#And been trying to unfollow some blogs too cuz I feel like I follow way too many people

[dressycobra7]

someone’s gotta stop me from following a bunch of blogs plssss

[destinyc1020]

Hmm people were not there since the very beginning. The tomdaya fandom was built by Z stans first and foremost, that's a fact. She's the the most famous of the two, and she already has some pattern with her previous rs so her stans knew her yea and knew Tom was her bf and they supported that.

When they split a lot of them, especially on Twitter, stopped talking about Tom even tho the Cherry era fed us a lot of content behind the scenes etc. They took her side.

And overall people love the two but are more Z stans that Tom stans, I don't know who is anon following but it's def not the big Tomdaya blog out here. The large majority of the fandom are women,and it's easier to look up to Z and enjoy her content because she has other business next to acting in fashion, and is more present, so is more enjoyable to follow her than him who is way more quiet nowadays. I have nothing against people who are more Z stan, as look as they're respectful towards Tom too.

But the truth is that people like Z more and that's fine, Im convinced you could make a poll asking them "if you had to give up one person to unfollow from everywhere and not consume any content from them forever, which one would you choose" and I'm convinced most people in the fandom would choose her🤷‍♀️

Hmm..... I'm not sure what your last paragraph meant. 🤔

But anyway, grab a comfy chair, cuz this is gonna be long lol. 😂

Tbh? I'm really kind of feeling that some fans got divided after the breakup actually, coz what I saw during 2019 is that SOME fans took Tom's side, and SOME fans took Zendaya's side.

I almost got the impression with some Tomdaya fans/accounts that they didn't really care too much about Z's career or whereabouts unless it pertained to Tom or possibly them maybe getting back together after the whole Olivia fiasco.... but BEFORE the JE popping up in Greece with Z episode. 👀

I think after Greece, most Tomdaya fans lost hope that Tom and Zendaya were "getting back together" (at least, not THAT year lol 😆), and the focus on Z was less. It got even MORE less when Z and JE were spotted kissing in NYC, and some in the Tomdaya fandom really started to hate Zendaya after that cuz here she was out kissing JE who she had only dated for 6 months, and with Tom she was soooo secretive. (That right there should have been a sign that maybe she was rebounding lol? 😆)

Now that's just what I personally saw, but again, my life is busy, so I don't always see everything. 🤷🏾‍♀️

I do recall a LOT of Zendaya's fans being really cruel towards Tom however when Z and JE started dating. The height jokes were just crazy. They felt JE was a better option. All of it was just optics and how they physically looked together. I mean, the man is like 6'5 lol, so he's gonna be taller than MOST women AND most men put together lol 😆

I think some of her fans turned on Tom coz he was spotted with a blonde white girl while wearing her keyhole neck chain 👀, and that was like the ULTIMATE disrespect in their eyes (woc know what I mean), cuz fans felt he had cheated on Z. So then, all bets were off I guess. 🤷🏾‍♀️

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned rofl 🤣 Y'all know we as women can be ruthless if we feel a man has done us wrong lol. You KNOW it's true lol 😏

I think some fans were just angry on Z's account, but Z wasn't putting her business out there. If anything, she was trying to give off signs that she and Tom were cool. It's kinda hard when you denied for years that you two were nothing but friends to do damage control lol 😆

Anyway, I don't really like rehashing the past or talking about this time period honestly. 😔

I'll just say that it kind is seemed to me that BOTH sides of the fandom kind of took sides, and if one side prefers one or the other, then that's okay I guess? 🤷🏾‍♀️

I personally like them BOTH. When they broke up I just felt bad for them and just hoped that they would at least TRY again with each other since I didn't feel like their 1.0 rlshp was really all that conducive to a healthy, long-term rlshp. I didn't hate on either of them though, and I just felt like whatever happened in the rlshp was just their business. I don't like taking sides during a breakup when idk all the facts tbh. It's not my life or my rlshp. And unless someone puts out a tell-all book, idk the facts. And even then, that's only that ONE person's side of the story tbh.🤷🏾‍♀️

I obviously relate more to Z cuz I'm also a woman and a woc, but I really do like both of them, and I've said from the beginning that I don't like comparing them. 🥴

[murfeelee]

Check In Tag

(Once again Tumblr deleted my whole effing post....)

Long story short, I’m posting this questionnaire cuz I saw it on my dash and I got nothing better to post--blame RL.

why did you choose your url?

Cuz I’m an uncultured swine who couldn't think of anything clever or creative.

any side blogs?

Almost 10, it’s madness.

how long have you been on tumblr?

2013

do you have a queue tag?

I queue everything, so I don't bother with a tag.

why did you choose your icon/pfp?

She’s Sakura Rain, my first TS3 sim, back when I was obsessed with Tinkerbell and the Pixie Hollow faeries (don’t judge me). She’s my fave berry sim.

why did you choose your header?

It’s a vestige of my old TSR theme/aesthetic.

what’s your post with the most notes?

My TS4 Still Unimpressed Rant, from 2015. I still DGAF about TS4, as EA barely scratches the surface or gives us anything we’ve never seen before. We FINALLY got llamas (they’re technically just reskinned cows, EA, you ain’t slick), but the rest of Cottage Living’s just a retread of TS3 Store stuff with new graphics & animations & half the gameplay (TS4 in a frikkin nutshell TBH).

And eff TS5; I want a TS1/TS2 remake, the same way Final Fantasy 7 and Resident Evil 2 got remade. Watching The Red Plumbob’s meticulous videos hammers home how badly EA’s failed to move FORWARD with this dang franchise, so they might as well go back to the frikkin start. I’m tired.

how many mutuals do you have?

Bunches, and I know for a fact half are inactive.

how many followers do you have?

Too dang many, since I never see most of y’all--unfollow me, and just track the Sims 3 CC tag, or bookmark my Build/Buy CC page & CAS CC Page. I keep telling y’all you don't need to follow me to find my CC, and I still get people showing up on my front lawn.

how many people do you follow?

Tons--simblrs, fandoms, art, trivia, fashion, etc.

have you ever made a shitpost?

Nah, I’m a ranter. I’m liable to go off on just about anything, but EA especially.

how often do you use tumblr each day?

I’m super sporadic. I’m most active on the weekends, when I try to catch up with tracked tags, messages, etc.

did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

Omg right after I posted that TS4 Unimpressed Rant I got this heated--and I mean H E A T E D--message, with some salty AF EA employee nonnie cussing me from A to Z. I clearly struck a nerve. XD #EAYouSuck

how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?

I reblog whatever I want. I try to keep most stuff off main though, and put it on my personal blog.

do you like tag games?

I hate thinking of people to tag; it’s so stressful. Cuz I’ll inevitably forget someone, then I feel bad for leaving people out.

do you like ask games?

Y’all know I jump on these things even when no one’s tagged me, LOL.

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

Who frikkin knows; people come and go.

I tag anyone!

[zhansww]

Imma do a little confession. I use to follow this FB page for XZ and it was really helpful at times but then things got kinda crazy (if that's the right term) about how WY hates him and only used him for his career. I even commented at time about how anti's a lot and that I miss how they use to be, more or just friendship it didn't matter. And I was totally singled out and was called stupid and for being blind about what WY was and what he and his team was going to XZ. Part 1

Part 2. So I ended up unfollowing the page when I saw how kinda toxic it was but went back to see at least three more people say that this page is just a big anti-WY group and questioning the group leader. My heart hurt from it all but didn't lose hope that ggdd were still a big part of each other's lives and I just want then to be happy. I'm sorry for ranting your blog just helps with how mean people can be and I find comfort in it, I shall look to you and anyone you recommend for ggdd guidance

Ever since XZ and WYB’s popularity blew up, there have been many accounts on weibo that are just dedicated to making the most ridiculous theories about how gg and dd actually hate each other (paid haters are a thing in c-ent btw which is still insane to me). I noticed that this “trend” has also reached the international fans this year. I guess what’s worse than the idiots who spread such information are the ones who instantly believe it, not because any of it makes sense but because they want to. It’s unfortunate but there are many fans like that. Fans who judge reality based on what they want to be real, based on their emotions. I’m not surprised that they insulted you for trying to reason with them. When you try to discuss with them, it doesn’t matter how objective and rational you're being, to them it’s just like you’re questioning their feelings so ofc, they immediately get defensive and riled up and well, even more emotional. Believe me, I tried many of times but it always ended the same. If I may offer some advice, I know it may be frustrating to come across people like that but I think it’s best to ignore them precisely because you can’t reason with them and because you know they’re wrong anyway (lol). This is something that XZ himself does, too; he said that when he sees outrageous comments about him that are untrue, he wants to reply but he doesn’t cuz he thinks that time will tell. And at this point, this is what I do, too btw. I have no understanding or patience for “fans" like that. It’s obviously totally fine to like one of them without liking the other but any XZ solo who hates Yibo and seriously believes that he is working against Zhan-ge either doesn’t know shit about Yibo or has grossly misunderstood his personality. And the same goes for Yibo solos who hate Zhan-ge. That’s actually even worse imo cuz anyone who claims to be a fan of Yibo knows what kind of honest and straight-forward person he is and how uncharacteristically devoted he is to Zhan-ge and yet, they still delude themselves into thinking Yibo is giving fanservice to cp fans or that it must have been so hard for him to force himself to smile around Zhan-ge cuz he secretly hates him. Yeah, I don’t consider those kind of solos to be fans at all. I reckon they hate the possibility that their idol isn’t only theirs so much that they’d rather do anything they can to convince themselves that ggdd hate each other and their idol couldn’t possibly love someone else than their fans.

