#Ayane was a pride demon

[artyfartyperson]

No but please tell me if any of you had a cringey ninjago oc because mine was out of this world in the most /neg way possible (please tell me in reposts or comments or smth idk)

I cannot live knowing that my first oc Skyler’s element was being able to shapeshift into exclusively a tiger. Then I scrapped that and made her element just “dragon” where she had dragon wings and that was about it. I think she could make purple energy balls or something ☝️🤓

She was a demon/dragon/human hybrid and she was Lloyds cousin, and it’s a bit goofy how Lloyd’s an oni/dragon/human hybrid and I made her whole species up before season 7. That aged surprisingly well HAHDJG

She had 10 bloody siblings as well and she came from hell unironically. Apparently she was a defect demon or smth. So instead of them putting her down her mother yoinked her and ran away?????? To ninjago?????? They were royals that’s probably why the father threatened to kill the baby hold on now chill my guy.

Her eye was underdeveloped??? So she was blind in that eye???

I also replaced Chen with her Dad and Skylor with her eldest sister Mackenzie and Kai used to have a crush on Skyler but now he has a crush on Mackenzie and whoops I think Mackenzie died

Guess what I renamed Skyler to Ayane

Guess what I also made Ayane Dilaras lookalike instead of Nya. Also yeah a Lion scratched her blind eye out while they were on the Dark Island in season 6 i think.

And then TIMESKIP TO LIKE 30 YEARS LATER AND JAY AND AYANE GOT MARRIED AND NOW THEY HAVE CHILDREN 💀 Blaze got Ayanes powers and Akari got Jays powers im throwing up. Blaze is 17 Akari is 15 ewwww

And then the father like reappeared and held such a bad grudge over her living he dragged them all back to hell and then attempted murder on like 3 of them. Jay got corrupted???????? And the rest of the gang had to follow them in AND THE WAY TO HEAL JAY WAS TK GET AYANE TO HUG HIM????? THERE WAS NO REASON BEHIND THE HUG YOU JUST HAD TO HUG HIM.

And then I think Ayane and Nya existed in a cell they must’ve gotten arrested and Ayanes heart must’ve stopped like 3 bloody times istg she was the whump to end all whumps. And then she sung DEVILS DONT FLY NIGHTCORE AND BROKE THE BARS AND JUST LEFT

AND THEN HER AND HER FATHER HAD A SHOW OFF AND THEN HER HEART STOPPED AGAIN GIRL STOP BLEEDING OUT AND FHRN BLAZE CRIED ON HER AND SHE WAS ALL BETTER AGAIN AND THEN HER MITHER CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD AND GAVE HER A SPEECH OR SMTH AND THEN SHE HUGGED GER FATHER AND APPARENTLY HE WAS JUST CORRUPTED THIS WHOLE TIME LIKE SIR!!!!!

then end roll credits they were all okay after that please get Ayane 5 blood bags thanks thanks thanks yeah ignore all that trauma

No but she was an absolute dumpster fire help me

Also that was a wip i’m too tired to elaborate on that was another og season 💀 I think Jay made out with the antagonist

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Might as well make a bit of a comment on this joke artwork by An1k1 on pixiv, not just as a Misty fan, but also as fairly recent Dead or Alive fan (and while I'm attracted to the opposite sex, the fanservice the game series is well known for is actually not a major factor in why I'm a fan, it's actually the overall story and the characters, having really good messages in there as well. Certainly better than Metal Gear, at least, especially after Kojima really went overboard in demonizing America in favor of communist terrorists):

While I see how it's to some degree funny, I really think Kasumi (by that, I mean DOA Kasumi) basically taunting Misty about her... "wealth" compared to her doesn't really work at all for her character, especially knowing her overall character and background. For one thing, going by the Xtreme games, Kasumi is a bit more of a shrinking violet regarding her overall appearance, usually being reluctant to wear particularly showy outfits or, in Xtreme 2 anyway, doing pole dancing (obviously, it's not to Misaki's level, but it's still there). Flaunting her huge assets is more Tina's style, and even with most Dead or Alive characters, much less Kasumi, they're not the types to put down anyone for being less-well-endowed than themselves or insecure (for one thing, in DOAXVV at least, Kasumi is very civil with Marie Rose, who actually IS closer to Misty's figure, and in fact, is most likely going to STAY with that figure due to being 18, while Misty at least in the anime is 10, and her game self is implied to be 12 during the events of Gen I/III, and thus logically could still get a growth spurt in. And Tina in both DOA5 and DOAXVV showed herself to encourage people like Mila, Nanami, and Misaki to be the best they can be, even if it meant they may surpass her in a competition. Even Leifang, no less prideful in her looks, went out of her way to encourage Misaki to embrace her beauty without hesitation at one point rather than put her down.).

