANT MR. OUTLYING-HYPPOCRATE.#currently at the moment...and for the past while...i have been feeling...just a teensy bit. unstable...manic...perhaps...so um. yeaghhh.#not feeling very good !!! but i will probably be back to normal soon !!! hopefully !!!#and showing drawing because it makes me HAPPY !!!#and i am proud of him... :( /neu#so auh. yes.#will no longer be distant for um. a while. maybe.#n e wayz. <121212 !!!#(no matter where i am or how long i am gone or how i am feeling. remember !!! i love you forever !!! every day !!!)#꒰ঌ♡ 𝟽𝟽𝟽.asks
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Hello friend! I hope one day you get this 🩷 I am sending all my love to you. You are so brave and I'm proud of you! I hope the world treats you kindly. I took a hiatus from tumblr and only just now realized you left, I wouldn't have said anything different than I have now if I'd known before but I will miss you! You are amazing, can't wait to see you again. Thrive, my little bird! You've done great 🩷
i'm trying not to tear up. my heart is embarrassingly soft these days. i knew before that revolution has never come without great hardships. though of course, knowing is different from doing some days, the moments between sleep are only stitched together by lengths of crying. other days, i wander incessantly in an attempt to escape both my self and my dreams but it is by the love of my friends and the kindness of people like you that carries me through. it is so easy to drown in this world, i need to hold on to what little i can kindness doesn't have to hurt, i've only been convinced it does. i'm trying to learn that love can save me, if i let it. lately, i feel like it is all that i really have i wonder if anyone will ever know how much it means to me. i wonder if you'll think me odd if you do. but another thing i am trying to learn: there is nothing shameful in trying to live so from one friendly stranger to another, i send my love to you too. i hope it reaches you ! sincerely, thank you
#✉️#lately iv been having imaginary conversations with anthy#i try to ask her - ''do you ever miss someone you hate?''#''do you ever feel stupid for missing someone you're *supposed* to hate?''#''how did you manage to smile when you left? how do you smile now when you're alone?''#''how do you keep yourself on the ground - when theres nothing chaining you down anymore?''#''how do you keep yourself from falling through it?''#she doesnt answer and i dont make her#because she is not what i make of her and more than what i think of her#all i have now is others belief in me. of me#anthy is not in here in my imagination but out in the real world#one day i'll be real too#see you soon anthy!
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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HI. HEY. HEY D UDE I FEEL LIKE I'VE HAHA FUNNEY JOKED ABOUT WILLIAM GETTING A GUN BEFORE BUT I DID NOT FUCKING THINK HE WOULD ACTUALLY GET A GUN???? LOSING MY SHIT OVER THIS. literally fucking wild maybe its because its 1am but i am COMPLETELY taken off guard oh my fucking god. please tell me william wisp chainsaws a man at some point in this fucking show. how am i supposed to take this.am i supposed to be normal when william wisp has a fucking shotgun now. angel with a shotgun starts playing. hello. coming to u about this because youre my insane wiwi feelings companion i assume u had a similar reaction LMAOO
^ literally my face at the last five minutes of 29.
I feel like now is an awesome time for me to give you williams updated season 2 reference art. technically you're not supposed to get this until a few episodes from now but u can have it early. as a treat
yeah remember how when we were talking about soul eater and i was like "yeah I can't decide whether I want william to have an axe or a chainsaw" THIS IS WHY. my boy he is literally in a survival horror game. he's literally in a slasher movie (<<this is on purpose. I'll send u the trivia in a minute hehe)
#legally i am not allowed to tell you if or how he ever uses these weapons but. dont worry. youll see sooner than later. smile#god i have been SO EXCITED FOR YOU TO GET TO THIS#mainly bc ive wanted to send u this art for a while now. the kneepads are so much to me#ALSO THATS WHY I GAVE HIM KNEEPADS IN THE NEW HAVEN WARDS COSTUME. I JUST THINK THE LOOK IS SO GOOD#imagine showing this to season 1 william who eats lunch in the fucking. school bathrooms. god .#asks#friends!!!#intertexts#ALSO ARE YOU FINISHED WITH 29 ALREADY?!?!?!?! I THOUGHT U WERE ON 28. HOLY SHIT. IM BEHIND ON TRIVIA#WHAT DO U THINK ABOUT DAKOTAS NEW STUFF
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more food agressive simon and reader :) how the others react lol.
gaz is the first to notice, namely because he and ghost hang around often. whenever you pass him in the halls, you give gaz a quick smile and press something into ghosts hand. ghost tucks it into his pocket before gaz can see, but hes curious.
so gaz one somewhat suspiciously lurks in the shadows and watches when you see ghost alone in the gym. you come up and pass him something again, instantly launching into a conversation. gaz cant hear it, but he +can+ see the granola bar that ghost unwraps and eats while u talk....okay. gaz has literally never seen ghost eat before, but whatever. he tucks the information away for later.
soap accidentally stumbles in on you two's lunch routine. he had ducked into a random room to avoid a particularly...interested newbie, and came face to face with ghost mid-bite, holding a small bento box in large scarred hands.
his feet were kicked up to the table, and you were in the middle of chatting about something. ghosts posture instantly changes when soaps eyes sweep over him. stiffens and closes off. you press ur lips into a thin line and give soap a look that very much communicates i want to fucking kill you.
price is the one who actually brings it up. him, soap, and gaz are all eating lunch in his office to enjoy some quiet for once. "has either of you noticed something off with ghost?" he asks bluntly, its important for the captain to know about any changes with his men. soap and gaz both share a look, before gaz shrugs and responds
"i think the new kids been feeding him, yknow the shy one?" he offers "swear to god everytime those two pass ghost gets passed a granola bar."
'"yeah," soap adds, taking a sip of his redbull "walked in on 'em sharing lunch last week. ghost seemed...relaxed. i dont think ive ever seen him kick his feet up before."
everyones silent for a moment, before price smiles to himself with a nod. "okay, good." he takes a bite of his own food. "im glad hes got someone looking out for him when we cant." and they leave it at that, silently wondering how you managed it.
(everyone say ty @disgustedwombat for reminding me to post this. angsty pt 3 is here)
#cod#cod angst#cod fluff#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley#ghost x reader#simon riley x reader
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downstairs - Chris Sturniolo
summary: bestfriend!chris absolutely blowing your back out while his brothers are just downstairs.
contains: dom!chris, bsf!chris, roughhhh sex, degrading, fluff, overstimulation.
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9:12pm
it all happened so fast, one second you were sitting on the couch, with nick, matt and chris, all calmly watching a movie, the next he was texting you very suggestive messages.
'i need you'
'im so fucking hard under this blanket y/n.'
'you'd meet me upstairs wouldn't you?'
you didnt say no though, infact you were excited by this idea..
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i clear my throat, "im just gonna start getting ready to go home, goodnight guys!" i lie straight through my teeth to matt and nick, grabbing my phone and rushing upstairs, giving chris the look over my shoulder.
my heart thumps wildly in my chest, the thought of having sex with chris just felt so wrong, but also insanely right,
i swing open chris's bedroom door, before the sound of chris's footsteps fill my ear.
he follows straight after me, entering his bedroom before shutting the door and twisting the lock.
he stares at me with a look in his eyes ive never seen before, he looks almost deseperate.
my eyes trail down to the very large tent in his sweatpants, i reach my hand out and drag my nails over it, causing chris to suck in a sharp gasp.
i hum, "who's this for?" i ask, but he instantly cuts me off. he presses his lips to mine, his hand finding its way to the back of my hair and tangling his fingers through the strands.
i jump up into his arms, my legs wrapping around his waist as i moan softly into his mouth.
after a second he pulls away
"we really doin' this?" he asks as his tongue darts out to lick his lips.
i nod with a small hum, "no strings attached." i whisper.
a smirk grows on his face, "yeah? jus' wanna fuck your best friend for the fun of it, dont you?"
i nod happily, a smile growing on my face.
"naughty girl," he tuts.
he reaches for the hem of my shirt, pulling it off and throwing it to the side.
he reaches round a hand and unclasps my bra, with no struggle it instantly drops onto the floor.
my lips part, a small scoff leaving them. "how many times have you done that christopher." i laugh
"don't worry 'bout it." he grins, staring obviously at my bare chest.
“take it off.” he mumbles as he stares at my shorts.
i nod nervously tugging them down along with my panties, leaving me fully revealed in-front of him.
it’s somewhat humiliating, he is fully dressed and i’m just naked in front of him.
he smiles, reconnecting our lips and pressing my back up against the wall.
i pant heavily into his mouth as his knee slowly nudges my legs apart.
chris quickly breaks away from the kiss to pull off his shirt.
“please chris.” i mutter, my legs aching from how needy i am for him.
“please what?” he taunts,
“please fuck me..” i whisper,
he nods, pulling down his sweatpants and boxers, his fully hard erection springing out.
his tip is raw and pink, precum smeared all over it from how long he’s been hard in his boxers.
i stare down at it, “big..” i mumble, trying not to flatter him too much.
he hums, “bet you can’t wait to feel it in you, fuck.” he mumbles.
he picks me up again before throwing me down onto the matress. i land on my back with a small huff, chris looks down at me with hunger in his eyes.
“turn over.” he whispers, practically inaudible.
“huh?” i cock my head,
“turn. around.” his voice his deeper now, more commanding.
i nod flipping over onto my stomach.
he grabs my ankles, pulling me to the edge of the bed. i let out a small yelp as my body drags over the sheets
“hands and knees, c’mon.” chris mumbles,
i blush furiously as i get up on my hands and knees, my ass right infront of him.
“look at that.” he whispers,
he suddenly brings his hand down onto my ass, a loud slap. i yelp, a gasp leaving my lips.
he rubs over the red skin he just hit, before delivering another firm spank to me.
i let out a mix between a moan and a whine, the stinging prominent on my sensitive skin.
he delivers one last hard slap, the noise ringing out through the room.
“so fuckin’ hot, jesus.” chris breathes,
“you’ve done this before yeah?” he asks, rubbing the plush skin of my ass.
i nod, “yes yeah-“ i whisper.
“good, not gonna hold back on you, you know that right?” he asks,
i nod again, my arousal leaking out of my sensitive hole.
“gonna be nice and quiet for me aswell, nick and matt are downstairs, don’t want them to know you’re getting ruined in here.” chris warns,
“promise..” i whisper, arching my back in his face.
i feel his tip gently press at my hole, lining himself up.
“deep breath.” chris whispers, i comply, sucking in a deep breath.
suddenly, he slams his whole length into me.
all the air is knocked from my lungs as i let out a loud yelp, my eyes squeezing shut.
every last inch of him, slammed inside of me at once.
“chris- chris too much-“ i squeal, burying my face in the sheets.
“hm? don’t like me so deep?” he whispers,
i stay silent, i do, i do like him so deep.
he doesn’t waste time to instantly start thrusting fast, i moan loudly into the matress, clutching the fabric with my hands as i scream his name.
his tip slams against my cervix repeatedly, god it hurts, but in the best way possible.
chris is big, he’s stretching me out so much, not to mention the fact he’s also going crazy fast.
his hands reach down and slap across my ass,
“such a fuckin’ slut aren’t you? getting fucked absolutely dumb while my brothers are downstairs?” chris taunts, his voice low and gruff.
i let out a needy noise in response,
“bet you want them to hear, don’t ‘cha. want them to hear how good i’m making you feel.” he speaks, delivering another firm smack to my ass
i can feel his dick in my actual stomach, i don’t think anything has ever been this deep inside of me.
chris’s long hands drag down my back, leaving a trail of goosebumps in their path.
i can feel the chain on his wrist dragging against my flushed skin,
“chris- chris please- please slow down.” i wail, completely unfocused on trying to stay quiet.
“shut up, take it, you know you can.” he instantly snaps back, earning a loud groan from me
his hips repeatedly crash into mine, my cheek is pressed against the blankets on the bed as drool leaks out of my mouth.
he reaches his hand down into my hair, tugging on the strands and twisting it into a makeshift ponytail.
he tugs on this ‘ponytail’ he’s made, lifting my face from the blankets,
my moans are no longer muffled by the fabric,
he pulls slightly harder on my hair, gripping low down so it doesn’t actually hurt me, which is ironic considering the fact he won’t slow down. i’m not complaining though.
my back arches even harder, my eyes welling with tears at the unimaginable pleasure.
i hear him let out a low chuckle from behind me, “are you seriously fucking drooling?”
my cheeks flush red as i reach a shaking hand up to my mouth, wiping it quickly before instantly slamming it back down onto the matress, trying to keep myself up.
“chrisss…” i whine loudly,
“shh, sh.” he shushes me,
he suddenly lets go of my hair, letting my face fall foward into the sheets again.
i can finally let out more lewd noises with my face smushes into the blankets.
“i’m so close- please please..” i cry out,
he suddenly pulls out, my stomach instantly feeling empty and my hole fluttering around nothing.
“chris!!” i cry out again, making him laugh.
he is just so mean.
“turn over.” he speaks firmly, his voice very subtly shaking.
i roll over, my whole body aching, desperate for release.
“good girl, you’re so good at listening to me aren’t ‘ya?” he praises, he pulls me closer to the edge of the bed again,
i nod with a stupid grin, my mine completely blank.
he lines himself back up with me and i mentally prepare myself for what’s coming.
he slams back into me, the familiar feeling of him inside of me instantly soothing the ache in my pussy.
this time is different though, i can see him, and it hits me that this is the chris sturniolo who is fucking me right now, my own best friend.
i stare up at him, my eyes now narrow slits.
he reaches down and grips my breasts, his fingers twisting at my nipples,
he pinches them, causing me to clench around him as i let out a loud whine.
