#Autistic you

[pistachi0art]

messing around 🩷

[techthecrow]

autistic friendship.

autistic YOU!

it was just a joke at first then i made more aurism (/ij) emojis...send help.

[the-friendly-entity]

[ ~"For Each Other"~ ] - Persona 5

You are student of the Shunji Academy, you been transfert it due a incident you been acused it, even so you new and Autistic you made friends with someone

See for more context: Takuto Maruki x Reader

What contains? Autistic Reader, Sensitive Content, Persona 5 Royal Spoilers?

Can be visualized as? Can be take you are part of the Phantom Thieves or not, Can be take you are in Ren Amamiya Place (Ren Amamiya is a Self Insert Personification), Friends Relationship

Sinse you arrive to the Shunji Academy, everything feels so fast is been still hard to proces and adapt it, the new school is way bigger the one you was before, and the city you live now it will be hard to learn it, is overwhelming

you firts day at school alredy you was drowing on nervous, you alredy saw it but its not the same, you still have a lot to learn to even map in your head the school entired

even so you thougth you will be alone in this journy, as you get use to it due no one was interested to make friends with you becuse you "weird" and "annoying" in your old school, it will be not much diferent now you have a incedent no ones wants to be with you at all

but surprisly, you meet someone that change your mind, a guy name Ryuji Sakamoto, you two meet in a rainy day in they way of school, waiting it calms the rain so you two could arrive to school

at firts he was well, as everyone see him, a someone problematic, he try to talk to you when you two got near profesor Suguru Kamoshida as see you not comfortable at all arround him, but as you know, you mind blocked the posibility to talk, so you could not respon him back, and due his body lenguaje show nothing but agresion you was scared he could be problematic

but was nothing as you expected, he actully a sew a funny guy, a little dummy even but have his heart in the right place even his way to act dont show it, he could see you was not ok being in school and how so much you was struggling, he always ask you if you are ok or need something or if you need to go outside to breath due how bad school was affecting you, slowly growing a bond

you was still mind blocked at firts so Ryuji Sakamoto only make questions are yes or no for more easy for you, or not even at all, just talking knowing you are hearing him, he dont want to force you to talk! so you ok to be just quiet and lising, he smiles when he get you out a smile or small laughts

He surprised you actully like to study, he trying to understand why as he seeing it as boring and waste of time, but he not judge you for it mostly he wants to understand your way of what it special, even so he really apreciet when you help him with something! even do his homework (tho he dont like to make you work for him but you really are appacionet to do homework)

He happy you like to ejercise as well! he go easy on you tho, he dont want to make you work hard on yourself and something happen to you, more when you a little more slow that him, but it dont matter! passing time ejercise it what he appreciet

Tho one time a group of students who was ejercising as well come to you two to make problems, Ryuji Sakamoto was the one who jump fast to defend you when they trying to force to talk and insulting you, it was not he was ready to really use violence when you spoke saying "Leave" as you dont look good, making sure to go a quiet and lone place to help you to feel better after what happen

You apreciet a lot Ryuji Sakamoto, he was the firts person who really step up to protect you, as no one ever made it before, not even taking so patient to you and understand you, or just care in general, it just was there to calm you down as tears fall from your eyes

as more time pass with Ryuji Sakamoto you slowly open up yourself, able to finally talk to him, simple words to fully talking, he was happy to finally hear your voice and talk normally arround him, tho sadly you mind blocked when is in school and places you mind not allowed you to talk, but he dont mind, he alredy deal with you when you not talk at all, this is not diferent

you show him things you like, make him understand better the school subjects and the homework, and well, you quiet the opositive of what he meet you, you now like a talking parrot look like give sugar and will not ever end, when you noticed it you shyly apologuies for it and being weird and annoying, but he dont find it at all like that, he want you be yourself and comfortable

He even noticed this things you do, like the "T-Rex" arms, the shaking arms and legs when you so exited and happy about something, and when you just looking at the nothing kida worried you just there doing nothing, he start to look in the internet about Autims to understand you more and these behavors and such

He even gift you a Cancelling sound Headphones so you could be comfortable in school, sadly you only use it limited time but its just a amazing gift, he was so surprised you hug him so thight and make him happy you was happy