(inserts random yz gif cuz long text posts look too boring lol)

It’s a pity that that XZ fan account you followed turned into a salty anti but for what it’s worth, if you ever come across those kind of antis again, just ignore them or block them if you have to. You can’t control what they do, only what you do. And I think the only way to counter such hate is with love and support for Zhan-ge and Yibo and with maybe spreading the reality - which is that they have a good relationship in private. “I just want them to happy” is a sentiment that I relate to so damn much. Friends or lovers, they deserve to be happy and to be able to publicly support each other and show that they are close if they want to instead of being forced to hide that. I want that for them so badly. The road ahead is still long but I intend to keep supporting ggdd until they get there someday. I hope you will, too! I’m so humbled that my blog can help you find comfort ^-^ To be honest, I have no problem ignoring antis cuz they’re simply wrong. They mostly just make me laugh cuz they sound so stupid and keep contradicting themselves, it’s embarrassing. Reality says the opposite of what they say so I don’t care about them in the slightest. You’re more than welcome to rant about them to me anytime (lolz) but I hope that maybe possibly explaining how little I think of them will make it easier for you to ignore them, too xD

[jack-o-chica-multiverse]

Since it’s been a while since I’ve posted this, here’s a little introduction and PSA for Jack-O’s blog:

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Just to get this front-and-center, I want nothing to do with maps, LBGTQIA-phobes, transmeds, exclusionists, terfs, racists, and anyone who is even complacent with pedophilia or incest.  If you fall within any of those categories, don’t interact with my blog.  And hey, do yourself a solid and learn about why those leanings not only hurt you and the people around you, but society as a whole.   Hate and abuse are not welcome here.      

Also no shipping/romantic rp’s with Jack-O, please.  She’s got a lot of love in her charred little heart, but it’s all platonic.  And it’s going to stay that way.

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Multi-fandom and OC friendly! Seriously, OC’s are amazing and I love having Jack-O meet them!    

Mostly long-ish form rp’s/replies.  I ramble a lot … in case you couldn’t tell from this post, heh.  Sorry.  I do try to tag longer threads with #long post once they take a couple swipes to scroll through.

I’m prone to fewer/slower replies, especially during weekdays.  Fyi, mun lives in the Pacific Time Zone, and is more likely to be active in the evening.

This blog can tread some pretty dark/angsty/violent/emotional ground and I’m fine with that … but I know not everyone is.  I try to tag the big triggers, but if there is ever anything anyone wants me to tag - no matter if it’s a trigger or squick or whatever - please let me know.

And since we’re here: please, if you feel like you need to unfollow for any reason, you do you boo!  That’s not just for subject matter but also because I’m an adult mun and I know that’s something that not everyone’s cool with. Your well-being will always be more important than following me - or anyone, for that matter! You are the curator of your Tumblr experience and if I can help you keep it safe by tagging or just not being part of it, that’s totally ok!

🎃

Jack-O: she/her. Was human and female-presenting back in ye olden days (aside from that – up to interpretation). Besides her murder she doesn’t really remember her life, but she does get the faintest sensations of déjà vu that call back to who she once was.  

Mun: she/her (but I’m comfortable with nb adjectives like they, too).  Ace panro and more-or-less cis (I think?).  Adult.  Absolute nerd with too many hobbies and never enough time.  RP-main is @Malady-red-rp (’Malady’), non-RP-main is @Inga-DON-Studio.    

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Jack-O is based on the non-canon Halloween-y version of Nightmare Chica from FNAF4: The Halloween Update with … a lot of creative license thrown in.

Basic backstory below if you want to read it (it’s sort of ramble-y - eventually I’ll try to simplify it but hopefully it does the job for now):

Essentially, she’s a several-hundred-year-old dream-demon (aka a Nightmare in her universe) who took the shape of her prey’s greatest terrors and fed on their fear via relentless, ongoing ‘hunts’ in the mindscape and in waking nightmares.  She would usually be freed from her chosen form once her prey’s mind was too shattered-apart from the constant assault to maintain a singular, cohesive personification of their fears, but on that last hunt … the situation never reached that conclusion. Thus, she’s stuck in the form that The Crying Child’s mind created for her before his death as a result of complications from The Bite of ’83 and his weakened state from the Nightmares’ attacks.  Some things went down with the other Halloween Nightmares that night, resulting in her complete abandonment of the hunt and what it was to be a Nightmare (the birb done woke).  Thirty years of coming to grips with all the evil she had done over the centuries and one hell of a massive guilt complex, she wants –more than anything- to try to put some good back into the world, even if she knows it will never balance out what she has taken from it.  

She awoke to October’s calling on Oct. 1st, 2018 to find herself in a multiverse of sorts- and just kind of rolled with it.   There were plenty of familiar faces – and many, many new ones – and she quickly embraced the chance at a new start, silently promising to try to stand up against the literal and metaphorical representations of what she once was.  As she made friends who have become the truest sense of a found family, she has become fiercely protective of the people she cares about … even if sometimes she’s a little lost on how to really help them.  Hey, just cuz she’s a few hundred years old doesn’t mean that there isn’t still plenty left for her to learn - and she knows it.

I do reference back to some past events (like Ink Stains) and she mentions other muses on occasion – some no longer active around here but remembered as cherished friends who left a lasting, important impact on her.  No, you’re not expected to know about them.  It’s just an important little part of who she is- that she doesn’t let go of things easily now that she has people and memories worth holding onto…

(The Ink Stains event was a biggie because she was one of the corrupted, and for the first time it forced her unwillingly back into something like the Nightmare she once was.  It also cemented in her mind how important the people in her afterlife are to her, and how much she needs them.  So, mentions of ink and corruption still find their way into conversations fairly often.)

[sixpenceeeharms]

Responding to a year’s worth of hate mail

lol it’s been a while since we ventured into the inbox. here’s a selection of the hate mail we’ve received.

all of these have usernames attached because we have anon off, but since I don’t necessarily trust everyone who reads this not to send (arguably deserved) hate, I’m not including the names. you’re welcome.

Thats why all u can call out are sources and “art theft” Ur legit jus mad bc u dont have anywhere near as many followers as they do. Grow the fvck up, man, and act ur age.

you first. make sure to pay attention in your 3rd grade spelling class! it’s really important to learn how to write properly. :)

People need to grow a spine and stop being so butt hurt by every little thing. I do agree that art 6p uses needs to be correctly sourced and credited to the OC, but sometimes it can be hard finding a credible correct source to a specific image

oh my god. you’ve made a medical breakthrough. you’ve managed to figure out spinal regeneration AND a solution to the opioid epidemic??? get this person a nobel prize!!!

also here’s how to find the source for an image it’s really not that hard

There are no sources for some of sixpence’s stuff I’m calling the cops

don’t forget to call a whaaaambulance too we need to be hospitalized from that sick burn

I love how you guys take stuff out of context! Like my favorite is people correcting you on stuff sixpenceee said and you calling it harassment, super funny keep up the great comedy!

thanks! so nice to see our work is appreciated :)

Get over it!

get over what. you need to be more specific. get over a nearby mountaintop? get over our own past hangups? get over what Joss Whedon did to Natasha Romanoff? because that last one is never going to happen.

c'mon dude, grow the fuck up . you're probably some little baby who's sad that she gets more attention then you do. boo fucking hoo. you're a god damn child

you can tell we aren’t babies because we’re allowed to say “fuck”

After looking through your "evidence" to all the things you claim sixpencee to do and be, the only thing I've seen is that your nothing but a typical Tumblr social justice extremist who wants attention. You don't wanna close this blog? The fucking fine, Tumblr will be more than happy to do that for you since this blog is meant to target someone. You should be ashamed of yourself.

we’ll add “be ashamed of ourselves” to our to do list, thanks! quick question tho. is “the fucking fine” a new tax on nsfw posts? b/c that’s quite an innovative way to deal with pornbots that I think legit should be tried.

I feel like you're a sad person if you have to have a blog about someone you don't like. Obviously, you being negative about sixpenceee being negative doesn't make a positive. I hope you find happiness and someday you're able to not waste your time analyzing and scrutinizing a blog every day.

if making a blog about someone you don’t like makes you a sad person, what does sending hate mail to a blog you don’t like make you?

certainly not a good person, that’s for sure.

yoo, i understand that you don't like her blog (it's quite clear), but was an entire blog dedicated to shitting on her reall neccessary? You're not exactly making anyone happier, it's more along the lines of ruining someones blog. Some of your 'proof' posts trot into special snowflake territory (hate me all you want but it's true) and it's a valid argument for the people that can actually accept mistakes and move on. Call put her mistakes sure, but you're really dragging them out too far.

yeah, it’s necessary, because a lot of the people who call sixpenceee out end up deactivating / removing posts because they get inundated with hate from sixpenceee’s fans. 

also we’re not the ones ruining sixpenceee’s blog. she’s doing a great job of doing that herself; we’re just shining a spotlight on it.

