#And he says to his bro “That's my dream girl. Go dance with her.” AND HIS FRIEND DOES

[isasweetie]

⋆˚࿔ espresso ꥟ ˚⋆ — sunny!reader x rafe

“ walked in and dream-came-trued for ya! “

i believe the saying goes, “she was like a shot of espresso.” rafe didn’t think that saying could fit a person more than it could fit you.

he’d see you at parties, dancing with his sister or giggling with the pogues. you never could seem to pick a side. this whole pogue vs kook rivalry never crossed your mind, for you were simply friends with everyone in kildare. he’d see you at the beach with your friends, tanning while listening to silly pop music and sipping on a fruity canned drink. you reminded him of the sun.

there was one night where sarah cameron invited you to her place for a start-of-summer party. rafe was dealing some coke, as per usual, and his eyes followed you as you walked in, holding hands with sarah while she led you inside. he’d never understood why girls held hands with each other, but wheezie said that it’s a universal girl thing, and he ‘would never get it.’

topper elbowed rafe out of his trance, laughing about how rafe had a little crush.

“nah, nah,” rafe denied instantly. “isn’t she a pogue?”

topper shakes his head. “nope. she just hangs out with them. her parents own that flashy smoothie shop, she’s a kook,”

“…oh, that’s good,” rafe mutters. he can’t quite avert his gaze from you.

“aw man, you’re desperate,” kelce is on his other side, patting his back, making rafe grunt and shoo him off. rafe can’t relate to desperation.

his night goes on per usual, getting bundles of cash handed to him as he deals. until topper speaks up after a bit. “she just broke up with pope,” he informs rafe. “she’s on the market,”

“yeah?” rafe checks.

“yeah. you should go talk to her,”

rafe hesitates, staring at you again. you’re not a dancer by any means, but both you and sarah are wiggling your shoulders a bit when a good song comes up. rafe would assume you’re drunk, the way your giggles echo through the room and the way you spill your drink when you stumble into sarah. but he thinks that’s just you, drunk on life. he eventually speaks. “no fucking way, she’s with my sister right now. sarah would lose her shit if i talked to little miss sunshine over there,”

“yeah, well, need i remind you i’m dating sarah, so i’ll just get her away, go make out for a bit, she looks drunk,” topper offers.

“…a’ight. yeah, lets do it bro.” rafe agrees, and they both get up off the couch. rafe stands a little bit away as he grabs another vodka pink lemonade for you, maybe a subtle bribe into talking, and a beer for himself. topper talks to sarah for a bit, greets you, then leads sarah away.

rafe’s literally directly behind you, when suddenly you’re already talking to someone else. you’re pretty chatty, it seems. rafe hangs around to catch you after your next conversation. but then he looks away for one second, then you’re gone again. he spots you on the balcony, with jj maybank. then a couple minutes later, you’re with kie carrera. then you’re shotgunning a drink with sofia. holy shit. you’ve got him wrapped around your finger already, and he looks so cute chasing after you. if he’s not pushy, he’ll never get his chance. so, channeling his inner ward cameron, he spots you with ruthie (who he never would’ve assumed you would associate with. maybe you’re just being polite), and he puts a hand on your shoulder from behind, spinning you around. “y/n. right?”

you blink, not expecting the sudden interruption. but you regain yourself quickly, smiling. “hi! yeah, i am,” you say. your voice sounds as sweet as honey. “you’re rafe cameron?”

you know who he is? he shouldn’t be surprised, you seem to know everyone, but he likes that you know, anyway. “uh, yeah, yeah, that’s me,”

“well it’s so nice to meet you,” you smile up at him. “it’s funny, sofia used to mention you a lot, and obviously im close friends with your sister. but i’ve never met you before,”

“..you’re friends with sofia?” is all he can think to ask.

“mhm. i’ve known her since grade 5. we’re not like, super close now, but we were when you guys dated,” sensing his sudden aversion to talking about her, his ex girlfriend, you shut up. “um, wanna go grab a drink?”

“oh— shit, yeah, um, brought one for you, actually,” he hands you the vodka pink lemonade. “saw you drinking one earlier, so..”

“oh my gosh, thank you so much,” you say. is he that sweet? you guess so.

“yeah, ‘course. heard sarah talk about you, and it’s all been good things, so i figured i’d try and meet you myself,”

“well now you have. i’ve heard her talk about you too,” you don’t have the heart to say it hasn’t been very good things.

it feels like this awkward small talk is going in circles. but maybe that’s a good, slow way to start something.

your name is suddenly called by a group of girls a couple meters away. “it was so nice to meet you rafe. i should go, they want me,” you say softly, reaching for his hands. he remembers when you came in holding sarah’s hands. it seems to be your thing. “i’ll see you around?”

“yeah—“ he clears his throat, gaining the courage to hold yours back. “yeah. see you around, y/n,”

you smile. you could swear he’s blushing. “you’re cute,” you say softly, squeezing his hands once more before retreating away.

he feels like he just took a shot of espresso, and now he’ll be thinking of you every night.

[spiderb00bs]

- Faith In Me

Anora x (g!p) reader 

“You thought you and Anora were living an impossible romance, but someone always has to get in the way of the fairy tale.” 

Genre – Smut      Warnings –  unprotected sex, mutual masturbation 

(request) 

Now playing –  Again, by Noah Cyrus, XXXTENTATION

Working in a law firm was like a dream at first, having your own money and being able to work all day in front of a computer seemed incredible. You saw that things didn't work out like that later on, you certainly weren't complaining about the good life your job gave you, but every now and then tiredness always took over. Fortunately, you always had friends to share your happiness, frustrations and achievements with.   

Ted was your closest friend at work, you always went out together for lunch and drinks after work, he was what you would call a good friend. He was always there when you needed him and always helped you with your work, and even though he was a bit too free-spirited, you could never say no to an adventure with him.   

“A strip club? Dude, are you serious?" you hurried through the building, late for an important meeting with your clients.   

“Bro, trust me! You need to relax a bit and this is definitely the right place.” He said, Ted was on your tail, talking about how you should have some fun after work.   

“I don't know.” Passing your coworker's desk, you greeted her with a smile, which made the woman blush and reciprocate with a 'good morning'.   

“Come on, Yn. When was the last time you really had fun?” Opening your mouth to answer, you were immediately cut off by Ted again. “No, building legos while watching all the Spiderman movies is not fun.”  

Rushing forward, Ted stopped in front of you, putting his hands on your shoulders, making you stop walking. “I'm talking about real fun, when was the last time you had sex?”   

 “That's none of your business!” You say, pushing Ted aside and putting your hand on the door handle where the meeting was probably already taking place.   

“Come on Yn...”  

Sighing, you let your tense shoulders relax, looking over your shoulder at the blond man with the brown eyes. “You're an idiot.”   

“You won't regret it!” It was the last thing you heard before closing the door in his face and facing your meeting.   

The bright lights made your eyes hurt a little, but Ted's excited jumping next to you distracted you from the slight pain. The club was very well decorated, there were half-naked girls walking up and down and the space itself was very cool.   

Despite the countless girls laughing and chatting around, the only thing that caught your attention was the bar, making your throat dry up almost instantly. Leaning on the counter, you asked the barman for a beer, unbuttoning the top two buttons of your shirt before looking around once more.   

“Oh my God! This is all so cool!” Ted said excitedly, watching the girls walk past, winking at them and looking as excited as anyone else there. “Do you see how many beautiful women there are here? Man, this is awesome!”   

Shaking your head, you took a sip of your beer, nodding in agreement as you let the cold liquid run down your throat. “It's a pretty place”  

“ Pretty? The women are pretty, the place is at least okay.” Ted said, coming up to you and asking the barman for a shot.   

Taking the beer from your lips and placing it on the counter, Ted put his hands on your cheeks, slapping you twice and making you jump in your seat.   

“What the fuck? Are you crazy?”   

“Listen here! You're going to have fun, pick up a girl and have a private dance. Do you hear me?”   

“Did someone say they want a dance?”   

Hearing the voice, your head turned, Ted following the movement, only to see a beautiful brunette standing next to you. The woman had skin so white it looked like porcelain, her eyes were enchanting, and she was blowing smoke out of her lips, which were showing one of the most beautiful smiles you'd ever seen.   

Tapping you on the chest, Ted smiled at you, then left for another part of the club, while you stood there uncomfortably next to the most beautiful stranger in the world.   

Laughing slightly, the woman approached you, taking the seat that the blonde had previously occupied. “So, cutie, what's your name?” The woman asked.   

“Yn.”   

“Okay, Yn. I'm Ani.” She said, moving closer to you, coming face to face with a look that could melt you to pieces. “Do you really want a dance, or did your friend make you come here?”   

Raising her hand, Ani began lazily fiddling with your hair, combing it back with her fingers. Her big nails made you want to moan with satisfaction.  

“It's my first time here...” Her head tilted to the right, just waiting for you to continue, but the look in her eyes made you want to drop to your knees. “I just came for a drink, but...”   

Smiling at you, Ani moved a little closer, taking your hand in hers without taking her eyes off yours. “Now you kind of want a dance, don't you?”   

Her hips seemed to have a life of their own, swaying majestically on top of you. You wanted to grab Ani's hips, to take control just to feel powerful, but you couldn't deny that you also loved the way she looked when she was on top of you.   

“Are you enjoying that, pretty girl?” Her smile made your heart skip beats, and that felt strangely good.   

Your dick was starting to come alive in your pants, and as much as you didn't want it to, it was kind of inevitable. With so much work, you didn't have time to build up any romantic attachments, and it was never really your thing to go to bed with someone you'd only just met. So put that together with the fact that Ani's hips were the eighth wonder of the world, and it was inevitable that your little friend wouldn't show any signs of life.   

Rubbing herself harder against you, Ani put her hands on your neck, biting her lower lip as she looked into your face. “You come with a nice little surprise, don't you?”   

Shaking your head, you gripped the armchair you were sitting on tighter, your knuckles turning white with the force you applied. “Is that a problem for you?” Ani could sense the slight tone of desperation in your voice  

Reassuring you as quickly as possible, the brunette shook her head with a smile. “I think you're going to make me fall in love.”   

Before you knew it, Ani's lips were glued to yours, the kiss was a little messy, but you could clearly feel her soft lips, the taste of strawberries and alcohol on her tongue made you feel dizzy. Inevitably, your hands ended up on her hips, as you had wanted from the start.   

“Can we do this?” You asked between kisses. You had never known that you could kiss girls who worked in clubs, even if you were paying for a dance.   

“Not technically...” Ani said, looking at you with those mesmerizing eyes before giving you a smile. “But I liked you...” stroking your hair and moving her hips slowly over your bulge, Ani continued: ”Did you like me too?”   

Shaking your head positively, you grabbed her ass, pulling Ani back into a thirsty kiss. 

Things went well, hell, things were going very well. You went back to HQ a few times, just to see Ani. You ended up getting her number weeks later, which only brought you closer and closer together. Now you were going out together on Ani's days off, having dinner in nice restaurants - which Ani was sure she would never go to alone - and walking down the street holding hands like teenagers in love, dropping her off at home after her shift at the club and making phone calls to talk about the smallest things on your minds, you even found out that Ani's real name is Anora.   

 -- 

“So I'd rather people didn't call me by my name.” Ani finishes explaining, sitting on your lap in one of the club's private dance booths.  

By this point, you weren't even interested in the dances anymore, just paying to hear Ani speak. You loved the way she rambled on about everything while playing with your hair or comparing the size of your hands. It was all very comfortable and you both loved it.   

“But you tell everyone your name is Ani...” Seeing your confused countenance, Ani tilts her head to the right, a sarcastic look passes through her eyes before the brunette starts laughing, making you laugh along, even if confused.   

“I thought lawyers were smarter.” Ani says, leaning in and leaving a kiss on your lips, hearing you let out a small “ HEY!” at what she said. “My name is Anora.”  

“Anora.”   

You tested the name on your lips, savoring the sensation of discovering more about the woman on top of you. Ani never really liked people who weren't her family calling her by her real name, but something about the way you said it, the tone of your voice when you said her name, made her shiver. Maybe she didn't hate it when you called her by her real name, at least not the way she does when others call her.   

-- 

The important thing is that things were going well, and after a hectic day at work, you couldn't wait to see Ani again.   

When you arrived at the club, things seemed different, the lights seemed less bright and something seemed wrong, even if you had no idea what. It was only when you got deeper into the place that you saw, now you knew why things were grayer, the world was preparing you for this.   

You didn't know who the boy was, but you certainly wanted to break his face. In the middle of everyone, Ani's lips were on his, his hands on her hips, aggressively pulling her close, a stark contrast to how you put your hands there. Ani's hands were on his neck, and it honestly felt very different from anything you'd ever experienced.   

It was aggressive, fast, amateurish, without passion, without love.   

Turning around, you started walking towards the exit. Was it all a lie? Did Ani do this with anyone, just for the money? You didn't want to think like that, you didn't know Ani like that, Ani was never like that, Anora wasn't like that.   

“Where are you going in such a hurry, sweetie?” Making you stop your hurried steps, the woman in front of you put her hand on your chest, making you jump back slightly.   

You knew her name was Diamond, you'd heard Ani complain about her being a pain in the ass once or twice.  

“Just because Ani's busy doesn't mean you can't have fun with someone else, someone better than her...” Approaching you, Diamond grabbed your hands, making you hold onto her waist while she put her hands on your neck.   

Nodding your head, you broke away from the woman, not having the patience or sanity for this shit right now. Leaving the woman behind, you left the club. You thought things would be different, but it was business as usual, just you putting expectations on impossible things. 

Hey, I didn't see u this week  are you okay? 

I have a day off, wanna hang? 

I saw Ted today   he pretty much ran away when he saw me   What's going on w u? 

It's okay if you're busy but why are you ignoring me???

Anora stared at the phone screen, wondering why you hadn't replied, even after so many months.  

Things weren't going well for Ani, after a month, she stopped messaging you, seeing that you didn't reply, she focused on something else, or rather, someone else.   

Vanya seemed like a dream at first, he was charming, funny, had a lot of money, and Ani ended up getting carried away. She didn't fully understand why she did it, she thought that maybe, if you had replied to her messages, she wouldn't have taken things seriously with that Russian boy. She wouldn't have allowed herself to like him, she wouldn't have allowed herself to marry him, fuck, she wouldn't have allowed him to make her life a living hell.   

Ani didn't know where you were, when she went back to work at the club, she thought she'd see you occasionally, but things weren't like that. She never heard from you again, she didn't know where you lived or where you worked, she only knew that you were a lawyer, but that was it. She always looked at the photos she had on her phone when she was down, the photos she took when the two of you went on dates, or a photo of you standing in front of her house after dropping her off, or simply a photo of your hand holding hers as the two of you walked down the sidewalk.   

Anora always loved how you never tried to hide her from anyone, how you were always proud to walk with her by your side and take her to fancy places even if those mean people judged her for the clothes she wore. Anora loved that, Anora loves you, and the thought of how quickly things ended, without her even being able to tell you, makes her chest ache.   

“Get over it.” Diamond's annoying voice rang in Ani's ears, giving the woman sitting in the rest room a fright.   

“Jezz! Get a bell, don't you ever let people know when you're coming?” Ani says, the annoyed look on her face not making Diamond move an inch.   

“You know, you should get over her. One failed marriage at a time, right?!”   

Rising from her chair, Ani advanced on Diamond, frustrated enough that any comment would be enough to set her off. “Repeat what you said, you slut, I dare you!”  

