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#Muns edits#nebula-drcams#I would have done Nemu but I don't feel comfortable using other people's art without their permission 😭#And I was feeling to lazy to doodle something :^V#So I hope this is okay!#glitch#eye strain#ask to tag#bright colors
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Okay but in all seriousness the way you use color just shifts something in my brain whenever I see it, ESPECIALLY when you choose vibrant colors for the entire piece or only add one vibrant color because just AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH the way I'm SOBBING every time because it's so damn good
Also when you opt for more pastel colors????? It's been a while but back during ✨️our Kirby days✨️ you posted an art piece of Meta Knight sitting in the moonlight and just. The lines, the moon popping out thanks to the limited color pallet, the pastels, the way you made him So Fucking Shaped. It's literally the first thing that comes to my mind whenever I think of Meta. It's just such a stunning artwork like hhhhnnnnggggggGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH IT'S SO GOOD YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE IT
AAGHHHHH THANK YOU SO SO MUCH
this made me smile sm
im rlly proud of that meta knight ur talking about.. it was originally a physical sketch but i liked it sm i turned it digital and then i got silly with the colors
ive always been proud of my colors, but in the past (like idk 7 years ago) i had a weird limited approach to things. i figured out the trick of like,, taking something whose base color is pink and shading with purple. and then that was all i would do, because it pretty consistently made stuff that was pleasing to look at
and i developed a bit on that sorta style for years until my spamton era happened. i started using mspaint a TON and it radically changed my approach to coloring. having to both go into a seperate menu to select colors AND having the black/white slider be required to color pick Made it so that i had to experiment a lot more. mess around, maybe try a lower saturation. and after a while i started getting obsessed with grey tones.
my old old art was all super colorful, but in a sorta predictable way. its nice but didnt leave much of an impression
but in like my current era i use a lot of toned down colors. desaturated, greyish in betweens, playing with warm greys v cool greys, actually appreciating complementary colors
butyeah thats all to say. uh. i like colors a lot and i think about them alot
there r always new ways to approach coloring something and u can make some crazy stuff
ill admit that i feel like alot of my doodles n stuff look a little samey atm. u can tell what colors i default to when im feelin lazy lmao (cream, teal, green, warm pink, etc. all desaturated of course) but then again i havent been drawing much lately, the sample size isnt super big
i wanna make more shit i just never have the ideas or motivation.. i jsut end up doodling fish furries lol
uh i got distracted. anyways. thank u sm.....
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Undertale AU Idea
I was inspired by a glitch when you override a Good Ending with the Hikikomori ending. you get something called the Kel Ending (as named by the fandom) where both endings happen at the same time. (Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FkZqGWQ4II ) And so what if: I did that with Undertale The player does a true pacifist route. and the last place they saved was before the Sans Judgement. but they wanted to experience a genocide route but were too chicken and lazy to kill anyone
and so they download a save file of a genocide route and put it in their game. and so when they boot up the game everyone feels wrong
They all remember dying. but are all alive. They remember both the genocide and pacifist route.
and they all look like they died. Toriel has a huge scar on her. Papyrus can't keep their head on. Undyne is constantly melting but keeps on refusing to die. Alphys is just hella traumatized even though all of her friends are fine. MTT is perfectly fine but stuck in their Neo form. and Sans is unsure how to judge the player. everyone after Sans is normal (Flowey, Chara, Asgore) but Flowey remembers both the genocide and pacifist runs, and Asgore is unsure why everyone dead but no one is. and Chara, while they don't exist due to the pacifist route, SHOULD exist thanks to the Genocide route, so they're trying to force themselves to exist but is unable to because Gaster is tampering with the AU. they're stuck out of bounds. a void. but they can watch everything. and so they sorta tampered with the code so now the Save File can't be deleted, can't be tampered with, and can't be reset in any way. and every time the human tries, they just reset back to the sans judgment. Chara and Gaster are in a feud because Gaster wants to watch this experiment and Chara wants to take over and get Frisk Soul and Gaster won't let them. anyway, rants over. I think this would be an interesting AU. might do some doodles of this... unsure what to call it... if you have name suggestions or ideas for the AU please reblog, Ask, or comment and lemme know!!
or I may make this an Alternate Timeline for Soulweaver
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the little things ; haikyuu boys
synopsis; the little things he does that show just how much he loves you
pairings; karasuno x reader, aoba johsai x reader, fukurodani x reader, nekoma x reader, shiratorizawa x reader
genre; fluff
warnings; will make u hate being single <3
karasuno ━━
sugawara koshi; whenever your hair gets caught in anything, he’s so gentle yet quick at fixing it. if your hair is long, and you pull a bag or a shirt and your hair gets tucked in, he’ll wordlessly pull it out. if your hair is short and a bracelet or zipper gets caught he just continues whatever he was doing (talking to someone else for e.g.) while helping you out. also always makes sure your hair isn’t bothering you; if you’re leaning over writing something, he’ll always tuck it behind your ear so lovingly ahhh
daichi sawamura; massages. he’s descended from heaven for this purpose only. his hands are rough and like hard on your muscles, but it’s so perfect. he’ll approach you when you’re in school sitting anywhere, from behind, and just knead his hands into your muscles for a few seconds. euphoric. or if you live together, he always greets you with back/shoulder/neck massages in the bathtub hvjkwkd.
nishinoya yuu; always makes you try his food. always. whether it’s with a group of people or just you two, he just goes “hey babe open ur mouth” with this face 😏 bc he’s cheeky, and just shoves a mouthful of food. spoiler alert, it’s always way too hot. but it’s just tradition at this point. he takes a bite of his food, decides if it’s worthy enough for your mouth or not, then just. yeah.
kageyama tobio; buys you a snack whenever he gets his milk. if you’re special special, he’ll buy you your own carton of milk. he goes up to the vending machine and automatically thinks of you when he sees your fave snack, and it’s like mindless at this point he just routinely does it. it still surprises you to this day, even when he’s so nonchalant about it.
tsukishima kei; kisses your forehead. tsukki is not too big on pda, and even privately he’s not very touchy feely either tbh. but just a simple peck on your forehead grounds you, and it’s a small reminder of the fact that despite his outward coldness, he really does love you. he rarely does it in front of others, but sometimes, he’ll indulge both you and him, and settle a small kiss on your temple just randomly.
asahi azumane; anime jesus always has a hair tie/clip carried around for you on his wrist/in his pockets. i mean he’s always needing them, he just stocks up when he starts dating you. somehow he’s always there when you’re frustrated with your hair all over the place what a savior. later on it evolves to him carrying around your scrunchie and yes the boys make fun yes he blushes but no he does not take it off.
tanaka ryunosuke; carries you on his back, or your things, when you’re too tired to walk. whether that be if you’re too tired because of your heels or you’re just lazy, he just loves helping you out what a respectful gentleman. honestly it just becomes that every time he sees you he like barricades over to you so quick and flips you onto his shoulder or spins you around. anyways. walking with tanaka means walking empty handed bc he will never let you carry anything. ( shifts pile of bags on one arm just to hold your hand ).
hinata shoyo; learns hairstyles to try on you. whether it be short hair or long hair, expect his youtube search history to look a lot like “how to make a french braid” or “cute hairstyles for short hair for your cute girlfriend”. he’s always so entranced by you and watches so carefully whenever you do anything on your hair, and he gets do excited whenever you let him try and he gets it right. also !!! a lot of the times you’ll sit between his legs and he’ll just softly card his fingers through your hair or lightly braid it.
yamaguchi tadashi; buys you flowers a lot. he doesn’t overdo it, just so it doesn’t lose its value and worth. but for example, mondays suck ass and he knows how much you hate them, so he always makes sure to either leave a single rose on your desk/in your locker or give it to you himself if he can. it’s so endearing and motivating honestly, and the constant reminder every once in a while is so cute. continues to do it even like 3 years in, which is so fkn sweet honestly.
nekoma ━━
kuroo tetsurō; plans the best dates. seriously. like not one moment spent with him is dull. i don’t think being with kuroo entails a high energy relationship, i just mean that even a walk in the park is fun with him. he also always knows when to plan a fancy dinner and when it’s just something casual. like he always puts in so much effort, gives 120%, for every date with you. is your favorite band/singer/artist in town? he’s got tickets. the weather is amazing? you’re going to the beach. you’re sleep deprived? nap dates. 10/10
kozume kenma; he teaches you how to play his games. the fact that he’s letting you touch the console in itself says enough, but whenever he buys a new one, and learns it thoroughly enough, he will always sit by you and teach you its ways. picture you sitting in his lap while he guides your hands <333 if you’re not a gamer, he’s actually v flattered by the fact you’re willing to sit through this w him. but if you are a gamer, expect daily competitions. oh and if you beat him? you’re dead to him :).
haiba lev; instead of reaching for things that you’re too short for to grab it himself, he just lifts you up lmfao. i mean w the way he teases yaku, i can imagine he’d be v teasing with you as well if you’re even an inch shorter than him. but fret not! it’s all in the name of love. he’s very loving though, and if he sees you struggling he’ll just wordlessly hoist you up from your waist or something. at first it’s terrifying, but later on it just makes you giggle cause he’s like so willing to do it and it’s effortless for him hehe.
yaku morisuke; always makes sure you’re taking care of yourself, but kinda aggressively? lmao anyways. like he’s always “babe have u eaten” and if u say no expect him to start yelling like “what do you mean no??? are you insane???” v dramatic but honestly <333 he’s always texting you after parting ways “did you get home safe” or on weekends where he cant meet you, he’s asking how it was, if you indulged yourself a bit, relaxed. it’s very sweet and he makes sure it’s not overbearing. he just wants his baby to be healthy and happy.
