#Azi def has issues bc he thinks this could also apply to situationsthat has serious stakes like the Bookshop siege
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Rescuing Aziraphale isn't what makes Crowley happy, not really. He doesn't want him to be in danger in the first place. He wants him safe. He wants him happy.
But he does like having an excuse to take care of him, to protect him, to dote on him in a way that's safe, acceptable and would be honestly illogical to turn away. Like Crowley walks into that church, burning his feet all the way and Aziraphale nearly shoos him away? (Because of the fight all those years ago, because he must be in league with these Nazis) But Aziraphale is in actual, real danger of being discorporated, of being sent back to heaven for who knows how long, so how can he actually reject Crowley's offer to protect him, right?
So every time Crowley does this, the whole "gallant knight swooping in to save Aziraphale from his own follies" thing, it's basically completely irrejectable, safe love Crowley can offer up to Aziraphale with no fear of rejection or overstepping the invisible line between them. Aziraphale can say "you go too fast for me, Crowley" a hundred times in so many varied ways and Crowley accepts this but he's never going to reject Crowley's love when it comes to him as a hand pulling him free of oblivion. That's what Crowley likes. Being able to love Aziraphale in a way that he knows will never be rejected.
#On one hand I do think Crowley DOES like playing the dashing cool hero#Ge likes rescuing Aziraphale but ONLY in a controlled environment#Like the Bastille. Azi was just making excuses. He could've gotten out of that predicamebt any time#But he gets himself get caught sk Crowley could come to him and 'save' him bc he knows#Crowley liks doing nice stuff. Esp if that nice stuff is for him#Azi def has issues bc he thinks this could also apply to situationsthat has serious stakes like the Bookshop siege#But then again it's not bc that ritual is something they've properly discussed before hand#It's just a thing they've stumbled into that both sides half know/half understand but ult unsaid#So no discussion of hard limits at all#They engage in that play bc it's silly but ultimately harmless enrichment for both of them#And doesn't really endanger them any further than the Arrangement already does technically#As there is no safe. Only safer
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