The surrounding girls watched without getting involved, they certainly didn't want to be among Ani and Diamond's bloody war.   

“I'm just saying that you've already lost her. She even tried something better than you while you were gone.”  

Ani's eyes filled with fury, anger bubbling up inside her body. How could you? You had sex with Diamond? Did you just look for another woman to replace her as soon as she left?   

Stomping her feet, Ani hurried towards the exit, unable to spend another minute in Diamond's presence without punching her. Passing all those disgusting, stupified men, Ani bumped her body hard into someone's. When she looked up, she could see that someone was there. When she looked up, she could see the stupid blond hair she knew well. Ted.  

In one swift movement, Ani pushed the tall man hard into the nearest wall, trapping the blond boy, who was now slightly wide-eyed. “Where does Yn work?”   

“I can't-”   

Cutting him off, Ani resorted to violence. Ted's body froze completely as he felt Ani's knee collide with his lower body, and he fell to his knees and groaned in pain against the corner of the club wall.  

“WHERE DOES SHE WORK?”   

“Upper West Side!” The poor man said, holding back the tears in his eyes.   

“Is she still there?” Ani asked, even though she knew it was seven in the evening, the brunette also knew you were a workaholic, so she tested the waters.   

“Yeah, she's staying late tonight, dammit!”  

Grabbing a napkin from the drinks counter, Ani asked the bartender for a pen, throwing the objects at Ted. “Write down the address. And you'll pay for my Uber.”  

After almost an hour in the car, Anora finally arrived at the building where you work, not interested in the stares she would receive for only wearing a very short dress and pretty heels. She entered the building without looking back, the reception quiet, probably because of the time of day.   

Approaching in strides, Ani leaned on the counter cheekily. “I want to speak to Yn Russel.”   

The receptionist looked her up and down, judging the inappropriate dress, the bright make-up, the exaggeratedly high heels and the points of light in Ani's hair. Unfazed, Ani looked at her expectantly, as if wondering if she had heard what she had said.   

“You know what, forget it. I'll find her myself!”   

Heading for the elevator, Ani heard the receptionist's protests, saying something about not being allowed in without permission. Anora didn't care, she wanted to see Yn and she wanted to see her now!  

As soon as the elevator doors opened, Ani clashed head-on with a tall woman. The woman she was looking for. 

"Anora?" you asked, surprised to see the woman after so long.  

"YOU STUPID BITCH!" Without giving you time to protect yourself, Anora began to slap you, making you walk backwards until you touched the wall of the elevator.  

You tried to cover yourself, using your document folder as a shield, but the slaps from the shorter woman seemed to hit all the right spots.  

"STOP IT! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" Dropping the bag on the floor, you tried to dodge Anora, finally managing to hold her wrists in place and immobilize the woman. 

 "YOU FUCKED DIAMOND!" Trying to free herself from your grip, Anora kicked and writhed.  

By this time, the secretary was just standing outside the elevator, looking at the scene with a shocked expression and making sure the automatic doors wouldn't close.  

"What?" You asked softly, while Anora was still struggling in your plight. Losing your temper, you wanted to understand what was really happening, and that wasn't going to happen if Ani continued with her small attack.  

"ANORA!" 

 When you screamed, Ani shuddered, stopping moving immediately, staring at you panting and angry. "We need to talk." 

The car was extremely quiet, at that moment, it was as if only you and Ani existed in the world, the empty parking lot you parked not doing much to change your thinking. It was almost ten o'clock at night, the place was half dark, but nothing compared to the darkness that was Anora by your side, the question mark, the doubt of the century.    "So..." With a sigh, you started not being able to say anything else when Ani took the lead.    "Why did you disappear?" Anora had her head down, as if the floor of your car was the most interesting thing in the world.    "I was busy-" 

"Cut that off, Yn. Too busy to answer a message? I sent you all the messages possible, and you didn't answer any!" Anora spoke, turning her head and body towards you, she had unbuckled her belt a while ago, and you couldn't lie in saying that you weren't scared that she would slap you again.    "I thought you were too busy with the white boy to miss me." You said. The bitterness in your voice made Anora want to step back a bit.    "Wait a minute... Vanya, are you talking about him?" Anora asked, her brows furrowed in confusion and disgust that she was remembering that idiot.    With no response, Ani could see the jealousy showing through her face, making her laugh and lean back in the passenger seat. "Oh my god, you were jealous of Vanya." 

Despite all the mess Ani managed to get into in the last few months, knowing that you were jealous of her was a huge relief, as it meant that she was not alone, you also felt something for her, something beyond the carnal.    "I'm not jealous!" You said, crossing your arms like a spoiled child who hadn't gotten the candy she wanted.    "You know the funniest thing, I didn't really like Vanya, and if you had answered my messages and not been an idiot, I wouldn't have had anything to do with him." Looking in the direction of the window, Ani wiped the tears that threatened to fall from her eyes.    "What happened? You know, between you both..." 

"I married him, and then I separated in less than a month." Her tone made you worried, the sarcastic giggle, the denial with your head, the disgust in her voice, everything made you feel bad. "I had the worst months of my life and I regretted every second of that shit." Turning her head to you, Ani let you see her sensitive side, the tears that stained her eyes.    "Nora..."    "It's not your fault. I was just desperate to get out of where I was, I ended up rushing in."    Placing your hands on Ani's cheeks, you wiped away her tears, kissing her salty cheeks right after. "No, I have a little guilt too. I should have told you how I felt from the beginning." You said, leaning your forehead against hers. 

"I love you, Anora. From the day I saw you, I felt better with you, a better version of myself." Anora's eyes were glued to yours, occasionally stealing glances to your mouth. "I don't want to lose you ever again."    As soon as you finished the sentence, Anora's lips glued to yours, a calm and tender kiss, sharing the unspoken feelings and the time they were apart. Your hands went to Anora's waist, like in the old days, the brunette's hands reaching for your hair, that feeling of love and lightness that she never felt with Vanya.    In a clumsy movement, Ani quickly sat on your lap. With agility, you pulled your seat back, more space freed up for Ani to be comfortable. The woman's hands going against your pants, unbuttoning the button and opening the zipper, and then, BOOM! 

"Wait!" Looking at her expectantly, you waited for what she was going to say, only for her to grab your cock through the fabric of your boxer shorts. "Did you have sex with Diamond?"    Opening your mouth, you couldn't say a word if you want, the squeeze Ani had on your cock was making you lose your breath, and Ani saw your face turn red before her eyes.    "Nora, this is hurting..." You spoke in a thread of voice, just making the woman squeeze your private area harder. "NO! I SWEAR I DIDN'T HAVE SEX WITH HER."    "Then why did she say yes?" 

"SHE TRIED, THE DAY I SAW YOU AND VANYA KISSING, BUT I PUSHED HER AWAY. I SWEAR!"    Seeing the sincerity and desperation in your eyes, Ani let go of your cock, making you gasp in pain and relax your shoulders on the leather bench. Coming close to your ear just to let her warm breath tease you. "I believe in you, but don't go near her again."    Shaking her head positively, you saw Anora smile contentedly, only to kiss your cheek and grab your cock again, gently this time. "Let me take care of you, baby girl." 

Freeing your cock from the fabrics that bound it, Ani spat on her hand, before quickly grabbing your cock again. Spreading her saliva well, she started masturbating you with slow movements, making your friend start to get excited again.    "Damn Nora, I missed you so much." You say, putting your hand under her dress, putting her panties aside in one quick motion and starting to make slow movements on her clit.    The moans you two let out echoed through the car, the heavy breathing of both of you fogging up the car windows, making it difficult for anyone to see what was happening inside, but not stopping them from imagining. Luckily, you knew that there would rarely be anyone around this time, and even if it was dangerous, you couldn't think much of it with Anora on top of you.    "Baby, I want you inside me." Anora said, starting to settle on your lap. 

Your hands were on her hips, helping her find a position where she was comfortable. When Anora finally grabbed your cock, she lined up the tip with her pussy, impaling herself more and more with your length. Your moans echoed together, and the brunette kissed your lips to feel even more intimate with you.    "Fuck baby, you're so hot when you take my cock like that." You say, making Anora wrap her arms around your neck, throwing her hair to the left side and starting to bounce on your cock.    The contact was perfect, skin to skin, the souls of the two of you connected, it was everything you two ever wanted. Anora's moans echoed through the car, the movements of her hips doing wonders for you, as your cock reached all the right places inside her. 

Kissing you, Ani felt your big hands grab her ass, lifting it a little before starting to hit her relentlessly. Anora's eyes rolled, and her nails slid with a pleasurable pain down your back.    "FUCK, BABY!" Anora screamed, piercing her nails on your back while you continued, practically, piercing her uterus. "I'M GONNA CUM."    Going faster, you held Ani closer. Your body was sweaty, and you could feel your balls weighing down as you buried yourself deeper and deeper into the brunette, and then in one swift motion, you felt Ani's pussy tighten your entire length, making you slow down but continue with the deep thrusts.    "Fuck baby, you're so beautiful." You said, brushing Anora's hair from her face and kissing her cheeks as she trembled on top of you, having the strongest orgasm she's ever had in her life. "Oh, I'm gonna cum too."

Unable to speak, Anora shook her head in confirmation, moaning when she felt you lift off you with the strength of your biceps, making your cock come out of her. Putting Ani back in your lap, you grabbed your cock, masturbating until your cum stained Ani's abs.    "Fuck..." You moaned as you tried to extract every last drop of cum possible.    Yah, fuck. I really love you." Anora said, grabbing your cheek and kissing your lips passionately. 

"I love you too, Nora." 

Hi guys, what's up?

man, I'm SO tired, seriously, college is killing me. 

Luckily I don't have classes this week, so I'm here writing to you. 

Drink water, stay safe 

xoxo, spider.

[cielito--lindo]

to be loved mexicanly...

☁️sero notices that you've been feeling more and more homesick lately and one of your posts gives him an idea... ☁️ fem!reader x sero hanta, latina!reader x latino!sero, fluff, guerita used as a term of endearment

"remind me why the fuck i'm about to spend a fortune in overseas shipping for some fucking...toy?!" bakugou growled at his friend.

"well one because you love me and, most importantly, you want me to be with y/n...the love of my life, the keeper of my heart, the air in my lungs.." if he could have cartoon heart eyes, sero would be sporting them proudly "and you have the most money...i'm serious dude, she's miserable. she wasn't able to go back home during break and she's starting to watch old novelas again...i can only take so much el fuego en la sangre."

"don't get me wrong, bro. like this is all super manly as hell, but i'm a little confused...the way to fix her is by buying her plushies of a pharmacist?" kirishima peered over his friend's shoulder to peek at his computer screen. "several different versions of said pharmacist?"

sero couldn't help but let out a sigh of annoyance "look, dr. simi is a national treasure back home, dudes." sero remembers when he first encountered dr. simi, he was around 4-5 and was going through a nasty cold, his mom took him with her to pick up some cold medicine and out in the wild he encounter something he could only chalk up to be a fever dream. a dr. simi having a dance battle with someone from the ciel water company...he could still feel the vibrations from speaker blasting daddy yankee's rompe. "he's like the hello kitty of mexico!"

his friends all gave him various looks of confusion and wary.

sigh. "look she posted a video of this girl getting a serenata and has reposted all these tiktoks about being loved mexicanly! bro, it's my perfect chance!"

"what does being loved mexicanly even mean? and why does it feel like a slur when i say it?" denki asked, his face scrunched up.

sero paused for a moment, trying to best to word his thoughts "it depends??? like the internet thinks that being loved mexicanly is like giant grandiose gestures; giant buff bare chested men on horseback with a mariachi in the background, type shit. but realistically, it's quiet affection, never questioning your devotion for each other because actions speak louder than words, it's showing up for the good and the bad times" there was a fond smile on the tape hero's face as memories of watching his own parents show their love for him and for each other. he vowed to one day show someone that same respect.

"bro.." kirishima's voice broke through his reverie, sero looked over to find the redhead and denki clutching each other with tears in their eyes "that's so fucking manly."

"yeah whatever" bakugou scoffed, trying to hide the fact that his own eyes were red rimmed. "add another one of those shits in the cart, i think i saw an all-might one i can get for shitty deku"

"no se como vivir sin ti!"

your head was barely poking out of her comforter, scrolling through your cousins' instagrams as teresa played in the background, you've seen the novela so many times, you could practically recite it. photos of your family at the beach, your mom making her famous aguachiles, your uncle tying up a pinata for the kids in the vencidad during christmas. your various cousins with their signifcant others

you knew that choosing to go to UA was going to be a hard decision and one you've never regretted, but during these moments where the rest of your classmates were able to go home during the holidays and be with their families; you were calculating 15 hour time differences just to be able to have a phone call with them.

"todo va estar bien, mijita!" your mom's voice tried to soothe your tears during your last call "eres fuerte! este sacrificio es para que puedas alcanzar tus sueños. serás el héroe de méxico algún día, te lo prometo!"

your heart yearned for home - you could've survived not going back home for the holidays this year if you had someone to survive it with, but even then it just made your heart hurt more.

another round of tears started to flow down your cheeks as your buried yourself further into your blanket cave.

knock knock "y/n? you in there?"

"go away!"

the tell-tale sign of sero using your spare key to let himself in made you peek your head out of the blankets "remind me to destroy your copy" you grumbled

sero gave you a toothy grin "jokes on you, mi guerita, i got hella spares that you don't even know about."

you rolled your eyes at him, but couldn't help but feel a little better

"as much as i believe that sebastian rulli can cure us all, i got you a little something"

he got me something? you eyes narrowed in suspicion "...what do you want?"

"okay, fuckin wound me, why don't you?" sero faked indignant "can't a man simply buy something nice for his best friend??"

you eyed the box he held behind his back and sat up "you really didn't have to, i'm fine"

"guerita, believe me, i know you're fine as hell" he winked, doing an internal fist pump as he watched the blush bloom on your cheeks "i also have known you since we were little mocosos, i know how much you miss your family and as much as i wish i could afford to buy you a ticket back home, this is the best i could do."

sero placed the box in your lap, it was fairly large and your mind raced with what could be inside. he chewed the inside of his cheek to keep himself from screaming in panic.

you gently popped off the tape from the sides and slowly opened the plain cardboard box

it felt like an eternity as you just stared into the box with an expression on your face that was making sero sweat. oh my fucking god she hates it, oh my god - what the fuck was i thinking??

a soft sob broke sero out of his panic, he looked over to see fat drops of tears slide down your face "ohnononononono" he muttered, rushing over to you and pulling you in his arms "i'm so sorry this was so stupid, i thought-i thought you'd like it, i-"

"i love it" you hiccuped, bright eyes shining with tears "you got me dr. simis!" a watery laugh left your lips "how did you know i was missing some??"

sero's eyes flicked over to the displays of plushies lining your walls "i-uh. had a hunch."

you pulled them out one by one, plopping them into his arms until he could barely contain them before snapping a picture. you let out a laugh before making it your wallpaper. that laugh made the pain of having to ask bakugou for a favor all worth it - he'd buy the entire chain of farmacias similares to hear that laugh for the rest of his life

"there's-um" he cleared his throat, you tried not to grin at the nervous hitch in his voice "there's something else in there"

you furrowed your brow as you turned your attention back to the box, pulling out a small note at the bottom.

"quieres ser mi novia?"

do you wanna be my girlfriend?

you turned to find sero standing at the foot of your bed with the largest bouquet of roses you've ever seen. where the fuck did he even get that?

