#BSC90

[wildelydawn]

Last Line Game

Tagged by @emberfaye @jeffsatyr @shou-jpeg and possibly others to share the last line I wrote (I am so sorry if you tagged me and I missed it!) Thank you for the tags!!!

From Bittersweet Chocolate, 90%:

The last picture has Chay biting his lip, his hand down the front of his unbuttoned jeans. It’s a very nice photo.

Tagging @fawndlyvenus @subtextsays @xxatlasxx no pressure to share at all!

[wildelydawn]

Bittersweet Chocolate, 90%. | A KinnPorsche: the Series FanFic.

This is entirely filler and quite poorly written but I refuse to let this story become ongoing for two years so just take this please T_T

Summary:

When the Theerapanyakun Mafia tries to take over the remaining cacao farms in Thailand, Kim is pulled from his budding stardom and shoved into an undercover mission; infiltrate the family operated Kittisawat Bakery and find out more about their production and goods. Unfortunately, no one told Kim that the sweetest thing in the Kittisawat Bakery wasn’t necessarily the desserts.

Chapter Summary:

Kim finds what he's looking for.

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Bittersweet Chocolate, 90%. | A KinnPorsche: the Series FanFic.

Summary:

When the Theerapanyakun Mafia tries to take over the remaining cacao farms in Thailand, Kim is pulled from his budding stardom and shoved into an undercover mission; infiltrate the family operated Kittisawat Bakery and find out more about their production and goods. Unfortunately, no one told Kim that the sweetest thing in the Kittisawat Bakery wasn’t necessarily the desserts.

Chapter Summary:

Kim's definitely not jealous.

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[wildelydawn]

Is there too much sexual content in LFTS? Probably.

Am I going to take it out? Absolutely not.

Will I delay the plot a bit more and needlessly lengthen this story? Guaranteed at this point.

I've also been in the mood to write something long-form for Gavi and Pedri but I can't think of a plotline that would 1) have enough angst for me to see the story through; 2) would be suitable for their dynamic; and 3) supersede the other ideas I have.

I've been reworking the outlines for BSC90 and I think/I hope to finish that outline/free write by Decemberish, but it's still not looking great. Sigh. Honestly sometimes going into the KimChay tag gives me hives but let's not talk about that.

[wildelydawn]

Took 68K but houston, we have hand jobs in LFTS!!!! *jazzhands*

My apologies if I'm not answering people as quickly as I should (though, I am a chronic late responder as all of you already know) Between work writing and fic writing, I'm sinking. Insane noncon KimChay and futbol RPF are the only things keeping me afloat.

I got one document where Chay doses Kim only to find out that Kim dosed him ten minutes earlier.

I got another document where Pedri is face down, ass up for Gavi. (??????)

I got ANOTHER document that's supposed to be the next chapter of BSC90.

And perhaps 30 more tabs. However, this weekend will be tough and I am behind in my work, but thank you to everyone who's checked in on me recently. Lots of love for all of you.

[wildelydawn]

So. Here's the plan.

I'm gonna finish Chapter 12 of LFTS today and hope that it's at a place where I can just publish next week.

After, I think I'll go on a two week break. I have 13, 14, and 15, written, but I'd like to spend more time getting the bones of the story established. Major plot points, tying up loose ends, making sure the pieces fit, etc. I don't think I've ever published on a weekly basis so consistently before, but now that ThaiTheKnot is being planned and since my job is going to get worse, I'd like to have a few more chapters at least scaffolded with 1k-2K words before publishing anymore. And we're halfway through the story! Which is great, but I know life is gonna be hectic in about a month.

After having two people ask about BSC90, I've decided to spend tomorrow rereading the story and seeing what we can salvage from there. Hopefully we can bully the Woman into some sprints later.

Sadly, I have 277 emails to answer. If we can get to 240ish today, we can start writing.

[wildelydawn]

Me: I finished Chapters 11 and 12 of Bittersweet Chocolate! :)

Brain: No you didn't.

Me: What?

Brain: No you didn't.

Me: But the docs are right ther-

Brain: Start over.

Me: We wrote the next major plot scene for Chapter 12 and every-

Brain: START OVER.

[wildelydawn]

Bittersweet Chocolate, 90%. | A KinnPorsche: the Series FanFic.

Welp. Several months late, but here's chapter eight of my insane bakery fic! Let me know if you enjoy it!

Summary:

When the Theerapanyakun Mafia tries to take over the remaining cacao farms in Thailand, Kim is pulled from his budding stardom and shoved into an undercover mission; infiltrate the family operated Kittisawat Bakery and find out more about their production and goods. Unfortunately, no one told Kim that the sweetest thing in the Kittisawat Bakery wasn’t necessarily the desserts.