There time you want to be alone to try to recover, he understand it, you need to recharge and put yourself back toguether after a roug day, but he always near if you ever need something or can rush to help you if you need it

The time you had a breakdown he was full of worried, he read about Autism people suffering of breakdwon when they reach they limited, but he never expected to be this badly, he advoid you hurt yourself or others and try to only and only see him and hear him, keeping close to him and hugging you to try to calm you, fastly trying you two be alone so you be fully comfortable and no one else see you two

He Relief when you go out of the school hospital you was ok, he wanted to understand the situacion better and what caused you to happen it, even you apologuies for you behavor, he denied it, it was not your fault, you was put in a tense situacion, like a ballon full of a room of needles where eventually gonna pop, he will never judge you to act that way becuse he understand you just could not hold it anymore

After that he become a little overprotective with you, looking others badly and always being on front, you understand he just trying to protect you but, its a little to much, he apologuies for it, he not see you as a weak person who can do stuff for his own, i mean, danm you alredy have to deal a lot of shit and you still up he admired that of you, he just want to do anything to keep you safe

You two chat a lot in the phone, is where mostly you are yourself, you guys will be talking for hours and always chanching topics hop into another, sharing memes and even making plans and such, it feels nice to have Ryuji Sakamoto where you can be your fully youself

You even start giving him gifts too, mostly drawings you made about him, you think sometimes to buy him stuff but purely the best way to show you import someone a lot is by doing it yourself the gift, he craaazy! he amazed how you draw him and he cant just thank you enough for such amazing gift, i can make sure your drawings are in his room walls like photos

When you get into mementos, well was chaotic, Ryuji Sakamoto was absotluly worried when you two arrive here, mostly you seeing you panicking confused of what is going on and near moment to just pass out, he was there to help you to get out of such situacion

if you not was part of the team Ryuji Sakamoto had a very hard time to understand you where you was and what was everything, he mostly feel unresposible to put you in such dangerous place even when was out of his control, he will anserw all your questions, even the most unlogical ones, but he want to make sure you are ok and keep you calm

he will REFUSE if you want to be part of the team, is such dangerous place! and he just cant put someone he cares a lot in such situacion, not becuse just the shadow, but a lot of stuff they get themself into, it just a lot dont think you could leave well

if you persona wakes up, he maybe let you help in the team, but he always in your side anything happens, even so he proud you put yourself in risk for help others, even he dont wants it becuse you want you safe, he admire that fire into you

you two are like siblings, Ryuji Sakamoto being the big one who always there to keep your safe, even he a little dumb and can make some mistake can accidently hurt you, he defently a loyal person in heart and will do everything he can to make you happy, and the exchange is equal

is almost hard to see you two get appart of how strong your bond you two have, even if something you guys fight, both always come back toguether, not matter what

[l0reenthusiast]

BLORBO BLEEBUS OF THE MONTH IS:

HIS NAME IS TSUKASA TENMA! HE IS A WORLD FUTURE STAR!

presenting to everybody my baby boy tsukasa, and the leader of ploysho- wonderland x showtime! his solo version of gujo sanka has me in a fucking grip and he has not let me go since. ironically enough, he's not my favorite character, nor is wonderland x showtime my favorite group in pjsekai. more more jump you will always be famous.

[fandomz-brainrot]

Me and all the homies are AUTISTIC AS HELL. 😎

(All of our RAADS-R scores are 100+)

[trashshouldnt]

I love having "weird" special interests because despite being niche they're very memorable to the people around me. I will be receiving crochet patterns for random things until the day I die, and I love it. My mother just sent me a link to a website with various Cambrian era patterns, and one for a triops, and I feel content in life

[inkskinned]

please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!

do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!

[glfry]

Hi guys

[emilnikos]

I need non autistic people to realise meltdowns are a real debilitating thing that has a serious effect on your mental and physical health NOWWWWW!!! The way its been trivialized and lessened pisses me the fuck off. It's not a tantrum and it doesn't come from "being too weak-willed" it's painful and it's embarrassing AND MOST OF ALL IT'S INVOLUNTARY!! Don't claim to be an ally to autistic or disabled people and then make fun of people who have meltdowns. Literally get the hell out of my sight

[genderkoolaid]

i don't know what autistic person needs to hear this but they are not watching you. the entire world is not constantly waiting for you to do something weird and laugh at you behind your back. you do not need to constantly self-police whenever there's the slightest chance another person might see you. you have a right to be your autistic self in public spaces. stop fighting yourself for their sake.