Aside from that, I'd think DOA Kasumi is more likely to be sympathetic to Anime!Misty and have a more mentor/big sis role for her mostly due to a shared background in broken families (in particular, I suspect she'd see a bit of her half-sister Ayane in her, especially regarding implied parental neglect/abandonment going by Pocket Monsters: The Animation and to a lesser extent the flashback in Princess vs. Princess as well as generally being picked on by the Sensational Sisters, and make an attempt to make sure Misty becomes a more stable adult in the future as a way of fixing a mistake in her past involving not stepping in to stop the abuse to her half-sister Ayane in the Mugen Tenshin village sooner). While Kasumi herself had a fairly good background compared to Anime!Misty, her childhood friend/half-sister Ayane did not, and was basically treated terribly by her home village in large part due to the latter's background of being a "demon child" as a result of being the byproduct of Kasumi's mom being raped by her evil uncle. This also was a major factor in why Ayane eventually feuded with her and tried to kill her until recently where they somewhat buried the hatchet (and it's implied Kasumi was not even aware of Ayane's horrible treatment by the village until that time, or even their actual familial ties for that matter, and if anything genuinely viewed Ayane as a friend during childhood).

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冷戦的な物語 (The Cold War Story)

Nope, this is NOT the exact Cold War that you often hear in history books. This is the Cold War that I have experienced myself, with the person whom I called, my “special someone.”

Allow me to share to you the details... if you peeps do not mind, hehehe (PS: He’s no longer on FB and IG for personal reasons).

Chapter 1: Santa Maria Colegio de Ciudad Quezon

2007 - Many things happened during this time. I was still “in love” with my first serious crush in school, and we barely finished yet first year high school. Also, this was the year that I met “you know who” during the recognition rites practice. Oh, don’t remind me about it since I was in freshman of high school, and that wasn’t the most pleasant experience I had—like I was too busy like having butterflies on the stomach, thinking what I would do to please my crush again.

OO NA, CRUSH darake demo imi ga nai to wakaru yo. Demo sono ato, infatuation ga nakunatta.

Well, nakilala ko lang si “future” crush sa recognition rites practice and whatnot. HEARING HIS NAME means, basically iyung maputing chinitong kulang sa height, pero when his name was mentioned, like I was SHOOKt. HANTAI PALA!!! xD

Pero di ko pa crush iyun. Kayo naman.

At RANDOM pa ako nag-a-add sa Friendster... and sorry to say that includes him.

That year was also the time I really NEED to move on from my first crush. So yeah, nagka-crush ako sa teacher (ALAM NIYO NA IYAN! Charot!), na sorry to say, ‘di ko masyadong nagustuhan ang teaching style (chos!). Well, let me tell you this: That teacher was only some “transitional period” figure so that I could just “move on” from my first crush, who obviously was rejecting me all throughout (dahil nga sa nangyari... and I never thought of transferring schools at the first place, thinking that the alma mater where I regretted studying will eventually change and open up to new ways of thinking).

And so, yeah.

Until during this one episode where... I just saw him alone during I think, recess time? HAHAHA. I was like, I dunno, I just fell for him without even knowing his true identity. I only knew his face and name, and that’s about it. DAKEDO—miryokuteki na kao ha? Chotto... sukoshi heibon nano ha... futsuu na shakai ni yoru to, sore no hou ga tekitou na keiyou da yo.

And so, yeah. Parang ganun na nga.

I asked my batchmate (well, he wasn’t my clubmate that time, so yeah...) who he was. DAFUQ kilala niya pala. Clubmate niya pala. AHAHAHAHA. I guess, it was like it came to my senses that he’s pretty attractive to my taste dahil nerdy, tsaka he takes his academics seriously. Ayun.

And yes, I really WANTED to have this formal meeting with him. Get to know each other kaya ayun. I added him eventually on Yahoo! Messenger, and that’s it. We started chatting.

And mind you mga beh, sobrang KILIG KILIG much ako, without even formally meeting him. Well, kinukulit ko kasi ng bonggang-bongga iyung friend ko na clubmate siya.

OK ok... until it came to my senses na gan’to nga. YES I WILL MEET HIM NA...

That smile from my face is not a joke. I usually greet him and talk small talk with him whenever we meet. Ayun.

LAHAT LAHAT I showed my entire tatemae towards him, and I was introducing him to my friend who’s a batch lower than him pero batch higher sakin. In short, third year level siya. And yes... kasama niya meiwaku niyang kabarkada na sumira ng lahat.

OO... at hindi ko na lang siya babanggitin dahil... I will discuss that later.

So, ayun. ALL OF A SUDDEN everything was gone. Ganun-ganun lang dahil sa nangyari. I was fucking humiliated and embarassed and shit. Ayoko nang pag-usapan and somehow, medyo it left a mark in my life na gan’to. And that time, I wasn’t really in good terms with some of my classmates dahil sorry to say, I was dealing with a lot of demons in my head. Ni hindi man lang talaga in-explain sakin ng maayos ang mental health condition ko (which you know, has emerged ever since before naging uso ang SPEAK OUT re: mental health awareness; well, no offense sa mga may mental health issues).