“didn’t i tell you to be quiet? what happened to you being good at listening?” he coos,
“i- sorry- ‘m sorry-“ i exclaim, tipping my head back.
i purse my lips together, trying to hold in my noises.
at this point there’s no hope of chris’s brothers not hearing me, it’s quite embarrassing actually, but it’s hot, so hot.
i exhale shakily, before another loud moan of chris’s name rips out of me.
chris suddenly clamps his hand down onto my mouth, “i told you to be quiet.”
i whine against his hand, my walls clenching down around him.
tears prickle in my eyes, dripping down my face into his hand as the pleasure gets too much.
i feel my orgasm crash down on me, my back arching off the bed as i squeeze my eyes shut.
“look at me, look at me.” he repeats himself, and midway through my orgasm i find the strength to open my eyes and stare into his.
a grin forms on his face, “so hot, so fucking good,”
his thrusts don’t stop though, if anything they pick up…
i feel my whole body on fire, my sensitive walls still being pounded into by chris.
tears roll down my cheeks, not tears of sadness, not at all. tears of pure ecstasy.
i groan against his hand, clamping my thighs together.
he instantly pushes my thighs back apart, “take it.” he mutters.
i see his head tip back as he gets close as well,
my mascara is now smudged against my face, chris’s hand still plastered onto my mouth to muffle my noises.
“fuuuck..” chris breathes,
after a few more thrusts he abruptly pulls out,
he strokes himself once more before finishing.
streaks of white paint my tummy, chris lets out a low whimper before falling down onto the matress beside me.
he pants heavily, i just lay still, my legs shaking as i try to catch my breath.
i have no thoughts in my brain, just pleasure.
“you okay?..” chris speaks up,
“i- i’m- i’m- woah.” i whisper, not even being able to form a coherent sentence.
“you’re woah?” chris grins,
i giggle in response, my whole body feeling like it’s on fire.
“really got fucked dumb on your best friends cock, that’s naughty.” he tuts,
i whine, “shut up..”
he chuckles, “i’m just messing with you sweetie.” he whispers, pulling me onto his chest.
i lay my full body weight on him, his arms wrap around me.
“you were so good you know that?” he whispers,
i nod, burying my face in his neck.
“let’s get you cleaned up alright? youre gonna sleep here instead of going home.” chris whispers, stroking my back.
he gently stands up, i’m still wrapped around him like a koala.
he takes me into his bathroom as he pulls on a pair of his sweatpants before sitting me down on the toilet as he prepares a wet rag.
“go pee yeah?” he speaks softly, it’s hard to believe he was degrading me 10 minutes ago.
i nod, following his instructions.
after i finish up chris picks me up, sitting me down on the counter.
i sit still, spreading my legs slightly as he gently cleans me up with the rag.
“wash your hands, you don’t wanna be dirty.” he grins,
“chris-! i haven’t even touched a single thing in here.” i laugh,
“i’m messsing with youuu.” he laughs back,
i roll my eyes as he finishes cleaning me up.
he picks me back up, walking me over to the bedroom as he sits me on the edge of the bed.
he dresses me up in his own clothes, his oversized shirt and sweatpants.
“you don’t want a shower or anything? i can run you one?” he asks,
“wait- can i go grab some water i’m so thirsty.” i complain, chris nods,
“yeah i’ll help ‘ya walk down there.” he says softly, helping me out of bed.
“i can walk!” i protest,
“can you now?” he giggles,
i nod stubbornly, walking very shakily down the stairs,
“you’re sort of like a baby giraffe.” he points out,
“aw thanks chris.” i roll my eyes, reaching the bottom of the stairs.
i look to my left and see matt and nick sitting on the couch.
they stare at me and chris with pure disgust,
“you two are ACTUALLY disgusting i hope you know that, never do that in my house AGAIN.” nick speaks up.
my cheeks flush a deep maroon as i turn around to look at chris.
he looks equally as embarrassed.
the silence is loud, before chris interrupts it with a small snort.
me and chris suddenly both burst into uncontrollable giggles, laughing stupidly at each other in the almost silent house.
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no thoughts just taking anime!dante down a peg.
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pristine white locks fell into his face as red eyes peered back at you, with the black headboard behind him he almost look like a painting. dante stared at you amused. it was annoying how he was the one tied up and it felt like he had the upper hand.
"so," dante tilted his head playfully, "you are aware that i can break out of these right?" he pulled at the cuffs hanging above his head experimentally.
you sighed, "yes, i am aware of your freakish strength, thanks for asking. but you'll be obedient for me, won't you?"
"well when you sweet talk me like that, how can i say no?"
he was naked sitting on the bed legs crossed, all you did was restrain him and he was already at half-mast.
from your place infront of him, your eyes wandered over his body contemplating your next move.
"want a picture?" dante mused.
you smirked, "trust, i'll be taking alot of those."
"yeah when im old and gray because ive sat here and i think the grandparents next door are having more action than me."
"oh yeah?"
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"ngh! i just came..! so s-stop pounding!" ribbons of cum splattered on his already coated chest yet you didn't stop, the thought didn't even cross your mind. you were no where near done with him and that smart mouth.
how many rounds was it now? dante lost track after the first five.
"you know, your dicks been staying soft while i fuck you. maybe i've been using your ass so much your body knows you don't need your dick anymore."
"f-fuck you," dante spat brokenly as you continued pistoning into him like he was a toy. his cock laid limp on his abs, weakly spurting in a pool of cum. his body shook with the after shocks of his orgasm a few moments ago.
the headboard creaked and banged against the wall in rhythm with your thrusts. "not getting enough play still? should i amp it up? you always loved a thrill, dante."
"n-no, please! dont turn it on [name], i swear you'll break me-!" his plea fell on deaf ears as you flipped the switch on the bullet vibrator taped on his shaft.
"ohh fuck!" he screamed, dantes arms flexed in his restrains, it took all his willpower to not pull through the restrains and turn off the intense stimulation.
"there we go," you smirked. "see, when i dig into your pussy the cum just keeps flying out."
"'m close! gonna cum again!" you were surprised dante still had cum left in him.
"oh wait before you do i almost forgot!" you stopped your assault on him for just a moment to lean over to the bedside desk and grab your polaroid camera.
you grabbed him by his hair like he was an animal you conquered and he looked positively debauched to say the least.
"smile!"
the camera flashed in time for dantes first dry orgasm to be on record.
#dante x reader#sub dante#dmc x reader#anime dante x reader#dante sparda x reader#dante x gn reader#dante x male reader#credit to nugget bun nageya-san#used two lines cuz they screamed dante
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Hi! How are you? Could i ask for a Max one shot where reader has some complications in the pregnancy like angst but with happy ending? Idk if you dont want to do topics like this sorry if Its bothers you. Love your stories. Thank you
In Every Beat
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Reader
Summary: After sudden pregnancy complications threatens everything you and Max cling to each other through the fear.
TW: Pregnancy Complications, Hurt/Comfort
2.6k words / Masterlist
It happens suddenly.
One minute you’re laughing on the sofa with Max, his hand gently resting over your rounded stomach, and the next a sharp pain slices through you so violently you can’t even breathe.
Your fingers dig into his arm, nails clutching like you’re drowning. “Max...” Your voice is barely a whisper.
He looks down and sees the terror on your face at the same moment you feel something warm and wet between your legs.
His eyes go wide. “Liebling…? What—”
You shift slightly, and that’s when he sees it. Blood.
A lot of it.
“Shit.” He’s on his feet in an instant, phone to his ear as he wraps you in his arms. “Stay with me, okay? Don’t move.”
You want to answer but everything feels blurry like your body has detached from your brain. The pain is sharp, constant, and fear claws its way up your spine with every second that passes. You think you say something, maybe his name, but it comes out wrong, slurred, or maybe not at all. Then everything tilts, the lights blur, and you’re gone for a moment.
You black out.
When you come to, the hospital is blindingly white, sterile, cold, and humming with fluorescent light that feels like it’s slicing through your skull. Everything smells like antiseptic and fear. It’s too bright, too quiet and too loud all at once.
Max hasn’t let go of your hand since the moment you arrived. Not even for a second. His grip is firm like he’s trying to anchor you both to something solid when everything around you is slipping out of control. You can feel the tension in his palm, the way his thumb keeps brushing over your knuckles as if that alone might be enough to keep you calm, or maybe to keep himself from unraveling.
When the doctor speaks calm and professional, the words don’t quite land. “There’s a risk of early labour, and we need to monitor for placental abruption.”
You hear it, you register it, but it doesn’t feel real. You’re not focused on the terminology, you’re focused on Max, on the way his jaw tightens, how he swallows hard but he hasn't said anything yet, how he keeps nodding like he’s absorbing every syllable even though his eyes are wide with panic. He’s trying so hard to stay composed, to be strong for you, but you know him too well. He’s terrified.
“Will… will the baby be okay?” you manage, your voice fragile and barely audible, as if speaking it aloud might shatter what little calm remains in the room.
The doctor gives you a look that you recognise instantly the kind trained professionals offer when they don’t have certainties to give. It’s a smile, but not the reassuring kind.
“We’re doing everything we can.”
Just like that the floor drops out from under you, there’s no ground, no gravity. Just a rush of fear so thick it settles in your throat making it hard to breathe.
You’re admitted immediately for monitoring, hooked up to machines, an IV in your arm, a fetal heart monitor strapped tight around your belly, the steady rhythm of the baby’s heartbeat echoing in the background like a ticking clock. Nurses come and go, adjusting wires and taking notes, but it all blurs together. You’re not really here. Not fully.
Max is. Max never leaves.
He cancels everything he can, media obligations, team meetings, his phone buzzes on the table, ignored, nothing matters but you. He sits by your bedside, fingers laced with yours, brushing your hair off your forehead, murmuring soft words in Dutch you’re too tired to try and translate. He looks exhausted, you think maybe more than yourself, like he’s been holding his breath since the moment the bleeding started and hasn’t exhaled since.
At one point a nurse speaks quietly to him. “You need to rest too Mr. Verstappen.”
He doesn’t even glance away from you. “I will,” he says, his voice low and resolute. “When she’s safe.”
And he means it. Every word.
The bleeding has stopped, the contractions have eased, and the monitors blink with steady rhythms that seem to reassure everyone else, but not Max. You’re both still tethered to the fear, unable to shake the quiet, gnawing panic that something could still go wrong. That the worst hasn’t passed, only paused, and underneath the fear lies something heavier.
The guilt.
It festers in the silence between check-ins and the slow hours of the night when the beeping of machines is the only sound in the room. It clings to you more tightly than the hospital blanket.
“I shouldn’t have done that stupid workout” you whisper on the third day, eyes fixed on the blank ceiling like it might offer some kind of answer, some kind of absolution. “I knew I was feeling off. I should’ve listened to my body.”
Your voice cracks with shame, so soft it’s almost a confession.
Max looks up from the chair he’s practically lived in for days, the bags under his eyes dark and heavy, his pupils dull with exhaustion. He blinks slowly, like he’s trying to make sense of what you just said. “Don’t do that.”
You keep going anyway, unable to stop yourself. “I should’ve been more careful.”
“Don’t,” he says again, firmer now, but his voice wavers. It splinters on the word, barely holding itself together.
He rises and crosses the small space between you, sitting carefully on the edge of the bed as if afraid even that might hurt you. Then he leans in, reaching for your face, his touch gentle despite the tremble in his fingers.
“You didn’t do anything wrong,” he says, locking eyes with you, like he needs you to hear it, really hear it. “This isn’t your fault.”
You try to believe him, but the tears are already slipping past your lashes, spilling silently down your cheeks. You hate this part, the crying, the breaking open in front of him. It makes you feel vulnerable in a way you can’t control, a way you resent, but Max doesn’t waver he just hold you, steady, warm, present.
“Don’t ever blame yourself schatje,” he whispers, thumb brushing away the tears as fast as they fall. “You’ve done everything right. You’ve been protecting our baby since the moment we found out.”
He leans in, pressing his forehead against yours and for a moment the world narrows to just the two of you breath to breath, skin to skin. “If anything, I should’ve noticed something was off sooner,” he adds. “I should’ve seen it. I’m the one who’s supposed to protect you while you look after our baby.”
You shake your head weakly against his. “Max…”
“No,” he says softly. “You’re the strongest person I know. You’ve been so brave through all of this. And I’m scared. I’m so fucking scared, but we’re gonna get through this. You and me. Together.”
His voice trembles, and the words settle into your chest like a weight, heavy and warm, and full of promise.
You nod, though your heart still aches with doubt. You nod because he needs you to, because you want to believe him, because maybe if he keeps saying it you’ll start to believe it too.
The days drag.
Time becomes something elastic stretched out, slow and unbearable. The constant hum of machines, the sharp scent of antiseptic, the sterile brightness that never dims it all becomes background noise to your new reality.
Every beep of the monitor sends a jolt of fear down your spine. Every subtle dip or spike in the baby’s heart rate turns your stomach, your mind racing toward the worst-case scenario before the nurses even glance up. You live from scan to scan, heartbeat to heartbeat, afraid to blink in case something changes when you're not looking.
At night, when visiting hours technically end, Max refuses to leave. He argues with the staff until they give up, and even then he waits until the room is quiet before climbing into your narrow hospital bed. He wedges himself beside you, his arm curled protectively around your waist, careful not to disturb the wires and monitors, his breath warm against your neck as he whispers soft promises in the dark.
“I think I’ll drive slower,” he tells you one night, his voice half-muffled by your hair.
You let out a weak laugh, more air than sound. “You’d be miserable.”
“Not if I have you,” he murmurs. “Not if I have our baby. That’s all I need.”
It’s a comforting sentiment, even if you know the speed is part of him, something written into his DNA, impossible to quiet even for love. You squeeze his hand tighter, and for a moment, the fear eases, not completely, but enough to breathe.
Eventually the monitors calm, the baby's heart stays steady, the danger hasn’t fully passed, not yet, but the worst seems to be over. The doctors release you days later with a list of strict instructions and a warning to rest, completely and absolutely. No exertion. No stress. Minimal walking unless absolutely necessary.
Max transforms.