[hemi-demi]

I can't prove it, but this is canon.

[lgbtlunaverse]

I've seen a good number of people ask a question along the lines of "why do characters like Falin and hate Laios when they're so similar?" and i've also seen good analysis on the differences in how the touden siblings carry themselves that would, despite their shared traits, make a person gravitate to one more than the other.

But i feel like we've overseen one very central thing here.

People don't like Falin

Like... the average person in dungeon meshi doesn't like Falin. She was deeply ostrasized by her home village, in magic school she had zero friends before Marcille and the others generally saw her as strange and a bit offputting.

Characters like Namari and Chilchuck like her well enough but not necessarily more than any other member of their party, including Laios. Neither Kabru nor his party think much of her. The canaries don't give a fuck about her. Toshiro's retainers don't see her as anything else than the weird foreign girl their boss has a crush on.

The reason we think everyone loves Falin is because, despite all the indifferent side characters, the 2 most important and central characters of the story are Laios and Marcille. Who are NOT representative of the average attitudes to Falin! But necromancy georg number 1 and 2 are our main eyes into the story and they love Falin so much that it colours our perspective of the whole world.

The only side character who qualifies as liking Falin and not Laios is Toshiro (at least at first, as he ends the story on much better terms with Laios) and that says a lot about his character, with him drifting to the quiet Falin precisely because of her oddness but being both uncomfortable with and deeply jealous of Laios' much more open expression of that oddness. Because he's a repressed guy from a culture where etiquette is incredibly important.

But like I said, that's a specific aspect of him, not to the world at large.

Because there's also people that click more with laios than with Falin.

Kabru, for one, who is initially distrustful of laios but clearly also deeply fascinated by him and drawn to him.

Minor spoilers, and you don't have to read too deeply into this, because I don't think Kabru particularly dislikes Falin or anything. But it's interesting that when he talks about his distrust of the toudens in ch.32 he's talking about them both. But his big friendship declaration in chapter 76 is aimed squarely at Laios, he doesn't say "you and your sister" he says "you"

And Senshi!! He instantly clicks with Laios, well before he does so with anyone else in the party– who he also becomes friends with, it just takes a bit longer– specifically because they bond over their shared special interest in monsters!! Senshi is kind towards Falin and cares for her wellbeing, but he also... doesn't know her. The reason he is even here, helping to save her, is because he and Laios bonded over monsters and he wants to help his new friends out!

Of course, the theme of neurodivergent isolation is very present in Laios' story. I'm not denying that. He does turn people off, without meaning to and unable to fully understand why! But so does Falin. And just like there are people who like her despite of or even because of those traits, there are people who do the same with him.

In conclusion: "Average person loves Falin and hates Laios" factoid actually statistical error. Average person is neutral on both Falin and Laios. Georcille, Laiorg and Geoshiro, who live in the dungeon and think over 10,000 Falin-loving thoughts a day, are statistical outliers adn should not have been counted.

[the-friendly-entity]

[ ~"New Face, New Fears"~ ] - Persona 5

You are student of the Shunji Academy, you been transfert it due a incident you been acused it, even so you new and Autistic, is been hard to you deal with

What contains?

Autistic Reader, Sensitive Content, Persona 5 Royal Spoilers?

Can be visualized as?

Can be take you are part of the Phantom Thieves or not, Can be take you are in Ren Amamiya Place (Ren Amamiya is a Self Insert Personification)

Sinse you arrive to the Shunji Academy, everything feels so fast is been still hard to proces and adapt it, the new school is way bigger the one you was before, and the city you live now it will be hard to learn it, is overwhelming

Not only that, but the students says rumors about you and even scared of you of you reason you be transfer in the Shunji Academy, a incident you get into as you know was never you fault but still police take action on you

Still is under investagion, due you Autistic, is high chance you go without chargers and this incident is a false case, but they have to follow protocols for the good of the case

The Principal and Teachers give you motivation and security you will be fine, but the protocol of warning if you do something suspicius or cause troble you will get out of the Academy, something that you wish honestly