Chapter Summary:

Kim updates his father and goes shopping with Chay.

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[wildelydawn]

Bittersweet Chocolate, 90%. | A KinnPorsche: the Series FanFic.

Let's pretend I can stay on schedule. I hope you all enjoy Chapter 9.

Summary:

When the Theerapanyakun Mafia tries to take over the remaining cacao farms in Thailand, Kim is pulled from his budding stardom and shoved into an undercover mission; infiltrate the family operated Kittisawat Bakery and find out more about their production and goods. Unfortunately, no one told Kim that the sweetest thing in the Kittisawat Bakery wasn’t necessarily the desserts.

Chapter Summary:

Kim and Chay have their first overnight shift.

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[wildelydawn]

Bittersweet Chocolate, 90%. | A KinnPorsche: the Series FanFic.

Me, in the middle of a New Year's party: Oh shit, that's exactly the sort of scene I need in BSC90!

Also me: *proceeds to simultaneously disassociate and hyperfixate on Kimchay for the rest of the party.*

Summary:

When the Theerapanyakun Mafia tries to take over the remaining cacao farms in Thailand, Kim is pulled from his budding stardom and shoved into an undercover mission; infiltrate the family operated Kittisawat Bakery and find out more about their production and goods. Unfortunately, no one told Kim that the sweetest thing in the Kittisawat Bakery wasn’t necessarily the desserts.

Chapter Summary:

Kim tastes chocolate, drinks a sip of beer, and makes decisions.

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[wildelydawn]

I have read your amazing chocolate au KimChay fic and I am really looking forward to the next chapter. This story is amazing. I would also love to dive into more of your stories, namely Your Look, Through This Lens. I saw the tags and I need to ask, who is bottom and top in this fic? Or do they switch? And how sad is that story? I mean, the plot seems interesting but you wrote in the tags that this is sad story. Thank you for your answers.

Hello there! First, thank you for reading and enjoying Bittersweet Chocolate, 90%! That means a lot. ^^

As for YLTTL, Kim is the top in the only sex scene in that story. However, if you have a preference in terms of sex scenes and who tops, I should warn you that BSC90 does have them switching.

In terms of sadness, the whole story has a very sad, melancholy feeling to it due to Chay's loneliness. I think that is the saddest part of the story. Most people who commented on the ending said things like: "The ending fits the story." ; "Bittersweet but glad I read" ; "It's not that sad, it's open." or some variation of that feedback. I think most people were okay with how it ended, but I do know several people who stopped reading as well. I recommend reading it when you're already in a mood or if it's a rainy day.

If you're looking for something a bit longer that does end happily, I recommend my first KimChay story, I'll Ignite For You. Also happy to talk more about YLTTL if you want spoilers! Thank you for reading my works!

[wildelydawn]

Bittersweet Chocolate, 90%. | A KinnPorsche: the Series FanFic.

Ahead of schedule. Who am I? I hope you all enjoy Chapter 10.

Summary:

When the Theerapanyakun Mafia tries to take over the remaining cacao farms in Thailand, Kim is pulled from his budding stardom and shoved into an undercover mission; infiltrate the family operated Kittisawat Bakery and find out more about their production and goods. Unfortunately, no one told Kim that the sweetest thing in the Kittisawat Bakery wasn’t necessarily the desserts.

Chapter Summary:

Kim endures shipments, flour, and Chay's persistence.

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[wildelydawn]

The thing about Bittersweet Chocolate, 90% is that I don't think I'll ever write another line as phenomenal as Porsche and Pete inviting Kim to the Dead Dad Club.

[wildelydawn]

Hello, it's me again with a question about BSC90%.

How do you pick which baking term to use for each chapter? I love how the first chapter is titled emulsion and the ddc chapter is blooming while the latest one is softened so I wondered if you have a process. Do you have them all picked before posting or does anything change last minute?

Also, do you bake?

Okay those were several questions, sorry. Have a great day and once again thank you for writing the most wonderful KP fics <33

Ahh hello hi, I adore you fjksdjgh.

Originally, when the fic was just ten chapters long, I had all ten baking terms chosen in parallel to the "climax" of each chapter. But as the story got longer, I needed to add more terms, and that actually becomes the last part of the chapter that I write.

Chapter 1 is called "Emulsion" because that's what Kim has to do with the Bakery (become a part of it) even though he can't do the same for his own family.

Chapter 7 is called "Blooming" because, well, Kim's feelings beyond a sexual attraction start to bloom there (the moment he sees Chay outside of the Bakery setting.) And because gelatin has to "bloom" before it's used, Kim is sort of like that too.