I just think there are far worse people in the world, and sixpence could really be a pretty agreeable person with just a different perspective and different environment around her than you or others. But are those differences enough for us to completely demonize her and instead not try to relate to her enough to level with her and communicate on a more constructive basis ?Aren't there worse people in the world that need exposing versus just a girl who likes to post over related things?

this just in, supporting child slavery is not problematic, it’s just a different perspective!

I don't want to defend sixpence but this blog really isn't productive in the slightest. Maybe people will unfollow on the off chance they run into your blog? Or...You COULD do normal things like contact the authorities, report literally every chance you get (since you clearly you have the free time). If you're not going to actually do something then you're part of the problem. A little blog won't even dent the change you want to make.

you think we haven’t reported sixpenceee’s bullshit? tumblr doesn’t do shit about it because she’s one of their most popular bloggers.

and I dunno, the 200+ positive messages in our inbox thanking us for making this blog mean something. not much, but something.

Do you seriously have nothing better to do than to have a blog dedicating to defiling another blog?? Like why???? You COULD just unfollow her and go about your life instead of being extra and making a blog about your teenage angst

ngl I love that you used the word “defile”. it’s a fantastic word that’s really underutilized

Woowwwwwww someone pissed in your cheerios lmfao

...I was wondering what that taste was. thanks for clearing up that little mystery!

You have too much time on your hands lol

thank you for reminding me of the absolutely awful movie In Time. please don’t steal my time, I need that.

This is beyond stupid. I love Tumblr cause we can post whatever we want and show others who we really are. I can't do this on Facebook lol so why go after someone who wants to post whatever they want or interested in?? There is no harm going on. I think your just jealous. If you don't like the posts then just don't follow the person. Making a page about how much you don't like sixpence is very immature!

we’re also posting what we want and showing the world who sixpenceee really is. freedom of speech doesn’t just apply to people you agree with, you know.

Forgive me if I misunderstand, but what is the goal here? To get her page taken down? Why are you spending so much energy to call out one person for their, frankly, common misconceptions and issues? Wouldn't it be easier to hide her content from your own viewing so that you don't have to see it? Couldn't you give her your grievances directly? I mean ultimately it's about whatever makes you feel better. No one can stop you, but you also gotta know that you can't necessarily stop her either.

check the FAQ for our goals. 

and sixpenceee is notorious for ignoring people who don’t kiss her ass

and you’re right. you can’t stop us now cuz we’re haVING A GOOD TIME HAVING A GOOD TIME!!

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[bisexualgorgeous]

We’re mutuals and I think I’ve spoken with you about this but I used to love making edits, it relieved my anxiety, it made me happy, it was one of my favorite things to do when i came home from work or school. but now? now that I have a good amount of followers, people expect me to make content and or for it to be amazing and it puts A L O T of stress and pressure on me. I don’t even make edits anymore. I make edits for my sideblogs and that’s it. Which is sad and it sucks. :(

yeah! honestly you would be surprised how many editors feel the same way like there’s blogs i didn’t even know were previously editors that i’ve come across and been like ‘oh wait why don’t you do this anymore this is amazing??’ and it’s just a mixture of pressure, and a lack of appreciation from the fandom as a whole that stops people from doing it ://

 like even i sometimes not only put way too much pressure on myself to create cuz i feel like people will unfollow if i don’t, i also have a standard and type of edit that i feel like i have to do but lately i’ve not been hitting as many notes as i used to and i think i’ve just given up trying to figure out what everyone wants me to do :/ like yesterday i put out two different edits in the space of an hour and the one i posted an hour later than the first, was way uglier, and that took maybe 1/4 of the time to make has at least 100 notes more and it’s idk demoralizing?? people don’t appreciate the edits that the most work was put into because they dont always reach some aesthetic quota even if they’re really nice to look at it’s not tumblr aesthetic appropriate or something and it’s frustrating as hell and a lot of people don’t reblog edits in the first place especially this fandom has a problem with it where when taylor is around people are self reblogging/reblogging text posts and when she’s not the place is the dead, so edits (not gifsets, mind, they usually get notes regardless although i do know a lot of gifsets aren’t doing as well lately either) just go by the wayside totally and it’s like, oh :// it’s p much the motivation for me like to go through the tags every day, to use @dailytayloredits and also check @taylorswiftedit as much as i can because if editors don’t promote each other then no one else really will and i just think that’s why a lot of people are not making edits as much, which, hurts my soul because i love especially graphic edits and there’s so much talent in this fandom but i would say i can think of maybe 3/4 people other than myself who do this sort of edit regularly compared to even six months ago there were loads of people editing in that sort of way

[sunghun]

I don't think the person who asked if this is now a txt blog had a bad intention by asking that🙃 I mean they're in all of their right to wonder and they have a point, when you start to follow a specific blog for a specific group is for a reason and when the blog suddenly changes for a complete different path you're allowed to feel disappointed or whatever, mostly if you weren't warned or the change was never announced.

And no, I'm not the person who originally asked but I agree with them. If you ever turn your blog for only txt please let us know so I can unfollow cuz I'm only Engene and I won't be interested in following and read blogs for other groups.

yes, i completely agree! everyone is definitely entitled to feel however they want and i can understand that a blog you like changing directions can be disappointing.

as of right now, i don’t think i’ll ever dedicate my blog to just one group and only post about them (i stan way too many for that to happen lol), however i can’t say that i won’t focus on certain groups for a little bit and post more for them than the other at times. as i’m sure you all can tell, i’m going through a bit of a txt phase right now since they had a comeback recently and have been releasing more content. but don’t worry! i’m sure when enha has their comeback i’ll swerve right over to them and they will have my attention for a while.

i’m sorry if anyone has followed me and expected content for one group only to see things for someone else. i understand being disappointed and such, but please do remember that this is my blog and i get to choose what i post and for who i write. as previously said, i’ll try to put out some enha content soon for anyone who followed me just for them.

thank you for sending this ask and i hope you have a lovely day/night! <3

[healthy-and-toned]

A Change: From delicate-survival to healthy-and-toned

So... hey. I’m alive. It’s been a while (what, like nearly a year since I’ve properly consistently been on here?) I’m sorry about that but really I lost a lot of motivation, perseverance etc. and I just was too lazy to come on here. But I’m back, and I’m better. 

To sum everything up, ever since my mum found out about me trying to starve myself (I can’t believe that was a whole year ago), I have had absolutely zero desire to restrict and lose weight, period. I realise how fucking stupid it was and how inefficient it was because yeah I lose 20lbs but guess what? I put it all back on again and some. Of course if it took me that short a time to lose the weight then it’d be just as easy to put it all on again. I can’t believe how stupid I was smh. But yeah, by the end of June this year I was weighing around 186lbs (Jesus Christ I know). From 155lbs to 186lbs, I was disgusted and although I hated the feeling of starving myself and always being hungry I also missed the feeling of being that thin. My face was huge (which is an area I really wanted to change) along with my thighs, arms, stomach everything. I wanted that skinnier person back so I was determined to do it again, but the right way.

So I decided to do it the healthy way this time, and the more permanent way.

 At the start of July I got a gym membership - that way if I was paying for something like that I’d be more motivated to go. I’d noticed since my weight gain, I had no defined lines in my legs anymore, no muscle or anything and that had always been something I actually liked about myself, my toned legs. So I was determined to get them back. 

But I was at a battle. Because after those months of weight gain, I’d gone back to my old habits of snacking all the time, eating junk food etc. but then rationalising it with being ok because I was going to the gym, so it was fine. It’s ridiculous because for a couple months I really couldn’t understand why I wasn’t losing weight, yes I was maintaining which was better than gaining, but maintaining wasn’t what I wanted.

Sure there’d be occasional days where I’d eat healthy, but it seemed for every healthy day came four/five unhealthy days. It was frustrating and I couldn’t understand how to stop. But it’s only this past month that I’ve decided to get my act together, to sort it all out. I’ve gained my muscles back in my legs and some in my arms which I’m pleased about, and I’m finally noticing a difference.

So I’ve set new goals. My school formal is coming up at the start of next year and I want to be slimmer for then. That’s my main target. As of now, I weigh 179.6lbs (which still isn’t great but I’ve lost those 6lbs within the past 2.5 weeks so I’m pretty chuffed about that).

I want to be 155lbs - my lowest last year - by my formal in March. 

I am not going to starve myself or go back to my bad habits of restricting, and I want to forget about that time, so I’ve decided to change my url on here, from delicate-survival to healthy-and-toned. That’s what I want to be after all.

Fingers-crossed this is me back for good and being more active. I’ll be starting afresh, posting progress updates (maybe pics), tips and any advice people may have to lose weight healthily. 

