未完の命とサナトリウム
Album: Mikan no Inochi to Sanatorium
Artist: Otsuki-sama Koukyoukyoku
TW: Suicide, self harm, depression, death
If you ask me, I would say this album does not portray suicide as a good thing. However, the content is quite heavy. So please heed the warnings.
Overdose Nightmare
itami ni me wo samasu gozen ni-ji
moruhine ga karada wo tokashiteku
asaku fukaku namiutsu denshi-on
tsunagareta kuda ni mada ikasareteru
kangoku no you na shiroi heya
hi ni hi ni mushibamu shiroi kage
'kitto yoku naru yo ganbarou'
nante zankoku na kotoba darou
hayaku owarasete naitomea
imi no nai sei nante
muda da muda da nani mo umidasanai
nani mo nozomanai nihirisuto
miren nado tou ni nai
kurai sora ni ochiteiku dake da
shizuka na byoushitsu de hitorikiri
asa to yoru sore dake kurikaesu
kareki no you nani ni mo aragaezu
yubisaki de inochi sura ayashiteiru
mizukara de sei wo tatsu koto wo
hito wa aku da to nonoshiru kedo
mirai no nai kono kimochi nado
dare ni wakaru ka wakatte tamaru ka
ikudo kaimamiru miraaju
negatte mo kanawanai
naraba sonna yume wa sutete shimae
subete nomihosu no oobaadoozu
kore de mou sayonara da
shikai yuragi patsuri kireta
me wo aketa shirokute hiroi
mukishitsu na kuukan no hate de
akogareta tsubasa ga hohoemi tsugeru
youkoso, sei to shi no hazama e―
awaku hokoronda yuutopia
kore koso ga shiawase to
warau warau tsutsumu zetsubou-kan
moroku kuzuresaru dishijon
'ikite ite yokatta ne'
sono kotoba ni watashi wa, watashi wa,
owaru hazu datta oobaadoozu
wazukana kakugo nado
kimi wo mae ni imi wa nasanai darou
kyomu ni nuritsubusu howaito auto
ikite itakunai no ni
shikou tokete aragaenai aragaenai
dichotomy
tooi kioku no chichi no kage
'ookiku nattara tabi ni deyou'
boku no atama yasashiku nade
goukai na emi misete itakke
boku wo dakishime tsubuyaita
'ano hito no you ni naranaide ne'
sono kotoba wa noroi to nari
jiyuu wo ubai, shizuka ni korosu
tsune ni tadashiku aru you ni
tsune ni kanpeki de aru you ni
haha no nozomu jibun de iyou
sore ga sonzai riyuu nanda
sei de arou to sureba suru hodo
fujun na mono ga akarumi ni naru
sai ga nai to tsukitsukerare
sono tabi kidou shuusei shite
risou wo motomete kai michibiku
sonna boku ni kachi wa aru no ka?
shourai no yume towarete wa
mohan kaitou wo haki tsudzuketa
sore de haha ga yorokobu nara
boku no yume nado keshite shimaou
haha no risou de aru you ni
hitotsu ayamachi mo yurusanai
keredo motomerarete ita no wa
ko to shite no boku janakatta
hyaku ni narenai boku wa zero da
akai shirushi ga rakuin ni naru
sonna boku wa mukachi nanoni
haha no akireta you na koe ga
musuu no yaiba to natte sasaru
itami wa mou kanjinai kedo
nee, tou-san kikoeru ka na
kurushikute iki ga dekinai
dakara ookiku natte wa nai keredo
tabi ni deru koto ni shitanda
hidoi shitai ni naru kara to ka
sono ato no shori ga taihen da to ka
nanto nashi ni kangaeteta
keredo sono ato no sekai nante
shinda sono ato no sekai nante
doudemo ii kyoumi nai
shiro ni narenai boku wa kuro de
nozomarete iru mama ni arukezu
jiga mo ishi mo nakatta keredo
yatto jibun de erabi totta
kore koso boku no motometa kai da
fumidai wo keri ketsubetsu shiyou
Chiriyuku Hana ni Hanamuke wo
supottoraito abite
aratana enmoku wo hajime masho
anata to futari tsumugu sutoorii
subarashii ni chigainai wa
chou yo hana yo motehayasu koe
hanataba wo katate ni sasayaku
chinpu na kotoba nante
iranai kyoumi nante nai no
butai no maku ga oritara
watashi wa minna no mono janai
anata no tame dake ni hora
yodoushi utai odorimashou
amai toiki ni tokete
kuchi-utsushi de ai wo tsutaete yo
donna shousan yori mo
hoshii mono ga nanika wakaru desho?
tsukuri agetekita kono sonzai wo
anata-iro ni someagete yo
zattou no naka minareta senaka
mi machigaeru hazu nai anata
tonari ni shiranai kage
yamete yo. soko wa watashi no basho
kidzukeba itsukara ka mou
ikiteru riyuu ga anata datta
motomete moraenai nara
kokoro no sukima dou umeru no?
naifu wo te ni tsukitate
nagareru chi de sei wo kanjiteru
anata no ki wo hiku tame
motto fukaku eguri toranakucha
soshitara anata ga hora
watashi wo daki naite ayamaru no
watashi ga saikou datte
watashi igai hoka ni inai'tte
sono kotoba wo shinjiru mama ni
kyou mo akaku akaku somete
anata-iro ni some-tsukushite?
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Anata wa Korosu Tabi - Yaoi (18+) - Completed
Yakuza members Odajima and Kataoka are sent away on a trip after Kataoka, the young wakagashira, screws up. However, this trip hides the true mission: Odajima has been ordered to kill Kataoka.
🚫Trigger Warning🚫
Dubious Consent
Gang-Typical Violence (Fights, Guns, Blood, etc.)
Minor Character Death
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Parenting
(5/5 for the first one the rest 2/5)
This is a collection of Oneshots. It contains both Shounen ai and Yaoi stories.
Anata wa Korosu Tabi by Asai sai 1/5
Yakuza members Odajima and Kataoka are sent away on a trip after Kataoka, the young wakagashira, screws up. However, this trip hides the true mission: Odajima has been ordered to kill Kataoka.
Beast of Blood by Seina Anji 2/3
There are humans in this world that have evolved with the blood of humans and beasts. They are categorized as vampires, lycans and sirens, and retain their unique ecology and gender.
Sutenaide My Hero by Himoda Q (1/5)
Kaede (alpha) saves Azusa, an omega that was being bullied, and moves to another city right after. Many years later, they meet again and Azusa says that he wants to pay him back and that he'll do anything if Kaede gives him a chance. Fortunately or unfortunately, playboy Kaede just can't reject such an opportunity of amusement.
The Cursed Grimoire by Anzu (1/5) (rape)
A magician holds a cursed magic book of, that gives him the power to command others. Wanting to be seen as more than just a weak magician he gets revenge.
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Another modern AU PWP, this time with bondage, spanking, and some light orgasm denial.
While I was stuck on the middle part of this fic (see if you can spot the bit I shoehorned in to make the transition make sense!!) I figured out a setting that might be good based somewhat on the short yaoi manga Anata wa Korosu Tabi/Journey to Killing You, which only seems available to read online on sketchy sites now. The main pair have a significant wenzhou vibe at times. Basically all the pwp I write is a mishmash of ~15 years of yaoi/hentai manga, I could do a really long list of stuff I've used as inspiration recently.
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