And Chapter 10 is "Softened" because Kim has tremendously softened towards Chay (and Chay towards Kim, in his own way). But, in the end, there's a reason why someone has to softened butter. ;-;

And yes! I love baking. I started baking for my local masjid during Ramadan when some of the elders had to pass up on the usual sweets (because of diabetes and such.) So I started making more Western desserts, just with a lot less sugar, and found I was sort of okay at it. I wanted to bake each of the recipes that show up in BSC90 alongside writing the chapters, but I severely overestimated how much time that would take.

This is such a great question because I don't get to talk about the process behind BSC90 a lot so thank you! Also, I am blushing, you're too kind to me, it's so lovely to have you reading along. :3

[wildelydawn]

Hello! For the Writer Goal Ask List : 🌈 What research do you plan on doing for your writing?

Also, this is not really related to the question. When I saw the ask list, I remember that I once saw your post about scaffolding one of your fic and I love it! And it made me think of the above question. (Maybe because I love to see the connection between research plan and writing structure -- I hope this doesn't sound weird to you).

Thank you! And I wish you a happy and good year ahead!

Hello, hi! I am late! So sorry about this!

I know I answered this in another ask, but I want to answer it again because I am a liar. I still have plenty of research to do for fic writing, especially for BSC90, where I plan to talk about the legality of the cacao farming/trade. (Even if it ends up being brief, it's something I'm now totally invested in.) I also think research means experiencing stuff. So for YLTTL, Chay is a photographer, and sometimes, I take my partner's camera (they photograph as a hobby) and I go outside and see how the camera frames everything. The good news is that I actually study photography, the theory/philosophies behind photography and photos, so some of that ends up sneaking into that particular fic.

Ahh! I'm so glad you mentioned that haha. Not weird at all, I love talking about the process of writing because so many people think it has to be linear, and it really doesn't. It also doesn't have to be structured, but for longer fics, I love scaffolding, building character trees, plot trees, etc. I think it helps me visually. It's like having a cheat sheet for my own story. So, for example, the current scaffold for BSC90 looks like this:

So this is the character arcs/info (edited to remove spoilers!) for BSC90. Every story I've written so far has a different variation of Kim and Chay. The rest of this section goes into the behaviors of each character; Kim is colder, short tempered, impatient in this story. While Chay is more open, happier, flirtacious, etc. Making Kim a plant dad (specifically to orchids) has required a lot more research than I anticipated, so that's been a really wonderful process. I may actually end up getting an orchid (and probably killing it too.) And because I want Chay to be a k-pop fan, I've started listening to Stray Kidz. Haha. So research begins to take hold at the early stages; even if it doesn't always show up in the story, it ends up being in the scaffold.

This is the scaffolding I did for Chapter 2 and 3 for BSC90. A lot of these are quick bullet points but ended up becoming major facets in the story (particularly Kim not knowing how to use a mop.) The comments/highlighted sections are notes/links/quotes from research material stemming from the layout of a bakery to the reference to Stella McCartney jeans that Kim makes when talking to Khun. Not all details are blown up or used. For instance, in the story, I do not mention that Kim was offered to support someone else on tour. I axed that idea at the last minute for a few reasons; essentially, the research process and writing scaffold for me are really heavily tied together.

However, I'm not always that organized, so I want to also show you the "scaffold" for my fem!KinnPorsche story:

Just One Taste was a one shot that still needed research/scaffolding, but the process was much messier and on the fly (catch me using the wrong pronouns my bad ><). Which I think was necessary for the nature of the story, but this was the "scaffold" I kept going back to while writing. (My beta and I were just screaming about Porsche's nipples tbh, but it still helped while I was writing.)

Oh fuck dskfjskdg. This is way too long of an answer, I am so sorry I talked my head off again, but I actually really adore you for asking this, so thank you very much. (especially since you write amazing pieces/journal entries on BL!) <3

[wildelydawn]

Bittersweet Chocolate, 90%. | A KinnPorsche: the Series FanFic.

Two updates? In a month? Must be me, being absolutely floored that my KimChay Bakery!AU brainrot is coming to life in the form of Wuju Bakery. How lucky are we!?

All my love and tears to my faithful Beta reader, Riehlla. Thank you. 🖤

Summary:

When the Theerapanyakun Mafia tries to take over the remaining cacao farms in Thailand, Kim is pulled from his budding stardom and shoved into an undercover mission; infiltrate the family operated Kittisawat Bakery and find out more about their production and goods. Unfortunately, no one told Kim that the sweetest thing in the Kittisawat Bakery wasn’t necessarily the desserts.

Chapter Summary:

Kim goes out with his coworkers.

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