I’m sorry if you followed me because I was considered an ‘ana’ blog (which is never what I wanted or thought I was, but others thought differently), but that is no more, and you may as well unfollow if that’s what you came for. I don’t want to be associated with the ana community anymore, hence the change of name, which I always thought was quite misleading smh.

Anyways, if you got this far, thanks for reading and sticking by. If you have an questions, inquiries or what advice then ask here.

My snapchat name will remain the same [delicaterevival] (cuz they don’t let you change that yet smh) and my instagram is the same too [lg.xvii].

Hope you’re all well.

L xx

[radmanraditz]

Raxceni-Mun’s Zero Tolerance of Shipping/Smut Drama, and OOC Jealousy

Quick disclaimer: If you are shipping with me/want to ship with me and are motivated to do that because you want to write detailed smut, expect intimacy without putting in the work for figuring out how our muses would have an emotional bond with one another, AND/OR you get jealous easily from seeing other shipping partners having physical and emotional intimacy with my muse...

THEN GET THE FUCK OUT RIGHT NOW!

Unfollow me, and drop our threads because my roleplay style and Raditz portrayal is not right for you! 

We appreciate slow burns and chemistry in this house! RadmanRaditz is not your source for an insta-romance smut fest!!!

To say I am still pissed from what happened a couple nights ago would be an understatement.

As I have said before, I have no issues with anyone coming to me and telling me they lost interest in a thread, ship, or roleplaying with me all together. I appreciate and respect those who are comfortable doing that, and handle it in a mature way. At face value that is what this former rp partner was doing – but the longer this person talked, the more clear it became that they were salty and had a lot of wrong ideas about why I was not responding to them as quickly as they wanted, or with what they were looking for.  

It is okay to feel disappointed, but you should never EVER assume the worst out of other people because they won’t write what you were hoping/expecting.

We are REAL fucking people running roleplay blogs. We have mental and physical health issues, we have real life responsibilities like work, school which comes with projects and homework that take hours/days, and a social life away from Tumblr and RP. We get moody, and we have had past experiences that cause us to feel comfortable/uncomfortable writing smut.

What I am happy to see is pretty much everyone understands this without me having to say anything to them.

For a long time I have both unconsciously and consciously avoided shipping because of something that happened to me not too long after I created my first RP blog. That situation really impacted how I viewed shipping with other people and I did not want to put myself into situations where people might get pissy and lash out at me because I did not feel up to writing romantic or smutty things with them. (What? You mean there was a time Raxceni wrote detailed smut without feeling weird about it?? Yes, but I was and still am highly selective about who I write detailed smut with.)

Did this former partner have a valid reason to be upset with me? Both yes and no. But mostly NO. The multiple reasons why that answer is a NO is why I am super fucking pissed off. 

Normally I try to avoid gossip, but this is not fucking gossip when this directly affects me and what I am comfortable with doing on my own blog as a hobby. I will not name anyone I am talking about, and the only thing I am condemning is how they handled the situation. Not who they are as a person or as a roleplayer. Not everyone is a good partner for each other. 

This is a really long post that gets into some personal stuff, so I will put a keep reading thing here.

Their valid reason for being upset was with me “neglecting” most of my storyline threads, and mostly responding to one while also goofing around with some other newer partners for the last few days I was active. They were the type of rper who wrote shorter responses and responded quickly when active, and I was not surprised that they called it quits cuz they got tired of waiting on me.

But here are some background facts that make it not okay to get upset at me over IM:

They were comfortable talking to me OOC and a week or two ago we were actively roleplaying with multiple responses to our threads.

This person never complained about my speed, did not talk to me about serious plotting – we only did casual ideas – and never showed any signs of being unhappy with the direction of the thread, nor asked if we could do anything to fix it.

A positive thing I experienced when rping with this person was when our characters were gearing up for a sex scene, I told her about how uncomfortable I was with jumping into doing a fully-detailed scene, even though I was getting into it. I did not want to flake out on this person in the middle of things, which is what could have happened/has happened since I developed my aversion to writing smut roleplay. Plus, I do not really like bending my rules for one person, unless I am willing to rewrite my rules and do it for everyone. So we had a good discussion about it over IM instead, then skipped ahead in the thread.  

How this became a bad thing is that I believe they legitimately got jealous when similar situations were happening with my other ships, but Raditz had some more intimate and emotional responses with those muses which was lacking in the one between their muse and mine. (Of course what do you expect when they have sex after meeting each other within a 24 hour time period in the thread?)

The evening this person approached me, you would think that since we got along OOC and that they are aware that I have had health issues all month long that they might want to ask me how I am doing and find out first if this is playing a part in how “little” I have been rping with them….but no. I get a very blunt message about them wanting to drop all our threads. So naturally, I wanted to ask why because we seemed to be on good terms and our last response to our thread was from three days ago. (Which for me is not that long ago because I am a busy person.) They responded with the fact that they lost interest.

Fair enough. I was wondering if this was because they wanted to start fresh, wait until I was ready to roleplay more actively…or if this was some kind of break up. (Cuz trust me, I could smell awkward break-up vibes all over this convo and even called them out on it at one point because I was tired of dealing with them not being direct after that initial statement of wanting to drop our threads.) Their reasons – though legit I believe – started sounding more and more like excuses and misconceptions about my interest in our muses’ ship and the plot of our thread.  

I told them it was fine to lose interest in a ship and our threads, but I also wanted to assure them that I was invested in our thread and our characters interacting. But this person did not really pay attention to anything I had to say.  

This lead to my former rp partner going on a passive-aggressive tangent about how their muses are special, well developed, and deserve to be loved, they were not fluffy characters, they weren’t Mary Sues, and how it felt like they were writing their muse into a box with me to make the thread and ship work. All of that really came out of left field for me because I never said or did anything that I thought should make this person say all of this. I am also completely against people trying to tailor their muse to fit mine for a ship. So I was already low-key insulted by this point, because although I did not get blamed for that, all the other stuff being said made it obvious that they were salty.

And instead of coming to talk to me about any of this, or just telling me simply that they did not think our muses were compatible, they were taking stuff way too personal and making a lot of assumptions about my interest, and my time.  They even insinuated that my AUs are not fully developed. Like…wtf? My AUs are fine, and I fucking know this. Do not try and tell me they aren’t just because you are not happy with our thread.

Yes, I roleplay with a lot of people, but I did the math, and 2-3 threads is a drop in the bucket. I am a writer. It is not just a hobby of mine, it is my art, my talent, my specialty.  Roleplaying with as many as 30 threads between my two blogs made me write faster, and were it not for my health problems lasting all month, I think I could have completed NaNoWriMo for the first time ever even while going to College full-time!

Due to the lack of interest from their end about my side of things, and because they were fully aware of my roleplaying style being different from theirs (I am slower and not a smutty ship-driven roleplayer)  AND the fact that I have been physically ill or suffering from physical pain all month…I believe it is fair to say they did not care about me, the mun, as much as they did about their own enjoyment.

Some roleplayers are like that, and I am not mad because they did not care.

I am pissed because their attitude reminds me of how I have been mistreated and abused in the past by others for wanting me to write shippy/smutty things with our characters, and me not giving them what they wanted. (And I know this is a common problem for others in our community.)

So yeah, I do not care that this person wanted to leave because they were not happy rping with me. That is fine. Bye Felicia. But I feel like I do have a right to be pissed with someone getting so salty and jealous over things not going the way they wanted, that they disregard me as a person and make assumptions about me while knowing that I have an aversion to smut-rp for the reason I mentioned above.

Instead of blaming my ability to write “detailed plots” and getting defensive about how special their muses are, maybe they should have just come clean about only being interested in doing smutty rp ships.

It isn’t like I did not know that before. I can see their other threads on my dash too when I was following them.

That person was just trying to hide their reasons for losing interest. Because they knew it was a petty reason. And they were being an asshole trying not to look like an asshole. Pro Tip: being honest with me makes you less of an asshole than trying to cover up the truth.  

I do not judge other people for wanting to rp smut and for that being a motivating reason to rp.

What I don’t like is dealing with some fucking salty jealous person who has to assure themselves that their muses are special little snowflakes who deserve to be loved by projecting their shitty ideas and insecurities onto someone else, knowing exactly why they are hesitant to write smut with others.  

So yeah I am glad they packed their shit and left. Begone. Get your shitty attitude out of my fucking face because I have no energy or desire to deal with people who are needy for ships or smut but do not wanna invest the actual time in developing intimacy or an emotional bond to get that sort of reaction out of my muse without it being OOC. I have shipping rules for a reason and if you cannot follow them, I am not your cup of tea and you need to go find someone else to help you get off.

[septicquest]

CALLING ALL ARTISTS!

Attention: This is not a Septic Quest page. Rather this is just an announcement that relates to why I have not been posting here for such a long time. idk what will happen to SQ after this and idk how far this thing is going to go. I won’t blame you if you hate me for being hesitant on the matter or if you unfollow me for such an action. But if you do want to participate in this new project of mine, I will love and appreciate the shit out of you even after I die, I swear. Please don’t hate me. Thanks.