At home he becomes a man possessed, driven by a single mission: keeping you safe. He sets alarms on his phone to bring you liquids every hour, marks medication times in three separate apps, and writes your daily meals on the kitchen whiteboard. He checks your temperature, fluffs your pillows, adjusts your blanket, and panics every time you so much as shift in bed.
The first time you try to get up without calling for him, just to stretch your legs, he nearly loses his mind.
“Max, I’m pregnant not dying,” you say, exasperated, as you sit back on the bed with a wince.
He freezes at the edge of the room, shoulders tense, lips pressed into a hard line. “You almost did die,” he snaps louder than intended, and the silence that follows is immediate and sharp. You look up, surprised by the intensity in his voice, and that’s when you see it.
The fear is still there. Raw and unhealed. Flashing across his face before he can hide it again.
“Sorry I— sorry…I didn’t mean to snap… I thought I was going to lose both of you,” he says, quieter now, eyes glistening. “When you passed out, you didn’t see how much blood there was. You didn’t hear how quiet it got when the doctor walked in. I—” His voice breaks, and he looks away like he’s ashamed of it.
You reach for him instantly, holding your arms out until he gives in and crosses the room. You pull him down beside you, wrapping him in your embrace, guiding his head to your chest. His hands cling to your sides, his breathing shallow against your collarbone.
“You didn’t lose us,” you whisper, threading your fingers through his hair. “We’re still here, I’m here, our baby’s here.”
He nods into your skin, as if trying to make himself believe it.
“I love you,” he says, voice rough and fierce, muffled against your neck. “You and our baby, so fucking much it terrifies me.”
You hold him tighter, one hand settling over your stomach where the tiniest kick flutters beneath your palm a reminder, soft and sure, that you're still fighting.
All three of you.
When labor comes, it’s early, but not dangerously so. Thirty-five weeks. Still close enough to full term that the doctors speak calmly, reassuringly, though the tension in Max’s shoulders suggests otherwise. The last few weeks have been a delicate balance between fear and hope, and now that the moment is finally here it crashes over you both like a wave you weren’t fully ready to face.
The contractions come fast and hard, no gentle build-up, just sudden pain that knocks the air from your lungs. You just make it to the hospital before the nurses are wheeling you into a delivery room, Max’s hand clutching yours.
There’s panic in his voice, just under the surface, but he swallows it down like he knows you can’t afford to see it. Not when you’re already shaking, teeth clenched through each blinding wave of pain.
You cry through a contraction and your nails dig into Max’s hand, hard enough to leave marks. “I can’t—Max, I can’t—” The words fall from your lips in a sob, your whole body trembling.
“Yes you can,” he says quickly, voice tight, forehead damp with sweat. He looks like he’s running his own marathon beside you, eyes locked on your face like he’s willing you to stay with him. “You already survived worse, you’re stronger than this pain. You can do it, I know you can.”
Somehow, that’s enough.
Somehow through the tears and the fear and the raw, unbearable pain, you dig deep. You push. You cry.
And then…
A sound. Soft. Small. Startling.
Your baby lets out their first cry, and the room stills for just a second, as if time itself pauses to make space for that single, perfect moment.
Max breaks.
Completely and without warning.
Tears spill down his cheeks in heavy silence as he leans over you, kissing your forehead, your cheeks, your lips, again and again, like he can’t get close enough, like he’s trying to memorise every part of you all over again. “You did it,” he whispers, his voice choked with emotion. “You did it schatje. You’re incredible.”
You can barely keep your eyes open. “I’m so tired,” you whisper, voice slurred, overwhelmed with exhaustion and relief.
He cradles your face in his palms like you’re the most fragile thing in the world, and then gently helps the nurse place your baby in your arms. They’re small so, so small, but warm and alive and squirming against your chest. You stare down at them in disbelief, your heart swelling, your body trembling with awe.
The baby’s face is scrunched, nose a little smushed, mouth puckering with every tiny breath.
“We made this,” you breathe, eyes wide, voice cracking.
Max is already beside you, arms wrapping around the two of you, his lips pressed to the crown of your head. “Yeah,” he says softly, reverently. “We really did.”
A week later, you’re finally home.
There are still hospital visits, follow-up appointments, moments of panic in the middle of the night when the baby cries too long or not at all. Your body is still healing, and the sleepless nights have taken their toll. You cry sometimes without knowing why. Max has learned to just hold you and ride out the wave with you.
One night Max finds you sitting on the living room couch dressed in an oversized hoodie, the baby curled up on your chest like they’ve always belonged there. You’re humming something soft and tuneless, your eyes half-closed, one hand rhythmically rubbing slow circles across your baby’s back.
He doesn’t speak right away just watches from the doorway, chest tightening with something that feels too big for words.
Then he crosses the room, crouching in front of you with a smile so full of love it aches.
He brushes a kiss to your temple. “You look like magic,” he murmurs, like it’s a secret.
You huff a tired laugh, resting your cheek softly against the baby’s head. “I feel like a zombie.”
“A very beautiful zombie,” he counters without missing a beat.
You roll your eyes, but you’re smiling now, he leans in and kisses you gently, grateful, and when he pulls back he rests a hand on your knee, his thumb moving in lazy circles.
“I’ve never been more proud of anyone in my life,” he says quietly.
Your throat tightens again, but this time the tears that rise are happy ones. You close your eyes and whisper I love you because you do, because there’s no other word for what you feel, no other way to express the enormity of what you’ve built, what you’ve survived, what you’ve become together.
As the baby sighs against your chest, as Max rests his head beside yours, you sit there wrapped in warmth and the soft weight of this new life, because in every heartbeat, yours, his, your baby’s there’s the same love.
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[TEASER] THE LOVE PROGNOSIS (m) — JJK.

for as long as you can remember, you’ve always been a hopeless romantic.
the girl who’s always dreamt of cheesy encounters with her soulmate, grand love declarations, and a cute little beach wedding to boot. the kind of girl who thought her high school jock boyfriend would make good on his promise of keeping contact until college. that girl who thought the guy she met at 19 at some sleazy frat party wanted more than just sex. the girl who thought that her boyfriend at 21 would finally be The One after he introduced her to his parents on New Year’s Eve. you’re the kind of girl who thought that it was smart to get a boyfriend in her first year of med school and get proposed to in fourth year.
but reality pretty much slaps you hard right on the face, because love, unfortunately, doesn’t come grand — it’s simple and it’s quiet, but it is quite painful, especially when the love that you’ve been seeking for all your adult life has just been right under your nose all this time.
PAIRING jungkook x female reader // mingyu x female reader
GENRE r18+ (fluff, angst, smut) MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
WORD COUNT 1.2k words for this teaser but the fic currently is at 22k words (heavily unedited). the final estimate is around 30-35k 🤓
WARNINGS/MISC medical!au, roommates!au, surgeon!jk, surgeon!reader (they are both 4th year residents and are co-workers), corporate lawyer!mingyu, oc and jk are bffs since med school but their love language is fighting each other <3, jk and mingyu are bffs during undergrad, jk sluts it out quite often😞, hopeless romantic!oc, weddings and engagement themes, the angst is a bit extreme (medium level tbh) on this one, it’s the… yearning? one sided-love?, the surgeons gang: jk, oc, nayeon, doyeon, taehyung <3, multiple sex scenes (will specify once the fic comes out), i personally have only acquired a degree on Bingewatching Grey’s Anatomy so my medical knowledge is.. you see.. greys anatomy 💔 BUT! i did a lot of research for this pls dont crucify me. the full list of warnings will be indicated when the full fic comes out 🙏🏼 anyways warnings particularly for this teaser: drunk oc, implied alcohol consumption, germaphobe jk lol
NOTES hello awrkive nation!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanted to do something for jk’s birthday this september and this is what i came up with 😭 i am so soooo so incredibly excited to announce this fic to you guys 😵💫 ive been working on this on and off since the last week of july and its currently at 20k words so its coming along really well 🫂 its gonna be a HUGEE HUGEEE fic since its estimated to be around 30k words which will be a first for me hehe <3 pls look forward to it and REPLY TO THE COMMENT SECTION IF YOU WANT TO BE ON THE TAGLIST (pls do not send an ask for taglist request 🫶🏼) LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THINK!!!!! I WANNA HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS <33333
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“Hey, swing me.”
You tell Jungkook, situating yourself more comfortably on the wooden platform attached to the chains.
“A dollar per minute.” He says, standing up from his own seat and placing himself behind you.
“I thought you hate capitalism? What is this?”
“This is forced labor.” Jungkook says with a groan that you think is a feigned exasperation, since you begin to feel movement right after it.
“You broke my hairdryer the other day. Consider this your compensation.” You look up at him to give him a smarmy smile.
Fom where you’re seated, you realize just how… big his presence is. It’s not the looming, ominous type, though – it’s quite the opposite. When Jungkook surrounds you, you find a bit of comfort in it. A huge one if you want to be honest to yourself.
“And I already bought you a new one. We’re even.” Jungkook squints his eyes at you.
You laugh.
“You’re gonna borrow and break it again.”
He visibly winces. “Touché.”
Jungkook swings you while you talk about your day, just like usual. He asks you about your laparoscopy that kept you from having lunch with the rest of your friends at the hospital earlier that day, about your new scrub cap, and you gossip a little about the new lab tech having a crush on the scrub nurse you both know.
For all his complaints earlier, Jungkook seemingly doesn’t seem to mind having swung you for the past ten minutes now. He’s relaxed and gentle with his movements, and his voice is quaint and soft as he talks to you.
But then you start to feel bad for him so you tell him to stop, standing up from the swing.
“Okay, your turn.”
Jungkook gives you a big grin.
“Nice.”
You chuckle at his enthusiasm when he sits on the swing chair this time around. But when you attempt a push, he barely moves, prompting him to laugh.
“What weak ass push was that?” He says incredulously, looking at you.
You jut your bottom lip out. “You’re heavy and I’m drunk.”
The second time you push him is more forceful but then Jungkook voices out a complaint after the third, fourth, and every single time you do it. You roll your eyes at his tantrums, but then suddenly, you think of a much better idea.
You push him off the swing with all your remaining strength even though your body feels like jelly from all the alcohol you consumed an hour ago.
“What the fuck, __?”
You burst out in boisterous laughter at Jungkook’s state, his hands and knees planted on the ground. He then sits on it, clapping his palms together to get rid of some dust that gathered on his skin.
Without thinking too much about it, you make quick steps over to his direction and situate yourself beside him.
Jungkook looks at you, confused, but you only give him a grin.
“Let’s lie on the ground.”
“What? No!” Jungkook immediately opposes it. As you expected.
You scrunch your face. “Oh! Look at me! I’m Jeon Jungkook and I’m a germaphobe and I’m afraid of dirt!” You say, intentionally making your voice a pitch higher.
Jungkook deadpans. “Pathogens can kill your cells’ metabolic machinery, so, yeah? I’m afraid of dirt.”
You roll your eyes at him and while he goes off about how they can also cause a toxic massive immune reaction, you push his chest forcefully which catches him off guard, prompting him to lay on the ground. Before he can say anything, you take his arm out to spread beside you and you use it to rest your head on.
Jungkook stops his rambling after that.
“See, shut up.” You say, backhanding him slightly on the chest. You fix your gaze at the skies. “The sky is beautiful tonight. Worry about your pathogens next time.”
Jungkook chuckles, and you feel the vibration of his body as he does so, being so close to him. As you peer up to look at him, you see him folding his other arm to lie his head on it.
You smile, going back to looking at the sky.
“This is like in The Notebook.” Jungkook says after a beat of silence.
“Right?” You grin. “And with the pathogens, too.” You tease.
Jungkook laughs, pinching your arm in his reach. “God, shut up about your pathogens.”
You chuckle at the irony.
“That’s me,” you point upwards, referring to a big twinkling light in the sky. Then, you move your finger towards the star beside it. “And then that’s you, ‘cause I’m a bigger star than you.”
You feel Jungkook look at you from his position. “You are so drunk.”
That causes you to giggle, clutching your stomach because you can’t stop laughing at pretty much everything tonight.
“I feel like I'm not anymore. My head just feels like it’s floating but no, definitely not drunk.”
“Whatever you say.” Jungkook says, chest vibrating from laughing at you.
“Hm. Race you to sleep, Jungkook.” You snuggle on his armpit. As you do, you smell a waft of your water lily springs body wash from Bath and Body Works. “Can you stop using my body wash?”
“What?” You can hear Jungkook say, but as he calls your name and more, his voice starts fading. “__? Hey, don’t sleep on me.”
You hum, eyes still closed.
“__, hey!” Jungkook grazes your arms. You can feel your head moving as Jungkook starts to sit, guiding your back to sit upright. He calls you again, gently tapping your cheek to wake you up.
The truth is, you’re really sleepy, but not so much that you can’t hear him anymore or move on your own.
Jungkook gives up trying to wake you up, though, convinced by your acting. Soon, he goes over in front of you, reaching for your arms and placing them around his neck.
“Just put your legs around me, yeah?” He whispers against your hair once you’re glued against his back.
You hum, intending it to sound like a mumble so Jungkook thinks you don’t actually understand.
Jungkook fixes your legs around him, standing up, bouncing a little to get you nice and snug in his back. You smile at the prospect of a piggyback ride.
“I know you’re awake, silly,” He says suddenly, his voice painted with amusement.
You stifle your laughter against his neck, breaking your supposed to be convincing act.
“Race you to the car, Kook.” you whisper into his ear.
Jungkook scoffs, but he doesn’t say anything more until you reach his car. He wears your seatbelt for you, though, and tells you to drink more water from his tumbler.
You fall asleep easily mid-drive.
In the morning, you wake up with a banging headache, your eyes catching the sight of a post-it note on your desk with one tab of Advil.
morning/afternoon stinky i made porridge before i left for my shift just heat it up again when you wake up
ps: your medical bill from my personal care will be discussed later when i get back home. no friends discount allowed
— your angelic friend, kookie
You chuckle at the (annoyingly elaborate) sketch of an angry bunny on the side.