Somehow, another factor that destroyed our friendship was online games. DOON NA TALAGA nag-start ang Cold War.

And knowing the strict rules of this alma mater? FUCK NO. I won’t explain everything in detail na.

OK so to speak: Hindi na kami friends sa Friendster, at saka di na kami nag-uusap gaano sa YM, and yes, hindi parin kami friends sa Multiply something like that.

So to speak. NO JIDORI. Kahit civilian-wearing day, shit na malagkit, no communication with him. Just pure cold war via away thru social media for petty reasons.

2008 - And yes, he graduated from high school, and I do not have any idea about his college. Well, none of my business tho. The Cold War still continues.

So to speak, HINDI KO SIYA BINATI NUNG TANJOUBI NIYA. KAHIT GUSTONG-GUSTO KO.

Third year high school - So ayun. I met his imouto (LOL), and you know what? Ayun, sneak peek: NAGPAKILALA AKO SA KANYA with my best buddy... you know what I mean?

Hindi ko lang hinalata na kilala ko si kuya niya and shit.

DAFUQ. NAGKA-ALAMAN na during this episode like... putcha inamin ko na lang sa imouto niya na kilala ko siya at may gusto talaga ako sa kanya.

And you see, kahit pumupunta-punta kuya niya just to get her report card, like jusko, BAKIT HINDI KO PA SIYA LAPITAN!? I WAS SHOOKt. Confused me was like, I just want to talk to him, but I can’t. Social distancing lang ang peg, beh? xD

Tuloy parin ang Cold War sa internet. Walang katapusan.

Pero this was at the same time, my best buddy’s movements were kind of far from normal. Iyun din ang factor na may huge impact sa buhay ko... which would determine my future career in the long-run... (lol may pa-ganun ganun pa?).

Si meiwaku na lang talaga... she got the nice things, but on the following year I was LEFT WITH NOTHING! Admins must answer my demands... charot!

2009 - Ayun. Wala paring katapusang Cold War. Pero this time, I parted ways with my best buddy (sorry, wala nang ibang choice eh). AYOKONG mangyari iyun talaga... pero parting ways with him made my fourth year high school the WORST part of my high school life. Kasi tuwing anjan si best buddy, no one will really touch me (me paganun-ganun pa).

But yeah, I have to suck it up.

Gusto ko nang tumakas from that so-called tyrannical high school which has the crappiest quality of education in history. Putang ina talaga. Sorry for the language, but that school has to be accountable for damages (waley charot!).

That was also the time I commented on someone’s post na ganito ang school niya na gumagamit ng gantong language. Well, derogatory pa nga ang term eh (LOL).

COLD WAR PARIN.

2010 - Graduate na ako ng high school (SA WAKAAAAAAS!). Well, the bad memories and sh*t because I think the one responsible for sectioning students INSULTED ME ALL THROUGHOUT, and yeah.

Chapter 2: Pamantasang Taft Avenue

I FINALLY CAME TO HIS SCHOOL. YEE-HAW!

Pero di parin tapos ang laban. Again, the Cold War has re-emerged on what? Formspring! The shittiest website you’ll ever encounter in your entire life.

Somehow, I gained more EMENIES online... because you know that anime and video games are kind of BANNED in our household, but I watch anime secretly through torrent (shhhhh). Nalagyan pa ng VIRUS ang laptop ko dahil gusto ko talagang ma-download iyung mga content na ANIME talaga. And why the F*** did I NOT take up Japanese studies instead, if I love anime? Well, then and again the meiwaku person’s gaslighting and sh*t...

And 2010 was my FUCKING WORST YEAR because sinagad ko pa nga ang college. Bakit di na lang ako nag-gap year and shit? At gini-guilt trip pa nga ako na dapat UST na lang ako dahil ganto. But NO. Wala sanang problema ang UST but look, you want me to experience another part 2 of my high school alma mater? NO WAY, Jose. At talagang gusto ko na talagang mag-civilian clothes because it signifies FREEDOM!

Oh wait—freedom my ass. Wala parin akong bonggang-bonggang freedom dahil I was still continuing to BATTLE MY INNER DEMONS like WTF was I born this way and smth like that... ayun.

Medyo nasa stage talaga ako ng self-deprecation, NO THANKS to my background and whatnot. Everyone had really aristocratic features, and academic achievements and they’re so confident about themselves (TEKA... baka FULL of themselves).

And that’s also the time na parang hindi ko rin feel ang mga magiging kasama ko for the first 2 terms. Sorry to say, but it seems that I did not belong to their league at all.

