#mikan no inochi to sanatorium

[carsinoska]

未完の命とサナトリウム

Album: Mikan no Inochi to Sanatorium Artist: Otsuki-sama Koukyoukyoku

TW: Suicide, self harm, depression, death

If you ask me, I would say this album does not portray suicide as a good thing. However, the content is quite heavy. So please heed the warnings.

Overdose Nightmare

itami ni me wo samasu gozen ni-ji moruhine ga karada wo tokashiteku asaku fukaku namiutsu denshi-on tsunagareta kuda ni mada ikasareteru

kangoku no you na shiroi heya hi ni hi ni mushibamu shiroi kage 'kitto yoku naru yo ganbarou' nante zankoku na kotoba darou

hayaku owarasete naitomea imi no nai sei nante muda da muda da nani mo umidasanai nani mo nozomanai nihirisuto miren nado tou ni nai kurai sora ni ochiteiku dake da

shizuka na byoushitsu de hitorikiri asa to yoru sore dake kurikaesu kareki no you nani ni mo aragaezu yubisaki de inochi sura ayashiteiru

mizukara de sei wo tatsu koto wo hito wa aku da to nonoshiru kedo mirai no nai kono kimochi nado dare ni wakaru ka   wakatte tamaru ka

ikudo   kaimamiru miraaju negatte mo kanawanai naraba sonna yume wa sutete shimae subete nomihosu no   oobaadoozu kore de mou sayonara da shikai yuragi   patsuri kireta

me wo aketa   shirokute hiroi mukishitsu na kuukan no hate de akogareta tsubasa ga hohoemi tsugeru youkoso, sei to shi no hazama e―

awaku hokoronda yuutopia kore koso ga shiawase to warau warau �� tsutsumu zetsubou-kan moroku kuzuresaru dishijon 'ikite ite yokatta ne' sono kotoba ni   watashi wa, watashi wa,

owaru hazu datta   oobaadoozu wazukana kakugo nado kimi wo mae ni   imi wa nasanai darou kyomu ni nuritsubusu   howaito auto ikite itakunai no ni shikou tokete   aragaenai   aragaenai

dichotomy

tooi kioku no chichi no kage 'ookiku nattara tabi ni deyou' boku no atama yasashiku nade goukai na emi misete itakke

boku wo dakishime tsubuyaita 'ano hito no you ni naranaide ne' sono kotoba wa noroi to nari jiyuu wo ubai, shizuka ni korosu

tsune ni tadashiku aru you ni tsune ni kanpeki de aru you ni haha no nozomu jibun de iyou sore ga sonzai riyuu nanda

sei de arou to sureba suru hodo fujun na mono ga akarumi ni naru sai ga nai to tsukitsukerare sono tabi kidou shuusei shite risou wo motomete kai michibiku sonna boku ni kachi wa aru no ka?

shourai no yume towarete wa mohan kaitou wo haki tsudzuketa sore de haha ga yorokobu nara boku no yume nado keshite shimaou

haha no risou de aru you ni hitotsu ayamachi mo yurusanai keredo motomerarete ita no wa ko to shite no boku janakatta

hyaku ni narenai boku wa zero da akai shirushi ga rakuin ni naru sonna boku wa mukachi nanoni haha no akireta you na koe ga musuu no yaiba to natte sasaru itami wa mou kanjinai kedo

nee, tou-san   kikoeru ka na kurushikute iki ga dekinai dakara ookiku natte wa nai keredo tabi ni deru koto ni shitanda

hidoi shitai ni naru kara to ka sono ato no shori ga taihen da to ka nanto nashi ni kangaeteta keredo sono ato no sekai nante shinda sono ato no sekai nante doudemo ii   kyoumi nai

shiro ni narenai boku wa kuro de nozomarete iru mama ni arukezu jiga mo ishi mo nakatta keredo yatto jibun de erabi totta kore koso boku no motometa kai da fumidai wo keri   ketsubetsu shiyou

Chiriyuku Hana ni Hanamuke wo

supottoraito abite aratana enmoku wo hajime masho anata to futari tsumugu sutoorii subarashii ni chigainai wa

chou yo hana yo motehayasu koe hanataba wo katate ni sasayaku chinpu na kotoba nante iranai   kyoumi nante nai no

butai no maku ga oritara watashi wa minna no mono janai anata no tame dake ni   hora yodoushi utai odorimashou

amai toiki ni tokete kuchi-utsushi de ai wo tsutaete yo donna shousan yori mo hoshii mono ga nanika wakaru desho? tsukuri agetekita kono sonzai wo anata-iro ni someagete yo

zattou no naka minareta senaka mi machigaeru hazu nai anata tonari ni shiranai kage yamete yo. soko wa watashi no basho

kidzukeba itsukara ka mou ikiteru riyuu ga anata datta motomete moraenai nara kokoro no sukima dou umeru no?

naifu wo te ni tsukitate nagareru chi de sei wo kanjiteru anata no ki wo hiku tame motto fukaku eguri toranakucha

soshitara anata ga hora watashi wo daki naite ayamaru no watashi ga saikou datte watashi igai hoka ni inai'tte sono kotoba wo shinjiru mama ni kyou mo akaku akaku somete

anata-iro ni some-tsukushite?

[yliaster]

Elsie Ruby’s Jewellery Box

Let me show you -- a jewel more beautiful than ruby.

This is the story of a girl living alone in a mansion, and her “friend”.

I want to talk about Moon Symphony’s latest release at M3 Spring 2023!

TW: eye trauma mention

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Honestly, I knew I would like it since hearing the crossfade.

It is very short - just 1 instrumental track and 2 vocal tracks. But the story is quite solid with just that.

Actually, the obi makes it even more interesting...

I’m impressed with the world built with such a small amount of material.

I’m not doing anything wrong! After all, Papa and Mama made me, even though they couldn’t have children, you see?

Makkura Mori no Shoujo no Hanashi

An intro track that sets the atmosphere for the CD. Something you would expect to hear for a haunted house.

Elsie Ruby no Housekibako

In the depths of the forest lives a girl all by herself. It’s said no one returns from there. This girl, Elsie, collects jewels... In fact they are people’s eyes. She feeds the rest of them to her friend Noar... the shadow that you see from her skirt.

A song with a waltz-like feeling that I like a lot.

Tadashii Kazoku no Tsukurikata

An upbeat (?) song about creating the ideal family. Elsie longs for a father and mother to dote on her, so she sets out to create them.

An almost Halloween-like song. The song takes a slightly darker tone when Elsie starts the ritual, which is fun. It also makes sure to make use of NishikazeS’s vocal strength, which is always neat.

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I definitely recommend this CD. The degree of “completeness” is much more than the concept CD that was Mikan no Inochi to Sanatorium, so that’s nice.