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Can you do reader catching Soobin masturbating?
bed chem ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° .


cw: masturbating, handjob + blowjob kinda, sub!soobin, soobs a whimpering mess, established relationship
a/n: sorry i havent posted in a while guyss ive been so busy and i just haven’t had that much motivation to write but i’ll try my best to be active ♡
soobin knew you were taking just a quick shower, but how could he just try and brush off the big bulge in his grey sweatpants? especially when his boner was aching, craving some sort of friction.
he decided it wouldn’t hurt to atleast try and make himself cum before you came out of the shower. he’d just have to clean up his mess quickly before you got out. his hand reaches down, palming his dick through his sweatpants and boxers. his lips part, before his teeth sink into his plump bottom lip to hold back a moan.
his eyes glance up at the bathroom door that was connected to your shared bedroom in your apartment, before he slides his boxers and sweatpants down slightly enough to pop out his cock, brushing his fingers over his tip that was already leaking precum.
his hand slowly started moving up and down along his shaft, his breath coming out in soft, quiet gasps as he felt pleasure coursing through his body. it all felt too good, and he couldn’t help but let out a soft, low moan.
he bit onto his bottom lip, almost sucking on it and chewing on it to try and hold back his whimpers and noises of enjoyment, but it was clearly failing because all those noises were slipping out from his mouth like butter. he glanced back up at the bathroom door, before quickening his strokes on his own dick, letting out a slightly louder moan by accident, his hand flying up to cover his mouth and silence himself.
and he was so into the pleasure, he didn’t even realize that the water running had stopped, and you were just about to get back into the room. right as you opened the bathroom door to head to bed, your eyes landed on soobin fucking his dick into his hand. thats when he was brought out of his daze, his movements faltering and hiding himself, his cheeks flushing.
“b-babe-“ he stammers out, embarrassment filled in his voice.
“soob- what’re y-you doing?” you ask, clearly surprised by the sight beneath you. “i- i’m sorry.. i was just so hard i couldn’t- i couldn’t help myself..”
“soob, you could’ve waited and told me.. i don’t mind..” you softly reassured him, smiling at his cute sheepish expression. you climb into bed, kissing his lips and running your fingers over his hard cock. he whimpers against your lips, kissing back needfully and mumbling against your lips.
“please.. hurts..” he begs and whines, looking so pretty with his pleading doe eyes. he gasps as you move in between his legs, your own hand stroking his cock slowly.
“dont worry baby. i’ll take care of you..” you murmur, leaning your head down and dragging your tongue up along his cock.
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think i need someone older

featuring : dads bsf!chris x m!reader
summary : you’ve had a crush on your dads friend, chris, for a while now. everytime he comes over you cant help but stare at him and his amazing physique thats practically bursting out of his shirt. and this time it’s no different.
a/n : im sorry if this is bad it’s my first time writing ! constructive criticism is welcome !
warnings : smut, masturbation, unprotected sex, nipple play, age gap
it was a friday night and your dad had just walked through the door with his friend, chris. you always waited for them, he would come to your house most, if not every, friday after he and your dad had a drink at the local bar.
chris follows your dad to the living room, smiling at you as he walked in, you smile back, before standing up and asking him and your dad if they would like anything.
“do you two want anything ?” you ask, trying to not make it obvious you were staring at chris.
“no thanks y/n” your dad replies, flicking through the tv channels
“chris” you say, he looks over at you from his phone. “im about to go upstairs, do you need anything?”
“no thanks, you can go, i know where everything is.” he replies, going back to texting on his phone.
it had been at least an hour after you went upstairs, when you heard footsteps coming up the stairs. presuming it was your dad, you carried on scrolling through tiktok.
whoever it was knocked at your door.
“come in.” you reply bluntly.
the door creaked open. it was chris.
“chris?” you say, confused as to what he was doing in your room. “where’s dad?”
“sleeping.” he replies
“what about mom?” you asked, confused as how he walked upstairs without hearing your mom ask if he was alright.
“she went out five minutes ago” chris replied, walking towards your bed.
“what are you doing?” you ask, sitting up.
chris takes his flannel off, leaving just his grey tank top on, his bare bicep flexing as he put his hands in his jean trousers.
“ive seen how you look at me. you want me, dont you?” he teases.
“what?” you reply, trying to act clueless, but you could feel your face heat up.
chris takes his grey tank top off and bounces his pecs
“want a feel?” he asks as he sits next to you on your bed. “go on.” he continues, lifting your hands onto his muscular chest.
you begin rubbing his nipples between your thumb and index finger, quiet groans and grunts escaping chris’ mouth.
“fuuckk” he moans “that feels so fucking good.”
chris looks down at your lap and sees your dick has leaked through your underwear and pants. he looks back up at you and you feel your face flush.
“hey, dont worry, that makes two of us. now what do you say we sort this out.” he says, taking his pants off, you could see his massive bulge showing through is calvin klein underwear. “your turn.”
you take your shirt and pants off, leaving both of you in just your underwear on your bed.
“now get on your hands and knees.” he tells you
“what?” you say, confused
“im going to fuck you so rough.” he says, stroking his dick through his underwear.
in a trace you do what he says, he takes his underwear off and you can feel him rimming you through your underwear.
“oh fuuckk.” he moans “this is going to feel so damn good.”
he rips your underwear and spits on your hole, massaging his saliva into it.
“oh my god chris.” you moan
you feel his dick go deep inside you, and he starts slowly thrusting inside of you, gradually speeding up.
his hands wrap around your waist as he rips your underwear from the front, grabs your dick and starts jerking you off at the same pace as his thrusts, your precum acting as a lube. loud moans escape your mouth.
“quiet down” chris teases, speeding up his thrusts. “dont want your dad to wake up.”
“chris, please im gun- im gunna cum!” you moan out.
“fuck yeah, cum with me baby.” he says, speeding up his thrusts even more.
he pulls his cock out and rolls you onto your back, both of you jerk off at the same pace
“FUCK!” he moans out as you both squirt your loads onto each other.
“oh my god” you whisper as you come down from your high
“felt good, didnt it?” chris teased, flexing his biceps
you rub his biceps and pecs “you bet.”
#chris evans#chris evans x male reader#chris evans x reader#cevansbicep#bottom reader#sub!reader#dom!chris
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baby
summary- babying your "tough" hubby rafe.. maybe some freakydeakyness at the end
note- this is the complete opposite of the rafe ive been writing about LMAOOO.. this man is SO BAD help me
it was 2am and you were in your bedroom scrolling on your phone, a random netflix show playing in the background. you've been waiting for your husband to get home for hours, being the wife to the chief of police did have its negatives. this was one of them.
you heard footsteps walking up the stairs and immediately turned off your phone, throwing the covers over yourself you pretend to be asleep. the door opens and you feel the weight of the bed shift.
"hey baby. sorry for getting home so late" rafe says giving your forehead a kiss, you jokingly ignore him.
"c'mon now i know youre awake.. get up and hold me." he begged tiredly, you couldnt help but giggle at how desperate he sounded.
"fine." you mumbled into the sheets but stayed in your position, he hugs you putting all of his weight on your body.
"okay okayy, i got it. now get off me you fatty." you whined, pushing his large frame off of you. you leaned against the bed frame and opened your arms, the both of you adjusting to a more comfortable position. which was the both of you propped up against a pillow.
"im so tired." he yawns into your chest, you played with his hair as the both of you stayed in silence.
"i know you are, you need a day off. youve been working too hard." validating him, his hand plays with the ribbon of your pajama shorts.
"see? youre still in your uniform, youre gonna make the bed dirty." you patted his back and drew circles on it.
"what, you want me take it off? if you wanted to see me naked you couldve asked sweetheart." he looked up at you and smirked. you glared at him, lightly slapping his arm.
"not what i meant.." you blushed.
"youre so cute you know that rafey, honestly when i look at you i just want to eat you." you confessed and massaged his temples, his face nuzzles into your chest even further. clearly he was blushing as well.
"i dont know how i got so lucky, im so glad i have a such a beautiful boy in my life. everything about you is just perfect." you cooed admiring his sculpted face, the way his plump lips curled into a smile.
"stopppp" he whined. you couldnt help but pull out your phone and take a picture. because if you didnt, who wouldve believe that your 6'2 husband loved to be babied like this? not like you were going to show anyone, its just for your eyes only. you wanted to cherish this moment forever.
"did you just take a picture?"
"let me see it." he shot up and reached for your phone. you put your phone under your pillow and laid on it, making sure he wasnt able to grab it. the two of you started play fighting.
"nooo please, you look so cute. let me keep it!!" you laughed, he started to tickle you. and you slowly started to fall off the bed. your legs wrapped around his waist and dragged him down, if you were gonna fall he was going to come down with you.
the laughing coming from you both died down and you looked up at him, what a funny position. you both were on the floor and he was in between your legs hovering over you.
rafe leaned downed and passionately kissed your lips, his hand starts to play with your shorts. you eventually pull away and slap his hand.
"nuh uh. go shower first. you stink." you got up to your feet then helped your boyfriend get up as well. you looked up at rafe with your head tilted, what was this man plotting?
"not unless you join me.. you cant say no" he quickly said and grabbed you by the waist. hoisting you over his shoulder and carrying you to the master bathroom.
"ahhh! rafe stop!!" you busted out laughing, kicking your feet as he practically dragged you to the shower. he put you down and turned on the warm water, it poured over you both. you furrowed your eyebrows.
"great now my clothes are all wet." you pouted crossing your arms over your now soaked tank top.
"more reason to take it off... lift your arms f'me"
#rafe cameron x reader#rafe fanfiction#rafe outer banks#rafe x y/n#obx fanfiction#outer banks#rafe cameron#rafe cameron imagine#obx#rafe smut#rafe cameron blurb#rafe cameron prompt#rafe cameron concepts#rafe cameron headcanons#rafe cameron smut#rafe cameron obx#outerbanks blurb#husband!rafe
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Yearner Phainon x Gn! Reader
So ive been thinking about Phainon lately (like.. you might have seen my comments on various other posts... dont look at them for too long trust me)
And I love how the HSR fandom has agreed that Phainon would be a yearner so I thought about yearner headcanons for him
Warnings: fluff, he cries in a headcanon, angst
(Boarder from @uzmacchiato)
W/C:
Phainon would be the type to..
He's the type to make you happy at all costs, even if he's busy or not feeling well
He's the type to do anything you asked for, without showing a bit of hesitation
He's the type to take you out to eat whenever you asked, just say the words and he's at the door with his shoes on
He's the type to open every door he sees for you (if this is modern AU then he'll jump over the car to open your door)
He's the type to automatically make enough food for a second person, even if you aren't there with him
He's the type to get your favourite fruits and snacks even when you didn't ask for them
He's the type to defend you against anyone, it doesn't matter who it is, hatred to criticism, he'll defend your name like it is his lifeline
He's the type to admit wanting to marry you after the first date, after months of pining
He's the type, after getting into an extremely rare argument with you, would apologise with your favourite flowers and on his knees (he doesn't want to mess up with you in another cycle)
He's the type to proudly announce your relationship to anyone who would listen! Your parents, his family, Mydei, the other heir's, street vendors and even animals just to rant happily about you! All without your knowledge (somehow)
He's the type, that even before you were even friends let alone dating, he would stare. Just admire you. Even when he was busy sparring with Mydei and ended up with a bloody nose
He's the type, who doesn't fall in love at first sight, but falls in love far away at first. How you interact with people, help them without hesitation, smile and laugh. After weeks admiring you, he decided to talk to you and became friends and then, he began falling in love with you
He's the type that feels emotional easily but hides it, but being able to cry in your arms after being strong and reliable the entire day makes it easier
He's the type to nuzzle his head against your hand to make you massage your scalp
He's the type to lay his head on your lap, if you were too busy reading, to get your attention silently
He's the type to act strong but crumbles after your reassurance
He's the type to wake you up with a kiss to your hairline, your head, your eyelid, your nose... all before kissing your lips softly:
"Good morning, you look beautiful."
He would say it all the time, even if you looked like a troll who just same out from under a bridge, you're beautiful in his eyes because you're you.
He would give you breakfast in bed, all your favourites if you mentioned feeling a little under the weather
He would let you pick out his outfits, and he would wear them with pride
He would fight until his dying breath, just to see you smile at him again
He would hold your hand, as tightly as possible, even at night, to make sure you won't slip away
He will fall in love, over and over again, no matter how many cycles he goes through.
Because you're still here.
And he'll do everything in his power, to make sure you don't slip through his fingers this time
#phainon#phainon x reader#phainon headcanons#yearner phainon#honkai star rail x reader#honkai star rail#I HAVENT DONE HEADCANONS IN YEARS JESUS
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upset - Chris Sturniolo
summary: after a terrible day, your best friend chris, always knows how to cheer you up.
contains: flufffff, crying, comforting, teasing, bestfriend!chris, flirty friendship.
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my hands shake as i speak on the phone to my boyfriend, well ex boyfriend.
ive been dating noah for the past year, everything had been perfect until today.
he called me 5 minutes ago with no warning, then broke up with me. it was so blunt, he had no emotion to his voice at all.
now i'm left desperately talking to noah on the phone.
"i- i dont understand.. it doesn't make sense noah? c'mon..?" my voice quivers, clutching the phone up to my ear,
"it'll be fine, just move on f'me yeah?" noah speaks, he almost sounds bored.
"why? what is- what's your reason!?" i raise my voice, holding back tears.
"just don't fuck with you anymore sweetheart, i'm sorry." noah says with a small laugh before hanging up.
im in such a state of shock i can't even fully process this.
my first instenct is to call my bestfriend, chris.
"chris! chris please come over right now." i practically burst into sobs as soon i speak, i hear a small gasp from his end before shuffling.
"yeah- yeah! i'm coming right now, ill only be a minute." chris speaks, his voice soft as though hes trying to calm me.
