#Aren't they tired of crying?!
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Not Joong's mom defending Joong and spilling his secrets 😆😭
Meanwhile her son is reposting such things 🤣🤣
#idk to cry or laugh at this mom and son duo#but it's also sad that his mom has to keep on posting such things because monsters keep accusing joong to have a girlfriend#aren't you tired because I am#let's move on#but dunk you don't have to wait till joong is 30 anymore!#though he has to wait till he's 40 😂#just let joongdunk get married already!!#joongdunk#joong archen#dunk natachai#tiktok: chenjoong
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Hello!!
Th. This is my watcholder oc! :) And his team of 6 ofc ofc.
Baddinyan is basically their partner/Whisper od this universe! They live in Blossom Heights
sooo basically when she was 14, her mom got some glasses custom made for her birthday as a sentimental special gift thingy :>
A few days later or something he was gonna spend the night with one of his friends and noticed that he was acting Weird. Night goes on for a while before Caspian goes to his room,,,
Her friend's freaky cat starts talking :O After a short plot-convenient explanation of what yokai are, Caspian gets him to stop inspiriting Friend (spraying him with a water bottle until he stops)
They Eventually becomes friends!!! Kinds begrudgingly and mainly because Baddinyan doesn't have a concrete place to stay without like. Threat of Yokai Exorcism (tm) so Caspian's like well I mean I have room in my house I guess just don't be a nuisance (he didn't listen)
After a while, and a yokai friend or two later, the topic of what to do with the weird medals he's been getting. Tldr;
"Do your glasses not come with a summoning feature? That sucks, nyan"
"Well im soRRY THE OLD GUY DIDNT PUT IN A YOKAI SUMMONING THING? How do I do that"
"I think they sell stuff for it in the yokai world"
Summon band! Just how it sounds. Made by Yopple Inc; it has a slot on the side to put medals into and stuff happens from there :)
Anyways,,, yeah! That's about it. Will probs post more about general stuff later. Bye bye
#I have so many doodles and so many things I haven't yapped about#Also if anyone wants the template for the chart thingy feel free!#If the style feels inconsistent then. HUSH I'm tired and this was over the course of a few days since I got lazy#Hope you like my oc :) will elaborate on the whole au thing later#●posts from yomakai#□ yolo watch 2!#yokai watch#Caspian Hernandez#Baddinyan#Ehhh ill just leave it at those two cause the others are more background/js briefly mentioned#“Whose the friend (comma) are they important?” Well. :)#I will say they not only aren't my character but#Are semi-important here....explodes i love interacting w my friends ocs screams crys explodes#₩ Yokai Au ₩
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Warning: dungeon meshi chapter 67 spoilers
I think it's very meaningful that for their plan to work, laios's party had to cook a meal that falin would absolutely love. Maybe they didn't even need that. They just needed to make her sleepy and falin was so starved that she would have eaten absolutely anything. But they went out of their way to make the meal has enjoyable as possible for falin.



And what is dungeon meshi's most important theme if it isn't food as a love language?
Afterwards, there is this long, drawn out scene of falin eating. It's strangely comforting.

I think this little tear means something. Like falin feel cared for like she hasn't been in a long time. I'm sure, somewhere, she felt the love poured into this meal.

And when it's laios's time to do the unthinkable. Why do he wake her up so gently? Wouldn't it be easier to kill her while she's asleep?

Maybe because he wanted to look at her in the eyes one last time in case the ressurection doesn't work. Maybe he just wanted to look at her in the eyes before taking her life.

Laios's expression is one of pure determination. He's ready to make any sacrifice if it means to get his sister back. Even if it means taking her life with his own hands.
It contrast with his friends who can't bear to watch it. Even chilchuck can't hide his discomfort.

I don't think anyone beside laios would have the strength to take her life. But laios did this for falin. His dear falin. He would make any sacrifice to deliver her from this curse. To get her mind back.
The care and thoughts laios's party poured into falin's assassination is a testament to their love for her. This is what this murder was, from beginning to end. A labor of love.