"i've liked you the moment we met as kids - you stole my duvalin and my heart on the playground that day. i wanna be the man you recreate those stupid dramatic novela scenes with-"

he couldn't even finish the rest of his speech as you threw yourself onto him - he dropped the flowers to catch you, pulling you tight against him, your thighs wrapped tight around his waist

"pendejito, yes of course!" you squealed happily

"oh thank god" sero sighed "this was gonna get real awkward if you had said no"

"what? why??"

he carried you over to the window, opening the sliding door to the balcony. you let out a surprised gasp as you saw your friends and classmates outside "she said yes, guys!" sero called out

suddenly bright and loud music began to play, you watched as some of your classmates pulled out speakers and you could recognize the begining of "mi credo" by k-paz de la sierra "none of them spoke spanish, so this is the best we could come up with!" your boyfriend (ahhhh!) laughed.

you pulled his face in closer for a soft kiss "thank you for this, hanta. it's starting to feel like home with you here."

so this was clearly pure self indulgent and no i will not be taking criticisms 👼🏽 but latino!sero will forever have my heart

also being loved mexicanly was a weird trend bc yeah all that is true, but like also machismo and cheating and toxic relationships are also very prevalent, soooo 👀

and yes, i do have an extensive dr. simi collection - i mentioned them once to my dad and every time he goes back to mx he brings me once and it fuels my little tism urge to hoard things.

[thisisntmyrightera]

She's Home -Nikki Sixx (Douglas Booth x fem reader) Part 1

Plot: Story of an alternate universe where Nikki meets a young waitress at the cafe he goes to every day without knowing that she would become his everything until death do them part.

Pairing: Nikki Sixx (Douglas Booth) and Female Reader

Warning: Hard Language, drug mention, adult content.

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1980, the year where all dreams went to hell, where I had realized that chasing ghosts would be useless, how could I go on if my own father had denied my existence?, I had worked too hard to get his number, I had spent sleepless nights thinking about what to say when I called him and he sent me to hell with his contempt, this was fucking hell bro.

Hi, have you been here for a while, would you like to order something? - What the hell is with that voice? Normally Dottie was the one who served me daily at the same table where I always sat and it was not at all what I was used to, my jaw tensed a little more while my eyes traveled quickly to the figure that was standing next to me - Hi, would you like a coffee? - her smile made me take a breath after all the time I was waiting for my lungs to collapse

Yeah, why not - I nodded a little while my eyes returned to the crumpled paper in my hands with the number of the bastard who had brought me into this world

Fine, I'll go get a cup - her smile could be heard on her voice as she walked away giving little jumps that made me look at her again curious, who was she? I had been coming here daily for weeks and I had never noticed her presence and that was impossible, she was so pretty, her dark hair so well combed and her skin clean as porcelain, I was used to seeing girls with tons of hairspray and makeup in industrial quantities that it was almost impossible to recognize them once they took it off, but she looked different, so unique and pretty that made me forget the moment that was happening, it was so stupidly obvious that when I noticed her return my eyes quickly returned to their original position trying not to look like an idiot - would you like something else? - She placed the cup so delicately on the table and while she was pouring the coffee I could feel her gaze on me that I just quickly shook my head hiding my face in the brown strands of my hair - okay, if you need anything you can call me, my name is y/n

I could notice her silhouette dancing around me, not specifically that, but she went from one table to another serving and taking orders, always with a kind tone in her voice and a smile, I could notice how the drunken bastards that recently leave Whisky A Go Go watch her passing by making obscene comments about her body and the disgusting things they could do to her in her bed, I don't know why I took it so personally, I didn't even know her and I had my own problems.

You still haven't finished your coffee - her voice made me raise my head again, finally looking into her eyes, those beautiful eyes that I had never seen before - we're almost done - her gaze went to the clock on the wall making me notice that it was almost 11 pm

Oh… I'm sorry, time flew by - I sighed sadly taking the cup drinking the last sip feeling the bitter cold taste run down my throat

Don't worry, are you okay? - her hands moved in the pockets of her pink apron looking at me curiously, what did she care if a drunk was okay? Nobody ever cared if I was okay or not

I… can I ask you something? - I looked at her curiously wetting my lips watching her nod - What would you do if someone rejected you?

Well… that depends - she looked at me curiously smiling - reject in what sense?

Something like… - my hands rested on the table thinking about how to say things without looking like a helpless child but I couldn't find anything else that could justify what had just happened to me - as if your own father had rejected you and asked you not to appear in his life again?

Oh..-her chubby cheeks disappeared when she erased her smile- well I..-a sigh came out of her chest as she sat in front of me- well I don't have a dad so I couldn't tell you…but if that happened to you, I think you shouldn't feel any guilt about his decisions, it's him who failed you not you

-I see..-I sighed looking at the table biting my lip curiously not knowing what to say while my hands crumpled the paper I held all night

Not all people are born to have a great responsibility like raising a child and they also don't have the courage to take responsibility for their mistakes made on them so they blame someone else to feel less guilty, I don't know what happened but I think you should show him that what he expects to happen won't happen, you should show him that you can be a better person than him and you don't need his presence to be a great human being- her smile returned to her face making me feel a rush of air again, she was right, she have all the damn reason, I didn't need a damn bastard to know what my dreams were and of course I could be better than he was without his support

Shortly after the head waitress kicked me out of the place without being able to thank her for her great advice so I went to my car staying in it looking at the steering wheel for a couple of minutes, was this the time to start my big dream? Of course I would be a great rock star and I would show everyone that they can go to hell.

I started the engine and accelerated quickly taking the main avenue and then turning into an almost lonely street towards my apartment.

And there she was again, walking quickly with her hands in the pockets of her coat with her gaze on the pavement, I could recognize that hair bouncing after seeing it come and go all night, so I honked the horn making her turn quickly while she jumped scared

You're not walking home at this time of night, right? - I smiled at her, leaning my arm out of the window as I threw the cigarette onto the pavement

It's not that far anyway - she smiled at me, adjusting the strap of his bag over her shoulder

Yeah, well, damn, I don't know how to ask someone up… do you want me to give you a ride? - I was such a fucking idiot, what was wrong with me?

Well…- her gaze returned to the road and then to me nodding nervously as she walked quickly to get in the passenger side- Thanks for the ride… um…

Fran… Nikki my name is Nikki - I smiled at her offering her my hand to shake and when she did I could feel a electricity run to the tips of my hair

Nice to meet you Nikki - she smiled at me putting on her seat belt as i drive with REO Speedwagon playing on the radio

I tend to go to that place a lot lately and I've never seen anyone like you - I looked at her barely returning my gaze to the road as I drove as slowly as possible without looking like an idiot

It's my first day working at that coffee shop - she seemed to be the happiest person in the world, every sentence that came out of her mouth was accompanied by a childish but adorable smile - What do you mean by someone like me?

Someone, I don't know…pretty and pretty…- I cleared my throat feeling like an idiot trying to avoid his gaze

Yeah well, thanks for the compliment it was the nicest thing I heard all night - she laughed looking at her legs while her hands played with the clasp of her bag

So you did hear them? Why were you so nice to all those idiots, if I were you I would have thrown the hot coffee on their damn faces

Because I need the job, I need to pay for nursing school so I can graduate next summer and my mother can't do it anymore

I see, do you live with your mother? - I looked at her interested in her conversation stopping at a red light

Yes, with my mother and my younger sister, well she is my half sister but she is my sister, mom has had difficult months after my stepfather abandoned her so now we only live with one salary and I need to earn something to help her - her gaze did not return to look at me after her confession and her fingers played slower than normal clearly saddened

I understand you, unlike you my mother is shit, she did not abandon me like my father did but she always preferred her boyfriends who abused me, so when I had the chance I sent her to prison and left home - the green light reflected on the car window making me return my gaze to the road and accelerate hard remembering that damn woman

Oh I… I'm sorry about that Nikki

You don't have to feel it, after all you said it, I don't need anyone to prove that I can be better than them - i look at her giving her a smile and she did the same to me

The conversation was too good to end that night and to my surprise the night ended very differently than what usually happens whenever I hitch a ride with a girl, tonight there was no sex or unbridled alcohol until we were unconscious, she just limited herself to thanking me and saying goodbye to enter her home, it felt so strange, as if I had met a real woman, so every day I came back at the same time and to the same table so that she would serve me like every night, little by little she became my best friend, she listened to all the ideas I had and how London came to life, it was my first baby and she was in our first show it was great how everything started to get better until that night went to shit.

Our vocalist, as usual, screwed up on stage and a pitched fight broke out where my nose was the main target of an idiot's beer bottle. An hour later I was entering the cafeteria with a napkin on my still bleeding nose.

Oh my God Nikki, what did they do to you? - she quickly left the coffee jar on the nearest table and ran to me, helping me get to the same table as always.

I'm fine, I'm… shit, I'm fine - I sighed, sitting down, looking at her, tired of so much shit.

You guys fought again, right? - She looked at me disappointed, taking a couple of napkins from the table, carefully removing my hands from my face and gently tapping them on my nose

It's all that damn idiot's fault, he's always do som...ouch - I looked at her annoyed but her look quickly made me lower my tone of voice

I know Nikki but why do you always have to end up fighting, your fans go to see you play, not to see how you hit each other like animals on stage - She continued cleaning carefully until she stopped the bleeding and gave me a new napkin - You should seriously think about what to do because if things continue like this then the only thing that will happen is that all your fans will stop going to see you play because you're problematic

I know… I know - I sighed looking at her holding the napkin on my nose

I'll go get you some ice, don't cause trouble - She looked at me seriously as she walked away and disappeared behind the kitchen door

Damn, she had me trapped in her hand, it was Something so strange to explain as if I belonged to her completely but at the same time we were nothing at all

It was as if she was my good luck charm, when she was near me everything went perfect and just as I had always dreamed but when she left everything went to hell, even the lack of her presence made situations go wrong

How that same night a skinny and hyperactive boy was going to approach me to tell me that he was my biggest fan and support me in creating a band? right after she told me, it was such a strange but necessary coincidence.

Sorry Nikki I got busy a little, here's your ice - I looked at her with a small smile taking the ice from her hand- Sweetness I want you to meet someone, this is Tommy he will play drums in my new band

Nice to meet you - the boy drummer smiled at her moving his drumsticks making her laugh

Nice to meet you Tommy - she smiled at him greeting him the same way - I'll be a little busy but I'll find you in the parking lot when I finish my shift

Sure sweetie I'll wait for you - I smiled at her watching her walk away to serve the other tables placing the ice on my nose

She's very pretty man - the boy followed her with his gaze until I hit his arm making him look at me again - I'm sorry it's just that… she is - he laughed rubbing his arm- is she your girlfriend?

No… but she will be the owner of everything someday so keep your damn hands on your drumsticks got it?

Ok fuck i get it man - the drummer smiled raising his hands holding both drumsticks laughing

She had been there from the beginning and knew for a fact that she would be there until the end but not just as a spectator, she would be the owner of the whole damn empire that i was going to create.

Part 2

Tag to the ones who like the idea post

@thatoneawesomechicka @frieddreamtoadhound @oskea93 @lustxforxlife

[taesanluv3r]

dance dance revolution

lee riwoo x reader

reader n riwoo get into a intense dance battle on the arcade dance machine! this is the fic of my dreams 💭 i use his real name (sanghyeok) in this! lowercase intended, pls excuse any spelling mistakes/grammatical errors! enjoyy

wc: 2,505

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"maybe you should start dating. get yourself out there, you know?"

lee sanghyeok rolled his eyes as his best-friend, myung jaehyun, talked his ears off. the pair of friends were at their local mall, slurping up the brightly coloured slushies they picked up at the food court as they walked beside each other on the building's white marble floors.

"i'm just saying bro...like you've been so boring these days. all you do is dance and stay at home- you should be out kissing girls like the rest of us!" jaehyun exclaims, almost choking as he finished the rest of the fruity beverage. sanghyeok laughs, tossing his own empty cup into a trashcan, "like any girl would willingly go out with me" his friend sighs, "that's so not true, i'm sure there's someone out there who's just as weird as you- ow!" jae rubs the spot on his shoulder that the other boy had just struck with his hand, a huge pout on his mouth as he did so. "maybe no chick wants you cause you're such a meanie-" he's cut off, "shut up" sanghyeok says, pressing his pointer finger over his lips to silence his friend who looked at him confused. "no, i'm serious sanghyeok, that slap really hurt and-" jaehyun doesn't get to finish again, "shh, shut up! do you hear that?"

"hear what?" the taller one asks, eyebrows furrowed as he watched his friend begin to follow whatever sound he was hearing. it got louder as they began to approach the end of the mall's hallway, an up-beat song entering their ears as they came face-to-face with what seemed to be a new arcade that had just opened. sanghyeok's eyes widened as the scene in front of him came into view, the source of the music finally revealed. jaehyun gasps, "no way...is that a...is that what i think it is?" his best-friend nods slowly, a huge grin making it's way to his face. "yup...yes it is..." he says, a passionate glint in his eyes.

"...dance dance revolution"

"c'mon!" sanghyeok says excitedly, signaling for his friend to follow him into the crowd of people that surrounded the infamous dance game. there seemed to be a match going on, two figures on the machine, a boy and a girl. the boy wore cargo pants and a jersey, eyes focused on the screen and slight worry in his breath as he tried to keep up with his opponent; a girl in a pair of low-rise jeans and a tank-top with a cute graphic on it, she had a smile on her face as her feet effortlessly moved along to the beat of the song. "woah...she's really good.." the lee boy tells his friend, watching as her hair jumped with each and every one of her moves, her giggles like music in his ears as she turned around in circles for her finale, beating her opponent with ease.

"ah fuck!" the male on the machine says, throwing his hands in the air in frustration. "haha! don't beat yourself up on it, good match" the girl cheers, reaching an arm out to shake hands. sanghyeok smiles to himself, he'd never seen anyone play dance dance revolution so...prettily. jaehyun notices his friend's gaze on the stranger, a smirk on his lips as he patted the boy on his back. "who's next?" the girl says, hands holding onto the railing of the machine's platform. "dude, this is your chance!" the myung boy whispers, pushing his friend forward. "what! no way! what if i totally make a fool out of myself and-" he didn't get to say another word, "MY FRIEND WILL PLAY!"

sanghyeok's eyes go wide and a shy blush appears on his face as everyone in the room turns to face him. the girl on the machine smiles softly at him, turning all of his insides into pure mush. "really? doesn't look like your friend is up for it..." she says, giggling at the way the boy couldn't keep eye contact with her. jaehyun nods quickly, giving his friend another push, "you'll play...right, bro?" his words are kind of taunting, like there would be grave consequences if he didn't say yes. finally, the lee boy looks up and nods, "ye...yeah...yeah let's play"

the crowd cheers for him loudly as he hops onto the platform. "hi, i'm yn...yn ln! and you are...?" the girl introduces herself and then asks, laughing slightly as he struggled to mutter out a response. "hi...hi i'm um...sanghyeok" he manages to say, lifting a hand up to shake her own. her grip on his hand is tight and warm, a fuzzy feeling swarming through his body at the contact. "nice to meet you, um...sanghyeok" she says, mimicking the way he stuttered earlier. the red on his cheeks and the tips of his ears got darker, "let's play! you are so going down" yn says, the both of them turning fully to face the screen in front of them. "don't get too cocky, yn...i'm kind of really good at this game" the girl gasps a bit, shocked by the shy boy's sudden confidence. "yeah right..." she scoffs, their banter coming to an end as the round came to a start.