yamamoto taketora; walks on the side with the cars. it’s not a very noticeable thing, but you see it, and you recognize it. he makes sure he’s always walking where cars are speeding by, a hand on the small of your back guiding you away and to the other side of him. it’s the little notions of protectiveness like if he’s driving and stops suddenly, he’ll put a hand out to keep you from lurching forward, he pushes you gently out of the way before you bump into someone. things like that.
aoba johsai ━━
oikawa tōru; he doodles in your notebooks, or on your skin. if you have class with him, and sit next to him, he’ll always be doodling on your notebook like little hearts or stupid, cute things like your initials + his in a heart. or if you’re at a study date together, and you’re focused on your laptop screen, he’ll leave little encouraging messages on your notes for you to notice when you’re revising. sometimes you’ll be sitting with him at lunch or even if you’re out w him and a bunch of other people, and he happens to have a pen. expect a little smiley face on your inner wrist, or a heart plus his initials ( o.t. )
iwaizumi hajime; he helps you take off your make up/takes it off for you. if you’re too sleepy, he’ll just take the products he’s used to seeing you use and start following it step by step after he props you up next to the sink. while he stands between your thighs he just so gently starts rubbing at your skin and washing away the make up. if you’re already asleep, he’ll have to like google the steps oh my god im gonna cry hes so cute. if you don’t necessarily wear make up, then he’ll just help you do your nightly routine, or even your shower routine, like using a body scrub or a face mask or, bruh, even shaving lmfao.
hanamaki takahiro; saves everything you buy/send/make him. i mean everything. has literally over two thousand photos of you, all the polaroids or postcards are saved in a little box he has under his bed. anything you make him (unless it’s edible) he has. if you make him a small embroidery thing he will literally attach it to his sports bag or something. any chain you make him is automatically added to his keychain. that flower crown you made with him on one of your first dates? he still has it. the flowers are dead but the memory loves babyyyy
matsukawa issei; carries extra clothes of his for you to borrow. hey have i mentioned that mattsun is big? 😃 because he is 😃. meaning regardless of your size or height or whatever, his clothes will drown you <3 i see him as preferring more oversized or just loose shirts rather than tight ones, so yk. on you???? if y’all are just hanging out and you even think about being slightly cold — here have five options of mattsun’s clothes to choose from. he always makes sure they smell like him too. it’s self indulgent really, because he loves the way they look on you, and he loves that it leaves a trace of his scent on you. territorial? i think yes.
fukurodani ━━
bokuto kōtarō; always hugs you like it’s the last time he’ll see you. sometimes, even if he doesn’t know it, you need his hugs badly. y’all are gonna try and tell me bokuto doesn’t give the best fkn hugs??? yeah get outta here with that bs. he SO does. he either kneels down and wraps his arms around your waist, picks you up, and spins you around, like he hasn’t seen you in 3 years, or he’ll just wrap his arms around your neck and pull your head to his chest, cradling it, and just sighing like he won’t see you for the next 3 years. his hugs always make you feel so much better, even if you weren’t feeling down to begin with.
akaashi keiji; plays with your hands and caresses them. it’s the delicate feel and gentleness of it all. akaashi’s generally an anxious person, leaving him very fidgety. but once you two get together, and he starts being comfortable with you, expect to find your hand always between the two of his, just fondling with him. he’ll trace random figurines on the back of your hand, or have his fingers ghost over your wrist and up to your fingertips. if his hands are especially shaky, expect him to just grab one of your yours and hold it tightly between the grasp of two of his. it conveys trust, and all you have to do is kiss his knuckles gently and he’s melting.
konoha akinori; he has your reminders app linked with his, and sneaks in small, motivating messages. every once in a while you’ll get a notification from the app that tells you to drink water or have a snack (or text konoha he’s bored and he misses you). also always sends you pictures to distract you from stress. like it could literally just be a picture of him smiling with a thumbs up and you’d just ,,, melt bc you love him so much.
shiratorizawa ━━
ushijima wakatoshi; he has so many plants that are named after you, or your nicknames, and he’s like so gentle with them too. like strokes their petals and speaks to them so softly, the same way he does with you. you’re honestly so curious how he hasn’t run out of names, but he’s just a genius like that. whenever you go over to his place, and he’s bought a new one, he’ll take your hand and guide you to where it’s growing and just be like “look it’s baby y/n” and you just 🥺🥺🥺
semi eita; he has a playlist on his phone, that’s constantly being updated, for you and him to listen to. the first time he showed it to you, you were stargazing and he took out his phone and headphones and was like “i made a playlist for you wanna list” and every part of your body lit up in flames im not joking. now, a lot of the times, you’re coming back home on a train, and your head is on his shoulder and you’re sharing headphones listening to the playlist. when either one of you is driving you’re blasting it (a lot of the playlist is the hsm soundtrack)
satori tendō; tendo reads people so well, and being in a relationship with him means he will read you so well. so a lot of the times, in social situations, he’ll recognize the signs of you wanting to leave, for example, or if someone’s bothering you, he’ll know exactly how to approach it too. this also entails having a lotta inside jokes hehe, and also just like. talking with your eyes. yk that thing. yeah. all you have to do is look at him a certain way, and he just knows exactly what you just said.
goshiki tsutomu; he buys the both of you this small plushie, and whenever you’re missing each other you just. squish it. and he squishes his. he would rather die than let anyone know this, but you’re not too keen on letting anyone know yourself tbh. it’s just this little thing you have, and it means a lot more to you than just this. when he first bought it he was like “look we have matching plushies” and you passed away on the spot ❤️
shirabu kenjirō; loves trying out new recipes with you. he’s not too big on cooking or baking, but there’s just something about doing it with you that really — hits the spot yk. nowadays, whenever he comes across a new recipe on social media that he thinks you’ll like he just automatically sends it to you like with no words no texts just the post and you’re like “OMG CAN WE DO THIS” and he’s like “why else would i send it. yes we can :)” hvskwkeke
end note; thank you sm for the love on my last two posts!! i’m glad you guys enjoyed them sm. if you have any requests, they’re open and i’m happy to deliver, mwah!
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Cause I don’t have art to offer i decided to show some random hcs I have for KND! (for Sector V, W, and Mushi)
-Numbuh 83 collects like little snack things like gum wrappers and lolipop wrappers
-Numbuh 84 loves to play videogames, can’t tell me otherwise. I feel like he would own a DS or Gameboy
-Sometimes in their free time, Sector W plays mario kart together. Lee is in first, Paddy is in second, Sonia is in 3rd and Harvey is in last (or Paddy is last and Harvey is second)
-Ok so this one is a little more depth of Kukis and Nigels sibling dynamic:When they first met, they were either rivals or enemies but bonded when they found out they both enjoy Rainbow Monkeys
-Numbuh 4 brags about he can last all the games in FNAF but in reality, he is sobbing over every jump-scare there is
-Mushi and Wally have a competition of who’s taller. (mainly cause those two remind me of my little cousins in a way and they always do that)
-shows I think sector v would watch(I was too lazy to type it in)
-This is more of a fanfic idea I had but basically I hc Mushi to be intelligent so like basically she builds a robot or something, idk i need to shape it up a bit
And that’s all! I’ll probably use one of these headcanons to get motivation to draw or doodle something
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How would Jack react to an artistic s/o, like he carries a sketchbook with him at all times and once Jack saw that he had at least a full page of just Jack doodles and sketches
Yo, hello there! I'm sorry for taking so long to answer you, I was trying to find the right time to write! :3
Do y'all mind if I changed it up a little bit? Changing a little bit of "reader's role" in this headcanon, instead of always being the "one of his gang's members" and such. I decided to add a little more than one page of sketches though •v• because I'm an ass.
Also oh my God, I'm sorry for babbling so much at the start ;-;.
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A cool and peaceful breeze in the middle of all Hell [Yandere!Delinquent OC Male artist!Reader - Headcanon]:
Let's set the stage, dear.
You're one of many students inside Saint Bernard's School for Prodigies, a place that since it's building process, was meant to be a safe environment to all gifted students, and even students that didn't seem to have any talent at all. It was built to be a welcoming place.
It was built to rival Amaryllis Academy. While Amaryllis was focused on a specific group of people (coff coff rich families coff coff), Saint Bernard's was supposed to be the… "Common crowd alternative".
It never got to the same level of development as Amaryllis did. Although there are rumours about the Academy being a breeding ground for prejudice and discriminatory behavior (involving a lot of bullying towards students that had paid their way into the scholarship), Saint Bernard's was basically disfuncional.
The only thing granting a base for it's failed and shaky structure, was government income and the rumours around the school. Student deaths, delinquency, gang fights, fragile authority that fails to reinforce school regulations, contraband inside school grounds, no security for both the faculty's staff nor the students, severe cases of bullying, etc, etc.
You heard that a billion times. And don't get me wrong, it is not like there aren't good people here, good people that can't afford a better place to go. But the bad overthrows the good.
So here you are, just another boy trying to pass through the school year like any other student. A guy trying to keep under the radar of… Basically, every single student and teacher in this place. You came with terms that, sadly, you couldn't trust no one here.
You saw what happens if someone like you starts to get comfortable around these people. They're brutal. The thought of getting out of this place has crossed your mind many times, but you don't really know where else to go. It's the nearest place to your house, and it's literally free to enter.
You're the silent type, you're not exactly antisocial by any means, you just prefer to be left alone with your pens and your trust sketchbook, although, it's kinda not having much space left, is it?
You don't have more money to buy a better set of materials, and to be honest, you're aware of how unkindly people would treat you if you bring something a little more pricey. There were students who were already picking on you for the fact that you just kept drawing and being a lazy bun, if they saw you with things that clearly looked (even a little bit) expensive you would never hear the end of it.