So I’m sure ya’ll are aware of this web series thing I’m doing called “Allister & Melody” right? With all the voice acting and the original story and music and stuff? Well if you didn’t know and you’ve been wondering why I haven’t gotten to doing things like Septic Quest and Jacksepticeye, there’s your answer. It’s cuz I’ve been working on an original story with...pretty much everything I just mentioned.

If ya’ll need a little hint about what it’s gonna look like, - here’s a link to the promo. -

However, I have hit a slight dent in the road. Here’s the story.

So who here was here from the very beginning of Septic Quest? You know, like BEFORE Jack started reblogging some pages?...I see a few hands out there. Well anyway, I made a HUGE mistake when I started making this comic. What was it you ask?

I was working on it ALONE!

Which is probably the biggest mistake I’ve ever made in my life.....okay, maybe not the biggest, but it was a kick in the ass nonetheless. You see, this comic was supposed to be a really really REALLY long story. Like, it had three volumes worth of story. Don’t get me wrong, I love every moment of this story and I wish I could get it out to the world somehow someday, but right now just isn’t the time. However, it is still kinda cannon to the story I’m currently writing. (and don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying you can’t accomplish anything big on your own, it’s just really really hard on your physical and mental health if you bite off more than you can chew. Especially if you’re someone like me.)

Why am I telling ya’ll all of this? Well....honestly I’m not really sure myself. idk if I’ll continue the story as a comic or if I’m going to hand if off to someone else anytime soon. My mind is actually focused on Allister & Melody at the moment. So if ya’ll really followed Septic Quest specifically for the Jacksepticeye story, this is pretty much goodbye for another long while. And ya’ll can stop reading at this point and go off on your day. Thanks for listening. ^^

...Still here? Oh cool, hopefully that means you care. Thanks! Although I’ll warn you a second time, from this point on it’s all an announcement about Al & Mel and how I need help on it.

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STILL HERE!? Man, you’re persistent...I like that in you. ^^

Alright fine, no more nonsense. I NEED HELP! I’m on a hunt for awesome artists and/or animators for my thing. I’m hosting an audition for artists to join my rank to make this story come alive! ....uh..speaking of story, maybe I should explain that first before I go any further, shouldn’t I? ^^’

Ya’ll remember Allister, right? He was that tall guy dressed in black in the SQ comic? Leader of Tutopia? Right, that guy. Well that’s him right in the middle of the pic there, and this is him AFTER Septic Quest.

The story is he’s stuck on Earth for unknown reasons (to the audience that is) and is forced to live on Earth with humans and limited powers. Along the way, he meets a young little girl named Melody (the little cutie blond dressed in green) who is strangely an angel almost just like him! Except this little girl is being hunted down by an organization called the Child Protection Agency (CPA) where they take care of lost kids in the streets. Lately, they’ve had their eyes on her because of the powers she has. Allister, being the only one who has actual knowledge of her powers, sees it upon himself to take care of Melody and keep her from any humans who may want to take advantage of her. Along the way, he meets some strange new friends as well as old enemies, and shenanigans ensue thus creating an opportunity for a little show to create!

So there ya go, that’s the synopsis of what’s going on. Now for info on the show itself. Like you saw in the promo (if you clicked it, if not, here it is again), it’s going to have original everything: original voice acting, original score, original animation. But it’s not FULLY animated since that would take WAAAAY too long for just one animator. This is where I need help. I made the mistake of not asking for help when I first created Septic Quest, and so I don’t intend on making that same mistake here. If any of ya’ll are interested in being part of this project along side me as an animator/artist (and/or if you’ve got nothing better to do), this is an opportunity for you!

However, this IS an audition. You are going to have to live up to my standards of art in order to be on this team. You won’t necessarily need to learn how to animate. You’ll mostly need to know how to draw some....complicated poses. All of the art is gonna be done like you see in the promo. I figured that was just the easiest way of doing this. Also, this is all voluntary work, so unfortunately you won’t get paid....I probably just lost a bunch of you just saying that.

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So here’s what you’ll need!

1. Pen Pad/tablet (or whatever you wanna call it) 2. Any GOOD art program you own, like Photoshop, Flash, SAI, ect. Stuff like MSPaint or sketchbook drawings won’t due. If you draw on a mobile device, I’ll have to look at it and approve it cuz that’s always up in the air. 3. A way of exporting files/images to me. A lot of this pics I’m going to want in PNG format, but JPEGs are also fine in some cases. 4. A Skype or Discord to keep in contact with me just to make things easier. If you’re one of those younger kids who have parents who don’t trust you on the internet (you know who you are) then PM me via however you can, weather it’s through this blog or my main blog, my twitter, my DA, my email (if you can find that one), or anywhere else I guess. But preferably, I would like to have you on Skype or Discord.

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If you have these things and you’re STILL interested in helping out, well then here’s how you’ll audition.

The way you’re going to be animating this is I will either give you a shot or a character or even a whole scene to animate depending on where your skills lie. You are first going to give me 3-5 pics of your best art as well as a pic or two of whatever character you want to animate (choose however many you want from the pic above). If you can draw that character well, then I’ll add you to the team. If not, don’t feel bad. I’ve got a special place for ones who try ;)

After that, there’s gonna be more info about how I’m going to separate ya’ll into drawing what. There’s gonna be deadlines for these things, so be prepared for that world of pain. In fact, the deadline for your auditions will be sometime after I get back from Bronycon (August 11-13) where I’ll be part of a panel featuring a sneak peak of the first episode all drawn by me. You can submit your auditions through tumblr submissions cuz idk how to work other internet things that involve submitting things. Submit them with your contact name and who you want to draw. It can be as many characters as you want.

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Okay, just a brief review of auditions cuz I know I’m gonna get questions later:

1. 3-5 pics of your best art. 2. One or two pics of whatever Al & Mel character you wanna animate (can be as many characters as you like. *refer to the pic up top*). 3. No MSPaint or sketchbook picture taken images. Only good digital art. 4. Have a Skype or Discord for contact purposes. 5. Submit to my tumblr @luximus with your pics along with your contact name. 6. Deadline is August 19. I’ll give several heads ups along the way.

If you have any more questions, ask me on my main blog. DO NOT ask in the Septic Quest blogs cuz these are unrelated to SQ. If you do, I won’t be able to answer them for you, so you have been warned. (watch as it happens anyway -_-) 

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aaaaand I think that’s about it. Don’t be afraid to submit your stuff early. The earlier, the better! Thanks for listening, happy drawing! ^^

[gifsbysimplysonia]

End of Day Sh!t Post - August 9, 2019

Today was SO DEAD at work that my co-worker and I left at lunch time so we could come on and work the rest of the day from home lol. We were like “If we do it together, less likely anyone will say anything to us.” And if they do ... I mean, there’s hardly anyone in the office on Fridays (which is part of the reason I like it; it’s SO LOUD where I sit otherwise), they have been keeping the office FREEZING in the summer time and we sit right under a vent, so we were both frozen today. We saw no point and our job duties aren’t dependent on us being in the office soooooooooooooo. Hopefully nobody notices or says anything cuz it doesn’t seem like anyone does when 1 of our co-workers literally disappears from her desk for 2 or 3 hours at a time, or another of our co-workers works several days from home with no valid reason (cuz we are only allowed a certain # of days at home; like I have earned 2). 

I went and got lunch and went to the post office when I left the office, got home, logged back on and it was still DEAD AS A DOORNAIL in terms of cases (not) coming in so I signed into a Personal Branding & Social Squad seminar. I’m NOT a sales person so I don’t need this at all as far as I’m concerned, but I figured, nothing else was going on. 

At one point, they asked us all:

And the first answers are supposed to be in terms of your job, but THEN you are supposed to consider it on a personal level. And, like, nothing I could think of for myself as a person was positive? LOL

What am I known for? Being a spazz, being too much, being loud

What am I passionate about? Pro-wrestling, drag queens, Chris Evans/Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes/Sebastian Stan, writing fan fiction - like, those are NOT the right answers lol

What are my strengths? .......... *crickets* Actually, I think I’m pretty good at being supportive? BUT ... I’m not sure that translates to a professional environment. Cuz if I don’t trust you as a teammate? I am SO doing the bare minimum for you because you’ve already let me down or  made me look bad. But the people who show me they are willing to learn, work with me, and trust me at what I do? I kind of spoil them and go above and beyond cuz it’s like, “Oh ok, you do for me so anything you need, I got you.” Whereas personally, if you’re a friend, I’ma have your back REGARDLESS. I honestly can’t think of another strength, though. Like, professionally, I am attentive to details, I am fast at what I do, I work hard, and all of that is reflected in my case ratings, thank gosh. But personally? I have never felt like I’m a strong PERSON. I feel like I’m just out here existing, using oxygen and taking up space. I don’t know that I have any VALUE beyond what I do at my job, y’know? Like, at least when I’m working, I am useful in some capacity. When I’m just being me? Not so much.

