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transgendercastiel · 5 months

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DEAN WINCHESTER

#the truest repairman posts #I will never stop harping on about how this song is dean core.#Guys if you’ve got a throat he’s got a knife…#Deaths coming and he’s still running…#He comes from the old town baby too late for you to save him… (you don’t think you deserve to be saved?)#And every day is just another town…#The more he travelled the less he found…#Cmonnnnnn #i need to make an amv to this song. I don’t know how to make them so alas #Someone who is better than me please do it 🙏#dean winchester #supernatural #Spotify

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ruporas · 1 year

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[ID: Digital illustration in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. It’s two 3 panel comics that illustrates the same sequence. The first focuses on Vash. In the first panel, he’s in a hurried motion with a worried expression. In the second, he’s stopped, huffing a breath out as he’s scanning for Wolfwood (not pictured). In the final panel, he breaks out into a relieved smile, eyes lighting up with warm cheeks.

The second comic focuses on Wolfwood. In the first panel, he’s looking downwards to the right with a cigarette in his mouth, wearing a neutral expression. On his face are notable scratch marks to indicate him being in a fight prior. In the second panel, he turns towards the viewer, lifting his head as he notices Vash (as from the previous sequence). In the final panel, he smiles warmly with teeth and holds up a peace sign. END ID]

[ID: Sketchy black and white drawings of Vash and Wolfwood, continuing off the comic. Wolfwood’s back is to the viewer while Vash’s profile can be seen, now by Wolfwood’s side. He has a bright smile as he says to Wolfwood, “You’re safe!” Wolfwood responses, bearing a grin too, “Who do ya think yer talking to? ‘Course I am. Look, I got them alive.” He points to two figures who are tied up and have comically large head bumps. Vash looks to them with an uncertain expression as he says, “Oh! You did, huh… Are you sure they’re alive?” Wolfwood, with a more irritated expression, responds “What, didn’t think I could do it?” Vash says, “No, no! I knew you could!” and pats Wolfwood on the cheek and his head comfortingly. END ID]

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #vw running around towns doing little odd jobs and getting caught up in townsfolk conflict when someone gets taken hostage or smth...#solving it with a little bit of violence but ultimately everyone is alive and well and it's over in like 20 mins before they go about the #rest of their day. i feel like that kind of mundanity or chaos if something that vash is a little used to but probably not wolfwood #i dont think he'd be getting dragged out on assassination quests like every 2 days prior to vash but i also think he'd have left towns #quickly. chatted with townsfolk but ultimately stayed in his lonesome. had more time to stew in his own thoughts and when he does get a job #to kill it's something that weighs on his mind for days. regardless of how chaotic is with vash i like to think it's a lot more healing #then what he's been accustomed to. at the end of the day they get a few scuffs and brusies but theyre alive!!! and no lives were lost #and theyre within reach of each other and get to chat about the stupid shit vash dragged them into. in another life wolfwood would #probably be happy doing just that #ruporas art

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jankwritten · 7 months

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yall wanna know how fucked up my anxiety is about some shit

i scroll past a post that's about a topic i don't like. whatever, it's fine. i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't care about. that's normal.

i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't like or care about but the person presenting it is a person of color? i IMMEDIATELY feel immensely guilty and need to "compensate" by "proving" it wasn't because of race by also skipping other random posts, JUST IN CASE someone thinks I'm racist because I didn't want to watch a video on a topic I didn't like or care about, that happened to be presented by a person of color.

this just in on: the police in my brain are loud and i'm scared of them

#this is also because i grew up in a racist area and in that culture and my own ignorance i also Was Kinda Racist #but like in that way where you don't realize it's racism until you're out of it and now feel so ashamed that you forcefully block all #those memories just so you don't ever have to associate yourself with them ever again?#(mind you I was like. 15-16 and closeted and scared scared scared all the time so I acted like the Crowd and that was awful of me to do)#BUT NOW that i've grown and am learning and have taken classes on anthropology and all kinds of stuff I just feel like I notice my own shit #like TENFOLD now #it's my anxiety overthinking thing plus if anybody ever knows I could have done anything SLIGHTLY problematic the world will explode #plus my constant paranoia that someone is always watching me and just Knows that I'm Secretly a Bad Person (even though I don't think I am?#also I feel like I need to clarify that the kind of racism in my town wasn't like. klan shit. it was like very hidden racism?#it was like. kids casually doing black accents and making jokes with racist undertones. the kind of racism where race was always #the butt of the joke instead of an outright HATED thing. and I think that's why it was so hard to unlearn #it's like that thing where in order to stop wanting to kill yourself you have to stop joking about wanting to kill yourself #this has become a vent post accidentally i'm so sorry #this is just. one of my Major anxieties that engulfs me every day because of 1) anxiety 2) potential OCD 3) being a bad person in my past #this is another reason I fucking hate florida #because I just know if I had grown up in my home town in MI I would not have been raised in that environment #and it's my own fucking fault for falling into the crowd like that.#all this to say i traumatized myself and likely some people around me by being A Fucking Idiot when I was a kid #and now adult me is doing everything in their power to not ever be that person ever fucking again #tw vent post #tw racism #tw past racism #but im better now and I know my mistakes and I refuse to make them again #fuck florida for every fucking reason under the sun