"i'd like to see you try"

the audience that had now doubled gave the pair a round of applause, "get ready to dance!" said the deep male MC voice that came out of the machine, signaling for the opponents to prepare themselves. yn turned to look at her rival, their eyes meeting for a second before the loud music removed their gazes from one another and back onto the large screen. the crowd of people yelled along with the machine's voice, "three!" their hands gripped tightly against the railings, 'two!" their eyes narrowed and fixed onto the game, "one!"

the song had started, bright lights flashing in front of them as different coloured arrows moved along the screen. their feet danced to match, jumping quickly to stay on beat. as it progressed to the chorus, the arrows moved faster and so did their legs, both dancers switching from regular foot taps to full blown dance sequences. it had gotten to that point in the game where the two rivals would start showing off.

she started it first, swinging her arms side to side and around her head; a staple tutting movement as she simultaneously hit every beat with her feet. "marvelous! combo thirty!" said the machine, allowing for a smirk to reach her lips. the boy scoffs, "that all you got?" he asks, a smug look on his face as he began to shuffle his feet in the most unnecessarily complicated manner, his arms spread out wide as he isolated each joint one by one into a wave. yn's mouth hung opened but her feet kept moving, the person beside her a completely different guy from who she swore he was when he had first stepped foot onto the platform. "perfecto! combo fifty!" the pair continued back and forth in intense battle, each combo getting higher than the one before.

the audience kept hyping them up, the crowd now split into two. half of them cheering on the boy and the other half for the girl. the song was about to hit it's climax, the up-beat tune getting faster by the second. the girl is about to hit her signature finale, the one he had seen her do when she was playing before. however, she couldn't even start and he had already beat her to it. a sly smile sneaking into his lips, his fang-like teeth peaking through it as he ricocheted his feet back and forth before twisting them over each other to spin in a circle and then finally jumping up high enough to strike a quick pose in the air and landing safely back down, his right and left feet placed perfectly onto the blue and red arrows on the platform, ending the round with yet another...

"perfect combo!"

the girl is stunned, she'd never seen anyone mimic her own signature finale like that before. moreover, she had never seen anyone beat her at dance dance revolution on their very first try. and she'd never expect that the shy boy who's friend had pushed to play would be the guy that did it. "woah...you're really good" yn says, laughing as the big "LOSER" text appeared on her side of the screen. sanghyeok smiles, "what did i tell you...!" they shared another giggle as they shook hands, "good game, sanghyeok" he nods, "good game, yn" they stared at each other for a while, their ears blocking out the sound of the loud arcade. their gazes lingered on each other, as did their touch as their hands remained intertwined.

"dude! you totally crushed that!" a voice interrupts their moment, myung jaehyun re-entering the scene. "and you too...uh...what's your name again?" the pair let go of each other's hand, the girl shifting her focus over to the other boy. "hi, i'm yn!" she says cheerfully, "nice to meet you, i'm jaehyun...sanghyeok's best-friend- er, his only friend- ow!" the dancer boy's arm moves up to strike at his yapping friend's head, causing him to lose balance and stumble over slightly. "sanghyeok, bro...we really need to talk about you hitting me all the time, man..." jae complains, and the other boy just rolls his eyes.

"don't listen to him, yn. i promise i'm not that much of a loner, i swear!" sanghyeok defends himself, making the girl laugh. "you're so cute" she says, beginning to hop off the machine. he follows after her, his brain blanking out a little as he processed her words. "you...you...i'm so...what did you say?" he stutters, that familiar blush making it's way onto his cheeks again. yn giggles, "i said you're so cute, sanghyeok" she spoke so nonchalantly, like what she was saying wasn't driving the boy properly insane. "anyways...i gotta bounce, i've been on that machine since it opened today and i need to eat something before i go crazy!" the girl smiles as she talks, grabbing her bag that sat on the floor of the arcade. the boy just nods at her, not really knowing what to say.

"i guess i'll...i'll see you around?" she asks, some sort of a hopeful tone present in her voice. he nods, "yea...yeah, yes! definitely" yn giggles again and the boy mentally slaps himself for stuttering so much. "okay then...i guess...bye then..." she drags her words, as if she wanted to prolong their conversation. "yeah...bye..." his voice is quiet, like he's disappointed that she had to leave so soon. yn waves softly before she turns away, leaving the boy and his best-friend standing there in the arcade.

"ow!" sanghyeok exclaims when he feels a hand push against the side of his head. "dude what the fuck are you doing! she was obviously waiting for you to make a move! you idiot!" jaehyun whisper-yells, a look that read 'duh!!' plastered onto his complexion. the shorter one looks confused, "what do you mean? what do i do?!" he asks, beginning to panic. "don't worry i gotchu bro" - "what's that supposed to-"

"HEY YN!! SANGHYEOK THINKS YOU'RE CUTE TOO AND TOTALLY WANTS TO GO OUT WITH YOU!!!"

the shy dancer boy slaps his palm onto his forehead, a feeling of deja vu when all eyes in the arcade turn towards him and his comically annoying best-friend. yn laughs, beginning to walk towards them again. "is that so?" she asks when she's finally within earshot. sanghyeok is flustered all over again, his eyes moving from looking at her to looking at the floor. he can't seem to speak though his mouth did open to. jaehyun rolls his eyes, nudging his friend to hurry up. "ye...yeah- i mean! you're...you're really cool and i think...i think we should...you know..." he starts, scratching the back of his head though it wasn't even a little bit itchy. the girl furrows her eyebrows and tilts her head, trying to understand what the boy was saying.

"you know...we should...go...out? some...time?"

the whole room goes silent, every single human being in the arcade stopping their games to watch and listen intently to the pair's conversation. yn's lips crack into a big smile, "i'd like that" she says, laughing when his eyes go wide in disbelief. "seriously?!" he practically squealed, his eyes disappearing and his teeth peaking out as he grinned widely. "yeah!" she says, "in fact...why don't you come grab something to eat with me right now? i heard they've got a yummy donut shop down on the first floor and-" she gets cut off, "shut up!" sanghyeok exclaims, a look of worry suddenly washing over the girl's face. "what...is it something i said? or..." the boy shakes his head, "what? oh! no, no! i just...really like...donuts..." his voice quiets down, suddenly feeling shy about his enthusiasm for the sugary treat. her nose scrunches up at him, finding his mannerisms so insanely cute.

"c'mon then, before i actually die of hunger" yn exaggerates, tilting her head in the direction of the arcade's exit. "yeah...let's go" sanghyeok smiles, nodding his head softly as he followed her out. "go get her, tiger! call me later! love you broski!" jaehyun yells out to his friend, scoffing and pressing a hand to his chest in shock when he only gets a middle finger in response.

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"so you dance professionally?"

lee sanghyeok nods, taking a bite out of his glazed donut. "since i was three years old" he says. "no wonder..." yn ln responds, giggling when he looks up at her confused with powdered sugar coating his lips. "...only professionals are able to beat me in dance dance revolution!" the boy almost chokes at her words, "you're telling me you don't dance professionally? but you're so good?" the girl smiles, shaking her head. "nope! i watched a lot of dance movies growing up...and i just really love dance...but i never really got the chance to learn professionally...i'd love to though..." she trails off, taking a sip out of her drink. "i just don't know where to start"

sanghyeok nods along with her words, his eyes widening when an idea crosses his mind. "hey! maybe i could...like...teach you some time...maybe- i mean, if you want to, of course! i'm not forcing it on you or anything like that...it's just an idea that-" his rambling comes to an end when she stuffs a donut into his mouth.

"you know you talk just as much as your friend back there does..." yn teases, watching as he wiped away the chocolate filling that stained his lips. "but i love that...the idea i mean..." he raises his eyebrows, "really? cause if you do i'm so down to!" he says excitedly, and she nods with the same enthusiasm. "so..."

"how 'bout tomorrow? unless it's too soon?" - "it's never too soon to see you again, yn" - "okay, bring back shy stuttering sanghyeok, flirty sanghyeok is scary!"

he laughs, "...so tomorrow?" she nods, "tomorrow."

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AHHH my first riwoo fic 🤭 hope u guys liked this! i NEED me a dance dance revolution love story irl so bad TT reblogs n feedback r highly appreciated!! tysm for reading. love, kona.

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Kenna (Murph): I've heard you bringing up like, family and stuff a lot? And… I don't-- I don't totally know how to say this, but do you think that I could show you something through like your spores thing? Do you think it works like that? Sol (Caldwell): I mean, we can certainly try, I'm not really sure what all it's capable of, but… yeah! Let's give it a go! Murph: You hop off the treadmill, you see Kenna walks up, puts her hands on your head, um, and then rests her head against them. And you feel a sudden [whoosh, snaps] jolt as you are pulled into one of Kenna's memories. [The Gunslinger's Girl plays softly in the background] Murph: And you see Jaina Bronzebeard, looking over some kind of city plans in her study in like the Irondeep Castle, she's looking all stressed out. And then you see… Kenna enters the room. You see Kenna is wearing like, civilian clothes, just like a regular tunic and no plate mail. And Jaina goes-- Jaina (Murph): Shouldn't you be out in the yard sparring? Murph: And Kenna looks down. Kenna: I'm.. I'm leaving Irondeep. My… My father's been sending me money, and I-- I bribed one of the couriers and they… they told me where I could find him. So I'm-- I'm gonna go to Ezry. And I'm gonna look for him. Murph: Jaina puts down her work and nods, and sort of crosses her arms and thinks and goes-- Jaina: Well has, um, has he reached out to you at all? Or… or are you the one that is doing all the work? Murph: And Kenna looks down again, kind of not wanting to answer. And Jaina gets up from her desk, walks around, and kneels next to the young squire. And goes-- Jaina: I will not tell you what to do. If you choose to go to Ezry to look for him, I will charter the airship myself. But I-- I wanna tell you something. I have had two little sisters in my life. One shared a family name with me, and the other did not. One liked jewels in her beard and music and dancing, and the other liked hammers and plate mail and sparring. Murph: And she sort of pats on Kenna. Jaina: And she wanted very much to be a knight. I would hate to see her throw that dream away. And I would hate to lose another sister. Murph: Kenna just breaks down crying and buries her face in Jaina's chest, and Jaina brings her in, kind of holds her for a moment, and then Jaina pulls back and makes eye contact with her, and goes-- Jaina: The gods do not decide who is and isn't family. Murph: And you [whoosh, music ends] come out of the trance, and see Kenna standing there, kind of awkwardly and teary eyed. Kenna: So, yeah, that's… just, I thought maybe… Sol: No, yeah, no, that's-- Kenna: Yeah. Sol: I know that you call yourself a squire but… I can see it, everyone can see it, you've got a knight's heart beating proudly under that iron. Kenna: Thank you for saying that, Mr. Bufo! And-- Sol: Just call me Sol. Kenna: (laughs) That's gonna be a hard habit to break Mr B-- Sol. Sol. [Caldwell laughs] Murph: And you see she goes over to her like, pack, and she goes-- Kenna: Anyway, I-- I found some old books in the equipment bags. Murph: And you see she pulls out a copy of The Boy Wizard and his Frog Pal. And she hands it to you. Sol: Oh! Oh gosh, this old thing. Kenna: Hey man, I know the monsters weren't real at Launchpad, but I thought the main characters were very believable as brothers. Sol: You're right. Thank you for reminding me, you know, no matter how much we loose, we gotta hold on to what we have and we gotta… double down on those connections. I'm really glad that we got to meet you. I'm really glad you're here. Kenna: Thanks big bro! Murph: Um, gives you a big hug.

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IF HEARTSLABYUL BOYS HAVE THEIR OWN INTERPRETATION/THOUGHTS OF YUKI IN THEIR DREAMS IN BOOK 7

Riddle sees the prefect as a little sister ever since his overblot so Riddle thought what if they are siblings biologically? What would it feel like to have siblings? What would it feel like to be a cool bro like Trey? Yuki's words for him that he must enjoy life when he still can struck him but the way Yuki was hesitant saying that made him worried to the point of being somewhat overprotective.

Ace always see the prefect as an angel despite her being surrounded and too deep with negative energy, demons and overblots. At this point, he already is aware of his big crush on the prefect. He's happy that Yuki decided to stay at Twisted Wonderland but he knows deep inside, she wants to go back to hell where her found family lived (Yes, Yuki lives in hell) so he dreamed what if he can do something so that she can be in both...besides he'll miss her familiars/demonic adoptive brothers too.

Cater sees Yuki as a cute quirky junior of his that goes along whatever something silly happens. She entrusted him her cat (not Grim) and he likes that. He knows he doesn't have that connection with her like Ace and Deuce have nor he knows her except what her cat's been telling him but he always thought what if the prefect is in Heartslabyul too? If Yuki is Heartslabyul, there'll be more time for them to know each other. Who knows, they might be close too like Ace and Deuce, he likes to experience that bond too.

He saw a picture of her one time when Deuce shared a photo from the rabbit festival and her wotagei dances so boom! rabbit girl in his court.

Trey knew Yuki can cook for herself and he always like the fact she'll go to him for desserts and free food at the first few months of school. She knows she's a caregiver since she has so many pets back at Ramshackle but at the same time, she's only 15...She's still a child. a baby.

When Ace said, Yuki has been a plushed sheep, he can't believe it but at the back of his head, he did.

Deuce really was impressed by the prefect's familiarity and knowledge of magic even though magic-less. He knows her capabilities of using dark magic and its consequences, her ability to summon creatures is pretty dangerous and he worries but he's not going to lie, it's pretty cool to have unique magic like that.

When he learned she used a whip as a weapon for self-defense, Deuce thinks that's dangerous seeing Crowley and Crewel do it but he also can't help but think of his delinquent days. The ability to command a group and be a leader. Truly the air of gang leader.