You remember seeing a poor girl (I mean literally) who had saved her money to buy a new pair of shoes, since her's were clearly old and tearing apart. Her tenacity was something really admirable, as she saved more than enough money to buy something actually good for her. Something she probably didn't seem to be accustomed with, as her reaction to getting her new shoes destroyed in front of her own eyes was absolutely heartbreaking.
Chills still run down your spine, as you remember one boy saying something like-
"- It's her own fault. She shouldn't have come to this place wearing that."
You really hate this place, the only shine of light though was what you heard another boy say.
"- Yeah, it sure is a poor girls' fault that a bunch of imbeciles are jealous of her accomplishments." That sarcastic tone was more than enough to get your attention, looking at the direction of the voices talking you saw the two boys that were talking.
One was clearly discomfortable with the situation, like he just said something stupid and is trying to not sound as bad as it was, and the other one who was not even looking at the asshole beside him, and oddly enough, he wasn't looking at the situation happening in front of everyone anymore. He felt like someone was looking at him, and coincidentally, there you were.
Of course, he looked at you like he would simply get up and beat the shit out of you for staring at him, he thought you had a problem with him, and he wouldn't mind starting a problem with you if that were the case.
The cold look was enough to send you the message, and not wanting to cause any trouble, you just moved your attention to somewhere else, ya know, like the girl suffering in the middle of the school's hall, maybe you shouldn't have looked at him for so long.
I guess you were just, caught up in his features?
Okay, maybe you have a problem now. You can't help but keep drawing him! Like, okay, you thought that maybe just one sketch would be fine. He has a lot of nice facial features and- and he is always with a closed expression. No emotions, just pure angst. You found yourself liking to draw him, and when you noticed, you had enough material to cover two pages. Two fucking pages filled with a boy don't even know!!
[Y/N], come on, get to your senses. You heard about the boy, he is one of the many delinquents running this place, if not the leader of one of the most influential gangs around this hellhole. Jack, was it?
Imagine having that guy and his gang come beat you up for being extremely nosy and drawing him so many times? You want to know what's worse though? One of these sketches were from a specific moment you saw this man without his jacket on, his shirt being see through and almost non-existent.
You need to burn all of them. Immediately. Or otherwise your school year will go from manageable to completely fucked. But some of these make great art studies tho-
"- Yo. I need to talk with you." Oh dear lord, your time has come.
"- S-Sup!" You try to hide the sketchbook before he notices some interesting depictions of himself. But honestly, it was too late boo, he already knew about it.
"- Mayday told me you've been stalking me." Jack said, not sounding even a little bit concerned about being "stalked".
You don't really know who is "Mayday", unless she is one of his gang's members. Actually, you may have a guess on who she is. You think you saw some girl giving you odd looks here and there, not really mean looks, but just "concerned looks", and now that you think about it, you saw her walking around with Jack.
Wait, was she the girl that got her shoes destroyed that day?
"- Oi! Aren't you going to say what the fuck is your problem?" While you were thinking about who that girl was, Jack took the opportunity to come closer and snatch your sketchbook.
"- Give me that. You better answer me or you won't see this until then." Jack had started to open the sketchbook up, to his absolute luck and to your demise, he opened up on that exact page.
"- Wait! Hold on, don't open it!-"
Too late though. His face said everything.
"- Woah. Interesting." Jack knows absolutely nothing about art and drawing and stuff like that. Yeah, he may know a couple of things about writing but, it's completely different to him. He is impressed with how talented you are.
That's so quite flattering details you managed to put in there, does he really look like that to you?
"- This is your work right? Is this why you kept staring at me?" He asks you, but honestly, what would answer? This guy has a whole group of people that can easily hurt you, so telling the truth can both free you and damn you.
"- Yeah, I did all of these… I'm sorry if it seemed like I was stalking you, well, I mea- I'm sorry if it made you feel awkward, I just thought you were a interesting model I guess?" There is no imaginable way of saying this without sounding like an stalker, right? God, this is so embarrassing…
Jack is absolutely flattered by this. Oh, yeah, it's creepy as fuck, love. But does he really care? I mean, dearest, do you really know him?
Mayday wasn't the first one to notice you staring, of course he felt someone drooling over him. It facinates him how ever since that day you kept being more prominent in his life, or rather, in his mind, as he never really made a move to physically interact with you.
He is surprised by how his acting skills have improved, he thought that he wouldn't find a way to convince you of his surprise when noticing your drawings for the "first time". Throughout this whole time he has thinking about you, is funny to see that in a way you were also thinking about him. Well, partially, you probably saw him as only a way to improve your art.
And honestly, he doesn't mind being your muse.
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all tangled up
space heater
he’s forced to bring a date to the carnival but he didn’t expect to have so much fun
afternoon picnic or the one where he’s never felt so content before
lazy v-day
he needed to marry you like yesterday
“if i die, i’m leaving my dog to you”
“am i your lockscreen?” ”you werent supposed to see that”
bruce finds out
when they first met (batmom)
i wish you told me that your mom was in town
cant help falling in love
secret identity crisis
worlds deadliest assasin my ass
holding hands in public
crown shyness
poly au w/ jon and some wholesome cuddling
cuddly reader makes his brothers v confused
readers unhinged my guy
clingy dami
romantic partner hc
reader L O V E S her house plants
m u t u a l p i n i n g
pda
when summer days are flown
“mine”
fondness
I Love You
your tired and dami takes care of you
you cant sleep but dami helps
he has a nightmare and goes to you
you have a nightmare and go to him
robin v vodka
painting in shades
he worries alot
decorating for christmas or “you had one job-”
“because he’s a bastard green man who eats glass”
he likes your bed more than his
comforting a sad!s/o ver2
“i’m still holding you to that date you promised me”
he liked to play with your hair
soft snow
“and this is my girlfriend y/n”“when did this happen??”
dami and titus
early morning cookies
being separated from him hc of quarentine
poly!damijon mornings are hard
poly!damijon and arnold makes four
late nights writer deactivated
Jason
lonely without you
i called you my s/o once and now i cant stop
ice cream
he got a baby
he’s tired of the death so he goes home
fluffy dating hc
jealousy
i never loved myself but i love her so much that i forgot what hating myself feels like
that was badass
“is that my shirt?”
dating jay hc
hes taking too long picking something
rainy day cuddles
sunrises in paradise
“i love you so much it scares me”
in the dark kisses
he has a panic attack
bed head
im in love with you
when he realizes hes in love
i missed the sound of your voice
a little less mangled
reader finds out that hes red hood oops
what you are
sleepy times
he owns a restaurant but its just a front
social media infuencer jay
october comforts
“i dont want to explain a thing”
“if i do this i die, if i dont we all die”
“hold on you died” “yeah well it didnt stick”
“i missed the sound of your voice”
“who did this to you”
haunted houses
hug hc
haunted house friends
jay with a crush
being his s/o
happy birthday birdie
love languages
Tim
christmas carpooling
“leaning into the others hand, turning their head and pressing a kiss to the point”
twister but with pining
to love quietly or not to love at all
tim likes answers
petition to get him a doggo
rock paper scissors
from dusk till dawn
you broke him
retired from being robin
being a ceo
round 2
undercover mission
pizza
bonfire confessions
cookie monster
kiss
“i know how i feel about you”
cuddles but with pining
sick s/o
sleepy tim has no filter
valentines day apologies
weariness
Dick
neglecting his wellbeing
one last breath or the one where dick tries to rescue the both of u
winter coat
your basically a marshmallow
drunk in love
too young to feel this old
reader has a bad day but dick knows just how to fix that
running late but officer grayson pulls you over
field trip to wayne enterprises are boring
holding dicky
Bruce
right under their noses
open door policy
big dumbass energy
“baba please uwu”
code: mom
Misc.
be yourself is bullshit advice
conner + shopping for clothes w/ s/o
dating conner would include
#is bruce wayne batman sm au 1 2 3 4 5
barry allen + doppleganger
bruce wayne + snapchat
dating barry would include..
barry + call me in the morning 1
pining! barry
sleeping w/ barry
barry + he keeps coming over your apartment in the middle of the night, and you can’t say no to him
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was a bit on the fence doing this but since i’m locked out of my room and can’t do the things i was planning to do:
creator tag meme
tagged by the ever iconic @dilfjaime
rules: it’s time to love yourselves! choose your 5 (ish) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!