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slav-every-day · 6 months

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#another productive day #sike #just spent nearly 100 usamerican dollars on cat stuff and random fun shit at 3 different stores #left at like 7:30 pm for a night on the town #god I’m tired and also slightly out of money #slav #slav every day #voltron

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lunarcorvid · 10 days

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at this point i don't even know if i'll even be alive at the end of this year.

#vent #i'm stuck at my mom's place and i fucking hate it here. i hate being misgendered every day and being treated like a burden #i hate that i'm in the goddamn woods while all my friends are in another town #i hate that every time i try and get assistance i get tossed from phone number to phone number in one big fucked up circle #and i ESPECIALLY hate my old roommates for fucking off to the cities and leaving me behind with nowhere to go FUCK #it feels like life is only going to get worse for me from here on out and its like. whats even the point anymore dude.#not to mention the stress i already feel from this stupid fucking country's antics and being unemployed #can someone just put me out of my fucking misery already jesus fucking christ

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pupkou · 3 months

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i feel very disappointed and sad right now 😞

#my three cousins (that i took care of a lot when i was younger) and i were supposed to go to breakfast and shopping in a v pride friendly #town tomorrow and we’ve had this planned for over a week and i’ve been looking forward to it every day since #and i just texted them letting them know when i’ll be at their house in the morning to pick them up #and one of them goes what plans? as if she didn’t agree to the plans last week and tells me it’s her bfs birthday tomorrow and she’s going #to his party. lol #and her brother just flat out cancels as well #i was so excited to have a day with all of them and show them around during pride month because the usual pride is turned up to the max #right now so it’s really cute and fun esp because the brother and the cousin i haven’t mentioned so far are queer #i just feel very disappointed and sad and honestly frustrated that they cancelled at the last minute and that i had to reach out to them to #find out that they were cancelling bro. who does that #so we’re going to go to breakfast at another place (not the place i was planning or wanting to take them) and then the 1 cousin who didn’t #cancel on me and i are still going to go shopping where i wanted to take her #>:l & :(((((((( i’m disappointed ☹️#it will still be fun but :(#it’s not what i had planned or wanted and i looked forward to it for a long time and had my hopes up high 😞#and sorry not to be that guy but i wish i had a gay or queer older sibling/cousin when i was younger so i am trying to be that for them #knight rambles

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graciousdragon · 4 months

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*walks in, covered in ash and emanating smoke, like a Looney Tunes character after surviving an explosion* hey guys i'm back

#rys.txt #uh. long ass tags that are mostly me venting below #second semester of college down and i think i did even worse than the first one #i've definitely failed at least one class but probably more than that. in fact i can only confidently say that i passed one class #i'm too scared to look at the grades on canvas. everything gets finalized on like. wednesday i think #i'm not getting worked up about it. my dad's gonna be pissed but you know what? i'm also pissed!#i am genuinely unable to focus on my work! i've genuinely tried everything i can think of to help and it has only barely helped!#every time i try to focus on my school work it feels like my brain just disconnects! no matter what the fuck i do!#and if i try to ask my dad for help he's like “just focus on your work” BITCH I TRIED! I'VE BEEN TRYING SO HARD! I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO!#so help me god i WILL be evaluated for adhd this summer otherwise i'm just not gonna fucking go back #MY BROTHER IN CHRIST THERE IS CLEARLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME AND THERE HAS BEEN FOR YEARS!!#SORRY YOU WERE NEVER AROUND AND NEVER INTERACTED WITH ME ENOUGH TO SEE IT!! SORRY I LEARNED TO MASK AROUND YOU FOR FEAR OF BEING TOLD OFF!!#ok. venting about my father in the tags aside. things are looking up for me now!! :D #school is over! i don't have to worry about that for another 4 months! my friends are back in town! i have time alone during the day!#I HAVE A DISC DRIVE FOR MY COMPUTER I CAN BURN CDS NOW!! I'M SO HYPE I'VE WANTED THIS FOR SO LONG #I'M LITERALLY GOING THROUGH THIS BIG BOX OF OLD CDS AND FLOPPY DISKS AND SHIT FROM OUR BASEMENT AND THERES BLANKS I CAN BURN!!#MY MENTAL HEALTH IS NO LONGER TOTALLY IN THE SHITTER BABY!! I'M BACK!!