What’s my communication style? Loud & obnoxious? At work, we had to get assessed about what style we are, and my results shocked the hell out of me:

Driver

Hard-working and ambitious, drivers tend to be the group leaders who value getting the job done with excellent results.  Drivers are apt to be decisive, competitive, hard driving and good at delegating to others.  They like to be where the action is and are likely to enjoy taking risks.  Their focus is on winning, being successful and making things happen.  They need options and prefer it when others are direct.

On the downside, they can be pushy, demanding, dominating, tough and exclude others from decision-making.  Under stress, they become autocratic and order others around.

I would categorize myself as:

Analytical

Quick to think and slow to speak, the Analytic person values accuracy in the details and likes to be right.  This is a person who plans thoroughly before deciding to act, is persistent, highly organized, cautious and logical.  The Analytical prefers to work alone and has a tendency to be introverted.

The Analytical person is focused on process, tasks and doing things the right way.  They prefer a rational approach, logical thinking, solid documentation and careful planning.  The down side is that they can be critical, picky, perfectionistic and stubborn, as well as indecisive.  Their tendency under stress is to avoid others.

Analytical is SO me, just even in life! But for whatever reason, the questions I answered resulted in me being a Driver, which I think is BS. 

What do I want to be FOUND for? I’m not sure I understand this question. Like, if someone Googles me, what category do I wanna come up under? I’m not sure about this one. Ideally, in a perfect world, I’d want to come up under “writing” or “writer” but that’s not how things are. 

Then they started going through setting up a good LinkedIn Profile and I’m not on there so I tuned out after “You need a professional headshot.” This is all stuff I’m sure I SHOULD pay attention to in case I end up in the job market again because, as this seminar said, all first impressions seem to be digital nowadays. But like ... I’m a mess in person and online so it fits that those would match I guess lol. 

I hate self reflecting or analyzation cuz I can never come up with overwhelming positives so I’m always left feeling wanting, y’know? Why is it so much easier to be hard on ourselves than to think or believe anything positive/complimentary?

Does anyone else flat out PANIC when they get a new follower on here? I think the goal for MOST is to gain followers to reach a wider audience, but not for me cuz I have nothing to say or nothing significant to share. So when someone starts following me and it’s not just a porn blog ... I’m like, oh NO someone got DUPED by something I did or said and now they are going to follow expecting, like, something of quality! And when it never happens, they are going to be so upset they wasted the time!! :( 

One person from my past told me getting involved with me was false advertising and I just ... that has always been a net around my mind and heart. I don’t want to EVER unintentionally “fool” anyone EVER AGAIN. That’s why I try to broadcast it everywhere I can:

And most people think it’s a joke, but I’m just trying to be as HONEST as possible so y’all can hit that unfollow and not waste your time or be disappointed in any way. I, like, have nothing to offer so if you came here looking, I’m so sorry! 

[wishgavin-blog]

rules & mun.

general etiquette.

please be respectful. i don’t think that needs to be repeated. you’re free to critique certain aspects about my muse, but i can guarantee you their core personality is something i won’t change. also, if you’re going to critique my muse, just don’t be a dick about it, and be constructive please

i’m hugely all for the idea of casually IM’ing, and the concept doesn’t scare me, even if it’s just to spot-check on little details here and there. i’m also well-known for freely im’ing people, so just let me know if that makes you uncomfortable!

if i interact with you, it means i’ve read your bio, probably multiple times! you don’t have to worry about that.

roleplaying.

hey so i have a life; please don’t pester me repeatedly about our threads. probably once a week is a good time to poke me.

don’t godmod ( attempt to control my muse during your reply ) cuz that’s pretty bad. if during your reply, you want my muse to do something, 90% of the time it’s cool, but please just double-check with me in an IM or something. 

in fact, i pretty much only roleplay with plots involved. they can be silly or lighthearted, or dark if you want, but i’m just no good at random starters where two folks who know nothing about each-other just kinda gotta smoosh themselves together. it’s weird sometimes okay. that being said, i’m cool with pretty much any topic and i’m always down for an interesting thread where they Don’t Just smoosh into each-other y’know.

my IMs are always open for plotting and stuff, and once we get to know one-another and i’m cool with you, i can hand out my discord.

i don’t rp nsfw. that doesn’t mean i’m against it; hell i’m all for it, but the idea of writing it out just seems to go on longer than i ever would like. i’m usually all for the idea of rp’ing foreplay and aftercare, but not really the act, y’know? fade to blacks are where it’s at with me. also if you’re a minor, i won’t even do that sorta stuff with you. it’s illegal kids.

i do rp other stuff, like violence, etc., and i will most definitely tag it as well as put a read more before the triggering thing happens. more on that in the tagging section. i’m usually okay with most topics ( unless it’s otherwise stated in my mun section with my own triggers ), but run it by me first.

while klavier isn’t most known for swearing, it might be on this blog. i curse like a sailor and i don’t usually think about tagging it, but if it makes you uncomfortable i’ll def make exceptions!

also while i have some pretty predetermined headcanons for my muse’s relationships with others, i’m always down to discuss it and compromise. it isn’t fair for me to have complete control, or you to have complete control, of the headcanon present unless we both look at each-other and agree with it. this goes especially for kristoph and daryan. even though they’re mentioned with predetermined relationships and dynamics in mind, i’m always down to change it with you specifically ( though it won’t be changed on the bio, it’ll still apply with your specific interaction, y’know? ).

i always kinda try to go with the writing flow, but not necessarily match length. i’m always down for one- and some-liners, but if i give you a paragraph, please don’t give me a one-liner. i get the impression you’re not interested, so if you don’t wanna give that impression just Don’t do that. i also won’t try to give you paragraphs if we’ve established a one- and some-liner flow. 

i also don’t use icons? so that’s a thing. it’s too hard to keep up with all of them man.

following.

as on my description, i’m selective. i won’t follow you unless i wanna interact with you.

i’m also more selective about multi-verse characters, especially if it’s a fandom i don’t know ( and i don’t know a lot of fandoms, so just bear with me ). this counts for professor layton, since i haven’t played PL vs. AA. if you’re an oc, i’m cool with that, just please have a bio so i know who i’m working with and how my muse could interact with them best.

i don’t follow / rp with personal blogs. also if you’re a personal, please don’t reblog my posts.

i will not follow if ( don’t take these personally it’s not your fault! ) — you’re a double; you don’t have a rules / mun page; you don’t have an about; you don’t trim posts; i don’t see how our characters could interact ( within and outside of ace attorney fandom )

i will unfollow if — you post a lot of ooc things not relevant to rp; your rp blog is also your personal but also not sometimes you know the ones; you say something against my beliefs; if something on your blog makes me uncomfortable. i’m not really obligated to tell you why if we aren’t super close

shipping.

hoo boy so klavier is a big gay. he’s literally never thought about dating a girl in his life. please don’t try to convince him or me.

this blog is multi-ship, and what relationships he’s in can be found in his verses ( if you care about that stuff idk ). ships are based off chemistry, as i’m the kinda person that likes the softer, more romantic feelings between muses and a lot of intentional strife for the sake of Ship Drama and Constant Angst makes me tired. like i’m all for occasional angst for relationship development but like please

if you even think about shipping klavier and kristoph please leave. actually let me know who you are first so i can block you and tell my friends to block you too. that’s how much i’m against it

there’s never gonna be a situation where klavier’s gonna have a healthy relationship with daryan. i’m all for it in an unhealthy way but if you try to make your daryan ooey-gooey and suddenly everything klavier’s ever wanted, it’s weird, out of canon, and i’m not for it. the man went to jail for smuggling shit in klavier’s own guitar and blew it up to destroy the evidence he doesn’t love him That Much.

klavier is a frivolous big gay flirt and he’ll probably flirt with any male muse that’s age-appropriate. i don’t ship klavier with anyone under the age of 20 ( so 21+ for the folks at home watching ). no minors, of course, for obvious reasons, but i’m also deeply uncomfortable with the idea of a 25 year old man being together with a fresh adult. it’s not pedophilia sure but i still find it morally wrong as to why a 25 year old man can’t find a relationship with people his age. don’t try to convince me or i’ll hard block you like so fast.

mun.

    hello! i’m ji-ji, your local nonbinary blob on the internet! i’m 21 years old and use they/them pronouns!

i have clinically diagnosed depression, anxiety, and borderline personality disorder ( bpd ), and i’m currently going to university, so such things can definitely intrude on my reply speed and motivation.

i also happen to be a part of and mod a pokemon rp group, which is my main fandom! considering this is a secondary / side fandom, i might not be on this blog that often. that being said, i’m relatively new to indie rp, and especially that of ace attorney rp. the last time i did indie ( though it was here on tumblr ), was back before we had im’ing, if that tells you anything! so the new landscape of indie and how it works is rather daunting for me, so please be patient!

i have triggers, but they’re only brought about without proper warning, IE if you don’t run it by me and it happens very suddenly. these triggers are: major character death, verbal abuse, & emotional abuse — namely gaslighting. again, if this is brought up ahead of time, it’s fine, minus the major character death. please don’t have your muse up and die on me mid-thread.

the only games i haven’t played are Professor Layton vs. Ace Attorney and Investigations 2 ( though i’ll get to it… i’ll get to it alright… )

i really love making new friends and ace attorney is one that i’m really passionate about and have been in for a long time! you’re always free to IM me just to talk about stuff!

thank you for reading this. you’re wonderful 💕

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[witchofdiscourse]

RP Drama Analysis: Why You Shouldn’t Namedrop in Your Rules whether you were the Victim or Not.