#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#dunmeshi#laios touden#falin touden#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#touden siblings#i'm sorry if my thoughts aren't coherent#i'm so tired#i'm supposed to be sleeping#but I talked to a friend earlier about this scene and started crying
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Sigh
Asagiri wants me dead


#I'm so tired#i need to make a new web weave over this#because it's making me insane#period hormones aren't helping either#im about to cry at work#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd manga#manga spoilers#bsd manga spoilers#bsd akutagawa#cory talks bsd
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You know what has always seemed funny to me is that Mello has some kind of relation with fire (the explosion and then the fire in his death), and at the same time, his real name is the same one of the arcangel known for having a flaming sword (even tho never stated in the bible but he's represented with one in almost everywhere for interesting reasons but no one gives a shit about that)
which i totally think is a stretch of my part because based on platinum end, ohba's vision of religion is almost the equivalent to the opinion of a 15 yo edgy incel that likes reddit too much
but still funny to me. it's also funny considering the name literally means "who is like god?" because, technically speaking, michael will never be like god, he's the protector and fighter. his name is almost the statement "no one will be like god" which I think is funny considering that the one who tried to be like god was cast out to hell, like u know, the good-looking angel that in some depictions is actually a very manipulative entity that convinces some angels to get into his side and fight with him and was defeated by this said arcangel
that's very funny to me
#i could go on and go about this but yeah no. i do like a lot the meaning of his name and what represents#the atheism in platinum is so bad it almost made me go catholic again. it's a reddit atheism (“god is like santa claus”)#i really really like all the meanings and how you can play with mello's real name if you try hard enough and aim for the stars#near's too. if you do the same. and i WILL. putting the catholic knowledge in action.#alsoo it's so funny to me that in paradise lost (not bible canon but still very VERY really known) Michael is a lil bitch.#he's the one who casts adam and eve out of eden and he's like “MAYBE if SOMEONE hadn't eaten the FRUIT” which I think is very mello coded#he's like sad for them like two seconds and then he's like “lmao this happened because u're stupid” and points and laugh#technically not that but shush. he is still like “dude. adam. it's fine u can make ur life out of here..stop crying lmao”#it's like dante in the divine comedy when he's sad for people at first and then in like the third circle he's like “hahaha stupid”#“you're suffering? GOOD. this is what you get for being GAY. i dont give a shit your suffering. do you know what's happening in Florence?”#satan in paradise lost to the other angels is like “aren't you tired of being nice? don't you wanna go apeshit?”#“the other day saw god drinking the last of the milk and putting the carton back in the fridge :/ idk man doesn't sound too heavenly to me"
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#yesterday i had this moment where i cried so much and so hard in a way i haven't cried in so long#it was a moment of pure soul crushing grief. it was like i had lost my dog already. i felt like i was never gonna see her again#(she's still here. tired and sick and currently sleeping. being very loved. still here.)#i was talking to my mom and sister a couple of hours ago and they said they had a moment like that too yesterday#and i think for me that was an extremely difficult but necessary moment of acceptance#in that crying i let go of my fear and denial and fully accepted that there is no getting better this time. she will be gone soon.#and god animals are so very sensitive aren't they? because it's like my other two dogs know too.#it's like thay had that moment of acceptance as well. they were so quiet yesterday. they didn't eat all day.#it's unbearably painful. i'm extremely sad and my heart is shattered. but i'm glad that i'm at peace#no dog has ever been as happy and as loved as she has been her entire life. i'm sure of it. and me and my family are going to be okay.
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i wish ppl would just shut up when ppl say they're afraid of something i don't care if you think it's stupid or unnecessary or the thing they're afraid of is already widely disliked by many people you don't understand where ppls trauma is coming from and even if there isn't any trauma causing the fear just shut up and move on
#people do this to me about spiders theyre always like omg it wont do anything to you but thats the fucking thing#that annoys me so much i know it wont do anything to me i know they are important to the environment but im still fucking scared#of spiders they just look scary and i literally freeze up and cry when i see a huge one like i genuinely get scared#i dont care that its smaller than me i dont care that you think theyre cute i dont care that youre tired of ppl hating#spiders. im scared of them because i am you dont neee to give me biology 101 to try and get me to not be scared leave me alone#i feel the same way abt ppl who laugh at ppl for being scared of dogs#'oh? ur scared of the 4 yr old dog is barking at you?' like so what if this is the case? shut up!!!! it doesn't matter that u think its#stupid alot of these fears that ppl think are stupid aren't a open door for u to ne patronising just shut the fuck up#there is a girl i know who has a phobia of crisps/chips and ppl think its stupid and inconvenient#like. who cares if u think its stupid there is a real trauma behind her fear and even if there wasnt literally. calm down and go somewhere#else and eat the crisps like omfg