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twistedappletree · 6 months

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working extra this week and i’m 99.99999% i’m getting some sort of cold ajdhajhdAKDHAJD

#and my only day off i’m going out of town for priya’s training #i can feel my throat getting sore and just got hit with a wave of exhaustion and i’m sO MAD WHY NOW #apple babble 🍎#non fandom #been another one of those weeks where i can’t catch a fucking break #which is like #every week #since i was born #lmFAO #also i only have 1 post in my queue i just haven’t had time to fill it for like literal weeks now

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binders-and-beanies · 6 months

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Oh yeah it’s all coming together (excited) (terrified)

#starting my masters immediately upon graduation without even moving off campus #been registered for summer classes for a minute but just registered for fall n that makes it more real ig #also applied for summer housing bc of this but more so bc of work and.. it’s more expensive than I thought #got my first paycheck this week which was bigger than I thought but also probably bigger than usual #between this + the side job I applied for and am practically guaranteed + drag I’ll be able to pay for it but it’s scary #bc it was either that or commute an hour and back every day #maybe more bc my job may be moving to another town but I digress #anyway. much to think abt bc I’m stressin over my current course load let alone the 4 summer n 4 fall 600 level classes #my lineup of professors for both semesters kick absolute ass tho #n some of the classes I’m rly not looking forward to but others I rly Am #mine #txt #personal

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nalgenes · 11 months

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i was having so many upset thoughts all day and now i’m tired and the thoughts have kinda faded but i’m still thinking about how much i hate this country

#deadliest shooting of this year happened a couple days ago and the ONLY person i have seen say a single word about it is my mom #she texted me a news article. that’s it #18 people. one of them was 14yrs old. its like no one even notices anymore #and how can we? when it happens every other day. 1 shooting is a tragedy…. 1000 shootings is just another day #i know a lot of people who go to college in that town. none of them were killed. but how many people cannot say the same #how many siblings parents friends partners lost someone. and this happens every day. Every day #and it’s just a matter of time until someone i know IS a victim in a shooting. horrifying to think but it’s truth #anyways. i hate guns so much. i will always always always be pro gun control. i just cannot accept this

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landofgay · 1 year

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excited for another day of my one supervisor telling me I'm doing an amazing job and gushing over me vs my other supervisor and my "boss" who's not supposed to still be my boss persay or not in the way she was anyways, they fucking act like I'm scum for trying to get ahead by *glances at notes* helping my supervisors

#like im not trying to take anything from anyone!!! im just trying to help them out!!!#if my supervisor who has a stack of paperwork to fix infront of her now has another folder for an order that #she wasnt in the room for. the other person my 'boss' is exlusively training on paperwork also wasnt in the room for. and the supervisor who #WAS in the room is the one who just fucked up this paperwork for the order #then yeah im gonna offer to help her with this folder since i actually WAS in the room #in fact i got left in charge for the first 2.5 hours cause no supervisors were in the room at all!!!!! UGH #at that point i was the most experienced person in the room by far!!! and i know so much about this company #cause its like. a passion of mine. so i know a lot about the products we sell!!! like a LOT #more than my bosses cause i actually buy a shit ton of our product. so i know how many per product or what colour label or whatever tf #just off the top of my head!!!!#i also am very passionate about NOT SENDING OUT DAMAGED PRODUCT #meanwhile 'boss' says im being too picky #AM I??? CAUSE IVE BOUGHT TWO PRODUCTS NOW WITH MY OWN PAYCHEQUE THAT WERE DAMAGED #ugh christ. im just very tired from this week between all that and the intense drama from earlier this week #im ready to sleep in all weekend #except idiot me made plans for every day this weekend #tonight i hang out with my dad and my bf #tomorrow me and bf go to my coworkers for drinks and viddy games #and sunday we go out of town with bf's sister for drag brunch and thrifting #so itll all be fun i just KNOW im gonna wind up exhausted 😭😭😭 plus truthfully i just wanna show my bf more movies

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localvoidcat · 2 years

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watched interlude again (still cannot properly stomach mark's screaming but kudos to alex for their sound design cuz holy shit) and it's.