1) icon art
my icon’s my dnd character lmao! a bit too lazy to link the full pic, and while it’s on my art ig, i don’t really wanna share it because it’s associated with me irl (honestly, whenever i see someone mixing their fandom persona w/ irl shit where everyone can see it, it scares me). i had dabbled in like digital art before but i think this was around where i was like ‘maybe i’m not entirely shit at drawing’ lmao-- i think this piece touches on colours well which is smt i’m not always great with. if you can find the first pic of my art on my blog w/ jaime, i think you can see me struggling w/ how to color digitally and stuff especially. legit can’t look at that pic lmao bc it’s so ugly. but here it turned out nice-- now i can see the errors in like the proportions but i think it just looks ~stylistic~ so it evens out
2) fic-- a date, a dress, a cat
common issue with me is that i’m a perfectionist and i feel like my writing nor my art is like ‘up w/ the best’ so that just makes me not want to do shit. i don’t think i’m ready to read this yet over again and i have to wait another year but i’m just happy i put this out there and unlike the rest of the fics i wrote kind of halfassed it so i could just say i wasn’t trying if someone ended up criticizing me lmao
3) art from now on folks, here’s sun + moon
my most recent shit and it kind of makes my heart warm looking at this lol i just keep thinking abt how i’ve alrdy grown this year ;_; i love the coloring lots here and i like to think i’ve improved a bit!! i’ve also noticed it’s easier for me to really draw what i see even if i’m not perfect at it yet. also noticed how much i am of a slag for blue over this year but is any one surprised :eyeroll:!! also i love jaime here and while drawing him i was seriously considering just running off in the woods and becoming a furry artist. seriously if anyone wants to pay me i will do it. alas, i think no furries follow me
4) jaime doodle?????
this was v fun. and i like the coloring here too. i think i’m just repeating myself here but like??? how do people do this in art shows??? ok i just like it. ngl i think my ‘favorites’ are based on sentimentality there is no rhyme or reason
5) this stupid fucking comic
this took 100 years from my life and was thoroughly irritating. i really do prefer to do like just paintings rather than comics bc i think you can see how tired i got of it mid way thru-- but i do think drawing this much did make me get better. i really do like the starting panel, i still think it’s pretty, but for the rest i’m a bit :< about. you might be asking why i added this if i’m frustrated abt it but the rest of my stuff i feel a bit mmh about (probably because i did it very quickly! at this at least taught me something-- no pain no gain right??)
i doubt anyone read through all this but this blog is about ME! and i’m extremely shallow (/s). but i think doing this did make me feel a bit better about all the shit i made because i remember when i was 13 i always wanted to make shit for my fandoms and stuff but wouldn’t so. i kind of am living what i want to do now...??? (i’m saying this like it’s a goal and it made me laugh irl bc it’s so tiny but like. i really am proud of myself for doing something this year ok.)
tagging @albatrossisland and @tiredandtoothless and @pearly--rose (if you want ofc) and anyone else who wants to be tagged! really rec doing this bc it did make me feel better bc the shit i’m hawking out lmao
#also albs i am working on the drawing i'm just trying to look away from it so i can get rid of 'obvious; errors im not seeing but it should#be w u in a few days at the latest#also thank u dorieann <3#long post //#cw: ari talking extensively abt themselves jkjk
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LMAO so I'm the anon who requested the whipped list and imma fulfil your request 🥺💙 since some of my choices were already done, I'm curious about Naruto, Shika and Sasuke as whipped. I expected Shika and Naruto but Sasuke was a slight surprise. Though now that I'm thinking about it Sgfgf you're absolutely right and i gotta hear it
hi thank you for bringing about the whipped chronicles bb
ok so
Naruto (Whipped!! And what about it??)
Naruto is so obsessed with his s/o lmao it’s gross he’s so cute.
He talks about them incessantly. His closest friends feel like they are also dating his s/o.
Naruto sings his s/o’s praises so often, Rock Lee develops a brief crush by proxy. He quickly stomps it out, but it was there.
Naruto wants to do everything with them. It’s just so much more fun with them there by his side, even when he’s doing something mundane that he previously hated. Grocery shopping is suddenly way more interesting when he has his s/o right next to him pointing out what they want to keep at his house (!!!)
Also, he leaves them little notes all over the place. Silly doodles, mostly, but sometimes he’s feeling pretty inspired and will write them some shitty poetry.
It’s the thought that counts. And he puts a lot of thought into it.
Shikamaru (Lowkey whipped. Don’t talk about it. Don’t look at me.)
Shikamaru is so soft for his s/o lmaoo it’s ridiculous.
Ok we know he kind of sucked as far as women (should his s/o be a woman) and relationships in general went as a kid, but he grows the fuck up. And he definitely needed to.
Back on track: Shikamaru is whipped in a more behind-the-scenes way. Even if it seems like he isn’t totally listening to what his s/o is complaining about or what worries them, he’s taking note of e v e r y t h i n g.
He’ll come back very quickly with solutions. Or maybe he’ll just go fix it all by himself and let them know later in that lazy way of his.
XYZ is taken care of, just so you know...it wasn’t nearly as troublesome as you thought.
Also, say in a more modern, AU type of thing...I feel like Shikamaru would post lots of “artsy” pictures of his s/o with their face turned away or just them doing something. He wouldn’t have couple pictures with long, drawn-out captions, but they’d be all over his feed. He basically only posts to show them.
Sasuke (Lowkey whipped. Don’t talk about it. Don’t look at me.)
Okay if you think about it, I think it’s very Sasuke to be whipped as hell but to put up that I’m too cool for that front, even as a grown ass man.
Sasuke Uchiha is first and foremost Difficult and Dramatic as Hell. This doesn’t change just because he is in love.
Anyway, he’s whipped and is such a little weenie about it. He freaks the fuck out if he thinks his s/o could potentially be in any sort of peril, even if it is minor.
He zeroes in on any sort of scrape or bruise on their body that wasn’t there before. Are they okay? God, they definitely didn’t put neosporin on it and they should have. And if his S/O voices that they need something related to it (Neosporin?? You need some?? No? Were you thinking of it?), it’s there.
Sasuke gets all embarrassed if anyone points out what he’s doing. He’s just looking out for them because they’re stupid, okay? They need him.
This is very bold of him to say, considering the fact that he has maybe one very small, very weak brain cell.
That tiny little brain cell loves his s/o so much, at least.
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Hector has a whole frankenstein-esque aspect to him that I don’t draw attention to because I don’t know if it’s too mary sue ish and/or lore-breaking... But this was the original idea so :V
He’s immortal. -ish, sort of. Haven’t decided on the exact details of how that works out. Hector doesn’t know exactly how it works either, he just knows he’s gone way beyond normal human lifespan and he’s survived injuries that frankly should not be survivable.
His body is still subject to wear and tear, and while he is able to heal from most things, sometimes you just gotta accept defeat and decide that Body Part X is beyond saving. That’s when he has to go find compatible “donors”.
or if it’s a limb, he can grow it himself in a jar! Fill it with some kind of mystery bio sludge, add his own stem cells, and provide bones as framework so they know wtf to grow into. Cleaning other people’s bones for his own use is hard, could damage their integrity and they must be perfect, so he’s taken to making his own out of metal instead. Plus he doesn’t know how to grow bones in a jar.
losing limbs isn’t as rare of an occurrence as you might think it is for Hector (looking at you, MAAK), so he just wears tourniquets on his arms/legs for quick access. (those armbands? tourniquets)
when your pet robot bites off your hand AGAIN and you have to wait another few weeks for it to regrow in your specialty pickle jar
His memory loss is the main debuff for all this because:
immortality = life experiences = wisdom BUT he can’t learn from shit if he doesn’t remember it, so he still makes mistakes like any other person. Maybe more.
he also regularly doubts himself - his gut feeling about something might be right, but he cannot deduce logical sense from it, so it must be wrong
there’s a chance of him forgetting just what kind of maintenance his body needs, or how he does the limb growing thing, or that he can even do it in the first place
If it can be avoided, he doesn’t plan on telling anyone about this, because how the hell is he supposed to explain that??
some Ink-/Goretober doodles of last year (not all related but I’m too lazy to take them apart):
he once gave himself two left hands on accident so he had to start labeling the vessels
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In terms of Nuka World Business...
It’s blatantly clear that Hector is not suited for the Overboss role, at least not at the start. He has A LOT to learn from Gage (and he does learn!) but this is a long process and they’re on a time crunch with getting the gangs to respect him.
So let’s say, perhaps, some of the raiders have had enough and (attempt to) kill Hector, doing as they do because they know quite well what kills a person. And there he is, fatally wounded, bleeding out, but the fucker just gets back up???? And fights back with way more vigor than anyone in his situation is supposed to have?? And they just back off because ok, fuck that, this dude is not human, what the fuck. And later when he’s not only not dead but fully recuperated and back in business, they figure ok, he might be a wet rag but he is making progress on the parks and ain’t no one gonna mess with a man who can’t be killed. His reputation goes from ‘loser who is fun to bully’ to ‘probably an actual vampire’ and things suddenly start looking up.
It’s just a thought and not fleshed out at all, but I’m thinking they need to have a miracle / ‘sudden turn of events’ kind of scenario in order for things to work out. Because the raiders do not patiently wait for Hector to slowly get the hang of it.
#hi it's more lore dump#if i get this part of him out there maybe i'll stop feeling like i'm being a lying liar#just pretending to have a decent oc#while secretly hoarding all the cringe#hector messerli#artshortage#hector ref#rock.txt#maak
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Hi sorry I just saw your reply. Thank you sm. I have my Pisces sun (12th) + Sagittarius moon (7th). My q is how do I make myself do something I don't want to? I'm v good at avoiding discomfort and I'm stopping me from moving forward in life (atm it's intelligence related which I think links to my moon) I'm not doing v important uni work because I'm terrified of being judged? And don't like the uni system of measuring of intelligence. It's like arrogance/insecurity/laziness. thank u angel! ❤️💖🌟
OOOOOF I feel that man. The fear of being judged and forcing yourself out of your comfort zone is fucking hard. I really didn’t wanna get my job either, and honestly the way that it helped me through it was just imagining I was in a movie and like, doodling my outfits and me at work, fantasizing is weirdly a great coping mechanism. Being proud of yourself too is super helpful, and having people around you uplift you after leaving your comfort zone is vital. Since you’re a Pisces id hope that stuff would be helpful for u as well but really the person who’ll know what’s best for you, is you!! I hope that helped 🥺🥺🥺💕💕
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🐯 okay yes a lot of things to consider haha but thank you for always teaching me so much 🤧 I’m still very bad with aspects so I decided to blame it on my Taurus Venus cause that hoe is lazy AND bought too much impulsively to treat myself for.. absolutely nothing tbh. also like one half of my 6th house is in taurus so?? i guess?? and my 10th house is mostly in libra so maybe it all makes sense 🥴 also u go play ac it’s highly beneficial for u imo and v hard work 🐯👏🏻
🐯 look at him i love him thank u 🤧 i’ve been trying to learn how to draw lately (take that saturn!!!) but it’s just me drawing eyes and doodling tigers and hoshi (aka its all circle shapes v round) in tiger onesies itttttsss not going well ;; we love to see a properly cute doodle 🐯💞👏🏻
honestly i was saying to bread anon how super strong venus influences tend to just give like a work as hard as you play vibes or like... will only do if it feels enriching so that could be a bit of that energy. also!!! just nowadays is just rough we should all just do what makes up happy when we can 😂
omg yes taking saturn down one day at a time i love it. i will like every once in a millennium get a super strong urge to draw or paint or do something crafty and i’ve tried so many things and i’ve just found i do not have the temperament for it hence why i have SUCH mad respect for ya’ll artists out there. you got this tho go paint soon the tiger self portrait he deserves.