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listen. i do not ever want anything bad to happen to lena kelley. however i do want her to, at some point, be in so much distress that someone has to comfort her. do you understand.
#and i want that someone to be alice. DO YOU UNDERSTAND.#if i speak...#ive been calling them alina#in my head#which i think is cute#what if our names combined into a real first name...and we were both girls....#anyways yeah.#save me alina hurt/comfort...alina hurt/comfort save me....#i want lena to collapse into alice's arms and cry about how she's been so tired. so scared. so alone. for all these years.#about how many people she's watched die right in front of her eyes. people she cared about.#about how she knows alice and sam and gwen and colin and celia aren't save either.#and that she's so scared she'll one day have to watch them die too#i want alice to try to crack jokes. to try to lighten the mood a little.#but eventually she gives up and just. holds lena close to her. as close as possible.#and she promises that she'll be here. always.#that others might leave but she'll stay.#a comforting constant.#AUGH IM SO UNWELL ABOUT THEM#tmagp#the magnus protocol#lena kelley
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Dread be dreading
#ughg#i usually have awful thoughts randomly popping up here or there#make me pretty anxious for a few days then i won't think about them for a while#but man i can't handle doubts suddenly resurfacing#like this monday i was listening to my last lecture and everything bad i cooked up a in the past few months hit me like a truck#couldn't even focus i was too busy internally chanting shit fuck i don't want this i made a huge mistake shit shit#i won't be able to handle all this responsibility i'm so tired this will butcher my mental health should have chosen media studies fuuuck#what was i thinking what am i gonna do help#then proceeded to distract myself with an electric outlet otherwise i might have started crying#:/#and those thoughts aren't wrong unfortunately#i love this university and the classes and the things i study#the teachers and my classmates and the kids i got to take care of#but i don't think i could do this for real#i'm not even struggling with anything i'm just scared and tired as hell#and thought i could just. power through it- like if i'm stubborn enough it won't matter that it's draining#but damn#and hell originally i came here because i wanted to teach english to kids#i guess my expectations were too high i don't feel like i've learned anything that useful this far#and turns out it won't get better#we just gonna do presentations again#to be fair i loved researching nursery rhymes but i hoped we would have... more. of that#also about media studies. chief... i crave to be there#could have picked the english specialization there too- i'm a moron. a bozo. holy shit#well. gonna go through this semester either way. because again everything i study here (almost everything) is genuinely great and useful#and perhaps i'm just in a Pit right now#the dread pit#should probably break this to my sister. somehow#random squeak
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lads I don't know how many more draining conversations I have in me
#my mom keeps bringing things up and I don't mind listening but things still aren't getting anywhere#and she keeps bringing stuff up that hits too close to my whole *waves hand at gross mental stuff* so it's been so DRAINING#and she keeps nearly crying so then I start nearly crying because I cry at everything#but I don't want to just abandon her to overthinking things (because she does that)#or not have somebody with a different perspective to talk about this with#but i don't know... maybe this would be easier if we weren't about to go on vacation on top of all this#i'm so tired#rambles from the floor#delete later
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Venting in tags, free to ignore.
#Vent#It's been one week in this house. Not even a full 7 days yet. We can't take it.#We're so tired. So fucking tired. And always so hungry. We're so overwhelmed all the time.#Had a meltdown a couple days ago. The two meltdowns we can remember having in the past year were both with#these fucking people. At our desk here we get no privacy. There's always someone around.#Even when siblings are at school there's still someone around she's always here always. And we tell her we're tired#and she says she doesn't know what could be causing us so much stress and we say we don't either but we're lying#through the skin of our fucking teeth. On Saturday night she said she feels like she has three children#rather than five and STILL just typing that makes me feel like I'm going to cry. Fucking hell.#I want to go home. I want to be anywhere but here. I want out of this fucking house.#I want to feel loved I want to have the energy to talk to our friends I want to eat regularly I want privacy I want to feel#safe going to sleep. I want to feel safe in general because we don't and we aren't.#Supposed to get our T shot today but that means going to the pharmacy and that means telling her where we're going#and that's terrifying. It's terrifying. We're too scared to go to temple while we're here. She's terrifying.#I don't know how we'll survive until autumn. I know we did it last year but we're so much more tired this year.#We keep having this urge to isolate. To just stop talking and stop responding and see if people would notice.#And that's so self-destructive and we really need to not do that but even that we're having that urge again is a bad sign.
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okay my husband thinks its just the casing and the door/cover of the furnace closet vibrating against eachother weird because its old and loud and hates me personally. I am not sure if I believe that exact explanation but he showed me where all the stuff is in the furnace and the place where the sound is coming from is just a duct so. probably not gonna explode.
and there was probably just ice in the water heater. which sounds stupid. lets hear it for "Feels like -4°"