HORRIFYING.

Imagine the horror of seeing the death toll that just rises and rises with every passing year. The government just desperately attempting to dispel the fear to at least TRY to ensure that people survive. The whole of MCPD... :(

YEAH. YEAH. ITS. ARHGHAHGHAHRAHRG.

#dude. that kills me so much #especially when tmcblr bitches use that. its like. the realization that your town is just empty.#you dont notice it at first. maybe stores start closing down maybe you see less people outside maybe you hear less things on the news.#but its not until years later that you realize you're alone.#thousands of people are gone. are they dead? did they leave? are you next? you don't know.#the government says those things are gone. but you can still hear a scratching at your window at night. a voice in your ear.#a face when you try to sleep.#people blame the police for not solving the cases. the police put on a smile and say that they have it under control #but they're just as scared as you are.#another store closes down. another neighbor disappears. another day goes by.#every day gets brighter indeed.#tmc

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violetsoup · 2 years

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i was playing in my minecraft single player world just now and i came across two villages. one was full of life and the other one was totally abandoned, covered in cobwebs and only a few zombie villagers walkin about. man

#abandoned village Minecraft #this game makes me so emotional sometimes and it doesnt say a single word #like #ok this better format properly #1. your life is simple. surrounded by friends and family in a small town in the middle of nowhere #2. your only connection to the outside world is another village not too far away #3. you spend your days tending to the livestock and taking care of crops. sometimes you visit the library or sometimes you go fishing #4. and its a nice kind of life. where you dont do very much but it's still fulfilling #5. and you exchange letters with a friend who lives in the other town yonder #6. then one day the letters stop coming #7. and you dont know why #8. but surely theres nothing wrong. maybe the mailman got sick or something #9. so you and a few others decide to head over to the other town #10. just to see whats going on #11. but when you get there. theres nobody around #12. every building is still intact. but nobody is there #geez

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eastberlin · 15 days

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Not having a good mental health day honestly.

#my mom had a minor health scare the other day that I'm still not recovered from anxiety wise #(she's 100% fine it was a medication thing but it really scared me)#I'm worried about my friend (ex gf) and I'm upset that I can't get up to see her due to car shit #(the situation she's in is so fucking shitty and it drives me up the wall that there's very little I can do from 3 hours away)#every time in the last week I thought I had time to work on shit I need to do something else has come up #and the shooting that's all over the news happened like 30 minutes from me #while I have no personal connection to anyone there...30 minutes is close #both adult victims had local ties in one way or another and one previously taught at a school in town that I went to (not at the same time)#it's just been a lot

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alolan-weavile · 1 month

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oooooh i am deeply unhappy actually

#hate my job #hate my apartment #hate the town im in #really really hate my job #trying to get a new apartment seems so unobtainable #there’s so many fees and credit checks and my renewal is in a month and i can’t find a new one so i guess im extending for another year #stuck in this hellhole #I can try to get a shorter lease but it’s like $150 more per month and if I still can’t find anything within that time im doubly fucked #genuinely just want to fade away into dust im sick of living like this #i feel sick and stupid 90% of the time #i finally got to take a vacation away from here and couldn’t even enjoy it because i got sick #and things were not planned well #and my partner bailed on all the events I wanted to do w them #and i get back to the apartment a mess and just feel so defeated #and i get back to work and we still have fucking mice everywhere #and no one’s done planos or price changes or ANYTHING i usually do #so im trying to catch up on two weeks worth of stuff. while also trying to prepare for truck tomorrow because no one sent the battery #pallet out so now we have two of them. and a taller than me pallet of core returns all unwrapped #and im having to come in every Sunday when I was promised those off #which is the only day we are able to do a dnd/group chat hangout and i always end up being the reason it gets delayed and i just Know ppl #be frustrated with me #im just tired and sick of this life #i don’t even know how you’re supposed to do jobs for so long without driving off a bridge #im still not even hitting the 40 hours i was promised and yet im losing my mind genuinely #i am stupid all the time. i forget basic things. I have to have people retell me things twice before they click #I wasn’t always like this. like something is WRONG and my doctor (who is quitting) is like #we’ll have you practiced mindfulness and meditation #yeah. ill get right on that #RAAAgggh I hate it here im cryin at work like a LOSER

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mysteriouslyjellyfish · 8 months

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currently obsessed with british murder mystery tv shows where all the murders happen in the same town in every episode and everyone's just like oh yep there goes another one, just another day in shirefordtonstead

#i'm looking at you #shakespeare and hathaway #and #father brown

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