The profesor Suguru Kamashida sinse the firts time you saw it give you the high alarms something is wrong with him and always advoid him and stay away from him as fast you could, you dont talk with anyone, and not becuse you shy, it just your mind is fully blocked to talk at all, students and teachers and equal you dont talk to no one, there so many students is so overhelming, like you could not walk or even breath in such place feeling you trap, is almost giving insane if was for all the wispering and voices talking at the same time

there multiple times teachers caught you being on the roof of the school on your own, as see you escaping of such harsh emvarioment for you in now a comfort sone, being enjoy the silents on the high place, the sky, the air, and mostly the birds that sometimes you feed, not even doing nothing and you space out being inside your brain, or even doing homework there when you should do in your…well home

That something they caugh, you like study, you are a studing kid ignoring all you issues you have to deal, some teachers even noticed you wanted to respond some questions when teachers ask in the air for a student anserw it, but you mind blocked to have the positive to talk so you never do it

They let you be on the roof as see is a place where you can rest and be safe before go back inside the school, but for limited time as they scared let you alone unpirvised doing something that may be dangerous

And sinse what happen with Shiho Suzui, they not longer let you be on there, something that bothers you a lot, it was your safe place and each day you feel you could explode, and that something everyone noticed, how you reacted a little more agresive towards others and yourself, or near to cry on your sit

and after of Suguru Kamashida confest himself of the evil actions he been doing with the students, the Academy need to do something for they own good imagene and for the students who been affected by Suguru Kamashida and the tension as been caused by this

this where they higher a Therapist for the school, Takuto Maruki who his job is help the students who been affected by Suguru Kamashida and the situacion caused after his confesion, even his main job is deal with these specific students, they talked about you too and you Autims, something Takuto Maruki is interested in help you

Something he knew is he should not face you, the least he want is overwhelmed you with alredy with a lot you dealing, he want to slowly feel comfotable arround him, teachers and pricipal talk about him and recomend him, appart of alredy knew announment you saw with the rest of students, you dont know if should to him, after all, others are dealing worse, but they recomend you so maybe you should go and talk to him, right?

Being with Takuto Maruki is hard at firts, is a unknow person and you alredy overhelmed with you have to deal with the school, something that Takuto Maruki understand, he take easy and slow, making you feel comfortable being arround him, just simple questions of yes and no, talking calm but ofc not take you as a idiot, and hand you over some drawing papers and simple toys to feel more comfortable to be in his place

at pass of the time, you slowly by drawings tell him how you feel in school, the overhelmed of so much students, the voices and noises all the time, the unable to walk or breath, and you just want to run away, things that Takuto Maruki understand as be normal behavor of someone Autistic, you also tell him things you like, like you miss being on the roof, things you hyperflexing, and what school subject was your favorite

Takuto Maruki secure you security and comfort being with him, as more you visit him you more feel more comfortable and better to deal with school, you even being able to say some words and talk to Takuto Maruki, as see him as progress something that make him happy, you sometimes talk about the incident that make you being transfert in the firts place, asking what you did wrong or if you on the wrong, something that Takuto Marukie make you sure that you indeed you was not on the wrong, just people who take advantage of you

Takuto Maruki talks of this with the profesort, to help them to deal better with you and how they aproche to you, mostly to the stricted ones who they behavor can see treathing to you, good thing they not have bad eyes on you due you are a dedicate student who like to studit, this help a lot to open you up with the profesort and dedicate more in the studets, something that make you more happy so ypu can understand more better some subjects it struggle to you

Takuto Maruki even talks the pricipal about the roof being open for you as well, something he awared why it close and why is proived for all students in general due the dangers can happen, but is something is very common you mention, the pricipals will thinkg about it, or other way to find a way students can have a rest in privacity

There even one time where the Profesors call Takuto Maruki due you having a break down on the school, due that day a lot of stuff was happening, making a lot of pression, noises, and much more more caused to finally explode, Students was scared of you as you just having a break down right there, hurting your self and maybe others near you, Takuto Maruki make sure to take you carefully to his place and calm you there, making sure you have the time you need to rest and be ready to studing again and asking you what you need and how the events happen to cause your breakdown

Takuto Maruki make sure his place is where you can be safe, anything of this happen or near you have a break down, dont be afreid of rush to his place to be safe before anything bad happen

[melxhunter]

I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:

If you dropped out of school because of diagnosed (or undiagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.