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respectthepetty · 2 years ago

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Even though I specifically asked to NOT have them, I have had the power of polls for a week now, and I'm being so brave about it.

Everyone got them this week apparently.

I'm going to treat them like a MAME series and feebly enjoy them through what y'all post. I can't be trusted with either. I'm not strong enough for them. I'm easily corruptible.

For example, I watched the alternate ending of 609 Bedtime Story FULLY AWARE it was going to be painful simply because it exists. I couldn't NOT watch it knowing it was right there waiting for me to hit the play button. It's the BL version of the Marshmallow Experiment. I just like to see people in pain including myself, I guess?

*hesitantly simpers in reluctant sadist*

#609 bedtime story #episode 11.1 #alternate ending #mum and nobody #dew and nobody #mint and nobody #vee x games but that shouldn't have happened #When will OhmFluke get a good series?#One where they don't have to cry all the time?#Aren't they tired of crying?!#I could ask that in a poll #But I won't!#Once I start‚ I'll never stop #So I'll never start #I wish I could hide the poll button and this episode #But I've seen both and I can't unsee them now #I blame myself

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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bunch of portraits

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #ryomen sukuna #megumi fushiguro #gojo satoru #nanami kento #choso kamo #nobara kugisaki #yuta okkotsu #fanart #crying im so tired....#busts aren't hard on their own but 8 of them ???#i should have stuck at 6 if i knew what was good fr me #but lucky fr choso n yuuta enjoyers i dont know whats good fr me and tacked on the extra 2 last minute #i did a bust piece waaay back in 2020 early jjk days and it was this crowd minus choso/yuuta so i wanted to like. do a kind of redraw #im happy choso n yuuta made the cut tho they r fun they look as tired as i feel #i've been having a lot of fun w the more semirealistic skin render so i wanted to stretch those muscles a bit more #took the better part of 3 days but u know i'm pretty happy w these i dont think i have a hard least favourite #fun game guess my favourite characters based on how i draw them it is Glaringly obvious 2 me #ik i said i dont have a least favourite but i certainly have A Favourite #uhhhh misc notes i tried rly hard to make sukuna's face look like yuuji's and only rly change the expression #i think i was successful??? i hope?????? like i didnt want to make him look like his own person as bad as that sounds #he is Wearing Yuuji that is Yuuji's Face #also i rly . wish there were more women . but as much as i like maki as a character i fr some reason don't find drawing her very fun ?#so nobara out here pulling her weight fr the girls my goat my queen <333

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sunandmoonseisai · 4 months ago

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Warning: dungeon meshi chapter 67 spoilers

I think it's very meaningful that for their plan to work, laios's party had to cook a meal that falin would absolutely love. Maybe they didn't even need that. They just needed to make her sleepy and falin was so starved that she would have eaten absolutely anything. But they went out of their way to make the meal has enjoyable as possible for falin.

And what is dungeon meshi's most important theme if it isn't food as a love language?

Afterwards, there is this long, drawn out scene of falin eating. It's strangely comforting.

I think this little tear means something. Like falin feel cared for like she hasn't been in a long time. I'm sure, somewhere, she felt the love poured into this meal.

And when it's laios's time to do the unthinkable. Why do he wake her up so gently? Wouldn't it be easier to kill her while she's asleep?

Maybe because he wanted to look at her in the eyes one last time in case the ressurection doesn't work. Maybe he just wanted to look at her in the eyes before taking her life.

Laios's expression is one of pure determination. He's ready to make any sacrifice if it means to get his sister back. Even if it means taking her life with his own hands.

It contrast with his friends who can't bear to watch it. Even chilchuck can't hide his discomfort.

I don't think anyone beside laios would have the strength to take her life. But laios did this for falin. His dear falin. He would make any sacrifice to deliver her from this curse. To get her mind back.

The care and thoughts laios's party poured into falin's assassination is a testament to their love for her. This is what this murder was, from beginning to end. A labor of love.

#dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #dunmeshi #laios touden #falin touden #marcille donato #chilchuck tims #touden siblings #i'm sorry if my thoughts aren't coherent #i'm so tired #i'm supposed to be sleeping #but I talked to a friend earlier about this scene and started crying

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inlovewithmyhyperfixations · 29 days ago

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don't you just hate it when someone really close to you that you really love accuses you of something/says something in an accusatory tone and when you try to explain yourself, they act all annoyed and are like "ok ok, god!" and roll their eyes and just sound overall upset and mad? yeah. me too.