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This has been on my mind since that heartslabyul parts in book 7

yes, Yuki really is good at using a whip, she's following Crowley's footsteps//maybe... Nahhh, she rarely use it

[camp-queer-and-there]

lucille my old hag can you hit that

THIS SHIT LACED😭 im forreal a freak just lmk👀👅 ohio skibidi toilet oi oi oi😏 maxdesignpro WHAT!? HELP ME! HELP = 👍 fetus sebastian hes so ugly i cant would you rather have 1 million dollars or CANCER! art is lowkey so amazingly beautiful...gigachad sigma LET HIMM COOK!🗣️🗣️ uwu >_< anyone got anyone spongebob x reader👀 only in eastern latvia💀 ohio final boss grimace shake charlie the steak ishowspeed kai cenat the amazing digital circus pomni garten of banban caseoh gyatt super mogger looksmaxxing based and redpilled diabolical lick😈erm what the sigma oh! thats not!- getting my top surgery done at claires POV: youre ben shapiros mom and hes convincing to let him get gta5 i feel like calling you a slur.. what type of gay are you, since you dont have it in your bio... the european mind cannot comprehend this drew phillips: hello im drew phillips the ahh magic i finna be in the pit on cap. 123°!? gurrrll we are not thanksgiving turkeys😂and thats on period fahrenheit lankybox elisocray INSANE UNBOXING! gegagedigedagedago we can go gyatt for gyatt fuck that we can go rizz for rizz 19 bucks for the fortnite card double pump with the fanum tax THE BIG APPLE! drake vs kendrick beef p diddy dr disrespect annoying orange if garlic was a person my name is drake and im here to say.. kendrick lamar your disses arent okay! diss me diss me now you gotta kiss me quandale dingle mf doom dookie baby girl my pookie wubbleshmubble kins whats hurts more than being yelled at be skinned alive probably pov: i am your cashier during february (and i notice you are black) you look like tyler the creator if he was in my dreams ray william johnson sybrian dancing lady oh when the saints go marching in oh when the saints go marching in todoroki gives birth alone jumbo josh is lost in the zumb sauce lightskin touch the moon bozo cant im walking my fish why are frogs so stupid show me your griddy show me your griddy.... show me your... DOHHH THATS ONE WAY TO HIT THE GRIDDY. THATS ONE WAY TO HIT THE GRIDDY grwm to go to bath and body works temu workers getting ready to clock in day in the life of a twitch streamer your final challenge.. let yo bih go through your phone!... AH HELL NAW YO ASS TWEAKIN JIGSAW quavo stop thats the gayest shit ever amoeba sisters angst preppycon 2024 kart ride into spongebob youve been here before.. a weirdcore dreamcore kidcore clowncore playlist. my talking tom her body tea is insane😭 my aura is unmatched DO NOT PLAY CREEPY BATH GAME AT 3AM!!!!!!!! *THIS IS WHY* ALMOST DROWNED school isnt done but i am💀 omg u did call me baby.. maybe ..omg did he call her baby.. maybe.. im not okay..... bark for me. pov family dinner😭💀why u so pissed ...what me when i get mustard for christmas yall when i put on my dad fit "FREAKYbob" I AINT ANSWERING!! HELPP IM DEADDDD wait no im not maya winky boyfriend takes you out to eat but his opps slide on him [boyfriend asmr] mrbeast might ne TOO BIG to he cancelled squid games i hope someone dies and goes to hell today me staring at the sephora employee in the eye as i "sample" a $800 perfume cats when you cover their cage with a blanket blud thinks hes the main character💀 omg a rare gyatt sighting ninja fortnite sneako the ocky way new yorkian vermontian how 10 yr old me felt after putting "i dont speak tags" in an argument holy fricking smokes dude.. my cut is insane... shout out to my barber dawg! bro thinks hes the thinker waterless baked water what i would wear to my isis execution why did my dog just punch me😓 #STOPBULLYING💯

i mean.. i kind of ocd😁 you mean OBESity stop doing the golden freddy pose youre scaring the kids when a client wants to trauma dump first session when i dont have enough diamonds on episode so now i gotta shit in the school hallway in front of my crush phone and youtube video lobster activity someone shot trump in the ear he wouldnt have missed goku drip well my mother always said the best flowers get picked first dudes been waiting for his mcflurry since 1786 ladies ladies one at a time please😍 rio de janeiro the oppblock hazbin hotel boy rejoice creepy autism simulator my scary silent hill whos ivan mac n cheeks freak island home sweet home.. blud always looking at sum😭😭😭when face id acting up so you gotta LOCK IN fuck im washed WAIT IM GOATED why the mob isnt a fucking aesthetic: a thread this where the magic happens👅 style griddy👀

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[funstyle]

ok dinosaur jr was Fucking Phenomenal as expected (possibly even more phenomenal than expected. couldnt feel my hands after. im really exercising self control by not writing more about it here) i was the only bitch dancing which was medium humilating but idgaf it's yalls loss its fucking DINOSAUR....🤷🏻‍♀️

Low Point: i was not big on the flaming lips in the first place and they were following the best half hour of beautiful noise of my life so i was like. well. maybe it'll be good. GIRLS......idk. idkkkk wayne coynes kind of annoying as fuck. he kept saying GO ON GUYS!!! SCREAM!!!! SCREAM MORE!!!!! KEEP SCREAMING 🤓 and the songs were all kind of mid is the thing. i never liked she dont use jelly. do you realise is just fine to me. yoshimi etc.. and there were so many goddamn lasers and balloons and inflatables and i was like......ughh i felt like they were in some way compensating for the music being not that great. maybe it's just cus im not into them that much in the first place but it generally just pissed me awf. THAT being said the best part by far was the dorky middle aged guy in front of me visibly having the time of his goddamn LIFE 🥺 shaking his fists in the air and hugging his partner and singing to her. like this guy was so purely happy it was amazing to see :) bro was radiating joy

weezer was doing too much tbh but it was kind of endearing to see them have some sort of goofy KISS-esque stage production. like why did this fuckin weezer show have a plot. it was rlly sweet tho and they played several songs i adore that i did NOT expect (burndt jamb 🥰 PErfect situation!!!)... lot of pinkerton they played fucking getchoo 😫... they sounded so so so good but there was this weird vocal filter on rivers like it was compressed or pitched up or something...yea. i was exhausted by the end but hearing only in dreams with my bf was extremely special to me :0) fun nite overall i know probably no one cares but whatever where else am i gonna write this. yeah

[mioyeo]

SAY GOODBYE : chapter 3

Cause I really don’t feel the way I once felt about you Girl it’s not, you , it’s me

Synopsis: In which Wooyoung finds himself loving someone else other than his girlfriend

Pairing : Balletdancer! reader x dancer!Wooyoung

Warnings: this chapter includes mentions of , Wooyoung being in love , kissing, infidelity, cheating , teasing , rebounding, slight angst , deep talk with Yeosang, distress , bullying etc .

Word count : 1,8k

He starred down at his girlfriends sleeping figure  unable to see the love and sparks he once had  whenever he looked at her , it was just as if the love he kept inside for her  vanished

It all started when he saw her dancing so beautifully full of emotions

The way your light brown eyes and bright white teeth smile enchanted him was a memory to never forget , everytime he closed his eyes at night you appeared trapping the boy in his dreams unable to wake up even if he wanted to

Wooyoung was confused about everything after you invaded his heart and mind , it all just wanted to crave and think about you pushing the space he had in his for his girlfriend away

He felt hands roaming his chest making his breathing hitch , it was her  waking up 

" Bae why are you awake ...? "

She asked going for a kiss but he turned his head around not in the mood

" I just can't sleep anymore "

He sighed brushing his hair back frustrated

" You know we can always talk about everything that's concerning you "

The girl  took his hands into hers but it wasn't the right time for Wooyoung to be held and given any sort of comfort at that moment , so he placed them back on her lap making her confused

" It's ok just go back to sleetp "

He stood up and put on his slippers and hoodie on

" Baby , what is wrong where are you going ? "

He ignored her and left their apartment completely walking down the block

His heart ached so much to the point he couldn't breath or think properly

As we walked around the block more than he could count he saw Yeosang sitting by the football field

" What are you doing here late at night "

Yeosang looked back starlet as he sighed in relief after seeing it was just his friend

" My roommate locked us both out and now we can't go back in besides the student services is closed and just opens at seven "

" You could've crashed at Seonghwas since Joong is at his parents "

Wooyoung chuckled and sat down beside his buddy

" Seonghwa sleeps with music on there's no way he'd hear me knock "

" Yeah but he doesn't care he likes his peace "

Both let out a breathy laugh and looked at the stars

" Why are you here outside? "

Yeosang asked yawning

" I just had a lot in my head and it prevented me to keep sleeping "

" What happened? , also I haven't seen your girl best friend or whatever she is too you "

Wooyoung sighed and slowly looked at Yeosang

" Be honest with me Yeo , would I be a bad person to just initiate a kiss and just leave the person hanging and leave ? "

Yeosang cocked his brows and the moment he understood what his friend said his jaw dropped

" Wooyoung don't tell me you did that "

" Is it bad ? "

" Of course it is bro you've played her and now you're ghosting the poor girl let alone you cheated on your girlfriend "

Yeosang whisper shouted while slapping Wooyoung on the head

" What was that for ?! , and I just don't know what to do anymore "

He cried out and dropped his head

" Well do you have a thing for her ? "

" Yeosang if you could look inside my head you'd know how much she's invading my thoughts with her sweet smile and with her beauty that is just so breathtaking "

The boy sighed rubbing his face

"I knew this was going to happen after I saw the way you looked at her dancing two weeks ago , you fell for her "

" Yeosang I just can't forgive myself for kissing her and wanting more "

" Let alone you ghosted her while having a girlfriend, wait does she even know your taken by Seola ? You know what this means ? "

" No she doesn't know and I don't want her to know either "

" Wooyoung stop being selfish, you're hurting people with your choices "

" I know but I just can't help it "

" If anyone else finds out it's not only going to cause drama but people are going to start talking bad about her , you remember what happened to Byungwoo right ? "

" Yeah he left school because they bullied his girlfriend and him after he ….. "

Wooyoung sighed pausing as he saw that history was repeating itself

" Yeah and do you want people to recognise you for that all your life? "

" But what can I do if I like her ? "

" You already have a girlfriend let the girl go "

" Yeosang it's not that easy , I'm attached already it's like after we kissed our souls tied together and that we belong to each other "

" There's no such thing as soul ties what are you talking about "

Yeosang looked at him as if he was crazy

" Yeosang you're not being very helpful "

He looked at his friend frustrated

"Dude whatever just leave me out of this mess I don't want to be dragged down with you "

Wooyoung scoffed and stood up leaving

He was mad that his friend didn't understand in what situation he was in , or how hard it was to forget someone you liked

So he decided to call a Uber and do one thing that made him relax

dancing was one of the things that just helped and never judged him

He arrived at the studio he usually frequents so he could practice his dance

He took his hoodie off leaving his shirt on as he was about to open the door he heard faint music coming from the practice room

"Who would dance at this hour to sad music?"

He muttered to himself peaking inside seeing blue lights shining as someone danced beautifully without missing a beat

The way they moved so smoothly with a care in the world as they kept twirling

Wooyoung opened the door a little bit more so he could see better but his hearts stopped when he saw who was dancing

It was her the pretty girl that locked herself into his heart and mind

With each step she took or how she swayed beautifully made his heart beat more

The boy continued watching not even realising that he clapped after she finished making her jump in surprise

" How long have you been watching me ? "

He didn't say anything as he watched her sit down and massage her feet

" Wooyoung? Why are you so quiet? "

Wooyoung slowly entered the room and sighed

" Look Y/n I feel ashamed standing in front of you again after two weeks "

She smiled and shook her head

" I didn't take it personally so it's all good don't worry, but I was hurt when you ignored my messages even though I'm pretty sure you read them but decided not to click on them "

His heart sunk when she clearly described what he did but wasn't mad about it

" I'm so sorry I was just ashamed to even respond I thought you were mad at me "

He sat down beside her and sighed

" Hey I said it's ok don't worry "

She rubbed his hands and looked at him smiling

" Why did you leave so suddenly? "

" I was afraid of going further "

Y/n chuckled and pushed his shoulder

" Was I that bad of a kisser ? "

He looked at her letting out a pretty laugh as he smiled back at her

" No your kiss pretty good from what I recall "

She cocked her brow up with a smug grin on her face

" Oh yeah , did mister Wooyoung ignore me because I was a good kisser ? "

She joked to lighten the mood and Wooyoung couldn't help but smile

" Well if you want me to be honest with you, you've been invading mind way to much lately actually and it's driving me insane "

He locked eyes with her as she looked at him some type of way he couldn't describe

" Wooyoung, ever since we shared that kiss I've been feeling lost like what are we ? we just got to know each other but I feel like I've known you for ages and I can't help it  "

" I feel the same , I don't want to rush things but it just happened "

She came closer so that's she was kneeling in between his legs as she brushed his long hair back

"I couldn't help but let my heart do what it wanted ,and apparently it chose to fall for you "

He leaned back supporting himself with his hands as she came closer

" So tell me Wooyoung can I let my heart call you it's owner ? "

The way she leaned in slowly made his mouth dry so he just couldn't let a sound out

" Tell me do you want to be the owner of my heart Wooyoung? "

Y/n was just inches away from his lips making him gulp but not back out

" Yes , gosh please yes I want to "

He cried out desperately and captured her lips on his

Both of them kissed each other like there was no tomorrow, he had laid completely on the floor leaving her on top of him as they tangled their feet's together

" Can I make you mine ? "

The boy just nodded at this point he was just desperate to accept anything she asked him

" I couldn't hear you baby "

She kissed his neck softly making him whine

" Y-Yes I want to be yours "

" Goodness I've never seen someone so submissive before "

He chuckled and switched positions making her lay under him

" Don't get ahead of yourself little lady "

She grinned and pulled him again for a kiss which he gladly returned

Both laid there as Wooyoung slowly caressed her back

“ It’s so cold but I feel warm because of you”

Y/n smiled and snuggled onto him taking in his sweet scent

“ I could take a nap here with you but we have school tomorrow ”

“ Well if you want to nap with me we can go back to my place, i moved recently two blocks away from here and also I work at a boutique which means no free milkshake for you ”

Wooyoung laughed and kissed her forehead

“ If I get to kiss you every time than I can’t really complain about the milkshakes ”

“ Who told you that I’m gonna allow that ”

She teased him making Wooyoung kiss her softly so she would be quiet

“ because I said so darling "

Both smiled at each other before leaving to her place, Wooyoung’s mind felt at ease even though it really wasn’t a hundred percent

Yeosang’s words kept lingering in his mind , was he really that bad of a person?

Was he slowly turning into Byung-woo ?

But he couldn’t help loving someone else, was it forbidden to love now ?

He would never understand so he choose to let his worries wander around freely as he slept soundly with Y/n snuggled up to him in nothing but his hoodie

[runningfrom2am]

achilles heel - II: I Figured She Was His Sarah

summary:

Grace is the very opposite of her brother in every way. when she finally moves onto campus at UNC Chapel Hill, she feels like she gets to be her own person, make her own friends, and hopefully start a promising career in the museum industry, and maybe, one day, get married to her high school sweetheart and live the American dream for herself. Rafe Cameron however, upon their very first meeting, throws a wrench in her very perfect plan.

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rafe cameron x fem!oc, rafe is giving very much homewrecker, fanon!rafe (kinda), college!au, friends to lovers, slow-burn (maybe?), minimal oc description, drug and alcohol use, mostly unedited, (these tags are not exhaustive, lmk if i should add anything!)

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Rafe eyes the ball flying towards him from up above, stepping back a few paces and raising his leg, and lowering it quickly to cushion its fall and keep it from flying out of his control, giving it a gentle tap a few feet away so he can wind up for his shot. He nails it, and it lands right against the top left corner of the net in front of him.

He smiles in satisfaction with himself, placing his hands on his hips as he steps off to the sidelines to grab some water while his coach spouts off at the next player in line. He watches for a minute or so before his eyes drift upwards in the indoor field, landing on the looping track on the next level up.

The indoor fields at UNC are honestly impressive- and actually, were a huge motivator for Rafe to attend. Besides the fact that his dad would have had a conniption at the mere mention of him going anywhere else. Overlooking the indoor soccer field is a full-size running track, circling over top with a glass barrier. From up above you have a great view of whatever's going on down below, and lucky for Rafe, on this day, he has a great view of Grace walking laps around the track, right along the railing.

She didn't even realize her brother would be practicing at the same time she decided to take a study break and stretch her legs, but she's always enjoyed watching his sports games the same way Ben used to attend all her dance and violin recitals when they were growing up. It was a pleasant surprise to be able to look down and watch him practice while she listened to her music and got a good healthy break from her stuffy dorm room.

"Cameron- stop drooling over the track girls and get back out here." His coach calls him, pulling him out of his mind as he watched her walk about halfway around the track without even noticing a moment had passed. He's pretty sure she didn't look down for even a moment. Rafe promptly throws his water bottle back into his gym bag on the ground, jogging back over to join the next drill. Sprints- everyone's favorite.