#did you guys know that if you have obsessive tendencies and your meds aren't working caffeine isn't a great idea#he also suggested the frequency of the vibration was just freaking me out on like. an instinctual evolutionary level which is fair and has#definitely happened before. I would be a good Ye Olden Mine Safety Precaution or something. hey everyone when this freak (me) starts crying#you need to start hauling ass cuz somethings gonna collapse or whatever.#i am sooooo tired augh
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the REAL tragedy of having my phone stolen is that i'm gonna have to rebuild my meme folder from scratch 😔😔😔😔
#i swear i'm going to back up shit regularly on my new phone. learned the hard way that saying “i'll do it at some point” for 2 years#is gonna bite me in the ass if shit happens#jokes aside (i need those to cope) yesterday i literally started crying so hard on the bus home after it got stolen#bc i realised i had like over 1500 pics of my cat who passed away last december and most of them were only on my phone#and the thought of having lost so many memories of him makes me feel so so so so devastated#i'm going to ask my mum to let me find all the pics of him i've sent her on whatsapp over the years bc i did use to send them to her often#as i do with our new cat#and i'll also look thru like discord#i know i posted quite a few pics of him on tumblr when he passed away and in the months after but my old blog is no more :/#there could be some on here/my main i have now so i'll check if i can find them but yeah#it's maybe dumb bc like it's not as if pictures are everything he'll always be in my heart regardless!!! but. my memory is not the best#with like... idk life memories slip away from me very easily which is very very scary so i cling onto pictures a bit to be able to remember#so yeah. i'm sad about this. and not just my cat like i had concert photos and videos i had a ton of things! like as an example i had#a folder with nice words my friends have said to me like nice things they've said about me. and i stopped updating it a long time ago#it didn't have A LOT of screenshots but it did have some and they were very dear to me#idk. i swear. i'll back up everything from now on lmao#sorry for going on about this btw. i'm so tired i don't even feel like watching tennis or whatever lol#ik this is supposed to be my sports blog and you guys follow me for that instead i talk about all these things that aren't sports lol
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from deep space abt the show at Wembley
all the videos and static imagery from tonight's show somehow didn't feel like something overwhelmingly grandiose, but no! neither did it feel ...bad? hollow? overrated? not good at using words at all. it still had those vibes of the smaller venues, damn, of The Room Below, too. of a play in an old theatre. something warm, a family-like collective big yet not causing terrible sensory overload. as if after the show V was going to pick up a big plush toy and to go to bed. as if it was not what humanity is these years, but what it is in the books for children where life and love always win.
it's a fairy tale to us. in the warmest sense possible. so we imagine that - kinda collective dream - all the folks make sure Vessel takes the meds, has enough rest, as many hugs and comfort textures to touch as he needs, and even the deity we can call Sleep reacts like "do you even have an idea how difficult it is, how many years has it taken to find and to shape a perfect vessel? do you have a slightest idea that you, with your voice, and movements, and emotions, aren't easily replaceable as well? lie down, fragile thing, i'm going to heal you as much as it's possible for me on your human plane of existence, and you're going to have a divine long rest".
you're SO LOVED, a little masked boy. and we know this love reaches through any walls. and what we witnessed today is a history, a legend, a dream come true and - if you will - a portal now open.
#k's wave#oh it's thinking#sleep token#we could say a lot about the protective layers and the amount of audible crying#we won't#we're so tired of the human concepts of love and compassion#so we're even happier to have and to feel this#Vessel get the coziest blanket and the hot drinks you aren't allergic to#the boy will never read it#yet there's the dreamworld#let it be#plus after today a ST related tattoo is not an if it's a when
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if ur still doing art requests. draw the fuckin johnny cage werewolf skin i need this i need to put it in my veins as a werewolf enjoyer
REJOICE. WOLF BE UPON YE
#gopher art#requests#mortal kombat#johnny cage#my only issue with the costume is his finger nails aren't sharp enough for my taste. so. obviously i changed that#done traditionally because im getting so tired of digital inking (;_;)#if i keept looking at the comic im working on too long id cry
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fuck waiting until friday to get my cardio appointment actually
#that's fucking it tomorrow is exactly a month since I've had this I'm going to the fucking hospital#I didn't know heart attacks aren't all sudden and sometimes have weeks of ongoing signs beforehand fuck that#I can't eat I'm too busy crying not entirely out of physical pain but also I never felt so lightheaded while crying this little#I hate my parents I hate how they believe family is the most important thing in the world but if I'm scared I'm just supposed to deal with#it on my own because they'll never bother to understand me I hate that I'm alone if my roomie was already back#she'd have helped me go the first night I felt something wrong#why do I always have to do everything I'm so tired#i love alexythymia i love so much neglect growing up that I can't understand my needs physical or emocional and just have to endure it#I love you dead is the new alive that started playing on the other room rn really comforting#delete later
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