#I want to cry #so bad #I hate this #and the thing is they aren't even doing it on purpose #but if I try to explain it to them they'll act all hurt and upset so I can't even talk to them about it without feeling bad #tumblr has become my venting space #sry #vent #I'm just so tired of this

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eightspringdays · 1 month ago

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You know what has always seemed funny to me is that Mello has some kind of relation with fire (the explosion and then the fire in his death), and at the same time, his real name is the same one of the arcangel known for having a flaming sword (even tho never stated in the bible but he's represented with one in almost everywhere for interesting reasons but no one gives a shit about that)

which i totally think is a stretch of my part because based on platinum end, ohba's vision of religion is almost the equivalent to the opinion of a 15 yo edgy incel that likes reddit too much

but still funny to me. it's also funny considering the name literally means "who is like god?" because, technically speaking, michael will never be like god, he's the protector and fighter. his name is almost the statement "no one will be like god" which I think is funny considering that the one who tried to be like god was cast out to hell, like u know, the good-looking angel that in some depictions is actually a very manipulative entity that convinces some angels to get into his side and fight with him and was defeated by this said arcangel

that's very funny to me

#i could go on and go about this but yeah no. i do like a lot the meaning of his name and what represents #the atheism in platinum is so bad it almost made me go catholic again. it's a reddit atheism (“god is like santa claus”)#i really really like all the meanings and how you can play with mello's real name if you try hard enough and aim for the stars #near's too. if you do the same. and i WILL. putting the catholic knowledge in action.#alsoo it's so funny to me that in paradise lost (not bible canon but still very VERY really known) Michael is a lil bitch.#he's the one who casts adam and eve out of eden and he's like “MAYBE if SOMEONE hadn't eaten the FRUIT” which I think is very mello coded #he's like sad for them like two seconds and then he's like “lmao this happened because u're stupid” and points and laugh #technically not that but shush. he is still like “dude. adam. it's fine u can make ur life out of here..stop crying lmao”#it's like dante in the divine comedy when he's sad for people at first and then in like the third circle he's like “hahaha stupid”#“you're suffering? GOOD. this is what you get for being GAY. i dont give a shit your suffering. do you know what's happening in Florence?”#satan in paradise lost to the other angels is like “aren't you tired of being nice? don't you wanna go apeshit?”#“the other day saw god drinking the last of the milk and putting the carton back in the fridge :/ idk man doesn't sound too heavenly to me"

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cherrise-rose · 1 year ago

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imagine a small town having an annual mechanical bull riding contest but for overdue pregnant people

#pregnancy kink #public birth #birth kink #imagine the birth denial #imagine the public birth #when they fall off the bull they just lay there to tired and bruised to do anything while contractions work their way through their body #and their baby gushes out of them while the whole town watched #or someone who was denying their own birth to win and doing their best to hold their baby in #and after they do win they slide off the bull thinking they'll easily give birth like everyone else #but maybe the baby is huge or a breech or gets stuck #and they're too tired to do anything but lay there and cry #and the whole town watches but doesn't come into the bull pit and stays outside the fenced off area #imagine the town cheering everytime the head inches forward and booing everytime it slides back in #or what if there's some other complication like cord around the neck #but after finally getting off the bull and pressure finally being released the baby shoots forward #and now someone who just gave birth comes over and pushes the baby back in and tries to turn it #but they just tried to ride a bucking machine and then gave birth immediately after so they aren't the most steady or careful #and maybe accidentally causes more pain #but still no one in town jumps in because they like seeing #these helpless pregnant heifers birthing in pain and clumsily trying to help each other and fail #lol that ran away from me

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coldlikethestars · 2 months ago

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#yesterday i had this moment where i cried so much and so hard in a way i haven't cried in so long #it was a moment of pure soul crushing grief. it was like i had lost my dog already. i felt like i was never gonna see her again #(she's still here. tired and sick and currently sleeping. being very loved. still here.)#i was talking to my mom and sister a couple of hours ago and they said they had a moment like that too yesterday #and i think for me that was an extremely difficult but necessary moment of acceptance #in that crying i let go of my fear and denial and fully accepted that there is no getting better this time. she will be gone soon.#and god animals are so very sensitive aren't they? because it's like my other two dogs know too.#it's like thay had that moment of acceptance as well. they were so quiet yesterday. they didn't eat all day.#it's unbearably painful. i'm extremely sad and my heart is shattered. but i'm glad that i'm at peace #no dog has ever been as happy and as loved as she has been her entire life. i'm sure of it. and me and my family are going to be okay.