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"So, you into track? Or..." Rafe says, joining Grace's side as she continued to walk even when their practice was over.

"Huh?" She pulls out her headphone, looking over at him with a smile. "Oh! You're Ben's friend. I'm so sorry- you'll have to remind me of your name...?"

"It's- uh, my name is Rafe." He's taken aback by her response- he's never had someone forget his name before. "I was just wondering if you were into track or something." He repeats.

"Right, yes! Rafe. Sorry, I'm not the best with names," She explains, attempting to ease his mind. She understood it was rude to forget names, but honestly, his is a little bit obscure so how could she have remembered when she's only heard it once before? "And no, not really into track." Grace laughs slightly, shaking her head and looking down. "I just wanted to stretch my legs. My room is just so cramped."

"Ah, gotcha." Rafe nods, his duffle slung over his shoulder with all his soccer gear thrown inside hastily.

"I can't imagine it's as bad as the frat." She jokes.

Rafe laughs at that. "Yeah, no way. It's honestly the worst."

"Ben loves it, though. Just bros being dudes, all sharing a house." She shrugs. "Sounds like my own personal version of hell, that might just be me though."

"Well, that explains why I've never seen you there," Rafe replies.

Grace nods, reaching up and tightening her ponytail as it started to drop down the back of her head. "I just can't even imagine the smell."

"It's pretty bad." He agrees, chuckling at that as he shakes his head, his eyes trained firmly on the side of her face since she was no longer looking at him.

"What about your boyfriend? He live on campus too?" Rafe asks, trying not to sound like he's prying.

Grace nods again, clearly not reading into it. "Yeah, he lives a couple floors below me."

"Would I know him?"

"Probably not- unless you know a lot of the engineering kids. From the impression I get, they tend to keep within their own group." She explains. "He's also in his third year now, so that affects things too."

Grace has always been a little insecure around Nate's friends, more so now that she's in the same school. They're all just so intimidatingly smart- and she knows she's smart too, but engineering students have this annoying habit of looking down on other majors. Especially art- so they immediately treat her accordingly; as if she's an idiot.

"I definitely don't know any engineering students," Rafe says. "What's his name?"

"Nate- Nathan." She corrects herself quickly, remembering he doesn't like strangers calling him by his nickname.

"Cool." Rafe nods, and he's pained by the few moments of silence that follow.

"What about you? Do you have a girlfriend?" Grace asks, which shocks him. She didn't seem super conversational before, or really interested in him personally. "Or boyfriend, I realize I don't know you well enough to make that assumption.

"No, uh, no girlfriend." He replies, brushing past her second comment. "Relationships have never really been my thing."

"Fair enough." Grace nods. "I mean, fits into what little I know about Ben's teammates."

"Gee, thanks."

"That's not a bad thing!" Grace backtracks quickly. "Sorry, Rafe, I feel like I've made a shitty first impression." She admits, rubbing her forehead.

Rafe smiles a little at that, shaking his head. "No, you're fine." He promises her. He's honestly met handfuls of girls who have probably made way worse first impressions and he's still gone home with them anyways, but there's something about Grace that had her on his mind all day regardless.

"I'm glad you feel that way since we've got a whole semester of seeing each other twice a week ahead of us." Grace laughs.

"What do you plan on doing with a history degree, anyways?" He asks her.

"I'm thinking I want to be a museum curator. I've just always been so fascinated with all that stuff." Grace explains, shrugging her shoulders just slightly.

"That's cool- I never considered that like, people have to do that as a job." Rafe muses.

"Well, what's your plan then? With history?"

Rafe doesn't honestly have an answer. "Uh, I don't know. I just feel like the courses would be really interesting. 120 Is kind of a trial run for me."

"Well, I hope you like it! Last semester my history courses were the highlights. I hated my requirements." She laughs. "I don't understand why I had to take a science for a Bachelor of Arts degree, but at least it's done."

"Ugh." Rafe groans. "Maybe I don't want to take history then."

"Then you definitely don't want to take business- it's a surprising amount of math, and communications is such a drag." Grace explains, stopping off the track near the exit where she placed her backpack.

"Uh, do you want me to walk you back to your dorm?" Rafe offers, following behind her like a lost puppy, trying not to stare as she bends over to grab her bag, pulling her water bottle out.

She turns and throws her bag over her shoulder, taking a sip of water. "No! No, you don't need to do that. Thank you, though."

Grace smiles at him, and he just nods. "I'll see you tomorrow, bright and early?" She asks, and Rafe takes this as his cue to leave her be.

"Yeah, uh, yeah. I'll see you then." He replies, watching keenly as she waves and turns to leave. "Hey, Grace?"

"Hm?" She turns, slowing her pace as she walks backward.

"Maybe I could grab your number? I feel like if I get around to doing the readings tonight I may have some questions and I think you could clear those up." Rafe asks. Not his smoothest attempt at getting a girl's number, asking her to help him with homework, but at least it seemed relevant and not weird.

Grace couldn't hide her disappointment at this, but she tried to keep her smile. Of course, her brother's friend would also want help with homework. "Sure, ask Ben for it." She replies, pushing open the door to the stairs and promptly leaving him behind as it slams behind her.

Rafe sighs, dropping his shoulders. He knows Ben won't give it to him if he even decided to ask. There goes his shot, which for once, he wasn't sure he even had. He sulks to himself as he walks out of the building, unable to stop himself from glancing down the tree-lined road heading in the direction of the dorms. He sees Grace making her way down the road just as he gets on his dirt bike, watching her turn a corner and leave his line of sight behind a patch of trees.

*:･ﾟ✧*:･

"Rafe- hey, buddy, are you gonna help us prep for the opener this weekend?" His lifelong friend, Kelce, asks him as he walks in their front door.

"Another one?" Rafe sighs, throwing his bag down on the table.

"Well, duh, we had one last semester. We have to get back into the routine after Christmas break." Kelce explains, hardly looking back from his video games on their obnoxiously large TV.

"Okay, then yeah, I guess so." Rafe shrugs, striding over and falling back onto the couch next to him. "Who are we inviting?"

"Anyone. Everyone who will pay to get in- also the sorority girls." Kelce answers.

"Gotcha. They're annoying as hell." Rafe admits. He thought he'd be all over the idea of sorority girls- pretty girls who are nice enough to do charity events twice a week, but smart enough to maintain good enough grades to stay there. Surprisingly to him, he kind of dreads having to be around all of them at once.

His friend laughs, shaking his head. "True. They're hot though. That's what matters." Kelce drops his controller when the game over screen pops up, sighing and leaning back on the couch cushions. "Want to do a booze run with me tonight?"

"Uh, I mean I guess so. I've got some readings to do tonight so I probably should get that done first." Rafe agrees, mindlessly scrolling on his phone.

"Woah-" Kelce laughs, "You're doing readings now? Since when do you care?"

"I don't. Not really. I mean, it might be nice to actually understand what's going on." Rafe shrugs, not pulling his eyes from the screen in front of him.

"I mean, yeah? I guess so." Kelce agrees, eyeing his friend skeptically.

"Did you know Ben has a sister?" Rafe says, catching his friend off guard.

"I mean, yeah, he's mentioned her once or twice."

"She's in our class. They're straight up twins, I didn't even know he had a sister until yesterday."

"Yeah because your head is always so far up your own ass." Kelce laughs. "To be fair I didn't know shit about her. Or that he had a twin. I figured she was his Sarah, like, probably hated her guts so I never bothered to ask her name or anything."

"Yeah... true. It's Grace, though, if you wanted to know." Rafe replies flatly, shoving his phone in his pocket and standing up, grabbing his bag as Kelce picks up the controller again. "Hey- do you think we could ask the team if we should invite the engineering kids this weekend? I've heard they party pretty hard."

"Yeah, we'll ask. Can't see why they'd say no to more people."

Rafe nods even though his friend can't see him, and stalks up the stairs and towards his room. He sees no harm in having just a quick nap before starting the readings.

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Hi! Can I please request Josh Allen at his wedding and you reveal yourself in your wedding dress and you see him and his tux for the first time. (Like those trends where the bride reveals herself to surprise her husband before going down the aisle) thank you!!!

I’m gonna puke right now -Josh Allen

Summary: y/n and josh have a private first look. full and full of surprises

Notes: YOU GUYS ARE ABSOLUTELY SPOILING ME WITH THESE REQUESTS

there will be an insta post sorta thing at the end. this is also a double wammy sorta thing. 😎

he is absolutely adorable

You’d think dating the woman of your dreams for ten years would make you less nervous on your wedding day.

not for josh. josh thinks that if he married y/n the day they met he would’ve been less nervous then now.

as he finished the last sentence on the letter he was sending y/n before they got married, a private vow swap as they like to call it, his hand was shaking more than it has before any football game he’s ever played in.

he handed his brother the letter and took a breath as y/ns sister knocked on the door

josh opened it, y/s (your sister) smiled and handed josh the letter. “your so handsome josh, she’s gonna cry”

“i’m gonna cry. and puke” josh said, running his hand through his hair. “josh no! don’t ruin your hair” jason, josh’s brother, said

y/s laughed, flatting his hair. “your gonna be fine”

y/s walked away after jason handed her the letter.

y/n on the other hand, was having an amazing time. she was twirling around in her beautiful dress, dancing to taylor swift as y/s walked into the room. “read the letter y/n, it’s almost time for first looks.” y/n sat down, opening the letter

Dear y/n, my princess

fr bro, i can smell you from here PLS take a shower before i kiss you at the alter, xoxo -joshy poo

ps: for real though I wish i got down on one knee the second i knocked on your dorm. it was love at first sight and the thought of having a life without you hasn’t even occurred to me since. I think the Lord wanted us to be married, not only because we’re perfect together but also because it takes a miracle for the bengals to win a super bowl. I can’t WAIT to see you in that dress princess. also, i’m seriously about to puke

love, joshy<3

y/n laughed, holding the letter to her chest. “joshy” she smiled even brighter.

Josh was beyond nervous to read the letter, or for y/n to read her letter. “josh, read the letter” jason said, putting his hand on josh’s shoulder. “if y/n wasn’t a hundred and ten percent sure about the both of you she wouldn’t have stayed with you ten years. i know i would’ve left you 10 years ago” he joked.

josh took a breath, opening the letter.

Dear Joshy,

Not gonna lie you are a butt munch and i want to punch you all the time. i can not wait to want to punch you everyday of the rest of my life. you are my everything, and i thank you for letting me find myself and my career, and now i get to work with you and be with you for the rest of forever. i really do love you so so much. except i actually hate you, love you babes :)

love, your princess

Josh felt the burning in the back of his throat. he shook his head with a bright smile. “jason, i really love her” josh said, folding the letter and putting it in his bag.

“i know you do josh, it’s time to go see her”

Josh stood, smoothing out his suit, and fixing his hair. “i’m seriously going to vomit” josh said, standing in front of the door.

“your telling me, when you open this door, my girl is going to be standing outside of the other door in a beautiful dress that i havnt seen and that’s the last time i’ll ever see her as my girlfriend?” jason laughed. “your both gonna be blind folded” he explained, putting the blind fold on josh’s eyes. “when y/n says, you’ll both take your blind folds off” josh nodded, completely sightless “in less than an hour she’s gonna be your wife” josh was holding his breath trying not to cry.

jason stood at the door with his hand on the knob. “ready josh?” josh nodded “i can’t wait” so jason opened the door, and josh stepped out of it.

“hi joshy” y/n said. y/n hadn’t told josh that she wasn’t blind folded, she had a surprise.

josh had a bag in his pocket, they were doing a present exchange. a forever gift as y/n has been calling it. josh reached his hand out. “y/n” he whispered under his breath, he didn’t know how to talk. “y/n baby, i love you” he said as she took his hand into her own. “i can’t believe we’re getting married today” y/n said, as her sister and jason went back into seperate rooms, leaving the two alone.

y/n wasn’t blindfolded, josh didn’t know.

“josh i want to open your present first” she said, her finger running over his hand “can you see me?” she giggled “yeah” josh scoffed “you suck!” he laughed, smiling at his future wife. he reached into his pocket and pulled out the small bag.

it was a small locket, y/n opened it, looking at the pictures inside of it. “joshy…” the pictures where the two of them in her college dorm, and the two of them on their first date at his football game. “this is beautiful” she whispered under her breath.

after skillfully putting the locket on, wanting it for the wedding, and she put her hand on josh’s face. “i’m gonna take your blindfold off josh” he smiled. “i want to see my beautiful girl”

she pulled off his blind fold and his mouth fell open. “y/n…” he looked at his fiancé, studying her entire body. “it’s so beautiful, your so so beautiful” his eyes welled with tears. “i’m gonna vomit” he said, making y/n almost fall over from laughing.

josh was full on face full of tears, “i never saw myself being married to anyone.” he held both her hands. “but the second i saw you in your bummed out clothes and your messy hair all i could think about was marrying you one day.” he pulled one hand up and wiped his tears away. “i am so happy, because,” he took a breath because of a sob irrupting from his throat. y/n pulled him into a hug. he buried his head into her shoulder. “do not ruin my dress joshua!” she laughed, hugging him close. “i’m so happy because i found the person who is going to grow old with me.” he looked up from the hug, putting his hand on her cheek. “and you are the most beautiful girl in the entire world

y/n” y/n smiled, then her eyes brightened up “josh!” she giggled, letting go of his hands and putting them into her dress. “it has pockets!!” she showed, twirling around with happiness as she remembered the main reason she bought this dress

“oh yeah” she then pulled out a stick, not wrapped, not bagged, just the stick it’s self, placing it into his hand.

“no your kidding” josh said, as he realized what she just placed in his hand. “this is your present?” his hands began to shake. “Y/n your joking, like this is really fake” his eyes welled with tears again, and y/ns did as well

“we’re having a baby josh” she whispered, he looked up into her eyes. “i’m gonna be a dad” she nodded, and he pulled her into a big hug. as josh cried, holding y/n, jason and y/s walked into the hall. “it’s time” y/s said, josh let go of y/n, kissing her cheek.

“i’ll see you at the alter beautiful”

y/n smiled, watching her future husband walk out of the room with jason, and she saw the exact moment josh told jason he was goin go to be a dad. josh turned once more to look at his fiancé one last time as his fiancé “i’m gonna puke right now”

Y/nAllen

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user5: is that A PREGNANCY TEST??

user7: stop you guys are my favorite couple to ever exist

jasonallen: he cried harder than i’ve ever seen anyone cry before

y/sinsta: i will actually break his kneecaps

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y/nallen: normalize beautiful wives crying over mcdonald’s not having ice cream

——> user8: real

jasonallen: get y/n her mcdonald’s man

y/sinsta: he kept threatening to vomit but not even once did he puke, im proud

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Carlos Rodriguez for the ask!

Got A LOT of requests for my cutie, Carlos- so here you go everyone! :)

Favorite thing about them: His wit and sass. He literally had me in tears laughing throughout season 3 and there are so many times his sass just works in the scene. He’s an absolute diva and he knows it, but his bluntness with the characters keeps the drama moving along. I would give anything to have a girls night where Carlos and I wear face masks, eat chocolate, and discuss our friends relationships. You couldn’t tell me that wouldn’t be the best night ever.

Least favorite thing about them: His sass/diva persona is a double-edged sword. There are a lot of times he comes across harsh or selfish when he wants his way. Determination is a great thing, but putting your friends needs below it (like the co-choreographer debocal), will leave you lonely and sad. I know he has big dreams, but sometimes he puts his needs first at others expense and it can come across as egotistical. I think this is a root to a lot of the Seblos issues- Carlos only reads how he interprets situations as correct, rather than putting himself in the other person’s shoes.