Parang ganun.

And then again, AYOKO NANG MAG-ELABORATE gaano.

This year was the only year I learned to RISE UP from my mistakes. 2 fucking failures only means that “O AYAN, sa sobrang conceited mo kasi, ba’t di mo kaya babaan pride mo?”

Di mo masisi, turbulent masyado ang high school life ko. Meganon. Chos.

2011 - So yeah, third term of my college life... I decided to cross-enroll because I really do not feel to be with these sorts of people. YES, the elitistas.

YEAH... they only dress nicely and speak English like a person from the soshal high society pero manners ANLAYO... parang alipin race by practice parin pero naka-LV ang mga luka-luka.

KAYA AYOKO NA SILANG MAKITA! Charot!

This year was also the first time I came to Japan. MY DREAM DESTINATION! Pero huwag kayo, naging favorite country ko talaga siya (well sorry to say, na-”brainwash” ako ng mga libtard ideas that time, abandoning the conservatism from high school) dahil sa anime pati video games.

Sinabi ko talaga, sana makabalik ako sa Japan. KAHIT European studies ang major ko nun.

And yeah... medyo hindi ko na ma-open mind ko because of this constant fear-mongering from this sort of environment that isn’t really open to new ideas and only cares about snobbery. Kaya siguro mas malapit ang loob ko sa mga hard sciences majors dahil ‘di hamak mas open-minded tsaka conservative in practice talaga sila... and f*** liberals, ya know.

OO, Cold War parin talaga, fren. Di kami nag-uusap at kahit nakikita ko rin siya paminsan-minsan, I just do some sorts of weird stuff and yeah...

2012 - THESIS year. Jusko... heto pa talaga ang pinaka-judgment day sa lahat. Like, ga-graduate pa ba ako, kahit sabihin nating pasaway student ako nun?

Pero, Cold War parin.

2013 - The time I graduated from college. INUNAHAN KO SIYA! BWAHAHAHAHAHHA!

Pero huwag kayo—medyo rocky road din ang taong ‘to dahil I decided to reconcile with my best buddy and raised the white flag dahil nga siyempre, I tried to forget him but NO WAY... he was a huge part of my life kaya papano ko siya kakalimutan? Diba?

Well, because I fucking missed the graduation ball of my batch. AYOKO sanang pumunta dun for personal reasons... well, may tiket na ako pero gusto ko talagang ibenta. PRAMIS!!!

The result? GAP YEAR from looking for work. Just to attend next year’s grad ball.

After I graduated, I went to South Korea for the 1st time and JAPAN... for ze second time around. First time in Tokyo.

Grabe.

Wala akong masabi.

Dun na siguro nagsimula ang formal Japanese lessons ko.

Pero again, COLD WAR parin.

2014 - YES!!! I attended the grad party... with my high school bestie. Sobrang happy ko nun dahil makakasama ko siya muli. <3

AND...

Pumasok ako sa law school. WELL, LAHAT NG MGA MAHAHALAGANG GAMIT KO, NAWALA SAKIN. F*** those 3 drivers na alipin race by practice! I HEYT DRAHGS!!!

Pero, Cold War parin.

Chapter 3: Travajo, Shigoto, Arbeit

2015 - The time HE graduated from college. Well, I was already studying photography so yeah... and during this year, this is where I had my very first job. Ayun. Meaning to say, new crushes and sh*t, and yeah, meeting new people.

Pero, Cold War parin.

At the same time, meeting new people? Dalawa rin naging crush ko. Pero LABAG sa kalooban ko at pumunta kami ng North America. FUCK... I don’t wanna come back but my parents insisted and sh*t.

Sorry to say, pa-sh*th0l3 na kasi iyung alam niyo na, pinaka-supposedly makapangyarihang bansa sa buong daigdig este hegemon. Gomen nasai to my American friends, but if you knew me closer and deeper, no offense to your country tho!

I was sooooo inggit sa mga taong nakapag-Japan on this year. Haist. Di afford mag-Japan pero afford mag-US? ABNORMAL OI.

Hanggang kapritso’t pabonggahan lang kayo dun eh. And I HATE IT!

Pero 2015 is also the year that I really need to move on from you-know-who. Kasi jusko, dami-daming gwapo diyan! Hindi lang siya!

2016 - WAIT... this is the best year for me... and pretty much the worst. First time kong pumunta ng Kyoto and thought that this is like the Philippines when it’s summer. Tourists weren’t really too many and yeah, move on talaga from that special someone dahil inisip ko one day, mahahanap ko na talaga ang special someone ko. Jusko, daming mas gwapo pa dun anoh! HAHAHAHA.

And my first time to USJ! YEE-HAW!