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Andi Mack 4B Plots
My 4A Plots
Trigger Warning for depression - nothing too dark, but it is a significant plot of this season.
Extra 4A plot to be nestled somewhere before the finale:
Halloween!
The GHC & Co. trying to decide whether they’re too old to go trick or treating. Intense debate with Cyrus, Andi, and Marty on one side, TJ, Buffy, and Jonah are on the other.
“How can you be too old for free candy?!” Cyrus exclaims.
“I’ve always hated dressing up,” Jonah rolled his eyes.
“Halloween is the best time to practice sewing!” Andi expresses.
“I hate sewing,” Buffy groans. “Besides, I’m trying to put my dentist out of business.”
“It just seems like none of you want to have any fun.” Marty says.
“I’m on the high school basketball team. I have an image to keep.” TJ crosses his arms.
“Is the image a boring, funsucker? Because you’re nailing it,” Marty teases.
Eventually the opposing group crumbles underneath the pressure of their friends and free candy. Planning their route is also intense - Cyrus definitely has maps of Shadyside and a detailed house list of who gives the best candy with averages he’s kept throughout the years.
The Crafty Crew joins them for trick & treating.
Cyrus dresses up as Waldo.
Andi makes a ‘cereal killer’ costume, including a cereal box skirt, blood, the whole shebang. Even Cyrus groans at the pun (but secretly high fives her).
Buffy goes as Buffy the Vampire Slayer & Marty goes as Fred from Scooby Doo. Buffy says he was supposed to be Spike from BVS, Marty laughs and says he thought Buffy and Fred were a better match.
Jonah puts those fake vampire fangs in and some fake blood on his face. Buffy chases him around all night. TJ dresses up as a failed math test because it’s the scariest thing he can think of.
Walker dresses as Miles Morales & Libby dresses as Hawkeye (we deserved a deaf hawkeye!)
And finally, the episode ends with an intense candy trading session. Lots of smiles, laughs, and friendship/couple moments. Halloween episodes should always be the most lighthearted!
4B.
Episode One.
Bex is laying in bed. She’s awake, but she’s not doing anything but staring. Her phone goes off and it’s revealed to be 3pm. Andi’s calling. Bex hesitates, then answers. “Mom - are you okay? You were supposed to pick me up fifteen minutes ago.”
Bex shuts her eyes, then opens them again. Suddenly, energy is in her voice. “Oh yeah - you know me, just running late. Traffic! I’ll be there soon, Andiman.” she hangs up quickly, she sighs. Her eyes are distant. She rushes to get ready, throwing on whatever she can, v messy, not caring how she looks.
Next scene Bowie is seen in a restaurant kitchen cooking. They ask him if he can stay late - he says no, he’s got to be at Red Rooster Records for the open mic night, revealing that he is working two jobs to try to start saving, referencing the potential for a second child (as Bex listed financial fears as a main reason).
We see Jonah’s apartment when he invites Cyrus over to hang out. Jonah says “it’s kind of small,” but Cyrus smiles and says “You know, it’s actually cozy. My house can be so...lonely.” Jonah kind of scoffs and rolls his eyes, muttering something about rich kid perspectives. He admits he had to get rid of a lot of stuff, including his old baseball gear and complains that he can’t play his guitar after a certain hour because his neighbors complain because the walls are basically paper thin. “Basically, don’t say anything you don’t want Dave to hear. He’s basically a member of the family at this point.”
Bex is off on the drive home with Andi. Andi’s talking non-stop about school events and how she failed the last project (revealed in the 4a finale) and how she needs to improve, but she feels so out of place in the school. Bex is saying “yeah” and “mhmmm”, barely listening. When they get home, instead of cooking, Bex orders pizza but doesn’t really eat much. Andi starts to get worried and asks if Bex is okay, but Bex just says she thinks she’s getting sick. Bowie comes home exhausted and both him and Bex fall asleep on the couch during a movie that they were supposed to watch as a family.
Cyrus is a little bothered by “the rich kid perspective” comment and tries to analyze how much his upbringing colors his opinions. The next day, he’s talking about it with Buffy and Andi at The Spoon and how he’s worried that he gives off entitled-rich kid vibes. They laugh and say sometimes he’s oblivious and dumb with money, but he’s not entitled. Andi complains about how tired Bowie always is now and then mentions how strange Bex was acting yesterday. Cyrus’s brain jumps to the worst possible conclusions. Buffy has to reassure Andi that everything is probably okay. As a distraction, she talks about how happy her parents are to be back together and shows off goofy pictures of them. She says her father hasn’t stopped talking about her mom in church since she’s gotten back. GHC smiles.
Episode Two.
Bex’s work has started to get a little sloppy and customers are leaving bad reviews. Celia presses into Bex, saying she didn’t invest so much money into this business just for Bex to get lazy. Bex sighs, shakes her head. “Reschedule my appointments for tomorrow, mom. I think I’m sick.” Celia’s eyes widen, as if she suddenly understands something. Bex goes home and slips back into bed. She doesn’t really go to sleep, but just scrolls her phone aimlessly.
Now that TJ is out at school, Cyrus asks him if he’s going to introduce him to his parents as his boyfriend. TJ awkwardly laughs and says “I should, shouldn’t I?” Cyrus nods. “But if it helps, we can have dinner as boyfriends with my parents first?” TJ’s eyes widen. “All of them? At once?!” Cyrus laughs. “No, we can do dinner at one house and dessert at the other?” TJ nods. “Uh, yeah okay.” Cyrus holds TJ’s hand. “Come on, Teej, you have nothing to worry about. They already love you.”
Jonah bumps into Amber in the hall and brings her to a quiet spot in the hallway. He grins and says he’s going to therapy. Amber asks him how it’s going and he shrugs, but doesn’t seem upset. He says “it sucks, but you know...it really does help. I really didn’t like it at first and didn’t talk, but he asked me to play some music the other week and that helped break the ice,” Jonah explained. Amber smiles and hugs him. “Congratulations, Jojo. I’m proud of you.” He asks how she’s doing. Amber says she’s getting there, but that she wished she was a freshman again because she’s struggling with her AP classes, driver’s ed, her job, and her family issues. He said it sounded like a lot, but that he’d try to be there for Amber because she was there for him. Amber nods and says she’ll keep that in mind. Suddenly, there’s a security guard telling them they have detention for skipping class. At first, Jonah and Amber look at each other scared, then they crack up at the situation they’ve gotten themselves in.
Andi comes home and sees Bowie sitting with Bex in the bedroom. She overhears Bowie comforting her and then hears Bex saying “I don’t want Andi to know…” Andi freaks out, texting the GHC group chat saying something is wrong with her mom.
Episode Three.
Friendsgiving episode! GHC + Crafty Crew all get together at Andi’s apartment a week before Thanksgiving and have a huge feast. Cyrus put together a spreadsheet and organized who brought what. Buffy and Marty have a competition to make the best dessert. Jonah buys store-bought microwavable mashed potatoes. Andi decorates the entire space and Bowie makes the turkey. TJ brings the BEST Green Bean Casserole and everyone bothers him the entire episode to give up the recipe. They give each other updates; like the dinner with Cyrus’ parents went really well, Jonah and Amber talk about how their detention teacher hated them because they kept laughing, Buffy talks about her parents, etc. Everyone also shares traditions their family does for the holiday.
Walker says that his family covers the table with paper and everyone writes/doodles what they’re thankful for throughout the meal. They then hang it up until it’s time to decorate for Christmas.
Libby says her family go on a long walk after dinner with each other.
TJ says his whole family plays football together before and after dinner.
Cyrus says he has several Thanksgivings and too many traditions to name - but his favorite is his mom’s side, who volunteers first and then have a small meal afterwards.
Buffy says after dinner they decorate for Christmas, which is her parent’s favorite holiday.
Jonah says they play a bunch of different board games and family games.
Amber says that her family doesn’t argue for the whole day - and also watches old home movies.
They ask Andi what traditions her family has. She seems upset and explains that they used to go to pop’s family and celebrate, but now they have to make new traditions without him because he left them. Everyone comforts her. Bowie overheard and tells Bex - they both want to give Andi the best Thanksgiving in the world. Bex tells Bowie that “all this family drama is why I don’t want Andi to know…”
Episode Four.
Cece takes Andi out for a bonding day, saying that she’s been missing her. Andi says she misses her too. They go to an art museum and have lunch where Andi talks to Cece about not doing well in SAVA and maybe she’s not great at art like everyone thought. Cece tells Andi that when she was a toddler, she grabbed a pack of crayons and for weeks, she wouldn’t put them down. Cece would catch Andi awake at night DRAWING. Andi would fall asleep with a pack of crayons cuddled close to her. She’d color in the car, at restaurants, in the bathtub with bath crayons, everywhere she could. “And that first year you went to camp, I’ll never forget how excited you were about crafts...Andi, I don’t think you’re bad at art. I think you think you’re bad at art which is making you bad at art.”