Favorite line(s):

“Broadway?”

“Ah! I’ve been slapped!”

“It’s freaking Norway, Ricky”

It’s not a line, but his face in 1x08 when he’s rehearsing with EJ is ICONIC

“Ok but if it’s not about me, then who?”

“But does that mean you’re going to let the next girl go without even trying?”

“I’m gay and Mexican- this IS my inside voice!”

“You can’t just Zefron your way through auditions this time”

“I don’t think he’s slept or spoken in the past 24 hours… there’s a high chance he’s a Babadook”

“We’re doing the first read-through before I’ve had my third cup of coffee…. Oh, Ricky and Gina are 100% missing” (say it again louder Carlos this was so real of you)

“Because the key to any great reality show is the 3 B’s: bombshells, betrayals and BLEEP slaps” *gasps*

“I think I broke the children”

“Remember, Ricky, you have unresolved feelings for Gina”… “Gina, what’s your motivation?” Gina: I don’t want to get started “Yes, AND you’re angry at your boyfriend and using your ex-boyfriend to get under his skin. Basically, have fun torturing EJ” Gina: I can do that 😈

“Jilted ex suits you bro… oh no. I said ‘bro’ and now you’re gonna reveal something”

-bonus: “Sorry. I’m adjusting to being called ‘bro’”

“I didn’t come to make friends” “It cut me off! I said, ‘I didn’t come to make friends, I came to be a star!” Ricky: yeah, that’s not any better

OTP: Seblos ❤️

nOTP: EJ and Carlos

brOTP: Carlos and Ricky, Kourtney, and Miss Jenn… but if I had to pick one, probably Kourtney

Something I expect from them season 4 (if applicable): I think the situation of Carlos at camp is going to get confused by Seb of Carlos cheating again. I think Seb will think the relationship is over (“we were on a break!”… if you know what I’m quoting, you’re the best), so he will date someone else. This will parallel the r*ni fight in S1, which gets us the Seblos song.

Random Headcanon: even if this never happens in S4, it is my personal HC that as a thank you for s2, Carlos helps Ricky write a song for Gina.

Unpopular Opinion: I don’t even know if this actually is unpopular, but I could see it being that way so I am putting it here. His line to Gina about “look around, there’s not really a lot of me here” has bothered me since it happened. I think things like being from multiple minorities is really important to address in shows like this, so I’m glad it was brought up. However, I think his timing/tone for bringing it up was bad because it read more as “my problems are bigger than yours!” rather than, “hey I get what it feels like to be lonely and how important choreography makes me feel like I stand out/have purpose”. Instead Carlos seemed defensive and was like “I have problems too!” So this caused Gina to cower and let him lead the dance number. He didn’t even say thank you or try to encourage her to still help him, he just was like “ok great!” And seemed like he was happy he got his way. IDK I guess this goes back to my disliked trait for him, because Gina in that moment probably just needed a friend and somebody to show her she didn’t have to suffer alone, but instead Carlos flipped the situation back on him and it seemed guilt-trippy. I wish they would have brought up his struggles in a different context or had him use a different tone/dialogue in that scene that didn’t paint him like that, is all.

Song I associate with them: The King by Conan Gray, Hand on Mine Megan and Liz, and I know it’s from the show (I’m trying to avoid songs from the show for this ask) but since he doesn’t sing it I’ll use it. But I think of him every time I listen to Born to be Brave; his talk with Mozzarella Stick and him being lifted by the whole crowd is burned into my brain so I see it whenever I listen to that song

Favorite picture of them:

[taylorgrape]

Mariah's Characters as Taylor Swift Songs.

I am still so sorry. @sweet-sweet-petunia

PETUNIA RHUBARB AS FEARLESS "I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now." i have to be so real. this ties into junior's which we will see shortly but. i HAD to pick fearless bc bro!!! all the crimes she's committed with an underage asparagus!! she really do be fearless!! ofc there's also the like very sweet and cute energy of this song which gives larry and petunia vibes. but mostly it's abt committing crimes with an underage asparagus. Other notable lyrics that give me Petunia vibes: "So baby drive slow, 'til we run out of road. "You pull me in and I'm a little more brave." "I'd dance in a storm in my best dress, fearless."

JERRY GOURD AS MIRRORBALL "I can change everything about me to fit in." So while this song is inherently about trying to change everything abt urself for the sake of an audience I think for Jerry it's a little different. he changes not bc he has to but bc he is simply vibing. he can be reflective of the people he's around and while he does want to fit in like we all do, he truly is just trying to be everyone's friend bc he literally has no reason not to be. Other notable lyrics that give me Jerry vibes: "I'll show you every version of yourself tonight." "When no one is around, my dear, you'll find me on my tallest tiptoes." "I'm still trying everything to get you laughing at me"

ESTHER AS A PLACE IN THIS WORLD "I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world." This was another one that as soon as I knew what this project would be I was like oh this is SO ESTHER. she really is just trying very hard to figure her shit out and live her life and she knows that that's just how life be!! this song also gives me hot normal vibes and that mixed w esther's whole gay thing i'm like yeah this is the song for her Other notable lyrics that give me Esther vibes: "I don't know what I want, so don't ask me, 'cause I'm still trying to figure it out." "I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on." "And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah, but that's okay."

FRANCOIS BLUEBERRY AS THE LUCKY ONE "And the camera flashes make it look like a dream." a song that is abt the romanticism of hollywood and how it's actually not all that romantic and kind of sucks but ppl would still sell their soul for it. however, francois hasn't reached that second part yet so for me he is the romanticism of this song and show business. he moved far away to live his dream and GOOD FOR HIM. he could never do anything wrong ever. also this is one of my fav songs from one of my fav eras so obviously it had to go to the special little guy. Other notable lyrics that give me Francois vibes: "Another name goes up in lights, like diamonds in the sky." "Now it's big black cars and Riviera views." "It was a few years later, I showed up here." BOB THE TOMATO AS LAVENDER HAZE "I'm damned if I do give a damn what people say." LET'S GIVE IT UP FOR BOBBERRY ARE U KIDDINGGG obviously the song abt the color PURPLE was for them but also!!! so many of these lyrics are so bob coded to me in general?? and then when u add in the megan aspect?? it all came together so beautifully. also this is another one that goes hand in hand with another (bet u can not guess who) but genuinely i am so proud of myself for thinking of this one lmao (also it took everything in me to not make one of the lyrics "the only kind of tomato they see is a one night or a bride lmaaao) Other notable lyrics that give me Bob vibes: "And you don't really read into my melancholia." "I've been under scrutiny , you handle it beautifully, all this shit is new to me." "I just need this love spiral, get it off your chest, get it off my desk."

DAD ASPARAGUS AS CARDIGAN "And when I felt like I was an old cardigan under someone's bed, you put me on and said I was your favorite." okay so obviously a decent amount of this is due to the whole mom asparagus trauma. dad has been through a lot and it SHOWS. but also he is SO the type to use romanticized ass lyrics like this to describe his feelings. also idk if dad wears cardigans?? but he seems the type that would so i associated that with him as well. anyways as we know this is perhaps my absolute fav taylor song and so he should be honored to have it. (also notable mention to the fact that i almost added "leaving like a father" as a lyric just bc) Other notable lyrics that give me Dad vibes: "I knew you, your heartbeat on the high line, once in 20 lifetimes." "Chasin' shadows in the grocery line." "And I knew you'd come back to me." ARCHIBALD ASPARAGUS AS MY TEARS RICOCHET "And if I'm dead to you why are you at the wake?" this one makes me feel CRAZY!!! ARE YOU FOR FUCKING REAAAAL archibald's whole thing w his brother and lovey and oh my GOD this song was immediately perfect. obviously i take a lot of influence from the whole lovey thing but truly like... this whole song describes that situation to me and i am frothing at the mouth about it. i wish i could put every single lyric but PLEASE listen to it bc it's perfect!!!! Other notable lyrics that give me Archibald vibes: "And I can go anywhere I want, anywhere I want, just not home." "You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same." "And you're tossing out blame, drunk on this pain, crossing out the good years."

GOSSIP GOURD AS MASTERMIND: "I'm only cryptic and Machiavellian 'cause I care." OBVIOUSLY gossip gourd is a mastermind!! they know so much!!! also disclosure i know who gossip gourd is (figured it out watching vt w mariah irl so u know) but that was part of my reason for picking this song specifically. it fits SO WELL but also to me with or without knowing who it is this song is perfect for gossip gourd imo!! also mariah is an absolute mastermind for picking who she picked lmfao. Other notable lyrics that give me Gossip Gourd vibes: "What if I told you none of it was accidental?" "I laid the groundwork and then just like clockwork, the dominoes cascaded in a line." "If you fail to plan, you plan to fail, strategy sets the scene for the tale."

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I just tried to screenshot a meme and I accidentally locked my phone and the meme was gone, but basically it said something like “it’s always a man with childbearing hips that says ‘I don’t like big girls’ but sir you are the big girl”

And it reminded me of this Capricorn Male I was fking around with for a short small while. I’m pretty much too aggressive in this … moment? Pairing? Situation? Let’s use Situation.

I had just gotten out of a 4 or 5 year relationship with the druggy Pisces and was undiagnosed and unmedicated. I was sleeping on my friends couch because I couldn’t stand to be in the house I shared with the Pisces anymore. I didn’t know how to be alone when I was unmedicated and I REALLY didn’t know how to be alone after being and living with someone for so long.

This Capricorn Male used to be really heavy but recently lost a lot of weight. I didn’t see him when he was heavy I met him afterwards. He was pretty, fair skin with lots of freckles but not a ginger. Blue eyes. And he told me Leo he would fck me, which to me was like “omg yes please”

I didn’t like his personality too much, but I was lonely, so I’m sure I was talking to him too much for what this was really supposed to be about, sex.

I went to my first rave where I took molly for I’m pretty sure the first time, with my Leo, her Cancer, this Capricorn Male, and me. I thought he was going to let me dance on him or dance with me, just for fun, but I think he saw the attention I was paying to him as general interest in him, as if I wanted to date him, and I honestly … like really did not, I was just lonely and wanted the interaction with someone I thought was attractive and he was cute and he was there.

After a while he backed off, again I legit think he thought I was catching feelings or something and that is why he backed off. My rejection sensitivity due to being unmedicated was sooooo high. I didn’t see it as “he doesn’t like me anymore why 😔” I saw it as “why won’t he fck me if he doesn’t have a girlfriend 😡 what changed?! Wtf?!” .

One time he asked me to find him mushrooms and I did, and when we met up we also fcked in his car. So the second time he asked me to find him mushrooms I made the joke “you’ll have to fck me for them 😏” he got all weird and backed off and said nvm. So then I’m thinking to myself “oh he must of just found a girl he likes and that is why he is backing off and he just doesn’t know how to tell me because he thinks it will hurt my feelings or something” no he just didn’t want to fck around with me anymore, but wouldn’t communicate to my why and it drove me fcking crazy bro! Like at least tell me why so I can explain myself and/or just understand and cope with why. Men suck so much at communicating idk why it’s so hard for them.

Anyways years later I hear this boy still talks about me? He’s on my social media and he sees every time I get in fights with my Sagittarius. He asked my Leo “omg are they together or not together geez” . He one time snapped me a shirtless picture and I went “I think you sent this to the wrong person 😅” and he then tried to play it off like he did. Why do you care if I’m with my Sagittarius or not? Why are you watching my shit? Did you catch feelings sir 🤣😂

Then I find out he still talks this way and keeps up with all the girls he has slept with, which ok I’m doing something similar with the type of tattoos I want, but I’m not actually still in contact and watching everyone I’ve ever slept with that’s weird and way too much effort and most of them I’m glad to never see again lmao. He has some weird internal “ownership” of us. Which honestly now that I’m single would be kinda kinky and hot , weird and creepy, but if you’re attractive you can be creepy I don’t care… but that’s the thing, he isn’t attractive anymore. He gained all that weight back.

He got into a relationship with his “dream girl” and instead of being the best self he can be, he snaps other girls still and gained hella weight back and doesn’t take care of himself. It’s like once he got her he stopped trying. Ew. Gross. Seen that before.

Boy don’t act like any of us who you have fcked would fck you again while you look like that.

One time we were at a baby shower, my Leo , the Capricorn Male , the Dream Girl, me, and … I don’t know her sign but she is another female in the friend group that he fcked ok. Him and his Dream Girl were there together, maybe a year into them dating? And she sat with me and the other girl at a table and we all complemented each other’s outfits and “oh how do you know the person having the baby” all nice causal stuff right?

He walks up to my Leo and goes “I thought you had my back?! Why would you let [Dream Girl] sit with them?!” Like what ? Do you think me and other girl are opening with “ahah omg we all fcked [Capricorn Male] isn’t that wild?!” “So how do you feel about [Capricorn Male]’s uncircumcised dck?” . Like seriously bro, if you think me and that other girl would choose a shared friends baby shower to tell your new girlfriend what a fboi you used to be or still are, you don’t even know us.

I didn’t even like you that much so I don’t even care you have a girlfriend. And the other girl was a Theater Kid with all the stereotypical orgies they have. You think two sluts are going to spark up a touchy subject to your goody goody dream girl?! Lmao bro you are so full of yourself if you think we even care or remember fcking you that much. You were another notch on our belts. Stop keeping tabs on us, and stop thinking we care that you have a girlfriend. Maybe focus back on yourself and work on yourself and lose all that weight and stop trying to cheat on your “Dream Girl” . Like if you are willing to look elsewhere, she probably isn’t as perfect for you as you think she is. She’s only his Dream Girl because she is innocent and not slutty, but if you are still slutty behind her back, you are doing her a disservice by being with her. Either reform and be goody goody like her, or let her go bro.

I feel so bad for her. He didn’t even want her to wear rave outfits to EDC and he didn’t even want to go with her. If you are making her go alone, you have no right to tell her what to wear and not wear. It’s like he’s projecting and thinks if she goes to EDC alone she will cheat on him, but then refuses to go with her 🤣 . Pick an angle bruh, you are being controlling and you aren’t even pretty anymore. Non-attractive people can’t be controlling, it just makes you even more unattractive . I hope she leaves you. For both what you did to your body and your personality.

But also I don’t care 🤣 honestly it’s just Tea I get to hear about at brunch. Keep being messy you Capricorn Male.

[moon7jay]

STRIP CLUB (p.js)

Warnings : virgin Jay, crude words, just filth tbh, reader works in a strip club (not proofread)

Jay was hesitant, he had never done anything like this before. Sure he kissed a few girls here and there in his high school years but not ever since he became an idol. He just didn't need any unnecessary drama in his life. But he also couldn't say no when jake and sunghoon dragged him to their go to strip club for his birthday.

"U need to get out more you know, get ur dick wet before it falls off due to pussy drought" Jake cackled and Jay felt his head throbbing.

He knew that. He already knew how much his dick demanded to be wrapped in soft and wet pussy folds every night he slept on his bed alone but he was a coward. Never one to take such risks. He was also a man of morals who couldn't fuck around like jake did. So he settled on rubbing his dick raw to bad porno everytime he got hard.

"And what better way to end that drought and lose your virginity than on ur motherfucking birthday my bro! " Sunghoon chimed in, already half drunk before even reaching the club.