Bonggang-bongga’t heto na rin ang “moment of truth has finally arrived” and sh*t, at saka PANIBAGONG CRUSH all the way... sa work ko pa nakita at dehins basta-bastang tao iyun! BWAHAHAHAHA at siya pa nga nag-udyok sakin mag-art (BWAHAHAHAHA).

Hindi biro iyan—kung di dahil pinapunta ako sa Craft Mania, malamang I would have NEVER spent my money ng bonggang-bongga sa mga art materials na di ko pa alam gamitin that time. Pabonggahan lang and sorts of stuff (KIDS, don’t try this at home, ha? Learn to save your keep kahit papano)—para lang mag-show off.

2017 - COLD WAR PARIN.

2018 - COLD WAR PARIN.

Pero mind you, this is when the defining point of time I really have to prove myself na worthy akong mag-Japan. NOPE. Not the Japayuki sort of thing dahil... watashi no kao kara suru to, not to brag, but does it seem like... DO I LOOK LIKE A JOKE TO YOU!? Beh, move on na! Hindi na high school itey! Chos!

Pero mind you, this was also the time I un-expectedly PASSED JLPT for the first time. I literally was happy, but still not complacent. Nakukulangan pa ako.

And this is also the time I proved to myself, babalik ako sa Japan to fulfill my childhood dream: Disney Resort sa Japan dahil dun ko talaga gusto eh! Haist talaga, malas ako at dehins ako half-Japanese, you know that feeling of wanting to go to Japan before 2010 because of the cool stuff... pero turns out hindi. Mamaya na.

And after going to Tokyo Disneyland? The next day, we went to unexpectedly the art store that would become my FAVORITE PLACE in the world dahil na-meet ko na ang lalakweng nagpa-tibok ng puso ko. CHAROT!!! Imagine, grabe OPPOSITE niya talaga ang color ng mga Binay, walang gluta pa iyan! Pero likas na gwapo’t magaling pa mag-English (never mind his funny accent LOL). At BAROK pa Nihongo ko nun. As in hazukasii tsukaikata desho! w

Siya ang defining moment ng buong trip ko sa Japan. Dahil siyempre, he has this smile na sobrang sincere at walang pretensions... like he was like that dude whom you want to take for dinner. LOL me paganun-ganun pa.

AT siyempre, back to you-kn0w-who again, tensions are getting relaxed, pero COLD WAR PARIN technically.

2019 - Heto na iyung taong formally pumunta ako ng Japan na walang uwian talaga. Dire-diretso na ang paninirahan ko bilang ryuugakusei. At siyempre, hazukashii parin dahil shit talaga na malagkit, my Japanese wasn’t very very good. Sono kaiwa nouryoku ha zenzen hazukashikatta desho. Maa, mou takusan naratta houga yoroshii yo.

And YES, I went to different places like Kamakura, Yokohama Chinatown, Kobe, Hiroshima, Fukuoka, Nara... shit andami na talaga. Dahil naka-stay ako sa Japan for a year. And my mom often visits me dahil siyempre hitorgurashi ako ditey. And it’s quite depressing ya know—loner, iyung feeling na welcome ka pero di ka parin belong sa society nila. At medyo confused stage parin ako dahil pagod na ako ng bonggang-bongga sa Philippine politics kaya I need a fucking break. But no... things don’t really work that way ya see.

Chapter 4: The moment of truth has finally arrived—tokoro no naka ni ha, Nippon de

And this is one defining moment when wait... like I went to Kobe for the first time around...

Nandito na lang ako sa Japan, at siyempre iyung crush ko na iyun talaga (oi, hindi si opposite skintone ng mga Binay, ok?), I just want to reconcile with him ever since. So, why not again... do something about it?

Remember, wala nang Yahoo Messenger. Wala na ring Friendster. Pati Multiply tigok na rin. At saka wala na ang online games, anoh? DotA na lang tsaka Mobile Legends, pagkaka-alam ko.

And so it happened like this...

He already viewed my IG posts, and that was the time I really had to focus on my studies in the bekka program. Andito na lang ako sa Japan, at saka you know... like the kalungkutan in my eyes show that despite that I love Japan, and I wished to naturalize in the place I consider my second home, parang gusto ko nang i-abandona iyung idea na iyun. Because for one, I am fully aware that Japan is not an immigration-friendly country.

So yeah, because he views my stories on Instagram, I guess this is the time I have to poke him on Facebook?

Oo, sa Messenger ko pa ginawa iyun.

And surprisingly, he sent me a message.

Ayun.

Wait lang ha... ayun.

Nakita ko na talaga na “Sorry sa late reply... ano po iyun? Oh, na-alala nga kita, at sorry sa nagawa ko noon. Sobrang immature ko nun at alam mo na hindi ka deserving sa ganun.”

Umiyak ako. Bonggang-bonggang reconciliation na talaga ang ramdam ko.