Andi says “wow…” and knows that Cece is right. SAVA wouldn’t have chosen her otherwise. They go out to have Fro-yo and Cece asks how Andi is doing at home. Andi tells Cece that it’s been weird having Bowie working so much and then mentioned that Bex is acting strange too. She asked Cece if she knew anything about that and Cece nods. “Yes, but it’s your mother’s choice to tell you.” Andi complains that no one’s ever told her anything.
Cece rolls her eyes and then says “Well I have important news. My dad is moving in with me.”
Andi asks “Wait, why? Is everything okay?”
“He’s okay, yes. He’s still healthy, especially for his age - but,” Cece pauses. “You know, he misses you and Bex. He’s been spending so much time with Mei and Ling and the twins and Ronald, he thought it’d be a nice surprise.” “Yeah, it has been awhile since we’ve seen him, but...he doesn’t need to move in with you. He could just visit, couldn’t he?”
“I asked him too.” “Why?”
“I thought it’d be good to have someone in the house. I know you, Cyrus, and Buffy still have sleepovers there, but it’s just been too empty for too long. I know how important Andi Shack is to you and how important the house is to your mom, so I decided to keep it.”
“Oh. Cece - I’m sorry. I guess I got caught up in my own stuff again…” Andi says, hugging Cece.
“It’s okay. You’re the child, remember?”
Cece drops Andi off. She calls Bex outside and they close the door.
“Rebecca,” Cece says. Bex avoids her eyes and focuses on the ground, her nails pressing into her skin. You think it’s going to be a lecture, Bex thinks it’s going to be a lecture, but Cece pulls Bex into a hug. “Andi’s worried about you. You need to talk to her.”
Plot B of this episode is Buffy and Cyrus hanging out at Buffy’s house. We’re introduced to Buffy’s father (headcanon: he’s black. I know sofia is mixed, but I think it’d be cool to have men of color in the show). He wears a cross necklace and is clearly religious, but Cyrus never feels uncomfortable mentioning his boyfriend TJ. Buffy’s father treats Cyrus with nothing but love, honestly, and mentions that he’s the son they never had while eating dinner.
Episode Five.
Jonah reveals that he’s gotten a job as a cashier at The Red Rooster. He’s not immediately great at it, which causes a spike in his anxiety, but instead of having a panic attack he’s able to ground himself using techniques his therapist taught him.
Andi’s teacher, the one who was critical about her art, notices a huge change in Andi and her work and compliments her new project, stating that she knew Andi had it in her. Walker, Libby, and Andi all celebrate together at The Spoon.
Buffy & TJ hang out - they play basketball and get to know each other better. “I don’t think we’ve ever hung out without Cyrus,” TJ laughs. “Yeah...I don’t think so? This is nice,” They play H.O.R.S.E, as well as a game they made up where each basket they make, they get to ask a question. The harder the shot is, the harder the questions they can ask.
At home, Bex is pacing the bedroom. Bowie is sitting on the bed. Bex complains that she doesn’t know what she should do or how she should even talk about it. Bowie listens, nodding his head. “You know, when my father was sick, he didn’t want to tell me. He wanted to be strong and proud. And he almost didn’t tell me, but I found his medication. I was terrified because something bad could have happened any moment and it would’ve been a complete surprise to me.” he pauses. “Andi is worried about you and probably thinks something really bad is going to happen and I don’t think it’s fair to hide it. Besides...she’s starting to get to that age where maybe it’ll start to affect her…”
Episode Six.
Christmas is coming up and the GHC + Crafty Crew go to the mall. They split up into their normal groups; TJ, Jonah, Marty + Walker and Cyrus, Andi, Buffy + Libby. They’re playing Secret Santa for each other so they’re trying to hide the gifts they’re buying and throwing each other off. Of course, they’re also buying gifts for their SOs.
Secret Santa List -
TJ has to buy for Marty
Jonah has to buy for Buffy
Cyrus has to buy for Jonah
Marty has to buy for Andi
Andi has to buy for TJ
Buffy has to buy for Cyrus
TJ fretting about what Cyrus would want and if he should even do a Christmas gift because Cyrus doesn’t celebrate (he would celebrate non-religious aspects with Buffy & Andi some years)
Cyrus complaining that Christmas is so materialistic - but then also trying to find the best gift to give TJ and Jonah.
But while TJ, Jonah, Marty, and Walker are shopping trouble arises when they’re wandering around a store, picking up different things, putting them down and whatnot. At some point, Walker notices a security guard staring him down. He feels uncomfortable, but knows he didn’t do anything wrong and continues to just walk around the store with Jonah, Marty and TJ. But it all goes wrong when the group tries to leave the store. They’re all stopped by the security guard, but Walker is singled out. The guard says that he knows that somebody in this group stole and that he has his suspicions as to who. The group all look at each other and furiously shake their heads, saying none of them stole. The guard asks Walker to empty his pockets. Walker does, he has nothing in his pockets besides his wallet and house keys. The guard lets them all go with a warning. Walker is embarrassed and angry that no one else had to empty their pockets. The group buy him some food to try to cheer him up and all agree that it was really wrong.
Episode Seven.
Christmas/Hanukkah special.
They all celebrate their respective holidays. Cyrus invites TJ to celebrate Hanukkah the day after Christmas. TJ of course agrees. We see Cyrus’ family celebrate Hanukkah. Andi, Bex, Bowie, Cece, her dad AND Mei, Ling, her husband, Ronald, and the twins celebrate at Cece’s house. Mei and Cece start to argue, but their dad reigns them in. They finally call a truce after their entire lives of competition and decide their feud isn’t worth it. (“What were we even fighting with to begin with?”) Buffy goes to church and celebrates with her family. Marty celebrates with his family; it’s the first Christmas with his step-siblings.
The gifts they all bought for each other are revealed when GHC + CO get together during Christmas afternoon. TJ gets Marty a joke gift (probably something about always forgetting him), Jonah buys Buffy a bag full of all of her favorite snacks/candy, Cyrus got Jonah an anchor necklace to keep him grounded and a guitar tuner, Marty buys Andi some weird gag gift like a yodelling pickle, Andi buys TJ a Troy Bolton basketball jersey, and Buffy buys Cyrus a mug that says ‘you’re so weird, i like you’ because she knows Cyrus loves mugs.
TJ and Cyrus psyched themselves out and ended up panicking and getting something neither of them really liked. They laugh about it and then realize they should get to know each other better.
Buffy and Marty treated it like a competition. Buffy got Marty a pace tracker that goes on his sneakers, a scrapbook for his future marathons, and those weird toe socks. Marty gave Buffy two of his hoodies, a necklace shaped like deer antlers which symbolizes strength and gentleness, and an NBA video game that they can play at his house.
The episode is light-hearted and easy, but the whole episode Bex is still just a little off. Bowie and Cece are extra mindful of her. Andi is still really confused and worried. At the end of the episode, when they all get home, Bex sits on the couch and says “Andi...I have something to tell you.”
HIATUS.
Episode Eight.
Special opening similar to the gun-control episode, as well as the anxiety/panic attack opening talking about how mental health is important and if you or a friend are struggling, tell a trusted adult and take care of yourself.
“Andi...I have something to tell you.” Bex’s voice is serious. There’s a lot of tension. Andi seems worried. Bex seems nervous. Bowie has his hands on Bex’s shoulders comfortingly.
“Mom? I’m scared...are you sick?”
“Yes,” Andi seems shocked and scared at this revelation. “But not the way you’re thinking, Andi...gosh, this would be easier if I was still just your cool, older sister.” because this is the kind of thing that ‘cool, edgy’ older siblings go through. Not parents. “Andi, I have depression. I’ve had it since I was about your age. It...doesn’t go away, but I’ve been on medication since my twenties and it worked great. But, with work stress and everything that happened with Pops, well...it stopped working. I should have been more open with you and everyone and gotten help when it started…”
Andi stops tensing. She sits with Bex on the couch. “Mom...I didn’t know…”
“Yeah, only Bowie and Cece did. I wanted to be the best mom in the world, especially after giving you up for so long. I wanted to do everything and be everything for you - I didn’t want you to have to worry about me or feel like you had to take care of me. I wanted to be strong.”
“Mom, I love you. You don’t need to pretend to be something you’re not or do more than you can.”
Bex hugs Andi. She’s definitely crying.
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, Andiman. You don’t have to worry or take care of me ever, okay? I’m the adult. I’ve talked to Bowie and Cece. I’m going to get my medications adjusted and I’m going to go to therapy.”
Andi feels like a huge weight has been lifted off of her chest but it only lasts momentarily. She gets out of the hug.
“Mom, I learned about depression in school…” She pauses. “It can be genetic...what if I get it?”
“Then we’ll help you through it. No matter what.” Bex and Bowie wrap her in a hug again. “You talk to us, though, okay? Don’t hide it like I did.”
PLOT B. Buffy and Marty have a massive fight. This leaves TJ and Cyrus in awkward positions because TJ thinks that Marty is right and Cyrus always sides with Buffy. This leaves Jonah has a tie-breaker and he totally panics and exclaims that this is why he hates relationships. When they realize that he got really anxious choosing a side, they realize they were being stupid and shouldn’t have put anyone in the middle of the fight. They all apologize to him and make up.
Episode Nine.
Buffy’s birthday!
Similar to Bowie, Buffy has never liked huge birthday parties or attention on her birthday. Andi says “Buffy likes attention everyday...except her birthday.” Cyrus and Andi make sure to tell Marty the first of the month that under no circumstances should he try to surprise her. He asks Cyrus and Andi what they do for her birthday then. Cyrus says that they have a Buffy birthday tradition that they’ve been doing since the second grade.