"I don't know man.. " Jay mumbled again, looking for some way or reason to run back to the dorms again. This place didn't feel like his scene. What was he even supposed to do here anyway? Ask for pussy? Pay for it? He had 0 clue on how stuff worked here. Blinding lights and deafening music, half naked girls hanging on poles, it was getting hard to focus.

Jake leaned in closer to him as if letting him in on a secret

"once u feel the touch of a woman dude, u r going to be addicted"

Jay didn't doubt that. With how easily hot and bothered he got everytime the stylist noonas brushed his inner thighs on accident. He needed therapy at this point.

Sunghoon groaned from his other side

"Just thinking about pussy is making me restless, I would have been buried in a tight wet cunt by now if I wasn't here to get u laid bro, u should at least pretend to be happy"

"Yeah man, look around, this is a high profile club, celebrities and people who wanna keep their business private come here all the time."

Jake's words helped him relax a bit. But only a bit. The chances of his name being on the headline of tomorrow's dispatch article were less but not zero.

"Look over there, at the balcony on the right, just above the bar"

Jay followed Jake's directions and his gaze settled on you.

Oh wow.

He could feel his throat get dry and lips parched.

U were leaning against the railing of the balcony, smiling down at the customers that were throwing bills up at you, your lips were moving but Jay couldn't hear that over the loud music, he watched as u laughed at something the bartender shouted at u. Jay's eyes traveled down from your angelic face towards your exposed collarbones, he licked his lips. Your silky hairs fell in cascades down the curve of your back. U didn't look real.

Your sinful curves were covered in a baby blue silk dress, barely leaving anything to imagination, the swell of your breasts and ass made jay's fingers twitch.

U were walking, breathing desire and he wanted to bury his fingers in you. He wondered if u smelled as good as u looked.

U looked like his dirtiest wet dream.

Sunghoon chuckled from his side "he's sold"

Jake chuckled back "told u y/n could do him in didn't I? "

Y/n. So that was your name.

"I've arranged a private session with her for u bro, just be a man and don't chicken out of this, she's not easy to get hold of, she also doesn't sleep with customers, but she gives exquisite lap dances" Jake explained.

Jay wanted to kiss Jake. On the mouth.

A lap dance? U would be on his lap? By the end of the night? Ur soft body and ample curves would be rubbing on him? Oh yeah he could now die a happy man. Jay was a very happy man.

His face visibly fell when u leaned away from the railing and disappeared inside somewhere.

"She's also known for making men cum in their pants, so i hope u r wearing ur best underwear mate"

You touched up on ur makeup one last time, applying the vanilla lip gloss on your plump lips evenly. Men were always so easy, anything that smelled like vanilla, they wanted to eat.

The knock on the door interrupted you. Here goes nothing.

"Hii" you greeted Jake and sunghoon, ur breath catching in your throat as u looked at the handsome stranger behind them, his eyes fidgeting all over ur face. His silver hairs were shiny and suited his skin complexion.

Ur eyes couldn't help but be drawn to his impressive physique, the leather jacket he had thrown over his black tucked in shirt highlighted his broad shoulders. The tight black jeans sitting so well on his thick thighs.

Oh u were gonna have fun with this one.

"When u said u were bringing over ur virgin friend I wasn't expecting a treat Jake" u cooed teasingly, making sure ur eyes were on HIM.

His hesitant cat eyes met yours and he gulped. His ears turning red. Cute.

Jake laughed and sunghoon pushed the handsome stranger towards u, close enough that u could count his lashes. His expensive cologne hitting ur nose and making u wanna take a bite out of him.

"U need to take care of him y/n, show him some fun" Sunghoon yelled as they both stepped away from you.

U winked at them and dragged the surprised man inside ur room, closing the door and slamming his back on it. His eyes widened by ur actions, watching u closely, as if unable to understand what was happening.

U pressed your self closer to his tempting body, sliding your hands from his chest to wrapping them around his neck. U could feel how tense he was, his hands not even attempting to move from his sides.

"What's ur name baby?" U asked running ur finger on his lips, flashing him ur most seductive smile.

U saw him gulp once "Jay"

But his voice came out confident. And oh man he sounded hot.

U bit ur lower lip and stood on ur tippy toes, pressing ur cleavage against his chest, your lips inches away from his plump ones

"U can touch me Jay, grope me all u want, I'm here for u to have fun" U whispered, his eyes never leaving yours.

U sensed some hesitance from him, but soon enough large hands grabbed your ass, a gasp falling from your lips.

"That's like a good boy" u crooned, pecking him on his lips briefly, pulling back just as fast.

What u weren't expecting was for him to chase your lips like a starved man, his fingers groping and squeezing ur ass harshly. He captured your lips in his greedy mouth, suckling and kissing with the intention to eat. His teeth punctured ur lower lip making u squeal and He groaned in your mouth when u squirmed against him to press yourself closer to his body.

He pulled away too soon for your liking, both of your breaths heavy. He looked at you in both guilt and desire. His fingers still flexing on your flesh but softly.

"I-im sorry, I don't know what came over me"

His apology had ur head reeling. Never in your line of work had any man apologized to u ever. For hurting u, disrespecting u and never for using ur body for pleasure.

so the genuine regret in his eyes made u momentarily speechless. His eyes were running all over ur face, trying to gauge your reaction but u were a hard woman to read. Jay was smitten with u, with your taste. Your slightly bleeding lower lip made guilt swirl in his chest but your soft curves pressed against him were making him harden in his jeans.

You wordlessly pulled away from him and dragged him further into the room by his hand, pushing him down on the couch, standing in front of him, looking down at his eyes as he stared up at u.

The way he was manspreading naturally made ur thighs clench, his bulge sitting in the middle, your mouth watered. His slightly unbuttoned shirt showing a silver of his honey skin, begging to be marked.

Jay watched in awe as you swayed your body sensually, your hips grinding in air, hands running over your own body, touching yourself in a way his hands itched to do. When u raised an eye brow at him while u slowly dragged your dress up your thighs, jay realised u were teasing him. Giving him a show. U turned around slowly and bent over, Jay's cock was throbbing at this point, your red panties wedged between your pussy lips, surrounded by your thick juicy thighs made him lose his mind.

"Fuck"

As if they had a mind of their own, jay's hands moved and squeezed your plump ass cheeks

"So pretty" His voice sounded foreign to his own ears.

U chuckled and moaned, wiggling ur hips at him

"Yeah? Am I pretty?"

"Very" His breathless voice made u drip. U had forgotten how fun it was to tease virgins.

You turned around to face him again and pulled your panties down your legs. Watching how his mouth fell open, eyes transfixed on your actions, u smirked, throwing your panties at him.

Jay caught that piece of fabric and watched on as you continued to sway sexily, his eyes flicking between the damp fabric in his hands and your sensual body dancing.

Ur panties were wet, his mouth watered and without thinking about it he was burying his nose into the wet patch, groaning loudly, his eyes rolling back in pleasure. Oh god, so this is want a woman's arousal smelled like. He felt his entire body burning with desire, itching and twitching to take, breed and fuck. He felt like an uncontrolled animal as he inhaled your scent further, tongue coming out to lick on ur juices, fuck u tasted good, his other hand squeezed his own bulge shamelessly.

You had never seen such a hot sight before, this very hot man was trying to get off by smelling and licking your wet panties, u could feel your slickness dripping down your thighs.

"U like how I smell?"

he groaned and nodded into ur panties, ur pussy clenched around nothing but air

Without further ado you slipped your silk dress off of your body, letting it pool down around your ankles.

Jay was going to go crazy. He'd never in his life seen a naked woman before. Let alone one as beautiful and breathtaking as u were.

His hands twitched with a violent urge to hold u, rub u, grind on u. Your tits made his head spin, he wanted them in his mouth. To be honest, he wanted a lot of your assets in his mouth.

You took your panties from where he was still inhaling them and threw them across the room, climbing on his lap, ur bare pussy settling right above his bulge. His hands automatically fell around your waist, squeezing u on impulse.

"wanna taste? "

You arched your back to push your tits in his face and he latched on to them without any delay . Groaning and moaning as u gasped, he was slurping on you so messily.

You ran your hands through his hairs, grabbing the back of his head to push him further into ur boobs.

Slowly starting a grinding pace against his growing bulge, u started to give him a lap dance. Pulling on his hairs u pulled his head back and away from your boobs, he was breathing heavily, his dark eyes dripping with lust met yours.

"Never touched a woman before have u? " U asked smiling slyly, his hold on your hips making u grind on his lap harder.

His eyes rolled back at how good the pressure of your bare pussy felt against his clothed cock.

He shook his head weakly, too focused on his hips meeting yours. U suckled on his exposed neck, leaving light marks, being aware that u couldn't leave permanent marks on an idol.

You both panted in each other's mouth as your hips rubbed and grinded on him just right, making a wet mess on the front of his jeans.

"U know how sex works? Dick in pussy, u know how that works yeah? "

Ur filthy mouth was making his head spin with desire. He pushed his hips into yours, making a moan rip through your mouth. He squeezed your flesh freely now, running his hands all over your body. Wondering why he hadn't done this before.

You moaned when he pinched your nipples, squeezing ur boobs, digging his nails into them as his hips thrust up into your womanhood.

"In and out. In and out. That's how it works. Cock goes inside a pussy, wet, hot and tight. Comes out, then slides right back in" u whispered in his ear.

"Fuck" He cursed, making u grind harder and faster against him. His eyes fell onto your lips and he pounced. Your hands wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer as u introduced ur tongue into his mouth. The vanilla on your lips was quite literally making him lose his mind.

U both shared messy open mouthed kisses while humping each other like animals. Tongues gliding over each other, saliva running down your chins, slurping on each other roughly.

"M-more please, n-need more" He whined breaking away from the kiss. He needed more friction, needed more skin on skin contact. Needed sex. Needed ur pussy.

His lust blown eyes made ur resolve crumble

"I don't have sex with my customers baby, but fun can be done in other ways, let me show u heaven yeah? " U asked grinding slowly on him. He nodded too fast, his eyes moving down to see your hands unbuckling his belt and unzipping his jeans.

You stood on ur knees to pull his jeans and boxers down his thighs, leaving them around his knees.

Running your hands on his hard and throbbing dick, you moaned, rubbing his cock head against your clit. A loud gasp fell from his lips and his head fell back on the couch's head rest. Eyes shut in pleasure as he focused on ur hand jerking his cock.

A woman's touch. Yeah, Jay knew his hand won't ever be enough to make him cum ever again.

"So big and girthy, can't believe u haven't buried it in a pussy yet" U whined, just imagining his monster cock deep inside your stomach making your pussy drip

Jay let out the most pornographic moan known to mankind when u settled on his bare cock with your bare wet pussy.

The skin on skin contact making u shudder and sigh in satisfaction.

U started moving almost immediately, unable to stop ur self. Moving your hands to Unbutton his shirt, dragging your nails down his naked chest, feeling his abs, both of u moaning and groaning, grinding against each other.

"This is good isn't it? " U asked, digging ur nails into his abdomen, another sinful moan fell from his lips as he nodded, too dumb to speak, head lost in pleasure.

'Yeah, it's good. It doesn't count as long as ur cock isn't in my pussy right? We can fuck like this but it won't count" U panted, trying to control ur self from slipping his dick inside.

He squeezed your ass and looked down between ur bodies, groaning at how filthy the sight of your pussy lips rubbing on his dick looked. Sliding back and forth. Making a mess.

"Yeah, doesn't count as long as it's not inside" He repeated, his voice heavy with desire. He was seconds away from slamming u on his cock, the heat building and building inside his balls, so heavy and ready with his cum. Squelching sounds filled the room, wet, messy sounds of pussy meeting dick clouded his head.

"Can i put a little bit inside? Just a little bit, please, wanna feel how tight u feel" Jay pants, slowly losing all his inhibitions.

U wanna refuse and reject his offer but at the same time, a little bit won't hurt right? It's not like u both are fucking, just having some fun.

The moment his pleading eyes meet yours, u find ur self nodding

"Just the tip? "

"Yeah, just the tip"

You both moan as his tip breaches your entrance, your nails digging into his shoulders. His tongue hangs out as he fucks his tip in and out of you. Just jamming his engorged cock head against your clit, then dipping it inside your heat, then pulling out. Repeating the process until it's too much for the both of you to take. He's so close to cumming.

Without any warning his hold tightens around ur waist and he's sliding his entire length inside of you.

A scream rips through ur throat and a loud moan of satisfaction falls from his mouth.

Jay's eyes shut in extreme pleasure, the tightness of your pussy squeezing his cock and the overwhelming wet heat makes his dick spurt his fuck cream inside of you.

His body convulses beneath u as he shudders in orgasm "fuck holy fuck oh god " He's babbling incoherently, just using ur pussy to squeeze the last drop of his cum out of his balls. He's thrusting weakly inside u, just wanting to stay in ur heat a little longer. He can't stop cumming, hips grinding in u to stuff u full of his seed. His sweaty body is heaving and he meets your lust blown eyes, watching with a clenched jaw how your fingers move to your clit and u rub furiously, watching him enjoy his first pussy orgasm.

"U r so fucking hot" He whimpers

The way he's shuddering and moaning is so hot u can feel your orgasm at the tip of your tongue.

"Pussy so good yeah? Couldn't control ur self? Came so much inside of me and we didn't even have sex baby"

U moaned, rubbing on ur clit, running your free hand on his naked chest, feeling his body, groaning at how good his dick inside of you felt. Ur hips start to grind and swivel on their own, overstimulating his cock, a broken cry leaving his lips.

Jay never thought pussy could feel so good. So this was what jake and sunghoon were talking about. So this is why heeseung couldn't stop bringing girls over. Pussy.

Fuck. So this is what it meant to be a man.

His hands groped your lower half and u felt your orgasm wash over u instantly, his touch burning your body from inside out.

As u moaned his name, ur sharp nails leaving scratches on his naked chest ,coming around his dick, Jay could feel his himself harden inside of you again.

He watched as ur juices mixed with his own leaked out of your pussy where his cock was still buried inside.

His hips started to thrust up into u as primal instinct took over, animalistic lust glazing his rational mind.

U gasp as his hold on ur body tightens and the next things u know he's turning u around, hovering over u, his dick never leaving ur cunt.

He starts to thrust into u, panting and groaning, just chasing another high. The feeling ur pussy gave him, he wants to feel that again. Ur cries to stop fall on deaf ears, his fingers digging into ur ass to spread ur legs farther, grinding into u, feeling ur wet gummy walls. He bites harshly into the junction of your neck, groaning into ur skin.

"S-slow down Jay oh my god" u cry out, trying to push him away, his assault on ur sensitive pussy too much to take.

But jay's not in his right mind, pleasure taking over all of his senses, morals thrown out the window, all that matters is how good and wet ur cunt feels wrapped around him. God, no wonder jake's a sex addict. Who wouldn't be addicted to this shit.

"He's pounding that pussy good huh? always knew he had it in him despite being a virgin" Jake laughed hearing your cries from where he and sunghoon sat waiting on the stairs.

They had been waiting outside in case Jay came running, giving up on such a good opportunity, and they had to convince him to go back inside. But turns out he wasn't coming out of you anytime soon.

"That's what good pussy will do to a man"

Sunghoon smirked, downing his drink in one go.

"Speaking of which, gonna go find some cunt to fuck, seems like he'll take quite a while in there" He said, throwing the car keys at jake.

Jake pocketed the keys and followed hoon

"Yeah, me too, why should birthday boy have all the fun"