Nagpasalamat talaga ako sa kanya, siya iyung dahilan kung bakit nandito ako sa Japan. Shikata ga nai kedo, kung di dahil sa kanya well... I would never be in Japan right now.

Siya parin talaga ang babalikan ko at the end of the day. At hindi ko mai-tatanggi na siya talaga ang inspirasyon ko sa pagpunta ko rito sa Japan bilang ryuugakusei.

2020 - Coronavirus.

Heto na rin ang taon na for good na ang rainichi niya. Totsuzen iyun, hindi iyan ang original plan niya. And his company was already dissolving, so he has to deal with things and stuff before he gets free time.

At takot talaga siya sa coronavirus.

At naka-graduate pa ako. Pasado ko lahat mga subject ko. Pero hindi parin ako kuntento talaga. May kulang pa.

OO, nung panahong iyun sobrang depressed talaga ako. Fuck, all the good and the bad memories in my Japanese university were like, emerging again, just looking at the clothes.

It’s like telling me I really have to go back home.

Kailangan ko nang umuwi ng Pilipinas dahil wala na ako gaanong obligasyon dito sa Japan. Also, whenever I wake up in the morning? I often get depressed, wishing nagtagal lang ako dito sa Japan, pero mukhang hindi talaga para sakin ang Japan, iyan ang ramdam ko.

But I wished so hard, magkita pa kami.

Kotoshi no rokugatsu - Dapat nakauwi na ako ng Pinas nitey. Oo nga, dahil hanggang gantong buwan lang ako andito sa Japan. And I’m stuck in a limbo simply because of that panirang coronavirus.

I cannot admit, I was battling my own demons while I was in school. Like, hindi ko talaga tanggap ang nakaraan ko because I wasted my time being YOLO. Like, ano ba talaga gusto ko paglaki ko?

Fuck, how I wish I planned earlier, but certain factors like political something something was a hindrance. PERO HINDI.

Until I finally decided to meet him.

Lubusin ko na’to. I worked so effing hard just to bring back our friendship. I wanted a closure. I WANTED IT EVER SINCE. Gusto ko na talagang tapusin ‘tong kabanatang maitataguri kong Cold War.

The Cold War that shaped me into a better person, I guess?

June 10 - The day we finally met.

The day when eventually, niyakap ko siya at tinawag ko na sempai.

I finally found the closure I was seeking for.

I noticed, maraming nagbago for sure: First and foremost, inamin niya ring dehins niya gusto masyado ang nangyari sa high school life... and yeah mas enjoy di hamak ang college life, where he learned a lot of stuff.

Sa Japan pa talaga, of all places. I tried other sorts of cultures, if this will fit me, but in the end I simply ended up being in the place I consider my second home, and met my crush there and had the closure I was seeking for: Didn’t expect he would delete some of his social media accounts which sorry to say, parang Fall of the Berlin Wall ang peg.

I was like, I would never expect him to be the person I knew since high school. Kung di ko man lang na-afford makipag-jidori sa  kanya o batiin siya sa Meris o sa La Salle...

Kaya siya tinatawag na Cold War.

[sonderrow-moved]

ARCHER KESSLER: Singleverse Timeline pt.01

The biggest perk of being singleverse is to have so much going on! Here I will put a list of major events/meetings in chronological order for Archer CONCERNING ROLEPLAYING, PLOTTING, PRE-EST and INTERACTIIONS only. Last update 22/04/18.

Italic = Ongoing TIP: use Ctrl + F to look for a particular muse name

CHILDHOOD

Met Myles Baida who’d become his best friend ( hhemeraa )

Meets Yahui who takes a liking to him as a friend, although it is only reciprocated socially and not to heart by Archer ( minugahanax )

As he witnesses death at the age of 7 for the first time, Archer meets Miki ( @neksuses​ ) for the first time and subsequently afterwards, but will never remember him

Depression ensues

Archer is raped by his elder sister before she leaves the house

Archer is forced into the Memory Project

First suicide attempt

Archer becomes home schooled for the rest of his childhood

TEENAGE YEARS

Becomes the star player of the tennis club and creates the literature club of his school

Initiated a sexual and manipulating relationship with Myles with whom he fell in love

Wins the tennis nationals

Companionship with Yahui follows

Meets Eru Chitanda, who he sees as a potential future wife ( @hyoukan )

Took care of a young, impressionable Shiloh ( @pxlaire )

COLLEGE YEARS

Archer meets his future wife, Oriana, for the first time

Suddenly disappeared on Myles without notice

Cocaine intake began

Meets and took a liking to Hœnir, a young and gifted musician, triggered at first by his strong physical similarities to Myles ( @moonsought )

Second suicide attempt

PRE-INCARCERATION ADULT YEARS

Archer and Oriana get married

Archer kills a young cop who wanted to take justice for himself ( @vxtxation​ )

Yahui and Archer loses sight of each others as they delve into their own family business