Well what is one common thing we see in alot of rules today which is probably a peeve to those who wanna avoid drama?

Namedropping in rules. What is that you say?

Well lets see an example of what those are then.

This is for my health and safety and I need this rule FOLLOWED at all costs; if you follow (insert mun name or url), please DO NOT FOLLOW ME. Click here for the evidence of their abusive behavior or ask me off anon. If I catch you interacting with (insert mun name or url) I WILL BLOCK YOU.

And of course. This isn’t the only example out there, but they are out there in several other variations you may have come across.

Now, we are gonna talk about not only why this is actually rather silly to do, and why this will not prevent drama but actually keep circulating drama all around.

As this is a drama analysis post, I will use a past drama which I Mod Phobos has encountered in the past to talk about this matter. Although some of you may or may not be aware of this drama, all names of both parties will be censored and we will not talk about which fandom this is exactly for privacy.

It all started with Person B unfollowing Person A over a rule which was broken (which Person A was rather strict with over a particular rule.). Although Person B seemingly accepted the fact first, they eventually removed Person A from their skype and started vagueblogging them and make short callouts over them and their friend.

This eventually started in a flurry of callout posts and vagueblogging from Person A’s side consisting of their friends and Person B’s friends, eventually sucking almost everybody in the fandom in. The war in the fandom caused a few people to leave the RPC, and resulted in both Person A and Person B making namedrops in their rules, accusing both parties of being abusers.

The namedropping rules you ask? Still remain in both parties’ rule to this day despite this entire debacle happening roughly 2 years ago. The old URL Person B has used is now saved by Person A and made it a callout blog almost after a year later.

....As you can probably see, there is already ALOT wrong in this entire story on the actions of both parties.

Person B on the first place shouldn’t have called out and vagueblogged Person A. Cuz as well all know! Calling out and vagueblogging is something people don’t really like....You know the drill?

Now although Person A may be the victim here, Person A only made this entire situation worse by responding to Person B’s vagueblogs and callouts which is very likely what Person B exactly wanted from Person A.

AND for both parties, both Person A and Person B managed to not put an end to this drama at all by having each of their names and their friends dropped in the rules and still keeping up with the mess even now. And of course, the callout blog too, is only giving the entire fandom a very bad name, by reviving something which both parties should have MOVED ON long ago.

What Should have been Done

First off. If someone keeps harassing you like how Person B did from vagueblogging and calling out on you on what you have NEVER done and even go as far as namedropping.....

Alright. This is easier said than done but. Here is one magic trick which will make your life SO MUCH easier:

IGNORE THEM.

IGNORE IGNORE IGNORE. As someone who was bullied alot in middle school, I learned that ignoring really does the trick. People like Person B want a REACTION. Bullies want REACTIONS from their victims. They live off that.

Sure, it is absolutely tempting to call out back and show receipts of your side to prove the other wrong, but in reality it is the same as removing a scab off a fresh wound. So don’t respond to them because those people live off drama and will want your reaction so they can pump more drama for their minds to feed on.

In fact! Here is the reward of ignoring and not saying anything: When you don’t respond to anything, you won’t have ANY anxiety over what is gonna come next at all if they try to respond back to you. Just let them spur all the shit they wanna say at you until they run out of it. 

It may take a while! Sure! But you can do it! So guess what? Just move on as if nothing is happening and don’t make any single mention of what exactly is going on.

However, I am not trying to say to bottle it all up and keep it to yourself. If you are feeling at the very bottom because of this, open up skype/discord/whatever and talk to the friends you trust in private about what has been going down the drain. I always do this when discourse happens and it absolutely helps to talk in private rather than being public about it.

Even after the drama is over, it can be a sour sight to see your mutuals interact with that person who caused discourse yes, but guess what. This is a community for you. You gotta roll with people you don’t like sometimes. Its just like adult life children; you ‘otta roll with people you absolutely cannot stand. And controlling your followers on who they can follow and not follow is not the way.

Even I, Mod Phobos and fellow Mod Beato/Sayo has people we absolutely cannot stand but guess what? We ain’t name dropping and we just roll on and just stick with stuff we like. 

Be positive. Stay outta trouble. Don’t contribute to trouble. And stick with your friends well.

I hope this helped some of you out there and please do comment or criticize as we are all open and we won’t bite!

~Mod Phobos.

[hiironofusha]

I'm a little confused with your headcanons regarding your muse. You say he's Prompto's brother, but he's also the prince of Niflheim, but he's Verstael's son, not Aldercapt... but he has Aldercapts last name... but he's actually Loqi Tummelt? But he can summon the Armiger, but if he doesn't know about his history then does he know he was blessed by the Crystal? Wouldn't that be a telling sign? It feels very confusing, I'm just asking for clarification. :)

Hey~! I’m sorry I make my muses so complicated usdkctyasdhvtfdrk. I need to stop that OTL Technically this prince is still in development too. I mean I barely started RPing as him because one of my muses took over haha. I also made this blog I think around the middle of last month or late last month? But anyway, allow me to try to explain the best way I can. 

Warning though: This post is going to get long, because I have no idea how to shorten things sometimes

Also once again for those that may be reading this, all of this is completely headcanon/AU-based, because “canonically” we literally know nothing about the supposed Prince of Niflheim and he never made it to the final project. Like I said before in my previous post in regards to the whole “Loqi situation”, if Loqis out there feel uncomfortable about this or feel like our muses may not be able to interact due to complications, we don’t have to 100% go with my headcanon that Hamlet is the “real” Loqi. And hell “Loqi” and “Tummelt” can probably be common names in Niflheim lol. They could coincidentally both be named “Loqi Tummelt” cuz it could possibly be a common name in Niflheim haha. You can also unfollow me if you feel like your muse really wouldn’t be able to interact with mine due to the complications haha.

Another warning: Things might get dark and messed up and become kind of disturbing, and there will be mentions of blood.

This Loqi here, AKA this muse, is the real Loqi. He was born before the Loqi we know in the game. He’s not the same Loqi we know in the game. This Loqi was pretty much adopted by Iedolas and he gave him the name “Hamlet Aldercapt”. Iedolas was aware that Verstael was going to have a son and he and his wife had already given him a name: Loqi. Loqi RPers that follow me can think whatever they want and I will respect their portrayal and headcanons, but for me when I started working on this muse I tended to headcanon the Loqi we see in the game is either actually one of Verstael’s failed experiments that didn’t get turned into an MT or a daemon, or Verstael adopted him and knowing his wife (Emilia) wanted to name their to-be-born son Loqi, he named him Loqi Tummelt. He was going to give him his lastname, but despite becoming a literal crazy mad scientist and probably did other horrible things, he did regret abandoning Emilia and their unborn son (at the time) behind, so he wanted something to remember his wife, I guess? Haha. And so the Loqi Tummelt we see in the game, Verstael gave him the name Loqi Tummelt so he wouldn’t forget his wife, Emilia Tummelt. Also why did Verstael abandon his wife and his at the time unborn son? I had said in one of my other previous headcanons that she was drugged to become a daemon later by Verstael, but then I had a thought to change it since it’s a canon fact that Verstael actually use to be a man that wanted peace for the world of something. Anyway, there was a contagious naga daemon they ran into that carried a disease and it was about to attack Verstael. When that naga daemon was about to attack him, Emilia pretty much took the hit and was bitten by that daemon. Verstael knew that when she had been bitten by that daemon that carried a contagious daemonic disease, she would eventually turn into a daemon too. Emilia was also 6 months pregnant with Hamlet AKA this Loqi. I’m gonna call him Hamlet from now on to lessen the confusion of having two Loqis haha.

When Emilia was 8 ½ months pregnant with Hamlet, Verstael abandoned her in that ice cave(?) at that waterfall place where you can fight that Midgarsormr monster. He was there in hopes he would be able to seek Ramuh’s aid so he could be guided to the correct path for peace or something like that, because Verstael was actually a man that wanted peace until things happened (and either Iedolas or Ardyn got to his head and now Verstael is a literal mad scientist). He also wanted to seek aid to cure his wife from the daemonic disease she got from getting bitten by a contagious naga daemon (Luna wasn’t born at the time and there was no oracle, and Ardyn had been stripped of his healing abilities). He saw Emilia had already become literally blinded from the disease that took over her. Half of her face had also become affected, turning slightly black/gray from the disease (oh shit, sounds like the starscourge disease). This is where Verstael leaves her and unborn Hamlet behind, because he knew she was going to become a daemon and he was also afraid of the possibility that she would give birth to a literal daemonic child, because you know, if you’ve become contagious and you’re pregnant, the disease can actually spread to your unborn child too.

A month later, Hamlet is born in the cave that Verstael abandoned him and Emilia in. After she gave birth, of course she would be weak and frail, and so because she had become frail from giving birth, she then became a naga daemon.