"thank you." i whimper into the phone before hanging up.
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i hear two soft knocks at my bedroom door, followed by chris's voice.
"can i come in?" he asks, gently twisting my door knob before walking into my bedroom.
im sat cross legged on my bed,
"oh sweetheart." chris sighs, walking over to me and sitting down on the matress infront of me.
"can i have a hug.." i cry,
chris wraps his large arms around me, pulling me to his body.
"whats happing y/n.." chris whispers into my hair, his hand reaching up and stroking my back.
"n-n-noah- noah broke up with me!" i stammer out between hiccups.
i physically feel chris tense, his grip on me tightening slightly.
"im so sorry," chris sighs into my ear, i bury my face into his shoulder.
"he didnt even- even give a warning and he was so mean about it chris!" i choke out,
chris just nods, letting me speak.
"i hate him! i hate him so much!" i cry, my voice breaking.
"i know you do, you hate him don't ya?" chris says softly, stroking my hair.
"i do!" i sob,
"i know it hurts sweetie, i'm right here." chris mutters,
i slowly pull away from his shoulder,
chris gives me a sorry smile, his eyes roaming my face, which is a total wreck.
i have snot running down my face, which chris seems to take amusment to.
he grabs a tissue from my bedside table and holds it up to my nose.
"big blow for me?" chris speaks, then instanltly slams a hand over his mouth with a small 'sorry.'
i crack a small smile,
chris pinches the tissue to my nose, "blow blow blowww"
i pathetically blow my nose into the tissue,
"good girlllll, that’s right." chris smiles,
“let’s get you ready for bed okay? try sleep it off yeah?” chris suggests, staring into my eyes.
i nod, wiping my nose.
he lifts me up off the bed, i flail my legs as i clutch onto his shoulders.
“if you drop me i swear to god!” i attempt to raise my strained voice.
“i’m not gonna drop ‘ya sweet girl.” chris says taking me into the bathroom,
he sets me down on my feet infront of the sink,
i stare at my red, mascara-stained face. only causing more tears to start up,
chris instantly grabs my chin, “shh- shh.” he whispers
“let’s wash your face okay? don’t worry about noah, i promise if he could hurt you this much so easily there’s no point in being upset over him.”
i nod at him,
chris rubs my back, running the cold water.
he stands behind me, slowly tipping my head fowards under the stream of the tap.
he cups water in his hands and brings it up to my face, gently washing away the mascara.
“that feels better doesn’t it.” chris smiles gently, drying my face with his shirt.
i nod, wiping my puffy eyes.
he guides me out into the bedroom,
i slowly shimmy towards him with my arms open, pulling him into a tight hug.
he rubs my back as i bury my face into his shoulder, “you know i love you so much, i’m so sorry he hurt you, you don’t deserve any of it.” chris sighs,
i nod shakily,
“he didn’t know what to do with such a pretty girl like you, i’m sure of it.” chris speaks, pressing a kiss to the top of my head.
i don’t let him go, holding him tight.
“i know it’s hurting so so much right now, but it’ll get better.” chris says,
i slowly pull away from his chest,
“y-you’re my bestfriend chris, i love you.” i sniff, my voice cracking as i bury my face back into him.
he laughs lightly, “i love you too,”
“are you sleepy?” chris asks, rubbing my back.
i shake my head, “just sad.” i say with a frown.
“do you want to do something to distract you?” chris asks,
i nod, wiping my nose with the back of my hand
“you wanna bake?” he asks,
baking has always been my favourite thing ever, chris knows that.
i nod my head frantically,
he scoops me up off my feet and starts to run down the hallway,
i scream with a loud laugh, clutching him tight, “CHRIS!!”
he grins widely, running me into the kitchen and setting me down on the counter top.
“we’re making cookies i don’t care what you say.” chris chuckles, grabbing out ingredients.
he sets down most of the right ingredients, and grabs a bowl
“not that bowl!! that’s my vomit bowl!” i laugh,
he grimaces with a smile, “stinkyyy”
he pulls out a new bowl and puts it in my lap,
he turns back around and grabs butter, throwing it onto the counter beside me.
i go silent,
suddenly i burst into tears, again.
chris’s eyebrows instantly furrow, he grabs my shoulders, “hey- hey-“ he speaks softly
“i’m sorry- noah- noah used to use that butter to butter my toast every morning.” i sob,
chris picks up the butter,
abruptly chris hurls it across the room into the trash can, with impressive aim.
“then we won’t use butter!” he smiles, wiping my eyes with his buttery fingers.
i crack a smile, before laughing loudly.
he grins proudly at my smile, “there she is!”
i cover my face with my hands as i laugh, “don’t look at me!!”
“i want to look at youuu.” chris smiles, peeling my hands away from my face
i smile at him, “let’s just make the cookies.”
he nods, “good plan.”
he starts to put oil and brown sugar into the bowl,
“oil?” i question,
“i mean it’s basically butter.” he replies,
“fair enough.” i laugh, pouring in the sugar with no measurements whatsoever.
“okay, now flour.” chris says, he grabs the flour back and holds it up to my nose
“sniff it.” he smiles,
i furrow my eyebrows and sniff it,
chris suddenly presses both sides of the back together, causing flour to puff up all over my face.
i gasp, my whole face white, “chris!!!”
he erupts into laughter, bringing his hands up and dusting it off my face.
i’m in total shock before giggling along with him, peeling open my eyes
“you are such a moron!” i laugh, grabbing a handful of flour and slamming it onto his cheeks gently.
he goes to reach for more flour, but i grab his wrist.
he gives me a small pout, clearly trying to hold back a grin.
“okay- cookies!” i smile, pouring the flour into the cookie dough
he mixes it with a wooden spoon, before dumping in half the bag of chocolate chips.
“dude we should just make one massive cookie.” chris states,
i roll my eyes, “chris.”
“pllllleeeaseee.” he grins,
“fine.” i scoff, chris claps.
he grabs all the cookie dough in his two hands and plops it on a baking tray, before punching it several times to flatten it.
“okay- so just put it in for 10 minutes.” i say, chris nods, humming to himself as he pushes the baking tray into the oven.
he shuts the oven door and walks back over to me,
“feeling better?” chris asks, placing a hand on my knee as i sit on the counter.
i nod, “i really am, thank you chris.”
he smiles, “i’m glad, i hate seeing you so upset.”
i wrap my arms around him again, giving him a hug.
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a couple minutes have passed, chris goes to check on the cookie.
he opens the oven and his jaw drops, a small laugh escaping his mouth.
“bro- it’s like spread across the whole thing.”
chris says, pulling it out of the oven and showing me.
i giggle, “maybe cause we used oil and didn’t measure a single thing”
he pulls a bit off of it and plops it into my mouth.
i grimace, “it tastes funny.”
he tries a bit aswell, “what!! it’s good!”
“it’s gross!!”
“okay, i’ll keep it to myself then.” chris says with a sassy tone
“um.. do you think you could maybe stay over tonight- i mean you don’t have to but i don’t know.” i ramble,
chris smiles, “you wanna have a sleepover with me!!” he claps
i scoff, “yeah.”
he helps me off the countertop onto my feet, grabbing my hand and leading me back to my bedroom.
he sorts through my closet and pulls out a pyjama pair, throwing them at me.
i shake my head with a frown, my eyes watering again.
he pauses,
i start to cry again for the 100th time today,
“that was noah’s pair he bought me.” i sniff,
chris wipes his face, “i’m so sorry.” he groans,
he picks me up, i bury my face into his shoulder.
“no more tears please.” he sighs, wiping my eyes.
i nod, “i’m just sensitive.”
“i know you are, let’s get you into your favourite pyjamas then, how’s that sound?” chris speaks softly.
i nod, chris carry’s me over to my closet and opens my pyjama drawer, letting me pick one.
i pull out a pink pair, my hand shaking.
chris walks me over to the bed and sits me down on the edge,
he crouches down beside me, pulling my jeans off down my legs.
he grabs my pyjama shorts and tugs them up me, a concentrated look on his face.
he tugs off my shirt gently, his cold fingertips grazing over my skin.
he pulls on the baby tee, “how’s that?” he asks,
i sniff, “thank you..”
he turns off the main light and crawls into bed beside me.
he tugs up the sheets over us, pulling me closer to him.
i rest my head on his arm,
chris suddenly lets out a snort, covering his mouth with his hand.
“what’s funny?” i ask with a confused smile,
“just having flashbacks to you with that damn flour all over your face.”
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hiii so ive had this idea for a while now but i just dont have the skills to write it myself, its not really a reader x character but more of a maybe actor!reader x the actor of the character if u get me??😭😭
so the idea is actor!reader plays a character that is also played as the love interest/partner of hwang inho (lee byung hun's character) and during their scenes together (like an intimate scene between their characters) reader just keeps messing up her lines or having trouble staying in character because she keeps getting flustered/shy by lee byung hun causing them to redo the scene over and over again so him and the whole cast just keeps laughing and teasing her about it😣😣🙏🙏🙏
A/n: So I will be going in order of the requests I get in my ask box then I will start on some suggestions I have in the comments. Once again, I do Actor x reader actor! So here is one of those ideas and I love it. I was going to do a tag list but I don’t know why it won't let me tag people!
Trigger warnings: Talks of smut, Partial Smut (lol?)
Squid Game Masterlist
Lee Byung-hun x reader
Quiet On Set
(Y/n) knew this scene would be the hardest to film. Sure as a professional actor, she filmed multiple movies that had intimate scenes. However, (Y/n) never had a romantic interest in the other actors. There was an instant spark when she met Lee Byung-hun. His character happens to have a complex background and in this season goes undercover to destroy Gi-hun, Lee Jung-jae, in an attempt to show him no matter what, people are greedy. Thats when (Y/n) character is introduced. (C/n) is written to be the complete opposite of The Frontman, In-ho. She is kind, patient, understanding, caring, and meant to show the good in humanity even though she has been dealt only hardships in life. Throughout the season their love builds up, soft touches, knowing glances, and quick kisses in secret. All the while (Y/n) had been falling helplessly in love with Lee Byung-hun. Of course, the fans did not let this go unnoticed during their recent interviews. Social media had blown up with edits and multiple bloggers posting about the chemistry they shared. (Y/n) would not admit her guilty pleasure is watching those edits and making comments herself which and fans foaming at the mouths. Lee Byung-hun even found it humorous that people not only shipped their character but them as well. When any with him and (Y/n) not on set but together was posted the fans always blew the comment section up within minutes.
“Alright places everyone!” Hwang Dong-hyuk called as the crew rushed to make sure everything was set up in the correct frames. “(Y/n), Byung-hun are you all ready?” He asked kindly always wanting to double-check checking the actors were comfortable in scenes where they would be partially on display. (Y/n) nods even though slightly hesitant she walked onto the set and stood by the bathroom wall where the scene was going to be shot.
Byung-hun walked behind her with a smile, “Don’t be nervous (Y/n) this scene will be over before you know it.” It earned a shy smile from the actress leaning against the wall.
“I am not that nervous… It’s a while since I have done scenes like this. Alright, I think we are ready.” She told the director and Byung-hun nodded in agreement.
“Quiet on set, Take one, action!” He yelled and silence filled the room. (Y/n) could swear her heartbeat could probably be heard by how badly it was beating against her chest.
Byung-hun fell into character without hesitation moving to press (Y/n) the cold tile. She breathes heavily cheeks flushed looking into his eyes. “In-ho we can’t” She whispered as he began aggressively kissing up her neck pressing their bodies together. (Y/n) let out a whimper from the pleasure she felt.
“But you (C/n)” His voice went low showing his absolute dominance. (Y/n) wasn’t used to this side of the sweet Byung-hun. As scripted their jumpsuits were quickly discarded. The heavy breathing filled the room as the two actors stood almost nude in front of each other. His leg slipped between (Y/n).
She arched up and moaned softly feeling him rub his knee against her covered core. “Byung-hun!” (Y/n) gasped causing him to instantly freeze. “Fuck I’m sorry.” She said as the director yelled cut.
“Let's roll again.” As the scene had to be started over (Y/n) continued to be a flustered mess messing up the lines or using Byung-hun’s name instead of Young-Il.
“You are a mess.” He chuckled as the team thought it was hilarious she could not for the life of her finish the scene. Byung-hun smirked and leaned down whispering in a low sexual voice. “Do it in one shot this time and I’ll let you cry my name tonight.”
(Y/n)’s eyes widen looking into her costars eyes with a grin. Let's just say she didn’t mess up again.
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The Study of Us - CHAPTER 11
paige x azzi (pazzi)
au fic!
word count: 7.7k
warning: language, injury
hey guysss heres chap 11 !! sorry for a bit of a delay as ive been sick with a fever 😭 ntm to say other than it's not edited. lmk what u guys think !! hope u guys enjoy 😽🫶🏽
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------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Paige slumped into her seat by the window, the duffel dropping to the floor by her feet. Caroline scooted in beside her, stretching her long legs out, while Aubrey claimed the other corner of the last row, pulling up her hood and immediately nestling against the window like she was prepping for hibernation.
Paige pulled her phone from her jacket pocket and quickly opened her messages.
Paige: js sat down
Paige: alrdy missing u a lil too much 😅
A beat later, the typing bubble appeared. Paige blikned down at it, her stomach fluttering.
Azzi: im still standing outside like an idiot
Azzi: miss you alrdy too
Azzi: stay safe ‘lover girl’
Paige’s face flushed, and she turned slightly toward the window to hide it.
Caroline leaned in and nudged her with her elbow. “So… what exactly did I walk in on back there when I yelled your name ?”
Paige didn’t answer at first, just grinned quietly and kept looking at her phone.
Aubrey snorted from her side. “Please. You saw her. She was two seconds away from proposing to Azzi in the bushes.”
Paige groaned, letting her head fall back against the seat dramatically. “Bruhhhh can you not ?”
Caroline smirked. “We’re just saying, that looked like a goodbye scene straight out of a movie.”