As a “janitor”, Archer gave a helping hand to several ill acting people from a short to long periods of times. The latter being with some like Eiji ( @fallenreverend ) which he, at first, didn’t put much personal interest in

Archer helps orchestrate the manipulation of native African tribes for Project Memory, which ensues the genocide of Oluwayemisi’s tribe ( @minugahanax )

Archer enters an ambiguous, manipulating relationship with Hœnir

Cocaine addiction follows

Meets Noah Campbell with whom he shared a ferocious rivalry, more because of their stubbornness in character than anything ( @celestialspitfire )

Met Ayane Daisuki ( oxytosine ) , a particular doctor in human trafficking who’d become his personal doctor, as they both keep silence of each others’ practices

Oriana gets an abortion

Archer and Oriana get a divorce

Archer is arrested as media outlets internationally posts his face as being the core of corruption and American business shitstorm on top of various charges even more scandalous

INCARCERATION ADULT YEARS

Meets “James Smith” and Mei

Slides in groups of mixed latino and asian minorities, but is mostly a loner

Following untasteful accident, Archer gets raped by James, supported by his prison mates

Meets “Flynn”

Third suicide attempt

Flynn disappears

Cocaine consumption stopped

Befriends James

James dies in a riot

POST-INCARCERATION ADULT YEARS

Resolved to change his way after meeting Flynn

Is momentarily fiancee with his former prison security guard, Mei

Reunites with his elder sister who never mentions what happened between them

Meets Nathaniel Lie, whom Archer respects the worth and notoriety, who tries to seduce him but is rejected for a one night stand ( @bediiism​ )

Meets Chiri Kitsu who Archer crushes at first sight on, struggling with her strong resemblance with his wife ( kitchiris )

Meets a young cat boy named Gale who reminds him of Flynn, and takes a strong, overly dependent and anxious liking to him which is fatherly, but twisted ( popokki )

Hires Evelyn Reese as his personal assistant ( @pseudogaiety​ )

Archer hires Nao Yukimura in his company ( @stxrscourged​ )

Enters an official lover relationship with Nathaniel while oddly being ashamed of being in an homosexual relationship

Archer meets Myles again, only to find out he is horribly bitter

Meets Oluwayemisi ( @minugahanax​ )  in person for the first time after sponsoring his illegal fighting indirectly and takes a liking to talk and watch him fight

Oluwayemisi helps Archer get to the graveyard where James is buried, the two shares icecream and a hint of unsuspected bonding

Kisses and touches Gale out of confusion and impulse, only to be reminded of his resolve and knocking the boy out to stop himself

Archer “meets” Flynn again after the incident, and mourn him

Misunderstanding made it so Gale’s lover ( catastrophicur ) believes Archer did way worse and in a spit of rage, attacks him and tears his arm off

Nathaniel saves Archer while he was bathing in his own blood

For months, Archer lived with the physiotherapy and rehabilitation, the trauma of having his arm torn, the ghost pain and sleepless night

Barely even being allowed to wear a prosthetic, Archer orders an experimental robotic one at the cost of his health, great pain and reopening his wound multiple times

Jude tries to drown Archer, only to be saved by Chiri

Archer learns of Nao’s crush on him, only to not reciprocate it

Archer seduces and sleeps with a demon ( kingofevcrything ) , exchanging his soul in exchange for protection, a new arm and, indirectly, owning the demon’s feelings

While his relationships are all crumbling, Oluwayemisi shows himself to be very protective over Archer’s weakened physical and emotional state, which doesn’t go unnoticed even when unsaid

Archer gets stuck during a giant storm with Gale, who turns feral on him after being saved from debris by Chiri, Archer saves himself by putting the building on fire and Gale escapes

Still resumes his hints of courting with Chiri, only to be pretty much rejected by her when Archer turns out to be too destructive

Alcoholism starts

Wavering to his past bad habits, Archer kills an undercover cop dressed as a prostitute who turned out to want justice for herself in front of Lenore ( @carnivorarium​ ) , disguising it as cold blooded murder in crazed hope she’d make him suffer

Archer tries to rekindle his friendship with Myles, only to be constantly rejected and insulted, not knowing how to act anything but how manipulative he was towards Myles, not noticing the wrong he did to him

Fires Evelyn for inadequacy at her job… and her not filling up the emotional void he wanted an assistant to

Archer learns about Nao’s family situation

Archer gives the majority of his company parts to Noah, making him the new owner of the Kessler company

Meets Alucard Leveilleur ( @bcbybats​ ) who is having a bad day and decides to let Archer die slowly before stealing his humanity

VAMPIRE TURNING

Archer is losing it over the trauma of experiencing painstakingly his own death and the dark curse (or gift) he’s given

Archer mourns Gale and Chiri who, like so many, didn’t want him in their life and ran away from his unhealthy habits

Alucard forces Archer to live in his manor with him and his family teaches Archer the basics of vampirism

Alucard inflicts physical torture and sexual harassment on Archer as he toys with him

Archer meets the dying spirit of Gale as he escapes Alucard on a momentary trip and holds him while saying their goodbyes

Meets Freya Crescent ( @burmecias-protector​ ) who becomes his… grumpy bat mother?