Coincidentally, Ardyn was passing by this cave because he wanted to speak with Ramuh for whatever reason, despite knowing Ramuh may not want to talk to him because the Gods/Astrals probably do not like him since he literally became impure from healing others from the scourge in the past long long ago, he hears the sound of a baby crying and finds it. He was aware Verstael was going to have a son, and he did meet Emilia before. Ardyn actually never planned on doing anything to Emilia because he saw no point in it, I’d just like to point that out, and so he literally never did anything bad to her (yay). They’d talk sometimes as acquaintances, but not as much. He was also aware that Emilia was pretty much affected by the scourge, thanks to the contagious naga daemon that bit her (Emilia told him that). So while seeing Emilia as an unconcious naga daemon, and seeing a newborn boy beside her, Ardyn figured out that the newborn boy there is Emilia and and Verstael’s son. Now here comes the blood mention. When Ardyn found “Hamlet”, he literally saw in blood the name “Loqi T” on the baby. Emilia wrote that on her baby with her own blood in hopes someone would find this child she named when Emilia became no more. I won’t dive into how she wrote it with her own blood because even for me the thought of it is EXTREMELY disturbing, but hey, it’s for the sake of story development, but I’m still not gonna dive into how exactly she wrote “Loqi T” on her baby in her own blood. She didn’t use a knife or any sort of sharp object, I’ll tell you guys that though. BUT ANYWAY… Ardyn figured the “T” was suppose to spell “Tummelt”, but Emilia had already fallen unconcious as she tried to finish writing “Tummelt”. So Ardyn figured the baby was suppose to be named “Loqi Tummelt”. Emilia’s lastname is Tummelt, and Verstael’s is Besithia.

Here’s where this Loqi becomes “Hamlet Aldercapt”:

Ardyn took the newborn kiddo back to Niflheim and he actually did take care of the newborn kiddo a bit with nursing milk formula he bought at a store while he was still in Lucis lol. When he returned to Niflheim, he presented the newborn kiddo to Verstael, informing him in his manipulative tone of voice that Emilia had given birth to the kiddo and he shouldn’t have left them behind. Verstael examines the kiddo, seeing he is a human boy and not a daemon (yay). However, he thinks that considering his wife was infected, his son may be even part-daemon, because of the daemonic disease his wife had been infected with. Unfortunately he does have a little bit of daemon blood in him because of that, but no one knows if it’s infected or not. No one literally bothered to check. Even Ardyn, but Ardyn gets a feeling that it might be, but who knows? I wanna leave it up toothers and even myself to make things fun haha. Ardyn also informs that Emilia turned into a naga daemon and is most likely no more of who she was before when she was a human. She probably won’t remember when she was a human, Ardyn assumed, and he tells Verstael he should “reunite” with his wife for the better, but then Verstael is like “Nope. If she can’t remember me or our son, I can’t go. I’m totally not scared boo hoo,” and starts getting all edgy on Ardyn hahahaha. Ardyn pretty much is like “Okay, I’ll just give him to Iedolas. Bye loser.” So Ardyn goes to Iedolas and informs him about the whole situation where he found Hamlet, his mom turned into a daemon, his dad apparently doesn’t want him because he’s afraid of his son, yadi yadi yada. And then Ardyn thinks “Heyyyy, we could use a Prince for this nation to you know, defeat the other nations and he can bring us some hostages that we can make daemons and MTs out of, because Verstael needs experiments. That might be cruel though, but it’s not up to me. I’d take him but unfortunately I’m unable to raise a child anymore without being such an asshole that I am, and I do not want to be responsible for how I raise him.” Iedolas considers the thought of raising Hamlet to be a prince and to also probably screw with his thoughts later when he grows so he can be in second place to take Niflheim’s throne when it’s time for Iedolas to go, and to also pretty much guard the crystal, lead an army of regular soldiers and MTs, etc. Basically Iedolas wants to use him to do his dirty work, so he decides to adopt this Loqi and give him the name “Hamlet Aldercapt”.

When Hamlet turned a year old as a baby, he had basically been blessed by the crystal to actually become Niflheim’s new Emperor when it’s time for Iedolas to go, which had also granted him the ability to summon multiple weapons like the Lucis Caelum bloodline. I like to headcanon that only royal bloodlines can summon multiple weapons and that it’s up to them if they want to grant their followers the ability to summon weapons as well. Hamlet doesn’t know he has these powers until he turned 8 years old, he was mentored by Ardyn on how to control his abilities, but at the same time it was sort of manipulation so that he could end the Lucis Caelum bloodline as well as the Nox Fleuret bloodline and the Aldercapt bloodline. In a way this was so there would be no more monarchy and war, and everyone could live in peace without monsters or something. In reality even if there was world peace, there would probably still be monsters out there somewhere. Hamlet has no idea that he was blessed with the crystals powers, and Ardyn doesn’t really tell him about it but just tells him that he was born and blessed with it, but he doesn’t tell him the crystal blessed him with those powers.

NOW FINALLY, ABOUT THE WHOLE THING ABOUT THE LOQI WE KNOW IN THE GAME AND PROMPTO:

The Loqi we see in the game, I tend to headcanon he was abandoned somewhere in Niflheim by his own family too, and I guess luckily he was found by Verstael. While Verstael was feeling the guilt of abandoning his wife and kid because he feared his wife was going to become a daemon and that their son was probably going to become one too, he adopted that Loqi, and even before Hamlet was born, they had already decided to name him Loqi, but who’s lastname was he going to have? Verstael’s or Emilia’s? Going back to the thought on Emilia, in the end she most likely started to hate her husband for abandoning her while she was frail as well as their son who was unborn at the time, she gave him her lastname, Tummelt. Meanwhile Verstael, he still wanted a part of his wife with him, and even though the Loqi we see in the game may or may not be related to Verstael by blood, he names this abandoned kid he fount “Loqi Tummelt”, so now I guess there’s two Loqis lmao. The Loqi who is actually a false prince, considering that he’s actually Verstael and Emilia’s kid by blood, and a Loqi that Verstael found abandoned somewhere in Niflheim.

As for Prompto, we all know he was a test tube baby or something like that, but before I get into that, warning: this might get disturbing. I’m assuming “canonically” Verstael made him with his own DNA in a test tube or something like that once again. He had a bit of Emilia’s DNA on him too. I won’t get that deep into it because I even find it quite disturbing, but I have it in my head for logical development reasons lol. I’ll just say though that Verstael and Emilia did do the do, and the rest of the thought is up to you guys on how he still had some of Emilia’s DNA on him. BUT ANYWAY, so Verstael made Prompto with his and Emilia’s DNA in a test tube thing. In reality, I hate to say, but if we consider that Emilia is pretty much dead and she turned into a daemon, that would leave Prompto motherless and technically if we consider that he was a test tube baby, he is “canonically” motherless, because Emilia is pretty much dead, but even with that I still like to think that the naga daemon we saw in that one cave is Hamlet’s mother as well as Prompto’s mother because if she were still alive and if life hadn’t kicked her ass and Prompto was born from her, she’d definitely be his mother too, making him and Hamlet related by blood. SO ANYWAY AGAIN, how is Prompto related to Hamlet? Because Verstael is actually Hamlet’s dad too, but Hamlet doesn’t know that and he doesn’t know that he’s actually not of royalty, and as we know, Prompto was a test tube baby made by Verstael’s DNA (and Emilia’s), which would make Verstael Prompto’s dad too, and that would make Hamlet and Prompto related, biologically. I guess considering Verstael had adopted Loqi (not Hamlet-Loqi), that’d make Loqi their brother too, even though they’re not related by blood at all to Loqi, but Verstael adopted him, so therefore Loqi is Hamlet and Prompto’s brother too.

TL;DR

I SUCK AT EXPLAINING, BUT HAMLET HAD A FUCKED UP LIFE. VERSTAEL ABANDOEND HIM BEFORE HE WAS BORN, ADOPTED THE LOQI WE SEE IN-GAME AND NAME HIM AFTER HIS AT THE TIME UNBORN SON AND ALSO GAVE HIM HIS WIFE’S LASTNAME TO KEEP A PART OF HER IN HIS THOUGHTS OR SOMETHING, AND HE MADE PROMPTO IN A TEST TUBE WITH HIS AND EMILIA’S DNA, AND THEREFORE HAMLET, LOQI, AND PROMPTO ARE RELATED. Hamlet is the oldest, Loqi is the middle, and Prompto is the youngest.

I’m sorry my muse is so complicated and it’s my fault that I make everything complicated ;^; But I hope this starts to make sense????? Hamlet pretty much knows nothing about his true identity with being the “real” Loqi Tummelt and that he’s the son of a regular but evil mad scientist (Verstael), and the son of a regular nurse (Emilia). Hamlet is not of royal blood at all and neither are his family, but the crystal chose him to become the new Emperor of Niflhiem, because Iedolas was going to die eventually and deemed Hamlet would be worthy. Hamlet would probably be the first non-royal to have become an Emperor for Niflheim.