“She kissed your cheek,” Aubrey added.
“And you looked like you forgot how to breathe after,” Caroline chimed in.
Paige threw a hand over her face. “Oh my god. I hate both of you.”
Caroline grinned. “Anywayss, I have a question.”
“No,” Paige said automatically.
“You don’t even know what I was gonna say !”
“I know.”
Caroline ignored her. “When are you going to actually ask her out ?”
Aubrey perked up. “Yea, I’ve been wondering that too. Especially after what happened today…”
Paige groaned louder. “Don’t bring it up.”
“What ?” Aubrey feigned innocence. “The part where prof casually called Azzi your girlfriend ? That part ?”
Caroline laughed. “I swear he didn’t even blink. He just said it like it was common knowledge.”
“Because it kind of is,” Aubrey added.
“I knew you were going to say that,” Paige muttered, covering her face again.
They all laughed and Paige let the moment settle. The truth was, she didn’t mind the teasing. Because under it all, there was something warm and real growing in her chest, something that didn’t feel one-sided anymore.
“She’s not my girlfriend,” Paige mumbled, half-heartedly.
“Yet,” Caroline and Aubrey said in unison.
Paige glared at both of them. “Can I breathe for like five mins ?”
“You can breathe after you grow a spine and ask her out,” Caroline said.
“I’m working on it,” Paige said, quieter now, eyes back on her phone.
A new message buzzed through.
Azzi: u better kill it this weekend.
Azzi: but also come back asap 🫠
Azzi: sitting on the couch is gonna feel weirdly quiet without u
Paige smiled to herself, thumbs hovering over the screen before she typed:
Paige: weirdly quiet huh ?
Paige: sounds like someone is getting used to having me around 🥹
The typing bubble popped up almost instantly.
Azzi: maybe i am.
Azzi: dont make me admit it twice 🙄
Paige’s heart stuttered. She read the message twice, then 3 times, before tucking her phone into her pocket and exhaling a long, slow breath.
“What ?” Caroline asked, noticing the look on her face.
“Nothing,” Paige said, lips curling despite herself. “Just… maybe I’ll ask her when I get back.”
Aubrey let out a slow, exaggerated clap. “Growth.”
Caroline threw an arm around her shoulder. “Finally. Took like five years.”
Paige rolled her eyes, but her smile never left.
She didn’t feel nervous anymore. She felt ready. Well, mostly.
She let out a quiet sigh, tilting her head back against the window again. “Ok, but like… real talk ? I lowkey wanna kiss her so bad sometimes, it’s patheticn.”
Caroline snorted. “Lowkey ?”
“I’m serious,” Paige groaned. “Every time we’re close I just… I pussy out. Like full body shutdown. Brain empty, confidence gone, nothing left but static.”
Aubrey cracked a grin. “Just say you wanna fuck her too while your at it.”
Paige sat up straight, face blazing. “No ! I mean—what ?! No !”
Aubrey held up her hands, laughing. “Relax, it's a joke.”
Caroline was wheezing. “God, your face. That was amazing.”
“Yea, it’s because I don’t wanna—” Paige stopped herself, fumbled for words, then covered her face again. “Bruh, I’m just gonna not say anything about that.”
The laughter softened a bit. Caroline shot her a sideways look, gentler this time. “Anyways, stop overthinking it. If you feel it and you think she does too, just don’t wait forever.”
Aubrey stretched out, grinning. “Yea. Worst case scenario, she beats you to it and you end up the nervous mess.”
Paige groaned. “Perfect. Encouraging and embarrassing.”
But underneath the teasing, something settled in her chest. Maybe this time, she really was ready to stop holding back.
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The team dinner that night after they landed in Knoxville had finally wrapped up, the noise of laughter and clinking plates fading as Paige slipped back into the quiet of her dorm room. KK and Ice were sprawled on the couch, scrolling through their phones, while Paige tossed her jacket on the bed and pulled out her phone.
She thumbed open her messages, her fingers hovering for a moment before typing.
Paige: heyyy dinner was pre wild with the way kk was trying to steal the last pizza slice off ice
A few seconds later, the typing bubble appeared.
Azzi: 😭 sounds like a disaster
Azzi: hope ice survived the invasion
Paige smiled, then glanced at KK and Ice.
“Hey, you guys gonna keep sitting there or go to annoy the others ?” she asked.
KK stretched and smirked. “Damn right. We’re gonna go stir up trouble with the others. They’re probably bored without us.”
Ice grinned. “Catch us later, peace out.”
They got up, grabbing jackets and tossing a “Later, P boogers !” over their shoulders as they headed out.
Paige settled back on her bed, fingers itching to type again. She paused, then went for it.
Paige: wann ft ?
Paige: i kinda wanna see ur pretty face before i knock out
Her heart skipped when the typing bubble popped up almost immediately.
Azzi: nawww sure 🤭
Azzi: lemme js find my charger
Paige grinned, already imagining that smile lighting up her screen.
The Facetime screen connected with a quiet ding, and Paige propped her phone up against her pillow, settling back as Azzi appeared.
Azzi was curled up on her bed, wearing a loose tank top and soft grey pj pants, her hair tossed up into a messy bun that somehow looked effortlessly perfect. A pair of glasses perched on her nose as she adjusted her charger.
Paige blinked. Her brain stalled for a second.
“Hey P,” Azzi said, voice warm and casual as she sat back and pulled her blanket over her lap.
Paige smiled a beat late. “Hey.”
“You good ?” Azzi asked, 1 eyebrow raising behind her glasses.
Paige cleared her throat, shifting slightly against the headboard. “Yeayea, just… tired. Long day.”
Azzi gave her a look that said uh huh, sure, but didn’t press.
Paige reached for her water bottle, more for something to do than out of thirst. Her fingers fidgeted with the cap. She couldn’t stop looking at Azzi. Something about the way her collarbone peeked out from the tank top, the lazy slouch of her posture, her bare legs tucked under her—it was casual, normal, completely innocent.
But Paige’s thoughts were anything but.
She tapped the edge of the bottle nervously. “You look pre comfortable.”
Azzi glanced down at herself, then back up with a small grin. “It’s pajama hour. You know how it is.”
“Right,” Paige mumbled. Her eyes dipped for a second too long before she looked away quickly, pressing the cold water bottle to her cheek like it might ground her.
Azzi tilted her head. “What time’s final practice tomorrow ?”
“Uh—” Paige blinked. “Eight I think—Oh wait, nine. Then a quick film right after.”
Azzi nodded, shifting her weight and adjusting the blanket again. “And the game’s Sunday, right ?”
“Yea. Early.” Paige tapped her knee restlessly. “We’ll head straight to the airport after. Should be back on campus around like… nine or ten-ish ?”
Azzi’s expression softened. “So I get you back Sunday night ?”
That made Paige smile, even as her stomach flipped. “Yep. Lucky you.”
Azzi smirked. “Lucky me.”
There was a small pause. Paige chewed her lip, trying not to stare too hard at the soft lines of Azzi’s neck or the way her glasses kept slipping down her nose only for her to push them back up with one finger.
It was stupid how hot she looked while doing absolutely nothing. Just existing.
“Hey,” Azzi said suddenly, her tone light but curious. “You sure you’re ok ?”
Paige blinked again. “What ?”
“You’re just… fidgety. More than usual. Did you drink like four gatorades at dinner or something ?”
Paige let out a sharp laugh, then immediately regretted it. “No, I—I’m just tired. Brain fried. Also KK dared me to eat a pepperoni slice with ranch and chocolate syrup on it, so I might still be recovering.”
Azzi winced. “That’s foul.”
“Yea, she’s a menace.” Paige shifted again, tugging her hoodie sleeve over her hand. “Anyway, I’m just kinda out of it.”
Azzi hummed, still watching her. “Well, I’m glad you called.”
“Yea ?” Paige asked, quieter now.
Azzi nodded. “It’s nice. Seeing your face. I feel like I haven’t really seen you in days.”
Paige’s throat tightened. “Same.”
The silence between them wasn’t awkward. If anything, it felt like the kind that only happened when 2 people were a little too aware of each other.
Azzi glanced down at something in her lap and then looked up again, blinking slowly. “You should sleep soon tho. Big weekend ahead.”
Paige exhaled. “I know.”
“You’re gonna kill it,” Azzi said firmly. “Like, I have zero doubts. I wish I could’ve come.”
Paige smiled faintly. “Me too.”
There was another pause, softer this time. Azzi yawned quietly, covering her mouth with the back of her hand. The movement made her tank top slip slightly off 1 shoulder. Paige’s eyes darted away instantly.
Focus. You’re just friends. You’re not allowed to think about kissing her. Or holding her. Or—
Azzi’s voice broke through her thoughts again. “Alright, lover girl. You should get some sleep.”
Paige froze, then narrowed her eyes. “You did not just call me that again.”
Azzi grinned. “I absolutely did.”
“Disrespectful.”
“Affectionate.”
Paige couldn’t stop smiling even as she groaned and dragged a pillow over her face. “Ok, goodnight before I combust.”
Azzi laughed. “Night, Paige.”
“Wait—”
Azzi raised her brows. “Yea ?”
Paige peeked out from the pillow, cheeks pink. “Thanks for answering. I… kinda needed that.”
Azzi’s expression softened again. “You don’t have to thank me. I always want to see you.”
Paige swallowed.
“Goodnight for real,” Azzi said, almost in a whisper now.
“Night,” Paige echoed.
The screen went dark, but Azzi’s image lingered behind Paige’s eyes like a brand.
That tank top. Those glasses. The way her voice dipped when she said goodnight.
Paige groaned softly and flopped fully onto her back, draping her arm across her eyes like it might shut her brain off. It didn’t help. If anything, it made things worse.
Her mind wandered back to how Azzi looked on that screen. The low lighting. That lazy grin. The way her tank top slipped off her shoulder like gravity itself was teasing Paige. And the glasses ? Unfair.
She shouldn’t be thinking about how warm Azzi’s skin probably was under that blanket. Or how soft her lips looked. Or what it might feel like to have Azzi curled up next to her in real life instead of on a screen.
Paige squeezed her eyes shut, dragging her hands down her face.
Get it together, P
She turned over, yanking her blanket up, as if hiding under it might smother the thoughts threatening to spiral. Her stomach was tight with heat and longing, a low buzz under her skin that made her feel restless and kind of insane.
She flipped again. Huffed into her pillow. Tried counting down from 10.
She made it to 7.
And then—
The hotel room door swung open with a loud click, and KK’s voice burst into the quiet.
“P BOOGERSSSS ! You still alive in here ?”
Paige practically jolted off the bed, heart slamming as she shoved her phone under her pillow and sat up like she hadn’t just been having thoughts she shouldn’t be having.
Ice followed behind, holding a half-finished smoothie and kicking off her crocs. “Damn, she really was gonna fall asleep without us.”
KK flopped onto the other bed dramatically. “You facetiming someone ?” she asked, eyeing Paige’s slightly rumplef blanket and pink-tinted cheeks with too much interest.
“No,” Paige said too quickly. “Just… laying down.”
Ice smirked but didn’t say anything, already scrolling through her phone as she pulled her hoodie off.
KK raised an eyebrow. “Right. Totally laying down and not thinking about someone.”
Paige threw a pillow at her. “Shut up.”
KK laughed, muffled behind the pillow now clutched to her chest. “I’m just saying.”
Paige shook her head, trying to keep her face neutral even as her heart still raced from both the Azzi thoughts and the sudden intrusion.
The girls settled down eventually—Ice plugging in her charger, KK kicking her legs under the covers and the lights went out with a soft click.
Paige turned toward the wall, blanket pulled high, letting the cool fabric soothe her skin.
Her pulse slowed, her body finally settling, the storm in her head dulling to a quiet ache.
Azzi’s voice still echoed in the back of her mind, soft and close.
I always want to see you.
Paige exhaled, eyes fluttering shut.
She let herself fall into sleep with that sentence cradled against her chest like a secret.
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The next morning, Paige’s phone buzzed quietly beside her bed. She blinked awake and smiled when she saw Azzi’s name glowing on the screen.
Azzi: morning p💗
Azzi: did u end up sleeping straight away ?
Paige smirked, fingers flying over the keyboard.
Paige: morning az💗
Paige: js stayed up for a few more mins thinking abt some stuff 🙃
Azzi: mhmmm sameeeee 😭
They kept texting between breakfast, break, and before Paige’s practice, lil messages popped up such as a quick joke, a reminder to drink water, and a few goofy selfies.
Later, after practice, Paige found herself scrolling through Azzi’s messages during downtime, the corners of her mouth tugging up at every text.
Finally, unable to resist, she typed out:
Paige: i miss u azziiiiiiiiiii poo poo
The reply came almost instantly:
Azzi: i miss u too paigeeeeeeeeyyy pee pee
Paige’s chest warmed with a quiet joy. She wasn’t sure how this whole thing had happened but she didn’t want to question it. Instead, she let herself enjoy it.
That afternoon, while wandering around Knoxville with a few of the girls, Paige’s eyes caught something colourful behind a shop window. A gigantic stuffed unicorn, its pastel pink mane, Azzi's favourite colour, shimmering faintly under the sun, stared back at her with oversized, glittering eyes.
Without thinking, she pulled out her phone and snapped a picture, then sent it to Azzi with a message:
Paige: this giant majestical beast of a unicorn reminds me of u
Paige: too magical for words
Her phone buzzed quickly:
Azzi: NAWWWWW THATS ADORABLE🥹
Azzi: + ure impossible🫠
Paige smiled, then slipped inside the shop while the others continued chatting outside. She paid for the unicorn quietly, tucking the receipt in her pocket. It would be a surprise for Azzi—something sweet and silly she could bring when she returned back to Storrs.
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By the time dinner was over and the team had trickled back to their rooms, Paige had changed into her favorite green pj pants and a black nike sports bra as the room was a little humid, and she couldn’t be bothered with a shirt. Her hair was still damp from the shower as she crawled into bed, the cool sheets a welcome contrast to the warm air.
