ok i need to go to bed but also ive been thinking about this and i need to put it out,;
those fics, either entirely sex or only with references to it, that capitalize on marvin’s definite misogyny and internalized homophobia are scrumptious as fuck but ESPECIALLY the ones where they specifically mention him being disgusted with doing things sexually (or not) that he perceives as feminine. not just bottoming though, giving a blow job (specifically on his knees or when he’s being maneuvered by his partner. manhandled if you will.) or simply being called pretty by a man. giving up his power in a hookup or a date, the other person paying or taking the responsibility of taking marvin out rather than the other way around. i eat that shit up i love it. even when he and whizzer are back together, he’s better but im sure he still has a long way to go especially in his view and treatment of women. maybe he sees whizzer as an ‘equal’ now in the relationship, doesn’t expect him to play the traditional role of a woman, but the misogyny still comes out to play when he talks to trina im sure of it. or, i hate to say, with cordelia and charlotte. i wont deny being besties with a lesbian couple definitely did wonders for his world view but he has years of this kind of thinking and behavior to undo. i just am fucking obsessed with the exploration of that in fan work.
Thinking about Rain using his tentacle to spank someone…leaving sucker shaped bruises on them…maybe the tentacle wraps around someone’s throat…maybe it squeezes a little too hard…maybe he leaves little sucker bruises around someone’s neck…like a trophy…
i love that thing that happens when like a show is trying really hard to make a character very heterosexual, so very straight, that like it backfires and makes them extremely gay, like don’t they know being repressed is the gayest thing a girl can do
The one Harry Potter spell that I could not master would probably be the Patronus Charm…
To remember a time when I was “happiest” is difficult enough, but during the midst of chaos? This would be considered an achievement on ANY given day, let alone a day I am being attacked by floating demons.