They meet at Buffy’s house for a celebratory breakfast of Froot Loops and chocolate milk because Buffy went through a phase where that’s the only thing she would eat and drink for breakfast, then they walk to school no matter what the weather because on her birthday in second grade, she demanded to be able to walk alone because she was “all grown now” (her parents followed them, just further behind. If it’s a weekend, they walk to The Spoon). After school, they walk back to her house and they play Buffy’s favorite game at the time “Twister” (Cyrus’ least favorite game) and have a silent dance party (at the time, her mother had just come back from war and asked them to not make too much noise). Then, they eat “garbage pizza” because Buffy had just learned the name of it and thought it was hilarious, and her favorite cake. Then, Andi and Cyrus stayed up as late as possible watching whatever movies Buffy wanted to watch.
During lunch, while Cyrus, TJ, and Jonah are getting their lunch, Marty asks Buffy if he can join in on her birthday traditions. Buffy is pretty rigid and likes the traditions as is, but says that maybe they can create their own birthday tradition. Marty comes up with the idea of a three-legged race (Him and Buffy vs TJ and Jonah) and then going out for ice cream - that way, all of Buffy’s new friends and boyfriend can be included before she goes back home to celebrate with the GHC.
That goes just about as well as anyone would think. Hilarious montage, honestly. This is the silliest idea I’ve come up with and yet, I love it.
Episode Ten.
After school, Jonah and Buffy decide to hang out. They go to a skatepark. Jonah is much better than Buffy - which he celebrates and exclaims “finally!” She’s determined to learn a pop-shove it.
While at work, Bex thanks Cece for supporting her during her depression and tells her that she got her medications adjusted and is starting to feel better. Cece nods and says “I’m really sorry for not supporting you when you were younger. I’m sorry I didn’t believe you.” Bex forgives her.
TJ and Cyrus experience some homophobia both in school and outside of school. Cyrus gets upset and insecure, TJ loses his cool. They sigh and realize that it’s probably something they’ll have to go through a lot - but at least they have each other to go through it with.
Andi, Bex, and Bowie go to Cece’s house to spend time with their grandfather/great-grandfather. During the visit, Bex and Andi brush up on their Mandarin, they play games like dominos, cards, and Mahjong, and they eat traditional Chinese food.
Episode Eleven.
Amber got her driver’s license. She surprises Andi & Buffy on a weekend for a road trip. They drive to the town nearing Shadyside and have all sorts of adventures. They take lots of pictures to always remember this momentous occasion.
Cyrus is sick which leaves Jonah, TJ, and Marty alone unsupervised. They decide to have an adventure of their own and have a giant game of “The Floor is Lava” in public. They get kicked out of multiple locations. They end the day by going to The Spoon and having an eating competition to see who could finish their burger, fries, and milkshakes first. Being that TJ and Marty are used to bulk eating, Jonah is definitely the one who gives up and almost throws up.
Episode Twelve.
Walker, Libby, and Andi are preparing for the end of the year project where they could potentially be accepted into the school’s gallery, which is an honor and a party. Andi knows that she can create something amazing - but doesn’t know what she wants to do yet. They’re all stuffed into Andi shack, bouncing ideas off of each other. Walker wants to do a self-portrait vs. how the world sees him, Libby wants to create a sign-language sculpture, Andi is conflicted and has no idea what she wants to create.
Buffy/Marty + Cyrus/TJ double date. Lots of hijinks. They also definitely go bowling and Cyrus tries to bowl without bumpers. At one point, TJ ran to the bathroom and told Cyrus to take his turn (it didn’t matter because he was so far ahead, there was no chance of Cyrus ruining his chances of winning) Cyrus rolls a strike and celebrates. He then tries endlessly to replicate it for his own turns to no avail.
While at work, Jonah is talking to Bowie about life. He says that therapy is going really well and he hasn’t had many panic attacks since. He thanks Bowie for being there for him in the beginning and Bowie says that it’s no problem at all and that he’s glad Jonah is getting professional help. Jonah says that he really looks up to Bowie and tells him that today was career day and that the high schoolers were prompted to think about what they want to do when they’re an adult. Jonah said he has been thinking about pursuing music and wants to join a band. Bowie smiles and tells Jonah that he reminds him a lot of him when he was Jonah’s age. He advises Jonah to join a band, but to do it for the music and not for fame, because when he’s older and traveling, he might regret not being home for big things. Jonah tells Bowie that if he doesn’t do music for the rest of his life, he doesn’t know what else he would do. Bowie shrugs and says “You might not know what you want to do now, you might not know what you want to do when you’re 23, or 45, or 55. Life isn’t a straight line, it’s full of twists and turns. Just follow your heart and listen to The Universe in those times and you’ll end up where you need to be.”
Episode Thirteen.
Andi has decided that her end of the year project will be focused on her family. She decides to create a literal family tree - she crafts a tree and each branch has a picture of each family member. Branches, like Pops and his family’s, are clearly snapped at the base to show that it’s a broken tree and he left. Bex’s branch has the picture of her as a teen after just giving birth to Andi, Bowie’s branch splits into two to show that he was absent for 13 years, but then heavily involved, etc. (IDK. I know nothing about art and couldn’t come up with anything else lol)
Bex starts to participate in her photography club again, has been doing better at work, and has become more involved in the PTA at SAVA again. Bowie asks her if she remembers what they were talking about earlier in the year. Bex says “Another baby?” Bowie nods. “Yeah...I’m ready now.” He grins and tackles her in a hug and lots of kisses.
TJ gets his first A in math class, on the final test to boot, after a lot of hard work, tutoring, and accomodations. Cyrus takes him out on a date to celebrate.
Buffy and Marty are in this episode at some point, probably not a big part tbh. Mostly because I’m losing steam lol.
Episode Fourteen.
Andi made it into the gallery. Her entire family, GHC+, and Crafty Crew turn up to the gallery to see it and they all go to the after party for her. Cece says “I told you you just needed to believe in yourself first…” Bex and Bowie tell Andi how proud of her they are and because they are literally awful at timing, tell her that they’re going to be trying for a baby. Andi has very mixed feelings about this, but Walker interrupts and drags her out to dance and party with everyone.
The night ends with Cyrus, Buffy, and Andi having a sleepover. Lots of hugs, celebrations, and love. They definitely squish Andi when she’s sitting between them on the couch while watching movies.
At the end of the episode, Andi texts Jonah about how mixed she feels about having a sibling. Jonah says he can understand - she feels like she might be being replaced, that he felt that way a couple times. Andi asks, like when? Jonah admits that he felt that way when he saw Walker and Andi at the Bar Mitzvah and that was his first panic attack. Andi said that she had no idea he was having panic attacks that long, Jonah says “well now you know. Sorry for not telling you.” Jonah tells her that he’ll always be there to listen to her if she needs it.
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Inside the building
Inside the building, Studio 20 occupies the first and second floors. Forty rooms open off pristine, white corridors, their walls adorned with pictures of women in states of glamorous undress. A closed door means business. Inside that room a woman is live and direct via webcam with international clients - and as long as she is alone in the room, it is entirely legal. In this world of virtual relationships and cybersex, those in front of the camera are "models" and the men who watch are "members". The whole thing is an amazing facade. You think these girls are camming from their rooms when they have free time, but no; they come to the studio at 8 AM and sit there until 6 PM. They work 40 hour weeks and often pay the studio 50 percent of their income. In exchange, the studio provides them with a built-in audience, a technical infrastructure, a hair and makeup person, a wardrobe—they even have people that train them on what clients tend to like and how to keep people in a quiet room with you.And that is not to say that there haven’t been bad times, like in any job. There have been mornings where I have come home with bruises all over my knees, my makeup sweated off, after a busy night. I have felt overworked and underappreciated by my bosses. Sometimes after a shift I have an overwhelming need to curl up in the arms of someone who loves me just because I crave that intimacy that I don’t get when I am at work because I am so self-sufficient there. And I am lucky that I have people who do love me, who can hold me after work and let me be still for a moment. I know that not everybody has that and I am never ungrateful for that privilege.Yes, they work even when they have their periods. This model says she fortunately has "the world's shortest, lightest periods" so she just chooses to do shows that don't require her to remove her underwear while wearing a tampon and then occasionally takes a day off if she feels like it. Makes sense.
Absolutely! Oh my good god! There are so many documentaries that really shit on webcammers, and that really angers me because I don't really think it has anything to do with the webcamming itself. I feel it has to do with the individual, the person. A lot of people end up doing it for money, not necessarily because they enjoy it, and they're made to feel bad about it. I totally feel the opposite. I feel like webcamming is fully me and something I wanted to do; the money was a bonus. The young woman proudly boasts a menu when she is online – in the form of a whiteboard which shows her viewers what she will do and how much it will cost them. A lot of what we see in the media doesn't help either. People have this idea [about] the type of person who does webcamming, where they're either not good enough for porn or they're too lazy to find a real job, and that's all bullshit. Unfortunately there's a lot of girls who do turn to webcamming for the wrong reasons, especially when it comes to money, and a lot of people feel guilty for doing it. But we sell our souls for money all the time, why not our body? Why wouldn't you have a bit of sexual fun at the same time?For the unfamiliar, camming is where clients pay to either watch a livestream of or have an individual video chat with a sex worker. It can’t be pirated and watched for free because the whole point of it is that it’s intimate and personal—you’re actually interacting with the person behind the screen.
"It's up to you as a woman to lead, and that's quite empowering.For my first show I applied some makeup, did my hair and put on a deep v-neck leotard. It was the middle of summer and boiling hot even in just that. I sat on my bed, placed my webcam facing toward me and sat doodling in my sketchpad, waiting for patrons.Unlike many who work in the sex industry, Sandy Bell does not worry about her own security.For Lana, 31, webcamming has provided enough money for her to bring up her daughter alone, and to think about investing money in something "that will bring money to the country". She plans to give up in two years' time. CONTINUED BELOW...