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robotpussy · 1 year ago

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i wish ppl would just shut up when ppl say they're afraid of something i don't care if you think it's stupid or unnecessary or the thing they're afraid of is already widely disliked by many people you don't understand where ppls trauma is coming from and even if there isn't any trauma causing the fear just shut up and move on

#people do this to me about spiders theyre always like omg it wont do anything to you but thats the fucking thing #that annoys me so much i know it wont do anything to me i know they are important to the environment but im still fucking scared #of spiders they just look scary and i literally freeze up and cry when i see a huge one like i genuinely get scared #i dont care that its smaller than me i dont care that you think theyre cute i dont care that youre tired of ppl hating #spiders. im scared of them because i am you dont neee to give me biology 101 to try and get me to not be scared leave me alone #i feel the same way abt ppl who laugh at ppl for being scared of dogs #'oh? ur scared of the 4 yr old dog is barking at you?' like so what if this is the case? shut up!!!! it doesn't matter that u think its #stupid alot of these fears that ppl think are stupid aren't a open door for u to ne patronising just shut the fuck up #there is a girl i know who has a phobia of crisps/chips and ppl think its stupid and inconvenient #like. who cares if u think its stupid there is a real trauma behind her fear and even if there wasnt literally. calm down and go somewhere #else and eat the crisps like omfg

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foreverxdaydreaming · 3 months ago

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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people #'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately #mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year #familys always got me up the wall #i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED #it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG #ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again #wtf is the purpose #i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth #how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit #years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing #and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be #of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying #(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired #and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness #and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot #to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding #common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm #but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies #if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol

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thermodynamic-comedian · 10 months ago

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listen. i do not ever want anything bad to happen to lena kelley. however i do want her to, at some point, be in so much distress that someone has to comfort her. do you understand.

#and i want that someone to be alice. DO YOU UNDERSTAND.#if i speak...#ive been calling them alina #in my head #which i think is cute #what if our names combined into a real first name...and we were both girls....#anyways yeah.#save me alina hurt/comfort...alina hurt/comfort save me....#i want lena to collapse into alice's arms and cry about how she's been so tired. so scared. so alone. for all these years.#about how many people she's watched die right in front of her eyes. people she cared about.#about how she knows alice and sam and gwen and colin and celia aren't save either.#and that she's so scared she'll one day have to watch them die too #i want alice to try to crack jokes. to try to lighten the mood a little.#but eventually she gives up and just. holds lena close to her. as close as possible.#and she promises that she'll be here. always.#that others might leave but she'll stay.#a comforting constant.#AUGH IM SO UNWELL ABOUT THEM #tmagp #the magnus protocol #lena kelley

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wizardnuke · 4 months ago

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what is it abt getting into an argument w yr mother that instantly makes you suicidal .

#oh my fucking god i misunderstood something and made a face bc i was confused and then we were yelling. hell world #im like. angela we aren't taking the box cutter out. grow the fuck up #literally went from talking abt the weather to screaming at each other over something she fucking made up. i want to die so bad sometimes #so many incidents r like. what did i do tell me what i did. no i did not fucking mean it like that. and now you don't believe me cool #so so so often she just gets mad at me bc she doesn't like my expression or tone of voice but i don't mean it Like That i i never do i just #i have never been able to project any negative emotion ever including like. neutral confusion. nothing #'you're in your room all the time' yeah because i somehow fuck up every other time i talk to you and im tired of crying every three days