KK was in the corner chair with airpods in, humming along to some song, and Ice was already passed out, hood up and blanket over her head.
Paige reached for her phone.
Paige: u up ?
The typing bubble appeared almost immediately.
Azzi: always
Azzi: everything alr ?
Paige grinned, thumb hovering for a second before she typed again.
Paige: i js wanna talk to u
Paige: if ur not too tired obviously
There was a pause this time, longer than usual, and then—
Azzi: ofc js gimme 2 mins
Azzi: ft ?
Paige’s stomach did that stupid thing again.
She typed back:
Paige: yes pls
Paige glanced over at KK
“KK,” Paige said, low but firm.
KK looked up, pulling an airpod out.
“I’m about to be on a call,” Paige said, stretching her legs out and crossing one ankle over the other. “Don’t do anything stupid.”
KK grinned immediately. “Define stupid.”
Paige narrowed her eyes. “KK.”
“I’m just saying—”
“Don’t start,” Paige warned, holding up a finger just as her phone rang with the incoming facetime. Her stomach flipped as she tapped her screen to answer.
Azzi’s face filled the screen, her curls were tied up messily, skin glowing, sweatshirt slightly slipping off 1 shoulder.
“Hey,” she said, voice a little raspy, eyes immediately locking on Paige.
Azzi had fully intended to say more. Something casual. Chill. Maybe a sarcastic comment. But her brain short-circuited the second she took in the sight before her.
Paige, leaning back against her pillows in those familiar green pj pants, the waistband riding low on her hips. Sports bra hugging her just right. Skin still a bit wey from her shower. Collarbone and shoulder blades defined, arms resting behind her head like she didn’t even know what she looked like right now.
Azzi blinked. “Um.”
“You good ?” Paige asked, eyes twinkling, a smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth. She knew.
“Yea,” Azzi cleared her throat, shifting slightly on her bed. “Just—long day and that.”
“Mhmmmmmm,” Paige said, smug as hell.
Azzi was about to retaliate with some smartass comeback when KK launched herself across the room and popped into frame behind Paige grinning.
“HEY GIRLYYYY.” KK yelled, nearly knocking Paige’s phone out of her hands. “Wus good ?”
Azzi laughed, recovering fast. “What are you doing ?”
“I just had to come say hey,” KK said, like it was her duty. Then, without even pausing for air, she turned to Azzi with a wicked glint in her eye. “Yo, did Paigey here tell you what she said earlier ? To me and Ice ?”
Paige froze. “KK, shut the fuck up—”
“She was staring at one of your ig posts like she was in heat,” KK continued gleefully, ignoring Paige completely. “She said—‘How is she real, like be fucking serious. She’s actually so fine it pisses me off.’”
“Kamorea.”
Azzi blinked fast. “Wait, what ?”
“Oh, and then Ice was like, ‘She’s so obsessed she’d legally change her last name without even dating her,’ and Paige just groaned and rolled off the bed like she couldn’t take it.”
“You’re actually gonna die,” Paige muttered, reaching for her pillow.
“Oh nonono,” KK said, backing up but laughing hysterically. “The world deserves to know the truth. You’re so gone for her—OH SHIT !”
Paige had flung her pillow with precise aim, hitting KK square in the face. But KK just doubled over, cackling.
Across the room, a muffled groan came from under the blanket.
“You idiots are too fucking loud,” Ice said, voice groggy.
KK whipped around. “Ice ! Back me up ! Tell Azzi what Paige said earlier.”
Ice pushed her hood back with a dramatic sigh, rubbing her eyes. “Paige said Azzi looked so good it made her want to walk into traffic.”
“What the fuck,” Paige said, propping her phone onto the bedside table as she lunged at KK.
Azzi burst out laughing, nearly dropping her own phone as the chaos on Paige’s end escalated instantly. Paige tackled KK to the floor, both of them shouting and wrestling, tangled in limbs and blankets and limbs.
“Take it back !” Paige yelled, straddling KK and trying to pin her down.
“NEVER,” KK wheezed, laughing uncontrollably. “THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE—PAIGE, STOP—I’M TICKLISH !”
Paige took full advantage, fingers jabbing at KK’s sides mercilessly. “Say you’re lying.”
“I CAN’T—YOU DID SAY IT—FUCKEN STOP—ICE HELP ME !”
And because Ice was Ice, she stood up, stretched like she had all the time in the world, and said, “Yea, ok,” before walking over and joining the pile. She plopped down on KK’s legs and poked at her ribs while Paige continued her tickle attack.
The 3 of them were a mess on the floor—yelling, laughing, tangled up like idiots.
Meanwhile, Azzi had flopped onto her back from laughing so hard, the phone now propped up against her pillow as she watched the absolute trainwreck unfold on the screen.
But in between fits of laughter, her eyes kept drifting. Kept finding Paige.
The way the hotel light hit warm and low, casting soft shadows on her. Her back arched slightly as she wrestled KK, the definition in her arms and abs on full, distracting display. Her cheeks flushed from laughing, from moving.
And Azzi.
She was not ok.
She was laughing, sure, but also not at all paying attention to anything KK or Ice were yelling now. Her face was warm, throat tight, and she had to actually look away from the screen for a second to collect herself.
When she looked back, Paige had finally pinned KK down and was breathless from laughing, hair a mess and a wide grin on her face.
Azzi swallowed.
“You guys are so dumb,” she said, hoping her voice didn’t betray how flustered she actually was.
Paige leaned back onto her heels, pushing hair out of her face, and grinned at her. “And yet you still called.”
Azzi shook her head, cheeks aching from smiling. “You’re unbelievable.”
“And you’re hot,” Paige said without missing a beat.
Then, almost immediately, her confidence cracked just a little. “Wait—shit, I didn’t mea—”
KK screamed. “SHE ADMITTED IT—”
“SHUT. UP.” Paige grabbed the pillow again.
Azzi just laughed harder, covering her face with her hand as KK yelped and Ice casually sidestepped the next flying pillow.
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After a while, Paige finally sat back on the bed, still catching her breath, hair wild and cheeks flushed from the fight. KK and Ice were still grinning like idiots, exchanging glances.
Azzi wiped a tear of laughter from her eye and shook her head. “You guys are terrible.”
KK grinned. “Hey, we’re just the entertainment. Don’t blame us.”
Ice nodded solemnly. “Yurrr, somebody’s gotta keep the mood light before you two decide to get all sappy n thsat.”
Paige shot them a mock glare but couldn’t keep the smile off her face. She glanced back at the screen, catching Azzi’s eyes again.
“So,” Paige said, trying to sound casual but failing, “whatchu wanna talk about ?”
Azzi smiled, cheeks pink. “I dunno. Just… stuff. How your day went. How you’re gonna annihilate that game tomorrow.”
Paige rolled her eyes but felt her chest swell a little. “Stop buttering me up. I’m already feeling the pressure.”
“Good,” Azzi teased. “Means you care.”
They talked quietly for a while, sharing dumb stories from the day, swapping low-key jokes, and just… existing in the comfortable silence between words.
KK’s voice cut through softly from behind Paige. “Hey, Azzi, you hearing this? Paige is basically melting over you.”
Ice snorted. “Dude, they’re basically a puddle over there.”
Azzi laughed. “You two are awful.”
Paige laughed too, then looked back at Azzi, her smile a little softer now.
“You should sleep,” Azzi said gently. “Big day tomorrow. Gotta show out.”
Paige smirked. “I will. Eventually.”
Azzi gave her a look. “No scheming. Just sleep, ok ?”
“Bossy,” Paige teased, but her voice was warm.
Azzi grinned. “Only cause I care.”
Paige’s heart did a tiny flip. “Ight. I’ll go to sleep. Promise.”
“Good,” Azzi said, tucking her hair behind her ear. “Night P. You’re gonna kill it tomorrow.”
“Night Az,” Paige said, voice quieter now. “Thanks.”
Azzi ended the call leaving Paige smiling at the quiet glow of it, the room finally still.
KK poked Paige’s side, smirking. “You’re blushing.”
“Piss off, KK,” Paige muttered, but the smile didn’t leave her face.
Ice stretched and yawned dramatically. “Alrightyyyy, I’m out.”
KK threw an arm around Paige’s shoulders. “Same. Let’s get our beauty sleep, girly pops.”
Paige rolled onto her side, sighing. “Yea. Goodnight you assholes.”
“Night Paigeyyy,” KK and Ice chorused, already pulling their blankets up as they all driftrd off to sleep.
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The room was quiet, the kind of stillness that came in the early morning. The ac hummed softly, and Ice’s light snoring filled the space like background noise.
Paige blinked awake slowly, groggy and warm under the covers. For a second, she just laid there, listening to the stillness.
Then she reached for her phone, screen lighting up instantly with a few unread notifications. 1 at the top stood out.
Azzi: morning superstar 💗
Azzi: go be great tdy
Paige stared at it for a second, then buried her face in her pillow with a muffled groan and a grin so big it hurt.
She rolled over, thumbs flying.
Paige: morning az 💗
Paige: u rlly tryna make me soft before a game huh
Paige: it’s working btw
Azzi’s typing bubble popped up almost immediately.
Azzi: naww 😭
Azzi: wellllll u better cook smth up
Paige laughed quietly, the nerves from earlier already starting to ease into something steadier. She stretched once, then tossed the blanket off and sat up, already feeling more awake.
Behind her, KK cracked 1 eye open. “Lemme guess. The bae texted you.”
“Shut up,” Paige mumbled, but she didn’t deny it.
Ice rolled over. “Better get moving, game day. Time to be that dawg.”
Paige grinned, already heading for her bag. “Damn right.”
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The team had just finished warming up and was now huddled in the locker room, 5 mins before tip-off.
Paige slid her phone quietly out of her bag, careful to keep it hidden from coach and her teammates. Her thumb flicked open the screen.
A new message from Azzi lit up the screen:
Azzi: goodluck p 💗
Azzi: rdy to watch u cook :)
Attached was a photo of her ipad propped up against her pillow, the commentators of the game and clear—Tennessee Lady Vols vs. Uconn.
Paige smiled, heart kicking up a notch. She typed back fast:
Paige: thank u az 💗
Paige: i will try my best 🙂↕️
Paige tucked the phone away, took a deep breath, and looked around at her teammates. Time to bring everything she had.
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The buzzer sounded sharp and final as the starting 5 stepped onto the court. The energy inside Thompson-Boling Arena was intense—orange everywhere, the Tennessee crowd loud and relentless. But Paige didn’t flinch. She bounced on her toes, laser-focused, eyes scanning the court.
The ball went up, Jana slapped it back cleanly, and Uconn took the first possesssiob.
Paige caught the ball from Kaitlyn and immediately pushed. Tennessee set up quick, but Paige hesitated only for a second before attacking the right side. 1 hard dribble, crossover left which made the defender bite and Paige glided past her into the lane.
Eurostep. Bucket.
First 2 points on the board.
The next few minutes were a blur of high-level basketball. Tennessee punched back hard. Their guards were quick, aggressive. Their bigs boxed out relentlessly. But Uconn held their ground, moving like a unit.
Ashlynn hit a smooth corner 3 off a drive-and-kick from Kaitlyn.
Sarah snagged a tough offensive board and put it back with authority.
Jana swatted a post-up layup into the stands.
And Paige ? Paige was locked in.
She drove baseline and finished with a reverse.
She pulled up off a screen and drained a smooth midrange.
She stripped a pass clean and went coast to coast, finishing through contact for the and-1.
By the end of the first quarter, it was tied 19–19.
In the second, Tennessee started to press. Their guard picked Paige up full court, trying to wear her down. But Paige didn’t panic. She used her handle like a weapon—tight and quick.
Behind-the-back, change of pace, then a no-look pass to Ice who subbed in for the finish.
In their next possession, Paige hit Kaitlyn on a cut with a bounce pass so sharp it split 2 defenders.
The crowd was loud, but Paige was louder with her game. She scored again on a step-back 3 with a defender draped on her. Net barely moved.
Still, Tennessee wouldn’t go away.
They ran the floor. Hit back-to-back 3s. Got physical inside. At halftime, it was neck-and-neck: 37–36, Uconn up by 1.
In the locker room, everyone was dripping sweat and adrenaline, gulping water and breathing heavy. Paige sat, towel draped over her shoulders, staring down at her shoes for a second before glancing at the screen of her phone. No new message from Azzi this time, but just knowing she was probably busy watching ?
That was enough.
She stood, tossed the towel aside, and looked around. “We got this,” she said simply. Her voice didn’t have to rise. They all felt it.
In the third, Paige came out firing.
She hit a 3 on the first possession, then found Caroline who was now on, trailing for another 3. Uconn built a small lead, but Tennessee clawed right back, feeding their post and pushing transition. The crowd roared with every bucket.
Still, Paige didn’t blink.
The fourth quarter started 59–59.
Every possession mattered now. Every cut. Every switch. Every box out.
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Azzi sat cross-legged on her bed, blanket wrapped loosely around her waist, ipad balanced on a pillow in front of her. The stream was clear, commentators in full swing, and the arena noise roaring through her airpods like she was courtside. Her heart pounded with every play. Paige was everywhere, lighting it up, finding teammates, talking on defense. She looked locked in.
Azzi couldn’t stop smiling.
She watched as Paige threaded another pass through traffic, then hit a pull-up jumper like it was nothing. “Let’s go,” Azzi whispered to herself, biting her lip as she stared at the screen.
When the third quarter ended, she stretched her arms overhead, exhaling. “You’re killing it, P,” she muttered like Paige could hear her.
But then midway through the fourth—everything shifted.
Paige caught an outlet pass and took off in transition. She cut right, planted hard and crumpled.
The stream cut to a different camera for a beat, but Azzi had seen it. Paige grabbing her ankle. Wincing. Staying down.
Azzi’s heart dropped.