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How to survive Inktober (and any other daily drawing challenge I guess)
It's a slow afternoon so I decided to pep talk myself a bit 😂
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Disclaimer: It's personal opinion, so if any of this is not working for you then it's ok. Just find a different methof that works best for you. First of, here is my history with daily drawing challenge 2010: 30 days drawing challenge (29/30) 2013: OTP challenge (5?6?/30) 2016: Bergen doodle (31/31) Inktober (28/31) 2017: Inktober (27/31) <--Granted I started on day5 and did it all the way to day31 2018: IG Inktober + Persona5 Inktober (so far so good) ******* Well, at least I sticked to most of them lol, not complete but not too shabby. Anyway, here are some thoughts about inktober/daily drawing challenge in general 1.) Having friend(s) doing it with you helps a lot, in my case it's because of pride lol. 1.1) that being said, not all of your friends gonna complete the challenge. Don't let it get over you. At the end of the day it's your own challenge. 1.2) but I'd say following many artists almost give you the same effect. It's just fun seeing other people's interpretations and amazing arts. 2.) Busy or not, it's still draining to draw everyday. Ok, I do draw everyday, but not with the mindset that I have to make it nice, presentable (and be a smartass to make it interesting). Being busy, of course, make things worse. But trust me, I couldn't even do the OTP I challenge for one week, and I was on winter break that time. 3.) Prompt is a blessing as much as a curse. If you having trouble coming up with ideas, or being lazy (like me), or love to take challenge then go for it. But prompt is not absolute. There will be a few prompts that you either have absolutely no idea what to draw, or just hate it. It's fine. Just ignore that prompt and do something you like. Come up with your own idea, mix it up with different prompt, etc. 3.1) Being stubborn with prompt is freaking draining. You might managed to come up with one (from hours or days of thinking and staring at a blank paper), but it affect your metality. And it's kinda reason why you burn out. 4.) This is obvious but you gotta do what you are interested in. Come up with theme, or different approach to do the challenge (accordian style, drawing with brush only etc) will keep your passion to continue. But don't pressure yourself too hards. Daily challenge suppose to be fun not chores. If it's not working or you don't feel like it then just skip it :v 5.) Drawing everyday =/= come up with idea for one per day. Likeeee do it in bulk if you have time peopleeee. Sketch dump all the ideas for the whole freaking prompt list if you can. Don't be like me who stared blankly at the paper everyday, thinking about what to draw for that very day. Especially if you are busy and you don't have energy by the end of the day. It's so much easier to just have the idea ready, and when you got home you can just start witout wasting extra energy. (I'm doing two sets this year, and so far this is the least burn out year I have been doing) Hint: I just think about what to draw while commuting to work, and jotted the ideas down later. 5.1) From the point above, it doesn't even need to ba fancy. Most of my ideas rn are in words so I have general idea with what to draw. Use thumbnail if it's easier to visualized but basically just record it so that you don't forget. 6.) It's ok to have bad day and end up with bad art (in your pov anyway, most ppl won't notice it). You have to freaking draw everyday, and people understand if it's not a whole perfect month. 7.) Also it's not an obligation to draw everyday. If life happens, if you need sleep then go for it. Put yourself before the challenge. It's good to complete the challenge but not so great if your body or mentality crashed along the way. 8.) SLEEP. Please sleep. Exhaustion fogs your mind and make you work slower. Spoiler, I'm horrible at this lmao. 9.) Have fun. Seriously though, the whole point of daily challenge is to have fun while improving your skill. If it's become chores then that destroy the whole purpose of the challenge. Give yourself a break! It's ok to rest and search your love/passion/desire to draw again. (Because if you keep pushing and end up burning out then it takes so much longer to recover.) Hoo boi that's freaking long. If you finish reading the whole thing then congrats! We can go throught this together! <3
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Secret match up~
“Why hello may I have a matchup? I`m 165cm(5`5) petite female with short darkbrown really thick hair, they`re a bit messy because I overwash them. I have olive skin but due to me never leaving my house it looks rather pale. I often wear gray and black with some pastels mixed in. Mainly hoodies. I`m quiet and reserved around other people and often told to “open up!” or/and “smile more” what honestly gets on my nerves sometimes. On bad days it`s easy to annoy and irritate me.(what`s a bit hypocritical because I like to annoy others for fun) I have mixed feelings about drama, on one hand I tought I don`t like it but on the other I would die just to start a fight! I find them exciting, especially the thrill it gives to me! I often come across as sweet and inocennt but people who know me well know that`s the opposite of me, actually XD. It`s hard to get me to open up and a bit…disappointing, I suppose? Once I know I can trust you I become really playful and childlike. I`m sarcastic and I love dark humor. I also have a mean side to me only a few know about. I can say hurtful things when I want to and even make fun of others suffering. I have 0 empathy for people who I don`t know well, this is probably because when I was younger I tried to be nice and helpful just so I get bullied in return. For those I know well and trust, I would do anything. I`m also clingy for someone who spends a lot of time by themselves. I tend to bottle up my emotions what sometimes causes me to lash out at others unintentionally. I`m a bit hedonistic and lazy, tbh I welcome anything to push me not to procastinate. I often feel lonely and touch-starved but refuse to admit it, hence the clingy. I like art and I mostly draw or doodle, I like to paint as well but that happens once upon a blue moon. Same with reading. I love swimming and go out in the water whenever I get an occasion. I take intrest in witchcraft, folklore and demonology. I have Rheumatism (I`m 17 why do i have immune system of my grandma why god why) [[it means that my body hurts on rainy days and im constantly tired, also it makes my joints make popping sounds]] despite that I love the rain, probably because I dislike complete silence also the reason why I sing and dance when I`m alone. I`m told to have a nice singing voice. I don`t trust easily. I`m cool with being told what to do and I`m secretly an emotional masochist(in a, call me names way). Oh yeah btw pls make me anon ~sorry for my english i hope it makes at least a little sense~”
Admin Abi: I’m back! Well…for a little while >.<. Anyway~ Sorry for the wait, but well I hope you lget to see it and liked it ^^’ BTW~ don’t worry about your English or orthography…I’m just the same or worst really :’v
*finishing your match up*
Your romantic match is…
Kanato!
The first thing that comes to my mind is the fact that you two have many things in common~
I imagine the two of you met due to normal-yet-not-so-normal-circunstances. You were brought to the Sakamaki mansion as any other sacrificial bride. To be honest that appeareace of yours gave the wrong image of you to all the brothers…specially Kanato. To be honest you choose him since you were too lazy to think better to be honest. I won’t lie to you…at first the expression “I’m living in hell” would describe your life with Kanato. He’s very unstable and so unpredictable…you are never sure whatever you say or do will affect Kanato. The first thing he tried to change about you was your sense of fashion: he would make change those hoodies you wear to cute lace-fluffy dresses he makes himself. He also make you smile since you are supposed to be a doll: dolls are supposed to be happy and cute ALL THE TIME! He likes to offend you and making you scared or cry…he think you look lovely in those states. I highly recommend you to think before snapping at Kanato, just like you Kanato can be in a really bad mood but not one day… it can be from one second to the other. Just like you Kanato finds enjoyable troubles/dramas and would enjoy greatly if you make him company whenever there’s some discussions between his brothers. It’s funny, because people think you look cute and innocent together…it’s true but just part of that image. Sure, you are adorable together…but you are cute devils that are planning the best way to conquer the world xD
It took you a while to both of you to realize your feeling to each other. You two had their shells/walls very thick. It was during one night that you woke up in the middle of the night and saw that Kananto was no where to be seen. You looked for him and you found him all alone in a room. You asked if he was ok and then you saw he was crying. “The rain…it makes me feel sad and empty” that’s what he told you after a while. Without your permission he simply brought you close and hugged you so he could comfort himself with you. You were surprise, you found the rain comforting and calm, just like Kanato did for graveyards. Slowly you showed Kanato that he wasn’t alone, he had you now. Once that thick walls of yours fell you showed your childish and playful nature. Kanato finds it adorable and it makes you feel more like a cute playful doll. You both have a pretty dark sense of humor so he finds amusing the fact that you can talk about something creepy for others while you both might find it funny. Since you are with Kanato you don’t have to worry about not being empathetic about others, since Kanato isn’t that much of empathetic himself…but who cares in the end? Is not that you have time to worry about others when the only one you need is Kanato. He likes when you draw something for him and he’s pretty crude with the critics, so beware. He also likes your knowledge in all dark topics and he finds it interesting, so you can spend hours talking about them! I think your strongest point in your relationship is the fact that your clingy wishes are all granted with the clingy boyfriend Kanato is. He doesn’t mind the fact you like swimming and he has sometimes descibed you are the little mermaid and even made a cute swimming suit for you! He finds it annoying each time you get sick, but will not let you die, don’t worry~ He takes really good care of his doll after all~
Kanato covers most of your personality’s tarits and that’s why I think Kanato will be ideal for you. You even don’t complain about being told what to do! You make Kanato life’s easier and whole! He couldn’t ask for more! You are just to perfect! You two look amazing together and is pretty obvious you’ll last forever!
Hope you get to see it anon-chan and hope you liked it as well! Thank you for your patience as well!
#match up#match maker#diabolik lovers match up#sorry for the wait#hope you liked it#thanks for the patience#hope you get to read it anon-chan!#anon-chan ;D#I thought you had chuuya for BSD as your icon#I think I saw it wrong…#but I'm a huge fan of that serie myself!#submission#zimnapianka#pusec#is that you?#or I'm confused?
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