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hunsa-jars · 4 months ago

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Dread be dreading

#ughg #i usually have awful thoughts randomly popping up here or there #make me pretty anxious for a few days then i won't think about them for a while #but man i can't handle doubts suddenly resurfacing #like this monday i was listening to my last lecture and everything bad i cooked up a in the past few months hit me like a truck #couldn't even focus i was too busy internally chanting shit fuck i don't want this i made a huge mistake shit shit #i won't be able to handle all this responsibility i'm so tired this will butcher my mental health should have chosen media studies fuuuck #what was i thinking what am i gonna do help #then proceeded to distract myself with an electric outlet otherwise i might have started crying #:/#and those thoughts aren't wrong unfortunately #i love this university and the classes and the things i study #the teachers and my classmates and the kids i got to take care of #but i don't think i could do this for real #i'm not even struggling with anything i'm just scared and tired as hell #and thought i could just. power through it- like if i'm stubborn enough it won't matter that it's draining #but damn #and hell originally i came here because i wanted to teach english to kids #i guess my expectations were too high i don't feel like i've learned anything that useful this far #and turns out it won't get better #we just gonna do presentations again #to be fair i loved researching nursery rhymes but i hoped we would have... more. of that #also about media studies. chief... i crave to be there #could have picked the english specialization there too- i'm a moron. a bozo. holy shit #well. gonna go through this semester either way. because again everything i study here (almost everything) is genuinely great and useful #and perhaps i'm just in a Pit right now #the dread pit #should probably break this to my sister. somehow #random squeak

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skyward-floored · 6 months ago

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lads I don't know how many more draining conversations I have in me

#my mom keeps bringing things up and I don't mind listening but things still aren't getting anywhere #and she keeps bringing stuff up that hits too close to my whole *waves hand at gross mental stuff* so it's been so DRAINING #and she keeps nearly crying so then I start nearly crying because I cry at everything #but I don't want to just abandon her to overthinking things (because she does that)#or not have somebody with a different perspective to talk about this with #but i don't know... maybe this would be easier if we weren't about to go on vacation on top of all this #i'm so tired #rambles from the floor #delete later

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iamnotawomanimagod · 10 months ago

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I love over-analyzing media and I have pulled magnificent theories and headcanons out of my ass on the tiniest crumbs in other fandoms before BUT

y'all might be taking this improvised comedy show that is greatly determined by dice rolls a little too seriously

#dimension 20 #fhjy #the number of times I've seen a bit turned into a long sad analysis of the character's trauma ugh #if you browse the tag of this show w/o knowing what it's actually about #you're gonna think it's a lot more serious and dramatic and painful than it actually is #and that little comedy bits are actually hugely significant when they're just jokes #I've seen it with almost every character #and multiple plot points #across nearly every season #and I'm not here to be the fandom police but aren't you guys tired?#does this show not make you laugh way more than it makes you cry?#this fandom is such a bummer sometimes lol #and so often things are hugely influenced by dice rolls #and the story doesn't go the way the PCs or even the GM thinks it will #but people pick apart 'plot holes' or inconsistent characterization #the cast is making this shit up as they go y'all!#cut them some slack and also don't assume every single little thing is significant #honestly surprised I didn't see deep and tragic analyses about the vulture dimension #rambling about my life

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voidze · 3 days ago

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MY REALLY NICE FLANNEL PANTS RIPPED AT THE SEAM ON ONE THIGH THIS IS THE 3RD TIME I'VE WORN THEM WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME THEY WEREN'T RIPPED EARLIER TODAY EITHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BITING AND YELLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#voidzeposting #voidzeranting #ACTUALLY SO TIRED OF MY THIGHS RIPPING EVERY PAIR OF PANTS THAT AREN'T LEGGINGS TBH #WE EVEN BOUGHT THEM A SIZE UP TO AVOID THIS EXACT THING #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #BITING AND YELLING AND CRYING!!!!

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a-skeleton-of-something-m0re · 2 months ago

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Robyn was right, it hurts with every heartbeat...

#personal #I don't understand why this in particular triggered a breakdown makes no sense maybe it's just cause it's a reminder of what I'll never hav #and because it's my fault #I wish I could cry in someone's arms without having to talk or explain anything #it really hurts #it's been a while since I felt this type of pain...#some things we really can't talk to anyone about. i know that's just life but still... still...#the fact that I know this is just me having my exaggerated emotional reactions #and that I'll be embarrassed tomorrow (hell even an hour from now) because my brain will finally realize it wasn't that big of a deal #and that it makes no sense #I hate being a sick piece of shit #normal people truly don't know how good they have it the blessing it is to have balanced emotional reactions...#I'll never know what that is I'll never experience more than half the good and even simple normal things they do #I'm just really tired of how unfair that is and how people aren't even understanding about it...#I'll never have any of it #I was born sick and I will die sick and people can be so unkind and mean about it

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