“Nonono—” she whispered, sitting upright now, her hand flying to her mouth. The broadcast cut back to Paige being helped up by trainers, limping slightly, jaw clenched. She wasn’t putting full weight on it. Azzi could see the pain and the frustration on her face.
Paige didn’t return to the game.
Azzi didn’t even register the rest of the fourth. Tennessee went on a run. Uconn looked shaken.
Final score: 74–68. Tennessee win.
The buzzer sounded, but Azzi’s attention was on her phone now, thumbs flying.
Azzi: what happened ???
Azzi: r u alr ???
Azzi: paige PLEASEEEEEEE text me when u can
Azzi: im so sorry abt the game as well
Azzi: but fk that cs i needa know if ur ok ??
No response.
Azzi sat there frozen, refreshing the messages, staring at the read receipt that never came. She paced her room, then tried calling. Straight to voicemail.
Half an hour passed. An hour.
Then just as she sat down again, her phone lit up. Incoming call: Paige.
Azzi snatched it up. “Paige ?!”
There was a pause, then Paige’s voice came through which was soft and a lil scratchy.
“Hey.”
“Are you ok ? I was freaking out—what happened ?”
Paige sighed on the other end. “It’s just a rolled ankle. Not bad. Swollen, yea, but the trainer thinks it’s minor. I just… couldn’t go back in.”
Azzi exhaled, heart still in her throat. “I was so worried. You didn’t text. I thought—God, I thought it was worse.”
“I know. I’m sorry.” A pause. “I just… needed a min.”
Azzi could hear the weight in her voice—the frustration, the sting. “No need to apologise P. I get it. You played your heart out. That loss wasn’t on you.”
“I still feel like shit,” Paige admitted. “I hate being on the bench. I hate watching us lose. And now this ankle’s gonna be a thing for who knows how long…”
Azzi was quiet for a second, then said gently, “Where are you now ?”
“Back of the bus. Heading to the airport.”
“You by yourself ?”
“Yea. Wanted space.”
There was a pause on the other end—then, Paige’s voice, barely above a whisper:
“Can I come straight to yours when I get back ?”
Azzi didn’t even let her finish the sentence.
“Of course,” she said. “Always.”
There was another silence, but this one felt different. Calmer.
“I’ll see you soon,” Paige said.
Azzi nodded, even though Paige couldn’t see it. “I’ll be up.”
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The bus rolled quietly into Storrs later that night, headlights cutting through the dark as the team filed off 1 by 1, tired and low after the tough loss. Paige stayed close to the back, wincing slightly as she shifted weight off her injured ankle.
Aubrey and Caroline caught up to her as she gathered her things, their expressions softening when they saw the way Paige moved carefully.
“Hey, we got you,” Aubrey said, stepping forward with a warm smile. “Let us carry your stuff.”
Caroline nodded, already reaching for Paige’s duffle bag. “And what’s that for ?” she asked, gently lifting the oversized, sparkly unicorn plush peeking out from the top.
Paige hesitated, then gave a small, tired smile. “It’s a gift for Azzi.”
Aubrey raised an eyebrow, exchanging a quick glance with Caroline. “Azzi ? Oh, ok. That’s sweet.”
Paige shrugged, “Yea. I’m actually heading to her dorm, if that’s cool.”
“Totally,” Caroline said, slipping the duffle onto her shoulder. “We’ll help you get there before we head to ours.”
The 3 of them stepped out into the cool night air, the campus mostly quiet except for the gentle souns of the breeze through the trees. Paige leaned a little on Caroline as they walked toward the dorms, her ankle throbbing but manageable.
When they reached Azzi’s building, Aubrey smiled again. “Alright, P, we’ll drop this off with you. You sure you’re good ?”
Paige nodded, cheeks flushed from the day and the long ride. “Yea. Thanks for helping.”
Caroline and Aubrey gave her supportive grins before heading off to their own dorms, leaving Paige standing at Azzi’s door with her duffle and the giant unicorn tucked under her arm.
Paige shifted the weight of the unicorn in her arms and pulled out her phone, fingers moving quickly.
Paige: im outside your door :)
A second later, the door opened.
Azzi stood there in a hoodie and shorts, eyes immediately locking onto Paige and then the massive, glittery unicorn she was holding out like some kind of ridiculous offering.
“What— ?” Azzi blinked, then laughed in disbelief. “You didn’t.”
“I did,” Paige said, her voice low and a little sheepish, lips twitching into a tired smile.
Azzi reached out and took the unicorn like it was made of glass, hugging it close to her chest. “This is… insane. And perfect. Thank you. Seriously.”
She glanced down at Paige’s ankle, the compression wrap still snug with some ice, and then quickly stepped aside. “Come in.”
Paige stepped past her, limping slightly, and Azzi followed, grabbing the duffle bag from her shoulder without a word.
As soon as the door closed behind them, Azzi turned and wrapped her arms around Paige.
Azzi’s chin tucked over Paige’s shoulder, Paige burying her face into Azzi’s neck. They didn’t say anything for a few seconds, just stood there, breathing in each other’s presence.
“I missed you,” Azzi whispered.
Paige’s fingers curled into the back of Azzi’s hoodie. “Missed you too.”
They pulled back only slightly, still close.
“I was so worried,” Azzi said softly, brushing a strand of hair from Paige’s face. “When you went down… I couldn’t think straight.”
“I’m ok,” Paige murmured. “Just needed to see you.”
Azzi nodded, eyes shining, then motioned gently toward the bed. “Come on. Get off that ankle.”
Paige made her way over slowly, lowering herself down onto Azzi’s bed and leaning back against the headboard, legs stretched out, ankle elevated on a small pillow. Azzi adjusted it carefully, eyes focused.
“Imma grab a new ice pack,” she said, already heading for the mini freezer.
“Thanks,” Paige said, her voice quieter now, the exhaustion catching up with her as she finally let herself relax in the place she’d wanted to be all day.
Azzi came back a moment later, a fresh ice pack wrapped in a towel. She knelt at the foot of the bed, gently replacing the old one on Paige’s ankle.
Azzi stayed there a moment longer, her hand lingering on the new ice pack, like letting go too soon might make Paige wince again. Then quietly, she stood and climbed up onto the bed, easing in beside Paige with a quiet sigh.
She leaned back against the headboard just like Paige, their shoulders brushing, the soft rustle of blankets settling around them. Without a word, Paige lifted her arm, and Azzi tucked into her side like she belonged there, resting her head gently against Paige’s shoulder.
For a while, neither of them spoke.
The room was dim and quiet, lit only by Azzi’s desk lamp, casting a soft glow over the unicorn now perched on her chair.
Paige was the first to break the silence, voice low. “We should’ve won that game.”
Azzi nodded lightly against her. “You were unreal, though. The way you moved and hit those jumpers, ran the offense… it was all you. Everyone saw it.”
Paige gave a quiet breath, somewhere between a sigh and a laugh. “Doesn’t mean much if we lose.”
“It does to me,” Azzi murmured, lifting her head just enough to look up at her. “You were locked in tonight. It was—God, it was so good to watch.”
Paige’s jaw tensed. “I felt it too. Like, I could feel the rhythm of the game. And then…” She trailed off, glancing down at the bandaged ankle. “I planted wrong. One second I’m flying, next second I’m on the floor.”
Azzi was quiet for a beat, then said softly, “When you didn’t get up, my stomach dropped. I thought—I don’t know. I was just really scared.”
Paige looked over, eyes catching on the concern still etched into Azzi’s face.
“I didn’t mean to worry you.”
“I know,” Azzi whispered. “But it’s you. You’re not supposed to be the one getting hurt. You’re the one who gets back up.”
Paige turned her face away, voice cracking just slightly. “I hate that I couldn’t finish.”
“You gave everything you had,” Azzi said, reaching for her hand and intertwining their fingers, thumb tracing gently along Paige’s knuckles. “No one who watched that game would say you didn’t.”
Paige leaned her head back against the wall and closed her eyes. “I just wanted to win.”
Azzi squeezed her hand. “I know.”
They sat in silence again, the kind that doesn’t need to be filled.
Then, quietly, Azzi whispered, “You’re here now. That’s all I wanted tonight.”
Paige opened her eyes, turning to her.
She tightened her arm around Azzi’s shoulders, pulling her a little closer.
“Me too.”
The room stayed quiet.
Azzi stayed tucked into her side, her weight warm and grounding, her head resting just below Paige’s collarbone. Their fingers were still laced together, and Paige could feel the slow, steady rhythm of Azzi’s thumb brushing over hers, over and over like it was the only thing keeping them both tethered to the moment.
But Paige’s mind wasn’t still.
It was spinning—softly, slowly, with a kind of ache that sat somewhere between fear and wanting.
She could feel it rising, curling in her chest, in her throat.
The urge to make a move on her.
She didn’t know when it started. Maybe it had been building since that first night Azzi pulled her into a hug that lingered a second too long. Or maybe since the facetime call, when Azzi’s voice softened just for her. Or maybe it was this exact second, when everything felt a little cracked open and unguarded.
Her heart pounded against her ribcage, so loud she was almost sure Azzi could hear it.
She glanced down.
Azzi was looking ahead, quiet and calm, completely still against her.
And beautiful. Not in the way people always said it like a compliment, but in a way that made Paige’s breath catch, like Azzi was the only thing in the room that felt real.
Paige lifted her hand free from Azzi's grasp slowly, hesitating only for a heartbeat before brushing her fingers under Azzi’s chin.
Azzi turned her face up at the touch, eyes meeting Paige’s.
Something shifted.
A silent, slow gravity pulling them in.
Paige leaned down just a little, her hand guiding Azzi’s face toward her. Azzi didn’t resist as she leaned too, just as slowly, her eyes flicking down to Paige’s lips, breath catching.
There was a pause and then they met.
Soft.
Paige’s lips brushed against Azzi’s like she was testing the edge of something she wasn’t sure she deserved. Azzi melted into it instantly, her hand coming up to rest lightly on Paige’s chest, right over her heart feeling the way it raced beneath her palm.
The kiss deepened gently, their mouths moving in quiet sync, slow and warm and aching with everything they hadn’t said. Azzi’s lips parted slightly, and Paige followed her lead, her tongue just barely slipping past the edge, tasting her—soft, patient, nothing rushed.
Azzi sighed softly into her mouth, a small sound that made Paige’s whole body pulse.
They stayed like that, kissing in slow rhythm, breaths mingling, hearts loud in their chests.
When they finally parted, it wasn’t sudden. Just a slow, natural pull away, foreheads nearly touching.
Neither of them spoke.
Azzi smiled first—just a tiny, breathless curve of her lips.
Paige smiled back, eyes soft, thumb still brushing along Azzi’s cheek.
Azzi then tucked herself back against Paige as they intertwined their hands again and they just sat there in the stillness, pressed close, eyes shining, lips swollen and hearts steady in the quiet hum of something new.
Paige swallowed once, her eyes flicking down to their intertwined hands. Her thumb rubbed lightly along Azzi’s again, slower this time, almost nervous.
“I never really told you…” Paige’s voice was barely above a whisper. “I kept telling myself it was nothing. That you were just a friend, or my tutor… someone I could lean on.”
Azzi’s eyes stayed fixed on hers, patient and steady.
“But… I think I’ve felt something more for a while,” Paige admitted, the weight of the truth loosening from her chest. “I tried to ignore it. I thought maybe it was just me, or that it would pass.”
Azzi’s lips curved into a soft, understanding smile. “You’re not alone,” she said quietly. “I’ve been feeling it too. More than I wanted to admit.”
Paige’s heart skipped, the tension breaking in a fragile kind of relief.
“So… maybe,” Paige said, breath catching a little, “maybe we should stop pretending this is just friendship. What do you think about… going on a date ? Like, really going out ?”
Azzi’s smile widened, eyes sparkling in the dim light. “I think that sounds perfect.”
They both laughed softly, a mix of nervousness and happiness blooming between them.
Before they could say more, Paige reached up, cupping Azzi’s face, and kissed her agin slowly and tenderly.
Azzi leaned into it, returning the kiss with the same gentle warmth.
When they finally pulled apart, foreheads brushing, Paige let out a small, sheepish breath of a laugh. “Sorry,” she murmured. “I probably should’ve saved the first kiss for after the date.”
Azzi smiled, her voice soft. “It’s ok, I’m glad you didn’t.”
Their smiles lingered, quiet and full.
Then Azzi shifted just slightly, her voice a low whisper against Paige’s skin.
“Wait—before we fall asleep,” she said, pulling back with a small smile. “I gotta take a picture. For the memories. First kiss deserves some documentation.”
Paige blinked, then let out a quiet laugh. “You’re ridiculous.”
Azzi was already slipping off the bed, grabbing her camera from the shelf by her desk. “Cmon,” she said, eyes gleaming as she held it up, walking back toward the bed. “We’re doing two. So we each get one.”
Paige rolled her eyes affectionately, but sat up straighter as Azzi climbed back beside her, camera held out in 1 hand as she leaned in again.
Their lips met just as the first flash went off—soft and smiling into the kiss, the moment sealed in light.
They kissed again for the second photo, slower this time, just as full of warmth. Azzi clicked the shutter and they parted again, both of them breathless with quiet laughter as the second polaroid whirred out of the camera.
A few minutes later, once the pictures had developed, Azzi grabbed a pink gel pen from her desk drawer and took 1 of the prints carefully in her hands.
She wrote the date in tiny numbers at the bottom of the polaroid’s border.
Then, she stood in front of her combo board in front of her desk, where other polaroids were already pinned—all of them including Paige.
She added the new 1 right next to them. The kiss. The beginning.
Paige watched from the bed, quiet, something soft blooming in her chest.
Azzi turned back to her with a grin, holding out the other photo. “Yours to keep.”
Paige took it, smiling down at the image in her hand. Then she looked up at Azzi.
“Thanks Az,” she whispered.
They crawled under the covers together, lights dimming, the world softening as they both drifted to sleep.
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