Wanting to focus on those who showed genuine attention to him, Archer wishes to become closer to Oluwayemisi, who he realizes is one of the only people who showed him genuine, honest and simple affection and loyalty. He goes to him looking for a real friend and an emotional connection

Archer grows a more honest and less shallow heart and starts to feel that Nathaniel is not really someone he’s looking for in a partner… but never realizes it

Despite his restraints, Archer ends up falling for Oluwayemisi

Archer gives in and offers his body to Oluwayemisi on Christmas day, thinking it’d be the first and last time

Archer gets closer to Nao, who also showed affection and loyalty to him; the boy’s honesty make Archer finally trusts his words when Nao says he will follow him

Archer hires January ( @humanitysfacade​ ) to find information about Nao’s parents, which is unfruitful. Archer decides to get dirty and come back in the world of information brokery to get it

Archer mourns his relationship with Oriana as he meets her again on Valentine’s Day

Archer comes to turn with his sexuality

Archer meets Victoria Macguire ( @inionnaforaoise​ )

Strengthened by more positive outcomes, Archer learns from the Leveilleur children further on vampirism

Meets Sherlock Holmes ( @deductionking​ ) who might just be the next investigator he needs to kill or someone to get along with

Archer takes a liking to Nao and their friendship, breaking the tension he nurtured between them and fuel by Nao’s crush by kissing him

Archer finds himself unable to resist Oluwayemisi’s advances afterwards, resuming their passionate relationship

Archer finds the information on Nao’s parents

Gets kidnapped by the organization behind the Memory Project with Victoria, the two escape and bond over their experience, only for Archer to discover shocking files

Meets Grace ( minugahanax ) who proposes therapy to Archer

Archer tracks Mardyakhor ( minugahanax ), the inhuman result of experiments on his own present stolen DNA, Oluwayemisi’s and his wife’s and captures him before society discovers him back to the lab he came from

Archer meets Eru again… and she’s as lovely as always

Archer tames some more of his new nature and starts not minding to feed on people, or killing them in the process and loses more of his identity as a human

Archer swallows his pride and, unable to hold his feelings for Oluwayemisi and the bond they share, reveals to him the truth and gives him the tools he can about the interventions leading to his tribe’s genocide and the subsequent experiments on his kind

Archer accepts his fate when Mardyakhor escapes, letting him go

Nathaniel confronts Archer about his cheating, Archer only replies in spite

Archer sexually assaults Nathaniel out of anger and frustration

Archer begs Oluwayemisi to not leave him to track down the people who were into the genocide, but wishes him to kill him

Oluwayemisi only leaves, and let Archer alive with his sins, sorrows, and idealistic hopes that he will come back

Archer meets up with Eiji again and sexually assaults him out of spite for his past

Meets Henry Townshend ( @vicariousphotographer​ ) who he dislikes for being noisy around Eiji

Meets Yahui again… whos so psyched and Archer not so much

Archer meets again with Hœnir, who still holds a liking to him to Archer’s surprise; he decides to cherish it, although he feels bad about his past self’s abusive habits

Has a contract on his life and a new assassination attempt by a fellow vampire ( @kreasura​ ), only to be protected by Flynn in the shadows

As Myles unnerves him again and unable to take it anymore, Archer assaults Myles, opening his stomach before raping him until he died from his wounds, setting the building they were on on fire as to destroy the evidence, but mostly to fuck Myles’ corpse and the emotional release the explosion does

Archer sleeps with Nao out of desire and genuine like for the young man and feeling responsible for his feelings

Oluwayemisi comes back from his long trip and rampage, to Archer’s delight; he didn’t believe the lion would come back to him alive

Oluwayemisi finds his lion form back, and as the reawakening of his form seeks destruction, Archer holds his ferocious embrace, accepts to be his prey and the two mate

Archer consolidates his hypnotic powers and feeding, starting to leave some prey alive, but dazed and forgetful at times ( @pareidae / @midorigxrxge / … )

While in Oluwayemisi is in his lion forms and courts him, Archer says for the first time out loud that he loves him, so much

Gets stuck in a weird horror world with Henry

Learns about Lenore’s soulscapes

Archer reveals to Nao the information he has about his parents

Archer confronts Mechislav after learning that he assaulted Eiji

Starts meeting Grace for therapy, unsure

Archer meets Osakwe ( minugahanax ), Oluwayemisi’s son and, out of panic, fear, sadness and rage, bites him, only to trigger his inner beast and make the two meet